WEBVTT

00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.459
If you were to close your eyes right now and

00:00:02.459 --> 00:00:04.879
try to conjure up the ultimate image of the American

00:00:04.879 --> 00:00:07.900
West, the absolute archetype of the frontiersman,

00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:10.419
what enters your mind? I'm guessing it's a silhouette

00:00:10.419 --> 00:00:13.160
against a blazing sunset. Well, certainly a towering

00:00:13.160 --> 00:00:15.460
figure. Exactly. You're likely picturing someone

00:00:15.460 --> 00:00:18.000
six foot four, shoulders like an ox, a booming

00:00:18.000 --> 00:00:20.800
voice that echoes across the canyon. Maybe he's

00:00:20.800 --> 00:00:23.079
wrestling a grizzly bear with one hand and firing

00:00:23.079 --> 00:00:25.940
a long rifle with the other. A real life superhero

00:00:25.940 --> 00:00:29.100
clad in buckskin. It is the image that has been

00:00:29.100 --> 00:00:33.600
sold to us for over 150 years. The dime novel

00:00:33.600 --> 00:00:36.479
hero. The man who, you know, single -handedly

00:00:36.479 --> 00:00:39.219
conquered the wilderness. But today, we're doing

00:00:39.219 --> 00:00:41.000
something a little different. We're going to

00:00:41.000 --> 00:00:43.299
peel back that layer of buckskin and look at

00:00:43.299 --> 00:00:46.020
the actual human being underneath. And the reality,

00:00:46.240 --> 00:00:48.859
well, it is jarringly different from the movie

00:00:48.859 --> 00:00:50.960
poster. We were talking about Christopher Kidd

00:00:50.960 --> 00:00:54.159
Carson. And physically, the man was about 5 '5".

00:00:54.159 --> 00:00:56.579
On a good day, perhaps, yeah. Right. Accounts

00:00:56.579 --> 00:00:58.479
from the time describe him as stoop -shouldered,

00:00:58.539 --> 00:01:01.039
bow -legged from a lifetime in the saddle, and

00:01:01.039 --> 00:01:04.840
completely illiterate. General Sherman, who wasn't

00:01:04.840 --> 00:01:07.379
exactly known for his poetic flourishes, described

00:01:07.379 --> 00:01:10.599
Carson as having soft blue eyes and a voice that

00:01:10.599 --> 00:01:14.540
was, quote, soft and gentle as a woman's. It's

00:01:14.540 --> 00:01:17.000
a striking contrast, isn't it? You have this

00:01:17.000 --> 00:01:20.060
legendary reputation as a ring -tailed roarer,

00:01:20.079 --> 00:01:22.420
a man who supposedly slew hundreds of enemies

00:01:22.420 --> 00:01:24.859
and tamed the continent, yet the man himself

00:01:24.859 --> 00:01:27.969
was quiet. modest, and by all accounts, incredibly

00:01:27.969 --> 00:01:30.590
understated. That's the central paradox of Kit

00:01:30.590 --> 00:01:32.489
Carson. And that is our mission for this deep

00:01:32.489 --> 00:01:34.829
dive. We have a massive stack of sources here,

00:01:34.930 --> 00:01:38.049
biographies, military reports, historical reassessments,

00:01:38.109 --> 00:01:40.170
and we are going to unpack the reality behind

00:01:40.170 --> 00:01:41.829
the myth. We're going to look at his evolution

00:01:41.829 --> 00:01:43.730
from a runaway teen apprentice to a mountain

00:01:43.730 --> 00:01:46.090
man, then to an accidental national celebrity,

00:01:46.370 --> 00:01:49.230
and finally to a controversial military commander

00:01:49.230 --> 00:01:51.689
who is central to some of the most painful chapters

00:01:51.689 --> 00:01:54.049
in American history. It's a complicated legacy,

00:01:54.170 --> 00:01:57.329
to put it mildly. We are going to see a man who

00:01:57.329 --> 00:02:01.370
evolves significantly over time, whose life intersects

00:02:01.370 --> 00:02:03.689
with almost every major turning point of the

00:02:03.689 --> 00:02:06.730
American West. But to understand how he became

00:02:06.730 --> 00:02:09.969
a symbol both of expansion and, you know, of

00:02:09.969 --> 00:02:12.409
oppression, we have to start where it all began.

00:02:12.729 --> 00:02:15.689
Which surprisingly isn't in the Rocky Mountains.

00:02:15.729 --> 00:02:18.110
It's a saddle shop in Missouri. Right. But before

00:02:18.110 --> 00:02:20.250
the saddle shop, let's quickly ground his origins.

00:02:20.370 --> 00:02:23.250
He was born in Kentucky in 1809, but his family

00:02:23.250 --> 00:02:25.370
moved to the Missouri frontier, specifically

00:02:25.370 --> 00:02:28.030
a place called Boone's Lick when he was just

00:02:28.030 --> 00:02:31.229
a baby. Now, when we say frontier in 1810, we

00:02:31.229 --> 00:02:32.830
need to be clear about what that means. This

00:02:32.830 --> 00:02:35.050
wasn't just rural farmland. No, this was the

00:02:35.050 --> 00:02:37.370
absolute edge of the map. It really was. They

00:02:37.370 --> 00:02:39.449
were living in what amounted to a war zone. The

00:02:39.449 --> 00:02:41.590
cabins were forted with stockades to protect

00:02:41.590 --> 00:02:44.210
against attacks from local tribes. It was a life

00:02:44.210 --> 00:02:47.490
defined by constant vigilance and just... brutal

00:02:47.490 --> 00:02:50.330
hard labor. And tragedy struck his family really

00:02:50.330 --> 00:02:52.909
early on. It did. His father, Lindsey Carson,

00:02:53.129 --> 00:02:55.550
died when Kit was only eight years old. A tree

00:02:55.550 --> 00:02:57.389
limb fell on him while he was clearing a field.

00:02:57.650 --> 00:02:59.849
That feels like such a harsh, grim way to go.

00:02:59.969 --> 00:03:03.270
No glory, just the environment itself crushing

00:03:03.270 --> 00:03:05.650
you. And it threw the family into immediate poverty.

00:03:05.849 --> 00:03:08.370
And that poverty is really the key driver of

00:03:08.370 --> 00:03:11.189
his early life. It's what forced Kit, at age

00:03:11.189 --> 00:03:14.430
14 or 15, into an apprenticeship. He was bound

00:03:14.430 --> 00:03:17.449
to a man named David Workman. To learn the saddler's

00:03:17.449 --> 00:03:19.849
trade. So imagine being that kid. You're a teenager

00:03:19.849 --> 00:03:22.509
just full of energy and you're stuck indoors

00:03:22.509 --> 00:03:25.710
stitching leather all day while the entire world

00:03:25.710 --> 00:03:27.469
is happening right outside your door. And that

00:03:27.469 --> 00:03:29.990
shop was a hub. I mean, who's coming in? Trappers,

00:03:30.169 --> 00:03:32.310
traders, explorers. They're getting their gear

00:03:32.310 --> 00:03:34.229
fixed before heading out on the Santa Fe Trail.

00:03:34.449 --> 00:03:36.310
So he's hearing all these stories. Oh, absolutely.

00:03:36.650 --> 00:03:38.750
Stories of the Shining Mountains, of buffalo

00:03:38.750 --> 00:03:41.430
herds that take three days to pass a single point,

00:03:41.490 --> 00:03:44.849
of dangerous encounters and, you know, incredible

00:03:44.849 --> 00:03:46.759
freedom. It was interesting. Intoxicating. Carson

00:03:46.759 --> 00:03:48.539
hated the work. He couldn't handle the confinement.

00:03:48.979 --> 00:03:53.080
So in 1826, at 16 years old, he runs away. Against

00:03:53.080 --> 00:03:55.219
his mother's wishes, he joins a caravan heading

00:03:55.219 --> 00:03:57.939
west. And this leads to my absolute favorite

00:03:57.939 --> 00:04:01.439
detail from his early years. Usually, when an

00:04:01.439 --> 00:04:04.139
apprentice runs away, the master is furious.

00:04:04.400 --> 00:04:07.500
He wants his labor back. So... David Workman

00:04:07.500 --> 00:04:09.819
puts an ad in the newspaper. Right, offering

00:04:09.819 --> 00:04:12.759
a reward for Kit's return. A very specific reward.

00:04:12.960 --> 00:04:16.079
One cent. One cent. Just a single penny. To anyone

00:04:16.079 --> 00:04:18.860
who brings back the boy. And that ad actually

00:04:18.860 --> 00:04:20.800
gives us the first printed description of him.

00:04:21.060 --> 00:04:24.439
Thick set, light hair. It was basically a joke.

00:04:24.439 --> 00:04:26.079
Nobody was going to chase him down for a penny.

00:04:26.220 --> 00:04:28.779
It tells you exactly how much value he was perceived

00:04:28.779 --> 00:04:30.980
to have at that moment. But that penny bought

00:04:30.980 --> 00:04:33.879
his freedom. He makes it to Santa Fe and eventually

00:04:33.879 --> 00:04:36.819
settles in Taos, New Mexico. And Taos really

00:04:36.819 --> 00:04:38.959
becomes his home base for the rest of his life.

00:04:39.120 --> 00:04:40.759
This is where the mountain man phase begins,

00:04:40.899 --> 00:04:42.680
right? The part of his life we all think we know.

00:04:42.839 --> 00:04:47.480
Exactly. From about 1829 to 1841, Carson is living

00:04:47.480 --> 00:04:49.839
the life that we see in movies. But he didn't

00:04:49.839 --> 00:04:52.019
just stumble into it. He had to learn the trade.

00:04:52.259 --> 00:04:55.439
He had mentors. He did. He was mentored by some

00:04:55.439 --> 00:04:57.779
of the legends of the era, guys like Ewing Young

00:04:57.779 --> 00:05:00.339
and Matthew Kincaid. He was like a sponge. He

00:05:00.339 --> 00:05:02.839
learned trapping, sure. but he also learned languages.

00:05:03.120 --> 00:05:06.100
He picked up Spanish, French, and multiple Native

00:05:06.100 --> 00:05:09.180
American dialects. For an illiterate man, his

00:05:09.180 --> 00:05:12.139
linguistic capacity was extraordinary. And the

00:05:12.139 --> 00:05:15.459
sources paint a picture of a life that was just

00:05:15.459 --> 00:05:18.399
incredibly brutal. We tend to romanticize the

00:05:18.399 --> 00:05:21.379
mountain man as this free spirit, you know, answering

00:05:21.379 --> 00:05:24.740
to no one, but the economics of it. The economics

00:05:24.740 --> 00:05:27.560
were terrible. They were effectively gig workers

00:05:27.560 --> 00:05:30.100
in a very harsh corporate system. They were part

00:05:30.100 --> 00:05:32.060
of what was called the rendezvous system. How

00:05:32.060 --> 00:05:33.759
did that work exactly? Well, they'd spend all

00:05:33.759 --> 00:05:36.399
year trapping beavers, usually alone or in small

00:05:36.399 --> 00:05:39.160
pairs, waist deep in freezing streams, facing

00:05:39.160 --> 00:05:41.920
constant danger. Then, once a year, they'd all

00:05:41.920 --> 00:05:44.500
meet the company wagons from St. Louis at a designated

00:05:44.500 --> 00:05:46.660
spot, the rendezvous. And that's where the traps

00:05:46.660 --> 00:05:48.939
snapped shut. That's a good way to put it. The

00:05:48.939 --> 00:05:50.740
company set the price for the pelts, which was

00:05:50.740 --> 00:05:52.920
always low. And then they set the price for the

00:05:52.920 --> 00:05:54.939
goods the trappers needed to survive another

00:05:54.939 --> 00:05:58.759
year. Flour, coffee, gunpowder, fish hooks, which

00:05:58.759 --> 00:06:01.439
was astronomically high. It's the classic company

00:06:01.439 --> 00:06:04.019
store model. You spend your entire year's earnings

00:06:04.019 --> 00:06:06.079
just to buy the supplies to survive the next

00:06:06.079 --> 00:06:09.120
year. You're always in debt. Exactly. Most trappers

00:06:09.120 --> 00:06:11.680
were. But for Carson, it was still a world away

00:06:11.680 --> 00:06:13.899
from the saddle shop. And the physical danger

00:06:13.899 --> 00:06:15.959
was constant. You mentioned the bear earlier.

00:06:16.220 --> 00:06:19.199
That wasn't just a hype. There is a famous account

00:06:19.199 --> 00:06:23.259
from 1834 where Carson is out hunting elk alone.

00:06:23.600 --> 00:06:26.839
Can you set the scene for us? Sure. He spots

00:06:26.839 --> 00:06:29.220
some elk, fires a shot, but then immediately

00:06:29.220 --> 00:06:32.560
realizes he's not alone. He runs into two grizzly

00:06:32.560 --> 00:06:34.579
bears. And these aren't the bears you see at

00:06:34.579 --> 00:06:37.639
the zoo. These are hungry, aggressive apex predators.

00:06:37.980 --> 00:06:40.420
And they chase him. They do. He has to scramble

00:06:40.420 --> 00:06:43.220
up a tree just in time, a little aspen tree,

00:06:43.300 --> 00:06:45.839
so not exactly a fortress. One bear eventually

00:06:45.839 --> 00:06:48.420
gave up, but the other stayed for hours, clawing

00:06:48.420 --> 00:06:50.720
at the bark, trying to shake him down. Carson

00:06:50.720 --> 00:06:53.339
later dictated in his memoirs that he had never

00:06:53.339 --> 00:06:56.339
been so scared in life. But beyond nature, the

00:06:56.339 --> 00:06:59.100
defining struggle of this period was his relationship

00:06:59.100 --> 00:07:02.060
with Native American tribes. And this is where

00:07:02.060 --> 00:07:04.160
we have to be really careful not to simplify

00:07:04.160 --> 00:07:06.160
things. It wasn't just Carson versus the Indians.

00:07:06.569 --> 00:07:09.709
No, not at all. It was a complex web of alliances

00:07:09.709 --> 00:07:12.930
and enmities. The mountain men were intruders,

00:07:12.949 --> 00:07:15.350
certainly, but they inserted themselves into

00:07:15.350 --> 00:07:18.410
existing geopolitical rivalries. Carson lived

00:07:18.410 --> 00:07:20.750
among tribes, he traded with them, and he married

00:07:20.750 --> 00:07:23.509
into them. But he also fought certain tribes

00:07:23.509 --> 00:07:27.129
with lethal efficiency. Specifically the Blackfoot.

00:07:27.329 --> 00:07:29.230
Right. The Blackfoot were viewed as the mortal

00:07:29.230 --> 00:07:32.230
enemy by many trappers, largely because the Blackfoot

00:07:32.230 --> 00:07:34.670
fiercely and effectively defended their territory

00:07:34.670 --> 00:07:37.519
against this economic... extraction. There's

00:07:37.519 --> 00:07:40.699
a really disturbing account from 1838. Carson

00:07:40.699 --> 00:07:43.199
is traveling with Jim Bridger, another titan

00:07:43.199 --> 00:07:45.339
of the era. They come across a Blackfoot village

00:07:45.339 --> 00:07:48.339
that has been decimated by smallpox. So this

00:07:48.339 --> 00:07:50.839
is a horror show. Bodies in the teepees. The

00:07:50.839 --> 00:07:53.519
village is literally dying. It is. And Bridger,

00:07:53.600 --> 00:07:55.819
who was a pragmatist, wanted to move on. He was

00:07:55.819 --> 00:07:57.639
likely afraid of the disease, if nothing else,

00:07:57.660 --> 00:08:00.220
but Carson. Carson and the younger men wanted

00:08:00.220 --> 00:08:02.500
a fight. They attacked the village. An already

00:08:02.500 --> 00:08:05.459
dying village. Yes. And Carson later called it

00:08:05.459 --> 00:08:08.060
the prettiest fight I ever saw. That quote is

00:08:08.060 --> 00:08:10.259
so difficult to digest. The prettiest fight?

00:08:10.600 --> 00:08:13.600
It shows a kind of... A callousness that was

00:08:13.600 --> 00:08:15.839
typical of the mountain man culture of that specific

00:08:15.839 --> 00:08:18.240
time. It was a sport to them. It was, but then

00:08:18.240 --> 00:08:20.220
you have to juxtapose that violence with his

00:08:20.220 --> 00:08:22.600
personal life, especially his marriages, which

00:08:22.600 --> 00:08:24.699
suggests a very different kind of integration.

00:08:25.220 --> 00:08:28.180
His first wife was an Arapaho woman named Waniba,

00:08:28.339 --> 00:08:30.980
or Singing Grass. And that relationship wasn't

00:08:30.980 --> 00:08:33.080
casual. He didn't just take a wife in the way

00:08:33.080 --> 00:08:35.000
some trappers did. He actually fought a duel

00:08:35.000 --> 00:08:37.679
for her. This is a scene straight out of a Western.

00:08:38.360 --> 00:08:41.559
A French trapper named Chouinard was harassing

00:08:41.559 --> 00:08:45.100
Wanibi, making unwanted advances. Carson didn't

00:08:45.100 --> 00:08:46.679
just tell him to knock it off. He challenged

00:08:46.679 --> 00:08:49.580
him to a duel. They rode at each other on horseback,

00:08:49.700 --> 00:08:52.220
pistols drawn. Talk about high stakes. Incredibly

00:08:52.220 --> 00:08:55.059
high. Carson shot the Frenchman's thumb off.

00:08:55.259 --> 00:08:58.039
The Frenchman's bullet grazed Carson's face and

00:08:58.039 --> 00:09:00.740
singed his hair. It was inches from ending his

00:09:00.740 --> 00:09:03.100
story right there. But he won her hand, so to

00:09:03.100 --> 00:09:05.460
speak. Wanibi and Carson had a daughter, Adeline.

00:09:06.200 --> 00:09:08.519
But sadly, Wanibi died after childbirth a few

00:09:08.519 --> 00:09:11.000
years later. He then married a Cheyenne woman

00:09:11.000 --> 00:09:14.600
named Making Out Road, but that was short -lived.

00:09:14.799 --> 00:09:17.679
Very short -lived. And I love the detail about

00:09:17.679 --> 00:09:20.059
how that marriage ended. It says a lot about

00:09:20.059 --> 00:09:23.019
the agency of Native women at the time. She divorced

00:09:23.019 --> 00:09:25.500
him, according to a Cheyenne custom. Which was?

00:09:25.740 --> 00:09:28.240
She simply put all his property and their child,

00:09:28.419 --> 00:09:31.519
Adeline, outside the tent. Universal sign for

00:09:31.519 --> 00:09:34.929
you're out. A very clear message. There was no

00:09:34.929 --> 00:09:38.250
ambiguity there. But his third marriage to Josefa

00:09:38.250 --> 00:09:41.309
Jaramillo in 1843 was the one that lasted. She

00:09:41.309 --> 00:09:43.610
was from a prominent Hispano family in Taos.

00:09:43.690 --> 00:09:48.059
He was 33. She was just 14. Not uncommon for

00:09:48.059 --> 00:09:50.120
the time and place. Correct. And to marry her,

00:09:50.200 --> 00:09:52.179
he actually converted to Catholicism and was

00:09:52.179 --> 00:09:54.879
baptized. This marriage was a huge step for him

00:09:54.879 --> 00:09:57.340
socially. It connected him deeply to the established

00:09:57.340 --> 00:09:59.620
culture of New Mexico. It moved him from being

00:09:59.620 --> 00:10:01.940
an outsider, a gringo trapper, to being part

00:10:01.940 --> 00:10:05.080
of the fabric of Taos society. So by the early

00:10:05.080 --> 00:10:07.899
1840s, the bottom has fallen out of the beaver

00:10:07.899 --> 00:10:11.159
market. Completely. Silk hats became the fashion

00:10:11.159 --> 00:10:13.519
in Europe, and the demand for beaver pelts just

00:10:13.519 --> 00:10:17.330
evaporated. The era of the mountain man was effectively

00:10:17.330 --> 00:10:21.090
over. Carson needed a new job. He started working

00:10:21.090 --> 00:10:23.450
as a hunter for Bent's Fort for a dollar a day.

00:10:23.610 --> 00:10:26.509
He's a respected, capable guy, but nobody outside

00:10:26.509 --> 00:10:28.629
the frontier knows who he is. Until a chance

00:10:28.629 --> 00:10:31.190
meeting on a steamboat changes everything. Enter

00:10:31.190 --> 00:10:34.350
John C. Fremont. The Pathfinder. Or, as some

00:10:34.350 --> 00:10:36.830
historians might argue, the Great Self -Promoter.

00:10:37.609 --> 00:10:40.409
In 1842, Carson is on a boat on the Missouri

00:10:40.409 --> 00:10:43.149
River heading back to visit his daughter. He

00:10:43.149 --> 00:10:45.210
runs into Fremont, who is an ambitious lieutenant

00:10:45.210 --> 00:10:47.350
in the Army's Corps of Topographical Engineers.

00:10:48.070 --> 00:10:49.950
Fremont's looking for a guide for his expedition

00:10:49.950 --> 00:10:52.789
to map the Oregon Trail. And Carson just happens

00:10:52.789 --> 00:10:55.110
to be there. Right place, right time. Carson

00:10:55.110 --> 00:10:57.330
introduces himself, modestly saying he has some

00:10:57.330 --> 00:10:59.470
experience in the mountains. Fremont likes his

00:10:59.470 --> 00:11:01.690
quiet, capable demeanor and hires him on the

00:11:01.690 --> 00:11:05.450
spot for $100 a month. Which was huge money compared

00:11:05.450 --> 00:11:08.169
to hunting buffalo for a dollar a day. It was

00:11:08.169 --> 00:11:09.990
life -changing. But the money wasn't the real

00:11:09.990 --> 00:11:13.019
payoff. The real payoff was the publicity. Fremont

00:11:13.019 --> 00:11:15.820
was a meticulous record keeper, and his wife,

00:11:16.000 --> 00:11:18.220
Jessie Benton Fremont, was a brilliant writer

00:11:18.220 --> 00:11:21.399
and political operator. She took Fremont's dry

00:11:21.399 --> 00:11:23.659
government reports and polished them into these

00:11:23.659 --> 00:11:26.759
romantic, high -adventure narratives that absolutely

00:11:26.759 --> 00:11:29.360
captivated the American public. And Carson was

00:11:29.360 --> 00:11:31.460
the co -star of these stories. He was the hero,

00:11:31.500 --> 00:11:33.899
really. These reports were bestsellers. They

00:11:33.899 --> 00:11:36.340
fueled what was called organ fever, encouraging

00:11:36.340 --> 00:11:39.559
thousands of settlers to head west. And in these

00:11:39.559 --> 00:11:42.500
stories, Carson is the steady hand. the fearless

00:11:42.500 --> 00:11:45.940
scout. When Fremont is impulsive or in over his

00:11:45.940 --> 00:11:48.960
head, Carson is the rock. He's the one who knows

00:11:48.960 --> 00:11:50.740
what to do. We have to talk about some of the

00:11:50.740 --> 00:11:53.080
specific exploits from these expeditions because

00:11:53.080 --> 00:11:55.539
they are what made him famous. There's the rescue

00:11:55.539 --> 00:11:59.580
in the Mojave Desert in 1843. This is the quintessential

00:11:59.580 --> 00:12:02.279
hero moment. It's almost too cinematic to be

00:12:02.279 --> 00:12:05.360
true, but it happened. Fremont's party comes

00:12:05.360 --> 00:12:08.139
across a Mexican man and a boy who are in shock.

00:12:08.379 --> 00:12:10.980
Their party had been ambushed by a group of Native

00:12:10.980 --> 00:12:13.799
Americans. The men in their group had been killed

00:12:13.799 --> 00:12:17.379
and the women were. While they were staked to

00:12:17.379 --> 00:12:19.960
the ground and mutilated, it was a scene of absolute

00:12:19.960 --> 00:12:23.070
horror. And Carson reacts instantly. Instantly,

00:12:23.149 --> 00:12:25.990
he and another scout, a man named Alexis Godey,

00:12:26.110 --> 00:12:28.450
rode after the attackers, just the two of them.

00:12:28.570 --> 00:12:30.549
They tracked them for miles, found their camp,

00:12:30.789 --> 00:12:33.350
killed two of them in a surprise attack, scalped

00:12:33.350 --> 00:12:35.889
them, and recovered the stolen horses. When people

00:12:35.889 --> 00:12:38.250
back east read that, it solidified him as this

00:12:38.250 --> 00:12:41.870
avenging angel of the West. But looking at the

00:12:41.870 --> 00:12:44.029
sources, the Fremont expeditions also have a

00:12:44.029 --> 00:12:46.669
very, very dark side. There are incidents that

00:12:46.669 --> 00:12:49.190
look less like heroism and more like massacres.

00:12:49.210 --> 00:12:51.210
We cannot ignore this part of the story. The

00:12:51.210 --> 00:12:54.169
Sacramento River Massacre in 1846 is a key event.

00:12:54.690 --> 00:12:57.090
Fremont's party, feeling an attack based on what

00:12:57.090 --> 00:12:59.549
seems to be very shaky intelligence, launched

00:12:59.549 --> 00:13:02.029
a preemptive strike on a Wintu village. A village

00:13:02.029 --> 00:13:04.169
that might not have even been hostile. Exactly.

00:13:04.289 --> 00:13:07.830
They killed somewhere between 120 and 300 men,

00:13:07.950 --> 00:13:11.029
women, and children. And Carson himself, in his

00:13:11.029 --> 00:13:14.450
own memoirs, later described it as a perfect

00:13:14.450 --> 00:13:17.340
butchery. Perfect butchery. He recognized the

00:13:17.340 --> 00:13:19.360
slaughter for what it was. And then there's the

00:13:19.360 --> 00:13:22.000
Klamath Lake incident. Yes. Fremont's camp was

00:13:22.000 --> 00:13:24.299
attacked at night by a group of Klamath warriors

00:13:24.299 --> 00:13:27.679
and three of his men were killed. In retaliation

00:13:27.679 --> 00:13:30.519
the next day, they found a nearby Klamath village,

00:13:30.639 --> 00:13:32.620
which again likely had nothing to do with the

00:13:32.620 --> 00:13:35.679
initial attack, and destroyed it. Carson was

00:13:35.679 --> 00:13:38.480
reportedly so enraged over the death of his friends

00:13:38.480 --> 00:13:40.519
that he took an axe and knocked the head of a

00:13:40.519 --> 00:13:43.080
dead Native American to pieces. It's visceral

00:13:43.080 --> 00:13:46.019
and brutal. It shows a rage that really contradicts

00:13:46.019 --> 00:13:47.759
the gentle voice descriptions we heard earlier.

00:13:47.879 --> 00:13:50.000
It does. And then a little later, during the

00:13:50.000 --> 00:13:52.700
Bear Flag Revolt in California, under Fremont's

00:13:52.700 --> 00:13:55.620
orders, Carson executed three unarmed civilians.

00:13:56.019 --> 00:13:59.259
An old Californian man named Beresa and his two

00:13:59.259 --> 00:14:01.399
nephews. They were just carrying a message. And

00:14:01.399 --> 00:14:03.919
the order was to take no prisoners. Fremont told

00:14:03.919 --> 00:14:06.500
him, I have no room for prisoners, so Carson

00:14:06.500 --> 00:14:09.840
executed them. It suggests a man who, for all

00:14:09.840 --> 00:14:12.960
his personal courage and skill, was also a soldier

00:14:12.960 --> 00:14:15.320
following orders. He could shut off his moral

00:14:15.320 --> 00:14:17.179
compass when the chain of command was involved.

00:14:17.480 --> 00:14:19.120
But speaking of that courage, though, we have

00:14:19.120 --> 00:14:20.960
to mention the barefoot run during the Mexican

00:14:20.960 --> 00:14:23.539
-American War. This is arguably his most famous

00:14:23.539 --> 00:14:27.230
military feat, and it's pure heroism. This is

00:14:27.230 --> 00:14:31.330
the Battle of San Pascual, December 1846. General

00:14:31.330 --> 00:14:34.529
Kearney's Army of the West is surrounded by Mexican

00:14:34.529 --> 00:14:38.149
Lancers. They are pinned down on a hill, starving

00:14:38.149 --> 00:14:41.129
and running out of water. They're making tea

00:14:41.129 --> 00:14:43.889
out of mule urine. It's a desperate situation.

00:14:44.330 --> 00:14:45.669
And they need to get a message to the American

00:14:45.669 --> 00:14:48.190
forces in San Diego. Right. It's a suicide mission.

00:14:48.769 --> 00:14:51.250
So Carson, along with a lieutenant named Beale

00:14:51.250 --> 00:14:54.330
and an Indian scout, volunteer. They sneak out

00:14:54.330 --> 00:14:56.269
at night, crawling through the Mexican lines.

00:14:56.549 --> 00:14:58.710
To be quiet, they had to take their shoes off

00:14:58.710 --> 00:15:00.309
and tie them around their necks. And they lost

00:15:00.309 --> 00:15:02.309
them. They lost the shoes, so they had to walk

00:15:02.309 --> 00:15:05.429
25 miles barefoot through a landscape filled

00:15:05.429 --> 00:15:08.710
with cactus and sharp volcanic rock. Carson said

00:15:08.710 --> 00:15:10.690
later that his feet were so full of prickly pear

00:15:10.690 --> 00:15:12.669
spines he could hardly walk for weeks after.

00:15:12.850 --> 00:15:15.710
But they made it. They got through. They delivered

00:15:15.710 --> 00:15:18.279
the message, and the relief column arrived. And

00:15:18.279 --> 00:15:20.399
the irony is just incredible. After all that,

00:15:20.480 --> 00:15:22.799
Carson gets sent to Washington, D .C. as a courier

00:15:22.799 --> 00:15:24.799
to deliver news of the victory in California.

00:15:25.259 --> 00:15:27.500
He thinks he's just a scout delivering the mail.

00:15:27.700 --> 00:15:30.000
He arrives in the capital and he discovers he's

00:15:30.000 --> 00:15:32.600
a national superstar. The accidental celebrity.

00:15:32.840 --> 00:15:35.519
By the late 1840s, the dime novel industry was

00:15:35.519 --> 00:15:37.860
taking off and these sensationalist writers needed

00:15:37.860 --> 00:15:40.899
a hero. They latched onto the name Kit Carson

00:15:40.899 --> 00:15:43.700
from Fremont's reports. This brings us to the

00:15:43.700 --> 00:15:45.980
myth versus man section of our deep dive. The

00:15:45.980 --> 00:15:48.500
dime novels are, well, they're hilarious. They

00:15:48.500 --> 00:15:52.019
depict him as this giant, a six foot tall Hercules

00:15:52.019 --> 00:15:55.860
slaying Indians by the hundreds. One author,

00:15:55.960 --> 00:15:58.019
Charles Averill, wrote a book called Kit Carson,

00:15:58.259 --> 00:16:00.700
The Prince of the Gold Hunters. And Carson hated

00:16:00.700 --> 00:16:03.860
them. He was a practical, modest man who valued

00:16:03.860 --> 00:16:06.960
competence and truth. He found the stories embarrassing.

00:16:07.559 --> 00:16:09.740
When he was shown one of these books, he famously

00:16:09.740 --> 00:16:13.240
said, every statement made is false. But there

00:16:13.240 --> 00:16:16.259
is a really tragic side to this fame, too. The

00:16:16.259 --> 00:16:19.159
story of Anne White. This one. This one really

00:16:19.159 --> 00:16:21.019
hit me when I was reading the sources. It's a

00:16:21.019 --> 00:16:24.659
haunting story. It's 1849. Carson is guiding

00:16:24.659 --> 00:16:27.279
a group of soldiers to rescue a woman named Anne

00:16:27.279 --> 00:16:29.759
White and her child, who had been captured by

00:16:29.759 --> 00:16:32.440
Hickorilla Apaches. The soldiers spotted the

00:16:32.440 --> 00:16:34.519
Apache camp, and Carson, with his experience,

00:16:34.820 --> 00:16:37.159
urged the commanding officer to attack immediately.

00:16:37.600 --> 00:16:39.840
But the officer hesitated. He wanted to be more

00:16:39.840 --> 00:16:43.169
cautious, to get organized. He dallied. And in

00:16:43.169 --> 00:16:45.710
that delay, the Apaches killed Anne White. By

00:16:45.710 --> 00:16:47.549
the time the soldiers finally charged, it was

00:16:47.549 --> 00:16:49.450
too late. And they were going through the abandoned

00:16:49.450 --> 00:16:52.149
camp. Carson found a book lying on the ground

00:16:52.149 --> 00:16:54.330
near her body. It was one of those dime novels,

00:16:54.450 --> 00:16:56.649
a book featuring a fictional superhero version

00:16:56.649 --> 00:16:59.909
of Kit Carson. That is just devastating. He was

00:16:59.909 --> 00:17:02.309
haunted by it for the rest of his life. He was

00:17:02.309 --> 00:17:04.170
tormented by the thought that Anne White might

00:17:04.170 --> 00:17:06.269
have read that book during her captivity, that

00:17:06.269 --> 00:17:08.690
she might have held on to hope thinking the real

00:17:08.690 --> 00:17:11.849
Kit Carson is coming and he never fails. And

00:17:11.849 --> 00:17:14.890
then the real human Carson arrived. But he was

00:17:14.890 --> 00:17:17.369
bound by the hesitation of a superior officer

00:17:17.369 --> 00:17:20.289
and he failed her. The weight of his own myth

00:17:20.289 --> 00:17:23.170
actually crushing him in a way. It stayed with

00:17:23.170 --> 00:17:26.109
him. And it's funny, even his own memoirs were

00:17:26.109 --> 00:17:28.750
subject to this kind of polishing. Carson, as

00:17:28.750 --> 00:17:30.829
we said, was illiterate. He threw down my spelling

00:17:30.829 --> 00:17:34.009
book to fight Indians, as he put it. So he dictated

00:17:34.009 --> 00:17:36.650
his memoirs. But they were rewritten by others,

00:17:36.769 --> 00:17:39.609
specifically a man named Dr. DeWitt Peters, to

00:17:39.609 --> 00:17:42.609
be more moral and flowery. And Carson didn't

00:17:42.609 --> 00:17:44.769
like that either. No. He complained that Peters

00:17:44.769 --> 00:17:46.849
laid it on a little too thick. He just wanted

00:17:46.849 --> 00:17:49.410
the plain facts, but the world wanted the legend.

00:17:50.250 --> 00:17:52.670
So we move into the 1850s. The fur trade is long

00:17:52.670 --> 00:17:55.430
dead. The Mexican -American War is over. Carson

00:17:55.430 --> 00:17:57.809
decides to settle down in Taos with Josefa and

00:17:57.809 --> 00:17:59.869
takes a government job. He becomes a federal

00:17:59.869 --> 00:18:02.269
Indian agent. This is a crucial pivot in his

00:18:02.269 --> 00:18:06.410
life. For seven years, from 1854 to 1861, his

00:18:06.410 --> 00:18:09.049
job is not to fight Native Americans, but to

00:18:09.049 --> 00:18:11.250
be the intermediary between the U .S. government

00:18:11.250 --> 00:18:14.670
and the Ute, the Hickory Apache, and the Paz

00:18:14.670 --> 00:18:17.430
Pueblo people. A completely different role. Completely.

00:18:17.569 --> 00:18:20.009
And because he couldn't read or write, he had

00:18:20.009 --> 00:18:22.109
to hire a secretary to handle all the paperwork.

00:18:22.390 --> 00:18:25.049
But he was apparently very effective in the field.

00:18:25.150 --> 00:18:27.589
His duties were things like preventing conflict,

00:18:27.930 --> 00:18:30.430
distributing food and clothing, and negotiating

00:18:30.430 --> 00:18:33.029
disputes over stolen livestock. And the sources

00:18:33.029 --> 00:18:35.730
suggest his views were really evolving here.

00:18:35.849 --> 00:18:38.289
He wasn't the young man looking for the prettiest

00:18:38.289 --> 00:18:41.150
fight anymore. Not at all. He advocated for fair

00:18:41.150 --> 00:18:43.809
treatment. His official reports are filled with

00:18:43.809 --> 00:18:45.450
complaints that the government wasn't sending

00:18:45.450 --> 00:18:48.049
enough food or clothing. He saw the corruption

00:18:48.049 --> 00:18:51.069
in the system up close. But, and this is a big

00:18:51.069 --> 00:18:53.750
but, he also came to a firm conclusion about

00:18:53.750 --> 00:18:56.089
the future of Native Americans. The reservation

00:18:56.089 --> 00:19:00.490
policy. Yes. Carson looked at the flood of white

00:19:00.490 --> 00:19:04.029
settlers, the miners, the farmers, and he decided

00:19:04.029 --> 00:19:06.190
that the traditional nomadic way of life was

00:19:06.190 --> 00:19:23.250
doomed. So in his mind... He thought he was saving

00:19:23.250 --> 00:19:25.789
them. He absolutely did. He viewed it as the

00:19:25.789 --> 00:19:29.289
only humane alternative to what he saw as inevitable

00:19:29.289 --> 00:19:31.869
genocide. He believed that if they stayed in

00:19:31.869 --> 00:19:33.809
the path of American expansion, they would simply

00:19:33.809 --> 00:19:37.150
be wiped out. But that belief, however well -intentioned

00:19:37.150 --> 00:19:39.410
he thought it was, led him to participate in

00:19:39.410 --> 00:19:41.789
actions that many today view as cultural genocide.

00:19:41.809 --> 00:19:44.470
Which brings us to the Civil War and the Navajo

00:19:44.470 --> 00:19:46.470
campaign. This is the heavy stuff. When the Civil

00:19:46.470 --> 00:19:48.990
War broke out, Carson sided with the Union. He

00:19:48.990 --> 00:19:51.349
did. He commanded the first New Mexico volunteer

00:19:51.349 --> 00:19:53.769
infantry. What's interesting here is that his

00:19:53.769 --> 00:19:56.109
troops were mostly Hispanic volunteers from New

00:19:56.109 --> 00:19:58.650
Mexico. The regular Army command, particularly

00:19:58.650 --> 00:20:01.430
a Colonel Candy, was very skeptical of them.

00:20:01.490 --> 00:20:02.990
They didn't think these volunteers would actually

00:20:02.990 --> 00:20:05.569
fight. But they did. They did. At the Battle

00:20:05.569 --> 00:20:08.569
of Valverde in 1862 against Confederate Texans,

00:20:08.730 --> 00:20:11.349
Carson and his men held their ground while other

00:20:11.349 --> 00:20:14.049
regular army units faltered. He was fiercely

00:20:14.049 --> 00:20:15.950
proud of them and defended them against the prejudice

00:20:15.950 --> 00:20:18.609
of the regular army officers. But once the Confederates

00:20:18.609 --> 00:20:20.589
were pushed out of New Mexico, the Union army

00:20:20.589 --> 00:20:22.950
there turned its attention back to the tribes.

00:20:23.369 --> 00:20:26.309
And a new commander arrived, General James Carlton.

00:20:26.529 --> 00:20:30.450
And Carlton was intense. Carlton was a hardliner.

00:20:30.549 --> 00:20:33.609
He believed in a scorched earth policy. He wanted

00:20:33.609 --> 00:20:35.890
a final solution to the Indian problem in New

00:20:35.890 --> 00:20:38.569
Mexico. He decided all tribes would be moved

00:20:38.569 --> 00:20:40.950
to a single reservation called Bosque Redondo.

00:20:41.369 --> 00:20:44.109
First, he ordered Carson to round up the Mescalero

00:20:44.109 --> 00:20:46.599
Apache. The order was explicit. kill all the

00:20:46.599 --> 00:20:48.480
men you can, and capture the women and children.

00:20:48.720 --> 00:20:51.059
And Carson did it. He executed the order efficiently,

00:20:51.259 --> 00:20:54.660
and by 1863, the Mescalero were moved. And then

00:20:54.660 --> 00:20:56.859
Carlton turned his full attention to the Navajo.

00:20:56.980 --> 00:21:00.980
The Navajo Campaign of 1863 to 1864. This is

00:21:00.980 --> 00:21:02.980
the defining controversy of Carson's legacy.

00:21:03.440 --> 00:21:06.460
It is. Carlton ordered Carson to take no prisoners

00:21:06.460 --> 00:21:09.279
until the Navajo surrendered. Carson knew he

00:21:09.279 --> 00:21:10.819
couldn't chase the Navajo through their vast

00:21:10.819 --> 00:21:12.980
territory. They knew the land. They were too

00:21:12.980 --> 00:21:16.480
fast. So he changed tactics. He stopped hunting

00:21:16.480 --> 00:21:18.900
men and started hunting their livelihood. Exactly.

00:21:19.180 --> 00:21:22.319
He waged economic warfare. He didn't chase the

00:21:22.319 --> 00:21:25.019
people. He destroyed their economy. He burned

00:21:25.019 --> 00:21:27.279
their hogans, destroyed their cornfields, and

00:21:27.279 --> 00:21:30.039
slaughtered their livestock, thousands of sheep

00:21:30.039 --> 00:21:33.089
and goats. The most symbolic and painful moment

00:21:33.089 --> 00:21:35.710
of this campaign was the invasion of Canyon de

00:21:35.710 --> 00:21:37.710
Chelly, which was a sacred stronghold for the

00:21:37.710 --> 00:21:40.430
Nava, a sacred place and their agricultural heartland.

00:21:40.940 --> 00:21:43.380
Carson's troops marched into the canyon in the

00:21:43.380 --> 00:21:45.559
middle of winter, and they cut down thousands

00:21:45.559 --> 00:21:48.000
of peach trees. Peach trees that had been cultivated

00:21:48.000 --> 00:21:50.160
there for generations. It wasn't just destroying

00:21:50.160 --> 00:21:52.880
food. It was destroying a connection to the land,

00:21:53.019 --> 00:21:55.960
to their ancestors. It was a devastating psychological

00:21:55.960 --> 00:21:59.000
blow, and it worked. The combination of cold

00:21:59.000 --> 00:22:02.400
and starvation broke the Navajo resistance. They

00:22:02.400 --> 00:22:05.259
began to surrender in droves, and that led to

00:22:05.259 --> 00:22:08.220
what is known today as the Long Walk. Thousands

00:22:08.220 --> 00:22:11.539
of Navajo men, women, and children were forced

00:22:11.539 --> 00:22:14.519
to walk hundreds of miles across New Mexico to

00:22:14.519 --> 00:22:17.039
this desolate reservation at Bosque Redondo.

00:22:17.500 --> 00:22:20.420
Many died along the way from exposure and hunger,

00:22:20.519 --> 00:22:22.539
and the conditions at the reservation were horrific.

00:22:22.880 --> 00:22:25.640
The water was bad, disease was rampant, the crops

00:22:25.640 --> 00:22:28.759
failed. It was a complete disaster. What was

00:22:28.759 --> 00:22:30.920
Carson's role in this part? Did he try to stop

00:22:30.920 --> 00:22:33.720
it? The sources show he was weary of it. He actually

00:22:33.720 --> 00:22:35.779
tried to resign. He was tired. His health was

00:22:35.779 --> 00:22:37.660
failing. And he didn't seem to have the stomach

00:22:37.660 --> 00:22:40.299
for the kind of total war Carlton was demanding.

00:22:40.920 --> 00:22:43.559
But he was a soldier. He followed orders. And

00:22:43.559 --> 00:22:45.799
because he was the face of the campaign, he is

00:22:45.799 --> 00:22:47.799
the one who carries the historical blame for

00:22:47.799 --> 00:22:50.079
the long walk. It's so interesting that while

00:22:50.079 --> 00:22:52.279
he is remembered for the brutality of the Navajo

00:22:52.279 --> 00:22:55.279
campaign, his military career actually ended

00:22:55.279 --> 00:22:57.880
with a battle where he saved his men by not attacking.

00:22:58.279 --> 00:23:01.599
The first battle of Adobe Walls in 1864. This

00:23:01.599 --> 00:23:04.400
is a fascinating tactical moment. Carson led

00:23:04.400 --> 00:23:06.640
a force against the Kiowa and Comanche in the

00:23:06.640 --> 00:23:08.680
Texas Panhandle. He thought he was attacking

00:23:08.680 --> 00:23:11.299
a small village, but he stumbled into a massive

00:23:11.299 --> 00:23:13.400
encampment. We're talking over a thousand warriors.

00:23:13.640 --> 00:23:15.700
This is a Custer at Little Beadhorn situation

00:23:15.700 --> 00:23:18.579
waiting to happen. It was almost exactly that

00:23:18.579 --> 00:23:21.140
scenario, a decade before Custer. But unlike

00:23:21.140 --> 00:23:23.900
Custer, Carson immediately realized he was massively

00:23:23.900 --> 00:23:26.579
outnumbered and outmatched. He ordered a fighting

00:23:26.579 --> 00:23:29.779
retreat. He used his two small howitzers to provide

00:23:29.779 --> 00:23:32.859
covering fire and expertly withdrew his men.

00:23:33.119 --> 00:23:35.740
It was considered a brilliant tactical retreat

00:23:35.740 --> 00:23:38.019
that saved his command from annihilation. But

00:23:38.019 --> 00:23:39.680
his health was catching up with him by this point.

00:23:39.839 --> 00:23:42.500
It was. He was appointed a brigadier general,

00:23:42.640 --> 00:23:45.680
then commanded Fort Garland in Colorado, but

00:23:45.680 --> 00:23:49.319
he was declining rapidly. He had an aortic aneurysm

00:23:49.319 --> 00:23:51.299
that was pressing on his windpipe, making it

00:23:51.299 --> 00:23:53.789
hard to breathe. Yet he made one last trip to

00:23:53.789 --> 00:23:57.390
Washington, D .C. in 1868. He did. He went with

00:23:57.390 --> 00:23:59.990
a delegation of Ute chiefs to plead for government

00:23:59.990 --> 00:24:02.670
assistance for their people. He saw himself as

00:24:02.670 --> 00:24:06.009
their advocate. The long, hard journey just worsened

00:24:06.009 --> 00:24:08.349
his condition. He returned to Colorado and then

00:24:08.349 --> 00:24:11.150
tragedy struck his family again. His wife, Josefa,

00:24:11.190 --> 00:24:13.369
died shortly after giving birth to their eighth

00:24:13.369 --> 00:24:16.750
child. Carson was devastated and his own health

00:24:16.750 --> 00:24:19.470
collapsed completely. He died just a month later

00:24:19.470 --> 00:24:22.970
in May of 1868. His last words were fitting for

00:24:22.970 --> 00:24:25.309
a man who straddled so many worlds. He said,

00:24:25.369 --> 00:24:28.890
goodbye, friends. Adios, compadres. So when we

00:24:28.890 --> 00:24:30.890
look at his legacy, it's just a roller coaster.

00:24:31.009 --> 00:24:34.009
Let's trace that reputation shift. In the 19th

00:24:34.009 --> 00:24:36.529
and early 20th century, he was the untarnished

00:24:36.529 --> 00:24:39.160
hero. the symbol of manifest destiny. You had

00:24:39.160 --> 00:24:41.799
statues, Kit Carson days, towns and rivers named

00:24:41.799 --> 00:24:44.440
after him. The message was he led the way. And

00:24:44.440 --> 00:24:46.859
then in the late 20th century, the pendulum swung

00:24:46.859 --> 00:24:49.180
hard the other way. The bury my heart at wounded

00:24:49.180 --> 00:24:51.299
knee era reassessed the history of the West.

00:24:51.680 --> 00:24:54.700
Carson was recast as the villain, a genocidal

00:24:54.700 --> 00:24:57.240
racist. There was a symposium in Taos in the

00:24:57.240 --> 00:24:59.220
90s where people debated whether he was a hero

00:24:59.220 --> 00:25:01.440
or just a butcher. And today, where do most historians

00:25:01.440 --> 00:25:04.539
land? Today, there's more nuance. Historians

00:25:04.539 --> 00:25:06.920
like Hamptonsides and David Roberts argue he

00:25:06.920 --> 00:25:09.519
is neither a perfect hero nor a cartoon villain.

00:25:09.920 --> 00:25:12.539
He was a complex man of his time who evolved.

00:25:12.920 --> 00:25:15.039
He went from a young man who killed Blackfeet

00:25:15.039 --> 00:25:17.740
for sport to an old man who defended the Utes.

00:25:17.839 --> 00:25:20.720
And yet, he's the same man who executed the brutal

00:25:20.720 --> 00:25:23.579
Navajo policy, believing it was the only alternative

00:25:23.579 --> 00:25:26.359
to their total extinction. It raises a final,

00:25:26.420 --> 00:25:28.740
really provocative question. If Kit Carson had

00:25:28.740 --> 00:25:31.630
died in 1848, right after the Mexican -American

00:25:31.630 --> 00:25:34.670
War, he would be remembered solely as the daring

00:25:34.670 --> 00:25:38.349
explorer, the hero of Fremont's reports. Because

00:25:38.349 --> 00:25:40.309
he lived to serve the government's policies in

00:25:40.309 --> 00:25:42.769
the 1860s, he became a signal of oppression.

00:25:43.289 --> 00:25:45.069
It makes you wonder how much of a historical

00:25:45.069 --> 00:25:47.670
figure's legacy is defined by their own choices

00:25:47.670 --> 00:25:49.809
versus the orders they are compelled to follow.

00:25:49.930 --> 00:25:51.730
That is the central question of his life, isn't

00:25:51.730 --> 00:25:54.029
it? Where does the man end and the historical

00:25:54.029 --> 00:25:56.710
forces begin? That's it for this deep dive. Thanks

00:25:56.710 --> 00:25:57.069
for listening.
