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Welcome to Pimoja Ministry. In our first conversation,

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we asked a difficult question. What if the intervention

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was about you? What if, while you are asking

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God to change what was happening around you,

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God was using the situation to change something

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within you? We discovered that sometimes the

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greatest testimony of the fire is not simply,

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God brought me out. Sometimes the greater testimony

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is, Look at what God brought out of me through

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the fire. But that leads us somewhere deeper.

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Because before something can be removed, it must

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first be revealed. And sometimes there are things

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inside us that we cannot see while everything

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is going well. Success can hide them. Comfort

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can hide them. Position can hide them. Money

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can hide them. Applause can hide them. Even ministry

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can hide them. But pressure has a way of bringing

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hidden things to the surface. And maybe that

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is another reason God allows the fire. The fire

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reveals what success can hide. There is something

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important we must understand about pressure.

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Pressure does not always create the reaction.

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Sometimes pressure simply reveals what was already

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there. If I squeeze an orange, an orange juice

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comes out. The pressure did not create the juice.

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The pressure revealed what the fruit contained

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and life can work the same way. Someone offends

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you and suddenly anger comes out. Someone challenges

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your authority and pride appears. Someone receives

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something you wanted and jealousy rises. Someone

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misunderstands you and immediately you feel the

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need to defend yourself. God makes you wait and

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impatience begins speaking. A door closes and

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suddenly Your faith becomes unstable. Someone

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criticizes you, and words come out of your mouth

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that surprise even you. We often say, look what

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they made me do. But perhaps the more important

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question is, why was that reaction available

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inside me? The person may have provoked you.

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The situation may have been unfair. The treatment

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may have been wrong. But the fire may have revealed

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something that still needs God's attention inside

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you. That does not excuse what someone else did.

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It simply refuses to allow someone else's wrongdoing

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to prevent us from examining ourselves. That

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is maturity. To know what was in your heart,

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Deuteronomy 8 2 says, remember how the Lord your

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God led you all the way in the wilderness these

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40 years to humble and test you in order to know

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what was in your heart. That scripture is extraordinary.

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The wilderness was not merely about destination.

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It was also about revelation. God was revealing

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Israel to Israel. They had witnessed miracles.

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They had watched the Red Sea open. They had seen

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Pharaoh defeated. They had experienced supernatural

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deliverance. But miracles do not automatically

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produce maturity. You can experience the power

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of God and still have areas of your character

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that require transformation. Israel had left

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Egypt. But under pressure, Egypt began appearing

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in their conversations. When they became hungry,

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Egypt appeared. When they became thirsty, Egypt

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appeared. When Moses stayed too long on the mountain,

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Egypt appeared. Whenever circumstances became

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uncomfortable, they started remembering the place

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from which God had delivered them. Why? Because

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although they were geographically outside Egypt,

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there were still things inside them that had

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been shaped by Egypt, and the wilderness exposed

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them. There are moments when one of God's greatest

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revelations is not a revelation about somebody

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else It is a revelation about you and that revelation

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can be uncomfortable Because we usually know

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ourselves according to our intentions God knows

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us according to what is actually inside our hearts

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We say I would never do that until the right

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circumstances arrive We say money could never

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change me until money arrives. We say power would

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never change me until authority arrives we say

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I don't care what people think about me until

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people stop applauding we say I have forgiven

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them until their name comes up again we say I

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trust God until God doesn't answer according

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to our timetable and sometimes God allows circumstances

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that reveal the difference between who we believe

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ourselves to be and who we actually are not to

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condemn us to refine us because you cannot surrender

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something you refuse to recognize. We often talk

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about surviving adversity, but Scripture also

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warns us about surviving success. Deuteronomy

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8 does something fascinating. God warns Israel

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that after the wilderness there will be houses,

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food, land, increase, prosperity, and then Moses

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warns them, Do not forget the Lord. Why? Because

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sometimes the wilderness makes you pray in ways

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prosperity does not. Need keeps you dependent.

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Success can make you believe you have become

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self -sufficient. When everything is falling

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apart, we often know we need God. But what happens

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when everything starts working? When people know

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your name? When the ministry grows? When your

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influence expands? When your financial condition

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changes? When you become the person giving instructions

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instead of receiving them? when doors begin opening.

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That is another kind of test. Sometimes adversity

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reveals weakness. Success reveals character.

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This is especially important in the Kingdom of

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God. A gift can function while character is struggling.

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Someone can preach and still have unresolved

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anger. Someone can sing beautifully and still

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struggle with pride. Someone can lead and still

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have unhealthy appetites. Someone can pray powerfully

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and still lack discipline. Someone can understand

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scripture and still mistreat people. Someone

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can carry tremendous influence while privately

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becoming spiritually weak. And because the gift

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continues functioning, we can mistakenly assume

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everything is fine. But God's gifts should never

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become evidence that we no longer need refinement.

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The gift can attract people. Character determines

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what happens when they arrive. The gift can create

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opportunities. Character determines what we do

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with those opportunities. The gift can produce

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influence. Character determines whether that

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influence becomes a blessing or a danger. This

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is why God cares about the vessel. Consider David.

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David knew how to fight when enemies were in

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front of him. He faced Goliath. He survived Saul.

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He lived in caves. He endured rejection. He fought

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battles. He depended upon God. But 2 Samuel chapter

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11 begins with an interesting detail. It was

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the season when kings went to war, yet David

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remained in Jerusalem. Then one evening David

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walked on the roof, and he saw Bathsheba. Think

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about this. Goliath could not destroy David.

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Saul could not destroy David. The Philistines

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could not destroy David. The wilderness could

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not destroy David. But when David reached a place

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of comfort, another battle appeared. Not outside

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him, inside him. The warrior who had demonstrated

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extraordinary discipline while running for his

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life failed to govern desire when he possessed

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power. And this is why refinement matters. Sometimes

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your greatest threat is not the enemy standing

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in front of you. Sometimes it is the appetite

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living within you. David's position gave him

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access. His authority gave him power. An uncontrolled

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desire turned access into opportunity for compromise.

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Then compromise required concealment. Concealment

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produced manipulation, and eventually one moment

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affected a household, a family, a kingdom, and

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generations. The seed looked small. The harvest

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was enormous. The higher you go, the more character

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matters. This is why character cannot be treated

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as optional. At lower levels of responsibility,

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an undisciplined decision may affect you. At

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higher levels, the same weakness can affect hundreds

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or thousands of people. Influence magnifies both

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strengths and weaknesses. Authority magnifies

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character. Money magnifies character. Visibility

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magnifies character. Opportunity magnifies character.

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This is why sometimes God delays what we are

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asking him to release. Maybe God is not saying,

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you cannot have it. Maybe God is saying, I need

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to prepare you to carry it. Because the blessing

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you are praying for may create access you have

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never had before. And new access requires new

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discipline. This is where James 3 becomes important.

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James chapter three speaks about something incredibly

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small, the tongue. James says a bit can control

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a horse. A small rudder can direct a large ship.

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A small spark can set a great forest on fire.

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And then James turns our attention to the tongue.

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Why? Because something small can determine the

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direction of something much larger. That is the

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theology of discipline. You don't always lose

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a vision through one enormous decision. Sometimes

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something small repeatedly left undisciplined

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begins steering the entire vessel. A sentence,

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a reaction, an appetite, a conversation, a relationship,

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a private message, a secret habit, a moment of

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anger, a refusal to apologize, one small spark,

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and suddenly an entire forest is burning. James

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is teaching us something bigger than speech.

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Maturity requires government over self. And if

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God is preparing us for greater influence, He

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must teach us to govern what we already possess.

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Can God trust your mouth with your next level?

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Think about this carefully. Maybe before God

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increases your influence, He wants to refine

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your speech, because greater influence means

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your words travel farther. When nobody knows

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you, One careless statement may affect a few

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people. When thousands listen to you, the same

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statement can affect thousands. When you become

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a leader, your words can create culture. Your

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words can encourage. Your words can destroy.

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Your words can heal. Your words can humiliate.

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Your words can protect. Your words can expose

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things that should have remained confidential.

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Your words can start battles that wisdom could

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have prevented. So maybe God is refining your

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tongue because he intends to increase your voice.

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Can you remain silent when you possess information

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that could embarrass someone? Can you control

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your response when someone disrespects you? Can

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you refuse gossip when participating would make

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you feel accepted? Can you apologize? Can you

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receive correction without immediately defending

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yourself? Can you disagree without becoming destructive?

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Can you possess authority without using words

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to humiliate people beneath you? These may look

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like small things. James says, look at the rudder,

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small thing, large ship. One thing is sure, the

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fire reveals your reactions. One of the clearest

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measurements of refinement is not simply what

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you believe, it is how you react. Your reaction

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when you are offended. Your reaction when you

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are corrected. Your reaction when somebody says

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no. Your reaction when you are overlooked. Your

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reaction when somebody else receives recognition.

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Your reaction when God makes you wait. Your reaction

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when someone misunderstands you. Your reaction

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when you have the power to retaliate. Because

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reactions reveal what polished appearances can

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hide. And sometimes God allows the fire to reach

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our reactions. Not because He wants to embarrass

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us, because He wants to heal us. One thing is

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true. Exposure can be mercy. This is something

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we need to understand. When God exposes something

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inside you, don't immediately interpret the exposure

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as rejection. Exposure can be mercy. Imagine

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discovering a crack in the foundation of a house

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before adding another floor. You might be disappointed

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that construction must stop. But discovering

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the crack before expansion is mercy. Because

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expansion would have magnified the weakness.

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And maybe that is what God is doing with some

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of us. You asked Him for expansion. God revealed

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a crack. You asked Him for greater influence.

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God exposed an insecurity. You asked Him for

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greater authority. God exposed anger. You asked

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Him for a relationship. God exposed emotional

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dependency. You asked him for financial increase.

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God exposed poor stewardship. You asked him to

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enlarge the ministry. God exposed an appetite

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that could eventually destroy it. Don't despise

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the revelation. Repair the foundation. Above

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all, don't defend what God is trying to remove.

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This may be one of the most important lessons

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of refinement. When God reveals something, Our

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first instinct can be to defend ourselves. That's

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just how I am. Everybody does it. They started

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it. You don't understand what they did to me.

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I'm only human. Yes, you are human. And yes,

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grace is real. But grace is not permission to

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protect what God is trying to transform. There

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are things God forgives that he still wants to

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remove from our character. There are patterns

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mercy covers that sanctification must confront

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so when the fire reveals something Don't waste

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the revelation defending it bring it to God God

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I didn't realize this was still inside me God

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I didn't realize how angry I was God I didn't

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realize how much I needed people's approval God

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I didn't realize how easily my mouth could become

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destructive God I didn't realize this relationship

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had so much influence over me. God, I didn't

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realize how comfortable I had become with compromise.

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And then pray, refine me. One thing's certain,

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the fire is not your enemy. Maybe we have spent

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too much time rebuking every uncomfortable season.

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Sometimes we need discernment before we rebuke

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the fire, because not every difficult season

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means God has abandoned you and not every fire

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was created by God. People can hurt us. Our own

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decisions can create consequences. We live in

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a fallen world. The enemy can oppose us. But

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here is the confidence of the believer. Whatever

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the source of the fire, God can refuse to waste

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it. He can take what was intended to weaken you.

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and use it to expose what needs strengthening.

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He can take what was intended to humiliate you

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and use it to develop humility without destroying

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your dignity. He can take disappointment and

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teach discernment. He can take betrayal and teach

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boundaries. He can take waiting and develop patience.

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He can take pressure and reveal character. He

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can take the fire and refine the vessel. Therefore,

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Before you ask God to remove it, ask what it

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is revealing. So perhaps our prayer needs to

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change again. Before asking, God, when will this

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end? Ask, God, what is this revealing? What is

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this pressure showing me about myself? What does

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my reaction reveal? What does my anger reveal?

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What does my fear reveal? What does my need to

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retaliate reveal? What does my inability to wait

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reveal? What does my response to correction reveal?

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What does my private life reveal? What does my

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mouth reveal? What happens inside me when nobody

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applauds? What happens when somebody else succeeds?

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What happens when I finally receive authority?

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Because those questions are not designed to condemn

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you. They are invitations to refinement. One

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thing is certain, the fire reveals what success

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can hide. Maybe success allowed you to hide it.

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Maybe your gift compensated for it. Maybe your

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position protected it. Maybe people were afraid

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to confront it. Maybe applause drowned out conviction.

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Maybe comfort made you believe it was gone. And

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then the fire came. Suddenly you saw something.

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Something uncomfortable. Something you wished

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wasn't there. But don't run from the revelation.

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God may be showing you today what he refuses

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to allow to destroy tomorrow. The exposure may

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hurt, but the exposure may also be protection,

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because God is not merely interested in getting

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you to your destination. God is interested in

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the person who arrives there. He is preparing

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your character for your calling, your discipline

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for your opportunity, your humility for your

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influence, your wisdom for your authority. Your

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self -control for your access. Your private life

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for your public assignment. And perhaps your

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fire is revealing something that your success

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would have allowed you to carry for years. So

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don't waste the fire. Let it speak. Let God search

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you. Let the Holy Spirit reveal you to yourself.

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And when he puts his finger on something, don't

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hide it. Don't justify it. Don't normalize it.

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Don't protect it. Surrender it. Because God does

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not expose impurities simply to shame the gold.

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He exposes them because He intends to refine

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the gold. You are not being refined without purpose.

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God is preparing a vessel capable of carrying

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what He intends to entrust to it. And in our

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next conversation, we will move directly into

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one of the disciplines that protects that vessel.

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Self -discipline. Because vision without discipline

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is vulnerable. Gift without discipline is vulnerable.

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Anointing without discipline is vulnerable. And

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what God entrusts to us must be protected by

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the character we allow him to develop within

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us. This is pimoja ministry, and this is refined

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for a purpose.
