Life Is Short

You guys, I'm sitting here. I don't even know what date it is. What's the date? Sunday, the 27th of July. Okay? Sitting on my balcony. It's a gloomy day. It's been raining, but no wind. It's beautiful. And I was just thinking, I was just shocked when I got back from a funeral that I had to travel to. I come back home and I got news that one of our dear friends has a cancer of some sort. He's young, vibrant, funny, good-looking man, and successful, he's got it all. And I'm sitting here going, yeah, but I have what I need. Necessities. I don't have what I want, but I know that's coming. Because I'm moving in the right direction. I keep getting blessing after blessing. So, I'm just going to keep going. Why would I go backwards when it feels so good?

I'm sitting here thinking, holy fuck, man. I just came from a funeral. Now I get this bad news. It's so true, honest to God. When you're young, you're celebrating weddings. You're celebrating people giving birth to their first, second, third, whatever children. You know, they're children. And when you get older, all you hear about is death. And it really puts shit in perspective, man. I'm telling you, like...I just literally came from a funeral that I haven't even had time to fucking heal from quite yet. And now I hear one of our good friends has a type of cancer. And I'm sitting here thinking, wow, you know, you can have it all. Go for it, you know. If you can do it, go for it. Everybody can. You just need the will, the drive, the determination. Life is so short. It's just so short to dwell on petty little things. There was a book that came out. I don't know who wrote it, but... Don't Sweat the Small Stuff. Man, everybody should read that book. Because it really... You know, if you're not over 50 and don't see changes, like... I mean, all I hear about is death. It's just insane. I wish him well, you know? I just... I just had a vision of...

You know, you can have all the stuff in the world. I've got what I need. I never go hungry. Thank you, God. I have a beautiful roof over my head. Thank you, God. I have my health. I am truly grateful. Thank you, God. You know, I have all the clothes I need. Like, I just have what I need. And when you're happy with what you just need and have, then more just comes. It just comes. It'll just keep coming. I guarantee it.

I'm living it. I'm noticing it. I want to get my wisdom out there. I've gone through many, many lessons in life, you guys, and I don't wish this shit upon even my worst enemy. Wish well for everybody, no matter how much somebody's hurt you. Let that shit go. Let it go. Don't carry the weight. You're going to feel so much lighter. You're going to feel free. And then you're going to live in peace. I guarantee it.

To just come back from a funeral and hear about somebody else having cancer, it's like, okay, you know what? It doesn't matter. Stuff doesn't matter. When you die, what are you going to take with you? Absolutely fucking nothing. Nothing. You can't go with anything. It's just stuff. Don't get attached to anything. It's just stuff. I was attached to this console table that I got from...

Bondars I really fucking loved it and I still love it I just love the look of it the simplicity it's kind of got this rustic look to it it's just beautiful it's so beautiful and it's real wood which I was really happy with but we've just ordered a new coffee table and I'm getting ready to like let that go because I got attached to it it's really easy to do nobody's perfect I

But I've learned a lot of lessons in life, you guys. And if I can pass my wisdom on, because there's going to be people out there that are either experiencing what I went through or are experiencing what I went through currently or past, because we all travel at different timelines. And I've changed so many timelines. I don't even know who I am sometimes. And that's okay. I'm patient with myself because I love myself.

If somebody was going through a bad time, you want to be there for them and say, hey, I'm here for you. Anything you need and want, anytime, a day or night. Right? Well, why wouldn't you do that for yourself? You need to ask yourself that. Because I had to ask myself that quite a few times. Man, I went through fucking karmic cycle after karmic cycle after karmic cycle. Ever since I can remember.

Until finally the universe said, okay, fuck this. She's not getting it. She's not listening to her intuition, which I wasn't. I was ignoring my intuition. I knew it, but I didn't act on it. I didn't do anything about it. I just knew it and let it be. That doesn't work. And sooner or later, the universe is just going to make your relationship end abruptly. And I mean fast as fuck.

You're not even going to know what happened. You're not going to get closure for it. You're never going to get an apology for it from those who are toxic, who are karmic, who aren't on the same frequency as you. Frequency, timeline, whatever you want to call it. Life is so short, my God. I'm just enjoying my peace. It took me about a good two years to really let my body and my mind finally relax and

because I was always in fight or flight mode, you know, trying to be safe. Unbelievable what I allowed myself to do. But I'm grateful for that because then I wouldn't have had transformed, as they call it. I wouldn't have changed so drastically where I see everything now. I could meet someone, I could walk by someone on the street and think to myself, karmic.

And the next person I'm going to go, okay, that's a good person. I could really, my psychic abilities have increased tenfold. And I'm so grateful for that because I'm not going to allow anyone to hurt me anymore. I'm done with that. I've done that for so many years. I've endured so much shit in my life. My God, I look back and I think, how, how did I make it through all that?

Wow, I never believed in God before I do now fuck. I'm not telling you to I'm just talking about myself I now believe like there's no tomorrow man because somebody gave me that strength and that courage and that wisdom Right the determination to keep looking forward do not look back. You know how easy it is to go back so easy So easy to react. It's so easy to do anything. That's negative because good things take work. I

We all have to do it. That's growth. And we want to continue growing. Don't stop. Don't ever go, okay, I've reached my growth. I'm happy with this. No. Keep going. Keep growing. Keep expanding. Keep changing. But do it for good. Live your life. Be happy. It is so short. I've just, in one week, I've gone to and I've attended a funeral and now I hear that someone has got

you know, pretty high stage cancer. My God, if that doesn't put things in perspective for you, I don't know what will. Just be your true authentic self, everybody. Love yourself, heal yourselves, go forward. If you're unhappy, talk to your mate. I'm talking obviously specifically, you know, I'm gearing towards relationships here. Talk to them and they should talk back. And yes, it's going to hurt and don't hurt each other. Don't hurt each other. What's the point?

Remove all negativity from your life. If you guys aren't meant to be with one another, then why would you want to stick around with each other? Why would you want to be unhappy for the rest of your lives? You want to be around someone that you feel safe, that's there for you, always got your back, right? Listens to you when you speak, takes care of you when you're ill. That shit matters. The rest is just whatever. But why would you want to stay in something that you're unhappy in? It just doesn't make sense to me.

Find somebody who, I don't call them soulmates, twin flames or anything like that. I don't care about that shit. I do not care. Label it what you want. There's too many labels in the world as it is. But when you find somebody that you can be safe with and feel safe with and it's easy, wow. Why wouldn't you rather choose that than stay in a relationship that you're unhappy in? I know, I understand there's going to be kids involved. I get it. I did it.

I became a single mother when he was very, very young. Very, very young. He was two and a half. And I thought, I'm doing this right now while he's young enough to heal from it. Because I want to make sure that my son has no pain inside whatsoever. That he's healed his heart. And he's gone through heartache. We all have, you know, breakups of relationships. Parents, siblings, things like that. Everything in life that...

Those are tests. We're constantly being tested. But sometimes we try to fight the test. And that's where you're going to get more kickback. Go with the flow. Live your lives. Be happy. Because it's so short. It is so short. 

I love you. 
God bless.