seeking beauty and love in our lives. Now my personal experience with this is an
ongoing process obviously here as all of us are we are on a journey we are on a
track from birth to death it's always this time period isn't it? So we seek
these two things beauty and love in our lives in whatever we are drawn to some
may find it in music some may find it in arts some may find it in people and
service some may find it in research and scientific or any kind of quest that
they have in any particular interest subject all these are so astrologically
dependent but never mind the the subject of interest or where your mind in your
heart is drawn to predominantly the heart center where your heart is drawn to
where do you feel the pulse of life that sends chills through your bones that
sends vibration through your bodies so that your hair stands on its ends you
know that's the calling which we have which I'm pointing you to here towards
okay it's let's say music and art forms any kind of art form that you may be
drawn to maybe visual it may be auditory it may be
kinesthetic it may be anything really any form of expression that you engage
with in the external world has to have that signature for you which has a touch
of beauty in it because as long as you don't find that beautiful thread that
runs as life energy through all creation everything will kind of take a very
dry color life can become dry it can become a routine it can become what we
call as normally as boring it's so dull and dreary and boring this whole thing
called life what is this about it's just about a job some money some
recognitions for the sake of you know pampering the ego and so on or is there
something more is there something that rings in my bones that brings tears to
my eyes that since chills through my body I want to follow that that is my soul
calling that is where I am drawn towards that is what I must do that is what I am
born here for in this body in in ways I can express and feel the feel factor the
Venus in the moon factor what do you want to feel in this world that's where
you are drawn towards and we can analyze this with many different kind of
ascended combinations and nakshatra combinations even but find that find that
with all your passion find that with all your your talent for digging around
inside your psychological self emotional self explore the world explore
different kinds of art forms art is the best way I feel and even that music is
the best way because sounds have a mathematical signature to them they have
a connotation of strings of mathematical equations that ring in our DNA it's
very complex how this works but music is the simplest approach which can change
your moods change your thing to something that brings a tear or two to your eyes
something that resolves your wounds that you have accrued through in life this is
a very wounded planet everybody's running around with 20,000 different kinds of
wounds be it ancestral be it society be it cultural be it the historical baggage
of this planet I mean if you can go down that rabbit hole of wounding people
need to cry out their lungs out people need to shed tears every day so that it
is healing for them not for the sake of anything else tears are healing so is
laughter so is joy so is music so you need to find these signatures that I'm
offering here you need to find something that has a signature of finding
beauty because in that beauty you discover love and in that love you'll
discover life and that life will go through love and through beauty and it's
like a pulse it'll move in and out of you and that's what you are here to
experience otherwise life can become really dry really fast it's not about
knowledge knowledge is a very dry thing wisdom is a very dry thing you need to
find that love here you need to find that tone which sings a song of joy which
is poetic which is well I'm sharing through all these words the energy and
the signature of joy itself as an expression of life life is inherently
extremely selfishly loving and beautiful in and of itself it is exotic it is
sensual you need to feel that otherwise what are you living for everything
else is just furniture in life let it be your relatives friends pause anything
you are here to experience something at a deeply profound life-giving core of
life kind of manner because that's the nature of your being and that's what
you are here to experience your sexualness your eroticness the soul is
existentially erotic creature in and of itself and if you're not experiencing
that in the form of everyday stuff in the form of music in the form of painting
in the form of creating something within yourself or in the external world which
puts you in close contact with this life energy itself that's what we are here
to experience that's what you're here to bring in experience for yourself
forget everybody else forget the whole world if just for yourself don't try to
make this into some altruistic pursuit spirituality isn't the most selfish
kind of pursuit there is it's nothing to do with altruism it's nothing to do
with anybody else other than you everybody is here on a lonely trip from
birth to death nobody really knows who you are try and find that beauty
signature signature of beauty will carry the signature of love that is love
itself as you seeking you more and more it may come through expression of through
the external world of course it does we are living in a three-dimensional world
so everything will come as a reflection from external world also but you have
got to be that to begin with find that love find that beauty find that
expression which is joyful which is creative in its expression which is
expansive you feel beyond the boundaries of your skin as if you are 20 30 meters
wide as a body think of it like a globe vibrating light globe that you are
walking inside of like a big balloon of energy you need to be expanded in that
form you need to be feeling that within yourself you need to be feeling that
every single day it may come as a release of wound it may come as a release
of tears you have to feel tears in this world in order to process your wound
which is basically nothing but your whole ancestral wound you didn't come
with any wounds inherently you came with all this ancestral baggage once you take
on a body so let yourself cry let yourself express let yourself go
wherever you need to go whatever you need to feel just to feel something in
this world it's very vital part of spiritual life it's a very vital part
for a sensitive being for an old soul for the younger children of new
consciousness for everyone in this awakening energy this pulse is extremely
strong it is asking you to be disconnecting with everything that feels
like furniture everything that feels like baggage everything that feels that
is not you it is asking you to leave it behind it is asking you to get in touch
with your own joy your own sense of being alive in your body all right I'll
leave you with this much energy for now take care