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We win if we win. We put a world on the way.

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And every time you throw your dude in the city.

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that like I bought this little art set thing

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that was a little mini backpack and yeah I'm

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gonna take a picture of it but it's a little

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mini backpack and it had some little art sponges

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and I was like how the fuck is that relevant

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to your trip and I was like I don't care if it

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is or if it isn't I feel like it is I just don't

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know exactly how it is right now I just need

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you to fucking trust me and get it and I got

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it and I haven't figured out what the fuck I

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could use it for until just now And it's fucking

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genius and cute as hell. And the only thing that

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blocks it right now is that I have the fucking

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large booklet of a passport. And not the little

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passport card. Because if I had the card, which

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I did also purchase, it's in the mail. Or it's

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probably in my mailbox at home. So by the time

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I get home, it'll be there. So for my second

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trip, this will be absolutely perfect. But for

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right now, it is perfect minus the fucking passport

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booklet being too big. So yeah, whatever. I'm

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a fucking genius. And I can tell, I can see into

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the future, even though I don't know exactly

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what it is I'm fucking seeing yet, because I

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trust my instincts. And when I trust my instincts,

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that's when shit gets real. That's when shit

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gets good. When I don't trust my instincts is

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when shit gets bad. And when I don't trust my

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instincts is when I don't feel safe. And when

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I don't feel safe is when you do not respect

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and honor my boundaries. So if you want me to

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be great, you need to learn. What you need to

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do to provide that energy. Breathe through. See

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the assignment and follow suit. Otherwise, I

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cannot fucking help you because I'm too busy

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trying to protect myself from you. And if I'm

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too busy trying to protect myself from you, how

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the hell and why the fuck would you think, expect

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me to want to prioritize also entertaining you?

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You ain't paying me for shit. That's work. And

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I already got 85 jobs. 85 and a half. Coming

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up. So yeah. Get yourself in line and do what

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the fuck you gotta do. Because if you want what

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you want from me, you gotta know the rules. Right?

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Because that's what the fuck you demand of me

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every goddamn day. And this shit is hard as fuck.

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I just make it look easy. And I just got tired

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of letting you control me. And this shit hurts

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too. And that shit hurts forward. I know my worth.

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And I know you know it too. And I know you know

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that. I know. Because if you didn't know, you

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wouldn't spend so much fucking time trying to

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make me not know. Gaslighting me, talking me

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up and talking me down, making me smile, making

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me cry, making me question and doubt and feel

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unsafe around you after you made me feel the

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most secure I've ever felt in my fucking life.

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Listen, it's my fucking fault for choosing the

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wrong guy. It's my fucking fault for not seeing

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the signs. It's my fucking fault. Every goddamn

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time. Even though you knew. Whether it was your

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conscience or your subconscious, you still knew

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on some capacity. At some capacity or some capacity,

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you know what the fuck I mean. And if you don't,

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I cannot help you. I gotta make my tea. Bitch.