WEBVTT 00:00:00.460 --> 00:00:04.540 Hello and welcome to another episode of In My 00:00:04.540 --> 00:00:07.839 Experience with yours truly, Christine DiGinto. 00:00:09.279 --> 00:00:12.080 This podcast is a space where I speak from lived 00:00:12.080 --> 00:00:16.079 experience. The moments that shaped me, challenged 00:00:16.079 --> 00:00:19.300 me, and changed the way that I understand myself 00:00:19.300 --> 00:00:22.679 in the world. The awakenings, the breakdowns, 00:00:22.679 --> 00:00:25.339 the moments that cracked me open, asked me to 00:00:25.339 --> 00:00:29.059 stay present, be embodied, and be honest with 00:00:29.059 --> 00:00:33.729 myself. I share my stories not to persuade or 00:00:33.729 --> 00:00:38.149 define truth for anyone else, but to offer perspective, 00:00:38.909 --> 00:00:41.490 to explore the gray areas we don't often have 00:00:41.490 --> 00:00:45.109 language for, to slow things down and listen 00:00:45.109 --> 00:00:47.729 more closely to what's happening beneath the 00:00:47.729 --> 00:00:52.350 surface. You'll hear solo episodes where I reflect 00:00:52.350 --> 00:00:55.929 on my own initiations, spiritual gifts, and the 00:00:55.929 --> 00:00:59.799 systems that try to define me. and conversations 00:00:59.799 --> 00:01:02.820 with guests who have walked strange, beautiful, 00:01:03.359 --> 00:01:06.280 and sometimes painful paths of their own and 00:01:06.280 --> 00:01:10.299 come back with wisdom to share with us. I invite 00:01:10.299 --> 00:01:13.700 you to take what resonates, leave the rest, and 00:01:13.700 --> 00:01:17.780 trust your own experience as valid. Thank you 00:01:17.780 --> 00:01:25.280 for being here. This is In My Experience. Welcome 00:01:25.280 --> 00:01:29.239 back. I'm Christine Dugento, and today I'm honored 00:01:29.239 --> 00:01:33.200 to be joined by Mandy Hayes. Mandy is a soul 00:01:33.200 --> 00:01:36.239 alignment and spiritual life coach, an artist, 00:01:36.799 --> 00:01:40.640 and mother of three boys. She owns Lemon Sage 00:01:40.640 --> 00:01:43.739 and Lavender, where she works in her devotion 00:01:43.739 --> 00:01:46.760 to helping people remember who they are beneath 00:01:46.760 --> 00:01:51.319 conditioning and old patterns. She weaves together 00:01:51.319 --> 00:01:55.930 tarot and aura readings. energy work like Reiki, 00:01:56.290 --> 00:02:00.730 QHHT, and Akashic style readings, as well as 00:02:00.730 --> 00:02:04.549 massage therapy, as pathways back to our original 00:02:04.549 --> 00:02:08.349 blueprint. In this conversation, Mandy and I 00:02:08.349 --> 00:02:11.009 recognize a lot of familiar language in each 00:02:11.009 --> 00:02:13.490 other. We follow the threads that light up when 00:02:13.490 --> 00:02:16.069 two people start comparing notes on expanded 00:02:16.069 --> 00:02:19.449 perception and lived spiritual experience. Here 00:02:19.449 --> 00:02:21.590 are some of the places we travel together in 00:02:21.590 --> 00:02:26.219 this episode. Lemuria and ancient memory, star 00:02:26.219 --> 00:02:30.879 seeds and soul origins, seeing and sensing auras, 00:02:31.500 --> 00:02:35.000 clairvoyant perception, and bio -location of 00:02:35.000 --> 00:02:38.300 consciousness. As always, listen for whatever 00:02:38.300 --> 00:02:41.659 resonates and let the rest move on by. Let's 00:02:41.659 --> 00:02:46.439 get into it with Mandy. Oh my goodness. Thank 00:02:46.439 --> 00:02:49.020 you everyone for joining us today. I just wanted 00:02:49.020 --> 00:02:52.500 to introduce our guest, Mandy Hayes, a beautiful 00:02:52.500 --> 00:02:56.300 mother of three boys, an artist, a healer, and 00:02:56.300 --> 00:03:02.000 one who walks in her purpose as someone who helps 00:03:02.000 --> 00:03:05.400 others help themselves, which I so appreciate. 00:03:06.750 --> 00:03:09.650 We were just talking a little bit before we pressed 00:03:09.650 --> 00:03:13.629 record, and I am so sad that I didn't have it 00:03:13.629 --> 00:03:18.949 started. What a tremendous ordeal that you have 00:03:18.949 --> 00:03:21.289 been going through just recently and you're carrying. 00:03:21.469 --> 00:03:24.449 It was such grace and gratitude, and I just find 00:03:24.449 --> 00:03:26.789 that unbelievable. I'm going to give you some 00:03:26.789 --> 00:03:29.030 time to introduce yourself, Mandy, and then we 00:03:29.030 --> 00:03:32.590 can get more into our conversation. Oh, for sure. 00:03:32.610 --> 00:03:35.449 Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. 00:03:36.439 --> 00:03:40.020 I'm Mandy. I am the owner of Lemon Sage and Lavender 00:03:40.020 --> 00:03:45.620 in downtown Lapeer. That place is one of my many 00:03:45.620 --> 00:03:50.419 babies where I do tarot readings. They're more 00:03:50.419 --> 00:03:55.259 like auric tarot readings because they like tap 00:03:55.259 --> 00:03:58.319 into your energy field and receive information 00:03:58.319 --> 00:04:01.400 that way first and then go into a tarot reading, 00:04:01.620 --> 00:04:08.419 right? Yeah. QHHT you know reiki sessions massage 00:04:08.419 --> 00:04:11.939 um soul realignment sessions they all kind of 00:04:11.939 --> 00:04:15.080 come to the same conclusion that i found is you 00:04:15.080 --> 00:04:19.720 know finding out who you are who are you like 00:04:19.720 --> 00:04:24.180 beneath all of the the mess and negative programming, 00:04:24.579 --> 00:04:27.240 the repetitive thought patterns beneath all of 00:04:27.240 --> 00:04:29.500 this stuff, like your original divine blueprint, 00:04:29.500 --> 00:04:33.379 right? And so - Amen. Amen. Just so much fun 00:04:33.379 --> 00:04:36.500 because you can go into any of the modalities 00:04:36.500 --> 00:04:39.600 and it's like, I was thinking about this yesterday. 00:04:40.839 --> 00:04:45.339 It's like a path and there's all these different 00:04:45.339 --> 00:04:48.120 branches that you can go off of, but they all 00:04:48.120 --> 00:04:51.949 connect to the same - True. Yes. Yes, absolutely. 00:04:52.610 --> 00:04:57.250 And I 100 % agree in my practice, I have felt 00:04:57.250 --> 00:05:00.170 very drawn to the Akashic records, past life 00:05:00.170 --> 00:05:03.889 regression therapy, and then also while doing 00:05:03.889 --> 00:05:08.990 those two or one holographic matrix repatterning 00:05:08.990 --> 00:05:12.199 is what it has been coined, right? That's what 00:05:12.199 --> 00:05:16.540 we call it. I'm not trained in QHHT, but I've 00:05:16.540 --> 00:05:19.199 considered it because it is the most widely known 00:05:19.199 --> 00:05:23.660 and I adore Dolores Cannon and all of the books 00:05:23.660 --> 00:05:26.540 and transcripts and audio from her sessions. 00:05:26.779 --> 00:05:31.319 It's just absolutely fascinating. I find it endlessly 00:05:31.319 --> 00:05:34.279 entertaining as I've described before this journey 00:05:34.279 --> 00:05:36.899 of discovering ourselves and who we really are 00:05:36.899 --> 00:05:42.220 and what this reality is and what it's powered 00:05:42.220 --> 00:05:45.100 by, which is us and our energy and intention. 00:05:45.339 --> 00:05:49.199 So it's just so incredible. It is that when you 00:05:49.199 --> 00:05:51.959 figure that out, when that like last little spot 00:05:51.959 --> 00:05:54.139 falls into place, because you could hear the 00:05:54.139 --> 00:05:57.959 same thing a million times, but it will be that 00:05:57.959 --> 00:06:01.279 one millionth time where you hear it and it's 00:06:01.279 --> 00:06:06.480 like, Oh my God. Yes. Like I literally do create 00:06:06.480 --> 00:06:11.699 my own reality. Crazy. Yes. When it clicks in, 00:06:11.819 --> 00:06:17.079 it clicks in fast and hard. It's incredible. 00:06:18.360 --> 00:06:21.360 Mandy, I wanted to mention also the book that 00:06:21.360 --> 00:06:25.339 you published. I was so moved by that when you 00:06:25.339 --> 00:06:29.240 shared it with me. I so appreciate having the 00:06:29.240 --> 00:06:31.480 types of conversations we're having here now 00:06:31.480 --> 00:06:34.160 about how important it is to find out who you 00:06:34.160 --> 00:06:37.000 are and what your purpose is and your blueprint 00:06:37.000 --> 00:06:40.920 and your potential and expand on that. As mothers, 00:06:41.360 --> 00:06:44.259 we apply that also to our children and their 00:06:44.259 --> 00:06:47.860 lives and potential. And you wrote a children's 00:06:47.860 --> 00:06:51.560 book expressing, you know, the spiritual aspects 00:06:51.560 --> 00:06:55.420 of life. And I just so appreciate that. Can you 00:06:55.420 --> 00:06:58.540 talk a little bit more about it? Thank you. Yes. 00:06:58.839 --> 00:07:04.779 Oh my goodness. So Oh, love -filled. It was, 00:07:05.040 --> 00:07:09.939 well, it is kind of based off of my oldest son. 00:07:11.100 --> 00:07:16.100 And when he was younger, you know, I was a young 00:07:16.100 --> 00:07:19.360 mom as we were talking about earlier. And, you 00:07:19.360 --> 00:07:22.500 know, his dad was coming from a very wounded 00:07:22.500 --> 00:07:25.019 place. I was coming from a very wounded place. 00:07:25.860 --> 00:07:29.899 The relationship, there was like a deep love 00:07:29.899 --> 00:07:33.240 there, because we were kids, you know, but it 00:07:33.240 --> 00:07:38.519 was covered up by so much drama and heavy stuff. 00:07:38.579 --> 00:07:42.519 So like, I know that even from the very beginning, 00:07:42.639 --> 00:07:48.459 Christopher was absorbing all of this energy, 00:07:48.720 --> 00:07:52.019 just this heavy, dense stuff, right? It sounds 00:07:52.019 --> 00:07:56.920 like a karmic relationship and a karmic incarnation 00:07:56.920 --> 00:08:01.160 of your son to help too. That's what I'm receiving 00:08:01.160 --> 00:08:03.759 very clearly as you speak. I'm seeing a lot right 00:08:03.759 --> 00:08:09.639 now. That's amazing. Oh my goodness. That's so 00:08:09.639 --> 00:08:16.000 funny. He had a very difficult childhood. Of 00:08:16.000 --> 00:08:20.050 course, when he became a teenager in the very 00:08:20.050 --> 00:08:23.410 beginning. It was just like, it was so bad. It 00:08:23.410 --> 00:08:27.629 was so bad. Poor guy. I don't want to speak too 00:08:27.629 --> 00:08:30.589 much on his behalf because, you know, his piece 00:08:30.589 --> 00:08:35.230 is own person. Yeah. But anyways, that was the 00:08:35.230 --> 00:08:37.429 inspiration for the book. And it was crazy because 00:08:37.429 --> 00:08:40.870 I wasn't even planning a children's book. I swear 00:08:40.870 --> 00:08:44.789 you could be doing the dishes. You could be going 00:08:44.789 --> 00:08:48.460 pee. I was in the bathroom at the time. And there 00:08:48.460 --> 00:08:51.620 was just these, this idea popped in my head and 00:08:51.620 --> 00:08:55.500 I'm like, oh, that's cool. Okay. But then I like 00:08:55.500 --> 00:08:57.740 kind of dismissed it, you know, washing my hands. 00:08:57.740 --> 00:09:01.240 Oh, it pops in again. I'm like, I get it. Cool. 00:09:01.379 --> 00:09:04.759 You know? But it wasn't until like I came in 00:09:04.759 --> 00:09:07.120 the living room and I remember sitting down. 00:09:08.819 --> 00:09:11.299 And I like accepted the idea and I'm like, okay, 00:09:11.360 --> 00:09:13.639 we'll dive in here. What's going on? And then 00:09:13.639 --> 00:09:16.139 it was just like sentence after sentence after 00:09:16.139 --> 00:09:19.980 sentence and it was all in rhyme. And I'm like, 00:09:19.980 --> 00:09:22.159 this is the coolest thing that's ever happened 00:09:22.159 --> 00:09:25.340 to me. So that's amazing. Sitting there writing 00:09:25.340 --> 00:09:27.379 it all down and I'm like, this is a freaking 00:09:27.379 --> 00:09:32.879 book. This is a book that is so crazy. So yeah, 00:09:32.879 --> 00:09:35.940 it's been my baby. I know that the message is 00:09:35.940 --> 00:09:40.149 really relevant. for today's society. And yes, 00:09:40.669 --> 00:09:43.309 I just feel like it's really important when parents 00:09:43.309 --> 00:09:46.129 are reading it to their kids or grandparents 00:09:46.129 --> 00:09:50.009 or aunts and uncles. Yes. It's awesome because 00:09:50.009 --> 00:09:53.870 it is also a reminder for us, not just for kids. 00:09:54.450 --> 00:09:57.029 Absolutely. I mean, I know I teared up when I 00:09:57.029 --> 00:09:59.850 was reading it because it's just, I could, I 00:09:59.850 --> 00:10:03.110 was when I read, I can hear that voice in my 00:10:03.110 --> 00:10:05.759 head as well. Think that that's normal. Maybe 00:10:05.759 --> 00:10:08.080 it's not apparently a lot of things that have 00:10:08.080 --> 00:10:10.379 been happening my entire life that I thought 00:10:10.379 --> 00:10:13.419 everyone could do aren't normal so I don't know 00:10:13.419 --> 00:10:17.379 but So I hear this voice and it's like I could 00:10:17.379 --> 00:10:20.080 hear it as if someone were reading it to me as 00:10:20.080 --> 00:10:24.100 a child I was reading it to my daughter as a 00:10:24.100 --> 00:10:29.220 mother and I was reading also from the perspective 00:10:29.220 --> 00:10:32.440 of other people in a different frame of mind. 00:10:32.519 --> 00:10:39.059 And I could see all the illuminated spaces where 00:10:39.059 --> 00:10:41.960 the sparks were coming. And when that happens, 00:10:42.019 --> 00:10:43.879 when you see those little sparks and they're 00:10:43.879 --> 00:10:46.840 so close together, it really helps to create 00:10:46.840 --> 00:10:51.210 the charge where they magnetize and it... expands 00:10:51.210 --> 00:10:54.870 and continue like that's how I see it. And that's 00:10:54.870 --> 00:10:56.669 what I was experiencing when I was reading it. 00:10:57.110 --> 00:11:01.389 So yeah, I love that so much. Yeah. Thank you 00:11:01.389 --> 00:11:06.950 for sharing that with me. Absolutely. Oh, I'm 00:11:06.950 --> 00:11:14.870 excited to see. I don't know, like just to I 00:11:14.870 --> 00:11:17.009 want to say to see what comes of it. However, 00:11:17.370 --> 00:11:21.450 As like my mind is going a million miles a second. 00:11:22.610 --> 00:11:25.350 As I was saying that I was also thinking like, 00:11:25.649 --> 00:11:28.289 okay, well, this is obviously divinely inspired. 00:11:28.649 --> 00:11:33.679 This was something that was. downloaded or, you 00:11:33.679 --> 00:11:36.580 know, whatever word you want to put on it. So 00:11:36.580 --> 00:11:39.519 it would be interesting to see how many people 00:11:39.519 --> 00:11:42.899 it reaches because of that, you know. Oh, absolutely. 00:11:43.379 --> 00:11:48.080 Yes. Yes. It seemed very persistent. It was a 00:11:48.080 --> 00:11:51.840 persistent knowing that came into creation because 00:11:51.840 --> 00:11:53.759 you gave it the space. And I think that's where 00:11:53.759 --> 00:11:57.860 the magic happens for all of us. And it's, it's 00:11:57.840 --> 00:12:00.700 what a blessing it would be if we could all like 00:12:00.700 --> 00:12:03.299 slow down just a little bit. Like you said, like 00:12:03.299 --> 00:12:04.940 you were going pee, then you're washing your 00:12:04.940 --> 00:12:06.860 hands. You're mom, you're busy, you work, you 00:12:06.860 --> 00:12:09.500 do all this stuff. So I understand completely. 00:12:09.559 --> 00:12:11.659 And that happens to me frequently as well. I 00:12:11.659 --> 00:12:14.980 don't get ideas to create things. I get ideas 00:12:14.980 --> 00:12:18.580 to understand things and I get information and 00:12:18.580 --> 00:12:22.179 I'll get like visions. And then sometimes I was 00:12:22.179 --> 00:12:25.000 talking with Amy Belair about this one time and 00:12:25.000 --> 00:12:26.639 I was like, sometimes I'll just be doing the 00:12:26.639 --> 00:12:30.269 dishes. but I'm imagining that I'm in the Amazon 00:12:30.269 --> 00:12:33.409 and I'm grounding and I'm connected with the 00:12:33.409 --> 00:12:36.570 rainforest and I'm breathing with the earth and 00:12:36.570 --> 00:12:39.970 I'm like locked in and I'm like, and tell me 00:12:39.970 --> 00:12:42.929 that I'm not because I see it. It's like double 00:12:42.929 --> 00:12:45.289 vision. Like I'm there and I'm here and she's 00:12:45.289 --> 00:12:49.029 like, you probably are. But you know, that is 00:12:49.029 --> 00:12:52.769 so incredibly beautiful because like, you know, 00:12:52.769 --> 00:12:58.110 I'm a very visual person. I can. see movement 00:12:58.110 --> 00:13:00.889 I can experience touch heat all the things like 00:13:00.889 --> 00:13:03.370 in my mind's eye, you know what I mean? Obviously, 00:13:03.690 --> 00:13:10.370 I mean, but I, for whatever reason, I will daydream 00:13:10.370 --> 00:13:13.649 till the cows come home about the most random, 00:13:13.909 --> 00:13:17.450 not even important things, or stuff that like 00:13:17.450 --> 00:13:24.149 gets me like Yeah. And I've been really, really 00:13:24.149 --> 00:13:27.029 working on that a lot lately, especially since, 00:13:27.029 --> 00:13:28.610 you know, the accident and I've been sitting 00:13:28.610 --> 00:13:34.909 here in bed. Oh, goodness. But I want to practice 00:13:34.909 --> 00:13:38.950 that what you are doing way more and use that 00:13:38.950 --> 00:13:44.090 imagination that, you know, ADHD mind to my advantage. 00:13:44.570 --> 00:13:48.820 Absolutely. That's beautiful. Yes. And I struggle 00:13:48.820 --> 00:13:52.360 sometimes too with the looping and it has been 00:13:52.360 --> 00:13:56.019 coming out. I've been unraveling something that 00:13:56.019 --> 00:14:02.259 I have known about for years, but I have not 00:14:02.259 --> 00:14:05.539 dove into because it's just so, it's very complex, 00:14:06.059 --> 00:14:08.860 but having to do with being biolocated and having 00:14:08.860 --> 00:14:13.480 my consciousness existing in another body that 00:14:13.480 --> 00:14:19.100 is working, but we're connected in space, essentially. 00:14:19.519 --> 00:14:24.980 So a lot of times people have said, you're ungrounded. 00:14:24.980 --> 00:14:29.659 And I'm like. Offended, I'm like offended because 00:14:29.659 --> 00:14:34.759 I'm like, I am Mother Earth herself. I am like 00:14:34.759 --> 00:14:40.740 very calm and rational. And I sit, I walk around 00:14:40.740 --> 00:14:44.289 barefoot outside. I breathe, I sage, I do all 00:14:44.289 --> 00:14:46.210 the things. I don't know why you're saying I'm 00:14:46.210 --> 00:14:48.990 ungrounded, right? I try very hard and I feel 00:14:48.990 --> 00:14:50.649 like I'm a bad girl, like I'm doing something 00:14:50.649 --> 00:14:53.929 wrong. Like, oh, you're ungrounded. Like it's 00:14:53.929 --> 00:14:57.769 like wrong, right? It's not, it's just a, it's 00:14:57.769 --> 00:15:01.250 just a, it's a place. It's a place where your 00:15:01.250 --> 00:15:03.269 consciousness is. But then what I have become 00:15:03.269 --> 00:15:09.669 aware of just recently is sensual embodiment. 00:15:10.039 --> 00:15:14.500 does not necessarily relate to sex as much as 00:15:14.500 --> 00:15:21.019 it does being embodied in your body and experiencing 00:15:21.019 --> 00:15:25.059 your senses fully, all the way in your body. 00:15:26.740 --> 00:15:29.799 So that has been an interesting revelation for 00:15:29.799 --> 00:15:34.580 me. So that's really incredible. I am bi -located 00:15:34.580 --> 00:15:38.049 as well. And so as you're talking, I'm like, 00:15:38.090 --> 00:15:41.970 ooh, I get it. I get it. Because for the longest 00:15:41.970 --> 00:15:48.850 time, like, you know, I meditate, I do yoga, 00:15:49.309 --> 00:15:52.429 I stretch, I do, you know, all of the things. 00:15:53.029 --> 00:15:57.389 But I found that it was eating heavy food and 00:15:57.389 --> 00:16:01.929 drinking like wine or something would put me 00:16:01.929 --> 00:16:05.559 right back in my body. And like, but it was so, 00:16:05.720 --> 00:16:10.460 you know, it's not healthy, obviously. So it's 00:16:10.460 --> 00:16:20.299 a wild like, trying to find that, that one thing 00:16:20.299 --> 00:16:23.659 that's like healthy that can keep you grounded. 00:16:23.659 --> 00:16:27.700 That's more than, you know, I don't know, you 00:16:27.700 --> 00:16:31.830 know, What if it's our thoughts? Like, cause 00:16:31.830 --> 00:16:35.470 I totally understand and agree all the things, 00:16:35.529 --> 00:16:37.710 like I was saying before, I do all the things 00:16:37.710 --> 00:16:40.990 to be grounded. And why is it so difficult or 00:16:40.990 --> 00:16:45.549 unsuccessful? Because it's based on our lightning 00:16:45.549 --> 00:16:50.490 fast connected connectivity with that other version 00:16:50.490 --> 00:16:55.070 of our consciousness being bio located. We're 00:16:55.070 --> 00:16:58.289 going through different dimensions constantly. 00:16:58.889 --> 00:17:02.350 And it's very ungrounding. So like our body, 00:17:02.570 --> 00:17:08.190 we need to rely on our bodies to help us as we 00:17:08.190 --> 00:17:11.730 transmit through those different frequencies. 00:17:13.450 --> 00:17:17.529 But I think that we have more control. And it's 00:17:17.529 --> 00:17:19.630 almost like I'm telling this to myself. I'm just 00:17:19.630 --> 00:17:23.509 realizing this now too. We have more control 00:17:23.509 --> 00:17:27.720 based on our thoughts and our emotions. So when 00:17:27.720 --> 00:17:30.359 we get those loops, sometimes I think it's intentional. 00:17:30.519 --> 00:17:35.160 And I do believe that there is frequency manipulation 00:17:35.160 --> 00:17:38.779 in the sense that it affects the way that you 00:17:38.779 --> 00:17:42.019 think and feel. And I think that that is widespread, 00:17:42.019 --> 00:17:46.720 but it's also specifically directed at people 00:17:46.720 --> 00:17:53.309 who have those known components and are on the 00:17:53.309 --> 00:17:56.890 lists, as you would say, you know, they are targeted. 00:17:57.670 --> 00:18:01.029 Yeah. Yeah. I got you girl. So it's like being 00:18:01.029 --> 00:18:04.329 aware of that and centering in your heart. Like 00:18:04.329 --> 00:18:08.950 our hearts are the key to all of it. It's like 00:18:08.950 --> 00:18:12.029 right in the middle. All of it makes sense. It's 00:18:12.029 --> 00:18:18.069 balanced. It's it's open and it's. If we can 00:18:18.069 --> 00:18:23.579 shift the thoughts to the heart. and feel that 00:18:23.579 --> 00:18:26.960 peace frequency around us. Like we could probably 00:18:26.960 --> 00:18:29.799 glide much more easily and be less affected. 00:18:30.039 --> 00:18:31.799 You know what I mean? It'd be like a membrane. 00:18:32.359 --> 00:18:38.539 Yeah. No, I love that so much. It's funny because 00:18:38.539 --> 00:18:43.599 I feel like it's either something that's changed 00:18:43.599 --> 00:18:48.059 with me in like the practice. um because it's 00:18:48.059 --> 00:18:50.680 like i'm seeing it through my eyes obviously 00:18:50.680 --> 00:18:54.099 um so it's coming through my own filter or if 00:18:54.099 --> 00:18:56.039 something is changing with the collective which 00:18:56.039 --> 00:19:00.619 we know that it is i guess it really doesn't 00:19:00.619 --> 00:19:05.180 matter but um in the last like month or so whenever 00:19:05.180 --> 00:19:07.920 i'm doing a reiki session on someone like at 00:19:07.920 --> 00:19:11.240 the very beginning of the session i stand at 00:19:11.240 --> 00:19:14.019 their star chakra and just kind of look at their 00:19:14.019 --> 00:19:17.599 energy field as a whole what colors are showing 00:19:17.599 --> 00:19:20.359 up, what the movements like, any obstruction, 00:19:20.599 --> 00:19:23.900 you know, blah, blah, blah. And I do it at the 00:19:23.900 --> 00:19:27.440 very end as well. So lately, when I'm looking 00:19:27.440 --> 00:19:30.079 at people's energy fields towards the very end, 00:19:30.779 --> 00:19:37.579 it looks like, like a beautiful, constantly moving 00:19:37.579 --> 00:19:44.200 mandala of different colors. And I've never seen 00:19:44.200 --> 00:19:47.779 that before up until like this past month. So 00:19:47.779 --> 00:19:50.980 I'm just wondering how you were talking about, 00:19:50.980 --> 00:19:57.019 you know, like feeling and seeing from your heart 00:19:57.019 --> 00:20:03.339 and it expanding outward if like we're all starting 00:20:03.339 --> 00:20:05.599 to work from our heart more, you know, do you 00:20:05.599 --> 00:20:09.250 see? we've been blasted by so many solar flares 00:20:09.250 --> 00:20:12.470 we've definitely been upgraded uh recently i 00:20:12.470 --> 00:20:14.150 feel like there was a lot of activity toward 00:20:14.150 --> 00:20:16.930 the end of the year like right yeah you know 00:20:16.930 --> 00:20:19.950 and there's so much going on and there's a lot 00:20:19.950 --> 00:20:27.369 of clearing happening uh yeah it's it's popping 00:20:27.369 --> 00:20:33.009 off very true that's very true um a year 2026 00:20:33.009 --> 00:20:37.900 is going to be you know Like kind of the very 00:20:37.900 --> 00:20:40.619 beginning steps of a whole brand new era So there's 00:20:40.619 --> 00:20:42.920 a lot of change and ship that's gonna be happening 00:20:42.920 --> 00:20:45.619 this year, which is gonna make things crazy, 00:20:45.619 --> 00:20:51.839 but worth it Yeah, 2027 is like the year. I believe 00:20:51.839 --> 00:20:55.079 it. I feel it I feel it in my bones all the way. 00:20:55.079 --> 00:21:01.400 So yeah, it's very nice Mandy would you like 00:21:01.400 --> 00:21:05.630 to talk about? We were talking before I pressed 00:21:05.630 --> 00:21:09.009 record. Would you like to share about what happened 00:21:09.009 --> 00:21:13.890 on Monday or not? Oh Yeah, sure. That's okay. 00:21:15.309 --> 00:21:21.769 Okay So Life is crazy and you never know what's 00:21:21.769 --> 00:21:26.390 gonna happen, right? Yeah So I have three boys 00:21:26.390 --> 00:21:30.109 And Monday I went to work. I went grocery shopping 00:21:30.670 --> 00:21:34.089 I went and picked up my one son from basketball, 00:21:34.470 --> 00:21:36.990 my other two from their grandparents' house. 00:21:39.549 --> 00:21:43.690 My oldest son, he finished driver's training, 00:21:43.690 --> 00:21:46.609 the first one. He's in that in -between stage 00:21:46.609 --> 00:21:49.609 where he has to practice driving and stuff before 00:21:49.609 --> 00:21:55.410 he can take the second class. And so, you know, 00:21:55.490 --> 00:21:58.410 we live in Michigan. It's winter outside, but 00:21:58.410 --> 00:22:01.970 nothing was crazy. He asked to drive and I told 00:22:01.970 --> 00:22:06.730 him, yeah. Well, because I was at work all day, 00:22:06.849 --> 00:22:10.029 I put all of my stuff in the front passenger 00:22:10.029 --> 00:22:13.369 seat. So there are paintings in the front passenger 00:22:13.369 --> 00:22:18.170 seat, my backpack, laptop, a bag of clothes, 00:22:18.170 --> 00:22:23.849 I think, on the floor. I didn't feel like taking 00:22:23.849 --> 00:22:25.849 all of it and throwing it in the backseat with 00:22:25.849 --> 00:22:28.170 my other boys so I just left it there and I sat 00:22:28.170 --> 00:22:30.490 in the backseat. Our house is probably like eight 00:22:30.490 --> 00:22:35.210 minutes away from his grandparents. I never ever 00:22:35.210 --> 00:22:37.829 ever sit in the backseat while Christopher is 00:22:37.829 --> 00:22:40.349 driving just so I can be right there to you know 00:22:40.349 --> 00:22:44.769 help with the wheel or something. But that day 00:22:44.769 --> 00:22:48.750 I did. We got literally two minutes away from 00:22:48.750 --> 00:22:53.309 the house. We were on M15 had to turn left to 00:22:53.309 --> 00:22:56.170 go on to Arvila and then our house was like right 00:22:56.170 --> 00:23:02.009 there. Around M15 I pull out my phone so I could 00:23:02.009 --> 00:23:05.130 I was looking up um signing him up for segment 00:23:05.130 --> 00:23:08.609 two driver's training which is just such like 00:23:08.609 --> 00:23:13.410 a wow kind of thing so I'm looking down at my 00:23:13.410 --> 00:23:18.329 phone looking up the dates I feel the car turning 00:23:18.329 --> 00:23:23.539 and then I hear Christopher say oh my god and 00:23:23.539 --> 00:23:30.740 we got hit the car rolled we are in a Jeep Grand 00:23:30.740 --> 00:23:32.900 Cherokee and they are they are really really 00:23:32.900 --> 00:23:40.940 good for safety features I open up my eyes to 00:23:40.940 --> 00:23:47.299 airbags and smoke and just windows and coats 00:23:47.299 --> 00:23:49.779 everywhere. I couldn't really see. I was the 00:23:49.779 --> 00:23:55.960 only one in the car not wearing a seatbelt. Yeah, 00:23:55.980 --> 00:24:00.079 I saw smoke everywhere and I freaked out. I had 00:24:00.079 --> 00:24:03.900 never been in an accident before. And so I'm 00:24:03.900 --> 00:24:05.640 telling the kids, like I'm calling all their 00:24:05.640 --> 00:24:08.299 names, making sure they're all responding to 00:24:08.299 --> 00:24:12.619 me. I'm like, we got to get out of here and we're 00:24:12.619 --> 00:24:15.900 trying to move. but we're all you know on top 00:24:15.900 --> 00:24:18.920 of each other and there's just windows everywhere 00:24:18.920 --> 00:24:22.440 finally my middle child he kicks the door open 00:24:22.440 --> 00:24:25.460 there's some guys who live down the street that 00:24:25.460 --> 00:24:27.900 were like right there they came running out to 00:24:27.900 --> 00:24:30.920 help us they oh i can't wait till i can like 00:24:30.920 --> 00:24:34.119 move i'm gonna go and give them the biggest dogs 00:24:34.119 --> 00:24:40.410 oh um so my son nicholas got out My six -year 00:24:40.410 --> 00:24:44.490 -old case, he was hanging above me and his seatbelt 00:24:44.490 --> 00:24:49.309 was strapping him to the ceiling. He was crying, 00:24:49.650 --> 00:24:52.109 you know, the guys helped unbuckle him, get him 00:24:52.109 --> 00:24:57.329 out. I had to get pulled out because I couldn't 00:24:57.329 --> 00:25:02.589 move my left leg. And I'm calling for Christopher. 00:25:03.529 --> 00:25:05.650 And I'm calling because I thought that he was 00:25:05.650 --> 00:25:07.829 the first to get out because his voice sounded 00:25:07.829 --> 00:25:15.710 so distant, you know But he was in the car And 00:25:15.710 --> 00:25:19.309 I'm calling for him and thank God he just like 00:25:19.309 --> 00:25:24.109 shimmied out from between the the airbags and 00:25:24.109 --> 00:25:26.809 you know came walking out of the car he was stuck 00:25:26.809 --> 00:25:33.670 in his seat belt too and They all they all We're 00:25:33.670 --> 00:25:36.049 just walking around the car, making sure the 00:25:36.049 --> 00:25:39.589 people in the other car were okay. They were 00:25:39.589 --> 00:25:43.069 totally fine. My youngest, he had some, you know, 00:25:43.250 --> 00:25:45.470 some bruising and redness from the seatbelt. 00:25:45.789 --> 00:25:48.509 So he got checked out and stuff, but he was okay, 00:25:48.609 --> 00:25:53.369 thank God. And yeah, that's just the craziest 00:25:53.369 --> 00:25:58.609 things like the fact that I never sit in the 00:25:58.609 --> 00:26:03.130 back seat and I did that day and the only part 00:26:03.130 --> 00:26:06.509 of the Jeep that got hit was the passenger door. 00:26:07.569 --> 00:26:12.289 And like Nicholas, he got whipped around a lot. 00:26:12.630 --> 00:26:17.210 If I wasn't sitting on the outside in the back 00:26:17.210 --> 00:26:20.789 behind the passenger seat, he would have knocked 00:26:20.789 --> 00:26:23.970 his head right on the glass, because me and him 00:26:23.970 --> 00:26:27.269 smashed heads. So that's how I knew he was coming 00:26:27.269 --> 00:26:29.369 in this direction. I was going in that direction. 00:26:30.329 --> 00:26:38.089 Just so many things. I've had a really tough 00:26:38.089 --> 00:26:42.269 lesson the last few months about learning how 00:26:42.269 --> 00:26:47.650 to surrender and let go emotionally with so many 00:26:47.650 --> 00:26:52.200 things. So many things that was like the takeaway 00:26:52.200 --> 00:26:56.660 from all of that craziness and Now I feel for 00:26:56.660 --> 00:26:59.779 me because I'm such a go -go -go Got to do this 00:26:59.779 --> 00:27:04.480 got to fix this 26 in the fire at once This is 00:27:04.480 --> 00:27:06.539 like a physical surrender because I literally 00:27:06.539 --> 00:27:11.140 Know it's like, you know, can't really do anything 00:27:11.140 --> 00:27:16.720 right now. So just healing And what were your 00:27:16.720 --> 00:27:19.140 injuries? I want to hear them again so I can 00:27:19.140 --> 00:27:22.019 envision them and send extra healing. Oh, thank 00:27:22.019 --> 00:27:28.599 you. Yes. I have some bruised ribs, three fractures 00:27:28.599 --> 00:27:33.480 on my pelvis and a broken sacrum on my left side. 00:27:34.180 --> 00:27:37.200 Yeah. Dang. Well, we will all be sending you 00:27:37.200 --> 00:27:40.980 lots of healing to recover very quickly. Thank 00:27:40.980 --> 00:27:44.960 you. Yes. I appreciate that. I'm so sorry that 00:27:44.960 --> 00:27:47.500 happened, but I know we were talking earlier 00:27:47.500 --> 00:27:51.099 and it's so sometimes strange to, to word it 00:27:51.099 --> 00:27:53.660 this way, but I'm getting better at it because 00:27:53.660 --> 00:27:55.859 everyone always understands after it comes out 00:27:55.859 --> 00:27:58.579 of my mouth. But when I'm getting ready for it, 00:27:58.579 --> 00:28:01.079 it's like, Oh, well, I'm glad that happened that 00:28:01.079 --> 00:28:04.599 way about your accident. And it's like, no, I 00:28:04.599 --> 00:28:08.500 mean, like ideal situation, the ideal conditions 00:28:08.500 --> 00:28:11.619 happened. And I, we were joking a little bit 00:28:11.619 --> 00:28:14.660 with Mandy and I both agreed. I'm like, unfortunately, 00:28:14.859 --> 00:28:17.480 like if someone was going to hurt, get hurt, 00:28:17.480 --> 00:28:20.259 I know that you would want it to be you rather 00:28:20.259 --> 00:28:22.700 than any of your children. So in that case as 00:28:22.700 --> 00:28:25.279 well, it's like best scenario, but like, we don't 00:28:25.279 --> 00:28:28.380 want that in the first place, but you know, it 00:28:28.380 --> 00:28:31.339 was going to happen. It's any day of the week. 00:28:31.599 --> 00:28:38.940 Right. It's, I find it amazing. And uh, I've 00:28:38.940 --> 00:28:40.859 been struggling to find the words right now, 00:28:40.960 --> 00:28:44.079 but the way that I feel when it's like you're 00:28:44.079 --> 00:28:46.640 receiving bad news, but you still are able to 00:28:46.640 --> 00:28:49.380 be like, well, I'm glad that that at least was 00:28:49.380 --> 00:28:51.220 safe. And like this, like you're hearing like 00:28:51.220 --> 00:28:52.480 all the bad things you're like, but that's a 00:28:52.480 --> 00:28:55.019 good thing. Good thing. Okay. There's a good 00:28:55.019 --> 00:28:57.039 thing. All right. Overall, I'm so sorry this 00:28:57.039 --> 00:28:59.500 happened, but overall all the good things happened 00:28:59.500 --> 00:29:02.000 that could have been. So I'm just so thankful 00:29:02.000 --> 00:29:04.180 for that. I'm glad that you're all safe and alive. 00:29:04.680 --> 00:29:07.720 And yes, thank you for sharing that as well. 00:29:08.460 --> 00:29:11.339 Yeah, thank you for listening and being here 00:29:11.339 --> 00:29:16.099 and being your awesome self. Oh, thank you. You're 00:29:16.099 --> 00:29:21.000 welcome. Oh, it's really crazy. Have you ever 00:29:21.000 --> 00:29:28.700 seen the movie The Cabin? Who's in it? I don't 00:29:28.700 --> 00:29:35.619 think so. You, or no, The Shack. It's the cabin 00:29:35.619 --> 00:29:37.740 or the shack. I don't remember but whatever I'll 00:29:37.740 --> 00:29:39.480 find it and then I'll like send it to you through 00:29:39.480 --> 00:29:42.980 email or something. It's incredible and I'm not 00:29:42.980 --> 00:29:47.240 gonna give away the um like the ending or whatever 00:29:47.240 --> 00:29:51.519 but in it this guy he he loses his daughter. 00:29:51.640 --> 00:29:56.039 She dies in a very really sad way and so he's 00:29:56.039 --> 00:29:59.859 angry with God. He is so angry with God and he 00:29:59.859 --> 00:30:03.400 goes to this cabin to like essentially to kill 00:30:03.400 --> 00:30:08.539 himself. But I just got chills in my legs. It 00:30:08.539 --> 00:30:12.859 doesn't happen. He ends up meeting God. And you 00:30:12.859 --> 00:30:15.680 know, it's one of the best movies ever. But the 00:30:15.680 --> 00:30:18.980 point of me bringing this up was that he was 00:30:18.980 --> 00:30:22.460 like, why, why would you let this happen to me? 00:30:22.819 --> 00:30:26.200 Why would you take away such a beautiful little 00:30:26.200 --> 00:30:29.220 tiny light in the world? You know, she was loved 00:30:29.220 --> 00:30:32.140 so much and my life is ruined and blah, blah, 00:30:32.200 --> 00:30:40.289 blah. And God said, I didn't do that. I helped 00:30:40.289 --> 00:30:45.349 you in this way. I don't create car crashes. 00:30:47.910 --> 00:30:52.430 I do interventions to make sure that no one gets 00:30:52.430 --> 00:30:55.630 hurt. I don't cause the bad thing. I do what 00:30:55.630 --> 00:30:58.769 I can to make the bad thing better. So when you 00:30:58.769 --> 00:31:01.349 were just talking about that, that's just... 00:31:01.069 --> 00:31:04.369 That's what that reminded me of. Yeah, I think 00:31:04.369 --> 00:31:08.269 that's so true. Also, it's like. Computers are 00:31:08.269 --> 00:31:11.109 accurate, but I mean, like they're manmade. And 00:31:11.109 --> 00:31:13.630 when you're talking about the universe and like 00:31:13.630 --> 00:31:18.190 literal from chaos to like order from matter 00:31:18.190 --> 00:31:22.029 in the universe that exists. I mean, how things 00:31:22.029 --> 00:31:24.430 work, it's just really wild. Like, how is it 00:31:24.430 --> 00:31:26.950 possible that like other planets get humbled 00:31:26.950 --> 00:31:32.500 by meteorites? uh and we are fairly safe go well 00:31:32.500 --> 00:31:37.400 we have this atmosphere okay okay like that that's 00:31:37.400 --> 00:31:40.240 convenient like it's just it's so it's just funny 00:31:40.240 --> 00:31:42.539 it's just neat to think about things in different 00:31:42.539 --> 00:31:47.400 ways like because i enjoy science um fascinating 00:31:47.400 --> 00:31:52.740 but i also am like yeah but like how like where 00:31:52.740 --> 00:31:56.400 why like what it's just it's just so funny to 00:31:56.400 --> 00:31:59.599 think about all the other ways that things could 00:31:59.599 --> 00:32:03.359 exist. Absolutely, 100%. And you know what's 00:32:03.359 --> 00:32:06.259 crazy? So I've came up with this theory, right? 00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:10.339 And you can tell me what you think about it. 00:32:10.579 --> 00:32:15.900 But how, like, for example, I was listening to 00:32:15.900 --> 00:32:19.880 Sarah Bressman Cosme, her books, right? A Hypnotist's 00:32:19.880 --> 00:32:22.519 Journey to Atlantis and From the Trail to the 00:32:22.519 --> 00:32:26.960 Star People. And in there, when she's talking 00:32:26.960 --> 00:32:29.859 about this particular way that Lumarian culture 00:32:29.859 --> 00:32:33.599 was from, you know, the perspectives of all of 00:32:33.599 --> 00:32:36.880 these different people under hypnosis. Well, 00:32:37.240 --> 00:32:40.180 in one of Dolores Cannon's books, I think it 00:32:40.180 --> 00:32:41.859 was Dolores Cannon, it might have been somebody 00:32:41.859 --> 00:32:46.839 else. But anyways, what they were talking about 00:32:46.839 --> 00:32:50.220 with the Lumarian culture was like, kind of parallel, 00:32:50.259 --> 00:32:53.160 but there were some pretty big differences. And 00:32:53.160 --> 00:32:56.599 so it got me thinking like, Well, they're contradicting 00:32:56.599 --> 00:32:59.279 each other, but these are from people subconscious 00:32:59.279 --> 00:33:02.460 and obviously it's true things because they match 00:33:02.460 --> 00:33:06.200 up with so many other people's. Again, there's 00:33:06.200 --> 00:33:09.279 no way that's a coincidence, right? So I'm thinking 00:33:09.279 --> 00:33:12.980 like, well, what if at that time period, person 00:33:12.980 --> 00:33:16.059 A was on a different timeline than person B. 00:33:16.380 --> 00:33:20.779 So their truth really is the truth to them, because 00:33:20.779 --> 00:33:23.960 that was the life that they had lived. But you 00:33:23.960 --> 00:33:26.559 know, after lifetimes and lifetimes of shifting 00:33:26.559 --> 00:33:29.460 different realities, here we both are. They both 00:33:29.460 --> 00:33:32.319 have different soul perspectives. And it's like 00:33:32.319 --> 00:33:34.980 that, I've seen images before where they're like, 00:33:35.079 --> 00:33:38.039 the truth depends on where you stand. And it's 00:33:38.039 --> 00:33:41.380 like a circle from above, it looks like this. 00:33:41.380 --> 00:33:44.240 And then it's like a spiral. And then from the 00:33:44.240 --> 00:33:46.059 side, it looks like three lines. Like, you know 00:33:46.059 --> 00:33:47.839 what I mean? And it's like every, like the truth 00:33:47.839 --> 00:33:50.420 depends on like how you look at it. Like the, 00:33:50.519 --> 00:33:54.079 what is the truth? The truth. We'll never know. 00:33:54.539 --> 00:34:00.220 But there is a truth that exists that we do know 00:34:00.220 --> 00:34:02.339 and we have always known. We just don't know 00:34:02.339 --> 00:34:05.279 right now. And the part of the fun of being here 00:34:05.279 --> 00:34:10.199 is fucking around and finding out. Yeah. So yeah, 00:34:10.380 --> 00:34:15.800 it's just just imagining and feeling and contemplating 00:34:15.800 --> 00:34:21.380 and existing in. It's just, it's so fun. I love 00:34:21.380 --> 00:34:25.440 life. I just love life. Absolutely. Right there 00:34:25.440 --> 00:34:30.980 with you. It's interesting that you brought up 00:34:30.980 --> 00:34:34.840 Sarah Bressman and Cosme, because I just was, 00:34:34.940 --> 00:34:38.039 I think it was yesterday I saw, and I think I 00:34:38.039 --> 00:34:42.059 may have shared it on my story. Or no, I commented 00:34:42.059 --> 00:34:48.039 on it. It was a recording of one of her sessions 00:34:48.039 --> 00:34:51.079 and the woman was channeling or she was speaking, 00:34:51.079 --> 00:34:54.480 you know from her subconscious and describing 00:34:54.480 --> 00:34:58.800 when Basically Sarah's question was when will 00:34:58.800 --> 00:35:02.260 love reveal the individuals that are like separating 00:35:02.260 --> 00:35:06.260 us from truth? Essentially and she was like as 00:35:06.260 --> 00:35:12.300 soon as people stop judging comparing seeing 00:35:12.300 --> 00:35:20.099 Race sex and age in each other. And when love 00:35:20.099 --> 00:35:24.239 can be given freely and openly without prejudice, 00:35:24.539 --> 00:35:27.139 you know, like it's like, that's when we're all 00:35:27.139 --> 00:35:30.639 going to like, remember and realize like, oh, 00:35:31.159 --> 00:35:34.840 we, we're magic and we're supposed to be here 00:35:34.840 --> 00:35:37.860 to create this beautiful world. And I believe 00:35:38.380 --> 00:35:42.400 Not I believe I know that I was in Lemuria. I 00:35:42.400 --> 00:35:48.460 was one of my first incarnations and I have Become 00:35:48.460 --> 00:35:51.619 aware of different codes that I carry in my blueprint 00:35:51.619 --> 00:35:59.139 from that and I Think that is for a reason So 00:35:59.139 --> 00:36:04.119 I trust Absolutely, and I love that so much. 00:36:04.460 --> 00:36:09.269 It's it's so beautiful because there's At this 00:36:09.269 --> 00:36:12.829 current time in my physical reality, there are 00:36:12.829 --> 00:36:15.250 only like a very small handful of people that 00:36:15.250 --> 00:36:17.429 I can speak to in like the language that you're 00:36:17.429 --> 00:36:21.030 talking right now. And just like, ooh, I love 00:36:21.030 --> 00:36:27.119 it. Yes. Yes. It's funny. We have a lot of similarities 00:36:27.119 --> 00:36:29.800 just in talking before we press record. We were 00:36:29.800 --> 00:36:32.300 talking about we both had children at a young 00:36:32.300 --> 00:36:35.619 age Mandy was 18 when she had her son and I was 00:36:35.619 --> 00:36:38.679 17 when I had my son the different relationship 00:36:38.679 --> 00:36:42.059 with her son's dad and Dynamics very similar 00:36:42.059 --> 00:36:44.719 over here. We're both bio located. We're both 00:36:44.719 --> 00:36:48.159 from Lemuria. I mean obviously we're Together 00:36:48.159 --> 00:36:52.420 for a reason right now. So here we go Amazing 00:36:52.420 --> 00:36:56.510 and so Over the course of like the last two years, 00:36:56.949 --> 00:36:59.530 I've been hearing very often from multiple different 00:36:59.530 --> 00:37:05.429 people that a lot of people who lived in Lumieria 00:37:05.429 --> 00:37:08.269 and Atlantis at the time of its destruction are 00:37:08.269 --> 00:37:11.690 reincarnated here now, along with all of the 00:37:11.690 --> 00:37:16.789 people who were like, you know... Who brought 00:37:16.789 --> 00:37:20.769 it down? The people who brought it down? The 00:37:20.769 --> 00:37:25.550 people who let in the archons. Yeah And and you 00:37:25.550 --> 00:37:28.210 know at the time of I had the time of Jesus I 00:37:28.210 --> 00:37:30.949 always feel really weird when I say it in that 00:37:30.949 --> 00:37:32.829 way, but I don't know any other way to say it 00:37:32.829 --> 00:37:36.190 Yeah, yeah when you know was doing this thing 00:37:36.190 --> 00:37:38.829 a lot of people who are around at that time as 00:37:38.829 --> 00:37:42.190 well are reincarnated here now and it just obviously 00:37:42.190 --> 00:37:48.429 no coincidences, but it's just Wild when you 00:37:48.429 --> 00:37:52.380 have you know, multiple people, but like two 00:37:52.380 --> 00:37:55.320 people who are like on their way to remembering 00:37:55.320 --> 00:37:58.840 and just the conversation is like, oh, yes, but 00:37:58.840 --> 00:38:01.519 wait, oh, there's something. Oh, this is amazing. 00:38:02.199 --> 00:38:04.960 Yeah. Thank you. That's sort of like I was saying 00:38:04.960 --> 00:38:07.619 earlier, those activation points, the sparks 00:38:07.619 --> 00:38:10.219 that we carry, those codes that we all carry 00:38:10.219 --> 00:38:12.500 in our blueprint, in our body, in our aura. And 00:38:12.500 --> 00:38:14.739 then when we are in proximity or in connection 00:38:14.739 --> 00:38:17.570 with each other, they illuminate. They connect 00:38:17.570 --> 00:38:24.090 and then they send it. I love that so much. That's 00:38:24.090 --> 00:38:29.530 so beautiful. I can see it now. So Mandy and 00:38:29.530 --> 00:38:33.590 I were in the same container together, but we 00:38:33.590 --> 00:38:37.550 didn't ever actually talk directly before. I 00:38:37.550 --> 00:38:42.409 mean, I would hear you share and I shared sometimes. 00:38:42.469 --> 00:38:46.860 I usually have my camera off. So ADHD, I cannot 00:38:46.860 --> 00:38:49.280 sit still. And I feel like, well, I sit still 00:38:49.280 --> 00:38:51.280 pretty well for this. Obviously, I'm Italian, 00:38:51.579 --> 00:38:56.199 too. Never seen me use my hand. But yeah, I'm 00:38:56.199 --> 00:38:58.719 all over the place usually when we have classes 00:38:58.719 --> 00:39:01.460 and stuff. But I love to listen and I am absorbing 00:39:01.460 --> 00:39:04.420 it. And I feel like a lot of the time it's best 00:39:04.420 --> 00:39:08.139 for me to like when we would all go into the 00:39:08.139 --> 00:39:10.980 Akashic Records together. I basically didn't 00:39:10.980 --> 00:39:12.820 like I would be driving. I'd be doing whatever. 00:39:13.059 --> 00:39:16.119 But I would be like, connected to the field with 00:39:16.119 --> 00:39:20.440 all of you as well, but not actually like, you 00:39:20.440 --> 00:39:23.579 know, doing anything. But then when later things 00:39:23.579 --> 00:39:25.980 would drop in when it was ready, because I would 00:39:25.980 --> 00:39:29.239 say that's another thing with the downloads that 00:39:29.239 --> 00:39:34.699 we receive. We can ask for them to come later. 00:39:34.860 --> 00:39:38.099 We can say, you know what, I actually am at capacity. 00:39:38.539 --> 00:39:42.900 Please come back at this time because I can't. 00:39:42.920 --> 00:39:48.369 Yeah. Yeah, try that. Be more direct. Yeah. Instead 00:39:48.369 --> 00:39:51.510 of them just being like, receive this. And we're 00:39:51.510 --> 00:39:59.030 like, Oh, yeah, right. I appreciate it, though. 00:39:59.150 --> 00:40:03.010 We still receive it. But yeah, there's countless 00:40:03.010 --> 00:40:07.409 revelations have been lost in the depths of my 00:40:07.409 --> 00:40:16.289 mind while vacuuming. taking a shower. Yes, absolutely. 00:40:17.230 --> 00:40:21.010 Oh, I feel that and oh my goodness it's so life 00:40:21.010 --> 00:40:27.050 is so crazy because sometimes sometimes it's 00:40:27.050 --> 00:40:31.690 like on demand I want to say as you know um like 00:40:31.690 --> 00:40:36.269 for example I remember it was a few years ago 00:40:36.269 --> 00:40:42.230 like so I see like Like static everywhere. Yes 00:40:42.230 --> 00:40:46.570 same Yes, that's one of the things that I was 00:40:46.570 --> 00:40:48.789 thinking about like that I have experienced my 00:40:48.789 --> 00:40:50.929 entire life But I thought everyone did too like 00:40:50.929 --> 00:40:53.469 I didn't know that that was not normal, but it's 00:40:53.469 --> 00:40:56.250 what's that called like snow Vision or what do 00:40:56.250 --> 00:40:59.849 they call that? I didn't know I've been searching 00:40:59.849 --> 00:41:04.889 visual visual snow The only other person I've 00:41:04.889 --> 00:41:08.530 ever heard talk about it as detailed as I understand 00:41:08.530 --> 00:41:15.320 it is um, Dana the alien on Instagram at Dana 00:41:15.320 --> 00:41:18.059 the alien. She's amazing. You would love her, 00:41:18.139 --> 00:41:20.860 follow her. Uh, but she has a video talking about 00:41:20.860 --> 00:41:24.360 that visual snow and that it's actually, uh, 00:41:24.360 --> 00:41:27.539 Claire, Claire clairvoyance. Yeah. Yeah, clairvoyance. 00:41:27.920 --> 00:41:30.519 Okay. So that is incredibly mind blowing. I had 00:41:30.519 --> 00:41:33.960 no freaking idea. And actually it was two years 00:41:33.960 --> 00:41:38.320 ago when I had asked Amy, um, It was like my 00:41:38.320 --> 00:41:41.539 first reading with her ever. And, you know, I'm 00:41:41.539 --> 00:41:43.320 telling her about what I'm experiencing, blah, 00:41:43.380 --> 00:41:45.840 blah, and she's like, well, yeah, it is a clear 00:41:45.840 --> 00:41:48.440 part of clairvoyance. But the whole reason why 00:41:48.440 --> 00:41:51.639 you're experiencing it is because that you are 00:41:51.639 --> 00:41:54.980 by located to the Pleiades. So your spectrum 00:41:54.980 --> 00:41:59.239 of vision is wider than, you know, a lot of other 00:41:59.239 --> 00:42:03.619 people's. Yeah. Oh, my God, I love you. That 00:42:03.619 --> 00:42:07.579 is so cool. But I've been searching my whole 00:42:07.579 --> 00:42:10.239 life for other people who see what I see and 00:42:10.239 --> 00:42:13.920 that's just that is amazing I we're probably 00:42:13.920 --> 00:42:17.420 soul sisters. I feel I feel it. It's so fun I 00:42:17.420 --> 00:42:21.320 love connecting with with other people who who 00:42:21.320 --> 00:42:24.039 experience things like that and often I'll get 00:42:24.039 --> 00:42:26.960 like like especially at night or when it's dark 00:42:26.960 --> 00:42:29.639 I mean like it happens when it's light out too, 00:42:29.860 --> 00:42:33.739 but especially when it's dark I'll see like flashes 00:42:33.739 --> 00:42:37.829 of light like in random, and I'm like, oh, hello. 00:42:38.670 --> 00:42:50.349 Oh, hello. Oh, I love it so much. A lot of times 00:42:50.349 --> 00:42:53.309 that I've been out on my back deck, when it was 00:42:53.309 --> 00:42:55.869 dark outside, but there's the little light that's 00:42:55.869 --> 00:43:00.949 out on the wall there. I can put my hand out, 00:43:01.030 --> 00:43:04.250 especially if the moon is out, into the dark. 00:43:04.429 --> 00:43:09.550 and I can see the like cyan blue and like the 00:43:09.550 --> 00:43:13.949 purple bright bright bright bright right so it's 00:43:13.949 --> 00:43:16.849 like gotta be a perfect type of setting for that 00:43:16.849 --> 00:43:21.070 auric field to like really show well I started 00:43:21.070 --> 00:43:25.110 doing that after um it was like three or probably 00:43:25.110 --> 00:43:28.449 four years ago now um me my husband a bunch of 00:43:28.449 --> 00:43:32.349 our friends were out just sitting on the back 00:43:32.349 --> 00:43:36.050 deck on the ground We're all hanging out talking 00:43:36.050 --> 00:43:38.869 whatever super nice outside and I'm sitting like 00:43:38.869 --> 00:43:40.730 all the way in the back corner Right, and I'm 00:43:40.730 --> 00:43:42.750 just watching everyone and I could see at the 00:43:42.750 --> 00:43:46.809 top of everyone's heads just like little Yes, 00:43:47.389 --> 00:43:53.449 yes, I have seen that before too Especially for 00:43:53.449 --> 00:43:59.369 me I saw it one day at the courthouse During 00:43:59.369 --> 00:44:04.480 a proceeding with my husband I like that It's 00:44:04.480 --> 00:44:07.360 like, thank you. It's not mine, but I like it 00:44:07.360 --> 00:44:12.300 too. The marble, the white marble was behind 00:44:12.300 --> 00:44:14.739 him and I was like, you know, there's nobody 00:44:14.739 --> 00:44:17.500 else around him and it's all bright white around 00:44:17.500 --> 00:44:21.260 him in the background. And especially when I 00:44:21.260 --> 00:44:23.340 see things that's in my peripheral, like it's 00:44:23.340 --> 00:44:25.380 not always when I look straight on, but in my 00:44:25.380 --> 00:44:30.000 peripheral I'll be able to see some auric things 00:44:30.000 --> 00:44:39.179 or beings, I guess. It doesn't happen often, 00:44:39.199 --> 00:44:42.219 but essentially when I feel like I see someone 00:44:42.219 --> 00:44:46.280 in my side vision, I am seeing someone. I trust 00:44:46.280 --> 00:44:50.880 that at this point. But I've been able to see 00:44:50.880 --> 00:44:54.380 things that look like wavy heat, like what you 00:44:54.380 --> 00:44:59.880 see above a fire, particulate moving very fast, 00:44:59.880 --> 00:45:03.710 but it's static around the outline. So the only 00:45:03.710 --> 00:45:07.610 reason I can see it is because the outline is 00:45:07.610 --> 00:45:11.250 Staying still and I'm like what that's shaped 00:45:11.250 --> 00:45:13.010 like a person right there. You know what I mean? 00:45:13.010 --> 00:45:17.170 Like there's obviously a person but For years 00:45:17.170 --> 00:45:21.869 I was told I was crazy. Anyway, um By my husband 00:45:21.869 --> 00:45:26.949 that's why he's my husband So it's okay, I forget 00:45:26.949 --> 00:45:29.369 where I was going with this but Earlier when 00:45:29.369 --> 00:45:31.869 we were talking about the ability to see oh, 00:45:31.889 --> 00:45:34.349 yeah, I could see a blue light around him I could 00:45:34.349 --> 00:45:37.670 see a very very bright like aqua blue around 00:45:37.670 --> 00:45:41.230 the outside of him and I was like Maybe he's 00:45:41.230 --> 00:45:46.269 not that bad. No I was like, what does it mean? 00:45:46.489 --> 00:45:49.429 Maybe he's good. No, I'm past that now past the 00:45:49.429 --> 00:45:51.329 good bad thing But that was a while ago. That 00:45:51.329 --> 00:45:56.139 was a couple years ago But I did see just yesterday 00:45:56.139 --> 00:45:59.539 also on Instagram. I don't know who shared it, 00:45:59.539 --> 00:46:02.980 but it was about these contact lenses that are 00:46:02.980 --> 00:46:06.300 being developed for people to be able to see 00:46:06.300 --> 00:46:10.260 in the dark. Oh, yes, I saw that. Did you? Okay. 00:46:11.139 --> 00:46:14.559 So they're talking about how they work very well 00:46:14.559 --> 00:46:16.280 for people to be able to see in the dark. But 00:46:16.280 --> 00:46:19.139 in addition to that, they're able to see beings 00:46:19.139 --> 00:46:22.800 that are scary and they've they're dark and they 00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:25.760 have big glowing eyes and long fingers. And one 00:46:25.760 --> 00:46:29.539 of them like lunged through someone's body. And 00:46:29.539 --> 00:46:31.440 they're like, yeah, they think they're great, 00:46:31.460 --> 00:46:33.039 but they're going to keep tweaking them until 00:46:33.039 --> 00:46:37.059 you can't see things that other people can't. 00:46:37.719 --> 00:46:39.900 Well, I don't know if that's a good thing or 00:46:39.900 --> 00:46:42.679 a bad thing. Well, you know what? Back to what 00:46:42.679 --> 00:46:47.219 I was saying. There is no good or bad. It just 00:46:47.219 --> 00:46:50.869 is. you know what I have heard that particular 00:46:50.869 --> 00:46:54.889 saying so many times over the last few months 00:46:54.889 --> 00:46:58.929 and I love hearing it because it's like it just 00:46:58.929 --> 00:47:04.449 reiterates to me like oh oh yeah okay yeah it 00:47:04.449 --> 00:47:08.469 just is there are those beings that are not connected 00:47:08.469 --> 00:47:13.639 to source that Feed on our loose our emotions 00:47:13.639 --> 00:47:16.820 the energy that we produce from our physical 00:47:16.820 --> 00:47:20.159 bodies connected with our consciousness and heart 00:47:20.159 --> 00:47:24.659 and all of that produces a type of energy that 00:47:24.659 --> 00:47:27.980 they eat for breakfast and That's just the way 00:47:27.980 --> 00:47:32.699 it is that exists. I have to ask so because you 00:47:32.699 --> 00:47:37.199 said loose I'm just curious. Have you read David 00:47:37.199 --> 00:47:42.320 Ike's books? I have not. Oh, okay. I have not. 00:47:42.619 --> 00:47:44.760 Is that about, is he big into the reptilians 00:47:44.760 --> 00:47:49.380 and stuff? Is that who he's, what he does describing 00:47:49.380 --> 00:47:52.500 that conspiracy? Like I was just saying, conspiracy. 00:47:53.079 --> 00:47:56.739 It's not a conspiracy. It is. It is. It exists. 00:47:57.400 --> 00:48:00.639 But yeah. Is he big on that? I don't, I'm not 00:48:00.639 --> 00:48:03.710 familiar, like I said. He was one of the first 00:48:03.710 --> 00:48:08.369 people back in like the 70s or 80s maybe who 00:48:08.369 --> 00:48:10.829 came on like live television and was telling 00:48:10.829 --> 00:48:13.769 people like no we're in a matrix and they all 00:48:13.769 --> 00:48:16.230 like condemned him for whatever and he's written 00:48:16.230 --> 00:48:20.309 so many books since then The Trap, The Dream, 00:48:22.719 --> 00:48:26.159 everything you need to know or something. Um 00:48:26.159 --> 00:48:29.940 so many books. My friend Chris Chrissy from Millington. 00:48:30.500 --> 00:48:33.360 That's my nickname. That's my nickname. Yeah. 00:48:33.880 --> 00:48:38.920 Yeah. Thank you. She got me all of his books 00:48:38.920 --> 00:48:41.139 for Christmas one year. The first year that we 00:48:41.139 --> 00:48:44.079 ever met. So sweet. And anyways, at the time, 00:48:44.099 --> 00:48:47.820 I was going through like this huge like dark 00:48:47.820 --> 00:48:50.400 night of the soul that lasted like six months 00:48:50.400 --> 00:48:54.389 and I Like all of, let me just put it this way, 00:48:54.670 --> 00:48:58.670 Journey of Souls was like my Bible, right? And 00:48:58.670 --> 00:49:01.789 I was doing the work that I'm doing now. And 00:49:01.789 --> 00:49:05.329 like, I felt like everything was being stripped 00:49:05.329 --> 00:49:08.630 away from me, my beliefs, my connection, even 00:49:08.630 --> 00:49:10.769 though, you know, you can never lose your connection. 00:49:11.960 --> 00:49:14.739 But it feels like it sometimes. Yeah, that's 00:49:14.739 --> 00:49:17.800 how it felt for sure. I left my business, you 00:49:17.800 --> 00:49:19.179 know, I was just doing massage and all these 00:49:19.179 --> 00:49:22.039 things. And Chrissy introduced me to the David 00:49:22.039 --> 00:49:24.800 Icke books and in it he talks about Journey of 00:49:24.800 --> 00:49:30.039 Souls. And I just, it was like taking my whole 00:49:30.039 --> 00:49:33.139 self and just like turning it inside out and 00:49:33.139 --> 00:49:35.420 like, okay, we'll figure out what to do now. 00:49:35.900 --> 00:49:39.960 Yes, I've also had an experience like that. I 00:49:39.960 --> 00:49:42.900 had a very, very rapid spiritual awakening having 00:49:42.900 --> 00:49:48.280 to do with being consciously bio located. So 00:49:48.280 --> 00:49:51.380 essentially, I experienced my consciousness being 00:49:51.380 --> 00:49:54.420 taken from my body, put into another timeline. 00:49:54.539 --> 00:49:58.539 And then I broke that jumped back into my body, 00:49:59.079 --> 00:50:00.960 tried to interrogate the person that was with 00:50:00.960 --> 00:50:05.179 me. He was not the person that I knew he was 00:50:06.920 --> 00:50:10.059 How do I say it other than possessed and I don't 00:50:10.059 --> 00:50:13.860 mean that like it was scary or he was wrong or 00:50:13.860 --> 00:50:16.980 bad or anything was wrong or bad I just mean 00:50:16.980 --> 00:50:20.920 literally he was a Vessel he was not the person 00:50:20.920 --> 00:50:23.619 that I knew he was not there other people were 00:50:23.619 --> 00:50:29.699 there with in him it was terrifying but What 00:50:29.699 --> 00:50:34.880 what better way to see right through? The fabric 00:50:34.880 --> 00:50:40.440 of reality than that. So yeah, after that, I 00:50:40.440 --> 00:50:43.659 also went through a very deep, dark night of 00:50:43.659 --> 00:50:49.699 the soul experience. And yeah. Yeah. And that's 00:50:49.699 --> 00:50:53.360 what I like to call the slingshot. That's because 00:50:53.360 --> 00:50:56.679 when you pull it back, how much farther it goes. 00:50:57.300 --> 00:51:01.599 Yes. So I have a question for you. Because because 00:51:01.599 --> 00:51:04.989 we're so similar in Let me just throw it out 00:51:04.989 --> 00:51:10.170 here like this. I had seizures as a kid. They 00:51:10.170 --> 00:51:12.010 couldn't figure out where it was coming from, 00:51:12.010 --> 00:51:14.969 why I was having them. I eventually kind of like 00:51:14.969 --> 00:51:17.170 grew out of it, but I still had petite mal seizures 00:51:17.170 --> 00:51:19.210 is what they would call it, but come to find 00:51:19.210 --> 00:51:24.769 out it's like, it felt like an ego death, but 00:51:24.769 --> 00:51:30.670 I was sober and awake. Like all of a sudden I'm 00:51:30.670 --> 00:51:33.480 super hyper aware of what I'm doing. I'm looking 00:51:33.480 --> 00:51:38.079 at my hands like I know these aren't my hands 00:51:38.079 --> 00:51:40.460 but they don't feel like me and having to remind 00:51:40.460 --> 00:51:43.539 myself like okay you're Amanda Hayes you're here 00:51:43.539 --> 00:51:47.199 this is what you're doing but I felt like if 00:51:47.199 --> 00:51:51.380 I didn't coax myself back into staying there 00:51:51.380 --> 00:51:55.780 I would just be my consciousness would not be 00:51:55.780 --> 00:51:58.820 here anymore and it's fine so I was wondering 00:51:58.820 --> 00:52:03.369 like yes yeah I totally, I totally hear what 00:52:03.369 --> 00:52:05.349 you're saying. And while you're, while you were 00:52:05.349 --> 00:52:08.150 saying that I did also see, I was the part of 00:52:08.150 --> 00:52:09.989 you being like, you're Amanda Hayes come back. 00:52:10.110 --> 00:52:11.670 You know what I mean? Like it's like, that's 00:52:11.670 --> 00:52:15.469 you here. Um, that was them helping you to come 00:52:15.469 --> 00:52:19.429 back into that. Um, I saw your higher self coming 00:52:19.429 --> 00:52:22.130 in and also like a different aspect, like trying 00:52:22.130 --> 00:52:25.150 to take you. And there is, I think, so are you, 00:52:25.250 --> 00:52:30.300 are you part of the secret space program? I don't 00:52:30.300 --> 00:52:33.260 like with my bi -located self. Yeah, or do you 00:52:33.260 --> 00:52:38.159 think it's When I tap into her sometimes sometimes 00:52:38.159 --> 00:52:42.019 she's like At home and it kind of looks like 00:52:42.019 --> 00:52:44.820 Africa and you know And then other times she's 00:52:44.820 --> 00:52:47.559 in a suit and she's like doing things like one 00:52:47.559 --> 00:52:50.159 time she was in the ocean Another time she was 00:52:50.159 --> 00:52:55.420 in a ship, you know, so yeah That is what you 00:52:55.420 --> 00:52:59.559 met or not that well, yeah um so there is definitely 00:52:59.559 --> 00:53:02.239 you're connected to the level of consciousness 00:53:02.239 --> 00:53:08.019 with the it's you but it wouldn't exist without 00:53:08.019 --> 00:53:11.199 your consciousness from here that's why it's 00:53:11.199 --> 00:53:14.599 so connected it's not another life it's not a 00:53:14.599 --> 00:53:17.219 past life which we also know are not in the past 00:53:17.219 --> 00:53:22.079 everything's now it's a it's a split it's a separation 00:53:22.079 --> 00:53:25.880 that exists from the source that is you and it's 00:53:25.880 --> 00:53:33.380 that's not common The experiences that I had 00:53:33.380 --> 00:53:37.519 for a number of years from the age of 21 to about 00:53:37.519 --> 00:53:42.880 23, I had syncope, which is random loss of consciousness. 00:53:43.340 --> 00:53:48.860 What? Yeah, I would just pass out. Oh, wow. And 00:53:48.860 --> 00:53:54.159 I think that was me leaving, going to other places. 00:53:54.360 --> 00:54:00.869 Yeah. Yeah. Um, and I've also recognized our 00:54:00.869 --> 00:54:05.630 health and the way that our body reacts as not 00:54:05.630 --> 00:54:09.289 being able to be defined by medical science. 00:54:09.909 --> 00:54:14.190 Like I also have a tumor in my brain that's like 00:54:14.190 --> 00:54:17.289 basically between my brain and my brain, my cerebellum. 00:54:17.570 --> 00:54:20.869 So it's like your brain here and then your cerebellum 00:54:20.869 --> 00:54:25.630 here. It's between them. So Nobody's been able 00:54:25.630 --> 00:54:28.210 to identify what it is. It hasn't changed in 00:54:28.210 --> 00:54:30.690 over 10 years. I just recently got an MRI to 00:54:30.690 --> 00:54:34.610 check on it. It hasn't changed from the work 00:54:34.610 --> 00:54:38.110 that I'm doing with a guide helping me with the 00:54:38.110 --> 00:54:41.130 secret space program aspects, which is that for 00:54:41.130 --> 00:54:46.389 me is why I'm bio located. It's an implant. It's 00:54:46.389 --> 00:54:49.110 an energetic implant, but it's also physical. 00:54:49.510 --> 00:54:55.110 And it does have to do with the modulation regulation 00:54:55.110 --> 00:55:00.690 of my energy transmission capabilities. So essentially 00:55:00.690 --> 00:55:05.949 what I was told is it was in order to keep my, 00:55:05.949 --> 00:55:12.329 keep my ability to transmit frequencies dampened 00:55:12.329 --> 00:55:15.449 down, like at a smaller radius. You know what 00:55:15.449 --> 00:55:23.360 I mean? So that's fun. Like sake, you know, I 00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:27.519 think I I think it's because I would affect a 00:55:27.519 --> 00:55:34.880 much larger area in a in a greater capacity if 00:55:34.880 --> 00:55:40.139 it wasn't turned down So I think we should turn 00:55:40.139 --> 00:55:44.699 it the fuck up That sounds like a good thing. 00:55:44.719 --> 00:55:48.360 Yeah. Well, I'm not dealing with good people 00:55:48.590 --> 00:55:54.750 It's not a good thing. But yeah, it is fascinating. 00:55:55.610 --> 00:55:58.949 And I'd also want to say from a grounded perspective, 00:55:58.949 --> 00:56:02.530 for us to have these understandings of different 00:56:02.530 --> 00:56:06.849 versions of ourselves, I find it to be incredibly 00:56:06.849 --> 00:56:10.630 helpful for my mental health and understanding 00:56:10.630 --> 00:56:14.590 and practice. It's like my version of therapy. 00:56:14.849 --> 00:56:18.280 And I also go to therapy. and my therapist is 00:56:18.280 --> 00:56:19.940 in total agreement with me. She's like, you're 00:56:19.940 --> 00:56:23.039 great. So I don't, you know, it's funny because 00:56:23.039 --> 00:56:25.159 personally, and I would like to ask you this 00:56:25.159 --> 00:56:28.739 question because of our similarities, but have 00:56:28.739 --> 00:56:33.559 you ever had circumstances where people are like, 00:56:33.659 --> 00:56:36.980 you're just crazy and like called you crazy and 00:56:36.980 --> 00:56:39.460 like didn't listen to you and like, you know, 00:56:40.340 --> 00:56:43.420 Well, first of all, I did want to say, because 00:56:43.420 --> 00:56:47.760 of our similarities, I don't have a tumor right 00:56:47.760 --> 00:56:52.699 here, but when they were doing MRIs and CAT scans 00:56:52.699 --> 00:56:54.500 when I was having seizures when I was younger, 00:56:54.559 --> 00:56:58.139 they found that it's like a spindle -looking 00:56:58.139 --> 00:57:01.179 wheel thing of veins that's all bundled up right 00:57:01.179 --> 00:57:03.119 here in that same spot that you were talking 00:57:03.119 --> 00:57:06.480 about. Is it like the mouth of God chakra, like 00:57:06.480 --> 00:57:09.889 right in the back of your head? Yeah. Oh, boy. 00:57:10.630 --> 00:57:13.150 When you said that, I was like, that's really 00:57:13.150 --> 00:57:18.769 weird. But also, yes, absolutely. Not recently, 00:57:19.530 --> 00:57:24.769 but now I don't really see a whole lot of people 00:57:24.769 --> 00:57:26.510 unless they're clients and if their clients are 00:57:26.510 --> 00:57:28.889 coming to me to talk about all of these things. 00:57:28.989 --> 00:57:34.909 Oh, back in the day with my more relationship 00:57:34.909 --> 00:57:38.170 type stuff, yes. you're crazy i don't even what 00:57:38.170 --> 00:57:41.349 are you talking about yeah the gas lighting and 00:57:41.349 --> 00:57:43.610 all that i think that's part of the programming 00:57:43.610 --> 00:57:47.289 with it too i mean i would if you feel inclined 00:57:47.289 --> 00:57:50.769 look up some things on the secret space program 00:57:50.769 --> 00:57:54.289 some of it can be very extreme some of it can 00:57:54.289 --> 00:57:59.570 be very destabilizing and it's not that you wouldn't 00:57:59.570 --> 00:58:03.349 understand it but it's like what it has generated 00:58:03.349 --> 00:58:06.929 for me is like, why? Why me? Why am I in this? 00:58:07.250 --> 00:58:11.289 Why? Why? You know? Oh, absolutely. And you know 00:58:11.289 --> 00:58:14.210 what's crazy? I just remembered a few months 00:58:14.210 --> 00:58:16.670 ago, I was talking with my best friend, sister 00:58:16.670 --> 00:58:21.889 Brandy, about an experience that I had had. Sometimes 00:58:21.889 --> 00:58:24.070 like I'll randomly pick up my phone. It doesn't 00:58:24.070 --> 00:58:26.489 happen very often, but I'll pick up my phone 00:58:26.489 --> 00:58:29.170 and it will have the wrong date in the wrong 00:58:29.170 --> 00:58:32.360 time on my phone. And that happened one time 00:58:32.360 --> 00:58:39.500 back in 2011. In 2011, I picked up my phone and 00:58:39.500 --> 00:58:44.599 it said December 21st, 2011 at like 2 p .m. or 00:58:44.599 --> 00:58:47.000 something like that. And I'm like, what the fuck 00:58:47.000 --> 00:58:50.780 is that? So I was just coming into like learning 00:58:50.780 --> 00:58:52.860 about all of these different things and I found 00:58:52.860 --> 00:58:55.380 it super interesting. So I wrote that date down. 00:58:56.059 --> 00:58:58.619 I keep that was when I kept like journals and 00:58:58.619 --> 00:59:05.239 stuff, which I still have all of them. I, it 00:59:05.239 --> 00:59:08.980 was like a year or so ago, I went and was looking 00:59:08.980 --> 00:59:13.960 up. Oh, I was listening to sorry I was listening 00:59:13.960 --> 00:59:16.320 to it like an audio book or a podcast and this 00:59:16.320 --> 00:59:20.940 woman was talking about how I think it was from 00:59:20.940 --> 00:59:25.380 Dolores Cannon, she would go. and receive messages 00:59:25.380 --> 00:59:28.380 to like go outside at particular times for like, 00:59:28.880 --> 00:59:33.840 you know, for people from the space program or 00:59:33.840 --> 00:59:35.719 whatever to like come and like, oh, you need 00:59:35.719 --> 00:59:38.199 to be at this meeting at this time. And one of 00:59:38.199 --> 00:59:40.079 the times she had said was the time that I wrote 00:59:40.079 --> 00:59:43.360 down that I got on my phone, swear on everything. 00:59:43.719 --> 00:59:46.199 And I told Brandy about it. And I'm like sitting 00:59:46.199 --> 00:59:49.260 here shaking like, this is crazy. It was forever 00:59:49.260 --> 00:59:52.179 ago. And obviously I don't think anything came 00:59:52.179 --> 00:59:55.820 of that, but it was just, it was super. Yeah. 00:59:56.679 --> 01:00:00.300 That is giving me some tingly feelings. So I 01:00:00.300 --> 01:00:04.099 would say that that's right. That is very interesting. 01:00:04.219 --> 01:00:09.179 Isn't it? It's very crazy. I know it is. I'm 01:00:09.179 --> 01:00:11.639 looking at the time right now on our call. It's 01:00:11.639 --> 01:00:17.559 1, 11, 23. So I like that. But I know that you 01:00:17.559 --> 01:00:19.699 have an appointment to go to. I also have an 01:00:19.699 --> 01:00:22.460 appointment to go to We definitely need to talk 01:00:22.460 --> 01:00:26.659 again. This has been such an amazing conversation, 01:00:26.760 --> 01:00:29.340 and I'm so glad we connected. Thank you so much, 01:00:29.460 --> 01:00:32.460 Mandy. Thank you so much, Christine. I really 01:00:32.460 --> 01:00:35.139 appreciate you. You were so easy to talk to. 01:00:35.219 --> 01:00:38.750 This was so much fun. Thank you. And I, we will 01:00:38.750 --> 01:00:40.829 be talking again. I'll send you another link 01:00:40.829 --> 01:00:42.730 as soon as we get off of here. I hope you have 01:00:42.730 --> 01:00:46.110 a wonderful day, lots of healing and learning 01:00:46.110 --> 01:00:50.309 and expanding and surrendering up for you. Right. 01:00:51.250 --> 01:00:53.289 I appreciate you. I hope you have a great rest 01:00:53.289 --> 01:00:57.730 of your day. Thank you so much. Thanks. Bye. 01:00:59.510 --> 01:01:02.949 Thank Mandy truly for showing up in the middle 01:01:02.949 --> 01:01:06.550 of her recovery in the middle of life. and still 01:01:06.550 --> 01:01:09.429 being willing to share your heart and your perspective. 01:01:10.670 --> 01:01:13.610 I feel like this conversation had so many little 01:01:13.610 --> 01:01:16.010 spark points, those little moments where something 01:01:16.010 --> 01:01:20.250 inside you goes, yes, that, I remember that too. 01:01:20.929 --> 01:01:23.630 And if you're listening and you felt that too, 01:01:23.710 --> 01:01:27.190 just know you're not alone. Sometimes the medicine 01:01:27.190 --> 01:01:30.530 of an episode isn't even the words, it's the 01:01:30.530 --> 01:01:33.710 frequency of what's being witnessed and reflected. 01:01:34.829 --> 01:01:37.900 Remembering yourself through someone else's language. 01:01:39.179 --> 01:01:41.440 If you want to connect with Mandy and her work 01:01:41.440 --> 01:01:45.559 you can find her at Lemon Sage and Lavender. 01:01:45.760 --> 01:01:47.860 It's where you can learn more about her offerings 01:01:47.860 --> 01:01:51.159 including tarot and aura readings, energy work, 01:01:51.480 --> 01:01:54.900 soul alignment sessions, and body work. If you 01:01:54.900 --> 01:01:57.480 would like to connect with me I'm at Hyacinth 01:01:57.480 --> 01:02:00.820 Healing. As always thank you for being here. 01:02:00.840 --> 01:02:04.050 Thank you for listening. And thank you for walking 01:02:04.050 --> 01:02:07.230 this strange, beautiful remembering with us. 01:02:07.869 --> 01:02:09.349 I'll see you in the next episode.