WEBVTT 00:00:00.430 --> 00:00:04.530 Hello and welcome to another episode of In My 00:00:04.530 --> 00:00:07.790 Experience with yours truly, Christine DiGinto. 00:00:09.189 --> 00:00:12.070 This podcast is a space where I speak from lived 00:00:12.070 --> 00:00:16.050 experience. The moments that shaped me, challenged 00:00:16.050 --> 00:00:19.250 me, and changed the way that I understand myself 00:00:19.250 --> 00:00:22.670 in the world. The awakenings, the breakdowns, 00:00:22.670 --> 00:00:25.329 the moments that cracked me open, asked me to 00:00:25.329 --> 00:00:29.050 stay present, be embodied, and be honest with 00:00:29.050 --> 00:00:33.710 myself. I share my stories not to persuade or 00:00:33.710 --> 00:00:38.070 define truth for anyone else, but to offer perspective, 00:00:38.890 --> 00:00:41.469 to explore the gray areas we don't often have 00:00:41.469 --> 00:00:45.090 language for, to slow things down and listen 00:00:45.090 --> 00:00:47.710 more closely to what's happening beneath the 00:00:47.710 --> 00:00:52.329 surface. You'll hear solo episodes where I reflect 00:00:52.329 --> 00:00:55.909 on my own initiations, spiritual gifts, and the 00:00:55.909 --> 00:00:59.770 systems that try to define me. and conversations 00:00:59.770 --> 00:01:02.810 with guests who have walked strange, beautiful, 00:01:03.369 --> 00:01:06.269 and sometimes painful paths of their own and 00:01:06.269 --> 00:01:10.290 come back with wisdom to share with us. I invite 00:01:10.290 --> 00:01:13.730 you to take what resonates, leave the rest, and 00:01:13.730 --> 00:01:17.790 trust your own experience as valid. Thank you 00:01:17.790 --> 00:01:24.840 for being here. This is In My Experience. Welcome 00:01:24.840 --> 00:01:28.219 back to In My Experience, I'm Christine DiGinto. 00:01:28.799 --> 00:01:31.459 Today, I'm talking with someone who has had a 00:01:31.459 --> 00:01:35.219 huge impact on my spiritual path, Amy Belair. 00:01:36.239 --> 00:01:39.079 Amy is a spiritual mentor and Akashic teacher, 00:01:39.659 --> 00:01:42.319 and she's played a huge role in helping me trust 00:01:42.319 --> 00:01:45.859 my intuition and developing the gifts that I 00:01:45.859 --> 00:01:49.819 already had. Through her courses, programs, and 00:01:49.819 --> 00:01:52.620 spaces that she creates for people to practice, 00:01:52.879 --> 00:01:56.780 and explore, she has really helped me in honing 00:01:56.780 --> 00:02:00.200 my own abilities, understanding my experiences 00:02:00.200 --> 00:02:04.540 in a way that felt grounded and empowering. Her 00:02:04.540 --> 00:02:07.260 work is a big part of why I started exploring 00:02:07.260 --> 00:02:10.419 the Akashic Records and taking my own psychic 00:02:10.419 --> 00:02:15.379 experiences seriously. In this episode, we talk 00:02:15.379 --> 00:02:18.479 a lot about what's been moving lately. from the 00:02:18.479 --> 00:02:21.500 intense energies surrounding the recent total 00:02:21.500 --> 00:02:26.819 lunar eclipse and the deeper process of reorganizing 00:02:26.819 --> 00:02:31.520 life from the inside out. We get into healing, 00:02:31.939 --> 00:02:36.419 grief, consciousness, psychic gifts, homeschooling, 00:02:36.419 --> 00:02:39.280 and the bigger collective challenges that many 00:02:39.280 --> 00:02:42.819 people are feeling right now with many levels 00:02:42.819 --> 00:02:47.580 of disclosure coming through. We also talk about 00:02:47.610 --> 00:02:52.050 clairvoyance, telepathy, inner knowing, and the 00:02:52.050 --> 00:02:55.530 reality that so many of us are having experiences 00:02:55.530 --> 00:02:58.750 that we have never really given language for. 00:03:00.370 --> 00:03:02.650 Amy has been someone who helps people make sense 00:03:02.650 --> 00:03:05.330 of those experiences and trusts themselves more 00:03:05.330 --> 00:03:08.270 deeply, and I am really grateful for the role 00:03:08.270 --> 00:03:13.360 that she has played in my own journey. In honor 00:03:13.360 --> 00:03:16.560 of Amy's guest appearance in this episode and 00:03:16.560 --> 00:03:19.680 a recent download that I received, I decided 00:03:19.680 --> 00:03:24.740 to block schedule Akashic Records readings at 00:03:24.740 --> 00:03:28.919 a 40 % discount with a code that can be found 00:03:28.919 --> 00:03:33.819 in the show notes for listeners only. I was cleaning 00:03:33.819 --> 00:03:36.439 my bathroom, scrubbing away, and all of a sudden 00:03:36.439 --> 00:03:40.319 I saw it very clearly that I should... pick some 00:03:40.319 --> 00:03:43.819 certain times of day, days of the week, and dedicate 00:03:43.819 --> 00:03:47.259 certain hours like a block for myself to get 00:03:47.259 --> 00:03:51.780 into that mode and just optimize my time. So 00:03:51.780 --> 00:03:53.900 if you're interested, if you've been considering 00:03:53.900 --> 00:03:56.840 an Akashic Records reading, if you've been considering 00:03:56.840 --> 00:04:00.300 working with me, now's your chance. So check 00:04:00.300 --> 00:04:03.180 out the show notes for the link on how to book 00:04:03.180 --> 00:04:07.939 that. This is such a rich and meaningful conversation, 00:04:08.300 --> 00:04:14.580 and I'm excited to share it with you. Hi, how 00:04:14.580 --> 00:04:18.899 are you? I'm good. How are you doing? Good. Oh, 00:04:18.899 --> 00:04:22.000 I like your setup. All your plants look so bright 00:04:22.000 --> 00:04:25.379 in there. Yeah. It used to be covered with my 00:04:25.379 --> 00:04:27.959 husband's junk, and then one day I was like, 00:04:27.980 --> 00:04:30.759 no. Yeah. Well, that's okay. It's not acceptable. 00:04:31.420 --> 00:04:34.430 Yeah. This past weekend, I started organizing 00:04:34.430 --> 00:04:37.529 a lot. I've had this office area, which you can't 00:04:37.529 --> 00:04:40.930 see because I'm in the corner here, but my desk 00:04:40.930 --> 00:04:43.730 is over there and then I have a little hutch 00:04:43.730 --> 00:04:46.629 and it has shelves. I have this bookshelf and 00:04:46.629 --> 00:04:51.970 so much clutter, mail, bills, things that I don't 00:04:51.970 --> 00:04:55.550 give a fuck about, paper. And I'm like, what? 00:04:55.990 --> 00:04:59.040 Why? I just threw it all away. I just threw it 00:04:59.040 --> 00:05:02.379 all away. I was like, I filed some things, I 00:05:02.379 --> 00:05:04.220 got organized, but this weekend I was really 00:05:04.220 --> 00:05:07.660 feeling the energy to just like get shit together 00:05:07.660 --> 00:05:09.800 finally. And I really feel it like it's still 00:05:09.800 --> 00:05:13.300 ramping up. Are you feeling that similarly? Yeah. 00:05:13.620 --> 00:05:16.699 I feel like this is totally like the energy of 00:05:16.699 --> 00:05:21.579 this eclipse is like, get your shit in order 00:05:21.579 --> 00:05:24.800 and get rid of everything that is sort of like 00:05:24.839 --> 00:05:27.800 all the Virgo in details that are dragging you 00:05:27.800 --> 00:05:31.699 down. Just get it organized, get it in. Yes. 00:05:32.199 --> 00:05:34.379 I totally agree. I thank you so much for taking 00:05:34.379 --> 00:05:37.199 your time to be here with me today. And I also 00:05:37.199 --> 00:05:41.120 want to introduce you, but let's chat for a minute 00:05:41.120 --> 00:05:43.959 too. Or we could include this. It's up to you. 00:05:44.319 --> 00:05:47.220 We could just start or chat a little bit and 00:05:47.220 --> 00:05:48.899 then start. What do you want to do? Do you want 00:05:48.899 --> 00:05:51.180 to talk about what we want to talk about or just 00:05:51.180 --> 00:05:55.519 let it flow? I mean, we can, we can let it flow. 00:05:55.639 --> 00:05:58.439 Do you have, yeah. Do you have any, is there 00:05:58.439 --> 00:06:00.040 anything that you've come that you want to talk 00:06:00.040 --> 00:06:05.579 about? Yeah, just really intense energies lately. 00:06:05.699 --> 00:06:09.439 A lot of stuff getting like, oh, and I also wanted 00:06:09.439 --> 00:06:11.800 to talk with you about the 20 and back program 00:06:11.800 --> 00:06:15.420 stuff, which you're one of the only people to 00:06:15.420 --> 00:06:18.660 have ever described, described the by location 00:06:18.660 --> 00:06:21.379 of my consciousness that way. Um, and when you 00:06:21.379 --> 00:06:26.560 were telling me, four years ago about that. First 00:06:26.560 --> 00:06:28.019 of all, I didn't know what you were talking about 00:06:28.019 --> 00:06:30.899 at all. Second of all, I didn't even really realize 00:06:30.899 --> 00:06:35.959 that I was bilocated. And then in the past, I 00:06:35.959 --> 00:06:38.319 went on a retreat in the beginning of November 00:06:38.319 --> 00:06:42.360 with Chris King, and he recommended that I work 00:06:42.360 --> 00:06:45.319 with someone who has a lot of personal experience 00:06:45.319 --> 00:06:48.670 in the business. Sorry, I started choking in 00:06:48.670 --> 00:06:51.050 the secret space program. So I've been working 00:06:51.050 --> 00:06:54.129 in a container with him and I paid for like, 00:06:54.129 --> 00:06:56.550 I don't know, nine sessions and I schedule them 00:06:56.550 --> 00:07:00.149 when I need to. And he helps me access these 00:07:00.149 --> 00:07:05.449 memories that, yeah, it's been wild. But anyway, 00:07:05.589 --> 00:07:09.709 I just wanted to say, thank you so much for articulating 00:07:09.709 --> 00:07:11.930 it the way you did, putting me in the right direction. 00:07:12.110 --> 00:07:16.819 And it took me, I didn't start looking into that 00:07:16.819 --> 00:07:18.600 stuff right away. Because I had so many other 00:07:18.600 --> 00:07:21.600 things in my 3D life that I couldn't even... 00:07:21.600 --> 00:07:25.660 I had to just focus on my everyday, what was 00:07:25.660 --> 00:07:29.079 coming at me, let alone another version of me. 00:07:29.199 --> 00:07:31.540 I just couldn't even get to that. But now I've 00:07:31.540 --> 00:07:34.500 started to unravel it and it's been very interesting. 00:07:35.100 --> 00:07:45.360 Yeah. Is relevant now. It's like saying things 00:07:45.360 --> 00:07:48.699 like that to somebody in a reading is so strange 00:07:48.699 --> 00:07:52.660 because it's it's like very ungrounded very unusual 00:07:52.660 --> 00:07:57.439 and it's always a feeling of like Is this gonna 00:07:57.439 --> 00:08:00.300 is this helpful to the person for me to say this? 00:08:00.579 --> 00:08:03.259 But I could I kind of just like trust when something 00:08:03.259 --> 00:08:05.620 feels like it just wants to like out of my mouth 00:08:05.620 --> 00:08:09.180 Like I just say it anyway, but I'm glad it's 00:08:09.180 --> 00:08:12.079 thank you It seems a little bit of myself down 00:08:12.079 --> 00:08:15.920 to be like, okay, now this is a supportive thing 00:08:15.920 --> 00:08:20.019 to help understand the way that your consciousness 00:08:20.019 --> 00:08:23.540 works. Yeah. Yeah. And I know that that's not 00:08:23.540 --> 00:08:25.100 something that you normally say to people because 00:08:25.100 --> 00:08:27.920 you did reiterate that to me. You're like, I 00:08:27.920 --> 00:08:30.139 want to be very careful with this, but I think 00:08:30.139 --> 00:08:32.299 that you're in the 20 back program and you were 00:08:32.299 --> 00:08:35.740 right. And I'm still unraveling that. I don't 00:08:35.740 --> 00:08:38.100 even know what my complete involvement is. And 00:08:38.100 --> 00:08:42.899 to be completely honest, I don't... What I'm 00:08:42.899 --> 00:08:46.580 working more toward is disconnecting from that 00:08:46.580 --> 00:08:50.080 version because apparently, it was like my consciousness 00:08:50.080 --> 00:08:53.779 was abducted and copied and now functioning with 00:08:53.779 --> 00:08:58.200 my resources, essentially. It's a copy. And it's 00:08:58.200 --> 00:09:00.340 so funny, I started watching this movie and I 00:09:00.340 --> 00:09:03.379 have not finished it yet, but Mickey17, have 00:09:03.379 --> 00:09:07.100 you heard of that at all? No. What's his name? 00:09:07.179 --> 00:09:11.500 Who is the vampire in the... in the movies with 00:09:11.500 --> 00:09:14.480 the vampire movies, Edward. I know what you mean. 00:09:15.299 --> 00:09:20.899 Yeah. His name was Edwin. Okay. What's his real 00:09:20.899 --> 00:09:23.799 name? The actor. I don't know. I can't. I know 00:09:23.799 --> 00:09:25.379 who you mean. You know who I'm talking about. 00:09:25.840 --> 00:09:29.259 Is it Jonathan Edwards? No. What's his name? 00:09:29.500 --> 00:09:32.740 Because he was also Cedric Diggory in the Harry 00:09:32.740 --> 00:09:35.919 Potter movies. Yeah. Yeah. I can't think of it. 00:09:36.059 --> 00:09:37.919 Anyway, you all know who we're talking about. 00:09:38.080 --> 00:09:43.500 He's in it. essentially like Earth is mid and 00:09:43.500 --> 00:09:46.240 people are starting to leave to go on this colony 00:09:46.240 --> 00:09:49.740 with a failed political person who's obviously 00:09:49.740 --> 00:09:52.039 like a cult leader. And they travel into space 00:09:52.039 --> 00:09:55.220 and he signs up to be an expendable, which means 00:09:55.220 --> 00:09:57.899 that they make copies of him every 24 hours and 00:09:57.899 --> 00:10:00.899 his consciousness gets re -uploaded. And he has 00:10:00.899 --> 00:10:03.519 to sit every week and get it downloaded again 00:10:03.519 --> 00:10:07.229 so he doesn't have any big gaps. It's like And 00:10:07.229 --> 00:10:09.389 then I'm watching this and they send him on the 00:10:09.389 --> 00:10:12.669 worst missions. They send him out first to breathe 00:10:12.669 --> 00:10:15.029 the air and see if he got sick. And he did. He 00:10:15.029 --> 00:10:18.110 got very sick. And then they repeatedly exposed 00:10:18.110 --> 00:10:22.889 him to it so they could work out a vaccine for 00:10:22.889 --> 00:10:26.169 everyone else on the ship to then be able to... 00:10:26.169 --> 00:10:31.950 It's crazy. And it's just illuminating so many 00:10:31.950 --> 00:10:35.429 different things. And I'm like, wow. There's 00:10:35.429 --> 00:10:38.330 a reason I didn't finish it. I was like, I'm 00:10:38.330 --> 00:10:40.730 good on this for now because this is hitting 00:10:40.730 --> 00:10:47.929 too hard. But yeah, it's crazy. And just so many 00:10:47.929 --> 00:10:52.990 other ways of reorganizing life, not just physically, 00:10:53.129 --> 00:10:57.370 not just mail and bills or rooms and things, 00:10:57.529 --> 00:11:02.370 but taking action on things that have been dormant 00:11:02.370 --> 00:11:05.279 and waiting. And it's almost like, they come 00:11:05.279 --> 00:11:09.279 up in your face to be seen. And it's like, obviously 00:11:09.279 --> 00:11:11.220 I have to follow this thread. And it's just, 00:11:11.340 --> 00:11:14.620 it's been so exciting, but so many changes over 00:11:14.620 --> 00:11:16.419 here. I started homeschooling my daughter, which 00:11:16.419 --> 00:11:19.259 I wanted to do for a long time. And then finally 00:11:19.259 --> 00:11:22.759 I just like pulled the trigger. So that's good. 00:11:22.840 --> 00:11:25.399 She's actually still sleeping. And what I was 00:11:25.399 --> 00:11:27.879 thinking about earlier this morning is like, 00:11:28.679 --> 00:11:30.480 first of all, she's growing. She's a manifestor. 00:11:30.500 --> 00:11:33.100 There was just an eclipse full moon. Like she 00:11:33.100 --> 00:11:35.309 needs to be sleeping. you know, and I would, 00:11:35.429 --> 00:11:37.889 I would feel sad on the days where I would have 00:11:37.889 --> 00:11:40.269 to like force her to get up and go, you know, 00:11:41.149 --> 00:11:44.169 she, she in the morning, sometimes not every 00:11:44.169 --> 00:11:46.649 morning, but sometimes she'll tell me about dreams 00:11:46.649 --> 00:11:50.409 she's had and they are fascinating to hear about. 00:11:50.629 --> 00:11:53.129 And I encourage her to like write them down and, 00:11:53.210 --> 00:11:54.970 you know, kind of keep track of them myself. 00:11:55.330 --> 00:11:58.590 Uh, and I would like to focus on that more. Like, 00:11:58.779 --> 00:12:01.220 kind of make that part of the first thing we 00:12:01.220 --> 00:12:04.759 do every day. It's like, how was your dreamscape? 00:12:05.639 --> 00:12:10.059 And actively work to set her up before bed so 00:12:10.059 --> 00:12:14.840 that she can have safe travels. That's amazing. 00:12:15.100 --> 00:12:18.740 That's so amazing. Yeah, totally. What are we 00:12:18.740 --> 00:12:25.429 doing here? I mean, to an extent, having an understanding 00:12:25.429 --> 00:12:30.490 of geography matters and geology and the climate 00:12:30.490 --> 00:12:33.690 and weather patterns. Yes, to an extent, all 00:12:33.690 --> 00:12:36.149 of that matters. And I'm not saying to the exclusion 00:12:36.149 --> 00:12:40.149 of all these things, but let's just curate for 00:12:40.149 --> 00:12:44.470 ourselves what we feel intuitively is important 00:12:44.470 --> 00:12:49.590 as beings who exist in this realm, in this environment, 00:12:49.769 --> 00:12:56.919 as opposed to following the prescribed protocol 00:12:56.919 --> 00:13:01.059 of education and what we're supposed to pay attention 00:13:01.059 --> 00:13:06.919 to. And you got to wonder why we're supposed 00:13:06.919 --> 00:13:09.860 to be paying attention to that and focused on 00:13:09.860 --> 00:13:14.779 that. And I also came to a realization recently, 00:13:15.580 --> 00:13:18.019 still healing from separation, divorce, kind 00:13:18.019 --> 00:13:20.940 of like an abusive relationship, which is interesting 00:13:20.940 --> 00:13:23.299 because He called me the other day and was like, 00:13:23.360 --> 00:13:26.139 are you talking online about abuse? And I was 00:13:26.139 --> 00:13:29.120 like, what? I guess things just kind of come 00:13:29.120 --> 00:13:31.539 out as I'm talking about them. But like, I mean. 00:13:32.379 --> 00:13:35.139 If it quacks like a duck and it wants like a 00:13:35.139 --> 00:13:37.600 duck, like I mean, I'm not saying you abused 00:13:37.600 --> 00:13:39.879 me I'm just saying I experienced abuse and this 00:13:39.879 --> 00:13:42.220 is my journey. I'm processing abuse. Yeah, like 00:13:42.220 --> 00:13:45.019 yeah, like I'm entitled to do so. Yeah, like 00:13:45.019 --> 00:13:48.259 I'm not talking about you I'm talking about me, 00:13:48.620 --> 00:13:51.519 but I understand he wants his privacy and all 00:13:51.519 --> 00:13:53.899 that which is all good and I understand why that 00:13:53.899 --> 00:13:58.960 would be but Just like accepting and seeing things 00:13:58.960 --> 00:14:01.299 from a different lens like realizing that things 00:14:01.299 --> 00:14:06.559 were done intentionally to hurt me and Getting 00:14:06.559 --> 00:14:08.600 to the point where in the past I would think 00:14:08.600 --> 00:14:10.539 about these examples and I would get very very 00:14:10.539 --> 00:14:13.559 sad and confused and I would be like but why 00:14:13.559 --> 00:14:16.000 like and it's a sort of like the naive state 00:14:16.000 --> 00:14:19.620 of like us like a Soul that is just like cannot 00:14:19.620 --> 00:14:22.639 understand why someone would do things like that 00:14:22.639 --> 00:14:27.299 like because that part of processing, naivety, 00:14:27.559 --> 00:14:31.259 but it's also purity. The fact that I couldn't 00:14:31.259 --> 00:14:33.799 even conceptualize doing that and I didn't even 00:14:33.799 --> 00:14:36.240 realize that that could be something... It's 00:14:36.240 --> 00:14:39.240 because I'm not a bad person, you know what I 00:14:39.240 --> 00:14:40.840 mean? But you're not a bad person if you can 00:14:40.840 --> 00:14:43.879 understand it either. The difference between 00:14:43.879 --> 00:14:47.820 psychology and the spiritual understanding is 00:14:47.820 --> 00:14:53.929 another thing I'm grasping differently. I'm no 00:14:53.929 --> 00:14:57.409 longer sad or confused. I'm just like, oh, okay, 00:14:57.409 --> 00:15:00.269 that's what it was. And I'm really actually able 00:15:00.269 --> 00:15:05.350 to detach from things now that come up in retrospect. 00:15:05.450 --> 00:15:07.129 And they're coming up, I'm sure, for a reason. 00:15:07.289 --> 00:15:09.950 But it's like, oh, it's much easier to let go, 00:15:10.230 --> 00:15:12.370 is what I mean. Because it no longer has the 00:15:12.370 --> 00:15:16.730 charge of sadness, confusion. There's not grief 00:15:16.730 --> 00:15:19.070 or regret or anything tied to it. So it's just 00:15:19.070 --> 00:15:23.210 like... letting it go, actually. So it feels 00:15:23.210 --> 00:15:28.409 good. That's amazing. Yeah. How about you? What's 00:15:28.409 --> 00:15:33.309 new in your world? What's going on lately? Well, 00:15:33.649 --> 00:15:38.889 I mean, okay, so on one hand, in all the ways 00:15:38.889 --> 00:15:43.549 that really matter, I just feel so grateful for 00:15:43.549 --> 00:15:46.590 this season of life. I have such a deep gratitude 00:15:46.590 --> 00:15:52.960 for the version of me who Like said yes every 00:15:52.960 --> 00:15:55.779 point along the way to this business because 00:15:55.779 --> 00:15:59.879 now like i'm i'm doing this and this is this 00:15:59.879 --> 00:16:02.600 is such a weird season for me because you know 00:16:02.600 --> 00:16:06.279 my father died unexpectedly in july and i also 00:16:06.279 --> 00:16:09.019 had a miscarriage at the exact same time and 00:16:09.019 --> 00:16:13.580 it was just so much. to deal with. And then I 00:16:13.580 --> 00:16:16.519 got, you know, hit with a really huge tax bill 00:16:16.519 --> 00:16:18.980 and the business, I had bought a second business, 00:16:19.220 --> 00:16:23.220 a boutique was sort of like my, in hindsight, 00:16:23.259 --> 00:16:27.279 I'm like, you were hoping to escape your destiny 00:16:27.279 --> 00:16:30.200 as a highly impactful person. Like you, the part 00:16:30.200 --> 00:16:32.220 of you that was scared of your soul mission wanted 00:16:32.220 --> 00:16:35.980 to just find a way to be a muggle. And your higher 00:16:35.980 --> 00:16:39.019 self is like, no, you shall henceforth and forever 00:16:39.019 --> 00:16:41.879 nevermore make money. doing anything other than 00:16:41.879 --> 00:16:45.379 your soul mission. So I just was carrying a lot, 00:16:45.820 --> 00:16:49.559 a lot of stress and a lot of weight and similar 00:16:49.559 --> 00:16:52.139 to the situation that you went through for years. 00:16:52.360 --> 00:16:58.639 It's like long standing, ongoing sort of circumstances 00:16:58.639 --> 00:17:01.700 that don't resolve overnight. And it's just the 00:17:01.700 --> 00:17:05.000 requirement of deep patience and surrender and 00:17:05.000 --> 00:17:07.960 like recalibrating and like this is the plan 00:17:07.960 --> 00:17:12.130 and this is what I'm doing and to find gratitude 00:17:12.130 --> 00:17:16.750 and the tiny incremental successes along the 00:17:16.750 --> 00:17:20.829 way. But it's been so, so as I say that I'm like 00:17:20.829 --> 00:17:23.809 really grateful to the version of me that said 00:17:23.809 --> 00:17:28.250 yes at every point leading up to this past year, 00:17:28.630 --> 00:17:31.349 especially the version of me that said yes to 00:17:31.349 --> 00:17:34.150 leaving the job and the career that I previously 00:17:34.150 --> 00:17:37.619 had that was no longer aligned for me. and having 00:17:37.619 --> 00:17:40.299 no idea if this was going to work or not. And 00:17:40.299 --> 00:17:43.059 I just did it and went for it anyway, and then 00:17:43.059 --> 00:17:45.140 stayed with it every time I wanted to quit and 00:17:45.140 --> 00:17:49.079 felt discouraged. I'm so grateful because now, 00:17:49.119 --> 00:17:51.079 even though I'm in a really challenging season, 00:17:51.079 --> 00:17:53.680 and it's not the most financially fruitful season, 00:17:53.680 --> 00:17:56.220 and I owe so much in taxes that I don't keep 00:17:56.220 --> 00:17:59.519 anything. Anything that comes in, all of it is 00:17:59.519 --> 00:18:04.559 allocated to life expenses and then debt repayment. 00:18:05.059 --> 00:18:09.930 But I'm like, But I get to do this work and I 00:18:09.930 --> 00:18:11.869 would be doing it for free anyway Like this is 00:18:11.869 --> 00:18:14.049 how much I love it and I'm so glad that I chose 00:18:14.049 --> 00:18:17.990 it when I could Yeah, so that now that I'm going 00:18:17.990 --> 00:18:20.470 through this difficult season at least I don't 00:18:20.470 --> 00:18:26.109 hate my job I'm so grateful for that. So yeah, 00:18:26.190 --> 00:18:29.829 so it's still a really hard season really hard 00:18:29.829 --> 00:18:35.230 And the I'm in Canada so the the the CRA which 00:18:35.230 --> 00:18:40.559 is like the You know the analog the Canadian 00:18:40.559 --> 00:18:45.400 analog to the IRS Okay, yes, you don't need the 00:18:45.400 --> 00:18:48.259 tax. Yes. Yeah, they're not playing nice. They're 00:18:48.259 --> 00:18:51.140 not being nice to me at all so there's a lot 00:18:51.140 --> 00:18:55.539 of stress on my shoulders, but It's almost like 00:18:55.539 --> 00:18:57.799 you know sometimes when you get backed into a 00:18:57.799 --> 00:19:01.000 corner. There's nothing left to lean into but 00:19:01.000 --> 00:19:05.380 love Yeah. And it just rearranges all of your 00:19:05.380 --> 00:19:08.900 priorities. And so I'm actually really grateful 00:19:08.900 --> 00:19:11.039 for this season. It's not comfortable and it's 00:19:11.039 --> 00:19:13.779 not fun and it does not relent. It's very difficult 00:19:13.779 --> 00:19:17.819 to be in this right now, but I'm also able to 00:19:17.819 --> 00:19:20.740 see that. All I want is God. And all I want is, 00:19:21.119 --> 00:19:24.720 it makes the 5D so clear to me and it makes it 00:19:24.720 --> 00:19:27.700 so clear to me my point of power in every moment. 00:19:27.960 --> 00:19:30.740 And the point of power is like, Am I turning 00:19:30.740 --> 00:19:34.079 towards despair and stress and anxiety and the 00:19:34.079 --> 00:19:36.640 programs of the false matrix that have us feeling 00:19:36.640 --> 00:19:42.019 trapped, or do I turn towards God, whatever that 00:19:42.019 --> 00:19:44.019 means? To me, it's just a term that I'm comfortable 00:19:44.019 --> 00:19:47.160 using to describe the totality and benevolence. 00:19:49.740 --> 00:19:52.500 My freedom is also here. I can choose it in any 00:19:52.500 --> 00:19:57.339 moment, regardless of my circumstances. have 00:19:57.339 --> 00:19:59.940 that be so heavily tested and to be like, oh 00:19:59.940 --> 00:20:02.680 yeah, I fucking learned some shit. The results. 00:20:03.559 --> 00:20:07.339 Yeah. And then every time in the future it happens, 00:20:07.660 --> 00:20:10.880 it's like a mountain. You look down at everything 00:20:10.880 --> 00:20:13.259 that you've scaled and you're just like, yeah, 00:20:13.339 --> 00:20:15.740 fuck, I got that shit. And you just keep climbing. 00:20:16.359 --> 00:20:18.960 It's so great. And I'm so happy to hear that. 00:20:18.980 --> 00:20:22.119 And you're reminding me now of everything everywhere 00:20:22.119 --> 00:20:26.079 all at once. When she's dealing with the tax, 00:20:26.240 --> 00:20:30.700 situation and she has to show love to her or 00:20:30.700 --> 00:20:33.539 something. She's coming at her about to beat 00:20:33.539 --> 00:20:38.640 the shit out of her. The next jump pad is you 00:20:38.640 --> 00:20:42.460 have to profess your love to her. That's literally 00:20:42.460 --> 00:20:44.819 where you are at right now. And I love it so 00:20:44.819 --> 00:20:49.119 much. Actually, Christine, we just had the lunar 00:20:49.119 --> 00:20:51.220 eclipse, the blood moon lunar eclipse in Virgo 00:20:51.220 --> 00:20:57.710 yesterday. The eclipse showed up for me as the 00:20:57.710 --> 00:21:03.190 CRA seizing my business bank accounts and stealing 00:21:03.190 --> 00:21:05.490 all the money from them. And so that was like, 00:21:05.670 --> 00:21:07.589 that's all I could deal with yesterday was just 00:21:07.589 --> 00:21:11.190 like, oh my God, and they won't give it back. 00:21:11.450 --> 00:21:13.109 Like they're just, you know, and I'm like, guys, 00:21:13.369 --> 00:21:16.470 how am I supposed to pay you if I can't receiving 00:21:16.470 --> 00:21:18.930 like, if I can't actually conduct a business, 00:21:18.990 --> 00:21:23.099 but they don't care. So that that's was what 00:21:23.099 --> 00:21:28.819 was happening. And I was like, I know that the 00:21:28.819 --> 00:21:32.519 solution is not any external action right now. 00:21:32.720 --> 00:21:36.680 The solution, the next jump pad is to find the 00:21:36.680 --> 00:21:39.240 thing inside of myself that needs to be healed 00:21:39.240 --> 00:21:42.299 and like unlocked and the power that needs to 00:21:42.299 --> 00:21:47.220 be reclaimed. Not from an oppositional like, 00:21:47.400 --> 00:21:49.799 like it would be so easy to just like hate my 00:21:49.799 --> 00:21:54.400 my my collections agent and blame the government, 00:21:54.440 --> 00:21:57.119 which I am not a fan of the government, but that's 00:21:57.119 --> 00:21:58.859 not the place to hang out. Do you know what I 00:21:58.859 --> 00:22:00.859 mean? Like that's not the point of power. There 00:22:00.859 --> 00:22:03.299 are, it's almost like, whoa, the labyrinth is 00:22:03.299 --> 00:22:07.099 all inside of me. And it's, you know, it's this 00:22:07.099 --> 00:22:09.680 process of like winding through the difficult 00:22:09.680 --> 00:22:13.119 things that still have to get resolved in order 00:22:13.119 --> 00:22:17.859 for me to completely shift into the 5D, which 00:22:17.859 --> 00:22:20.480 sounds, I mean, you know, all I do is talk about 00:22:20.480 --> 00:22:24.119 the 5D. And so I'm becoming aware of like how 00:22:24.119 --> 00:22:26.519 spiritually bypassy and ridiculous it can sound 00:22:26.519 --> 00:22:28.960 to people sometimes. But I'm like, I can feel 00:22:28.960 --> 00:22:31.720 it. I see it. I feel it. I know how we function. 00:22:32.140 --> 00:22:34.839 I can feel like these are the things that are 00:22:34.839 --> 00:22:37.279 holding me back. And I could blame the false 00:22:37.279 --> 00:22:40.319 matrix right now. Or I could understand that 00:22:40.319 --> 00:22:46.160 I have to figure this puzzle out. in order to 00:22:46.160 --> 00:22:49.519 resolve it so I can move beyond it, not just 00:22:49.519 --> 00:22:51.660 like, oh, so I can have money again or whatever. 00:22:51.900 --> 00:22:53.700 Like, yes, whatever. But that doesn't really 00:22:53.700 --> 00:22:55.799 matter. That's not what matters. What matters 00:22:55.799 --> 00:22:58.319 is the freedom of my own consciousness and what 00:22:58.319 --> 00:23:03.140 I can create as I am willing to pay the price 00:23:03.140 --> 00:23:08.059 to reclaim that freedom. Mm -hmm. Yes. And there 00:23:08.059 --> 00:23:11.759 are strategies like regarding taxes. There are... 00:23:11.720 --> 00:23:14.839 very creative ways. There are loopholes. All 00:23:14.839 --> 00:23:17.220 you have to do is know the law. Well, that's 00:23:17.220 --> 00:23:20.059 not your job and that's annoying. But do you 00:23:20.059 --> 00:23:23.980 have a really good tax person to help you not 00:23:23.980 --> 00:23:27.500 just resolve what's existing, but to prepare 00:23:27.500 --> 00:23:32.140 going forward? Just saying, this is years and 00:23:32.140 --> 00:23:33.960 years ago. I feel like it's almost 10 years ago 00:23:33.960 --> 00:23:38.279 at this point. Yeah, over 10 years. Because I'm 00:23:38.279 --> 00:23:39.960 looking at my boss's picture. I have a picture 00:23:39.960 --> 00:23:44.779 of him. keep it on my desk. That's how I venerate 00:23:44.779 --> 00:23:47.700 people that really matter to me. I connect with 00:23:47.700 --> 00:23:50.960 him often and he taught me so much. He was a 00:23:50.960 --> 00:23:54.000 CPA, which is a certified public accountant. 00:23:56.410 --> 00:23:58.450 So interesting. When I first started working 00:23:58.450 --> 00:24:02.109 with him, I was an administrative assistant and 00:24:02.109 --> 00:24:05.369 a representative from the IRS came in and he 00:24:05.369 --> 00:24:07.769 was no longer doing the tax portion of the business. 00:24:08.049 --> 00:24:10.029 He'd given that to his son. He also had a payroll 00:24:10.029 --> 00:24:12.910 company. He gave that to his other son. And then 00:24:12.910 --> 00:24:16.750 he started an investment business, a registered 00:24:16.750 --> 00:24:19.029 investment advisor where he was a fiduciary and 00:24:19.029 --> 00:24:25.009 he made like tax advice and business. uh, insurance 00:24:25.009 --> 00:24:28.849 and investments. And I assisted him, but I just 00:24:28.849 --> 00:24:30.990 started working there and IRS person comes in 00:24:30.990 --> 00:24:33.170 and he says, I need these files, blah, blah, 00:24:33.210 --> 00:24:36.549 blah, blah, blah. So I go to Ron. I say this 00:24:36.549 --> 00:24:38.609 IRS agent is here and he says, we have to do 00:24:38.609 --> 00:24:40.609 this. He's like, Oh no, tell him that I don't 00:24:40.609 --> 00:24:42.650 have time today. He can come back another time, 00:24:42.809 --> 00:24:46.329 a scheduled appointment. And I was just like, 00:24:47.370 --> 00:24:51.890 Okay. I guess because from my, I was also very 00:24:51.890 --> 00:24:54.430 young. I was, I think 19 when I started there. 00:24:54.710 --> 00:24:59.430 And so for me, I was like, Oh my God, you're 00:24:59.430 --> 00:25:01.769 a badass. You're just being like, I don't have 00:25:01.769 --> 00:25:05.430 time for that today. Like, and I'm like, but 00:25:05.430 --> 00:25:07.880 that's really actually how it is. It's really 00:25:07.880 --> 00:25:11.960 just an attitude. And that's true of any interaction 00:25:11.960 --> 00:25:14.259 with anyone. No one is above you. People will 00:25:14.259 --> 00:25:16.380 come in and try to bully you, try to put you 00:25:16.380 --> 00:25:20.220 down, try to make them be over you and give you 00:25:20.220 --> 00:25:23.059 orders. And it's when you realize how weak they 00:25:23.059 --> 00:25:25.839 actually are because they're doing that, that's 00:25:25.839 --> 00:25:27.920 when you can, we've talked about this before, 00:25:29.220 --> 00:25:32.960 shift your light to just reflect a different 00:25:32.960 --> 00:25:36.470 perspective from them. It's like when you figure 00:25:36.470 --> 00:25:38.710 that out in your mind, instead of being like 00:25:38.710 --> 00:25:41.690 this motherfucker and being negative, shift down 00:25:41.690 --> 00:25:43.250 in your heart. And I'm not telling you what to 00:25:43.250 --> 00:25:45.490 do. I'm saying this to other people listening, 00:25:45.549 --> 00:25:47.009 because you obviously already know how to do 00:25:47.009 --> 00:25:49.609 this. But for me, it's automatic. I shift down 00:25:49.609 --> 00:25:51.309 into my heart. I'm just like, oh, poor thing. 00:25:51.910 --> 00:25:54.670 They must really have had a difficult time at 00:25:54.670 --> 00:25:56.710 some point where somebody either did this to 00:25:56.710 --> 00:25:58.529 them or they didn't have any control in their 00:25:58.529 --> 00:26:03.430 life. And this is how they... Get their jollies 00:26:03.430 --> 00:26:06.670 and you know, there's more to them than this, 00:26:06.670 --> 00:26:08.769 you know, and it's just it's funny It's just 00:26:08.769 --> 00:26:12.069 funny. It's interesting to do. I always uh, I 00:26:12.069 --> 00:26:14.670 don't know I don't I actually don't know how 00:26:14.670 --> 00:26:17.589 I have the time to like do all that happens like 00:26:17.589 --> 00:26:20.589 really fast, you know, like all the thinking 00:26:20.589 --> 00:26:22.730 about all the different things and dynamics that 00:26:22.730 --> 00:26:27.109 like aren't actually Present in the current moment 00:26:27.109 --> 00:26:31.839 like it's not pertinent to what's happening. 00:26:32.619 --> 00:26:34.099 You know, someone could be giving you like verbal 00:26:34.099 --> 00:26:35.779 instructions and you're just over here thinking 00:26:35.779 --> 00:26:37.779 about like, I wonder what happened to them when 00:26:37.779 --> 00:26:39.619 they were like 12. Like you're like getting all 00:26:39.619 --> 00:26:43.940 this information and it's like, oh, but without 00:26:43.940 --> 00:26:46.680 like prying, you know, I don't mean it that way. 00:26:46.720 --> 00:26:49.579 No, but it's like, I think that's part of what 00:26:49.930 --> 00:26:53.529 Is part of this consciousness expansion process 00:26:53.529 --> 00:26:57.230 that you know where we're all experiencing we're 00:26:57.230 --> 00:27:00.109 just receiving it and playing with it to different 00:27:00.109 --> 00:27:04.769 degrees according to our own journey but i think 00:27:04.769 --> 00:27:07.650 like where is. for a long time we related to 00:27:07.650 --> 00:27:10.190 each other at that surface -immediate level of 00:27:10.190 --> 00:27:12.309 the verbal instructions they're giving, where 00:27:12.309 --> 00:27:16.109 we are now accessing deeper and deeper, you could 00:27:16.109 --> 00:27:18.450 say multi -dimensional layers, but just meaning 00:27:18.450 --> 00:27:21.849 there are different layers of the person that 00:27:21.849 --> 00:27:24.650 you're interacting with and the situation and 00:27:24.650 --> 00:27:30.069 the scenario. It kind of reminds me of those 00:27:30.069 --> 00:27:36.319 in whatever, sci -fi movies or Shows where they 00:27:36.319 --> 00:27:38.940 have those glasses those smart glasses that have 00:27:38.940 --> 00:27:40.640 like a little invisible screen that they can 00:27:40.640 --> 00:27:43.099 only see their eye that's like Analyzing the 00:27:43.099 --> 00:27:45.339 whole situation and giving them additional feedback 00:27:45.339 --> 00:27:47.700 It's kind of like that but it's through your 00:27:47.700 --> 00:27:49.299 own heart and through your own consciousness 00:27:49.299 --> 00:27:53.119 and I really think that's what this stage of 00:27:53.119 --> 00:27:58.799 the game is about is Basically, it's like being 00:27:58.799 --> 00:28:01.099 a lucid dreamer within the dream and calling 00:28:01.099 --> 00:28:06.769 the bluff of Calling the bluff of the situation, 00:28:06.829 --> 00:28:08.849 but I don't mean that like for example I have 00:28:08.849 --> 00:28:11.470 every intention of paying the money that I owe 00:28:11.470 --> 00:28:14.789 in my taxes so I'm not saying that like oh, you 00:28:14.789 --> 00:28:19.069 know the consequences be damned and and It but 00:28:19.069 --> 00:28:21.069 the paying of it is part of my own healing I 00:28:21.069 --> 00:28:24.190 can feel that you know, and and so it's like 00:28:24.190 --> 00:28:29.009 calling the bluff of the surface level perception 00:28:29.400 --> 00:28:33.660 of the urgency and the emergency and the scarcity 00:28:33.660 --> 00:28:36.339 or whatever wounds are happening so for me obviously 00:28:36.339 --> 00:28:38.819 those are the particular wounds that are being 00:28:38.819 --> 00:28:42.480 activated but like. Let's say if it's in a relationship 00:28:42.480 --> 00:28:46.660 dynamic it's like calling the bluff of that program. 00:28:48.499 --> 00:28:51.039 fear response of like the fear of rejection, 00:28:51.220 --> 00:28:52.819 the fear of abandonment, the fear of not being 00:28:52.819 --> 00:28:54.559 good enough, the fear of being judged, the fear 00:28:54.559 --> 00:28:57.940 of being betrayed or like whatever things are 00:28:57.940 --> 00:29:00.380 coming up for any of us in any given scenario. 00:29:00.740 --> 00:29:05.059 We're just being given this opportunity to Call 00:29:05.059 --> 00:29:07.980 the bluff and had like live out our own personal 00:29:07.980 --> 00:29:11.440 version of that final scene in the original Matrix 00:29:11.440 --> 00:29:14.180 movie when he just Understands that it's all 00:29:14.180 --> 00:29:17.859 code like it's code the agents are code. He's 00:29:17.859 --> 00:29:20.920 code. It's all the same It's all the same field 00:29:20.920 --> 00:29:26.319 of information and then it no longer likes Has 00:29:26.319 --> 00:29:31.099 the same power over us that once did yes, I've 00:29:31.099 --> 00:29:36.559 been finding more Lately than ever before because 00:29:36.559 --> 00:29:38.880 it has happened before but it's sort of more 00:29:38.880 --> 00:29:41.500 like when I'm getting downloads, but now it's 00:29:41.500 --> 00:29:45.599 like constant It's an additional awareness like 00:29:45.599 --> 00:29:48.220 it's like I'm experiencing my own thoughts But 00:29:48.220 --> 00:29:51.119 I'm also observing them from above and then I 00:29:51.119 --> 00:29:53.420 guess even from above that because if I can see 00:29:53.420 --> 00:29:55.539 this higher I guess I'm even you know what I 00:29:55.539 --> 00:29:58.240 mean Yeah, and then so then I like sort of like 00:29:58.240 --> 00:30:01.099 break myself down like a Russian doll. You know 00:30:01.099 --> 00:30:03.839 what I mean? Like it's like And then I just like 00:30:03.839 --> 00:30:08.579 clear it all away. It seems, sounds easy. Sounds 00:30:08.579 --> 00:30:11.539 easy. But the more you do it, the easier it is. 00:30:11.779 --> 00:30:14.599 You know, it's not, it's not hard to do to stop 00:30:14.599 --> 00:30:16.319 yourself. Like you're saying, like you can stop 00:30:16.319 --> 00:30:18.259 yourself and see in the moment, like the higher 00:30:18.259 --> 00:30:20.779 perspective, like, oh, this isn't actually something 00:30:20.779 --> 00:30:22.740 I need to worry about. This isn't actually the 00:30:22.740 --> 00:30:24.819 end of the world. Like I can, I'm definitely 00:30:24.819 --> 00:30:26.799 going to get through this. And I also wanted 00:30:26.799 --> 00:30:31.900 to say, I'm so happy and I so I'm so proud of 00:30:31.900 --> 00:30:34.279 the version of you and you that has always said 00:30:34.279 --> 00:30:38.539 yes to your business because you have been such 00:30:38.539 --> 00:30:43.019 a wonderful resource and a very encouraging mentor. 00:30:43.559 --> 00:30:46.319 Amy is the reason that I started in the Akashic 00:30:46.319 --> 00:30:48.759 Records in the first place. Her courses, I've 00:30:48.759 --> 00:30:54.640 taken like, I don't know. A good handful. Like 00:30:54.640 --> 00:30:59.259 12 maybe. and been part of different programs 00:30:59.259 --> 00:31:01.720 that were like long -term because I just love 00:31:01.720 --> 00:31:04.359 being in your energy that the things that we 00:31:04.359 --> 00:31:08.599 talk about, like the way that you express and 00:31:08.599 --> 00:31:10.880 articulate the energies that are coming through. 00:31:11.079 --> 00:31:12.920 It's just such valuable information. I really 00:31:12.920 --> 00:31:15.440 appreciate it. Not only do I appreciate you, 00:31:15.480 --> 00:31:17.839 but I also appreciate everyone that I have been 00:31:17.839 --> 00:31:20.640 able to connect with because of you and your 00:31:20.640 --> 00:31:24.160 programs. So yeah, like you said, the universe 00:31:24.160 --> 00:31:26.140 is forcing you because it's like, this is really 00:31:26.140 --> 00:31:29.119 important. Because if that's me, think about 00:31:29.119 --> 00:31:33.140 all of the other long -term people that participate 00:31:33.140 --> 00:31:37.940 in programs with you compounded, right? So it's 00:31:37.940 --> 00:31:40.539 like the groups that they meet and connect with. 00:31:40.619 --> 00:31:43.380 And there are people in common that will probably 00:31:43.380 --> 00:31:46.740 in the future connect those people that... weren't 00:31:46.740 --> 00:31:49.339 connected before. And it's still all part of 00:31:49.339 --> 00:31:54.579 your, it comes from your message and encouragement 00:31:54.579 --> 00:31:58.400 for us to be sovereign in ourselves and trust 00:31:58.400 --> 00:32:01.220 our intuition and to slow down and hone in our 00:32:01.220 --> 00:32:03.940 clairs. And I just appreciate you so much and 00:32:03.940 --> 00:32:07.640 I'm so thankful. Oh my gosh, Christine. That 00:32:07.640 --> 00:32:11.019 makes me so happy. You have no idea, especially 00:32:11.019 --> 00:32:13.940 that little piece of like the people that you've 00:32:13.940 --> 00:32:17.890 met. Through joining the group programs why always 00:32:17.890 --> 00:32:19.990 i'm so obsessed with doing live group programs 00:32:19.990 --> 00:32:25.859 because it. I can't it's that is. Beyond me, 00:32:25.859 --> 00:32:28.440 that's outside of me. I just know that I, I just 00:32:28.440 --> 00:32:32.799 attract cool people and that's all I need to 00:32:32.799 --> 00:32:35.619 do is just attract cool people and create spaces 00:32:35.619 --> 00:32:37.599 for them to connect with each other and magic 00:32:37.599 --> 00:32:39.900 will occur. And it has nothing to do with me 00:32:39.900 --> 00:32:43.160 beyond that, but the power, the ripple effect, 00:32:43.240 --> 00:32:44.980 like you said, like the people who meet that 00:32:44.980 --> 00:32:47.720 and talk about this to the people. And it doesn't 00:32:47.720 --> 00:32:49.799 even matter if it ever comes back to me or if 00:32:49.799 --> 00:32:51.859 I ever know it doesn't fucking matter. What, 00:32:51.859 --> 00:32:57.660 what matters is that. this beautiful ripple of 00:32:57.660 --> 00:33:02.900 freedom and possibility and just like permission 00:33:02.900 --> 00:33:06.200 and encouragement to pursue what our soul is 00:33:06.200 --> 00:33:09.400 calling us towards in a world that actively discourages 00:33:09.400 --> 00:33:16.579 that. Yes. Yes. It is so needed. I could be a 00:33:16.579 --> 00:33:18.400 little bit biased and it could just be like my 00:33:18.400 --> 00:33:20.559 algorithm, what I'm looking at. But it seems 00:33:20.559 --> 00:33:23.200 like many of the people that I associate with 00:33:24.749 --> 00:33:27.910 are really ready to unplug from the system and 00:33:27.910 --> 00:33:29.730 be like, yeah, you know what? It's getting to 00:33:29.730 --> 00:33:33.650 the point where I think I might have to be out. 00:33:34.869 --> 00:33:36.569 I don't know. It would be awesome if I could 00:33:36.569 --> 00:33:38.470 move to another country. I'm not saying that 00:33:38.470 --> 00:33:42.230 I don't like America. I like the world. I like 00:33:42.230 --> 00:33:45.009 earth and I like humans and animals and plants. 00:33:45.890 --> 00:33:49.670 It's not about countries. It's about all of it. 00:33:50.210 --> 00:33:55.789 But yeah, it's getting wild. Yeah. What are you 00:33:55.789 --> 00:33:58.730 seeing? I would love to hear. I just had a conversation 00:33:58.730 --> 00:34:03.650 with Chris King the other day about some of the 00:34:03.650 --> 00:34:05.890 things he's seeing and hearing. And on that day, 00:34:05.950 --> 00:34:09.199 it was like just one day. of his life, but he's 00:34:09.199 --> 00:34:11.440 been seeing and hearing a lot. There's a lot 00:34:11.440 --> 00:34:20.420 of turmoil in his immediate sphere. It sounds 00:34:20.420 --> 00:34:24.440 like similar situations to what I'm going through, 00:34:24.460 --> 00:34:27.369 just different versions. you know, obviously, 00:34:27.530 --> 00:34:29.969 they're really grinding us in the economy right 00:34:29.969 --> 00:34:33.909 now. I'll set up the flip over into the digital 00:34:33.909 --> 00:34:37.150 currency. But so like, there's a lot of that 00:34:37.150 --> 00:34:39.730 that's activated. And then like a lot of emotional 00:34:39.730 --> 00:34:45.309 distress at the release of you know, I don't 00:34:45.309 --> 00:34:47.690 know. Did these things get censored anymore? 00:34:47.769 --> 00:34:49.050 I don't think so. Everybody's talking about the 00:34:49.050 --> 00:34:51.630 Epstein. Oh, I don't give a shit. I talk about 00:34:51.630 --> 00:34:54.429 whatever. You know me. The release of the Epstein 00:34:54.429 --> 00:34:57.670 files and then like the geopolitical, you know, 00:34:57.769 --> 00:35:01.929 like stuff that's going on. So from what he shared 00:35:01.929 --> 00:35:06.329 in his corner, it's people are, you know, in 00:35:06.329 --> 00:35:08.670 a really activated state of just being like, 00:35:08.690 --> 00:35:11.210 oh my God, this is so stressful. This is so overwhelming. 00:35:11.590 --> 00:35:17.989 Yeah. What are you observing? I feel like a lot 00:35:17.989 --> 00:35:22.449 of the disclosure regarding things of this nature 00:35:22.449 --> 00:35:27.309 were revealed to me four years ago in that timeline 00:35:27.309 --> 00:35:31.769 jump and also personally because of the karmic 00:35:31.769 --> 00:35:34.170 ties that I have with specific people that I 00:35:34.170 --> 00:35:36.960 believe are associated with groups that do those 00:35:36.960 --> 00:35:40.500 types of things as well. So I've had to conceptualize 00:35:40.500 --> 00:35:43.059 this for a little bit longer. I know there are 00:35:43.059 --> 00:35:45.739 people who are like conspiracy theorists, like 00:35:45.739 --> 00:35:48.760 we've been talking about this for years and now 00:35:48.760 --> 00:35:51.659 you always called us crazy. Now I didn't like, 00:35:53.659 --> 00:35:57.679 I didn't try to talk about this with people like 00:35:57.679 --> 00:36:01.679 we're strangers, but it was very clear to me 00:36:01.679 --> 00:36:05.159 that like that is one of the main ways that the 00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:11.159 false matrix is powered, besides the general 00:36:11.159 --> 00:36:13.739 public, which is actually the biggest portion. 00:36:14.179 --> 00:36:18.619 But then they do this to direct those types of 00:36:18.619 --> 00:36:22.340 energies and to manipulate the fields and just 00:36:22.340 --> 00:36:29.800 wreak havoc as chaos does. But I'm feeling... 00:36:33.710 --> 00:36:37.869 I'm feeling glad that I conceptualized it earlier 00:36:37.869 --> 00:36:42.550 and I can understand how destabilizing it is. 00:36:43.349 --> 00:36:49.150 I feel like there could be soul loss level of 00:36:49.150 --> 00:36:53.250 upset in people. When people get very, very stressed 00:36:53.250 --> 00:36:58.030 out or traumatized, it's traumatizing. So that's 00:36:58.030 --> 00:37:01.039 another reason that they're disclosing it. and 00:37:01.039 --> 00:37:03.039 they haven't disclosed all of it, and they never 00:37:03.039 --> 00:37:06.019 will. But that is the reason that they are dumping 00:37:06.019 --> 00:37:10.800 all this stuff on us is for us to fracture. So 00:37:10.800 --> 00:37:17.860 it's really, really important to shift how we're 00:37:17.860 --> 00:37:20.659 visualizing those things. I mean, somebody's 00:37:20.659 --> 00:37:22.400 got to read through them and report on them so 00:37:22.400 --> 00:37:24.880 the general public can hear the atrocities. We 00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:27.420 need to hear the atrocities so that we can... 00:37:29.269 --> 00:37:32.309 accept that that is in our reality. And then, 00:37:32.309 --> 00:37:34.530 you know, because that's the only way to change 00:37:34.530 --> 00:37:36.809 it. First, we have to like see it, accept it, 00:37:37.190 --> 00:37:39.710 then be like, no, that's not happening. What 00:37:39.710 --> 00:37:41.489 are we going to do to change it? I don't know. 00:37:42.110 --> 00:37:45.730 I would love for people to die, but that's me. 00:37:45.750 --> 00:37:50.190 I don't know. That's not really... I can't say. 00:37:50.210 --> 00:37:53.110 It's not up to me. I'm just saying. But personally, 00:37:53.110 --> 00:37:58.960 I would kill people anyway. Maybe I'll edit that. 00:37:59.260 --> 00:38:01.179 Maybe someone will use it against me. I don't 00:38:01.179 --> 00:38:05.699 actually care. It's so funny. Earlier before 00:38:05.699 --> 00:38:10.039 we started recording, I actually Googled myself 00:38:10.039 --> 00:38:13.000 because I was on Instagram and I saw an ad for, 00:38:13.000 --> 00:38:15.039 I don't know, delete me or something. And it's 00:38:15.039 --> 00:38:17.960 like, control your information. Don't let people 00:38:17.960 --> 00:38:21.019 be able to search all your contact information 00:38:21.019 --> 00:38:23.539 and blah, blah. And it's like, when's the last 00:38:23.539 --> 00:38:25.019 time you Googled yourself? And I was like, that's 00:38:25.019 --> 00:38:27.800 a good question. So I did it to see what came 00:38:27.800 --> 00:38:30.159 up. And the first thing that came up was the 00:38:30.159 --> 00:38:32.900 GoFundMe that I made, which I no longer need. 00:38:32.980 --> 00:38:35.380 So I was like, okay. So I deactivated that. And 00:38:35.380 --> 00:38:37.699 then I was going down and there was something 00:38:37.699 --> 00:38:43.079 and it was like, get all of her information and 00:38:43.079 --> 00:38:46.260 social reputation. I was like, the fuck? And 00:38:46.260 --> 00:38:49.440 I clicked into it and it was like, low. And I 00:38:49.440 --> 00:38:52.289 started laughing because it's like... They might 00:38:52.289 --> 00:38:55.630 have reports like credit and criminal records 00:38:55.630 --> 00:38:58.110 and stuff. And then it's like social media and 00:38:58.110 --> 00:39:01.170 like sexual stuff. And I'm like, wait, what? 00:39:01.610 --> 00:39:03.969 And then, so I didn't pay for the report or anything. 00:39:04.110 --> 00:39:06.889 And yeah, they probably make everyone seem a 00:39:06.889 --> 00:39:08.429 little bit bad because then it's like, ooh, I 00:39:08.429 --> 00:39:10.230 want to know what's on their record and I wouldn't 00:39:10.230 --> 00:39:14.690 buy it. Sorry. But it's just funny to me because 00:39:14.690 --> 00:39:17.650 what, in what framework is this being measured? 00:39:19.659 --> 00:39:22.840 And by whom? Yeah, right. And to what level do 00:39:22.840 --> 00:39:26.820 I actually give a fuck? Because I have a criminal 00:39:26.820 --> 00:39:33.599 record for going against legal, I don't even 00:39:33.599 --> 00:39:38.039 know what to call them, actions, legal, coercive 00:39:38.039 --> 00:39:40.699 control. I was fighting against coercive control 00:39:40.699 --> 00:39:45.719 that was used by the legal system from someone 00:39:45.719 --> 00:39:49.670 specifically. So I don't care. if I have a record 00:39:49.670 --> 00:39:53.550 for that, because in hindsight and when I consider 00:39:53.550 --> 00:39:56.530 myself as a soul and I look back and it's like, 00:39:56.590 --> 00:39:59.230 what would I want to do? Would I conform and 00:39:59.230 --> 00:40:01.570 be a good girl and follow the law? Or would I 00:40:01.570 --> 00:40:04.949 be like, no, this is wrong. I don't agree. And 00:40:04.949 --> 00:40:07.789 I don't care what the consequences are. Probably 00:40:07.789 --> 00:40:12.360 the latter. So it's like... Am I credit score 00:40:12.360 --> 00:40:15.440 gone? Does it even matter? No. These are the 00:40:15.440 --> 00:40:18.320 things like, it's just so freeing to get to this 00:40:18.320 --> 00:40:22.659 place where... It's like Terrence McKenna was 00:40:22.659 --> 00:40:26.400 saying, it's going to get so weird. So weird 00:40:26.400 --> 00:40:27.860 that people are going to have to actually talk 00:40:27.860 --> 00:40:30.260 about how weird it is. And things are going to 00:40:30.260 --> 00:40:33.420 break down and it's going to be like something 00:40:33.420 --> 00:40:35.980 that we have never experienced. And that's what 00:40:35.980 --> 00:40:42.050 happens when we... depart for the stars. I feel 00:40:42.050 --> 00:40:47.449 like it's very important for us to be in our 00:40:47.449 --> 00:40:50.130 hearts and to, instead of envisioning all of 00:40:50.130 --> 00:40:52.349 the horrible things that are happening, envision 00:40:52.349 --> 00:40:55.710 saving the kids. I was talking about this with 00:40:55.710 --> 00:40:59.179 someone that I just recently recorded with. Instead 00:40:59.179 --> 00:41:02.719 of visualizing the bad things, visualize putting 00:41:02.719 --> 00:41:06.619 a field of energy protection around any kid that 00:41:06.619 --> 00:41:09.820 is still in a system like that, right? Where 00:41:09.820 --> 00:41:13.559 if somebody comes into the radius of 10 feet, 00:41:13.639 --> 00:41:15.719 they're going to fucking spontaneously combust. 00:41:16.119 --> 00:41:20.719 You can do that with your energy. That's the 00:41:20.719 --> 00:41:23.619 things that I like to do too. When I hear about 00:41:23.619 --> 00:41:26.519 horrible things, I also like to shift it. It's 00:41:26.519 --> 00:41:28.400 actually one of my favorite things to do because 00:41:28.400 --> 00:41:33.780 it's like, no, we can't let this be. Because 00:41:33.780 --> 00:41:36.619 it's a double -loose harvest otherwise. They're 00:41:36.619 --> 00:41:39.639 harvesting off of, it's the same with the geopolitical 00:41:39.639 --> 00:41:45.940 turmoil and the war and the suffering of civilians. 00:41:47.670 --> 00:41:51.710 Like any of these things, it's a double sort 00:41:51.710 --> 00:41:54.329 of like feed for the false matrix if we don't 00:41:54.329 --> 00:41:58.090 understand it. And so they feed off of obviously 00:41:58.090 --> 00:42:00.670 the suffering created by those who are directly 00:42:00.670 --> 00:42:03.730 affected. And then they feed off of the absolute 00:42:03.730 --> 00:42:08.550 like mayhem, like freaking out levels of turmoil 00:42:08.550 --> 00:42:12.559 that are felt by all of us who are... witnessing 00:42:12.559 --> 00:42:15.679 it through usually social media and feeling helpless 00:42:15.679 --> 00:42:18.019 to do anything about it. And it's like, I'm not 00:42:18.019 --> 00:42:19.679 interested in giving the false matrix any of 00:42:19.679 --> 00:42:21.500 my energy anymore. Does that mean I'm perfect 00:42:21.500 --> 00:42:24.619 and I, um, you know, I'm clued into it all the 00:42:24.619 --> 00:42:27.260 time? No, but I'm becoming increasingly aware 00:42:27.260 --> 00:42:30.980 of the feeling that comes with it's sometimes 00:42:30.980 --> 00:42:34.139 hidden under a little gross feeling, self -indulgent 00:42:34.139 --> 00:42:36.780 dopamine hit. So it has a little moment of feeling 00:42:36.780 --> 00:42:40.139 kind of good, but, but underneath it, it's like 00:42:40.380 --> 00:42:45.059 It just takes you farther away from that which 00:42:45.059 --> 00:42:49.019 is beautiful and pure. And so I do the same thing, 00:42:49.239 --> 00:42:52.800 Christine. There's this like Dr. Phil episode 00:42:52.800 --> 00:42:55.659 that I saw probably like 20 years ago, so long 00:42:55.659 --> 00:43:00.659 ago, that still haunts me. And it was a mom who 00:43:00.659 --> 00:43:03.860 for whatever reason she was like, she would rage 00:43:03.860 --> 00:43:08.480 at her children. and in particular, it just makes 00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:09.940 me want to cry just talking about it. She would 00:43:09.940 --> 00:43:13.679 take it out on her oldest son and they had video 00:43:13.679 --> 00:43:17.099 footage of the way that she would treat him. 00:43:17.280 --> 00:43:19.860 They put cameras in, I don't know, unbeknownst 00:43:19.860 --> 00:43:21.699 to her. I don't even know. Was it real? I don't 00:43:21.699 --> 00:43:26.900 have any idea, but it got in my psyche. The way 00:43:26.900 --> 00:43:31.079 that she would treat him rips my heart out of 00:43:31.079 --> 00:43:36.010 my chest. I just can't fathom treating your child 00:43:36.010 --> 00:43:41.090 that way and I also know that To be a human is 00:43:41.090 --> 00:43:45.130 very complicated But when I feel this level of 00:43:45.130 --> 00:43:46.889 turmoil and I'm like, I don't even remember his 00:43:46.889 --> 00:43:50.619 name. He's probably like 30 something years old 00:43:50.619 --> 00:43:53.260 now like there's no I can't do anything about 00:43:53.260 --> 00:43:56.360 it But what I can do is imagine him as a little 00:43:56.360 --> 00:43:59.539 boy and just bring him for a snuggle and I do 00:43:59.539 --> 00:44:02.199 that Yeah, like when it sometimes it'll just 00:44:02.199 --> 00:44:05.440 come into my brain and reactivate that like which 00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:09.219 is connected to a past life trauma for me Reactivate 00:44:09.219 --> 00:44:12.869 that center of like oh my god somebody Somebody 00:44:12.869 --> 00:44:14.570 was treating their child like that. And then 00:44:14.570 --> 00:44:16.789 it's connected to the knowing that many children 00:44:16.789 --> 00:44:19.489 are treated like that. Never mind all the, you 00:44:19.489 --> 00:44:22.889 know, terrible ritual abuse of children. Yeah, 00:44:23.130 --> 00:44:25.389 but like it's connected to all of that. And then 00:44:25.389 --> 00:44:28.829 I just imagine him and I just like hold him and 00:44:28.829 --> 00:44:31.750 tell him. how perfect he is and how much I love 00:44:31.750 --> 00:44:34.469 him and I can feel them that that shifts my energy 00:44:34.469 --> 00:44:38.550 back into the organic grid that we want to feed. 00:44:39.329 --> 00:44:44.429 Staying in this super activated state of either 00:44:44.429 --> 00:44:49.369 despair, hopelessness, demoralization. I mean, 00:44:49.690 --> 00:44:51.710 rage is really sacred. I think rage is sacred 00:44:51.710 --> 00:44:55.429 and it's appropriate to feel rage as we learn 00:44:55.429 --> 00:44:59.880 in great detail about all of these things. But 00:44:59.880 --> 00:45:03.940 just making sure that the rage, the fire of rage 00:45:03.940 --> 00:45:08.599 is not consuming us. And if we are going to burn, 00:45:08.679 --> 00:45:10.820 then it's going to be a fucking phoenix situation 00:45:10.820 --> 00:45:14.800 where we rise from the ashes of that rage that 00:45:14.800 --> 00:45:18.360 we feel in the moment and that the false matrix 00:45:18.360 --> 00:45:23.280 just doesn't get our energy. And that's sometimes 00:45:23.280 --> 00:45:27.250 all we can do, but it's also not That is not 00:45:27.250 --> 00:45:31.369 a negligible choice. It is very, very, it has 00:45:31.369 --> 00:45:34.710 a huge ripple effect into the field when we choose 00:45:34.710 --> 00:45:36.949 to be in our hearts and we choose to be in a 00:45:36.949 --> 00:45:41.170 state of love. And I also, 2020 was my big year 00:45:41.170 --> 00:45:45.409 for learning. Like I didn't, you know, all the, 00:45:45.409 --> 00:45:47.889 all the conspiracy theorists who are in 2020 00:45:47.889 --> 00:45:49.389 were like, we've been talking about this for 00:45:49.389 --> 00:45:53.360 years. 2020 was my year to learn what they had 00:45:53.360 --> 00:45:56.159 been talking about and all the Pizza Gate stuff 00:45:56.159 --> 00:46:01.380 and Epstein and all that. So I went through my 00:46:01.380 --> 00:46:05.420 period of shock and horror and all the things 00:46:05.420 --> 00:46:08.000 and I don't think there's any way to speed through 00:46:08.000 --> 00:46:12.840 that. But for all of us who have encountered 00:46:12.840 --> 00:46:18.590 it by whatever exposure we have before, I don't 00:46:18.590 --> 00:46:21.510 think it's really helpful to be like, we've been 00:46:21.510 --> 00:46:23.230 talking about this for years and we're right. 00:46:23.570 --> 00:46:25.989 It's just like, it's not helpful. That's not 00:46:25.989 --> 00:46:29.909 it. Okay. It's just like, love the people who 00:46:29.909 --> 00:46:32.690 are learning about it now. It's a good lot to 00:46:32.690 --> 00:46:35.230 learn about. It's a lot to hold. Because how 00:46:35.230 --> 00:46:37.630 did you feel when you learned it? It's horrible. 00:46:37.889 --> 00:46:41.030 It's that, that heavy energy in your gut. It's 00:46:41.030 --> 00:46:44.210 the, I would like sweat and my heart would pass. 00:46:44.329 --> 00:46:47.039 You know what I mean? Like that's. That's stress. 00:46:47.300 --> 00:46:50.179 That's trauma. And so like, think about that. 00:46:50.179 --> 00:46:52.199 Like when you learn horrible things and then 00:46:52.199 --> 00:46:53.940 you're, why would you laugh about it and be like, 00:46:53.940 --> 00:46:56.280 Oh, you just found that out. I knew about that. 00:46:56.340 --> 00:46:58.320 Like in a cocky way, instead of being like, I'm 00:46:58.320 --> 00:47:01.219 so sorry. Like, I'm glad that you are here with 00:47:01.219 --> 00:47:05.619 us. Like it's a contest. Like you get a prize 00:47:05.619 --> 00:47:08.639 for having learned earlier on the time. Totally. 00:47:08.760 --> 00:47:13.059 And there was a point where, unless we directly 00:47:13.059 --> 00:47:18.929 experienced it, Unless we were exposed in a direct 00:47:18.929 --> 00:47:21.550 way, there's a point where we all didn't know 00:47:21.550 --> 00:47:27.170 about it. There's nothing to judge in each other. 00:47:27.369 --> 00:47:29.230 All the people who are newly awakening right 00:47:29.230 --> 00:47:34.329 now, I just feel like, welcome. May the field 00:47:34.329 --> 00:47:37.349 that I've spent the last six and a half years 00:47:37.349 --> 00:47:40.610 creating feel like a soft place to land and you're 00:47:40.610 --> 00:47:46.940 not alone. It did four years ago. Yeah. I mean, 00:47:47.039 --> 00:47:49.559 I found your stuff. I don't even know. I think 00:47:49.559 --> 00:47:54.760 it was the podcast first. And I felt like after 00:47:54.760 --> 00:47:57.219 finding out, I wanted to talk about it. I was 00:47:57.219 --> 00:48:01.119 finding out this information about... I'm like, 00:48:01.119 --> 00:48:03.179 what the heck is anything? I really wanted to 00:48:03.179 --> 00:48:05.519 talk about it. Nobody could understand really 00:48:05.519 --> 00:48:08.579 what I was saying. I didn't have safe spaces 00:48:08.579 --> 00:48:11.239 to talk about it. And it made me really feel 00:48:11.239 --> 00:48:14.960 crazy. And then connecting with your information, 00:48:15.300 --> 00:48:17.300 even just listening to you, not even talking 00:48:17.300 --> 00:48:19.800 to you, just listening. And then it's like, okay, 00:48:20.039 --> 00:48:22.579 I know I'm not alone. And then just expanding 00:48:22.579 --> 00:48:26.179 more and more. It's just so helpful. So yes, 00:48:26.619 --> 00:48:31.250 that will happen. Yeah, and well and with all 00:48:31.250 --> 00:48:33.889 of us hopefully right that we would all just 00:48:33.889 --> 00:48:36.829 be like, you know welcome whether it's just you 00:48:36.829 --> 00:48:38.710 know, everybody doesn't have to create a podcast 00:48:38.710 --> 00:48:42.769 just have Kind interactions on the internet with 00:48:42.769 --> 00:48:45.750 people, you know, that's enough. That's enough 00:48:45.750 --> 00:48:51.420 these days Yeah, yeah It's so funny. Now I take 00:48:51.420 --> 00:48:53.920 it back. I wouldn't kill people because I've 00:48:53.920 --> 00:48:56.699 actually like, like I said earlier, I've been 00:48:56.699 --> 00:48:59.179 in a situation where I had to reflect on it in 00:48:59.179 --> 00:49:03.679 a personal way, where I had to consider potentially 00:49:03.679 --> 00:49:11.179 harm to that level coming to a child. And I did 00:49:11.179 --> 00:49:14.800 not, I was not violent. I know you wouldn't kill 00:49:14.800 --> 00:49:18.300 anyone. And it took quite a bit of energy to 00:49:18.300 --> 00:49:23.150 be Calm but yeah, yeah, I wouldn't kill anyone 00:49:23.150 --> 00:49:25.449 because I know that would just hurt my karma 00:49:25.449 --> 00:49:28.769 and I know that They'll be taken care of I have 00:49:28.769 --> 00:49:31.809 no fear and you've totally and you've always 00:49:31.809 --> 00:49:34.469 been so like something I've always admired so 00:49:34.469 --> 00:49:36.449 much about you like from the very first reading 00:49:36.449 --> 00:49:42.610 we ever had was just that no matter how Stressful 00:49:42.610 --> 00:49:45.230 and difficult your situation was and it was and 00:49:45.230 --> 00:49:50.679 it was for a long time you kept coming back to 00:49:50.679 --> 00:49:54.659 this desire to lift everybody involved up to 00:49:54.659 --> 00:49:58.639 a higher like Echelon of consciousness through 00:49:58.639 --> 00:50:02.519 the heart and So I know I know when you say like 00:50:02.519 --> 00:50:05.320 I would kill it's what you're saying is like 00:50:05.320 --> 00:50:09.739 that is such a firm boundary within me of it's 00:50:09.739 --> 00:50:13.360 that sacred rage of like Children shall not be 00:50:13.360 --> 00:50:17.539 harmed in these ways in particular, but at all, 00:50:17.820 --> 00:50:20.179 and it's not tolerable. So all you're saying 00:50:20.179 --> 00:50:23.940 is, I don't tolerate this. Yes. Yes. Absolutely. 00:50:24.099 --> 00:50:26.980 Thank you for verbalizing it that way. But I 00:50:26.980 --> 00:50:28.980 did want to clarify, I wouldn't do that because 00:50:28.980 --> 00:50:31.139 I don't wish harm and it doesn't bring me joy 00:50:31.139 --> 00:50:33.860 to like hurt people enough. I don't even like 00:50:33.860 --> 00:50:36.679 to think that way actually, because again, it's 00:50:36.679 --> 00:50:38.260 really important to be aware of our thoughts. 00:50:38.639 --> 00:50:41.590 Like, shouldn't even think that way. And it's 00:50:41.590 --> 00:50:43.469 funny, last night when I was falling asleep, 00:50:43.590 --> 00:50:48.469 I started thinking about how when I first had 00:50:48.469 --> 00:50:53.730 my spiritual awakening, I became very quiet. 00:50:54.769 --> 00:50:57.690 So I was saying I wanted to speak, but I felt 00:50:57.690 --> 00:51:00.289 like I didn't have the words. So much was in 00:51:00.289 --> 00:51:02.730 my mind. I almost couldn't even talk a lot of 00:51:02.730 --> 00:51:04.909 the time. And then I realized how peaceful it 00:51:04.909 --> 00:51:08.690 was to just be quiet. And then I started to notice... 00:51:08.679 --> 00:51:14.460 my environment around me so much more. But along 00:51:14.460 --> 00:51:16.880 the same lines, when I would speak, there are 00:51:16.880 --> 00:51:20.400 times like I was kind of reminiscing about an 00:51:20.400 --> 00:51:25.059 experience with my twin flame that I call in 00:51:25.059 --> 00:51:28.340 my twin flame. But there were several times where 00:51:28.340 --> 00:51:31.860 I was not able to express myself with words, 00:51:32.039 --> 00:51:37.829 clearly. I sort of had some sadness around that. 00:51:37.849 --> 00:51:39.690 And then I was also trying to shift it at the 00:51:39.690 --> 00:51:43.230 same time. You couldn't help it. You were overwhelmed. 00:51:43.670 --> 00:51:45.650 You just didn't have the language. You didn't 00:51:45.650 --> 00:51:47.610 have the knowledge that you have now that you 00:51:47.610 --> 00:51:49.530 can be thinking about it. So don't do that to 00:51:49.530 --> 00:51:53.369 yourself. But it still happened for a brief moment. 00:51:53.869 --> 00:51:58.269 And just thinking about how we speak and the 00:51:58.269 --> 00:52:02.280 barrier of language. if we consider like, oh, 00:52:02.280 --> 00:52:04.880 I don't speak that language. And we automatically 00:52:04.880 --> 00:52:06.320 are just like, oh, I can't even talk to that 00:52:06.320 --> 00:52:09.920 person. But that's not true because we're all 00:52:09.920 --> 00:52:14.480 telepathic. We all have the ability to sense 00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:19.239 other people's energy and you can just read someone's 00:52:19.239 --> 00:52:23.579 face. You can just know, like you don't have 00:52:23.579 --> 00:52:29.170 to know their name to offer them water. It's 00:52:29.170 --> 00:52:32.889 so interesting. It's funny the ways that language 00:52:32.889 --> 00:52:36.869 is a barrier in my mind that I was thinking about 00:52:36.869 --> 00:52:41.449 that last night. Well, yeah, that's random. No, 00:52:41.449 --> 00:52:43.829 I love that because actually we're in a Mercury 00:52:43.829 --> 00:52:46.730 retrograde in Pisces right now. And I feel like 00:52:46.730 --> 00:52:48.949 that's the gift of this Mercury retrograde in 00:52:48.949 --> 00:52:52.369 particular is especially because it's opposite 00:52:52.369 --> 00:52:58.599 the moon in Virgo. But it's like, an opportunity 00:52:58.599 --> 00:53:05.539 to shift away from communicating through language 00:53:05.539 --> 00:53:09.219 and trying to understand things in a more logical 00:53:09.219 --> 00:53:13.400 manner and shift into the communication that 00:53:13.400 --> 00:53:16.260 happens in the silences and the spaces between 00:53:16.260 --> 00:53:19.340 the words and you know the things that are unsaid 00:53:19.340 --> 00:53:22.380 either because maybe we have too much fear to 00:53:22.380 --> 00:53:24.699 say them, or maybe they just don't fit into words. 00:53:24.860 --> 00:53:28.000 There are no words for them, but there's so much 00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:33.000 beyond what can be encapsulated in language. 00:53:33.619 --> 00:53:36.519 There's so much here, and I feel like this is 00:53:36.519 --> 00:53:41.039 such a beautiful Mercury retrograde to soften 00:53:41.039 --> 00:53:48.019 into those telepathic corridors that exist between 00:53:48.019 --> 00:53:51.780 us. Just like you said, Totally, you don't need 00:53:51.780 --> 00:53:54.980 to speak the same language as somebody to see 00:53:54.980 --> 00:53:57.199 like if they are thirsty to offer them water. 00:53:57.340 --> 00:54:00.199 Like there are depths of understanding that we 00:54:00.199 --> 00:54:03.840 have that even go, I mean, they obviously include 00:54:03.840 --> 00:54:08.719 body language, but they go, it's more than that. 00:54:08.840 --> 00:54:11.199 It's like energetic, it's vibrational. It's like 00:54:11.199 --> 00:54:13.679 we're able to read and understand each other. 00:54:14.970 --> 00:54:18.829 of far deeper levels than language typically 00:54:18.829 --> 00:54:21.489 allows. When we're hyper focused on language, 00:54:21.610 --> 00:54:23.630 like we don't have to get rid of language completely 00:54:23.630 --> 00:54:27.869 either, but when we're hyper focused on it, we 00:54:27.869 --> 00:54:33.159 miss a lot. Yes. Yes. It's interesting. That's 00:54:33.159 --> 00:54:35.780 definitely true. For example, I don't speak Spanish, 00:54:36.000 --> 00:54:39.039 but I was in commercial landscaping for a number 00:54:39.039 --> 00:54:41.800 of years. And when I worked at another company, 00:54:42.019 --> 00:54:44.360 there were a lot of Spanish speaking employees 00:54:44.360 --> 00:54:47.980 and they would talk. I could always understand 00:54:47.980 --> 00:54:52.139 what they were saying for whatever reason. In 00:54:52.139 --> 00:54:54.699 context, it made sense, but I could never speak 00:54:54.699 --> 00:54:58.460 Spanish. I didn't even know the words for it, 00:54:58.480 --> 00:55:01.420 but because I knew... like they'd be pointing 00:55:01.420 --> 00:55:06.059 or this or that. And so it just made sense. But 00:55:06.059 --> 00:55:08.659 when I would try to understand the words for 00:55:08.659 --> 00:55:11.980 the words, I would be like, wait, what? What? 00:55:12.159 --> 00:55:14.739 And then they would make fun of me. But if I 00:55:14.739 --> 00:55:17.579 just paid attention to what was happening in 00:55:17.579 --> 00:55:19.699 the surroundings, it's like, what piece of equipment 00:55:19.699 --> 00:55:22.670 is here? you know, how are they moving? Who's 00:55:22.670 --> 00:55:24.750 getting out to do what? Like what's happening? 00:55:25.230 --> 00:55:27.510 You know, what do I need to do? Like that's sort 00:55:27.510 --> 00:55:29.309 of the way I was thinking instead of like, what 00:55:29.309 --> 00:55:31.789 did they say? What did they say? Like it's just 00:55:31.789 --> 00:55:40.489 to do it. But something else, I think something 00:55:40.489 --> 00:55:43.710 else that I was thinking about regarding the 00:55:43.710 --> 00:55:45.630 miscommunication and thank you for validating 00:55:45.630 --> 00:55:49.960 that. astrological transit reasoning about why 00:55:49.960 --> 00:55:53.780 that might be happening. I love astrology, but 00:55:53.780 --> 00:55:56.539 I do not understand it. It's for whatever reason, 00:55:56.880 --> 00:55:58.800 not clicking in for me, maybe in the future. 00:55:59.840 --> 00:56:03.659 But it's like a science. You really would have 00:56:03.659 --> 00:56:06.039 to study it. And I just don't have the capacity. 00:56:06.340 --> 00:56:09.460 I appreciate people who know things. And then 00:56:09.460 --> 00:56:14.250 I have an app that I look at, it gives me notifications. 00:56:14.289 --> 00:56:16.349 It says when things are going on and I'm like, 00:56:16.389 --> 00:56:20.730 oh, okay, that's helpful. But yeah, it's so true. 00:56:20.949 --> 00:56:25.170 I think I would actually like to study that maybe 00:56:25.170 --> 00:56:28.110 next year. Maybe toward the end of this year, 00:56:28.130 --> 00:56:30.789 I could start enrolling in things and actually 00:56:30.789 --> 00:56:33.969 focusing to study on it. Because I do want to, 00:56:34.170 --> 00:56:37.010 but I just feel like I can't. So I probably won't 00:56:37.010 --> 00:56:40.099 be able to as long as I feel that way. Yeah, 00:56:40.099 --> 00:56:42.780 I didn't I mean I was the same way for a long 00:56:42.780 --> 00:56:46.559 time I I loved astrology when I was I think I 00:56:46.559 --> 00:56:48.719 got into it when I was 16 but it was sort of 00:56:48.719 --> 00:56:51.280 that like a 16 year old girl level of astrology 00:56:51.280 --> 00:56:54.440 like I I I was able to get it to a certain depth 00:56:54.440 --> 00:56:57.760 so like I've memorized the symbols for all the 00:56:57.760 --> 00:57:00.019 signs and the planets and I would draw the wheel 00:57:00.019 --> 00:57:03.900 and like understand the triplicities and the 00:57:03.900 --> 00:57:08.369 elements and things like that but I never And 00:57:08.369 --> 00:57:10.849 I understood the archetypes of the signs, but 00:57:10.849 --> 00:57:14.349 I just never felt called to go any deeper until 00:57:14.349 --> 00:57:17.610 literally the end of 2024. And I really did have 00:57:17.610 --> 00:57:20.829 a moment where I was teaching about soul purpose 00:57:20.829 --> 00:57:24.130 in the Akashic Soul Code activation. And as I 00:57:24.130 --> 00:57:26.929 was preparing for that module, I just was like, 00:57:27.849 --> 00:57:31.769 I just felt called to look at the birth chart. 00:57:31.809 --> 00:57:33.809 And then all of a sudden I was like, wow, I can 00:57:33.809 --> 00:57:37.309 see it. I see like I see soul purpose. Wow. It 00:57:37.309 --> 00:57:40.710 was like this huge download of information. I 00:57:40.710 --> 00:57:45.929 still had to anchor that understanding in through 00:57:45.929 --> 00:57:49.670 a lot of practice. I did a whole bunch of either 00:57:49.670 --> 00:57:52.929 free or really low cost looks at people's charts 00:57:52.929 --> 00:57:56.489 just to reinforce it and anchor it in. But it 00:57:56.489 --> 00:57:59.409 was wild. I've never really had that experience 00:57:59.409 --> 00:58:02.809 before where it just dropped in. That's amazing. 00:58:03.250 --> 00:58:06.719 You definitely have past life. knowledge of it 00:58:06.719 --> 00:58:09.239 that probably just like dropped in once you were 00:58:09.239 --> 00:58:11.539 able to reach a certain frequency. Like that's 00:58:11.539 --> 00:58:14.300 amazing. I don't know. I don't know where it, 00:58:14.340 --> 00:58:16.380 I guess I never necessarily even like felt and 00:58:16.380 --> 00:58:19.179 I still won't call myself an astrologer because 00:58:19.179 --> 00:58:27.760 I don't really, I don't ever feel called to overanalyze 00:58:27.760 --> 00:58:30.960 the transits. Like I'd rather just live my life 00:58:30.960 --> 00:58:33.840 and then be like, Oh, you know, like, Ooh, or, 00:58:34.059 --> 00:58:39.050 you know, like I I don't record energy reports 00:58:39.050 --> 00:58:42.369 about even eclipses leading up to them because 00:58:42.369 --> 00:58:45.389 I'm really not going to know until it hands me 00:58:45.389 --> 00:58:50.119 my butt. Then I can explain how... like what 00:58:50.119 --> 00:58:52.760 is coming through. But I also don't really want 00:58:52.760 --> 00:58:55.340 to live my life up through my head. Like I would 00:58:55.340 --> 00:58:57.820 just want to through life and feel it and then 00:58:57.820 --> 00:59:01.539 make the connections where they support me. But 00:59:01.539 --> 00:59:03.900 yeah. And then six months later, the human design 00:59:03.900 --> 00:59:06.780 stuff just dropped in and I was like, what is 00:59:06.780 --> 00:59:10.679 happening? That's amazing. And I so appreciate 00:59:10.679 --> 00:59:14.099 the soul purpose reading that you did for me. 00:59:14.320 --> 00:59:17.420 I shared that as my first episode because for 00:59:17.420 --> 00:59:21.579 a couple weeks, I was like, I recorded a few 00:59:21.579 --> 00:59:23.800 things and I was mostly talking about myself. 00:59:23.900 --> 00:59:26.039 And then I just felt like a dingus. And I was 00:59:26.039 --> 00:59:30.440 like, I cannot fit myself in an episode or two 00:59:30.440 --> 00:59:33.559 or three or four. And then I heard this voice 00:59:33.559 --> 00:59:36.059 like real clearly, like, you don't have to. And 00:59:36.059 --> 00:59:39.179 I was like, oh, okay. I'm just going to start 00:59:39.179 --> 00:59:42.440 with guests and I'll just drop in information. 00:59:42.579 --> 00:59:45.539 People can find out as we go. I don't have to 00:59:45.539 --> 00:59:48.599 explain myself. So that was really helpful. And 00:59:48.599 --> 00:59:52.329 you also said - that too. So thank you for that 00:59:52.329 --> 00:59:57.949 suggestion. But yeah, I think when you were talking 00:59:57.949 --> 01:00:00.030 earlier, I started thinking about something and 01:00:00.030 --> 01:00:03.610 then it like drifted away, but oh yeah. Okay. 01:00:03.909 --> 01:00:06.110 So when you're talking about being not calling 01:00:06.110 --> 01:00:08.489 yourself an astrologist, it reminded me of like, 01:00:09.070 --> 01:00:12.210 Just like someone who appreciates the weather, 01:00:12.389 --> 01:00:14.389 but wouldn't call themselves a meteorologist 01:00:14.389 --> 01:00:17.070 because then they're expected to give that forecast. 01:00:17.369 --> 01:00:20.530 Yeah, exactly. 100%. Yeah, yeah. Last night I 01:00:20.530 --> 01:00:23.269 was laying down in bed and I was thinking about, 01:00:23.510 --> 01:00:25.690 oh, sorry. I was thinking about how we would 01:00:25.690 --> 01:00:31.769 be talking today. And something came to me about 01:00:31.769 --> 01:00:35.650 around the time of my initial awakening four 01:00:35.650 --> 01:00:39.829 years ago. When I became very aware of how connected 01:00:39.829 --> 01:00:43.670 I was to nature and like calling in the wind 01:00:43.670 --> 01:00:46.389 or like I'd look up in the sky and see a bird 01:00:46.389 --> 01:00:48.650 flying. And as soon as I looked at it, it would 01:00:48.650 --> 01:00:52.070 change direction and like same with bugs. Like 01:00:52.070 --> 01:00:54.949 I could like influence bugs. Like, and I, there 01:00:54.949 --> 01:01:00.090 was, it was summertime in 2021. And I was outside. 01:01:00.230 --> 01:01:02.809 I would sleep on my porch. I had a day bed out 01:01:02.809 --> 01:01:07.280 on the porch and I would read books. and talk 01:01:07.280 --> 01:01:10.860 to people and walk outside. And I was just always 01:01:10.860 --> 01:01:14.119 outside. And I think I got maybe one bug bite 01:01:14.119 --> 01:01:17.980 that entire summer. And I would even sleep outside, 01:01:18.000 --> 01:01:21.039 like I said. But I think it had to do with my 01:01:21.039 --> 01:01:25.380 frequency. It was wild. It was really, really 01:01:25.380 --> 01:01:27.619 wild. And I would sit out, even in the winter 01:01:27.619 --> 01:01:30.380 time, and I would look at the sky when it was 01:01:30.380 --> 01:01:34.139 kind of white in the winter. the sky when it's 01:01:34.139 --> 01:01:36.719 not super sunny, just kind of white. And I would 01:01:36.719 --> 01:01:38.639 see all these speckles. And I was like, what 01:01:38.639 --> 01:01:41.360 the hell is that? And then I realized that I 01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:47.219 see it everywhere. And I remember one episode 01:01:47.219 --> 01:01:50.340 years ago where you were talking about, you can 01:01:50.340 --> 01:01:52.860 just look at a wall, you can see all the things 01:01:52.860 --> 01:01:56.480 moving around, all the energy interacting. And 01:01:56.480 --> 01:01:59.530 I was like, She can see it too. And I was like, 01:01:59.750 --> 01:02:03.630 I get like, I thought it was just normal. And 01:02:03.630 --> 01:02:07.309 I had been seeing this my entire life and just 01:02:07.309 --> 01:02:10.570 really disregarded it like as like an eye problem. 01:02:12.710 --> 01:02:15.150 And then I hear people talking about like, oh, 01:02:15.210 --> 01:02:17.869 you're able to see through different dimensions, 01:02:18.070 --> 01:02:21.710 the energy. And I think I was talking with Mandy 01:02:21.710 --> 01:02:25.280 Hayes. And she said something along the lines 01:02:25.280 --> 01:02:27.940 that you described her ability to do that because 01:02:27.940 --> 01:02:33.260 she is also bilocated and the filter is thinner 01:02:33.260 --> 01:02:38.179 because of the energy that's connected. And that 01:02:38.179 --> 01:02:40.400 makes a lot of sense. And then I saw something 01:02:40.400 --> 01:02:44.679 the other day about birds have a certain protein 01:02:44.679 --> 01:02:48.059 in their eye that allows them to see the energetic 01:02:48.059 --> 01:02:52.710 grid lines. And I was like, I bet you we have 01:02:52.710 --> 01:02:55.329 that too. And it's just like been like turned 01:02:55.329 --> 01:02:58.989 off, you know, or maybe some of us have more 01:02:58.989 --> 01:03:01.369 than, you know what I mean? It's crazy. I was 01:03:01.369 --> 01:03:05.369 just thinking about that and I was like, I wonder 01:03:05.369 --> 01:03:08.010 if that's what it actually is, if it comes down 01:03:08.010 --> 01:03:10.449 to that kind of protein. And then I saw something 01:03:11.300 --> 01:03:13.719 The reason I'm talking about this is because 01:03:13.719 --> 01:03:16.619 so many things came up to bring me to this. But 01:03:16.619 --> 01:03:19.480 I think last night I was on Instagram and I saw 01:03:19.480 --> 01:03:24.860 something that Bashar was saying about when people 01:03:24.860 --> 01:03:27.760 engage with psychedelics, the reason that they're 01:03:27.760 --> 01:03:31.920 able to see or hallucinate or see things in their 01:03:31.920 --> 01:03:36.139 environment is because their gamma goes down. 01:03:36.539 --> 01:03:42.239 The gamma is the... Basically like the filter 01:03:42.239 --> 01:03:46.460 of why we we don't see all of the things that 01:03:46.460 --> 01:03:51.380 are actually in the space with us and that some 01:03:51.380 --> 01:03:54.980 people just naturally have the ability to like 01:03:54.980 --> 01:03:59.119 Get into that state and drop the filter and that's 01:03:59.119 --> 01:04:03.440 basically people who have clairvoyance So there's 01:04:03.440 --> 01:04:05.260 like different levels of clairvoyance. I would 01:04:05.260 --> 01:04:09.360 say like what I used to always think When people 01:04:09.360 --> 01:04:11.840 would say they're a medium and they could see 01:04:11.840 --> 01:04:14.500 spirits I'm assuming that they're seeing people 01:04:14.500 --> 01:04:18.579 walk around just like me like to do I'm the spirit 01:04:18.579 --> 01:04:20.820 and I'm in your room with you But it's not like 01:04:20.820 --> 01:04:23.579 that for many many people very few people see 01:04:23.579 --> 01:04:26.780 like full -body apparitions like see them like 01:04:26.780 --> 01:04:29.199 that It's like inner vision, but I used to think 01:04:29.199 --> 01:04:32.019 oh, no, I can't see them because I've never seen 01:04:32.019 --> 01:04:35.800 a ghost But then totally discounting everything 01:04:35.800 --> 01:04:40.269 that's in my inner vision You know? Yeah. That 01:04:40.269 --> 01:04:46.789 was my journey, too. It was exactly that. Because 01:04:46.789 --> 01:04:50.809 describing the way... So the English language 01:04:50.809 --> 01:04:59.289 is not... We don't have an agreed upon sort of 01:04:59.289 --> 01:05:03.590 like lexicon for psychic experiences. So we're 01:05:03.590 --> 01:05:07.639 having to use words that have... Different meaning 01:05:07.639 --> 01:05:10.099 so like for example, I always catch myself saying 01:05:10.099 --> 01:05:12.039 like oh when you see something in the Akashic 01:05:12.039 --> 01:05:15.280 records and I'm like That creates a misunderstanding 01:05:15.280 --> 01:05:17.940 because you don't always see it like some people 01:05:17.940 --> 01:05:22.699 do some people it's it's like a See here feel 01:05:22.699 --> 01:05:26.199 sense. No understand, you know, yeah, it's so 01:05:26.199 --> 01:05:30.760 hard. There aren't words to adequately communicate 01:05:30.760 --> 01:05:34.159 what like how the information is being received 01:05:34.159 --> 01:05:39.679 and so So in listening to people talk about being 01:05:39.679 --> 01:05:43.460 a medium or whatever growing up I likewise thought 01:05:43.460 --> 01:05:48.039 that it meant you had to see shadow figures or 01:05:48.039 --> 01:05:52.199 ghost or angels or you know demons or whatever 01:05:52.199 --> 01:05:55.059 whatever anybody is seeing in order to actually 01:05:55.059 --> 01:06:03.199 be psychic and. It took me a long time to realize 01:06:03.199 --> 01:06:06.820 that there are so many, that's not, some people 01:06:06.820 --> 01:06:12.019 do see that, but that's not, that's not what 01:06:12.019 --> 01:06:14.400 clairvoyance is limited to. So kind of what you 01:06:14.400 --> 01:06:16.619 were describing, like how we can look at the 01:06:16.619 --> 01:06:19.760 wall and see the energy moving, or I don't know 01:06:19.760 --> 01:06:25.239 if you have this, but I see the rainbow crystalline. 01:06:27.970 --> 01:06:31.230 Essence of all matter it's I literally see it 01:06:31.230 --> 01:06:33.670 with my physical eyes all the time and I always 01:06:33.670 --> 01:06:36.289 have my whole life So if I look like if I look 01:06:36.289 --> 01:06:39.309 at my skin my fingernails, but it's not only 01:06:39.309 --> 01:06:44.090 organic things. It's like the the Whatever material 01:06:44.090 --> 01:06:47.809 they use to create the like the dashboard and 01:06:47.809 --> 01:06:49.989 the glove compartment in my van, you know, it's 01:06:49.989 --> 01:06:54.579 like There's these like rainbow flecks all over 01:06:54.579 --> 01:06:57.699 everything and my eyes literally see it physically 01:06:57.699 --> 01:07:00.739 and I'm like well that is clairvoyance yeah like 01:07:00.739 --> 01:07:02.900 there's so many ways that clairvoyance can come 01:07:02.900 --> 01:07:07.280 through it's just clairvoyance means clear seeing 01:07:07.280 --> 01:07:11.000 and for me the majority of it does happen in 01:07:11.000 --> 01:07:14.739 my third eye in my inner vision, but I've had 01:07:14.739 --> 01:07:18.039 so many confirmations, validations that what 01:07:18.039 --> 01:07:22.199 I'm seeing is specifically accurate. Like I remember 01:07:22.199 --> 01:07:25.239 I did a reading long time ago in 2021 for a guy. 01:07:25.699 --> 01:07:28.599 And that day, a dog, he was kind of testing me 01:07:28.599 --> 01:07:32.340 a little bit in a really nice way. But that day, 01:07:32.800 --> 01:07:35.800 a random stray dog had shown up on his property 01:07:35.800 --> 01:07:40.760 and he I don't know if he met, like I knew that 01:07:40.760 --> 01:07:43.880 he was with his dogs, but I described one of 01:07:43.880 --> 01:07:47.579 them like in great detail and he was like, that's 01:07:47.579 --> 01:07:50.760 the one that just showed up. Like that's, he 01:07:50.760 --> 01:07:54.920 was so mind blown and it reinforced to me like, 01:07:55.059 --> 01:07:57.860 well, okay, the things that I'm seeing are accurate. 01:07:57.960 --> 01:08:00.500 They just happen inside in my pineal gland and 01:08:00.500 --> 01:08:05.070 my third eye. But that's clairvoyance too. Yes. 01:08:05.349 --> 01:08:07.849 And as we've been talking, like I have this wall 01:08:07.849 --> 01:08:09.710 behind me and there's a picture of my grandmother 01:08:09.710 --> 01:08:13.130 on there and there's a holiday cactus underneath. 01:08:13.889 --> 01:08:17.569 And I'm looking at you, but usually what happens 01:08:17.569 --> 01:08:20.050 for me is peripheral. It's never really like 01:08:20.050 --> 01:08:23.350 straight on. Straight on I see like black specks 01:08:23.350 --> 01:08:26.550 or like colorful flashes. So when I was talking 01:08:26.550 --> 01:08:30.630 with you for the past, I don't know, hour or 01:08:30.630 --> 01:08:35.430 so. Probably four times I saw like a royal blue 01:08:35.430 --> 01:08:38.170 flash on the wall. And then I've seen like a 01:08:38.170 --> 01:08:39.970 bunch of stuff moving over here. At one point 01:08:39.970 --> 01:08:43.130 I even like looked over like, what is that? But 01:08:43.130 --> 01:08:45.329 yeah, it just happened sort of like all of the 01:08:45.329 --> 01:08:48.250 time and I used to ignore it. But now I'm getting 01:08:48.250 --> 01:08:52.569 better at like, seeing it as it happens and kind 01:08:52.569 --> 01:08:55.090 of acknowledging it quickly, like just energetically, 01:08:55.149 --> 01:08:57.250 but I'm still obviously talking to you, but I 01:08:57.250 --> 01:08:59.510 get a little bit distracted. So sometimes when 01:08:59.510 --> 01:09:00.909 I'm talking with people, especially when I'm 01:09:00.909 --> 01:09:04.970 doing readings, I like look all around like, 01:09:05.090 --> 01:09:06.770 and I feel like I'm searching the corners of 01:09:06.770 --> 01:09:08.930 my mind sometimes, like I don't even know what 01:09:08.930 --> 01:09:16.149 I'm looking at, you know, but yeah. You have 01:09:16.149 --> 01:09:20.859 really helped me to understand the levels of, 01:09:20.859 --> 01:09:23.159 and that's just clairvoyance. We're not even 01:09:23.159 --> 01:09:24.859 talking about all the other ones. Cause I think 01:09:24.859 --> 01:09:27.659 clairsentience is one of the, or claircognizance 01:09:27.659 --> 01:09:31.039 and clairsentience are like my strongest. But 01:09:31.039 --> 01:09:34.720 you know, what's funny about that, I was so used 01:09:34.720 --> 01:09:40.800 to ignoring my body and feelings that I was so 01:09:40.800 --> 01:09:45.399 disconnected. There's no, like I, I, it took 01:09:45.399 --> 01:09:50.140 such a long time for me to Set like a body map. 01:09:50.579 --> 01:09:53.159 It's sort of like you can ask your guides like 01:09:53.159 --> 01:09:56.000 when this type of information comes in This is 01:09:56.000 --> 01:09:58.819 how I want it to feel and then I'll know that 01:09:58.819 --> 01:10:00.619 that's what you're trying to express or you know 01:10:00.619 --> 01:10:05.000 Like it's kind of like a code But things just 01:10:05.000 --> 01:10:06.859 sort of started happening on their own like I 01:10:06.859 --> 01:10:09.420 didn't really even set a map at this point, but 01:10:09.420 --> 01:10:12.760 I'm still working on like Getting fully in my 01:10:12.760 --> 01:10:14.720 body like after being traumatized for such a 01:10:14.720 --> 01:10:16.260 long time and going through so much stressful 01:10:16.260 --> 01:10:19.300 stuff and also being bilocated like all the things 01:10:19.300 --> 01:10:22.880 like I'm getting into my body now and I'm like 01:10:22.880 --> 01:10:26.439 starting to feel safer and safer and Receiving 01:10:26.439 --> 01:10:30.020 information in those ways. So but it has been 01:10:30.020 --> 01:10:33.699 You you and the support in the groups and the 01:10:33.699 --> 01:10:36.159 group calls that we would have with other people 01:10:37.510 --> 01:10:40.890 Having practice sessions really helped to solidify 01:10:40.890 --> 01:10:43.729 that in myself to just trust my gut because most 01:10:43.729 --> 01:10:46.189 of the information that I receive it's like that 01:10:46.189 --> 01:10:51.689 whatever the Gene keys or the human design. I 01:10:51.689 --> 01:10:54.229 forget what I guess it's human design, but it's 01:10:54.229 --> 01:10:57.729 that thing that just goes from my Crown to my 01:10:57.729 --> 01:11:00.470 throat and just like just comes out and I don't 01:11:00.470 --> 01:11:02.369 even know what I said half the time, but like 01:11:02.369 --> 01:11:06.800 yeah I'm usually not wrong. So I just, it's, 01:11:07.020 --> 01:11:11.399 it's fun. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I love the practice 01:11:11.399 --> 01:11:14.359 sessions for that reason too. It's just like 01:11:14.359 --> 01:11:19.000 until you, until you practice and then especially 01:11:19.000 --> 01:11:21.829 when you're willing to like, move past that little 01:11:21.829 --> 01:11:24.189 edge of vulnerability to practice with other 01:11:24.189 --> 01:11:26.229 people, which means in front of other people, 01:11:26.789 --> 01:11:29.609 then it's, it's hard to actually get the feedback 01:11:29.609 --> 01:11:32.289 that really reinforces and validates like, Oh, 01:11:32.289 --> 01:11:36.029 this is real. This is here. And again, like, 01:11:37.430 --> 01:11:40.789 I mean, I, I obviously think that this is deliberately 01:11:40.789 --> 01:11:43.109 done by the false matrix, but even if, you know, 01:11:43.109 --> 01:11:47.310 if that's a little far fetched for anybody, um, 01:11:47.390 --> 01:11:50.310 We can at least acknowledge that the English 01:11:50.310 --> 01:11:53.909 language and our general Western society in which 01:11:53.909 --> 01:11:57.489 we've all been immersively raised, or many of 01:11:57.489 --> 01:12:00.270 us anyway, I'm making an assumption obviously, 01:12:00.909 --> 01:12:04.649 but in Western society, in this culture, in this 01:12:04.649 --> 01:12:09.649 language, psychic experiences, intuitive experiences, 01:12:09.810 --> 01:12:14.989 spiritual experiences are not prioritized and 01:12:14.989 --> 01:12:18.579 they are not They're not considered valid so 01:12:18.579 --> 01:12:21.939 even though there's like obviously religion it's 01:12:21.939 --> 01:12:25.359 sort of like. It's almost like here you get this 01:12:25.359 --> 01:12:28.479 thing. It falls under religion and spirituality 01:12:28.479 --> 01:12:31.439 and like we don't get it. So like here it is, 01:12:31.439 --> 01:12:33.659 but otherwise, you know, we just don't have any 01:12:33.659 --> 01:12:37.300 language to agreed upon language to talk about 01:12:37.300 --> 01:12:40.140 it, to describe it. And we don't have any opportunity 01:12:40.140 --> 01:12:42.140 to practice it in our practical day -to -day 01:12:42.140 --> 01:12:45.100 lives. We're changing that ourselves, but like 01:12:45.100 --> 01:12:47.340 we weren't given that. It does never prioritize 01:12:47.340 --> 01:12:49.260 in our education, going back to what you said 01:12:49.260 --> 01:12:52.180 about your daughter and prioritizing her. just 01:12:52.180 --> 01:12:55.680 her dream experience and setting up her nighttime 01:12:55.680 --> 01:13:00.199 to enter the dreamscape safely and with intention 01:13:00.199 --> 01:13:03.220 and to explore what that might be and then to 01:13:03.220 --> 01:13:05.619 process it the next morning. What a gift you're 01:13:05.619 --> 01:13:08.159 giving her, Christine, because we didn't get 01:13:08.159 --> 01:13:11.500 that. That's treated like it's not even a thing, 01:13:11.699 --> 01:13:14.979 but actually you have to go to work and do these 01:13:14.979 --> 01:13:17.680 stupid tasks as a part of a cog in the wheel. 01:13:18.199 --> 01:13:24.340 That's what's emphasized. practicing with each 01:13:24.340 --> 01:13:27.560 other sort of how we regain like these these 01:13:27.560 --> 01:13:29.520 abilities are already within us like that's my 01:13:29.520 --> 01:13:31.500 big thing I want everybody to know nobody's a 01:13:31.500 --> 01:13:35.069 muggle Yeah. Nobody's muggle. Everybody has psychic 01:13:35.069 --> 01:13:37.090 abilities. We're born with it. That's our primary 01:13:37.090 --> 01:13:39.010 language. That's how newborns communicate. I 01:13:39.010 --> 01:13:41.869 used to be a midwife. Like that is how newborns 01:13:41.869 --> 01:13:43.970 communicate. They're super psychically sensitive. 01:13:44.170 --> 01:13:46.350 They do not have language. Everything is a psychic 01:13:46.350 --> 01:13:48.989 communication. We never lose that. It doesn't 01:13:48.989 --> 01:13:52.130 just disappear. It just gets deprioritized and 01:13:52.130 --> 01:13:54.329 shifted to the back and we're just practicing 01:13:54.329 --> 01:13:57.510 bringing it forward and doing it with other people 01:13:57.510 --> 01:14:02.800 is so I just feel like it's necessary. I do, 01:14:02.960 --> 01:14:04.680 I feel like it's necessary. Because otherwise 01:14:04.680 --> 01:14:07.319 you just wonder forever if it's just your imagination, 01:14:07.500 --> 01:14:10.239 you're just making it up. Just like me. And it's 01:14:10.239 --> 01:14:13.479 so funny, I was saying this the other day, and 01:14:13.479 --> 01:14:15.680 I'm sure this is true for many people, not just 01:14:15.680 --> 01:14:17.699 myself, because this is pretty much the way humans 01:14:17.699 --> 01:14:20.880 operate. But along the lines of what we do for 01:14:20.880 --> 01:14:23.340 our business, it's the most important thing that 01:14:23.340 --> 01:14:26.609 I want for myself. You know, like it's like, 01:14:26.729 --> 01:14:28.970 that's what I need the most is past life regression 01:14:28.970 --> 01:14:31.369 and Akashic readings, like for therapy wise. 01:14:31.390 --> 01:14:34.090 So that's why I'm like doing it, you know? So 01:14:34.090 --> 01:14:37.649 it's, it's just, obviously you're attracted to 01:14:37.649 --> 01:14:44.770 what you need the most. Um, and I just, I just 01:14:44.770 --> 01:14:47.590 like totally got blanked out, but I'm so glad 01:14:47.590 --> 01:14:52.930 that you were, uh, talking about the language 01:14:52.930 --> 01:14:55.550 portion of it. That's exactly what I was thinking 01:14:55.550 --> 01:14:57.289 last night as I was falling asleep. It's like, 01:14:57.510 --> 01:15:00.489 I just couldn't even express myself. And I didn't 01:15:00.489 --> 01:15:02.710 have the knowledge that... I still don't have 01:15:02.710 --> 01:15:05.649 knowledge. I assume that I know nothing. The 01:15:05.649 --> 01:15:09.130 other day I had a recording with a woman who 01:15:09.130 --> 01:15:12.829 has been doing energy healing since she was 13 01:15:12.829 --> 01:15:14.829 and she's in her seventies now. She has over 01:15:14.829 --> 01:15:18.479 50 years of experience in doing this. type of 01:15:18.479 --> 01:15:20.880 work. So she's telling me things and I'm listening 01:15:20.880 --> 01:15:22.939 to her and I'm like, yes, yes, that's a good 01:15:22.939 --> 01:15:24.979 idea. It's a good idea. Some of the things I 01:15:24.979 --> 01:15:29.060 knew, but I was in a mode, like a mental mode 01:15:29.060 --> 01:15:31.420 that I put myself in when I know that someone 01:15:31.420 --> 01:15:35.119 has like a huge amount of experience. I automatically 01:15:35.119 --> 01:15:38.460 know nothing. Even if I think I know, I know 01:15:38.460 --> 01:15:40.779 nothing because I want to hear what they have 01:15:40.779 --> 01:15:43.359 to say from their perspective. So like she's 01:15:43.359 --> 01:15:45.909 telling me things like, oh, you can set hours 01:15:45.909 --> 01:15:48.489 and say, I don't want these psychic downloads 01:15:48.489 --> 01:15:51.810 here, there, and everywhere. I want them at this 01:15:51.810 --> 01:15:54.189 specific time, which I know, but I was like, 01:15:54.189 --> 01:15:59.529 oh yeah, that's a good idea. It's funny because 01:15:59.529 --> 01:16:01.010 I never know what she's going to say next. It 01:16:01.010 --> 01:16:04.430 could be something I don't know. So I just, I 01:16:04.430 --> 01:16:10.949 appreciate it. The ability to, it's very freeing 01:16:10.949 --> 01:16:13.850 to realize that we actually don't know anything. 01:16:14.119 --> 01:16:20.260 and to be open to alternative possibilities because 01:16:20.260 --> 01:16:25.939 I think there's endless opportunities for potential. 01:16:26.420 --> 01:16:30.380 And the way that I see quote God is like gas 01:16:30.380 --> 01:16:34.479 in the universe and it's like purple cloud and 01:16:34.479 --> 01:16:38.899 it's love. It's just love energy. endless potential. 01:16:39.460 --> 01:16:43.180 It never ceases. It will always exist. And that 01:16:43.180 --> 01:16:46.560 is what creation comes from. That's how I see 01:16:46.560 --> 01:16:51.420 God personally. But yeah, I feel very good about 01:16:51.420 --> 01:16:54.979 it. Before we were talking about things going 01:16:54.979 --> 01:17:01.880 on and how we're feeling, I feel hopeful. I feel 01:17:01.880 --> 01:17:06.140 hopeful for Changes that have been coming for 01:17:06.140 --> 01:17:08.279 a long time that have been needed for a long 01:17:08.279 --> 01:17:11.100 time And I feel like it's going to initiate action 01:17:11.100 --> 01:17:14.180 and a lot of people to like step up and actually 01:17:14.180 --> 01:17:17.500 be like, okay I'm gonna do this now. I'm excited 01:17:17.500 --> 01:17:21.699 for this year Yeah, me too. I feel very hopeful 01:17:21.699 --> 01:17:25.079 and you know I feel like I got a little bit criticized 01:17:25.079 --> 01:17:27.779 for that the other day, but then I walked away 01:17:27.779 --> 01:17:32.520 from it being like no I'm like I I'm here to 01:17:32.520 --> 01:17:38.300 bring through the message that there is a different 01:17:38.300 --> 01:17:40.800 reality. There is something and it's right here 01:17:40.800 --> 01:17:44.560 for us. We just have to choose it and it comes 01:17:44.560 --> 01:17:48.100 into manifestation through us and just like what 01:17:48.100 --> 01:17:51.229 I'm experiencing right now. Sure, I can get totally 01:17:51.229 --> 01:17:53.149 taken down by it. It's really hard. It's not 01:17:53.149 --> 01:17:55.170 fun. This is not a fun season in my life, but 01:17:55.170 --> 01:17:58.489 there's so much beauty here. And also this is 01:17:58.489 --> 01:18:00.770 for my freedom. Like I can feel that this is 01:18:00.770 --> 01:18:02.869 somewhere that my consciousness has been wrapped 01:18:02.869 --> 01:18:05.850 up in a really big knot and it's taking a lot 01:18:05.850 --> 01:18:09.909 of patience to unravel that knot. But it's all 01:18:09.909 --> 01:18:15.159 that's the price to pay to have. to regain all 01:18:15.159 --> 01:18:18.720 that access to my power and my creatorship which 01:18:18.720 --> 01:18:23.520 with which i am unable to create the five d. 01:18:24.159 --> 01:18:27.060 You know from that realization of our power and 01:18:27.060 --> 01:18:29.739 i just feel like on a collective level and on 01:18:29.739 --> 01:18:32.359 all the individual levels that's what's being 01:18:32.359 --> 01:18:35.960 made available to us and i i believe that enough 01:18:35.960 --> 01:18:39.979 people are able to recognize that right now and 01:18:39.979 --> 01:18:43.279 take the opportunity that. the balance is already 01:18:43.279 --> 01:18:47.399 tipped in our favor. If everybody's not able 01:18:47.399 --> 01:18:51.300 to do it, that's okay. There's enough of us. 01:18:52.060 --> 01:18:56.460 Something that's been clearing for me patterns 01:18:56.460 --> 01:19:00.520 and different things that are playing out, it's 01:19:00.520 --> 01:19:06.239 like having stayed small on purpose because the 01:19:06.239 --> 01:19:08.979 people around me are triggered. I just trigger 01:19:08.979 --> 01:19:11.369 people a lot. I think that's part of what I'm 01:19:11.369 --> 01:19:15.109 supposed to do. I always have and I'm getting 01:19:15.109 --> 01:19:19.689 more and more comfortable with it because people's 01:19:19.689 --> 01:19:24.170 reactions are really not my problem. Like people's 01:19:24.170 --> 01:19:27.010 reactions to me just existing, it's not my problem. 01:19:27.289 --> 01:19:29.770 And I used to take it really personally, but 01:19:29.770 --> 01:19:32.630 like lately things have been coming up where 01:19:32.630 --> 01:19:34.510 there was someone in my life that I was really 01:19:34.510 --> 01:19:39.560 close with and that I put quite a bit of energy 01:19:39.560 --> 01:19:46.619 into supporting them and encouraging them. And 01:19:46.619 --> 01:19:51.220 they did not do the same. And not only that, 01:19:51.340 --> 01:19:53.739 but multiple people that I've worked with for 01:19:53.739 --> 01:19:56.960 energy healing purposes have been telling me 01:19:56.960 --> 01:20:00.340 that like to this moment, they send me daggers. 01:20:00.560 --> 01:20:03.020 Like they want to take me down. They wish they 01:20:03.020 --> 01:20:05.960 could be me, but not. me in the picture with 01:20:05.960 --> 01:20:09.000 them. You know what I mean? And it's sad to hear 01:20:09.000 --> 01:20:13.520 that because it's like, again, not being able 01:20:13.520 --> 01:20:17.159 to conceptualize having those, like being that 01:20:17.159 --> 01:20:20.039 way, but then having to like deal with that being 01:20:20.039 --> 01:20:23.420 done to me. It's been hard. And I mean, I kind 01:20:23.420 --> 01:20:25.039 of feel like an asshole wording it that way. 01:20:25.079 --> 01:20:27.659 Like I'm some kind of angel. I'm definitely not, 01:20:27.859 --> 01:20:31.500 but it's just, I wouldn't, I wouldn't do that. 01:20:31.520 --> 01:20:34.380 Like I wouldn't be fake to someone and then like, 01:20:34.600 --> 01:20:37.079 Like kind of prey on their downfall and like 01:20:37.079 --> 01:20:38.920 pretend to be their friend like that's fucking 01:20:38.920 --> 01:20:42.479 weird And I'm sad that that like would be in 01:20:42.479 --> 01:20:45.039 my life But again, it's coming up to be seen 01:20:45.039 --> 01:20:48.140 to be released to be ended to be shifted and 01:20:48.140 --> 01:20:53.640 I think similarly to that I think when that type 01:20:53.640 --> 01:20:55.779 of thing can be released what my hope would be 01:20:55.779 --> 01:20:58.680 is that person and many other people who have 01:20:58.680 --> 01:21:05.539 this kind of envious comparative energy, then 01:21:05.539 --> 01:21:10.880 become fully embodied in themselves and stop 01:21:10.880 --> 01:21:13.840 wasting energy that way. Because it's just an 01:21:13.840 --> 01:21:17.399 ultimate fucking waste to do that instead of 01:21:17.399 --> 01:21:20.039 putting it back into yourself and becoming the 01:21:20.039 --> 01:21:22.439 best version of you. It doesn't make any sense 01:21:22.439 --> 01:21:28.090 to me, but I know that by unfurling, disconnecting, 01:21:28.369 --> 01:21:30.829 recalibrating, things get aligned in a different 01:21:30.829 --> 01:21:33.789 way. And I see that that is going to be the next 01:21:33.789 --> 01:21:36.529 step. So that will be beneficial for everyone 01:21:36.529 --> 01:21:43.050 when we can all let go of those pretenses and 01:21:43.050 --> 01:21:45.750 comparisons and guilt and judgment and shame 01:21:45.750 --> 01:21:48.649 and all the things. I know that's like a big 01:21:48.649 --> 01:21:52.770 ask. That's a big ask. But I think it's happening. 01:21:52.930 --> 01:21:56.229 Yeah, I do too. It's like one person at a time, 01:21:56.609 --> 01:21:59.710 one relationship at a time, one scenario at a 01:21:59.710 --> 01:22:03.010 time. It's happening where we're shifting out 01:22:03.010 --> 01:22:08.010 of basically like a finite resource perception 01:22:08.010 --> 01:22:12.750 of competition. Like where we're competing with 01:22:12.750 --> 01:22:15.649 each other for finite resources, including like 01:22:15.649 --> 01:22:21.350 love. Which is so wild, right? And we're shifting. 01:22:21.899 --> 01:22:28.359 person by person into collaboration and co -creation 01:22:28.359 --> 01:22:32.159 where we understand like, oh, none of it's finite. 01:22:32.420 --> 01:22:36.979 It's actually infinite. And the more they're 01:22:36.979 --> 01:22:39.439 like, the more, the more, do you know what I 01:22:39.439 --> 01:22:41.720 mean? Yes. Exactly. The more, the more, the more, 01:22:41.720 --> 01:22:45.479 the more. And so the more we come together and 01:22:45.479 --> 01:22:48.439 give our attention to the infinite nature of 01:22:48.439 --> 01:22:52.279 these resources with the understanding that Like 01:22:52.279 --> 01:22:56.300 we, each other's existence is not a threat to 01:22:56.300 --> 01:23:00.300 like the other. And so then we can like co -create 01:23:00.300 --> 01:23:02.939 together. It just amplifies. It becomes exponentially 01:23:02.939 --> 01:23:05.899 more. And it's so exciting. Absolutely. You have 01:23:05.899 --> 01:23:10.359 always had that mindset. attitude and behavior 01:23:10.359 --> 01:23:13.359 of like just wanting to grow and have more of 01:23:13.359 --> 01:23:16.220 the more of the more instead of, you know, gatekeeping 01:23:16.220 --> 01:23:18.699 or things like that. Like it's always been about 01:23:18.699 --> 01:23:20.819 sharing and expanding and growing, connecting. 01:23:21.319 --> 01:23:25.960 So that's, I just love you for that. Thank you 01:23:25.960 --> 01:23:28.159 for, thank you for that reflection. That really, 01:23:28.520 --> 01:23:30.560 you know, it's those little, that's the projector 01:23:30.560 --> 01:23:33.760 gift. It's like those little things that projectors 01:23:33.760 --> 01:23:36.140 see about you that you're like, Oh, somebody 01:23:36.140 --> 01:23:40.579 sees me. Oh yes. Oh yes. You're like a beacon. 01:23:40.800 --> 01:23:43.420 You're like a lighthouse. Yes. Yes. I'm not the 01:23:43.420 --> 01:23:47.060 only one. Many people see you. And that's such 01:23:47.060 --> 01:23:49.920 a gift for you to embody as the speaker, like 01:23:49.920 --> 01:23:53.180 you've described, having the ability to put into 01:23:53.180 --> 01:23:56.500 words. And though you might feel like it's a 01:23:56.500 --> 01:24:00.939 struggle, it's received. it makes sense. It always 01:24:00.939 --> 01:24:03.680 does. Sometimes you'll be like, oh, I'm not sure 01:24:03.680 --> 01:24:06.239 if this makes sense. And I know I'm not supposed 01:24:06.239 --> 01:24:10.300 to apologize for it anymore, but yeah. You guys 01:24:10.300 --> 01:24:12.479 keep messaging me and being like, don't you dare 01:24:12.479 --> 01:24:15.579 apologize anymore. We love your rambles. Okay. 01:24:16.840 --> 01:24:21.319 I'm still self -conscious about it. No, there's 01:24:21.319 --> 01:24:24.720 gold in there for us to hear. And I love that 01:24:24.720 --> 01:24:28.600 it's It's just like an open door and your soul 01:24:28.600 --> 01:24:31.479 space on Facebook. That's free, right? Yeah, 01:24:31.479 --> 01:24:35.739 totally. Yes. Yeah, and that's what you know 01:24:35.739 --> 01:24:38.460 back to what you said about the Connections being 01:24:38.460 --> 01:24:42.199 made in the groups. I know not everybody a like 01:24:42.199 --> 01:24:45.640 I don't want people to Sign up for groups that 01:24:45.640 --> 01:24:48.539 they don't like paid groups that Isn't a total 01:24:48.539 --> 01:24:50.520 yes to them Like it's important that we sign 01:24:50.520 --> 01:24:52.939 up for the things that really truly resonate 01:24:52.939 --> 01:24:55.359 and our soul is like, yes This is the next step 01:24:55.550 --> 01:24:58.069 But also not everybody always has the funds to 01:24:58.069 --> 01:25:00.449 put towards it. Like myself right now, for example, 01:25:00.510 --> 01:25:02.329 I just don't have the funds to sign up for the 01:25:02.329 --> 01:25:05.409 things that I would love to. And so having a 01:25:05.409 --> 01:25:07.810 free, like just a permanently free space where 01:25:07.810 --> 01:25:09.829 people can nonetheless come and connect, I think 01:25:09.829 --> 01:25:13.770 is because the more, the more, the more, the 01:25:13.770 --> 01:25:15.970 more. Like the more we connect with each other, 01:25:16.010 --> 01:25:20.470 the better it gets. Yes, I totally agree. Thank 01:25:20.470 --> 01:25:22.949 you so much for your time today, Amy. I really 01:25:22.949 --> 01:25:24.770 appreciate it. We'll definitely have to get together 01:25:24.770 --> 01:25:30.329 again. If you have listened to each episode of 01:25:30.329 --> 01:25:32.449 this podcast, you probably heard me mention her 01:25:32.449 --> 01:25:36.470 name at least one time. It's so funny because 01:25:36.470 --> 01:25:38.850 I'll either have a guest on that we're connected 01:25:38.850 --> 01:25:44.140 or just talking about what I've learned. Things 01:25:44.140 --> 01:25:46.779 that I think and different examples and I always 01:25:46.779 --> 01:25:49.579 bring you up. So I appreciate being able to name 01:25:49.579 --> 01:25:54.720 drop. Oh Well, I am so honored that you invited 01:25:54.720 --> 01:25:57.979 me on your podcast and I'm so glad that you're 01:25:57.979 --> 01:26:01.739 doing this and yeah, thank you Thank you for 01:26:01.739 --> 01:26:05.550 the inspiration to get it started You, you really 01:26:05.550 --> 01:26:07.909 helped me to, to say that's something if you 01:26:07.909 --> 01:26:10.489 feel called to do, you just start slowly, you'll 01:26:10.489 --> 01:26:12.430 get it done. It'll just kind of take care of 01:26:12.430 --> 01:26:15.130 itself. And it's wild. I feel like I have like 01:26:15.130 --> 01:26:19.850 15 episodes already recorded. And I just feel 01:26:19.850 --> 01:26:22.350 like I need to start releasing more than one 01:26:22.350 --> 01:26:25.550 per week because like, I can't sit on this big 01:26:25.550 --> 01:26:28.710 of an egg. Like I just can't like, and that's 01:26:28.710 --> 01:26:31.789 not even solo episodes. Like I need to like do 01:26:31.789 --> 01:26:37.350 current. Maybe that's what I'll do. Extra episodes 01:26:37.350 --> 01:26:41.149 will be whenever I feel like doing a solo conversation. 01:26:41.649 --> 01:26:43.689 Maybe that's what I'll do. We'll see. Things 01:26:43.689 --> 01:26:46.510 might change. The beauty of a podcast is you 01:26:46.510 --> 01:26:48.350 can do it however you want. There's no rules. 01:26:48.529 --> 01:26:53.529 Yeah. Just put it out. Yep. Same with life. You 01:26:53.529 --> 01:26:55.850 can do whatever you want. There's no rules. That's 01:26:55.850 --> 01:26:58.909 so true. You're like, same with everything, Amy. 01:27:00.539 --> 01:27:04.460 Well, to a certain extent, yeah. It's fun. I 01:27:04.460 --> 01:27:06.760 always love talking with you. Thank you so much. 01:27:07.000 --> 01:27:09.979 And I'm sure we'll be in touch again soon. And 01:27:09.979 --> 01:27:13.100 I know that any stresses and strains will shift 01:27:13.100 --> 01:27:16.979 very quickly. I feel like in the next three weeks, 01:27:17.020 --> 01:27:20.960 you'll have totally different circumstances to 01:27:20.960 --> 01:27:26.720 be landing into. It's going to get resolved very 01:27:26.720 --> 01:27:29.930 quickly, I think. I know it'll get resolved and 01:27:29.930 --> 01:27:32.369 it'll take the time it takes. And I'm just like, 01:27:32.369 --> 01:27:35.649 I'm surrendered to it. I'm here for the alchemy. 01:27:36.229 --> 01:27:42.250 Yeah. You'll see the beginnings of it soon though. 01:27:42.510 --> 01:27:48.550 That's what I'm going to start praying for. Thank 01:27:48.550 --> 01:27:52.170 you so much. Have a wonderful day. You too. Bye. 01:27:53.369 --> 01:27:56.850 Thank you for taking the time to be in our experience. 01:27:57.399 --> 01:27:59.960 I love this conversation with Amy because it 01:27:59.960 --> 01:28:02.520 speaks to so many things I know many of us are 01:28:02.520 --> 01:28:07.479 feeling right now. Intensity, change, uncertainty, 01:28:08.680 --> 01:28:12.840 spiritual expansion, grief, pressure, and also 01:28:12.840 --> 01:28:16.239 a deep invitation to trust ourselves more fully. 01:28:17.760 --> 01:28:21.039 One of the biggest takeaways for me is even when 01:28:21.039 --> 01:28:24.640 life feels chaotic, overwhelming, or like everything 01:28:24.640 --> 01:28:28.069 is being stripped down, There is still a point 01:28:28.069 --> 01:28:32.390 of power available in every moment. We may not 01:28:32.390 --> 01:28:35.930 always control the outer circumstances, but we 01:28:35.930 --> 01:28:39.409 do have a choice in how we meet them, what we 01:28:39.409 --> 01:28:43.989 choose to feed, and what we create within ourselves. 01:28:45.970 --> 01:28:48.909 I also really appreciate Amy's reminder that 01:28:48.909 --> 01:28:53.189 psychic ability, intuition, and awareness are 01:28:53.189 --> 01:28:57.539 not reserved for a special few. These are natural 01:28:57.539 --> 01:29:01.460 parts of being a human, and many of us are simply 01:29:01.460 --> 01:29:05.819 remembering what was de -prioritized, dismissed, 01:29:06.560 --> 01:29:09.560 or never given language for in the first place. 01:29:11.779 --> 01:29:14.359 Thank you so much for listening. I hope this 01:29:14.359 --> 01:29:17.100 conversation reminded you that even in intense 01:29:17.100 --> 01:29:20.439 seasons, there is still power in choosing love, 01:29:21.500 --> 01:29:23.899 choosing compassion, discernment, and trust. 01:29:24.639 --> 01:29:28.840 Those are our options. There's so much happening 01:29:28.840 --> 01:29:31.699 in the collective right now, but we do not have 01:29:31.699 --> 01:29:54.500 to feed fear in order to be aware. We're both 01:29:54.500 --> 01:29:58.479 in it to win it and ready to commit as our business 01:29:58.479 --> 01:30:02.180 as you heard in this episode. So Whenever you 01:30:02.180 --> 01:30:05.220 guys are ready to commit we're here for you ready 01:30:05.220 --> 01:30:08.039 and available to dig into your Akashic records 01:30:08.039 --> 01:30:12.880 and start expanding our consciousness together 01:30:12.880 --> 01:30:18.720 and weaving to higher frequencies If you feel 01:30:18.720 --> 01:30:24.560 called, please rate share review expand the experience 01:30:24.560 --> 01:30:28.140 for others. I would love to hear from you as 01:30:28.140 --> 01:30:31.140 well. If you can leave a review and comments 01:30:31.140 --> 01:30:33.100 about what you would like to hear, I would love 01:30:33.100 --> 01:30:36.340 to see them. Thank you for being here. Thank 01:30:36.340 --> 01:30:38.579 you for listening, and I'll see you in the next 01:30:38.579 --> 01:30:39.159 episode.