Hello and welcome to another episode of In My
Experience with yours truly, Christine DiGinto.
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back to In My Experience. In this episode, I
am joined by Chris King, a longtime mentor, healer,
and guide whose work lives at the intersection
of shamanism, astrology, and ascension consciousness.
Having been obsessed with witches, Native American
culture, astrology, and all things paranormal
from an early age, Chris always knew he came
here with a big mission. His experience as a
musician, actor, and plant -based health coach
laid the foundation for the matrix -disrupting
work that he offers today. And after several
awakenings, profound mystical and at times extremely
dark psychic experiences, he is now a shamanic
healer, ascension guide, psychic channel, and
creator of Ascended Astrology. The medicine alchemist?
and ascend the Matrix podcast. With 18 years
of astrology trained over a decade of ascension
and plant medicine experience, Chris's matrix
disrupting work includes shamanic ceremonies,
medicine retreats, and good work activations
as he facilitates in sacred locations across
the globe. He is passionate about assisting lightworkers
and starseeds in activating their soul mission.
and healing themselves by ascending the false
matrix and creating a new earth. Today we're
going to be starting part one of a two -part
conversation. Today we explore the deeper mechanics
of spiritual healing beyond surface level protection
practices and love and light frameworks. We talk
about entity attachments, energetic contracts,
dream work, and the evolving role of the shamanic
archetype in this time of collective change.
As always, this conversation is shared from lived
experience. So take what resonates, leave what
doesn't, and listen to your own discernment as
we move through these layers together. Welcome
everyone, my guest today, Chris King. I'll allow
you to introduce yourself. Well, thank you, Christine,
for allowing me to share this space with you.
I'm Chris, and I am a shamanic healer, ascended
astrologer, ascension guide. I support lightworkers,
starseeds, healers, mystics, start their own
businesses and grow thriving businesses. And
it's all about ascending the matrix. And of course,
I'm the host of the podcast, Ascend the Matrix.
basically the work that I do is all centered
around dissolving duality and density, you know,
synthesizing all parts of self, healing that
on a cellular, DNA, cellular level, and joining
together in community and rising, doing grid
work, medicine retreats. So there's lots of things
that fit under my wheelhouse, but if you know
anything about Chiron in mythology or in astrology,
I have that exactly conjunct my ascendant. And
so basically everything that Chiron was as an
archetype, as a healer, a teacher, a medicine
person, a musician, artist, all of those things
fit under my umbrella. So it's kind of a Chironic
archetype that I embody. But yeah, the work is
definitely centered around ascending, not just
healing for the sake of feeling good again, but
feeling good and then ascending an entire matrix
and dimension. So yeah. True shamanism. I agree,
yes. Whatever that word means to people, that
gatekeeper that the shaman is, there are many
of us out there who act as gatekeepers and tightrope
walkers and guides, if you will, between dimensions
and that sort of thing. And so I think many of
us are stepping into these shamanic archetypes,
if you call it that, but the archetype that I
really think many of us are stepping into now
is something that is more like a galactic shaman.
Yeah. You know, so kind of a connector point
between even extradimensional races and that
sort of thing. So the shamanic archetype is evolving
with the ascension process for sure. In some
ways, I feel like that has also always existed
in shamanism. And like, truly the nature of reality
is like the future is the past. Like, it's so
fascinating. I'm so happy that my realm has shifted
to this kind of awareness because I am endlessly
entertained with just trying to even unravel
my life story, let alone working with clients
and making the connections with all of the different
dimensions and energetic ties and patterns and
all of the the juicy magical things that we get
involved in. I just appreciate it so much. And
personally, I've worked with Chris for the past,
I feel like it's going on five years, but four
years. And in that time, I have done four medicine
journeys with him. And I feel like each one has
been Just at the right time and so supportive
and I had a wonderful experience through all
of them. That's obviously why I continue to work
with you and I just have appreciated your guidance
because you've always been honest and open and
not afraid to like admit faults and I'm not afraid
to say, you know what, I think differently now
or I realize differently, you know, and I think
that that's really important for everyone to
do constantly to reevaluate your own knowledge
because sometimes, sometimes when we're connected
to all of this information, we can feel like
we know it all. And not in a sense, no, I don't
mean it in the sense like an egotistical way,
like you know everything, but like you forget
that you may have locked in to how something
is conceptualized and you're not able to reach
the next level of understanding because you're
not able to loosen your grip on your understanding
somewhere else along the line. So it's like really
the ability to change your mind. I've always
appreciated that, yeah. Yeah, and the work that
I do is all about changing your mind. You know,
if you've ever seen the documentary on Netflix,
How to Change Your Mind, many of those medicines
they discuss in that documentary we use in our
medicine system. So, but even beyond that, shamanism
is changing the... energetic or higher mind within
you you know there's a shift on many levels with
medicine work and even the astrology I work with
is activating the higher mind or the multidimensional
self, and that includes the mind. And I think
many spiritual people out there, if we want to
call them like the spiritual people or new age
people, people who are assigning themselves to
a spiritual doctrine, they've definitely or basically
traded in their false matrix religion, their
old Abrahamic religion, their ancient reptilian
religion for another reptilian religion that
we call the New Age, but also they have just
traded their 3D belief constructs around mundane
reality for 3D belief constructs around what
spirituality is and what that means. So we have
to understand that even when we have these conversations
that this conversation would completely shift
and change if we were existing solely in 5d 60
beyond if we were beings that Resonated with
those dimensions fully like our fullest expression
was there rather than being in the third density
Then this conversation would even sound different
because duality works differently there because
technically it doesn't exist so A lot of the
spiritual people, practitioners, people who are
waking up, they're going to have to move through
a membrane in their ascension and healing process,
which will involve a lot of ego, a lot of fear,
a lot of entities, a lot of different things
that happen as we're crossing the... 3D, 4D threshold
into this fifth dimensional consciousness, and
we're bypassing 4D because it is also a duality
nature, even though it is much more fun in certain
ways, especially when you go to the upper astral,
okay? There's so... I see many of you all in
the upper astral healing and doing work and jumping
from planet to planet, and so... You said you
saw me sleeping one time. Yes, and so I go to
bed and that's the thing about the work that
I do is many people say, where'd you find all
these clients? I was like, it was a contract.
I dream about them. I heal them for free of charge
in the middle of the night all the time or I'm
not healing them I should say. I think I'm dream
walking and supporting their healing or checking
in or tapping in or also just being there. I
think my avatar is also being used by many of
my clients as a a guide, even when I'm totally
asleep and have no idea what's going on. I know,
for sure. You have come to my mind in things,
and it's sort of like you'll just give your nod.
and like that's all I need from you but like
that was you and I know that you just had to
like pop in and be like that's so strange because
as so many people have said that and I want to
take credit for it but I have to give credit
to my higher self and my energy body and you're
all's higher self for calling that construct
that avatar I shouldn't call myself a construct
necessarily the same way, you know, like our
Gregorian calendar is a construct. I don't mean
it that way, but just more this representation
of me, this highest version of me that comes
to me in my medicine journeys, I think is coming
to people as well and supporting them. And I
hope to be as aligned and fluid, powerful, and
also available as He is. to as many people one
day in this physical body. Yes, I feel very similarly
with my higher self. I know that she's out there
and I've heard that she looks like that bitch.
She looks like a Russian mafia. Like she's just
got like, you know, long white fur coat. She's
just like, you know, putting hits out. No, I
don't mean it like that, but she's she's she's
very powerful. Very confident is what I'm trying
to express. But that's how it's been described
to me though. And I think it's hilarious. I'm
like, yeah, I could see that. It's funny. I can
see that too. But yeah, doing things in our dreams
and people tell me all the time, you were my
dream. And I'm like, what did you dream about?
I feel that. Sometimes I remember, but most of
the time I don't. And they thank me up and down
for it. And I say, You're welcome, but it is
very possible that I was just there witnessing
something you were already doing with your higher
self. And you pulled me in because I, I, many
of you all look to me for inspiration and mentorship
or guidance. So that immediately plays in many
of my clients have Aquarius placements, uh, false
matrix FM 11 Aquarius placements. And my Saturn
is in FM. 11 or Aquarius in the false matrix
zodiac and that will basically place the Saturn
energy in my chart onto your all's main placements
your rising your Sun your Mercury and That will
pull out a sort of teacher Disciplinary and authority.
I should say pulls out an authority role. I call
you sir sometimes. And I accept that. I will
accept madam or ma 'am as well. But yeah, I think
it just happens that way energetically, and it's
my honor to do that, and that's a part of the
shamanic archetype. So dream walking is a form
of shamanism, or it is a gift of certain shamanic
archetypes. That's not something I learned, that's
not something I try to do, but that is another
example. After many years of these types of examples,
that's when I had to say to myself, whether people
like me using the word shaman or not, or shamanic
healer, I really can't worry about that. because
it's a Siberian word, so for a Native American
to even use that word is technically appropriation.
So I think if we're all agreeing that this word
shaman holds this archetype that we are looking
for, I consider Chiron and Ophiuchus to be these
archetypes as well, so we could even call it
a Chironic healer instead of Shamanic healer,
but I had to... Basically say to myself These
medicine spirits are choosing you you do have
these abilities. You don't know Always how to
use but they're definitely there and they all
fit under this umbrella and so you do have to
sort of Just say this is what it is for now until
it evolves into what it's going to be which is
more unique to the practitioner, but if we just
choose shaman as the overarching word that represents
all of the work that this type of archetype does
in the healing realm, then yes, that is what
I do. feel very strongly that that is fully holy
shamanism and not just like love and light new
age stuff because in shamanism it's truly honored
death and rebirth and the darkness and it has
always been somewhat tied I feel to the galactic
aspects because of the dimensions and essentially
being a bridge of communication and energetic
processing transmission through the different
fields, and they've existed in every culture
across every recorded timeline that we're aware
of and beyond, and I think that there's a good
reason for that. Yeah, and I think that the shamanic
archetype is shifting because most of the shamans,
all of the shamans that we know of today, or
that we these cultures that we look to today,
all existed during the last 13 ,000 years or
the implementation of this false matrix, especially
in the last 5 ,000 years when the Alpha Draconians
really took power over this planet and created
civilization as we know it to be today. We have
to understand that the shamans of years past
or for the past 10 ,000 years Yes, there was
a galactic nature. They are multi -dimensional
beings. They're beings who interface with different
dimensions. But they are beings, actually, the
true shamanic archetype is a master of duality
and a gatekeeper between realms. And that is
technically their job. Or their role in the tribe
and so I believe within the 3d false matrix there
has been this level of duality that has been
so pronounced and exaggerated that the shamans
of years past have most of their work has been
around collapsing that duality and pulling people
back into their neutral center zone and then
Aligning them with their highest timeline their
highest body there, you know aligning them with
their retrieving lost soul parts that are leaving
leakages or openings in the etheric energy field,
bringing things back into wholeness so that the
person can ascend, but also just feel neutral
or feel positive, feel good, feel sovereign.
That is not necessary where we're going. Where
we're going, we don't need roads. That's already
done. You see, so a lot of us practitioners are
currently mastering certain healing modalities
or certain directions in our soul mission and
in our business that we're not understanding
because we really tapped into 5D for the past
5 -10 years because that's what everyone's been
talking about and now Spirit is calling in sixth
dimensional through 12th dimensional energies
and so Remember, the healing process never ends,
not because we're stuck in a Saturnian time loop
that wants to siphon our energy endlessly and
cause pain and suffering, even though that is
happening. There is that happening. But also,
if you look at healing as a permanent raising
of a vibrational set point, which is ascension,
technically what we're doing in this process
of ascension, then even in fifth density or in
the fifth dimension, when your heart's fully
open and nothing is wrong, right? Nothing needs
to be fixed. Well, where does the healing come
in then? And what does healing look like then?
It's still a dissolving of density, but what
it's not is a synthesizing of duality, which
is what's happening in our healing and ascension
process now. That makes sense. That's a good
way to also helps to visualize it too, I think
in a good way. One thing we were talking about
a little bit before we press record was some
of the dynamics that come from the love and light,
new age, shallow depth. Healer is I guess what
we'll call them. This is a PSA on the shallow
depth healers that only deal in love and light
They can't possibly understand the complexities
that have tied you to the darkness and many of
us have had contracts with darker aspects for
our enlightenment and it's In my opinion of my
humble opinion ill -advised to just cut cords
with what you think is a scary entity because
you don't understand why they're there in the
first place. And then criticize people for the
re -attachment that keeps coming back. Well,
why do you think that is? It's because the contract's
not done. It's just, it's funny. And and you
have a lot of people out there who have entities
on them who are telling them that they're Archangel
this and ascended master this and they're not
and so these people are leading with good intention,
but the Basically the brainchild behind their
operation is false light that is possible Although
I'm not wanting to expose anyone or claim that
because someone could watch this and say he's
false light He has an entity don't trust him
We all can turn on each other and it can be the
Salem witch trials all over again if we want
to. You know, I've had many lives as a witchy,
shamanic archetype, several different types,
some not so positive, some very beautiful experiences,
and I've also had some lives where I was the
witch hunter. So I've played all the roles here
in all the different lives. When I came from
that giant star, that violet star way out up
there somewhere, if you want to say it that way
directionally, I came into this realm knowing
that I would take many bodies. So this star seed
incarnation did not begin. in this incarnation.
It began in the time of Lemuria and I think that
many of us who were alive or have connections
to a Lemuria and Atlantis chose to stay in the
reincarnation trap because we only live 90, you
know, some of my lives, 30, 40 years old, right?
So because they have cut down our DNA, mutated
us, and messed with our telomeres, which is our
lifespan, basically We have to take so many bodies
because if we lived a thousand years like the
reptilians, we wouldn't need to take all these
bodies. We would master, integrate, ascend, dissolve
duality. That's why they cut us down like that.
They do want us to keep forgetting and resetting.
So we agreed to come into this reincarnation
trap. So many of us have chosen lifetimes where
we were... siphoned, we were infiltrated, we
purposefully worked with dark forces, we worked
with dark forces and didn't realize it in my
case many times, and it creates a karmic contract
or a karmic thread, and karma is something that
only exists in 3rd dense 3D. It is a law of Saturn
or Satan. So karma, you don't have to worry about
anyone punishing you. The Punisher, Saturn, will
take care of that here. But when you actually
tap out of this false matrix and out of the lunar
matrix, north node, south node, reincarnation
trap, you actually enter upper dimensions and
start to merge more with source and out of this
inorganic reality. And because time is not linear
there, you look back, if you will, linearly to
all the hundreds of lives you've lived and you
think, wow, that really happened in the blink
of an eye. I knew when I came here that it would
feel like thousands of years of different lives
and trauma and joy and connections and contracts,
but it would feel like this once it was over.
Yeah. And I knew that. And I knew that based
on astrology, based on cosmic alignments, based
on our sun, based on how close we are to the
galactic center now, this was going to be a time
in which this would happen. This raising of frequency
would happen. So I'm gonna keep incarnating and
choosing I'm gonna go into the belly of the beast
Many of us light workers slash shadow workers
have I'm gonna go into the belly of the beast
I'm going to be born into some type of environment
that will breed more darkness because in some
lifetime or one of the lifetimes especially during
the ascension now we will choose away from that
or we will choose things and You have to have
your sovereignty and your power stripped from
you to take it back and have the experience of
that reclamation and This realm is all about
reclamation. So we came here to reclaim something
but many of us interplanetary souls angelic souls
star seeds We didn't need to reclaim anything.
So we had to come in and play the game Okay,
and we are no better than the earth -based souls.
We're no more intelligent than them, they're
just as made of source. So I also want to say
in the spiritual community, there are lots of
hierarchies being born, lots of, well, he went
through a Kundalini awakening, when's my Kundalini
awakening? As if that's what you have to have.
It's a pre -requisite before you enter. The ultimate
spiritual... awareness would never come from
comparing yours yours your experience to someone
else's because you fundamentally understand that
we're all one but that's It's silly. I know that
happens a lot to comparison and it's like what
is happening? Well, that's what the ego does
Yeah compares and so our ego is going to show
up these entities feed off of our ego it feeds
off of our negative emotions it feeds off of
Lack of empathy or or anything within you that
has service to self programs running through
it They can feed off of that and you were genetically
modified to have service to self programs running
through you your reptilian brain is a service
to self department within your most underdeveloped
or least evolved aspect of your brain. And so
let's all forgive ourselves. It's interesting
how these entities, false light programs, the
false matrix architects, the archons, which are
the mind parasites responsible for all of this.
It's interesting how they can create such division,
but how they can turn us against each other.
That is the main goal. Yes, they're turning us
against each other in many ways. Look at the
wars, which were mass, satanic, satanic, gen...
mass... that word. I don't have another word
like it, but just a mass ritual. It's a satanic
ritual, G -word, and I... Want everyone to realize
that it's showing up in small ways too when you
go to the grocery store No one wants to talk
to each other or look at each other or say hello
Because the when you say hello to people they
act weird. They act funny. They look away They
act awkward humans are not We're meant to live
in villages. We're meant to see the same people
often all the time There's a, you know, I see
hundreds of people every day that I've never
seen before. So I'm making new cords, new interactions,
new space in my brain for people every single
day. And that's just one aspect of why we're
so tired and why we're so easily siphoned. So
there's a lot about our reality that just doesn't
flow with the actual human organism. And they're
doing all of that on purpose. I'm sorry I don't
want to interrupt you but I was thinking the
other day about that just exactly that like when
you're walking in public and I sort of um went
into the human mode where I I shut off my peripheral
which is where I see anything in spirit is in
my peripheral only so it's like I shut that down
and I noticed myself like consciously doing it
but I like I noticed that I was doing it and
was like wow I guess that's why I shut down for
so long and like that's how I do it I just like
put my blinders up and pretend like no one can
see me no one can feel me I can't feel anyone
no one can you know like and and it just isn't
simply not true but we all tell ourselves that
to like exist it's yeah it's very strange it's
very strange how they separated us all yeah they
Give you false connection through pixels on a
phone You look very real and you're responding
to me the voice in my ear right now Sounds like
you but it is not you It is not your vocal cords
that I'm hearing. Yeah, I'm hearing a digital
recreation of You and I'm seeing a digital recreation
of you right now. So Right now my brain is building
pathways of connection towards something artificial
there is something organic behind it but don't
you see everyone staying home now because they
can just connect on their computer and there
is something physiologically damaging about that
at some point even down to a dna aspect our auras
yeah our auras aren't able to blend and balance
each other when we're all separated you know
very interesting and i also feel that when you
talk about people cutting cords and these love
and light people, let's first and foremost say
that the souls that are contracted to stay within
the love and light realm, bless you, we thank
you, and your role is just as important. You
do not need to be a shadow worker, a demon slayer,
an archon master to be... one of the agents of
goodness and the reason why we are ascending,
right? So we all have our place. When ants climb
on top of each other to create a larger ant,
you know, they will become a larger ant, hundreds
of them, to reach something. Well, some of them
are at the bottom, some of them are at the top.
They don't see the ones at the bottom as less
than. These up here have more work to do, these
have more support to give, and everyone just
knows where to go. And I'm not trying to compare
us to a hive mind because we're not a hive mind,
we're a collective mind, it is different. We
operate through individual sovereignty but hooked
into the same grid, fifth dimension and above,
if you want to look at it directionally. So I
just want to say that... So many of them say
that they're love and light and many of them
just haven't encountered as I did. I was a love
and light person because Abraham told me if you
give your attention to the dark, you'll create
more of it. So not only will I attract more of
it into my life, but I will create more of it
for the whole collective, which is actually not
even how it works here. So Abraham exists outside
of 3D. So how privileged of them to speak from
where they are. Okay now they're there to hold
that awareness and that light so that we can
reach that because many people do need to be
told that here's the light come toward it and
that's it. Many of us tried to go toward that
light and then encountered things and we don't
have any more time to be gaslit or told that
we're evil because these things are happening.
That's part of the program. Many of them will
actually Our contact entities reptilian entities
will get into people lightworkers and turn against
so that they turn against each other scare each
other There have been clients I've had who made
me question Do I even want to do this work anymore
because they made up a lie? complete lie About
me right where it felt Twilight Zone where I
had to say it could just be that they're misunderstood
and there's trauma and We're not in alignment
there's that layer but then there's also the
layer of could it be a false matrix entity, an
archon, a demonic, whatever we want to call it.
People get very triggered by all these words
because they don't know where they are in the
room and in their energy field and how to stop
it and I get it but if we are not... we have
to pay attention to that some of us. Some of
us came here specifically to clear all of that
and someone like myself actually doesn't see
The devil and demons the way other people do
and I don't believe in Satan as a horned being
it is a planet It's a computer and it is a false
matrix and so I see things differently than other
people do and I also know that Many of us did
come here to help those that we would consider
the witches the abusers the evil ones the outcast
ones of the current time and so they also contain
source energy the murderers the the All of them
whatever labels we want to put on them whatever
horrible thing that they've done Whether through
their trauma through being possessed or having
some sort of mind control program running through
them We believe that it's bad eggs. They're just
bad humans and they need to be put in jail and
killed and, you know, burned at the stake in
front of the town square. We have not really
evolved that much in the past few thousand years.
We just have better technology. It is very interesting
that you say it like that because I had one...
I wouldn't say that I had like one awakening.
as you say, it's not one thing it continuously
evolves. But I did have one instance where my
energy was extremely high. And I also believe
it was a Kundalini awakening in conjunction with
a spiritual awakening. So I forget where I was
going with that almost. It's so funny. That's
very interesting. My mind just got like wiped.
Well, It's interesting that you look at Kundalini
awakening as different than a spiritual awakening
when... It is. I know you don't, but the way
you said it was, it was in conjunction with your
spiritual awakening, and it's interesting that
it may just be that that was the awakening for
you, and that many people have experienced their
spiritual awakening, and Kundalini was involved.
It just didn't erupt. It wasn't a spontaneous
awakening that caused 21 days of no sleep and
psychosis like it did for me. You know what I
mean? The horror stories and the amazing stories
you hear about when people feel like they're
having a full body orgasm for 15 minutes and
they, you know, they can't come back from that
after, you know, they've, there's a reason the
French call an orgasm, le petit morte, the little
death, because you merge with source. So there's,
there are definitely Ways that we look at things
as spiritual people and we put things in these
boxes Here's Kundalini awakening and I'm just
using this as an example because I've done it
as well What's this? Because there are lots of
people out there who are going through spiritual
awakening But they're not exhibiting all of the
symptoms of Kundalini rising, you know, they're
having a mental awakening There are different
types of awakenings. Yeah regardless of what's
happening you definitely had the moment in which
you weren't just going to remember with your
mind like many of us did. I remember back when
I remembered with my mind when Abraham said things,
when Bashar said things, when I read ancient
texts or other channel material, the Seth material,
I remember knowing, oh, this is true, this is
true, this is true, but it was not until I had
my Kundalini awakening and my even years before
that when I had chakras opening and didn't know
what was happening there had to be an auric field
and physiological shift that occurred to allow
more of the light in not just the mental concepts
yes what spirituality is you have a lot of people
who have awakened to what's happening or are
awake to something but they have not even taken
the DNA shift or the physiological shift or had
a medicine journey that shifted their brain out
of that timeline completely. And so does that
mean they're behind? No, it just means that we're
all on our journey where we are, just like the
ants all stacked on top of each other. Yeah.
No, that brings me back. That brings me back
to what I was saying, because like you were sort
of you were just saying that they through different
experiences, it could be one or the other or
both. And it's all sort of also the same thing.
But In this instance, my consciousness shifted
timelines and then returned. And I believe my
higher self came into my body to protect me because
I was getting psychically attacked. So in a way
it was like my body had to respond to Taking
on that new frequency from my highest self that
was like it like I felt shot out like Exploded
my nervous system. So I don't know if it was
Kundalini or if it was that or if that's what
Kundalini is ultimately also like it's sort of
like it's sort of like a well Kundalini is a
part of our ascension. It's a part of our light
body activation. It is part of our divine feminine
principle. So it is absolutely a part of all
of our spiritual awakenings at some point. It's
just we see other people going through what I
went through or having these intense experiences
and people want that so that they can have a
clear definitive idea of yes I am awake because
I went through a Kundalini awakening it isn't
just something it isn't just memes that I like
now it isn't just these new Instagram pages star
seed underscore seven seven seven that I'm following
now I actually had a shift energetically or I'm
able to say I went through Kundalini awakening
this is part of the 3d construct this is part
of being a species that was messed with on a
DNA level. This is part of having a reptilian
brain. This is part of the ego construct of the
reptilian brain in the human right now is that
we went from a horse and buggy and corsets to
having iPhones in the matter of a lifespan. You
have to understand that my great grandmother
who died in 2007, who was 107 years old, had
never, when she was born, did not have running
water, there were no TVs, they didn't, there
were no cars, where she was, at least. So you
have to understand that we went from that to
having an iPhone and all of this in the matter
of someone's lifetime. And so that can really
disturb the human, actually. It's like giving
a child guns. in certain way you know it's like
we're we really are not ready for this which
is why we're being given it in ways uh not that
not only make money for a lot of people slow
dripped ways of giving technology out but they
need us to assimilate into the technology or
we would have never been given it because much
of it's been around for thousands of years these
alpha draconians have been space travelers for
billions of years so the fact that they have
been creating society for 5 000 years and letting
us carve things out of wood and stone and letting
us paint each other on big portraits. Either
there was a great reset and all of that is a
lie, or the reptilians kept the technology that
they've had to themselves and slowly dripped
it out and gave it to us. During the time of
the great awakening to make sure that many of
us would pay attention to the black mirror instead
of the organic light So many people are being
siphoned right now. I've been siphoned. I have
been attacked I have been infiltrated by entities
and and things like that that happens when you
do this type of work that I do and you don't
believe in the dark that's the thing is it actually
served me to admit that these things were happening
and that this could happen and that this might
be happening to me because it explained a lot
and then also helped me to understand how to
defend against it which is why there's a defense
against the dark arts class yeah at Hogwarts
Okay, because if it exists, let us prepare you
for it. But all the other classes, as you have,
as you can tell, are not teaching you those dark
things. We will teach you about it, not teach
it to you, but teach you about it because the
darkness always serves the light. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. But in order to defend yourself, you must
understand the capabilities so that you are prepared
to fight back. and the light always understands
how the darkness operates but the darkness does
not understand how the light operates because
the dark is a mirror reflection of the light
so yes it is opposite when you raise your right
hand your mirror reflection is raising its left
hand okay the left hand and the right hand path
okay and so neither is right or wrong that exists
here Yeah, people have this these love and light
people also have this and I hate to even call
them that because they have such good intention
Many of them have just decided that they want
goodness They don't realize that good is something
that is a construct and you can only have it
if evil exists Okay, but they want love they
want love and connection. They want Goodness,
humans are naturally oriented toward the light,
which is why they have to work so hard to manipulate
us, mind control us, and mutate us away from
it. And we're such creator beings that we're
that siphonable, attackable, at least here, but
we're the batteries that they want to power their
phantom matrix and their false light grids. So
we have to understand that the love and light
people, their intentions are good. The intentions
are in the right place. They're not understanding
duality and how this matrix actually operates.
And they know, the false matrix architects, that
if the humans give their power away to this false
light, you know, we'll call it light, even though
it's me, even though it's the devil dressed up
as Jesus. right? We'll give them a Jesus and
then a Satan or a God and then a Satan, and we
will be both of them, which is why they love
checker boards and checker floors, and we will
be both of them, and then we will be the masters
of duality. And so, all the humans who want good
will siphon their energy, and all the humans
that we have been able to infiltrate and are
now doing our bidding directly, well, they can
come to the satanic church. and just outright
say what we're doing instead of pretending to
drink the body of the blood of Christ and eat
his body. Yeah. Yeah. Interesting satanic ritual
happening there. It's like literally mirrored.
I think, oh, geez. I came back to what I was
saying about the... my Kundalini awakening experience,
I didn't have any knowledge of spirituality or
I didn't even know what anything was. I didn't
even know what chakras were and when this occurred.
So yeah, I was like, I didn't know what was happening.
But in retrospect, I understand. I believe that
was a Kundalini awakening. But all of the the
like natural gifts coming on with that sort of
surge in frequency and energy and having the
capacity like uptick very quickly um can be very
destabilizing and in that time I was like really
seeking guidance and I think you mentioned earlier
when you're transitioning from fourth to fifth
the different the duality and how it like ramps
up and entity attachments and all those things
that was all happening with me and I was seeking
a lot of guidance from different people locally
because I wanted to be in person um and it's
interesting I I learned Reiki from a woman and
I went to her for energy work and I started to
get the feeling after a while that she was...
She brought up that there was an entity and she
seemed very alarmed by it and she basically told
me not to... not to tell someone the truth about
something that was really bothering me. And she
was like, there's an entity here and they really
don't want you to do that. Like you should not
say anything to this person, blah, blah, blah.
And I was very conflicted because I'm like, I
come to you for guidance and I can't see the
stuff myself, which apparently, you know, that's
not true. But at the time I was outsourcing my
power and I was really seeking guidance and I
wanted somebody to tell me like, do this, don't
do this. inside of me, I was really like my alarms
were going off. And I was like, I think that
something just hopped into her. And I probably
should not get energy work from her, because
I don't trust who she is right now. It was it
was a very uncomfortable feeling. So like, in
a sense, I guess what I also wanted to like loop
back in there with that is the the the love and
light crowd not understanding how to defend themselves
truly from the darkness, which is how you internally
feel in yourself. I don't know that there's any
magic guide for any one person. It's very complex,
but it's possible. But yeah, people have gaps
and sometimes entities can pop in to people who
you know. And just having the awareness around
that, always having discernment, using your own
intuition and trusting yourself. Don't ever listen
to like someone just because they're telling
you to do something or not. Exactly. have been
the way her channel received what was happening.
And also when we say jumping in or entities coming
in, let's be very clear that actual possession
is in the is below 10 % of what's actually happening.
Okay. And that's mostly reserved for children
and the elite and celebrities and things like
that actual demonic possession or reptilian possession
or that sort of thing. a thrill that's when they
you know when when it gets into your eye and
it takes over your body that whole thing oh my
goodness just there's many different forms of
possession what we're talking about what i think
you mean and what i want to make sure everyone
is aware of is that they're not popping into
our bodies and taking over necessarily it can
that can happen that's just not really what's
happening what they're doing is they're interfacing
with your broadcast signal and in putting a song
or certain notes underneath or into let's say
you're tuned to 95 .7 they can come in and put
some things there but we have to understand that
if these entities are able to enter from how
do I say this able to interfere with a reader
a psychic a channels session they have not Set
and sealed the space the way they should or Many
of the guides that they're calling in who they
think are their light guides are not actually
It could be false light But they are obviously
they also have a lot of trauma or things that
they still need to work through. And as someone
who embodies Chiron, which Chiron with an I is
the Wounded Healer, Chiron with a Y is the Shaman,
the Rainbow Bridge, the Galactic Shaman. Well,
let's just honor the fact that we are not Chiron
with a Y yet because we are not done with our
healing process either. So, If we have weak spots
in our aura weak spots in our ego if we have
deep fears around the dark and that sort of thing
That's an easy program or an easy Weak spot in
your aura or in your psyche for them to hijack
or take over because someone whose entire work
is around clearing entities or removing these
entities for them to be afraid of them in any
way is your first indicator that this person's
intentions may be good, but they are not healed
enough to be doing this work at the level that
they will. Yeah. We have to understand that the
clients who came to my retreat four years ago,
as you did, and then you came to one recently.
Yeah. Okay. Could you tell the difference? Oh,
yes. Okay, so my intentions were really good
four or five years ago However, there were a
lot of things that I was still healing through
and I had gone through an awakening Should I
wait until I'm totally healed to start hosting
retreats? Because if I look back at five years
ago I would say that I was not fully in my integrity
or not fully in my power and not fully Holding
space the way that I could and I can tell you
right now That my future self who comes to me
with his drum and his bald head When he comes
to me, he feels way more grounded, aligned, sure,
confident, and safe than even I do now. Can we
allow each other to grow even though we're stepping
into roles of service? Because we know it's going
to be messy, but we need to step up into service
and figure it out as we go. We can't spend the
next 13 years getting a brain surgery degree.
Yeah, okay, especially when we've done these
things and many other lives. So we just need
to open our portals pull in the Gifts from these
other lives. We've lived pulling that shamanic
wisdom psychic wisdom It's also going to come
in with all the stuff that they did in that lifetime
that you will have to rectify look at It's already
in your energy field So it actually gives you
a chance to release that density or to witness
it and show it love and give yours The totality
of yourself in this realm forgiveness and all
of that is magic The darkness is always serving
the light. That's what I want everyone to realize
is that This All of this even the entity she's
removing the entity getting into her. It's all
making us more clear more aware And it's causing
all of these conversations to happen. And yes,
there's messy This happening there's fuckery
happening. Okay, and it's because we're human
It's because we're all trying to tap out of a
matrix that we have been in for lifetimes for
thousands and thousands of years We're all doing
our best and many of us have an wounded inner
child that shows up in our own healing work because
how could it not? Because you have many people
stepping into their roles as a healer a shaman
a priestess a psychic Because they want to feel
special. They want to feel different. They want
to feel Unique or they want to feel powerful
You have a lot of shamans and healers who who
just want to be the center of attention just
want to be Feel like they have some sort of power
and I can tell you right now That if any of them
don't realize that that's what's happening and
their intention is to do good, then their higher
self will lead the way, and those egoic constructs,
those dark entities, those contracts, those unhealed
parts will come to the surface as they're supposed
to and be looked at, and the person will continue
to take their power back, take their sovereignty,
become more sovereign, and start to say, that's
not the way I want to do it. There used to be
a metatron's cube right here on the wall. Now
there's a print symbol because this is this is
the symbol I use in my healing work, not Metatron's
Cube, but I thought Metatron's Cube was a sacred
symbol for the past 15 years. So when I discover
things, it's not my job to tell you what you
should believe, but it is my job to say, hey,
I believe Metatron is a false light guide. I
don't believe that Enoch can just grow wings
and then decide to be the keeper of this sacred
symbol. And they're all white too, like Saint
Germain, you know, just this white guy with his
satchel and his little flask, you know, walking
up Mount Shasta. And I'm sure the mountain itself
was like, you know what? I like blonde hair,
blue eyed men. I think you should be the keeper
of the violet flame. I think you should. And
I think you should ascend and tell all these
billions and billions and billions and billions
of people, How you did it Because they haven't
done it yet, but you have You got to ascend and
you get to share your secret With all of them
and it's this big ball of fire that's purple
colored and it's gonna save you so If we just
question and look into these things It's quite
bizarre and strange and it's all part of a program
and it's all ego driven and we've all been there
Once I realized this is what was happening and
that the violet flame energy here in Mount Shasta
was not coming from Saint Germain or a flame.
It was coming from the violet ray, which is what
purple rain is, okay? So, good intention. Metatron
is not an archangel, and I know that. I've never
interfaced with a metatron, ever. No matter how
many times I tried so I understand that from
my experience not to be real So I said to my
community and to my clients. This is not I'm
taking it off of all of my websites I'm taking
it off of all promotional materials that Metatron's
cube and I'm doing this because it feels right
to me similarly to Doreen virtue who had all
of these oracle decks tarot decks and then suddenly
I think she found Jesus or found God or something
like that and She denounced all of her earlier
creations saying that they're either Satanic
or I'm not a hundred percent sure I haven't heard
this story in a long time But I remember judging
Doreen virtue talk about duality and darkness
I judged Doreen virtue for that because I thought
she was a born -again Christian who was mistaken
And if she is, if she is prescribing to the Christian
religion again, it's out of fear. And that's
what's happening is you have this New Age movement,
which is designed to siphon energy and is filled
with dark energies. And when the psychics, channels,
readers, spiritual gurus, once they realize that,
the only the direction they have to go in is
right back to the church. Yeah, because at the
end of the day their root chakra their feeling
of safety. They want to find safety so badly
That they just go back to what they know or or
well if the New Age is actually dark Then let
me go back to the church not realizing that all
of that was created by the reptilians, too So
it is possible Doreen virtue Was also being in
that Duality trap between new age and religion
that people are going back into now You have
a lot of readers who are becoming Christians
again because they're scared. They're scared
of the demons They're scared of the dark things
are very very scared and it's out of survival
And that was part of the program as well. All
of this was designed this way by the way Yeah,
but it's possible that dorian virtue also It
was being in her integrity once she saw these
things and she said I denounced these previous
projects That I was making money off of that's
the thing Christine is when I came out and said
I have to create my own version of astrology
because the astrology we're working with is a
false matrix construct it My business was affected
my business has been affected many many times
every time I've shifted and or removed something
or decided to go in this direction When I decided
to hold medicine on my own and got away from
that cult environment There was not just psychic
attack, but literal attacks online to try to
You know ruin my reputation that sort of thing
and So it has not been easy choosing your truth,
choosing your integrity, because I could be a
millionaire astrologer right now if I had just
shut up and just done the horoscopes and continued
with the 12 sign algorithm. I could be so successful,
but when you are in your integrity, I have definitely
had ego in my day. I've definitely sat. you know,
in front of a circle of people at a shamanic
ceremony and felt powerful and probably was not
in my spaceholder as much as I should have been
back then. And I didn't know that though. I didn't
even know what that felt like. I had to go through
it and experience it. So I just want to say it
is good that we improve. We release things that
no longer serve us and that we come to new conclusions.
And it doesn't mean that I was wrong the whole
time. It meant that If I'm here to take down,
not take down, but dissolve or dismantle false
light, shouldn't false light show up very strongly
if that's part of my contract? Yeah. So I'm not
shaming myself for having used Metatron's cube
for so long with my music on my music covers
and then when I became a practitioner using it
in my business on my websites. Why not? There's
truth in that symbol, but there's also overlay
on that symbol that should not be there or that
represents a matrix cube energy a trap or siphoning
of energy I said I'm going to shift this in my
world and my business because that's what feels
aligned for me and not from a place of fear but
a place of sovereignty and also I thought to
myself I don't want anyone who is on the same
page as myself to see this symbol anywhere around
me Not this one, but Metatron's Cube. Because
if they know the truth, and these are the types
of clients I want to attract, or they're not
the ones who believe everything I believe, but
who are questioning and understand false light,
right? If they see that symbol, they could very
well think, well, he doesn't get it, right? So
on many levels, I decided to remove it, but the
main reason was I don't want... His energy whatever
it is that is calling itself Metatron to infiltrate
touch or Express itself through my business template
ever again. That is part of my sovereignty And
also I believe that that symbol has been showing
up in everything that I do. So in many ways Some
of the work that I've done could have trapped
or siphoned energy and I didn't realize it simply
because that symbol was right there and i'm not
saying that's what it does it could just represent
the trapping of an organic energy right rather
than a symbol that makes energy get trapped but
i think it actually i think symbols geometry
i think it does when i learned reiki i did not
do the symbols and if i do any this is my ranking
symbol right here yeah i don't do any symbols
no symbols for me thank you because if you if
you have to like ascribe in writing, like it's
an agreement. And you're making an agreement
with some type of entity. And I don't believe
that I need to do that to call in this frequency
here. I don't think I have to do that. So I'm
not going to. That's how I was always. Yeah.
And symbols are beautiful, but they should come
from within you. Yeah. Right. Like this symbol
is a mixture of the male and female symbol and
an Egyptian symbol. and that's because and it
took many years for Prince to create this symbol
it started if you look at the purple rain cover
there's a male and female symbol on the motorcycle
but it looks like it's about to become this but
it hasn't evolved into this yet so this is a
representation of his dual nature his masculine
and feminine nature but also some Egyptian symbols
because he has a lot of Egyptian past lives Atlantis
energy and So this came from within Him, right?
I believe that there are certain symbols that
you could come in your medicine journey to the
awareness of or in meditation. Those are great
symbols. Ask Spirit, what are my symbols, right?
What are the symbols that need to come through
me instead of this symbol that was given that
came through this person in Japan? Yes, you know,
yeah, so you're asking the right questions However,
it is okay that you use someone else's symbols
at first so that you even understand how to use
your wand Yeah, right. Yeah, but what happens
is we so many people are not connected To their
own source. So they need emotion and body code.
They need Reiki they need EFT tapping they need
someone else's system that they trust just like
religion Mm -hmm. It can't just come through
me. There are healing modalities I've learned
but there's also healing modalities that I Literally
am so repelled by not because they're bad, but
because they don't vibrate with they could actually
Turn me into a choreographed robotic thing that
won't allow something natural to come through
So there's been a lot of my journey where you
know the more certifications you have, that does
not mean that you're doing better or more healing
work. Yeah, it could be, it could be giving you
too much language, like too many chefs in the
kitchen, where you intuitively, if you feel very
comfortable. Or someone else's code that literally
doesn't match yours at all. At all. Yeah. So
you just want to be mindful of that as well.
But it is okay to play. You have to put on the
costume to see if it fits. And when you put on
a king costume, you can start to feel like that
right so it's okay to use reiki at first and
then go rogue and that's my recommendation for
anyone here is take what works if you walk into
the crystal shop and a crystal calls to you and
you feel it and you feel it in your body buy
it but just to buy it so you can put it in your
windows so that you can say i'm a spiritual person
who burns sage just be mindful that that is a
program as well in an identity construct. Yes,
yes, very true. As we wrap up this first part
of the conversation, I want to invite you to
pause with what came up for you here. In part
two, Chris and I go deeper into sovereignty,
integrity, and the responsibility that comes
with spiritual work. especially when the tools,
symbols, or belief systems we once trusted no
longer feel aligned. We talk about releasing
outdated frameworks, questioning authority, and
what it really means to stand in your own truth
as it continues to evolve. If this episode resonated,
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