WEBVTT

00:00:02.059 --> 00:00:04.459
Yesterday, we considered the patterns that repeat

00:00:04.459 --> 00:00:08.179
without helping us move forward. But even when

00:00:08.179 --> 00:00:11.380
we escape those loops, another problem remains.

00:00:12.099 --> 00:00:15.539
There is always more we could do than we have

00:00:15.539 --> 00:00:18.719
time to do it. I think we all feel the stress

00:00:18.719 --> 00:00:22.280
of the many voices calling our name. Everything

00:00:22.280 --> 00:00:27.960
seems to arrive in one unsorted pile. In computing,

00:00:28.120 --> 00:00:31.539
a sorting algorithm arranges items according

00:00:31.539 --> 00:00:35.460
to a rule. Words might be placed in alphabetical

00:00:35.460 --> 00:00:39.000
order, or appointments might be organized by

00:00:39.000 --> 00:00:42.420
date. Packages might be sorted by destination.

00:00:43.200 --> 00:00:46.520
The algorithm cannot determine what first means

00:00:46.520 --> 00:00:51.119
until someone gives it a standard. Our lives

00:00:51.119 --> 00:00:54.079
also require a way of deciding what comes first.

00:00:55.039 --> 00:00:57.960
When we do not choose that standard consciously,

00:00:58.750 --> 00:01:01.390
Certainly other forces will choose it for us.

00:01:02.009 --> 00:01:05.829
The loudest request receives our attention, I

00:01:05.829 --> 00:01:09.709
think if we're honest. The newest message feels

00:01:09.709 --> 00:01:14.250
most important. The easiest task gets completed

00:01:14.250 --> 00:01:17.390
while the meaningful but difficult ones are postponed.

00:01:18.969 --> 00:01:23.469
Yes, urgency is sometimes real. If my child is

00:01:23.469 --> 00:01:27.640
sick, I should rearrange my day. Many things

00:01:27.640 --> 00:01:30.760
present themselves as urgent simply because they

00:01:30.760 --> 00:01:35.180
are immediate or measurable or they're a notification

00:01:35.180 --> 00:01:40.040
on my computer. So what matters most is not always

00:01:40.040 --> 00:01:44.700
what calls the loudest. We might say that family

00:01:44.700 --> 00:01:48.280
matters, but we may not give our family attention

00:01:48.280 --> 00:01:52.420
they need during the day. We may value friendship,

00:01:52.700 --> 00:01:57.549
but we may postpone getting together. We might

00:01:57.549 --> 00:02:01.349
believe that rest and prayer, creativity and

00:02:01.349 --> 00:02:04.950
service are important, but then we only do it

00:02:04.950 --> 00:02:09.789
if we have time. So this does not mean we are

00:02:09.789 --> 00:02:12.469
dishonest. It just simply means that we sort

00:02:12.469 --> 00:02:15.330
our days by demands that we sometimes do not

00:02:15.330 --> 00:02:19.969
deliberately choose. Our talents cannot perfectly

00:02:19.969 --> 00:02:23.520
represent our values. Sometimes responsibilities

00:02:23.520 --> 00:02:27.539
require us to spend long hours on things we would

00:02:27.539 --> 00:02:30.620
not freely choose. I know I have been there.

00:02:30.960 --> 00:02:34.259
So meaningful living is not achieved by constructing

00:02:34.259 --> 00:02:37.939
an ideal schedule and refusing every interruption.

00:02:38.620 --> 00:02:43.939
But our use of time can still reveal patterns

00:02:43.939 --> 00:02:48.259
worth noticing. So today, take a look over your

00:02:48.259 --> 00:02:52.259
last week. Try not to judge yourself. But just

00:02:52.259 --> 00:02:56.000
be curious. If someone saw only how you spent

00:02:56.000 --> 00:02:59.740
your time, what would they conclude matters most

00:02:59.740 --> 00:03:03.960
to you? Do you think that resembles what you

00:03:03.960 --> 00:03:07.580
believe matters most? And if the answer is no,

00:03:07.740 --> 00:03:11.740
don't try to reorganize your entire life, but

00:03:11.740 --> 00:03:16.039
maybe choose one modest correction. Try to protect

00:03:16.039 --> 00:03:20.659
a little time for a person or a practice. or

00:03:20.659 --> 00:03:24.199
responsibility that matters, but something that

00:03:24.199 --> 00:03:28.539
you have been crowding out of your life. A meaningful

00:03:28.539 --> 00:03:32.419
life may not begin by doing more, but by allowing

00:03:32.419 --> 00:03:34.960
something more important to come first.
