This is part two of letting go of the past. I just, I can't get it out of my head. So obviously I have more to say. I don't know. Look at your life. Are there good things happening in your life? You're on the right path. Keep going. That means you've healed. You have forgiven yourself. You've forgiven others.

You know and love yourself; you walk in your true, authentic you. And when you do that, that means you're following spirit, that means you're following the universe, because the universe is always going to give you signs. And if you're, I'm shaking now, and, but when you follow those signs, good things are going to happen in your life. Like, I promise you, I promise you, I promise you.

When you're not, if you're looking at your life and things aren't going the way you want and you're unhappy and you may be scared or whatever it is, you're not happy. If you still live in fear and stuff like that, you just haven't gotten there yet. And I'm sending you so much fucking strength and courage to go through that healing process

And once you do, and that means you've let go of the past, you don't think about it, you don't care, you've transformed, you've become you. You have healthy boundaries. You know what you're not going to tolerate and what you will tolerate in your life, who you want in your life and who you don't. People that are going to uplift you and not judge.

and they fucking are there for you and they push for you and they actually wish you well, genuinely, those are the people you want in your life. But after you've done the healing thing and you've let go, then you can walk with an open, pure heart. And when you do that, you're naturally gonna like,

You're just naturally going to invite that in your life. You know, I wished for peace and happiness and to be loved unconditionally. That's it. I know I'm quirky. I connect with spirit. You know, I'll start one subject, I go to another because I'm getting so many downloads. I try to spit as much as I can out. But once you have healed,

I mean, everybody's got shit. Nobody's perfect. So deal with whatever's hurting you deep down inside. It's hard. Keep going. Stick to it. Because the end is beautiful. It's beautiful. Okay? It's a really beautiful life.

I've always prayed, just like I said, for peace, happiness, and to be loved unconditionally. A man I can trust, a man I know he's got my back no matter what, a man who's always there. I know he's never going to raise his hand at me. I have no fears. I live in peace. Even the place I live in, it's in a condo building, but it's so quiet. Honestly, it feels like you're in your own house.

is crazy. That's pure peace. And I'm safe. I'm happy. I have a man that loves me unconditionally. I paused for eight months there because in my other episode of Let Go, my life had stopped for quite a few months and I couldn't figure out why. So I tried to think about what I did differently in my life.

And I started watching YouTube. Now, I'm not saying don't watch YouTube. Okay, everybody, we're all smart. I'm not saying don't watch YouTube. Do whatever you want. It's your life. You're in the driver's seat. You have control. You can create whatever you want. If you want it badly enough, you're going to do it. And when you do and you keep jumping forward, you keep taking that step forward and forward and become better and elevate.

and be the best you, I'm telling you, your life, whatever you wish for, you're going to be blessed with that. Because you've let go of the past, you have healed, you love yourself, you're going to welcome the right people in your life, life's going to feel easy, life's going to feel very happy for you. And more will come. I promise. I promise.

I started watching YouTube and I want to know what's next because I've been so blessed and I'm like, Oh my God, thank you. I'm so grateful every day for the sun shining. I'm grateful. I love feeling the heat right from God, from the universe. I love that. I feel, I feel their love.

But once you let go and you don't think of the past, you're only going to go forward. And when you go forward, you're going to get everything your heart desires. Because you're walking with a pure heart. It's been healed. You're making room for new stuff now. You've transformed. You've changed. Fuck. I have changed. I don't recognize myself still.

It's insane. My looks, my taste, everything has changed. I'm a completely different person in my late 50s, and I am so grateful. I'm 100% here for it. Right? Because my life wasn't, it was good, but it wasn't great.

Relationships, certain relationships and whatever. I changed that shit recently. That was the hard path, but you got to let go. And when I started watching YouTube, universe is like, excuse me, you're supposed to be living your life. Um, we're not going to divulge anything of what's coming. You're supposed to keep living your life. That's the message I got going. Okay. Why did everything stop? I was getting blessing after blessing after blessing. It kind of halted. It's seized.

for quite a few months. And then I thought, you know what? The only new thing I've started doing is watching YouTube. I want to know what the fuck is coming. You know, terror readers and shit. Fuck that shit for me. You do you. You can only create your life. I can't tell you how to live your life. That's not my place. You love yourself more than you love anybody else. You should. And when you get there, oh my God,

Your life is going to be amazing. I guarantee it. My throat's getting really dry. Your life's going to be fucking amazing, but you have to let go to move forward. You have to release the past thoughts, the past pain, hurts, all that shit. Leave it after you've transformed.

Okay? All we're supposed to do is live our lives, and I've been saying this forever, but I got stuck.

I got stuck. I was preaching that because I was getting blessing after blessing and then look what had happened. And I said, okay, the only thing that I did different was watch this. The universe is telling me, no, keep living your life. Don't look back because you're not leaving room for the new, which is going to be better than what you had before. Because when you keep moving forward, you keep striving to do better and get better. So the universe is only going to bless you.

But if you keep staying stagnant in unhappy situations, any situations, well, unhappy that nobody should be unhappy. We have one world, one world, one life to live. You guys, one life to live. Just one. Think about that. This is our only chance. What kind of life do you want? You want to be happy and get blessing after blessing and

feel ever so grateful and be safe and live in peace, keep moving forward. Forget the past. Let that shit go because that's baggage. We don't realize it. I didn't realize it. And ever since I stopped that, the blessings are starting to come again. It's insane.

So I had to get this, let go. Don't carry the baggage. We don't realize it. You could be thinking of something all the time or most times the same thing. And that's what you're manifesting. You're going to stay there. Let go of the past to get the new, because the new, I guarantee you, a thousand times better. I guarantee you guys, this is what I want for you.

It's a beautiful world when you live in peace and it's so easy to spread love, but where love, where you want to spread, like, I'm, I'm telling you, I walk into a room and all heads turn. I'm not saying I'm a model, but I'm like short. But fuck, I just, I have to admit, and I hope I don't sound conceited, but because I'm not by any means.

This is the work of God and the universe and my spirits. You keep following your path. I look fantastic for my age. I get compliments all the time. And I'm so grateful because as we age and I'm in my late fifties, we start, you know, anybody that's, you know, we all worry, all my nails aren't growing like they used to, or my hair doesn't grow like it's used to. And I've decided to go gray and you've changed.

Because you've let go, that's you shedding the old you and you're becoming a new person. And anybody that's over 50, we're in the third period of our lives, like a fucking hockey game. Third period of our lives. This is like shit or get off the pot time for us.

Heal yourselves, forgive yourself, forgive others, know your boundaries, have a healthy ego. You will attract the right people into your life and your life's going to feel so good. And if you're looking for love, the universe will deliver the perfect fucking person for you. What is meant for you will never pass you by. Don't look for it. Don't chase it.

Okay? What is meant for you will never pass you by. If you're single, live your best life. What is meant for you will never pass you by. Okay? Even when you're married, if it's meant for you,

It will be successful. It will be easy. You will be safe, loved, protected, secured. I just feel this so much like, I don't know why I want to talk about it twice, but anyway, that's all I want to say. I just, um,

please let go, allow your blessings to come in. If anybody's hanging on to the past, I didn't realize I slipped into that for the last few months. I didn't even realize that until I realized my blessings have kind of paused. And I went, that's not how life goes. Blessings will be continuous. If you keep moving forward, don't once you've transformed and you've looked at the

let the past go, anybody, transformed or not, once you let the past go from any hurt and pain, you will walk with a full heart and you will be blessed repeatedly, repeatedly, repeatedly for the rest of your days. I promise. I just caught myself doing that. I wanted to share that with others. Be aware of your emotions, of what you're feeling.

at certain times. Please, everybody, try to heal yourselves. Try to let go of the past. Live your best life. Single, married, date, I don't care. Just live your best life. Heal yourself and open your heart. 

I love you all.