00:00:00:00 - 00:00:24:35 Unknown I'm gonna talk for a second while the thing neat and. Okay. Okay. Hey. Welcome back to talk it Out. How are you guys doing? Oh, and this got way more sweeter than I thought. Oh, hope you guys can see me. Today we are token out with the puff code. Pivot. What are we talking out on? 00:00:24:36 - 00:00:47:13 Unknown Who knows? Red berries is the string name of this rosin. Delicious. Very delicious. Also sipping on a Red bull today, because you need to keep that energy high. I feel like the last couple of episodes. Listen. Caffeinated. Wrong ideas. I got you, though, today. Getting crazy with it. So I did this. Only I got this little. 00:00:47:13 - 00:01:09:21 Unknown Like, if you're on YouTube, you can see, oh, my God, if you're on YouTube, it's all blurry. I got this weed cup at, Weed Club. This, like, little nug cup, in Portland, Oregon, at this dispensary I really like. I don't know what the name is, but I'll put it up here and then research it and look it up for you guys because, you know, I, I do not gatekeeping the secrets over here. 00:01:09:21 - 00:01:29:48 Unknown Talk it out. Promise I don't, but we've got the iced berry vanilla. Yeah. You fucking jealous that I found a stockpile? No. Actually, we do keep keep and talk it out, because I'm not going to tell you where I got it from. But I get that in a little bit. Sweet cream. Shabani. Sweet cream. Not how you say it. 00:01:29:52 - 00:01:49:45 Unknown All right, let's get into it. What do you really want to talk about today? Make sure I'm still recording. Because you won't believe that last time, I absolutely recorded the first ten minutes and then realized, oh, not doing anything. Actually. So until many of you are feeling this convenient in the air. But I have felt like a beginner at everything. 00:01:49:49 - 00:02:14:02 Unknown And maybe you're not. Maybe you're like, my hard work's paying off and I've been diligently working. And maybe, maybe I need to recognize that tune myself out of my own little therapy session with me right now. And maybe I need to, like, are you guys okay? I feel like I've done a lot of work, but I feel like the work I've done the last like 4 or 5 years, like since 2020 to now has been a lot in my personal life. 00:02:14:07 - 00:02:32:25 Unknown A lot of like just personal development of like who I am, what I'm doing, what I'm like, what I even want to do with my time and my life and my, you know, movement, my goals and everything. And I feel like this year I'm finally like, now it's on to the next chapter, and I have no idea what I'm doing and not even the next chapter. 00:02:32:25 - 00:02:57:07 Unknown We're talking the next book. Like in the series of my life, we've closed the like, you know, 20s messing up, doing crazy things, making horrible life decisions, making, having horrible thought patterns, you know, I mean, even in the choosing not to drink any more, just trying to be more like, okay, I have to I have to be future oriented now. 00:02:57:07 - 00:03:19:52 Unknown And maybe that's not. Maybe that's not relatable. Maybe you guys are like, oh, well, I've actually been working my whole life for this. Or maybe I've been working the past five years for something and you're like, getting the rewards from it, which congratulations. Amazing. Like, you should keep doing and striving and whatever you want to do. And is there anything wrong with being a beginner at everything? 00:03:19:55 - 00:03:47:58 Unknown No, because I have so much to go. But I feel like I'm such a a late bloomer with it. That is so weird to think about that I'm such like a then I'm a late bloomer to like my serious career in life weird. And then I can talking on a podcast like, is that am I being serious? I mean, and I'm doing a lot of other things to develop my personal life and, my God, I tell you guys, hold on, hold on, hold on. 00:03:47:58 - 00:04:09:34 Unknown I can't do this. I can't do this. My ADHD. Okay. Being a beginner and everything I want, like, there's nothing wrong with it if you're doing it for the right reasons. And I think that's what I needed to find in developing me is like, what are the reasons I want to do this? Like, what are the reasons I want to make content? 00:04:09:46 - 00:04:30:29 Unknown I mean, number one, I want to do it because I purely want to entertain. And whether that's me joking all the time and like cracking jokes, my friends, my husband, my family and just can't say I mean the person at the post office like cracking jokes. Like I'm just always like, I don't know, I'm built to entertain you guys. 00:04:30:34 - 00:05:02:31 Unknown And that and that also makes me feel so fulfilled. I don't know what it is about it, but, like, if I can make somebody laugh. Whoa. Do I ooh. It's like. I mean, might as well be doing hard drugs because it really, like, relates me to that point. What I like record ignition for being funny. What I like, recognition for being a thoughtful person, what I like, recognition for the efforts I'm putting in to entertain. 00:05:02:36 - 00:05:23:40 Unknown Yeah, I would like the recognition of that. That is part of it. And I got to come to terms with that, that that's part of it. And anybody who's like, yeah, I just did it because I whatever be for real, be for real. Because you can you know what happens. Be for real. Okay. I ain't done talking about like my fucking personal shit because we're like ten minutes. 00:05:23:45 - 00:05:42:42 Unknown I'm still talking about I'm talking about me. I already got therapy later, so I'm gonna save it for that now. This personal development I'm doing is. I mean, I told you guys I'm doing improv, and stuff, so that's really cool and fun. Part of me wants to do it. I'm doing it at this one place. I'd like to do it at this other. 00:05:42:46 - 00:06:09:03 Unknown And, like, Detroit is super blessed to have two different improv programs. Like, most cities don't have any. There's some guy from Washington State in my class, and he had moved to Detroit, but, apparently, like where he was at, there's nothing there's like one in Portland, two in Portland. But like, to believe that Detroit, only five hours away from Chicago has to is really incredible. 00:06:09:16 - 00:06:28:24 Unknown But that's where, Keegan-Michael key and, sort of Tim Robinson and stuff. So I'm considering changing because I not that I like, want to necessarily do that, but I, I want to know what they know. I want to know what they know. What's fucking funny? I want to know I don't I want to know the secrets, but whatever. 00:06:28:31 - 00:06:30:55 Unknown And I mean, they're obviously very naturally talented at 00:06:30:55 - 00:06:46:55 Unknown The post Malone Oreos that I posted about at some point. Garbage. Garbage. Excuse me. The Post Malone Oreos are so garbage. I'm not sure how an Oreo brand cookie tastes like a non or like a not. 00:06:47:00 - 00:07:09:14 Unknown Let me go ahead and say that again. I don't know how like Oreo brand name Oreo. Got it. Got a cookie to literally taste like a generic brand Oreo. This thing tastes like a store brand. Overly sweet. Like just like not good cookie dude. What? Not sure how they did that and Post Malone signing off on that. What are you doing? 00:07:09:19 - 00:07:34:33 Unknown Did you? He was so drunk. He was so drunk. Eating those cookies was a sweet. They're good. This isn't good. It's not good. And they're probably going to end up like the, What is it, like, the Lady Gaga ones? Those were good. They just were mass produced. Okay, so what is with people being like, oh, I, I can post like this on TikTok, but I can't post like this on Instagram. 00:07:34:38 - 00:07:57:07 Unknown What are these invisible rules of social media? Like? What? What do you mean you can't like, oh, I'm so unhinged on TikTok. And it's a you just talking and it's you just being like, oh, you know, my day was hard today sucks girl. Post that wherever you want. There's no and whatever. Keep it on TikTok if you want. 00:07:57:07 - 00:08:20:36 Unknown Keep you separate your shit, whatever. Have a whole different brand everywhere else. Who cares? But what is with that? What is with the like? Why can only post this here and I can only post this here? Guess what? I'm unhinged everywhere on the internet. I was always unhinged. On Facebook. I was always unhinged on Myspace. I've always been on unhinged on Snapchat, Instagram. 00:08:20:45 - 00:08:42:58 Unknown A little bit of TikTok I had, I was unhinged, and I will continue to be unhinged, and I will continue to advocate for anyone to be unhinged on the internet anywhere. Because you know what? Just like Whose Line is it anyways? The rules are made up and the points don't matter what I mean. I'm not going to get like that, but like, you can do literally anything you want anywhere. 00:08:43:06 - 00:09:05:15 Unknown So that's my, pitch to be unhinged anywhere on the internet. That's going to be my recommendation of the week. I have something else. Oh, it's my recommendation of the week is to do something scary. Exposure therapy, not reactivating trauma. We're not doing that with exposure therapy. We are going to do something outside of our comfort zone a little bit. 00:09:05:19 - 00:09:26:55 Unknown That's my recommendation of the week pretty early in the episode, but I don't care. And may I recommend being unhinged anywhere? An unhinged thing you posted on TikTok? See how it's received on Instagram. See how it's received on YouTube. You know? Totally. Anyways, these you can be anywhere unhinged except LinkedIn. That's like not an appropriate place to be unhinged. 00:09:27:08 - 00:09:50:52 Unknown Which is why I don't have a LinkedIn because I'm like, is I will be unhinged there, and I can't I can't risk it. You guys, something that speaking of unhinged, quick transition. Okay, so when you open up a burger place within a quarter of a mile of at least three other burger places, burger specific even, that's a front, right? 00:09:50:57 - 00:10:27:19 Unknown Look, you guys are you guys are washing money, right? Like those dollar bills are in the dryer. Correct. Because what is with Detroit and the metro area? Every burger, chicken, pizza, taco facility, there's just 100 options of each one of those. Can't find a salad anywhere. Can't find a salad. That's not like we chopped up the tomatoes and the cucumbers that we put in other things, and we put it on a bed of the most white iceberg lettuce you've ever seen in your life. 00:10:27:24 - 00:10:54:39 Unknown Where can I get a salad? That's not like that, because holy shit, Holy shit. Can find a tender, a chicken tender anywhere. Can't find a salad, won't find a salad anywhere. I hate it. So that's. I have a conspiracy that that shit is like. Why are we doing that? Why are we doing that anyways? I mean, Metro Detroit is really blessed. 00:10:54:40 - 00:11:24:04 Unknown We have, you know, Yemen food, Ethiopian food, West African food, Caribbean food. Filipino food. I mean, we have so many options in a 30 minute radius of, you know, Detroit, but I just we don't need any more pizza. I just, I swear, I promise. Look me in the face. I promise we have enough pizza places. Dear God, I don't need another fried chicken. 00:11:24:04 - 00:11:52:37 Unknown Please, please, please, I don't need another. My chicken place. I need a vegetable. Okay, I'll talk about that in therapy too. Oh, turn up. Anyways, before we get, like, too far into it. Let me go ahead and clarify from last week that the, 0 to 4 candle company that I recommended is currently crowdfunding. So please go ahead and support them and their crowdfunding efforts. 00:11:52:42 - 00:12:14:32 Unknown I still want to highlight them, even if you can't, like, physically order from them. I think it is a good thing to support. You can go to their Instagram to find that information, which of course I will link below. Okay. And my recommendation of the week is going to be a local recommendation. So I to all my outside of the Detroit area listeners. 00:12:14:32 - 00:12:41:05 Unknown But my recommendation of the week is going to be shopping at House of Zen, house of Zen, a black owned women led dispensary, is what it is being described as. I know them from my cannabis point of sale system days. They had the system that we used. Nicest people, nicest people you will ever meet. Seriously. I mean, their success, I love them. 00:12:41:05 - 00:13:03:28 Unknown I'm so happy that their success has continued. They're an amazing company. Amazing women are. Please go support them. So, that is my recommendation week. Happy black history Month. For the last few days, that it is. But I hope you guys will look into any of the businesses. Slash startups that I, have recommended this week, this week, this month. 00:13:03:40 - 00:13:27:39 Unknown All right, moving on with this. Okay, so who is watching seven friends for real? Me for real about it. Are you watching severance? If you're not, I understand you will finish it in a weekend. So I would wait like a couple more weeks and then get that free week of Apple TV, binge it and then unsubscribe before we have to pay for it. 00:13:27:46 - 00:13:49:43 Unknown Always thinking for you guys, always thinking for you guys. But it is crazy. This symbolism, the biblical references. I mean it is like it's almost Game of Thrones, like where it's like, oh, can't can't miss this conversation because they might, say something very minute that will turn into a whole clue later. Like, not sure. There's so many things that we don't even know. 00:13:49:52 - 00:14:18:10 Unknown They've never like, followed up on a couple of things as of this point, which if you're listening to this one, episode six of season two of severance. Woo hoo! It is. It really is crazy. The color schemes. Okay, so like, I know blue represents your inner world and like lumen and being a very controlled environment and then red is your outer world which is really like out of control and shit. 00:14:18:24 - 00:14:59:59 Unknown Then balloons represent like disorientation, like, confusion, you know, and a symbol that something's going to kind of happen for you. There's this whole scene with, Mark S and Mr. Milkshake, and there's this line between them, and they're talking and they're talking and they're kind of like keeping it coded to keep it professional. And all of a sudden, Mr. Milkshake kind of like, crosses this like line, and it's just like a line between these panels of a wall, and he crosses it and he, like, gets in Marcus's face and says something s something really inappropriate, like, I'm not going to get a n not going to give anything away because it 00:14:59:59 - 00:15:33:48 Unknown would give a big thing away. But, as something like super inappropriate and kind of blunt and then like steps back and Marcus is like, oh shit. And that's like obviously a very literal representation of him crossing a line by asking this question. But I think, I don't know, I think it's just so thoughtful. And so just in like, there's a lot of things, a lot of moving parts with this that can it can go any way at this point and the secrets and whatever. 00:15:33:53 - 00:15:55:38 Unknown But oh my God. So what I really want to talk about is season two, episode five. There's an opener. It's what 30s long. And this guy, you see him and he's rolling a cart into a department in lumen, the company that it's about. And excuse me if you don't know anything about severance. Oh my God, so gross. 00:15:55:52 - 00:16:25:30 Unknown Hold on. And I should probably preference. Preference. I should probably. Well, we guys, I should probably preface this by explaining severance. It's a show that involves a company that basically is this giant cult that's been around since, like the 1800s by this founder who kind of gives, like, Joseph Smith Mormon vibes, but in a much more like, controlling way. 00:16:25:34 - 00:16:51:30 Unknown If you can believe it. And, you as a person can choose to have this implant put in your head, in your brain and it will separate you from your inner world. Excuse me? It will separate you from your life inside the company versus your life outside of the company. So your work self and your outside of work self don't know each other, don't know each other at all. 00:16:51:30 - 00:17:16:15 Unknown Don't have memories of each other. Don't like you. Basically kind of become reborn as this like person when you're inside work. When you're inside work, it's called an any. And when you're outside of work, your mind, it's called the Audi. And how it's, you know, separated is basically, these people, they take an elevator to their severed floor and that is where they that implant becomes activated. 00:17:16:20 - 00:17:36:55 Unknown And you're now this in itself. Okay. Why you would need to do that to go to work and work in a company. And all of the work is very cryptic. They're very they're looking for scary numbers. It's very it's very hard to describe people on Reddit want to get into this. They have so many feelings. I'm savants. Let me tell you. 00:17:37:00 - 00:18:08:30 Unknown Like severance. How many followers? That's crazy. Okay, so this severance, Reddit thread, people who are online are called anyways, and people who are offline are called Audi. That's so funny. Audi's for ordering 63,000in at this moment. 723. So, yeah, people are about it. Wait. View spoiler they've got that. They've got like spoiler cover ups on Reddit. 00:18:08:30 - 00:18:37:09 Unknown That's cool. It was I going with this okay. Yeah. The opener of season two, episode five okay. So they're rolling to this on the seventh floor. This department called Optics and Design, which on the outside looks like it. On the outside it looks like it, creates paintings and depictions of things in the Handbook of Lumen, which is basically this like Bible like cult text written by the founder out of this company, whatever. 00:18:37:09 - 00:19:20:38 Unknown There's a lot of moving parts here, guys, so stay with me. So the episode opens. Can't see this guy's head. He's pushing a cart into optics and design. And when he gets there, he receives these, dental tools is basically what they look like, from these two women who look very uneasy about it. And he's whistling The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald, which, if you don't know, the Edmund Fitzgerald, in Lake Superior in 1975 and, the song that he's singing is the, wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald, which is a song by Gordon Lightfoot, which is a very it's a, haunting kind of Mariners tune, obviously. 00:19:20:38 - 00:19:46:24 Unknown Or it's supposed to be, And he passed away a few years ago. Sadly. They ring a bell yearly for all of the people in the ship who perished, as well as, the year that Gordon Lightfoot died. They rang the bell for him as well. This is a very haunting song. It basically just I mean, if you look up the lyrics, it basically just says like, you know, it basically says the story. 00:19:46:24 - 00:20:09:45 Unknown I mean, there is no like, other rhyme or rhythm than just telling the story. It was November 10th, I believe happened, and the good ship and crew was in peril. And later that night, when his lights went out, sight came the wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald. There we go. And they can't recover. It's, like, far too dangerous to recover any of the bodies. 00:20:09:49 - 00:20:44:06 Unknown So it is just a grave site. You have to have a very, very special, like, diving license to do it because it is, discouraged by families to like to disrupt it, obviously, super woven into Great Lakes history, like being from Michigan. It is. So I've learned about this my entire life. Is this wreck? They think that because these ships that really low in the water that, there were loose hatches that, like, let water in and then it became lower in that let more water and whatever. 00:20:44:10 - 00:21:08:15 Unknown There's also a hole in it. And the ship at the bottom of Lake Superior is in half, and the stern is upside down. Just to give you guys a little bit, 29 people, not 200. It's 29 people. That had been a long time to ring the bell. 29 people died not laughing at that. I'm laughing at my very miscalculation of numbers. 00:21:08:19 - 00:21:30:15 Unknown Yeah, I can't guess age. I can't guess numbers of things. Sorry. Can't guess size. Can't spell. Lieutenant, you know, my life is pretty complicated, but, Unfortunately, yeah. November 10th, 1975, killing all 29 crew members. Did you know that the most shipwrecks happen in Lake Erie, though? I know, it's awful. I have I've got facts. All right, we'll get into it another time. 00:21:30:15 - 00:21:53:00 Unknown I just wanted to let you guys know that that is very haunting, and I caught that. And if you didn't catch that watch, at least that because it's so him whistling it kind of in like a jolly tune. To go get these dental tools is scary as fuck, FYI. So, watch severance. It's awesome. But we should talk about the Great Lakes and, like, you know, the, the legends and the stuff. 00:21:53:00 - 00:22:12:21 Unknown So let me know if you're interested in hearing about that, because I'm super interested, actually. So I might do that. Trader's update Danielle is stupid. Hey, Danielle's smart. Like, she's a really good game player. I'll give her that. She's really good. She's a really good strategist. Picking Britney is stupid. I don't know what's going to happen. 00:22:12:21 - 00:22:27:10 Unknown We don't know what's going to happen. If you're listening to this on Tuesday, you're with me. We're clueless. We don't know what's going to happen. Britney, don't do it, girl. Or she can't like, not do it. What are you going to do? Not do it and then know who's that. Then get voted like I mean for real get murdered. 00:22:27:15 - 00:22:49:04 Unknown Pick one. That's that's crazy. So she have to be a traitor. But I don't think Britney is going to be a traitor. I, I don't know, people aren't suspicious of her, but Danielle's not as good of a strategist as she thinks she is. Because why are you setting up Britney to be the answer to at least two of the questions in the game? 00:22:49:09 - 00:23:12:19 Unknown Like chess game instead of, anybody else just to keep keep eyes off of her? She was flying under the radar until then. You highlighted her twice. Yeah, they they took out Caroline. But it's you, bitch. Like, she's just being, like, two. She's kind of panicking, I think at the end here, like, she's good, but she kind of doesn't know where to go now because she's on her own. 00:23:12:19 - 00:23:27:58 Unknown She doesn't have anybody to play off of, and she thinks that she can play off of Britney. But I think that she's just going to be like, oh, well, Britney is actually the traitor. And I would know because everybody likes me and we're so close. So I can point the finger in her. She's somebody else for her to throw under the bus. 00:23:27:58 - 00:23:47:28 Unknown So not that that's not good strategy, but I do prefer when somebody I don't know, I like the people who are nice, like the people who are super good game strategist in Big Brother. I don't really like them. I like the people who are nice and friends and shit. I like to watch that. Sorry. People like to watch that. 00:23:47:39 - 00:24:10:46 Unknown Whenever people who are super into like, love is blind in the ultimate and like to watch chaos, you're like, no, people don't like that. So I think this episode was kind of all over the board, and I would like to get into some like heavy thoughts with you guys, but, I just want to give you an update on what's going on with me and the crazy stuff that has ensuing for no reason. 00:24:10:51 - 00:24:39:36 Unknown Like, literally, not sure why all this happening to me. Like, get stalkers and fuckin, being locked into sovereigns. I don't know, that's basically all I talked about. But I genuinely hope if you were a beginner at anything right now in your life that you are taking full advantage of it, like taking every piece of information that you can and hang your head on being a beginner for a little bit, like, yeah, I'm a beginner. 00:24:39:40 - 00:24:59:13 Unknown Yeah, I'm just trying this out. Yeah, it's my first time. Yeah. And what did you do? Were you not somebody doing something for your first time at one point? But like, I want to throw an event and it's going to be the first event I ever throw. I've changed the date of it twice. How crazy. That's crazy shit, dude, that's. 00:24:59:18 - 00:25:13:51 Unknown And that's me, like, rushing and wanting to do it and blah blah blah without like, whatever, I'm going to end up doing it. It's going to be great. It's gonna be fun. And I hope you all come. I hope you guys can definitely come to it. If you guys want to come to it, you definitely can. It's going to be free. 00:25:13:56 - 00:25:37:45 Unknown That's right. Free maybe. So, but I'm like, I'm scared to do it. I'm whatever. It's fine. It's going to be. It's gonna be fine. It's gonna be fine. Being a beginner, I'm trying to take it all in as like, okay, I've changed the date of it twice. And what? And what is it better to change the data third time and it be the best date or to not and not and like, have my ego. 00:25:37:47 - 00:26:04:49 Unknown Who cares? Who cares who like do the best that you can. Who cares? And you know, learn from your mistakes of not sending out an email very excitedly. So what? I mean, when I read it's going to be fine, it's going to be awesome and I hope you all come to it for real. For real bro. Okay, so update apparently, on Isaiah Robinson is like missing in Dubai, so let's try to find her. 00:26:04:49 - 00:26:27:21 Unknown If you are in Dubai and you're listening. Come on girl, let us let us know you're okay for real. So but go watch my video last week talking about on Isaiah Robinson and a lot of other crazy things of like how I'm going to be the how I'm using Reddit all the time now. So if you're wondering why I'm quoting Reddit for severance, yeah, it's go to last week's okay. 00:26:27:24 - 00:26:48:56 Unknown For real. I hope you guys all liked the shirt this week. I picked it out special for you. Anyways, guys, tell your weird uncle about me. I love you all. I hope you have a great week. Try something scary and I'll see you next Tuesday. byeee