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Don't you skip this part. He sealed the tomb

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and walked away, not knowing. The room is quieter

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than usual. Like even the walls know what day

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it is. Good Friday doesn't rush in, it settles.

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Slow and heavy, like a storm that's already decided

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to stay a while. Cross stands at the center,

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not as decoration, as witness. Candles burn a

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little lower. Voices come in softer. We don't

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gather to celebrate, not yet. No, we gather to

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remember. To sit with the weight of it. To let

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the silence say what words can't quite carry.

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This is the day the world held its breath. And

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heaven did not intervene the way we thought it

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would. Now this is a extra episode here. We don't

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normally have an episode on Fridays, but it's

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Good Friday. This is our Good Friday observance.

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A little something extra, a little extra moment

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carved out in the week. We shared a simple lunch

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beforehand, potato and leek soup. Then we made

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our way upstairs into the sanctuary, carrying

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the quiet with us. I'll see you on the other

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side. Thank you for coming. Let us begin with

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an attitude prayer. Holy God, we gather now to

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remember the one who's wounded for our transgressions,

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crushed for our iniquities. And upon him was

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the punishment that made us whole. By his bruises

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we are healed. Christ himself bore our sins in

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the body on that tree. We might die to sin. and

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live in righteousness. Amen. But I want to put

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you back into the sandals of the Galilean pilgrim

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because being Good Friday, you woke up outside

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the walls of Jerusalem this morning. Same place

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you've been sleeping all week. Bedroll on hard

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ground, campfire, smoke still in your clothes,

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the taste of flatbread and somebody's leftover

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wine from last night. Five days ago, you laid

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your cloak on a road and shouted yourself hoarse

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for a man on a borrowed donkey. You meant every

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word of it, and you are still glowing from Bethany.

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Dead man, walk out of a tomb, and nobody has

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talked you out of that yet. Sun clears the Mount

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of Olives, and you break camp, and you walk through

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the gates. Into that holy city. And immediately

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you notice. Something is wrong. Streets don't

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sound right. Not festival noise. Something harder.

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Something with an edge on it. You push through

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a knot of people. Near the praetorium. And you

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see him. Carrying wood. Your rabbi. Your teacher.

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The man whose feet you watched walk on water,

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stumbling streets, the Roman crossbeam tied to

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his back and blood in his eyes. Nothing, nothing

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in your body was prepared for this. Because five

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days ago, the road was covered with cloaks. The

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air was filled with hosannas. Nobody told you

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what was coming next because you were sleeping

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outside the walls when it happened. The decision

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was made before you ever sang. John says so.

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After Lazarus, Caiaphas looked at the council

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and said it plain. It is better for one man to

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die for the people. That That was before Palm

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Sunday. Before the donkey. Before you laid your

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cloak on anything. You were shouting Hosanna

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on a road while the paperwork was already filled.

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In a room you were never allowed to enter. Two

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cities inside of one city. Yours moved in daylight.

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Singing. Following. Celebrating. Believing. Theirs

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moved at night. Judas, the silver, the kiss.

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The arrest in the garden while you were asleep.

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Trial held before dawn. A crowd assembled at

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Pilate's gate. For your camp ever stirred. Not

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gathered. Assembled. Temple people. Institutional

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people. People out of state. And the system survived.

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People who waved palms did not scream for Barabbas.

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You need to know that. The ones who loved him

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on Sunday did not stop loving him on Friday.

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They were just outside the walls. They didn't

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even know what had happened. Until the cross

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was already out. And I told you on Palm Sunday,

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I'd show you what happened while you were sleeping.

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And now you know. Church, I said this last night.

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Through this entire season of Lent, we have been

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walking. Sandals off, the Barney Bush bread we

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couldn't name. A serpent. on a pole that looked

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exactly like the thing that was killing us. A

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man who set his face towards a city that would

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cost him everything. A tomb unexpectedly opened.

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A road covered in cloaks. An upper room. Somebody

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knelt at our feet, broke bread with us, and said,

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remember me. Now here, The hill, the wood, the

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noise thinning crowd going home. It's over. Well,

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almost everyone has gone home. Friends, attune

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your ears to the reading of Holy Scripture. Our

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portion this afternoon comes to us according

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to the Gospel account of John Mark. Chapter 15,

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beginning verse 42. When evening had now come,

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because it was preparation day, that is, the

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day before the Sabbath, Joseph of Arimathea,

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a prominent council member, who also himself

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was looking for God's kingdom, came. He boldly

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went to Pilate and asked for Jesus' body. Pilate

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marveled. He were already dead and summoned the

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centurion. He asked him whether he'd been long

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dead. He found out from the centurion he granted

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the body to Joseph. He bought a linen cloth and

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taking him down, wound him in the linen cloth,

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laid him in a tomb which had been cut out of

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rock. He rolled a stone against the door of the

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tomb and thus ends. Reading of the word this

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afternoon. One man hadn't gone home. A Sanhedrin

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member. He sat in the room when the vote happened.

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Luke tells you, carefully, specifically, Joseph

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did not consent. cast his no into a room that

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had already decided, and the room just kept on

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moving. The institution got what it had came

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for. The soldiers are finishing. Pilgrims are

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wandering the streets trying to make sense as

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to what they have woke up to. And Joseph is still

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looking. You know what kept him there? I think

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you do. You may not have words for it, but your

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chest knows. You stood somewhere you should have

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left. Not because you were brave, because something

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in you wouldn't let your feet move. Something

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heavier than courage. Something that felt less

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like conviction and more like recognition. Like

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you're looking at something you've been carrying

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around for a long time and you are finally, maybe

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for the first time, being able to see it from

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the outside. Joseph had spent 30 years inside

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of a story about God. A God that needs protecting.

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Because holiness needs walls. Access to the Almighty

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runs through proper channels. Proper credentials.

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Proper men in the proper seats. And when somebody

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out of the blue shows up saying God eats with

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sinners and touches lepers and lets the wrong

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people touch the hem of his garment, when the

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bread of heaven shows up and doesn't come through

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your system, well, you know what the system does.

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It's on the wood right now. Cross isn't a corruption

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of an institution. It's the institution's finest

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product, followed to the end of its own road.

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And Joseph is looking at it. Something's been

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stirring in his chest for 50 years, a song he

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learned before. He knew he was learning it. A

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verse from a prophet who saw this coming seven

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centuries earlier. Something is rising like groundwater

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nobody pumped for. Because the man who spent

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all these years staying quiet inside that building

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helped build crosses just like this. Watching

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the building's best. die on a Roman wooden cross.

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And for some reason, Joseph now can't unsee it.

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And maybe you know what that's like. You've been

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inside of something, a system, a story, a version

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of God somebody handed to you when you were a

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child. And one day, you looked at what it produced,

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and it didn't fit the God you'd actually met.

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And you couldn't go back. Not because you decided

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not to, because your eyes wouldn't let you. In

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the wilderness, Israel died because they believed

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lies about God and refused to look at the truth

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lifted right up in front of them. In Jerusalem,

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the same lie took flesh. and we nailed it to

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a cross. And one man, standing there with everything

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to lose, looked at what we had all done, and

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maybe for the first time in his life, refused

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to live like that lie was the truth. Mark says

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he boldly went to Pilate. The Greek word is tomosos,

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he dared. Not the language of a man settling

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accounts. That's a man whose body started moving

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before his theology had finished catching up

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with him. He bought linen. He took the body down

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with his own hands. He wound it in cloth and

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he laid it in his family's tomb. The place carved

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for his own bones. The place. That said in limestone

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what his mouth hadn't learned to say yet. You

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are mine. And Joseph didn't know what resurrection

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meant yet. But he knew enough to stop calling

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death the truth. You look at Friday night. We

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always have. And all we see is dark. No. But

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you've tended a fire before. You know not to

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trust the gray ash. You get down on your knees.

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You blow soft, not hard. Hard kills it. Soft.

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The way you whisper to something you're not sure

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is still alive, but you're not willing to walk

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away from it just yet. And if there's a coal

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under there, just one buried in the ash, glowing

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so faintly, you've got to put your face close

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to feel the heat. Then the fire wasn't out. It's

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just waiting for someone to get low enough. And

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Joseph got low on his knees. Wrapped a body close

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enough to the ash. Feel the heat on its face.

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And friend, you can't have shade without the

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sun. Shade and darkness feel the same on your

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skin. But shade has edges. Shade has a shape.

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Follow those edges back and they'll point you

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to a light that never went out. Joseph's act.

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The linen, the tomb, the body laid in a rich

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man's grave, that's shade on the ground of Good

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Friday. And the edges actually point to a light

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still shining when every eye in that holy city

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says otherwise. The light shines into the darkness,

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and the darkness hasn't overcome it. Not even

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on Friday night. So, if you're sitting here without

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certainty, if resurrection sounds more like doctrine

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than a dawn, but something in you, something

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you can't name and can't quite kill won't let

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you call this the last word, friends, you are

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exactly in right company. So, Joseph rolls the

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limestone against rock. That's the last sound

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you get this afternoon. He stands there just

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for a moment. Two sealed Saturday ahead of him

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like a field with no fence. He doesn't know what

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morning looks like. He doesn't know if the bread

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will be on the ground when the sun comes up.

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But he does know he's done calling death the

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truth. He walks home in the twilight, carrying

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the smallest, most possible number of a fire

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that will not go out. I'm not taking you to Sunday

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this afternoon, but it's coming. Not yet. Go

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in silence. Carry what you carry. And come back

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Sunday morning. We'll see what the morning knows

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that the night didn't quite. Amen? Amen. If you've

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made it this far, just sit with it one moment

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longer. No rush. No need to tie it up clean.

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This is the day that asks you to stay. If this

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found you where you are, somewhere between hope

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and silence, let that be enough. And if you want

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to walk with us through the rest of the story,

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you're always welcome here. Like, subscribe,

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come back. Not out of obligation, just to keep

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the porch light on. We'll be here when Sunday

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comes. Be blessed.
