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Hello and welcome to another episode of In My

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Experience with yours truly, Christine DiGinto.

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This podcast is a space where I speak from lived

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experience. The moments that shaped me, challenged

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me and changed the way that I understand myself

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in the world. The awakenings, the breakdowns,

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the moments that cracked me open asked me to

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stay present, be embodied and be honest with

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myself. I share my stories not to persuade or

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define truth for anyone else, but to offer perspective,

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to explore the gray areas we don't often have

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language for, to slow things down and listen

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more closely to what's happening beneath the

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surface. You'll hear solo episodes where I reflect

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on my own initiations, spiritual gifts, and the

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systems that try to define me. and conversations

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with guests who have walked strange, beautiful,

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and sometimes painful paths of their own and

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come back with wisdom to share with us. I invite

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you to take what resonates, leave the rest, and

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trust your own experience as valid. Thank you

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for being here. This is In My Experience. Hello

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and welcome to this episode of In My Experience.

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Happy Spring. I hear my wind chimes, I have windows

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open, I hear kids playing outside. Brings me

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joy. I'm happy to usher in a new season of growth

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and beauty. Today I have a... Wonderful conversation

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with Jeremy Silva aka steelo free One half of

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the outside minds podcast, which I was just recently

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a guest on I heard an episode that he was a guest

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on Amy Biller's podcast recently Where he shared

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his awakening story and it resonated with me

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on multiple levels. So I reached out to him The

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connect I invited him to come on to my show and

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we talked a little bit about my experience because

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I heard about his awakening So he started asking

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me questions about my awakening, which I still

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have not Given to you all here as a reference

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point But I'm starting to discuss more and more

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this experience that I had about five years ago

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in May of 2021 where I jumped timelines for a

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brief period of time and then came back into

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my body and had multiple levels of disclosure

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regarding my soul, my journey, my mission, my

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contracts, and some accessory facts regarding

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entities that believe they own me. How hilarious.

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So, it's been a journey. Not too difficult to

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dissociate. Because it is very easy to dissociate,

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isn't it? Sometimes I do, I'll be honest. We

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all do. Recognizing those points where we do

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and kind of... Stop stopping yourself from doing

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that integrating the knowledge between all of

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the parts of yourselves and moving forward in

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a in a positive reinforced stable way That's

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what we're here for. So I hope you enjoy this

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conversation that I had with Jeremy we touch

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on a few points again regarding my initial awakening

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and Just a little preview to share. I also this

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past weekend listened back to the first reading

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that I had with my local shaman who is a Native

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American shaman for her whole life she studied

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born shaman and she helped guide me eight months

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after my experience it took me quite a long time

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and and much research to even be able to articulate

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in English. uh what i believe happened uh in

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a in a way that like without crying or you know

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getting upset or having really like flashbacks

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to the point where i'm like not able to be have

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a cohesive conversation because it was such a

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jarring experience but thank fucking god for

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it and i know and it's reiterated in her reading

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again she describes how it was a contracted experience

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i asked for this and i was like let's just skip

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right through all like i want all of it in normal

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fashion, regular fashion of course, I'm like

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send it, give it all. To my chagrin sometimes,

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only sometimes though. Yeah, so enjoy this episode

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and I'll catch up with you at the end. Hold on

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now, I had to come back on here and say something.

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I just heard a kid outside. and i'm not even

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near the window but i heard the kids he says

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let's go hunt for a clover and it just brought

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the biggest smile to my face so i'm gonna leave

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you with that now enjoy so technically jeremy

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and i are just meeting right now we've never

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talked before besides uh just an invitation to

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come on to the show i heard you speaking on Amy

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Belair's podcast. I love Amy. I adore her. She's

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great. She's so great. And I've worked with her

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for over four years now and just so appreciate

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her. Yeah. And my journey, it's just really,

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I feel very called to be connected with her type

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of energy and the information that she's bringing

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through. I just feel like she articulates things

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so beautifully. Are you an Akashic Records reader

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or do you do any kind of intuitive work? Okay,

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nice, nice. Yes, that is what I have come to

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do and I call it the Akashic Records. People

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see it differently. People sometimes visualize

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it as like a library a lot of times or like records,

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but I just basically channel like the frequency

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field of information through all of my players

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like and it comes in different ways. Information

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drops in differently. You know, but I've learned

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to Tune myself and hone Those Claire's through

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her programs primarily, okay So I feel where

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the signs are coming from and listen to the signs

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and understand symbolism that your consciousness

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is speaking or subconscious is speaking to you

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in Yeah. Yeah, I was going through an Akashic

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Records reading course uh but I didn't finish

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it I got about halfway through uh because I just

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wasn't ready for it it was very hard and um I

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still have the course like online I can still

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do it and go back into it and have all the all

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the book and paperwork and stuff like that but

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uh but lately I've been really into tarot um

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as you heard on the podcast but um but yeah I

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wanted to ask you were you always like uh Intuit

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like kind of intuitive like inherently or did

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that kind of like happen to you through like

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an NDE or psychedelics or anything like that?

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I'm finding that I have always been But I was

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kind of Societally gaslit into like that's not

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real that's in your head like why that's just

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an educated guess yeah Yeah, I was never a conspiracy

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theorist like I didn't follow conspiracies people

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would say crazy shit, and I just feel like what

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But then as time went on, the picture, the symptoms,

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the signs are just so fucking loud anymore. And

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I did eventually have an experience, a metaphysical

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experience, I call it, where I essentially, oh

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my gosh, I essentially jumped timelines consciously.

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But I didn't mean to. I was basically made to

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through psychic attack. But I think that I also

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planned it with that soul Like somewhere along

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the lines. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, but I didn't know

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like I'm just me over here in this life and I

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have no idea and then all of a sudden it was

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like Like everything opened up and I'm like what

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the fuck and I had like no prior not like I didn't

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know what chakras were I didn't know anything

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about Really any other worldly religions or cultures

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or practices. I was always very interested in

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Greek mythology I feel very aligned Greek mythology.

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Yeah, I've never been associated with religions

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though like even Christianity like I always sort

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of like rejected organized like religion and

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I have my own sort of like connection with spirit

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and God, as I said. It's funny because the more,

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the more I study like the esoteric larias of

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stuff and I'm getting into like Kabbalah, hermeticism,

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narcissism, like the more that's turning me into

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a Christian. The more I'm looking into like the

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esoteric teachings of Jesus Christ and really

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like what internally he was trying to teach us

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about consciousness. I'm really attracted to

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it right now. But yeah, growing up, I was just

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super, I remember super being into Greek mythology

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and just being like really captivated, especially

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by the art. Like I would draw like the helmets.

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and stuff like that, the little, the warrior

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helmet and like the gods and stuff like that.

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But yeah, it was really interesting to me before

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growing up. And I've been, I'm in this group

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with these kids that used to be in the gay program.

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I don't know if you ever heard of it, but it

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was like the CIA program where they tried to

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find psychics. And a lot of the kids that I'm

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talking to in this group had similar. similar

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interest growing up, like Greek mythology and

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stuff like that, too. Yeah, it's so funny. This

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always happens. It's probably because I'm a psychic.

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I should probably just accept it. But I still

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always have to word it before I start talking.

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But I don't know you. We've never met. But I

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always think ahead, like when I'm preparing,

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getting ready, putting things together, I'm like,

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I wonder what we'll talk about. And I get answers.

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and this is along the lines of like something

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that I was speaking about. I was like, I wonder

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if he was like a little weirdo too. Like, because

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I was thinking, no offense to you, but because

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I don't know you, but I was like, I don't talk

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to many men in this space that are spiritual

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and have these same types of like thoughts that

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might just be because of where I am around like

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the East coast. It's just a little bit more about

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what you do for work. how much money you make,

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what you look like. People don't make eye contact

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in the grocery store kind of thing. It's kind

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of fucked up. I feel real weird out here. I've

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been out West. I've traveled more in the past

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five years than I ever had in my life. And I

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find, you know, I'm received very differently

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in other places than I am here. And it could

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be. My energy, but it could be the collective

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energy of. the space where you are, but for whatever

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reason, I don't run into a lot of guys who create

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this amount of focus in their lives to recognize

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and learn and think and conceptualize it. I find

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it fascinating. Yeah, well, especially when you

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get into like the metaphysical side of stuff

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and like, you know, like tarot reading and like

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Akashic record reading like that's very like

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divine feminine and bass because it's very intuitive

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very creative and I kind of have always been

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really in touch with the divine feminine so to

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speak like why I've always kind of been in touch

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with my emotions like when I played football

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as a kid like My mom will be like man, you know,

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he's over there crying on the ground The coach

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is like he's not gonna be crying no more next

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season when they're all making fun of him She's

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like he don't care. Like he'll just he'll cry

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it out. You know what I mean? And that's kind

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of how I always been I feel like I've always

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been forced to with confrontation with my emotions,

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so I've always kind of had to be in touch with

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them in order to navigate, you know what I mean?

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So I feel like that could be a reason why I've

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been able to step into this space a little bit

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more confidently than a lot other males because,

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you know, a lot of other dudes, you don't see

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them doing like, you know, tarot readings and

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Akashic record readings and stuff like that and

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just and being open about spirituality, you know

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what I mean? Like because as society, we're kind

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of forced to put out this front that, you know,

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we're supposed to be strong. And we're just supposed

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to be like the masculine aspect But you know

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as you would probably know when the more you

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look into spirituality It's really about knowing

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that we all have a divine masculine and divine

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feminine within us and and the point is to balance

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those and and women aren't naturally intuitive

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and have natural ESP because they're naturally

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more in tune with their divine feminine and whereas

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men are kind of like more, you know And they

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kind of excel like in the workforce and stuff

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like that. And they're a little bit better at

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time management and logic and stuff like that

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is because we're a little bit more in touch with

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the divine masculine. And, you know, I like each

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gender needs to explore the counterpart in order

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to have a more balanced way of navigating through

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the matrix. You know what I mean? Yeah, absolutely.

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Absolutely. Interestingly, I was thinking about.

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I have this. So you're talking about the gate

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program. I think that I am also involved in government

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programs, but here's the thing. I don't think

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I'm special. I think a lot of people have been

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tracked by the government and infiltrated through

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their dreams and targeted because of their capabilities

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and also like intentionally interfered with like

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I was describing. And I don't mean to talk about

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this to spread fear, just awareness, just awareness,

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because You know, that was one of the things

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that I seemed to walk away with knowledge wise

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after that experience where I jumped timelines

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and I was like in an alternate timeline and something

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was happening that didn't make sense to me. And

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because I questioned it and tuned into my heart

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and my emotions, I like broke out of that came

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back into my body and was like, what the fuck?

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Like I looked up above me and there was a big

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screen like just floating in the air. And I was

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like, what is, like, is this aliens? Like, what

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the fuck is this? You know what I mean? It was

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crazy. And did you, did the, when you said, like,

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you feel like you were, like, being tracked by

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the government, did you feel like that kind of

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coincided with your event when you jumped timelines

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or were they connected with, like, the people

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who were doing the psychic attacks on you or

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anything like that? Were those events coincided?

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It's different levels. Like, this thing that

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I experienced, I think it was personal on a soul

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level, like I had an agreement with someone that

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I described as like my twin flame, he passed

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away. But we had a telepathic, sentient connection.

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And I could feel him and like hear him and like,

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I felt very connected to him. And I actually,

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I wouldn't say that I cheated because I had already

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moved out and like left my ex husband and then

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pursued this person but he had a girlfriend so

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I consider it cheating because I knew that and

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but I didn't know her I never met her see if

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I met her I would have never done that but like

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because I didn't know her we had such a strong

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connection like I actually just couldn't even

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stop it so I think that it was karmically like

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intentional because what the fuck you know what

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I mean like that's not normal for me to just

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like you know but I took that leap in my breaking

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my morals. And then so when this event happened,

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I thought that basically I thought, uh, I became

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a sinner and that something happened. Like God

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was like punishing me or something because I

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have this like programming, just living in America

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under trying to understand what God is. Like

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I don't really have a religious framework. Like

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I just was like, wow, is it because I sinned

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because I did something that I knew was wrong

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and this is what I have to do. And was that the

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only religious framework that you had like for

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reference? Like you weren't into spirituality

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at the time or anything? No, not at all. No,

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but I always like had love and hope and believed

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like in heaven and believed in ghosts and but

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I was kind of more afraid of it because I didn't

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understand it. I didn't think of it in a metaphysical

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quantum, physical kind of way, now I do. And

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it really has expanded my framework of understanding

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of the different levels, the different parts

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that play over and over, the archetypal themes,

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the opportunities that come up that we kind of

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prepare for, we plan for that, and we agree to

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this. And it's sort of like, what are we doing

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here? Why is this happening? And one of the things,

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I guess what happened after I did that, and if

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you I mean I don't want to repeat it like tell

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this story over and over because it's I know

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I'm just like are your followers are your listeners

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probably have already heard like heard it a bunch

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of times so we can get into like whatever you

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want to ask me but this is super interesting

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to me yeah no I haven't talked about it on my

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podcast yet because I figured that it'll just

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come out throughout each one because it is like

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the pivotal moment so I will repeatedly be talking

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about it but like I don't want to take all the

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time talking about it with you but uh just say

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Amy's Podcast I've been on that a few times and

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the most recent one I described it more clearly

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than I ever have before because it has been difficult

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for me to articulate even to give language to

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because I didn't have the language I wasn't a

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conspiracy theorist and I didn't I wasn't spiritual

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in the sense of like You know thinking that that

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was possible now. I've seen things on TV like

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Loki and like, you know, just things that you're

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like, oh, yeah, that's cool. But science fiction

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stuff, the Umbrella Academy, whatever, whatever.

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Like so many examples. The Good Place. That's

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like my favorite show. Dr. Strange is a really

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good one. No, I haven't seen The Good Place.

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Oh, my gosh. You would probably like it. It's

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it's so good. It's good just for future reference

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if you ever see it anywhere. It's one of those

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that like I've been able to watch it so many

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times. Like I've seen the whole. Series of it.

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Probably like six times because when I'm in like

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a little show hole and like what am I gonna watch

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if they are they talk about ethics and philosophy

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and what happens after you die and they go through

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these Scenarios where they play through different

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lifetimes with the same souls repeatedly till

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they Convince a universal court that they need

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to change the system in which they measure people

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to go heaven and hell because it was very unbalanced

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I Love it. I just it's such a great show. I love

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it so much but uh it's hilarious uh and it's

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funny once you go through a spiritual awakening

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and you watch this media like these movies and

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shows like you get a much very different uh you

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know meaning from it when you when you've gone

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through these experiences you know what i mean

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you realize that they're showing you what it

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really is and it's not just the movies and then

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that famous phrase that they get to say then

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when you when you try to compare it to a movie

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it's like That's just your mind. That's just

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because you saw it in a movie. And it's like,

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no, it's the disclosure. So what I was saying

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about that experience that I had after I came

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back into my body, I had some repeated, very

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intense downloads of information about my soul,

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the different lifetimes that I've experienced,

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what I'm supposed to be doing. and how the world

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works like the archontic matrix the false matrix

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and like what they're doing to kids and the whole

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basically like epstein stuff like all all that

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kind of reality and then i was like what the

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fuck is this this is a nightmare like i'm gonna

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you know is it like the truman show i remember

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saying that is it like the truman show um but

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after i had that experience i started wondering

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like what the actual fuck and I really was trusting

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things that just were coming to me. And somehow

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I came across Amy's podcast. I started listening

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to her, but she had just had her son and she

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wasn't available for readings. And I worked with

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one of her protegees named Heather and I did

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a container with her and she was telling me about

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how a faction of aliens. For lifetimes, but in

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this lifetime as well have abducted my consciousness

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many times and they put me in Simulations where

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I have to struggle to get out like I'll be in

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a swamp Wow Climbing digging fighting and they

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they continuously do this because they're trying

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to study me they're trying to figure out why

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I never give up and I'm like what the actual

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fuck What and she's like, yeah, it's mostly in

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your dreams Like you usually don't remember it

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but like it's a portion of your consciousness

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that they continuously test on because they want

00:21:06.349 --> 00:21:09.289
to figure out They can't understand why you never

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give up and I was like, I mean the simplest answer

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is because I am made of source Because I've source

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in me and source never ends or gives up and never

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will so that's a simple answer uh and she's like

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yeah they just can't understand that because

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they're not connected to source like they just

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can't understand that's why they're like what

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are we gonna do how why you know why does it's

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so weird like that's the only thing they're trying

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to figure out they're not trying to torture me

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specifically they're trying to figure out why

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i never give up which is it's funny they're trying

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to figure out the resilience of your consciousness

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yeah it's like why is she so strong Yeah. So

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for the longest time, and Amy was one of the

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first people that said to me that she thought

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I was in the 20 and back program. And I never

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even heard of that. I was like, what are you

00:22:00.049 --> 00:22:03.269
talking about? Oh yeah. Yeah. That's a deep rabbit

00:22:03.269 --> 00:22:05.730
hole where they, it's like time travel and stuff

00:22:05.730 --> 00:22:09.009
like that. Yes. Yes. Oh, we got to do episode

00:22:09.009 --> 00:22:13.309
on that. Yeah. Yeah. It's also like, they can

00:22:13.309 --> 00:22:18.029
copy your consciousness and put it into a body.

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Like not just use your consciousness and put

00:22:20.619 --> 00:22:24.299
it back in your own body, but copy it and send

00:22:24.299 --> 00:22:27.759
it off into make super soldiers that way. Like

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I've heard people talking about, I've looked

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into some survivor's tales after I even heard

00:22:31.559 --> 00:22:34.440
about what it was. I've looked into people's,

00:22:34.440 --> 00:22:37.920
uh, you know, things, uh, Tony Rodriguez and

00:22:37.920 --> 00:22:39.359
different things, but they have like firsthand

00:22:39.359 --> 00:22:42.680
knowledge of training. I didn't have experiences

00:22:42.680 --> 00:22:45.019
like that. A lot of this stuff is in my dreams

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and To be honest with you, a lot of it personally

00:22:47.619 --> 00:22:52.640
for me is sexual abuse and super soldier missions.

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I'm like an assassin, but I'm also still a female

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and that translates into my life. One time I

00:23:01.960 --> 00:23:04.900
woke up and I saw people standing around my bed.

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Okay, so when I say people, I only said that

00:23:08.920 --> 00:23:10.980
because they were shaped like people, but all

00:23:10.980 --> 00:23:15.299
I could see was the outline. Okay. the inside

00:23:15.299 --> 00:23:18.960
of where their body would be was like moving

00:23:18.960 --> 00:23:25.619
around, like wavy heat, like a mirage. So that's

00:23:25.619 --> 00:23:28.099
the only way I could see it. If that wasn't happening,

00:23:28.519 --> 00:23:30.859
but I think that that was because they were a

00:23:30.859 --> 00:23:33.660
different frequency. And I've subsequently learned

00:23:33.660 --> 00:23:36.740
that there's like VR technology that people associated

00:23:36.740 --> 00:23:39.180
with the secret space program and or satanic

00:23:39.180 --> 00:23:42.480
ritual abuse. or ball worship, different things

00:23:42.480 --> 00:23:46.920
like that. They have technology to like. Not

00:23:46.920 --> 00:23:49.799
just Astro project, but they do like life force

00:23:49.799 --> 00:23:53.420
harvesting, like through your dreams. I'm getting

00:23:53.420 --> 00:23:55.900
like a crazy Charlie horse in my foot right now.

00:23:56.240 --> 00:23:58.339
But anyway, we got to get you on my show to talk

00:23:58.339 --> 00:24:00.599
about this. So do you still have dreams like

00:24:00.599 --> 00:24:05.740
this? Oh, shit. Sorry. Crazy Charlie horse. Do

00:24:05.740 --> 00:24:07.640
I have dreams like this? I don't often have dreams

00:24:07.640 --> 00:24:11.400
because I smoke so much weed. I don't think I

00:24:11.400 --> 00:24:14.559
or I know that I do stuff in my dreams. I travel,

00:24:14.660 --> 00:24:17.500
I go places, I do things. Sometimes I remember

00:24:17.500 --> 00:24:20.619
them. But when you when you don't smoke as much,

00:24:20.680 --> 00:24:22.539
that's when you remember them more. Yeah. So

00:24:22.539 --> 00:24:24.940
that's why I smoke because they're kind of fucked

00:24:24.940 --> 00:24:29.180
up. So I don't really want to. But you got to

00:24:29.180 --> 00:24:31.819
change it. You got to see it. You got to experience.

00:24:32.019 --> 00:24:34.470
But, you know, I just have so much. going on

00:24:34.470 --> 00:24:36.950
in my like waking life too that it's almost like

00:24:36.950 --> 00:24:39.890
too much and I really truly believe that like

00:24:39.890 --> 00:24:42.509
everything will happen in timing everything will

00:24:42.509 --> 00:24:46.069
it's like it's okay uh because I also consciously

00:24:46.069 --> 00:24:50.650
do work to like disconnect from that version

00:24:50.650 --> 00:24:53.369
of myself that I've just recently identified

00:24:53.369 --> 00:24:57.849
but like I didn't go looking for this and I don't

00:24:57.849 --> 00:25:01.380
think it's common but you know people have I

00:25:01.380 --> 00:25:03.160
have worked with people specifically for this.

00:25:03.299 --> 00:25:06.720
Like Amy, Amy, for example, said, yeah, your

00:25:06.720 --> 00:25:08.980
consciousness is in two different places. Like

00:25:08.980 --> 00:25:12.400
this is not a past life. Like it's you in two

00:25:12.400 --> 00:25:17.480
places, but like you're not not necessarily in

00:25:17.480 --> 00:25:19.980
another dimension. Like it's still this dimension.

00:25:20.259 --> 00:25:24.019
It's just it's like parallel. Well, yeah, it's

00:25:24.019 --> 00:25:26.660
it's like the other side of the moon kind of

00:25:26.660 --> 00:25:34.289
shit. You know, it's fun. So how do you um? What

00:25:34.289 --> 00:25:36.490
are the things you have done to strengthen the

00:25:36.490 --> 00:25:38.750
ways that you can tap into your like intuitive

00:25:38.750 --> 00:25:40.630
abilities and stuff like that and be more aligned

00:25:40.630 --> 00:25:46.289
to your channel um That by located consciousness

00:25:46.289 --> 00:25:49.329
aside because that's not what I you know, that's

00:25:49.329 --> 00:25:52.650
new No, it's not new my awareness of it is new

00:25:52.650 --> 00:25:55.549
and my working on that is new So separate from

00:25:55.549 --> 00:25:58.430
that what I do to tune my channel because that's

00:25:58.430 --> 00:26:02.460
me. This is just a copy that's still tied to

00:26:02.460 --> 00:26:08.180
me, like, you know, in my nervous system, essentially,

00:26:08.400 --> 00:26:11.980
but not like consciously. So I don't count that.

00:26:12.200 --> 00:26:16.740
But how I tune myself really is like coming to

00:26:16.740 --> 00:26:19.619
my heart. It's very easy for me. I feel very

00:26:19.619 --> 00:26:25.039
fortunate to have this like endless well of hope.

00:26:25.579 --> 00:26:28.779
It's like built in. It's not even like a choice

00:26:28.779 --> 00:26:31.589
for me. It's It just happens like automatically.

00:26:32.289 --> 00:26:34.930
If I like, for example, when I saw these horrible

00:26:34.930 --> 00:26:37.210
disclosure things that came in after I had that

00:26:37.210 --> 00:26:39.849
experience, which I don't remember everything

00:26:39.849 --> 00:26:42.549
because it was so much at once, but like I felt

00:26:42.549 --> 00:26:44.869
that in my body and that's like, you know, it's

00:26:44.869 --> 00:26:47.609
in there, but I blocked some things too. So I'm

00:26:47.609 --> 00:26:49.789
trying to like open that up. That was four years

00:26:49.789 --> 00:26:52.089
ago and I'm still trying to like unravel it.

00:26:53.009 --> 00:26:57.150
But yeah, I just. asking questions and taking

00:26:57.150 --> 00:27:00.450
my time and like integrating emotional letting

00:27:00.450 --> 00:27:03.930
letting my emotions out and I just like trust

00:27:03.930 --> 00:27:07.309
myself so hard the hardest thing for me to do

00:27:07.309 --> 00:27:09.829
for the longest time was to just like accept

00:27:09.829 --> 00:27:12.730
that when I receive that information I'm not

00:27:12.730 --> 00:27:17.589
wrong like just say the thing yeah I think that

00:27:17.589 --> 00:27:19.410
was the biggest thing that like, uh, stopped

00:27:19.410 --> 00:27:21.309
me in the program and me and Amy discussed it

00:27:21.309 --> 00:27:23.049
on the episode. She said she got into tarot because

00:27:23.049 --> 00:27:25.809
she was like, I'm not even sure if I could, if

00:27:25.809 --> 00:27:27.190
I'm going to be doing readings for people and

00:27:27.190 --> 00:27:28.549
they're going to be accurate. And I told her

00:27:28.549 --> 00:27:30.250
that's where I'm at right now, which is why I

00:27:30.250 --> 00:27:32.210
read tarot. And another reason why I read tarot

00:27:32.210 --> 00:27:34.009
is because, you know, I'm into symbolism and

00:27:34.009 --> 00:27:36.569
stuff like that. And I can inherently understand

00:27:36.569 --> 00:27:39.950
a lot of it. But, um, but yeah. I'm glad that

00:27:39.950 --> 00:27:41.890
you said that because when I was going through

00:27:41.890 --> 00:27:45.829
the Akashic reading records program, the first

00:27:45.829 --> 00:27:47.150
thing you have to do is drop into your heart

00:27:47.150 --> 00:27:48.849
space. And then when you start talking about,

00:27:48.849 --> 00:27:50.829
you know, compassion and unconditional love and

00:27:50.829 --> 00:27:53.250
stuff like that's like the energy of the chakra.

00:27:53.890 --> 00:27:56.470
Literally, you have to have that to get to that

00:27:56.470 --> 00:27:59.789
frequency. Like you must. Yeah. It's a requirement.

00:27:59.990 --> 00:28:02.640
Yeah. Yeah, and it's part of like releasing the

00:28:02.640 --> 00:28:04.400
ego because you have to tell the difference between,

00:28:04.460 --> 00:28:07.019
you know, there's this information that I'm receiving

00:28:07.019 --> 00:28:10.599
part of my ego or is it something that's coming

00:28:10.599 --> 00:28:12.240
from a channel that I'm tuned to, you know what

00:28:12.240 --> 00:28:15.339
I mean? And the funny thing about that though

00:28:15.339 --> 00:28:19.299
is humanity is forced to enter the heart chakra

00:28:19.299 --> 00:28:21.799
and balance that. So I think that's the reason

00:28:21.799 --> 00:28:24.160
why everyone will eventually have these abilities

00:28:24.160 --> 00:28:26.059
when the spiritual awakening happens because

00:28:26.059 --> 00:28:29.599
that's our natural evolution is to go back into

00:28:29.599 --> 00:28:32.890
the heart. and understand not only gratitude,

00:28:33.049 --> 00:28:35.430
but unconditional love and compassion and everything

00:28:35.430 --> 00:28:36.990
that's associated with the heart chakra. You

00:28:36.990 --> 00:28:39.750
know what I mean? Yeah. It's a vortex. Yeah.

00:28:39.750 --> 00:28:42.569
Yes, it is. Yeah. It's funny. I thought they

00:28:42.569 --> 00:28:46.089
used to say it was a pump, huh? Your heart pumps,

00:28:46.190 --> 00:28:49.269
they say. Yeah. I guess it does pump, but it's

00:28:49.269 --> 00:28:52.690
a vortex. It's not a pump. I think they recently

00:28:52.690 --> 00:28:55.190
discovered that or they've known it and they

00:28:55.190 --> 00:28:59.009
just marketed it. from, I have no idea. Like

00:28:59.009 --> 00:29:02.150
it's so interesting. Fact versus what we're taught.

00:29:02.509 --> 00:29:04.970
Like the actual facts of what happened versus

00:29:04.970 --> 00:29:09.250
what they teach you. Even like things about things

00:29:09.250 --> 00:29:11.410
they do teach you, like the Trail of Tears. That's

00:29:11.410 --> 00:29:13.750
in history books and schools all over America.

00:29:14.250 --> 00:29:16.569
They don't say all of it though. They don't talk

00:29:16.569 --> 00:29:19.069
about the straight facts of what happened. Like

00:29:19.069 --> 00:29:24.160
they just hover the migration portion. They don't

00:29:24.160 --> 00:29:26.200
say, oh, they intentionally handed them blankets

00:29:26.200 --> 00:29:29.920
that were infected to kill them and forced them

00:29:29.920 --> 00:29:33.839
to walk on foot with no resources. And like,

00:29:34.000 --> 00:29:37.279
what the fuck? Comedian that you left that out,

00:29:37.400 --> 00:29:40.359
isn't it? You know, exactly. Oh, my gosh. But

00:29:40.359 --> 00:29:43.460
yeah, it's it's been difficult for me because

00:29:43.460 --> 00:29:46.380
of that heart space awareness for the longest

00:29:46.380 --> 00:29:49.880
time. I just I was just open, so open. that's

00:29:49.880 --> 00:29:52.319
also vulnerable. But over time, like I realized

00:29:52.319 --> 00:29:54.980
that that's like your superpower. It's really

00:29:54.980 --> 00:29:57.880
important to always be able to like have compassion,

00:29:58.279 --> 00:30:01.180
even if someone hurt you like to understand.

00:30:01.779 --> 00:30:04.160
That like to separate yourself from it and be

00:30:04.160 --> 00:30:05.920
like they didn't do that to me like it's not

00:30:05.920 --> 00:30:09.039
personal like they did that They're dance. It's

00:30:09.039 --> 00:30:13.240
not me. That's that's like let that go Yeah,

00:30:13.359 --> 00:30:15.960
that's why one of my favorite books is the four

00:30:15.960 --> 00:30:18.579
agreements because one of the agreements is don't

00:30:18.579 --> 00:30:21.180
take anything personal and once you realize that

00:30:21.180 --> 00:30:23.019
anything it could be the most personal thing

00:30:23.019 --> 00:30:25.420
to you to be like You know you suck at what you

00:30:25.420 --> 00:30:28.019
do. You're ugly. You're funky and you can you

00:30:28.019 --> 00:30:30.980
can say anything about me that You know, I'm

00:30:30.980 --> 00:30:32.740
pretty sure that could hurt me. You know what

00:30:32.740 --> 00:30:35.140
I mean? But at the end of the day, it's not because

00:30:35.140 --> 00:30:37.240
of me. It's whatever happened to you and your

00:30:37.240 --> 00:30:39.240
whole timeline of your life brought you to the

00:30:39.240 --> 00:30:40.900
moment where you felt like you needed to hurt

00:30:40.900 --> 00:30:43.000
me. So that just has everything to do with you.

00:30:43.220 --> 00:30:45.380
So once I understood that you don't have to take

00:30:45.380 --> 00:30:48.119
anything personal, it was much more easier to

00:30:48.119 --> 00:30:50.740
navigate. You know what I mean? Yeah, absolutely.

00:30:51.200 --> 00:30:53.700
You're making me think of this. there was a random

00:30:53.700 --> 00:30:55.720
person on Facebook. I don't even go on Facebook

00:30:55.720 --> 00:30:57.700
much. I'm more on like Instagram. I just feel

00:30:57.700 --> 00:30:59.599
like there's a division. Like there's like sort

00:30:59.599 --> 00:31:02.519
of a delineation between like, uh, I don't know.

00:31:02.579 --> 00:31:04.960
Facebook's too much for me, but too much like

00:31:04.960 --> 00:31:07.519
fake AI stuff. Like it's like way too, it's like,

00:31:08.119 --> 00:31:10.960
uh, anyway, but, uh, someone sent me a message

00:31:10.960 --> 00:31:12.980
on my business page and they just said, heal

00:31:12.980 --> 00:31:16.819
my trauma. Like not like, hello, how are you?

00:31:16.839 --> 00:31:18.380
How can I get in touch with you? Even though

00:31:18.380 --> 00:31:20.259
I have all my links up every, you know, they

00:31:20.259 --> 00:31:23.809
send me a message, heal my trauma. So I like

00:31:23.809 --> 00:31:26.390
something happened. I like don't even think I

00:31:26.390 --> 00:31:28.529
responded because I was going to explain like

00:31:28.529 --> 00:31:31.730
I don't heal your trauma for you. Like I can

00:31:31.730 --> 00:31:34.930
work with you to support you in your journey.

00:31:34.930 --> 00:31:36.950
Like but I was going to like type something out

00:31:36.950 --> 00:31:38.569
but something whatever was going on. I couldn't

00:31:38.569 --> 00:31:40.990
open it. I didn't do it. Also that rubbed me

00:31:40.990 --> 00:31:43.369
the wrong way. So I just didn't prioritize responding.

00:31:45.509 --> 00:31:47.990
And then he started to write like a bunch more

00:31:47.990 --> 00:31:50.150
messages because I didn't respond. He's like

00:31:50.279 --> 00:31:53.200
he's like fuck you this is fake bullshit like

00:31:53.200 --> 00:31:57.700
you know popped off at me and then I was like

00:31:57.700 --> 00:32:01.559
I said you know everything that you have said

00:32:01.559 --> 00:32:04.039
here like he sent like four to six messages and

00:32:04.039 --> 00:32:06.839
I didn't say anything and I was like everything

00:32:06.839 --> 00:32:09.440
that you said here is just a reflection of you

00:32:09.440 --> 00:32:12.319
like this is only you in this conversation like

00:32:12.319 --> 00:32:16.970
read that back and he he then he started to criticize

00:32:16.970 --> 00:32:19.569
me and said I look like a tranny and he's like

00:32:19.569 --> 00:32:22.109
nice eyebrows and I was like wait a minute so

00:32:22.109 --> 00:32:26.490
I think that you were like drawn to me on like

00:32:26.490 --> 00:32:30.009
a sexual level and I didn't respond or reciprocate

00:32:30.009 --> 00:32:33.089
and you wanted to have some type of connection

00:32:33.089 --> 00:32:35.809
that it was like not aligned with what I'm doing

00:32:35.809 --> 00:32:38.740
and then because i didn't respond like it triggered

00:32:38.740 --> 00:32:41.480
the shit out of him and then he attacked how

00:32:41.480 --> 00:32:44.299
i look which i've never in my life heard that

00:32:44.299 --> 00:32:50.599
before uh that's a new one yeah i was like uh

00:32:50.599 --> 00:32:53.319
you know again this is a reflection of you and

00:32:53.319 --> 00:32:55.779
what does that say that you wanted that type

00:32:55.779 --> 00:32:58.539
of connection and you now say that i look like

00:32:58.539 --> 00:33:00.940
a tranny so like that isn't that interesting

00:33:00.940 --> 00:33:03.420
do you think maybe that's something that you're

00:33:03.420 --> 00:33:05.779
repressing and then he just blocked me and deleted

00:33:05.779 --> 00:33:09.859
all the comments. Like it's so funny. Oh my I'm

00:33:09.859 --> 00:33:12.819
just so I'm just I was trying to help you know

00:33:12.819 --> 00:33:16.039
your trauma bro. Yeah you ended up helping him

00:33:16.039 --> 00:33:18.880
you ended up hey let's stare into these wounds

00:33:18.880 --> 00:33:21.759
you got you know. It's so but see at a certain

00:33:21.759 --> 00:33:24.299
point in my life I would have been like hurt

00:33:24.299 --> 00:33:26.799
by that. Yeah yeah yeah. But it's so much easier

00:33:26.799 --> 00:33:30.079
to see like people really oh the majority of

00:33:30.079 --> 00:33:36.490
people are so unaware of their conscious projection

00:33:36.490 --> 00:33:38.750
like their unconscious projections on to other

00:33:38.750 --> 00:33:43.089
people and like oh we need to be aware and take

00:33:43.089 --> 00:33:45.769
heed when we ask for advice or when we're sharing

00:33:45.769 --> 00:33:48.069
something and someone offers unsolicited advice

00:33:48.069 --> 00:33:50.849
and it's like oh I want to move to Australia

00:33:50.849 --> 00:33:53.809
wouldn't it be fun to live in Japan like fucking

00:33:53.809 --> 00:33:56.109
do something you know something different just

00:33:56.109 --> 00:33:58.089
because that person wouldn't do it or thinks

00:33:58.089 --> 00:34:00.569
that it's crazy or it's a lot or too much or

00:34:00.569 --> 00:34:03.220
not possible And then they start telling you

00:34:03.220 --> 00:34:05.819
how it's crazy or too much or not possible. And

00:34:05.819 --> 00:34:09.920
you're like, that's all your thoughts. That's

00:34:09.920 --> 00:34:13.860
all your... It also goes to show you how much

00:34:13.860 --> 00:34:16.360
detachment is important. You know what I mean?

00:34:16.519 --> 00:34:19.099
If you're detached from the things that are happening

00:34:19.099 --> 00:34:21.719
to you on this plane, I think that's why meditation

00:34:21.719 --> 00:34:23.940
is so important because it teaches detachment.

00:34:24.099 --> 00:34:25.679
It teaches you that you're not your thoughts.

00:34:25.739 --> 00:34:27.719
You're not the things that happen to you. You're

00:34:27.719 --> 00:34:29.800
this spirit that's having this human experience.

00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:32.539
And once you can detach yourself from that, you

00:34:32.539 --> 00:34:35.599
won't be as hurt by somebody who's just gunning

00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:38.280
for you. You know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

00:34:39.659 --> 00:34:43.159
I was thinking earlier, too. I appreciate that

00:34:43.159 --> 00:34:47.260
you are a musician and you like rap. I also love

00:34:47.260 --> 00:34:50.659
rap. I have like my whole life. Big Punz is probably

00:34:50.659 --> 00:34:53.099
my favorite rapper. Ah, I love Big Punz. Yeah,

00:34:53.199 --> 00:34:57.559
right? So it's just, it's interesting. When I

00:34:57.559 --> 00:34:59.679
had my spiritual awakening, I also was listening

00:34:59.679 --> 00:35:01.760
to a lot of music because I receive a lot of

00:35:01.760 --> 00:35:05.760
information that way. Not only the words, but

00:35:05.760 --> 00:35:08.710
the the emotions and the thoughts that then I

00:35:08.710 --> 00:35:11.610
connect. But sometimes the word sometimes. And

00:35:11.610 --> 00:35:14.329
after that experience, I think I had a Kundalini

00:35:14.329 --> 00:35:17.409
awakening as well. That was it was it was like

00:35:17.409 --> 00:35:20.409
all of it. So I was there like the synchronous

00:35:20.409 --> 00:35:27.530
age. Synchronicities were. Beyond comprehension,

00:35:27.789 --> 00:35:29.769
like, I mean, literally, like I got to the point

00:35:29.769 --> 00:35:32.699
where I was like, I don't know what's. real a

00:35:32.699 --> 00:35:37.719
little bit. I had a good probably seven days

00:35:37.719 --> 00:35:41.309
of synchronicities from when I heard Tinfoil

00:35:41.309 --> 00:35:43.510
Hat podcast with Sean Bupri where he talked about

00:35:43.510 --> 00:35:46.190
taking mushrooms and talking to Thoth from ancient

00:35:46.190 --> 00:35:48.469
Egypt. And then I started studying that. And

00:35:48.469 --> 00:35:50.909
then for the next seven days, I had all these

00:35:50.909 --> 00:35:53.590
synchronicities, which led up to my Kundalini

00:35:53.590 --> 00:35:56.130
awakening. Which I felt like, yeah, I had like

00:35:56.130 --> 00:35:58.510
an omnipresence. I think if you listen to the

00:35:58.510 --> 00:36:00.650
episode with Amy, I explained it on there. But

00:36:00.650 --> 00:36:02.690
yeah, I just felt like I was everything everywhere

00:36:02.690 --> 00:36:04.869
all at once. And I'm just like in this meditation

00:36:04.869 --> 00:36:08.090
pose that my body does involuntarily where I'm

00:36:08.090 --> 00:36:09.889
just like, I felt like I was having a stroke.

00:36:10.000 --> 00:36:11.840
You know what I mean? I felt like the walls of

00:36:11.840 --> 00:36:14.079
reality were breaking down around me. And I was

00:36:14.079 --> 00:36:15.840
just like, oh shit, like I need to go lay down

00:36:15.840 --> 00:36:18.679
somewhere. So I went in my bathroom. There was

00:36:18.679 --> 00:36:20.960
like a little towel on the floor. I'm just gonna

00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:24.159
lay down until I feel better. And I just automatically,

00:36:24.460 --> 00:36:29.000
oh. And then the pose I'm in, I can see a silhouette

00:36:29.000 --> 00:36:31.519
of like, it's the common one you see of the Buddha.

00:36:33.320 --> 00:36:36.019
It's not the fat Buddha, but the skinny Buddha.

00:36:36.320 --> 00:36:39.010
And it was like a black. Silhouette and then

00:36:39.010 --> 00:36:41.389
from it were emanating alternating black and

00:36:41.389 --> 00:36:43.269
white lines So it looked kind of psychedelic

00:36:43.269 --> 00:36:45.590
and I'm like, oh and then like it was basically

00:36:45.590 --> 00:36:49.150
telling me like it I was the frequency of like

00:36:49.150 --> 00:36:51.570
oh of enlightenment in that moment and I was

00:36:51.570 --> 00:36:53.829
like I got it I got everything in that moment

00:36:53.829 --> 00:36:55.829
and then when I started to come down from that

00:36:55.829 --> 00:36:57.849
I'm like, oh shit like life's a trip and then

00:36:57.849 --> 00:37:01.070
like you feel like you receive like all the information

00:37:01.070 --> 00:37:04.889
of the universe, but then the veil of forgetfulness

00:37:04.889 --> 00:37:07.150
and spiritual amnesia kind of takes it away.

00:37:07.409 --> 00:37:09.190
But you kind of retain some of it. You know what

00:37:09.190 --> 00:37:12.250
I mean? Yeah. You have to keep remembering, keep

00:37:12.250 --> 00:37:14.230
experiencing. For me, it's been four years and

00:37:14.230 --> 00:37:17.050
I'm still going over the same shit because it's

00:37:17.050 --> 00:37:22.150
constant. It's constant work. And yeah, you do

00:37:22.150 --> 00:37:25.030
integrate it. You do. It is in you. It lives

00:37:25.030 --> 00:37:28.750
in your body and trusting your body like you

00:37:28.750 --> 00:37:31.630
did. Making the sounds. Yeah, that's awesome.

00:37:31.710 --> 00:37:34.550
I'm so glad that you trusted yourself and let

00:37:34.550 --> 00:37:37.909
that be expressed. Yeah. Yeah. And, um, and it

00:37:37.909 --> 00:37:40.670
was funny too, because at that time I was at

00:37:40.670 --> 00:37:44.710
a very, I just had how to, how to just darken

00:37:44.710 --> 00:37:46.789
out of the soul. I think one or two years earlier,

00:37:46.969 --> 00:37:49.429
my, uh, my ex -girlfriend had broken up with

00:37:49.429 --> 00:37:51.130
me and I was just going through like this whole

00:37:51.130 --> 00:37:53.070
thing you know what I mean and the funny thing

00:37:53.070 --> 00:37:55.469
was I was just like you know what like I think

00:37:55.469 --> 00:37:57.510
everything's cool like I'm gonna just stop doing

00:37:57.510 --> 00:37:59.369
music I'm gonna just save my money try to get

00:37:59.369 --> 00:38:01.869
a house and just try to do things like you know

00:38:01.869 --> 00:38:04.070
like a different way you know what I mean and

00:38:04.070 --> 00:38:08.360
then I ended up getting this It was like an inheritance

00:38:08.360 --> 00:38:10.820
of like these bonds that my grandpa had bought

00:38:10.820 --> 00:38:12.679
me, like when I was like five years old or something

00:38:12.679 --> 00:38:14.739
like that. And it was enough money to like put

00:38:14.739 --> 00:38:17.239
in my retirement account and then like invest

00:38:17.239 --> 00:38:18.760
in a little bit of stuff. And then I was like,

00:38:18.780 --> 00:38:20.760
okay, like let me start to do music again. And

00:38:20.760 --> 00:38:23.099
I did like this six song EP about like my dark

00:38:23.099 --> 00:38:24.920
night of the soul, like how like I was like,

00:38:24.980 --> 00:38:26.860
you know, how my girl left me. And then I had

00:38:26.860 --> 00:38:28.780
to go through like this spiritual transformation.

00:38:29.099 --> 00:38:30.780
And then I went through all that. And then just

00:38:30.780 --> 00:38:32.780
like when all that was happening, it was just

00:38:32.780 --> 00:38:34.900
like when all that. when my spiritual awakening

00:38:34.900 --> 00:38:36.820
happened. And then all the stuff that I kind

00:38:36.820 --> 00:38:38.699
of had known before, just from researching all

00:38:38.699 --> 00:38:41.199
of it, like, you know, like we are all one and

00:38:41.199 --> 00:38:43.000
stuff like that. Like time isn't linear. Like

00:38:43.000 --> 00:38:44.719
I had already known these concepts and believed

00:38:44.719 --> 00:38:46.800
them before. But then once you go through that

00:38:46.800 --> 00:38:49.960
experience, like you kind of like, you kind of

00:38:49.960 --> 00:38:51.920
know that information on like a deeper level.

00:38:52.119 --> 00:38:55.860
It locks in. It locks in physically. Yes. It's

00:38:55.860 --> 00:38:58.579
no longer a thought. It's a feeling. And that

00:38:58.579 --> 00:39:04.090
is a different level of recognition. for sure.

00:39:04.570 --> 00:39:10.670
I totally agree. It's so funny. I love, like

00:39:10.670 --> 00:39:14.090
I said, I love rap. I listen to lo -fi now because

00:39:14.090 --> 00:39:22.320
something that I also discovered is I like real

00:39:22.320 --> 00:39:25.239
rap. I like conscious rap. I like like Common,

00:39:25.820 --> 00:39:31.300
like The Roots and Mick Jenkins. I could say

00:39:31.300 --> 00:39:34.760
a million. Mac Miller, he's my favorite. But

00:39:34.760 --> 00:39:38.599
I don't like mumble rap. I don't like I'll kill

00:39:38.599 --> 00:39:43.380
your bitch and sell drugs. I don't want to hear

00:39:43.380 --> 00:39:45.139
shit like that. I don't like to hear negative

00:39:45.139 --> 00:39:49.570
things because I'm very empathic and I just don't

00:39:49.570 --> 00:39:52.289
need that in my field. I also don't like to hear

00:39:52.289 --> 00:39:57.590
the N -word repeatedly. That's, you know, I don't

00:39:57.590 --> 00:40:00.750
love that. So I listen to lo -fi a lot. I just

00:40:00.750 --> 00:40:03.449
love the beats. And it reminds me of when I was

00:40:03.449 --> 00:40:06.010
little, I was probably like eight, eight to 10.

00:40:06.369 --> 00:40:08.449
And I used to fall asleep every night to smooth

00:40:08.449 --> 00:40:11.389
jazz. Oh, no way. I love falling asleep to lo

00:40:11.389 --> 00:40:14.460
-fi beats. It's so cool. Yeah, same. Yeah, or

00:40:14.460 --> 00:40:17.059
like the frequency, you know, music or lo -fi

00:40:17.059 --> 00:40:19.650
for sleep. Yeah, I do that. It's good for studying

00:40:19.650 --> 00:40:21.670
too, studying or like when you're working, because

00:40:21.670 --> 00:40:23.130
like sometimes when I'm working and I listen

00:40:23.130 --> 00:40:24.929
to a song that I know and I'm like writing something

00:40:24.929 --> 00:40:26.829
down, I'm like, okay, I can't focus on listening

00:40:26.829 --> 00:40:29.949
to these lyrics and writing this down. So a hundred

00:40:29.949 --> 00:40:32.090
percent. But yeah, I feel that a hundred percent

00:40:32.090 --> 00:40:34.289
because I feel like the more in tune I'm getting

00:40:34.289 --> 00:40:37.409
with my spirit, the less I am resonating with

00:40:37.409 --> 00:40:39.809
even some of the songs I worked out to before.

00:40:39.909 --> 00:40:40.969
You know what I mean? I'm just like, you know

00:40:40.969 --> 00:40:42.670
what, let me fucking put it on some earth, wind

00:40:42.670 --> 00:40:44.210
and fire or something like that. That could get,

00:40:44.409 --> 00:40:47.010
you know what I mean? It's just like you said,

00:40:47.010 --> 00:40:50.570
like it's, it's the language and it's the being

00:40:50.570 --> 00:40:54.369
empathetic and being clairvoyant and really feeling

00:40:54.369 --> 00:40:57.090
not only what the music is saying, but even the

00:40:57.090 --> 00:41:00.210
emotion that was happening at the time the song

00:41:00.210 --> 00:41:03.650
was recorded. You know what I mean? And the intentional

00:41:03.650 --> 00:41:06.969
because of the music industry and the infiltration

00:41:06.969 --> 00:41:10.070
of all of the darkness everywhere in the world,

00:41:10.110 --> 00:41:12.949
not to say in a discouraging way. I mean, just

00:41:12.949 --> 00:41:15.429
honestly. And so it's up to us to make these

00:41:15.429 --> 00:41:19.429
choices to not allow it to come into our fields

00:41:19.429 --> 00:41:23.349
if we feel called to separate from it. But yeah,

00:41:23.710 --> 00:41:26.130
basically anything that's on the radio, I'm pretty

00:41:26.130 --> 00:41:28.289
sure it's loaded up with sigils. I don't want

00:41:28.289 --> 00:41:31.590
to hear that shit. Yeah, I think that Taylor

00:41:31.590 --> 00:41:37.570
Swift is Zena Lave. I don't want to hear her

00:41:37.570 --> 00:41:40.769
shit. I think that people are it's really, really

00:41:40.769 --> 00:41:43.510
wild out there. You know, the funny thing is

00:41:43.690 --> 00:41:46.010
The veil is lifting right now. I believe there's

00:41:46.010 --> 00:41:48.090
a spiritual awakening going on and a lot of these

00:41:48.090 --> 00:41:49.650
artists that have spells in their music, they're

00:41:49.650 --> 00:41:51.829
not, they're not, they don't have their, uh,

00:41:51.909 --> 00:41:53.570
their stronghold on the masses anymore. And the

00:41:53.570 --> 00:41:56.110
funny thing about that is, uh, Taylor Swift just

00:41:56.110 --> 00:41:58.610
released an album recently and everybody is like,

00:41:59.170 --> 00:42:01.530
even her fans are like, this is so ass and everybody

00:42:01.530 --> 00:42:03.650
else is like, I've hated Taylor Swift for the

00:42:03.650 --> 00:42:05.090
longest, like, and you guys are barely catching

00:42:05.090 --> 00:42:06.949
up. You know what I mean? But I, I think it has

00:42:06.949 --> 00:42:09.780
something to do with the magic that they put

00:42:09.780 --> 00:42:11.760
into the music in order to sell it to the masses,

00:42:11.940 --> 00:42:13.500
you know what I mean? And, and there's a lot

00:42:13.500 --> 00:42:14.940
of systems that are falling right now. And I

00:42:14.940 --> 00:42:16.340
was going to ask you about the whole conspiracy

00:42:16.340 --> 00:42:19.719
thing because, you know, Trump's trying to avoid

00:42:19.719 --> 00:42:21.320
releasing the Epstein files. And he's like, all

00:42:21.320 --> 00:42:22.940
right, we're going to read the alien files now.

00:42:23.199 --> 00:42:25.179
And it kind of all seems like a look at this

00:42:25.179 --> 00:42:27.239
hand. So you don't look at this hand, but yeah,

00:42:28.239 --> 00:42:29.900
I was, I was asking my buddies on the podcast

00:42:29.900 --> 00:42:33.539
this weekend, like You know, do you think that

00:42:33.539 --> 00:42:35.440
this is all part of the spiritual awakening,

00:42:35.519 --> 00:42:38.119
the revelations in the political and the Jeffrey

00:42:38.119 --> 00:42:40.480
Epstein scandal, as well as us getting disclosure

00:42:40.480 --> 00:42:42.079
with the alien thing? Like, this is all kind

00:42:42.079 --> 00:42:44.000
of coming to a head. Like, you know, right when

00:42:44.000 --> 00:42:45.579
2026 was going to happen. I don't know if you

00:42:45.579 --> 00:42:47.719
know about the Chris Bledsoe story about how

00:42:47.719 --> 00:42:50.119
how he met, you know, the lady and had his experience

00:42:50.119 --> 00:42:52.360
and all that stuff. Yeah, that's, you know, the

00:42:52.360 --> 00:42:54.199
star of Regulus is supposed to be over the Sphinx

00:42:54.199 --> 00:42:56.460
on Easter. And that's going to be like next month,

00:42:56.460 --> 00:42:58.860
I think, like that. Wow. It's just like so many

00:42:58.860 --> 00:43:00.619
things are happening in this concentrated amount.

00:43:00.679 --> 00:43:02.880
I just wanted to ask you do you think all the

00:43:02.880 --> 00:43:04.460
things that are happening in a conspiracy world

00:43:04.460 --> 00:43:06.400
are coinciding with the spiritual awakening?

00:43:07.139 --> 00:43:09.579
Yes, I think that it's necessary disclosure,

00:43:09.579 --> 00:43:13.420
but I also think that it is intentionally sensationalized

00:43:13.420 --> 00:43:18.320
and restricted and manipulated and then suddenly

00:43:18.320 --> 00:43:23.519
dumped on us to overwhelm us to and the distractions

00:43:23.519 --> 00:43:27.550
and the so it's like a For me, I like to hear

00:43:27.550 --> 00:43:30.570
I like to be open to hear anything like I remember

00:43:30.570 --> 00:43:32.570
years and years ago I was watching this show

00:43:32.570 --> 00:43:36.190
and it was like trying to say that Sasquatch

00:43:36.190 --> 00:43:41.070
is indigenous and that we are aliens and That

00:43:41.070 --> 00:43:44.389
we are like a breed like a mixture of like and

00:43:44.389 --> 00:43:46.269
so I'm listening to this and I'm like fucking

00:43:46.269 --> 00:43:51.110
maybe could be Anything I'll think about anything

00:43:51.110 --> 00:43:54.110
like I'm not closed off to that but That doesn't

00:43:54.110 --> 00:43:57.489
mean I like adopt it into like, you know, this

00:43:57.489 --> 00:43:59.710
is the way it is. Well, it even goes back to

00:43:59.710 --> 00:44:02.230
like, you know, it changes. Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

00:44:02.349 --> 00:44:04.329
It even goes back to like Egyptian mythology,

00:44:04.630 --> 00:44:07.190
Greek mythology or like Mesopotamian mythology

00:44:07.190 --> 00:44:08.949
and stuff like that. I was like, OK, is this

00:44:08.949 --> 00:44:11.190
really mythology? You know what I mean? I think

00:44:11.190 --> 00:44:13.579
it's real. Yeah, exactly. I think it was real

00:44:13.579 --> 00:44:15.719
on some level. I think it must have been real

00:44:15.719 --> 00:44:17.880
on a higher dimensional level, which is why there's

00:44:17.880 --> 00:44:21.440
so many, there's so many parallels to all the,

00:44:21.440 --> 00:44:23.739
you know, most of these religions have like a

00:44:23.739 --> 00:44:26.920
12, 12 God pantheon and stuff like that. And

00:44:26.920 --> 00:44:29.000
that correlates like, you know, the 12 constellations

00:44:29.000 --> 00:44:31.179
and stuff like that. And you see all these different

00:44:31.179 --> 00:44:34.920
syncretistic, you know, similarities in all these

00:44:34.920 --> 00:44:36.719
different places. And me and Amy talked about

00:44:36.719 --> 00:44:39.960
it and it could be that, you know, that all everything

00:44:39.960 --> 00:44:42.530
is true. As opposed to just wanting being true.

00:44:42.550 --> 00:44:45.309
Oh, that is I think that is the truth. Everything

00:44:45.309 --> 00:44:49.789
is the truth and we by our Perspectives and our

00:44:49.789 --> 00:44:52.650
framework of what we're able to like intellectualize

00:44:52.650 --> 00:44:56.210
and imagine and put energy into it's all different

00:44:56.210 --> 00:44:58.969
Like the multiverse is real. That's what it is.

00:44:58.989 --> 00:45:03.570
Yeah, it's not one way and there are many different

00:45:03.570 --> 00:45:07.610
realities even in one person's existence, but

00:45:08.969 --> 00:45:13.050
Like for example, I feel like I'm pretty multi

00:45:13.050 --> 00:45:16.610
-dimensional. Like you might see me, meet me.

00:45:16.650 --> 00:45:18.789
If I'm not talking about this spirituality stuff

00:45:18.789 --> 00:45:21.050
with anyone, I'm just like out there. You wouldn't

00:45:21.050 --> 00:45:24.250
know like what I do for work. You wouldn't know

00:45:24.250 --> 00:45:26.369
what I've done in my life. You wouldn't know

00:45:26.369 --> 00:45:29.150
that I have subs in my trunk. You wouldn't think

00:45:29.150 --> 00:45:31.849
that. Like, but like, you know, and it's like,

00:45:31.909 --> 00:45:33.670
you didn't, you don't know that I spoke joints

00:45:33.670 --> 00:45:35.650
and like, you know, you just, you would think,

00:45:35.829 --> 00:45:39.550
oh, she's a mom. Oh, she's a white suburban woman

00:45:39.550 --> 00:45:43.090
like we can classify things or we can like allow

00:45:43.090 --> 00:45:46.090
for The multi -dimensionality that each one of

00:45:46.090 --> 00:45:47.829
us holds in ourselves But we have to be able

00:45:47.829 --> 00:45:50.130
to like apply that to other people and like understand

00:45:50.130 --> 00:45:54.869
like like for example Deepak Chopra Yes people

00:45:54.869 --> 00:45:57.510
listening to what he had to say and what he had

00:45:57.510 --> 00:46:00.610
to say wasn't necessarily bad But what you know

00:46:00.610 --> 00:46:04.230
now we're understanding he's not He's not just

00:46:04.230 --> 00:46:06.489
over here. Like we thought he was he's been in

00:46:06.489 --> 00:46:08.550
over here. Well, does that change what he said

00:46:08.550 --> 00:46:11.710
all those years? I don't know does it like Reiki

00:46:11.710 --> 00:46:16.570
was channeled by given to us by an entity So

00:46:16.570 --> 00:46:18.510
when you're engaging in Reiki and you're doing

00:46:18.510 --> 00:46:21.769
those symbols You know that you're working you're

00:46:21.769 --> 00:46:23.889
making a contract with an entity to exchange

00:46:23.889 --> 00:46:26.610
energy to move energy into that's a good or bad

00:46:26.610 --> 00:46:31.210
depends how you look at it, you know, um It just

00:46:31.210 --> 00:46:33.989
is Nothing is good or bad. That's what I've really

00:46:33.989 --> 00:46:36.590
learned. It's now there's a line though, because

00:46:36.590 --> 00:46:38.150
like the shit that we're talking about, like

00:46:38.150 --> 00:46:40.269
the elites and all that shit, that is bad. That

00:46:40.269 --> 00:46:42.849
is wrong. That must end. That's where we're coming

00:46:42.849 --> 00:46:47.190
into a new, because this arc, I call it an archontic

00:46:47.190 --> 00:46:50.530
energy. That's what I believe it to be. Like

00:46:50.530 --> 00:46:53.969
as a priestess in Lemuria, I know that like lifetime

00:46:53.969 --> 00:46:56.869
after lifetime, that's where it started was that

00:46:56.869 --> 00:47:00.150
energy coming in and basically like the degradation

00:47:00.150 --> 00:47:03.619
of women. children murdering men and like just

00:47:03.619 --> 00:47:08.280
totally inverting our energy for to fuel their

00:47:08.280 --> 00:47:12.699
fuel their stronghold in this physical reality

00:47:12.699 --> 00:47:15.360
because they were coming up from a lower frequency

00:47:15.360 --> 00:47:18.380
and they had to lower us to be able to integrate

00:47:18.380 --> 00:47:22.820
and it's oh just like parasites earlier today

00:47:22.820 --> 00:47:26.880
i'm chewing on my own teeth i was like you know

00:47:26.880 --> 00:47:29.650
like grinding my teeth and I was like, do I have

00:47:29.650 --> 00:47:31.769
fucking parasites? I like started taking parasite

00:47:31.769 --> 00:47:34.809
cleanse, ate some papaya seeds. I'm like, why

00:47:34.809 --> 00:47:37.570
am I, you know, but there's so much energy going

00:47:37.570 --> 00:47:39.969
on right now. I don't even, I'm not even like

00:47:39.969 --> 00:47:42.590
aware all the time of the astrological transits

00:47:42.590 --> 00:47:45.730
or I didn't look into any of the UFO stuff that

00:47:45.730 --> 00:47:47.389
was released by the government because I have

00:47:47.389 --> 00:47:53.289
my own like, I can see them sometimes. Like in

00:47:53.289 --> 00:47:58.679
the sky, you know what I mean? Like the, I've

00:47:58.679 --> 00:48:01.260
seen some astral bodies in the sky that things

00:48:01.260 --> 00:48:03.780
moving that they don't move things don't move

00:48:03.780 --> 00:48:07.199
that way that like light that can just go all

00:48:07.199 --> 00:48:09.699
over the place and like flash and disappear and

00:48:09.699 --> 00:48:13.960
change colors like that's not anything that we

00:48:13.960 --> 00:48:18.639
know of so I've already had my Opportunity to

00:48:18.639 --> 00:48:20.539
believe that that's real and I wholeheartedly

00:48:20.539 --> 00:48:23.960
do I'm not afraid of anything because I think

00:48:23.960 --> 00:48:26.380
when you're you can be centered in your heart

00:48:26.380 --> 00:48:28.710
and like we were talking about the realities

00:48:28.710 --> 00:48:31.329
are all different. It's how you perceive it.

00:48:31.329 --> 00:48:33.550
It's what you make it. I really believe that.

00:48:34.090 --> 00:48:35.989
Yeah. I mean, especially as someone, you know,

00:48:36.090 --> 00:48:38.269
who's, you know, literally jumped timelines before,

00:48:38.349 --> 00:48:41.289
you know what I mean? Yeah, that was, I didn't

00:48:41.289 --> 00:48:44.170
even know that that is what happened. When it

00:48:44.170 --> 00:48:46.010
happened, I thought that I was put into a simulation,

00:48:46.090 --> 00:48:47.969
especially because when I looked up, I saw that

00:48:47.969 --> 00:48:50.710
screen and I was like, what is, and the guy that

00:48:50.710 --> 00:48:52.489
I was with was like sitting on a couch and he

00:48:52.489 --> 00:48:55.860
was like laughing. He was like watching. And

00:48:55.860 --> 00:48:59.340
then he kept looking up and talking. He would

00:48:59.340 --> 00:49:02.260
look up and then respond to me. And I was like,

00:49:03.440 --> 00:49:06.400
you aren't who I think you are. I don't know

00:49:06.400 --> 00:49:10.079
who you are. You're not who I think you are.

00:49:11.000 --> 00:49:13.960
But at the same time, I wasn't really... Yeah,

00:49:13.960 --> 00:49:16.199
it was scary, but I wasn't afraid because when

00:49:16.199 --> 00:49:19.960
it was happening, I wasn't thinking, oh no. I'm

00:49:19.960 --> 00:49:22.639
scared I can't fight because at the same time

00:49:22.639 --> 00:49:25.420
I realized how powerful I was by having that

00:49:25.420 --> 00:49:27.800
for me it's very easy and I don't mean to say

00:49:27.800 --> 00:49:33.739
that in like a Blase way of like I'm just so

00:49:33.739 --> 00:49:35.699
good about going back into my heart and being

00:49:35.699 --> 00:49:38.099
loved I don't mean it to sound like that because

00:49:38.099 --> 00:49:42.579
I can also be very angry and It's like sacred

00:49:42.579 --> 00:49:45.000
rage. I would say it's I'm not angry about like

00:49:45.000 --> 00:49:49.849
stupid stuff like traffic I'm just jamming out.

00:49:50.050 --> 00:49:52.130
I'm having a good time. I never get mad at people

00:49:52.130 --> 00:49:54.510
unless they're like straight up reckless, like

00:49:54.510 --> 00:49:57.769
really reckless. But yeah, no, I don't get upset

00:49:57.769 --> 00:49:59.869
in the traffic or anything like that anymore.

00:50:00.030 --> 00:50:03.210
And it's such a freeing attitude. And I'm so

00:50:03.210 --> 00:50:06.130
glad for that experience actually, because it

00:50:06.130 --> 00:50:10.949
like fractured my reality and allowed that expanded

00:50:10.949 --> 00:50:15.420
awareness to come in. Yeah. Yeah, it makes things

00:50:15.420 --> 00:50:18.179
so much better when you have, uh, when you're

00:50:18.179 --> 00:50:21.820
able to, uh, not let things get, get you angry

00:50:21.820 --> 00:50:24.119
as much. You know what I mean? Yeah. Well that

00:50:24.119 --> 00:50:26.599
it's, I think it's because I realized that that's

00:50:26.599 --> 00:50:32.719
what they eat for breakfast. Yeah. So don't feed

00:50:32.719 --> 00:50:35.599
them breakfast. Cause the more you go in that

00:50:35.599 --> 00:50:37.119
direction, it's like, uh, it's like snowball

00:50:37.119 --> 00:50:38.579
effect. You know what I mean? Like, why am I

00:50:38.579 --> 00:50:42.320
even getting me even angry here? You know? We

00:50:42.320 --> 00:50:44.139
gotta get you on our show to talk about all this

00:50:44.139 --> 00:50:47.000
stuff. That would be fun. So the thing about

00:50:47.000 --> 00:50:50.179
me is I don't have like a lot of knowledge, I

00:50:50.179 --> 00:50:53.719
don't do a lot of research, but I have some experiences

00:50:53.719 --> 00:50:57.099
and I have some understandings of my own. So

00:50:57.099 --> 00:50:59.760
I might not use the right language. Like sometimes

00:50:59.760 --> 00:51:01.780
people, I talk with people and they might have

00:51:01.780 --> 00:51:04.940
a word for something like we were talking, I

00:51:04.940 --> 00:51:06.860
was talking months ago to somebody that I ran

00:51:06.860 --> 00:51:10.769
into that I knew for years and he's very... well

00:51:10.769 --> 00:51:15.170
educated, not through a school system, but on

00:51:15.170 --> 00:51:16.869
his own. He's highly intelligent, the things

00:51:16.869 --> 00:51:18.750
that he found interesting and what he focused

00:51:18.750 --> 00:51:21.530
on. So I think he's cool. And we were talking

00:51:21.530 --> 00:51:23.570
about something and I was essentially talking

00:51:23.570 --> 00:51:26.510
about like our contact energy, the parasitic,

00:51:26.710 --> 00:51:30.570
demonic, not horrible shit that like elite stuff.

00:51:30.989 --> 00:51:35.320
And he was describing like Gaza and Israel and

00:51:35.320 --> 00:51:38.739
Zionists. I'm like, what's a Zionist? But we're

00:51:38.739 --> 00:51:42.260
talking about the same people. Yeah, but like

00:51:42.260 --> 00:51:44.840
I don't have the language, you know, I mean like

00:51:44.840 --> 00:51:49.880
and so but it's it's through talking things get

00:51:49.880 --> 00:51:53.500
understood and then once you hear a word like

00:51:53.500 --> 00:51:55.139
that because I was like, what does that mean?

00:51:55.219 --> 00:51:57.920
Then I look it up and I'm like, oh, okay. I mean,

00:51:57.920 --> 00:51:59.320
we're essentially we're talking about the same

00:51:59.320 --> 00:52:03.800
thing, but Yeah I keep bringing up like really

00:52:03.800 --> 00:52:07.440
scary negative shit. I'm sorry It's probably

00:52:07.440 --> 00:52:10.159
the it's probably the nature of talking to us

00:52:10.159 --> 00:52:12.460
before me because you know outside minds We do

00:52:12.460 --> 00:52:14.400
conspiracy and all that stuff, but I think it

00:52:14.400 --> 00:52:17.059
all intersects I try to have conspiracy episodes

00:52:17.059 --> 00:52:18.860
and I try not do too many of those and I try

00:52:18.860 --> 00:52:21.340
to switch it over psychedelics and then spirituality

00:52:21.340 --> 00:52:23.780
and I try to You know jump around a little bit

00:52:23.780 --> 00:52:25.800
so that it's not all doom and gloom and stuff

00:52:25.800 --> 00:52:29.219
like yes totally well one thing I forgot to say

00:52:29.219 --> 00:52:31.539
earlier when you were talking about a psychedelic

00:52:31.440 --> 00:52:33.679
experience and then your Kundalini experience

00:52:33.679 --> 00:52:36.079
and the different things. Were you on psychedelics

00:52:36.079 --> 00:52:37.539
when that happened or it was just Kundalini?

00:52:37.940 --> 00:52:40.340
Well, I was just I was smoking weed. Oh, yeah.

00:52:40.639 --> 00:52:42.960
At that point at the time, because I've had very

00:52:42.960 --> 00:52:45.119
psychedelic experiences from smoking weed. There

00:52:45.119 --> 00:52:47.980
was one time where I had a very negative experience,

00:52:47.980 --> 00:52:51.940
but that was after like three months of not smoking.

00:52:52.360 --> 00:52:54.880
But at the time I had my Kundalini awakening,

00:52:54.940 --> 00:52:57.099
I was smoking in the garage. But at that point,

00:52:57.099 --> 00:52:58.820
I had been smoking every day for like probably

00:52:58.820 --> 00:53:03.349
like, you know. 15 20 years. Yeah But didn't

00:53:03.349 --> 00:53:05.110
but it hit you all crazy That's what happened

00:53:05.110 --> 00:53:07.250
to me because I wouldn't smoke like a joint or

00:53:07.250 --> 00:53:09.590
two a day and not really be affected I was highly

00:53:09.590 --> 00:53:11.250
functioning. I was like running a landscaping

00:53:11.250 --> 00:53:13.550
business managing my family like doing a bunch

00:53:13.550 --> 00:53:17.110
of stuff So I'm like able to do what needs to

00:53:17.110 --> 00:53:19.909
be done But then when that experience happened,

00:53:19.909 --> 00:53:23.329
I if I took one hit of weed I'd be like out of

00:53:23.329 --> 00:53:26.269
my mind high And I think it was like a frequency

00:53:26.269 --> 00:53:29.590
change and that happens like, you know So it

00:53:29.590 --> 00:53:31.329
doesn't matter like you're tolerant sometimes

00:53:31.329 --> 00:53:33.510
because when the stars align like I think there

00:53:33.510 --> 00:53:36.389
was an eclipse going on I had the kundalini awakening

00:53:36.389 --> 00:53:39.869
that like experience had like it was insane,

00:53:40.230 --> 00:53:44.809
but um, I Hope I hope that kind of I hope that

00:53:44.809 --> 00:53:48.349
level of experience never happens again to me.

00:53:48.349 --> 00:53:51.739
That was enough one was enough But I never had

00:53:51.739 --> 00:53:54.039
a psychedelic experience prior to that. I did

00:53:54.039 --> 00:53:56.659
mushrooms once in high school, maybe like half

00:53:56.659 --> 00:54:00.440
a gram or less. And I stayed in my friend's bedroom

00:54:00.440 --> 00:54:04.300
all night alone. And I listened to Bob Marley.

00:54:04.400 --> 00:54:06.619
It was a beautiful experience. I just chilled.

00:54:06.820 --> 00:54:09.820
I didn't trip really. It was only half a gram.

00:54:11.000 --> 00:54:13.400
But then after I had that Kundalini experience,

00:54:13.460 --> 00:54:18.280
I did do mushrooms with a friend. And I similarly

00:54:18.280 --> 00:54:21.610
saw black and white. It was like, I looked up

00:54:21.610 --> 00:54:23.510
and it was like a big moon. I felt like I was

00:54:23.510 --> 00:54:25.829
in a courthouse, like I was being judged. And

00:54:25.829 --> 00:54:28.170
I looked up and it was like a circle in the sky,

00:54:28.650 --> 00:54:35.429
half black, half white. And I heard like, it

00:54:35.429 --> 00:54:37.369
sounded like kind of like Charlie Brown's teacher.

00:54:37.829 --> 00:54:40.469
And then I'm like, I felt like my hands were

00:54:40.469 --> 00:54:43.030
behind my back and I couldn't speak. And I was

00:54:43.030 --> 00:54:47.360
like, Being judged it was so weird and then I

00:54:47.360 --> 00:54:49.699
like looked up and I started to really strain

00:54:49.699 --> 00:54:54.099
to hear and I heard what do we have here and

00:54:54.099 --> 00:54:58.320
then I Felt like I couldn't talk So here's what

00:54:58.320 --> 00:55:02.079
I want to say When I had this psychedelic experience,

00:55:02.079 --> 00:55:03.980
I was with a friend. We were out by the fire

00:55:03.980 --> 00:55:07.920
and then I passed out and this is what happened

00:55:07.920 --> 00:55:12.829
when I passed out and I couldn't speak, but I

00:55:12.829 --> 00:55:15.789
tried very hard with my heart. Cause again, it's

00:55:15.789 --> 00:55:17.889
so it just automatic. It comes out of there.

00:55:17.969 --> 00:55:19.949
So I was like, I don't have to use words. I can

00:55:19.949 --> 00:55:22.849
just, uh, and so I was like, I only want good

00:55:22.849 --> 00:55:25.369
things. Like I tried really hard to just be like,

00:55:25.369 --> 00:55:27.650
I only want good, like in the, in the world.

00:55:28.170 --> 00:55:32.929
And, um, then I was like, woke up, threw up immediately,

00:55:33.610 --> 00:55:36.210
which I think was purging because I was like,

00:55:36.289 --> 00:55:40.389
I, I want the light, I want good things. I only

00:55:40.389 --> 00:55:44.730
want to be good. And then it was crazy. But again,

00:55:44.909 --> 00:55:47.070
I didn't do that many, probably half a gram.

00:55:47.289 --> 00:55:49.650
That's like a normal low there. You shouldn't

00:55:49.650 --> 00:55:51.869
really necessarily hallucinate on that much,

00:55:51.869 --> 00:55:55.469
right? No, no, no, no. No, it's more of a connection.

00:55:56.010 --> 00:55:57.690
Yeah. Like you said, you were probably like super

00:55:57.690 --> 00:56:01.090
aligned and yeah, you probably just like, you

00:56:01.090 --> 00:56:02.710
probably super aligned to the channel at that

00:56:02.710 --> 00:56:04.829
moment. You know what I mean? Plus a little bit,

00:56:04.949 --> 00:56:06.150
the shrooms probably helped a little bit, you

00:56:06.150 --> 00:56:08.130
know? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. With friends being

00:56:08.130 --> 00:56:10.170
by the fire, being in nature. I'm pretty sure

00:56:10.170 --> 00:56:12.550
those were all factors that contributed to that

00:56:12.550 --> 00:56:15.489
happening. Yeah. Yeah. It was really cool. And

00:56:15.489 --> 00:56:18.469
now I think about it. I think it was Melano.

00:56:19.469 --> 00:56:23.349
Do you know who Melano is? No. The daughter of

00:56:23.349 --> 00:56:27.409
Persephone. So Hades and Persephone's daughter.

00:56:27.510 --> 00:56:29.449
And she's half black, half white. Like, I mean,

00:56:29.670 --> 00:56:32.010
like split, like half her body's black, half

00:56:32.010 --> 00:56:35.519
her body's white. And she's both she represents

00:56:35.519 --> 00:56:39.119
the duality of like the underworld and also like

00:56:39.119 --> 00:56:42.699
the plan after and before and You know, she's

00:56:42.699 --> 00:56:44.599
connected to both of them and I find that so

00:56:44.599 --> 00:56:47.860
beautiful that that the capacity but she does

00:56:47.860 --> 00:56:51.039
have like a Responsibility in that realm of the

00:56:51.039 --> 00:56:53.960
underworld and that shadow excavation. It was

00:56:53.960 --> 00:56:56.300
very interesting It was a younger girl's voice

00:56:56.300 --> 00:56:58.820
that I heard now. What do we have here? It was

00:56:58.820 --> 00:57:01.929
very interesting Yeah. And then I woke up to

00:57:01.929 --> 00:57:04.289
my friend being like, Christy, Christy, wake

00:57:04.289 --> 00:57:06.750
up, wake up. And I was just like, oh, and then

00:57:06.750 --> 00:57:08.690
threw up and I was just like, holy shit. I'm

00:57:08.690 --> 00:57:10.670
actually fine though. Like I feel great, but

00:57:10.670 --> 00:57:17.030
that was so weird. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But then

00:57:17.030 --> 00:57:19.849
after that, you know, just small dabbles with

00:57:19.849 --> 00:57:22.090
microdosing. And then I've also participated

00:57:22.090 --> 00:57:25.349
in, I think four plant medicine journeys, but

00:57:25.349 --> 00:57:29.099
like, in ceremony, like I've traveled to go sit

00:57:29.099 --> 00:57:32.460
in circle with a very intentional plant medicine

00:57:32.460 --> 00:57:35.199
facilitator and to do work. So it wasn't just

00:57:35.199 --> 00:57:40.920
like, you know, back alley bullshit. Yeah. That's

00:57:40.920 --> 00:57:43.820
interesting. I'm kind of scared to do that, but

00:57:43.820 --> 00:57:46.780
you know, who knows? Maybe I'll try it one day.

00:57:47.000 --> 00:57:49.619
Is there anything you want to ask me before I

00:57:49.619 --> 00:57:58.889
sign out? Cause I do got to go. Yes. We can totally

00:57:58.889 --> 00:58:01.309
do another episode, too. Yeah, I would love to.

00:58:01.469 --> 00:58:04.010
I would love to. After you come on my show, of

00:58:04.010 --> 00:58:07.289
course. Can you please share your information?

00:58:07.409 --> 00:58:10.289
Where can we find you? Outside Minds podcast.

00:58:10.860 --> 00:58:13.639
Okay, so you can find us outside minds podcast

00:58:13.639 --> 00:58:17.639
you can find that Instagram tick -tock YouTube

00:58:17.639 --> 00:58:19.840
follow us in all those places and then you can

00:58:19.840 --> 00:58:23.619
find me personally at steelo free St. Eel oh

00:58:23.619 --> 00:58:25.840
free. That's my artist name I have some music

00:58:25.840 --> 00:58:28.380
on Spotify if you want to check it out I haven't

00:58:28.380 --> 00:58:30.860
really been working on that too much, but go

00:58:30.860 --> 00:58:33.559
ahead and check it out. It's cool But yeah, other

00:58:33.559 --> 00:58:37.440
than that you that's where you can find me Sorry

00:58:37.440 --> 00:58:40.559
to cut you off, but on TikTok and Instagram,

00:58:40.739 --> 00:58:43.659
that's where I make most of my videos on esoteric

00:58:43.659 --> 00:58:47.039
philosophy, tarot, and then I post clips of the

00:58:47.039 --> 00:58:49.360
podcast. So if you guys are interested in the

00:58:49.360 --> 00:58:51.940
information that me and Christine have been discussing,

00:58:52.159 --> 00:58:53.719
then follow me there, Outside Minds Podcast.

00:58:54.500 --> 00:58:57.320
Yes. Thank you so much, Jeremy. I really appreciate

00:58:57.320 --> 00:58:59.699
talking with you today. I think this is the beginning

00:58:59.699 --> 00:59:02.659
of an awesome communication friendship. I think

00:59:02.659 --> 00:59:04.639
so. Absolutely. I'm looking forward to talking

00:59:04.639 --> 00:59:07.179
with you again, especially about the more into

00:59:07.179 --> 00:59:09.119
conspiracy theories and government programs.

00:59:09.300 --> 00:59:12.579
I find it so fascinating. Thank you. I don't

00:59:12.579 --> 00:59:15.800
want to ask you anything. I more want to say

00:59:15.800 --> 00:59:19.019
along the lines of when we were talking and you

00:59:19.019 --> 00:59:20.880
said you're halfway through that program and

00:59:20.880 --> 00:59:25.119
you were you're scared to get things wrong or

00:59:25.119 --> 00:59:27.659
trust yourself. And that's why you're utilizing

00:59:27.659 --> 00:59:33.739
Tarot. I say. This is my cue to go for it. Yeah,

00:59:33.739 --> 00:59:36.840
I say stop that I say get started on your class

00:59:36.840 --> 00:59:39.900
and trust yourself Yeah, okay. Yeah, you got

00:59:39.900 --> 00:59:45.340
there. Yes. It's not it's not Difficult when

00:59:45.340 --> 00:59:47.699
you realize how natural it is and how connected

00:59:47.699 --> 00:59:51.780
you are inherently and the hardest part is allowing

00:59:51.780 --> 00:59:55.280
it for yourself Yeah, trusting yourself, but

00:59:55.280 --> 00:59:58.239
it's easier than yeah, it's easier said than

00:59:58.239 --> 01:00:01.849
done, but I'm telling you You can do it. Yeah.

01:00:01.869 --> 01:00:03.829
Thank you. Thank you. I appreciate that. Absolutely.

01:00:04.449 --> 01:00:06.650
Thank you so much, Jeremy. Take care. Absolutely.

01:00:06.750 --> 01:00:11.730
We'll talk soon. Bye. Bye. All right. That's

01:00:11.730 --> 01:00:13.789
all for this episode, but we will be talking

01:00:13.789 --> 01:00:17.050
again. I was a bad host this time and I talked

01:00:17.050 --> 01:00:19.590
more about myself than I asked him questions,

01:00:19.730 --> 01:00:24.329
but to be fair. I just recently heard his awakening

01:00:24.329 --> 01:00:26.909
story in his own words on Amy's podcast. So I

01:00:26.909 --> 01:00:29.130
feel like he was trying to get to know me and

01:00:29.130 --> 01:00:32.389
my story a little bit and it informed you all

01:00:32.389 --> 01:00:35.489
as well, which is a good thing. So it's all in

01:00:35.489 --> 01:00:37.949
the right timing, divine timing, but we will

01:00:37.949 --> 01:00:41.949
definitely hear from him again on a broad range

01:00:41.949 --> 01:00:45.469
of subjects going into the future. So how exciting

01:00:45.469 --> 01:00:48.550
to make connections. I love it. I've been in

01:00:48.550 --> 01:00:51.389
touch with him back and forth, and he helped

01:00:51.389 --> 01:00:54.289
me figure out why I couldn't share any dope -ass

01:00:54.289 --> 01:00:58.050
music on my Instagram posts. So look out for

01:00:58.050 --> 01:01:00.210
those. They'll be, you know, getting a lot better

01:01:00.210 --> 01:01:03.909
now that I can put Mac Miller on. Thank you so

01:01:03.909 --> 01:01:09.550
much for that, by the way, Jeremy. Also, I wanted

01:01:09.550 --> 01:01:12.510
to leave you with a little bit of his music.

01:01:13.050 --> 01:01:17.539
So I'm gonna head out. I'll see you next time.

01:01:18.360 --> 01:01:20.460
And the next episode that I have to share with

01:01:20.460 --> 01:01:23.940
you will be with Native American shaman, Eagle

01:01:23.940 --> 01:01:27.900
Skyfire, a reading that she did for me in January

01:01:27.900 --> 01:01:33.639
of 2022, about eight months after I had my timeline

01:01:33.639 --> 01:01:36.519
jump. And this is like the first time that I

01:01:36.519 --> 01:01:41.639
actually talked about it out loud the way that

01:01:41.639 --> 01:01:44.840
I did. So. Hope you look forward to hearing that

01:01:44.840 --> 01:01:47.300
I had a wonderful time listening to it as I mentioned

01:01:47.300 --> 01:01:50.500
previously and I'll catch you in the next episode

01:01:50.500 --> 01:01:54.360
until then take care and If you've been thinking

01:01:54.360 --> 01:01:57.619
about having a session with me for Akashic Records

01:01:57.619 --> 01:02:00.699
Right now there is a link in the show notes for

01:02:00.699 --> 01:02:04.099
40 % off. So it won't last long. I don't know

01:02:04.099 --> 01:02:07.039
when I'll end that but Something told me to do

01:02:07.039 --> 01:02:11.960
it maybe for you For now, enjoy the beautiful

01:02:11.960 --> 01:02:15.239
changeover to Spring and this track by Stilo

01:02:15.239 --> 01:02:40.369
Free called Light and Shadows. Cause pressure

01:02:40.369 --> 01:02:43.849
make diamonds Lay back smoking loud in the silence

01:02:43.849 --> 01:02:47.610
It's all love but no trust Why you think I'm

01:02:47.610 --> 01:02:51.550
doing too much? Cause pressure make diamonds

01:02:51.550 --> 01:02:55.289
Lay back smoking loud in the silence I roll up

01:02:55.289 --> 01:02:59.150
and go up While you tripping give me no love

01:02:59.150 --> 01:03:02.550
Nowadays you don't gotta mind me In the end I

01:03:02.550 --> 01:03:05.889
hope you really find peace I had to set my mind

01:03:05.889 --> 01:03:09.710
free I had to let my soul breathe Don't sign

01:03:09.710 --> 01:03:12.550
Pisces, heart broke psyche Angels all around

01:03:12.550 --> 01:03:15.289
me but demons wanna fight me Feel like I had

01:03:15.289 --> 01:03:18.550
to fight myself Know I had to look inside myself

01:03:18.550 --> 01:03:21.590
With a predisposition to addiction Through the

01:03:21.590 --> 01:03:23.750
negatives I'm still focused on the vision It's

01:03:23.750 --> 01:03:25.909
sorta like that first scene you see in Pope Fiction

01:03:25.909 --> 01:03:28.469
I see the end but it's really only the beginning

01:03:28.469 --> 01:03:32.909
I had to find a way to be grateful For them locked

01:03:32.909 --> 01:03:36.070
doors that you made close When doves cry it's

01:03:36.070 --> 01:03:41.019
so painful Purple rain is so graceful Cause Prussia

01:03:41.019 --> 01:03:44.500
made diamonds Laid back smoking loud in the silence

01:03:44.500 --> 01:03:48.260
It's all love, but no trust Why you think I'm

01:03:48.260 --> 01:03:52.800
doing too much? Cause Prussia made diamonds Laid

01:03:52.800 --> 01:03:56.239
back smoking loud in the silence I roll up, and

01:03:56.239 --> 01:04:01.340
go up While you trip, they give me no love I'm

01:04:01.340 --> 01:04:03.980
fighting battles Lost between the lights and

01:04:03.980 --> 01:04:06.280
the shadows Trying to shoot me down, I'm dodging

01:04:06.280 --> 01:04:08.980
all the hammos Left me hangin', I escaped from

01:04:08.980 --> 01:04:11.599
the gallows Swim through the ether, blowin' on

01:04:11.599 --> 01:04:13.960
a reefer Runnin' like Rev, when he wrapped up

01:04:13.960 --> 01:04:17.659
out Adidas It's like my flow is heaven sent My

01:04:17.659 --> 01:04:19.840
energy could shift the cards in your tarot deck

01:04:19.840 --> 01:04:22.219
Life ain't always what it seemed An alternate

01:04:22.219 --> 01:04:25.239
reality, I'm livin' in a dream I got the Stussy

01:04:25.239 --> 01:04:28.539
on the T with the 501 jeans Ray -Ban Lokes with

01:04:28.539 --> 01:04:31.500
the Air Max 3's Mandela effect Got me livin'

01:04:31.500 --> 01:04:34.059
my best, I gotta jump timelines When I'm livin'

01:04:34.059 --> 01:04:36.300
in stress and a spliff in my chest It got me

01:04:36.300 --> 01:04:39.119
livin' blessed He not a rest