Hi, everyone. So, you know, you've heard my other podcast. You'll hear how much I push about spreading love and light because there's so much dark in the world right now. Right? So open your hearts, live your lives, shut that negative shit off, keep everything negative away from you, and you will constantly vibrate high.

And then you will manifest anything you fucking want. I guarantee it. But now I wanna talk about how short life is. So my my mom has passed on quite a few years ago. Like, everybody's getting wiped out.

You know? My mom's gone. My dad's gone. My uncle is gone. My aunt's gone.

And now I've got this other aunt. Right? And she was like a second mom. She was like a second mom, to us. Her brother that, my mom's brother was married to her, so she treated us like we were her own.

It was just amazing upbringing. I'm so blessed. Anyway, she now, we've just recently found out, has three types of cancer. She's 82 years old, the most wonderful woman you'd ever meet. I swear.

So loving, so funny, so light, so approachable, sweet, kind, like, just you always wanted to be at her house, right at their house. Unbelievable. All the kids loved her. Anyway, she has recently been diagnosed with three types of cancer, which kinda hit us kids because I have siblings, like a ton of bricks. Like, we were just over there where she lived.

She lives down east, and I went there for my other aunt's funeral. Jesus. Only four months later to hear this news, it's we we haven't even finished grieving over the other one yet. Like, wow. Crazy.

Right? It makes you wonder. Doesn't it make you wonder about like, it I I can't help but sit back at times and think, fuck, man. I couldn't hate anybody right now at this point in time in my life at this age. I'd be a fool.

Because when you're well over your fifties, it doesn't matter what age, but you see it differently. It's a different lens when you're over 50. Believe me, it just opens your eyes to everything. You see things like things just you really see things. I thought I saw things in the past.

Apparently, I didn't. Apparently, I didn't. But it's just amazing of how the lens just flies off, and you can see everything, everybody differently. And you really can start seeing people who for who they are and, which is a blessing. We could look at it as a negative and go, oh, fuck.

I knew this person for this long or I spent so many years. Don't even look at life like that. Don't even think it. There's always a positive to a negative, negative to a positive. Right?

So choose the positive. Say, oh, fuck. I'm so grateful to learn that lesson and, what you know, like, you just like, I I see things I see people now, and I can tell you right off the bat. I'll just say, babe, you wanna go hang out with those people, you know, if we don't know them? Because we'll sit.

No matter where we go, we sit down, and people just feel compelled to come up to us and tell them their entire life story. This happens very often to us. Right? I'm so grateful for that, to have the wisdom to share that I've learned, that I've gained, I've grown. Right?

Anyway, fuck it. I'm talking about how short life is, and you don't wanna waste any time regardless of how old you are. You know? Just love the people who've always been there for you. Love everybody.

Don't get me you know what I'm saying. I I can't hate anybody. I can't dislike anyone right now. I just feel like I just don't have that in my heart to dislike. I don't like people, but I love to help people.

And I don't know what it is, but when my man and I go anywhere, we'll sit down at a bar, at the bar in a bar restaurant, and people just feel feel compelled. I mean, it's a friendly place. We all talk to everybody, but they'll just spill their whole life story. That's happened to us a lot. That's something to be said about that.

I don't even know why I just said that. I have no fucking clue. Sorry about that. That came in about something. I don't know.

I'll figure that out later. But right now, you know, here's an example. I my best friend, my best, best, best, best, no one can ever take over him, best friend, and he knows it. And I'm grateful to have him in my life. He I'm gonna not his name is gonna remain anonymous because I didn't ask him permission, so I'm gonna leave it at that.

But I know he won't mind if I shared the story so you understand where I'm coming from and but I'll keep him anonymous. He is a he, but I'll keep him anonymous. He hasn't spoken to his brother in over twenty years. You guys, twenty fucking years. That's a long time.

And it the sad thing is is it was over something really petty and still over twenty years. Now these men, you know, are in their late early seventies. Okay? It's like, let I'm I I keep telling him, let that fucking shit go because that's how I speak. He knows I throw the f bombs.

He knows I get really passionate at times. Totally accepts me for who I am. And he'll we'll talk about if he has differences, and I then I give him other reasons why he should do it. Because you you don't even if you think you're not hanging on to something, believe me, we're all hanging on to something. It's just your something is different than my something, but that's not the point.

It could be bad, worse, whatever. Bad is bad. There's no worse or whatever. Bad is fucking bad. Okay?

We don't have to make many levels of this shit. There's good and there's bad. K? There's war and there's peace. There's love and or there's hate.

Right? When you hear of somebody so close to you that you value immensely, that she's got three different excuse me. Three different types of cancer, you start to really look in at things in perspective even yet more. Just more growth, more knowledge, more wisdom, more truth. Because people are out here in the fucking world beating beating the shit out of out of each other, killing each other, causing destruction, causing wars.

We're out of fucking control. So how do we stop that? How do we combat that? We do the opposite. Don't follow.

Lead. Okay. We have enough followers in the world that the leaders are kind of being washed out. We we've had I'm gonna I don't wanna go off on a tangent with Ward, but or leaders. I I I know what you're saying.

We're leaders. Pray for them to it's just fucked up, man. They need to really grow the fuck up. All world leaders, if anybody by chance is listening to this, world leaders, you need to grow the fuck up. All of you.

Each and every one of you. Okay? Seriously. Because they're the ones that are driving people fucking crazy. Right?

I mean, look at this. I've never I'm well in my fifties, and I don't remember the fucking world doing this. Yeah. There was occasional crime and shit like that, but nowadays, fucking out of control, man. Right?

Pray for the safety and well-being of all who are experiencing conflict. Just pray for everybody. And for the fucking leaders out there all around the world, I'm gonna pray for all you leaders to be free from selfish ambition. Okay? I want you to act with integrity and compassion.

Can you try that? Can you try that fucking route? Guess what? It's a lot less energy. You'll live longer because it's not stressful.

We live in a stressful mess at the moment. And I'm telling you, for people out there, pray for the fucking leaders. Okay? Pray for them to have courage. Okay?

To choose peace over conflict. Right? Those motherfuckers. And to work towards justice, justice, reconciliation. Let's bring people back together again.

Right? My throat chakra. Let's bring people back together again. My I've got who a woman who is like my second mother who's just been diagnosed, like I said. K?

Three fucking types of cancer. I can't even the girl never smoked. She never drank. She never, I'm telling you, grew her own food. Like, what the fuck?

So well known and loved by everybody. Right? Like, she's just fucking an amazing woman. I called her today. I I'm gonna go off on a tangent.

But, anyway, maybe there's a lesson in here. I called her today, and I was actually scared to. I couldn't believe it. I said to my man, I said, oh my god. Why am I afraid to phone her?

Why am I feeling scared? Like, I'm feeling scared right now to call my second mother. You know? Like, what do you say? What more can you say than I'm sorry?

Right? Like, I'm sorry. I I'm so sorry this has happened to you. What more can you say? I love you.

You know I love you. You're like a second mother to me. Do you know that? And she's like, yeah. I know.

And you're like my kids. I raised you when you were young. That's gonna be fucking hard to take. Right? When somebody has impacted your life in such a positive, loving way, that's gonna fucking hit harder than it's already hitting.

Life is short, you guys. Just ease your hearts. Forgive yourself. Forgive them. Forgive everybody.

Like, talk it through. I'm working on this with my buddy, my best motherfucking friend on Earth. And I'm trying to talk about it. I'm like, listen, man. We're in the third period of a hockey game, of our lives here.

Okay? So how much time do you really wanna waste on this? How much negative energy do you really wanna waste on this? Because I know you're carrying it. Maybe you don't realize it because it's been a long time.

He says, no. I still feel it for sure. And that's someone that that's why I love him so much. He's real. You know?

He's just fucking real. I'm so grateful to have him in my life. I'm trying to talk him into getting a hold of his brother that he hasn't spoken to in twenty fucking years. And these guys are late sixties, early seventies. There is no more time to fucking waste.

K? And then he's the healthiest guy you've ever known. Like, I swear to god, he is healthy, healthy, healthy. Well, recently, you know, he, something with him and much easier than what my aunt's going through. That's for sure.

God bless her. You know? My when I called her up, I'm the one losing my shit, and she's all calm. And how are you? How are you?

And what did you do today? You're still thinking about you even knowing, you know, it's time. Like, it's there's gonna be time. It makes you look at life differently and think about it. You know?

Like, I remember when I was young and younger, and, I remember hearing all about, like, people getting married, people having babies, and it's like, oh, that's awesome. It's always so great news. Right? And it is great news. But when you hit over 50, you start hearing about this person passing away and that person passing away and then another one.

And it's like, okay. Okay. Woah. You know, there's such a huge shift happening in the world right now. And if you're not feeling it, you need to slow your life down.

Just slow it down. Slow it down. Whenever you have a chance or have time to sit by yourself, do it. Do it. It's gonna be hard, but do it.

It's gonna be so worth it. Just look at the end of the tunnel, you guys. There is an end at at the tunnel, and it's if it if it's if what you're in right now is not good, the end of the tunnel, there's a light. There's a light. Unless you're doing bad at to people, then the end of your tunnel is dark.

Okay? And you can't get mad at anybody else, man. You can't. Right? It takes two to tango, and you are fucking with the universe.

I just like I didn't I never fucked with the universe. It's I like, I knew this is when I was quite young. I knew when the phone was gonna ring, or I felt like somebody was going to call me, and it was always through a telephone. That sounds ridiculous. I don't know how to explain it, you guys.

I just anyway, when you have something, you just don't wanna waste any fucking time in life because it goes by so fast. You guys, I still remember Christmas of twenty twenty four. We are mid twenty twenty five. Right? We need to slow the fuck down.

Everything's moving fast. I know we can't slow time down, but we we can we can control the energy flow. Anyway, when you have time to sit down, sit. Sit, please. I'm begging you.

I'm so begging you. When you get past to the other side of the tunnel, it's you're gonna look back and go, oh my god. I'm actually leaving a lifetime back. Like, you know, someone I knew had finished me off because I've dated all these powerful men. I've dated, that doesn't mean they're good people.

Okay? Everybody goes through their shit. We're human. Everybody has shit, and it's okay that we have shit to deal with. The important thing is deal with it.

Because to the young people, if you guys if if you guys don't deal with it while you're young I wish I would've dealt with it while I was when I was younger. But most people seem to wake up after 50. You're going to see life very differently. You're going to see people very differently. All of a sudden, it's like a veil comes off you guys, and it's like you got a brand new set of eyes.

It's amazing. It feels fucking scary at first for me. It was scary, but then it was like, oh, this is awesome. This is gonna save so much time in my life by trying to fit into a crowd, which I really never had to it kinda ran like that naturally, but it's a very exhausting energy for me. I didn't like it.

Universe taught me a lesson. It was a hard lesson. It was my last lesson. And now I'm with my man who I can feel it forever. Forever.

I went through this fucking they call it twin flame journey. I'm calling a I'm calling it a bullshit journey because it is tough, and it's it's tiring. It's exhausting. It's exhausting. And it's it could take up to a long time.

But I'm choosing to finally cut that shit off. Like, I've done that. That's why I've gotten blessed and blessed and blessed. But I'm human. I'm human.

Sometimes I get stuck thinking about my past life, you know, and think I'm a fucking rocker where I'm not. Like, seriously. Life is too short, you guys. Stop with the hatred. Start liking people, loving people, spreading love, spreading joy, healing.

That's healing. Love is healing. When you open your heart, you can love. You're leaving room for something to come in. If your heart was closed and shut like mine was, mine had a fucking not a chastity belt, but if there was for something like this, it would be that belt.

I'm telling you. Once you open up that heart, and it took him a long time, very slowly, but he did it. He healed my heart and helped me love again. I'm always gonna say hate people, but I love to love people. So it doesn't matter if I like you or not.

I'm gonna help you. I'm hoping to help you. I pray to God that I do. Unbelievable how fast time goes. You know?

Like, I'm I'm looking back hearing about my aunt thinking, holy fuck. I just went there for one funeral, and now it's like I'm everything's moving too fast. This shouldn't even be happening. It shouldn't even be happening right now. Everybody's gotta slow the wave down.

Combat what's going on right now. If we're told to do something, you're gonna look back and go, no. I'm not a fucking puppet. I'm not. I'm gonna lead and lead with faith.

Because if you don't trust in the universe, your God, your Mohammed, your whatever, Buddha, your whatever, If you don't trust in in your your higher being power, well, fuck. I mean, don't even bother with life. Don't even bother. You're wasting your time. You need to lead in blind faith, and fuck is it hard.

I had I had a watching a YouTube, problem in the past is if you've heard of I don't know which episode it was. It was one of them. But it's like, now I it's not that I'm completely cut off. I don't listen to them anymore. I don't watch them anymore.

But I do read the headliners. And and I'm just trying to slowly wean myself from that. So there's still just a tiny bit left feeling like I wanna go back to the past, but there's a 98, 99% of me. I mean, come on. You can't even scale that.

Right? I'm getting blessed so much, but accept this. This hit me hard this year, This news about my aunt. Love one another. Life is short, and it's fly it's fucking flying by.

I don't have the greatest memory in my late sick fifties, to be honest with you. I was about to say sixties. But I'm telling you, like, when you hit I remember when I was 20, couldn't wait to be 30. I got 30, I couldn't wait to be 40. I hit 40, and I went, okay.

Woah. Slow down. Now I'm in my late fifties going, holy fuck. Now there's, like, no time to be negative. No fucking time to be negative.

No fucking way am I allowing drama into my life. Been there. Done that. Thank you. Thank you.

Got a million t shirts. Goodbye. Right? Done with that shit. Now it's about peace.

The universe had broken me and someone up in the past so fucking drastically. Like, it was bad. It was really bad. And I for the first week, I'm like, what the fuck, god? Hello?

Right? I'm doing what you want. I'm being a great person. I'm helping people. What the fuck is going on?

And I can talk to my God like that because he knows me. He knows me. My spirit guides know how I speak, and it's exactly as I speak to you. I'm just being my true authentic self. I'm not changing myself when I speak to you, and then I speak differently when I talk to my spirit guides.

No. I'm speaking to you both at the same time. I that's why I can't say I'm gonna put out a podcast every week or anything like that because I don't know when it's gonna hit me. Well, it's when I'm alone. And my man just went out, so he's enjoying himself, and I get to spit sit with spirit, and that's when it comes, when I get the opportunity to be alone.

Sorry. My throat chakra. And it's great. That's why that's the first thing I do is just pick up my phone, and I record. Back to my aunt.

Life is too short. You guys, it's too short. Aren't you tired of being a follower? Aren't you tired of being a puppet? Okay.

We're following what they're telling us. There's chaos. We get stressed out. We start to dislike people. They're changing roads over I don't even wanna talk about the fucking city where I live.

I'm not even gonna talk about that right now because I'll go off for oh, god. I'll go off for days. I was gonna say two hours, but days. It's so fucked up, people. I want to live where there's where the government gives a fuck about me.

I want to live where a government gives a fuck about the people. There are places out there, believe it or not. Life is too short. Right? Fuck me, man.

I don't know. Right now, all I seem to be doing is just praying for the leaders. Pray wisdom and guidance for world leaders. Okay? Help them make decisions.

Help them promote peace. Free them from selfish ambition and to act with integrity and compassion. How hard is how hard is that? How hard should that be? It's less energy than being negative.

We're all aging fast too. Why? Well, we're bringing it upon ourselves. Those are our lessons. Those are our lessons.

I pray that all leaders all over the world global have the courage to choose peace over conflict. Right? Let's work towards justice. Why do we hate each other? Shouldn't we light it says the Bible says, love thy neighbor.

Okay. Well, our neighbors aren't loving us. How do we love back? Right? We're being followers right now.

Let's lead by spreading love and light into the world, and we will conquer this. Wars will start calming down. Why? Because they're not getting attention. Don't feed the negative attention.

Feed the positive attention. Let's pray for love. Spread love. Let's pray for compassion, understanding amongst people. Let's talk to one another like we wanna be talked to.

Do you want me to come up to you and go, you fucking me me me. No. How about, hi. How are you? Even if you're a stranger.

Like, seriously, there's ways of picking sides. There's a positive and a negative. My aunt, I cannot fucking believe it. I just pray for her. I pray for her strength, right, her courage, and her healing.

Because men, you never know. This woman, she never drank. She never smoked. She never eat candy. She never even chewed gum.

Gum. And she's got three different types of cancers. Wow. You know what she said to me today? I said, I'm so sorry, and I said her name.

I said, you know I love you so much. You're a mother to me. She says, I love you too, in my name. And she said, you're my children. Life is just too short to hate.

I hate hate. I really do. Life is so short, you guys. Let's be leaders. Let's be ourselves.

Like, really authentically ourselves. Those are out there wanting attention, guess what? You're no longer gonna get attention from us. And then that shit's gonna become boring, and it's gonna slow down, and then you're gonna be like, yeah, whatever. Okay?

That too will happen, because everything shall pass. But the more we take over and we spread love, and when you have people in your life that love you and been there for you, you guys, like, still spread love to everybody. But, you know, talk to them, hang out with them while you can while you can because you have no idea what tomorrow brings. None of us do. And that's one of the major lessons in my life that I have learned.

Slow your life down, and then you'll feel peace. And don't watch the news. Do not feed that fucking negative shit. Let them fight amongst themselves, and it would just be themselves. Then there won't be TV because nobody's paying attention.

You know what I mean? Watch movies. Go and play basketball. Go for a swim. Go for a walk.

Go do anything you like to do that's healthy. Why is it healthy? Because you love yourself. When you love yourself, you love yourself. But if if you're holding a grudge, let it go.

Just let it go. This is the time to do it. Let it go. We need no more people out there to spread light. Just your positive energy, your happiness.

Fuck. I went to, Walmart. When did I go to Walmart? This was before our vacation. And this is during or just after our one or the other.

I don't know. But it was during COVID. COVID that fucking COVID nineteen took so many fucking lives. That was made. That was so made.

And those that don't wanna hear this, you don't have to go, you fucking bitch. How about you just say, oh, okay. No problem. This obviously isn't for me, and just just check off. That's all you gotta do.

It's better for you, and it's better for me. It's a win win because you don't get that angriness and that letting you know? It's just negative tension. It's negative. It's negativity.

It's bad. Oh my god. I just realized I've been speaking for thirty two minutes. You guys, those that are in your loves in your life now, live in the now, love them. Be your true authentic selves.

Love yourself. Spread light. Spread love. Stop stop being a follower and a puppet. I hate to say that, but, hey, I fell into that category.

Be leaders. Spread love and light. Then we don't feed them the negativity. Love those who are around you and have been there for you because you just never know what tomorrow brings. Right?

You never know. Love life and spread love. 

I love you.

God Bless.