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You know, there's this fantasy, I think almost

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everyone has had it at some point. It's like

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three in the morning, you can't sleep and you

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just think, what if I just left? And I don't

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just mean a vacation. I mean, you pack one bag,

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you walk out the door, you pick a direction and

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you just never look back. It's the geographical

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cure. It's a classic human delusion, really.

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Yeah, exactly. The idea that if you just put

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enough physical miles between you and your past,

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the past somehow, you know, loses its grip. We

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always forget that saying wherever you go, there

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you are. You think your problems are external,

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this house, this job, this city? You can't leave

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your own head behind. And that very concept is

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the absolute core of the story we're unpacking

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today. We're doing a deep dive into a piece of

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horror that takes that whole running away fantasy

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and just twists it into something honestly terrifying.

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We are talking about Clark Ashton Smith's A Night

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in Malnail. Oh, a fantastic choice. And for anyone

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who might only know, say, Lovecraft or Robert

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E. Howard, Clark Ashton Smith is really the third

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pillar of that whole Weird Tales golden age.

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Right. From the 30s. Yeah. But where Lovecraft

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is all cosmic and kind of clinical and Howard

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is very visceral and action -packed, Smith is

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something else. He's a poet first. His horror

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is... It's lush. It's dreamlike. Incredibly atmospheric.

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That's a great way to put it. This story, which

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I think first came out in 33 and then later in

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Weird Tales in 1939, it doesn't rely on, you

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know, some monster from the deep. The monster

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here is memory. It's guilt. And it's set in a

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city that feels less like a real place and more

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like a fever dream. It's really a story about

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the architecture of guilt. how deep regret can

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actually reshape the world around you. So our

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mission today is to explore how Smith uses that

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setting, the city of Melnion, as a mirror for

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the main character's mind. We have a narrator

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who's running from a tragedy he caused, a city

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completely wrapped in fog, and a twist that forces

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him to face the one thing he swore he'd forget.

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So let's start with him. Our guy. We don't get

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a name, do we? He's just the narrator. No, no

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name. And he's definitely not on a leisure trip.

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When we first meet him, he's described as weary

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and just doing this aimless wandering. Aimless

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wandering? Yeah. Through the remote cities and

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roads of the old world. And Smith is probably

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pinching of his fictional version of medieval

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France, Averon, or somewhere like that. A place

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sort of out of time. But the key is he isn't

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moving towards something. He's moving away. And

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he's exhausted. Right. But the story doesn't

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really hide why he's running. It drops the reason

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pretty early. It all comes back to his wife,

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Lady Mariel. It does. And this is where it gets

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really dark. Lady Mariel isn't just dead. She

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committed suicide. And Smith gives us a very

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specific and very damning detail about why. It

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wasn't just some sudden madness. The text explicitly

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links her death. to the narrator's own behavior.

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Yeah, the phrase is his cruel and vicious temper.

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And we have to pause on that because that just

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changes everything about how we see this guy.

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He's not some tragic widower. No. He's an abuser.

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He broke his wife's spear until she just couldn't

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take it anymore. Precisely. That distinction

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is everything. If he were just grieving, this

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would be a tragedy. But because he's the cause,

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it becomes a story about guilt. Culpability.

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He's fleeing the scene of the crime. Exactly.

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Even if the law can't touch him. His wandering

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is just a desperate attempt to outrun his own

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conscience. He thinks if he just keeps moving,

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the guilt can't catch up. So he's dragging this

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with him across the countryside. And then as

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evening is falling, he stumbles upon Malnais.

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I want to talk about that name, Malnais. I mean,

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I took French in high school and my brain immediately

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starts picking it apart. Mal is bad. Or sick.

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You're spot on. It's a wordsmith basically made

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up to pack a punch. Yeah. Mal implies evil, sickness,

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something wrong. And nil, that translates to

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nothingness, the void. So he literally walks

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into the city of evil nothingness. Or bad void,

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yeah. That is not a welcoming sign. If I saw

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that on a map, I would pull a U -turn so fast.

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It creates this sense of dread before he even

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gets inside the gates. It suggests a place that

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is, you know. morally bankrupt or maybe a place

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that just shouldn't exist at all. Yeah. A little

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pocket of negation in the real world. And the

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physical description, it matches the name perfectly.

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He arrives and the very first thing he notices

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is the fog. Oh, yeah. And it's not just a little

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mist. It's this heavy, suffocating shroud that

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just wraps around everything. Smith is a master

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of this kind of texture. The fog does two things

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here. Visually, it isolates him. It cuts him

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off from the rest of the world, traps him. But...

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Psychologically, fog is confusion, right? The

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inability to see clearly. Which is exactly what

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he's doing in his own head. It mirrors his denial

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perfectly. But even more than the fog, there's

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the sound. The bells. The bells. And they are

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not happy wedding bells. Smith describes them

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as sepulchral. tolling constantly. A mortuary

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toll, yeah. It's this heavy, rhythmic, metallic

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sound that just gets into every inch of the city.

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I mean, just imagine that. You're tired, you're

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guilty, you're lost in the fog, and all you can

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hear is this ceaseless B -O -Y, B -O -Y, B -O

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-Y. It's like the heartbeat of the city is a

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dying heartbeat. It's psychological warfare.

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The bells are a constant reminder of death. You

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can close your eyes, you know, block out the

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fog, but you can't close your ears to the bells.

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They're wearing him down. Right. He enters the

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city wanting to just sleep, wanting oblivion.

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But the city is just screaming at him to stay

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awake and pay attention. So he tries to find

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a place to stay, goes to a tavern, then an inn.

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He just wants a bed. And this is where things

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ramp up from just like creepy atmosphere to full

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on nightmare logic. Right. Because in a normal

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city, maybe things are booked up for a big event.

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But here he's rejected with this very specific,

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almost bureaucratic explanation. He's told that

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all accommodations, every room, every service

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has been appropriated. Appropriated. That is

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such a cold word. It implies a total takeover.

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Yeah. And when he asks why, they tell him it's

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for a funeral. And not just any funeral. No,

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they explicitly say it's for the funeral of Lady

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Mariel. Okay, freeze frame. This is the moment.

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He is miles and miles away from home. He hears

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the name of his dead wife. The wife he drove

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to suicide? Right. He hears that the entire city

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is shut down for her funeral. A rational person

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would scream. A rational person would run. What

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does our narrator do? He just, he completely

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checks out. He rationalizes it. He tells himself

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it's an uncanny coincidence. An uncanny coincidence.

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That is. Wow. That is some heavy lifting for

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the human brain. Must be another Lady Mariel

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having a massive state funeral in this random

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foggy town I just walked into. It seems totally

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absurd to us reading it. Yeah. But this is actually

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a pretty realistic depiction of how the mind

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protects itself from trauma or extreme guilt.

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How so? Well. If he admits that it's his Lady

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Mariel, his entire reality just collapses. He

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has to admit he hasn't escaped a thing. So his

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brain, it builds a wall. He decides it's a coincidence

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because the alternative is just. It's madness.

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It is. So he's wearing these blinders. He's walking

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through the streets. Everyone is preparing for

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this funeral. The people aren't, you know. Living

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their lives, they're all somber, carrying wreaths,

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sewing black cloth. The whole town is like a

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stage crew setting up for a tragedy. And notice

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how they're described. They barely register.

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They're like ants working for the colony. Their

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only purpose is this ritual. It adds to the feeling

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that Malnais isn't a real functioning city. It's

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a machine built for one thing. This funeral.

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And the narrator's just walking through it feeling

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like an outsider. But we, the readers, we know

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he's the guest of honor or maybe the prisoner.

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He's the center of it all. And he's just refusing

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to look at the center. Eventually, he just kind

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of gets swept up in the crowd, right? He can't

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ignore the flow. The bells are getting louder.

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The crowd is moving. And he ends up at the cathedral.

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And Smith's description of the cathedral, it's

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not a place of sanctuary. It sounds heavy, oppressive.

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It's the architectural heart of the bad void.

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Oh, no. Right. The bells are deafening here.

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The incense is thick. He enters the nave. And

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again, you can feel the pressure building. He

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is physically moving closer and closer to the

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truth he's been running from. He walks up to

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the coffin, the open coffin. Yeah. And this is

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the moment the blinders are just ripped off.

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He looks down. And Smith doesn't play any games

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here. It's not a skeleton. It's not some demon.

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It's not a blank face. The narrator looks down

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and sees, with no doubt, the face of his wife,

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Lady Mariel. The shock of that. I mean, it breaks

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the laws of physics. She died back home. She

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was buried. And yet here she is in a city he's

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never even been to. The whole coincidence defense

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just shatters instantly. He is forced to confront

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this impossible reality. He ran away from her

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death. Only to walk right into a city that's

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eternally reenacting it for him. It's the ultimate

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irony. By running, he didn't escape. He took

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a shortcut straight to the confrontation. It's

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like the universe itself said, no. You don't

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get to just walk away from this. His cruelty

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was so potent, it actually stained the fabric

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of reality and created this city, this funeral,

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these bells just for him. So he sees her face.

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He knows it's her. Does he fall to his knees?

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Does he confess his sins? No. He does the only

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thing he knows how to do. He runs. Again. Flight

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is his only coping mechanism. He turns and he

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flees the cathedral. But this is where the environment

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shifts again. When he first entered, the city

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was just foggy and confusing. Now, Smith describes

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the streets as becoming labyrinthine. I love

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that shush. A labyrinth isn't just a maze. It's

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a trap. It feels like the city is now actively

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trying to keep him there. The geometry of the

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city itself seems to be conspiring against him.

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He runs for hours. Think about that. Yeah. Hours

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of pure panic running through these identical

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foggy cobblestone streets with those bells still

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just. hammering away in his ears. He's a rat

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in a maze that he built himself? It's a perfect

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manifestation of his internal state. His mind

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is a mess of guilt and panic, so the city becomes

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a mess of winding streets. He's literally loft

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in his own head. And the terror is that there

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might not be an exit because, as we said, he

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is the source of the horror. You can't find the

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exit to a building you're carrying on your own

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back. But the story says he does eventually find

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the road. He stumbles out of the city limits.

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The fog things out. Maybe the bells fade a bit.

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He's back in the old world countryside. He physically

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escapes, yes. But the real question is, has he

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actually escaped anything? I would argue absolutely

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not. I mean, before he was running from a memory,

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a regret. Now, now he's running from a reality.

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He saw her. Exactly. The denial is gone. He can

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no longer pretend it was just a bad temper or

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a tragic accident. He has seen the funeral. He

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knows the universe holds him responsible. So

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he might be walking down a quiet country road

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again, but he's haunted now in a way that is

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just total and absolute. Which makes you wonder

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about Melnion itself. We talked about the name

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Bad Void. Do you think if you or I walk down

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that same road, we would find a city with funeral

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bells? Or would we just find an empty field?

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That's the most fascinating question Smith leaves

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us with. It suggests that Melaniel might not

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be a fixed location on a map. It could be a subjective

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trap, a phenomenon that only rises from the fog

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for those who have a certain weight of guilt

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on their soul. Like a magnet for a guilty conscience

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that just pulls you in. Or, and this is maybe

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more disturbing, the city exists, but it changes

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its face for every traveler. Maybe for someone

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else it's a city celebrating a wedding or a city

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of total silence. But for our narrator, it became

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the funeral city. Because that's what he needed

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to see. That's what he brought with him. Smith

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takes that psychological truth, that we project

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our internal states onto the world, and he just

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makes it literal. The narrator's guilt is so

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powerful, it literally built the walls and summoned

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the fog. It weaponizes that idea. The environment

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doesn't just match his mood, it attacks him with

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it. Right. It's also interesting that he's completely

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isolated. I mean, he gets turned away at the

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end, but he never really has a conversation with

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anyone. And that isolation is key to the punishment.

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He's forced to be an observer of his own tragedy.

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He can't stop the funeral. He can't apologize

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to the corpse. He can only watch. It's a hell

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of his own making. Quite literally. You know,

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we often talk about horror in terms of jump scares

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or gore, but this story hits on a much deeper

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fear, the fear that we are known, that our secrets

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aren't actually secret, that the universe keeps

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a ledger and eventually the bill comes due. That

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is what makes this story endure. It strips away

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the comfort of anonymity. We all like to think

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that if we move to a new town, hey, nobody knows

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what we did. This story says, you know, here,

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and that is enough. And that cruel and vicious

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temper, it comes right back to bite him. It's

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a cautionary tale about character. His character

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flaw. His cruelty. That was the seed. Malnail

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was just the tree that grew from it. A poisonous

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tree indeed. Yeah. And it kind of forces you

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to ask yourself, what cities are we building

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with our own actions? If you walked into a city

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built entirely of your own past behaviors, would

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it be a place you'd want to visit? That is...

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That is a terrifying thought. I'd hope for a

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city of pleasant brunch spots, but, you know,

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you never know. Let's hope so. So before we wrap,

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I want to circle back to the end one more time.

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He leaves, he's back on the road, and we assume

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he just, what, keeps walking forever. That's

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the implication. He's like the ancient mariner

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or the wandering Jew. He's cursed to Rome, carrying

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this knowledge with him. But here's a thought

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that really kept me up after this reading. We

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talk about whether the city was real or a hallucination.

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What if? What if Melnion was entirely a manifestation

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of his mind? A hallucination brought on by guilt

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and exhaustion. Well, if the city was in his

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head, then leaving the city is just another part

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of the delusion. He never actually escaped the

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labyrinth. He might still be sitting in that

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cathedral or wandering that maze. And this is

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the worst one. He might never have even left

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his home. So he's sitting in the room where his

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wife died. Yes. Completely catatonic. Hallucinating

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this entire journey to the old world while just...

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staring at a wall. That is a chilling interpretation.

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Yeah. It would mean the entire story, the travel,

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the city, the escape. It's all just the firing

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of a broken mind trying to process the unprocessable.

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He's trapped in a loop. He can never exit. And

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that, my friends, is why Clark Ashton Smith is

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a master. He leaves you with a map that leads

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nowhere. A map to a place you definitely do not

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want to go. Well, thank you for taking this trip

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to Melneont with us. Maybe check your own conscience

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before you go to sleep tonight, just in case

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you hear bells ringing in the distance? Indeed.

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Until next time.
