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Hey guys, it's me. Wow. I've been, I've been gone for quite a while, but, and I do apologize for that.

And actually come to think about it, I'm letting you know that I'm going to start going live. So I am not technologically, technological, technological, you know what I'm trying to say? I'm inclined, I'm not tech savvy, so it's taking me a while, but man, I'm in the mood and I can't wait to meet you all. Okay.

So be patient with me. It's currently Tuesday, November 4th at 5:59 PM. Okay.

So I'm looking at the full moon right now, loving it. I love the full moon. It's so glorious.

It's beautiful in its own way. And it even provides light because I turned the light off my place and it just lights up the living room, the bedrooms. It's really crazy how powerful it is.

So I want you to know what the spiritual meaning of November's full moon is. Why is the beaver moon sometimes called the mourning moon? Mourning as in when you you're in mourning from someone, you know, you've a loss. Since November's beaver moon is the last full moon before the winter solstice.

Some refer to it as the mourning moon. According to pagan traditions, it's a time to let go of past troubles or grief and look forward to a new season and soon a new year that is powerful. Anybody that's holding on to any past stuff that brought you down, that tried to break you down, that trying to ruin your reputation, that tried to demolish you every which way, but loose and possibly even wished ill will and even worse death upon you because trust and believe that shit is real and I never knew it, I never even thought that something like this existed, but to go through stuff like that and to live through many things, I can, I can, I would love to talk to you about taking your pain and turning it into power.

Okay. You're going to alchemize and you will be such a powerful person without a negative ego that's going to destroy your life. Anybody that has a big ego, get rid of it, do what it takes, heal yourself, go deep down because there's a reason there's an ego, there's many, many powerful, very wealthy men and women in the world who are very wealthy, but are grounded still, right? Grounding.

You have to remain grounded. Anyway, I wanted to get out about this full moon and what it meant. I just read it and I read it to you.

I think I thought, Oh my God, I got to get that out. Like, that's just so beautifully said. I've been hanging on to a past thing.

I won't even call it a human, but a thing only in the reason people change. I don't know. I don't care.

All I know is if it was meant for me, it would have, whatever is meant for you will never pass you by. If it was meant for me, it would have happened. So don't question life.

Don't question the universe. Don't question God in your spirit guides. Never do that.

I mean, you can have questions for spirit, but don't question them in a negative. You know what I mean? You guys like this was so beautifully phrased a time to let go of past troubles or grief and look forward to a new season and soon a new year. This is your chance to let shit go.

Everything, anyone, anything in your life that does not make you happy currently or never made you happy. You're in separation. You're wondering when that person's going to come back.

Listen, never. The universe will separate you when you are in a dangerous situation and you don't know it, you sense it, but you're not sure what it is. You can't pinpoint what pinpoint what it is.

So when you're removed from a situation, any relationship, I don't care what it is, who it is. If that relationship comes to an end, especially an abrupt end, uh, listen to that, let it go. You are meant to move forward.

You are meant to get blessings and you will never get blessings unless you start a clean slate, a clean heart, a clean mind. Because if your mind is always thinking about the past, how can you move forward? If you're living in the past, thinking about the past and the universe has just got its arms out, both together, full of a whole bunch of gold coins and it's arms out or halfway, the universe is saying, are you ready to get blessed? Do you know that this isn't right for you? Right? God's rejection is God's protection. If you believe in God, you will believe because you walk by faith, not by sight.

Man, I was hooked on YouTube like insane. I go on YouTube and I watch Michael. I love him.

Oh my God. I love him. I love his frequencies.

I sleep listening to him in one air pod in my ear every night. I just love him. He's on YouTube.

Anyway, um, where was I? My God, I started thinking about Michael and I forgot. That's a good thing to do. Get into frequencies, sleep with that stuff at nighttime.

That will actually calm your mind. It really, it really will. Um, yes.

Thank you, babe. Let go of the past. Let go of anything in order to start something new.

If that's what you want, if you're ready for change, if you're ready for positive change, better change. When you're ready, you will let it go. You will do the homework and it can be hard and it's a long road.

Sometimes been there very long, painful, exhausting and fucking uncalled for road. Insanity. You know, when people put you through shit like that, you know, you're dating someone in grade nine.

I'm in my late fifties, right? You guys know that. I say that I think all the time. I don't know why, but I want to just remind you or anybody that's new here.

But when you get past your fifties, you know yourself, you should know yourself. You guys were in like the third period of a hockey game. Okay.

It's like being in the third period of your life. If you're 50 plus do the homework, go through the hard road, the pain and heal anything from childhood, whatever. Even from the, since the day you're born, everybody walks a different path.

I'm telling you do the fucking homework, get rid of it, go through the pain. The timing, whatever, and deal with it. Cause once you do it, there's like a rainbow at the end.

And it's so beautiful. I live in peace. I'm safe.

I'm happy and I'm healthy. What more can you ask for? Right? If you are safe and I have not been okay. I've come from a very interesting past of the types of men that I've dated.

It's funny. Cause they all look the same in a slightly different way. Does that make sense? Think about that.

They all had a lot of money except the last one. I think the last one thinks he has had money, but really was a gold digger. Right? It runs both ways.

You guys. Okay. Potato, potato, men do it.

Women do it. I don't know why anybody fucking does it. Where the fuck is that going to get us? Do you want to live happily? Do you want to know your worth? Do the homework, just do it.

Get it the fuck out of the way. It's going to be hard. Yes.

But once you get to the end of it and you will, and not everybody's is really long like mine was. Not anybody's going to be as difficult as mine was. I'm not saying mine was worse than anybody else.

Believe me, but I have walked a very interesting path, but now my intuition is like tenfold. I'm going to look somebody in the eye in less than five seconds. Well, if five seconds, I'll know if I like their energy or not done.

And if I don't, I just kindly smile, say, it's nice to meet you. Make a joke or something and go back to my chair. Or leave if they won't leave my surrounding.

I don't want to be around people like that anymore. I'm done. I've done the homework.

I've gone through the pain, the sleepless nights, crying every day, really turning to God. And I have, man, I have walked down interesting paths where I look back and go, holy fuck, I'm still standing. I'm still alive.

Wow. Thank you, God. Thank you, universe.

Thank you, angels. Right? I am truly grateful because somebody's watching over me. I remember going out to a concert.

I lost my friend. I don't know. Long story, really ridiculous story.

It's just the rules of where I live and where I live. They have stupid rules. Okay.

Like really ridiculous rules here. Anyway, I thought, okay, well, I guess I'm walking cause I thought they all left. You know, I didn't see people anymore.

I was outside waiting, blah, blah, blah, shit happens. Whatever. Here's another lesson in life.

You're right. Lessons never end. Even in your late fifties, you still learn lessons, man.

I ended up going down this road. I had no fucking clue where I was and not to, and just to boot or not just to boot, but to boot it was dark outside. Well, I don't see very well in the evening.

I'm older. The whole gang that walks out of this thing goes one way. I follow the fucking four people.

Make sense of that. Totally not in my right mind state. That's okay.

I just started following these guys. They seemed like they had pretty good energy. I do not like people.

That's why probably I didn't go with the entire crowd. I don't know. They seem like a good group though.

Anyway. Okay. I'm going way off subject here.

I finally found a restaurant that was open, a McDonald's actually, to be honest with you, everywhere else was closed. There was no lights along the streets. It was dark.

It was very, very dark. So honestly, I have no sight at this point, but I'm following these voices. Finally they, well, not finally, but they turned off and I'm stuck by myself for a couple of blocks or something like that.

I find a McDonald's. Wow. I'm truly grateful.

I go in there before I even, as I see the McDonald's before I cross the street, I'm holding the cross around my neck and I'm like, please, God, I need you right now. I don't know where I am. I am literally lost in a city that I've been in for 50 fucking years.

Okay. Obviously I don't go out very often, but I don't venture out to different quadrants of the city. Let's say that.

I said, just make sure there's good people in there. Right? First I was praying for a restaurant. There's McDonald's.

I get in and this young couple, really nice young couple allows me to borrow their phone. And the only number I know off by heart, because I'm in my late fifties, my mind isn't as sharp as maybe when I was in my thirties or twenties, right? I just go off universe. Anyway, I called my son.

Of course he's going to panic. And I felt terrible for putting him through that. My God, if you know, we don't want to scare our children.

They already live in a very interesting world. We all live in a very interesting world. We don't, well, we always want to comfort them, protect them and be there for them.

Just love them. It's actually what makes children different from anybody, right? I mean, we all want to be loved. Okay.

So I'm going to go way off topic here, but listen, speaking about we all want to be loved, you guys share, love, heal yourself. Let this is the time, this full moon right now. Okay.

Let shit go. Do what you have to do. Sit down by yourself, quiet, no TV, no stereo, no whatever to really dig deep and just get that shit out because we're all hanging on to something there.

Those who have learned are not, but we all go through that is what I meant. So just do it because this full moon, this full moon. Okay.

On Tuesday, November 4th, it says it is a time to let go of past troubles or grief and look forward to a new season and soon a new year. We are the beginning first week of November, 2025. We are about to go into a new year.

This is the time to let shit go. This is the time to move forward. Leave the past in the past because it's called the past for a reason.

It's in the past. Move forward, deal with your shit, get it out of the way because you want to start a new year, a new you in a new year. Think about that.

You guys. Okay. Please start a new you in the new year.

Do what makes you happy. Get rid of the shit right now. Let it go.

Let go of the pain, the grief, the heartache, the everything. Only you can decide if you want to be happy or not. If you're hoping somebody is going to come back, for instance, because there was a breakup, let it go.

Leave it to the universe because the universe knows whatever is meant for you will never pass you by. The universe knows what's right for you. Everybody.

The universe knows what's right for you. So leave it to the universe. All we have to do is live our lives.

Do what makes you happy. Okay. Be the true, authentic you.

Because when you're your real you and you don't apologize for nothing, right? People are going to accept you for who you are or not period with no ego. You just know yourself. You've got boundaries.

You're tired of bullshit and gossip and grade niners and shit like that. Let it just let it go. Let the universe deal with it.

If it's meant for you, it'll come back. If it's not, let it go. Just live your life.

Never think about past pain again. Okay. Okay, guys, I'm going live a week from today on Tuesday, November 11th at 4 30 PM mountain standard time.

I look forward to meeting you all. I look forward to any of your questions that you may have if you're looking for guidance. Okay.

If you're ready, you've got to be ready to receive. The teacher will appear when the student or sorry, the student will appear when the teacher is ready. No, sorry.

The teacher will appear when the student is ready. Sorry. I had a moment.

Okay. Right. The teacher will appear when the student is ready.

Think about that. When you're ready, feel free. Please leave questions down below.

You guys, I would love to guide you in the right direction, a positive direction, a happier direction. If you're ready for that, please leave a question below. I would love to answer any of your questions.

I look forward to it. Take care. I love you all.

God bless. Okay, guys, I'm going to go. I look forward to meeting you on Tuesday, November 14th.

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