1
00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:07,600
seeking beauty and love in our lives. Now my personal experience with this is an

2
00:00:07,600 --> 00:00:12,160
ongoing process obviously here as all of us are we are on a journey we are on a

3
00:00:12,160 --> 00:00:18,120
track from birth to death it's always this time period isn't it? So we seek

4
00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:24,760
these two things beauty and love in our lives in whatever we are drawn to some

5
00:00:24,760 --> 00:00:29,520
may find it in music some may find it in arts some may find it in people and

6
00:00:29,520 --> 00:00:35,120
service some may find it in research and scientific or any kind of quest that

7
00:00:35,120 --> 00:00:39,040
they have in any particular interest subject all these are so astrologically

8
00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:49,040
dependent but never mind the the subject of interest or where your mind in your

9
00:00:49,040 --> 00:00:53,200
heart is drawn to predominantly the heart center where your heart is drawn to

10
00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:59,040
where do you feel the pulse of life that sends chills through your bones that

11
00:00:59,040 --> 00:01:05,440
sends vibration through your bodies so that your hair stands on its ends you

12
00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:10,560
know that's the calling which we have which I'm pointing you to here towards

13
00:01:10,560 --> 00:01:16,720
okay it's let's say music and art forms any kind of art form that you may be

14
00:01:16,720 --> 00:01:20,080
drawn to maybe visual it may be auditory it may be

15
00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:29,160
kinesthetic it may be anything really any form of expression that you engage

16
00:01:29,160 --> 00:01:35,480
with in the external world has to have that signature for you which has a touch

17
00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:41,360
of beauty in it because as long as you don't find that beautiful thread that

18
00:01:41,360 --> 00:01:47,480
runs as life energy through all creation everything will kind of take a very

19
00:01:47,480 --> 00:01:52,120
dry color life can become dry it can become a routine it can become what we

20
00:01:52,120 --> 00:01:57,880
call as normally as boring it's so dull and dreary and boring this whole thing

21
00:01:57,880 --> 00:02:01,840
called life what is this about it's just about a job some money some

22
00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:07,960
recognitions for the sake of you know pampering the ego and so on or is there

23
00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:15,680
something more is there something that rings in my bones that brings tears to

24
00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:21,440
my eyes that since chills through my body I want to follow that that is my soul

25
00:02:21,440 --> 00:02:27,680
calling that is where I am drawn towards that is what I must do that is what I am

26
00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:35,760
born here for in this body in in ways I can express and feel the feel factor the

27
00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:42,840
Venus in the moon factor what do you want to feel in this world that's where

28
00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:47,920
you are drawn towards and we can analyze this with many different kind of

29
00:02:47,920 --> 00:02:55,000
ascended combinations and nakshatra combinations even but find that find that

30
00:02:55,000 --> 00:03:01,560
with all your passion find that with all your your talent for digging around

31
00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:07,240
inside your psychological self emotional self explore the world explore

32
00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:14,120
different kinds of art forms art is the best way I feel and even that music is

33
00:03:14,120 --> 00:03:17,760
the best way because sounds have a mathematical signature to them they have

34
00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:24,960
a connotation of strings of mathematical equations that ring in our DNA it's

35
00:03:24,960 --> 00:03:30,920
very complex how this works but music is the simplest approach which can change

36
00:03:30,920 --> 00:03:35,800
your moods change your thing to something that brings a tear or two to your eyes

37
00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:41,240
something that resolves your wounds that you have accrued through in life this is

38
00:03:41,240 --> 00:03:45,640
a very wounded planet everybody's running around with 20,000 different kinds of

39
00:03:45,640 --> 00:03:50,920
wounds be it ancestral be it society be it cultural be it the historical baggage

40
00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:57,800
of this planet I mean if you can go down that rabbit hole of wounding people

41
00:03:57,800 --> 00:04:03,320
need to cry out their lungs out people need to shed tears every day so that it

42
00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:09,680
is healing for them not for the sake of anything else tears are healing so is

43
00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:15,280
laughter so is joy so is music so you need to find these signatures that I'm

44
00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:19,600
offering here you need to find something that has a signature of finding

45
00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:23,240
beauty because in that beauty you discover love and in that love you'll

46
00:04:23,240 --> 00:04:27,440
discover life and that life will go through love and through beauty and it's

47
00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:32,200
like a pulse it'll move in and out of you and that's what you are here to

48
00:04:32,200 --> 00:04:37,040
experience otherwise life can become really dry really fast it's not about

49
00:04:37,040 --> 00:04:42,520
knowledge knowledge is a very dry thing wisdom is a very dry thing you need to

50
00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:49,720
find that love here you need to find that tone which sings a song of joy which

51
00:04:49,720 --> 00:04:56,040
is poetic which is well I'm sharing through all these words the energy and

52
00:04:56,040 --> 00:05:02,280
the signature of joy itself as an expression of life life is inherently

53
00:05:02,280 --> 00:05:07,520
extremely selfishly loving and beautiful in and of itself it is exotic it is

54
00:05:07,520 --> 00:05:14,120
sensual you need to feel that otherwise what are you living for everything

55
00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:18,400
else is just furniture in life let it be your relatives friends pause anything

56
00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:25,200
you are here to experience something at a deeply profound life-giving core of

57
00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:29,600
life kind of manner because that's the nature of your being and that's what

58
00:05:29,600 --> 00:05:36,760
you are here to experience your sexualness your eroticness the soul is

59
00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:42,680
existentially erotic creature in and of itself and if you're not experiencing

60
00:05:42,680 --> 00:05:47,960
that in the form of everyday stuff in the form of music in the form of painting

61
00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:53,400
in the form of creating something within yourself or in the external world which

62
00:05:53,400 --> 00:05:59,320
puts you in close contact with this life energy itself that's what we are here

63
00:05:59,320 --> 00:06:04,480
to experience that's what you're here to bring in experience for yourself

64
00:06:04,480 --> 00:06:10,000
forget everybody else forget the whole world if just for yourself don't try to

65
00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:15,560
make this into some altruistic pursuit spirituality isn't the most selfish

66
00:06:15,560 --> 00:06:19,200
kind of pursuit there is it's nothing to do with altruism it's nothing to do

67
00:06:19,200 --> 00:06:24,120
with anybody else other than you everybody is here on a lonely trip from

68
00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:30,600
birth to death nobody really knows who you are try and find that beauty

69
00:06:30,600 --> 00:06:38,080
signature signature of beauty will carry the signature of love that is love

70
00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:43,760
itself as you seeking you more and more it may come through expression of through

71
00:06:43,760 --> 00:06:47,760
the external world of course it does we are living in a three-dimensional world

72
00:06:47,760 --> 00:06:52,960
so everything will come as a reflection from external world also but you have

73
00:06:52,960 --> 00:06:58,160
got to be that to begin with find that love find that beauty find that

74
00:06:58,160 --> 00:07:03,680
expression which is joyful which is creative in its expression which is

75
00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:11,280
expansive you feel beyond the boundaries of your skin as if you are 20 30 meters

76
00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:17,520
wide as a body think of it like a globe vibrating light globe that you are

77
00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:24,440
walking inside of like a big balloon of energy you need to be expanded in that

78
00:07:24,440 --> 00:07:29,160
form you need to be feeling that within yourself you need to be feeling that

79
00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:35,400
every single day it may come as a release of wound it may come as a release

80
00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:44,800
of tears you have to feel tears in this world in order to process your wound

81
00:07:44,800 --> 00:07:49,480
which is basically nothing but your whole ancestral wound you didn't come

82
00:07:49,480 --> 00:07:53,120
with any wounds inherently you came with all this ancestral baggage once you take

83
00:07:53,120 --> 00:07:57,960
on a body so let yourself cry let yourself express let yourself go

84
00:07:57,960 --> 00:08:03,440
wherever you need to go whatever you need to feel just to feel something in

85
00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:10,400
this world it's very vital part of spiritual life it's a very vital part

86
00:08:10,400 --> 00:08:15,400
for a sensitive being for an old soul for the younger children of new

87
00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:21,960
consciousness for everyone in this awakening energy this pulse is extremely

88
00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:26,120
strong it is asking you to be disconnecting with everything that feels

89
00:08:26,120 --> 00:08:30,640
like furniture everything that feels like baggage everything that feels that

90
00:08:30,640 --> 00:08:37,040
is not you it is asking you to leave it behind it is asking you to get in touch

91
00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:43,360
with your own joy your own sense of being alive in your body all right I'll

92
00:08:43,360 --> 00:09:09,560
leave you with this much energy for now take care