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Welcome back to The Deep Dive. Today we are opening

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a file that feels, well, it feels less like a

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standard music biography and more like a study

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in paradox. We're looking at an artist who is,

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by almost every metric you can think of, the

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most celebrated woman in hip -hop history. And

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yet. There's always a yet with her. There is.

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And the yet is that her entire solo legacy rests

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essentially on a single album, an album that

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came out over 25 years ago. It really is the

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ultimate case of scarcity creating value, isn't

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it? But it's also, for fans, incredibly frustrating.

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We're talking, of course, about Miss Lauren Hill.

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The numbers alone are just baffling when you

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lay them out. You've got an estimated 50 million

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records sold worldwide. Which is a staggering

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number. Eight Grammys. And just to put that in

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perspective, that is the most for any female

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rapper. ever still to this day and then you go

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to a streaming service right now to find her

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solo studio work and what do you find you find

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one diamond certified masterpiece and then silence

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well silence and a lot of lingering questions

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a lot of mystery exactly and that's the real

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mission for this deep dive we aren't just here

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to you know recount the hits we really need to

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unpack the why why is everything in this story

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how do you get labeled the queen of hip -hop

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by time, by billboard, by basically the entire

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culture, and then effectively exile yourself.

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And I think maybe the more interesting question

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today is why her influence is arguably stronger

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now, you know, in this era of TikTok and constant

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streaming than it was when she was actually releasing

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music. That's the real puzzle. To answer that,

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you really have to stop looking at this as just

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a story about a singer. It's a collision, a collision

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between a deeply, deeply authentic artist and

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the... The industrial machine of modern entertainment.

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A case study. It's a case study on the cost of

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genius. The price you pay for not compromising.

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So let's get into the evidence. We have to start

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at the beginning. East Orange, New Jersey. Lauren

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Noelle Hill, born in 1975. The narrative so often

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paints her as this prodigy who just like appeared

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out of nowhere, fully formed. But when you look

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at her background, she was essentially, I don't

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know. engineered for this. Engineered implies

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it was forced, which I don't think it was. Maybe

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incubated is a better word. Her household was

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a conservatory. It really was. Her mother, Valerie,

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was an English teacher. Which I think is so crucial

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when you look at the lyrical density she produces

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later on. That command of language. It came from

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somewhere. And her father, Mal, was a consultant,

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but he also sang in nightclubs. Right. He sang

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at weddings, clubs. Music wasn't just on the

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radio in their house. It was being made in the

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house. There's this one specific detail from

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the research that I just love. She talks about

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falling asleep to Marvin Gaye's What's Going

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On. Not just hearing it, but playing it on repeat

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until she drifted off. I mean, that is some heavy

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thematic material for a little kid. It's incredibly

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heavy. You're talking about social justice, the

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Vietnam War, ecology, spiritual crisis. All of

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that is seeping into your subconscious before

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you even hit middle school. And you add to that

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a steady diet of Stevie Wonder, Aretha Franklin,

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Gladys Knight. She wasn't just consuming entertainment.

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She was absorbing the canon of modern black American

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music. It was her education. And she wasn't hiding

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it. She was, you know, singing the Star Spangled

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Banner at middle school basketball games. But

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I want to zoom in on that Apollo Theater moment

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because she's 13 years old. The amateur night

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at the Apollo. It is, and I don't think this

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is an exaggeration. arguably the toughest room

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in all of show business. Oh, for sure. If that

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crowd smells fear on you or weakness, they will

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boo you right off that stage. It's a blood sport.

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So 13 -year -old Lauren steps out. She's going

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to sing Smokey Robinson's Who's Loving You, and

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she messes up. She stumbles. Yeah. Right out

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of the gate. She has trouble with the microphone

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or maybe the key. It's a little unclear, but

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the crowd. They turn on her instantly. I hear

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it in the old recordings. The murmurs, the jeers

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starting to bubble up. For most teenagers, that

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is a core trauma they never recover from. You

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drop the mic, you run off stage crying, and you

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never sing in public again. But she didn't do

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that. She did not. And this right here is the

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first real glimpse of the steel in her character.

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She takes a breath, she resets, she digs in,

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and she fights through the rest of that song.

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And by the end, she forces that hostile crowd

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to applaud her. That's resilience. It's the defining

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trait of her entire career. She demands respect,

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even and maybe especially, when the room is hostile

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to her. It's also worth pointing out that she

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was an achiever in every sense of the word. This

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was not a starving artist story where music was

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her only option out. Not at all. She was a cheerleader.

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She was on the track team. She was taking AP

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classes at Columbia High School. She even founded

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a gospel choir there. She was a classmate of

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Zach Braff, which is a fun little piece of trivia.

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Right. But yeah, she had this quote where she

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said she was just driven to... achieved period

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didn't matter if it was academics or sports or

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music she had to be the best but that perfectionism

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it's a double -edged sword isn't it oh absolutely

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yeah it drives you to the absolute top but it

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makes it very very hard to live in the messy

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middle to just be and that drive it actually

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pushed her into acting before music really became

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the main thing yeah she was taking acting lessons

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in manhattan she landed a recurring role on the

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soap opera As the world turns. And she had a

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small part in a Steven Soderbergh film, King

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of the Hill. But the real cultural touchstone,

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the thing everyone remembers, is Sister Act 2.

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1993. Sister Act 2, back in the habit. She plays

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Rita Louise Watson. And looking back at that

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role now, the casting is almost... It's prophetic,

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really. She's playing this rebellious, super

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talented inner city kid with a golden voice who

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is, you know, deeply skeptical of authority.

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So familiar. A little bit, yeah. Roger Ebert,

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in his review, he specifically singled her out.

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He called her the girl with the big joyful voice.

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There's a production note that's even more telling.

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The director, Bill Duke, he credited her with

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improvising an entire rap scene completely on

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the spot. which signals that the hip -hop element

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wasn't just a costume she put on later for the

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Fugees. It was already there. It was bubbling

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up inside her. She wasn't just a singer who could

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act. She was a rapper who is currently acting.

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And that leads us directly, I mean directly,

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to the formation of the group that just changed

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the entire 90s landscape, the Fugees. It starts

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with Pras Michelle, who she meets through friends,

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and he brings in his cousin Wycliffe Jean. At

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first... They weren't the Fugees. They had this

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other name, the Translator Crew. Which, let's

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be honest, is not a great name. It's a bit of

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a gimmick, right? Yeah. The idea was they were

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going to rhyme in different languages. It's ambitious,

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but it doesn't really have an identity. So the

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shift to Fugees was a huge deal. It was everything.

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It's short for Refugees, which was a derogatory

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slur used against Haitian Americans at the time.

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And Wycliffe and Praz are both Haitian American.

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Correct. So by taking that name, by adopting

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that slur, they were reclaiming it. They were

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turning an insult into a badge of honor. It instantly

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gave the group a political identity and this

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powerful outsider status that really resonated

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with people. And Lauren's role in this new group

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is so interesting because she had to fight right

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from the start to be more than just the girl

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singer. Oh, yeah. She talks about learning how

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to rap by studying Ice Cube, not the female rappers

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who were popular at the time. That's a critical

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distinction. It's vital. She wasn't looking at,

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say, Salt -N -Pepa or MC Lyte for her flow patterns.

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She was looking at the aggression, the lyrical

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complexity of male gangster rappers. She literally

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did her homework in the bathroom stalls of hip

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-hop clubs. Can you picture that? Just sitting

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there, writing bars while the club is something

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outside? She wanted to compete. With the boys

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on their turf using their weapons. So they get

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a deal. They put out their debut album, Blunted

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on Reality, in 1994. And it is, by and large,

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forgotten by the general public. And for good

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reason. It was a flop. A total flop. A critical

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and commercial failure. And the main problem

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was the management at the time. They tried to

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shove this group into the gangster rap box because

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that's what was selling. It was completely inauthentic.

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And the audience could smell it a mile away.

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But, you know, it served a purpose that failure

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showed them what not to do. It was a necessary

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misstep. And there was one bright spot on that

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album, a track called Some Seek Stardom. Yes.

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That's where Lauren's rapping really cut through

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the noise. It got her the nickname Elle Boogie.

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That track put the industry on notice that there

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was something special happening with her. So

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they regroup. They go back to the drawing board.

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And in 1996, they drop The Score. And this. This

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wasn't just a hit album. This was a shift in

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the entire atmosphere of music. The score went

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to number one on the Billboard 200. And it's

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just it stayed in the top 10 for half a year.

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It was a monster. It sold 20 million copies worldwide.

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But beyond the sales, it offered a counter narrative.

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You have to remember what was dominating the

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charts at that time. It was nihilism. It was

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violence. And the Fugees came in with this incredible

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blend of hip hop, reggae and soul that just felt.

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Different. It felt positive. Warren had that

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famous quote where she called their music a drop

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of purity to clean a cesspool. A bold statement.

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A very bold statement, but they backed it up.

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You had Ready or Not, you had Fugila, and then

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of course The Behemoth, Killing Me Softly. A

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cover of a Roberta Flack song. And this is where

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you can start to see the industry machine showing

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its gears. The song was so popular, so huge on

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the radio, that the label actually pulled it.

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as a commercial single a classic 90s tactic they

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forced people to buy the entire album if they

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wanted that one song it worked in terms of sales

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but it puts this immense almost unbearable pressure

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on the artist suddenly lauren is the focal point

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rolling stone was praising her evocative vocals

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she became the undeniable breakout star of the

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group newsweek called her the most powerful new

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voice in rap and you have to remember she's maybe

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21 years old at this point She's winning Grammys

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for Best Rap Album, and she's still living in

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her parents' house in New Jersey. The disconnect

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must have been insane. She even tried to enroll

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at Columbia University as a history major right

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in the middle of this explosion. She was trying

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so hard to maintain some semblance of normalcy,

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but it was impossible. The Fugees were just too

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big. And behind the scenes, they were completely

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imploding. The dynamic was toxic. It was a disaster

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waiting to happen. You had professional jealousy,

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for sure. But the core issue, the real problem...

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was romantic. Lauren and Wycliffe. They were

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in this incredibly tumultuous on again, off again

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relationship. And to make it a thousand times

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more complicated, Wycliffe goes and marries his

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wife, Claudinette, while he is still deeply involved

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with Lauren. That is just a recipe for absolute

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disaster. It's the fuel that burned the whole

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house down. There was no coming back from that.

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The group splits for good in 1997. And right

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in the middle of all this chaos, this professional

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and personal heartbreak. Lauren meets Rohan Marley.

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Bob Marley's son. And very soon after, she gets

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pregnant. And this, this is the pivot point.

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This is the moment the entire story turns. The

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miseducation of Lauren Hill simply does not happen

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without this pregnancy. No way. Because the advice

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she was getting from the industry, from the experts

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around her at this point, was just horrific.

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Have an abortion. Don't ruin your career. They

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saw a baby as a career ender. A momentum killer.

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Here she is just getting started as a solo artist.

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And the people paid to guide her career are telling

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her that a child would stop her dead in her tracks.

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But she chose the baby. She chose the baby. She

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wrote the song to Zion about that exact choice.

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And she claims, and I believe her, that the pregnancy

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actually cured her writer's block. It gave her

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a clarity of purpose that all the fame and the

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drama couldn't. It grounded her. It made everything

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else seem small. So she packs her bags and heads

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to Jamaica, to Tuff Gong Studios. The symbolism

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of that is just, you can't miss it. She's recording

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her debut solo album in Bob Marley's studio.

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She was consciously stepping into a lineage of

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revolutionary music. And she was so specific

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about the production. Very. At the time, in the

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late 90s, R &amp;B and hip -hop were getting very

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digital, very clean, very polished. She ran in

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the complete opposite direction. She said she

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wanted an organic sound. Which meant she hired

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a literal orchestra. I mean, harps, timpani,

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organs, strings. She wanted the human element.

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She wanted the mistakes, the breath, the grain,

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and the sound. And she wanted to be the auteur.

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That was the key. She felt that in the Fugees,

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Wycliffe always got the credit as the genius,

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the producer. She had this quote, they'll never

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throw the genius title to his sister. So she

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had to prove it. She had to prove that she could

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write, arrange, and produce every single note

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herself. This album was her declaration of independence,

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musically and personally. So the album drops

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in August of 1998, The Miseducation of Lauryn

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Hill. And the title itself is a statement. It's

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a direct reference to Carter G. Woodson's book,

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The Miseducation of the Negro. Which immediately

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frames the album as an intellectual project,

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not just another pop record. Exactly. It tells

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you right away that this is about unlearning.

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Unlearning what society, what the school system,

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what the music industry taught her about love,

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about race, about her own value. It's obviously

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about heartbreak. The Wycliffe situation is all

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over it. But it's also about God and motherhood

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and this radical act of self -definition. And

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the response was just instantaneous. It was an

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explosion. It broke the first week sales records

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for a female artist at the time, over 423 ,000

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copies. And the single Doo -Wop, that thing,

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debuted at number one on the Billboard Hot 100.

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It was the first time in history that an artist

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had debuted at number one on both the album chart

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and the singles chart with their very first solo

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entries. The critics were just falling over themselves

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to praise it. Entertainment Weekly called it

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an album of astonishing power. It was the most

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acclaimed album of the year by far. And then

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came the 1999 Grammys. The coronation. Ten nominations.

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She wins five, including the big one, album of

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the year. She was the first hip hop artist ever

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to win that top prize. Her acceptance speech

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was just two sentences. This is crazy. This is

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hip hop. It was a landmark moment. She was on

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the cover of Time, Esquire, Rolling Stone. She

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had done the impossible. She had merged hip hop,

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soul and pop into something that commanded universal

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respect from every corner of the culture. She

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was on top of the world. But. Just as she reaches

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this absolute summit, the foundation starts to

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crack, and it starts with a lawsuit. We have

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to talk about Newark. This is the tragedy of

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the story that often gets glossed over. Newark

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was a collective of musicians, guys named Veda

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Nobles, Rasheen Pugh, and others, who worked

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very closely with her on the album. They weren't

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just session players. Well, that was the heart

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of the dispute. They filed a massive lawsuit.

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claiming they were primary songwriters and contributors,

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not just hired hands, and that they weren't credited

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properly for their work. And this goes right

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back to her desire to be seen as the sole auteur,

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doesn't it? Precisely. It shines a light on the

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incredibly blurry lines in music creation. You

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know, if a bass player comes up with a killer

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groove during a jam session, and that groove

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becomes the hook of a hit song, did he write

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the song, or did he just play the bass? From

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her perspective, she saw them as talented musicians

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helping her execute her vision. But from their

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perspective, they saw themselves as co -creators

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who were being written out of the narrative and,

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more importantly, out of the profits. And they

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settled out of court in 2001 for a reported $5

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million. Wow. That is a huge sum of money. That

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is not a nuisance settlement. No, that's a significant

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admission, financially speaking. And a friend

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of Lauren's was quoted later saying that this

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lawsuit... Turned everything a little crazy for

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her. It was the turning point. I think it was.

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It was the moment the art became a transaction.

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She felt betrayed. She felt like people were

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trying to, in her words, eat off her plate. It

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was the beginning of her deep, deep disillusionment

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with the entire industry ecosystem. And that

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disillusionment leads directly to the exile.

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From roughly 2000 to 2003, she just... She retreats.

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And it was a quiet, graceful retreat. It was

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a drastic severing of ties. She fired her management

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team. She stopped watching television. She completely

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stopped listening to music. She was trying to

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deprogram herself. That's exactly what it was.

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She talked about the intense pressure of fame,

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about not even being able to run to the grocery

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store without worrying about how she looked,

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the pressure to be this perfect superstar. She

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said she realized she was being compromised for

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the sake of the machine. And so she started attending

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Bible study. Five days a week. And this is when

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she falls under the influence of a very controversial

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spiritual advisor named Brother Anthony. Some

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people in her inner circle, her friends and family,

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describe that relationship as being almost cult

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-like. He certainly encouraged her to sever all

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ties with the secular world and the industry

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standards that came with it. And when she finally

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did reemerge for that MTV Unplugged number 2

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.0 special in 2002, the change was just... It

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was shocking to people. People were expecting

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Miseducation Part 2. You know, polished hits,

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the big band. Right. And what they got was Lauren

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in a baseball cap, sitting on a stool with an

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acoustic guitar. She was clearly just learning

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how to play. And she was speaking more than singing.

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Long, rambling, passionate monologues about reality,

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about God, about the industry. And the reviews

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were absolutely brutal. Rolling Stone famously

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called it a public breakdown. They did. But...

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If you listen to it now, or if you read the AllMusic

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review, which called it unflinching and fascinating,

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it plays very differently. It sounds like a woman

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who is refusing point blank to be a commodity

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anymore. She was actively deconstructing her

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own celebrity, her own myth on live television.

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It was a radical act. And there's a track from

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that session, Mystery of Iniquity, that Kanye

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West later interpolated for his hit song All

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Falls Down. Which just proves that even in her

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so -called breakdown, her creative output was

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still potent enough, still visionary enough to

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fuel the next generation's biggest hits. She

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was still creating the future. But she wasn't

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done burning bridges with the establishment.

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Not by a long shot. In 2003, she's invited to

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perform at a Christmas concert in Vatican City.

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You can't make this up. She's in the heart of

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the Catholic Church. And she decides that this

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is the moment to speak. This is a moment of just

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extreme bravery that was completely painted as

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madness at the time. Absolutely. She gets on

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that stage in front of cardinals and bishops,

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and she uses her platform to publicly criticize

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the church leaders for the sexual abuse scandals

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and the cover -ups. And this was years before

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the Boston Globe spotlight investigation, years

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before the mainstream culture had really accepted

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the sheer scale of the abuse. Exactly. She was

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so far ahead of the curve on this issue. She

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looked out at them and said, what do you have

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to say about the lives you've broken? The reaction

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was swift. The Catholic League called her pathologically

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miserable. Her comments were completely cut from

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the television broadcast. But she was willing

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to sacrifice her commercial viability, her likability,

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to speak a truth that nobody else in that powerful

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room wanted to hear. It's a recurring theme with

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her, isn't it? She spots the rot in the system,

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whether it's the music industry or the church,

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long before anyone else is willing to name it.

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But speaking truth to power always has consequences.

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And following that Vatican incident, we really

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enter what we could call the wilderness years.

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It becomes less about the music and more about,

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well, legal troubles and increasingly erratic

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behavior. It's a really painful period for her

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fans because you'd get these fleeting moments

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of hope like the Fugees reunion attempts. They

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performed at Dave Chappelle's block party in

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2004. And if you watch that documentary, their

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performance is electric. The chemistry seems

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to be there. It really felt like, okay, maybe,

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maybe they're back. But the chemistry behind

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the scenes was completely toxic. Utterly shot.

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When they tried to turn that one -off performance

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into a full reunion tour, it all fell apart.

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Lauren's behavior had shifted drastically. This

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is when the report started coming out that she

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was demanding to be addressed only as Mrs. Hill,

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or sometimes Empress, by the entire crew. Right.

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And she was consistently chronically late. Late

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to rehearsals, late to sound checks, late to

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the actual shows. Praise and Wycliffe eventually

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just walked away again. They said they couldn't

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deal with the volatility. And then the ultimate

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reality check hits. The IRS. In 2012, she was

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charged with failing to file taxes on about $1

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.8 million in earnings between 2005 and 2007.

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Now, usually when a celebrity gets hit with tax

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evasion, the defense is some kind of negligence.

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You know, my accountant messed up or I didn't

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understand the forms. Lauren's defense was entirely

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different. It was philosophical. It was a manifesto.

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She didn't say she forgot to pay her taxes. She

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said she refused to. Right. She put out this

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long statement claiming she went underground

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to protect her family from what she called hostility,

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false entitlement, manipulation, racial prejudice,

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sexism, and ageism. She essentially argued that

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she had consciously removed herself from the

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economic system because she viewed the system

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itself as abusive and toxic. I have the quote

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from her statement to the court right here. She

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said, It's an incredibly powerful sociological

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argument. She is connecting her personal situation

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to a much larger history of the exploitation

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of black artists and the commodification of their

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talent. But unfortunately for her, the IRS and

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the United States federal courts do not accept

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sociology as a valid legal defense for not paying

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your taxes. And the result was prison. It was.

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In 2013, she was sentenced and served three months

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in a minimum security federal prison and then

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another three months under house arrest. It is

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such a jarring image. The queen of hip hop, the

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woman who swept the Grammys, sitting in a prison

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cell over a tax dispute. But even there, even

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while she was incarcerated, she didn't stop creating.

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She released a single called Consumerism. from

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prison which just shows that her mind never stopped

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working she was still analyzing the world still

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critiquing this culture of consumption that she

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felt trapped by she never stopped being an artist

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even when she completely stopped participating

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in the industry and that really brings us to

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the modern era she's out of prison she's touring

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again but the biggest conversation around lauren

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hill these days It's not about new music. It's

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about her clock management. The lateness. Yeah.

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It is legendary. It's become a running joke,

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a meme at this point. And we're not talking 15

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or 20 minutes late. We're talking about arriving.

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two, sometimes three hours late to your own shows.

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Sets get cut short because venues have strict

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noise curfews. I remember reading about a show

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in Atlanta back in 2016 where she only got to

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play for 40 minutes because she arrived so incredibly

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late. And fairs, understandably, get furious

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about this. Tickets are expensive. People hire

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babysitters. They travel for these shows. But

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Lauren's explanation for this is... Well, it's

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fascinating. She doesn't apologize in the way

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you'd expect. She doesn't say sorry the bus was

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late. She frames it as a spiritual necessity.

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Exactly. She says it's not a sign of disrespect.

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She says she is aligning her energy with the

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time. I have to read this quote from her. She

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says, I don't show up late because I don't care.

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I show up late because I care deeply and I have

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to align my energy with the time. So to her,

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a concert isn't a product or a service that she's

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providing to a customer who bought a ticket.

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It's a ritual. It's a ritual. She rejects the

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very idea that she is an employee of the ticket

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holder. She believes she is a vessel for something

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greater and you cannot force that vessel to pour

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until it's ready. In 2023, she even responded

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to criticism by telling a crowd that they were

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lucky she shows up at all. Which now? That takes

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some serious nerve. It does. It borders on arrogance.

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Absolutely. But it also just underscores her

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absolute unwavering refusal to compromise her

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internal state for external demands. She will

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not punch a clock for anyone, not even for thousands

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of paying fans. And just recently, in 2024, another

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planned Fugees reunion tour was canceled very

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abruptly, and Praz actually sued her for fraud

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and mismanagement related to it. So the drama,

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it just continues. It never really ends. The

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chaos has become part of the package now. So,

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okay. We have the prison time. We have the legendary

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lateness, the complete lack of a sophomore album,

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the lawsuits. On paper, it sounds like a career

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in absolute decline. It does. But you argue the

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opposite. You argue that the Lauryn Hill effect

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is actually the dominant force in hip hop right

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now. I think the evidence is undeniable. Yeah.

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If you really look at the structure, the sound,

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the DNA of modern hip hop, her fingerprints are

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everywhere. So let's start with the sound itself.

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The seamless blend of singing and rapping. She

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popularized that. She made it the standard. Before

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her, you were generally one or the other, right?

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You were an MC or you were a vocalist. Pretty

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much. There was some crossover, of course. But

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Lauryn showed that you could be truly elite at

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both. You could out -rap the best rappers and

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then turn around and out -sing the best R &amp;B

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divas, sometimes on the very same track. And

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that is the absolute blueprint for an artist

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like Drake. Drake is basically the Lauryn Hill

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model scaled for mass production. He is her direct

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descendant. He even samples her song X Factor

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heavily on his massive hit Nice For What. He's

00:25:40.789 --> 00:25:43.190
clearly studied her. He's studied her melodic

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transitions, her vulnerability. And it's not

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just him. Kanye West has sampled her constantly

00:25:47.930 --> 00:25:50.549
throughout his career. Cardi B used her flow

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in an interpolation on Be Careful, J. Cole. Her

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DNA is just embedded in the code of the genre

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now. And you have to look at someone like Nicki

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Minaj. Nicki's story is the perfect example.

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She was famously rejected by labels early in

00:26:02.799 --> 00:26:05.259
her career because, as executives told her, she

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wasn't Lauryn Hill. Wow. That was the bar. Lauryn

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Hill became the benchmark for what a complete

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female rapper could be. Lyrical, versatile, musical,

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and a commercial powerhouse. And this influence,

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it goes way beyond just the music. It's the visual

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language. It's the fashion. Yes. When the score

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in Miseducation came out, the dominant aesthetic

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for female R &amp;B and pop stars was very specific.

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It was very polished, processed, often chemically

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straightened hair. It was an assimilationist

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aesthetic, really, designed not to be too threatening

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to a mainstream white audience. Absolutely. And

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then Lauren shows up on the cover of Time magazine

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with locks. She wore bantu knots. She wore huge

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afros. She rocked massive hoop earrings and baggy

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denim. She normalized natural black beauty in

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the mainstream pop space in a way that just hadn't

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been done before at that level of fame. Virgil

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Abloh, the late great designer for Louis Vuitton,

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called her a forever muse. You can see her influence

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in old Dior collections by John Galliano. Alexander

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Wang cites her as an inspiration. She made it

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cool to be your natural self. She proved you

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didn't have to look like a plastic pop doll to

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sell millions and millions of records. And we

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can't ignore the activism. We talked about the

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Vatican, but it goes deeper. She founded the

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Refugee Project way back in the 90s for at -risk

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youth. She supported scholarships in Jamaica.

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And much more recently, after the Michael Brown

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shooting in Ferguson, she released that haunting

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track, Black Rage. Yeah, that was incredible.

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It was set to the tune of my favorite things

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from The Sound of Music. But the lyrics were

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all about the centuries of trauma and police

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brutality. It was chilling. And then she refused

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to perform at the Super Bowl halftime show in

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solidarity with Colin Kaepernick. She has, at

00:27:48.869 --> 00:27:51.829
every single turn, consistently chosen her morals

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over the money. That is the one through line

00:27:55.339 --> 00:27:57.740
that connects everything. From the very beginning,

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turning down that forced gangster rap image,

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to refusing to apologize to the Vatican, to refusing

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to file taxes in a system she viewed as fundamentally

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corrupt, to turning down the Super Bowl. She

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is nothing if not consistent in her principles.

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So we circle all the way back to the paradox

00:28:12.059 --> 00:28:14.519
we started with. She released one perfect solo

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album 25 years ago. We are still dissecting it.

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We are still listening to it. The industry calls

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her difficult. They call her crazy, unreliable.

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Is that a fair assessment? Difficult is so often

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the label that a patriarchal industry gives to

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a woman who simply says no. And Lauryn Hill said

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no. She said no to the machine. She said no to

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being a product. She said no to the follow up

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album they demanded. She said no to the schedule,

00:28:39.259 --> 00:28:42.759
to the expectations. So did she fail by not following

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up? Did she somehow waste her incredible potential?

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I don't think so. I really don't. I think she

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succeeded by surviving. I mean, think about it

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in an era where artists are basically content

00:28:53.279 --> 00:28:55.839
farms expected to release a new project every

00:28:55.839 --> 00:28:58.700
18 months and post on social media five times

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a day just to stay relevant. Yeah. Lauren Hill

00:29:01.200 --> 00:29:04.200
proved that one perfect, authentic, undeniable

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piece of work can sustain a legacy for a quarter

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of a century. And counting. She just opted out.

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She took the hit to her public reputation, maybe

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even to her bank account. But in doing so, she

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kept her agency. And she kept her soul. I think

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that's the question her career forces us to ask.

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When we look at her story, we shouldn't see a

00:29:21.519 --> 00:29:23.700
tragedy of wasted talent. We should see a revolution.

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She challenged the very definition of what it

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means to be a star in the modern world. And she

00:29:29.119 --> 00:29:33.400
forces us as listeners to ask ourselves, what

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is the true cost of our own authenticity? in

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our own lives, in our own jobs? And are we willing

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to pay the price she paid? That is the ultimate

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question she leaves us with. And that's the thought

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to leave you with today. Pull up The Miseducation

00:29:47.000 --> 00:29:49.359
of Lauryn Hill. Listen to it again. But this

00:29:49.359 --> 00:29:51.519
time, don't just listen to it as a nostalgia

00:29:51.519 --> 00:29:54.000
trip. Listen to it as a historical document,

00:29:54.200 --> 00:29:56.559
as a blueprint for someone claiming their space

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in the world, no matter what the consequences.

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Well said. Thanks for diving deep with us. We'll

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see you next time.
