WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.850 Are you feeling lost? Well, you've come to the 00:00:02.850 --> 00:00:05.250 right place. Welcome to Lost -ish, where we, 00:00:05.330 --> 00:00:08.009 Rose Chachko and Emmanuella Kathreptakis, share 00:00:08.009 --> 00:00:10.650 what it's really like navigating your 20s. We're 00:00:10.650 --> 00:00:13.910 two semi -lost girls figuring out careers, relationships, 00:00:14.369 --> 00:00:16.170 wellness, purpose and everything in between. 00:00:16.269 --> 00:00:19.129 Each week we dive into the highs, the lows and 00:00:19.129 --> 00:00:21.629 lessons of chasing your dreams, finding happiness 00:00:21.629 --> 00:00:23.850 and learning to embrace the uncertainty. We're 00:00:23.850 --> 00:00:25.910 not here to pretend like we've loaded all together. 00:00:26.250 --> 00:00:30.870 We're simply just figuring it out with you. Hello 00:00:30.870 --> 00:00:34.369 and welcome back to the Lost Fish podcast. Today 00:00:34.369 --> 00:00:36.670 we've got a bit of a unique episode which we 00:00:36.670 --> 00:00:38.710 hope will be a little bit of a fun one to sort 00:00:38.710 --> 00:00:42.009 of break up the longer more advice episodes that 00:00:42.009 --> 00:00:44.590 we've been putting out recently. So we thought 00:00:44.590 --> 00:00:47.490 we would do a little rapid fire get to know each 00:00:47.490 --> 00:00:49.950 other where we've listed out about 15 questions 00:00:49.950 --> 00:00:51.649 and we're just gonna ask each other. They're 00:00:51.649 --> 00:00:54.390 not the normal questions they're a bit more some 00:00:54.390 --> 00:00:55.950 of them are normal some of them are in depth 00:00:55.950 --> 00:00:59.030 but we hope it would just be a little funny. 00:00:59.750 --> 00:01:02.570 Break yeah a funny break from like talking about 00:01:02.570 --> 00:01:05.829 some serious stuff and I think I think whenever 00:01:05.829 --> 00:01:08.209 I listen to a podcast I want to know about the 00:01:08.209 --> 00:01:10.590 person and I want to know their story and this 00:01:10.590 --> 00:01:12.609 is not so much our life story because we could 00:01:12.609 --> 00:01:15.069 be sitting here for the next decade talking about 00:01:15.069 --> 00:01:18.709 that but yeah like Emmanuella said it's rapid -fire 00:01:18.709 --> 00:01:22.030 and We haven't pre -planned any of these answers. 00:01:22.030 --> 00:01:24.909 We literally got these questions online off chat 00:01:24.909 --> 00:01:27.840 GBT being like Give us and get to know your questions. 00:01:28.040 --> 00:01:30.280 It gave them to us. And now we're going at it 00:01:30.280 --> 00:01:32.140 so that you guys can find out a little bit more 00:01:32.140 --> 00:01:34.900 about us. Exactly. In a funny manner. All right. 00:01:34.980 --> 00:01:36.680 Shall we get started? All right. Rose is reading 00:01:36.680 --> 00:01:38.859 out the questions and then I'm going to answer 00:01:38.859 --> 00:01:41.200 and then she's going to answer. Go. All right. 00:01:41.459 --> 00:01:44.120 Question number one. Something people misunderstand 00:01:44.120 --> 00:01:48.640 about you. Oh, OK. I think people initially when 00:01:48.640 --> 00:01:50.980 they meet me, because I'm I'm an introverted 00:01:50.980 --> 00:01:53.500 extrovert, but I'm introverted at the beginning 00:01:53.500 --> 00:01:56.150 until I know someone. Um, so I think a lot of 00:01:56.150 --> 00:01:59.069 people would think I was boring before they actually 00:01:59.069 --> 00:02:01.170 get to know me because I don't talk much unless 00:02:01.170 --> 00:02:03.870 you'd, I reciprocate energy. So if someone is 00:02:03.870 --> 00:02:05.709 talking to me, I'll talk back to you. If you're 00:02:05.709 --> 00:02:07.269 not talking to me, I'm not going to talk to you. 00:02:07.450 --> 00:02:11.569 I kind of feel that as well. Like I think something 00:02:11.569 --> 00:02:14.770 people misunderstand about me is people think 00:02:14.770 --> 00:02:17.610 I'm, I'm very outgoing. People think I'm very 00:02:17.610 --> 00:02:21.189 bubbly and, um, and confident when little do 00:02:21.189 --> 00:02:24.729 they know I overthink. everything that I say, 00:02:25.110 --> 00:02:28.289 and I struggle with crippling anxiety. And people 00:02:28.289 --> 00:02:32.150 are like, how are you so confident in life? Like, 00:02:32.229 --> 00:02:35.189 fake it till you make it, I guess, because your 00:02:35.189 --> 00:02:38.449 girl is a massive over thinker. Question number 00:02:38.449 --> 00:02:41.129 two. Am I saying it? You're saying it. First 00:02:41.129 --> 00:02:46.020 ever heartbreak. My first ever heartbreak, God, 00:02:46.099 --> 00:02:50.139 was actually my last heartbreak. It was my first 00:02:50.139 --> 00:02:53.500 ever relationship, my first love, my first partner, 00:02:54.340 --> 00:02:57.280 who I'm obviously no longer with, but we're not 00:02:57.280 --> 00:03:00.819 going to be wasting any time talking about that. 00:03:01.639 --> 00:03:03.620 What was your first ever heartbreak? I can't 00:03:03.620 --> 00:03:05.719 say I've actually ever been heartbroken. Wow. 00:03:05.960 --> 00:03:10.180 I've been upset, but like never. I've never experienced 00:03:10.180 --> 00:03:13.020 what you've experienced. I'm very fortunate for 00:03:13.020 --> 00:03:16.280 that, but I can't say I've never been heartbroken. 00:03:16.939 --> 00:03:20.240 Heartbreak sucks guys, but bloody hell it makes 00:03:20.240 --> 00:03:22.900 you grow so much as a person and realise your 00:03:22.900 --> 00:03:27.129 worth. Anyway, next. Uh, one thing you secretly 00:03:27.129 --> 00:03:30.289 love physical and personality wise about yourself. 00:03:30.849 --> 00:03:34.210 Okay. I think physically, initially I used to 00:03:34.210 --> 00:03:36.169 hate this about myself, but I actually really 00:03:36.169 --> 00:03:39.349 like my height. I used to hate it. And then once 00:03:39.349 --> 00:03:41.229 I started getting into modeling a little bit, 00:03:41.270 --> 00:03:43.169 I was like, Oh, I kind of wish I was a little 00:03:43.169 --> 00:03:45.490 bit taller even like, so I've started taking 00:03:45.490 --> 00:03:47.909 advantage of that a lot now. And I really, really 00:03:47.909 --> 00:03:51.819 like my, my height. I feel like it. Just comes 00:03:51.819 --> 00:03:53.800 across a bit more confident. I like the clothes 00:03:53.800 --> 00:03:55.240 I can wear because dude I thought you were gonna 00:03:55.240 --> 00:03:57.759 say your eyebrows because you have the most beautiful 00:03:57.759 --> 00:04:00.680 eyebrows I have ever seen in my life that always 00:04:00.680 --> 00:04:04.009 say about me, but I don't know I haven't I mean, 00:04:04.129 --> 00:04:06.229 yeah, I'm appreciating them more now, but I definitely 00:04:06.229 --> 00:04:07.870 wouldn't say that that's one of my favourite 00:04:07.870 --> 00:04:10.849 things. I like my eyes. I like my eye colour. 00:04:11.090 --> 00:04:14.909 Beautiful eyes. Personality wise, I'm not saying 00:04:14.909 --> 00:04:16.689 this to high me up, but I genuinely think I'm 00:04:16.689 --> 00:04:19.389 a very genuine person. I don't do things maliciously. 00:04:20.170 --> 00:04:23.689 I really just I like to I see the best in people. 00:04:24.069 --> 00:04:27.230 You could dog me and I'll like I'll be like, 00:04:27.350 --> 00:04:29.329 oh, but maybe there was a reason for it. You 00:04:29.329 --> 00:04:32.490 play devil's advocate. Yes. Yeah. Yes, I like 00:04:32.490 --> 00:04:34.730 to see the best in people, which doesn't always 00:04:34.730 --> 00:04:37.329 work in my favour, but maybe that's why my circle 00:04:37.329 --> 00:04:40.430 is so small. Turning it on to you, what would 00:04:40.430 --> 00:04:44.069 you say is your favourite physical and personality 00:04:44.069 --> 00:04:48.350 trait of yourself? Physically? Physically, I 00:04:48.350 --> 00:04:54.069 like my smile. Oh, I love your smile. Yeah, I 00:04:54.069 --> 00:04:59.180 like my smile. Which I don't know, like if people 00:04:59.180 --> 00:05:01.519 say, I love your smile, but I think I like my 00:05:01.519 --> 00:05:07.740 smile. Yeah. And personality wise, I'd say I'm 00:05:07.740 --> 00:05:11.220 a very selfless person. I think I put. A lot 00:05:11.220 --> 00:05:15.120 of people before myself and I care very, very 00:05:15.120 --> 00:05:18.639 deeply. And when you're in my life, like I'd 00:05:18.639 --> 00:05:21.459 die for you. Like I'm very real when it comes 00:05:21.459 --> 00:05:25.120 to my friendships, my family, my relationships, 00:05:25.259 --> 00:05:29.319 like you are my priority hasn't always been reciprocated. 00:05:29.560 --> 00:05:33.079 But I think I think that's my my biggest strength, 00:05:33.100 --> 00:05:37.019 but also a weakness in a way, because Sometimes 00:05:37.019 --> 00:05:39.420 you do have to put yourself first and I struggle 00:05:39.420 --> 00:05:41.860 to do that. People that know Rose Tashco know 00:05:41.860 --> 00:05:45.800 this is the truth. Hey, what role do you play 00:05:45.800 --> 00:05:48.699 in a group of friends? The mother. Wow. I'm the 00:05:48.699 --> 00:05:51.199 mom. Yeah, I feel that. You're like my mom. You're 00:05:51.199 --> 00:05:53.199 literally like my mom, but in the best way possible. 00:05:53.399 --> 00:05:56.519 Yeah, what about you? I'm the therapist. Oh dude, 00:05:56.660 --> 00:05:59.279 I'm such a therapist. Like all my friends come 00:05:59.279 --> 00:06:01.339 to me for advice and I'm on the phone to them 00:06:01.339 --> 00:06:04.160 for like. hours and hours and hours and I love 00:06:04.160 --> 00:06:05.980 being the therapist don't get me wrong I love 00:06:05.980 --> 00:06:09.220 it like I am so one to listen I'm so one to help 00:06:09.220 --> 00:06:11.379 like I love it actually like had this thought 00:06:11.379 --> 00:06:14.019 I was like maybe I should do a psychology degree 00:06:14.019 --> 00:06:15.939 but I was like no no no I love acting way too 00:06:15.939 --> 00:06:20.899 much so no next favorite country that you have 00:06:20.899 --> 00:06:25.459 visited mine yes well I have visited I've been 00:06:25.459 --> 00:06:27.740 very fortunate enough to visit a lot of countries 00:06:28.430 --> 00:06:31.470 But you know what, like one I visited last year 00:06:31.470 --> 00:06:34.110 has just stuck with me and it's New Zealand. 00:06:34.889 --> 00:06:38.230 I really want I loved New Zealand, especially 00:06:38.230 --> 00:06:41.449 the South Island, the South part. I was just 00:06:41.449 --> 00:06:45.250 like mesmerized by its beauty. I think it's actually 00:06:45.250 --> 00:06:47.129 quite an underrated country and it's not very 00:06:47.129 --> 00:06:49.350 far from Australia. It's like a three hour flight. 00:06:49.350 --> 00:06:54.800 Yeah, but it is magnificent. I felt alive. What's 00:06:54.800 --> 00:06:57.620 your favourite country? Other than Greece, because 00:06:57.620 --> 00:06:59.519 it would be biased to say that, but it genuinely 00:06:59.519 --> 00:07:02.220 is my favourite country in the world, I would 00:07:02.220 --> 00:07:06.019 say Fiji. I absolutely loved Fiji. I felt like 00:07:06.019 --> 00:07:09.819 I was at home for a week when I was there. Not 00:07:09.819 --> 00:07:11.579 going to harp on it, but people that know know 00:07:11.579 --> 00:07:13.480 I loved it more than you could ever imagine. 00:07:14.519 --> 00:07:16.600 Nationally, where are you from? I think I just 00:07:16.600 --> 00:07:19.259 covered it. I'm Greek. Born in Australia, but 00:07:19.259 --> 00:07:22.509 I'm fully Greek. Through and through. Yes, loud 00:07:22.509 --> 00:07:25.970 and proud. I was born in Australia, but my background 00:07:25.970 --> 00:07:29.829 is Ukrainian, so I can speak fluent Russian, 00:07:30.290 --> 00:07:32.949 but yeah, parentals are from Ukraine, loud and 00:07:32.949 --> 00:07:36.610 proud as well. Yep, so full European, through 00:07:36.610 --> 00:07:41.009 and through. Okay, drink of choice. Okay, let's 00:07:41.009 --> 00:07:42.430 go. We're talking alcoholic drinks now. Let's 00:07:42.430 --> 00:07:44.870 do both. Okay, go. Alcoholic and non -alcoholic. 00:07:44.870 --> 00:07:46.649 Neither of us are really drinkers, we'll just 00:07:46.649 --> 00:07:50.680 say that. But if we were to pick, okay. Non -alcoholic 00:07:50.680 --> 00:07:54.139 drink, I would go coconut water, because I just 00:07:54.139 --> 00:07:57.740 love coconut water so much. Or matcha, I love, 00:07:58.160 --> 00:08:02.220 specifically strawberry matcha, yum. Or alcoholic, 00:08:02.480 --> 00:08:07.540 I'll go a pina colada. Okay, if I was to go. 00:08:07.720 --> 00:08:09.459 Alcoholic it would need to be something where 00:08:09.459 --> 00:08:11.360 I literally cannot taste the alcohol so I would 00:08:11.360 --> 00:08:13.800 say something with Malibu rum so sort of like 00:08:13.800 --> 00:08:17.680 Or like a vodka apple if not, I literally don't 00:08:17.680 --> 00:08:20.339 drink anything else like I'll drink tea. I'll 00:08:20.339 --> 00:08:22.480 drink juice I'll drink smoothies, but I'd say 00:08:22.480 --> 00:08:26.660 water all the way. I'm such a tea go. Anyway, 00:08:27.040 --> 00:08:31.040 okay celebrity crush. Sportacus from Lazy Jan 00:08:35.110 --> 00:08:38.070 pretty. I honestly don't have one. I don't think 00:08:38.070 --> 00:08:41.610 I have one. Not like I don't watch enough movies 00:08:41.610 --> 00:08:43.629 and shows to be like, Oh, yeah. So that pretty 00:08:43.629 --> 00:08:46.750 car. No, I actually don't have one. I'd say like, 00:08:46.789 --> 00:08:49.429 if I had to pick one, maybe like old Leonardo 00:08:49.429 --> 00:08:51.909 DiCaprio or something before he turned into a 00:08:51.909 --> 00:08:56.009 little problematic. Sorry. No, I definitely say 00:08:56.009 --> 00:08:59.269 like, Oh, Harry Styles from a young age. Yeah, 00:08:59.470 --> 00:09:02.200 would you not? Did you not know that? I was obsessed 00:09:02.200 --> 00:09:04.240 with Harry Styles. I had photos of him in my 00:09:04.240 --> 00:09:06.299 bloody room and I'd, you know, I think I have 00:09:06.299 --> 00:09:08.320 a plush toy of him as well and I'd sleep with 00:09:08.320 --> 00:09:10.940 it every night. It was actually bad. Like I was 00:09:10.940 --> 00:09:14.860 a direction, hard directioner. Um, or like a 00:09:14.860 --> 00:09:17.460 young Brad Pitt. Yeah, I do like a young Brad 00:09:17.460 --> 00:09:21.100 Pitt. It's beautiful. Okay. Uh, honest first 00:09:21.100 --> 00:09:25.100 impressions of each other. Oh, okay. My first 00:09:25.100 --> 00:09:27.480 impression of you, I think we ran over this in 00:09:27.480 --> 00:09:30.100 the last episode, but I'd say, I thought you 00:09:30.100 --> 00:09:32.419 were stunning. First of all, I was like, this 00:09:32.419 --> 00:09:36.360 girl was a beautiful person. But I think first 00:09:36.360 --> 00:09:38.539 impression of you was how smiley you were. You 00:09:38.539 --> 00:09:40.840 would just smile all the time. You were constantly, 00:09:40.919 --> 00:09:43.059 you looked like you were so excited to make friends, 00:09:43.179 --> 00:09:46.580 like you were so smiley. Oh, that's so kind. 00:09:46.879 --> 00:09:48.919 I'd say first, first impression without even 00:09:48.919 --> 00:09:50.659 speaking to you. That's what I would have said. 00:09:51.379 --> 00:09:54.019 My first impression of you, I obviously thought 00:09:54.019 --> 00:09:57.320 you were gorgeous. Like I was like, Whoa, who 00:09:57.320 --> 00:10:02.480 is this European goddess? Um, to be honest, I 00:10:02.480 --> 00:10:05.039 thought you were quite quiet. Like you said, 00:10:05.299 --> 00:10:07.659 I think you were like, you're an extroverted 00:10:07.659 --> 00:10:10.960 introvert. And until I actually got to know you 00:10:10.960 --> 00:10:13.840 is when I is when your personality shone through. 00:10:14.059 --> 00:10:15.860 It probably doesn't show in this podcast, but 00:10:15.860 --> 00:10:18.019 unless it's gotten a bit better now, I think 00:10:18.019 --> 00:10:21.659 people would disagree now, but. In general, especially 00:10:21.659 --> 00:10:26.639 at the bright age of 18, I was a shell of a human. 00:10:26.679 --> 00:10:28.399 Yeah, I thought you were really shy. But then 00:10:28.399 --> 00:10:29.940 when I once I got to know you, I was like, you're 00:10:29.940 --> 00:10:31.480 actually one of the best people I've ever met 00:10:31.480 --> 00:10:35.779 in my life. So this podcast is literally us just 00:10:35.779 --> 00:10:39.840 hyping each other up. I kind of love it. One 00:10:39.840 --> 00:10:42.879 thing each other has taught us without even trying. 00:10:44.659 --> 00:10:49.200 Dude, you have taught me you have taught me that 00:10:50.769 --> 00:10:54.970 real people actually exist. Stop. No, like you, 00:10:55.129 --> 00:10:56.970 like I, there was a point where I actually have 00:10:56.970 --> 00:10:58.690 lost a little bit of faith in humanity and I 00:10:58.690 --> 00:11:02.870 was like, why, why is everyone just so fake? 00:11:03.080 --> 00:11:05.519 why not everyone obviously I've got a lot of 00:11:05.519 --> 00:11:07.480 beautiful people in my life that are not but 00:11:07.480 --> 00:11:10.840 you were so real and you genuinely like you have 00:11:10.840 --> 00:11:12.700 taught me that that exists you taught me that 00:11:12.700 --> 00:11:15.799 real friendship exists and real love exists yeah 00:11:15.799 --> 00:11:18.019 and soulmates you're a soulmate to me and i think 00:11:18.019 --> 00:11:21.039 like no i really mean that like soulmates don't 00:11:21.039 --> 00:11:24.000 just have to be romantic like you you definitely 00:11:24.000 --> 00:11:26.639 come into my life to show me that that exists 00:11:26.639 --> 00:11:30.779 and and you also you also taught me about my 00:11:30.779 --> 00:11:33.620 worth i think you really really reinforce that 00:11:33.620 --> 00:11:35.179 to me a lot and something that I've you know 00:11:35.179 --> 00:11:37.159 self -worth and self -concept is something that 00:11:37.159 --> 00:11:39.980 I've struggled with in the past and and still 00:11:39.980 --> 00:11:42.100 you know I'm on the journey to kind of getting 00:11:42.100 --> 00:11:44.759 to a place where where I you know love myself 00:11:44.759 --> 00:11:47.100 wholeheartedly and you really really help me 00:11:47.100 --> 00:11:50.740 with that. Nah guys you will never ever see Rose 00:11:50.740 --> 00:11:52.600 or any of the people that I truly cherish in 00:11:52.600 --> 00:11:56.360 my life come up to me and talk down about themselves 00:11:56.360 --> 00:11:59.320 to me. I do not let that shit fly. No I love 00:11:59.320 --> 00:12:04.460 it. Sorry. One thing you've taught me to go for 00:12:04.460 --> 00:12:07.620 what I want, like you're an inspiring person, 00:12:08.220 --> 00:12:12.200 you've taught me how to have fun, and you've 00:12:12.200 --> 00:12:15.279 taught me what support and genuine friendship 00:12:15.279 --> 00:12:17.940 looks like. Like you are honestly probably the 00:12:17.940 --> 00:12:21.399 best friend that I have ever had in my life. 00:12:21.720 --> 00:12:24.240 I wouldn't want to start a... podcast with anyone 00:12:24.240 --> 00:12:26.500 else. Oh, now we're going the frickin' other 00:12:26.500 --> 00:12:29.100 direction. One thing that drives you insane about 00:12:29.100 --> 00:12:32.059 each other, go. No, you start. No, you can start. 00:12:32.080 --> 00:12:34.460 What? Alright, I'll start. Okay, you start. I 00:12:34.460 --> 00:12:37.159 think. I think this kind of ties into what I 00:12:37.159 --> 00:12:39.240 last said, but I hate how much you overthink 00:12:39.240 --> 00:12:42.480 things. Not so much with me. You overthink things 00:12:42.480 --> 00:12:44.919 that you do. You overthink how you look in certain 00:12:44.919 --> 00:12:47.220 situations. You overthink your relationships 00:12:47.220 --> 00:12:48.960 with certain people. Just stop overthinking. 00:12:49.299 --> 00:12:53.659 You're fine. God, thanks. No, but yeah, I do. 00:12:53.659 --> 00:12:57.320 I do overthink a lot. And I think what drives 00:12:57.320 --> 00:13:00.039 me, I think I was going to kind of say the opposite 00:13:00.039 --> 00:13:03.019 for you. I think because you're so, yeah, you're 00:13:03.019 --> 00:13:05.820 too carefree. You're so chill. Like, you know, 00:13:05.860 --> 00:13:08.500 I'm a little anxious B and you're not. And I 00:13:08.500 --> 00:13:10.700 love that about our dynamic because you really 00:13:10.700 --> 00:13:13.419 bring me out of my shell. But I. I sometimes 00:13:13.419 --> 00:13:15.100 I think to myself, I'm like, oh my God, why are 00:13:15.100 --> 00:13:17.659 you so carefree about the situation? Like, oh 00:13:17.659 --> 00:13:21.840 my God, last, last episode when our podcast wasn't 00:13:21.840 --> 00:13:24.980 recording, so we were recording our podcast and 00:13:24.980 --> 00:13:27.120 we actually weren't, but I thought we were and 00:13:27.120 --> 00:13:29.200 we got through a half an hour of content without 00:13:29.200 --> 00:13:32.159 actually pressing record. I was about to cry 00:13:32.159 --> 00:13:34.080 and I was like, oh my God. And you were like, 00:13:34.159 --> 00:13:36.340 babe, it's chill. Like we're just filming. And 00:13:36.340 --> 00:13:38.419 I was like, how are you so carefree about this? 00:13:38.419 --> 00:13:40.399 She was about to start crying. I was like, bro, 00:13:40.460 --> 00:13:43.019 we just rebook and come back. It's not a big 00:13:43.019 --> 00:13:45.759 deal. Yeah, so that kind of annoys me, but. But 00:13:45.759 --> 00:13:47.679 I'm like that, so. I love you though. You can 00:13:47.679 --> 00:13:52.240 suck it up. Yeah, yeah. Okay. Biggest role model? 00:13:53.320 --> 00:13:55.960 My biggest role model. Okay, I say I'd have four. 00:13:56.000 --> 00:14:01.259 Okay. So, my parents, my boyfriend and you. And 00:14:01.259 --> 00:14:03.559 when I say that, I mean like if I was to pick 00:14:03.559 --> 00:14:06.240 the four people that I genuinely take the most 00:14:06.240 --> 00:14:08.629 inspiration from in my life. And I have different 00:14:08.629 --> 00:14:11.429 reasons for each of you. My dad, I think, is 00:14:11.429 --> 00:14:13.669 the person that I've carried the most life lessons 00:14:13.669 --> 00:14:16.370 from. Like he's wholeheartedly a male version 00:14:16.370 --> 00:14:19.909 of me and like intelligence and all of that. 00:14:19.929 --> 00:14:23.269 Like I've taken that from my dad. My mom, I'd 00:14:23.269 --> 00:14:25.230 say, has shown me strength. She showed me what 00:14:25.230 --> 00:14:27.870 unconditional love looks like. If you know my 00:14:27.870 --> 00:14:29.950 mom, she loves her kids more than anything in 00:14:29.950 --> 00:14:32.669 the world and she shows it to herself, to others, 00:14:32.850 --> 00:14:36.879 to... everyone. And also just kindness and generosity. 00:14:37.440 --> 00:14:39.620 I'd say my boyfriend has shown me just how to 00:14:39.620 --> 00:14:42.019 be an absolute beast, like how to never give 00:14:42.019 --> 00:14:44.220 up on my dreams. People that know him know that 00:14:44.220 --> 00:14:47.240 that probably comes across as well. He also has 00:14:47.240 --> 00:14:49.419 his own podcast. He does have his own podcast. 00:14:49.600 --> 00:14:51.519 We'll plug it. The Angel Arco Show. Go listen 00:14:51.519 --> 00:14:56.120 now. Yep. And also just like, honestly, he showed 00:14:56.120 --> 00:14:58.519 me love in my highest highs and my lowest lows 00:14:58.519 --> 00:15:01.200 as well. Which is very important and very rare 00:15:01.200 --> 00:15:02.799 to find especially at such a young age because 00:15:02.799 --> 00:15:05.539 i met him when i was eighteen but yeah i'd say 00:15:05.539 --> 00:15:07.159 more than anything it's like never give up on 00:15:07.159 --> 00:15:10.100 your dreams dedication go go go like he's very 00:15:10.100 --> 00:15:13.639 much like that and then i'd say you just. Again 00:15:13.639 --> 00:15:15.740 like what i repeated when i was speaking about 00:15:15.740 --> 00:15:18.779 you before just raw real friendship how to not 00:15:18.779 --> 00:15:21.659 care what how to unapologetically be myself how 00:15:21.659 --> 00:15:24.440 to not care what people are thinking like i don't 00:15:24.440 --> 00:15:27.019 feel like i have to be judgmental judge i don't 00:15:27.019 --> 00:15:30.750 feel judge sorry. around you um and just like 00:15:30.750 --> 00:15:33.110 yeah true support like you're such a genuine 00:15:33.110 --> 00:15:38.309 person you are you are oh my god this is that's 00:15:38.309 --> 00:15:41.549 my answer now go on what's your biggest role 00:15:41.549 --> 00:15:43.789 model like mine is very similar i definitely 00:15:43.789 --> 00:15:49.919 say my family. For me, my family stems way beyond 00:15:49.919 --> 00:15:52.340 my parents. My parents are incredible and they 00:15:52.340 --> 00:15:55.279 raised me to be the person I am today. But my 00:15:55.279 --> 00:15:57.820 grandparents, my aunties, my uncles who have 00:15:57.820 --> 00:16:01.840 been through so much in their life, I genuinely 00:16:01.840 --> 00:16:05.039 look up to them and I go, wow, you have worked 00:16:05.039 --> 00:16:07.860 so hard to give me the life that I now have. 00:16:08.159 --> 00:16:09.960 You've taught me resilience. You've taught me 00:16:09.960 --> 00:16:14.000 trust. You've taught me love. Yeah, I'm just 00:16:14.000 --> 00:16:15.700 like I think about it and I get emotional because 00:16:15.700 --> 00:16:18.159 I just really really love and cherish my family 00:16:18.159 --> 00:16:21.100 my parents My mom my dad my grandma my grandpa 00:16:21.100 --> 00:16:24.960 Auntie uncles like cousins like yeah, that's 00:16:24.960 --> 00:16:29.080 so that's that's family and then I go into my 00:16:29.080 --> 00:16:34.139 friends and you And I know it's like oh, you 00:16:34.139 --> 00:16:36.360 know, I said you got to say me well No, like 00:16:36.360 --> 00:16:41.120 I genuinely mean mean when I say you have really 00:16:41.320 --> 00:16:45.500 Like my trust in humanity has resurfaced because 00:16:45.500 --> 00:16:48.720 of you and like you have shown me that That I 00:16:48.720 --> 00:16:51.639 am worthy of love. I am worthy of friendship. 00:16:51.740 --> 00:16:56.720 I am worthy of so much more And it's it's really 00:16:56.720 --> 00:16:58.820 beautiful like you really uplift me and there's 00:16:58.820 --> 00:17:01.000 never a dull moment I think people are gonna 00:17:01.000 --> 00:17:02.659 listen to this episode and be like we should 00:17:02.659 --> 00:17:07.069 be dating. Oh yes, they're true Honestly, please 00:17:07.069 --> 00:17:10.190 boyfriend in Emanuella version. Come to Rose 00:17:10.190 --> 00:17:13.150 because we're putting that out there for 2025 00:17:13.150 --> 00:17:16.869 guys question. What's your biggest fear? Oh, 00:17:17.289 --> 00:17:21.250 I okay. Hearing bad news. My biggest fear is 00:17:21.250 --> 00:17:23.849 for someone to give me a phone call and it's 00:17:23.849 --> 00:17:26.190 something about my family, something about a 00:17:26.190 --> 00:17:28.569 sickness, something about an incident. Yeah. 00:17:28.990 --> 00:17:32.390 I Not I don't care about claustrophobia darkness 00:17:32.390 --> 00:17:35.309 ocean spiders none of that the moment I like 00:17:35.309 --> 00:17:39.609 surface level something my heart sunk. Yeah. 00:17:41.450 --> 00:17:43.990 Absolutely not well I was gonna say I've got 00:17:43.990 --> 00:17:46.269 the biggest fear of death but like by a loved 00:17:46.269 --> 00:17:49.230 one like I cannot fathom honestly and I know 00:17:49.230 --> 00:17:52.930 it's a part of life but. Anyone in my life in 00:17:52.930 --> 00:17:55.390 my family who's closest to me just like not being 00:17:55.390 --> 00:17:58.650 there and the thought of that freaks me out. 00:17:58.700 --> 00:18:02.400 Yeah, a lot. Also, one of my other biggest ones 00:18:02.400 --> 00:18:06.380 is not fulfilling my dream. I thought you were 00:18:06.380 --> 00:18:09.019 about to say fear of failure. Yeah, fear of failure. 00:18:09.519 --> 00:18:12.200 And not so much in the sense of, to be honest, 00:18:12.599 --> 00:18:14.700 failure is a beautiful thing because it shows 00:18:14.700 --> 00:18:16.680 you resilience and you can pick yourself back 00:18:16.680 --> 00:18:20.079 up and not give up. You only fail if you give 00:18:20.079 --> 00:18:23.740 up, really. But yeah, I guess my fear is not 00:18:23.740 --> 00:18:28.119 accomplishing my dream. Getting to where I want 00:18:28.119 --> 00:18:31.700 to be in life and yeah, I think about that a 00:18:31.700 --> 00:18:33.640 lot. I think about that a lot. But I also have 00:18:33.640 --> 00:18:36.799 very much trust in in the journey I'm on and 00:18:36.799 --> 00:18:39.880 in destiny and in the universe. Very spiritual 00:18:39.880 --> 00:18:41.640 as you can tell. Before we go on to the last 00:18:41.640 --> 00:18:43.460 question, let's just chuck in some more random. 00:18:43.460 --> 00:18:45.640 Okay, random. Let's go. Favorite season. Favorite 00:18:45.640 --> 00:18:50.599 season? Ooh, ooh. Summer. I'd probably say the 00:18:50.599 --> 00:18:53.720 same. Yep. But then I also love, I love winter. 00:18:53.980 --> 00:18:56.299 Or not, you could not catch me. I would say summer 00:18:56.299 --> 00:18:58.839 or spring. Okay, summer and spring. Favorite 00:18:58.839 --> 00:19:02.900 artist. Like singer? Singer. I have, oh my god, 00:19:03.000 --> 00:19:04.440 you put me on the spot. I mean, at the moment, 00:19:04.579 --> 00:19:06.640 it's who we both love, who is Tate McCray. Yeah, 00:19:06.640 --> 00:19:09.339 Tate McCray. We're obsessed with her. We love 00:19:09.339 --> 00:19:15.349 Tate McCray. I've been a hardcore. Khalid fan 00:19:15.349 --> 00:19:21.250 Khalid. I grew up overseas in Dubai so everyone 00:19:21.250 --> 00:19:24.650 used to call him Khalid there. But yeah Khalid 00:19:24.650 --> 00:19:26.369 I've loved him you know they're nothing else 00:19:26.369 --> 00:19:29.529 but him. If we're going more classic Amy Winehouse 00:19:29.529 --> 00:19:32.170 is one of my favourite artists. I love a little 00:19:32.170 --> 00:19:33.430 bit of Amy. You can tell you're a theatre kid. 00:19:33.569 --> 00:19:35.789 Yeah you can absolutely tell I'm a theatre kid. 00:19:37.289 --> 00:19:42.849 Okay let me ask you favourite clothing item? 00:19:44.200 --> 00:19:46.279 Actually better question dressing up or dressing 00:19:46.279 --> 00:19:50.259 down being comfy like being like Okay, I would 00:19:50.259 --> 00:19:53.480 say dressing up is my I love dressing up Yeah, 00:19:53.480 --> 00:19:55.539 but I don't do it very often. I think that's 00:19:55.539 --> 00:19:57.900 why I love it I think if my job included dressing 00:19:57.900 --> 00:20:00.920 up on a daily basis, I would hate it But I love 00:20:00.920 --> 00:20:02.759 every couple months, you know dressing up and 00:20:02.759 --> 00:20:06.259 doing my own like getting all pretty but on the 00:20:06.259 --> 00:20:08.380 daily I guess dressing down. What about you? 00:20:08.920 --> 00:20:12.589 Yeah, like Actually, no, I love dressing up. 00:20:12.730 --> 00:20:15.369 And when I say I love dressing up, it's the process. 00:20:15.650 --> 00:20:17.769 It's the getting all your girlfriends together, 00:20:17.769 --> 00:20:20.009 all your mates, and you just like doing your 00:20:20.009 --> 00:20:23.450 makeup. Yeah. And it's like the music's pumping, 00:20:23.630 --> 00:20:27.269 you're drinking a little champagne, your lemon 00:20:27.269 --> 00:20:31.430 sodas. It's so fun. And no one will ever understand 00:20:31.430 --> 00:20:34.390 the feeling of having that girlhood. Playing 00:20:34.390 --> 00:20:38.269 Miss Possessive in the background and feeling 00:20:38.269 --> 00:20:41.549 like you're hot shit. It is really fun. What 00:20:41.549 --> 00:20:45.230 about your favorite food? Oh, cuisine. Cuisine. 00:20:45.630 --> 00:20:48.109 Okay. If I had to rank them, I love Italian. 00:20:48.210 --> 00:20:51.490 Yeah. I love Japanese and I love Greek. That's 00:20:51.490 --> 00:20:54.210 my top three. Yeah. No particular order. It depends 00:20:54.210 --> 00:20:55.990 on what I'm feeling that day, but those are my 00:20:55.990 --> 00:20:59.349 top three. Mine would be Italian, Japanese and 00:20:59.349 --> 00:21:03.569 Thai. Oh, like Pad Thai, Pad See You, like Laksa, 00:21:03.730 --> 00:21:08.140 like Yum. Give me some. Should we go on to our 00:21:08.140 --> 00:21:09.559 last question? Yeah, let's go on to our last 00:21:09.559 --> 00:21:12.579 question and wrap it up. One piece of advice 00:21:12.579 --> 00:21:15.819 you'd give to anyone listening. Okay, so I think 00:21:15.819 --> 00:21:20.339 I have a lot of advice that's specific to different 00:21:20.339 --> 00:21:22.920 sort of things that we're going to cover in different 00:21:22.920 --> 00:21:24.900 episodes like specific advice for friendship, 00:21:25.299 --> 00:21:27.700 specific advice for relationships, specific advice 00:21:27.700 --> 00:21:31.539 for, you know, whatever it may be. But I think 00:21:31.539 --> 00:21:37.309 as a general quote that I've just lived by, is 00:21:37.309 --> 00:21:40.450 everything that you lose in life is to make space 00:21:40.450 --> 00:21:43.690 for something greater or something better. That's 00:21:43.690 --> 00:21:45.710 always been something that I try to think like, 00:21:46.150 --> 00:21:48.470 if someone comes up to me and says that something's 00:21:48.470 --> 00:21:49.609 going wrong in their life, I'm like, yeah, but 00:21:49.609 --> 00:21:51.950 it'll be fine. Like literally what Rose was saying 00:21:51.950 --> 00:21:53.529 before, I'm like, yeah, but there's solutions. 00:21:53.829 --> 00:21:56.069 Like nothing good will ever come from stressing 00:21:56.069 --> 00:21:58.569 about something that you don't have control over. 00:21:58.589 --> 00:22:00.990 Even if you do have control over it, who cares? 00:22:01.269 --> 00:22:06.500 It's not that serious. Rejection is redirection. 00:22:06.599 --> 00:22:08.099 Is that what you're kind of saying? Yes, that's 00:22:08.099 --> 00:22:09.900 what I'm trying to say. Like just because it 00:22:09.900 --> 00:22:11.660 doesn't come to you right now, just because you 00:22:11.660 --> 00:22:13.200 feel like you've lost something so big in your 00:22:13.200 --> 00:22:15.700 life, I promise you it's just to make space for 00:22:15.700 --> 00:22:18.920 something better, even if that means healing. 00:22:20.160 --> 00:22:22.660 In the sense of like, say that big loss in your 00:22:22.660 --> 00:22:24.920 life was losing someone, for example. Well, you 00:22:24.920 --> 00:22:27.400 will find beauty in it eventually. Yeah. And 00:22:27.400 --> 00:22:29.920 I think that's why I've never experienced touch 00:22:29.920 --> 00:22:32.960 wood any like mental health issues because I've 00:22:32.960 --> 00:22:35.380 always from a very young age had that mindset 00:22:35.380 --> 00:22:38.680 of things will be okay. Like literally don't 00:22:38.680 --> 00:22:41.960 stress. It's not that serious. Life is not that 00:22:41.960 --> 00:22:45.319 serious. We are the tiniest specks in the universe 00:22:45.319 --> 00:22:48.180 that nothing matters. We're here for a short 00:22:48.180 --> 00:22:51.640 time. Make the most of it. work hard and everything 00:22:51.640 --> 00:22:54.279 will be fine. This might sound super cliche or 00:22:54.279 --> 00:22:56.700 generic but you know what I always go back to 00:22:56.700 --> 00:22:58.960 this always go back to this is that everything 00:22:58.960 --> 00:23:02.039 happens for a reason and I wholeheartedly believe 00:23:02.039 --> 00:23:05.440 in that even if it's something really bad. It's 00:23:05.440 --> 00:23:08.779 either a learning thing or or it wasn't meant 00:23:08.779 --> 00:23:12.660 to be you know like. everything truly happens 00:23:12.660 --> 00:23:15.579 for a reason and you know whether it's you didn't 00:23:15.579 --> 00:23:20.539 get your dream job or whether it's you like for 00:23:20.539 --> 00:23:22.359 me you know I didn't get the role that I wanted 00:23:22.359 --> 00:23:25.720 to get or like heartbreak like the person is 00:23:25.720 --> 00:23:28.779 not your person or even losing a friend or like 00:23:28.779 --> 00:23:32.099 it's I really think, and that goes on to rejection, 00:23:32.339 --> 00:23:34.579 is redirection as well. I was going to say our 00:23:34.579 --> 00:23:36.160 points balance each other off. Very, very much 00:23:36.160 --> 00:23:38.640 so. I was going to say just when you were saying 00:23:38.640 --> 00:23:41.480 that, I've noticed a big change in you since 00:23:41.480 --> 00:23:44.680 when I first met. You actually take your own 00:23:44.680 --> 00:23:47.099 advice now. I've realised now when you'll tell 00:23:47.099 --> 00:23:48.880 me that you didn't get a role or anything, you're 00:23:48.880 --> 00:23:51.369 like, oh, well, it wasn't my role. And I'm very 00:23:51.369 --> 00:23:53.190 proud of you for that because at the beginning 00:23:53.190 --> 00:23:54.670 it was not like that. You were like, why did 00:23:54.670 --> 00:23:57.069 this happen to me? Like it's happened four or 00:23:57.069 --> 00:23:59.089 five bad things have happened now. Like why? 00:23:59.269 --> 00:24:04.150 What's meant to be will be. It really will. Everyone's 00:24:04.150 --> 00:24:07.470 time will come. Trust, trust, trust the journey 00:24:07.470 --> 00:24:10.710 that you're on. And there's no rush. Don't rush. 00:24:10.990 --> 00:24:13.529 It's okay. You don't need to know everything 00:24:13.529 --> 00:24:15.670 right now. You don't need to be where you want 00:24:15.670 --> 00:24:19.630 to be in 50 years. Like just, just be present. 00:24:19.930 --> 00:24:22.680 Don't. Yeah, don't rush. It's all right to think 00:24:22.680 --> 00:24:25.180 ahead, but not not to the point where it stresses 00:24:25.180 --> 00:24:28.839 you out. And then yeah, no. We don't condone 00:24:28.839 --> 00:24:35.220 that on this podcast. No, we don't. Okay, that 00:24:35.220 --> 00:24:36.759 concludes. We're gonna wrap it up there. We're 00:24:36.759 --> 00:24:38.960 gonna wrap it up there, guys. And eventually, 00:24:39.019 --> 00:24:40.339 I'm sure we'll be doing more of these because 00:24:40.339 --> 00:24:42.019 there's hundreds of thousands of questions we 00:24:42.019 --> 00:24:43.460 could come up with. And at some point we'll get 00:24:43.460 --> 00:24:46.000 you guys to be asking us questions as well once 00:24:46.000 --> 00:24:49.819 we slowly establish the pod. Anyway, we love 00:24:49.819 --> 00:24:51.700 and appreciate each and every person listening 00:24:51.700 --> 00:24:55.589 to this. It's been a journey and we'll see you 00:24:55.589 --> 00:24:56.410 in the next episode!