WEBVTT 00:00:00.270 --> 00:00:03.930 This podcast contains explicit adult content 00:00:03.930 --> 00:00:07.750 mature themes and candid conversations about 00:00:07.750 --> 00:00:12.109 sex dominance power exchange and ethical non 00:00:12.109 --> 00:00:16.010 -monogamy It is intended for audiences 18 and 00:00:16.010 --> 00:00:20.649 over only listener discretion is advised The 00:00:20.649 --> 00:00:23.250 views expressed by our guests are theirs alone 00:00:23.250 --> 00:00:26.989 and do not necessarily reflect the views or values 00:00:26.989 --> 00:00:30.320 of the hosts producers, or affiliated brands. 00:00:30.980 --> 00:00:34.179 The Bull Brotherhood podcast is for educational, 00:00:34.420 --> 00:00:37.119 entertainment, and empowerment purposes only. 00:00:37.520 --> 00:00:39.960 Nothing in this podcast should be interpreted 00:00:39.960 --> 00:00:44.659 as legal advice, medical guidance, or psychological 00:00:44.659 --> 00:00:48.359 counseling. We speak from experience, not credentials. 00:00:48.939 --> 00:00:52.159 Always practice consent, respect the boundaries 00:00:52.159 --> 00:00:55.780 of others, and follow local laws. If you're not 00:00:55.780 --> 00:00:59.240 comfortable with Frank talk about sex, kink dominance 00:00:59.240 --> 00:01:02.679 or emotional power this probably isn't the show 00:01:02.679 --> 00:01:05.400 for you but if you're ready to step into your 00:01:05.400 --> 00:01:08.680 masculine edge and embrace a lifestyle that demands 00:01:08.680 --> 00:01:14.700 mastery welcome to the brotherhood welcome to 00:01:14.700 --> 00:01:17.780 the bull brotherhood podcast where we talk power 00:01:17.780 --> 00:01:20.900 pleasure and the art of dominance and ethical 00:01:20.900 --> 00:01:23.680 non -monogamy this is not your average lifestyle 00:01:23.680 --> 00:01:27.700 podcast this is for men who lead men who master 00:01:28.359 --> 00:01:31.359 and men who leave a lasting impression. If you're 00:01:31.359 --> 00:01:34.379 here, you're not just curious. You're ready to 00:01:34.379 --> 00:01:38.239 elevate. So to all the bulls, hot wives, stags, 00:01:38.340 --> 00:01:42.079 and open -minded explorers, we see you. Let's 00:01:42.079 --> 00:01:46.000 go. Good evening, ladies and gentlemen, and thank 00:01:46.000 --> 00:01:48.319 you for tuning in to another informative episode 00:01:48.319 --> 00:01:51.780 of the Bull Brotherhood podcast. I'm the Sigma 00:01:51.780 --> 00:01:54.400 male himself, Brian Morgan, along with my podcast 00:01:54.400 --> 00:01:58.370 family, the Seductive Siren. Partner in crime, 00:01:58.409 --> 00:02:02.209 her husband. And her partner in crime, her husband, 00:02:02.290 --> 00:02:04.489 the philosopher himself, Socrates. How y 'all 00:02:04.489 --> 00:02:07.790 doing tonight? Excellent. How are you? What's 00:02:07.790 --> 00:02:11.250 good, Uncle? What's good? Outstanding. Outstanding. 00:02:11.330 --> 00:02:13.710 Outstanding. Also, ladies and gentlemen, we have 00:02:13.710 --> 00:02:19.909 two people with us tonight who are just very, 00:02:19.969 --> 00:02:21.509 very special to me. They hold a special place 00:02:21.509 --> 00:02:24.949 among us. They are truly my family, and I love 00:02:24.949 --> 00:02:27.750 them very much. Please welcome my baby girl and 00:02:27.750 --> 00:02:33.250 my girlfriend, Lindsay. Say hello. Hello. And 00:02:33.250 --> 00:02:37.129 her husband, Nate. And partner in crime. And 00:02:37.129 --> 00:02:40.750 my friend, Big Phil. What's up? Lee, how you 00:02:40.750 --> 00:02:45.289 doing? Doing good, baby. Doing good. Tonight, 00:02:45.469 --> 00:02:47.270 ladies and gentlemen, the topic of the evening 00:02:47.270 --> 00:02:51.189 is going to be something that's here again near 00:02:51.189 --> 00:02:54.030 and dear to me because I think a lot of people 00:02:54.030 --> 00:02:56.590 are like... Chiming in to the fact that I say 00:02:56.590 --> 00:03:00.770 claim, train, and own, I think they're taking 00:03:00.770 --> 00:03:04.710 it the wrong way. When I say claim, train, and 00:03:04.710 --> 00:03:07.710 own a couple, I mean that the couple is getting 00:03:07.710 --> 00:03:10.969 the bull experience, the whole bull experience. 00:03:11.430 --> 00:03:15.629 This has nothing to do with sex or the physical. 00:03:16.210 --> 00:03:19.490 Sex is actually something that's secondary in 00:03:19.490 --> 00:03:24.419 this process. A true bull is like a master of, 00:03:24.479 --> 00:03:28.259 he's a master of skill, respect. He knows how 00:03:28.259 --> 00:03:32.219 to be patient and sensitive. And what this does 00:03:32.219 --> 00:03:36.639 is it brings me closer to my couple, okay? And 00:03:36.639 --> 00:03:39.419 I'm so glad that I have Phillip and Lindsey up 00:03:39.419 --> 00:03:41.699 here because they can actually tell you how we 00:03:41.699 --> 00:03:44.659 have incorporated that saying of claim, train, 00:03:44.800 --> 00:03:52.250 and own to our relationship tonight. I guess 00:03:52.250 --> 00:03:54.849 we'll start it off, you know, as kind of like 00:03:54.849 --> 00:03:57.830 telling our story. What do you think about that 00:03:57.830 --> 00:03:59.810 Socrates and Siren? Do you want to hear that 00:03:59.810 --> 00:04:03.469 and see how that claim training goes into that? 00:04:03.590 --> 00:04:06.569 I'm very intrigued, especially by the part that 00:04:06.569 --> 00:04:08.909 people are confused about. So I'm excited to 00:04:08.909 --> 00:04:17.529 hear. Okay. Well, and ladies and gentlemen, you're 00:04:17.529 --> 00:04:19.529 going to hear Phillip and Lindsay just kind of 00:04:19.529 --> 00:04:22.000 chime in. you know, really when they want to. 00:04:22.300 --> 00:04:25.199 They're not like, you know, breaking in, breaking 00:04:25.199 --> 00:04:27.319 into what I'm saying. But I do want them, though, 00:04:27.379 --> 00:04:30.519 to really tell their story. And I guess I'll 00:04:30.519 --> 00:04:33.379 let Lindsay start it off if she wants to, because 00:04:33.379 --> 00:04:36.600 she's the one that reached out to me first. So 00:04:36.600 --> 00:04:40.779 go ahead, baby girl. Well, I figured that Philip 00:04:40.779 --> 00:04:43.939 would kind of tell the story about how we kind 00:04:43.939 --> 00:04:47.920 of jumped into the lifestyle and we started out. 00:04:49.319 --> 00:04:53.139 Where we've transitioned and evolved into. Go 00:04:53.139 --> 00:04:57.620 right ahead. Go right ahead. Well, I guess how 00:04:57.620 --> 00:05:01.860 we started off was, you know, we had been married 00:05:01.860 --> 00:05:05.920 20 years, I think, at that point. And, you know, 00:05:05.920 --> 00:05:07.980 we were in a lull. We were, you know, typical 00:05:07.980 --> 00:05:11.519 couples that, you know, you have the kids and 00:05:11.519 --> 00:05:17.019 you're comfortable in life. We were neglecting 00:05:17.019 --> 00:05:21.110 each other, I guess. in the bedroom back and 00:05:21.110 --> 00:05:28.750 forth and then well I don't want to like throw 00:05:28.750 --> 00:05:33.709 you under the bus or anything but I kind of found 00:05:33.709 --> 00:05:36.410 out that she was messaging a guy that she worked 00:05:36.410 --> 00:05:39.889 with and at the beginning you know I had all 00:05:39.889 --> 00:05:41.850 the different kinds of emotions of course I was 00:05:41.850 --> 00:05:45.209 upset and then but at the same time I always 00:05:45.209 --> 00:05:48.680 had this fantasy of her being with a black guy 00:05:48.680 --> 00:05:52.579 right so you know in all the years leading up 00:05:52.579 --> 00:05:55.620 to this i'd always watch like bbc porn and hot 00:05:55.620 --> 00:05:58.079 wife porn and things like that and i was like 00:05:58.079 --> 00:06:01.120 man this is pretty freaking hot so found out 00:06:01.120 --> 00:06:05.980 who she was talking to and we i knew him because 00:06:05.980 --> 00:06:09.240 we had met at a function a work function so i 00:06:09.240 --> 00:06:14.720 met him and his wife and she's a mexican right 00:06:15.439 --> 00:06:20.240 He's 6 '3", black guy, you know, muscles, former 00:06:20.240 --> 00:06:25.399 military. So we got along great. Just what she 00:06:25.399 --> 00:06:31.120 likes. Just what she likes. It fits her profile. 00:06:31.339 --> 00:06:36.519 Sounds like someone we know. Yeah, that's pretty 00:06:36.519 --> 00:06:43.800 much online with it. So she was not very technology 00:06:43.800 --> 00:06:49.230 savvy. So she was messaging on Facebook back 00:06:49.230 --> 00:06:52.389 and forth. And I had, you know, I had her log 00:06:52.389 --> 00:06:54.189 in. So I was just watching them message back 00:06:54.189 --> 00:06:58.149 and forth for like two months. So, you know, 00:06:58.189 --> 00:07:01.410 I say I'm upset, but then I'm not because I think 00:07:01.410 --> 00:07:03.310 it's pretty freaking hot. You know, they're no, 00:07:03.389 --> 00:07:07.810 they didn't do anything. Just flirting. And finally, 00:07:07.829 --> 00:07:09.310 I got to the point. I was like, OK, I got to 00:07:09.310 --> 00:07:12.329 confront these two to drive me nuts. So, Philip, 00:07:12.370 --> 00:07:18.589 can I step in and ask? Did Lindsay know that 00:07:18.589 --> 00:07:21.769 you were eavesdropping on the conversation? No, 00:07:21.870 --> 00:07:26.589 no, no. She had no clue. That was so intriguing. 00:07:27.569 --> 00:07:31.529 I'm like on the edge of my seat right now. Yeah, 00:07:31.529 --> 00:07:36.290 so, yeah, she had no idea. And there was a time, 00:07:36.329 --> 00:07:40.310 one time you were inside at an eye appointment, 00:07:40.449 --> 00:07:43.279 and I was outside in the car. So she was waiting 00:07:43.279 --> 00:07:46.000 in the waiting room, messaging back and forth 00:07:46.000 --> 00:07:47.420 with him. I'm just watching the conversation 00:07:47.420 --> 00:07:52.579 live, go back and forth, back and forth. So that's 00:07:52.579 --> 00:07:54.339 just one of the times. Other times they'd be 00:07:54.339 --> 00:07:56.100 messaging, I could just read right along with 00:07:56.100 --> 00:07:58.439 them, you know, see what they're saying. And 00:07:58.439 --> 00:08:01.899 he had talked about, you know, they had been 00:08:01.899 --> 00:08:04.480 in the lifestyle before, him and his wife, prior 00:08:04.480 --> 00:08:10.079 to them moving near us. So I confronted them. 00:08:10.860 --> 00:08:13.720 at work you know stay away from my wife the whole 00:08:13.720 --> 00:08:15.420 thing but then I was like okay this priest will 00:08:15.420 --> 00:08:18.519 freak out so we after about a month or more of 00:08:18.519 --> 00:08:21.240 us sitting down having serious conversations 00:08:21.240 --> 00:08:24.660 like every night sitting on the porch talking 00:08:24.660 --> 00:08:27.480 about is this something you want to pursue you 00:08:27.480 --> 00:08:29.860 know the lifestyle because we knew nothing about 00:08:29.860 --> 00:08:35.639 the lifestyle and I started looking at podcasts 00:08:35.639 --> 00:08:39.879 we started listening to the accidental swingers 00:08:40.549 --> 00:08:42.169 is one of them that's how we started getting 00:08:42.169 --> 00:08:46.230 more information and i said well if you want 00:08:46.230 --> 00:08:49.210 to do this you know who who would you want to 00:08:49.210 --> 00:08:52.009 try this with and she had no idea was like well 00:08:52.009 --> 00:08:54.990 how about i'm not gonna yeah these people i'm 00:08:54.990 --> 00:08:59.149 you know i'm not gonna say his name and she's 00:08:59.149 --> 00:09:01.590 like uh okay because i knew she was attracted 00:09:01.590 --> 00:09:04.389 to him but without a doubt i knew she wanted 00:09:04.389 --> 00:09:09.039 you know to get it on with him So I texted him 00:09:09.039 --> 00:09:10.779 one evening. I said, hey, meet me at this local 00:09:10.779 --> 00:09:15.120 bar. And he was shocked. Like, he did not expect 00:09:15.120 --> 00:09:17.480 a text from me. He's like, hey, meet me there. 00:09:17.860 --> 00:09:20.019 So we go there and we talk for like two hours, 00:09:20.139 --> 00:09:24.120 just the two of us. I had a lot of questions. 00:09:24.259 --> 00:09:26.120 Of course, I had a lot of rules, too. Like, if 00:09:26.120 --> 00:09:29.559 this is going to happen, this and that, you know, 00:09:29.580 --> 00:09:32.059 I've got to be there. Because I didn't know any 00:09:32.059 --> 00:09:36.700 different. I wanted to see it, too. So he's like, 00:09:36.759 --> 00:09:38.860 yeah, hell yeah, I'm down. Because he's wanted 00:09:38.860 --> 00:09:47.840 to fuck her for two years. So I called her up. 00:09:47.840 --> 00:09:50.080 I said, well, get your butt to the bar. And she 00:09:50.080 --> 00:09:54.360 was nervous as hell. You had like five drinks, 00:09:54.419 --> 00:09:58.320 like back to back to back. She was like, well, 00:09:58.399 --> 00:10:00.919 let's go. Let's go do this. Let's go to a hotel. 00:10:01.799 --> 00:10:05.610 And I was nervous as hell. I'll get out, you 00:10:05.610 --> 00:10:07.450 know, even checking at the counter. I'm like, 00:10:07.470 --> 00:10:12.289 Oh my God, what's this guy think? So we go into 00:10:12.289 --> 00:10:17.210 the room and I go sit in the chair in the corner. 00:10:17.230 --> 00:10:21.750 It's dark. I'm just like, I couldn't hardly contain 00:10:21.750 --> 00:10:27.309 my excitement. And she was fiddling around and 00:10:27.309 --> 00:10:31.590 delaying. So anyway, so they started making out 00:10:31.590 --> 00:10:35.259 and I'm sitting there just. Hard as a rock watching 00:10:35.259 --> 00:10:39.399 this. And he just basically took control, took 00:10:39.399 --> 00:10:42.519 over. And it was a pretty damn hot experience. 00:10:44.039 --> 00:10:47.700 He goes down on him. That was amazing. That's 00:10:47.700 --> 00:10:50.500 my best part about this is watching her with 00:10:50.500 --> 00:10:56.220 other guys and women. So just how she just loses 00:10:56.220 --> 00:11:02.399 herself in the moment. And so he was going at 00:11:02.399 --> 00:11:04.799 it with her. And she actually looked over at 00:11:04.799 --> 00:11:08.179 me and waved me over and we spit roasted her. 00:11:09.820 --> 00:11:13.820 Well, that's basically how we got started. And 00:11:13.820 --> 00:11:18.000 we were with, well, with him for a while because 00:11:18.000 --> 00:11:21.159 his wife didn't get involved for a little while. 00:11:21.320 --> 00:11:23.419 She had issues with that, you know, we're not 00:11:23.419 --> 00:11:28.779 going to get into, but I'd sneak him over. I'd 00:11:28.779 --> 00:11:32.360 pull the lawnmower out of the shed and put. Blank 00:11:32.360 --> 00:11:34.500 some things down, and I'd sneak them into the 00:11:34.500 --> 00:11:36.820 backyard, and they'd go out there and fuck in 00:11:36.820 --> 00:11:38.899 the shed while the kids were inside, and I was 00:11:38.899 --> 00:11:42.399 making lunches. I'd come out and watch for a 00:11:42.399 --> 00:11:45.360 little bit, sometimes participate. With or without 00:11:45.360 --> 00:11:49.759 the peanut butter? It was pretty damn hot, because 00:11:49.759 --> 00:11:51.960 we were just figuring out different ways to get 00:11:51.960 --> 00:11:54.299 together, you know, after hours. Sometimes it 00:11:54.299 --> 00:11:57.039 would be like midnight on a work school day. 00:11:57.360 --> 00:12:01.730 So eventually, she had to have it. Oh, she did, 00:12:01.889 --> 00:12:05.870 and she loved it. It was at least two or three 00:12:05.870 --> 00:12:08.830 times a week. So eventually his wife did get 00:12:08.830 --> 00:12:10.309 involved. That's where Lindsay had her real, 00:12:10.389 --> 00:12:13.809 real woman -on -woman experience. Oh, my gosh, 00:12:13.870 --> 00:12:19.009 she was a natural going down on his wife. From 00:12:19.009 --> 00:12:23.070 that point on, she couldn't get off without her. 00:12:23.730 --> 00:12:25.750 She could only get off with Lindsay going down 00:12:25.750 --> 00:12:31.080 on her. So that was... A little point of contention, 00:12:31.139 --> 00:12:34.220 I guess. So we were with them for, I don't know, 00:12:34.240 --> 00:12:35.860 three or four months, and then it just kind of 00:12:35.860 --> 00:12:41.340 faded off. And we really enjoyed the time we 00:12:41.340 --> 00:12:44.240 were having with them, and let's figure out how 00:12:44.240 --> 00:12:47.539 we can continue this with other people. And that's 00:12:47.539 --> 00:12:50.659 where the search began. So we start off on Facebook 00:12:50.659 --> 00:12:54.720 groups. We didn't know anything about any of 00:12:54.720 --> 00:12:57.440 the lifestyle websites or anything, but we met 00:12:57.440 --> 00:13:02.120 a guy. A couple hours away from us, you know, 00:13:02.120 --> 00:13:05.299 we did some interesting scenarios with him. So 00:13:05.299 --> 00:13:07.659 he got us involved and we hit the road running. 00:13:07.879 --> 00:13:10.440 Sounds like a winner. Love to hear about those 00:13:10.440 --> 00:13:13.039 interesting scenarios, but I guess we do that 00:13:13.039 --> 00:13:17.899 all the time. Yeah, yeah, yeah. A few good stories 00:13:17.899 --> 00:13:22.759 with him. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Any questions? 00:13:23.340 --> 00:13:25.600 Socrates, the siren before Lindsay takes over. 00:13:26.159 --> 00:13:31.539 Oh, yeah. No, I got questions. Philip, why black 00:13:31.539 --> 00:13:36.720 men? Hello? Can you hear it? Okay, yeah. So, 00:13:36.720 --> 00:13:42.080 Philip, why black men? I'm not sure. I think 00:13:42.080 --> 00:13:49.159 it goes back to the fantasy. We had talked to 00:13:49.159 --> 00:13:50.879 the yearling. She's like, there's no way I could 00:13:50.879 --> 00:13:54.480 have that because of her family upbringing and 00:13:54.480 --> 00:13:56.639 all the people. It was taboo. That's the thing 00:13:56.639 --> 00:13:59.539 about it. It was taboo. um you know forbidden 00:13:59.539 --> 00:14:03.039 so i was always attracting of course you watch 00:14:03.039 --> 00:14:05.139 different porn and i always thought man that's 00:14:05.139 --> 00:14:09.659 that's freaking hot the white wife you know with 00:14:09.659 --> 00:14:13.519 the black guy or the gangbang i love that shit 00:14:13.519 --> 00:14:18.500 just watching the samaria i was like man and 00:14:18.500 --> 00:14:21.860 that's what it was it was just a fantasy and 00:14:21.860 --> 00:14:24.259 knowing that she would probably never do that 00:14:24.259 --> 00:14:27.340 and you know then all of a sudden this happens 00:14:27.340 --> 00:14:30.240 i'm like oh my god this could come true what 00:14:30.240 --> 00:14:35.399 made you go ahead no go ahead what's your question 00:14:35.399 --> 00:14:40.419 what um what made you like start eavesdropping 00:14:40.419 --> 00:14:44.000 on her messages was there you know if this is 00:14:44.000 --> 00:14:45.980 too much let me know but was there some issues 00:14:45.980 --> 00:14:49.120 going on or were you just you were just a curious 00:14:49.120 --> 00:14:53.220 person you know she would talk about people at 00:14:53.220 --> 00:14:56.519 work you know come home and then But then she 00:14:56.519 --> 00:15:00.519 would talk about him and her, she would lighten 00:15:00.519 --> 00:15:04.940 up and it'd be a little bit more storytelling 00:15:04.940 --> 00:15:09.159 than just your normal people at work. Right. 00:15:09.320 --> 00:15:13.320 And that's, it was like, Hmm, that's pretty interesting. 00:15:13.519 --> 00:15:16.879 You know? Oh, he does this. He does that. And 00:15:16.879 --> 00:15:19.860 I'm like, Hmm. Okay. So then I decided to look 00:15:19.860 --> 00:15:22.840 at her Facebook messenger and I'm like, uh -huh. 00:15:22.940 --> 00:15:27.080 Okay. It is funny because a few times throughout 00:15:27.080 --> 00:15:29.419 the conversations, he would go, hey, are you 00:15:29.419 --> 00:15:31.100 deleting these? She's like, oh, yeah, I'm deleting 00:15:31.100 --> 00:15:33.700 them. And she never did. But for me, I can honestly 00:15:33.700 --> 00:15:40.659 say that a black man was really, really a huge 00:15:40.659 --> 00:15:46.350 taboo for me because how I was raised. What I 00:15:46.350 --> 00:15:49.570 was told from my early adolescence all the way 00:15:49.570 --> 00:15:52.710 up into my early 20s was that Black men were 00:15:52.710 --> 00:15:56.830 bad. And my dad used to say things to me, certain 00:15:56.830 --> 00:16:00.549 things. Well, if you ever bring a Black man home, 00:16:00.830 --> 00:16:05.009 you will be disowned. Certain things. And I think 00:16:05.009 --> 00:16:09.169 as parents know and how they were raised in the 00:16:09.169 --> 00:16:12.610 era that they were raised in, try to instill 00:16:12.610 --> 00:16:15.659 those certain seeds into their children. oftentimes 00:16:15.659 --> 00:16:18.360 i think it kind of goes wrong i think it kind 00:16:18.360 --> 00:16:23.720 of does a spinoff into maybe certain unruly children 00:16:23.720 --> 00:16:28.519 like myself of oh what huh what you're telling 00:16:28.519 --> 00:16:31.460 me not to do this you're telling me that this 00:16:31.460 --> 00:16:35.740 is bad when my husband told me i was told a lot 00:16:35.740 --> 00:16:37.799 of things and me oh man we've been married for 00:16:37.799 --> 00:16:41.000 so long i've been fantasizing about this forever 00:16:41.000 --> 00:16:43.750 and i'm like wait a minute what that I openly 00:16:43.750 --> 00:16:46.789 had the opportunity. And it was like, cha -ching, 00:16:46.909 --> 00:16:49.710 gates open, key was unlocked. Oh, hell yeah, 00:16:49.809 --> 00:16:53.269 I'm jumping on this. Because I was so curious 00:16:53.269 --> 00:16:56.789 about it. I was always told certain things. So 00:16:56.789 --> 00:17:00.970 that was kind of a gateway opening for us to 00:17:00.970 --> 00:17:03.870 kind of move into this different type of lifestyle. 00:17:04.650 --> 00:17:08.829 Yes, we do swinger things, but we are now and 00:17:08.829 --> 00:17:13.129 have moved more so into the hot wife. situation 00:17:13.129 --> 00:17:16.549 that, you know, involves Brian and, you know, 00:17:16.549 --> 00:17:19.430 other, mostly like, I'm going to say like Splash 00:17:19.430 --> 00:17:22.910 and things like that, but it was kind of shunned 00:17:22.910 --> 00:17:26.549 in my younger years. So it was very, like I said, 00:17:26.589 --> 00:17:29.430 much of a taboo situation for me that I didn't, 00:17:29.430 --> 00:17:31.569 I didn't understand the attraction to lure, but 00:17:31.569 --> 00:17:34.609 I do now. I definitely do now. I bet you do. 00:17:34.789 --> 00:17:37.630 So what do you understand? I understand that. 00:17:37.769 --> 00:17:40.369 I mean, and I've always felt that people are 00:17:40.369 --> 00:17:44.910 people. I've always felt like, I mean, you cut 00:17:44.910 --> 00:17:47.930 me, you cut you, you cut anybody. We all bleed 00:17:47.930 --> 00:17:52.509 red. We're all the same. It doesn't matter. Crossed 00:17:52.509 --> 00:17:56.910 a lot of boundaries for me because that's what 00:17:56.910 --> 00:17:58.569 was kind of shoved down my throat a lot when 00:17:58.569 --> 00:18:02.630 I was in my adolescent ages in my 20s. But it 00:18:02.630 --> 00:18:07.210 opened the door to just make me feel free to 00:18:07.210 --> 00:18:11.970 let loose and be myself. And be who I actually 00:18:11.970 --> 00:18:16.049 I knew I was inside and just enjoy myself, enjoy 00:18:16.049 --> 00:18:19.269 people as a whole, like people are people. Good 00:18:19.269 --> 00:18:22.410 girl. Good girl. So does that does that kind 00:18:22.410 --> 00:18:24.710 of mean, you know, for you that you kind of felt 00:18:24.710 --> 00:18:27.769 like Black men were kind of like outside of that 00:18:27.769 --> 00:18:30.390 because your family and what their influence 00:18:30.390 --> 00:18:35.910 was? And then once you experience Black men completely 00:18:35.910 --> 00:18:40.640 all the way, right? Then you're like, oh, we're 00:18:40.640 --> 00:18:43.680 actually 100 percent. We're just all people. 00:18:43.779 --> 00:18:46.440 Is that kind of what I'm hearing you say, Lindsay? 00:18:47.720 --> 00:18:50.619 Oh, no, that's 100 percent exactly what I'm saying. 00:18:50.720 --> 00:18:54.059 I mean, the things and I love my dad. God rest 00:18:54.059 --> 00:18:57.119 his soul. He passed away a long time ago, but 00:18:57.119 --> 00:18:59.440 he was my daddy. I mean that there you cannot 00:18:59.440 --> 00:19:03.240 ever cross the love or the bonds between a daughter 00:19:03.240 --> 00:19:07.880 and a dad. I mean, never. And I can't fault. 00:19:08.410 --> 00:19:13.769 for what he did or said or, you know, how he 00:19:13.769 --> 00:19:15.910 tried to raise me. In his brain, he thought he 00:19:15.910 --> 00:19:18.049 was doing the right thing. But, I mean, ultimately, 00:19:18.230 --> 00:19:21.529 whenever, you know, I jumped and crossed over 00:19:21.529 --> 00:19:23.490 that bridge, I was like, holy crap, what the 00:19:23.490 --> 00:19:26.710 hell have I been missing? What the? Oh, my God. 00:19:27.230 --> 00:19:32.839 I mean, so it kind of, it was frustrating. But 00:19:32.839 --> 00:19:34.900 liberating at the same time, frustrating on the 00:19:34.900 --> 00:19:37.119 fact of that I had listened and heard to what 00:19:37.119 --> 00:19:40.119 my dad was trying to put into my brain and tell 00:19:40.119 --> 00:19:43.680 me certain things like, you know, if you ever 00:19:43.680 --> 00:19:46.099 bring a black man home, I will disown you or 00:19:46.099 --> 00:19:50.480 bizarre off the wall questions of if you were 00:19:50.480 --> 00:19:52.200 ever to be pregnant by a black man, would you 00:19:52.200 --> 00:19:53.880 come to me and ask for an abortion? I mean, it 00:19:53.880 --> 00:19:58.720 was very extreme in my household. And I. I remember 00:19:58.720 --> 00:20:01.140 whenever I first started talking to Brian, I 00:20:01.140 --> 00:20:04.460 told him this story and I told him, I have this 00:20:04.460 --> 00:20:10.279 huge attraction to Black men because of this. 00:20:10.339 --> 00:20:13.619 And it kind of comes back full circle. And it's 00:20:13.619 --> 00:20:17.940 almost even funny because I said, you know, in 00:20:17.940 --> 00:20:21.599 all reality, my dad would say all these things 00:20:21.599 --> 00:20:23.599 to me. I said, but do you know what the funniest 00:20:23.599 --> 00:20:27.799 crap of all this is? Literally. I said, guess 00:20:27.799 --> 00:20:30.619 what his parents' names were? He was like, what? 00:20:30.980 --> 00:20:33.920 His dad's name was fucking Leroy, and his mom's 00:20:33.920 --> 00:20:37.319 name was Esther. I said, holy shit, can you just 00:20:37.319 --> 00:20:40.420 say, like, how more of a different culture than 00:20:40.420 --> 00:20:44.339 ours is that? Why would you judge people like 00:20:44.339 --> 00:20:48.400 that? It blew me away. But it actually broke 00:20:48.400 --> 00:20:51.579 down so many barriers for me to be able to, like, 00:20:51.579 --> 00:20:54.259 kind of just be free and jump into this lifestyle. 00:20:54.680 --> 00:20:58.839 Good deal. Good deal. I guess you can continue. 00:20:59.000 --> 00:21:02.079 If Socrates and Siren, you have another question. 00:21:03.680 --> 00:21:09.500 Well, I have a question too, but go for it. I 00:21:09.500 --> 00:21:13.000 would say then, you know, once you experienced 00:21:13.000 --> 00:21:17.319 a Black man fully, like, what is the thing that 00:21:17.319 --> 00:21:21.039 stood out to you the most about their character 00:21:21.039 --> 00:21:25.549 and their personalities of that culture? you 00:21:25.549 --> 00:21:27.930 know it you know really stood out to you after 00:21:27.930 --> 00:21:30.630 you had that full experience and I can give you 00:21:30.630 --> 00:21:33.750 an example if you know unless you know I mean 00:21:33.750 --> 00:21:36.150 I think that I mean especially whenever if you 00:21:36.150 --> 00:21:38.470 know we're talking about Brian because he's just 00:21:38.470 --> 00:21:41.410 completely different of a person than anybody 00:21:41.410 --> 00:21:44.750 I've ever met so the personality the traits that 00:21:44.750 --> 00:21:48.490 stand out to me is being honest being true um 00:21:48.490 --> 00:21:51.829 standing up and being a man um making me feel 00:21:51.829 --> 00:21:56.559 safe all everything about When he and I are together, 00:21:56.759 --> 00:22:00.099 let's say if my husband's not there, he's just, 00:22:00.119 --> 00:22:04.380 his presence, just being there next to me makes 00:22:04.380 --> 00:22:08.420 me feel so comfortable in my own skin and makes 00:22:08.420 --> 00:22:11.380 me, like I said, all around feel very safe. Caring 00:22:11.380 --> 00:22:15.180 puts me up on a pedestal. Well, I asked for one 00:22:15.180 --> 00:22:18.839 and you gave me like 25. So go, Brian, go. I 00:22:18.839 --> 00:22:26.319 love it. Let me intervene right there. All right. 00:22:26.339 --> 00:22:29.380 What you just said, Lindsay, equates to what 00:22:29.380 --> 00:22:31.220 three things that I told you I was going to do, 00:22:31.240 --> 00:22:36.339 as well as Phillip. Respect, protect, and love. 00:22:36.460 --> 00:22:41.259 Correct? Yes. All right, then. So you just summed 00:22:41.259 --> 00:22:43.900 it all up. That's the reason I say respect, protect, 00:22:44.039 --> 00:22:46.819 and love. That's exactly what that means. That's 00:22:46.819 --> 00:22:48.480 exactly what that means. I couldn't have said 00:22:48.480 --> 00:22:51.559 it any better. I will shut up. You guys continue. 00:22:51.819 --> 00:22:54.799 Well, I mean, kind of going back to the theme 00:22:54.799 --> 00:22:58.220 of the podcast, the different things that we 00:22:58.220 --> 00:23:00.559 were going to discuss. I mean, jumping into claim 00:23:00.559 --> 00:23:03.619 trained and owned. I can kind of roll into that 00:23:03.619 --> 00:23:09.779 and talk about one of those. So, I mean, claimed. 00:23:10.019 --> 00:23:13.839 Right. It's a huge social interaction between 00:23:13.839 --> 00:23:17.279 Brian and myself and then also adding the dynamic 00:23:17.279 --> 00:23:21.019 of my husband also in there. I will tell you, 00:23:21.019 --> 00:23:24.440 this last splash that we went to, we had multiple 00:23:24.440 --> 00:23:26.380 couples that came up to us and asked us, how 00:23:26.380 --> 00:23:29.500 did you find Brian? Like, how did this happen? 00:23:29.819 --> 00:23:34.819 People were so in awe at our situation because 00:23:34.819 --> 00:23:38.549 essentially we are a throuple. And I told people, 00:23:38.630 --> 00:23:40.509 I said, you know, my husband signed me up for 00:23:40.509 --> 00:23:43.029 Telegram. And this is before we even knew what 00:23:43.029 --> 00:23:45.309 Splash was. He signed us up for it. We have a 00:23:45.309 --> 00:23:48.549 joint account. And I went into, and I'm not a 00:23:48.549 --> 00:23:51.009 huge talker into these different platforms. I'm 00:23:51.009 --> 00:23:53.910 not really a massive talker. Philip is the one 00:23:53.910 --> 00:23:56.390 that will talk for us if it's, you know, he's 00:23:56.390 --> 00:23:59.309 vetting people out or talking to people. But 00:23:59.309 --> 00:24:02.910 we went into, I went into Telegram and I saw 00:24:02.910 --> 00:24:07.039 this name, Brian Morgan. And like, wait a second, 00:24:07.220 --> 00:24:12.019 a real person's name? It wasn't like Dick Thunder 00:24:12.019 --> 00:24:16.299 55 or Nightfucker whatever. I mean, all these 00:24:16.299 --> 00:24:19.880 names, this is a real person. I mean, even if 00:24:19.880 --> 00:24:23.000 he had altered his name and his real name was 00:24:23.000 --> 00:24:27.500 like Brian Smith or something, the purpose was 00:24:27.500 --> 00:24:31.480 that caught my eye was the fact of that's a real 00:24:31.480 --> 00:24:35.200 person. Not somebody that's trying to be shady, 00:24:35.380 --> 00:24:38.319 just trying to send dick pics or, you know, get 00:24:38.319 --> 00:24:40.819 a bunch of pictures of me naked. This is a real 00:24:40.819 --> 00:24:45.299 person. And when I clicked on his photo, I was 00:24:45.299 --> 00:24:48.960 like, oh, oh, hello. This man is in the gym. 00:24:49.079 --> 00:24:52.900 Oh, great pants. Oh, God. You know, I mean, then 00:24:52.900 --> 00:24:55.180 it went from there. It went from there. And then 00:24:55.180 --> 00:24:58.859 talking, just understanding he's a real person. 00:24:59.059 --> 00:25:01.940 He's not trying to put on a persona. He's not 00:25:01.940 --> 00:25:07.259 trying to use a bunch of ridiculous, you know, 00:25:07.259 --> 00:25:11.559 persuasive conversation to be something he's 00:25:11.559 --> 00:25:16.220 not. You know, talking to tons of different guys, 00:25:16.279 --> 00:25:21.680 it's the typical same old crap. And Brian stood 00:25:21.680 --> 00:25:26.740 out from all those guys. What I noticed about 00:25:26.740 --> 00:25:31.089 Brian right away is that. She reminds me a lot, 00:25:31.150 --> 00:25:32.930 and even though he's only a few years older than 00:25:32.930 --> 00:25:34.710 me, he reminds me a lot of my father's generation. 00:25:35.549 --> 00:25:40.230 And I was raised by pimps and drug dealers. But 00:25:40.230 --> 00:25:42.950 these guys were sincere. Like, these generation 00:25:42.950 --> 00:25:47.029 of kids now, they're drug dealing mostly for 00:25:47.029 --> 00:25:50.049 the gram than anything else. But my parents were 00:25:50.049 --> 00:25:52.250 real people who tried to make a real living, 00:25:52.369 --> 00:25:56.650 couldn't, and did a real gangster living, and 00:25:56.650 --> 00:25:58.789 they were authentic about it. And so when you 00:25:58.789 --> 00:26:00.910 get into something authentically, whether it's 00:26:00.910 --> 00:26:04.430 legal or not, whatever it is, it shines through. 00:26:04.890 --> 00:26:09.930 And with Brian, he has been raised, he'll talk 00:26:09.930 --> 00:26:12.589 to you about his 80 -year -old dad who raised 00:26:12.589 --> 00:26:14.849 him with these principles since he was a child. 00:26:15.369 --> 00:26:17.809 And then his early experiences in the military, 00:26:18.089 --> 00:26:22.250 it's like what you're getting is a bull that 00:26:22.250 --> 00:26:25.430 was raised to be a bull. You know what I'm saying? 00:26:25.609 --> 00:26:28.180 Like, that's what I love about it. That's very 00:26:28.180 --> 00:26:31.640 true. That's very true. That's very true. I'm 00:26:31.640 --> 00:26:34.400 loving, I'm actually loving, like, just being 00:26:34.400 --> 00:26:37.980 quiet and listening to all this. Well, I mean, 00:26:38.079 --> 00:26:41.420 but here again, though, I always stress that 00:26:41.420 --> 00:26:47.539 to be that true quality bull, when you deal with 00:26:47.539 --> 00:26:52.450 a couple, the physical or sex is secondary. It 00:26:52.450 --> 00:26:55.329 is secondary. I don't even think about it. Even 00:26:55.329 --> 00:26:57.990 if there is a great connection, like there was 00:26:57.990 --> 00:26:59.849 a great connection with, you know, with myself 00:26:59.849 --> 00:27:03.109 and Lindsay. I mean, we were able to, we knew 00:27:03.109 --> 00:27:05.549 that there was a sexual chemistry there when 00:27:05.549 --> 00:27:07.829 we were texting back and forth. But at no time 00:27:07.829 --> 00:27:10.289 was I thinking about that. You know what I mean? 00:27:10.329 --> 00:27:15.349 I immediately respected her. I just wanted to, 00:27:15.349 --> 00:27:18.890 I wanted to get into more of the psychological 00:27:18.890 --> 00:27:22.529 and like intellectual, emotional. you know, aspects 00:27:22.529 --> 00:27:25.390 of, like, getting to know her, as well as Phillip. 00:27:25.490 --> 00:27:28.130 I wanted to know both of them. I knew I was going 00:27:28.130 --> 00:27:30.930 to mesh with him when she said he's a retired 00:27:30.930 --> 00:27:34.349 Marine. I mean, so I knew right then there was 00:27:34.349 --> 00:27:36.829 going to be a connection, you know. So that's 00:27:36.829 --> 00:27:38.890 what I'm trying to tell all the bulls out there. 00:27:39.089 --> 00:27:42.630 Get to know people first and foremost, all right? 00:27:43.029 --> 00:27:46.150 Don't call yourself a bull until you actually 00:27:46.150 --> 00:27:50.430 really know what it is to be one. You know, and 00:27:50.430 --> 00:27:54.230 yes, I was raised. I got my soon to be 90 year 00:27:54.230 --> 00:27:57.450 old dad in a couple of rooms down the hall right 00:27:57.450 --> 00:28:01.170 now. He might be listening to this, but he raised 00:28:01.170 --> 00:28:03.529 I mean, he raised me the right way. You know, 00:28:03.569 --> 00:28:05.970 he raised me the right way. And yes, when I call 00:28:05.970 --> 00:28:09.130 myself a bull, you are dealing with a true bull. 00:28:09.410 --> 00:28:12.769 But again, I'm going to be quiet. Keep going. 00:28:12.890 --> 00:28:17.740 So going back to. being claimed and describing 00:28:17.740 --> 00:28:20.579 what does that mean to be claimed. Having the 00:28:20.579 --> 00:28:23.579 interaction between the three of us, completely 00:28:23.579 --> 00:28:27.039 making a connection with three different people 00:28:27.039 --> 00:28:29.880 can be difficult unless you find the right personalities 00:28:29.880 --> 00:28:33.420 that are just so willing and ready to just let 00:28:33.420 --> 00:28:37.460 things go and just be. We have intermatched the 00:28:37.460 --> 00:28:39.720 three of us to go out and do things. I mean, 00:28:39.740 --> 00:28:42.500 everything from we go out to dinner, we just 00:28:42.500 --> 00:28:45.339 sit there and talk. We've done certain things 00:28:45.339 --> 00:28:49.079 like axe throwing. We've gone to Dave and Buster's. 00:28:49.779 --> 00:28:52.720 We've even gone to an NBA game in Charlotte around 00:28:52.720 --> 00:28:57.880 Christmas time. And, you know, even to the extent 00:28:57.880 --> 00:29:00.259 of we've gone to Splash the last two years together, 00:29:00.619 --> 00:29:04.440 making a connection is a huge thing. And I think 00:29:04.440 --> 00:29:06.920 that that is so important when it comes to claiming 00:29:06.920 --> 00:29:09.319 because you're not only claiming a female, you're 00:29:09.319 --> 00:29:11.819 also claiming a husband whenever you come into 00:29:11.819 --> 00:29:14.869 this situation. See, that's a huge deal. You 00:29:14.869 --> 00:29:17.569 have to understand, it's a package deal. And 00:29:17.569 --> 00:29:20.470 respect is a huge factor. Brian, you've always 00:29:20.470 --> 00:29:25.769 respected us, like above and beyond. I can remember 00:29:25.769 --> 00:29:29.009 throwing a fit in the hotel rooms in the morning 00:29:29.009 --> 00:29:31.650 time. He's like, yeah, you got to, look, take 00:29:31.650 --> 00:29:33.769 it on back to the house. I'm like, no. You're 00:29:33.769 --> 00:29:35.829 like, you are going back to the house. You're 00:29:35.829 --> 00:29:37.390 going to be there on time. You're not going to 00:29:37.390 --> 00:29:42.359 disrespect your family. for philip that's a huge 00:29:42.359 --> 00:29:46.799 thing for him because he knows sorry i think 00:29:46.799 --> 00:29:49.019 i don't mean to cut y 'all but i think we messed 00:29:49.019 --> 00:29:52.420 that up one time and it bothered it bothered 00:29:52.420 --> 00:29:54.779 me on the way home and i said to myself that 00:29:54.779 --> 00:29:57.319 would never happen again it would never happen 00:29:57.319 --> 00:30:01.839 again all right yeah if if if if um i mean when 00:30:01.839 --> 00:30:04.660 she's when she's when it's time for her to go 00:30:04.660 --> 00:30:08.700 home and and and be reclaimed by him I want him 00:30:08.700 --> 00:30:12.200 to be like, okay, she was back home 15 minutes 00:30:12.200 --> 00:30:15.039 prior to the time that Brian said. You know, 00:30:15.059 --> 00:30:18.019 so there's absolutely no problems between he 00:30:18.019 --> 00:30:20.619 and I. And, you know, when I come down there 00:30:20.619 --> 00:30:22.839 again and the three of us all together at dinner, 00:30:22.980 --> 00:30:26.299 you know, everything is okay. So that's here 00:30:26.299 --> 00:30:29.480 again. That's that process that I'm talking about 00:30:29.480 --> 00:30:34.579 of not, you know, disrespecting the husband any 00:30:34.579 --> 00:30:37.819 whatsoever. Always putting, always knowing that, 00:30:37.819 --> 00:30:41.339 you know, he's the one that can say, okay, this 00:30:41.339 --> 00:30:44.059 is over at any given time. You know what I mean? 00:30:44.220 --> 00:30:46.680 He can just say that that's over, and I don't 00:30:46.680 --> 00:30:50.119 want that to happen. So, you know, again, apologies 00:30:50.119 --> 00:30:52.960 to you, Phillip, for that one time where we messed 00:30:52.960 --> 00:30:56.660 it up, and it'll never happen again. No, that's 00:30:56.660 --> 00:30:58.720 okay. No, I understand. We talked about it and 00:30:58.720 --> 00:31:02.480 worked it out. We just said, you know, whatever 00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:05.849 it was, like, hey, be home by 11. She wasn't. 00:31:05.849 --> 00:31:08.690 And of course, that leaves me going, OK, what? 00:31:08.809 --> 00:31:12.250 You just blow me off. But then moving forward 00:31:12.250 --> 00:31:16.109 into like the train section, you know, I really 00:31:16.109 --> 00:31:19.390 feel like that the claim train and owned, they're 00:31:19.390 --> 00:31:23.309 so connected. And sometimes the lines are blurred 00:31:23.309 --> 00:31:27.029 a little bit as far as the training portion of 00:31:27.029 --> 00:31:31.430 being in this relationship. I will tell you, 00:31:31.430 --> 00:31:34.680 the train portion is never going to stop. It's 00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:38.039 always evolving. As humans, we are always evolving 00:31:38.039 --> 00:31:41.599 all the damn time. Because if we don't evolve, 00:31:41.720 --> 00:31:44.440 we're stagnant. Things are boring. Some things 00:31:44.440 --> 00:31:49.200 in what we've done, the examples I can give of 00:31:49.200 --> 00:31:52.259 how I've been trained by Brian. So whenever we 00:31:52.259 --> 00:31:55.259 first started talking and we started getting 00:31:55.259 --> 00:31:58.900 into some deeper conversations, Brian would ask 00:31:58.900 --> 00:32:01.720 me certain questions. And he would flat out say, 00:32:01.839 --> 00:32:04.240 be honest with me. come on, give me an answer 00:32:04.240 --> 00:32:06.960 quick, fast, quick, quick. And I was nervous. 00:32:07.200 --> 00:32:12.299 I would hesitate. I was so wrapped up in, oh 00:32:12.299 --> 00:32:14.180 my God, am I giving the right answer? Is this 00:32:14.180 --> 00:32:16.220 what he wants to hear? And it would mess with 00:32:16.220 --> 00:32:18.400 my head because I felt like, oh my God, I'm going 00:32:18.400 --> 00:32:21.279 to be judged for the answer I'm giving. And then 00:32:21.279 --> 00:32:24.859 once I kind of let that go, because he would 00:32:24.859 --> 00:32:26.900 fly out and say, look, you can't be honest with 00:32:26.900 --> 00:32:29.579 me. You're wasting my time. Like, it's a wrap. 00:32:30.079 --> 00:32:34.410 And so. Then when I let that go and I became 00:32:34.410 --> 00:32:39.230 just kind of unleashed in that moment and I did 00:32:39.230 --> 00:32:41.930 it, I just started dumping whatever came to my 00:32:41.930 --> 00:32:44.289 brain and dumped out of my mouth. And it is what 00:32:44.289 --> 00:32:47.410 it is. I never felt judged. I never felt weird. 00:32:47.849 --> 00:32:52.109 I always felt like my responses were my responses 00:32:52.109 --> 00:32:55.650 and my responses were definitely accepted, which. 00:32:56.039 --> 00:32:58.400 was a huge thing for me because I feel like that 00:32:58.400 --> 00:33:00.559 my interactions in the past, being in the lifestyle, 00:33:00.700 --> 00:33:03.579 I've been judged by people or I've been told, 00:33:03.640 --> 00:33:07.019 ugh, that's stupid. That's dumb. So that was 00:33:07.019 --> 00:33:10.079 a huge moment for me when it came to being trained. 00:33:10.380 --> 00:33:16.700 Another thing for us was definitely I didn't 00:33:16.700 --> 00:33:19.920 know a lot of rules when it came to bulls prior 00:33:19.920 --> 00:33:24.059 to Brian. I didn't understand the different etiquettes, 00:33:24.140 --> 00:33:26.339 the different things that are required. wired 00:33:26.339 --> 00:33:30.779 um that's very much based upon respect you know 00:33:30.779 --> 00:33:34.339 so for example like understanding that if we 00:33:34.339 --> 00:33:36.720 are an event and all three of us were together 00:33:36.720 --> 00:33:40.460 it's a huge thing that men are supposed to come 00:33:40.460 --> 00:33:42.400 up and talk to philip and brett first before 00:33:42.400 --> 00:33:44.779 they come and talk to me that's a huge thing 00:33:44.779 --> 00:33:48.240 it's kind of like this you know evolving of me 00:33:48.240 --> 00:33:52.039 being trained um And also, like I said before, 00:33:52.259 --> 00:33:55.039 education, learning and understanding where Brian 00:33:55.039 --> 00:33:57.720 has been, where he's gone, who he is, different 00:33:57.720 --> 00:34:00.920 roles that people have been and played. The different 00:34:00.920 --> 00:34:05.039 rules, for example, if we were at an event, because 00:34:05.039 --> 00:34:07.579 like I said, I've never really experienced some 00:34:07.579 --> 00:34:10.280 of these things. So understanding that if a man 00:34:10.280 --> 00:34:14.659 were to approach us, the whole purpose was for 00:34:14.659 --> 00:34:18.360 them to talk to Philip and also to Brian first 00:34:18.360 --> 00:34:21.369 before they spoke to me. So that was a whole 00:34:21.369 --> 00:34:24.230 like educational experience for me as well. I've 00:34:24.230 --> 00:34:28.269 mentioned before being trained is a continuous 00:34:28.269 --> 00:34:34.809 movement and evolving in our relationship. I've 00:34:34.809 --> 00:34:37.610 constantly like started reading books, trying 00:34:37.610 --> 00:34:39.710 to figure out different things and trying to 00:34:39.710 --> 00:34:43.150 understand the different roles that Brian has. 00:34:44.530 --> 00:34:47.670 participated in such as when i first met brian 00:34:47.670 --> 00:34:49.789 i didn't know what a cuckold was i didn't know 00:34:49.789 --> 00:34:54.070 about that scenario so i continuously have questions 00:34:54.070 --> 00:34:58.909 i'm asking certain things um he brings a lot 00:34:58.909 --> 00:35:01.650 of enlightenment into the different varieties 00:35:01.650 --> 00:35:04.670 and aspects of the slice style for me another 00:35:04.670 --> 00:35:09.110 kind of hardcore thing that was very much trained 00:35:09.110 --> 00:35:13.820 for me was um before we went to splash um Brian 00:35:13.820 --> 00:35:17.920 wanted me to purchase a collar. He said, hey, 00:35:18.059 --> 00:35:21.159 he was like, I want you to purchase a collar, 00:35:21.280 --> 00:35:23.280 something that you like, something that's comfortable 00:35:23.280 --> 00:35:26.559 for you. But I want you to like it. I want you 00:35:26.559 --> 00:35:28.900 to get a feel for what it is, but you're going 00:35:28.900 --> 00:35:32.000 to purchase it. I bought it. It was sent to my 00:35:32.000 --> 00:35:35.739 house. I was explicitly told, do not open that 00:35:35.739 --> 00:35:38.679 package. Do not look at it. And don't you dare 00:35:38.679 --> 00:35:42.360 touch it. Oh, man, this was new. This was completely 00:35:42.360 --> 00:35:46.880 new for me. And so whenever we met up, I ended 00:35:46.880 --> 00:35:50.239 up handing over the box to him, hadn't seen it 00:35:50.239 --> 00:35:53.679 at all. It was very interesting to learn all 00:35:53.679 --> 00:35:56.280 these different roles, to be trained into this 00:35:56.280 --> 00:35:59.320 position, I guess, with him. Lindsay, can I go 00:35:59.320 --> 00:36:04.539 back to the splash part? How does it feel to 00:36:04.539 --> 00:36:07.630 have, well, first I'll ask you. Do you look at 00:36:07.630 --> 00:36:10.949 it as layers that kind of have to you have to 00:36:10.949 --> 00:36:14.349 overcome or do you look at it as two layers of 00:36:14.349 --> 00:36:17.389 protection? I think that's a good question. Well, 00:36:17.469 --> 00:36:19.590 the guys have to overcome the layers that the 00:36:19.590 --> 00:36:21.710 guys have to overcome to get to her. That was 00:36:21.710 --> 00:36:24.989 your ask. I just wanted to feminize that. But 00:36:24.989 --> 00:36:28.409 I feel like it's kind of both. I mean, I feel 00:36:28.409 --> 00:36:32.579 like it's both. I feel like that. it's definitely 00:36:32.579 --> 00:36:35.400 a like a layer of protection for myself not and 00:36:35.400 --> 00:36:37.239 being new because Brian knew that we were new 00:36:37.239 --> 00:36:40.920 I don't know I mean I it's very much been a you 00:36:40.920 --> 00:36:45.159 were new you were new but you and Phillip had 00:36:45.159 --> 00:36:48.079 already participated in the vanilla lifestyle 00:36:48.079 --> 00:36:52.440 before you know what I mean so coming over so 00:36:52.440 --> 00:36:55.139 coming over to the hot wife lifestyle there yes 00:36:55.139 --> 00:36:57.119 there were certain things that you needed to 00:36:57.119 --> 00:37:02.239 to to know to learn And as far as Splash, nephew, 00:37:02.639 --> 00:37:08.619 yeah, it is both. It is both. Even though Phillip 00:37:08.619 --> 00:37:18.019 was 120 % trusting in me, you know, to find and 00:37:18.019 --> 00:37:20.719 pick out quality guys for her to play with or 00:37:20.719 --> 00:37:24.800 females, he knew that I was going to still come 00:37:24.800 --> 00:37:28.070 to him or at least give him the eye. you know, 00:37:28.130 --> 00:37:32.130 to, like, okay, is this okay? You know, so, yes, 00:37:32.210 --> 00:37:37.369 it does go through both of us. And, yes, we are 00:37:37.369 --> 00:37:41.849 there as, of course, two protectors. Because 00:37:41.849 --> 00:37:45.409 not one time when she played did I go up, like, 00:37:45.469 --> 00:37:48.329 upstairs to check on her. Phillip did, you know, 00:37:48.449 --> 00:37:52.329 which I knew he was going to do. So, you know, 00:37:52.349 --> 00:37:56.619 yeah, it is both. It is both. As far as the training 00:37:56.619 --> 00:38:00.360 is concerned, Lindsey was telling you how the 00:38:00.360 --> 00:38:05.920 mind training went. But as far as the physical, 00:38:06.099 --> 00:38:09.900 yeah, as far as the physical, now that was something 00:38:09.900 --> 00:38:14.079 else. Because I did, when we finally did get 00:38:14.079 --> 00:38:19.039 together, here again, I remember what my father 00:38:19.039 --> 00:38:21.400 said. You don't give them everything on the first 00:38:21.400 --> 00:38:25.519 shot. All right. So I opened up Pandora's box, 00:38:25.639 --> 00:38:28.659 but I only I only cracked it. I didn't open their 00:38:28.659 --> 00:38:33.219 ball all the way. And that has the physical has 00:38:33.219 --> 00:38:37.380 evolved over time. I knew that that Lindsay wanted 00:38:37.380 --> 00:38:41.239 somebody who was very, very dominant. I have 00:38:41.239 --> 00:38:44.219 been in that dominant world before. And to tell 00:38:44.219 --> 00:38:46.300 you the truth, I did let her know. But I was 00:38:46.300 --> 00:38:50.280 like, I don't want to see that version of me 00:38:50.280 --> 00:38:55.219 at first. And I held it back and I held it back 00:38:55.219 --> 00:39:00.500 for damn near two years until what? Monday? Until 00:39:00.500 --> 00:39:06.179 Monday? She got a taste of it Monday. And well, 00:39:06.179 --> 00:39:10.079 I'll let you go ahead and finish that. But that 00:39:10.079 --> 00:39:14.039 in itself, I mean, we've gone down the road from 00:39:14.039 --> 00:39:18.280 everything from soft and sensual to talking to, 00:39:18.400 --> 00:39:22.119 you know, looking at each other to. you know 00:39:22.119 --> 00:39:26.059 even exploit into a kink a kink that we both 00:39:26.059 --> 00:39:28.599 very much enjoy that a lot of people don't maybe 00:39:28.599 --> 00:39:32.760 fully accept or understand um but I will say 00:39:32.760 --> 00:39:36.360 my favorite moment ever and ever is when I came 00:39:36.360 --> 00:39:38.780 home and I'm running home to tell my husband 00:39:38.780 --> 00:39:41.460 I'm like oh my god he did this blah blah blah 00:39:41.460 --> 00:39:44.480 and my husband goes oh are you talking about 00:39:44.480 --> 00:39:48.000 this I was like wait a second what was it that 00:39:48.000 --> 00:39:51.400 you literally calling brian on the phone to be 00:39:51.400 --> 00:39:55.500 like oh my now knowing that my husband and brian 00:39:55.500 --> 00:39:59.039 are essentially the same damn person and they 00:39:59.039 --> 00:40:02.139 watch the same freaking damn porn the first porn 00:40:02.139 --> 00:40:05.300 ever in their entire lives was the same one and 00:40:05.300 --> 00:40:07.719 they were like older women are super hot and 00:40:07.719 --> 00:40:10.440 i'm like we're like bopping about the movie like 00:40:10.440 --> 00:40:12.719 scene by scene knowing exactly what happened 00:40:12.719 --> 00:40:15.849 she still hasn't seen the movie oh completely 00:40:15.849 --> 00:40:19.550 blew me away I'm like what is going on like my 00:40:19.550 --> 00:40:23.369 head is spinning to the next time I know that 00:40:23.369 --> 00:40:27.829 we met in another town um and it was like the 00:40:27.829 --> 00:40:31.250 air quotes of we're going for lunch right and 00:40:31.250 --> 00:40:35.329 it was like I walk in and I'm a chatty Kathy 00:40:35.329 --> 00:40:38.289 I'm like there's no conversation it's like I 00:40:38.289 --> 00:40:43.469 was like oh god what is this I Had not seen that 00:40:43.469 --> 00:40:45.989 side of him either. And then, like he mentioned, 00:40:46.070 --> 00:40:49.210 like this past Monday was a completely different 00:40:49.210 --> 00:40:51.969 side as well. Very dominant. I was like, oh, 00:40:52.010 --> 00:40:54.570 you're pulling my hair. Like, oh, let's do this. 00:40:54.730 --> 00:40:59.349 I think that those are some very amazing physical 00:40:59.349 --> 00:41:02.969 aspects about this lifestyle that can be equated 00:41:02.969 --> 00:41:05.769 to as being trained. But also, I think it kind 00:41:05.769 --> 00:41:08.789 of also merges very closely into being owned 00:41:08.789 --> 00:41:11.820 as well. Because when you are providing that 00:41:11.820 --> 00:41:14.719 experience for somebody and you desire to provide 00:41:14.719 --> 00:41:18.679 a different experience to keep it, like I mentioned 00:41:18.679 --> 00:41:21.460 before, not stagnant, you know, change it up. 00:41:21.480 --> 00:41:24.239 That's where it comes in and rolls into as being 00:41:24.239 --> 00:41:27.000 owned. Because in our situation, Brian has a 00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:29.159 desire to bring those different things to the 00:41:29.159 --> 00:41:31.440 table, to show me something different, to show 00:41:31.440 --> 00:41:34.460 me all of these different sides of him. He keeps 00:41:34.460 --> 00:41:37.699 me guessing all the damn time. I know that when 00:41:37.699 --> 00:41:40.719 we were at Splash, we did another podcast. I 00:41:40.719 --> 00:41:44.699 know my husband threw me under the bus and made 00:41:44.699 --> 00:41:46.360 it very clear. He said, that's the one thing 00:41:46.360 --> 00:41:49.019 that I actually love about Brian. 100 % I love 00:41:49.019 --> 00:41:52.800 about Brian is he's like, he keeps Lindsay guessing 00:41:52.800 --> 00:41:56.500 every damn time. He keeps her in a state, a moment 00:41:56.500 --> 00:41:59.219 of, she doesn't know what's going to happen next. 00:41:59.619 --> 00:42:02.400 She's questioning things. She doesn't understand 00:42:02.400 --> 00:42:04.820 things, but she knows that she's supposed to 00:42:04.820 --> 00:42:08.440 be. Maybe in this space and not question or ask, 00:42:08.480 --> 00:42:10.360 she does know her place because she goes to it, 00:42:10.400 --> 00:42:13.239 right? I fucking love it. Rolling to the owned 00:42:13.239 --> 00:42:17.440 portion, I mean, definitely things have moved 00:42:17.440 --> 00:42:19.300 into a different direction. I mean, this year 00:42:19.300 --> 00:42:22.639 at Splash, before Splash, I messaged Brian. I 00:42:22.639 --> 00:42:25.840 said, hey, I said, wow. So moving into the owned 00:42:25.840 --> 00:42:31.880 portion of the claimed, trained, and owned, I 00:42:31.880 --> 00:42:36.289 will tell you that Whenever we were going to 00:42:36.289 --> 00:42:39.389 Splash that Brian told me, he was like, well, 00:42:39.530 --> 00:42:41.550 actually, I reached out to him and I asked him, 00:42:41.590 --> 00:42:44.130 what outfit should I wear? He picked out all 00:42:44.130 --> 00:42:46.030 of my outfits. He told me, I need you to wear 00:42:46.030 --> 00:42:49.230 this on this day, this on this day. And so that 00:42:49.230 --> 00:42:55.710 made me realize that I had a very spot close 00:42:55.710 --> 00:43:00.869 in his heart and I needed to exemplify a certain 00:43:00.869 --> 00:43:05.170 presence and I needed to mirror. What he saw 00:43:05.170 --> 00:43:07.449 in himself. He picked out all of my outfits. 00:43:07.630 --> 00:43:10.610 Also on top of that, the other portion of owned 00:43:10.610 --> 00:43:12.909 was when he placed the collar around my neck. 00:43:13.110 --> 00:43:14.889 He flat out told me I was not allowed to touch 00:43:14.889 --> 00:43:17.170 it. I couldn't put it on. I couldn't take it 00:43:17.170 --> 00:43:20.849 off. That very much said, here's this portion 00:43:20.849 --> 00:43:24.210 of you that I own. And everyone else here at 00:43:24.210 --> 00:43:26.409 Splash and everyone around us will know that. 00:43:27.289 --> 00:43:29.849 And one of the best parts about it was the fact 00:43:29.849 --> 00:43:31.969 that my husband's here and he's watching this 00:43:31.969 --> 00:43:36.519 and he's supporting it. I can't even describe 00:43:36.519 --> 00:43:39.480 to other people how that feels. One of the most 00:43:39.480 --> 00:43:43.860 amazing things about being in this relationship 00:43:43.860 --> 00:43:49.659 and having a boyfriend in this lifestyle and 00:43:49.659 --> 00:43:53.019 that, you know, as Brian has mentioned and I've 00:43:53.019 --> 00:43:55.019 mentioned, as Philip has mentioned, we are a 00:43:55.019 --> 00:43:58.500 throuple. The most amazing part about all of 00:43:58.500 --> 00:44:01.599 this is the fact of the exchange of trust between 00:44:01.599 --> 00:44:05.750 the two of them. That's paramount. That's huge. 00:44:07.550 --> 00:44:11.630 To have a person that's been married to me for 00:44:11.630 --> 00:44:15.829 now 24 years to release and relinquish the trust 00:44:15.829 --> 00:44:18.769 and give it over to somebody that he's allowed 00:44:18.769 --> 00:44:22.809 to come into our life to say, I trust you. I 00:44:22.809 --> 00:44:25.050 give everything up and I'm good with what you're 00:44:25.050 --> 00:44:29.150 saying. So whenever we were a slash, the ultimate, 00:44:29.150 --> 00:44:32.460 I think that sealed the deal that was just. like 00:44:32.460 --> 00:44:35.159 I said, paramount was that anybody that would 00:44:35.159 --> 00:44:38.159 come up to us and talk to us, anybody they went 00:44:38.159 --> 00:44:41.820 to go off to play with had to have the ultimate 00:44:41.820 --> 00:44:44.400 seal of the deal, Brian's permission. He had 00:44:44.400 --> 00:44:49.920 the end decision. And he was the one that either 00:44:49.920 --> 00:44:52.940 said yay or nay. That was huge. That was huge 00:44:52.940 --> 00:44:58.400 for me. I really felt that that just kind of 00:44:58.400 --> 00:45:01.059 completed the three of us together because that. 00:45:01.500 --> 00:45:03.960 There was no longer a moment of, does anybody 00:45:03.960 --> 00:45:06.719 trust anybody? Everything was just dropped down, 00:45:06.800 --> 00:45:10.920 and it was great. That was the correlation of 00:45:10.920 --> 00:45:14.619 the thruple, I guess. That kind of put the stamp 00:45:14.619 --> 00:45:21.239 on it, Nephew and Siren. When we say own, it's 00:45:21.239 --> 00:45:24.639 claim the mind, train the body, and own the soul. 00:45:25.079 --> 00:45:28.880 That means your heart is involved now. And Splash 00:45:28.880 --> 00:45:35.059 Mocha was just as much a correlation or baptism 00:45:35.059 --> 00:45:39.059 for me as it was Phillip and Lindsey. Because 00:45:39.059 --> 00:45:42.679 I went there thinking that, OK, if I can be that 00:45:42.679 --> 00:45:46.760 ultimate boyfriend and kind of like submit myself, 00:45:47.139 --> 00:45:49.079 you know, because usually at Splash, I am all 00:45:49.079 --> 00:45:52.460 over the place. I'm in and out of rooms for three 00:45:52.460 --> 00:45:56.159 or four days. But I think I played, what, two? 00:45:56.639 --> 00:45:59.039 maybe three times, tops. I mean, that was it. 00:45:59.440 --> 00:46:01.360 That was it. And that was all that I wanted. 00:46:01.579 --> 00:46:04.860 It was about her. Everything was about her. When 00:46:04.860 --> 00:46:07.659 I put that collar on her, that was saying that, 00:46:07.760 --> 00:46:13.940 okay, my heart is yours. My heart is yours. And 00:46:13.940 --> 00:46:19.380 I want you to come here and understand that I 00:46:19.380 --> 00:46:22.480 want you to seek out quality, quality gentlemen 00:46:22.480 --> 00:46:26.309 to play with. And as well as, you know, if you 00:46:26.309 --> 00:46:29.610 found a female that you like and she did, you 00:46:29.610 --> 00:46:33.250 know, direct to. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you did. And 00:46:33.250 --> 00:46:35.789 as far as like myself and myself and Phillip, 00:46:35.889 --> 00:46:40.269 we had the utmost of respect and trust amongst 00:46:40.269 --> 00:46:44.909 one another. I mean, you had husbands going to 00:46:44.909 --> 00:46:47.809 him, asking him questions about, you know, our 00:46:47.809 --> 00:46:50.449 dynamic and want to talk to him about certain 00:46:50.449 --> 00:46:53.130 things as well as, you know, one's coming up 00:46:53.130 --> 00:46:55.969 to me. So here again, when you talk about owning, 00:46:56.130 --> 00:46:59.510 you're not just owning, you know, everybody thinks, 00:46:59.570 --> 00:47:01.989 oh, wait, do you own the pussy? This is not about 00:47:01.989 --> 00:47:06.070 that one bit. I can't stress that. I can't stress 00:47:06.070 --> 00:47:09.750 that more. But this is about you, you, the three 00:47:09.750 --> 00:47:12.929 of you saying we are as special to each other 00:47:12.929 --> 00:47:16.389 as they come. We don't care about what other 00:47:16.389 --> 00:47:19.929 people think. You know, we are a throuple. Yeah, 00:47:20.030 --> 00:47:22.530 we are a throuple. Although I don't live there 00:47:22.530 --> 00:47:25.739 or anything like that. But they know that they 00:47:25.739 --> 00:47:29.239 can call on me at any time of the night and I 00:47:29.239 --> 00:47:31.420 will jump in my car and I'll be there if they 00:47:31.420 --> 00:47:37.400 need me. Wow. Yeah, that's just it. And that's 00:47:37.400 --> 00:47:40.719 what I mean by, you know, owning the soul. But 00:47:40.719 --> 00:47:44.219 that sums up plain trying and own. For the ones 00:47:44.219 --> 00:47:45.699 who think that it meant something, you know, 00:47:45.719 --> 00:47:48.340 kind of like derogatory or was it something where 00:47:48.340 --> 00:47:50.219 I'm talking down, like I'm talking to a cook 00:47:50.219 --> 00:47:51.599 or something like that? Hell no, it was Philbin, 00:47:51.599 --> 00:47:53.320 not a cook. I just grown ass man. Don't believe 00:47:53.320 --> 00:47:55.980 this damn. Don't believe this damn mic. Believe 00:47:55.980 --> 00:47:59.679 me. All right. It interwoven. It's, it's hard 00:47:59.679 --> 00:48:02.840 to explain because a lot of people cannot find 00:48:02.840 --> 00:48:06.139 that happy medium. I mean, I will say before 00:48:06.139 --> 00:48:08.880 we met Brian, so, but I tried to find a unicorn. 00:48:08.940 --> 00:48:12.300 We tried to jump down that Avenue. We just couldn't, 00:48:12.300 --> 00:48:16.199 we had experienced certain women, but when they 00:48:16.199 --> 00:48:19.739 were brought into our dynamic, unfortunately. 00:48:20.719 --> 00:48:24.380 Those women were, I'm not trying to sound negative, 00:48:24.480 --> 00:48:26.579 but they were very selfish. It was all about 00:48:26.579 --> 00:48:31.599 them, all about them. But this dynamic isn't. 00:48:31.960 --> 00:48:36.519 This dynamic is all of us are very in tuned with 00:48:36.519 --> 00:48:40.039 each other's needs and thoughts. And if somebody 00:48:40.039 --> 00:48:43.599 is upset or frustrated, we reach, it's we are 00:48:43.599 --> 00:48:47.500 together, all together as three people. So there's 00:48:47.500 --> 00:48:53.019 a polyamorous element to this. Right, guys? True. 00:48:53.239 --> 00:48:56.679 Very true. Very true. Very true. And this is 00:48:56.679 --> 00:48:59.300 what, in my opinion, this is what the Bull experience 00:48:59.300 --> 00:49:02.880 is really, this is what it really is all about. 00:49:03.579 --> 00:49:06.139 This, I mean, summed up, this is what we have. 00:49:06.679 --> 00:49:09.300 This is the Bull experience. And, you know, for 00:49:09.300 --> 00:49:13.340 the guys who just want to be the typical BBC 00:49:13.340 --> 00:49:16.739 Bull, that's fine. That is fine. But I'm telling 00:49:16.739 --> 00:49:21.260 you right now, as you evolve, In this life, you 00:49:21.260 --> 00:49:24.400 will find that that is going to get old quickly 00:49:24.400 --> 00:49:28.599 and you're going to want to find your queen. 00:49:28.840 --> 00:49:32.639 And regardless if your queen, you know, is married 00:49:32.639 --> 00:49:37.940 or is single, you can find it. You can find that 00:49:37.940 --> 00:49:42.340 couple and bond with them and you can have a 00:49:42.340 --> 00:49:45.960 wonderful life in this life, you know, as we 00:49:45.960 --> 00:49:48.550 are right now. And we just... We're just scratching 00:49:48.550 --> 00:49:52.230 the surface. We have begun our journey. We're 00:49:52.230 --> 00:49:54.789 just scratching the surface. So, you know, whatever 00:49:54.789 --> 00:49:59.230 is coming to us, you know, later on in life, 00:49:59.449 --> 00:50:03.409 I'm not afraid of. I will tell you that you referenced 00:50:03.409 --> 00:50:09.550 a polyamorous lifestyle. The best moment of us 00:50:09.550 --> 00:50:12.849 being all together was, I had mentioned before 00:50:12.849 --> 00:50:15.510 that we've gone to a professional basketball 00:50:15.510 --> 00:50:18.559 game in Charlotte. The best moment in my damn 00:50:18.559 --> 00:50:21.320 life was walking down the street of Charlotte, 00:50:21.420 --> 00:50:24.900 holding the hand of my husband and holding the 00:50:24.900 --> 00:50:28.659 hand of Brian, walking into a stadium, going 00:50:28.659 --> 00:50:30.900 through the ticket thing, going through this 00:50:30.900 --> 00:50:32.539 and going through that. People looking at us 00:50:32.539 --> 00:50:35.760 like, wait, what the? Hang on. Hang on. I think 00:50:35.760 --> 00:50:40.119 I know what this is. But I'm not. Holy crap. 00:50:40.219 --> 00:50:42.880 The eyeballs and the looks. And all I could think 00:50:42.880 --> 00:50:45.420 inside of my head was. Y 'all bitches don't know, 00:50:45.480 --> 00:50:47.639 but I just won the fucking lottery. I'm sure 00:50:47.639 --> 00:50:53.820 y 'all super jealous. Right? You don't see one 00:50:53.820 --> 00:50:57.239 woman with two men very often. It's usually, 00:50:57.360 --> 00:51:00.460 you know, when you see it, it's a man with two 00:51:00.460 --> 00:51:03.659 women. So you did hit the fucking lottery, girl. 00:51:04.019 --> 00:51:08.059 I mean, holy crap. We went into a restaurant 00:51:08.059 --> 00:51:13.760 and we ate breakfast. The waiter. A black dude. 00:51:14.380 --> 00:51:17.519 He's looking at me and he's looking at us because 00:51:17.519 --> 00:51:19.500 I'm so, of course, Lindsey sitting beside me 00:51:19.500 --> 00:51:21.420 and Phillip's in front of us, you know, on the 00:51:21.420 --> 00:51:24.219 other side. And this dude has the biggest damn 00:51:24.219 --> 00:51:29.619 Cheshire Cat grin, shitting ass grin on his face 00:51:29.619 --> 00:51:34.000 because he knows exactly. He had read about it, 00:51:34.019 --> 00:51:36.420 but he had never seen it. But then he saw it 00:51:36.420 --> 00:51:39.420 and I'm like, brother, you having a good day? 00:51:39.559 --> 00:51:43.039 And he was like, yeah, man, your butt. He looked 00:51:43.039 --> 00:51:44.699 at me. He was like, you're having a battle. And 00:51:44.699 --> 00:51:46.500 then he hit me on the dog on all Herman. I knew 00:51:46.500 --> 00:51:48.920 exactly what he meant. I knew exactly what he 00:51:48.920 --> 00:51:50.880 meant. You know, you should have seen the looks 00:51:50.880 --> 00:51:54.900 that, that solidified also. I mean, really, you 00:51:54.900 --> 00:51:57.699 know, like I said before, wherever we're going, 00:51:57.820 --> 00:51:59.440 it's, it's, it's going to be a hell of a ride. 00:52:00.019 --> 00:52:01.460 It's going to be a hell of a ride. Cause like 00:52:01.460 --> 00:52:03.559 I said, we're just getting started. I think, 00:52:03.559 --> 00:52:08.340 I think we, we need to do a part two because 00:52:08.340 --> 00:52:12.389 the more I'm listening to this, No, seriously, 00:52:12.550 --> 00:52:15.809 this goes deeper than I even imagined. And I 00:52:15.809 --> 00:52:18.929 have, when it comes to things like this, I can 00:52:18.929 --> 00:52:22.489 go pretty deep. So I think we should do a part 00:52:22.489 --> 00:52:26.369 two because I want to start getting into, you 00:52:26.369 --> 00:52:30.289 know, Phillip has been pretty quiet in this, 00:52:30.369 --> 00:52:32.210 but I know he's got some great things to say 00:52:32.210 --> 00:52:34.550 because we've heard him talk about this before. 00:52:35.110 --> 00:52:38.190 Yeah, questions for him. And I've got questions 00:52:38.190 --> 00:52:42.519 about, you know, just. how Lindsay felt in certain 00:52:42.519 --> 00:52:45.860 scenarios that I saw her in. So, you know, I 00:52:45.860 --> 00:52:48.059 think in the interest of time, maybe we can, 00:52:48.119 --> 00:52:50.340 I don't know if we want to give any kind of closing 00:52:50.340 --> 00:52:53.000 statements and, and then I think we should do 00:52:53.000 --> 00:52:55.099 a part two guys. Yeah, we can do it. I'm off. 00:52:56.000 --> 00:52:59.500 I'm all for it. I'm all for it. Well, I mean, 00:52:59.519 --> 00:53:02.300 you know, if, if this is the end for the night, 00:53:02.320 --> 00:53:04.539 then it's, it's been a great podcast. It really 00:53:04.539 --> 00:53:07.719 has. I have, uh, I've enjoyed, I really have 00:53:07.719 --> 00:53:10.630 enjoyed, um, you know philip and lindsey really 00:53:10.630 --> 00:53:13.670 didn't get a chance to to tell their whole story 00:53:13.670 --> 00:53:16.510 um you know how they got into the life and everything 00:53:16.510 --> 00:53:18.510 and then trying you know transitioning over to 00:53:18.510 --> 00:53:23.130 this to this world um so you know hell now now 00:53:23.130 --> 00:53:31.409 i got questions i got questions now this is how 00:53:31.409 --> 00:53:33.989 we keep the people coming back for more right 00:53:34.670 --> 00:53:38.110 We could talk for three, four hours, but, you 00:53:38.110 --> 00:53:42.230 know, stay tuned until next time. This is what 00:53:42.230 --> 00:53:44.289 we want. This is what we want. This is what we 00:53:44.289 --> 00:53:46.170 want. So I'm assuming that everybody's content 00:53:46.170 --> 00:53:49.469 for tonight. Yep. Yeah. We'll do a part two. 00:53:49.650 --> 00:53:52.130 Yep. I mean, I have a million questions. That's 00:53:52.130 --> 00:53:57.849 why. I knew that if I start asking one, it's 00:53:57.849 --> 00:54:00.289 going to end up in another. And we want to keep 00:54:00.289 --> 00:54:03.909 these. Within the hour, you can do a part two. 00:54:04.030 --> 00:54:06.409 And that's why you're Socrates. That's why you're 00:54:06.409 --> 00:54:09.369 Socrates. That's a squirrel jumping down that 00:54:09.369 --> 00:54:11.489 hole. You just keep going and going and going. 00:54:15.550 --> 00:54:19.130 Siren, you got anything to add? No, it's been 00:54:19.130 --> 00:54:21.670 great. Yeah, I got a lot of questions. And what 00:54:21.670 --> 00:54:25.010 we'll probably do is listen to this again, and 00:54:25.010 --> 00:54:26.449 then I'll probably write the questions down. 00:54:26.510 --> 00:54:28.889 Because I didn't want to interrupt you, but... 00:54:29.130 --> 00:54:31.329 Every five minutes, I had a question. So I'm 00:54:31.329 --> 00:54:37.289 like, who's going to let me talk? Well, then 00:54:37.289 --> 00:54:40.190 I guess you can cue that music, nephew, and we 00:54:40.190 --> 00:54:45.369 will close it out. Ladies and gentlemen, thank 00:54:45.369 --> 00:54:51.329 you for sitting in on another informative podcast 00:54:51.329 --> 00:54:55.150 from the Bull Brotherhood. I would like to thank 00:54:55.150 --> 00:54:58.670 my family, Phillip and Lindsey. for giving their 00:54:58.670 --> 00:55:02.369 insight tonight, as well as my other family, 00:55:02.510 --> 00:55:07.369 Siren and Socrates, who are just my heart. I 00:55:07.369 --> 00:55:09.909 mean, this is a very, very special podcast, and 00:55:09.909 --> 00:55:12.369 we will do part two another time very, very soon. 00:55:12.690 --> 00:55:15.829 For everybody, I'm the Sigma Male himself, Brian 00:55:15.829 --> 00:55:19.030 Morgan. And as for the brothers in the brotherhood, 00:55:19.210 --> 00:55:24.130 good night. For my ladies, good morning. We'll 00:55:24.130 --> 00:55:36.099 see you. Bye -bye. and train the body on the 00:55:36.099 --> 00:55:39.079 soul. Deep connections build on trust. That's 00:55:39.079 --> 00:55:42.179 how I go from conversations to the passion that 00:55:42.179 --> 00:55:45.440 we hold. This brotherhood's for men whose stories 00:55:45.440 --> 00:55:49.219 need to be told. This brotherhood's for men whose 00:55:49.219 --> 00:55:52.880 stories need to be told. Say it loud. Say it 00:55:52.880 --> 00:55:57.460 loud. This is who we are. Bold, confident, and 00:55:57.460 --> 00:56:01.300 seductive. Dominant and classy. We stand tall, 00:56:01.400 --> 00:56:06.760 never fall. bold brotherhood luxury untaught