0:00 on a warm Summer's night in January 2003 0:03 the city of ockland faced a series of 0:05 brutal attacks and the details behind 0:07 them were so disturbing that bystanders 0:09 looked almost as shocked as the killer 0:12 Anthony Dixon's deplorable actions are 0:14 utterly inexcusable but the more we look 0:17 into this Monster's history and what he 0:19 faced growing up we realize just how 0:21 doomed he was from the outset so today 0:25 let's dive into the life of the 0:26 so-called ockland Samurai the many 0:29 victims that he met along the way and 0:31 the unexpected surprises he revealed 0:34 Behind 0:35 Bars welcome or welcome back to Coffee 0:37 House crime folks my name is Adrien and 0:39 today we're traveling to New Zealand to 0:41 look at one of the wildest stories I've 0:43 ever come across now this one will 0:45 really make you think about the 0:46 difference between nature versus nurture 0:49 because the monster of this story really 0:51 did have all of the odds stacked against 0:52 him by the way if you like true crime or 0:55 dark stories then please consider 0:56 subscribing thank you and now with that 0:59 said please grab yourself a coffee and 1:01 let's caffeinate while we investigate 1:03 this is the case of Anthony 1:12 Dixon throw yourself across the Pacific 1:14 Ocean and with a little bit of luck you 1:17 will find yourself at the shoreline of 1:19 two of the world's most beautiful 1:21 islands and of course I'm talking about 1:24 New Zealand so on that note welcome to 1:26 ockland folks as the country's most 1:29 popular city ockland is a diverse place 1:31 with a Melting Pot of cultures located 1:34 on the Northern Island it is also known 1:36 as the city of Sals due to the many 1:39 Yachts that dot its shorelines and 1:41 harbors the city's volcanic Origins have 1:43 left a landscape dotted with dormant 1:46 volcanoes this including Mount Eden and 1:48 rangitoto Island which are both 1:50 incredibly popular spots for hiking and 1:53 sightseeing the surrounding haraki Gulf 1:55 is also home to many islands including 1:57 Weeki Island which is renowned for its 2:00 many Vineyards and Scenic Beauty now of 2:02 course we must stop and pay our respects 2:05 to the indigenous population the Maui 2:07 people Mai also known as the indigenous 2:10 people of AOA represents 19% of New 2:13 Zealand's 4.7 million population much 2:16 like the Aboriginal and Taurus Straits 2:18 Islander peoples of Australia I find 2:20 their culture and ways of living to be 2:22 absolutely extraordinary and for many of 2:25 us that Fascination does often begin 2:28 with the hacker it's safe to say that 2:29 that Oakland is way more than just a 2:31 city it's a place where the energy of a 2:33 bustling Urban hotspot meets the 2:35 Tranquility of Nature and this place 2:37 offers a lifestyle that is as Dynamic 2:40 and everchanging as it is naturally 2:42 rewarding so whether you're drawn by 2:44 Scenic Beauty cultural vibrancy or 2:47 economic opportunities Oakland is a city 2:49 that will easily Captivate your heart 2:52 and your soul however scaling back to 2:54 January the 21st 2003 the peace and 2:58 Tranquility found across Orland was 3:00 destroyed by a gruesome series of 3:02 attacks but before we discuss the 3:05 tragedies that occurred on that fateful 3:07 day let us first discuss those involved 3:09 and that takes us to the small town of 3:11 pipira found out in the sticks and 3:14 southeast of ockland Lies a small rural 3:16 community named pipera now the town has 3:19 always been incredibly small I mean back 3:22 in the early 2000s it had a population 3:24 of just 99 residents nowadays it's 3:27 around 120 so still incredibly small but 3:31 three of those living in pipera back in 3:33 the year 2003 and in a converted shed 3:36 were Renee gunby Simone Butler and 3:39 Anthony Dixon so let us first begin with 3:42 the ex- couple Anthony and Simone the 3:44 two used to be in a relationship but 3:46 eventually settled into a friendship 3:48 once things fell apart traveling back 3 3:51 years at the tone of the New Millennium 3:53 and back when the two were still a 3:54 couple they lived in a home in the marus 3:56 city coastal town of beachlands it was 3:59 during the time that Simone worked for a 4:01 shipping company where Anthony was known 4:03 to work on cars and also practice his 4:06 martial arts on the front lawn sadly 4:08 arguments mental health and abuse would 4:11 eventually Drive the two apart and by 4:14 the middle of 2002 they were simply two 4:16 friends who ran a car repair business 4:18 together in the local area of pipera now 4:21 apparently this converted Workshop 4:23 wasn't absolute mess it was littered 4:25 with graffiti horrendously messy and 4:27 disorganized and didn't have anything 4:29 worth any value however despite not 4:31 holding anything expensive the workshop 4:33 was guarded by several surveillance 4:35 cameras double slide bolt doors B 4:37 windows and an entire arsenal of weapons 4:41 this included several bats knives 4:43 illegal firearms and a single samurai 4:45 sword we'll get back to all of that in a 4:47 short while but the key thing to note 4:49 here is that Anthony was extremely 4:51 paranoid about his safety anyway Anthony 4:54 and Simone managed to get by with this 4:55 business with relative comfortability 4:58 but locals did know Anthony is a 4:59 hotthead who often ranted about life it 5:02 was in November of 2002 that Anthony 5:04 would cross paths with another woman 5:06 named Renee gunby and shortly after 5:08 meeting she would actually move in with 5:10 him and Simone into the workshop you see 5:12 Renee was in a very abusive relationship 5:15 at the time and so when Anthony offered 5:17 her a place to stay well she jumped at 5:19 the chance and So within only a couple 5:21 weeks of knowing each other off she went 5:23 to move into this place with both him 5:25 and another woman but just because Renee 5:27 had managed to escape her Abus of EX 5:29 part partner that doesn't mean that she 5:31 was out of the woods just yet no in fact 5:35 sadly she had just downgraded from a 5:37 dangerous household to a lethal one it 5:40 was on her very first day at the new 5:42 workshop that Anthony reportedly picked 5:45 up one of his firearms and then 5:47 proceeded to shoot out a window to the 5:49 side of Rene's head she perceived 5:51 Antony's actions as just falling around 5:54 and showing off and the truth is that he 5:56 probably likely was too but unknown to 5:59 her her at the time the man was an 6:01 incredibly paranoid antisocial violent 6:04 and unstable person he would become 6:07 quite possessive over the weeks too but 6:10 by the time she realized how unhinged he 6:12 really was she was unfortunately into 6:15 too deep and by then the two had started 6:18 some kind of strange relationship 6:21 together you see Anthony would often 6:23 take her phone away and would never let 6:25 her out of his sight put quite bluntly 6:28 he was contr trolling her and Renee was 6:31 slowly starting to feel it and that's 6:34 when his paranoid Behavior started to 6:36 show too you see Anthony had been 6:38 paranoid about many things in his life 6:40 for a long time but now he had grown 6:43 attached to Renee she too had become 6:45 part of these paranoid thoughts he began 6:48 to accuse her of sleeping with police 6:50 officers who were all in on an elaborate 6:53 scheme to take him down and when she 6:55 introduced him to her family well that 6:58 is when he also started to believe that 7:00 they were in on it too over the 7:03 following weeks Anthony became more 7:05 agitated more short-tempered more 7:07 erratic and more violent it escalated to 7:10 the point that by January 2003 Renee and 7:14 Simone were living in fear and sadly on 7:17 January the 21st those fears would be 7:19 realized in the most gruesome of 7:24 ways all of it began the day prior in an 7:27 Ever worsening mental state Anthony and 7:30 Renee had driven to her mom's home to 7:32 ask for support Anthony was still 7:34 ranting about her family working with 7:36 the police to betray him so Renee 7:38 thought that maybe she could calm him 7:41 down by working with him to find a 7:43 counselor the mother and daughter had 7:45 additional plans that day too the family 7:48 had plans to pick up a new car and so 7:50 heading out to pick it up they left 7:52 Anthony home to wind down this initially 7:55 did not seem like a bad idea however 7:58 shortly after leaving the prop prop y 8:00 Renee looked in the rearview mirror to 8:01 see him speeding behind them weaving 8:04 through traffic with tires screeching 8:06 and lights flashing Renee felt bad for 8:08 Anthony who seemed desperate to have her 8:11 back and so in a moment of weakness she 8:14 decided to leave her mom in the car and 8:16 go back home with him the two of them 8:18 left ockland traveling back to pppoa and 8:21 to Anthony's shed however little did she 8:24 know that this would have dire 8:26 consequences for her Anthony's mood 8:29 never improved the following day Anthony 8:32 and Renee were alone at home while 8:34 Simone was out with a friend Anthony had 8:37 spent most of the morning in a rather 8:39 agitated state but things really would 8:42 take a turn for the worse after he made 8:44 himself a hot bath in the other room 8:47 Renee could hear him talking to her 8:49 about the messages he had received from 8:50 Allah she had no idea what he was 8:53 talking about but allegedly all of this 8:56 was her fault and he was not afraid to 8:59 tell her that is when he suddenly got 9:01 out of the bath grabbed a hammer and hit 9:03 Rene's hand so hard that bone broke 9:06 through her skin and in that moment she 9:08 realized that suddenly she was in grave 9:11 trouble Renee tried to downplay the 9:13 situation but sadly it was all too late 9:17 she was now more than just a spectator 9:19 of the violent State he was in and 9:22 unfortunately it would not stop here 9:24 either soon after the initial attack 9:26 Simone returned home to find Anthony in 9:29 highly distressed state that is when he 9:32 immediately turned on her too accusing 9:34 her of sleeping with the police and that 9:36 furthermore she was also trying to 9:39 poison him Simone denied these insane 9:41 allegations and reminded him how long 9:43 they had known each other but sadly he 9:46 didn't listen just moments later Anthony 9:49 grabbed his samurai sword and then 9:51 charged towards both women Anthony then 9:54 attacked both Renee and Simone with the 9:56 samurai sword through all of this 9:58 commotion Rene left hand was entirely 10:00 sliced off and as for Simone both of her 10:03 hands were partially severed off too 10:05 their injuries were so aggressive and 10:07 terrific that the samurai sword had 10:09 actually shattered in the process 10:11 detectives would later learn that if it 10:12 hadn't shattered Anthony planned to 10:14 slice both of their heads off too but 10:17 when this failed Anthony instead grabbed 10:19 his submachine gun and then fled the 10:21 property leaving both women alive but 10:23 deeply injured and traumatized he then 10:26 drove 55 Mi Northwest to the city of 10:28 Orland with one goal in mind you see 10:32 Anthony had just committed more than one 10:34 terrible crime and he was not prepared 10:36 to go back to prison and so his plan was 10:39 rather simple Anthony wanted to initiate 10:41 a shootout of officers to quote go out 10:44 in a blaze of glory but first he needed 10:47 to grab their attention somehow and 10:49 unfortunately the best way for him to do 10:52 that was to Target an innocent civilian 10:54 and murder them in Cold 10:57 Blood unaware of the chaos that was 11:00 unfolding around him a young man named 11:03 James ta was walking through Highland 11:05 car park at 25 years old James was a 11:09 family man who found himself in the 11:11 wrong place at the wrong time he had 11:13 left his wife and three children at home 11:16 to head to the supermarket with his 11:17 friend and cousin and tragically it was 11:20 in those relaxing moments that he was 11:23 mercilessly gunned down by Anthony 11:25 completely unaware of who he was or what 11:28 he was up to too now thankfully both his 11:31 friend and his cousin escaped unscathed 11:34 but for James it was all too late his 11:37 injuries were not ones that you could 11:39 ever come back from but Anthony he had 11:42 already moved on meanwhile a passer by 11:45 who saw the attack phoned the police to 11:48 report that he had just seen a man mow 11:50 someone down with a submachine gun not 11:53 only that but he bravely followed 11:55 Anthony long enough to get a description 11:57 of his face and his car's license plate 12:00 and as you can imagine this would be 12:02 Vital Information for the police who 12:04 would use it within the coming hours 12:06 throughout the night Anthony prowled the 12:09 streets of Oakland driving four miles 12:11 from pakar runga to hock until 12:14 eventually officers tractor his vehicle 12:16 down it was in that moment that both 12:19 parties exchanged a hail of bullets 12:21 until police decided to back off in an 12:23 effort to mitigate civilian casualties 12:26 with that said Anthony once again 12:28 slipped into the darkness of the night 12:31 that would be until a couple of hours 12:33 later when he was spotted trying to 12:35 break into a property in East Tamaki 12:38 about 5 Mi south of hock and although he 12:41 had failed to get into this property he 12:43 then made his way next door before 12:45 taking two others hostage for the next 5 12:48 hours negotiators fiercely tried to talk 12:51 Anthony out of his Madness I mean nobody 12:54 wanted to see any more casualties come 12:57 from this already gruesome night night 12:59 but at this point in time they had no 13:02 idea which way this would go thankfully 13:05 shortly after 6:00 a.m. and after a few 13:08 terribly anxious hours Anthony decided 13:10 to finally give himself up to officers 13:13 stepping out of the property he held his 13:16 hands high where the police then 13:17 arrested and detained him and with 13:19 Anthony's trail of Destruction finally 13:21 coming to an end officers could now work 13:24 their way backwards and try to piece 13:26 together what precisely happened 13:29 beginning with Simone and Renee 13:31 paramedics from St John's ambulance were 13:33 called to the property shortly before 13:35 7:30 p.m. they were called to visit a 13:38 workshop found on bushan road following 13:41 claims that a man had fallen off of a 13:43 roof however once they got there they 13:46 found a vastly different scenario both 13:49 Simone and Renee were found in a pool of 13:51 their own blood with a broken samurai 13:53 sword nearby it is noted that they were 13:56 both alive but in a very concerning 13:59 States in fact the doctor and ambulance 14:02 staff who attended all said that both 14:04 women were only minutes away from dying 14:07 despite surgeon's best efforts to 14:09 reattach Rene's right hand her body 14:11 ultimately rejected it after a 6-hour 14:13 operation but despite this loss she 14:16 thankfully stabilized and was eventually 14:19 taken out of an intensive care unit 14:21 Simone was rather lucky too both of her 14:24 hands were almost entirely cut through 14:27 in fact her right hand was so close 14:29 close to being cut off that her thumb 14:31 index and middle fingers were all 14:33 hanging by a 1 cm wide piece of skin yet 14:37 despite her horrifying injuries both 14:39 hands were successfully reattached and 14:42 she would go on to regain full function 14:44 of them the same level of success could 14:46 not be said for James and tragically he 14:49 was pronounced dead by Sunrise leaving 14:51 behind a wife and three children the 14:53 poor guy had sustained 10 bullet wounds 14:56 to his back with enough lead to destroy 14:58 his spine and puncture both lungs and 15:01 with his death happening so publicly 15:03 well all eyes were now on Anthony and 15:06 how he would be punished however before 15:08 we get to Anthony's trial I would say it 15:10 is probably worth looking at his 15:11 childhood and his mental health because 15:14 honestly his story is probably the worst 15:16 I've ever heard in fact he had suffered 15:19 so much abuse and Trauma that you can't 15:21 help but feel sorry for the child in him 15:23 now of course I cannot say the same 15:25 thing for the adult or monster he became 15:28 but this story really is a compelling 15:30 case for nurture over nature so without 15:33 any further Ado let us dive into the 15:35 world of Anthony's younger 15:39 years born in 1968 Anthony was always 15:43 going to be a disturbing yet sad wild 15:46 card in this story and that's because 15:48 although he would ultimately become an 15:50 evil monster you can quite easily see 15:53 that he and his upbringing really did 15:55 not stand a chance you see Anthony 15:58 unfortunately suffered terrible abuse 16:00 throughout his childhood his mother who 16:03 was a devout member of the Jehovah's 16:05 Witness church often physically and 16:07 verbally abused him quoting Biblical 16:09 verses while she hit beat and violated 16:12 her son his father was not in the 16:14 picture either likely repulsed by his 16:17 mother he would also sadly pass away 16:20 when Anthony was only 10 years old this 16:23 meant that alongside his sister he was 16:25 at the mercy of his mother's evil 16:27 actions and because because he was the 16:29 younger of the two he often received the 16:32 brunt of her evil as a result Anthony 16:35 was often chained up to a clothes line 16:37 in the garden just like a dog his mother 16:40 who often referred to him as the spawn 16:42 of the devil was not the only one to 16:44 beat him either as she would often call 16:46 the so-called Brothers of the church 16:48 around her place to help out Anthony was 16:51 also forced to be part of pornographic 16:54 movies and photo shoots made by a friend 16:56 of the family who since then has been 16:59 found guilty to add to this his mother 17:01 would routinely sexually abuse him too 17:04 in fact it is estimated that around 20 17:07 adults were guilty of this it is also 17:10 reported that Anthony could only bark as 17:12 a child leading him to believe that he 17:14 could telepathically speak with dogs his 17:17 mother would also padlock him to offense 17:19 and ridicule him instilling a powerful 17:22 feeling of low self-esteem and selfworth 17:24 put quite bluntly here his animal of a 17:27 mother would never let up on a barage of 17:29 abuse and quite understandably this 17:32 severely hinded his chance of a stable 17:34 and happy lifestyle at the tender age of 17:37 10 years old Anthony was 17:39 institutionalized from here on out his 17:41 mental health problems became much more 17:43 evident as he moved through his teenage 17:46 years therefore as did the frequency 17:48 with which he was punished for his 17:50 crimes living in a household where the 17:52 discussion of demons was a regular and 17:55 natural thing the young boy started to 17:57 believe that he had inherited his 17:59 father's demons when in reality the 18:02 source of all of his problems was 18:04 actually just his mother as a direct 18:06 result of the abuse he struggled with 18:08 the sexuality but fortunately Anthony 18:12 would never go on to inflict the same 18:14 kind of thing back on to 18:17 others but the real Damage Done was 18:20 paranoia you see Anthony believed that 18:22 he was being closely watched and 18:24 followed by pretty much everyone and 18:26 that furthermore the police and 18:28 government were out to get him this even 18:30 included him believing that commercial 18:32 aircraft in the sky were actually 18:34 following him of course including buses 18:36 cars and pedestrians and so from here on 18:39 out a very problematic and violent Young 18:42 Man was created in fact over the 18:44 following years he accumulated more than 18:46 150 convictions many of these 18:49 convictions were over theft and burglary 18:51 but there were several drug related 18:53 charges too in total he' be jailed 14 18:56 times throughout the years doing many 18:58 small stint Behind Bars Anthony was well 19:01 known in the area to take 19:02 methamphetamine quite often and many of 19:04 the locals knew him as unpredictable 19:06 aggressive and extremely paranoid it is 19:09 widely believed that during his time 19:11 with Simone and their relationship 19:12 Anthony just about kept himself together 19:15 but by the time he became single the 19:17 drugs had thoroughly cooked him and of 19:19 course over the following months we 19:21 pretty much know what happened 19:24 next during his trial Anthony primarily 19:27 claimed insan as his defense he appeared 19:30 wild and wide-eyed with an unusual 19:33 haircut and photographs of his 19:35 appearance were widely published in 19:37 major newspapers around the world his 19:39 psychiatrist told the court that 19:41 throughout both of his assessments with 19:43 Anthony he observed some rather strange 19:46 abnormality in his mental state Anthony 19:48 spoke about wanting to take his own life 19:51 and murder other people and he was both 19:53 obsessed and convinced that he was at 19:55 the center of a conspiracy those who 19:57 knew Anthony spoke of his moods as 19:59 similar to being possessed and some 20:01 believed that he had multiple 20:03 personalities some of his former 20:05 partners would talk about him being 20:07 physically abusive towards them where 20:09 others spoke about how he sometimes 20:11 foamed at the mouth whenever he was in 20:13 one of his episodes a medical 20:15 examination of Anthony concluded that he 20:17 was high on pure methamphetamine also 20:20 known as P during the time of the attack 20:23 now this could explain some of the 20:24 impulsiveness of his actions and even 20:27 the delusions he was experiencing at the 20:29 time however of course the drugs do not 20:32 nullify or excuse his actions and so 20:35 ultimately Anthony was found guilty of 20:38 murder wounding kidnapping shooting at 20:41 police and aggravated burglary as a 20:44 result he received a life sentence with 20:46 a minimum non-parole period of 20 years 20:49 and just a side note here but he was 20:51 acquitted of five charges of attempted 20:54 murder nevertheless Anthony appealed his 20:56 conviction to the court of appeal of New 20:58 Zealand arguing that the trial judge 21:00 failed to properly instruct the jury on 21:03 the law relating to insanity and that 21:05 furthermore the jury should have had the 21:07 option of a manslaughter verdict to many 21:10 people's surprise the court of appeal 21:13 overturned his convictions on September 21:15 the 7th 2007 therefore ordering a 21:18 retrial in the following year this 21:20 retrial began in June of 2008 ending 2 21:23 months later on July the 30th 2008 21:26 however yet again the jury found him 21:29 guilty and so as a result Anthony was 21:32 remanded in custody pending sentencing 21:34 on February the 5th 2009 it is reported 21:37 that he intended to appeal the second 21:40 trial's outcome too however and this is 21:42 a very big however by the way but on 21:45 February the 4th 2009 and only one day 21:47 before a scheduled resentencing Anthony 21:50 was found dead in his cell forensic 21:52 officers concluded that Anthony had 21:54 successfully taken his own life Behind 21:56 Bars therefore avoiding his sentencing 21:59 it was also noted that Anthony was seen 22:01 by a psychiatrist only a few hours 22:03 before his death and that a psychiatrist 22:05 thought that he looked unwell and needed 22:07 urgent supervision and medical 22:09 assistance well it was too little too 22:11 late because only a few hours later 22:14 Anthony was found with fatal neck and 22:16 head injuries in addition to this and 22:18 rather quite curiously but on the day of 22:21 his death his lawyer had actually told 22:22 prison guards that Anthony had not taken 22:24 his medication and that furthermore he 22:27 reported that he'd been being beaten up 22:29 by several inmates in the days prior so 22:31 it looks like Anthony was thrown into 22:33 the dark Seas of grief and forced to 22:35 relive the abuse that he' experienced as 22:37 a child so this very well could have 22:39 thrown him over the edge but then again 22:41 he did kind of say that he intended not 22:43 to go back to 22:45 prison so here are a few additional side 22:48 notes but Anthony actually tried to 22:50 attack his lawyer only days before his 22:52 death he did this by concealing a 22:54 makeshift weapon which he hid in his 22:56 shoe to try and stab him he also tried 22:59 to Blind a fellow inmate by gouging his 23:01 eye out with a fork which later required 23:04 hospitalization and although it's not 23:06 known if the eye survived or not it is 23:08 clear to see that Anthony was in a very 23:10 aggressive paranoid and unwell state of 23:13 mind now it's worth noting here that 23:16 regardless of the problematic childhood 23:18 that Anthony experienced many others go 23:20 through the same cycle of abuse and 23:22 choose to break the generational chain 23:24 instead and sadly as a result of all of 23:27 this James Al the most prominent victim 23:30 of this terrible story should still be 23:32 alive today James left behind a partner 23:35 and three children ages 8 4 and 1y old 23:39 his death was entirely senseless and 23:42 left many people with an open wound for 23:44 the rest of their lives James is 23:46 described as very open and forthcoming 23:49 to people he was a devoted father a 23:51 terrific partner and a real family man 23:55 and it's a real tragedy that he can't be 23:57 with them today 23:58 now surprisingly Renee and Simone both 24:01 kept in touch with Anthony after his 24:03 arrest this obviously changed after his 24:06 death in 2008 which is probably a good 24:09 thing I guess you could say that the uh 24:11 distance could now allow them to 24:13 emotionally heal when asked why she held 24:15 on to him for so long Simone answered I 24:18 thought that with love and compassion 24:21 patience and understanding I could make 24:23 him good and well and happy and balanced 24:26 Simone no longer thinks about her exart 24:28 partner but she does advocate for a 24:30 safer world for women and partners in 24:32 abusive relationships sadly in March of 24:35 2016 Renee was arrested after a covert 24:39 police investigation called operation 24:41 bunk targeted a methamphetamine 24:43 distribution chain she pleaded guilty to 24:46 nine charges of possession or supply of 24:48 the Class A drug totaling 382 G over 3 24:52 months and two charges of possessing 24:55 iodine which is used in the 24:56 manufacturing process hopefully she has 24:59 now been rehabilitated and will remain 25:01 out of trouble and on a lighter note and 25:04 in rather typical New Zealander humor I 25:07 guess someone had to go ahead and make 25:09 this for a movie poster but don't hold 25:11 your breath I don't think we're going to 25:13 see this in cinemas anytime 25:16 soon I do have to say that the artwork 25:18 is pretty good though anyway folks I'm 25:20 going to wrap this case up here today 25:22 but before I go I do have one question 25:24 for you and I think it's quite obvious 25:26 what that's going to be no doubt what 25:27 Anthony he did absolutely deserves 25:29 punishment but given everything that he 25:31 experienced throughout his childhood do 25:33 you think that he stood much of a chance 25:35 of a happy life because quite honestly I 25:38 don't think there was much hope there as 25:39 always please share your thoughts in the 25:41 comments section down below I'd love to 25:43 know what you think just to make it very 25:44 clear here by the way but I do not 25:46 sympathize with Anthony or his actions 25:49 however I do think that it's very 25:50 important to look at one's childhood to 25:52 see where that trauma and then monstrous 25:55 activity came from just a quick one 25:56 before I go but if you want to support 25:58 me in the Channel please check out my 25:59 patreon here for early access to my 26:01 videos or alternatively check out my 26:03 social media here most notably my 26:06 Instagram 26:10 Nero people are always asking for more 26:12 Nero how you doing little man you good 26:16 yeah you want to be let go don't you he 26:19 wants his time in the Sun and yeah 26:21 that's pretty much it today folks thank 26:22 you so much for watching and as always 26:24 I'm going to see you again very soon for 26:26 another video Until That moment arrives 26:27 though remember to look after yourself 26:29 look after each other and as always stay 26:31 safe thank you and goodbye