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Often, very often, I'll ask any one of you how

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you're doing. And very often I'll hear back the

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response, I'm struggling. That's a good thing

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to say to a priest. And what do I usually say

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back to you? That's good. That's good that you're

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struggling. Because in our life, If we stop struggling,

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there are probably two reasons. One is we might

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be dead. The other is we've given up. What are

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you struggling, I'll say? What are you struggling

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with? Oh, it might be a situation at home, difficult

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family situation, an illness of a relative or

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your own illness, difficulty at work, a financial

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problem. a spiritually deep, deep problem, struggling

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with a passion of some sort, any of these things

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it could be. The struggle is where we find Christ

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helping us. It's in that struggle. That's where

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we find the joy, that he comes into that and

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we enter into him. The story that we heard today,

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seven short verses from the 15th chapter of the

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Gospel of St. Matthew, is about this woman of

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Canaan. Read Joshua to see what the Canaanites

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are all about. Jesus has left Judean territory

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earlier in the Gospel, just a few verses earlier.

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He's had an encounter, per usual. with the religious

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authorities, the Pharisees, who are nitpicking

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at the disciples, criticizing, judging them,

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demeaning them. And Jesus speaks to the Pharisees,

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and the disciples come to him and say, Master,

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you know, they think you insulted them. And Jesus

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says, they're blind guides, let the blind lead

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the blind. Whatever God plants that's of God,

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it will grow. Whatever he didn't plant, it's

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going to be plucked up and thrown away. And of

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course, they don't understand what he's talking

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about. So he leaves that whole territory for

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some rest. And for an encounter with a Gentile.

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Far north, maybe somewhere around present -day

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Lebanon. we meet a remarkable pagan woman. Clement

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of Rome, writing in about the 100s, 96 AD or

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so, tells us her name. It's Justa. And her daughter

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is Veroniki, 96 AD. The chances are quite good

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we can presume that this daughter was still living

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at the time. The Clement. Wrote his letter, his

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epistle. And this Veronika is demon -possessed.

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Justa is a pagan, not a Jew. She's at the end

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of her endurance. She is struggling mightily.

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She cries out from the depths of her heart because

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her soul, her heart was consumed with pain for

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her possessed daughter. She has identified herself

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with her daughter as a mother so completely.

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She considers the healing of her daughter as

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mercy towards her own self. Like, I can't take

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this anymore. She says, have mercy on me. She

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didn't say have mercy on my daughter. Have mercy

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on me. This is beyond me. I'm torn apart. No

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one but you, Lord. No one can help me. Have mercy,

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O Lord. Son of David, she says. A Gentile calling

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out the name of the Savior of the world. Jesus

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has to go far north before he hears that. Because

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it's not said in Israel very much. My daughter

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is severely demon -possessed. When we are desperate,

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when we are struggling, we think, I've heard

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it said, And all of us say this too. Well, God

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is my last hope. But shouldn't he be our first

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hope? Our foremost hope. Put not your trust in

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princes and the sons of men. We hear that in

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the psalm. But he's our last hope. Fix it, Lord.

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You must. You must. Almost as if God owes us

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is the way we feel. Jesus remains silent. to

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this woman. Doesn't say a word. We've also had

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this experience with Jesus silent at our side.

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Yes, sometimes he is silent, but he is with us.

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The disciples think that Jesus is ignoring her,

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but he's not. He's inviting her forward. So they

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can hear how absolutely xenophobic they are because

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she's not a Jew. Jesus is going to teach. I would

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imagine those disciples thinking, well, not just

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the daughter, but this woman has a demon. She's

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bothering you, Lord. Send her away. She's bothering

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us. She's driving us crazy. To them, she's just

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an animal. She's not a person. They don't see

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her. How many times have we walked down the street

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in Santa Rosa as a homeless person? We don't

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want to look in that person's face to acknowledge

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that they are a person, not just a lump. That

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they are also an image of God. Look at them,

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brothers and sisters. Say good morning. Say good

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afternoon. Say how are you? It doesn't cost you

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a penny. But it makes that person not feel so

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invisible and lost and hopeless. We are to be

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Christ's bearers to the world. The disciples

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hadn't learned that yet. They're learning it

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right here in this gospel. Jesus is going to

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teach them and us, and she will become the first.

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among the Jews, among the first to be saved.

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So a conversation then ensues. She falls down

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before Christ. She worships him, her face to

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the ground. Lord, help me. She's begging for

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help. That's when the Lord replies with a very

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curious response that probably bothers us a lot.

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The children's bread, that is the children of

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Israel. Should not be given to the dogs. Well,

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he actually says puppies. But maybe you can imagine

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the face of the Lord. Sweet face. Kind face.

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And that sentence said, with love and inviting

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her. With a twinkle in his eye. Yes, she sees

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that. She understands that. We think about how

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toddlers eat, and there's food all over the floor,

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and then my cat or a dog comes and eats, but

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this is not cute. Her face is on the ground.

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And the apostles see she is demeaned and humbled.

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But she understands what's going on. She offers

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what she has, which is humility. Persistence

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and patience. And one other thing, cleverness.

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She wins the negotiation, if you will, with the

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Lord Jesus Christ. Just like Jacob wrestling

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with God. She wins. And what does he say? Something

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you don't hear very often from Jesus. Oh woman,

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great is your faith. Let it be unto you as you

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desire. Great is your faith. You see, the thing

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that matters here when we approach Jesus Christ

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is humility, it's patience, it's persistence.

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You can be clever too, but don't try it. You

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won't be as clever as this wonderful woman. We

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think. in times of desperation, in times of struggle,

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desperate, terrible, terrible times when they

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do come, and they will come, that we cannot find

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the peace of God, but we can. We think instead,

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God owes us. I'm entitled to something here from

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you, Lord. Aren't I privileged before you? But

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with humility, it's natural companion patience

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and persistence today. we are challenged to acquire

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those things for ourselves and learn how to approach

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the Lord, not just for something we want or need

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or are in desperation, but to have the zeal to

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simply be with Christ, that we are lost without

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him. And perseverance in prayer is hard work.

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It doesn't come natural to us. Waiting for God,

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being patient, is difficult work. Not getting

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what we want right away is disappointing because,

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of course, I can get anything I want today. I

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can go to any number of stores. And if I can't

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get it today, I'll get it tomorrow or the day

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after through Amazon. We don't have patience.

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But this woman is teaching us today. Acquire

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it. We see her humility, and it's not weakness.

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We see her on her face, saying those words, yes,

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Lord, but even the puppies eat the crumbs that

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fall from the master's table. God has chosen

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the foolish things of this world, says St. Paul.

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To put to shame the wise. God has chosen the

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weak things of this world. To put to shame the

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things that are mighty. And the base things of

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the world. And the things which are despised.

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God has chosen. That's us. And the things which

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are not. To bring to nothing the things that

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are. That no flesh should glory in his presence.

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If you do not feel like praying or being patient

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or persevering, listen to what St. Ambrose of

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Optina says. He says, you have to force yourself.

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The Holy Fathers say that prayer with force is

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higher than prayer that comes easy. You don't

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want to do it. You don't feel like getting up,

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going to church. You don't feel like giving something

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to the poor person. All these things are true.

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We don't feel like fasting, but we do it because

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the kingdom of God is taken by force, and those

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bear it away. Elder Zechariah of Essex writes

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in his little book, pre -Lenten book, he says

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this, we know that in spite of the fact that

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the things which are impossible with men are

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possible with God, it still often happens that

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when we entreat God with all the pain of our

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heart, he does not deliver us from the hardships

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that torment us. True wisdom is not to yield

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to the spirit of the enemy and ask, why? But

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to say, yes, Lord. It is good for me that thou

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hast humbled me. Do thou thyself teach me thy

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statutes? Then God makes known to us, as St.

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Paul says in Ephesians, what is the immeasurable

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greatness of his power toward us who believe,

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according to the working of his great might,

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that he worked in Christ when he raised him from

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the dead and seated him at the right hand in

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the heavenly places, far above all rule and authority

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and power and dominion and above every name that

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is named. It is he that will unite himself today

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with you and me in the chalice. And he put all

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things under his feet and gave him his head over

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all things to the church, which is his body.

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The fullness of him who fills all. He grants

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grace, consolation, and power. which makes us

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stronger than the temptations threatening our

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life. May God bless us all with that grace, humility,

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and patience. And receive from God what this

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Canaanite woman received today. This gospel we

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heard, this is the first in the, let us say,

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signpost gospels, which prepare us for the coming.

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of Lent in which we enter that great stadium.

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I hear this is a sporting event today. That great

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stadium of the virtues of Great Lent. We don't

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want to be spectators. That's what happens today.

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We're all spectators. We don't want to be second

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string players in the stadium of the virtues

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of Great Lent. We want to enter and contest lawfully.

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Next week, Sunday of Zacchaeus. This week, meditate

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on this woman and the Lord's encounter with her.

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To our Lord be glory, now and ever, to ages of

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ages. Amen.
