WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.419 Entry 10, The Power of Powerlessness. Hello. 00:00:05.360 --> 00:00:07.900 It has been three months since the last entry. 00:00:09.099 --> 00:00:11.759 Since the experience in Peru at the Temple of 00:00:11.759 --> 00:00:15.679 Souls, time holds less of a place in my reality. 00:00:16.960 --> 00:00:19.600 After the mountains spoke to me in Peru, I have 00:00:19.600 --> 00:00:23.300 been changed and continue to receive the meaning 00:00:23.300 --> 00:00:28.359 of the mountain time versus human time. So, I 00:00:28.359 --> 00:00:30.940 apologize for how long it has been since my last 00:00:30.940 --> 00:00:34.659 entry. For me, it has seemed like a moment, as 00:00:34.659 --> 00:00:38.140 time no longer commands me, motivates me, or 00:00:38.140 --> 00:00:42.000 defines me. Time is just a tool to communicate 00:00:42.000 --> 00:00:45.679 and coordinate events with other people. I want 00:00:45.679 --> 00:00:47.920 to be clear about this going forward so that 00:00:47.920 --> 00:00:51.020 you never feel I'm being dismissive about your 00:00:51.020 --> 00:00:54.320 experience with how often I share with you. I 00:00:54.320 --> 00:00:58.340 will always share when and how I am guided. I 00:00:58.340 --> 00:01:02.000 can promise you that. There is no choice in that 00:01:02.000 --> 00:01:05.040 process, and I'm not interested in denying or 00:01:05.040 --> 00:01:08.340 avoiding anything, especially as it relates to 00:01:08.340 --> 00:01:12.659 this purpose in my life. I must say, I thought, 00:01:12.959 --> 00:01:17.340 keywords, I thought, that at 16 ,700 feet up 00:01:17.340 --> 00:01:20.980 in the Andes of Peru, at that sacred location 00:01:20.980 --> 00:01:24.180 that I had reached a summit, so to speak, when 00:01:24.180 --> 00:01:27.719 in reality, I had reached a base camp, and the 00:01:27.719 --> 00:01:30.379 real summit I would climb would not take seven 00:01:30.379 --> 00:01:33.239 days, but three months following that moment. 00:01:34.040 --> 00:01:36.719 And after three months, I would continue to see 00:01:36.719 --> 00:01:40.239 an endless field of ranges of mountains, all 00:01:40.239 --> 00:01:45.280 with higher summits still. All that being said, 00:01:46.299 --> 00:01:49.819 onward we go. The effects of this awareness around 00:01:49.819 --> 00:01:52.840 mountain -timer, nothing I could have ever imagined. 00:01:53.129 --> 00:01:57.090 You see, with this new perspective of time has 00:01:57.090 --> 00:02:00.250 come an ability, a permission so to speak, to 00:02:00.250 --> 00:02:03.849 experience unnecessary powerlessness over events. 00:02:04.569 --> 00:02:07.250 Not only in my life and the lives of those I 00:02:07.250 --> 00:02:10.789 love the most, but in humanity in general. I 00:02:10.789 --> 00:02:13.849 had been aware of the journey of the sovereign 00:02:13.849 --> 00:02:16.830 soul taking me into powerlessness prior to the 00:02:16.830 --> 00:02:19.650 trip, but the trip catalyzed this process to 00:02:19.650 --> 00:02:22.879 a great degree. with the shift into mountain 00:02:22.879 --> 00:02:27.719 time. Experiencing powerlessness has had many 00:02:27.719 --> 00:02:30.360 exquisite effects on the essence of my soul, 00:02:30.620 --> 00:02:34.599 my being, and how I experience reality. I must 00:02:34.599 --> 00:02:37.599 say none of that could have been predicted or 00:02:37.599 --> 00:02:40.560 maybe more accurately would have been allowed 00:02:40.560 --> 00:02:44.419 by myself to predict. For fear it would disarm 00:02:44.419 --> 00:02:47.780 remaining armor and illusions of separation that 00:02:47.780 --> 00:02:50.780 allow personal belief systems to have authority 00:02:50.780 --> 00:02:54.819 instead of universal order and a more pure unfiltered 00:02:54.819 --> 00:02:59.000 experience with reality on reality's terms. You 00:02:59.000 --> 00:03:03.439 see, the path powerless leads you into is real. 00:03:03.610 --> 00:03:07.169 raw, and honest. It's an interface with reality 00:03:07.169 --> 00:03:10.870 that results and reveals an undeniable awareness 00:03:10.870 --> 00:03:14.310 to the mechanisms of creation and interaction 00:03:14.310 --> 00:03:17.710 that break your personal bond with reality, as 00:03:17.710 --> 00:03:20.150 well as reveal your dysfunctional and limiting 00:03:20.150 --> 00:03:23.009 belief systems that are shaping your relationship 00:03:23.009 --> 00:03:26.650 with reality. It replaces them with a universal 00:03:26.650 --> 00:03:30.550 bond and awareness to reality that truly underpins 00:03:30.550 --> 00:03:33.949 creation. And it does it in a way that exposes 00:03:33.949 --> 00:03:36.830 all of the belief systems that resist this process 00:03:36.830 --> 00:03:40.550 and distort your awareness to order and truth 00:03:40.550 --> 00:03:45.289 regarding creative existence. Powerlessness has 00:03:45.289 --> 00:03:48.689 the innate potential to be an incredibly unifying 00:03:48.689 --> 00:03:52.509 force as it puts you face to face with the greatest 00:03:52.509 --> 00:03:55.310 fears and questions that we all share and have 00:03:55.310 --> 00:03:59.169 in common. And it brings you to a place of acceptance 00:03:59.169 --> 00:04:02.520 and peace with them. Instead of relying on the 00:04:02.520 --> 00:04:05.180 personal or communal belief systems that we've 00:04:05.180 --> 00:04:08.560 adopted to cope with powerlessness and the fear 00:04:08.560 --> 00:04:11.500 of the unknown, the latter systems bring about 00:04:11.500 --> 00:04:14.939 the chemistry of denial temporarily to deal with 00:04:14.939 --> 00:04:17.819 this experience, many times classifying them 00:04:17.819 --> 00:04:21.180 as survival states that must be escaped in the 00:04:21.180 --> 00:04:25.079 moment. This approach to experiencing reality 00:04:25.079 --> 00:04:28.399 only propagates the need for the belief systems 00:04:28.399 --> 00:04:32.019 that create the chemistry of coping. in all its 00:04:32.019 --> 00:04:35.740 forms and further validates coping or excessive 00:04:35.740 --> 00:04:39.019 survival state -based reactions as necessary 00:04:39.019 --> 00:04:43.000 and beyond reach of change. Change that is necessary 00:04:43.000 --> 00:04:45.420 for the long -term well -being of the person, 00:04:45.720 --> 00:04:49.740 not just survival of the person. But instead 00:04:49.740 --> 00:04:53.439 of that change being seen as possible, necessary, 00:04:53.720 --> 00:04:57.959 and dare I say, inevitable, stagnancy and codependency 00:04:57.959 --> 00:05:01.819 on these old coping mechanisms results, and it 00:05:01.819 --> 00:05:05.279 is justified by a false allegiance to a process 00:05:05.279 --> 00:05:09.160 of belief and reaction that may have once given 00:05:09.160 --> 00:05:13.300 survival, structure, support or relief, but has 00:05:13.300 --> 00:05:16.899 become more and more rigid and in need of accommodation 00:05:16.899 --> 00:05:21.019 from all that wishes to evolve and change around 00:05:21.019 --> 00:05:23.759 it. But let me clarify this relationship with 00:05:23.759 --> 00:05:26.970 powerlessness. It does not yield the passive 00:05:26.970 --> 00:05:30.370 relationship with reality that one might expect. 00:05:30.769 --> 00:05:35.230 Instead, it replaces a personal power that defaults 00:05:35.230 --> 00:05:38.790 into choice based on self -survival with a more 00:05:38.790 --> 00:05:42.129 intuitive choice based in more pattern recognition, 00:05:42.709 --> 00:05:46.600 larger data sets, and a greater good. drawing 00:05:46.600 --> 00:05:50.180 from a universal power based on a sovereign universal 00:05:50.180 --> 00:05:53.199 order, instead of belief systems based in the 00:05:53.199 --> 00:05:56.279 brains of individuals. And the evidence of that 00:05:56.279 --> 00:05:59.819 universal power, that higher power, is undeniable 00:05:59.819 --> 00:06:02.500 in the objective reality that can be observed 00:06:02.500 --> 00:06:05.579 through our senses, connected to with our deepest 00:06:05.579 --> 00:06:09.240 instincts and intuition, and embraced at our 00:06:09.240 --> 00:06:14.139 deepest level as source. A natural result of 00:06:14.139 --> 00:06:16.860 this journey into powerlessness, with the willingness 00:06:16.860 --> 00:06:20.019 to observe reality more and more through this 00:06:20.019 --> 00:06:23.660 lens, it no longer needs faith or trust mechanisms 00:06:23.660 --> 00:06:27.480 of belief, which can be destabilizing and breed 00:06:27.480 --> 00:06:31.000 uncertainty long term. Instead, you are delivered 00:06:31.000 --> 00:06:34.259 to a truly better, more orderly, stable, long 00:06:34.259 --> 00:06:37.699 -term, honest place of connection and existence 00:06:37.699 --> 00:06:40.949 within reality. And I know this because I'm going 00:06:40.949 --> 00:06:43.370 through this process, and I am in this space 00:06:43.370 --> 00:06:46.569 of connection with reality right now. In terms 00:06:46.569 --> 00:06:49.550 of our physical biology, this space of existence 00:06:49.550 --> 00:06:52.069 is analogous to the state of greater physical 00:06:52.069 --> 00:06:55.449 homeostasis, as defined by the body's automatic 00:06:55.449 --> 00:06:58.829 process of maintaining a stable, balanced internal 00:06:58.829 --> 00:07:02.189 environment, such as temperature, pH, and nutrient 00:07:02.189 --> 00:07:05.579 levels. Despite changing external conditions, 00:07:05.959 --> 00:07:09.060 its purpose is to keep systems functioning optimally. 00:07:09.279 --> 00:07:11.699 In this space of connection and awareness, I 00:07:11.699 --> 00:07:14.939 am aware of reality in many ways that drive the 00:07:14.939 --> 00:07:17.860 process of what I am now in life instead of who 00:07:17.860 --> 00:07:20.879 I am and how I am with others as well as how 00:07:20.879 --> 00:07:23.920 I interact and respond to reality in general. 00:07:24.660 --> 00:07:28.290 I am much calmer, far less triggered. It is an 00:07:28.290 --> 00:07:31.149 interactive process that actively engages the 00:07:31.149 --> 00:07:34.149 senses, instincts, intuition, and the essence 00:07:34.149 --> 00:07:37.410 of my being or soul in a way that I can only 00:07:37.410 --> 00:07:40.470 do my best to describe, but in many ways is far 00:07:40.470 --> 00:07:43.430 outside the ability or need of any language. 00:07:43.589 --> 00:07:46.350 But as paradoxical as it sounds, powerlessness 00:07:46.350 --> 00:07:48.649 results in the opposite of what is considered 00:07:48.649 --> 00:07:51.800 the classic notion of passivity. It takes you 00:07:51.800 --> 00:07:54.860 to a place of complete integration and activation 00:07:54.860 --> 00:07:57.560 by the reality that creates and surrounds you 00:07:57.560 --> 00:08:01.220 at all times. And it refuses, based on its innate 00:08:01.220 --> 00:08:04.160 function and purpose, to be lied to, deceived, 00:08:04.379 --> 00:08:07.660 or denied by any belief system humanity has ever 00:08:07.660 --> 00:08:11.759 created to deal with it. It instead infuses you 00:08:11.759 --> 00:08:14.360 with an awareness and an order that is relentless 00:08:14.360 --> 00:08:17.240 in its quest for deeper and deeper awareness, 00:08:17.680 --> 00:08:20.819 balance, and knowing that is not derived from 00:08:20.819 --> 00:08:23.860 the search for it, but instead is a direct result 00:08:23.860 --> 00:08:27.740 of the space that you arrive in as a result of 00:08:27.740 --> 00:08:31.939 engaging in powerlessness itself. As a result, 00:08:32.059 --> 00:08:35.019 it leaves you powerless to resist its process 00:08:35.019 --> 00:08:39.409 of change and transformation. Through an osmotic 00:08:39.409 --> 00:08:42.629 -like effect, the space creates a gradient or 00:08:42.629 --> 00:08:45.350 movement where greater universal awareness is 00:08:45.350 --> 00:08:48.870 moved into your being across the membranes that 00:08:48.870 --> 00:08:51.929 used to defend you from it. These notions of 00:08:51.929 --> 00:08:54.590 higher order and change used to be perceived 00:08:54.590 --> 00:08:57.570 as a foreign substance, a foreign invader, or 00:08:57.570 --> 00:09:01.309 a threat to all you once believed was true and 00:09:01.309 --> 00:09:05.629 was beyond reproach. It instead, upon entering 00:09:05.629 --> 00:09:08.889 you, it inoculates you with immunity to these 00:09:08.889 --> 00:09:11.889 old beliefs and ability to identify true foreign 00:09:11.889 --> 00:09:14.830 invaders within yourself that have been, up until 00:09:14.830 --> 00:09:17.549 this point, hiding in plain sight behind the 00:09:17.549 --> 00:09:20.830 veil of untouchable belief system, necessary 00:09:20.830 --> 00:09:24.169 coping mechanisms, and self -preservation, as 00:09:24.169 --> 00:09:26.769 well as preservation of the old notions of self. 00:09:26.940 --> 00:09:30.360 The unveiling of this true source of internal 00:09:30.360 --> 00:09:33.220 conflict could only be brought about by the power 00:09:33.220 --> 00:09:36.799 of powerlessness and its innate ability to transform 00:09:36.799 --> 00:09:39.879 and remove the denial that allows these belief 00:09:39.879 --> 00:09:43.980 systems to go unnoticed. Because any attachment 00:09:43.980 --> 00:09:47.360 to personal power feeds the power of these systems, 00:09:47.879 --> 00:09:50.720 creates a shield around them, and aids in their 00:09:50.720 --> 00:09:53.519 defense and ongoing purpose to provide coping 00:09:53.519 --> 00:09:58.070 and the chemistry of denial. Some may be tempted 00:09:58.070 --> 00:10:01.490 to categorize this process as more of a metaphysical 00:10:01.490 --> 00:10:04.830 or a spiritual experience, but I must object 00:10:04.830 --> 00:10:07.669 to any attempt to categorize this experience 00:10:07.669 --> 00:10:10.909 based on the grounds of what I know I have observed 00:10:10.909 --> 00:10:14.509 empirically in my own experience within it. This 00:10:14.509 --> 00:10:17.509 is not a process or an experience to be pigeonholed 00:10:17.509 --> 00:10:20.889 or classified into any specific type. This powerlessness 00:10:20.889 --> 00:10:25.070 process of evolving, awakening, changing, It's 00:10:25.070 --> 00:10:28.370 a universal, all -inclusive process at work within 00:10:28.370 --> 00:10:32.070 all segments and dimensions of our reality. It 00:10:32.070 --> 00:10:35.230 is a common denominator, it is a constant result 00:10:35.230 --> 00:10:38.590 and originator of transformation, and it fuels 00:10:38.590 --> 00:10:41.809 the process of change and evolution within the 00:10:41.809 --> 00:10:44.610 creative process. And when willingly accepted 00:10:44.610 --> 00:10:47.950 and integrated, has great power to bring about 00:10:47.950 --> 00:10:50.769 radical levels of change within a life form, 00:10:51.009 --> 00:10:54.879 thus eliminating huge amounts of bottlenecks 00:10:54.879 --> 00:10:57.659 in the being. Powerlessness is a part of the 00:10:57.659 --> 00:11:01.279 path to greater realization and awareness. Powerless 00:11:01.279 --> 00:11:04.600 is a part of the path to true freedom. And finally, 00:11:05.059 --> 00:11:08.059 accepting the need and the experience of powerlessness 00:11:08.059 --> 00:11:11.820 is not an act of surrender. It is a necessary 00:11:11.820 --> 00:11:14.480 step in the act of transformation that allows 00:11:14.480 --> 00:11:18.019 you to realize and participate in the true power 00:11:18.019 --> 00:11:21.820 of sovereignty. We will go down this path together 00:11:21.820 --> 00:11:25.019 and all I ask is that you be willing to observe 00:11:25.019 --> 00:11:28.580 your reality through your senses, intuition and 00:11:28.580 --> 00:11:31.759 instincts and be open to the radical change in 00:11:31.759 --> 00:11:35.159 awareness that will happen as a result. Until 00:11:35.159 --> 00:11:37.399 next time, I am Sovereign Soul.