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Okay, I want you to close your eyes for a second.

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Imagine a sound. It's not just a voice. It feels

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more like a force of nature. It starts low, like

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this rumble in the floorboards that you feel

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in your chest before you even hear it. And then

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without even taking a breath, it just shoots

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up. It just tears through the ceiling, turning

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into this pitched, glass -shattering shriek.

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It's terrifying, but it's also... Beautiful.

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It's the sound of a man who could command nearly

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four octaves. And you're right. Terrifying and

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beautiful is, I think, the perfect description.

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It's a voice that didn't just sing notes. It

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devoured them. Devoured them. Wow. That is a

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heavy image. But we aren't just talking about

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a singer with a good set of pipes today. We are

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talking about someone who I feel like defined

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the emotional landscape for a whole generation

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of rock fans. We are talking about Chris Cornell.

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We are. And honestly, this one feels different.

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It feels heavier. Because when you look at the

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pantheon of rock gods and... Make no mistake.

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He is in that pantheon. Cornell stands apart.

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He's the architect of Grunge, sure. But he's

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also a study in contradictions. He bridged the

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gap between the raw, ugly power of heavy metal

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and the melodic, sensitive soul of the Beatles.

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That is such a weird combination, right? Metal

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and the Beatles. It shouldn't work. Yeah. On

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paper, it's oil and water. But Cornell made it

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the standard. We're going to explore how he did

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that. But we're also going to look at the cost.

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Yeah. We have to talk about the darkness that

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fueled that creativity. His incredible capacity

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for reinvention, which I think it's overlooked.

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And, of course, the tragedy that cut it all short

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in 2017. And we have a massive stack of sources

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today. We've got articles, biographies, interviews

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from way back in the 80s, all the way up to the

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coverage of his posthumous induction into the

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Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in 2025. Which, by

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the way, was so long overdue. Oh, we'll get to

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that. But I want to start with the why. Why are

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we doing a deep dive on Cornell now? I mean,

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is it just nostalgia for the 90s? I don't think

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so. I really don't. I think it's because Cornell

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wasn't just a poster on a wall. He was a complex

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figure who balanced vulnerability and volume.

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Vulnerability and volume. I like that. Yeah.

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He proved you could be the loudest guy in the

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room and also the most fragile. He wrote lyrics

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about despair and existentialism that resonated

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with millions of people who felt the exact same

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way. Understanding him isn't just about understanding

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a band like Soundgarden. It's about understanding

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the internal struggle of a huge chunk of modern

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history. Okay, so let's rewind the tape. Let's

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go back before the stadiums, before the music

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videos. Let's go to Seattle. And not the Amazon

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Tech Hub Seattle we all know today. No, no. This

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is a very different Seattle. This is the 1960s

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and 70s. It's gray. It's blue collar. It's kind

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of isolated. Right. You have to remember, before

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the internet, Seattle was tucked away in the

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corner of the map. It was a logging town, a fishing

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town, an aerospace town with Boeing. It had this

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sort of dreary working class ceiling over it.

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And in the middle of this gray city, you have

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Christopher John Boyle. Right. Born in 1964,

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he was raised Irish Catholic. His dad was a pharmacist.

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His mom was an accountant. But here is a detail

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I found fascinating in the research. His mom

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also identified as a psychic. Wait, hold on.

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A psychic? Like crystal balls and tarot cards?

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For real? A self -proclaimed psychic. It's a

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small detail, but it paints a picture of a household

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that wasn't strictly conventional, you know,

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even if they were Catholic. There was a sense

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of the other, of the mystical. Okay. But Chris,

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Chris was a handful. A troublemaker. Not in the

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throwing rocks at windows sense. He was more

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of an intellectual troublemaker. Yeah. He was

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inquisitive to a fault. There's this great story

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about his time in Catholic school. He was in

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the seventh grade. The awkward years. The peak

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awkward years. And he and his sister were constantly

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raising their hands in the back of the class.

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They weren't being disruptive for the sake of

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it. They were asking, explain this to me. This

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doesn't make sense. Why is this a rule? Where

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is the logic? Oh, I can just imagine how that

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would annoy a nun in like... 1976. It drove the

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school absolutely crazy. They couldn't answer

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the question satisfactorily. It apparently got

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so bad that his mother actually pulled him out

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of the school. His mom pulled him out. Usually

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parents side with the school. Sit down, shut

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up, do your homework, that kind of thing. Not

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his mom. She basically said, if you can't answer

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their questions, you aren't doing your job. And

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that's a pivotal moment. It shows that from age

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12, Cornell had this deep -seated need to question

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authority. He needed to understand the why of

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things. He couldn't just accept a norm because

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someone told him to. Which is pretty much the

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job description for a grunge lyricist, isn't

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it? Exactly. That foreshadows everything. His

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lyrics are never about partying and having a

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good time. They're about existentialism. They

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are about questioning reality, questioning God,

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questioning the self. He was a philosopher in

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a flannel shirt, and I think it's largely because

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he never lost that inquisitive streak. But he

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wasn't the class clown type, was he? He wasn't

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the guy standing on the table demanding attention.

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Oh, far from it. He describes himself as a loner.

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He had intense anxiety around people. He felt

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like an observer, not a participant. And for

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a kid like that, in a rainy city, you need an

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escape. And the escape was music. It was. but

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not the cool, edgy music you might expect right

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away. He traces his musical DNA back to Little

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Richard, but the real catalyst came from the

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neighbors. The neighbors? Yeah, he found a collection

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of Beatles records abandoned in a neighbor's

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basement. Just sitting there. Just sitting there.

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Between the ages of 9 and 11, he spent hours

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upon hours in this basement, just absorbing Lennon

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and McCartney. Wow. That is such a vivid image.

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A little kid probably hiding from the rain, listening

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to I Am the Walrus or Strawberry Fields in some

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damp, dark basement. But think about what the

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Beatles do. They love melody. They love harmony.

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They love weird, unexpected chord changes. Cornell

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soaked all of that up. So later, when he's playing

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these heavy metal riffs that sound like a tank

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rolling down the street, he's singing these beautiful

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Beatles -esque melodies right over the top. That

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contrast starts in that basement. Now, most people

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know Chris Cornell, the frontman, the guy with

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the microphone, looking like a Greek god. But

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that's not how he started playing in bands. No,

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not at all. He was the guy in the back. He was

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a drummer. A drummer? I always forget this part

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of the story. It's crucial to understanding his

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music, I think. His mother bought him a snare

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drum. And he credits that moment with saving

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his life. It gave him a physical outlet for all

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that anxious energy he was carrying around. So

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before he's a rock star, he's just a working

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class kid in Seattle playing drums. He's grinding.

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I mean, he's working these blue collar jobs to

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pay the rent. He was a busboy. He was a dishwasher.

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And get this, he was a fishmonger. A fishmonger,

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like at Pike Place Market, throwing the fish

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around. And a seafood wholesaler. Yeah. Can you

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imagine that? Cold, wet, smelling like fish guts

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all day, slitting the bellies of salmon, then

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clocking out, washing his hands, probably scrubbing

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them raw to get the smell off, and going to play

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drums in a cover band. That is the most Seattle

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origin story I have ever heard. He grounds him,

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you know. He wasn't some rich kid with connections.

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He was a sous chef in a place called Ray's Boathouse.

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He knew what it meant to work. And while he's

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doing all this, he joins a cover band called...

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The Shemps. The Shemps. Not exactly a name that

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screams Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. It really

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doesn't. But The Shemps is where the chemistry

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starts. In that band, he meets a bassist named

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Hiro Yamamoto. And after Yamamoto leaves for

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a bit, they recruit a guitarist named Kim Thiel.

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And just like that, the ingredients for Soundgarden

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are in the room. Pretty much. The Shemps eventually

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break up, but Cornell and Yamamoto keep jamming.

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They bring tile back. This is 1984. They name

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themselves Soundgarden after a wind -channeling

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pipe sculpture in Seattle. Very artsy. Very artsy.

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But here's the kicker. Cornell is still the drummer.

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He's playing drums and singing lead vocals. How

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is that even possible? I can't even pat my head

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and rub my belly at the same time. Playing these

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complex rhythms and singing these full -throated

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vocals. It's incredibly physically demanding.

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And it shapes his phrasing. When you drum, you

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have a very strong sense of the one. You know,

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the downbeat. Cornell's singing always locked

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in with the rhythm section in a way that pure

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singers sometimes don't. But eventually, the

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music just got too complex. They needed to free

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him up. Exactly. In 1985, they hired a guy named

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Scott Sundquist to play drums so Chris could

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come out from behind the kit and just grab the

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mic stand. And that is when the Chris Cornell

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we all know was truly born. So enter the front

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man. And eventually, they get Matt Cameron on

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drums, which cements the classic lineup. Now,

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I want to clear something up. When we talk about

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the Seattle explosion. Everyone talks about Nirvana.

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Everyone talks about Nevermind in 1991. But Soundgarden

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was actually first, weren't they? In a business

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sense, absolutely. They were the icebreakers.

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They were the battering ram. Soundgarden was

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the first grunge band to sign to a major label,

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A &amp;M Records. Why was that such a big deal? I

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mean, today, signing a record deal is just what

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you do. In the late 80s underground scene, it

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was treason. It was considered selling out. The

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indie scene in Seattle was very insular, very...

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Do it yourself. Signing to a corporate behemoth

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like A &amp;M meant you were sleeping with the enemy.

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So they took the arrows for everyone else. They

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did. They took all the heat so that Nirvana and

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Pearl Jam could get those massive checks a few

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years later. Soundgarden proved that this weird,

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heavy punk metal hybrid could actually sell records

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globally. And sell they did. Let's talk about

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the sound. 1991, Bad Motor Finger. This is the

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breakthrough. This is where the world really

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wakes up. You have Outshined. You have Rusty

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Cage. Rusty Cage is just a monster of a track.

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It's an absolute monster. And look at the legacy

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of that song. Johnny Cash, the man in black,

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covered it years later on his Unchained album.

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That has to be the ultimate seal of approval.

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It really is. It proves the songwriting holds

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up. If you can strip away the distortion, the

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screaming, the heavy drums, and play it on an

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acoustic guitar with a country twang, and it

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still sounds profound, that means the bones of

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the song are perfect. But it wasn't all smooth

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sailing. They had some controversy pretty early

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on. Jesus Christ, Pose. Oh yeah. MTV banned the

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video. Banned it. What was so bad about it? Well,

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they felt it was anti -religious. The imagery

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was really intense. You had burning crosses,

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a cyborg crucifixion. The band argued it wasn't

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attacking religion, but attacking the exploitation

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of religion by celebrities. You know, that whole

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martyr complex. Right. But MTV didn't care about

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the nuance. They just saw a burning cross and

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said, nope. Which, of course, just makes teenagers

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want to see it even more. Every single time.

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Controversy is currency. Yes. But then 1994 hits.

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And we get super unknown. The big one debuted

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at number one on the charts. This is the masterpiece.

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And this is where we go back to that Beatles

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in the basement idea. Critics like John Prellis

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at the New York Times noticed something. This

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wasn't just heavy metal. It was smart. It was

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breaking the rules of the genre. Black Hole Sun.

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You couldn't escape that song in 1994. It was

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everywhere. It was the anthem. And it's such

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a weird song to be a massive radio hit. It's

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psychedelic. It's slow. It's dreamy, but also

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kind of nightmarish. I want to pause here and

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get technical for a second because you mentioned

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breaking the rules. What makes Black Hole Sun

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sound so strange? Like it makes you feel a little

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seasick, but in a good way. That is a great way

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to put it. It's the seasick quality. Okay, so

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imagine you are watching a movie. A romantic

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comedy. Everything is bright, sunny, predictable.

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That's a diatonic scale. The notes all belong

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to the same family. They get along. Okay, I'm

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with you. A happy family of notes. Cornell didn't

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care about the happy family. Right. In Black

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Hole Sun, he uses what we call non -diatonic

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chords. So imagine in that rom -com, suddenly

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the sky turns purple and the gravity shifts sideways

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for three seconds, then snaps back to normal.

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Okay, that's unsettling. That's what he's doing

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musically. He uses chords that... Technically

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shouldn't be there. He does these huge melody

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jumps. And he uses major chords in sequences

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where your ear expects a minor chord. It creates

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this constant tension. It feels wrong in a way

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that hooks your brain because your brain is trying

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to solve the puzzle of the melody. So he's basically

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hacking our brains with music theory. He's using

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the Beatles trick, that unexpected chord change.

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But he's playing it with the heaviness of Black

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Sabbath. That's the Soundgarden secret sauce.

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But even with all that success... You know, bands

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are like pressure cookers. By 1996, they released

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Down on the Upside, and things were getting a

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little shaky. The cracks were definitely showing.

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Down on the Upside is a brilliant album, but

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it sounds different. It's less sludgy. There

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are more acoustic textures. And not everyone

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in the band was happy about that direction. No,

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this is the classic singer versus guitarist battle.

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Cornell wanted to explore. He was getting tired

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of the heavy riff trademark. He wanted to strip

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things down, get weird, get softer sometimes.

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Kim Thayil, the guitarist, he wanted to keep

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the beast heavy. He wanted to protect the Soundgarden

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identity. Creative differences. The silent killer

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of so many bands. It became toxic. They were

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arguing over the creative direction. In 1997,

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they just, they stopped. They dissolved. Thayil

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admitted later that everyone was just dissatisfied.

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They were totally burned out. So the Soundgarden

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era ends. At least for a while. But we can't

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move on without talking about the emotional glue

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of that whole Seattle scene. Because Cornell

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wasn't just in his own lane. He was looking out

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for everyone else. We have to talk about the

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brotherhood. And specifically, we have to talk

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about Andrew Wood. Andrew Wood. The lead singer

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of Mother Love Bone. Right. If you don't know

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Andrew Wood, just imagine the charisma of Freddie

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Mercury mixed with the style of a glam rocker.

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But living in grunge Seattle, he was Cornell's

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roommate. They were Beth's friends. He was poised

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to be the biggest star in the world. And then,

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tragedy. March 1990. Heroin overdose. He died

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just days before Mother Love Bone's debut album

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was set to be released. God, that is just heartbreaking.

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Cornell was devastated. Absolute crushed. He

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said later he couldn't even listen to the radio

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for two years because he was afraid he'd hear

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an Andrew Wood song. But, being Chris Cornell,

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he processed his grief through music. He started

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writing songs for Andy. He wrote Reach Down.

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and Say Hello to Heaven. These weren't Soundgarden

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songs. They were too tender, too specific. So

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he approached the surviving members of Mother

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Love, Bonestone, Gassard, and Jeff Hammond. Who

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were trying to pick up the pieces and start a

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new band at that time. Exactly. They were jamming

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with a new guitarist, Mike McCready, and they'd

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just flown up this shy surfer kid from San Diego

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to audition as a singer. A guy named Eddie Vedder.

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So you have Cornell, who's the established star,

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and Vedder, this shy new guy. And this is where

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the magic happens. They decide to record these

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tribute songs under the name Temple of the Dog.

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There's a song called Hunger Strike. Oh, an iconic

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song. I don't mind stealing bread. So Cornell

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is in the studio, and he's struggling with the

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verses. They're really low. He's a baritone.

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But he wanted a specific resonance he wasn't

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quite getting. Eddie Vedder is literally sitting

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in the corner of the rehearsal space, just waiting

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for his turn to practice with his new band. Just

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watching the master at work. And he sees Cornell

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struggling. So Vedder, without asking, just walks

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up to the microphone and sings the low part.

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Whoa. Bold move for the new guy. Incredibly bold.

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But Cornell didn't get mad. He loved it. He looked

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at him and said, You sing the low part, I'll

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sing the high part. And boom, one of the greatest

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duets in rock history is born right there on

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the spot. That gives me chills. And it wasn't

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just in the studio, right? There's a story about

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their first live show that's just incredible.

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This is my favorite Cornell story. It tells you

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everything about his character. It was an early

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show for Vedder's band. At the time, they were

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called Mookie Blaylock. But they would become

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Pearl Jam. The crowd in Seattle can be tough.

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Right. They didn't know this San Diego surfer.

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They were skeptical. Who is this guy trying to

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replace Andy Wood? The arms were crossed. Exactly.

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So what does Cornell do? During the Temple of

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the Dogs set, he literally puts Eddie Vedder

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on his shoulders and carries him onto the stage.

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Like a piggyback ride in front of everyone. Like

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a king. He paraded him in front of the crowd.

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He was sending a signal. This is my friend. I

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endorse him. If you like me, you give this guy

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a chance. That is incredible mentorship. He basically

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handed the keys to the city to Eddie Vedder.

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He did. And Vedder never forgot it. He said he

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was indebted to Chris eternally for how he welcomed

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him. It wasn't about competition. It was about

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brotherhood and processing grief together. I

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love that. Okay, so let's jump forward. Soundgarden

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is done. It's the late 90s. Cornell releases

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a solo album, Euphoria Morning. Which is such

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a hidden gem. I feel like nobody talks about

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this album. It was a commercial flop compared

00:16:53.039 --> 00:16:56.580
to Soundgarden, for sure. But artistically, it's

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stunning. It's darker. It's moodier. It has this

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song, Wave Goodbye, which was a tribute to Jeff

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Buckley, another friend who died tragically young.

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Man, he just kept losing people. He did. It's

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a recurring... Terrible theme. But let's fast

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forward to 2001. We have the next big reinvention.

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Wage Against the Machine. One of the most political,

00:17:15.430 --> 00:17:18.410
aggressive rap rock bands on the planet. Their

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singer, Zack De La Rocha, quits. The rest of

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the band, Tom Morello, Tim Comerford, Brad Wilk,

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they want to keep playing. But who can possibly

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replace Zack De La Rocha? Those are enormous

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shoes to fill. So Rick Rubin, the legendary prisoners

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who looks like a wizard, suggests they talk to

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Chris Cornell. That sounds like a terrible idea

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on paper. Rage is rap metal. Cornell is a classic

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rock singer. It's apples and oranges. Everyone

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was skeptical, but they got in a room together.

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Cornell stood at the mic and they played the

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instrumental to Slaves and Bulldozers, an old

00:17:47.700 --> 00:17:50.359
Soundgarden track. Tom Morello said watching

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Cornell sing that day was transcendent. Transcendent.

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You don't use that word lightly. And the chemistry

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was just nuclear. They wrote 21 songs in 19 days.

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19 days. That's more than a song a day. It was

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frantic energy. They were just pouring it out.

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And Audioslave was born. And this wasn't just

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some little side project. They became massive.

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Huge. And they made history. In 2005, Audioslave

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became the first American rock band to play an

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open -air concert in Cuba. In Castro's Cuba.

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Yes. The embargo was still in full effect. It

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was a diplomatic nightmare to set up, but they

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pulled it off. They played for 70 ,000 people

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in Havana. Cornell said he hoped it would help

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open the borders culturally. He was always thinking

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about the bigger picture. But while he's on top

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of the world with Audioslave... playing Cuba,

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selling millions of records. Personally, he was

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falling apart. This is the part of the story

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where vulnerability meets volume in a very dark

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way. The Audioslave years were the peak of his

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addiction struggle. What was he dealing with?

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Alcohol and oxycodone. He said later that during

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the recording of that first Audioslave album

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in 2002, he was in a horrible personal crisis.

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Did it affect the band? It almost derailed everything.

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They were supposed to play Ozzfest, which, for

00:19:05.380 --> 00:19:07.420
listeners who don't know, is basically the Super

00:19:07.420 --> 00:19:10.259
Bowl of heavy metal touring. A huge moneymaker,

00:19:10.500 --> 00:19:12.700
they had to cancel it. Cornell checked himself

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into rehab for two months. Wow. That takes courage

00:19:15.940 --> 00:19:18.039
to step away when the machine is just starting

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to roll. It saved his life. Yeah. And he committed

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to it. By the time they did their third album,

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Revelations, Tom Morello noted that it was the

00:19:25.039 --> 00:19:27.619
first record Cornell had ever made, stone sober.

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No booze, no cigarettes, no drugs. So we get

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the sober era, and this leads to some really

00:19:32.680 --> 00:19:34.880
interesting choices. We have to talk about 2009,

00:19:35.160 --> 00:19:38.599
the album Scream. Scream. Oh, boy. The elephant

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in the room. I remember when this came out, I

00:19:40.440 --> 00:19:43.880
was so confused. It was Chris Cornell, produced

00:19:43.880 --> 00:19:46.480
by Timbaland, the guy who does Justin Timberlake

00:19:46.480 --> 00:19:50.779
beats. It was polarizing. That is the polite

00:19:50.779 --> 00:19:53.920
word for it. Critics hated it. Fans were baffled.

00:19:53.920 --> 00:19:56.579
They wanted heavy guitars and they got drum machines

00:19:56.579 --> 00:19:59.319
and synthesizers. Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails

00:19:59.319 --> 00:20:01.460
even tweeted something snarky about it being

00:20:01.460 --> 00:20:04.480
embarrassing. Ouch. But here's the thing. Cornell

00:20:04.480 --> 00:20:07.420
stood by it. He called it a highlight of his

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career. Nearly. Why? Because he was bored. He

00:20:11.480 --> 00:20:13.660
didn't want to be the grunge guy for 30 years

00:20:13.660 --> 00:20:15.480
straight. He wanted to see if he could write

00:20:15.480 --> 00:20:17.619
a pop song. He wanted to see if his voice worked

00:20:17.619 --> 00:20:20.140
over a hip -hop beat. He was fearless. He didn't

00:20:20.140 --> 00:20:22.160
care if it failed. He cared that he tried something

00:20:22.160 --> 00:20:24.140
new. You have to respect the boldness, even if

00:20:24.140 --> 00:20:26.339
you don't love the album. Exactly. And that same

00:20:26.339 --> 00:20:29.640
boldness made him the soundtrack king. Yes. Casino

00:20:29.640 --> 00:20:32.859
Royale. You know my name. This is a huge gamble.

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They were rebooting James Bond with Daniel Craig.

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They needed a new sound. Gritty, tough. But sophisticated.

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And Cornell absolutely delivered. It's arguably

00:20:43.400 --> 00:20:45.740
one of the best Bond themes ever. It captures

00:20:45.740 --> 00:20:48.000
that specific aggression of the Daniel Craig

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Bond. And it opened him up to a whole new audience

00:20:51.220 --> 00:20:54.240
who. Maybe he didn't listen to Soundgarden or

00:20:54.240 --> 00:20:56.640
Audioslave. He also did The Keeper for Machine

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Gun Preacher and The Promise. And The Promise

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is so important because all the proceeds from

00:21:01.380 --> 00:21:04.519
that song went to refugee charities. He was deeply

00:21:04.519 --> 00:21:06.700
involved in philanthropy in his later years.

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He was trying to use his platform for good. So

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on the surface, everything looks great. He's

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sober. He's reunited with Soundgarden in 2010.

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He's touring. He's a legend. But we need to talk

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about the darkness. We mentioned it at the start.

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This wasn't just some phase for him. No. And

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I think this is where we need to be really careful

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and really honest. Cornell's mental health struggle

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wasn't a rock star problem. It was a biological

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lifelong battle. It started when he was just

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a kid, right? 14 years old. He had a bad experience

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with PCP. PCP. That is heavy stuff for a 14 -year

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-old. It is, and it triggered something in his

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brain, a panic disorder. He developed severe

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agoraphobia. Agoraphobia, the fear of leaving

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the house. Fear of open spaces, fear of social

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interaction. He said he didn't leave his house

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for two full years. Think about that. From age

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14 to 16, when you're supposed to be meeting

00:21:56.839 --> 00:21:59.319
friends, dating, learning how to be a person,

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he was locked in his room, terrified. That's

00:22:02.720 --> 00:22:05.079
developmental trauma. That rewires your brain.

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It does. He missed out on crucial social development.

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He said he had no friends at all during that

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time. And even when he came out of it, depression

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was always there. There is a quote from him in

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a 1999 interview that when I read it now, it

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just makes my stomach drop. What did he say?

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He said, you'll think somebody has run -of -the

00:22:23.440 --> 00:22:25.279
-mill depression, and then the next thing you

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know, they're hanging from a rope. He said that

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in 1999? Almost 20 years before his death. He

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knew. He understood the lethality of the disease.

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He understood that it waits for you. And the

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alcohol, the drugs, that was all just self -medication.

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He was explicit about that. He said alcohol is

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what leads you to everything because it takes

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away the fear. He wasn't partying to have fun.

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He was drinking to numb the terror of just existing

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in public. But he was sober in the end. Soundgarden

00:22:52.630 --> 00:22:55.670
had a strict no alcohol backstage rule during

00:22:55.670 --> 00:22:58.269
the reunion tour. It did. He was protecting his

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recoverer. fiercely, which is why what happened

00:23:01.099 --> 00:23:04.000
in Detroit is so confusing and so tragic. Let's

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walk through that night, May 17, 2017, Detroit.

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Soundgarden is playing the Fox Theater. It's

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a sold -out show. By most accounts, it was a

00:23:12.519 --> 00:23:14.960
good performance. Maybe a little rough in moments,

00:23:15.039 --> 00:23:17.240
but nothing catastrophic. He was interacting

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with the crowd. He quoted Led Zeppelin. In my

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time of dying. Yeah, which people read into later,

00:23:23.819 --> 00:23:26.079
but it's a standard song reference. After the

00:23:26.079 --> 00:23:28.670
show, he goes back to the MGM Grand Hotel. Just

00:23:28.670 --> 00:23:31.349
a normal night on tour. It seemed like it. His

00:23:31.349 --> 00:23:33.789
bodyguard, Martin Kirsten, goes to his room around

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11 .30 p .m. to help him fix his computer. Cornell

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gives him two Ativan pills, which the bodyguard

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took for his own anxiety. Cornell seemed fine.

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Then he talks to his wife, Vicki. At 11 .35 p

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.m. And this is where the switch flips. They

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are on the phone. Vicki notices immediately that

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something is wrong. He's slurring his words.

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He's aggressive. He's looping, repeating the

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same things over and over. I am just tired, that

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sort of thing. He told her, I may have taken

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an extra Ativan or two. Okay, let's pause. Ativan.

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What is that exactly? Lorazepam. It's a benzodiazepine.

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It's prescribed for anxiety. But, and this is

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a huge debt, if you take too much or if your

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body chemistry reacts weirdly, it can cause disinhibition.

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It can make you confused, suicidal, or aggressive.

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It can impair your judgment significantly. So

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his wife is panicked. She hangs up. And immediately

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calls the bodyguard. She says, he's not okay.

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Go check on him. This is around 12, 15 a .m.

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The bodyguard goes back to the room. He can't

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get in. The door is latched from the inside.

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He kicks it open. Then he gets to the bedroom

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door. It's also locked. He kicks that one open.

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And that's where he finds him. In the bathroom.

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Unresponsive. He'd used an exercise band. God.

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Medics arrived, but it was too late. He was pronounced

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dead at 1 .30 a .m. The medical examiner ruled

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it a suicide by hanging. But the family. They

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pushed back on that. Right. Not the fact that

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he died, but on the why. Right. The toxicology

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report came back. It showed butalbidol, a barbiturate,

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caffeine, pseudofedrine, and naloxone, which

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the medics use, and of course the Ativan. The

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medical examiner said drugs did not contribute

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to the cause of death. meaning he didn't overdose,

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the drugs didn't kill him, the hanging did. But

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the family's argument was that the Ativan caused

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the hanging. Exactly. They argued that he was

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in an Ativan -induced delirium, that he wasn't

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in his right mind, that he wouldn't have done

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this if he hadn't taken those extra pills. They

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sued the doctor who prescribed them without seeing

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him in person. They eventually settled that lawsuit

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in 2021, but they have always maintained that

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it was an accidental tragedy caused by medication,

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not a premeditated suicide. It's a nuance, but

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a heartbreaking one. The idea that a pill meant

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to help his anxiety might have lowered his defenses

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enough to let the darkness win. It's terrifying.

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And then there are the coincidences. Who dates?

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May 18th, the day he died. That is the exact

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same day Ian Curtis of Joy Division died by suicide

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in 1980. And Soundgarden covered Joy Division

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songs. They did. And then there's the ripple

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effect. Chester Bennington. The singer of Linkin

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Park. A very close friend. He was the godfather

00:26:09.150 --> 00:26:12.759
to Chris's son. Chester sang Hallelujah at Chris'

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funeral. It was a beautiful, gut -wrenching performance.

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Amen. Two months later, July 20th, which would

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have been Chris Cornell's 53rd birthday, Chester

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Bennington died by suicide. It's just too much

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tragedy in one circle. It was a shockwave. It

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showed how connected these guys were and how

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fragile they were, despite the screams and the

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tattoos and the fame. The reaction from the world

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was immediate, though. It was massive. Streams

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jumped 550 % that week. The Space Needle went

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dark. Every band from U2 to Guns N' Roses stopped

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their shows to play Black Hole Sun. Norah Jones

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did a piano cover of it that will just break

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your heart. It proved that he wasn't just a grunge

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singer. He was a musician's musician. He was.

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And the legacy is secure now. There is a bronze

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statue of him in Seattle, right outside the Museum

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of Pop Culture. Soundgarden is finally in the

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Hall of Fame. His catalog is being managed by

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Hypnosis. But beyond the statues and the business

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deals, what's the takeaway? When we look at this

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inquisitive kid who became a rock god and then

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left us too soon, what do we learn from it all?

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For me, it comes back to that theme we started

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with, vulnerability and volume. Chris Cornell

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taught us that you don't have to choose. You

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can be powerful and broken at the same time.

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You can scream at the top of your lungs about

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how scared you are. He validated that feeling

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for millions of people. He did. He gave a voice

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to the internal demons of a generation. He made

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it okay to not be okay, even if you look like

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a superhero on the outside. I want to end with

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a thought about his lyrics, because looking back,

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they seem like warning signs. You know, the day

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I tried to live, pretty noose. Like a stone.

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It's hard not to read them that way now, but

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I'll leave you with this. In 1994, after Kurt

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Cobain died, Cornell gave an interview. He said

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that lyrics are just a stream of thought. He

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said they aren't necessarily a prophecy. He was

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trying to say, just because I write about death

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doesn't mean I want to die. He was trying to

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separate the art from the artist. He was. But

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when we look at the whole picture now, the anxiety,

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the depression, the lyrics, the end, we are left

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with that lingering question. Was he writing

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his biography the whole time? Or was he just

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exercising demons that in the end finally won?

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That is a question we will never be able to answer.

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But we have the music. We have the music. And

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that voice. Thanks for listening to this deep

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dive on Chris Cornell. Take care of yourselves.

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Keep listening.
