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Welcome back to the Deep Dive. Today, we are

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opening a file that sits right at the intersection

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of, well, neurology, sociology, and just pure

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nightmare fuel. Yeah, it's a heavy one. We've

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covered serial offenders before, but there's

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usually a sense of chaos to them, right? A lack

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of structure. Today's subject is, he's different.

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He tried to impose this rigid, almost mathematical

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structure on murder. It's a case that feels less

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like a crime story and, you know, more like a

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grim psychological experiment. Just gone horribly

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wrong. We're talking about a man who treated

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Moscow like a game board. And his citizens like

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pawns. We are talking about Alexander Petrishkin.

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The press had a few names for him. The Bitsa

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Park Maniac was one, which is terrifying enough.

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Just the location itself. But the name that really

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stuck, the one that tells you everything you

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need to know about his psyche, is the chessboard

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killer. That name, the chessboard killer, it

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just it immediately reframes the violence, doesn't

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it? It suggests that for him, this wasn't just

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about the act of killing. It was about completion.

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It was about filling a quota, specifically the

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64 squares on a standard chessboard. 64 lives.

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That was the goal. And to understand how someone,

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anyone arrives at that specific horrifying ambition,

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we have to look at the source material we've

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pulled for today. Yeah. What are we working with?

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We have a really detailed breakdown of his life,

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court transcripts, psychological evaluations,

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and a lot of context on what Moscow was like

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in the 90s and early 2000s. Yeah. Because the

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environment here is, I think. Just as important

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as the man. Absolutely. The setting is crucial.

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We're looking at a timeline that stretches from

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1992 all the way to 2006. 14 years. 14 years.

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14 years of operating in one of the most populous

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cities in the world. And for the most part, he

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was completely undetected. He was convicted of

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49 murders. Officially? Officially 49. But he

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claimed the number was 60, maybe even higher.

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He was actively trying to correct the court.

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Trying to get credit for more kills. Yeah, which

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is just a whole other level of psychopathy. It's

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a mindset we absolutely need to untack. But before

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we get to the horror, we have to start with the

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why. This is the mission for this deep dive.

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To try and figure out if Alexander Petushkin

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was a product of a broken brain, a broken home,

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or, you know, a broken society. Or is it? Is

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it all three? I think that's the big question,

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right? Nature versus nurture is the cliche. But

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in this case, we have a very specific, very tangible

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nature element, a traumatic brain injury. Right.

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And that collides with a very specific nurture

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element, social isolation and... Well, the entire

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collapse of the Soviet Union happening around

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him. So let's start at the beginning, the origin

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story. Because when you look at the early reports

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on Petrushkin, born in 74 in the Moscow region,

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there aren't any immediate red flags. He wasn't,

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you know, setting fires or torturing animals

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as a toddler. No, not at all. By all accounts,

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he was a sociable kid, a happy kid. He lived

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on Kursonskaya Street with his mother. The father

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left early, which is a common trope, sure. But

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it didn't seem to define his early years. He

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was, by all accounts, engaging. He played with

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other kids. Went to the accident. We need to

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spend some real time on this because he fell

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off a swing. Sounds like something that happens

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to every kid on a playground. Yeah, it sounds

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so minor. But this wasn't a scraped knee. This

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was something else entirely. It was a catastrophic,

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pivotal moment. He was young, playing on a swing

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set. He falls backward. Now physics takes over,

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right? The swing seat, which is... Heavy. Oh,

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yeah. Those old Soviet era swings were solid

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metal. Exactly. So it swings forward, reaches

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its apex and comes swinging back like a pendulum.

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And it struck him directly in the forehead. The

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source material mentions damage to the frontal

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cortex. I know we hear that term a lot in these

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kinds of profiles, but can we like break down

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what that actually means for a developing child?

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OK, so think of the frontal cortex as the CEO

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of the brain or maybe a better analogy is the

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braking system for your car. It's responsible

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for impulse control, decision -making, social

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behavior, understanding consequences. When you

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have a thought like, I'm angry, I want to hit

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that person, the frontal cortex is the part that

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steps in and says, whoa, hold on, bad idea, don't

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do that. So if you damage the brakes. The car

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doesn't stop. And because Petrushkin was a child,

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his brain was still wiring itself. This wasn't

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damage to a finished structure. This was damage

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to the very foundation while the house was still

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being built. The experts and the sources all

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speculated that this injury permanently impaired

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his ability to regulate aggression. And the change

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was immediate, wasn't it? It wasn't a slow burn.

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It was like a switch flipped. Night and day,

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he became hostile. He became impulsive, both

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verbally and physically. And this leads to the

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second real tragedy of his childhood, the reaction

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of the adults around him. This is where the nurture

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part just starts to completely fail him. His

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mother, dealing with this suddenly aggressive,

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difficult child, decides to transfer him out

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of mainstream school. She moved him to a school

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specifically for children with learning disabilities.

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Now, in the context of the Soviet educational

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system of the 80s, we have to be clear. This

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wasn't a supportive environment in the way we

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might think of it today. No, it was a dumping

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ground. It was often a place of warehousing,

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yeah, and a place of massive stigma. Huge stigma.

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So by moving him there, she inadvertently just

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slapped this label on him. When he would see

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his old friends from the mainstream school or

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just kids in the neighborhood, they knew where

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he went to school now. They started calling him

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that retard. That is just brutal. You take a

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kid who already has a... You know, a biological

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inability to regulate his own anger. And then

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you give him a target. You poke the bear every

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single day. Exactly. It just intensified his

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internal rage. He felt superior to the other

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kids at the special school because he didn't

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actually have a low IQ. He had an impulse control

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problem. But to the outside world, he was less

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than. That creates a very dangerous pressure

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cooker. A narcissist who is being treated like

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he's stupid. He needed a way to prove he wasn't

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stupid. He needed an outlet. And this is where

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his grandfather enters the picture. This feels

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like the one moment, the one fork in the road

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where things could have gone differently. It

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really is the sliding doors moment, isn't it?

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Petrushkin's maternal grandfather was the only

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one who seemed to see past the behavioral issues.

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He saw that Alexander was actually quite bright.

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He saw the kid underneath. Yeah, he realized

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the special school wasn't challenging him, it

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was just containing him. So he took Alexander

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in. He moves him out of the mother's house. Yes,

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he brings him into his own home. He wants to

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nurture that intellect that he sees in him. And

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the tool he chooses is chess. Which, I mean,

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it makes perfect sense. It's logical. It's quiet.

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It requires focus. Yeah. All things Pichishkin

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desperately needed help with. And it's culturally

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massive in Russia. Right. Being good at chess

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isn't just a hobby there. It's a sign of sophistication

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and intelligence. For Pichishkin, mastering chess

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was a way to say to the world, I'm not the retard

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you think I am. I can outthink you. And he was

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good at it. He was excellent at it. The grandfather

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encouraged him to play exhibition games in Bitsa

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Park. Now, Bitsa Park is huge. We mentioned that.

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It's this massive forest inside the city limits.

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Right. And it had this whole culture of elderly

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men sitting on benches playing chess all day.

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So Petushkin starts going there to play against

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them. But there's a dark side to this, too. Yeah.

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It wasn't just about the sport for him, was it?

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No. For Petushkin... chess became a channel for

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his aggression. Psychologically, he wasn't playing

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for the beauty of the game. He was playing to

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dominate. He found this deep satisfaction in

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just destroying the opponent. It was a safe way

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to exert power. It was a safe, socially acceptable

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way to exert total power over another man. I

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control your pieces. I control your fate. And

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for a while, that was enough. The violence was

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contained to the 64 squares of the board. For

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a while. But then the grandfather died. And this

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seems to be the collapse of the dam. This is

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the moment everything breaks. It was a massive

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emotional blow. I mean, the grandfather was his

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anchor, his only advocate, the only person who

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truly respected him. When he died, Petrushkin

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lost his housing. He had to move back in with

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his mother and he lost his guidance. His whole

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world fell apart. And the grief didn't manifest

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as, you know, tears. It manifested as drinking.

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Heavy, heavy drinking. He began consuming huge

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quantities of vodka. Now, looking at the source

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material, he claims this was to dull the pain,

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but also to calm his aggression. He was self

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-medicating. He knew something was wrong. I think

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he did. He knew there was something violent bubbling

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up inside of him, and he tried to drown it. But

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he kept going to the park? He did. He kept playing

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chess. But now the whole dynamic changed. He

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wasn't just playing. He was drinking with these

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older men, and he noticed something interesting.

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What was that? He could handle his liquor. He

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could drink massive amounts of vodka and still

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standing, stay coherent, while these older, often

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frail men would pass out or get sloppy drunk.

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That's a very dangerous realization for a predator.

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I am stronger than them. I am more clear -headed

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than them, even when we're both drinking. And

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that physical superiority started to merge with

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his intellectual superiority from the chess game.

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He started to view these men not just as opponents,

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but as weak. As disposable. Exactly. Before we

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get to the actual killing, there's this really

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disturbing escalation that involves a video camera.

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This really creeped me out in the notes. It's

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not a murder, but it's almost worse than its

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intent. It's the rehearsal. It's the bridge from

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fantasy to reality. He developed this sinister

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hobby, as the sources call it, where he would

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take a video camera and threaten children. There's

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a specific chilling account of him holding a

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young child upside down by one leg out of a window.

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And he's filming this the whole time. He's filming

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himself holding the child and he's narrating.

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He says to the camera, you are in my power now.

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I am going to drop you and you will fall 15 meters

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to your death. My God. That is pure sadism. It's

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not about the kill at that point. It's about

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the terror in that child's eyes and the absolute

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total control he has in that moment. And he would

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watch these take back over and over. He needed

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to relive that rush of power. But as with any

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addiction, and we have to view this kind of psychology

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as an addiction cycle, the high from the tapes

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started to fade. He needed the real thing. He

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needed the real thing. Which brings us to 1992.

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He is 18 years old. The Soviet Union has just

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collapsed. The world is completely upside down.

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And Pichushkin decides it's time to start his

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game for real. And the first victim is Mikhail

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Odichuk. And this is fascinating because Odychuk

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wasn't a random target. He was a classmate. In

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fact, according to Pichishkin, he was a co -conspirator.

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Wait, wait, a co -conspirator. So they planned

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this together. Allegedly, yes. They met to plan

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killing 64 people together. It was a shared fantasy,

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a folie a deux. They apparently discussed the

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whole chessboard concept. Wow. But when the rubber

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met the road, July 27, 1992, Odychuk got cold

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feet. So they meet in Bitsa Park, presumably

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to find their first victim. Right. That's the

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plan. And O .D. Chuck says, I can't do this.

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I don't want to do this. He tries to back out.

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And Petrushkin doesn't just see this as a friend

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changing his mind. He sees it as a betrayal,

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personal insult. He felt teased. That's the specific

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word used in the reports. He felt humiliated.

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So all that aggression, he turned it on to O

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.D. Chuck. He strangled him and threw his body

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into a sewer entrance there in the park. And

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just like that. The co -author of the plan becomes

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the first square on the board. The very first.

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Now, here's the part that makes me want to just

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scream at the history books. The police investigated

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this, didn't they? Oh, yeah, they did. Odichik

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was reported missing. He was last seen with Pachishkin.

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The police brought Pachishkin in for questioning.

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And get this, Pachishkin admitted meeting him.

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He didn't even deny it. Nope. He said, yeah,

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we hung out in the park for a bit, but then I

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left him there and went home. He just played

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it completely cool. And because he had hidden

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the body so well in the sewer system. Nobody.

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No crime. Exactly. And we have to remember the

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context. This is 1992 Moscow. The country is

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in absolute freefall. The police are underfunded.

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They're overwhelmed. They're dealing with the

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explosion of the Russian mafia. A missing 18

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-year -old boy. I mean, it's tragic, but it wasn't

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a top priority. So they let him go. If they had

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just pushed a little harder, if they had checked

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the sewers, I mean, history changes. But they

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didn't. And then, strangely, he stops. There's

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a long hiatus. A really long one. From 1992 to

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2001, that's nine years. Now, some criminologists

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think he might have killed during this period

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and we just don't know about it. But the official

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record says he was dormant. What woke him up?

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What brought him back? In 1996, Russia placed

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a moratorium on the death penalty. It was part

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of their process of joining the Council of Europe.

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Petrushkin later claimed this reignited his interest.

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That seems so counterintuitive. Usually killers

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don't really care about the law. Was he saying

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the stakes were lower now? Or maybe that the

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system had become soft. I mean, he viewed himself

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as a predator, a wolf. And if the state wasn't

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going to be a wolf anymore, maybe he felt he

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had to step in. It's a completely twisted logic.

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But for him, the lack of a death penalty might

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have removed the final psychological barrier.

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So we fast forward to 2001. The sewers period

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begins. And this is. This is the bulk of his

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crimes. We really need to slow down and look

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at this period because between 2001 and 2005,

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he attacks 36 people. 36 people. That is just

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a staggering number. That's almost one a month

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on average, though they were often clustered

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together. And the modus operandi, the method,

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was brutally, chillingly consistent. Walk us

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through a typical event. It always starts with

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the hunt in the park, right? It starts with the

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hunt. He would go to Bits of Park. He's dressed

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normally. He's a warehouse worker. He doesn't

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look threatening at all. He finds a solitary

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man, usually elderly, often homeless or, you

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know, down on his luck. And he offers them a

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drink. The universal icebreaker. But he doesn't

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just say, let's get a drink. He invites them

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to mourn his dead dog. A dead dog. It was his

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go -to ruse every time. He would tell the victim,

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my dog is buried here in the woods and I'm going

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to visit his grave. Come have a drink with me

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to toast his memory. It's genius in a sick way.

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It invokes sympathy. It explains why they need

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to go deep into the woods to find the grave.

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And it introduces the alcohol immediately. And

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not just any alcohol. He had a specific brand

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he always used. Golden Magic Vodka. Golden Magic.

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It sounds like something you'd buy at a gas station

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for a dollar. It cost about 38 rubles. So, yeah,

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pennies. It was rot gut. But Petrushkin had this

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weird obsession with it. He actually claimed

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he used that specific brand because he didn't

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want to spoil the victims with expensive vodka.

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That is such a chillingly dehumanizing detail.

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Yeah. You're about to die, but you aren't worth

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the good stuff. Right. So they walk into the

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woods. They get to a secluded spot, usually near

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a sewage well or a manhole. They drink. The victim

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gets intoxicated. And then Petrushkin strikes.

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Almost always from behind. A hammer blow to the

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head, or sometimes he used the empty vodka bottle

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itself. Just blunt force trauma to the back of

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the skull. And then the disposal. This is why

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it's called the sewers period. Bitsa Park has

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this whole network of underground sewage canals.

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Patrishkin would drag the body to a manhole or

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a well and just... dump them in. And the current

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would just take them away. Exactly. And this

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is crucial. Sometimes the victims weren't even

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dead yet. The autopsy reports that were eventually

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done showed that many of them actually drowned

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in the sewage. That is a pure nightmare. And

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practically speaking, this is why he got away

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with it for so long. The bodies weren't just

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hidden. They were being actively flushed out

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of his hunting ground. And think about the victims.

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Elderly, homeless, alcoholics. In early 2000s

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Moscow, these were the invisible people. When

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they went missing, families often just assumed

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they had drifted away or died of exposure. The

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police weren't launching massive manhunts for

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homeless men in the park. He knew that. He was

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preying on the people that society had already

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forgotten. He was. But he wasn't just killing

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them. He was marking them. There was a signature.

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Yes. This is where the organized killer profile

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really comes in. He would often impale the open

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skull wound with a stick. or sometimes the empty

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vodka bottle. Why? I mean, what is the psychological

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point of that? It's a signature. It's a claim

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of ownership, like an artist signing their work.

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But some psychologists and the sources also suggest

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it was a way to, you know, keep the spirits of

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the victims from escaping or conversely, a way

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to plug the hole he made. It's ritualistic. It

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signifies that this isn't a robbery gone wrong.

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This is a ceremony. 36 people attacked. It's

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just hard to wrap your head around the fact that

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no one noticed a pattern. Well, bodies were being

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found occasionally, usually miles and miles away

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in water treatment plants. But because the decomposition

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and the water damage were so severe, police couldn't

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always identify the cause of death. They often

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ruled them as accidental drownings or falls.

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He was using the city's own infrastructure as

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his accomplice. He absolutely was. But then,

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in 2005, something shifts. The Sears period ends,

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and the open period begins. Why change a winning

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strategy? He was completely invisible. Why stop

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hiding the bodies? He got arrogant. It's a classic

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escalation. The satisfaction of the secret was

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wearing off. He wanted the notoriety. He wanted

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the city to know there was a predator in the

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park. From 2005 to 2006, he stops dumping them

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in the sewers. He just leaves the bodies right

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there in the open for anyone to find. He wants

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the headlines. He craves them. And the violence

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escalated, too. The attacks became more frenzied,

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repeated hammer blows. He was practically obliterating

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the faces of the victims. And the geography changed,

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too. This is the part that really makes me shiver.

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He stopped hunting random strangers deep in the

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woods and started hunting. Well. practically

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on his own doorstep. It's unbelievably bold.

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It's almost suicidal when you think about it.

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He started targeting people he knew, his neighbors.

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Let's look at the map from the sources. He lived

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on Kirsten Skaia Street. Right. In a huge complex

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of high -rise apartment blocks, 10 of his last

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victims live in that same four -building complex.

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Ten. Ten. Four from building number two, two

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from building number four, three from building

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number six, and one from building number eight.

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So he's killing the guy he sees at the mailbox.

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He's killing the guy he rides the elevator with

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every day. It completely destroys the concept

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of stranger danger. These people trusted him.

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They knew him as Sasha from down the hall. When

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he said, hey, let's go for a walk and have a

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drink, they didn't think twice. He was familiar.

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But how did he think he would get away with that?

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If you kill your neighbor, eventually someone

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is going to connect the dots. Hey, you know,

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the last time I saw Yavin, he was walking out

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with Sasha. That's the thing. I think he might

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not have cared anymore. Or his narcissism was

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just so high, he thought he could talk his way

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out of it like he did back in 1992. But this

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proximity, this boldness, it's ultimately what

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doomed him. Which brings us to the final victim,

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June 2006, Marina Muskaliova. Marina was 36 years

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old. She worked with Pachushkin at a local grocery

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store. He invited her for a walk in the park.

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Now, unlike the homeless man or some of the elderly

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neighbors, Marina was actually a little suspicious.

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The notes say she hesitated. She did. People

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in the neighborhood were starting to get weird

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vibes from Petrushkin. The rumors were starting.

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But he was persistent. She eventually agreed

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to go. But she did something very, very smart.

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Something that saved who knows how many future

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victims. She left a note. She wrote a note for

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her son. It said, I'm going for a walk with Petrushkin.

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And she left Petrushkin's phone number right

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there on the paper. Okay, and here is the detail

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that makes absolutely no sense to me. Petrushkin

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knew about the note. Yes. She either told him

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or he saw it. The sources are a bit unclear on

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how, but he knew that if she disappeared, there

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was a literal paper trail pointing directly at

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him. And he killed her anyway. He did. He walked

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her into the park. He attacked her. He left her

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body to be found. Why? I mean, if you know you're

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going to get caught, why do it? It doesn't track.

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There are two main theories. One is that the

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compulsion was just too strong. He physically

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couldn't stop himself even if he wanted to. But

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the other theory and the one Petrushkin himself

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later pushed is that he was just done. Suicide

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by arrest. Exactly. He said in an interview later,

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I just couldn't go on. I was severely depressed

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at the time. He claimed he effectively handed

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himself over to the police because he wanted

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the game to end. But I think he also wanted the

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credit. So Marina's body is found on June 14th.

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The police find the note, but they also find

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a Metro ticket in her pocket. And that ticket

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was the nail in the coffin. It gave him a time

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stamp. They pulled the CCTV footage from the

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Metro station, and there they were. Marina and

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Pichushkin walking together, smiling, just hours

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before her death. It's undeniable proof. They

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arrest him on June 16th, 2006. And I have to

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imagine the police were expecting a fight. They

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were expecting denial lies. Instead, they got

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a performance. Petrishkin didn't just confess.

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He opened the floodgates. He seemed relieved.

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He wanted to tell them everything. Starts bragging.

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Oh, absolutely. He takes him to the park. There's

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actual footage of this. Him handcuffed, walking

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the police through the woods, pointing out spots.

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Here's where I killed this one. Here's where

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I killed that one. He demonstrated a phenomenal,

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almost photographic memory for detail. And this

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is where the chessboard motivation really comes

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out into the open. Yes. The police charged him

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with 49 murders. And Pichushkin got angry. He

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actually got offended. He said, no, no, you're

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shortchanging me. He claimed the number was 60.

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He wanted credit for every single square he had

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filled. He was keeping score. Literally. Police

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found a chessboard in his apartment. He had been

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marking off squares with dates. And in some cases.

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Names. He had 61 squares filled in his mind,

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if you count the attempted murders that he considered

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wins. He was only three away from completing

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the entire board. What happens when the board

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is full? Did he ever say what the plan was then?

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He said he would have just bought another board.

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That chills me to the bone. Bought another board.

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Like it's just a grocery list. No end game. It

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speaks to the infinite nature of his hunger.

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He wasn't trying to achieve a specific goal and

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then retire. The killing was the lifestyle. Let's

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talk about the competition aspect. Because he

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wasn't just competing with himself and the board.

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He was competing with history. Right. Andrei

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Chkatilo, the butcher of Rostov. He was the Soviet

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Union's most prolific, most infamous serial killer

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with 52 victims officially. Petrushkin was obsessed

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with him. He wanted to beat Chikatilo's high

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score. It's the gamification of murder. It is.

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And during his interrogation, he made some statements

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that really just give us a window into his God

00:23:00.369 --> 00:23:03.750
complex. He said, quote, I felt like the father

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of all these people. It was me who opened the

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door for them to another world. He didn't see

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himself as a murderer. He saw himself as a reaper?

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A psychopomp? A deity? He believed he was the

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one deciding who lived and who died. And that

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gave his own meaningless life ultimate significance.

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He said, life without murder is like life without

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food for you. That quote, life without murder

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is like life without food. That's not a motive.

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That's a biological imperative in his mind. It

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reframes everything. He's not killing for money.

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He's not killing for sexual gratification in

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the traditional sense. He's killing for like

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physiological regulation. He claimed he needed

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to like oxygen. When he wasn't killing, he felt

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like he was suffocating. The trial in 2007 must

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have just been a circus. It was intense. They

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kept him in a glass cage, an aquarium basically,

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in the courtroom. This was for his own protection

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from the victim's families, but also because

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he was just so unpredictable. Did he show any

00:23:57.369 --> 00:24:01.509
remorse at all? Zero. None. He smirked. He paced.

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He treated the court like an audience. He was

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finally the star of the show. The retard from

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the special school was now the most feared man

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in Russia. In his mind, he had won. He was convicted

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of 49 murders and three attempted murders. The

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sentence? Life imprisonment. The judge, Vladimir

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Yusov, ordered that the first 15 years be served

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in solitary confinement. Solitary confinement

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for 15 years straight. I mean, that breaks people.

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That turns the brain to mush. And Petrushkin

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actually appealed the sentence. He claimed it

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was too harsh. He asked for it to be reduced

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to 25 years. The audacity is just unbelievable.

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I killed 60 people, but this lonely cell is a

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bit much, guys. The appeal was obviously denied.

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So where is he now? It's 2025. Is he still in

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that cage? He is. He's at the Polar Owl Colony.

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Polar Owl. Sounds pleasant. It's a penal colony

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deep in the Arctic Circle. It's one of the harshest

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prisons on Earth. It's where Russia sends the

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lifers who are never, ever getting out. He spends

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his days in a small cell surrounded by nothing

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but snow and ice. He's unmarried, no children,

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just him and his memories of the chessboard.

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It's a bleak ending, but a fitting one. But before

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we wrap up, I do want to touch on the cultural

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impact. Because weirdly, he kind of got what

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he wanted in the end. He's famous. He is. True

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crime culture has immortalized him. There is

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a Finnish death metal band, Torture Killer, that

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wrote an entire album about him called Sewers.

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Wow. Podcasts like My Favorite Murder and Last

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Podcast on the Left have covered him. Books have

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been written. He wanted to be a legend, a boogeyman,

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and well... We gave that to him. It really makes

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you wonder if by telling these stories, we're

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feeding the beast for the next guy. It's the

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ultimate paradox of true crime, isn't it? We

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need to understand the evil to prevent it. But

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in doing so, we sometimes glamorize the monster.

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So let's try to bring this back to something

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grounded. We've looked at the brain injury, the

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bullying, the vodka, the chess. And we come right

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back to that central question we started with.

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Was it the swing? Was it the school? Or was he

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just born wrong? There's a quote from him that

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I think. sums up the tragedy and the sheer absurdity

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of it all. He was asked why he did it, why he

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didn't choose a different path, and he replied

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with a question of his own. What should I have

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done instead? Grow cucumbers. Grow cucumbers.

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It's such a mundane, such a bizarre alternative.

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But it shows his complete lack of moral imagination.

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In his mind, the only two options for a human

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life were legendary serial killer or vegetable

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farmer. He couldn't conceive of a middle ground

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where he was just a guy living a life not hurting

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anyone. It really highlights the banality of

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evil. He wasn't a criminal mastermind. He wasn't

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a demon. He was a warehouse worker who fell off

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a swing, got bullied, drank cheap vodka, and

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decided that killing was his hobby. And that's

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the most terrifying part. He was the neighbor

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next door. He was the guy you play chess with

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in the park. He was invisible until he decided

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he wasn't. And that leaves us with a final thought

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for you listening. We like to think that monsters

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look like monsters, that they have horns or glowing

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red eyes, but sometimes they're just the guy

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offering you a drink to toast a dead dog. At

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what point did the accident end and the choice

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begin? That's the line we'll never truly be able

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to draw. Thank you for listening to this deep

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dive into the mind of the chessboard killer.

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It's been a heavy one. Take care of yourselves.

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And be careful who you play chess with. See you

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next time.
