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a quiet Town shattered and more than just a grocery store was left in ruin
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Ethan Blair Miller was a lonely incel and fantasist with many red flags but
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with his online Rants and destructive Behavior often hidden from the public was this tragedy inevitable and could it
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have been stopped as investigators sifted through his digital footprint many chilling details emerged alongside
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a Manifesto that gained more than 400,000 views online one that can barely
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be found to this very day so how does a troubled mind like Ethan's turn into a
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killer what were the Romantic fantasies left behind in his journal and what can we learn from this nonsense 21-year-old
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Ethan Miller had some pretty terrible plans now thankfully his lack of patience or his overabundance of Rage
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would eventually get the better of him now this could have ended much much worse not to say that there were no
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casualties but well actually I think you should just watch the video instead before we begin here is a quick reminder
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that if you do like these sorts of stories then maybe consider subscribing it really does help the channel out not
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only that but you'll see what's in store over the coming weeks but anyway for now let's begin please grab yourself a
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coffee this is the case of Ethan [Music]
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Miller it was on the evening of August the 28th 2022 that the residents of
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bendon Oregon became privy to some rather concerning news as some of you will know Bend is a lively City
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celebrated for its breathtaking Landscapes abundant outdoor activities and of course its thriving craft beer
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scene renowned for its numerous breweries restaurants and culture it is no wonder that bend sees a lot of
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tourists and with an average of more than 300 sunny days per year I would likely be one of them by the way who
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here remembers Blockbuster and did you know that Ben has the last remaining store in the entire country with
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Nostalgia and happy faces all year round Bend offers a delightful slice of American History however sadly beneath
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its picturesque exterior it also hides a rather haunting story it was on this day
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that all hell would break loose when a man all dressed in black took multiple shots at his own Ford F250 what followed
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was a violent and chaotic scene in the nearby Safeway which would end in multiple fatalities and injuries and a
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nation reeling in anger so it turns out that Ethan who was the killer in question here had a long and dark
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history one with many glaring red flags and although it is true that he would always keep himself out of trouble with
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the law there were plenty of people around him who could quite visibly see he was well unstable to say the least
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now hindsight always makes things more obvious but Ethan's family and friends quite literally lost their opportunity
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for now he was dead as was two other people with multiple deaths and injuries this was yet another horrible tragedy to
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hit America and although Oregon's crime rate is typically 20% above the national average well even they weren't expecting
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this one so I know all of us are curist to know precisely what happened but if I'm honest the most interesting parts of
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this case are actually what happened before and so with that said let's take a look at who Ethan Miller was and the
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chilling Manifesto he left behind born on October the 31st 2001 Ethan Miller
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was an average kid who grew up in band we don't know why but he would grow up without a father consistently in the
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picture and instead he and his younger brother would grow up with his mother in an area just east of town Ethan loved
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martial arts as a child and would often go to evening classes to practice he also enjoyed playing video games and
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looking at weapons and red flag detected was also obsessed with shootings such as
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the Columbine tragedy living in Bend he had the choice from a handful of high schools however with his mother working
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at a specific Safeway found on the east of town it made the most sense for him to attend Mountain View but
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unfortunately classmates do not remember Ethan so fondly several of them had reported that he would often get into
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trouble at school picking on easy targets and he always seems to be upset about something a lot of the information
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available does actually suggest that Ethan was a school bully despite him often talking about how he apparent ly
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was the victim in fact it is reported that Ethan would try to fight quite literally everybody at Mountain View
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High School According to some of his classmates at least it is worrying to find yourself close to people who are
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capable of violence and it does seem that those around him were quite understandably very uneasy with his
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company speaking of company he didn't seem to like his own too much either because as often is the case with
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bullies he told those around him that he very much hated himself however he would also make it quite clear that he felt
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like he was always unfairly picked on the women around him would find him to be very creepy too he would incessantly
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message them even when they asked him not to often to the point where it became harassment other classmates of
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Ethan would uniformly describe him as violent aggressive and the type of person who was most likely to become a
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school shooter and although he mostly stayed out of trouble with the law and had no criminal record that is not to
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say that he was friendly cordial or normal as a citizen important side note here but Ethan's mother actually worked
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at the local Safeway where she was then able to help him obtain a job as a part-time trolley Pusher the name is
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quite obvious as it suggests the role was to collect trolleys which were left behind in the parking lot now I can
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imagine that this role probably did Lean Into His inferiority complex it wasn't
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great but it was honest work life was already quite difficult for Ethan
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aggressive bullying aside he did not have the most stable of homes or even Minds for that matter there are no
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public records to show that he suffered from any sort of depression or form of mental health issue however it could be
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argued that maybe that was the problem because he simply ignored it and never sought treatment and as we dive into the
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year 2020 when Co began to sweep Across America things would only get worse for
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him moving forward Ethan graduated from High School in June of 2020 which as you
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can predict was right when Co was heating up as you can imagine this was a hugely disappointing time for any
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graduate Across America I mean think about all those House Parties summer breaks and celebrations that you
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normally have well thanks to co none of that was happening I mean let's be honest here but Ethan likely was not
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going to be invited to any of those parties anyway given his reputation but either way this was yet another step
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down to his already lonely lifestyle the loneliness experienced during Co honestly did suck for millions of us but
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to add to Ethan's problems he had also broken up with his girlfriend and now had been well single for quite some time
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and that didn't help so as you can see Ethan had already been walking quite the Fine Line before Co but after 2020
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things just seemed to spiral out of control for him as we know High School had already
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come to an end for Ethan which meant that he no longer had any direct purpose to enter that the pandemic had also
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forced him inside which meant that he could no longer enjoy MMA or at least practicing it with others he no longer
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had a partner or any friends and with the lockdown in place his company
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Safeway also let him go Ethan began to buckle and his aggression would only get
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worse from there several things started to happen here I mean for one his
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Fascination for Coline grew but to add to that he also became far more
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radicalized in almost every opinion he had it was around this time that Ethan
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also began to see himself almost like a god someone who was different and far
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superior to the rest of those around him moving forward it was in July of 2022
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that under the name of Wrath of man22 Ethan began to write his own 56-page
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Manifesto which he would then go on to document on a website called whatpad he
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called his Manifesto the downward spiral of Ethan Miller which was named after one of his favorite 9-in nail albums
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called the downward spiral found within this journal he would often say that he was obsessed with doomsday that he could
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hardly contain it and that he wanted to die now here's a rather interesting side
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note but despite his journal being read more than 400,000 Times online every
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single trace of it has since been wiped off the internet and this includes archived pages reposts and the delet
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deltion of third party videos there does seem to be some very heavy efforts to try and quash his journal online and I
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do kind of understand that and so with that in mind I will only post what is already covered in public news reports
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found within his diary Ethan described how his loneliness was one of the pivotal things that fueled his
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deep-seated anger in one entry he wrote well then I guess I should tell you all
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a little bit about myself yeah not much that's noteworthy and most of the stuff about my birth and early life is going
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to be pretty easy to find I've changed a lot since then obviously LOL the real
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changes started a little over 2 years ago when Co first started to become a global thing I still can't believe that
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the entire world fell for that the virus itself was real and deadly but instead
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of actually coming up with the real solution to the problem they used the problem to create Mass hysteria and
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panic among us and then forced us into isolation and loneliness for a significant amount of time I still
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haven't been able to pull myself out of that state despite numerous attempts at getting back into MMA despite numerous
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attempts at new jobs despite numerous attempts at finding loved ones again despite numerous attempts at being
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social and trying to make new friendships they have all proved futile
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so now we're here I hope this journal can give you all a sense of peace and closure but the world has made this
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happen I am responsible for this but I was turned into a monster I created this
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tragedy but Society created me between the months of July and August
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of 2022 Ethan kept this Manifesto mainly as a sounding board to express his
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hatred and anger and believe me there were some truly awful things in there now before we continue There is one very
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valid question that many people seem to be asking and that is why wasn't Ethan's Journal spotted sooner I think it's
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quite simple really but it does appear that he'd set this journal to private and only made it public an hour before
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the attack there's some pretty good evidence behind this too because if you look at the view Counts from some of the screenshots there was only several
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hundred views on his profile around 90% of this journal is pure incoherent angry garbage hating on Friends acquaintances
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society and family in one of these entries he talks about how his dysfunctional relationship with his
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mother and most of his classmates really messed him up on this page he wrote my
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family loves drama they are always so damn dramatic over the smallest things
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they would always find someone to blame and punish for accidents everyone else is right and I am wrong my side of the
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story was always ignored I still love them despite their flaws but they
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definitely played a role in me becoming this way this is the worst of all because it still hurts and [ __ ] with me
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to this day any time I was to get in trouble whether it be at school or not my side of the story was always ignored
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I was always honest when I got caught but there were so many times where I would be defending myself from being
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harassed and I'd get [ __ ] for it because the other kids were either a jock or some rich boy my side would always be
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tossed aside as excuses and lying what kind of logic is that I still just don't
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get it and I still feel the pain of that all the time it really [ __ ] me up and made me even more antisocial by the time
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high school came around it is quite interesting to see that although Ethan was aware of his ever worsening State he
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simply had no desire to seek help in this desperate situation and rather than
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fighting it he relished in the volatility instead you will see what I mean in just a few minutes but in these
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journal entries he would often reflect on his horrible thoughts and feelings with confidence instead of Shame this
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naturally showed an outstanding level of Del usion from a man who would often call himself a king God and someone who
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was far more intelligent than the rest of society to add to this his fascination with the infamous Columbine
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disaster would only become stronger after 2020 he now seemed to idolize Eric
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and Dylan often quoting them in his journals and posting videos of them to his social media if that wasn't enough
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already Ethan would also slowly begin to stockpile not only weapons but ammunition too documenting how he would
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spend all of the money he made at Safeway to buy various shotguns assault rifles and
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modifications and then came the videos because in addition to making several illegal modifications to his Firearms
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which also included saring off the end of his shotgun which is a felony he then started to attend multiple firing ranges
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and recorded himself while doing it there definitely seemed to be a lot of effort in trying to replicate Dylan and
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Eric here to slightly IE it he would also often play Pumped Up Kicks in the background while also adding a
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lowquality grain filter over his videos to make them appear more vintage honestly on their own there was nothing
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special about these clips yes they did create an ominous undertone and there was a slight hint of cringe too but when
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you tied these plans together with Ethan's growing isolation his aggressive Manifesto and his dark Fascinations well
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these were all red flags standing proud and plain sights red flags that many overlooked and sadly
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Ethan had created his journal for something far more Sinister too we all know that journaling can be absolutely
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groundbreaking for your own mental health however this one was not merely just to log his feelings and his
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emotions oh no it was a Manifesto that he planned to leave behind in the
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aftermath of his own ferocious ideas once again posting to whatpad Ethan said
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if you're reading this then I am definitely dead and I have just committed a national tragedy I've left
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this journal for all the investigators media internet sleuths Etc but most
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importantly this is for the very few people that I actually care about and want to understand why and how this
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happened so that they can be at peace what you'll see here is the documentation and description of the
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months weeks and days from today up until the massacre now I wish I could say that Ethan was bluffing but
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unfortunately this was only the beginning you see he had basically decided that he no longer wanted to live
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life but rather than go down quietly he was going to become yet another pathetic
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Coline copycat the guns the training and the ranting were all for a cause here if
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Ethan couldn't leave a positive impression on the world he was going to scar it instead we should probably talk
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about mental health here because with Ethan there were several key factors for example he was deeply misanthropic to
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put it quite blondly here he deeply hated the human race and this wasn't just your typical frustrations with
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Society he genuinely loathed everyone I do think it is quite safe to say that he was likely severely depressed too I mean
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who wouldn't in those circumstances and his aggression was likely a way to mask and hide it too he may have been lonely
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for love but he was also extraordinarily deluded too I mean Ethan literally believed that his partner who he didn't
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know was actually waiting for him in the afterlife I'm not even kidding I mean Not only was he a marginal incel but he
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was giving serious Randy stair Vibes too in this specific entry he said life has
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felt like such a chore to get through I just want to be at peace with her my soulmate but she doesn't exist here I
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have to cross over to the other side to finally meet her I've always wanted love that's all I've ever wanted in this life
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and I'm just not going to find it here I wasn't built for love here if I was I wouldn't be as antisocial as I am but
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that's how I was wired to live here as an antisocial robot who conforms to society it's pathetic really on the
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other side that won't be an issue my spirit will be free and at peace with my true soulmate now that might sound crazy
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but it's all I have I've been so unlucky with love in this life and I have no other choice but to pursue it in the
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afterlife that's where it truly lies not here now although Ethan had very specific ideas for his attack they
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wouldn't actually go to plan you see alongside his insufferable love for Eric and Dylan he also hated his own School
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Mountain View so what do you think he was going to Target this is really insane to think about because sure hate
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the people that used to go to school with but if they graduated at the same time as you then aren't you just
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murdering innocent children but thankfully Ethan he was becoming so desperate and impatient with his rage
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that he could not wait two weeks for the school to reopen and so he changed his course instead that of course being his
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local Safeway the Safeway in question had great significance here because not only was it the store that his mother
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used to work for but he too used to be a trolley Pusher there in his final post on whatpad Ethan wrote well this is it
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today is the day I die it's nerve-wracking as hell but also peaceful in a way knowing that after my Massacre
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I'll be gone truly at peace far far away from this place I'm literally counting
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down the hours and minutes at this point what's life without a little death adrenaline ah this is going to truly be
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epic why I can already see all of you asking that question and the answer is
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that I have no [ __ ] idea my head just doesn't work anymore it's like a living
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hell I can never shut my thoughts off good thing that a 12 gauge can take care of that problem also I'm full of Rage
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I'm just angry at the world and everything in it and it's going to be so nice to just watch it all burn I hate
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Society society sucks it's useless constraining and ultimately unfair this
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system is not one that I can win in no matter what anyone says after the fact I
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know my place here and I am not going to stick around for it I'm skipping past a
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few paragraphs here but Ethan then continues to say my humanity is gone I
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have no emotions whatsoever I feel nothing that's what's going to make all of this so easy I truly just want to
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leave I don't know where or when I lost at all but but I have I have no hope for
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anything here the only hope left is that death will bring me peace with her and a new life A Million Miles Away In Another
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Universe life will never quite live up to the fantasies that I've created in my head no one or nothing will be able to
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ever live up to the expectations in my head therefore I cannot live up to anyone's expectations most of all I
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really just hate myself I'm a bloodthirsty evil psychopath to all of
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my family and friends friends I loved all of you dearly I was born to do this so with all of that said I want you all
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to go live happy human lives you guys are pure and you deserve it
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goodbye at 7:03 p.m. the lens of a ring doorbell camera captured Ethan as he
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stepped out of his Fox Hollow Apartment he moved forward with quiet purpose an AR-15 style rifle slung over one
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shoulder and a 12 gaug shotgun in the other hand a green Satchel packed with ammunition rested against his side
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meanwhile a tactical vest secured his chest his black shirt bore a single word
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in dark red letters hurt a reference to a 9-in nail song Ethan began his Rampage
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in the parking lot where he raised his weapon and fired three rounds into his own vehicle that being his Ford F250 the
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bullets punched through the metal and shattered glass pains the gunshots alarming local residents surveillance
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cameras then captured him making his way through the lot between an Old Navy and a Costco where he then opened fire
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firing at hot tubs and then a parked van he then changed his aim to a passing black Honda Civic the passenger side
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window suddenly exploded sending shards of glass and shrapnel into the driver wounding him by 7:05 p.m. Ethan reached
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the Forum Shopping Center and as he approached he took fire at the exterior of a Big Lot store the surveillance
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camera showing Shoppers inside taking cover from the gunfire Ethan then walked past the surveillance camera and turned
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his attention towards the Safeway supermarket the same store that he himself used to work at we'll talk about
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what you should do in this situation later in this video as I think it's a good thing to learn from a documentary
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like this but with gunfire erupting outside a surveillance camera in the Safeway store captures employees
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sounding the alarm before then trying to dial 911 and although they were successful in doing so their decision to
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stand near by almost cost them their lives stepping through the West entrance
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Ethan spotted an 84-year-old man named Glenn Edward Bennett now Glenn was
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actually a veteran who served in the Korean War but now in his golden years he wasn't quite aware of what was going
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on that is when Ethan pulled the trigger five times on him with the bullet striking Glenn's groin right arm and
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left thigh sending him to the floor by now Panic had swept through the store and two nearby Shoppers had fled in
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Terror but Ethan decided to press deeper into the store instead firing
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indiscriminately down the aisles a surveillance camera captures what can only be described as anyone's worst
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nightmare in the midst of their Panic to run away from the gun fire a shopper then trips up and accidentally falls to
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the floor the noise was enough to capture Ethan's attention who then decides to storm towards them with his
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rifle in his hand The Shopper absolutely terrified screams and begs for their
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life and miraculously he decided to spare them Ethan paused aimed and then
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fired at the floor right beside them and then without another glance moved on now
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we will never know why he spared their life however this Behavior does lean into the God complex that we often see
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by Shooters where they feel powerful in deciding if someone lives or dies under their watch but Ethan's next encounter
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would not be so lucky because unknown to him at the time somebody was waiting for
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him around the corner and that was donel Ray suret Jr Donald was a 66-year-old
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Safeway employee who had also served in the military there are some bad aspects about his profile too which we will get
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to later in the video but the bottom line is that he was waiting for Ethan and was ready to take him down just as
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Ethan walked past Donald then lunged towards him with a knife his heroic efforts knocking the shotgun from
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Ethan's grasp but sadly although this would create a glimmer of hope in the fights he would ultimately lose it
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because soon after Ethan was able to overpower Donald and then end his life with the rifle moments later he then
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reached the produce AIS and by now police officers were actively storming the front of the store although Ethan
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had fantasized about fighting police officers it seemed like he no longer wanted to or maybe the fight had simply
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left him drained because moments later he sat on the floor and then ended his
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life with the shotgun with Ethan's Rampage coming to an end at 7:08
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p.m. following some breaking news and the next couple of stories are just staggeringly tragic uh the first one out
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of Bend Oregon this morning three people are dead following a shooting at a Neighborhood Grocery Store this happened
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again in Bend on Sunday evening it's about 3 hours southeast of Portland Witnesses described hearing dozens of
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gunshots this morning the suspected shooter is among the dead and Kelsey kernin is here with what we've learned
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overnight Kelsey well Adrian police say they they found the gunman dead with an AR-15 style rifle as a as well as a
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shotgun near him now police say it happened Sunday night the unidentified shooter entered the parking lot of a
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shopping center and started firing from there investigators say the shooter walked into a safe Ray Grocery Store
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shooting one person near the entrance of the store that victim later died at the hospital now once inside the store we're
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told the gunman walked around firing shots killing a second person inside as
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police arrived they could still hear rounds of gunfire from inside the store and eventually they were able to find
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the suspected shooter Dead with the weapons nearby but police say they did not hear any shots fired they didn't
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have to shoot any shots as well as they believe that the gunman acted alone the
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aftermath was enough to tell this horrible story after identifying the gunman as Ethan Miller law enforcement
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stormed his apartment where they found more than a 100 shell casings inside the complex the shopping center and several
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aisles of Safeway inside his truck they discovered a soff shotgun and three
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Molotov cocktails all of which were unused but ready during a conference
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which was hosted later that evening police confirmed that Ethan had no criminal history in the area and that
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furthermore Bend Police had no evidence of Prior threats made by him as the
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hours ticked by detectives realized that there was now a 56 page Manifesto which was circulating online which was also
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gaining a lot of attention you know I do find it quite interesting how this Manifesto is now nowhere to be found and
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this is despite it gaining almost half a million views before being nuked the manifesto was enough for most people to
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believe that Ethan was in fact the shooter and when forensic analysis confirmed this it would gain only more
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attention as usual YouTube and Instagram were fairly quick in removing his posts and videos but whatpad that would take
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some time and with Ethan now dead well the community he had left behind was now faced with devastation and destru
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destruction that he had caused one day later a vigil was held in Drake park for the two victims killed by
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Ethan and hundreds of people gathered under the shade of Tall Pines to pay tribute aoir sang gentle songs local
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Faith leaders offered words of Hope and mourners some of whom narrowly escaped Sunday's attack laid flowers at the foot
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of the amphitheater and at the heart of all of this was the loss of two lives born on September the 8th 1937 in
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Gillette Wyoming Glenn Edward Bennett was 84 years old when he was mercilessly gunned down an avid movie lover and a
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big fan of classic cars Glenn was also a Korean War veteran he often came into the store two or three times a day and
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was a regular customer at Expressway market and Delian bent he liked his chicken chocolate milk and Pepsi born
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December the 16th 1955 doniel Drear Jr was a 66-year-old employee at Safeway
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and was now also deemed to be a hero for his courageous efforts to stop Ethan a decision that cost him his life but
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likely saved the lives of others it is worth noting here that Donald did have an honorable past but also a shameful
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one he served almost three decades in the military but was also convicted of sexual crimes involving a minor in 1994
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after returning to the military he served as a combat engineer and after retiring he became an active member of
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the Laine 7th Day Adventist Church a police spokeswoman would later say while
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Donald P past May complicate how people feel about his legacy his actions in the moment were courageous 95 days after the
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attack a sensored version of the surveillance footage was then released to the public which of course is what
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you've already seen given the nature of this video I do feel it's kind of prudent to at least briefly touch on the
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topic of what to do in a supermarket shooting and I believe that one of the main reasons why there were so little
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casualties in this story is precisely because how well people responded employes sounded the alarm and then
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contacted the authorities literally immediately after Ethan fired his first few shots towards the store now
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obviously the first thing that you should do as a customer is Crouch down in a low profile and then look for a way
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out supermarkets can be absolutely huge and all of them typically offer several
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ways out of the building with thanks to several packing zones and multiple fire exits it is also worth noting that
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customers and clients are likely to follow the lead of employees and managers during an active shooter
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situation which is good because not only do they know the layout of the property but they also have access to the back
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doors the Department of Homeland Security also advises that you should only hide out if evacuation is not
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possible barricading doors and remaining quiet would be your best bet in this situation and finally if you can't run
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or hide then the DHS suggests being as aggressive and disruptive as possible of
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course I know these are just the basics and some of you will know know this already but other people will have no
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idea which is why it's worth talking about what I do find very interesting about this story is how Ethan actually
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planned to have a considerably higher number of victims planning for around 40 which included officers so with that in
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mind I guess it's good news that he decided to change his plans to his store at 700 p.m. on a Sunday it does make you
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wonder what would have happened if he continued with his plans and targeted Mountain View instead with that in mind
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I guess we can all be very glad that it's plans changed so dramatically if he were still alive then Ethan would have
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certainly faced life imprisonment it's devastating really the mess he made all for nothing lonely and cell Vibes aside
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I do think there needs to be more discussion on loneliness in adults especially after covid but regardless
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I'm still finding it so hard to understand the state of mind he was in I mean angry at Society sure but wanting
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to kill others so you can meet your imaginary soulmate in the afterlife okay well if there is one I'm sure the only
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thing he's kissing is the devil's ass thank you so much for watching today's video folks I really do appreciate you
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here so time to wrap this up I'll see you again very soon for another video folks but until that moment arrives
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remember to look after yourselves look after each other and as always stay safe thank you and goodbye