Hey, everyone. I hope you're all doing well. I don't even know what day it is. It's, it's May 29 at 07:42PM where I'm at. Okay?

So listen. Now I'm gonna say guys to the males because I'm a female and I'm with male, so don't take this personally. Unless unless you should. And if you do, okay, that's a you thing. Just deal with it.

If you gotta refrain from being around people, deal do it. Okay? But guys, as in men, and I'm pointing at the men right now because I am with a man. So I'm looking at it from my eyes. Guys, I'm I'm not gonna say men because I've known a lot of guys where they, you know, time goes on, you're with them for x amount of years, many, should be many.

And okay. So, guys, don't ever tell a woman. Don't ever tell your common law, your fucking wife, mistress, girlfriends, female friends. Don't tell anybody that my money is your money. Okay?

We've been together a long time. You're it for me. That's it. I'm gonna I trust you. So your money is my money.

My money is, you know, or or, you know, sing it to the opposing. Men do not say to women or whoever you're dating. My money is your money. Only to turn around and you find out that someone you know okay. I'm sorry.

I was just down getting a lot of downloads. I had to pause there for a second. Men, guys, whoever you are, don't ever tell a woman that you are living with or married to. Don't ever say what is mine is yours, Only to turn around because your ex wife, okay, a woman you had children with or whatever, especially if you had kids with her because there's a bond there. There should be a fucking bond, and it should be a healthy one even after a marriage.

That's another subject all on its own. I'm feeling really fucking heavy right now. Don't ever tell anybody that your money is their money, only to turn around and find out you know, only your girl your common law or your wife is going to find out from your mouth that your ex wife had called asking for x amount of thousands of dollars. And he's telling me this story. I I fell in love with him a little bit more just because he can be he was being honest.

He's not always honest, and he always gets busted, but whatever. Fucking little things. Right? Don't ever tell somebody that your money or your shit is their shit, only to turn around. You're talking to your ex wife.

She's asking you for money all distraught, and, oh, well, of course. Right? That's a distraught situation. Fuck. That's negative, negative, negative energy.

I fucking hate that shit. Okay? Then you turn around and say, well, if she asked for this to this amount, you know, this this number to this number, yeah, I'd give it to her. You know? But the amount she's asking for is, like, no fucking way in hell.

Right? And then you turn around and say, I could do whatever I want. It's my money. Long story short, again, guys, do not fucking tell your woman, your long time partner that what is yours, what you have is hers too, and turn around and say, I can do whatever I want. It's my money.

Excuse me? First of all, I don't fucking need you for your money. That's what I just said to my man tonight before he went out with his friend. They had plans anyway. Whatever.

I love being alone. Remember? I could channel so much more because it's quiet. It's just quiet. So yeah.

And women out there, if you're worth x amount and that x amount is a substantial amount, don't ever tell a man that you're living with, that you're committed to for life. Because sometimes you don't find your right partner until you're 50. Gotta go through a lot of lessons in life first to get you to where I'm at today. I'm not happy about that situation whatsoever, and I am not tolerating shit like that. You know?

I'll have a short memory spent like, I'll forget things that are just not important to me. You know? You gotta you gotta pick your battles. Just pick your fucking battles, man. You know?

What was that book or something who came out with it? Don't sweat the small stuff. It is so fucking true because there's a lot of shit to to deal with in life on a day to day basis. So pick what's not gonna make you happy and all that other shit. You're gonna feel lighter.

But back to what we're talking about women, if you've got the money and you're in, you know, in power, so to speak, Don't ever do that. Don't promise don't not promise. Sorry. Wrong word. Don't tell your man that, listen.

I love you. We're in this for fucking long haul. Okay? Are you in? I'm like, yeah.

Of course. I'm here. Otherwise, I wouldn't be here if I'm not in. I'm happy. I'm safe.

What the fuck? I got a great life. What the fuck? Thank you, god. I am so grateful.

I've had the black magic bullshit from bitches and fucking even men who did this to me. Are you fucking kidding me? I just staged every day. I prayed up every stay prayed all the way up. Stay prayed up, you guys.

Because when you believe, you're gonna get what you want. I guarantee it. But you gotta believe it. Smell it. Taste it.

See it. Work toward that goal. Not don't expect just to sit back and have someone knock on your door and say, hey. Here's your big gift in life from the universe. No.

It's not gonna happen. You gotta put the work in. So about to me, that's a lie. When my man said tonight, I can do whatever I want. It's my money.

I work for it. I used to say that to him all the time, and he used to say the opposite. No. It's our money. I know it's not our money.

You guys what am I? Fucking idiot? It's not my money, and I respect his money because I'm frugal as fuck. I'm telling you. I'm telling you.

I am so frugal. Yeah. I'd love to win the fucking lottery for sure. But I gotta work towards my goal my goal, and then I my blessings will come over and over again. What makes you happy?

But what doesn't make me happy is my man going from that to, yeah, I can do what I want. It's my money. I work for it. Yeah. You're damn right it's your money.

And, yeah, I know. I see how hard you work for your money every day. But you told me I didn't abuse it. I didn't ask you for money. I'm not fucking using you.

I'm not nothing. I'm just here. But you told me. This is what I said to him very calmly. My eyebrows are raised, and I'm looking deep into his eyes calmly and said, but you told me that your money is my money.

So if your ex wife wants, I don't know, fuck $3,000 or something like that. First, the the first amount was stupid amount, really ridiculous. But when he said, yeah. If she asked for whatever, we'll say 3,000, I'd give it to her. I said, okay.

So I have half of your money. So that means if she wants, needs, whatever, 3,000, she's only gonna get 1,500 from you, and that's gonna be your portion. My portion of your money is not gonna give her that. So she can get something, but she's not gonna get all of what she wants. I understand.

She is the mother of your child. He has a child, a grown up male boy. Right? The the the son can't even stand his fucking mother. It's so it's such a shame.

It's such a shame. Like, why? Why do they have to go through that? Why do kids kids don't even deserve that? I know.

Here I go. I'm digressing again. You know? My brother and his ex wife ex wife, so obviously, obviously, they're divorced. Fucking good friends.

He's there for her. Hell or high fucking water. She's he's got three children, great children from that woman. Why would you hate their mother? Why would you waste your life and time on that shit?

Do you know what I mean? It just makes for a heavy life. You have to decide. What kind of fucking life do you want? We have one life to live, you guys.

People joke about it in conversation all the time. Oh, yeah. You got one life to live. You might as well enjoy it, but yet they're still gossiping. They're still fucking being fake as fuck.

I I have I'm I know someone in this circle that we I hang out with often. His friends don't his his besties, don't even know he smokes weed. I just can't believe it. I'm gonna be real as fuck. Because if you don't like who I am, well, then get away from my energy.

I will find people who fucking genuinely give a shit about me, who are gonna be there for me when I need them. Right? Why would you wanna be around anybody you can't fucking rely on? Why would you be wanna be around somebody you can't trust? Somebody who doesn't have your fucking back, man.

It's doable. It's doable. You can have anything you want. What do you want? And make sure it's gonna be on a good path.

And how do you know you're on the wrong path? When bad things are happening to you. One thing after another after another, if you're that makes you unhappy, doesn't it? So do the opposite if it's not working for you right now. So this is what's gonna happen.

My man is going to come home in about approximately, I'd say, anywhere between an hour to two hours, and I'm gonna be waiting patiently. This is how I deal with things in my relationship. This is who I am. I'm calm, but I can be stern with my words. Right?

And when I do that, I'm really feeling something. When he comes home, I'm going to be patiently waiting for his arrival. As soon as he comes in through that door, I'm lounging right now on our couch, and I could put the back wherever. I'm facing the door. My legs are stretched out, sitting in quiet, loving, loving, loving my time.

But when he walks in that door, I'm going to wait for him to put his stuff away. You know, give him a minute. He'll come and sit down, and this is exactly what I'm gonna say to him. Baby, you should never tell a person, I'm not going to save me unless it comes up to that point. You should never tell someone that half what you have, they have half of.

Don't say what's yours is theirs, only to turn around and say, well, I can do whatever I want. It's my money. I work for it. He knows I respect his money. I don't ask him to do, you know, ridiculous fucking things.

Right? He knows I respect his money. Why? Because I respect him. They go in hand and hand.

Right? And that's what I'm gonna say. Babe, don't tell someone, okay, your significant other, your long term partner, don't tell that person that what's yours is hers. Only to turn around and say, it's my money. I work for it.

I can do whatever I want with it. So I have a problem with that. I don't think I'm ready to talk to you. This is must be what I'm feeling right now. I don't think I wanna talk to you.

I think you need to fucking figure out your shit, and you need to let me know if you're in or if you're out because I ain't got time to waste. Okay? I'm in my late fucking fifties, man. Right? I know someone that's once said, you're in the third period of your life.

It's like the third period of a hockey game. Think about that. It's gonna come to an end at some point in our lives, everybody. We decide how long our life is going to be. We get to decide whatever we want because it's our life.

Everybody's unique, And this is for the people that are out there fucking overdoing it. Okay? Listen. When I say unique, I mean unique in a positive, authentic, real fucking way. Not, oh, oh, I can I can actually tell everybody I'm a lesbian or I'm gay or or, oh, fuck?

I don't even know what's out there anymore. There's too many I haven't watched a news since December first of twenty twenty. I don't need I hear from people that say there's x, x y z, I don't know. Fuck. I don't pay attention to that.

Her, hers, and her and her herself or whatever. What the fuck is that? What is that? His, him, him what the fuck is that? Why is the world wanting to drive people crazy?

Do you know what happened today? I talked to one of my dearest fucking friends. I love, love, love him. You know who you are if you're hearing this. He told me where I live, okay, in this city.

I'm in Calgary, Alberta, Canada. Yes. Canada. We look like fucking idiots, don't we? I know.

That's what they're doing to their people. Anyway, my bestie calls me, and he said, you're not gonna believe what happened today. I said, is it good or bad? He said, it's it's bad. I said, oh, fuck.

Let me sit down. He told me that near his neighborhood and and it's a beautiful, gorgeous fucking neighborhood. My god. It's it's honestly God's country. He said there was a guy on some avenue or where whatever.

I honestly don't I don't know. I don't go out anywhere. Like, drive around a lot. But he said there's a person that fell off of a bridge, and how people are finding out is on, like, Instagram, what other chat things that are out there, whatever they are. Okay?

My god. He can he, she, who we don't know. Committed suicide today at noon off this bridge, just jumped off a fucking bridge. You guys, this is what the governments want. They wanna drive us fucking insane.

We have to claim our power back, all of us. We have to work together, not against each other. Open your hearts. Love. It's so much easier to love than it is to hate.

It takes so much energy. Why do you wanna live your life like that? Your only life. This is not a gamble. This is not, oh, I might get a second chance.

There are no second chances. When you're gone, you're gone. What do you want in your life? Create it. Do it.

Let's be together. K? Let's form this one huge army all over the world, and the people get along with one another. It'll drive the governments nuts. They won't know what to do because they've got no followers.

Do you see what I'm saying? You're feeding the fire. I've lived such a peaceful fucking life while all this shit's going on in the world. Why? Because I choose not to give my energy to that.

I choose to be fucking oblivious. Okay? I choose to be not in the know because I know that I have people around me that I can thoroughly trust that if there's gonna be war, they're gonna give me ample notice. But I do pray every day that God spreads love, okay, back into the world again. We can do this, you guys.

We have the power. It's our lives. How do you wanna spend your energy? I'm having a hard time breathing right now. How do you wanna spend your energy?

Let's work together, you guys. Let's fucking work together. Let's stop fighting. Let's let's let's just start loving again. Right?

Let's just have acceptance. Doesn't matter who, but come on you guys. If you're demanding it, that's just the wrong type of attention. You're on the wrong road. I wanna say shout out to my people in Ashburn.

Shout out to my people in Newberg. I appreciate you. I appreciate you immensely. Anyway, that's what's gonna happen when my man walks in that door, and I'm just going to be patiently waiting. I'm going to relax, watch some old show or something like that, you know, back in the day when they were so sweet and innocent.

I mean, Archie Bunker wasn't fucking. He was so politically incorrect as what they would view him as today. But he's just real as fuck. He's just saying it like it is. There's nothing wrong with that.

As you know, I swear badly. I do. I swear immensely. A lot. A lot.

A lot. And very often. But people that are gonna be around me are gonna accept that in me because they know that I'm walking with an open heart. I mean no harm. I wish them well.

I'm there for them. Right? That's the kind of people you want in your life. It'll be much easier, beautiful life. Trust me.

Oh, lord. But there are gonna be times that you're gonna elevate even more. Maybe those people kind of fade out. That's okay. God's rejection is God's protection.

Think about that. It took a while for that to really get into my head. And it's so fucking true. God's rejection is God's protection. He's not gonna put anything in your way if you've walked with a a pure, open heart.

He's going to make sure that anybody that's wrong for you stays away from you. Trust and believe. I've experienced that. I've experienced that, you guys. I never had before.

There's a reason for that because it's not right for you. Whether you want it or not, he sees everything. So he's gonna know, no. This person's not good for you, so I'm just gonna make sure that he's not gonna have a chance to come up to you again. You know what I mean?

That shit's real. Appreciate that. Be grateful for that because then you have a peaceful life. You don't have an ex fucking harassing you, knows where you live, you know, especially when you don't let a lot of people know where you live. I think there's, like, five people that know where I live.

Obviously, they're the right people. Nobody has to know your business. You keep it between your four walls and nobody will ever know a damn thing. But you make sure you're happy. Okay?

You guys get in an argument, you don't have to share that with anybody. It's not their fucking business. Anyway, I'm looking forward to my man coming home, and I can't wait to tell him that. Don't ever tell a woman that what's half of yours of what is yours is theirs. What's yours is theirs.

Don't ever say that to a woman. If you're ever gonna turn around and say, I can do what I want. It's my money. I work for it. Uh-uh.

That doesn't work well together. None of my books. So okay. So the half that I have that you claim of yours, right, I have of yours, well, if she's wanting 3,000, you can give her 1,500 because my 1,500, I don't wanna share. I have no connection to her.

Right? I'm in the right. I give another ways. I like to talk to people. I like to help people.

And, you know, you guys actually quite I'm just gonna let it rip from now on, when I do recording because I may start with something. And if you haven't noticed, I'll merge into something else and something else and something else and just things that come to mind. I'm gonna title this tell the truth. Right? Or the truth will set you free.

No. That's true, though. That is true. The truth will set you free. Fuck.

Will it ever and you're gonna find the right people in your life. Right? Your soul tribe. You're gonna find them, and they're totally gonna get you. They just get you, but they get the real authentic you.

If for those people out there that are fake as fuck, I send you so much love and energy and courage and wisdom and strength. I do. And healing. You will find the right people in your life when you are the real you, and it's so much easier to be you than it is to be someone else. Doesn't that make sense?

I'm gonna title this tell the truth. I like that. Okay, everyone. I'm gonna have to keep you abreast of what's going on. Like, the part two will be tomorrow.

Like, I'll record it. I don't know when I'll put it up quite yet. Mhmm. I'm really looking forward to this. Anyway, I love you all.

God bless, and have a wonderful evening or day or afternoon depending on where you are. Take