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Welcome back to the Deep Dive. I hope you're

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ready to get a little weird today. A little.

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Okay, a lot weird. And I don't mean, you know,

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quirky weird. I mean, staring into a mirror until

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your face turns into a tentacle monster weird.

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We are wading into some truly murky, fascinating,

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and honestly, sometimes... terrifying waters

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it is certainly a departure from usual fare we

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are talking about a man who is arguably one of

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the most influential cultural figures of the

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20th century and yet if you just look at his

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rap sheet he looks more like a career criminal

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than a literary icon It's a strange juxtaposition,

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isn't it? We are talking about a Harvard graduate,

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a scion of American industry who also happened

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to be a heroin addict for most of his life. Right,

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and a convicted killer, albeit in absentia. And

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a man who believed quite literally in magic as

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a form of technology. We are talking, of course,

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about William S. Burroughs. The man who wrote

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Naked Lunch, the godfather of the beat generation.

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The guy who ended up influencing everyone from

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Kurt Cobain to the entire cyberpunk genre. That's

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right. And our mission today is to try and reconcile

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these massive contradictions. We have a huge

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stack of sources here, biographical details,

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critical analysis, his own journals. And we're

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going to try to answer a fundamental question.

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How does a boy from a wealthy St. Louis family

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end up living in a locker room in the Bowery?

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The bunker. The bunker, yeah. Shooting paint

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cans with a shotgun for art and rewriting the

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rules of literature because he believed he was

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possessed by a demon. And that's not hyperbole.

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For Burroughs, that was the literal truth. And

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I think to understand him, you have to look past

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the cool junkie image that pop culture has kind

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of pasted onto him. We need to look at his philosophy.

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The ugly spirit. We are definitely going to unpack

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that. It sounds like the plot of a horror movie,

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but for Burroughs, it was his daily reality.

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It was. And before we get into the wild stories,

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and there are plenty of them involving guns,

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drugs, and severed fingers, we need to set the

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tone. This isn't just a biography of a writer.

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This is a look into a worldview that saw the

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entire world as a system of control. Control.

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That's the key word for today, right? Absolutely.

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That is the thread that runs through everything

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he did. Whether it was the government, the police,

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addiction to heroin, or even the structure of

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language itself. Language itself. Burroughs spent

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his entire life trying to find a way to break

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out of the control system. He viewed himself

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as a sort of cosmic escape artist. So let's start

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at the beginning. Because when you see pictures

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of Burroughs later in life, that stark three

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-piece suit, the fedora, the glasses, that very

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dry expression, he looks like a banker. He does.

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He looks like a conservative grandpa. And in

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a way, he started out exactly where you'd expect

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a banker to come from. He really did. The appearances

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were very deceiving, but also historically accurate.

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He was born in 1914 in St. Louis, Missouri. Okay.

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And the name Burroughs meant something very specific

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in American industry. His grandfather, William

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Seward Burroughs I, was the founder of the Burroughs

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Adding Machine Company. Okay, so let's pause

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there. The Burroughs Adding Machine, that's basically

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the grandfather of the computer, isn't it? It's

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a proto -computer. In many ways, yes. It was

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the machine that allowed corporations to organize,

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to count money, to streamline bureaucracy. It

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was a tool of order and calculation. So you have

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this incredible irony right out of the gate.

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A huge irony. The grandfather invents the ultimate

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tool of corporate control. And the grandson spent

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his entire life trying to destroy that very concept

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of control. That is just, it's poetic. So we're

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talking real money here. Old money. We're talking

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significant prominence, yes. And it wasn't just

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on his father's side. His mother's brother was

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a man named Ivy Lee. Ivy Lee? That name sounds

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familiar. It should. He was a pioneer in public

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relations. He basically invented the modern press

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release and his main client, the Rockefellers.

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So he was the guy cleaning up the image of Standard

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Oil. Precisely. So Burroughs is growing up in

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this very high society, respectable environment.

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He attended private schools. He grew up on a

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street called Pershing Avenue in the central

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west end of St. Louis. It was a gated, manicured

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existence. But the family didn't actually own

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the company by the time William came along, right?

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He wasn't a billionaire. That's a crucial detail

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that often gets confused. No, they weren't billionaires.

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His parents sold their stock just before the

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1929 stock market crash. Wow. They sold it for

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about $200 ,000. Now, in today's money, that

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is something like $3 .7 million. I mean, impeccable

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timing on their part. Incredible timing. And

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this describes the financial safety net that

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defines Burroughs' entire life. When he graduated

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from Harvard in 1936, his parents put him on

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a monthly allowance. $200. $200 a month in the

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late 30s. That was a living wage. It was more

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than a living wage. It was a comfortable middle

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-class income. But more importantly, you have

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to understand, it was freedom. That money guaranteed

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his survival for the next 25 years. He never

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had to clock in. Never. He never had to hold

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down a traditional 9 -to -5 job. He could travel,

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he could experiment, he could drift. He could

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afford to be an outlaw because he had a capitalist

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safety net. It's the ultimate irony, isn't it?

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The money from the establishment, from an adding

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machine company, is what funded the ultimate

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counterculture rebel. Exactly. He never had to

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answer to a boss. He never had to curb his behavior

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to keep a paycheck. That allows a certain kind

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of personality to develop, you know, completely

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unchecked. And the cracks. They showed up early.

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He wasn't a normal kid playing baseball in the

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sandlot. Oh, far from it. By all accounts, he

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was a deeply strange child. He was prone to hallucinations

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from a very young age. There's a famous story

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of the green reindeer. I read about this. He

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was, what, four years old? Four or five. He was

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playing in the woods behind his house, and he

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had a vision. He saw a small green reindeer about

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the size of a cat. That's scary. No, not scary

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at all. It was magical. Later in life, after

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he studied anthropology at Harvard, he identified

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this as his totem animal. So he was already seeing

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things or interpreting the world through this

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kind of magical lens way back then. Absolutely.

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He described seeing ghostly gray figures playing

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in his bedroom. He felt comfortable with them.

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He said he felt a sense of wonder, not fear.

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It suggests that his barrier between what we

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call reality and vision was porous from day one.

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And then there's the finger incident. This one.

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This one made me wince. It feels like something

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out of a psychological thriller. It is disturbing,

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but it reveals so much about his psychology.

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This was 1939. Burroughs is a young man. He's

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graduated from Harvard. He's studied medicine

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in Vienna for a bit. Right. He's traveling in

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Europe and he's struggling with his mental health

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and he's struggling with his sexuality. He was

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gay. But this was a time when that was heavily,

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heavily stigmatized and illegal. The pressure

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must have been immense. Of course. So he became

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infatuated with a man and to impress him or perhaps

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as a gesture of extreme emotion to prove his

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devotion. He deliberately severed the last joint

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of his left little finger. He cut off his own

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finger joint with what? A pair of poultry shears.

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Oh, my God. And he just sat there and did it.

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He later wrote about it in a story called The

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Finger, but it shows you the intensity of his

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personality. There was a masochistic performative

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streak there, a desire to damage the physical

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body to prove that the mind was in charge of

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it. It's like a rejection of the physical. It's

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a rejection of control. Even the control. His

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own body had over him. So he's got the Harvard

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degree. He's got the allowance. He's got the

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missing finger joint. And eventually, he drifts

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to New York City. This is 1943. And this is where

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history gets made. This is the birth of the Beats.

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Right. He meets Jack Kerouac and Allen Ginsberg.

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But you have to understand the dynamic here.

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Burroughs was older. He was already in his late

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20s, whereas Ginsberg was just a student at Columbia.

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So he wasn't their peer. No. He was the mentor.

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He was the bad uncle. The experienced, world

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-weary figure. He was the guy your parents warned

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you about. Don't hang out with William. He has

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poultry shears and weird books from Europe. Precisely.

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He was the one with the apartment, the allowance,

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and the, uh... the real experience in the criminal

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underworld. He introduced them to Oswald Spengler,

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to Selene, to the darker side of literature.

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And he was also the one who got them entangled

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in a murder case. The Carr -Kammerer incident.

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We've touched on this in other deep dives, but

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let's recap how Burroughs fits into this specific

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mess. So Lucien Carr was a friend of theirs in

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this circle. He killed David Kammerer, a man

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who had been stalking him for years. It was a

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messy, tragic situation. An act of self -defense,

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Carr claimed. That was his claim. But Burroughs

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and Kerouac were arrested as material witnesses

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because they didn't report it. In fact, they

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tried to help Carr dispose of the weapon and

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the evidence. They went to the movies while Carr

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was trying to figure out what to do. That goes

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beyond literary rebellion. That is being an accessory

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after the fact to a homicide. It was a very harsh

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wake -up call for the group. It shattered whatever

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romantic, bohemian innocence they might have

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had. And for Burroughs, it was one of his first

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real brushes with the law. And this is what led

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to that book they wrote together, right? And

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the hippos were boiled in their tanks. Best title

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ever, by the way. It is a memorable title, taken

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from a news headline about a fire at a circus

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they heard on the radio. They wrote it in 1945,

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alternating chapters. It wasn't published for

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decades, but it was the literary result of that

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shared trauma. But for Burroughs, the trajectory

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was already spiraling downward from there. Oh,

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yes. After the murder, things get darker. He

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starts using morphine around 1945. And not just

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using, he was selling heroin in Greenwich Village.

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He was a pusher. He was, a small -time pusher.

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And this is where Joan Vollmer enters the picture

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properly. She was living with him in the apartment

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with Ginsberg and Kerouac. She was brilliant,

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very well -read, arguably as smart as any of

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the male beats, but she was addicted to Benzedrine.

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Amphetamines. So you have Burroughs on Downers,

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morphine and Joan on Uppers, Benzedrine. A volatile

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chemical mix in a very volatile environment.

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They formed a common law marriage. They had a

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child, William S. Burroughs Jr. or Billy. But

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their life was just chaos. They left New York,

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moved to Texas to try and grow marijuana. That

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didn't work out. It did not. They moved on to

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New Orleans. And in New Orleans, the law started

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closing in. The police raided his home. They

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found drugs and crucially unregistered handguns.

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Guns were already a big thing for him. Always.

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He had a deep, lifelong fascination with weaponry.

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He saw them as extensions of the will. So to

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avoid prison in Louisiana, specifically Angola

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State Prison, which was a terrifying place, notorious

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for brutality, he fled. He fled to Mexico. Joan

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and the kids followed him down. And this brings

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us to the tragedy in Mexico. This is the moment

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that changes everything. If you are listening

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and you think you know the story, you need to

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hear the details because it explains everything

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that comes after. It is the pivot point of his

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entire existence. It's 1951, Mexico City. Burroughs

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and Joan are living there. By all accounts, it

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was an unhappy time. Burroughs was off heroin,

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but he was drinking heavily. Joan was suffering

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from Benzedrine withdrawal and drinking too.

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And the dynamic between them was getting nasty.

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Very. Accounts from friends say Joan was mocking

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him, calling him impotent. He was openly pursuing

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other men. There was a lot of tension. One night,

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September 6th, they were at a party at a friend's

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apartment above a place called the Bounty Bar.

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Everyone is very intoxicated. And Burroughs has

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a gun. He allegedly took a star model .380 automatic

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pistol out of his travel bag to show it off.

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He was trying to sell it. And in a moment of

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drunken bravado, he said to Joan, it's time for

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our William Tell act. Now, for anyone who doesn't

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know the William Tell legend, it's the archer

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who shoots an apple off his son's head to prove

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his marksmanship. Exactly. But Burroughs didn't

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have a bow and arrow. He had a pistol. And Joan.

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She played along. She put a highball glass. Some

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say it was a gin and tonic on her head. She was

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going along with it. She was giggling, according

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to witnesses. She was out of the game. A dark,

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drunken party trick. God, it's just, the negligence

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is suffocating. Burroughs sat at the table across

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the room. He raised the gun. He fired. He missed

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the glass. He shot her in the forehead. She died

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almost instantly. It's just, it's such a senseless,

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stupid, tragic waste. A life ended because of

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a party trick. It is. And the aftermath was messy

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and, frankly, corrupt. Burroughs was arrested.

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He spent 13 days in jail. And then what? Then

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the machinery of his privilege kicked in. His

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brother came down from St. Louis with money.

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Lawyers were paid off. Ballistics experts were

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bribed to testify that the gun had misfired or

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that it had dropped. He changed his story, right.

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The initial story was the William Tell Act. That

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was the initial story he told police. Then it

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was revised. The official story for the court

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became that he dropped the gun, that it fell,

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and discharged accidentally. But the witnesses

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knew the truth. The witnesses knew the truth.

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He was eventually convicted of homicide and absentia

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because he fled the country when his lawyer got

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into his own legal trouble. He got a two -year

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suspended sentence. which he never served. So

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he kills his wife and he essentially walks free.

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He goes back to his life. But psychologically,

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he didn't walk free. No. And this is where we

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get into the ugly spirit. This is the core of

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this entire deep dive. Burroughs explicitly stated

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later that he would never have become a writer

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if it weren't for Joan's death. That's a heavy

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statement. It almost sounds like he's justifying

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it or finding meaning in it. It's more complex

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than that. He wrote, I live with a constant threat

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of possession and a constant need to escape from

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possession, from control. He believed that at

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the moment he pulled the trigger, he was possessed

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by a malevolent entity he called the ugly spirit.

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Now, do you think he meant that metaphorically?

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Like, oh, I have demons, I have a dark side.

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He was very, very clear that he meant it literally.

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He said his concept of possession was closer

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to the medieval model. He believed an alien entity,

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an invading consciousness, invaded him and used

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his hand to kill Joan. That sounds like, I mean,

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that sounds like a psychological defense mechanism

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to deal with unimaginable guilt. It could be.

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And that's the rational interpretation. But for

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Burroughs, it was his metaphysical reality. And

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writing, writing became his method of exorcism.

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So he wasn't writing for fame. He wasn't writing

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for art. He was writing to save his soul. He

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was writing to fight a demon. He viewed writing

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as a form of sorcery. He believed that the word

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itself language was a mechanism of control. A

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virus. And the ugly spirit used words to control

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him. So to fight back, to keep the demon at bay,

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he had to write his way out. He had to break

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the language. That recontextualizes his entire

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career. He's not an author. He's a magician fighting

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a duel. Precisely. And that duel took him away

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from the Western world entirely. After Mexico,

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he drifts through South America. He's looking

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for a drug called Yage. What we now call ayahuasca.

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Why ayahuasca? This was way before it was trendy

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for tech bros to go do it in Peru. Right. He

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wasn't looking for spiritual enlightenment in

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the modern sense. He was looking for telepathy.

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He believed Yage was a kind of truth serum that

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would allow him to communicate without words,

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thus bypassing the control system of language.

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You've got to get outside of language. Get outside

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of the virus. His letters from this time were

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collected in a book, The Yage Letters. It's a

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fascinating look at his mindset. But eventually,

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he lands in Tangier, Morocco. 1954. The interzone.

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That's what he called it. Tell us about Tangier

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in the 50s. Why was it the perfect place for

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him? Tangier was a geopolitical anomaly. It was

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an international zone governed by a committee

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of different nations, which meant essentially

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that no single nation's laws really applied.

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So it was lawless. Effectively, yes. It was a

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haven for spies, smugglers, eccentrics, and exiles.

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Homosexuality was tolerated. Drugs were legal

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or easily available over the counter at pharmacies.

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And most importantly for him, it was cheap. So

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his $200 a month allowance could let him live

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like a king. Or like a ghost. He fell deep into

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addiction there. He was using a drug called eucadol,

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which is a very strong opioid, and eating mejun,

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a potent confection made of marijuana, honey,

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and spices. He essentially locked himself in

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a room for four years. Just him and the ugly

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spirit. And the typewriter. He sat in this state

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of altered consciousness, just generating text.

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He wasn't writing a story with a beginning, middle,

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and end. He was writing routines, satirical sketches,

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hallucinations, memories of St. Louis. He would

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write a page and just throw it on the floor.

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This pile of paper became known as the word hoard.

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Yes. Thousands and thousands of pages. A chaotic

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mess of genius and filth. And his friends had

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to come rescue him, basically. Kerouac and Ginsberg

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and Alan Anson arrived in Tangier in 1957. The

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cavalry arrives. They did. They found burrows

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surrounded by these papers looking gaunt and

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haunted, and they essentially acted as editors.

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They typed up the handwritten scrawls. They tried

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to find some kind of structure. They literally

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taped pages together. That collection of chaos

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became Naked Lunch. Naked Lunch. It's such a

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weird book. If you pick it up expecting a novel,

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you are going to be very, very confused. You

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are. It's nonlinear. You can dip in anywhere.

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It's a series of routine skits, almost, that

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are satirical, grotesque, and horrifying. It

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attacks everything. The death penalty, bureaucracy,

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medical malpractice, capital punishment. Not

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even the title. What does that mean? Naked Lunch.

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Kerouac apparently mistyped it from Burroughs'

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handwriting. It's supposed to be Naked Lust.

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But Burroughs loved the mistake. He kept it.

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He kept it. He said it means a frozen moment

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when everyone sees what is on the end of every

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fork. Meaning seeing reality exactly as it is.

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The naked, unvarnished truth of what we are consuming.

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Exactly. The algebra of need. He used heroin

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addiction as a metaphor for everything. Consumerism,

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politics, religion. He argued that everything

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is a relationship between a pusher and an addict.

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The state is a pusher. The citizen is an addict.

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And actually, the American government hated it.

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Oh, they loathed it. It was first published in

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Paris by Olympia Press in 1959. When Grove Press

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tried to publish it in the U .S., it was prosecuted

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for obscenity in Massachusetts. This became a

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landmark legal battle. Why was this trial so

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important? It became the last major literary

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censorship trial in the United States. Writers

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like Norman Mailer and Allen Ginsberg testified

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that the book had literary value. They argued

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that just because it depicted ugly things didn't

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mean the book itself was obscene. It was a moral

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condemnation of those ugly things. Exactly. It

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wasn't promoting them. And the argument won.

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In 1966, the Supreme Judicial Court of Massachusetts

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declared it not obscene. That ruling effectively

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ended literary censorship in America. If Naked

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Lunch, which contains some truly shocking sexual

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and violent content, could be published, anything

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could. So Burroughs, the junkie outlaw, the wife

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-tiller, actually secured freedom of speech for

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writers in America. That is a huge part of his

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legacy. He subverted the moral system and the

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legal system. He forced the culture to look at

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the ugly things it wanted to hide. OK, so Naked

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Lunch is out. He's a controversial figure, but

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he doesn't stop there. He moves to Paris and

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things get even weirder. He discovers the cut

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up. Now, this is the part that I think is most

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relevant to our modern world of algorithms and

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remix culture. This is part four. He's at the

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Beat Hotel in Paris around 1959. It's this rundown

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boarding house in the Latin Quarter, but it's

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filled with artists. And Burroughs meets a painter

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named Brianne Gyson. And Gyson is the one who

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shows him the technique. Yes. The story goes

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that Geisen was mounting a drawing. He put down

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a stack of newspapers to protect his table, and

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he cut through them with a razor blade. When

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he looked at the sliced layers, he noticed that

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the words combined to form new sentences. Funny

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sentences. Profound sentences. And for most people,

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that would just be a collage. Oh, look, Daddy

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has poetry. Exactly. But for Burroughs, it was

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a revelation. Remember his obsession with control

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and the ugly spirit. He believed language was

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a control system. He believed that the structure

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of our language subject, verb, object, locks

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us into a certain way of thinking. It forces

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us to think in linear time. It limits what our

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brains can do. So if you cut the paper... You

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break the timeline. You break the control. Burroughs

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was adamant. He said that cut -ups are not for

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artistic purposes. For him, they were a tool

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of political warfare and scientific research.

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He thought that by cutting up texts, you could

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actually predict the future? He did. He called

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it letting the future leak out. He believed that

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everything is pre -recorded. The universe is

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a tape recording. By cutting the tape or the

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text, you can see what's coming next. He claimed

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he would cut up a newspaper and find sentences

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that referred to events that happened days later.

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That is some heavy magical thinking. But he was

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serious about it. Deadly serious. He and Geisen

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were doing occult experiments at the Beat Hotel.

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Mirror gazing. Scrying. Like a wizard looking

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into a crystal ball. Yes. Burroughs would stare

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into a mirror for hours. He reported seeing his

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hands turn into tentacles. He saw his face transform

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into an other, a green man -like entity. He believed

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he was seeing his other selves, or perhaps the

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entities that were trying to possess him. He

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was trying to map the unseen geography of his

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own mind. It's terrifying, but also... Creatively,

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it worked for him. He wrote the entire Nova trilogy

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using this method, the soft machine, the ticket

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that exploded, Nova Express. Those books are

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dense. They are very difficult to read because

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they are literally cut up. Paragraphs are spliced

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together randomly. But the theme is consistent

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throughout. Humanity is under attack by a virus

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from outer space, and that virus is language.

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Language is a virus from outer space. That's

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one of his most famous quotes. And he meant it.

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He thought language was a parasitic organism

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that had invaded the human host, using us to

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replicate itself. Thinking is just the virus

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thinking through you. Okay, let's move on. Part

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five, the London years. He leaves Paris and goes

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to London. And here, he tries to get clean again.

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He does. He hears about a Dr. John Dent, who

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had a specific cure for heroin addiction using

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something called apomorphine. Apple morphine.

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What is that? It's a derivative of morphine,

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but it's not psychoactive. It doesn't get you

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high. It acts as an emetic. It makes you vomit.

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The theory was that it regulated the metabolism

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and reset the body's need for the drug. Burroughs

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was convinced it was a miracle. He wrote a famous

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piece called Letter from a Master Addict to Dangerous

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Drugs, praising this cure. Did it work for him?

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For a while. He advocated for it fiercely his

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whole life. But during this London period in

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the 60s, he also got involved with something

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else that claimed to have a technology for the

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mind. Scientology. Wait, William S. Burroughs

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was a Scientologist? For a time in the 60s, yes.

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He joined the Church of Scientology in London.

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He took the courses. He reached the level of

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clear. I cannot imagine Burroughs taking orders

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from anyone, let alone an organization like that.

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Well, that was the problem. He actually liked

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the techniques, the auditing, the e -meter. He

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felt they were useful tools for exploring the

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mind and deprogramming trauma. He said it helped

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him with his writing. But he hated the organization.

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Why? He felt it was authoritarian, secretive,

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and suppressed any critical thought. He saw it

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as just another system of control. So he took

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the tools and ran. And he turned on them. He

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wrote critical articles about his experiences.

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There was a huge feud that played out in the

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pages of Rolling Stone magazine. Burroughs versus

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the Scientologists. He famously wrote, Scientology

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is a model for the control of a population. I

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love that. He's just picking fights with everyone,

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the government, the literary establishment, L.

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Ron Hubbard. And during this time in London,

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he starts refining his magical attacks. Yes.

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We absolutely have to talk about the mocha bar.

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Yes. The Mocha Bar Operation. This is my absolute

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favorite Burroughs story because it's so petty

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but so elaborate. So this is 1972. There's a

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coffee bar in London on Fritz Street called the

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Mocha Bar. And Burroughs felt he was treated

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rudely there. He claimed the cheesecake was poisonous

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and the service was surly. As one does, most

00:24:09.289 --> 00:24:11.230
people would just, you know, leave a bad tip

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or a bad Yelp review. Not Burroughs. Burroughs

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decided to destroy the business using magic and

00:24:17.450 --> 00:24:20.559
technology. How? What did he do? He used a technique

00:24:20.559 --> 00:24:23.440
he called playback. He went to the bar with a

00:24:23.440 --> 00:24:25.980
concealed tape recorder and discreetly recorded

00:24:25.980 --> 00:24:28.680
the background sounds, the clatter of cups, the

00:24:28.680 --> 00:24:31.039
chatter, the hiss of the espresso machine. Okay.

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Then he would come back day after day, stand

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outside, and play those sounds back at a subliminal

00:24:36.880 --> 00:24:39.240
level. He would also take photos of the place,

00:24:39.319 --> 00:24:41.700
then go home and curse the photos. He was playing

00:24:41.700 --> 00:24:45.339
the bar's own pass back to it. Yes. His theory

00:24:45.339 --> 00:24:48.359
was that by superimposing the past audio onto

00:24:48.359 --> 00:24:51.160
the present reality, he would disrupt the timeline.

00:24:51.440 --> 00:24:53.720
He wanted to break the reality of the location.

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He called it scrambling the control lines and

00:24:56.960 --> 00:24:59.660
creating a psychic disturbance. And did it work?

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Well, according to Burroughs, accidents started

00:25:01.940 --> 00:25:04.180
happening inside. The espresso machine broke,

00:25:04.400 --> 00:25:07.099
fights broke out, business dropped off, and on

00:25:07.099 --> 00:25:10.839
October 30, 1972, the Mocha Bar closed down for

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good. He cursed a coffee shop out of business

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with a tape recorder. She viewed it as a successful

00:25:15.849 --> 00:25:18.710
magical operation. For him, cameras and tape

00:25:18.710 --> 00:25:20.809
recorders were not passive devices. They were

00:25:20.809 --> 00:25:22.869
weapons. They could freeze and manipulate time.

00:25:23.049 --> 00:25:25.289
That is some real -life cyberpunk sorcery right

00:25:25.289 --> 00:25:27.490
there. It really is. And this brings us to his

00:25:27.490 --> 00:25:30.690
return to America, part six. In 1974, he moves

00:25:30.690 --> 00:25:33.029
back to New York City. To the bunker. He moves

00:25:33.029 --> 00:25:35.950
into a converted YMCA locker room on the Bowery.

00:25:35.970 --> 00:25:38.150
No windows, just concrete walls and communal

00:25:38.150 --> 00:25:40.380
showers down the hall. He called it the bunker.

00:25:40.519 --> 00:25:42.920
And this is where he becomes the godfather, the

00:25:42.920 --> 00:25:45.420
elder statesman. Exactly. It's the mid -70s.

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The CBGB scene is exploding. Punk is happening.

00:25:49.220 --> 00:25:52.519
Patti Smith, Lou Reed, Andy Warhol, Debbie Harry,

00:25:52.980 --> 00:25:55.619
Susan Sontag. They all make the pilgrimage to

00:25:55.619 --> 00:25:58.700
the bunker to pay homage to the old man. He's

00:25:58.700 --> 00:26:00.019
the one who lived through the things they were

00:26:00.019 --> 00:26:02.140
just starting to experiment with. But he was

00:26:02.140 --> 00:26:04.440
also struggling, right, financially and physically.

00:26:04.700 --> 00:26:07.309
He was. His allowance had long since run out.

00:26:07.369 --> 00:26:09.430
He was teaching writing. But then a man named

00:26:09.430 --> 00:26:12.549
James Growerholz arrived. This is a key figure

00:26:12.549 --> 00:26:15.170
in Burroughs' later life. Who was James Growerholz?

00:26:15.430 --> 00:26:17.910
He was a young bookseller from Kansas, a huge

00:26:17.910 --> 00:26:20.650
devotee of the Beats. He came to visit Burroughs

00:26:20.650 --> 00:26:23.690
and basically realized the man needed help. He

00:26:23.690 --> 00:26:26.109
became Burroughs' secretary, then his manager,

00:26:26.250 --> 00:26:28.730
literary executor, and essentially his savior.

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What did he do for him? He organized his life.

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He cataloged the word hoard. Most importantly,

00:26:33.630 --> 00:26:36.319
he organized reading tours. He got Burroughs

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out of the apartment and onto stages across the

00:26:38.579 --> 00:26:40.400
country and Europe. He turned Burroughs into

00:26:40.400 --> 00:26:43.259
a performing artist. Which revitalized his career

00:26:43.259 --> 00:26:46.799
and his bank account. Suddenly, William S. Burroughs

00:26:46.799 --> 00:26:50.200
was a rock star of literature. But amidst this

00:26:50.200 --> 00:26:53.259
big comeback, there was a deep personal tragedy

00:26:53.259 --> 00:26:56.240
occurring in the background. His son, Billy.

00:26:56.519 --> 00:26:59.339
The boy who was there or nearby when his mother

00:26:59.339 --> 00:27:02.210
was shot. Yes. William S. Burroughs Jr. Billy

00:27:02.210 --> 00:27:04.809
grew up effectively without a mother and with

00:27:04.809 --> 00:27:07.109
a mostly absent father who was traveling the

00:27:07.109 --> 00:27:08.970
world looking for drugs and enlightenment. And

00:27:08.970 --> 00:27:11.369
he also became a writer. He did. He wrote a great

00:27:11.369 --> 00:27:14.289
book called Kentucky Ham. But sadly, he became

00:27:14.289 --> 00:27:17.470
an addict too. Speed, alcohol. Like father, like

00:27:17.470 --> 00:27:20.369
son. But Billy didn't have William's Iron Constitution.

00:27:20.990 --> 00:27:25.309
In 1976, Billy's liver failed completely. He

00:27:25.309 --> 00:27:27.250
had a liver transplant, a pioneering surgery

00:27:27.250 --> 00:27:29.720
at the time. Burroughs spent time in Colorado

00:27:29.720 --> 00:27:31.980
helping him recover. It was the most time they

00:27:31.980 --> 00:27:34.059
had spent together in years. Did they reconcile?

00:27:34.240 --> 00:27:37.140
Was that a healing moment? It was strained. Billy

00:27:37.140 --> 00:27:39.400
had written an article in Esquire basically blaming

00:27:39.400 --> 00:27:41.819
his father for poisoning his life. He felt the

00:27:41.819 --> 00:27:44.019
way of the name, the legacy of his mother's death.

00:27:44.200 --> 00:27:46.200
And tragically, Billy kept drinking and using

00:27:46.200 --> 00:27:48.339
drugs even after the transplant. Then he died

00:27:48.339 --> 00:27:53.240
young. He died in 1981 at age 33. He was found

00:27:53.240 --> 00:27:55.759
in a ditch near a highway in Florida. It was

00:27:55.759 --> 00:27:58.460
a heartbreaking, squalid end. That must have

00:27:58.460 --> 00:28:01.319
weighed on Burroughs immensely. It did. The guilt

00:28:01.319 --> 00:28:04.579
over Joan, the failure with Billy. It reinforced

00:28:04.579 --> 00:28:07.039
his belief that he was cursed or that the ugly

00:28:07.039 --> 00:28:08.960
spirit destroyed the people around him while

00:28:08.960 --> 00:28:11.339
leaving him alive. He was a survivor, but at

00:28:11.339 --> 00:28:13.680
a terrible cost. Everyone around him seemed to

00:28:13.680 --> 00:28:16.400
fall, but he just kept going. That's a very accurate

00:28:16.400 --> 00:28:18.000
way to put it. He was the eye of the hurricane.

00:28:18.299 --> 00:28:21.460
So after Billy dies, Burroughs makes a very surprising

00:28:21.460 --> 00:28:23.440
move. He leaves New York. He leaves the bunker.

00:28:23.619 --> 00:28:27.450
He moves to Kansas. Lawrence, Kansas. 1981. Why

00:28:27.450 --> 00:28:29.910
Kansas? It seems like the absolute last place

00:28:29.910 --> 00:28:32.809
a heroin -shooting, queer, avant -garde magician

00:28:32.809 --> 00:28:35.150
would go. He told people it was practical, it

00:28:35.150 --> 00:28:38.029
was cheaper, it was less violent, and crucially,

00:28:38.089 --> 00:28:40.650
he could go fishing and shooting. Shooting, right.

00:28:41.049 --> 00:28:42.990
We haven't talked enough about the guns. He was

00:28:42.990 --> 00:28:45.289
a huge gun enthusiast. Burroughs loved guns.

00:28:45.470 --> 00:28:49.549
He owned many. Cobras, Colts, shotguns. In Kansas,

00:28:49.589 --> 00:28:51.410
he could go out into the cornfields and target

00:28:51.410 --> 00:28:54.230
practice without the NYPD bothering him. This

00:28:54.230 --> 00:28:56.779
leads us to his visual art. The shotgun art.

00:28:56.960 --> 00:28:59.200
He would set up spray paint cans in front of

00:28:59.200 --> 00:29:01.680
a piece of plywood, then stand back and blast

00:29:01.680 --> 00:29:04.240
them with a shotgun. The paint would explode

00:29:04.240 --> 00:29:06.299
onto the wood in these abstract patterns. It's

00:29:06.299 --> 00:29:08.500
the cut -up technique again, but with ballistics,

00:29:08.680 --> 00:29:11.619
it's violent and random. Exactly. It's about

00:29:11.619 --> 00:29:14.839
surrendering control. You pull the trigger. And

00:29:14.839 --> 00:29:16.920
the result is dictated by physics and chance,

00:29:17.200 --> 00:29:20.079
not by the artist's conscious hand. It was the

00:29:20.079 --> 00:29:22.359
ultimate expression of his philosophy. So he

00:29:22.359 --> 00:29:25.180
really settled down in Kansas, became this local

00:29:25.180 --> 00:29:28.059
celebrity. He did. He lived in a small bungalow.

00:29:28.059 --> 00:29:32.130
He had cats. He absolutely adored cats. He became

00:29:32.130 --> 00:29:35.430
a sort of kindly eccentric old neighbor who just

00:29:35.430 --> 00:29:37.670
happened to be a counterculture legend. And this

00:29:37.670 --> 00:29:39.789
is when he starts popping up in pop culture everywhere.

00:29:39.809 --> 00:29:42.190
The 90s were huge for him. He became an icon

00:29:42.190 --> 00:29:45.109
all over again. The 90s were a renaissance. He

00:29:45.109 --> 00:29:47.549
was in the movie Drugstore Cowboy playing an

00:29:47.549 --> 00:29:50.910
old junkie priest. That famous line. You see,

00:29:50.970 --> 00:29:53.210
you have to be a priest to be a good drug fiend.

00:29:53.349 --> 00:29:55.930
He collaborated with Tom Waits and Robert Wilson

00:29:55.930 --> 00:29:58.859
on the play The Black Rider. He recorded with

00:29:58.859 --> 00:30:01.299
the Industrial Metal Band Ministry. He was in

00:30:01.299 --> 00:30:05.180
a U2 music video for Last Night on Earth. And

00:30:05.180 --> 00:30:08.160
Kurt Cobain. That collaboration is legendary.

00:30:08.640 --> 00:30:10.380
They recorded The Priest They Called Them Together.

00:30:11.539 --> 00:30:14.240
Cobain playing dissonant guitar noise while Burroughs

00:30:14.240 --> 00:30:17.299
read a story. Cobain absolutely idolized him.

00:30:17.400 --> 00:30:19.420
He even came to visit him in Lawrence, Kansas.

00:30:19.920 --> 00:30:22.920
It's tragic that Cobain, another figure struggling

00:30:22.920 --> 00:30:25.299
with addiction and the pressures of fame, sought

00:30:25.299 --> 00:30:27.559
him out. Burroughs actually felt sorry for Cobain.

00:30:27.640 --> 00:30:29.559
He said later, there's something wrong with that

00:30:29.559 --> 00:30:32.259
boy. He frowns for no reason. Burroughs, the

00:30:32.259 --> 00:30:34.599
old survivor, recognized the doom in Cobain.

00:30:34.799 --> 00:30:37.019
He knew Cobain wasn't going to make it. Let's

00:30:37.019 --> 00:30:39.420
touch on the 23 Enigma. This is another weird

00:30:39.420 --> 00:30:41.440
Burroughs thing that has really entered the culture.

00:30:41.740 --> 00:30:44.599
It is. Back in Tangier, he met a ferry captain

00:30:44.599 --> 00:30:47.519
named Clark. Captain Clark bragged he'd been

00:30:47.519 --> 00:30:50.000
sailing for 23 years without a single accident.

00:30:50.619 --> 00:30:53.819
That very same day, his ship sank, killing him

00:30:53.819 --> 00:30:56.829
and everyone aboard. That evening, Burroughs

00:30:56.829 --> 00:30:59.049
heard on the radio that Flight 23 from New York

00:30:59.049 --> 00:31:01.829
to Miami had crashed. And the pilot's name was

00:31:01.829 --> 00:31:04.109
Clark. The pilot's name was also Captain Clark.

00:31:04.470 --> 00:31:07.269
From that moment on, Burroughs started collecting

00:31:07.269 --> 00:31:10.849
occurrences of the number 23. He believed it

00:31:10.849 --> 00:31:13.809
was a cosmic signal, often associated with death

00:31:13.809 --> 00:31:16.259
or synchronicity. Now, if you look for it, you

00:31:16.259 --> 00:31:18.779
see 23 everywhere. It's a classic example of

00:31:18.779 --> 00:31:20.859
confirmation bias, but... It's classic Burroughs.

00:31:20.940 --> 00:31:23.440
He hacks your perception. Once he points it out,

00:31:23.480 --> 00:31:25.880
you can't unsee it. It's a virus of an idea.

00:31:26.140 --> 00:31:28.039
We also need to talk about his politics, because

00:31:28.039 --> 00:31:30.319
he doesn't fit in any box. You can't call him

00:31:30.319 --> 00:31:32.519
a liberal or a conservative. He really doesn't

00:31:32.519 --> 00:31:35.960
fit anywhere. He was a staunch, lifelong, gun

00:31:35.960 --> 00:31:38.779
-loving Second Amendment supporter. He said,

00:31:38.900 --> 00:31:41.359
I sure as hell wouldn't want to live in a society

00:31:41.359 --> 00:31:44.259
where the only people allowed guns are the police

00:31:44.259 --> 00:31:46.599
and... the military. Which sounds very right

00:31:46.599 --> 00:31:48.839
-wing libertarian. But he was also a radical

00:31:48.839 --> 00:31:51.319
libertine who hated the government, hated bureaucracy,

00:31:51.599 --> 00:31:54.480
hated the police, and wanted total drug legalization.

00:31:55.180 --> 00:31:58.519
He called himself a frontier individualist. But

00:31:58.519 --> 00:32:00.920
he lived on a trust fund and, as the source says,

00:32:01.099 --> 00:32:03.779
used the GI Bill to pay for his studies in Mexico.

00:32:04.220 --> 00:32:06.779
Oh, absolutely. He had a quote. I always say,

00:32:06.779 --> 00:32:09.740
keep your snout in the public trough. He hated

00:32:09.740 --> 00:32:12.319
the system, but he was more than happy to exploit

00:32:12.319 --> 00:32:14.750
it. He saw it as getting some of his own back.

00:32:15.210 --> 00:32:19.049
That is practically honest, at least. It fits

00:32:19.049 --> 00:32:21.529
his philosophy. If the system is a machine of

00:32:21.529 --> 00:32:24.210
control, you don't owe it any loyalty. You take

00:32:24.210 --> 00:32:27.190
what you can to survive. In his later years,

00:32:27.369 --> 00:32:29.710
he even joined the Illuminates of Thanateros,

00:32:29.789 --> 00:32:32.609
an order dedicated to chaos magic. So he went

00:32:32.609 --> 00:32:35.269
all in on the magic. He went all in. And he did

00:32:35.269 --> 00:32:37.569
survive. Against all odds, he lived to be 83.

00:32:37.990 --> 00:32:41.859
He died on August T, 1997. He had a heart attack

00:32:41.859 --> 00:32:44.559
in Lawrence. He is buried in the family plot

00:32:44.559 --> 00:32:46.819
in St. Louis, right next to the white granite

00:32:46.819 --> 00:32:48.920
obelisk of his grandfather, the adding machine

00:32:48.920 --> 00:32:51.720
tycoon. Back to the BNX? Full circle. The man

00:32:51.720 --> 00:32:53.539
who invented a tool of control and the man who

00:32:53.539 --> 00:32:56.119
tried to smash it. So what is the legacy here?

00:32:56.259 --> 00:32:58.599
When we look back at William S. Burroughs, what

00:32:58.599 --> 00:33:01.500
do we see? We see the grandfather of the counterculture.

00:33:01.940 --> 00:33:04.180
Without him, you don't get the Velvet Underground,

00:33:04.440 --> 00:33:06.799
you don't get punk, you certainly don't get cyberpunk.

00:33:07.500 --> 00:33:10.519
William Gibson, who wrote Neuromancer, owes a

00:33:10.519 --> 00:33:13.279
huge debt to Burroughs' ideas of interzone and

00:33:13.279 --> 00:33:15.480
reality hacking. A term heavy metal comes from

00:33:15.480 --> 00:33:17.819
here, too, right? It does. It appears in his

00:33:17.819 --> 00:33:20.529
novel The Soft Machine. Character Uranian Willie,

00:33:20.750 --> 00:33:22.789
the heavy metal kid. And then there's Steely

00:33:22.789 --> 00:33:25.289
Dan. The band Steely Dan. The band Steely Dan

00:33:25.289 --> 00:33:28.069
is named after a steam -powered dildo in Naked

00:33:28.069 --> 00:33:30.990
Lunch. No way. That smooth jazz rock band is

00:33:30.990 --> 00:33:33.869
named after a sex toy in a Burroughs book. Absolute

00:33:33.869 --> 00:33:36.769
fact. His DNA is in the bloodstream of our culture,

00:33:36.890 --> 00:33:39.369
often in places we don't realize. Soft Machine,

00:33:39.650 --> 00:33:42.460
other band, Thin White Rope. The list goes on.

00:33:42.599 --> 00:33:44.920
But beyond the trivia and the band names, it's

00:33:44.920 --> 00:33:48.039
the ideas. The idea that reality is malleable,

00:33:48.140 --> 00:33:50.420
that language creates our world. And that we

00:33:50.420 --> 00:33:53.119
are living in a magical universe. Burroughs insisted

00:33:53.119 --> 00:33:55.700
that there are no coincidences. Nothing happens

00:33:55.700 --> 00:33:58.019
unless someone wills it to happen. That is both

00:33:58.019 --> 00:34:00.539
an empowering thought and a terrifying one. It

00:34:00.539 --> 00:34:02.920
places the ultimate responsibility on the individual.

00:34:03.900 --> 00:34:06.299
If you are controlled, it's because you haven't

00:34:06.299 --> 00:34:08.059
figured out how to cut the wires yet. You know,

00:34:08.079 --> 00:34:10.539
thinking about his central warning. that language

00:34:10.539 --> 00:34:14.179
is a virus a control system it feels incredibly

00:34:14.179 --> 00:34:17.719
relevant right now how so well Look at the world

00:34:17.719 --> 00:34:19.980
we live in. We are living in the age of algorithms.

00:34:20.039 --> 00:34:22.820
We have AI generating text, generating images,

00:34:22.980 --> 00:34:25.480
generating a kind of reality on social media.

00:34:25.719 --> 00:34:28.679
We are swimming in a sea of manipulated information.

00:34:29.179 --> 00:34:32.179
We are constantly being fed a narrative. That

00:34:32.179 --> 00:34:34.320
connects perfectly to Burroughs' cut -up philosophy.

00:34:34.960 --> 00:34:37.400
He believed that by cutting up the word lines,

00:34:37.639 --> 00:34:39.800
you could break the programming. You could disrupt

00:34:39.800 --> 00:34:41.659
the narrative and see what was really there.

00:34:41.960 --> 00:34:44.840
But now the programming is writing itself. The

00:34:44.840 --> 00:34:47.480
machine is generating the language that we consume.

00:34:47.639 --> 00:34:49.659
Which raises a provocative final thought, doesn't

00:34:49.659 --> 00:34:52.719
it? Burroughs warned us that control seeks to

00:34:52.719 --> 00:34:54.699
make us predictable, to turn us into machines.

00:34:55.300 --> 00:34:57.400
He used a pair of scissors and a tape recorder

00:34:57.400 --> 00:35:00.219
to fight back. In an age where our thoughts are

00:35:00.219 --> 00:35:03.019
increasingly shaped by predictive texts and algorithmic

00:35:03.019 --> 00:35:05.960
feeds, are we living in the ultimate control

00:35:05.960 --> 00:35:09.639
system he prophesied? And if language is a virus

00:35:09.639 --> 00:35:13.389
from outer space. Have we all been infected?

00:35:13.710 --> 00:35:16.530
I think the answer, according to Burroughs, would

00:35:16.530 --> 00:35:20.630
be a resounding yes. The question is, what are

00:35:20.630 --> 00:35:22.469
you going to do to break the spell? On that note,

00:35:22.510 --> 00:35:24.849
maybe go pick up a pair of scissors and a newspaper.

00:35:25.070 --> 00:35:26.929
See what the future holds. Just be careful what

00:35:26.929 --> 00:35:28.969
you let leak out. Thanks for listening to The

00:35:28.969 --> 00:35:30.949
Deep Dive. We'll see you in the Interzone.
