Let It Go! New You! New Year!
 
Okay So I don't even know what the date is today, but it's 6 51 p.m. And it's still a full moon, honey What's the date today? November 6 at 6 51 p.m. Okay, so Just on my balcony. We're just chilling out and stuff like that. And there's a full moon still Okay So three days before typically three days after typically especially during the day We were just chatting about a whole plethora of things and stuff like that and then I said You know when you've endured so much in your life you get to the point like we just went out for dinner and we bumped into Friends of ours and what-have-you whether you want to call them friends or bar buddies.

I do have categories. That's just I've grown into that. Okay, I'm in my late 50s.

I don't fuck around with nothing But I have no ego So I always carry myself Properly, I'll speak properly even after I've had a few drinks because if it's somebody's birthday Christmas whatever type of gathering Right you just kind of have too much wine and you say something stupid and the people around you who know you and know you Well, we'll go Yeah, okay, and they laugh at you and it's okay to laugh at you at that time or they laugh with you and I'll be Like yeah, you know what that was that came out wrong man, and and we all laugh about it, right? So we bumped into these people tonight at the restaurant and came home and I'm looking at the full moon and all of a sudden My brain looking at the full moon just went to my past. I Don't know why I Just felt like I needed to share this if this resonates with anybody. Thank you God if it doesn't I'm sorry You know, maybe one of these days I'll speak of something that does resonate with you But right now at my timeline I'm standing outside I'm looking at the moon full moon still Surrounded by trees.

It's such a beautiful sight. I am so grateful honest to God and I was something Triggered my brain and I went to the past. I said to my guy I said wow, you know, I Was talking about one of our friends not in a negative way You never ever ever ever should do that Never wish ill pill ish ill pill.

That's interesting. Hmm I don't know but ill will upon anyone never No matter how dirty they did you never fucking wish ill will upon Anyone if you want to walk the right path meaning getting blessings after blessings after blessings You cannot according to the law of the universe You cannot or should not wish ill will upon anyone. Okay, once you do that, you've cursed yourself.

You're done You're gonna end up getting karma down the road. You don't know when you don't feel like you're gonna get it You don't see that it's coming, but it's gonna slap you in the ass and it's gonna make you sit down and When the universe sits you down because you didn't listen It's gonna be abrupt it's gonna be harsh and it's gonna be real Where you're forced there's no fighting the current there's no fighting the universe which is the current the universe will Come there's gonna be a point in time in your life If you haven't listened to your intuition because trust me I've been there Okay, I Knew there were some there were things wrong in all of the relationships. I've had in my life Okay, I know there was I really I I noticed them But I didn't pay attention to them.

I didn't listen to my intuition. What was telling me get out Get out, you know, there would be an instance where I Go to the bedroom and lock myself in there and go. What are you doing? Get the fuck out of here You're not happy.

You're you're scared because you don't trust him, you know He's taking your money. He's doing this. He's doing that.

It's like what are you doing? Get out and then trust me right as soon as that thought came in. I started looking for a place. I couldn't find anything for the longest time because why well, I Wanted a certain place and the universe is like it doesn't matter just get a place Get out.

I didn't listen to that You've got to listen to what it's good when people actually talk to themselves Okay, because it's amazing what you'll come up with trust and believe Okay People people walked on the street and somebody's talking to themselves and they automatically think oh, they're crazy. No, they're not crazy Actually, I don't care if it's a homeless person or whatever They're talking to themselves That means they're actually having a conversation and whether it's a two-way street hopefully they listen right but I Talk to myself all the time Majority in my mind, but I talk to myself all the time And you know how many things that I've actually cured Myself by talking to myself now to me I Connect with spirit. So when I'm talking to myself, I actually am hearing my spirit guides Talk to me.

So I'm just saying out loud To myself what they're saying that may be a little confusing, but I hope you guys get that Because it's true It's an amazing thing. It really is a fucking amazing thing So anyway, okay back to what we're just talking about. So we went out for dinner Come back looking at the full moon feeling it.

I'm loving it. I'm just so grateful for it. Oh, hang on and I Said you know to to feel insecure, you know, like I I Feel bad for this person or that person, you know talking about Just our friends and what-have-you and they're all wonderful people Like I seriously love them all.

I really do. I really do. They're good.

Good good people. I Just don't want somebody copying me You know what? My man had said to me a while ago quite a while ago because we did talk about this quite a while ago and he Said to me well look at that as a positive thing, right? Because it's a compliment and I said, yeah, that's a good way of looking at it, right? Like it's good to hear other people's opinions because sometimes we don't see things as we are in things but you got to make sure where you're getting your Advice from is legit like You're not gonna have people in your fucking life Who only like you for certain reasons because you got money because you got a nice car a nice house The right like, you know what? I mean? Like what the fuck these are materialistic fucking things you guys Okay, who doesn't want a gazillion dollars who doesn't want the biggest fucking yacht mansion, whatever? Who doesn't want all that shit? We all do Okay, or most of us do But is it is it what's going to really make you happy deep down inside? Fuck I always thought it was I Always thought it was I'm still like, oh god, please. Let me win the lottery.

I Swear every day, but you know what what's meant for me is gonna happen. I Can play whatever numbers I want But the universe is gonna decide that God's gonna decide that whoever your higher power is is gonna decide that Okay right So whatever is meant for he will never pass you by I've said this numerous times you guys Listen I am going live this coming Tuesday Okay at 4 30 p.m Mountain Standard Time Remembrance Day, November 11th You guys please Even one freaking person asked me a question if you are ready for change and a positive change and the right change I will love to guide you how to take that pain and Change it into power You will alchemize Okay mmm I'm not saying it's gonna be easy But if you're ready for the challenge because you've had enough of bullshit in your life And we're all gonna get to that point in time in our life, okay, I Don't care who it is Man, it's gonna come out when you guys populate questions You're gonna hear hear my entire story of my life. I don't want to write a book.

I'm not good at writing Okay, I'm not good at research. I hate technology. I'm getting there My man is kind enough to help me out Next Tuesday, November 11th Remembrance Day at 4 30 p.m He's gonna teach me this weekend how to get it up and running because he knows I don't have the patience to look at computers And he does so that makes a good power couple, right? There's a lesson right there, right? When you have somebody on your side that brings you peace and you're safe you feel safe You're happy Right.

You have exactly what you need at that moment in your life That's why they say live moment by moment. Is that easy? Mm-hmm. Nope Nope, it's not easy when I come home and I kind of chill out for a bit and Then I connect with spirit.

It's once once I connect with spirit. It's very easy with me I do follow moment by moment because I'll spew out a whole plethora of Conversations in less than five seconds. My poor man just listens at me.

It listens to me He just laughs because it's like who the fuck is gonna keep up with that. You're safe. I'm safe He accepts me for who I am.

He sees my vision and he wants to embrace and Help with my vision so he's gonna get me going next Tuesday you guys, okay November 11th at 4 30 p.m. Mountain Standard Time, and I'm nervous I have to be honest with you after we after I got out that Let two podcasts ago. Oh, wow. I didn't upload the other one yet.

Be patient with me. It's such a long process It's Going to happen. I really look forward to meeting you all I can't wait and If you're ready for change if you're ready for the right change if you want to go down a different path and see where that Takes you but yet you're hurting and you're not quite sure how to make it to the other side drop a question below I Would love nothing more in my entire life Than to guide you To change that pain into power.

I lived it Okay I've said this before too I've almost died four times People can sit back and make a joke about oh, yeah. Well, you're like a cat Maybe you know, you have five lives left cuz cats apparently or whatever. Whoever has nine lives who cares? I Make that joke too, but deep down inside.

I mean deep down inside Of me like my heart's core my heart space my mind deep in my mind Both are going simultaneously. Holy fuck How did I live through that how did I live through what I went through in my life Man, I've got stories upon stories upon stories you guys I Want to help you I really do If there's anybody that's ready for that. Let me know and I will give you my undivided fucking attention Okay, you know why because we need more people like this in the world We need more balance It's happening.

It's coming very slowly We've gone one way for too long that pendulum is gonna drop and When as it comes down, there's gonna be chaos. So everybody's got to be patient at the time at this moment However, whatever the fuck you do don't move to Calgary, Alberta, Canada, okay, don't We got a new mayor So, let's see what he's capable of doing because the last four years They've changed a beautiful beautiful city into a very chaotic unhappy stressful city Just like that Plus they're taxing us up the fucking at wazoo. Right like it never ends.

It never ends over here Now immigrants, okay, you want to come here? That's fine. That'll just push us out You guys can deal with the consequences later on because everything goes in cycles Fashion seven-year cycles Right politics four-year cycles Everything goes in a cycle so if you want to fuck around and go for things and vote for things that you just want to be rebellious about Trust and believe we'll be gone somewhere happy because we've had enough of this because we're older You're younger and if you're not at that mentality state yet Trust and believe the next four years after that You're gonna feel the consequences of your decision making. Okay, I Hope this makes sense I'm like Remember everything is in cycles Everything our health everything finances everything's in cycles listen Okay, I'm gonna go back I I always digress but there's always lessons and everything I say I swear to God if you really listen Okay, here I am.

I'm standing by my fireplace is to the left of me I'm standing inside the balcony now, and I'm looking at the full moon full view still Anybody out there that's got any insecurities any doubts any fears? You know questioning, you know, like and you know, like Scared you're frightened, you know, yeah anything like that frightened, whatever if You're hurt If you're questioning your life Which I had to do for the last few years of my life Okay It's okay But You'll know when you're right around the right person when they totally understand you but they know you're never harmful Right, you don't get mean you only speak what you mean what you feel. Sorry. You only speak what you feel I mean there's times I'll say like I don't trust you and I'm thinking the fuck.

Where does that come from? Right, if I didn't trust them, I wouldn't be with them But at that moment for what's what we're discussing I may say I don't trust you meaning I don't trust that But things come out differently and that's okay Right, you always apologize at whatever, you know all that shit Looking at the full moon and I'm thinking This is it you guys This is fucking it. Okay This is almost last day of the full moon if you're experiencing anything that's holding you down That's adding extra weight to you. That's making you judge Second guess question Anything like that? Let it go This is the time right now Start a new year with a new you and it a new you is a new outlook on life Everything is brand new It's like you're taking an eraser and you're just erasing something on a piece of paper that you just wrote Just erase it.

Boom. See how fast that just disappears You write something fucking pencil on a piece of paper you pick up an eraser and it's gone Let it go Let it go Every day every hour every minute every whatever second if you're having a hard time Every moment you have just constantly whisper to yourself. Let it go But don't go let it go because then you're gonna feel stressed.

You have to mean it to yourself Talk to yourself like you want to be talked to by others Let it go Just say like that It's okay. Whatever your name is. Let it go so if your name is Rob you say Rob Let it go.

Just let it go. It's not worth it Where is this gonna get you as much as you have to talk to yourself? Let it go. Say your name talk to yourself.

It's okay Even if you whisper if you're going down the staircase At work and shit and people are coming up whatever just talk to yourself in your mind. Let it go Work on it. This is the time This is the time Let it go new you new year Okay Let it go new you new year Anyway, I'm gonna go now.

I'm getting tired, but I'm so excited for next Tuesday. I've been talking about it for the last two days three days I'm really excited and the moon is just staring right at me Now I'm sitting on the couch. It's so beautiful.

It's so powerful. It's very elegant How can something be so elegant and so powerful at the same time Wow That's called Empress or Emperor status Right powerful yet elegant Proceed with caution Right. Okay guys.

Anyway, I love you all. I do Fuck. I love you all God bless and Until we meet again See you Tuesday.

I love you all.

God Bless.