WEBVTT 00:00:00.430 --> 00:00:04.530 Hello and welcome to another episode of In My 00:00:04.530 --> 00:00:07.870 Experience with yours truly, Christine DiGinto. 00:00:09.250 --> 00:00:12.070 This podcast is a space where I speak from lived 00:00:12.070 --> 00:00:16.050 experience. The moments that shaped me, challenged 00:00:16.050 --> 00:00:19.250 me and changed the way that I understand myself 00:00:19.250 --> 00:00:22.670 in the world. The awakenings, the breakdowns, 00:00:22.670 --> 00:00:25.329 the moments that cracked me open asked me to 00:00:25.329 --> 00:00:29.050 stay present, be embodied and be honest with 00:00:29.050 --> 00:00:33.710 myself. I share my stories not to persuade or 00:00:33.710 --> 00:00:38.090 define truth for anyone else, but to offer perspective, 00:00:38.890 --> 00:00:41.469 to explore the gray areas we don't often have 00:00:41.469 --> 00:00:45.090 language for, to slow things down and listen 00:00:45.090 --> 00:00:47.710 more closely to what's happening beneath the 00:00:47.710 --> 00:00:52.329 surface. You'll hear solo episodes where I reflect 00:00:52.329 --> 00:00:55.909 on my own initiations, spiritual gifts, and the 00:00:55.909 --> 00:00:59.789 systems that try to define me. and conversations 00:00:59.789 --> 00:01:02.810 with guests who have walked strange, beautiful, 00:01:03.329 --> 00:01:06.250 and sometimes painful paths of their own and 00:01:06.250 --> 00:01:10.290 come back with wisdom to share with us. I invite 00:01:10.290 --> 00:01:13.670 you to take what resonates, leave the rest, and 00:01:13.670 --> 00:01:17.790 trust your own experience as valid. Thank you 00:01:17.790 --> 00:01:25.030 for being here. This is In My Experience. Welcome 00:01:25.030 --> 00:01:28.599 back to In My Experience. In this episode, I 00:01:28.599 --> 00:01:32.799 am joined by Chris King, a longtime mentor, healer, 00:01:32.879 --> 00:01:35.900 and guide whose work lives at the intersection 00:01:35.900 --> 00:01:40.159 of shamanism, astrology, and ascension consciousness. 00:01:41.540 --> 00:01:44.540 Having been obsessed with witches, Native American 00:01:44.540 --> 00:01:47.780 culture, astrology, and all things paranormal 00:01:47.780 --> 00:01:51.280 from an early age, Chris always knew he came 00:01:51.280 --> 00:01:54.900 here with a big mission. His experience as a 00:01:54.900 --> 00:01:58.000 musician, actor, and plant -based health coach 00:01:58.000 --> 00:02:00.780 laid the foundation for the matrix -disrupting 00:02:00.780 --> 00:02:04.040 work that he offers today. And after several 00:02:04.040 --> 00:02:08.240 awakenings, profound mystical and at times extremely 00:02:08.240 --> 00:02:12.740 dark psychic experiences, he is now a shamanic 00:02:12.740 --> 00:02:16.400 healer, ascension guide, psychic channel, and 00:02:16.400 --> 00:02:20.639 creator of Ascended Astrology. The medicine alchemist? 00:02:20.879 --> 00:02:25.280 and ascend the Matrix podcast. With 18 years 00:02:25.280 --> 00:02:28.900 of astrology trained over a decade of ascension 00:02:28.900 --> 00:02:32.139 and plant medicine experience, Chris's matrix 00:02:32.139 --> 00:02:35.020 disrupting work includes shamanic ceremonies, 00:02:35.960 --> 00:02:38.960 medicine retreats, and good work activations 00:02:38.960 --> 00:02:41.979 as he facilitates in sacred locations across 00:02:41.979 --> 00:02:45.960 the globe. He is passionate about assisting lightworkers 00:02:45.960 --> 00:02:48.479 and starseeds in activating their soul mission. 00:02:48.719 --> 00:02:51.280 and healing themselves by ascending the false 00:02:51.280 --> 00:02:56.099 matrix and creating a new earth. Today we're 00:02:56.099 --> 00:02:58.740 going to be starting part one of a two -part 00:02:58.740 --> 00:03:02.939 conversation. Today we explore the deeper mechanics 00:03:02.939 --> 00:03:06.620 of spiritual healing beyond surface level protection 00:03:06.620 --> 00:03:10.460 practices and love and light frameworks. We talk 00:03:10.460 --> 00:03:13.699 about entity attachments, energetic contracts, 00:03:14.460 --> 00:03:17.539 dream work, and the evolving role of the shamanic 00:03:17.539 --> 00:03:20.319 archetype in this time of collective change. 00:03:21.479 --> 00:03:24.319 As always, this conversation is shared from lived 00:03:24.319 --> 00:03:27.539 experience. So take what resonates, leave what 00:03:27.539 --> 00:03:30.379 doesn't, and listen to your own discernment as 00:03:30.379 --> 00:03:39.400 we move through these layers together. Welcome 00:03:39.400 --> 00:03:43.120 everyone, my guest today, Chris King. I'll allow 00:03:43.120 --> 00:03:46.699 you to introduce yourself. Well, thank you, Christine, 00:03:46.979 --> 00:03:49.400 for allowing me to share this space with you. 00:03:49.759 --> 00:03:54.139 I'm Chris, and I am a shamanic healer, ascended 00:03:54.139 --> 00:03:58.379 astrologer, ascension guide. I support lightworkers, 00:03:58.620 --> 00:04:01.740 starseeds, healers, mystics, start their own 00:04:01.740 --> 00:04:04.879 businesses and grow thriving businesses. And 00:04:04.879 --> 00:04:08.219 it's all about ascending the matrix. And of course, 00:04:08.219 --> 00:04:10.340 I'm the host of the podcast, Ascend the Matrix. 00:04:11.849 --> 00:04:14.750 basically the work that I do is all centered 00:04:14.750 --> 00:04:20.930 around dissolving duality and density, you know, 00:04:21.149 --> 00:04:24.750 synthesizing all parts of self, healing that 00:04:24.750 --> 00:04:29.329 on a cellular, DNA, cellular level, and joining 00:04:29.329 --> 00:04:32.069 together in community and rising, doing grid 00:04:32.069 --> 00:04:34.870 work, medicine retreats. So there's lots of things 00:04:34.870 --> 00:04:38.209 that fit under my wheelhouse, but if you know 00:04:38.209 --> 00:04:42.920 anything about Chiron in mythology or in astrology, 00:04:43.319 --> 00:04:45.899 I have that exactly conjunct my ascendant. And 00:04:45.899 --> 00:04:48.699 so basically everything that Chiron was as an 00:04:48.699 --> 00:04:51.540 archetype, as a healer, a teacher, a medicine 00:04:51.540 --> 00:04:55.060 person, a musician, artist, all of those things 00:04:55.060 --> 00:04:58.540 fit under my umbrella. So it's kind of a Chironic 00:04:58.540 --> 00:05:02.060 archetype that I embody. But yeah, the work is 00:05:02.060 --> 00:05:05.160 definitely centered around ascending, not just 00:05:05.160 --> 00:05:08.220 healing for the sake of feeling good again, but 00:05:08.220 --> 00:05:11.649 feeling good and then ascending an entire matrix 00:05:11.649 --> 00:05:17.350 and dimension. So yeah. True shamanism. I agree, 00:05:17.610 --> 00:05:21.149 yes. Whatever that word means to people, that 00:05:21.149 --> 00:05:24.550 gatekeeper that the shaman is, there are many 00:05:24.550 --> 00:05:28.209 of us out there who act as gatekeepers and tightrope 00:05:28.209 --> 00:05:32.870 walkers and guides, if you will, between dimensions 00:05:32.870 --> 00:05:35.029 and that sort of thing. And so I think many of 00:05:35.029 --> 00:05:38.189 us are stepping into these shamanic archetypes, 00:05:38.209 --> 00:05:41.980 if you call it that, but the archetype that I 00:05:41.980 --> 00:05:44.339 really think many of us are stepping into now 00:05:44.339 --> 00:05:47.459 is something that is more like a galactic shaman. 00:05:47.459 --> 00:05:50.160 Yeah. You know, so kind of a connector point 00:05:50.160 --> 00:05:53.740 between even extradimensional races and that 00:05:53.740 --> 00:05:56.980 sort of thing. So the shamanic archetype is evolving 00:05:56.980 --> 00:06:00.339 with the ascension process for sure. In some 00:06:00.339 --> 00:06:03.199 ways, I feel like that has also always existed 00:06:03.199 --> 00:06:07.480 in shamanism. And like, truly the nature of reality 00:06:07.480 --> 00:06:12.170 is like the future is the past. Like, it's so 00:06:12.170 --> 00:06:16.850 fascinating. I'm so happy that my realm has shifted 00:06:16.850 --> 00:06:21.209 to this kind of awareness because I am endlessly 00:06:21.209 --> 00:06:24.850 entertained with just trying to even unravel 00:06:24.850 --> 00:06:28.850 my life story, let alone working with clients 00:06:28.850 --> 00:06:31.829 and making the connections with all of the different 00:06:31.829 --> 00:06:37.089 dimensions and energetic ties and patterns and 00:06:37.089 --> 00:06:41.279 all of the the juicy magical things that we get 00:06:41.279 --> 00:06:45.800 involved in. I just appreciate it so much. And 00:06:45.800 --> 00:06:48.759 personally, I've worked with Chris for the past, 00:06:50.079 --> 00:06:52.740 I feel like it's going on five years, but four 00:06:52.740 --> 00:06:58.259 years. And in that time, I have done four medicine 00:06:58.259 --> 00:07:01.160 journeys with him. And I feel like each one has 00:07:01.160 --> 00:07:06.170 been Just at the right time and so supportive 00:07:06.170 --> 00:07:08.550 and I had a wonderful experience through all 00:07:08.550 --> 00:07:11.029 of them. That's obviously why I continue to work 00:07:11.029 --> 00:07:16.230 with you and I just have appreciated your guidance 00:07:16.230 --> 00:07:21.910 because you've always been honest and open and 00:07:21.910 --> 00:07:26.550 not afraid to like admit faults and I'm not afraid 00:07:26.550 --> 00:07:29.009 to say, you know what, I think differently now 00:07:29.009 --> 00:07:31.730 or I realize differently, you know, and I think 00:07:31.730 --> 00:07:34.970 that that's really important for everyone to 00:07:34.970 --> 00:07:38.850 do constantly to reevaluate your own knowledge 00:07:38.850 --> 00:07:44.689 because sometimes, sometimes when we're connected 00:07:44.689 --> 00:07:47.689 to all of this information, we can feel like 00:07:47.689 --> 00:07:51.250 we know it all. And not in a sense, no, I don't 00:07:51.250 --> 00:07:53.029 mean it in the sense like an egotistical way, 00:07:53.129 --> 00:07:55.810 like you know everything, but like you forget 00:07:55.810 --> 00:08:01.370 that you may have locked in to how something 00:08:01.370 --> 00:08:04.050 is conceptualized and you're not able to reach 00:08:04.050 --> 00:08:06.110 the next level of understanding because you're 00:08:06.110 --> 00:08:10.129 not able to loosen your grip on your understanding 00:08:10.129 --> 00:08:12.870 somewhere else along the line. So it's like really 00:08:12.870 --> 00:08:16.839 the ability to change your mind. I've always 00:08:16.839 --> 00:08:19.319 appreciated that, yeah. Yeah, and the work that 00:08:19.319 --> 00:08:21.360 I do is all about changing your mind. You know, 00:08:21.420 --> 00:08:23.379 if you've ever seen the documentary on Netflix, 00:08:23.560 --> 00:08:26.120 How to Change Your Mind, many of those medicines 00:08:26.120 --> 00:08:29.279 they discuss in that documentary we use in our 00:08:29.279 --> 00:08:33.720 medicine system. So, but even beyond that, shamanism 00:08:33.720 --> 00:08:41.220 is changing the... energetic or higher mind within 00:08:41.220 --> 00:08:43.860 you you know there's a shift on many levels with 00:08:43.860 --> 00:08:46.960 medicine work and even the astrology I work with 00:08:46.960 --> 00:08:52.429 is activating the higher mind or the multidimensional 00:08:52.429 --> 00:08:55.330 self, and that includes the mind. And I think 00:08:55.330 --> 00:08:58.690 many spiritual people out there, if we want to 00:08:58.690 --> 00:09:01.429 call them like the spiritual people or new age 00:09:01.429 --> 00:09:05.149 people, people who are assigning themselves to 00:09:05.149 --> 00:09:09.009 a spiritual doctrine, they've definitely or basically 00:09:09.009 --> 00:09:14.490 traded in their false matrix religion, their 00:09:14.490 --> 00:09:21.629 old Abrahamic religion, their ancient reptilian 00:09:21.629 --> 00:09:24.610 religion for another reptilian religion that 00:09:24.610 --> 00:09:28.970 we call the New Age, but also they have just 00:09:28.970 --> 00:09:33.269 traded their 3D belief constructs around mundane 00:09:33.269 --> 00:09:37.970 reality for 3D belief constructs around what 00:09:37.970 --> 00:09:41.759 spirituality is and what that means. So we have 00:09:41.759 --> 00:09:44.179 to understand that even when we have these conversations 00:09:44.179 --> 00:09:46.620 that this conversation would completely shift 00:09:46.620 --> 00:09:51.440 and change if we were existing solely in 5d 60 00:09:51.440 --> 00:09:55.240 beyond if we were beings that Resonated with 00:09:55.240 --> 00:09:58.419 those dimensions fully like our fullest expression 00:09:58.419 --> 00:10:00.759 was there rather than being in the third density 00:10:00.759 --> 00:10:04.120 Then this conversation would even sound different 00:10:04.120 --> 00:10:07.220 because duality works differently there because 00:10:07.220 --> 00:10:12.259 technically it doesn't exist so A lot of the 00:10:12.259 --> 00:10:14.940 spiritual people, practitioners, people who are 00:10:14.940 --> 00:10:17.000 waking up, they're going to have to move through 00:10:17.000 --> 00:10:21.019 a membrane in their ascension and healing process, 00:10:21.259 --> 00:10:23.919 which will involve a lot of ego, a lot of fear, 00:10:24.100 --> 00:10:26.519 a lot of entities, a lot of different things 00:10:26.519 --> 00:10:31.200 that happen as we're crossing the... 3D, 4D threshold 00:10:31.200 --> 00:10:34.559 into this fifth dimensional consciousness, and 00:10:34.559 --> 00:10:38.220 we're bypassing 4D because it is also a duality 00:10:38.220 --> 00:10:41.720 nature, even though it is much more fun in certain 00:10:41.720 --> 00:10:44.159 ways, especially when you go to the upper astral, 00:10:44.440 --> 00:10:47.500 okay? There's so... I see many of you all in 00:10:47.500 --> 00:10:50.700 the upper astral healing and doing work and jumping 00:10:50.700 --> 00:10:53.679 from planet to planet, and so... You said you 00:10:53.679 --> 00:11:00.000 saw me sleeping one time. Yes, and so I go to 00:11:00.000 --> 00:11:01.559 bed and that's the thing about the work that 00:11:01.559 --> 00:11:04.919 I do is many people say, where'd you find all 00:11:04.919 --> 00:11:06.860 these clients? I was like, it was a contract. 00:11:07.019 --> 00:11:11.080 I dream about them. I heal them for free of charge 00:11:11.080 --> 00:11:13.299 in the middle of the night all the time or I'm 00:11:13.299 --> 00:11:15.860 not healing them I should say. I think I'm dream 00:11:15.860 --> 00:11:18.919 walking and supporting their healing or checking 00:11:18.919 --> 00:11:22.620 in or tapping in or also just being there. I 00:11:22.620 --> 00:11:25.279 think my avatar is also being used by many of 00:11:25.279 --> 00:11:31.029 my clients as a a guide, even when I'm totally 00:11:31.029 --> 00:11:34.070 asleep and have no idea what's going on. I know, 00:11:34.110 --> 00:11:38.129 for sure. You have come to my mind in things, 00:11:38.250 --> 00:11:40.669 and it's sort of like you'll just give your nod. 00:11:41.600 --> 00:11:43.759 and like that's all I need from you but like 00:11:43.759 --> 00:11:45.799 that was you and I know that you just had to 00:11:45.799 --> 00:11:47.679 like pop in and be like that's so strange because 00:11:47.679 --> 00:11:50.320 as so many people have said that and I want to 00:11:50.320 --> 00:11:52.139 take credit for it but I have to give credit 00:11:52.139 --> 00:11:55.919 to my higher self and my energy body and you're 00:11:55.919 --> 00:11:59.980 all's higher self for calling that construct 00:11:59.980 --> 00:12:03.139 that avatar I shouldn't call myself a construct 00:12:03.139 --> 00:12:07.399 necessarily the same way, you know, like our 00:12:07.399 --> 00:12:09.659 Gregorian calendar is a construct. I don't mean 00:12:09.659 --> 00:12:12.980 it that way, but just more this representation 00:12:12.980 --> 00:12:16.600 of me, this highest version of me that comes 00:12:16.600 --> 00:12:19.279 to me in my medicine journeys, I think is coming 00:12:19.279 --> 00:12:22.139 to people as well and supporting them. And I 00:12:22.139 --> 00:12:28.100 hope to be as aligned and fluid, powerful, and 00:12:28.100 --> 00:12:32.779 also available as He is. to as many people one 00:12:32.779 --> 00:12:37.200 day in this physical body. Yes, I feel very similarly 00:12:37.200 --> 00:12:40.519 with my higher self. I know that she's out there 00:12:40.519 --> 00:12:43.059 and I've heard that she looks like that bitch. 00:12:43.379 --> 00:12:46.799 She looks like a Russian mafia. Like she's just 00:12:46.799 --> 00:12:50.600 got like, you know, long white fur coat. She's 00:12:50.600 --> 00:12:55.679 just like, you know, putting hits out. No, I 00:12:55.679 --> 00:12:59.120 don't mean it like that, but she's she's she's 00:12:59.120 --> 00:13:02.360 very powerful. Very confident is what I'm trying 00:13:02.360 --> 00:13:05.639 to express. But that's how it's been described 00:13:05.639 --> 00:13:07.919 to me though. And I think it's hilarious. I'm 00:13:07.919 --> 00:13:10.360 like, yeah, I could see that. It's funny. I can 00:13:10.360 --> 00:13:15.440 see that too. But yeah, doing things in our dreams 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:17.799 and people tell me all the time, you were my 00:13:17.799 --> 00:13:20.299 dream. And I'm like, what did you dream about? 00:13:20.980 --> 00:13:23.259 I feel that. Sometimes I remember, but most of 00:13:23.259 --> 00:13:26.379 the time I don't. And they thank me up and down 00:13:26.379 --> 00:13:31.059 for it. And I say, You're welcome, but it is 00:13:31.059 --> 00:13:33.179 very possible that I was just there witnessing 00:13:33.179 --> 00:13:35.820 something you were already doing with your higher 00:13:35.820 --> 00:13:40.100 self. And you pulled me in because I, I, many 00:13:40.100 --> 00:13:43.559 of you all look to me for inspiration and mentorship 00:13:43.559 --> 00:13:47.559 or guidance. So that immediately plays in many 00:13:47.559 --> 00:13:50.679 of my clients have Aquarius placements, uh, false 00:13:50.679 --> 00:13:55.080 matrix FM 11 Aquarius placements. And my Saturn 00:13:55.080 --> 00:14:00.159 is in FM. 11 or Aquarius in the false matrix 00:14:00.159 --> 00:14:06.059 zodiac and that will basically place the Saturn 00:14:06.059 --> 00:14:10.799 energy in my chart onto your all's main placements 00:14:10.799 --> 00:14:14.360 your rising your Sun your Mercury and That will 00:14:14.360 --> 00:14:19.580 pull out a sort of teacher Disciplinary and authority. 00:14:19.580 --> 00:14:22.200 I should say pulls out an authority role. I call 00:14:22.200 --> 00:14:26.730 you sir sometimes. And I accept that. I will 00:14:26.730 --> 00:14:31.789 accept madam or ma 'am as well. But yeah, I think 00:14:31.789 --> 00:14:34.470 it just happens that way energetically, and it's 00:14:34.470 --> 00:14:37.190 my honor to do that, and that's a part of the 00:14:37.190 --> 00:14:40.669 shamanic archetype. So dream walking is a form 00:14:40.669 --> 00:14:46.299 of shamanism, or it is a gift of certain shamanic 00:14:46.299 --> 00:14:48.299 archetypes. That's not something I learned, that's 00:14:48.299 --> 00:14:51.200 not something I try to do, but that is another 00:14:51.200 --> 00:14:54.500 example. After many years of these types of examples, 00:14:55.039 --> 00:14:58.299 that's when I had to say to myself, whether people 00:14:58.299 --> 00:15:02.019 like me using the word shaman or not, or shamanic 00:15:02.019 --> 00:15:05.889 healer, I really can't worry about that. because 00:15:05.889 --> 00:15:09.870 it's a Siberian word, so for a Native American 00:15:09.870 --> 00:15:13.549 to even use that word is technically appropriation. 00:15:14.070 --> 00:15:17.009 So I think if we're all agreeing that this word 00:15:17.009 --> 00:15:21.490 shaman holds this archetype that we are looking 00:15:21.490 --> 00:15:26.549 for, I consider Chiron and Ophiuchus to be these 00:15:26.549 --> 00:15:28.450 archetypes as well, so we could even call it 00:15:28.450 --> 00:15:31.149 a Chironic healer instead of Shamanic healer, 00:15:31.149 --> 00:15:36.750 but I had to... Basically say to myself These 00:15:36.750 --> 00:15:39.269 medicine spirits are choosing you you do have 00:15:39.269 --> 00:15:43.029 these abilities. You don't know Always how to 00:15:43.029 --> 00:15:45.570 use but they're definitely there and they all 00:15:45.570 --> 00:15:49.070 fit under this umbrella and so you do have to 00:15:49.070 --> 00:15:52.190 sort of Just say this is what it is for now until 00:15:52.190 --> 00:15:55.289 it evolves into what it's going to be which is 00:15:55.289 --> 00:15:58.850 more unique to the practitioner, but if we just 00:15:58.850 --> 00:16:04.889 choose shaman as the overarching word that represents 00:16:04.889 --> 00:16:08.470 all of the work that this type of archetype does 00:16:08.470 --> 00:16:10.809 in the healing realm, then yes, that is what 00:16:10.809 --> 00:16:17.960 I do. feel very strongly that that is fully holy 00:16:17.960 --> 00:16:21.980 shamanism and not just like love and light new 00:16:21.980 --> 00:16:25.759 age stuff because in shamanism it's truly honored 00:16:25.759 --> 00:16:30.379 death and rebirth and the darkness and it has 00:16:30.379 --> 00:16:34.100 always been somewhat tied I feel to the galactic 00:16:34.100 --> 00:16:37.539 aspects because of the dimensions and essentially 00:16:37.539 --> 00:16:41.559 being a bridge of communication and energetic 00:16:42.340 --> 00:16:44.980 processing transmission through the different 00:16:44.980 --> 00:16:47.860 fields, and they've existed in every culture 00:16:47.860 --> 00:16:52.500 across every recorded timeline that we're aware 00:16:52.500 --> 00:16:55.620 of and beyond, and I think that there's a good 00:16:55.620 --> 00:17:00.279 reason for that. Yeah, and I think that the shamanic 00:17:00.279 --> 00:17:04.440 archetype is shifting because most of the shamans, 00:17:04.579 --> 00:17:07.539 all of the shamans that we know of today, or 00:17:07.539 --> 00:17:10.519 that we these cultures that we look to today, 00:17:11.289 --> 00:17:15.990 all existed during the last 13 ,000 years or 00:17:15.990 --> 00:17:18.950 the implementation of this false matrix, especially 00:17:18.950 --> 00:17:25.430 in the last 5 ,000 years when the Alpha Draconians 00:17:25.430 --> 00:17:28.809 really took power over this planet and created 00:17:28.809 --> 00:17:33.170 civilization as we know it to be today. We have 00:17:33.170 --> 00:17:36.829 to understand that the shamans of years past 00:17:36.829 --> 00:17:40.549 or for the past 10 ,000 years Yes, there was 00:17:40.549 --> 00:17:44.089 a galactic nature. They are multi -dimensional 00:17:44.089 --> 00:17:47.089 beings. They're beings who interface with different 00:17:47.089 --> 00:17:50.829 dimensions. But they are beings, actually, the 00:17:50.829 --> 00:17:53.750 true shamanic archetype is a master of duality 00:17:53.750 --> 00:17:58.269 and a gatekeeper between realms. And that is 00:17:58.269 --> 00:18:01.829 technically their job. Or their role in the tribe 00:18:01.829 --> 00:18:05.289 and so I believe within the 3d false matrix there 00:18:05.289 --> 00:18:07.809 has been this level of duality that has been 00:18:07.809 --> 00:18:11.509 so pronounced and exaggerated that the shamans 00:18:11.509 --> 00:18:14.329 of years past have most of their work has been 00:18:14.329 --> 00:18:17.730 around collapsing that duality and pulling people 00:18:17.730 --> 00:18:22.390 back into their neutral center zone and then 00:18:22.390 --> 00:18:25.609 Aligning them with their highest timeline their 00:18:25.609 --> 00:18:28.869 highest body there, you know aligning them with 00:18:28.869 --> 00:18:33.019 their retrieving lost soul parts that are leaving 00:18:33.019 --> 00:18:36.059 leakages or openings in the etheric energy field, 00:18:36.400 --> 00:18:38.819 bringing things back into wholeness so that the 00:18:38.819 --> 00:18:42.920 person can ascend, but also just feel neutral 00:18:42.920 --> 00:18:46.299 or feel positive, feel good, feel sovereign. 00:18:46.900 --> 00:18:50.279 That is not necessary where we're going. Where 00:18:50.279 --> 00:18:53.400 we're going, we don't need roads. That's already 00:18:53.400 --> 00:18:59.019 done. You see, so a lot of us practitioners are 00:18:59.019 --> 00:19:02.660 currently mastering certain healing modalities 00:19:02.660 --> 00:19:05.140 or certain directions in our soul mission and 00:19:05.140 --> 00:19:07.740 in our business that we're not understanding 00:19:07.740 --> 00:19:11.500 because we really tapped into 5D for the past 00:19:11.500 --> 00:19:13.660 5 -10 years because that's what everyone's been 00:19:13.660 --> 00:19:17.640 talking about and now Spirit is calling in sixth 00:19:17.640 --> 00:19:20.720 dimensional through 12th dimensional energies 00:19:20.720 --> 00:19:24.700 and so Remember, the healing process never ends, 00:19:24.980 --> 00:19:27.579 not because we're stuck in a Saturnian time loop 00:19:27.579 --> 00:19:31.099 that wants to siphon our energy endlessly and 00:19:31.099 --> 00:19:33.259 cause pain and suffering, even though that is 00:19:33.259 --> 00:19:36.700 happening. There is that happening. But also, 00:19:37.059 --> 00:19:40.420 if you look at healing as a permanent raising 00:19:40.420 --> 00:19:44.200 of a vibrational set point, which is ascension, 00:19:44.519 --> 00:19:47.400 technically what we're doing in this process 00:19:47.400 --> 00:19:51.140 of ascension, then even in fifth density or in 00:19:51.140 --> 00:19:52.859 the fifth dimension, when your heart's fully 00:19:52.859 --> 00:19:56.140 open and nothing is wrong, right? Nothing needs 00:19:56.140 --> 00:19:59.480 to be fixed. Well, where does the healing come 00:19:59.480 --> 00:20:01.839 in then? And what does healing look like then? 00:20:02.200 --> 00:20:04.880 It's still a dissolving of density, but what 00:20:04.880 --> 00:20:09.079 it's not is a synthesizing of duality, which 00:20:09.079 --> 00:20:11.180 is what's happening in our healing and ascension 00:20:11.180 --> 00:20:16.299 process now. That makes sense. That's a good 00:20:16.299 --> 00:20:19.319 way to also helps to visualize it too, I think 00:20:19.319 --> 00:20:24.900 in a good way. One thing we were talking about 00:20:24.900 --> 00:20:27.920 a little bit before we press record was some 00:20:27.920 --> 00:20:33.859 of the dynamics that come from the love and light, 00:20:34.339 --> 00:20:43.690 new age, shallow depth. Healer is I guess what 00:20:43.690 --> 00:20:46.549 we'll call them. This is a PSA on the shallow 00:20:46.549 --> 00:20:49.329 depth healers that only deal in love and light 00:20:49.329 --> 00:20:53.690 They can't possibly understand the complexities 00:20:53.690 --> 00:20:57.529 that have tied you to the darkness and many of 00:20:57.529 --> 00:21:02.170 us have had contracts with darker aspects for 00:21:02.170 --> 00:21:07.910 our enlightenment and it's In my opinion of my 00:21:07.910 --> 00:21:12.460 humble opinion ill -advised to just cut cords 00:21:12.460 --> 00:21:16.519 with what you think is a scary entity because 00:21:16.519 --> 00:21:19.619 you don't understand why they're there in the 00:21:19.619 --> 00:21:23.279 first place. And then criticize people for the 00:21:23.279 --> 00:21:26.700 re -attachment that keeps coming back. Well, 00:21:26.700 --> 00:21:28.920 why do you think that is? It's because the contract's 00:21:28.920 --> 00:21:36.130 not done. It's just, it's funny. And and you 00:21:36.130 --> 00:21:38.769 have a lot of people out there who have entities 00:21:38.769 --> 00:21:41.809 on them who are telling them that they're Archangel 00:21:41.809 --> 00:21:44.730 this and ascended master this and they're not 00:21:44.730 --> 00:21:47.509 and so these people are leading with good intention, 00:21:47.509 --> 00:21:51.430 but the Basically the brainchild behind their 00:21:51.430 --> 00:21:54.589 operation is false light that is possible Although 00:21:54.589 --> 00:21:58.250 I'm not wanting to expose anyone or claim that 00:21:58.250 --> 00:22:00.970 because someone could watch this and say he's 00:22:00.970 --> 00:22:03.990 false light He has an entity don't trust him 00:22:04.980 --> 00:22:07.759 We all can turn on each other and it can be the 00:22:07.759 --> 00:22:10.880 Salem witch trials all over again if we want 00:22:10.880 --> 00:22:14.740 to. You know, I've had many lives as a witchy, 00:22:14.900 --> 00:22:16.920 shamanic archetype, several different types, 00:22:17.599 --> 00:22:21.640 some not so positive, some very beautiful experiences, 00:22:22.220 --> 00:22:25.400 and I've also had some lives where I was the 00:22:25.400 --> 00:22:29.160 witch hunter. So I've played all the roles here 00:22:29.160 --> 00:22:31.700 in all the different lives. When I came from 00:22:31.700 --> 00:22:35.759 that giant star, that violet star way out up 00:22:35.759 --> 00:22:38.640 there somewhere, if you want to say it that way 00:22:38.640 --> 00:22:41.619 directionally, I came into this realm knowing 00:22:41.619 --> 00:22:45.559 that I would take many bodies. So this star seed 00:22:45.559 --> 00:22:48.630 incarnation did not begin. in this incarnation. 00:22:49.190 --> 00:22:52.569 It began in the time of Lemuria and I think that 00:22:52.569 --> 00:22:55.009 many of us who were alive or have connections 00:22:55.009 --> 00:22:59.190 to a Lemuria and Atlantis chose to stay in the 00:22:59.190 --> 00:23:03.029 reincarnation trap because we only live 90, you 00:23:03.029 --> 00:23:07.710 know, some of my lives, 30, 40 years old, right? 00:23:07.890 --> 00:23:11.509 So because they have cut down our DNA, mutated 00:23:11.509 --> 00:23:14.170 us, and messed with our telomeres, which is our 00:23:14.170 --> 00:23:18.309 lifespan, basically We have to take so many bodies 00:23:18.309 --> 00:23:20.490 because if we lived a thousand years like the 00:23:20.490 --> 00:23:22.950 reptilians, we wouldn't need to take all these 00:23:22.950 --> 00:23:26.329 bodies. We would master, integrate, ascend, dissolve 00:23:26.329 --> 00:23:29.130 duality. That's why they cut us down like that. 00:23:29.250 --> 00:23:32.049 They do want us to keep forgetting and resetting. 00:23:32.190 --> 00:23:35.650 So we agreed to come into this reincarnation 00:23:35.650 --> 00:23:39.490 trap. So many of us have chosen lifetimes where 00:23:39.490 --> 00:23:44.809 we were... siphoned, we were infiltrated, we 00:23:44.809 --> 00:23:47.230 purposefully worked with dark forces, we worked 00:23:47.230 --> 00:23:49.589 with dark forces and didn't realize it in my 00:23:49.589 --> 00:23:53.670 case many times, and it creates a karmic contract 00:23:53.670 --> 00:23:56.410 or a karmic thread, and karma is something that 00:23:56.410 --> 00:24:02.609 only exists in 3rd dense 3D. It is a law of Saturn 00:24:02.609 --> 00:24:06.450 or Satan. So karma, you don't have to worry about 00:24:06.450 --> 00:24:09.549 anyone punishing you. The Punisher, Saturn, will 00:24:09.549 --> 00:24:12.549 take care of that here. But when you actually 00:24:12.549 --> 00:24:15.490 tap out of this false matrix and out of the lunar 00:24:15.490 --> 00:24:18.869 matrix, north node, south node, reincarnation 00:24:18.869 --> 00:24:22.609 trap, you actually enter upper dimensions and 00:24:22.609 --> 00:24:25.390 start to merge more with source and out of this 00:24:25.390 --> 00:24:29.589 inorganic reality. And because time is not linear 00:24:29.589 --> 00:24:33.210 there, you look back, if you will, linearly to 00:24:33.210 --> 00:24:35.309 all the hundreds of lives you've lived and you 00:24:35.309 --> 00:24:37.769 think, wow, that really happened in the blink 00:24:37.769 --> 00:24:40.980 of an eye. I knew when I came here that it would 00:24:40.980 --> 00:24:43.980 feel like thousands of years of different lives 00:24:43.980 --> 00:24:46.559 and trauma and joy and connections and contracts, 00:24:47.019 --> 00:24:49.960 but it would feel like this once it was over. 00:24:50.400 --> 00:24:53.740 Yeah. And I knew that. And I knew that based 00:24:53.740 --> 00:24:56.500 on astrology, based on cosmic alignments, based 00:24:56.500 --> 00:24:59.700 on our sun, based on how close we are to the 00:24:59.700 --> 00:25:03.059 galactic center now, this was going to be a time 00:25:03.059 --> 00:25:06.470 in which this would happen. This raising of frequency 00:25:06.470 --> 00:25:09.490 would happen. So I'm gonna keep incarnating and 00:25:09.490 --> 00:25:13.430 choosing I'm gonna go into the belly of the beast 00:25:13.430 --> 00:25:16.349 Many of us light workers slash shadow workers 00:25:16.349 --> 00:25:18.750 have I'm gonna go into the belly of the beast 00:25:18.750 --> 00:25:22.190 I'm going to be born into some type of environment 00:25:22.190 --> 00:25:25.289 that will breed more darkness because in some 00:25:25.289 --> 00:25:28.589 lifetime or one of the lifetimes especially during 00:25:28.589 --> 00:25:31.309 the ascension now we will choose away from that 00:25:31.309 --> 00:25:35.109 or we will choose things and You have to have 00:25:35.109 --> 00:25:37.450 your sovereignty and your power stripped from 00:25:37.450 --> 00:25:39.930 you to take it back and have the experience of 00:25:39.930 --> 00:25:43.069 that reclamation and This realm is all about 00:25:43.069 --> 00:25:46.410 reclamation. So we came here to reclaim something 00:25:46.410 --> 00:25:51.150 but many of us interplanetary souls angelic souls 00:25:51.150 --> 00:25:54.789 star seeds We didn't need to reclaim anything. 00:25:54.789 --> 00:25:58.029 So we had to come in and play the game Okay, 00:25:58.990 --> 00:26:01.250 and we are no better than the earth -based souls. 00:26:01.630 --> 00:26:06.380 We're no more intelligent than them, they're 00:26:06.380 --> 00:26:09.559 just as made of source. So I also want to say 00:26:09.559 --> 00:26:11.819 in the spiritual community, there are lots of 00:26:11.819 --> 00:26:15.220 hierarchies being born, lots of, well, he went 00:26:15.220 --> 00:26:17.559 through a Kundalini awakening, when's my Kundalini 00:26:17.559 --> 00:26:20.519 awakening? As if that's what you have to have. 00:26:20.740 --> 00:26:25.480 It's a pre -requisite before you enter. The ultimate 00:26:25.480 --> 00:26:31.180 spiritual... awareness would never come from 00:26:31.180 --> 00:26:33.900 comparing yours yours your experience to someone 00:26:33.900 --> 00:26:36.480 else's because you fundamentally understand that 00:26:36.480 --> 00:26:40.920 we're all one but that's It's silly. I know that 00:26:40.920 --> 00:26:44.460 happens a lot to comparison and it's like what 00:26:44.460 --> 00:26:47.400 is happening? Well, that's what the ego does 00:26:47.400 --> 00:26:51.259 Yeah compares and so our ego is going to show 00:26:51.259 --> 00:26:54.559 up these entities feed off of our ego it feeds 00:26:54.559 --> 00:26:57.960 off of our negative emotions it feeds off of 00:26:58.410 --> 00:27:02.150 Lack of empathy or or anything within you that 00:27:02.150 --> 00:27:04.890 has service to self programs running through 00:27:04.890 --> 00:27:07.809 it They can feed off of that and you were genetically 00:27:07.809 --> 00:27:10.849 modified to have service to self programs running 00:27:10.849 --> 00:27:13.809 through you your reptilian brain is a service 00:27:13.809 --> 00:27:21.380 to self department within your most underdeveloped 00:27:21.380 --> 00:27:24.420 or least evolved aspect of your brain. And so 00:27:24.420 --> 00:27:27.599 let's all forgive ourselves. It's interesting 00:27:27.599 --> 00:27:31.880 how these entities, false light programs, the 00:27:31.880 --> 00:27:35.259 false matrix architects, the archons, which are 00:27:35.259 --> 00:27:38.240 the mind parasites responsible for all of this. 00:27:38.940 --> 00:27:42.380 It's interesting how they can create such division, 00:27:42.779 --> 00:27:45.420 but how they can turn us against each other. 00:27:45.690 --> 00:27:49.589 That is the main goal. Yes, they're turning us 00:27:49.589 --> 00:27:51.569 against each other in many ways. Look at the 00:27:51.569 --> 00:27:57.369 wars, which were mass, satanic, satanic, gen... 00:27:57.369 --> 00:28:04.170 mass... that word. I don't have another word 00:28:04.170 --> 00:28:07.630 like it, but just a mass ritual. It's a satanic 00:28:07.630 --> 00:28:13.759 ritual, G -word, and I... Want everyone to realize 00:28:13.759 --> 00:28:15.980 that it's showing up in small ways too when you 00:28:15.980 --> 00:28:18.279 go to the grocery store No one wants to talk 00:28:18.279 --> 00:28:20.599 to each other or look at each other or say hello 00:28:20.599 --> 00:28:23.339 Because the when you say hello to people they 00:28:23.339 --> 00:28:27.180 act weird. They act funny. They look away They 00:28:27.180 --> 00:28:32.099 act awkward humans are not We're meant to live 00:28:32.099 --> 00:28:35.279 in villages. We're meant to see the same people 00:28:35.279 --> 00:28:39.009 often all the time There's a, you know, I see 00:28:39.009 --> 00:28:41.549 hundreds of people every day that I've never 00:28:41.549 --> 00:28:46.009 seen before. So I'm making new cords, new interactions, 00:28:46.269 --> 00:28:49.089 new space in my brain for people every single 00:28:49.089 --> 00:28:51.769 day. And that's just one aspect of why we're 00:28:51.769 --> 00:28:55.930 so tired and why we're so easily siphoned. So 00:28:55.930 --> 00:28:58.369 there's a lot about our reality that just doesn't 00:28:58.369 --> 00:29:01.910 flow with the actual human organism. And they're 00:29:01.910 --> 00:29:06.920 doing all of that on purpose. I'm sorry I don't 00:29:06.920 --> 00:29:08.319 want to interrupt you but I was thinking the 00:29:08.319 --> 00:29:10.779 other day about that just exactly that like when 00:29:10.779 --> 00:29:14.279 you're walking in public and I sort of um went 00:29:14.279 --> 00:29:18.240 into the human mode where I I shut off my peripheral 00:29:18.240 --> 00:29:20.839 which is where I see anything in spirit is in 00:29:20.839 --> 00:29:23.519 my peripheral only so it's like I shut that down 00:29:23.519 --> 00:29:27.960 and I noticed myself like consciously doing it 00:29:27.960 --> 00:29:30.220 but I like I noticed that I was doing it and 00:29:30.220 --> 00:29:33.039 was like wow I guess that's why I shut down for 00:29:33.039 --> 00:29:35.700 so long and like that's how I do it I just like 00:29:35.700 --> 00:29:39.200 put my blinders up and pretend like no one can 00:29:39.200 --> 00:29:41.559 see me no one can feel me I can't feel anyone 00:29:41.559 --> 00:29:44.200 no one can you know like and and it just isn't 00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:47.160 simply not true but we all tell ourselves that 00:29:47.160 --> 00:29:50.079 to like exist it's yeah it's very strange it's 00:29:50.079 --> 00:29:54.000 very strange how they separated us all yeah they 00:29:54.679 --> 00:29:58.779 Give you false connection through pixels on a 00:29:58.779 --> 00:30:01.940 phone You look very real and you're responding 00:30:01.940 --> 00:30:05.259 to me the voice in my ear right now Sounds like 00:30:05.259 --> 00:30:09.059 you but it is not you It is not your vocal cords 00:30:09.059 --> 00:30:12.819 that I'm hearing. Yeah, I'm hearing a digital 00:30:12.819 --> 00:30:17.140 recreation of You and I'm seeing a digital recreation 00:30:17.140 --> 00:30:20.920 of you right now. So Right now my brain is building 00:30:20.920 --> 00:30:23.740 pathways of connection towards something artificial 00:30:23.819 --> 00:30:27.440 there is something organic behind it but don't 00:30:27.440 --> 00:30:29.559 you see everyone staying home now because they 00:30:29.559 --> 00:30:31.960 can just connect on their computer and there 00:30:31.960 --> 00:30:34.660 is something physiologically damaging about that 00:30:34.660 --> 00:30:38.059 at some point even down to a dna aspect our auras 00:30:38.059 --> 00:30:41.119 yeah our auras aren't able to blend and balance 00:30:41.119 --> 00:30:46.220 each other when we're all separated you know 00:30:46.220 --> 00:30:51.170 very interesting and i also feel that when you 00:30:51.170 --> 00:30:54.309 talk about people cutting cords and these love 00:30:54.309 --> 00:30:57.049 and light people, let's first and foremost say 00:30:57.049 --> 00:31:03.430 that the souls that are contracted to stay within 00:31:03.430 --> 00:31:07.049 the love and light realm, bless you, we thank 00:31:07.049 --> 00:31:09.650 you, and your role is just as important. You 00:31:09.650 --> 00:31:12.609 do not need to be a shadow worker, a demon slayer, 00:31:12.849 --> 00:31:20.769 an archon master to be... one of the agents of 00:31:20.769 --> 00:31:23.730 goodness and the reason why we are ascending, 00:31:23.890 --> 00:31:28.089 right? So we all have our place. When ants climb 00:31:28.089 --> 00:31:30.750 on top of each other to create a larger ant, 00:31:31.490 --> 00:31:33.710 you know, they will become a larger ant, hundreds 00:31:33.710 --> 00:31:36.730 of them, to reach something. Well, some of them 00:31:36.730 --> 00:31:38.809 are at the bottom, some of them are at the top. 00:31:38.910 --> 00:31:41.650 They don't see the ones at the bottom as less 00:31:41.650 --> 00:31:44.970 than. These up here have more work to do, these 00:31:44.970 --> 00:31:47.269 have more support to give, and everyone just 00:31:47.269 --> 00:31:50.710 knows where to go. And I'm not trying to compare 00:31:50.710 --> 00:31:53.289 us to a hive mind because we're not a hive mind, 00:31:53.410 --> 00:31:56.009 we're a collective mind, it is different. We 00:31:56.009 --> 00:31:58.410 operate through individual sovereignty but hooked 00:31:58.410 --> 00:32:02.470 into the same grid, fifth dimension and above, 00:32:02.569 --> 00:32:06.170 if you want to look at it directionally. So I 00:32:06.170 --> 00:32:09.099 just want to say that... So many of them say 00:32:09.099 --> 00:32:11.099 that they're love and light and many of them 00:32:11.099 --> 00:32:13.619 just haven't encountered as I did. I was a love 00:32:13.619 --> 00:32:16.740 and light person because Abraham told me if you 00:32:16.740 --> 00:32:18.619 give your attention to the dark, you'll create 00:32:18.619 --> 00:32:21.539 more of it. So not only will I attract more of 00:32:21.539 --> 00:32:24.019 it into my life, but I will create more of it 00:32:24.019 --> 00:32:27.079 for the whole collective, which is actually not 00:32:27.079 --> 00:32:30.359 even how it works here. So Abraham exists outside 00:32:30.359 --> 00:32:35.420 of 3D. So how privileged of them to speak from 00:32:35.420 --> 00:32:39.230 where they are. Okay now they're there to hold 00:32:39.230 --> 00:32:43.930 that awareness and that light so that we can 00:32:43.930 --> 00:32:47.009 reach that because many people do need to be 00:32:47.009 --> 00:32:49.009 told that here's the light come toward it and 00:32:49.009 --> 00:32:51.490 that's it. Many of us tried to go toward that 00:32:51.490 --> 00:32:54.930 light and then encountered things and we don't 00:32:54.930 --> 00:32:57.450 have any more time to be gaslit or told that 00:32:57.450 --> 00:32:59.490 we're evil because these things are happening. 00:32:59.930 --> 00:33:02.710 That's part of the program. Many of them will 00:33:02.710 --> 00:33:06.359 actually Our contact entities reptilian entities 00:33:06.359 --> 00:33:09.700 will get into people lightworkers and turn against 00:33:09.700 --> 00:33:12.119 so that they turn against each other scare each 00:33:12.119 --> 00:33:14.500 other There have been clients I've had who made 00:33:14.500 --> 00:33:17.359 me question Do I even want to do this work anymore 00:33:17.359 --> 00:33:22.759 because they made up a lie? complete lie About 00:33:22.759 --> 00:33:25.480 me right where it felt Twilight Zone where I 00:33:25.480 --> 00:33:27.700 had to say it could just be that they're misunderstood 00:33:27.700 --> 00:33:30.960 and there's trauma and We're not in alignment 00:33:31.180 --> 00:33:33.339 there's that layer but then there's also the 00:33:33.339 --> 00:33:38.299 layer of could it be a false matrix entity, an 00:33:38.299 --> 00:33:41.200 archon, a demonic, whatever we want to call it. 00:33:41.279 --> 00:33:43.200 People get very triggered by all these words 00:33:43.200 --> 00:33:45.099 because they don't know where they are in the 00:33:45.099 --> 00:33:47.000 room and in their energy field and how to stop 00:33:47.000 --> 00:33:52.400 it and I get it but if we are not... we have 00:33:52.400 --> 00:33:54.319 to pay attention to that some of us. Some of 00:33:54.319 --> 00:33:56.900 us came here specifically to clear all of that 00:33:56.900 --> 00:34:00.640 and someone like myself actually doesn't see 00:34:01.590 --> 00:34:04.430 The devil and demons the way other people do 00:34:04.430 --> 00:34:07.369 and I don't believe in Satan as a horned being 00:34:07.369 --> 00:34:10.750 it is a planet It's a computer and it is a false 00:34:10.750 --> 00:34:14.389 matrix and so I see things differently than other 00:34:14.389 --> 00:34:18.389 people do and I also know that Many of us did 00:34:18.389 --> 00:34:21.630 come here to help those that we would consider 00:34:21.630 --> 00:34:25.010 the witches the abusers the evil ones the outcast 00:34:25.010 --> 00:34:29.570 ones of the current time and so they also contain 00:34:29.570 --> 00:34:35.690 source energy the murderers the the All of them 00:34:35.690 --> 00:34:37.710 whatever labels we want to put on them whatever 00:34:37.710 --> 00:34:40.289 horrible thing that they've done Whether through 00:34:40.289 --> 00:34:43.269 their trauma through being possessed or having 00:34:43.269 --> 00:34:45.929 some sort of mind control program running through 00:34:45.929 --> 00:34:50.059 them We believe that it's bad eggs. They're just 00:34:50.059 --> 00:34:52.119 bad humans and they need to be put in jail and 00:34:52.119 --> 00:34:56.440 killed and, you know, burned at the stake in 00:34:56.440 --> 00:34:59.059 front of the town square. We have not really 00:34:59.059 --> 00:35:01.679 evolved that much in the past few thousand years. 00:35:01.880 --> 00:35:07.219 We just have better technology. It is very interesting 00:35:07.219 --> 00:35:11.599 that you say it like that because I had one... 00:35:11.599 --> 00:35:13.840 I wouldn't say that I had like one awakening. 00:35:14.199 --> 00:35:17.119 as you say, it's not one thing it continuously 00:35:17.119 --> 00:35:21.860 evolves. But I did have one instance where my 00:35:21.860 --> 00:35:24.960 energy was extremely high. And I also believe 00:35:24.960 --> 00:35:28.280 it was a Kundalini awakening in conjunction with 00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:32.440 a spiritual awakening. So I forget where I was 00:35:32.440 --> 00:35:34.760 going with that almost. It's so funny. That's 00:35:34.760 --> 00:35:37.039 very interesting. My mind just got like wiped. 00:35:37.440 --> 00:35:41.210 Well, It's interesting that you look at Kundalini 00:35:41.210 --> 00:35:43.769 awakening as different than a spiritual awakening 00:35:43.769 --> 00:35:46.460 when... It is. I know you don't, but the way 00:35:46.460 --> 00:35:48.980 you said it was, it was in conjunction with your 00:35:48.980 --> 00:35:51.360 spiritual awakening, and it's interesting that 00:35:51.360 --> 00:35:54.519 it may just be that that was the awakening for 00:35:54.519 --> 00:35:57.539 you, and that many people have experienced their 00:35:57.539 --> 00:36:00.179 spiritual awakening, and Kundalini was involved. 00:36:00.280 --> 00:36:03.179 It just didn't erupt. It wasn't a spontaneous 00:36:03.179 --> 00:36:07.179 awakening that caused 21 days of no sleep and 00:36:07.179 --> 00:36:09.599 psychosis like it did for me. You know what I 00:36:09.599 --> 00:36:13.559 mean? The horror stories and the amazing stories 00:36:13.559 --> 00:36:16.079 you hear about when people feel like they're 00:36:16.079 --> 00:36:18.900 having a full body orgasm for 15 minutes and 00:36:18.900 --> 00:36:20.840 they, you know, they can't come back from that 00:36:20.840 --> 00:36:23.460 after, you know, they've, there's a reason the 00:36:23.460 --> 00:36:26.780 French call an orgasm, le petit morte, the little 00:36:26.780 --> 00:36:31.539 death, because you merge with source. So there's, 00:36:31.800 --> 00:36:36.780 there are definitely Ways that we look at things 00:36:36.780 --> 00:36:39.900 as spiritual people and we put things in these 00:36:39.900 --> 00:36:42.119 boxes Here's Kundalini awakening and I'm just 00:36:42.119 --> 00:36:43.980 using this as an example because I've done it 00:36:43.980 --> 00:36:46.380 as well What's this? Because there are lots of 00:36:46.380 --> 00:36:48.099 people out there who are going through spiritual 00:36:48.099 --> 00:36:51.639 awakening But they're not exhibiting all of the 00:36:51.639 --> 00:36:54.079 symptoms of Kundalini rising, you know, they're 00:36:54.079 --> 00:36:55.920 having a mental awakening There are different 00:36:55.920 --> 00:37:00.460 types of awakenings. Yeah regardless of what's 00:37:00.460 --> 00:37:04.190 happening you definitely had the moment in which 00:37:04.190 --> 00:37:06.650 you weren't just going to remember with your 00:37:06.650 --> 00:37:09.449 mind like many of us did. I remember back when 00:37:09.449 --> 00:37:12.289 I remembered with my mind when Abraham said things, 00:37:12.389 --> 00:37:14.909 when Bashar said things, when I read ancient 00:37:14.909 --> 00:37:18.090 texts or other channel material, the Seth material, 00:37:18.670 --> 00:37:21.670 I remember knowing, oh, this is true, this is 00:37:21.670 --> 00:37:23.769 true, this is true, but it was not until I had 00:37:23.769 --> 00:37:27.739 my Kundalini awakening and my even years before 00:37:27.739 --> 00:37:29.760 that when I had chakras opening and didn't know 00:37:29.760 --> 00:37:32.840 what was happening there had to be an auric field 00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:36.519 and physiological shift that occurred to allow 00:37:36.519 --> 00:37:39.719 more of the light in not just the mental concepts 00:37:39.719 --> 00:37:43.639 yes what spirituality is you have a lot of people 00:37:43.639 --> 00:37:46.420 who have awakened to what's happening or are 00:37:46.420 --> 00:37:49.920 awake to something but they have not even taken 00:37:49.920 --> 00:37:52.500 the DNA shift or the physiological shift or had 00:37:52.500 --> 00:37:54.500 a medicine journey that shifted their brain out 00:37:54.500 --> 00:37:57.940 of that timeline completely. And so does that 00:37:57.940 --> 00:38:00.579 mean they're behind? No, it just means that we're 00:38:00.579 --> 00:38:02.800 all on our journey where we are, just like the 00:38:02.800 --> 00:38:05.639 ants all stacked on top of each other. Yeah. 00:38:05.880 --> 00:38:07.800 No, that brings me back. That brings me back 00:38:07.800 --> 00:38:10.360 to what I was saying, because like you were sort 00:38:10.360 --> 00:38:13.179 of you were just saying that they through different 00:38:13.179 --> 00:38:15.840 experiences, it could be one or the other or 00:38:15.840 --> 00:38:18.019 both. And it's all sort of also the same thing. 00:38:18.219 --> 00:38:23.139 But In this instance, my consciousness shifted 00:38:23.139 --> 00:38:26.019 timelines and then returned. And I believe my 00:38:26.019 --> 00:38:29.000 higher self came into my body to protect me because 00:38:29.000 --> 00:38:33.030 I was getting psychically attacked. So in a way 00:38:33.030 --> 00:38:36.309 it was like my body had to respond to Taking 00:38:36.309 --> 00:38:39.550 on that new frequency from my highest self that 00:38:39.550 --> 00:38:44.630 was like it like I felt shot out like Exploded 00:38:44.630 --> 00:38:46.789 my nervous system. So I don't know if it was 00:38:46.789 --> 00:38:49.150 Kundalini or if it was that or if that's what 00:38:49.150 --> 00:38:53.409 Kundalini is ultimately also like it's sort of 00:38:53.409 --> 00:38:57.710 like it's sort of like a well Kundalini is a 00:38:57.710 --> 00:38:59.789 part of our ascension. It's a part of our light 00:38:59.789 --> 00:39:02.889 body activation. It is part of our divine feminine 00:39:02.889 --> 00:39:07.190 principle. So it is absolutely a part of all 00:39:07.190 --> 00:39:10.130 of our spiritual awakenings at some point. It's 00:39:10.130 --> 00:39:12.829 just we see other people going through what I 00:39:12.829 --> 00:39:16.630 went through or having these intense experiences 00:39:16.630 --> 00:39:20.710 and people want that so that they can have a 00:39:20.710 --> 00:39:25.409 clear definitive idea of yes I am awake because 00:39:25.409 --> 00:39:27.309 I went through a Kundalini awakening it isn't 00:39:27.309 --> 00:39:29.389 just something it isn't just memes that I like 00:39:29.389 --> 00:39:32.730 now it isn't just these new Instagram pages star 00:39:32.730 --> 00:39:36.769 seed underscore seven seven seven that I'm following 00:39:36.769 --> 00:39:40.949 now I actually had a shift energetically or I'm 00:39:40.949 --> 00:39:42.909 able to say I went through Kundalini awakening 00:39:42.909 --> 00:39:46.010 this is part of the 3d construct this is part 00:39:46.010 --> 00:39:50.940 of being a species that was messed with on a 00:39:50.940 --> 00:39:53.199 DNA level. This is part of having a reptilian 00:39:53.199 --> 00:39:55.760 brain. This is part of the ego construct of the 00:39:55.760 --> 00:39:59.320 reptilian brain in the human right now is that 00:39:59.320 --> 00:40:05.280 we went from a horse and buggy and corsets to 00:40:05.280 --> 00:40:11.800 having iPhones in the matter of a lifespan. You 00:40:11.800 --> 00:40:14.699 have to understand that my great grandmother 00:40:14.699 --> 00:40:19.579 who died in 2007, who was 107 years old, had 00:40:19.579 --> 00:40:21.940 never, when she was born, did not have running 00:40:21.940 --> 00:40:24.300 water, there were no TVs, they didn't, there 00:40:24.300 --> 00:40:28.679 were no cars, where she was, at least. So you 00:40:28.679 --> 00:40:31.239 have to understand that we went from that to 00:40:31.239 --> 00:40:34.579 having an iPhone and all of this in the matter 00:40:34.579 --> 00:40:40.199 of someone's lifetime. And so that can really 00:40:40.199 --> 00:40:43.980 disturb the human, actually. It's like giving 00:40:43.980 --> 00:40:49.070 a child guns. in certain way you know it's like 00:40:49.070 --> 00:40:51.449 we're we really are not ready for this which 00:40:51.449 --> 00:40:55.210 is why we're being given it in ways uh not that 00:40:55.210 --> 00:40:58.289 not only make money for a lot of people slow 00:40:58.289 --> 00:41:01.429 dripped ways of giving technology out but they 00:41:01.429 --> 00:41:03.690 need us to assimilate into the technology or 00:41:03.690 --> 00:41:05.349 we would have never been given it because much 00:41:05.349 --> 00:41:07.429 of it's been around for thousands of years these 00:41:07.429 --> 00:41:10.309 alpha draconians have been space travelers for 00:41:10.309 --> 00:41:14.250 billions of years so the fact that they have 00:41:14.250 --> 00:41:17.840 been creating society for 5 000 years and letting 00:41:17.840 --> 00:41:24.179 us carve things out of wood and stone and letting 00:41:24.179 --> 00:41:31.800 us paint each other on big portraits. Either 00:41:31.800 --> 00:41:34.079 there was a great reset and all of that is a 00:41:34.079 --> 00:41:37.519 lie, or the reptilians kept the technology that 00:41:37.519 --> 00:41:39.739 they've had to themselves and slowly dripped 00:41:39.739 --> 00:41:43.150 it out and gave it to us. During the time of 00:41:43.150 --> 00:41:45.429 the great awakening to make sure that many of 00:41:45.429 --> 00:41:48.530 us would pay attention to the black mirror instead 00:41:48.530 --> 00:41:53.349 of the organic light So many people are being 00:41:53.349 --> 00:41:55.570 siphoned right now. I've been siphoned. I have 00:41:55.570 --> 00:41:58.590 been attacked I have been infiltrated by entities 00:41:58.590 --> 00:42:01.650 and and things like that that happens when you 00:42:01.650 --> 00:42:04.610 do this type of work that I do and you don't 00:42:04.159 --> 00:42:06.820 believe in the dark that's the thing is it actually 00:42:06.820 --> 00:42:10.039 served me to admit that these things were happening 00:42:10.039 --> 00:42:11.960 and that this could happen and that this might 00:42:11.960 --> 00:42:15.840 be happening to me because it explained a lot 00:42:15.840 --> 00:42:18.500 and then also helped me to understand how to 00:42:18.500 --> 00:42:21.980 defend against it which is why there's a defense 00:42:21.980 --> 00:42:26.420 against the dark arts class yeah at Hogwarts 00:42:27.110 --> 00:42:30.869 Okay, because if it exists, let us prepare you 00:42:30.869 --> 00:42:33.590 for it. But all the other classes, as you have, 00:42:33.710 --> 00:42:36.869 as you can tell, are not teaching you those dark 00:42:36.869 --> 00:42:40.210 things. We will teach you about it, not teach 00:42:40.210 --> 00:42:42.650 it to you, but teach you about it because the 00:42:42.650 --> 00:42:45.650 darkness always serves the light. Yeah. Yeah. 00:42:45.789 --> 00:42:48.110 Yeah. But in order to defend yourself, you must 00:42:48.110 --> 00:42:52.030 understand the capabilities so that you are prepared 00:42:52.030 --> 00:42:55.260 to fight back. and the light always understands 00:42:55.260 --> 00:42:57.679 how the darkness operates but the darkness does 00:42:57.679 --> 00:43:00.219 not understand how the light operates because 00:43:00.219 --> 00:43:03.000 the dark is a mirror reflection of the light 00:43:03.000 --> 00:43:06.539 so yes it is opposite when you raise your right 00:43:06.539 --> 00:43:09.940 hand your mirror reflection is raising its left 00:43:09.940 --> 00:43:13.000 hand okay the left hand and the right hand path 00:43:13.000 --> 00:43:17.320 okay and so neither is right or wrong that exists 00:43:17.320 --> 00:43:20.510 here Yeah, people have this these love and light 00:43:20.510 --> 00:43:22.849 people also have this and I hate to even call 00:43:22.849 --> 00:43:25.469 them that because they have such good intention 00:43:25.469 --> 00:43:28.469 Many of them have just decided that they want 00:43:28.469 --> 00:43:31.489 goodness They don't realize that good is something 00:43:31.489 --> 00:43:34.030 that is a construct and you can only have it 00:43:34.030 --> 00:43:38.110 if evil exists Okay, but they want love they 00:43:38.110 --> 00:43:40.960 want love and connection. They want Goodness, 00:43:41.219 --> 00:43:44.159 humans are naturally oriented toward the light, 00:43:44.179 --> 00:43:47.880 which is why they have to work so hard to manipulate 00:43:47.880 --> 00:43:51.300 us, mind control us, and mutate us away from 00:43:51.300 --> 00:43:55.760 it. And we're such creator beings that we're 00:43:55.760 --> 00:44:01.400 that siphonable, attackable, at least here, but 00:44:01.400 --> 00:44:05.019 we're the batteries that they want to power their 00:44:05.019 --> 00:44:08.800 phantom matrix and their false light grids. So 00:44:08.800 --> 00:44:11.289 we have to understand that the love and light 00:44:11.289 --> 00:44:16.329 people, their intentions are good. The intentions 00:44:16.329 --> 00:44:19.590 are in the right place. They're not understanding 00:44:19.590 --> 00:44:22.710 duality and how this matrix actually operates. 00:44:23.010 --> 00:44:27.329 And they know, the false matrix architects, that 00:44:27.329 --> 00:44:30.250 if the humans give their power away to this false 00:44:30.250 --> 00:44:33.489 light, you know, we'll call it light, even though 00:44:33.489 --> 00:44:35.809 it's me, even though it's the devil dressed up 00:44:35.809 --> 00:44:38.980 as Jesus. right? We'll give them a Jesus and 00:44:38.980 --> 00:44:42.460 then a Satan or a God and then a Satan, and we 00:44:42.460 --> 00:44:45.079 will be both of them, which is why they love 00:44:45.079 --> 00:44:49.179 checker boards and checker floors, and we will 00:44:49.179 --> 00:44:51.159 be both of them, and then we will be the masters 00:44:51.159 --> 00:44:54.179 of duality. And so, all the humans who want good 00:44:54.179 --> 00:44:56.360 will siphon their energy, and all the humans 00:44:56.360 --> 00:44:58.420 that we have been able to infiltrate and are 00:44:58.420 --> 00:45:00.840 now doing our bidding directly, well, they can 00:45:00.840 --> 00:45:04.829 come to the satanic church. and just outright 00:45:04.829 --> 00:45:07.650 say what we're doing instead of pretending to 00:45:07.650 --> 00:45:10.750 drink the body of the blood of Christ and eat 00:45:10.750 --> 00:45:14.929 his body. Yeah. Yeah. Interesting satanic ritual 00:45:14.929 --> 00:45:18.349 happening there. It's like literally mirrored. 00:45:20.349 --> 00:45:24.969 I think, oh, geez. I came back to what I was 00:45:24.969 --> 00:45:28.210 saying about the... my Kundalini awakening experience, 00:45:28.289 --> 00:45:31.489 I didn't have any knowledge of spirituality or 00:45:31.489 --> 00:45:33.309 I didn't even know what anything was. I didn't 00:45:33.309 --> 00:45:36.130 even know what chakras were and when this occurred. 00:45:36.869 --> 00:45:39.550 So yeah, I was like, I didn't know what was happening. 00:45:40.789 --> 00:45:44.289 But in retrospect, I understand. I believe that 00:45:44.289 --> 00:45:49.269 was a Kundalini awakening. But all of the the 00:45:49.269 --> 00:45:51.989 like natural gifts coming on with that sort of 00:45:51.989 --> 00:45:55.650 surge in frequency and energy and having the 00:45:55.650 --> 00:46:02.380 capacity like uptick very quickly um can be very 00:46:02.380 --> 00:46:06.039 destabilizing and in that time I was like really 00:46:06.039 --> 00:46:09.119 seeking guidance and I think you mentioned earlier 00:46:09.119 --> 00:46:11.780 when you're transitioning from fourth to fifth 00:46:11.780 --> 00:46:14.440 the different the duality and how it like ramps 00:46:14.440 --> 00:46:16.760 up and entity attachments and all those things 00:46:16.760 --> 00:46:20.199 that was all happening with me and I was seeking 00:46:20.199 --> 00:46:22.480 a lot of guidance from different people locally 00:46:22.480 --> 00:46:26.659 because I wanted to be in person um and it's 00:46:26.659 --> 00:46:31.360 interesting I I learned Reiki from a woman and 00:46:31.360 --> 00:46:38.199 I went to her for energy work and I started to 00:46:38.199 --> 00:46:42.880 get the feeling after a while that she was... 00:46:42.880 --> 00:46:45.260 She brought up that there was an entity and she 00:46:45.260 --> 00:46:50.480 seemed very alarmed by it and she basically told 00:46:50.480 --> 00:46:55.230 me not to... not to tell someone the truth about 00:46:55.230 --> 00:46:57.190 something that was really bothering me. And she 00:46:57.190 --> 00:46:59.090 was like, there's an entity here and they really 00:46:59.090 --> 00:47:00.710 don't want you to do that. Like you should not 00:47:00.710 --> 00:47:02.409 say anything to this person, blah, blah, blah. 00:47:02.929 --> 00:47:07.610 And I was very conflicted because I'm like, I 00:47:07.610 --> 00:47:10.690 come to you for guidance and I can't see the 00:47:10.690 --> 00:47:13.250 stuff myself, which apparently, you know, that's 00:47:13.250 --> 00:47:16.889 not true. But at the time I was outsourcing my 00:47:16.889 --> 00:47:18.750 power and I was really seeking guidance and I 00:47:18.750 --> 00:47:20.849 wanted somebody to tell me like, do this, don't 00:47:20.849 --> 00:47:27.150 do this. inside of me, I was really like my alarms 00:47:27.150 --> 00:47:29.510 were going off. And I was like, I think that 00:47:29.510 --> 00:47:32.309 something just hopped into her. And I probably 00:47:32.309 --> 00:47:34.670 should not get energy work from her, because 00:47:34.670 --> 00:47:39.469 I don't trust who she is right now. It was it 00:47:39.469 --> 00:47:42.090 was a very uncomfortable feeling. So like, in 00:47:42.090 --> 00:47:44.090 a sense, I guess what I also wanted to like loop 00:47:44.090 --> 00:47:47.349 back in there with that is the the the love and 00:47:47.349 --> 00:47:51.670 light crowd not understanding how to defend themselves 00:47:51.670 --> 00:47:54.690 truly from the darkness, which is how you internally 00:47:54.690 --> 00:47:58.590 feel in yourself. I don't know that there's any 00:47:58.590 --> 00:48:01.730 magic guide for any one person. It's very complex, 00:48:02.389 --> 00:48:07.250 but it's possible. But yeah, people have gaps 00:48:07.250 --> 00:48:10.809 and sometimes entities can pop in to people who 00:48:10.809 --> 00:48:14.769 you know. And just having the awareness around 00:48:14.769 --> 00:48:17.809 that, always having discernment, using your own 00:48:17.809 --> 00:48:20.849 intuition and trusting yourself. Don't ever listen 00:48:20.849 --> 00:48:22.730 to like someone just because they're telling 00:48:22.730 --> 00:48:27.139 you to do something or not. Exactly. have been 00:48:27.139 --> 00:48:30.320 the way her channel received what was happening. 00:48:31.079 --> 00:48:34.780 And also when we say jumping in or entities coming 00:48:34.780 --> 00:48:37.820 in, let's be very clear that actual possession 00:48:37.820 --> 00:48:44.059 is in the is below 10 % of what's actually happening. 00:48:44.199 --> 00:48:47.760 Okay. And that's mostly reserved for children 00:48:47.760 --> 00:48:50.739 and the elite and celebrities and things like 00:48:50.739 --> 00:48:54.619 that actual demonic possession or reptilian possession 00:48:54.619 --> 00:48:58.369 or that sort of thing. a thrill that's when they 00:48:58.369 --> 00:49:01.130 you know when when it gets into your eye and 00:49:01.130 --> 00:49:03.730 it takes over your body that whole thing oh my 00:49:03.730 --> 00:49:05.969 goodness just there's many different forms of 00:49:05.969 --> 00:49:07.949 possession what we're talking about what i think 00:49:07.949 --> 00:49:10.650 you mean and what i want to make sure everyone 00:49:10.650 --> 00:49:13.030 is aware of is that they're not popping into 00:49:13.030 --> 00:49:16.570 our bodies and taking over necessarily it can 00:49:16.570 --> 00:49:19.190 that can happen that's just not really what's 00:49:19.190 --> 00:49:22.840 happening what they're doing is they're interfacing 00:49:22.840 --> 00:49:27.619 with your broadcast signal and in putting a song 00:49:27.619 --> 00:49:31.679 or certain notes underneath or into let's say 00:49:31.679 --> 00:49:36.079 you're tuned to 95 .7 they can come in and put 00:49:36.079 --> 00:49:38.500 some things there but we have to understand that 00:49:38.500 --> 00:49:43.639 if these entities are able to enter from how 00:49:43.639 --> 00:49:46.860 do I say this able to interfere with a reader 00:49:46.860 --> 00:49:51.820 a psychic a channels session they have not Set 00:49:51.820 --> 00:49:55.239 and sealed the space the way they should or Many 00:49:55.239 --> 00:49:57.280 of the guides that they're calling in who they 00:49:57.280 --> 00:50:00.260 think are their light guides are not actually 00:50:00.260 --> 00:50:05.320 It could be false light But they are obviously 00:50:05.610 --> 00:50:08.550 they also have a lot of trauma or things that 00:50:08.550 --> 00:50:11.489 they still need to work through. And as someone 00:50:11.489 --> 00:50:15.349 who embodies Chiron, which Chiron with an I is 00:50:15.349 --> 00:50:18.289 the Wounded Healer, Chiron with a Y is the Shaman, 00:50:18.409 --> 00:50:21.409 the Rainbow Bridge, the Galactic Shaman. Well, 00:50:22.010 --> 00:50:25.630 let's just honor the fact that we are not Chiron 00:50:25.630 --> 00:50:28.369 with a Y yet because we are not done with our 00:50:28.369 --> 00:50:32.789 healing process either. So, If we have weak spots 00:50:32.789 --> 00:50:35.530 in our aura weak spots in our ego if we have 00:50:35.530 --> 00:50:38.429 deep fears around the dark and that sort of thing 00:50:38.429 --> 00:50:44.429 That's an easy program or an easy Weak spot in 00:50:44.429 --> 00:50:47.670 your aura or in your psyche for them to hijack 00:50:47.670 --> 00:50:50.869 or take over because someone whose entire work 00:50:50.869 --> 00:50:53.969 is around clearing entities or removing these 00:50:53.969 --> 00:50:57.289 entities for them to be afraid of them in any 00:50:57.289 --> 00:51:02.099 way is your first indicator that this person's 00:51:02.099 --> 00:51:05.440 intentions may be good, but they are not healed 00:51:05.440 --> 00:51:08.460 enough to be doing this work at the level that 00:51:08.460 --> 00:51:12.400 they will. Yeah. We have to understand that the 00:51:12.400 --> 00:51:15.320 clients who came to my retreat four years ago, 00:51:15.420 --> 00:51:19.940 as you did, and then you came to one recently. 00:51:20.280 --> 00:51:23.820 Yeah. Okay. Could you tell the difference? Oh, 00:51:23.820 --> 00:51:27.159 yes. Okay, so my intentions were really good 00:51:27.159 --> 00:51:29.659 four or five years ago However, there were a 00:51:29.659 --> 00:51:31.599 lot of things that I was still healing through 00:51:31.599 --> 00:51:34.000 and I had gone through an awakening Should I 00:51:34.000 --> 00:51:36.480 wait until I'm totally healed to start hosting 00:51:36.480 --> 00:51:38.980 retreats? Because if I look back at five years 00:51:38.980 --> 00:51:42.179 ago I would say that I was not fully in my integrity 00:51:42.179 --> 00:51:45.940 or not fully in my power and not fully Holding 00:51:45.940 --> 00:51:48.440 space the way that I could and I can tell you 00:51:48.440 --> 00:51:51.159 right now That my future self who comes to me 00:51:51.159 --> 00:51:55.989 with his drum and his bald head When he comes 00:51:55.989 --> 00:51:59.289 to me, he feels way more grounded, aligned, sure, 00:51:59.690 --> 00:52:04.929 confident, and safe than even I do now. Can we 00:52:04.929 --> 00:52:08.449 allow each other to grow even though we're stepping 00:52:08.449 --> 00:52:12.650 into roles of service? Because we know it's going 00:52:12.650 --> 00:52:16.210 to be messy, but we need to step up into service 00:52:16.210 --> 00:52:19.289 and figure it out as we go. We can't spend the 00:52:19.289 --> 00:52:22.349 next 13 years getting a brain surgery degree. 00:52:22.960 --> 00:52:25.280 Yeah, okay, especially when we've done these 00:52:25.280 --> 00:52:27.500 things and many other lives. So we just need 00:52:27.500 --> 00:52:30.940 to open our portals pull in the Gifts from these 00:52:30.940 --> 00:52:34.000 other lives. We've lived pulling that shamanic 00:52:34.000 --> 00:52:36.440 wisdom psychic wisdom It's also going to come 00:52:36.440 --> 00:52:38.619 in with all the stuff that they did in that lifetime 00:52:38.619 --> 00:52:42.519 that you will have to rectify look at It's already 00:52:42.519 --> 00:52:44.380 in your energy field So it actually gives you 00:52:44.380 --> 00:52:46.900 a chance to release that density or to witness 00:52:46.900 --> 00:52:49.829 it and show it love and give yours The totality 00:52:49.829 --> 00:52:52.650 of yourself in this realm forgiveness and all 00:52:52.650 --> 00:52:55.789 of that is magic The darkness is always serving 00:52:55.789 --> 00:52:57.989 the light. That's what I want everyone to realize 00:52:57.989 --> 00:53:03.809 is that This All of this even the entity she's 00:53:03.809 --> 00:53:06.369 removing the entity getting into her. It's all 00:53:06.369 --> 00:53:12.610 making us more clear more aware And it's causing 00:53:12.610 --> 00:53:15.050 all of these conversations to happen. And yes, 00:53:15.070 --> 00:53:19.329 there's messy This happening there's fuckery 00:53:19.329 --> 00:53:22.530 happening. Okay, and it's because we're human 00:53:22.530 --> 00:53:24.650 It's because we're all trying to tap out of a 00:53:24.650 --> 00:53:27.769 matrix that we have been in for lifetimes for 00:53:27.769 --> 00:53:30.590 thousands and thousands of years We're all doing 00:53:30.590 --> 00:53:33.610 our best and many of us have an wounded inner 00:53:33.610 --> 00:53:36.489 child that shows up in our own healing work because 00:53:36.489 --> 00:53:38.769 how could it not? Because you have many people 00:53:38.769 --> 00:53:41.590 stepping into their roles as a healer a shaman 00:53:41.590 --> 00:53:44.909 a priestess a psychic Because they want to feel 00:53:44.909 --> 00:53:46.789 special. They want to feel different. They want 00:53:46.789 --> 00:53:50.809 to feel Unique or they want to feel powerful 00:53:50.809 --> 00:53:53.710 You have a lot of shamans and healers who who 00:53:53.710 --> 00:53:56.289 just want to be the center of attention just 00:53:56.289 --> 00:53:59.730 want to be Feel like they have some sort of power 00:53:59.730 --> 00:54:04.210 and I can tell you right now That if any of them 00:54:04.210 --> 00:54:07.070 don't realize that that's what's happening and 00:54:07.070 --> 00:54:10.269 their intention is to do good, then their higher 00:54:10.269 --> 00:54:14.090 self will lead the way, and those egoic constructs, 00:54:14.110 --> 00:54:17.010 those dark entities, those contracts, those unhealed 00:54:17.010 --> 00:54:19.590 parts will come to the surface as they're supposed 00:54:19.590 --> 00:54:22.070 to and be looked at, and the person will continue 00:54:22.070 --> 00:54:23.969 to take their power back, take their sovereignty, 00:54:24.510 --> 00:54:26.809 become more sovereign, and start to say, that's 00:54:26.809 --> 00:54:29.769 not the way I want to do it. There used to be 00:54:29.769 --> 00:54:33.170 a metatron's cube right here on the wall. Now 00:54:33.170 --> 00:54:35.519 there's a print symbol because this is this is 00:54:35.519 --> 00:54:38.639 the symbol I use in my healing work, not Metatron's 00:54:38.639 --> 00:54:41.260 Cube, but I thought Metatron's Cube was a sacred 00:54:41.260 --> 00:54:45.840 symbol for the past 15 years. So when I discover 00:54:45.840 --> 00:54:48.500 things, it's not my job to tell you what you 00:54:48.500 --> 00:54:50.980 should believe, but it is my job to say, hey, 00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:54.480 I believe Metatron is a false light guide. I 00:54:54.480 --> 00:54:57.559 don't believe that Enoch can just grow wings 00:54:57.559 --> 00:55:01.139 and then decide to be the keeper of this sacred 00:55:01.139 --> 00:55:07.119 symbol. And they're all white too, like Saint 00:55:07.119 --> 00:55:10.260 Germain, you know, just this white guy with his 00:55:10.260 --> 00:55:13.880 satchel and his little flask, you know, walking 00:55:13.880 --> 00:55:18.099 up Mount Shasta. And I'm sure the mountain itself 00:55:18.099 --> 00:55:21.139 was like, you know what? I like blonde hair, 00:55:21.219 --> 00:55:24.099 blue eyed men. I think you should be the keeper 00:55:24.099 --> 00:55:27.400 of the violet flame. I think you should. And 00:55:27.400 --> 00:55:29.820 I think you should ascend and tell all these 00:55:29.820 --> 00:55:32.139 billions and billions and billions and billions 00:55:32.139 --> 00:55:36.539 of people, How you did it Because they haven't 00:55:36.539 --> 00:55:40.599 done it yet, but you have You got to ascend and 00:55:40.599 --> 00:55:44.099 you get to share your secret With all of them 00:55:44.099 --> 00:55:46.840 and it's this big ball of fire that's purple 00:55:46.840 --> 00:55:51.340 colored and it's gonna save you so If we just 00:55:51.340 --> 00:55:53.340 question and look into these things It's quite 00:55:53.340 --> 00:55:56.460 bizarre and strange and it's all part of a program 00:55:56.460 --> 00:55:59.719 and it's all ego driven and we've all been there 00:55:59.719 --> 00:56:03.260 Once I realized this is what was happening and 00:56:03.260 --> 00:56:06.000 that the violet flame energy here in Mount Shasta 00:56:06.000 --> 00:56:08.300 was not coming from Saint Germain or a flame. 00:56:08.599 --> 00:56:11.460 It was coming from the violet ray, which is what 00:56:11.460 --> 00:56:18.860 purple rain is, okay? So, good intention. Metatron 00:56:18.860 --> 00:56:22.760 is not an archangel, and I know that. I've never 00:56:22.760 --> 00:56:26.199 interfaced with a metatron, ever. No matter how 00:56:26.199 --> 00:56:29.059 many times I tried so I understand that from 00:56:29.059 --> 00:56:32.039 my experience not to be real So I said to my 00:56:32.039 --> 00:56:35.000 community and to my clients. This is not I'm 00:56:35.000 --> 00:56:37.079 taking it off of all of my websites I'm taking 00:56:37.079 --> 00:56:40.079 it off of all promotional materials that Metatron's 00:56:40.079 --> 00:56:43.739 cube and I'm doing this because it feels right 00:56:43.739 --> 00:56:49.849 to me similarly to Doreen virtue who had all 00:56:49.849 --> 00:56:53.250 of these oracle decks tarot decks and then suddenly 00:56:53.250 --> 00:56:55.869 I think she found Jesus or found God or something 00:56:55.869 --> 00:56:59.710 like that and She denounced all of her earlier 00:56:59.710 --> 00:57:02.670 creations saying that they're either Satanic 00:57:02.670 --> 00:57:04.929 or I'm not a hundred percent sure I haven't heard 00:57:04.929 --> 00:57:07.909 this story in a long time But I remember judging 00:57:07.909 --> 00:57:11.110 Doreen virtue talk about duality and darkness 00:57:11.110 --> 00:57:14.849 I judged Doreen virtue for that because I thought 00:57:14.849 --> 00:57:17.070 she was a born -again Christian who was mistaken 00:57:17.760 --> 00:57:21.820 And if she is, if she is prescribing to the Christian 00:57:21.820 --> 00:57:24.579 religion again, it's out of fear. And that's 00:57:24.579 --> 00:57:26.940 what's happening is you have this New Age movement, 00:57:27.320 --> 00:57:31.039 which is designed to siphon energy and is filled 00:57:31.039 --> 00:57:36.480 with dark energies. And when the psychics, channels, 00:57:37.079 --> 00:57:41.420 readers, spiritual gurus, once they realize that, 00:57:42.440 --> 00:57:45.500 the only the direction they have to go in is 00:57:45.500 --> 00:57:48.949 right back to the church. Yeah, because at the 00:57:48.949 --> 00:57:50.750 end of the day their root chakra their feeling 00:57:50.750 --> 00:57:53.849 of safety. They want to find safety so badly 00:57:53.849 --> 00:57:57.630 That they just go back to what they know or or 00:57:57.630 --> 00:57:59.710 well if the New Age is actually dark Then let 00:57:59.710 --> 00:58:01.889 me go back to the church not realizing that all 00:58:01.889 --> 00:58:04.690 of that was created by the reptilians, too So 00:58:04.690 --> 00:58:11.010 it is possible Doreen virtue Was also being in 00:58:11.010 --> 00:58:13.780 that Duality trap between new age and religion 00:58:13.780 --> 00:58:16.159 that people are going back into now You have 00:58:16.159 --> 00:58:18.039 a lot of readers who are becoming Christians 00:58:18.039 --> 00:58:20.559 again because they're scared. They're scared 00:58:20.559 --> 00:58:22.320 of the demons They're scared of the dark things 00:58:22.320 --> 00:58:24.579 are very very scared and it's out of survival 00:58:24.579 --> 00:58:26.679 And that was part of the program as well. All 00:58:26.679 --> 00:58:29.500 of this was designed this way by the way Yeah, 00:58:29.500 --> 00:58:33.280 but it's possible that dorian virtue also It 00:58:33.280 --> 00:58:35.940 was being in her integrity once she saw these 00:58:35.940 --> 00:58:38.320 things and she said I denounced these previous 00:58:38.320 --> 00:58:41.579 projects That I was making money off of that's 00:58:41.579 --> 00:58:44.619 the thing Christine is when I came out and said 00:58:44.619 --> 00:58:47.039 I have to create my own version of astrology 00:58:47.039 --> 00:58:49.519 because the astrology we're working with is a 00:58:49.519 --> 00:58:54.090 false matrix construct it My business was affected 00:58:54.090 --> 00:58:57.230 my business has been affected many many times 00:58:57.230 --> 00:59:00.050 every time I've shifted and or removed something 00:59:00.050 --> 00:59:03.090 or decided to go in this direction When I decided 00:59:03.090 --> 00:59:05.829 to hold medicine on my own and got away from 00:59:05.829 --> 00:59:09.590 that cult environment There was not just psychic 00:59:09.590 --> 00:59:14.070 attack, but literal attacks online to try to 00:59:14.070 --> 00:59:18.349 You know ruin my reputation that sort of thing 00:59:18.349 --> 00:59:22.289 and So it has not been easy choosing your truth, 00:59:22.289 --> 00:59:25.210 choosing your integrity, because I could be a 00:59:25.210 --> 00:59:27.570 millionaire astrologer right now if I had just 00:59:27.570 --> 00:59:32.489 shut up and just done the horoscopes and continued 00:59:32.489 --> 00:59:36.090 with the 12 sign algorithm. I could be so successful, 00:59:36.090 --> 00:59:41.250 but when you are in your integrity, I have definitely 00:59:41.250 --> 00:59:45.059 had ego in my day. I've definitely sat. you know, 00:59:45.280 --> 00:59:47.539 in front of a circle of people at a shamanic 00:59:47.539 --> 00:59:50.780 ceremony and felt powerful and probably was not 00:59:50.780 --> 00:59:53.179 in my spaceholder as much as I should have been 00:59:53.179 --> 00:59:56.360 back then. And I didn't know that though. I didn't 00:59:56.360 --> 00:59:58.739 even know what that felt like. I had to go through 00:59:58.739 --> 01:00:01.420 it and experience it. So I just want to say it 01:00:01.420 --> 01:00:04.199 is good that we improve. We release things that 01:00:04.199 --> 01:00:07.199 no longer serve us and that we come to new conclusions. 01:00:07.219 --> 01:00:08.980 And it doesn't mean that I was wrong the whole 01:00:08.980 --> 01:00:11.510 time. It meant that If I'm here to take down, 01:00:11.550 --> 01:00:13.969 not take down, but dissolve or dismantle false 01:00:13.969 --> 01:00:16.929 light, shouldn't false light show up very strongly 01:00:16.929 --> 01:00:20.250 if that's part of my contract? Yeah. So I'm not 01:00:20.250 --> 01:00:22.630 shaming myself for having used Metatron's cube 01:00:22.630 --> 01:00:26.809 for so long with my music on my music covers 01:00:26.809 --> 01:00:29.230 and then when I became a practitioner using it 01:00:29.230 --> 01:00:32.789 in my business on my websites. Why not? There's 01:00:32.789 --> 01:00:36.840 truth in that symbol, but there's also overlay 01:00:36.840 --> 01:00:39.300 on that symbol that should not be there or that 01:00:39.300 --> 01:00:43.559 represents a matrix cube energy a trap or siphoning 01:00:43.559 --> 01:00:48.320 of energy I said I'm going to shift this in my 01:00:48.320 --> 01:00:50.280 world and my business because that's what feels 01:00:50.280 --> 01:00:52.920 aligned for me and not from a place of fear but 01:00:52.920 --> 01:00:55.559 a place of sovereignty and also I thought to 01:00:55.559 --> 01:00:59.199 myself I don't want anyone who is on the same 01:00:59.199 --> 01:01:02.539 page as myself to see this symbol anywhere around 01:01:02.539 --> 01:01:06.760 me Not this one, but Metatron's Cube. Because 01:01:06.760 --> 01:01:09.420 if they know the truth, and these are the types 01:01:09.420 --> 01:01:11.219 of clients I want to attract, or they're not 01:01:11.219 --> 01:01:12.980 the ones who believe everything I believe, but 01:01:12.980 --> 01:01:15.559 who are questioning and understand false light, 01:01:15.760 --> 01:01:18.579 right? If they see that symbol, they could very 01:01:18.579 --> 01:01:22.460 well think, well, he doesn't get it, right? So 01:01:22.460 --> 01:01:25.679 on many levels, I decided to remove it, but the 01:01:25.679 --> 01:01:29.400 main reason was I don't want... His energy whatever 01:01:29.400 --> 01:01:34.039 it is that is calling itself Metatron to infiltrate 01:01:34.039 --> 01:01:38.059 touch or Express itself through my business template 01:01:38.059 --> 01:01:41.860 ever again. That is part of my sovereignty And 01:01:41.860 --> 01:01:44.659 also I believe that that symbol has been showing 01:01:44.659 --> 01:01:49.119 up in everything that I do. So in many ways Some 01:01:49.119 --> 01:01:51.519 of the work that I've done could have trapped 01:01:51.519 --> 01:01:54.500 or siphoned energy and I didn't realize it simply 01:01:54.500 --> 01:01:57.429 because that symbol was right there and i'm not 01:01:57.429 --> 01:02:00.469 saying that's what it does it could just represent 01:02:00.469 --> 01:02:04.710 the trapping of an organic energy right rather 01:02:04.710 --> 01:02:07.690 than a symbol that makes energy get trapped but 01:02:07.690 --> 01:02:10.269 i think it actually i think symbols geometry 01:02:10.269 --> 01:02:13.789 i think it does when i learned reiki i did not 01:02:13.789 --> 01:02:17.250 do the symbols and if i do any this is my ranking 01:02:17.250 --> 01:02:20.030 symbol right here yeah i don't do any symbols 01:02:20.030 --> 01:02:22.889 no symbols for me thank you because if you if 01:02:22.889 --> 01:02:27.579 you have to like ascribe in writing, like it's 01:02:27.579 --> 01:02:29.559 an agreement. And you're making an agreement 01:02:29.559 --> 01:02:32.159 with some type of entity. And I don't believe 01:02:32.159 --> 01:02:35.480 that I need to do that to call in this frequency 01:02:35.480 --> 01:02:38.000 here. I don't think I have to do that. So I'm 01:02:38.000 --> 01:02:41.500 not going to. That's how I was always. Yeah. 01:02:42.159 --> 01:02:45.239 And symbols are beautiful, but they should come 01:02:45.239 --> 01:02:48.579 from within you. Yeah. Right. Like this symbol 01:02:48.579 --> 01:02:51.219 is a mixture of the male and female symbol and 01:02:51.219 --> 01:02:55.030 an Egyptian symbol. and that's because and it 01:02:55.030 --> 01:02:57.630 took many years for Prince to create this symbol 01:02:57.630 --> 01:02:59.869 it started if you look at the purple rain cover 01:02:59.869 --> 01:03:02.989 there's a male and female symbol on the motorcycle 01:03:02.989 --> 01:03:06.050 but it looks like it's about to become this but 01:03:06.050 --> 01:03:09.170 it hasn't evolved into this yet so this is a 01:03:09.170 --> 01:03:13.250 representation of his dual nature his masculine 01:03:13.250 --> 01:03:15.889 and feminine nature but also some Egyptian symbols 01:03:15.889 --> 01:03:19.190 because he has a lot of Egyptian past lives Atlantis 01:03:19.190 --> 01:03:23.159 energy and So this came from within Him, right? 01:03:23.380 --> 01:03:26.539 I believe that there are certain symbols that 01:03:26.539 --> 01:03:29.920 you could come in your medicine journey to the 01:03:29.920 --> 01:03:33.659 awareness of or in meditation. Those are great 01:03:33.659 --> 01:03:36.699 symbols. Ask Spirit, what are my symbols, right? 01:03:37.199 --> 01:03:39.280 What are the symbols that need to come through 01:03:39.280 --> 01:03:42.960 me instead of this symbol that was given that 01:03:42.960 --> 01:03:47.039 came through this person in Japan? Yes, you know, 01:03:47.199 --> 01:03:49.800 yeah, so you're asking the right questions However, 01:03:50.000 --> 01:03:52.519 it is okay that you use someone else's symbols 01:03:52.519 --> 01:03:55.940 at first so that you even understand how to use 01:03:55.940 --> 01:03:59.159 your wand Yeah, right. Yeah, but what happens 01:03:59.159 --> 01:04:03.460 is we so many people are not connected To their 01:04:03.460 --> 01:04:07.340 own source. So they need emotion and body code. 01:04:07.400 --> 01:04:13.099 They need Reiki they need EFT tapping they need 01:04:13.099 --> 01:04:16.400 someone else's system that they trust just like 01:04:16.400 --> 01:04:19.400 religion Mm -hmm. It can't just come through 01:04:19.400 --> 01:04:21.920 me. There are healing modalities I've learned 01:04:21.920 --> 01:04:24.900 but there's also healing modalities that I Literally 01:04:24.900 --> 01:04:27.059 am so repelled by not because they're bad, but 01:04:27.059 --> 01:04:30.880 because they don't vibrate with they could actually 01:04:30.880 --> 01:04:34.699 Turn me into a choreographed robotic thing that 01:04:34.699 --> 01:04:37.139 won't allow something natural to come through 01:04:37.139 --> 01:04:40.559 So there's been a lot of my journey where you 01:04:40.559 --> 01:04:44.179 know the more certifications you have, that does 01:04:44.179 --> 01:04:46.420 not mean that you're doing better or more healing 01:04:46.420 --> 01:04:49.699 work. Yeah, it could be, it could be giving you 01:04:49.699 --> 01:04:51.800 too much language, like too many chefs in the 01:04:51.800 --> 01:04:55.420 kitchen, where you intuitively, if you feel very 01:04:55.420 --> 01:04:56.760 comfortable. Or someone else's code that literally 01:04:56.760 --> 01:05:00.940 doesn't match yours at all. At all. Yeah. So 01:05:00.940 --> 01:05:02.880 you just want to be mindful of that as well. 01:05:02.900 --> 01:05:05.019 But it is okay to play. You have to put on the 01:05:05.019 --> 01:05:08.159 costume to see if it fits. And when you put on 01:05:08.159 --> 01:05:12.019 a king costume, you can start to feel like that 01:05:12.019 --> 01:05:15.260 right so it's okay to use reiki at first and 01:05:15.260 --> 01:05:20.179 then go rogue and that's my recommendation for 01:05:20.179 --> 01:05:23.500 anyone here is take what works if you walk into 01:05:23.500 --> 01:05:26.039 the crystal shop and a crystal calls to you and 01:05:26.039 --> 01:05:28.139 you feel it and you feel it in your body buy 01:05:28.139 --> 01:05:31.119 it but just to buy it so you can put it in your 01:05:31.119 --> 01:05:34.900 windows so that you can say i'm a spiritual person 01:05:34.900 --> 01:05:38.929 who burns sage just be mindful that that is a 01:05:38.929 --> 01:05:43.230 program as well in an identity construct. Yes, 01:05:43.550 --> 01:05:48.670 yes, very true. As we wrap up this first part 01:05:48.670 --> 01:05:51.429 of the conversation, I want to invite you to 01:05:51.429 --> 01:05:55.269 pause with what came up for you here. In part 01:05:55.269 --> 01:05:58.269 two, Chris and I go deeper into sovereignty, 01:05:58.730 --> 01:06:01.449 integrity, and the responsibility that comes 01:06:01.449 --> 01:06:04.989 with spiritual work. especially when the tools, 01:06:05.170 --> 01:06:08.929 symbols, or belief systems we once trusted no 01:06:08.929 --> 01:06:13.309 longer feel aligned. We talk about releasing 01:06:13.309 --> 01:06:16.929 outdated frameworks, questioning authority, and 01:06:16.929 --> 01:06:19.630 what it really means to stand in your own truth 01:06:19.630 --> 01:06:24.150 as it continues to evolve. If this episode resonated, 01:06:24.489 --> 01:06:27.329 you won't want to miss the second half. Thank 01:06:27.329 --> 01:06:29.929 you for being here, for listening with discernment. 01:06:30.059 --> 01:06:32.719 and for engaging with this work from your own 01:06:32.719 --> 01:06:36.239 lived experience. I'll see you in episode two. 01:06:36.900 --> 01:06:40.619 Don't forget to follow the show to get notifications 01:06:40.619 --> 01:06:43.500 when the next episode drops, and also just show 01:06:43.500 --> 01:06:46.619 me some love. Rate, review, subscribe, all the 01:06:46.619 --> 01:06:50.139 things, you know? Come on, guys. I'll see you 01:06:50.139 --> 01:06:50.820 next week.