Light Worker Energy

There is something coming into my life and have been feeling it for quite some time now. I have closed out a huge karmic cycle recently in my life by walking away from breadcrumbing. An unequal balance. It was something I poured into that wasn't pouring into me. I am the type of person that tends to pour into a lot of things and people and receive little to none. 

Receiving was foreign for me. But because I have traveled through darkness and the scaled haven’t been balanced in my life for a long time, I am about to receive and I am ready. 

Ever since I was a child, I have been a fragile soul. Fragile as in empathetic, not weak. There is a huge difference. With my big heart I feel a lot of emotions and pick up on a lot of emotions of others. I’m a soft, little, fragile being, but the circumstances and dynamics that I was born into helped my soul to grow, evolve, learn lessons and flourish. My experiences tried to harden me. Those certain dynamics, relationships, and family dynamics that wanted to harden me and limit my love. 

I am someone that had so much love to give and still do. It didn't matter who or what I was giving this love to. My teachers, as a young child loved me because they could see the loving energy that I exuded. The circumstances that I experienced on my life path and journey should have made me a bitter and cold person but I refuse to be that person.  

I have every single right to turn into someone cold and callous. However, regardless of all the experiences I went through, it did the opposite of that. Growing and evolving made me become softer, which is strange because I’ve been put through the ringer with certain situations. 

It's almost like everything that was made to break me or to keep me feeling stuck. Perpetuating cycles of pain. Hurt people hurt people. Seeing certain dynamics in relationships when I was young and not doing the work to heal those dynamics continued to perpetuate those cycles onto new people. 

It was time I chose a different path. So, I did. I chose to walk through a different doorway. And when I stepped through the new door, I chose to remain a good person. To alchemize everything I went through, transmute all of that pain and turn it into kindness, turn it into empathy for others, and turn it into softness. Softening became my greatest gift and that’s beautiful. This is why the Universe is about to gift me with something. It’s like an exchange, if you will.  

Becoming my greatest gift has changed the lives of so many people. When I enter people's lives, I shake shit up. I enter as a tower moment for a lot of people.

When people interact with my energy, I present people with a choice. People meet me and they realize that there's more to me. They know they will never meet a soul like me or at the very least it’s very rare to meet someone like me. 

The Universe places me in people's lives to shake up their foundations and to make them question everything. Question what they want out of life, question who they are deep down at their core, question why they might restrain themselves or hold themselves back from reaching their own potential. Basically, trigger them. Some people take it as a beautiful thing, some people fall in love with me because I truly open them up to a whole new world. It’s like I give them new eyes to see. 

Now, people are so triggered because I have forced them to drop their masks around me and my energy. I have a way of making them feel really safe to the point of having them drop their guard without them even realizing that they're doing it. It's almost like I create this vulnerability within other people where they feel safe to be so open, true and honest. Random people tell me their whole life story. Open up about really deep things that they’re experiencing and it shocks me. I question why? Why do people tell me things that are so close to their chest? That is a light worker. They can feel my energy, my light, and my love. I carry a Divine safe energy. 

I saw two paths in front of me and decided to move differently. I can either continue to repeat cycles or I can choose to do something different. 

Being a kind soul, I’ve always wanted too just be good and be pure. My kindness oozes out onto others, and this is exactly why my gift is coming. Karmic justice – balancing the scales that have always been unjust in my life and I am truly grateful! 

People tell me that I’m an angel. I say and do certain things that become unforgettable. They can't shake off my energy. It's like people interact with me and they hold on to things that I’ve said and hold on to how I move and subconsciously they end up comparing my energy to a lot of other energies that enter their lives after.  They'll go on to meet other people, but I'll always be something in the back of their minds. When people first interact with me, they're like, who is this alien? 

This magnetism, that familiarity that I bring to other people and that sense of home that I invoke within other people. People find themselves thinking about this and are inspired by the thought of me. Because I am such a different person. The way I see the world is so different and my perspective on a lot of things is so deep, raw and real. 

I pulled back to me. The fragile child; the soft little teddy bear, deep inside but could put up a wall and be strong for so many years if I had to.  The Divine has always looked at me as this beautiful soft little angelic being in need of protecting, and I realize how truly divinely protected I actually am. Feeling like there's beings with me, guiding me, supporting me right now.

I have broken so many generational curses and things that have affected my entire lineage just by shifting how I have moved and how I’m living right now. I make waves in the ethers by how I’m affecting other people that enter my life; leaving an actual imprint on them.

I have this impact that's creating a huge ripple effect in the sea of the Universe right now.  The souls that I’m inspiring. Every time I inspire people to think differently, I’m guiding them towards their higher timeline and that's powerful. Sometimes, I don't even realize how powerful of a soul I truly am.

I’m not consciously doing it, but my soul, my higher self comes through to guide them to their highest timeline because I am literally an earth angel. A lightworker and am here to help, guide, and support people. I feel this is my calling in my life because there is something about me. I’m here to guide people in some way, and I feel like I don't even realize this about my path. Simply by existing I’m healing this world by making a mark spiritually and energetically and that’s a beautiful thing.

I love to be alone to the point where I actually don't think I like people, but my soul loves people. My soul is up there guiding people without even realizing it. Coming down in moments of despair or moments when they really need something to pick them up or inspire them or to change their perspective or whatever. My soul is out there doing all this work.

All of this does not go unnoticed. The Divine is watching everything I’m doing. Subconsciously, that my soul is doing, the healing work that I've been doing on myself, holding faith, knowing that no matter what happens, I’m always going to stay true to being good, true to my morals and forgiving. There's so much that I am doing as a soul without even realizing it just by simply existing I am healing this world.

I truly believe the Universe is going to bring something in that will make my heart flutter. It’ll feel so good and so wonderful that it’ll make me feel like a kid again because my inner child has remained soft and sovereign throughout this entire process, the entire journey of my life. 

I am now unattached to anything and anyone. I know that attachment is the root of suffering, and I’m choosing to live a life of sovereignty. This is now my priority at this time in my life, and is very important to me. 

Going through such a massive transformation will now open so many doorways. Having options in every aspect of my life because I never allowed myself to callus. Never allowed myself to harden. No matter what I’ve been through, I’ve always remained soft. When people communicate with me, they can tell I’m a kind soul. Someone who goes out of their way to make sure people feel safe. I’ll talk to anyone! I was in Nashville and a homeless man approached me asking for a cigarette and I gave him a hug. That’s an earth angel.

When I come across a genuinely nice person, I ask the Universe to send them a blessing. It truly brightens my whole day and makes me smile after crossing paths with real souls. 

I am a good person, and maybe in my past, I had a season where I wasn't always this way. You know? And that's okay. I saw a different version of myself. I put a wounded version of myself into the world and learned from that. Not only did I learn from it; I decided to heal and make amends with certain parts of my past. I did the work on myself to change my heart and to let my heart open again. 

I still chose to put good energy into the world which is a beautiful, rare and special thing. 

When I find people like me, I will hold on tight to those. Those are once in a life time souls. 

It's the energy that I'm putting into the world. I know for a fact the Universe has my back. This gift will light me up inside and know it’s what will bring me into this next season of my life. 

So, I will continue to trust, surrender, be kind and gentle with myself to the fact that I have something special coming in. I deserve it because it’s who I am. 

I love you all.

God Bless.