WEBVTT 00:00:02.820 --> 00:00:05.799 Previously on Starship Resilience. Lieutenant 00:00:05.799 --> 00:00:08.359 Maysha Baker, sir. Chief Engineer's assistant. 00:00:08.779 --> 00:00:11.300 Back on the Intrepid, I had a group of ladies 00:00:11.300 --> 00:00:14.060 who would meet regularly for drinks and to be 00:00:14.060 --> 00:00:16.559 a means of support. Oh, trust me, it will be 00:00:16.559 --> 00:00:19.769 fun! When I said that the captain doesn't believe 00:00:19.769 --> 00:00:22.530 in having a relationship with someone under his 00:00:22.530 --> 00:00:26.469 command, he believes that the same rule applies 00:00:26.469 --> 00:00:29.769 to everyone on his ship as well. So if you are 00:00:29.769 --> 00:00:32.329 involved with someone under your command, you 00:00:32.329 --> 00:00:36.210 might want to extricate yourself from the entanglement. 00:00:36.649 --> 00:00:42.210 Yes, perhaps you are right. I am in control of 00:00:42.210 --> 00:00:47.219 my emotions. Computer! Emergency override. Lieutenant 00:00:47.219 --> 00:00:49.700 Maysha's quarters. T'vel, get the medics up here. 00:00:49.920 --> 00:00:52.119 The lieutenant is suffering from an emotional 00:00:52.119 --> 00:00:54.560 breakdown. You wouldn't know how to be a chief 00:00:54.560 --> 00:00:57.359 medical officer. At least I wouldn't hide in 00:00:57.359 --> 00:00:59.740 my office every day. All you do is criticize 00:00:59.740 --> 00:01:02.460 my work. I could get more useful medical advice 00:01:02.460 --> 00:01:05.260 from waist extraction. That would explain your 00:01:05.260 --> 00:01:07.700 bedside manner. Can I get you something to drink? 00:01:08.239 --> 00:01:12.099 No, I'm fine, thank you. I'm here to see how 00:01:12.099 --> 00:01:15.030 you're feeling, Lieutenant. I feel fine. Why 00:01:15.030 --> 00:01:16.730 does everyone keep asking me that? Because a 00:01:16.730 --> 00:01:19.829 few hours ago, Ch'rega and T'vel had to break 00:01:19.829 --> 00:01:22.129 into your quarters to get you to sickbay. You 00:01:22.129 --> 00:01:24.890 appear to be having a nervous breakdown. So this 00:01:24.890 --> 00:01:27.750 was your handiwork, Lieutenant? This was my station, 00:01:27.870 --> 00:01:30.230 sir. But I was attempting to control a massive 00:01:30.230 --> 00:01:32.609 power surge which nearly destroyed a significant 00:01:32.609 --> 00:01:35.409 portion of engineering. Did you earn that uniform? 00:01:35.590 --> 00:01:38.609 I bet your dirty little Orion fingers stole it. 00:01:39.209 --> 00:01:43.030 Welcome, Captain Moore. Commander Ch'rega. Who 00:01:43.030 --> 00:01:45.450 is it, child? Captain Moore and Commander Ch'rega. 00:01:45.629 --> 00:01:47.629 I told you I had voices in the hallway, Daddy. 00:01:48.049 --> 00:01:51.150 Well, tell them to come in, Maysha. Yes, Daddy. 00:01:51.730 --> 00:01:54.549 Come in, we're taking up dinner. About that drink? 00:01:55.069 --> 00:02:00.030 Yes. Make it a double. And now, Episode 5, Ladies' 00:02:00.109 --> 00:02:07.769 Night. It inspired me to find a way to get in 00:02:07.769 --> 00:02:10.449 the way. And I got in trouble. Good trouble. 00:02:10.990 --> 00:02:19.610 Necessary trouble. Good evening, Nick. Ch'rega. 00:02:20.669 --> 00:02:27.490 Is that for after dinner? Uh, yes. Yes, it is, 00:02:27.610 --> 00:02:32.270 sir. Please, both of you, no titles today. Feel 00:02:32.270 --> 00:02:39.490 free to call me Michael. Yes, Michael. Daddy 00:02:39.490 --> 00:02:42.810 outdid himself this time. Doesn't it all smell 00:02:42.810 --> 00:02:50.979 so wonderful, Ch'rega? Yes. Yes, it does. Oh, 00:02:51.039 --> 00:02:54.219 the engineers deserve all the credit. I've always 00:02:54.219 --> 00:02:56.379 found it hard to get the replicator to correctly 00:02:56.379 --> 00:02:59.840 make corned beef and cabbage. I did find a group 00:02:59.840 --> 00:03:02.000 of Irish engineers who were able to program a 00:03:02.000 --> 00:03:05.460 close facsimile. It was my dear sainted mother's 00:03:05.460 --> 00:03:09.719 recipe. Wait a minute. I need to ask about the 00:03:09.719 --> 00:03:17.039 elephant in the room. Daddy? Aye. Daddy. Yes, 00:03:17.120 --> 00:03:20.800 Maysha is my daughter. What did you think? We 00:03:20.800 --> 00:03:22.900 thought she was your daughter, just like you 00:03:22.900 --> 00:03:29.020 said. Right, Nick? Yes, absolutely. Completely 00:03:29.020 --> 00:03:32.080 where my mind was going. Well, I can't blame 00:03:32.080 --> 00:03:34.819 you if you thought something else, Nick. Maysha 00:03:34.819 --> 00:03:36.840 finds it funny to dress up in her old school 00:03:36.840 --> 00:03:38.780 uniform with the shirt tied in front and her 00:03:38.780 --> 00:03:41.099 hair in pigtails for these dinners, and call 00:03:41.099 --> 00:03:44.259 me Daddy as many times as possible. Especially 00:03:44.259 --> 00:03:46.759 when the guests don't know she is my daughter. 00:03:47.340 --> 00:03:50.379 I used to get mad at her for it. But I could 00:03:50.379 --> 00:03:53.759 never stay mad at my little leprechaun. Now wait, 00:03:53.919 --> 00:03:58.539 everyone just calls you Maysha. And you said your 00:03:58.539 --> 00:04:01.759 last name was Baker. Baker is my dear wife's 00:04:01.759 --> 00:04:04.360 maiden name. We figured it would be easier on 00:04:04.360 --> 00:04:06.539 her at the academy if no one knew she and I were 00:04:06.539 --> 00:04:10.740 related. So far, with a few minor problems, we've 00:04:10.740 --> 00:04:13.639 been able to keep her cover. And I must say, 00:04:13.680 --> 00:04:15.939 she's grown into a beautiful young woman, and 00:04:15.939 --> 00:04:19.839 one hell of an engineer. So, the incident during 00:04:19.839 --> 00:04:22.519 the inspection and engineering... It was all 00:04:22.519 --> 00:04:24.860 a skit we do when the captain and first officer 00:04:24.860 --> 00:04:28.860 don't know she's my daughter. So, it was all 00:04:28.860 --> 00:04:33.879 for our benefit? Yes. Sorry, Triga. It's actually 00:04:33.879 --> 00:04:36.500 a lot funnier when Commander Straan was alive. 00:04:37.019 --> 00:04:41.160 But we had to improvise this time. It's sort 00:04:41.160 --> 00:04:43.259 of our way of throwing everyone off the scent 00:04:43.259 --> 00:04:48.379 that we're related. A pox upon me, where are 00:04:48.379 --> 00:04:51.259 my manners? Everyone, take a seat and dig in. 00:04:51.420 --> 00:05:07.959 You must be starving. Dig in. Don't be shy. Hmm, 00:05:08.160 --> 00:05:13.610 so Admiral... Michael. We were taking a look 00:05:13.610 --> 00:05:16.389 at the list of chief engineer candidates, and 00:05:16.389 --> 00:05:19.550 we had a few questions. Let me stop you right 00:05:19.550 --> 00:05:22.269 there. Nick, I appreciate your diligence, but 00:05:22.269 --> 00:05:25.389 in our house we have one rule. Leave work at 00:05:25.389 --> 00:05:29.670 the office. Dinner time is family time. My apologies. 00:05:30.009 --> 00:05:37.769 That's a very fair rule, sir. Well, here's a 00:05:37.769 --> 00:05:42.720 non -work -related question. How did Maysha become 00:05:42.720 --> 00:05:49.480 part of Clan Kilgallon? Well, my parents were 00:05:49.480 --> 00:05:52.480 officers on the Maelstrom. They died in a shuttle 00:05:52.480 --> 00:05:55.819 accident. I had no living relatives and would 00:05:55.819 --> 00:05:59.160 have ended up in an orphanage. Since I was very 00:05:59.160 --> 00:06:02.180 young at the time, the Kilgallons took me in 00:06:02.180 --> 00:06:06.779 and made me one of their own. Really? I was on 00:06:06.779 --> 00:06:10.939 the Maelstrom too. What were their names? I don't 00:06:10.939 --> 00:06:14.279 remember any crashes when I was there. It was 00:06:14.279 --> 00:06:16.399 about a month or so before you joined the crew, 00:06:16.519 --> 00:06:21.699 Nick. Their names were Mero and Deycad Nasra. 00:06:23.060 --> 00:06:26.240 Forgive me. As a commanding officer, you never 00:06:26.240 --> 00:06:28.279 get used to losing people under your command. 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:31.459 The Nasras were a hard loss to the whole ship. 00:06:31.879 --> 00:06:34.120 There was no way I could let their only child 00:06:34.120 --> 00:06:38.029 be raised in an orphanage. It's been my honor 00:06:38.029 --> 00:06:40.389 these many years to watch Misha grow into an 00:06:40.389 --> 00:06:43.310 intelligent young officer with a very promising 00:06:43.310 --> 00:06:56.430 career. Space. The final frontier. These are 00:06:56.430 --> 00:06:59.990 the voyages of the Starship Resilience. Our mission? 00:07:00.189 --> 00:07:04.050 To explore new mysteries and new horizons. To 00:07:04.050 --> 00:07:07.610 seek out new friends. and new wonders. To stand 00:07:07.610 --> 00:07:11.550 firm against whatever the universe throws at 00:07:11.550 --> 00:08:06.060 us. Ladies and gentlemen, it is now 2130 hours. 00:08:06.600 --> 00:08:09.439 Not to sound like too much of a cliche, but... 00:08:09.439 --> 00:08:15.319 This old man needs to get to bed. Well, we have 00:08:15.319 --> 00:08:18.279 an early morning, Michael. Thanks for a lovely 00:08:18.279 --> 00:08:21.779 evening. It was an honor to get to know you and 00:08:21.779 --> 00:08:25.980 your family. You're welcome, Nick. As for the 00:08:25.980 --> 00:08:28.540 family... I completely understand, Admiral. Mum's 00:08:28.540 --> 00:08:31.430 the word. Maysha will be treated like any other 00:08:31.430 --> 00:08:34.730 officer under my command. Well, between you and 00:08:34.730 --> 00:08:37.330 me, Captain, don't be afraid to throw her in 00:08:37.330 --> 00:08:39.909 the brig every now and then. She can be a bit 00:08:39.909 --> 00:08:45.590 unruly at times. Daddy. Oh, I'm just kidding, 00:08:45.710 --> 00:08:48.870 my little leprechaun. We're going to see ourselves 00:08:48.870 --> 00:08:52.870 out, Admiral. Have a great night. You as well, 00:08:52.870 --> 00:08:56.690 Nick. And you too, Commander Ch'rega. Admiral, 00:08:56.950 --> 00:09:11.389 thank you for a pleasant evening. Tony's? Yes. 00:09:30.370 --> 00:09:35.409 Well, I'm just going to put this out there. I'm 00:09:35.409 --> 00:09:38.409 going to say overall, it was a pleasant evening. 00:09:39.500 --> 00:09:44.279 I mean, the meal was good, but things started 00:09:44.279 --> 00:09:48.460 out weird. We had to do a lot of backtracking 00:09:48.460 --> 00:09:56.399 just to get back to pleasant. Agreed. I don't 00:09:56.399 --> 00:09:57.980 want to say what I was thinking when we were 00:09:57.980 --> 00:10:03.679 greeted at the door. No, Ch'rega. I don't think 00:10:03.679 --> 00:10:06.440 you need to say it. I believe we were both thinking 00:10:06.440 --> 00:10:11.750 it. Long story short, this doesn't change how 00:10:11.750 --> 00:10:19.950 Mace is treated. Agreed. But it was still weird. 00:10:30.110 --> 00:10:33.269 Agreed. But my question is, how is she getting 00:10:33.269 --> 00:10:36.009 from her quarters - across the ship and to the 00:10:36.009 --> 00:10:39.090 Admiral's quarters, dressed like that, and no 00:10:39.090 --> 00:10:42.629 one saw her. Is she using the Jefferies tubes? 00:10:45.529 --> 00:10:49.269 It's not as complex as that, sir. Best not to 00:10:49.269 --> 00:10:58.049 ask too many questions. Captain's personal log. 00:10:58.509 --> 00:11:05.389 Stardate 212609 .13. Last night, Ch'rega and 00:11:05.389 --> 00:11:08.450 I were guests of Admiral Kilgallon and his daughter 00:11:08.450 --> 00:11:12.029 for dinner. It was truly a night of revelations. 00:11:12.149 --> 00:11:14.750 The commander and I are still trying to wrap 00:11:14.750 --> 00:11:18.529 our heads around it. Ch'rega seems convinced 00:11:18.529 --> 00:11:21.389 Admiral Kilgallon has some sort of ulterior motive 00:11:21.389 --> 00:11:25.809 for his visit. Whereas I can't support her assertion, 00:11:25.850 --> 00:11:29.669 I can't help feeling as though she might have 00:11:29.669 --> 00:11:32.429 some sort of insight into the situation I don't 00:11:32.429 --> 00:11:37.190 have. Until she can prove her feeling, or I see 00:11:37.190 --> 00:11:40.570 something myself, my loyalties still have to 00:11:40.570 --> 00:11:47.470 remain with the Admiral. Thank you all again 00:11:47.470 --> 00:12:00.309 for coming. Dismissed. Have you heard from Admiral 00:12:00.309 --> 00:12:04.299 Kilgallon yet? Not yet. I'm surprised he didn't 00:12:04.299 --> 00:12:06.320 show up to be part of the morning staff briefing. 00:12:07.340 --> 00:12:09.440 Although I imagine it won't be long before we 00:12:09.440 --> 00:12:13.700 hear from him. Um, in regards to my comments 00:12:13.700 --> 00:12:17.120 last night... No need, Ch'rega. We're all entitled 00:12:17.120 --> 00:12:20.019 to our own opinions. You and I are not going 00:12:20.019 --> 00:12:22.879 to agree on everything. That's why I asked you 00:12:22.879 --> 00:12:30.659 to be my wa'DIch. Admiral, good morning. I trust 00:12:30.659 --> 00:12:34.090 you slept well. As well as a man of 67 can't 00:12:34.090 --> 00:12:36.950 sleep. I'm usually up a couple times a night. 00:12:37.429 --> 00:12:42.029 Can I get you anything? No, I'm fine. I know 00:12:42.029 --> 00:12:44.230 the two of you are split on how to move forward 00:12:44.230 --> 00:12:47.029 with selecting a new chief engineer. I also know 00:12:47.029 --> 00:12:49.210 much of the split is because of the list of names 00:12:49.210 --> 00:12:51.690 I provided. It's not that we don't appreciate 00:12:51.690 --> 00:12:55.009 the offer, Admiral. Please, Commander, let an 00:12:55.009 --> 00:12:58.070 old man finish his thought. I have no vested 00:12:58.070 --> 00:13:01.409 interest in planting a spy on your ship. nor 00:13:01.409 --> 00:13:03.830 am I looking for an insider to keep tabs of every 00:13:03.830 --> 00:13:06.929 little thing which goes on. What I am doing is 00:13:06.929 --> 00:13:08.730 looking out for the both of you and the well 00:13:08.730 --> 00:13:12.629 -being of this ship and crew. I am offering a 00:13:12.629 --> 00:13:14.590 list of candidates who would be loyal to you, 00:13:14.710 --> 00:13:17.610 and loyalty is, above all else, the attribute 00:13:17.610 --> 00:13:20.870 which should define a Starfleet officer. You 00:13:20.870 --> 00:13:23.330 don't have to pick anyone off the list, but I 00:13:23.330 --> 00:13:25.649 think you would be doing yourselves a huge disservice 00:13:25.649 --> 00:13:28.110 to simply let any of these candidates slip through 00:13:28.110 --> 00:13:32.649 your fingers. There. I've said my piece about 00:13:32.649 --> 00:13:35.029 the candidate list. It's up to the two of you 00:13:35.029 --> 00:13:37.450 to decide on the best possible candidate, but 00:13:37.450 --> 00:13:39.549 I will say you could do far worse than a loyal 00:13:39.549 --> 00:13:42.970 officer in the position. The thing is, Admiral, 00:13:43.149 --> 00:13:46.009 we've only really begun to figure out what we 00:13:46.009 --> 00:13:49.309 want from a candidate in that position. I'm not 00:13:49.309 --> 00:13:52.330 saying we're rejecting your list outright, but 00:13:52.330 --> 00:13:56.090 I am saying when we know what we want, we'll 00:13:56.090 --> 00:13:59.509 compare our list to yours to see who matches 00:13:59.509 --> 00:14:04.840 up. It's not a no, it's a... we'll see. That's 00:14:04.840 --> 00:14:08.820 all an old man can ask for. I do have one more 00:14:08.820 --> 00:14:11.059 thing to discuss, but it's for your ears only, 00:14:11.240 --> 00:14:15.159 Nick. So, if you will excuse us, Commander. The 00:14:15.159 --> 00:14:21.399 men need to talk. Certainly, Admiral. Oh, before 00:14:21.399 --> 00:14:23.980 you go, Commander, I do have one more thing for 00:14:23.980 --> 00:14:26.779 the both of you. Not only would I ask that you 00:14:26.779 --> 00:14:29.399 not tell people about Mace's connection to me... 00:14:29.450 --> 00:14:32.350 I do implore you not to mention it in your logs. 00:14:32.710 --> 00:14:34.929 I don't want that information to get out and 00:14:34.929 --> 00:14:37.590 she starts getting preferential treatment. And 00:14:37.590 --> 00:14:41.149 I know she feels the same way. Absolutely. Understood. 00:14:41.450 --> 00:14:45.149 Of course, Admiral. Thank you very much. I can 00:14:45.149 --> 00:14:47.470 rest easy knowing my little leprechaun is in 00:14:47.470 --> 00:14:50.429 safe hands. If there is nothing else, Admiral, 00:14:50.610 --> 00:14:52.809 I'll return to the bridge and relieve Commander 00:14:52.809 --> 00:14:55.649 Vek. That will be all, Commander. Thank you. 00:15:03.179 --> 00:15:05.799 I spent yesterday afternoon wandering the ship, 00:15:05.940 --> 00:15:08.340 Nick. Getting to know your crew and watching 00:15:08.340 --> 00:15:11.080 them work. Would you like to know what I heard? 00:15:11.460 --> 00:15:15.460 I will admit I'm curious. They like you. I know 00:15:15.460 --> 00:15:17.279 it's only been a week, but for the most part, 00:15:17.320 --> 00:15:20.000 they like you. Obviously, you were dealt a pretty 00:15:20.000 --> 00:15:23.240 bad hand with two deaths in the same week. But 00:15:23.240 --> 00:15:25.159 they feel you've shown leadership and empathy 00:15:25.159 --> 00:15:27.799 throughout it all. They believe that's a good 00:15:27.799 --> 00:15:30.940 thing. You even got high praise from Tony in 00:15:30.940 --> 00:15:34.179 the lounge. Being liked can be a good thing, 00:15:34.259 --> 00:15:37.240 my boy. Don't get me wrong. But a leader can't 00:15:37.240 --> 00:15:40.200 lead on the basis of being liked. You need to 00:15:40.200 --> 00:15:42.279 take the emotions they have and convert them 00:15:42.279 --> 00:15:45.220 into loyalty. That's how you get a crew who would 00:15:45.220 --> 00:15:47.080 fly the ship through the gates of hell and back 00:15:47.080 --> 00:15:50.220 if you ordered it. That's how you become a great 00:15:50.220 --> 00:15:53.340 leader and a great starship captain. Thank you 00:15:53.340 --> 00:15:56.759 for your advice, Admiral. I guess since it's 00:15:56.759 --> 00:15:59.120 only been a week, I'm still finding my style 00:15:59.120 --> 00:16:01.799 to be the captain I was meant to be. And that's 00:16:01.799 --> 00:16:04.379 fine, Nick. Do whatever it takes to find the 00:16:04.379 --> 00:16:07.960 balance. Just consider what I'm saying. I went 00:16:07.960 --> 00:16:10.960 from a volunteer enlistee to rear admiral in 00:16:10.960 --> 00:16:13.840 my career, so I must know a thing or two about 00:16:13.840 --> 00:16:17.539 how to be a leader. You're right, sir. I'll think 00:16:17.539 --> 00:16:20.480 about what you're saying. That being said, you 00:16:20.480 --> 00:16:23.259 have two things going against you. And I only 00:16:23.259 --> 00:16:25.200 say this because I want you to be aware of the 00:16:25.200 --> 00:16:28.259 rumblings which are going on. The first is in 00:16:28.259 --> 00:16:31.190 sickbay. The staff is unruly and very disrespectful 00:16:31.190 --> 00:16:34.490 of Dr. Narlin. He's doing what he can to manage 00:16:34.490 --> 00:16:37.190 a sickbay and keep the level of care high, and 00:16:37.190 --> 00:16:39.309 the staff is undercutting him at every opportunity. 00:16:39.889 --> 00:16:42.090 I've actually talked with some of the staff in 00:16:42.090 --> 00:16:44.629 the sickbay, and I've seen a few things firsthand. 00:16:45.629 --> 00:16:50.230 They paint a much different picture. They say 00:16:50.230 --> 00:16:52.490 Dr. Narlin is delinquent in the performance 00:16:52.490 --> 00:16:55.789 of his duties and only seems to be really interested 00:16:55.789 --> 00:16:58.980 in certain patients. Your daughter being one 00:16:58.980 --> 00:17:01.379 of them. I suppose much of what you're hearing 00:17:01.379 --> 00:17:04.519 is coming from that bhreathnach, Dr. Flint. She's 00:17:04.519 --> 00:17:06.900 a big part of the problem. She's disrespectful 00:17:06.900 --> 00:17:10.140 and insubordinate. If she had done half the things 00:17:10.140 --> 00:17:12.180 she's done when I was captain of the Maelstrom, 00:17:12.380 --> 00:17:14.240 I would have put her off the ship at the next 00:17:14.240 --> 00:17:18.279 starbase. She has no professional courtesy. I 00:17:18.279 --> 00:17:22.420 see. I'll be sure to look into it further. You 00:17:22.420 --> 00:17:25.809 do that, Nick. The other thing I want you to 00:17:25.809 --> 00:17:28.109 consider is dropping that woman as your first 00:17:28.109 --> 00:17:31.849 officer. She's got an agenda, and it's not good. 00:17:32.470 --> 00:17:34.690 She'll betray you the first chance she gets. 00:17:35.269 --> 00:17:38.029 You got her a step closer to the chair, and she 00:17:38.029 --> 00:17:41.930 can smell command. She will do whatever it takes 00:17:41.930 --> 00:17:44.210 to get rid of you, to get to the center seat. 00:17:44.589 --> 00:17:47.730 I have a list of qualified candidates who would 00:17:47.730 --> 00:17:50.930 make a perfect first officer for you. If nothing 00:17:50.930 --> 00:17:53.549 else, there's a chief helm officer out there. 00:17:53.950 --> 00:17:56.490 Who would make a better exec? She thinks she'd 00:17:56.490 --> 00:18:00.150 be a good first officer, too. Nick, what did 00:18:00.150 --> 00:18:02.849 I always say to you back on the Maelstrom? Don't 00:18:02.849 --> 00:18:04.710 be afraid to take it to the next level, Nick. 00:18:05.269 --> 00:18:08.369 It's right there. Just take it. That's right. 00:18:08.789 --> 00:18:11.490 Reach out and grab it where the sun don't shine. 00:18:12.029 --> 00:18:15.029 So what will it be, Nick? Are you going to reach 00:18:15.029 --> 00:18:19.849 for greatness? Send me the list. I'll take a 00:18:19.849 --> 00:18:22.910 look. That's the right choice, Nick. You won't 00:18:22.910 --> 00:18:26.230 regret it. Well, I think my work here is done. 00:18:26.690 --> 00:18:28.869 Besides, I think the Enterprise would like their 00:18:28.869 --> 00:18:32.150 shuttlecraft back. So, I'll be seeing you, Nick, 00:18:32.190 --> 00:18:34.450 my boy. Would you like me to escort you to the 00:18:34.450 --> 00:18:37.230 shuttle bay? No need. I can manage. If I can 00:18:37.230 --> 00:18:39.390 find my way around the Enterprise, I can find 00:18:39.390 --> 00:18:42.170 the way through the Resilience. And you have 00:18:42.170 --> 00:18:44.789 a ship to run. Keep up the good work, Captain. 00:18:45.069 --> 00:18:47.829 Thank you, Admiral. Safe journeys. To you as 00:18:47.829 --> 00:19:02.450 well, Nick. Admiral on the bridge. As you were. 00:19:02.710 --> 00:19:05.730 It was a pleasure to meet all of you. Especially 00:19:05.730 --> 00:19:09.190 you, Commander. I look forward to our next visit. 00:19:09.690 --> 00:19:20.769 As do I, Admiral. Mr. Gazig? Yes, ma 'am? I 00:19:20.769 --> 00:19:24.009 need your help, but... I would ask you to employ 00:19:24.009 --> 00:19:26.809 a degree of discretion during the process. How 00:19:26.809 --> 00:19:28.829 much discretion are we talking about, Commander? 00:19:29.589 --> 00:19:32.069 Let's just say the success or failure of this 00:19:32.069 --> 00:19:34.730 mission could decide who is in command of this 00:19:34.730 --> 00:19:38.549 ship in the future. So, it is important that 00:19:38.549 --> 00:19:40.710 the wrong people don't find out about what you're 00:19:40.710 --> 00:19:43.829 doing. Do you understand? Absolutely, Commander. 00:19:44.470 --> 00:19:46.490 What's the mission? There should have been a 00:19:46.490 --> 00:19:48.990 shuttle crash reported on the USS Maelstrom when 00:19:48.990 --> 00:19:52.299 Admiral King Gallen was in command. Two officers 00:19:52.299 --> 00:19:56.420 involved in the crash were Mero and Decade Nasra. 00:19:57.160 --> 00:20:00.500 I need you to research the crash and verify the 00:20:00.500 --> 00:20:03.339 information is accurate. Yes, ma 'am. I'll get 00:20:03.339 --> 00:20:06.519 right on it. It's best if you do not employ any 00:20:06.519 --> 00:20:10.720 other personnel in this search. Consider the 00:20:10.720 --> 00:20:14.500 possibility that individuals who would be unhappy 00:20:14.500 --> 00:20:17.700 about you looking up this information might be 00:20:17.700 --> 00:20:20.730 watching your activities. Yes, Commander. I'll 00:20:20.730 --> 00:20:40.170 begin right away. You miss sitting at the op 00:20:40.170 --> 00:20:45.289 station, don't you? I would be lying if I said 00:20:45.289 --> 00:20:49.269 I didn't. I felt the same way, about leaving 00:20:49.269 --> 00:20:53.150 the Intrepid. The universe seemed a lot simpler 00:20:53.150 --> 00:21:11.029 two weeks ago. Good evening, Captain. What can 00:21:11.029 --> 00:21:21.359 I get you? Captain? Tony to Captain Moore. More 00:21:21.359 --> 00:21:24.619 here. Go ahead, Tony. Turn 90 degrees to starboard. 00:21:25.200 --> 00:21:31.819 What? I'm sorry, Tony. I've got a million things 00:21:31.819 --> 00:21:36.880 on my mind right now. I can see that. A mug of 00:21:36.880 --> 00:21:40.039 Warnog for your thoughts? I'm not sure that'll 00:21:40.039 --> 00:21:44.779 help. It's all command decisions. But I'll take 00:21:44.779 --> 00:21:59.609 the Warnog, just the same. Coming right up. Here 00:21:59.609 --> 00:22:16.990 you go, Captain. Thanks, Tony. Hit me again, 00:22:17.029 --> 00:22:22.869 Tony. I take it things did not go well with Admiral 00:22:22.869 --> 00:22:28.279 Kilgallon? Oh, you could say that. He's suggesting 00:22:28.279 --> 00:22:31.599 I make a few changes, which he thinks might be 00:22:31.599 --> 00:22:34.539 a little more beneficial to the ship. I take 00:22:34.539 --> 00:22:37.140 it these aren't changes you relish the thought 00:22:37.140 --> 00:22:41.279 of making? Not particularly. But it's hard to 00:22:41.279 --> 00:22:43.940 say no to the Admiral. He was my first captain. 00:22:44.779 --> 00:22:48.779 And he's been an intern to me ever since. He 00:22:48.779 --> 00:22:53.299 helped to guide my career. Honestly, I'm really 00:22:53.299 --> 00:22:58.359 lucky to know him. But? But... If I go against 00:22:58.359 --> 00:23:02.819 him, what does that do to the vision I set up 00:23:02.819 --> 00:23:06.019 for myself of what my first command would be? 00:23:07.039 --> 00:23:10.720 Things may not have been perfect so far, but 00:23:10.720 --> 00:23:14.720 am I still being true to myself? And that's important. 00:23:15.099 --> 00:23:20.160 To thine own self be true, be your own man. But 00:23:20.160 --> 00:23:23.740 I know he's just trying to help me succeed. Like 00:23:23.740 --> 00:23:27.529 a good mentor. I get it. It's hard to meet your 00:23:27.529 --> 00:23:31.890 heroes. What do you mean? Kilgallon was your 00:23:31.890 --> 00:23:34.329 first captain on the first ship you ever served 00:23:34.329 --> 00:23:37.849 on, right? Yes. And you say he's been helping 00:23:37.849 --> 00:23:41.049 to shape your career by guiding you all the way. 00:23:41.410 --> 00:23:46.109 Right. So, sounds to me like you have a classic 00:23:46.109 --> 00:23:50.190 case of hero worship. No, I don't. Sure you do. 00:23:50.369 --> 00:23:52.950 You want to make a decision which will help the 00:23:52.950 --> 00:23:56.279 ship that is true to what you want. But also 00:23:56.279 --> 00:24:00.619 doesn't disappoint Kilgallon. You're conflicted. 00:24:01.759 --> 00:24:05.819 Maybe you're right. I just need to think this 00:24:05.819 --> 00:24:09.140 through. You've come to the right place. It's 00:24:09.140 --> 00:24:12.819 a quiet night here. That reminds me. Did you 00:24:12.819 --> 00:24:15.819 see the Admiral while he was here? Actually, 00:24:15.880 --> 00:24:19.960 he was here yesterday afternoon. Talked with 00:24:19.960 --> 00:24:23.200 Dr. Narlin at a table away from the crowd. The 00:24:23.200 --> 00:24:26.119 Doctor was really upset. He and the Admiral exchanged 00:24:26.119 --> 00:24:29.720 a few unpleasant words before calmer heads prevailed. 00:24:30.019 --> 00:24:33.079 Could you hear what they were saying? My good 00:24:33.079 --> 00:24:35.900 Captain, it's unethical for me to listen into 00:24:35.900 --> 00:24:39.819 conversations my patrons are having. Not to mention 00:24:39.819 --> 00:24:43.119 the various Starfleet rules. So what did they 00:24:43.119 --> 00:24:47.670 say? Seriously, Nick, I can't tell you. It violates 00:24:47.670 --> 00:24:50.529 my ethical subroutines. Literally, the code of 00:24:50.529 --> 00:24:53.109 the bartender is an honor bound as the sanctity 00:24:53.109 --> 00:24:56.450 of the confessional. It's a sacred trust. Glad 00:24:56.450 --> 00:24:59.789 to know things are safe with you. I live to serve, 00:25:00.009 --> 00:25:24.049 Captain. Hello, Tony. Well, bless me, Doctor. 00:25:24.269 --> 00:25:27.490 And how are you this evening, Elizabeth? I've 00:25:27.490 --> 00:25:30.329 worked hard today, Tony. Now I want to drink 00:25:30.329 --> 00:25:34.130 hard. What can I get you, Lieutenant? Give me 00:25:34.130 --> 00:25:38.529 an Orion Hurricane. Make it a Category 5. You 00:25:38.529 --> 00:25:45.549 got it. Kind of slow in here tonight. Yeah, a 00:25:45.549 --> 00:25:49.549 little. Is that the captain over there? Yeah. 00:25:50.089 --> 00:25:52.609 He came in with a handful of pads and his head 00:25:52.609 --> 00:25:56.309 full of work trouble. Well, that's not healthy. 00:25:57.170 --> 00:26:00.069 Sounds to me like someone needs to make a house 00:26:00.069 --> 00:26:18.910 call. I'll see what I can do. You know you shouldn't 00:26:18.910 --> 00:26:25.519 do that. Hmm? What? You shouldn't do that. Do 00:26:25.519 --> 00:26:27.920 what? You shouldn't replace interaction with 00:26:27.920 --> 00:26:31.980 people with screen time. It's not healthy. Really? 00:26:32.160 --> 00:26:36.240 Why? As your doctor, I could suggest hundreds 00:26:36.240 --> 00:26:38.960 of studies going back to the 21st century which 00:26:38.960 --> 00:26:41.680 explain why isolating yourself behind the screen 00:26:41.680 --> 00:26:44.279 of a data pad is bad for your social development. 00:26:44.480 --> 00:26:47.819 Not to mention your mental wellness. It can even 00:26:47.819 --> 00:26:51.059 affect whether or not you feel pretty. How would 00:26:51.059 --> 00:26:53.740 it explain whether I view myself as pretty? To 00:26:53.740 --> 00:26:57.220 be honest, I'm not entirely sure. Many of the 00:26:57.220 --> 00:27:00.019 studies focused on the lives of teenagers, particularly 00:27:00.019 --> 00:27:03.619 teenage girls, using devices which were the forerunners 00:27:03.619 --> 00:27:06.339 of adapter pads. It was back when these devices 00:27:06.339 --> 00:27:09.140 were beginning to take hold in society. Seems 00:27:09.140 --> 00:27:11.279 like the people had little sense of moderation 00:27:11.279 --> 00:27:13.700 and or self -control when it came to how much 00:27:13.700 --> 00:27:16.569 they were viewing. Their lives started to revolve 00:27:16.569 --> 00:27:19.690 around a phenomenon known as social media, which 00:27:19.690 --> 00:27:22.130 created an artificial sense of jealousy concerning 00:27:22.130 --> 00:27:25.789 the lives of others they viewed. How did we survive? 00:27:26.269 --> 00:27:29.890 It is a mystery. I never got to ask you how things 00:27:29.890 --> 00:27:32.410 worked out with your patient, the one who had 00:27:32.410 --> 00:27:34.950 the accident on the holodeck the other day? Oh, 00:27:35.190 --> 00:27:38.089 Lieutenant Cutler. It was touch and go there 00:27:38.089 --> 00:27:40.710 for a while, but eventually we pulled her through. 00:27:40.970 --> 00:27:47.559 Good. Good, good, good. What am I doing? Please, 00:27:47.740 --> 00:27:56.519 join me. This is quite a little datapad rampant 00:27:56.519 --> 00:27:58.980 you've built for yourself. When is the enemy 00:27:58.980 --> 00:28:01.859 due to attack? A lot of people don't know this, 00:28:02.019 --> 00:28:05.299 but their attacks come without warning. They're 00:28:05.299 --> 00:28:10.759 relentless and ruthless. Oh my, that sounds brutal. 00:28:11.339 --> 00:28:15.930 What are you going to do? I say... We order another 00:28:15.930 --> 00:28:21.589 round of drinks and regroup. So, why are you 00:28:21.589 --> 00:28:24.710 hiding behind datapads in a bar? Is it that obvious? 00:28:25.569 --> 00:28:30.150 Yeah, a little bit. I've managed to find myself 00:28:30.150 --> 00:28:32.490 in the middle of two warring factions and I'm 00:28:32.490 --> 00:28:37.009 not sure what to do. Let me guess, one of those 00:28:37.009 --> 00:28:42.069 factions Admiral Kilgallon? Yes it is. How did 00:28:42.069 --> 00:28:45.819 you know? A lucky guess. Could I offer you some 00:28:45.819 --> 00:28:50.460 free advice? I'd love some. Go with the other 00:28:50.460 --> 00:28:55.140 side. Really? Are you sure? Positive. Wait, but 00:28:55.140 --> 00:28:58.059 what if... Doesn't matter. Go with the other 00:28:58.059 --> 00:29:02.099 side. Wow. He made that much of an impression. 00:29:02.519 --> 00:29:05.400 In just the first few minutes talking to him. 00:29:06.079 --> 00:29:10.519 I, um... I have to ask you a question. Okay. 00:29:11.500 --> 00:29:16.289 And... I'm only asking because I have no idea 00:29:16.289 --> 00:29:19.529 what the answer is. It's okay, Captain. I'm a 00:29:19.529 --> 00:29:23.210 big girl. I can take it. Would you happen to 00:29:23.210 --> 00:29:28.789 know what the word bhreathnach means? Is that something 00:29:28.789 --> 00:29:34.049 you heard from the Admiral? Uh, yeah. Why am 00:29:34.049 --> 00:29:38.509 I not surprised? I don't understand. Oh, he was 00:29:38.509 --> 00:29:40.789 referring to me. Definitely talking about me. 00:29:41.400 --> 00:29:45.339 Is it a racial term? It is, but not in the way 00:29:45.339 --> 00:29:48.160 you're thinking, Captain. Bhreathnach lock refers less 00:29:48.160 --> 00:29:50.519 to my ebony skin and more about where I'm from. 00:29:51.279 --> 00:29:56.799 Uh, okay. It's an Irish word which refers to 00:29:56.799 --> 00:30:01.720 someone from Wales. Oh, okay. It's not as bad 00:30:01.720 --> 00:30:05.140 as I thought. I mean, bad enough, but just not 00:30:05.140 --> 00:30:09.660 as bad as I thought. What did he say? Uh... Basically, 00:30:09.660 --> 00:30:11.759 he thinks you're a troublemaker and I should 00:30:11.759 --> 00:30:14.579 get rid of you. There was a girl in my class 00:30:14.579 --> 00:30:17.039 at primary school who called me a troublemaker 00:30:17.039 --> 00:30:20.279 one time. Let's just say she didn't do it again. 00:30:20.619 --> 00:30:22.019 Well, it's a good thing you became a doctor. 00:30:23.900 --> 00:30:31.819 Possibly. So, you're from Wales? Yes, sir. I 00:30:31.819 --> 00:30:35.359 was born and raised in Aberfan. I'm familiar 00:30:35.359 --> 00:30:38.589 with Aberfan. I dated a girl from Cardiff when 00:30:38.589 --> 00:30:41.910 I was at the Academy. We went up to Aberfan a 00:30:41.910 --> 00:30:46.430 few times. Beautiful area. It was a beautiful 00:30:46.430 --> 00:30:51.269 place to grow up. So, you dated a bhreathnach? 00:30:51.849 --> 00:30:56.390 You could say that. Her name was Sarah Brecken. 00:30:57.029 --> 00:30:59.329 Good evening, Lieutenant. I felt like she could 00:30:59.329 --> 00:31:01.789 be the one. What can I get for you tonight? It 00:31:01.789 --> 00:31:05.049 wasn't meant to be. Really? I had a really bad 00:31:05.049 --> 00:31:07.339 day, and I... What happened? I really need a 00:31:07.339 --> 00:31:11.920 drink. Yeah, she was really special. My parents 00:31:11.920 --> 00:31:15.180 loved her, but... It turned out we were both 00:31:15.180 --> 00:31:17.480 too focused on our own careers to be good for 00:31:17.480 --> 00:31:20.539 each other. Yeah. One of the fatal flaws of youth, 00:31:20.640 --> 00:31:24.980 I guess. Last I knew, she was a lieutenant commander 00:31:24.980 --> 00:31:31.000 and worked at Starfleet Command. I don't think 00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:35.059 so, Tony. Bring me the good stuff. But enough 00:31:35.059 --> 00:31:39.119 about my pain. What about you? Anyone who got 00:31:39.119 --> 00:31:42.980 away stories for Dr. Elizabeth Flint? Actually, 00:31:42.980 --> 00:31:46.559 no. I've known what I wanted since I was a little 00:31:46.559 --> 00:31:50.259 girl and I pursued it. Maybe someday I'll find 00:31:50.259 --> 00:31:53.519 someone with whom I can settle down. Until then, 00:31:53.579 --> 00:31:56.099 my brother and sisters are keeping the Flint 00:31:56.099 --> 00:32:00.880 family line going. It's funny your name is Flint. 00:32:01.690 --> 00:32:03.730 Flint is the name of the city near where I grew 00:32:03.730 --> 00:32:06.029 up. Are you kidding me? Oh, that's interesting. 00:32:06.849 --> 00:32:09.450 I'm going to need to excuse myself, Doctor. I'm 00:32:09.450 --> 00:32:13.230 sorry. This doesn't look good. I'm sorry. But 00:32:13.230 --> 00:32:15.309 all indications are that you have exceeded a 00:32:15.309 --> 00:32:22.750 safe amount of alcohol at the current time. Is 00:32:22.750 --> 00:32:26.309 there a problem, Lieutenant? What the hell? Get 00:32:26.309 --> 00:32:31.000 your hand off me! Oh. Oh, Captain. No, 00:32:31.000 --> 00:32:35.799 sir, sorry. Sir, no, sorry. Well, it sure sounds 00:32:35.799 --> 00:32:37.579 like there was an issue from across the room. 00:32:37.759 --> 00:32:41.380 The waiter is saying, I can't have another drink. 00:32:41.940 --> 00:32:47.279 When in reality, I am perfectly fine. I'm perfectly 00:32:47.279 --> 00:32:50.519 fine enough to decompile his program without 00:32:50.519 --> 00:32:55.519 breaking a sweat. This waiter has a name. It's 00:32:55.519 --> 00:32:59.329 Tony. And in his bar, you will respect his authority 00:32:59.329 --> 00:33:05.130 in these matters. Am I clear? Yes, sir. How much 00:33:05.130 --> 00:33:09.869 have you had to drink, sweetie? I've only had, 00:33:09.910 --> 00:33:17.710 like, one, two, three, four... A couple of bottles 00:33:17.710 --> 00:33:20.970 in my quarters. Just a couple. You're going to 00:33:20.970 --> 00:33:22.690 have a wicked hangover in the morning, love. 00:33:22.869 --> 00:33:25.490 Come see me before you start your shift. If you 00:33:25.490 --> 00:33:27.769 stay in the lounge, I concur with Tony's assessment. 00:33:28.210 --> 00:33:30.349 Only non -alcoholic drinks for the rest of the 00:33:30.349 --> 00:33:33.849 night. Doctor's orders. You really know how to 00:33:33.849 --> 00:33:42.670 kill a party, Doc. But no one would have noticed 00:33:42.670 --> 00:33:45.450 anything, except for the Vulcan ambassador saying 00:33:45.450 --> 00:33:48.230 that was a highly illogical thing to do with 00:33:48.230 --> 00:33:51.630 a pineapple. At that point, everyone just lost 00:33:51.630 --> 00:33:55.329 it. Personally, I laughed so hard I was crying. 00:33:59.829 --> 00:34:07.930 Go find a table. I'll join you in a minute. Is 00:34:07.930 --> 00:34:13.010 everything okay, Captain? Not exactly. It would 00:34:13.010 --> 00:34:15.969 seem as though the lieutenant had quite a party 00:34:15.969 --> 00:34:19.619 this evening by herself. I was just about to 00:34:19.619 --> 00:34:22.760 order her to return to her quarters and head 00:34:22.760 --> 00:34:26.340 straight to bed. Five more minutes, sir. Please. 00:34:28.239 --> 00:34:30.780 If you would like, I can stay with her, sir. 00:34:31.260 --> 00:34:33.159 I'll make sure she gets back to her quarters 00:34:33.159 --> 00:34:36.719 safely. Yeah, please, what she said, what she 00:34:36.719 --> 00:34:40.579 said. The Lieutenant and Dr. Flint are welcome 00:34:40.579 --> 00:34:44.400 to join us, Captain. I believe the four of us 00:34:44.400 --> 00:34:47.599 will be able to watch out for her. If the four 00:34:47.599 --> 00:34:49.940 of you are with her, I guess it should be okay. 00:34:50.219 --> 00:34:53.579 Oh, thank you, Captain. You're a saint. Don't 00:34:53.579 --> 00:34:56.460 make me regret this, Maysha. Aye, aye, Skipper. 00:34:58.400 --> 00:35:03.460 Hey, ladies. Where's the party? Cheers! Woo! 00:35:03.800 --> 00:35:10.159 Woo! Thank you for your help, Doctor. Thank you 00:35:10.159 --> 00:35:14.980 for the drink. Commander, can I have a moment, 00:35:15.099 --> 00:35:22.559 please? I don't know about you, but someone would 00:35:22.559 --> 00:35:26.179 have a very hard time convincing me this event 00:35:26.179 --> 00:35:28.820 has nothing to do with our most recent visitor. 00:35:29.780 --> 00:35:34.239 That would make sense, sir. She's a bright, young 00:35:34.239 --> 00:35:37.320 officer, and I would really like to set her up 00:35:37.320 --> 00:35:40.280 for success, especially now that Strawn is out 00:35:40.280 --> 00:35:44.539 of the picture. So, if we're going to have future 00:35:44.539 --> 00:35:48.710 visits from our previous guest, I really... Wouldn't 00:35:48.710 --> 00:35:51.349 want this to become a reoccurring thing. Would 00:35:51.349 --> 00:35:54.909 you agree? Absolutely. It doesn't help her at 00:35:54.909 --> 00:35:56.590 all if someone else has to pick up the pieces 00:35:56.590 --> 00:35:59.510 after every visit. I know she'll probably fight 00:35:59.510 --> 00:36:03.769 you on it, but see if you can somehow steer her 00:36:03.769 --> 00:36:07.670 towards talking with T'vel. I know she was more 00:36:07.670 --> 00:36:10.590 comfortable with Straan, but he's not an option 00:36:10.590 --> 00:36:15.989 anymore. Whatever's going on in her head is deeply 00:36:15.989 --> 00:36:19.460 rooted in... It's probably going to continue 00:36:19.460 --> 00:36:22.679 causing problems in her real life. I'll do what 00:36:22.679 --> 00:36:28.239 I can, sir. Okay. I have some things to consider, 00:36:28.360 --> 00:36:32.280 so... I'll let you get back to your colleagues. 00:36:33.059 --> 00:36:37.559 Lieutenant Colt calls it a ladies' night. I don't 00:36:37.559 --> 00:36:39.820 know if this is supposed to be fun or not. You'll 00:36:39.820 --> 00:36:42.860 do fine, Ch'rega. At least you're on board the 00:36:42.860 --> 00:36:46.840 ship. There's less chance of needing a snake bite 00:36:46.840 --> 00:37:08.349 kit. For what? Good night, Ch'rega. May I take 00:37:08.349 --> 00:37:12.969 your orders, ladies? I'll have a Cuba Libre. 00:37:13.710 --> 00:37:19.199 Okay. And you? I'll tear water. Please. Excellent 00:37:19.199 --> 00:37:23.360 choice, ma 'am. And... Hold on. Wait. Lady's 00:37:23.360 --> 00:37:25.719 Night requires something a little stronger than 00:37:25.719 --> 00:37:29.019 that. Actually, Quwat Milat do not imbibe strong 00:37:29.019 --> 00:37:32.719 drinks. And before you say I am not Quwat Milat, 00:37:32.820 --> 00:37:36.739 I do live by the ways of the Order. Okay. You 00:37:36.739 --> 00:37:42.980 get a pass. And for you, Doctor. I'll have another 00:37:42.980 --> 00:37:46.750 Orion Hurricane. Category 5. Oh. Oh, that sounds 00:37:46.750 --> 00:37:51.050 good, Liz. Good choice. And for you, Lieutenant? 00:37:51.369 --> 00:37:54.050 I think I'll have... She'll have coffee, black. 00:37:54.750 --> 00:37:59.070 Coffee, black. And maybe with a little bit of 00:37:59.070 --> 00:38:05.250 Irish cream. Belay that, Lieutenant. Just coffee, 00:38:05.610 --> 00:38:10.550 black. Great choice. And for you, Commander? 00:38:11.010 --> 00:38:15.619 Blood wine. May I say... An excellent choice. 00:38:16.159 --> 00:38:21.920 I'll have those shortly. Coffee. Black. I sound 00:38:21.920 --> 00:38:28.679 like Admiral Janeway. Coffee. Black. Coffee. 00:38:28.940 --> 00:38:35.139 Black. There's coffee in that nebula. Love it. 00:38:36.079 --> 00:38:43.599 What? Why is everyone looking at me? Lieutenant 00:38:43.599 --> 00:38:46.579 Colt. Captain Moore made a comment. We are of 00:38:46.579 --> 00:38:50.219 duty. Call me Mia. We are just a group of women 00:38:50.219 --> 00:38:54.239 hanging out. No ranks. Just a circle of ladies 00:38:54.239 --> 00:38:59.719 who support one another. Very well, Mia. Captain 00:38:59.719 --> 00:39:02.340 Moore just made a reference to the fact that 00:39:02.340 --> 00:39:05.440 we may not need a snakebite kit for this ladies' 00:39:05.539 --> 00:39:10.239 night. I will get him back for that. It was one 00:39:10.239 --> 00:39:14.559 time. One time. And he never lets me forget. 00:39:15.579 --> 00:39:18.860 Besides, we were planet side that time. No one 00:39:18.860 --> 00:39:21.860 has to worry about it this time. I must admit, 00:39:22.099 --> 00:39:25.340 when you invited me for Ladies' Night, I was 00:39:25.340 --> 00:39:29.559 unsure what to expect. Of course, the evening's 00:39:29.559 --> 00:39:33.380 activities thus far are unlike the primary definition 00:39:33.380 --> 00:39:37.780 the computer explained. What? Are you saying 00:39:37.780 --> 00:39:39.820 you looked up the definition of Ladies' Night 00:39:39.820 --> 00:39:45.070 in the dictionary? Yes. Okay, I'll buy. What 00:39:45.070 --> 00:39:47.989 were you expecting? According to my research, 00:39:48.289 --> 00:39:51.409 ladies' night generally refers to an evening 00:39:51.409 --> 00:39:55.210 where women get drinks at half price. In some 00:39:55.210 --> 00:39:59.090 places, the entertainment consisted of very muscular 00:39:59.090 --> 00:40:02.929 men with oiled -up bodies dancing on stage while 00:40:02.929 --> 00:40:05.349 they removed their clothing. Women would then 00:40:05.349 --> 00:40:09.570 stuff currency in something called a G -string. 00:40:10.510 --> 00:40:14.230 That sounds like a lot of fun. Okay, ladies. 00:40:14.369 --> 00:40:17.989 Here are your drinks. Alright, alright. Let's 00:40:17.989 --> 00:40:24.929 get this party started. Show me some skin. As 00:40:24.929 --> 00:40:29.989 you were, Lieutenant. The idea of Ladies' Night 00:40:29.989 --> 00:40:32.349 in this case is a chance for a group of women 00:40:32.349 --> 00:40:35.150 to meet together and talk about their lives, 00:40:35.289 --> 00:40:39.909 work, and support each other. Ah, yes. That definition 00:40:39.909 --> 00:40:43.309 was much further down the list. And I may say, 00:40:43.409 --> 00:40:48.070 I feel quite supported. So, what's going on, 00:40:48.090 --> 00:40:50.869 Maysha? You look like you've been having a rough 00:40:50.869 --> 00:40:54.250 night. Hold up, Mia. That's a bit too far. How 00:40:54.250 --> 00:40:57.309 is that out of line? You do not need to answer 00:40:57.309 --> 00:41:01.389 that, Lieutenant. No offense, Maysha, but you 00:41:01.389 --> 00:41:05.010 look like you are struggling. And as your sister's 00:41:05.010 --> 00:41:08.659 on the ship, we want to help. I'm not offended, 00:41:08.739 --> 00:41:15.000 Mia. You're right. My life is a mess. No one 00:41:15.000 --> 00:41:17.639 is saying your life is a mess, Maysha. But it's 00:41:17.639 --> 00:41:23.380 true. My life is a mess, and there is little 00:41:23.380 --> 00:41:28.360 I can do about it. Why do you say that? Currently, 00:41:28.400 --> 00:41:31.420 you are vexed with a treatable case of intoxication. 00:41:32.300 --> 00:41:35.179 Beyond that, the only other obvious problem would 00:41:35.179 --> 00:41:37.900 seem to be a... Self-induced case of depression 00:41:37.900 --> 00:41:43.019 brought on by the alcohol. Wow. Is that what 00:41:43.019 --> 00:41:46.739 you think of my problems? What a lousy counselor 00:41:46.739 --> 00:41:51.780 you turned out to be. I'm glad I never had to 00:41:51.780 --> 00:41:54.980 confide in you. I apologize if what I said offended 00:41:54.980 --> 00:41:57.880 you, Lieutenant. I was raised to honor the way 00:41:57.880 --> 00:42:00.619 of absolute candor. As a ship's counselor, I 00:42:00.619 --> 00:42:03.679 found it serves me well. To put my statement 00:42:03.679 --> 00:42:07.079 in more... Succinct terms. Based on external 00:42:07.079 --> 00:42:09.420 evidence, it is hard for us to know how to offer 00:42:09.420 --> 00:42:12.420 you more than just tacit moral support. Without 00:42:12.420 --> 00:42:14.679 a more in -depth knowledge of the issues which 00:42:14.679 --> 00:42:17.340 perplexes you, our best efforts at help would 00:42:17.340 --> 00:42:22.599 bear no meaningful fruit. You know what? You're 00:42:22.599 --> 00:42:28.699 right, T'vel. I tried all my life to be in control 00:42:28.699 --> 00:42:32.440 and grounded emotionally because that's what 00:42:32.440 --> 00:42:36.829 was expected of me. I've always done what was 00:42:36.829 --> 00:42:39.730 expected of me, and for once in my life I've 00:42:39.730 --> 00:42:42.530 reached a place where I can be happy and fulfilled 00:42:42.530 --> 00:42:46.989 in what I am doing and who I am. I don't care 00:42:46.989 --> 00:42:50.429 if my father thinks I should transfer to a posting 00:42:50.429 --> 00:42:55.309 closer to Earth. He doesn't run my life and can't 00:42:55.309 --> 00:42:58.369 make me transfer if I don't want to. Wait, what? 00:42:59.110 --> 00:43:02.710 What's this about your father? Lieutenant. Are 00:43:02.710 --> 00:43:06.289 you sure you should be talking about this? Why 00:43:06.289 --> 00:43:10.309 should it matter who I tell? I'm tired of secrets. 00:43:10.809 --> 00:43:14.309 I'm tired of not being allowed to have meaningful 00:43:14.309 --> 00:43:17.750 relationships with people who know who I am and 00:43:17.750 --> 00:43:23.630 accept me. Aren't I just one of the group? A 00:43:23.630 --> 00:43:27.570 sister in the struggle. You are all my sisters, 00:43:27.690 --> 00:43:35.880 right? Absolutely. Very well, Lieutenant. Just 00:43:35.880 --> 00:43:38.599 know, once you reveal your secret, there will 00:43:38.599 --> 00:43:42.699 be no going back. It will be out there. Your 00:43:42.699 --> 00:43:46.500 life will change. The consequences of your decision 00:43:46.500 --> 00:43:50.280 will be on your head. Oh, I don't care. My life 00:43:50.280 --> 00:43:54.900 sucks and I need my friends to help me. Would 00:43:54.900 --> 00:44:00.619 you all like to know a secret? Sure. My father 00:44:00.619 --> 00:44:08.639 is... Captain. Captain. Sorry. My father is real. 00:44:09.300 --> 00:44:13.920 Rear. Admiral. Michael Kilgallon. Gallon. Kilgallon. 00:44:15.840 --> 00:44:24.440 What? How is this the first time we are hearing 00:44:24.440 --> 00:44:27.539 about this? The Captain and Commander Ch'rega 00:44:27.539 --> 00:44:37.750 knew. We were under orders not to say anything. 00:44:38.789 --> 00:44:40.710 There's still a chance for you not to go down 00:44:40.710 --> 00:44:43.969 this path, Maysha. This could change things for 00:44:43.969 --> 00:44:48.190 you. And maybe not for the better. Nothing ventured. 00:44:48.329 --> 00:44:51.670 Nothing gained. I want to do this. All my life 00:44:51.670 --> 00:44:54.550 I've been whatever Daddy wanted me to be. I'm 00:44:54.550 --> 00:44:57.230 tired of it. I want to take charge of my own 00:44:57.230 --> 00:45:00.769 life and on my own path. T'vel, could you help 00:45:00.769 --> 00:45:04.980 me? Could you help me be... More of, uh, what 00:45:04.980 --> 00:45:07.639 do you call it? Myself. It would be unethical 00:45:07.639 --> 00:45:09.980 for me to begin a counselor -patient relationship 00:45:09.980 --> 00:45:14.880 with you in your current inebriated state. Starfleet 00:45:14.880 --> 00:45:17.360 Medical requires you to be more cognizant before 00:45:17.360 --> 00:45:20.360 agreeing to psychological treatments. No problem. 00:45:26.980 --> 00:45:30.980 Tony, keep him coming. Hold on, love. First off... 00:45:31.210 --> 00:45:33.389 All you're going to do is feel your bladder. 00:45:33.650 --> 00:45:36.190 And secondly, if you are serious about this, 00:45:36.349 --> 00:45:38.869 I can give you some vitamin injections, which 00:45:38.869 --> 00:45:41.590 should help speed up sobriety. Would that be 00:45:41.590 --> 00:45:45.010 sufficient, Counselor? I believe that would relieve 00:45:45.010 --> 00:45:50.909 the ethical conundrum, Doctor. Oh, yes. I hate 00:45:50.909 --> 00:45:53.690 coffee. Better not let the Captain hear you say 00:45:53.690 --> 00:45:56.449 that. Let me make something perfectly clear to 00:45:56.449 --> 00:45:58.980 you, Lieutenant. My work to assist you with your 00:45:58.980 --> 00:46:02.260 personal issues is not a one -time or temporary 00:46:02.260 --> 00:46:06.260 thing. I believe I can help you, and I will give 00:46:06.260 --> 00:46:09.260 you my best efforts in this matter. It will be 00:46:09.260 --> 00:46:11.519 a long process of hard work and it will take 00:46:11.519 --> 00:46:14.840 time. I need you to be as committed to me and 00:46:14.840 --> 00:46:17.260 this process as I will be to you during this 00:46:17.260 --> 00:46:21.179 time. Is this something to which you are willing 00:46:21.179 --> 00:46:25.329 and able to commit? I am. You may need to come 00:46:25.329 --> 00:46:27.769 in multiple times a week for an indefinite amount 00:46:27.769 --> 00:46:31.010 of time. Is that what you are willing to do? 00:46:31.530 --> 00:46:33.809 I'm in this for the long haul. I'm committed. 00:46:35.110 --> 00:46:38.869 When can we start? We still have time this evening 00:46:38.869 --> 00:46:42.010 if you would like to start now after a brief 00:46:42.010 --> 00:46:48.550 stop in sickbay. Let's do this. Before you go. 00:46:49.199 --> 00:46:52.199 I would like to stress, what you have heard here 00:46:52.199 --> 00:46:55.739 will need to remain a secret. Please, do not 00:46:55.739 --> 00:46:58.260 share it with anyone or put it in your logs. 00:46:58.719 --> 00:47:02.159 Are we clear? Of course, Commander. Yes, sir. 00:47:08.159 --> 00:47:11.380 Well, Traeger, it looks like it's just you and 00:47:11.380 --> 00:47:22.239 me. Actually, Mia, I will need to take a rain 00:47:22.239 --> 00:47:25.519 check. I have something I need to attend to. 00:47:27.800 --> 00:47:51.119 Oh, okay. Hey Tony, do you have anything stronger 00:47:51.119 --> 00:47:55.019 to drink? I take it ladies' night is not going 00:47:55.019 --> 00:48:00.320 as you wanted? Ladies' night isn't going. Who 00:48:00.320 --> 00:48:03.679 am I kidding? I take it you had a group of ladies 00:48:03.679 --> 00:48:06.139 you would hang out with back on the Intrepid? 00:48:06.659 --> 00:48:10.199 Oh my, yes, we were together at least once a 00:48:10.199 --> 00:48:13.599 week. It was great. Did you ladies all start 00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:15.679 hanging out right away when you came on board? 00:48:16.280 --> 00:48:18.900 Well... The group was existing already when I 00:48:18.900 --> 00:48:22.239 came on board. So you didn't start the group? 00:48:22.760 --> 00:48:26.780 No. The first officer who was in place before 00:48:26.780 --> 00:48:29.079 Nick took over was one of the founding members 00:48:29.079 --> 00:48:32.019 before she got command of the USS Ocasio-Cortez. 00:48:33.019 --> 00:48:36.380 I miss those ladies. Let me give you a bit of 00:48:36.380 --> 00:48:39.860 insight, Lieutenant. Many people on this ship 00:48:39.860 --> 00:48:42.519 tend to be as solitary as an oyster. But you 00:48:42.519 --> 00:48:44.760 can't expect overnight to have a group like you 00:48:44.760 --> 00:48:47.519 did on the Intrepid. It's going to take time. 00:48:48.519 --> 00:48:51.579 The fact that you got Commander Ch'rega to join 00:48:51.579 --> 00:48:56.280 is a call of its own, so give it time. It will 00:48:56.280 --> 00:49:00.639 happen. You really think so, Tony? I know so. 00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:04.900 How about one for the road, then? Coming right 00:49:04.900 --> 00:49:25.349 up. You dare show your face? You made things 00:49:25.349 --> 00:49:29.130 perfectly clear the other night. What do you 00:49:29.130 --> 00:49:34.889 care, you mangy petaQ? Your breath smells as 00:49:34.889 --> 00:49:38.090 bad as your fur. Prepare to defend yourself. 00:49:40.070 --> 00:50:00.679 Computer, bat lift. You had better be initiating 00:50:00.679 --> 00:50:03.559 a mating ritual or I will see to it that you 00:50:03.559 --> 00:50:05.679 are brought up on charges for striking a superior 00:50:05.679 --> 00:50:12.119 officer. Would it really matter? You have made 00:50:12.119 --> 00:50:15.360 your feelings known. Then you need to learn where 00:50:15.360 --> 00:50:35.190 your place is. Just about do it, love. How do 00:50:35.190 --> 00:50:42.409 you feel? Not as brain fussy as before. I'd say 00:50:42.409 --> 00:50:48.070 about 80%. I should be okay. That's good. When 00:50:48.070 --> 00:50:50.230 you two get done talking, I want you to get some 00:50:50.230 --> 00:50:54.349 rack time. Yes, Doctor. Sounds like everything 00:50:54.349 --> 00:51:00.469 is good to go. If she's at 80%. I'd say she's 00:51:00.469 --> 00:51:03.639 competent to consent to treatment. What? Do you 00:51:03.639 --> 00:51:06.320 say, Maysha? Are you willing to put in the kind 00:51:06.320 --> 00:51:08.599 of work needed to get to the bottom of your issues? 00:51:09.840 --> 00:51:14.139 Yes. I want to know where all these feelings 00:51:14.139 --> 00:51:17.559 and emotions are coming from. That sounds sincere 00:51:17.559 --> 00:51:23.559 enough to me. I concur. Thank you, Doctor. Come 00:51:23.559 --> 00:51:37.170 with me, Maysha. Thank you, Dr. Flint. Well, that 00:51:37.170 --> 00:51:39.909 nearly rivaled the stories of Kahless and Lukara. 00:51:40.630 --> 00:51:46.909 You have done well, Commander. So this is a joke 00:51:46.909 --> 00:51:53.110 to you? No, it's not. Of all the individuals 00:51:53.110 --> 00:51:55.809 on this ship, you are the only one I was willing 00:51:55.809 --> 00:52:00.710 to give my heart to. I am well aware of that, 00:52:00.769 --> 00:52:09.119 but you changed things. What are you saying? 00:52:16.119 --> 00:52:31.980 Yes. He does seem to be a bit of a boy scout. 00:52:33.719 --> 00:52:42.900 Agreed. Then perhaps we should not see each other 00:52:42.900 --> 00:52:45.539 anymore, since I am now your superior officer. 00:52:47.599 --> 00:52:51.320 You have always been my superior. Your passion 00:52:51.320 --> 00:52:54.940 is the dagger which has pierced my soul. You 00:52:54.940 --> 00:53:00.179 speak like a poet. This is what you do to me. 00:53:07.900 --> 00:53:11.480 We could always formalize our bonding. I'm sure 00:53:11.480 --> 00:53:13.500 the captain would not deny it if we requested 00:53:13.500 --> 00:53:18.599 it. You know that is not an option either. We've 00:53:18.599 --> 00:53:22.159 spoken of this before. You would let your sense 00:53:22.159 --> 00:53:27.099 of obligation come between us. Don't talk to 00:53:27.099 --> 00:53:30.650 me like that. You know it's not an obligation 00:53:30.650 --> 00:53:35.969 I relish. Or is it one I desire? But you have 00:53:35.969 --> 00:53:38.449 no problem putting it ahead of the one thing 00:53:38.449 --> 00:53:43.889 you do desire. Or the one person. I am not some 00:53:43.889 --> 00:53:49.269 foolish maiden with stars in her eyes. You will 00:53:49.269 --> 00:53:54.090 always have my heart. As long as I don't interfere 00:53:54.090 --> 00:53:58.400 with your birthright. Just because it was easy 00:53:58.400 --> 00:54:00.719 for you to forsake any allegiance to a house 00:54:00.719 --> 00:54:05.679 doesn't mean we're all like you. I am supposed 00:54:05.679 --> 00:54:08.860 to be leader of my family's house one day. Don't 00:54:08.860 --> 00:54:10.920 think for a minute I want to put that ahead of 00:54:10.920 --> 00:54:15.579 you. The fire in my soul burns there because 00:54:15.579 --> 00:54:22.800 of you. Well then, if this is to be our last 00:54:22.800 --> 00:54:26.199 night, let it be a night worthy of a whole... 00:54:51.760 --> 00:54:55.719 Welcome to my home slash office lieutenant Let 00:54:55.719 --> 00:54:57.219 me just slip into something more comfortable. 00:54:58.300 --> 00:55:02.920 Yeah, I'm really sorry about that. I've never 00:55:02.920 --> 00:55:05.860 thrown up like that before. It's quite alright, 00:55:06.019 --> 00:55:09.440 Lieutenant. Easily remedied. Feel free to look 00:55:09.440 --> 00:55:20.139 around and make yourself comfortable. Oh. Wow, 00:55:20.280 --> 00:55:25.170 this is really interesting. What is that? Your 00:55:25.170 --> 00:55:28.789 weapon collection? I guess I never would have 00:55:28.789 --> 00:55:31.710 pictured you as a sword collector. I know the 00:55:31.710 --> 00:55:34.989 Lirpa is Vulcan, but I wasn't aware that swords 00:55:34.989 --> 00:55:38.849 were part of Vulcan culture. They are not. That 00:55:38.849 --> 00:55:44.750 is a Romulan sword. Really? Romulan? You collect 00:55:44.750 --> 00:55:48.090 Romulan weapons too? In a manner of speaking. 00:55:48.530 --> 00:55:51.909 My mother was a member of the Quwat Milat. Had 00:55:51.909 --> 00:55:55.309 I chosen to follow her path? This would have 00:55:55.309 --> 00:55:58.670 been my sword. Instead, she gifted it to me on 00:55:58.670 --> 00:56:03.989 the day I graduated from the Academy. Shall we 00:56:03.989 --> 00:56:11.590 take a seat and get started? So you are full 00:56:11.590 --> 00:56:15.690 Romulan? My mother is, but my father is full 00:56:15.690 --> 00:56:19.710 Vulcan. He is a Kolinahr Master. How do you identify 00:56:19.710 --> 00:56:23.570 when you're equal parts of the two? Vulcan or 00:56:23.570 --> 00:56:26.670 Romulan? Actually, there is a growing movement 00:56:26.670 --> 00:56:28.909 on Vulcan who feel the planet belongs to both 00:56:28.909 --> 00:56:32.210 groups now, and should not be named after either 00:56:32.210 --> 00:56:35.030 group. They have started to refer to themselves 00:56:35.030 --> 00:56:38.949 as the Children of Ni'Var. That's pretty. Does 00:56:38.949 --> 00:56:41.769 it have any significant meaning? Ni'Var is the 00:56:41.769 --> 00:56:44.530 Vulcan phrase which means two forms. It refers 00:56:44.530 --> 00:56:47.610 to two sides of Vulcan's culture, Vulcan and 00:56:47.610 --> 00:56:53.659 Romulan. Shall we begin? Sure. Where do we start? 00:56:54.239 --> 00:56:57.179 First, I need you to know I'm going to record 00:56:57.179 --> 00:56:59.659 our session so I can refer back to it later for 00:56:59.659 --> 00:57:03.500 my report. You're the boss counselor? Computer. 00:57:04.099 --> 00:57:07.119 Begin recording the session. Save it to my professional 00:57:07.119 --> 00:57:13.400 files. Voice print to T'vel Tau Kappa 3584. Okay. 00:57:14.039 --> 00:57:17.179 Let's begin, shall we? Please state your full 00:57:17.179 --> 00:57:19.880 name, rank, and current assignment for the record. 00:57:20.590 --> 00:57:25.570 My name is Maysha Baker, Lieutenant, and I'm currently 00:57:25.570 --> 00:57:29.409 the chief engineer's assistant on the USS Resilience. 00:57:29.829 --> 00:57:34.150 All right, great. First, let me say, for this 00:57:34.150 --> 00:57:37.030 to work, you need to be devoted to the ideals 00:57:37.030 --> 00:57:40.449 of absolute candor in this space. I will be candid 00:57:40.449 --> 00:57:43.210 with you, and I expect the same thing in return. 00:57:43.989 --> 00:57:47.250 Second, like I said earlier, this is not going 00:57:47.250 --> 00:57:51.110 to be a quick fix. If you want results. You're 00:57:51.110 --> 00:57:53.710 going to have to put in the work. There is no 00:57:53.710 --> 00:57:56.829 mind melding, and now everything in your life 00:57:56.829 --> 00:58:01.550 is perfect. This is to say, mind melds are not 00:58:01.550 --> 00:58:03.969 out of the question, but they will not be our 00:58:03.969 --> 00:58:07.090 primary way of working through this. You are 00:58:07.090 --> 00:58:10.849 going to have to put in the work. Okay. What 00:58:10.849 --> 00:58:14.070 would you like to know? Why don't you tell me 00:58:14.070 --> 00:58:17.010 about your parents? Where were you born? And 00:58:17.010 --> 00:58:19.480 how did you end up with... The Kilgallon family. 00:58:19.840 --> 00:58:24.760 I was born on Orion. My parents were both killed 00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:27.699 when I was little in a shuttle crash while they 00:58:27.699 --> 00:58:31.079 were serving on the Maelstrom. After my parents 00:58:31.079 --> 00:58:35.199 died, the Kilgallons took me in and raised me 00:58:35.199 --> 00:58:38.760 as their own. Interesting. You said your parents 00:58:38.760 --> 00:58:42.699 died and the Kilgallons raised you. What do 00:58:42.699 --> 00:58:46.239 you remember of your parents? Honestly, I don't 00:58:46.239 --> 00:58:49.820 have many memories. It seems like they were there 00:58:49.820 --> 00:58:54.119 and then one day they were gone. I wish I had 00:58:54.119 --> 00:58:56.760 more memories of them. How old were you at the 00:58:56.760 --> 00:59:02.199 time? I believe I was four years old. Did you 00:59:02.199 --> 00:59:04.579 receive any counselling when your parents died? 00:59:05.039 --> 00:59:09.980 Not really. At least, not from the ship's counsellor. 00:59:10.539 --> 00:59:13.739 I remember having a lot of mind -meld sessions 00:59:13.739 --> 00:59:18.739 with Strahan. Really? At four years old? How 00:59:18.739 --> 00:59:21.400 often did you and Straan have mind meld sessions? 00:59:22.420 --> 00:59:25.340 Usually once a week after I went through puberty. 00:59:25.739 --> 00:59:29.519 The mind melds were helping to suppress my Orion 00:59:29.519 --> 00:59:34.079 pheromones from manifesting themselves and causing 00:59:34.079 --> 00:59:39.980 problems. That is not how mind meld works. Pheromones 00:59:39.980 --> 00:59:43.519 are a genetic function. Mind melds can help with 00:59:43.519 --> 00:59:46.769 controlling emotions, but they... Cannot do anything 00:59:46.769 --> 00:59:50.750 about genetics. Are you sure? My father was a 00:59:50.750 --> 00:59:53.530 colonel master. His training helped him suppress 00:59:53.530 --> 00:59:56.530 his emotions. But it did nothing to help with 00:59:56.530 --> 00:59:59.369 his Bendy syndrome. Bendy is a genetic issue. 00:59:59.849 --> 01:00:03.349 Mind melds could do nothing to stop it. I'm so 01:00:03.349 --> 01:00:08.769 sorry. It is fine. He had a long and productive 01:00:08.769 --> 01:00:12.429 life. What is the first thing you remember? How 01:00:12.429 --> 01:00:16.670 far back do your memories go? I'm not exactly 01:00:16.670 --> 01:00:19.489 sure. Probably coming home to the Kilgallons. 01:00:20.170 --> 01:00:23.510 Maybe vague flashes of a couple who might be 01:00:23.510 --> 01:00:26.969 my parents. I can't really tell who they are. 01:00:27.309 --> 01:00:31.570 And why is that? This is going to sound strange, 01:00:31.710 --> 01:00:35.289 but they don't have faces. It's kind of freaky. 01:00:35.789 --> 01:00:38.469 When I see them in my dreams or memories, they 01:00:38.469 --> 01:00:43.050 don't have faces. Are the memories good? Not 01:00:43.050 --> 01:00:47.059 really. I was four when my parents died, so I 01:00:47.059 --> 01:00:49.599 should have some memories of them, but I don't 01:00:49.599 --> 01:00:51.820 even remember my parents telling me they loved 01:00:51.820 --> 01:00:55.360 me. And that really makes a person feel disconnected. 01:00:56.099 --> 01:01:00.320 It certainly can. It is the foundation of all 01:01:00.320 --> 01:01:03.500 of the relationships in our lives. Does this 01:01:03.500 --> 01:01:06.139 feeling of disconnectedness extend to other people 01:01:06.139 --> 01:01:12.699 in your life? Do you feel isolated? In all... 01:01:12.960 --> 01:01:15.380 Honesty sitting with you and the rest of the 01:01:15.380 --> 01:01:18.760 girls at Tony's felt like the closest friends 01:01:18.760 --> 01:01:22.619 I've had in years. I think part of it might have 01:01:22.619 --> 01:01:25.760 been because of Commander Straan. He discouraged 01:01:25.760 --> 01:01:29.019 me from expanding my circle to include others. 01:01:29.460 --> 01:01:33.340 I know the two of you were very close, but even 01:01:33.340 --> 01:01:38.739 for a Vulcan, he was not warm and inviting. Yeah, 01:01:38.780 --> 01:01:41.980 and I know you two did not get off to a good 01:01:41.980 --> 01:01:45.800 start. With me, he was sort of like a second 01:01:45.800 --> 01:01:49.920 father, and definitely a mentor. He was there 01:01:49.920 --> 01:01:53.739 to guide me, and he sacrificed to help me succeed. 01:01:54.500 --> 01:01:58.280 Interesting. How would you say he sacrificed 01:01:58.280 --> 01:02:02.599 so you could succeed? I don't know. I don't know 01:02:02.599 --> 01:02:05.639 where I could have gotten that idea. He and I 01:02:05.639 --> 01:02:08.880 have been on this ship for the last five years 01:02:08.880 --> 01:02:12.179 together. And I've been his right hand the whole 01:02:12.179 --> 01:02:16.320 time. There were a few times when people would 01:02:16.320 --> 01:02:19.840 comment as if I were getting special treatment. 01:02:21.159 --> 01:02:24.079 But I wasn't. We will figure this out, Maysha. 01:02:24.679 --> 01:02:28.480 I think we can get to the bottom of this. I am 01:02:28.480 --> 01:02:30.539 thinking we might want to start to do a mind 01:02:30.539 --> 01:02:33.039 meld. It sounds like you are having some blockages 01:02:33.039 --> 01:02:37.139 in your memories. We will need to tear them down 01:02:37.139 --> 01:02:41.380 so you can come to terms with your past. If you 01:02:41.380 --> 01:02:44.739 think it's best. I know you have done this before. 01:02:45.440 --> 01:02:49.659 But I want you to really relax and let the outside 01:02:49.659 --> 01:02:53.559 world fade away. The only thing you need to focus 01:02:53.559 --> 01:02:58.340 on is the sound of my voice. I will do all the 01:02:58.340 --> 01:03:02.300 work. I do not want you to try and help me. Why 01:03:02.300 --> 01:03:05.820 not? Given how mind melts were used in your past, 01:03:06.099 --> 01:03:09.260 you may inadvertently lead my probing to a place 01:03:09.260 --> 01:03:11.789 where we will not... find the answers we need 01:03:11.789 --> 01:03:20.429 okay that makes sense close your eyes let the 01:03:20.429 --> 01:03:28.110 calmness wash over you relax your breathing and 01:03:28.110 --> 01:03:32.630 focus as i gently place my hand on your face 01:03:32.630 --> 01:03:41.090 oh are you okay yes i just I haven't felt a tingle 01:03:41.090 --> 01:03:44.809 from a mind meld for a long time. Alright, quiet 01:03:44.809 --> 01:03:51.750 please. Sorry. My mind to your mind. My thoughts 01:03:51.750 --> 01:03:58.349 to your thoughts. Our thoughts are joining. Our 01:03:58.349 --> 01:04:10.059 thoughts are one. May. The Kilgallons call you 01:04:10.059 --> 01:04:19.739 Mae. Except for the Admiral. You were his little 01:04:19.739 --> 01:04:26.619 leprechaun. Let us go back to see your earliest 01:04:26.619 --> 01:04:37.659 memories. I'm feeling some resistance. Like there 01:04:37.659 --> 01:04:41.440 is a chord. Pulling me away from the truth. I'm 01:04:41.440 --> 01:04:45.980 not resisting. Yes, I can sense that. Please 01:04:45.980 --> 01:04:56.920 relax. Fascinating. Your earliest memories are 01:04:56.920 --> 01:05:00.219 just as you described them. But after a certain 01:05:00.219 --> 01:05:04.079 point, they are normal and not disjointed. Even 01:05:04.079 --> 01:05:06.920 stranger, though. There's a period where you're... 01:05:07.239 --> 01:05:12.840 No memories? That does not seem right. Should 01:05:12.840 --> 01:05:18.099 I be concerned? I would not be concerned at this 01:05:18.099 --> 01:05:21.340 point. We are still early enough in the process 01:05:21.340 --> 01:05:29.139 where we may be able to recover them. Well, there 01:05:29.139 --> 01:05:32.760 is a familiar face. Maybe they have the answers 01:05:32.760 --> 01:05:35.739 we need to find the key. What was he doing there? 01:05:36.480 --> 01:05:39.960 I didn't know him back then. What are we going 01:05:39.960 --> 01:05:43.260 to do? There is only one thing we can do, Lieutenant. 01:05:44.380 --> 01:06:06.159 We need to see the captain. A guest for this 01:06:06.159 --> 01:06:09.940 episode in order of appearance. Mark Hanson as 01:06:09.940 --> 01:06:14.099 Admiral Michael Kilgallon. Jeff Welch as Captain 01:06:14.099 --> 01:06:18.340 Nick Moore. Melody Gibson as Lieutenant Maysha. 01:06:19.699 --> 01:06:24.820 Patty Knox as Commander Ch'rega Doth. Mark Douglas 01:06:24.820 --> 01:06:28.900 S. as Lieutenant Commander Prow Vek. Clayton 01:06:28.900 --> 01:06:33.619 Warden as Lieutenant Gazig. Mira Fay as Lieutenant 01:06:33.619 --> 01:06:39.820 Mia Colt. Gareth Bowley as Tony. Faye Holliday 01:06:39.820 --> 01:06:44.420 as Dr. Elizabeth Phillips. 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