Entry five, tilling the field. I cannot be more
clear and transparent when I tell you that I
share these entries with you as they are shared
with me through my own experiences and meditations.
I live my life with the purpose and intention
to receive these insights so that they may nurture
and grow the sovereign soul within us all. Please
do not forget the original intention that has
led me on this odyssey. This journey into the
abyss of higher consciousness, the pushing away
from the pure, it was to further discover the
bottleneck of our beings, to come to know, embrace,
and then learn the practice of resolving the
patterns that lead to these bottlenecks. The
practice of resolution will clear the way for
the receiving of revelation. which will catalyze
our souls into a greater space of knowledge,
freeing us from the notions and ideas that keep
us slaves to thoughts and ideas that will not
serve us any longer. And in fact, holding on
to them keeps us from fully serving at scale.
My greatest hope for this work is that it results
in openings for all of us to pass through with
fewer bottlenecks, giving passage to the way
of living that yields a greater harvest of our
potential per being. Thus, allowing the gifts,
creations, contributions, and possibility of
all creations to be maximized in the reality.
Make no mistake, we are on this journey together.
And as I am being guided and offer you a roadmap
to your own sovereignty, you must take responsibility
for being your own guide as well and use the
information I'm sharing, applying it to your
own experience as higher power and higher purpose
guide you. You see, one of the beauties of reality
is that we are all one and have everything in
common on all levels. And at the same time, we
are all having this unique experience specifically
created to transform us into our higher selves.
To embrace that unique experience as a sovereign
soul, it not only maximizes our potential to
connect and receive from reality and serve on
a much higher level, but... In addition, it gives
us a much more clear understanding of how to
interact with others in an orderly fashion. It
is the intention of this work to cultivate new
concepts of reality and fertilize the field of
consciousness so that it will grow a healthy
crop of greater awareness. This crop will fuel
you to serve a higher power and realize the infinite
possibilities that are meant just for you. As
I set this intention and live my life as a sovereign
soul, in this way I fulfill my destiny and fertilize
my own field, leading to a greater yield of awakening
and awareness within what I am. And as a result,
the bottleneck of my being is opened as well,
and I proceed in serving at scale in my own life.
Before any of this can happen, we will all be
required to till the field. As I entered into
the fourth year after pushing away from the peer,
the level, depth, and intensity of interface
with reality was increasing. And I was aware
that the level of clarity I was experiencing
was increasing exponentially more than it ever
was when I was focused on being a doctor and
a healer in a one -on -one context. I had spent
the last four years clearing out and letting
go of all parts of my being that would no longer
go with me on the journey. I knew that this preparation
was a required step, and I embraced the very
difficult, yet rewarding work of tilling my own
field so that I would be ready and prepared for
the seeds that Creator would plant in the soil
of my being. I could tell that I was close to
receiving a divine seed, a creative concept that
I would then germinate and develop for reasons
that would become apparent to me when the timing
was right. Although I was totally comfortable
with my given name Key, for all the reasons I
have already spoken about, I knew a new given
name was coming that more accurately represented
the full scope of the experience that was to
come. A name not only for me, but a name that
would resonate and connect me with others willing
and ready to go on this journey of change and
expansion. I was in a meditative space, as I
always am on some level, when two words came
to my being. Sovereign soul. When they entered
my being, I felt them just resonate all through
my being from my top chakra all the way down
to the root and all levels of my awareness in
between, balls to bones. The divine seed had
been planted and the name given. I immediately
got into my flotation tank and began just opening
to what these words meant and how they would
symbolize what I was becoming and on many levels
always was. For days, these words just held a
sacred place within me. They would not leave
my awareness on any level. They were the best
words to describe what I am and would become
more and more. I continued to fertilize them
with just love and gratitude, experiencing a
sense of relief, although I could not put my
finger on just why. What did it mean to know
them? What did it mean for them to resonate so
deeply within my being? And what would knowing
this require and bring about in my reality and
all reality for that matter? I sat patiently
just knowing it would be revealed. So I continued
to prepare and practice, awaiting more awareness
and instructions. In that space of awareness,
I was able to see the greater purpose of the
last four years of my life and why everything
I had been guided to do and went through was
necessary for this moment to happen. I can best
describe it using the following inspired words.
I will share them with you in the form of a parable.
The name of the parable. tilling the field. It
is the tilling of the field, the turning of the
soil, the ridding of the rocks that paves the
way for true growth. It is the hardest of work,
because it requires hard labor and appears to
yield no immediate results. It tires and tests
the mind, body, and soul. It is the proving ground
of the servant. demanding commitment without
immediate gratification, many times for long
periods that wring out the faulty motivations
and expectations of reward or recognition that
can falsely motivate with less than a sovereign
intention. But deep in the soul of the sovereign
servant is instilled the divine purpose and calling
driven to do the work that prepares the way for
what the Creator will plant. The inherent willingness
to do the difficult labor that without no crops
could grow, giving all the glory to the yield
without need for credit for the cleanup. The
fulfillment of the servant is received as the
once barren field full of weeds and rocks is
now rich with deep brown topsoil, ready for the
planting by the hand of God. You see, you must
be willing to pull out the weeds of your own
desires and make room for the crops of the Creator
to take their place. These weeds are deeply rooted
in your own identities and self -worth. They
draw a lot of water and nutrients from the soil.
They crowd out more valuable crops, and they
offer this promise of fast growth and recognition.
But what do they actually yield? At the end of
your life, What will they have done to enrich
your soul and feed the souls of others? Even
more importantly, what will they have left behind
that doesn't demand your given name and memorial
to remember them by? And these rocks that take
up space in the field, they stand as a testament
to all of your beliefs and ideas set in stone,
unwilling to change no matter the circumstances
that are demanding it. They require everything
to grow around them and the space they occupy
is unwilling to share. They do not let the sun
fall on what's below them. And they find a way
to bury themselves in your being, resisting change.
How do these elements lend themselves to the
planting of the field by the true gardener of
reality, the creator? How does this type of field
lend itself to be open to the new crops of consciousness,
crops that are more suited to produce what is
needed to feed the souls of humanity now? We
all must be willing to till our fields. Rid them
of non -productive weeds and remove the rocks
that take up the space for something new to be
planted by the Creator. In the end, we must accept
we are sharecroppers in this reality. These are
not our fields. They belong to Creator long before
and after we are stewards and will return to
dust once again. How will you steward your given
field? What seeds are you open to grow? And how
are you willing to tirelessly till the soil to
prepare it for what Creator has already planned
to plant? Until next time, I am Sovereign Soul.