WEBVTT 00:00:00.750 --> 00:00:03.770 Hello, hello, I hope everything is going well 00:00:03.770 --> 00:00:07.110 in your world I just wanted to drop a little 00:00:07.110 --> 00:00:09.929 bonus episode because I have too much bubbling 00:00:09.929 --> 00:00:14.830 over I can't hold it in I recently recorded an 00:00:14.830 --> 00:00:19.769 episode with Andrea Van Gordon who lives in Oregon 00:00:19.769 --> 00:00:26.629 and is creating a retreat space center which 00:00:26.629 --> 00:00:30.289 I find absolutely beautiful and would love to 00:00:30.320 --> 00:00:34.920 plan a trip to sometime uh we started chatting 00:00:34.920 --> 00:00:40.840 before i officially introduced her and we began 00:00:40.840 --> 00:00:44.000 our episode but what we talked about in our chat 00:00:44.000 --> 00:00:48.359 was just so good i have to share so here's you 00:00:48.359 --> 00:00:52.539 know coming up i'll share our conversation that 00:00:52.539 --> 00:00:55.460 we had prior to our recording and then look forward 00:00:55.460 --> 00:00:59.859 to her episode coming in a few weeks In the meantime, 00:00:59.859 --> 00:01:04.879 I just wanted to talk a little bit about some 00:01:04.879 --> 00:01:08.299 things going on recently in my life. I keep saying 00:01:08.299 --> 00:01:10.640 it. I recently started homeschooling my daughter, 00:01:10.640 --> 00:01:13.700 right? But there's something that happened I 00:01:13.700 --> 00:01:15.400 thought was so funny. I wanted to share with 00:01:15.400 --> 00:01:20.439 you guys. One day in particular, she was having 00:01:20.439 --> 00:01:23.799 difficulty focusing. She really wanted to, she 00:01:23.799 --> 00:01:26.040 worked for like 10 minutes and then want a 30 00:01:26.040 --> 00:01:28.859 minute break. So it was taking forever to get 00:01:28.859 --> 00:01:34.019 her work done. And I went with her to Home Goods 00:01:34.019 --> 00:01:36.420 and she picked out a new chair. Of course, it 00:01:36.420 --> 00:01:41.719 had to be a gigantic leather chair that was five 00:01:41.719 --> 00:01:45.540 hundred dollars. But whatever floats our boat. 00:01:45.819 --> 00:01:49.370 And then she wanted a new desk and. I got her 00:01:49.370 --> 00:01:52.230 a stand for the laptop and a new keyboard and 00:01:52.230 --> 00:01:55.090 all these different things, new lights and lamps 00:01:55.090 --> 00:01:57.629 and LED lights in her room, making it really 00:01:57.629 --> 00:02:02.890 comfortable space for her to want to be in comfortable 00:02:02.890 --> 00:02:05.430 enough that she can be there for a while and 00:02:05.430 --> 00:02:10.469 do her work, you know? So I was talking with 00:02:10.469 --> 00:02:13.569 her on this one particular day, she was having 00:02:13.569 --> 00:02:16.300 difficulty focusing and I was trying to describe 00:02:16.300 --> 00:02:18.919 to her, you know, I'm your teacher now, so not 00:02:18.919 --> 00:02:22.120 just your mom, I'm also your teacher. And I want 00:02:22.120 --> 00:02:26.240 to have things be organized for you and easily 00:02:26.240 --> 00:02:30.800 accessible with a routine so that you know what 00:02:30.800 --> 00:02:34.439 you need to get done, you know. And I said, there's 00:02:34.439 --> 00:02:39.840 a science to learning. And she said, science 00:02:39.840 --> 00:02:47.120 is learning. And that's when I realized I don't 00:02:47.120 --> 00:02:51.460 need to push to get things done. That's really 00:02:51.460 --> 00:02:55.460 like the old way. And so since then, it's been 00:02:55.460 --> 00:02:58.419 probably two weeks since that. I mean, it really 00:02:58.419 --> 00:03:01.460 just shook me. Science is learning. I was like, 00:03:01.879 --> 00:03:07.379 facts, you are correct about that. It just humbled 00:03:07.379 --> 00:03:10.090 me in a way that I was like, you know what? She's 00:03:10.090 --> 00:03:12.669 very intelligent. It's not about like, you know, 00:03:12.810 --> 00:03:14.490 getting the work done and spending the time. 00:03:14.629 --> 00:03:17.949 It's about supporting her creativity and intelligence 00:03:17.949 --> 00:03:21.930 and her schedule, allowing it to be a little 00:03:21.930 --> 00:03:24.650 bit more inconsistent because she is a manifester 00:03:24.650 --> 00:03:28.389 and she does not have consistent energy. So just 00:03:28.389 --> 00:03:32.789 allowing her ebbs and flows and supporting her 00:03:32.789 --> 00:03:35.759 and creativity, like I said. Also enrolled her 00:03:35.759 --> 00:03:37.879 in gymnastics, which she's really excited about 00:03:37.879 --> 00:03:40.300 she's used to do that and she's excited to get 00:03:40.300 --> 00:03:46.199 back to it But since then in the past two weeks 00:03:46.199 --> 00:03:51.419 I've really relaxed on the online program and 00:03:51.419 --> 00:03:55.400 we've been doing more worksheets and hands -on 00:03:55.400 --> 00:04:00.199 learning stuff she also She has my old laptop 00:04:00.199 --> 00:04:02.759 and it has Canva on it and I showed it to her 00:04:02.759 --> 00:04:06.979 and she just like instinctively knows. And she 00:04:06.979 --> 00:04:10.479 has such a great time working on Canva. And I'm 00:04:10.479 --> 00:04:14.419 like, this, this is learning, you know? So I 00:04:14.419 --> 00:04:18.560 just so many ways to reframe what learning is, 00:04:18.920 --> 00:04:22.720 and what that means, what that looks like, and 00:04:22.720 --> 00:04:26.060 not just checking things off of a list to get 00:04:26.060 --> 00:04:29.860 them done, but instead being present enough to 00:04:29.860 --> 00:04:33.329 realize that Things can be done differently. 00:04:33.329 --> 00:04:37.769 It doesn't mean it's wrong so that's You know, 00:04:37.810 --> 00:04:40.470 I just love it I love the the revelations that 00:04:40.470 --> 00:04:43.389 come through everyday interactions and my daughter 00:04:43.389 --> 00:04:46.250 because she's with me so often and Obviously 00:04:46.250 --> 00:04:49.949 an integral part of my life for obvious reasons 00:04:49.949 --> 00:04:52.910 She just shows me so much. She teaches me so 00:04:52.910 --> 00:04:56.910 many things and I think it's Fun to share so 00:04:56.910 --> 00:04:59.790 I appreciate you listening and wanting to hear 00:05:00.890 --> 00:05:03.250 One other thing I wanted to mention that I thought 00:05:03.250 --> 00:05:05.370 was very beautiful that my daughter was saying 00:05:05.370 --> 00:05:10.430 when we were falling asleep we talk when we're 00:05:10.430 --> 00:05:15.509 winding down and falling asleep and We were talking 00:05:15.509 --> 00:05:20.389 about when she was born And I was describing 00:05:20.389 --> 00:05:23.750 her that she was not all the way out yet But 00:05:23.750 --> 00:05:26.209 her head was out and I was concerned because 00:05:26.209 --> 00:05:28.990 I thought that she should be crying And I was 00:05:28.990 --> 00:05:31.189 like, why isn't she crying? And the doctor was 00:05:31.189 --> 00:05:34.870 like, she's not out yet. But, you know, I was 00:05:34.870 --> 00:05:36.490 just really wanted to make sure she was safe, 00:05:36.490 --> 00:05:40.689 you know, obviously. And when she was born, she 00:05:40.689 --> 00:05:44.230 I could barely hold her in my arms because I 00:05:44.230 --> 00:05:46.649 was using my arms to pull my legs back, which 00:05:46.649 --> 00:05:50.209 I did not need to do. But I couldn't feel my 00:05:50.209 --> 00:05:52.930 legs. So I didn't know that. And I was really 00:05:52.930 --> 00:05:56.310 holding them back like I thought I had to. Anyway, 00:05:56.569 --> 00:05:59.069 then my arms were like jello and I felt like 00:05:59.069 --> 00:06:04.009 I could barely hold her. Anyway, she was saying, 00:06:05.290 --> 00:06:07.170 I said that I was worried that she didn't cry 00:06:07.170 --> 00:06:10.610 right away. She said, you didn't push very hard. 00:06:10.769 --> 00:06:14.829 I had to try really hard to get out. She said. 00:06:16.259 --> 00:06:20.060 And she's probably right because I had an epidural 00:06:20.060 --> 00:06:24.560 when I had her and I really I took a nap I didn't 00:06:24.560 --> 00:06:27.980 move I laid stills on the back all the things 00:06:27.980 --> 00:06:32.000 that are actually not innate in in childbirth 00:06:32.000 --> 00:06:35.819 but Yeah, that contribute to the baby having 00:06:35.819 --> 00:06:38.100 to try really hard to get out. So when she said 00:06:38.100 --> 00:06:42.879 that I was like, wow you it's I could just see 00:06:42.879 --> 00:06:45.100 from her perspective that she was really talking 00:06:45.100 --> 00:06:48.759 from a place of awareness and she wasn't just 00:06:48.759 --> 00:06:53.060 uh saying that um then she went on to say that 00:06:53.060 --> 00:06:56.000 when babies are born they usually don't cry until 00:06:56.000 --> 00:07:00.019 they're on their mom and they need to be patted 00:07:00.019 --> 00:07:04.019 like patting your hand on their back and they 00:07:04.019 --> 00:07:07.319 need to hear their mom's heart because it brings 00:07:07.319 --> 00:07:12.120 them into awareness into self -awareness. And 00:07:12.120 --> 00:07:14.579 then that's when they realized they can breathe. 00:07:15.459 --> 00:07:18.819 And I was like, that makes so much sense. But 00:07:18.819 --> 00:07:21.180 she was saying it again, from a perspective where 00:07:21.180 --> 00:07:24.100 I really feel like she was speaking from her 00:07:24.100 --> 00:07:28.019 experience, not just what she would imagine. 00:07:30.759 --> 00:07:33.079 It just meant so much to me when she described 00:07:33.079 --> 00:07:35.579 it that way. And there are many times in our 00:07:35.579 --> 00:07:38.560 lives when we are so overwhelmed, we might become 00:07:38.560 --> 00:07:41.339 disconnected and a pat on the back is what brings 00:07:41.339 --> 00:07:45.220 us back into the now moment and just give yourself 00:07:45.220 --> 00:07:50.720 a pat on the back you know if if you find ever 00:07:50.720 --> 00:07:53.459 that you feel disconnected or you're not sure 00:07:53.459 --> 00:07:56.180 what's going on take a minute get grounded pat 00:07:56.180 --> 00:08:00.500 yourself you know do some tapping uh do some 00:08:00.500 --> 00:08:04.060 chanting and singing screaming crying whatever 00:08:04.060 --> 00:08:07.300 the fuck you want um but yeah it just really 00:08:07.300 --> 00:08:13.120 highlighted to me the natural expression of human 00:08:13.120 --> 00:08:17.519 connection through emotion and physical touch. 00:08:18.459 --> 00:08:24.220 So I'll leave you at that. And I hope you enjoy 00:08:24.220 --> 00:08:27.660 this pre -recording conversation bonus episode 00:08:27.660 --> 00:08:31.180 with Andrea Van Gordon. And again, look out for 00:08:31.180 --> 00:08:34.419 her episode coming in the next few weeks. I hope 00:08:34.419 --> 00:08:36.379 you have a wonderful day or night wherever you 00:08:36.379 --> 00:08:44.360 are. Stay blessed We recently have I understood 00:08:44.360 --> 00:08:49.039 the word sensual for what it truly means and 00:08:49.039 --> 00:08:52.480 instead of like sexual or taboo or like like 00:08:52.480 --> 00:08:55.799 sort of like a Personally a little bit of an 00:08:55.799 --> 00:08:59.269 icky feeling or like I said, like a taboo, you 00:08:59.269 --> 00:09:02.450 know, but it's not at all. It's literally embodying 00:09:02.450 --> 00:09:05.309 your senses and feeling that truly from a very 00:09:05.309 --> 00:09:09.210 grounded place in your body. And like sensual 00:09:09.210 --> 00:09:11.909 embodiment, you know, it means a whole different 00:09:11.909 --> 00:09:14.269 thing to me than it did a couple of months ago. 00:09:14.649 --> 00:09:18.070 And, you know, I thought I knew a lot, but isn't 00:09:18.070 --> 00:09:20.090 that so interesting? The things that you think 00:09:20.090 --> 00:09:22.230 about, like they can always evolve a little bit. 00:09:22.230 --> 00:09:24.610 And then you're like, wow, like that was just 00:09:24.610 --> 00:09:29.139 my own perception. Yeah, it's such, it's such 00:09:29.139 --> 00:09:32.360 a journey. And I think that, you know, the more 00:09:32.360 --> 00:09:38.139 as we move through kind of this massive shift 00:09:38.139 --> 00:09:41.539 that I do think collectively is happening, but 00:09:41.539 --> 00:09:45.240 I do think that there tends to be, you know, 00:09:45.399 --> 00:09:48.440 people that are on the forefront that are possibly 00:09:48.440 --> 00:09:52.440 kind of trailblazing the way or like kind of 00:09:52.440 --> 00:09:55.120 code keepers to be optimizing the frequency. 00:09:55.500 --> 00:09:59.059 alchemizing and holding certain things so that 00:09:59.059 --> 00:10:04.720 it can move but it does like it gives me such 00:10:04.720 --> 00:10:07.879 empathy rather than like coming up and being 00:10:07.879 --> 00:10:11.460 like oh i got it all figured out just empathy 00:10:11.460 --> 00:10:16.269 where every single person is and just like That's 00:10:16.269 --> 00:10:21.730 okay. Yes, it's okay. Literally the same way 00:10:21.730 --> 00:10:24.809 I recently recorded another episode with a different 00:10:24.809 --> 00:10:27.490 guest and they were like, really, because we 00:10:27.490 --> 00:10:31.350 were talking about how shamans are human. They're 00:10:31.350 --> 00:10:33.730 human ever like we're all humans. Like we're 00:10:33.730 --> 00:10:36.129 not perfect. There is no expectation of perfection. 00:10:36.490 --> 00:10:41.129 And the human qualities that we embody the strongest 00:10:41.129 --> 00:10:44.919 are actually like our superpowers and understanding 00:10:44.919 --> 00:10:47.620 and accepting where people are at in their own 00:10:47.620 --> 00:10:51.320 journey, but not letting that hold you back from 00:10:51.320 --> 00:10:54.220 jumping into healing work because, you know, 00:10:54.220 --> 00:10:57.419 it's really important. Everything personally, 00:10:57.899 --> 00:11:00.299 any Akashic reading that I've ever done for someone, 00:11:01.179 --> 00:11:03.879 it is always reflective of something that I needed 00:11:03.879 --> 00:11:06.659 to hear or learn for in my own journey. And I'm 00:11:06.659 --> 00:11:09.360 like, so thankful for it. It's like a gift in 00:11:09.360 --> 00:11:13.460 itself. Just seeing other people's perspectives 00:11:13.460 --> 00:11:16.740 allows me to always, um, apply it a little bit 00:11:16.740 --> 00:11:19.080 differently to my own situations and expand and 00:11:19.080 --> 00:11:24.500 grow and be able to conceptualize larger. Pieces 00:11:24.500 --> 00:11:29.320 and, and archetypal understandings can actually 00:11:29.320 --> 00:11:32.759 all the things, you know? Right. I think, yeah, 00:11:32.759 --> 00:11:37.080 I agree. There's so much like. that I've learned 00:11:37.080 --> 00:11:40.659 from other people's journey, but it only has 00:11:40.659 --> 00:11:44.019 been like these confirmations in what I'm already. 00:11:44.120 --> 00:11:46.519 It's not like, oh, they got it figured out if 00:11:46.519 --> 00:11:49.059 I could just, you know, do what they do. But 00:11:49.059 --> 00:11:51.679 it's been just like reflections back to like, 00:11:51.720 --> 00:11:55.480 oh, this. Yeah, I've felt and seen that or I 00:11:55.480 --> 00:11:59.399 mean, or like that resonates. It's such a more 00:11:59.399 --> 00:12:03.600 I love the word resonate because it's such a 00:12:04.240 --> 00:12:07.419 I can listen and hear different people's stories 00:12:07.419 --> 00:12:11.259 and their journeys and the things that resonate 00:12:11.259 --> 00:12:18.860 are the things that like amplify or solidify 00:12:18.860 --> 00:12:23.129 things in me deeper. And then I can just let 00:12:23.129 --> 00:12:25.929 go of the other stuff. Like, it's no longer where 00:12:25.929 --> 00:12:28.210 I have to sit in judgment of, well, like, they 00:12:28.210 --> 00:12:34.029 don't got it all right. Yeah. It brings the connections 00:12:34.029 --> 00:12:37.570 to the forefront in a way that they can be addressed 00:12:37.570 --> 00:12:40.990 in a more orderly fashion, because it's like 00:12:40.990 --> 00:12:43.289 outside of you at this point. So it's not like, 00:12:43.289 --> 00:12:46.190 you know, questioning. It's like a reflective 00:12:46.190 --> 00:12:48.919 surface. this other person that you're connecting 00:12:48.919 --> 00:12:50.899 with and you apply it to yourself. And I think 00:12:50.899 --> 00:12:53.139 that's what we're all supposed to do naturally. 00:12:53.460 --> 00:12:56.220 Like that is how we all grow is by opening up, 00:12:56.379 --> 00:13:01.340 expanding, sharing, reflecting and considering 00:13:01.340 --> 00:13:06.659 in every day with a more expansive outlook than 00:13:06.659 --> 00:13:10.659 the previous one. Yeah. Yeah. which is difficult. 00:13:11.399 --> 00:13:14.240 I think it's fun. Well, I mean, it's fun, but 00:13:14.240 --> 00:13:18.179 I just want I always want to acknowledge that 00:13:18.179 --> 00:13:23.840 because I think we can kind of, you know, we 00:13:23.840 --> 00:13:27.080 can have days or times when like you're like, 00:13:27.100 --> 00:13:30.440 oh, this is fun. Like it is. And then you're 00:13:30.440 --> 00:13:34.519 like other times where you're like. Oh, shit. 00:13:34.799 --> 00:13:37.399 Why did I sign up? Let me get off this ride. 00:13:37.639 --> 00:13:40.240 Yes. No, I can't. You don't really want to get 00:13:40.240 --> 00:13:44.740 off the ride. There's a little bit of like, oh 00:13:44.740 --> 00:13:51.679 my God. Like, seriously? Do I have to? It's a 00:13:51.679 --> 00:13:56.100 lot. But then even in those moments, the little 00:13:56.100 --> 00:13:59.700 perspective comes through very clearly and it's 00:13:59.700 --> 00:14:02.580 similar to this meme I've seen. I forget who 00:14:02.580 --> 00:14:05.639 actually initiated it, but it's this girl crying. 00:14:05.840 --> 00:14:08.620 She's like, and then all of a sudden she hears 00:14:08.620 --> 00:14:10.899 her spirit guides and it's like, bitch. What 00:14:10.899 --> 00:14:13.059 are you crying for? You're a witch. Get up. Go 00:14:13.059 --> 00:14:14.820 do some spells and shit. And it's like, yeah, 00:14:14.860 --> 00:14:17.080 you're right. You're right. You're wrong. And 00:14:17.080 --> 00:14:19.639 it's like, you can have those own like realizations 00:14:19.639 --> 00:14:21.720 in yourself when you're like kind of wallowing 00:14:21.720 --> 00:14:24.659 in it. Like we need to, we really do. We need 00:14:24.659 --> 00:14:27.960 to be able to feel, to be able to integrate, 00:14:28.320 --> 00:14:30.519 to expand. And I'm like, it sounds like just 00:14:30.519 --> 00:14:34.049 words that I just said, but like. on the level 00:14:34.049 --> 00:14:36.669 for our own personal journeys, it's so important 00:14:36.669 --> 00:14:39.610 to actually really go to those depths and not 00:14:39.610 --> 00:14:42.129 ignore the feelings that we get in our intuition 00:14:42.129 --> 00:14:47.190 and to explore more into why is that? And for 00:14:47.190 --> 00:14:50.309 people who hesitate or maybe don't understand 00:14:50.309 --> 00:14:53.490 like the Akashic records, for example, just conceptually, 00:14:53.590 --> 00:14:55.730 they're not able to understand it. It's similar, 00:14:55.730 --> 00:14:59.610 I think a lot in a lot of ways for me to like 00:14:59.610 --> 00:15:02.480 Wi -Fi. and the cloud storage like that's like 00:15:02.480 --> 00:15:05.220 the easiest way for me to explain it's like I 00:15:05.220 --> 00:15:10.220 can tap in and download information and then 00:15:10.220 --> 00:15:12.799 through my senses I try my best to describe what 00:15:12.799 --> 00:15:16.519 I'm receiving and I'm a hundred percent of the 00:15:16.519 --> 00:15:18.580 time it resonates with people so I know I'm not 00:15:18.580 --> 00:15:21.039 making it up sometimes I feel like I'm making 00:15:21.039 --> 00:15:24.419 shit up but I just I've learned that's when you 00:15:24.419 --> 00:15:26.899 really need to speak because it's true it really 00:15:26.899 --> 00:15:30.279 is and and and we gaslight ourselves a lot of 00:15:30.279 --> 00:15:32.919 times, especially intuitive women with witch 00:15:32.919 --> 00:15:36.299 wounds, gaslighting ourselves thinking that's 00:15:36.299 --> 00:15:38.659 just my imagination or that's just my own stuff 00:15:38.659 --> 00:15:42.860 and I'm just crazy. But it's our gifts. They're 00:15:42.860 --> 00:15:47.379 all present for everyone. For sure. It's such 00:15:47.379 --> 00:15:53.860 a learning to kind of tap into that frequency. 00:15:54.440 --> 00:15:58.100 and then trust that what's coming through is 00:15:58.100 --> 00:16:00.000 such, I mean, it's just such a beautiful thing. 00:16:00.019 --> 00:16:02.980 And you start realizing like, oh my God, like 00:16:02.980 --> 00:16:08.659 it is, like you said, art inherent, it is who 00:16:08.659 --> 00:16:12.799 we are to be able to do that. And it's such a... 00:16:12.799 --> 00:16:17.960 And connect on that level as intimate as it may 00:16:17.960 --> 00:16:21.429 seem. I mean, initially I had a very abrupt spiritual 00:16:21.429 --> 00:16:25.610 awakening and mine in particular had some elements 00:16:25.610 --> 00:16:29.250 of interdimensional interference and there was 00:16:29.250 --> 00:16:31.970 a real fear of mine that everyone could read 00:16:31.970 --> 00:16:35.789 my mind. But in a sense, I understood that that 00:16:35.789 --> 00:16:42.210 was an organic ability that we all have and so 00:16:42.210 --> 00:16:45.690 in a way I was trying to reconcile like to move 00:16:45.690 --> 00:16:48.850 up into this new frequency because of the awareness 00:16:48.850 --> 00:16:53.070 that I had attained I needed to recognize that 00:16:53.070 --> 00:16:57.970 on this level you cannot hide anything in your 00:16:57.970 --> 00:17:03.070 mind you you have to be ready to be seen in every 00:17:03.070 --> 00:17:06.990 nook and cranny and own it And you have to be 00:17:06.990 --> 00:17:09.970 ready to see everybody else's nooks and crannies 00:17:09.970 --> 00:17:16.750 and hold that. It was very, very clear to me. 00:17:16.750 --> 00:17:18.930 And that might sound paranoid. And sometimes 00:17:18.930 --> 00:17:23.210 I felt paranoid about it. But it's also like 00:17:23.210 --> 00:17:27.299 I've had... five or so years to unravel that 00:17:27.299 --> 00:17:30.599 unwind and relax into the fact that that's actually 00:17:30.599 --> 00:17:33.640 just my spiritual gifts and intuition. And I 00:17:33.640 --> 00:17:39.000 was at a level that was very fast and very forceful 00:17:39.000 --> 00:17:41.220 and it was uncomfortable, but that doesn't mean 00:17:41.220 --> 00:17:47.390 it was bad. So yeah, it was. It's such a, I think 00:17:47.390 --> 00:17:50.289 I felt something very similar to that, where 00:17:50.289 --> 00:17:53.569 I had a lot of like tapping ins, you know, before 00:17:53.569 --> 00:17:56.089 I even knew, let's say what the Akasha Records 00:17:56.089 --> 00:17:59.730 was, or, you know, I was very, could tap into 00:17:59.730 --> 00:18:05.210 what I would say spirit and that. But similar, 00:18:05.509 --> 00:18:11.970 there's such truth and clarity in that. And when 00:18:11.970 --> 00:18:16.980 I realized that like, that same truth and clarity 00:18:16.980 --> 00:18:24.019 is wanting to be present in our lived reality, 00:18:24.400 --> 00:18:27.539 especially as women. It's been something that 00:18:27.539 --> 00:18:37.900 we've muted our inherent truths, our intuitive 00:18:37.900 --> 00:18:44.289 voice, our knowings, kind of that. witchy yes 00:18:44.289 --> 00:18:50.670 yes we have due to you know time and time again 00:18:50.670 --> 00:18:57.549 of it not being allowed or persecuted but for 00:18:57.549 --> 00:19:00.930 me it's been such an interesting experience how 00:19:00.930 --> 00:19:04.400 my when I say my lived reality kind of more this 00:19:04.400 --> 00:19:08.240 3d like just earth experience and this tapping 00:19:08.240 --> 00:19:13.019 into was trying to come closer and closer together 00:19:13.019 --> 00:19:18.559 meaning like there's such truth and and clarity 00:19:19.099 --> 00:19:22.680 Yes. Up in the the Kashuk records are in my knowing 00:19:22.680 --> 00:19:28.440 up here. But then the ability to kind of just 00:19:28.440 --> 00:19:32.240 really clearly speak that out and express that 00:19:32.240 --> 00:19:38.779 in the 3d in the lived reality felt so stuck 00:19:38.779 --> 00:19:45.759 and and like And a lot of that I think is due 00:19:45.759 --> 00:19:49.119 to the frequencies outside of ourselves or the 00:19:49.119 --> 00:19:54.720 expectations or the standards of general society 00:19:54.720 --> 00:19:56.920 or the people that we've been in relationship 00:19:56.920 --> 00:20:00.579 with that we have now evolved away from and out 00:20:00.579 --> 00:20:05.599 of. And it's just so blindingly clear, black 00:20:05.599 --> 00:20:09.460 and white, what's going on and the choices to 00:20:09.460 --> 00:20:12.990 make. And it does feel very like Like I, I know 00:20:12.990 --> 00:20:15.029 this every, it's, it is left and right. Like 00:20:15.029 --> 00:20:17.190 you'll, it's like angel and demon on your shoulders. 00:20:17.390 --> 00:20:20.190 Like I'm getting this and this is what I feel 00:20:20.190 --> 00:20:23.430 in my body to be true, you know, but this is 00:20:23.430 --> 00:20:25.450 what I'm dealing with in my reality. And like, 00:20:25.630 --> 00:20:28.559 this isn't what I want. being aware of that, 00:20:28.720 --> 00:20:31.319 being able to actively shape it. And like you 00:20:31.319 --> 00:20:33.740 said, when you were describing the two different 00:20:33.740 --> 00:20:37.779 paths resonating with clarity and truth, I literally 00:20:37.779 --> 00:20:42.579 saw the amount of light and then the subsequent 00:20:42.579 --> 00:20:48.160 particulates that vibrate around literally magnetize 00:20:48.160 --> 00:20:52.319 and they collide. And that's how you jump timelines. 00:20:53.640 --> 00:20:57.140 Yeah. And I think we, you know, like I didn't 00:20:57.140 --> 00:21:03.319 realize how much like that I was creating at 00:21:03.319 --> 00:21:07.339 this certain level and in myself at this level, 00:21:07.680 --> 00:21:14.180 but there was still a level I would say in my 00:21:14.180 --> 00:21:16.519 lived reality, kind of more this down to earth 00:21:16.519 --> 00:21:22.200 reality that wasn't yet mirroring that. And then 00:21:22.200 --> 00:21:26.420 I began so feeling it in my body of like, you 00:21:26.420 --> 00:21:31.920 know, like, what is this? The fluctuation to 00:21:31.920 --> 00:21:34.740 like, it's almost like the undulation of like, 00:21:34.779 --> 00:21:38.799 cells before. And I don't I would like to say 00:21:38.799 --> 00:21:44.859 with people like, it's not like this. It really 00:21:44.859 --> 00:21:48.319 is just something that takes time to integrate 00:21:48.319 --> 00:21:51.640 And it's not out of like judgment and myself 00:21:51.640 --> 00:21:54.200 that I'm like, oh my god. I'm just this inauthentic 00:21:54.200 --> 00:21:57.460 person I didn't you know, I mean it is just the 00:21:57.460 --> 00:22:01.640 stripping away of all those layers and shedding 00:22:01.640 --> 00:22:07.240 all those things that have have covered up held 00:22:07.240 --> 00:22:12.740 back and quieted you know, just all those layers 00:22:12.740 --> 00:22:17.710 that just have to come out through release, through 00:22:17.710 --> 00:22:22.869 experience, through all the things in order for 00:22:22.869 --> 00:22:26.150 it to come in. And then when it starts to land 00:22:26.150 --> 00:22:29.470 more deeply into this lived experience, then 00:22:29.470 --> 00:22:34.789 there's no going back. You've stepped into that 00:22:34.789 --> 00:22:37.230 new timeline and you're like, okay, like I said, 00:22:37.269 --> 00:22:41.650 I feel like I've landed. There's something that 00:22:41.650 --> 00:22:46.210 has like, released shed pulled off to be able 00:22:46.210 --> 00:22:50.329 to integrate that in a deeper way. And it's very, 00:22:50.329 --> 00:22:53.789 yeah, it's interesting. It's, it's amazing sometimes 00:22:53.789 --> 00:22:57.690 when you have those thoughts and you're trying 00:22:57.690 --> 00:23:00.809 to manifest something and you start to get that 00:23:00.809 --> 00:23:03.970 feedback that it's trickling into your reality. 00:23:03.990 --> 00:23:08.630 And it's just, you know, sometimes the, the synchronistic 00:23:08.630 --> 00:23:14.630 ways that things will persist in your awareness 00:23:14.630 --> 00:23:16.910 and it's like very clear this is something I 00:23:16.910 --> 00:23:19.329 need to follow this is obviously for a reason 00:23:19.329 --> 00:23:26.750 and it's so I don't want to get into any specifics 00:23:26.750 --> 00:23:30.470 about your personal details but I do want to 00:23:30.470 --> 00:23:34.170 share that we have worked together in a container 00:23:34.170 --> 00:23:38.069 with Amy Blair and just recently we went through 00:23:38.069 --> 00:23:41.460 was it like Four months or six months. I don't 00:23:41.460 --> 00:23:43.539 recall. I know I feel like I've been working 00:23:43.539 --> 00:23:48.319 with her I know yes, but this specific one and 00:23:48.319 --> 00:23:50.559 Same I've been working with her for years and 00:23:50.559 --> 00:23:54.160 it's almost like I didn't I One could say you 00:23:54.160 --> 00:23:57.259 don't need to join groups like this, but I have 00:23:57.259 --> 00:24:01.599 to I have to say the power that comes when you're 00:24:01.599 --> 00:24:05.319 in a group the alignment and the connection it's 00:24:05.319 --> 00:24:10.019 like Why why wouldn't I join a container in this 00:24:10.019 --> 00:24:12.619 sense to be able to like me? You know have have 00:24:12.619 --> 00:24:15.299 a group that I look forward to meeting with and 00:24:15.299 --> 00:24:17.740 sitting in that type of energy to find clarity 00:24:17.740 --> 00:24:20.200 for a specific purpose in my life and my soul 00:24:20.200 --> 00:24:23.440 path and I mean like that's therapy to me that's 00:24:23.440 --> 00:24:29.650 therapy I mean helpful to have other people that 00:24:29.650 --> 00:24:32.250 are kind of at the same level of the journey 00:24:32.250 --> 00:24:35.789 that you're on to reflect back to you like you 00:24:35.789 --> 00:24:38.730 know they'll say something or share something 00:24:38.730 --> 00:24:41.829 that you're like oh yeah that's exactly that's 00:24:41.829 --> 00:24:43.849 exactly the path the journey that I'm on right 00:24:43.849 --> 00:24:47.250 now and it just yeah it just it's it's like having 00:24:47.250 --> 00:24:51.269 pals on your hike yeah for sure and connections 00:24:51.269 --> 00:24:56.369 like I feel so thankful to have been able to 00:24:56.369 --> 00:25:00.170 connect online in groups such as this and also 00:25:00.170 --> 00:25:02.609 like Instagram and different different ways that 00:25:02.609 --> 00:25:05.450 people communicate. I just so appreciate having 00:25:05.450 --> 00:25:07.430 these connections all over the world. And I think 00:25:07.430 --> 00:25:10.730 we're so lucky. But like at the same time, we 00:25:10.730 --> 00:25:17.509 can talk at any time directly soul to soul without 00:25:17.509 --> 00:25:21.230 ever opening our mouths. And I find that also 00:25:21.230 --> 00:25:28.480 incredible. I think that we are just barely beginning 00:25:28.480 --> 00:25:31.599 to scratch the surface on the level of understanding 00:25:31.599 --> 00:25:35.579 of the connectivity that our consciousness has, 00:25:35.920 --> 00:25:39.400 especially when we're sleeping. Where do we go? 00:25:39.460 --> 00:25:42.839 I just love thinking about that, talking about 00:25:42.839 --> 00:25:46.920 that. Thank you so much for listening to this 00:25:46.920 --> 00:25:49.640 preview of our conversation and check back in 00:25:49.640 --> 00:25:53.119 a few weeks for Andrea's full episode. Until 00:25:53.119 --> 00:26:44.130 then, take care. I had to let my soul breathe 00:26:44.130 --> 00:26:47.289 Moonsign Pisces, heart broke psyche Angels all 00:26:47.289 --> 00:26:50.130 around me but demons wanna fight me Feel like 00:26:50.130 --> 00:26:52.650 I had to fight myself, know I had to look inside 00:26:53.539 --> 00:26:56.680 With a predisposition to addiction Through the 00:26:56.680 --> 00:26:58.859 negatives I'm still focused on the vision It's 00:26:58.859 --> 00:27:01.039 sorta like that first scene you see in pole fiction 00:27:01.039 --> 00:27:03.579 I see an end but it's really only the beginning 00:27:03.579 --> 00:27:08.019 I had to find a way to be grateful For them locked 00:27:08.019 --> 00:27:11.180 doors that you made close When doves cry it's 00:27:11.180 --> 00:27:14.599 so painful But the purple rain is so graceful 00:27:35.980 --> 00:27:38.839 I'm fighting battles Lost between the lights 00:27:38.839 --> 00:27:41.119 and the shadows Trying to shoot me down, I'm 00:27:41.119 --> 00:27:43.819 dodging all the ammo Left me hanging, I escaped 00:27:43.819 --> 00:27:46.500 from the gallows Swim through the ether, blowin' 00:27:46.519 --> 00:27:49.160 on a reefer Runnin' like Rev when he rapped about 00:27:49.160 --> 00:27:53.140 Adidas It's like my flow is heaven sent My energy 00:27:53.140 --> 00:27:55.619 can shift the cards in your tarot deck Life ain't 00:27:55.619 --> 00:27:58.259 always what it seemed An alternate reality, I'm 00:27:58.259 --> 00:28:01.099 living in a dream I got the Stussy on the T with 00:28:01.099 --> 00:28:07.200 the 501 jeans Ray -Ban locs with the Airman I 00:28:07.200 --> 00:28:09.680 gotta jump time lines when I'm living in stress 00:28:09.680 --> 00:28:11.940 And a spliff in my chest, it got me lifting and 00:28:11.940 --> 00:28:14.240 blessed Peace, you know the rest