Hi. Wow. It's been such a long time. It's been a long time. Sorry, guys.

There is a definite energy shift here. Like, I'm really feeling it. There's a huge energy shift going on right now. And some of us, like me, may be tested, but I'm not sure because you never know what the universe is gonna deliver Because all you're supposed to be doing is just loving your life, loving yourself, pouring the love of cup into yourself before anybody else. Just like on a plane, If it drops, save yourself.

What good is it gonna be with a baby with no mother? Save yourself. Heal yourself. Work on yourself. And those that have, this is the time well, anybody could do this actually at any fucking time they want.

This is the time to manifest. There's a full moon tomorrow. I don't know where y'all are. Maybe somebody, you know, around the world is seeing it right now. I don't know.

This is a time to manifest. Focus on your desires. Focus on you. Okay? Keep fucking looking forward.

Man, is it hard sometimes? I know. That's why I'm speaking of this shit because I've experienced it. And, man, if I could save one person in the entire world, I'd hit the jackpot because that's all it takes. It starts and begins with one.

Right? This is the time to manifest. Manifest. Like, I can feel shit going on between my man and I, and I'm like, what the hell? What the fuck is this?

All of a sudden, like, things were fantastic, and they still are. But this moon is really fucking with me and my psyche. I'm telling you. Or maybe it's other people, and that's okay. You wanna do that shit?

Keep doing it. You know? Return to sender. Return to sender. Return to sender.

And when it happens, I can't feel bad for you, but I send you love and light. Right? That's just like, wake the fuck up, man. But this is the time to manifest everyone. Keep working on yourself.

Keep loving yourself. There's a shift going on. I am fucking feeling it. Like, I'm feeling like towers are going down. I feel like I don't know.

I feel nervous. I feel really nervous. Like, man, there's a fucking neighborhood pub, bar thing, whatever that we've all lived in the same area for so many years. We've all talked it's like a cheers. If anybody knows what cheers, like, is if they don't, well, Google it because it's like little sitcom.

You just gotta see it. It's like everybody knows your name, and you kinda know their biz, but you don't like, it's just crazy. But you do that with the right ones, there's no drama. That fucking shit is so heavy. If it's not yours, please let it go.

I'm in the midst of doing that right now. This is a hard one. This one this this last lesson that I have, and this will be my last lesson, is love yourself and see what happens. Just focus on you. Don't focus on that's it.

I don't want another man for the rest of my days. I'm okay with dying alone, single. That kind of I'm okay with it. Okay? Right now, manifest.

Right now, those that are getting karma, well, I'm sorry to hear that. It's called karma for a reason, so maybe you need to look that up and understand. Okay. You know what I don't understand? This is what I don't fucking understand.

How can you how can you how can you pretend to be someone that you're not? Like, I was always myself. I I just was always my fucking self. And and so, like, karma would be because you've done people wrong or a person wrong or whatever the fuck it is. Right?

And the way you treated that person, that person didn't deserve it. Sit down. That's what the universe is gonna say to him or her. Sit down. Now it's time to sit down.

I'm gonna take your finances. I'm gonna fucking lose make you lose your job. I'm gonna make you whatever. Well, you know what I mean? Until you fucking get it.

Why this is what I don't understand. Why do people keep going down a path like that? Why do we do that? Why do we want more shit in our lives? Because you're not you weren't you or you're not you.

So until you learn to be you, the universe is gonna slap you around a bit until you fucking get it. Okay? We have a choice. We have so many fucking choices in life. It's ridiculous.

If you really break down a person's, like, we got a lot of fucking choices in life. We just think we don't. And don't worry about the news. If anybody's watching the fucking news, shut that shit off. I'm telling you, this is the time to manifest.

You won't with listening to that and holding on to that. So if you wanna skim them on your cell phone and just look at the title names and not read just fucking don't spend a lot of time on that thought. In fact, just fucking don't watch it and do what makes you happy. If everybody would just spread love instead of hate, oh my god. What a fucking world it would be.

You gotta admit, man. What a world it would be if we just all played nice. Why do we have to hate each other? Because they tell us to? You guys, we're the ones that gotta wake the fuck up.

Fuck the government. They can fucking crawl up my ass. Okay? I'm telling you, if we fight back and we just begin to love one another genuinely, We're gonna grow so much trust, and it's gonna be a beautiful fucking world. You'll always have somebody in case you ever need somebody because you genuinely like many people.

Now now you can't like everybody. Okay? Especially over 50, your friend list becomes extremely small. That's when you've learned. You've graduated.

Right? You don't know how to do the stupid shit. Well, not that I never did anything stupid. I just have people that are jealous of my ass. Oh.

Like, I feel that. And you know what? Listen. This is what I have to say to you ladies. Okay?

And I'm gonna give you the respect and call you ladies. All you gotta do is just be yourself, and you will find the right people in your life, and life will be so effing beautiful. Why do we wanna live we got one life. Why do we wanna live it like this? Why do we wanna give them the control?

Let's claim back our fucking control. We matter. We all fucking matter. Not just children and all that shit. We all matter.

We are all children of God. Well, some of you, you'll learn today. Right? Return to sender. Return to sender.

Return to sender. Now be careful. Be careful now. Why don't we just spread fucking love? And now is the time to do it.

The weather is getting better. For us, it is. Okay? Some people are in summer right now. We're, like, April 11.

Oh. The day before my mother's birthday. Oh, no. Wrong one. Yeah.

Everyone just spread love. That's all the universe is asking us to do. What about love thy neighbor? I've never I think that's one of right? Like, I've never read the Bible.

I just go on how I feel. That's why my life is finally blessing, like, left, right, and fucking center. I'm just being blessed because I'm listening to my angels of what feels good and what doesn't feel good. And what doesn't feel good, don't do it. Do what makes you feel good.

You'll be happy all the time, not miserable. Shut the fucking TV off. That's not a joke. And there's gonna be a lot of people that are gonna realize how attached they are to a TV. That's another fucking subject, but you're gonna learn that if you haven't yet.

It's like our phones. Don't you fucking miss going back to the day where people can only contact you? Like, well, they can contact you twenty four seven, but they're gonna be smart about it. You know what I mean? Like, if you gotta blow out, fuck the phone expect the phone to go off anytime that happens.

Yeah. Spread love. Let's stop spreading hate. It's not working for us. We're not listening.

So let's try something different. See where that gets us. Love and hate. Excuse me. My god.

I'm so sorry. It's my are really, really tightened up there for a second. Yep. Love or hate? Let's pick love and get out of this shit once and for all.

Aren't you tired of living in a fucking soap opera? That's exactly what we live in. I still fucking I turn on, like I don't know what soap opera because I don't really pay attention to what they say. I use it to help me fall asleep. And that's what it does.

It puts me to sleep. So if that helps my body, done. I don't give a fuck what anybody says. And you're not gonna have anybody around you anyway that judges because you're gonna know your worth, and you're gonna be tired of that shit after you've learned that lesson. So you're gonna shut that shit down real fast.

Right? We got no time, especially people over 50 years old, you guys. 50 years old. Like, I mean, we all say that, wow, time is flying by. But as you get older, it gets it seems like it gets faster.

It's really bizarre. Of course, there's no fat. Like, you know what I mean? We get that. It's really bizarre.

Anyway, everyone, I'm feeling a really heavy shift. I've been feeling a little depressed. I'm trying not to take it on, which is great. It's, wonderful that the sun is coming out. This is the time to fucking manifest your ass off.

Start manifesting. Don't focus on the negative. Don't look at the past. You cannot take the past with you. No matter how much you want it, you cannot take the past with you.

The past is the past for a reason. I mean, we just need to listen to saint to as we say that. If you want a new path in life and you're ready, you're fucking ready. It's like, yeah. I'm ready.

I'm ready for change. Let's do it, man. Let's do this. I'm ready. And if you're not ready, it's okay.

I trust your universe, but I'm gonna take that leap of faith, and I'm gonna do it. Easier said than done, isn't it? Sure is. It's like anything. It's It's like any addiction.

Quitting smoking, quitting cigarettes, quitting drinking, quitting, I don't know, whatever the fuck, porn or whatever people I don't even know what the fuck people do nowadays. I just had a three hour nap. Holy shit. I've never done that my entire life. I've never napped my whole life.

I did it once, but I woke up and I couldn't fucking snap out of it. And I thought, I'm not doing that again because it didn't make me feel good. Mhmm. Just do what you love. Be yourself.

It won't work if you try to be somebody else because that's not your real true authentic self. Okay? Be you. Just be you if you're quirky. Whatever.

Who gives a shit? Don't rub it in people's faces. Why would you treat people like that? You're a person too. What the fuck?

Right? What the fuck? Countries should be speaking to each other nicely. We should all be friends. Why the fuck do we hate each other?

Because they're creating it, and we are following it. Turn that shit off. Let's be leaders. Let's put ourselves first. Let's love ourselves, continue to heal ourself.

Because if you want to be joyful and live free and in peace and quiet and you feel safe, Fuck, man. Honest to God, like, what more what more do you need? Like, what what do you there's nothing else we need. To find the right friends, and you will, you gotta be yourself. Just be your fucking self.

How can you be somebody else? Like, that's a lot of fucking work. Right? I don't know about you, but fuck. I don't wanna work.

And I know I'm I'm kept I am I'm retiring very soon. Mhmm. And I'm celebrating right now as if I've got it. And I know it's tough fucking hard sometimes, man. I've been caught in a rut too for the last week or something.

It's okay. Try not to take it on. If it's too strong, cleanse yourself. Spiritual bath. Do your fucking palo santo.

Do whatever you need. Get to a river. I need to get to a river and trees. Like, I'm surrounded by trees, which is wonderful, but I I want my river too. I want I want it all.

And I want it now, and I'm gonna get it. It's coming. I feel it. And I'm celebrating right now as if it's here. And I'm getting it more and more because I'm celebrating every fucking day.

Manifest during the full moon. Fuck the rest of the shit that's going on. Don't pay attention to it. It's not yours. Let it go.

Let it go. Give it back to them. It doesn't make you feel good. Give it back to them. They can deal with it because it's their shit.

And, yeah, they can figure their shit out. Okay? They made it. They gotta lay in it. Okay?

Done. Now your chapter begins. You've just put that to rest, and I hey. Listen, man. I was there.

I never got closure as to what the fuck went on. I got I got six hours to move out after I just packed up my fucking home that I sold, that I didn't wanna sell. How'd that fucking happen? I wasn't paying attention. That's okay.

The university is everything. You just sit back and just keep fucking working on you, and I'm gonna keep reminding you of this. Every fucking little podcast that I do, do you. You are number one. I love you.