Hey guys, it's me. I received an email from someone that I will keep anonymous for their request
about a lack of self-love that they had for themself.
That's pretty fucking deep. And thank you to the individual that emailed me about that
because I know you don't know me from the hole in the ground.
But I'm telling you, I'm here to help you. Thank you for reaching out.
Lack of self-love. Been there, done it. Will never go back to that again. How did I get there?
Because the same of what you are explaining or thinking.
And normally, it really happens with a lot with relationships.
But my questions to you is, first of all, I'm sorry you're feeling that way about yourself.
I really am. But there's a way out and don't get discouraged and just keep looking forward
and keep going through the shit and I want you to sit by yourself for, oh, I don't know, about a year.
And I mean that. By yourself.
And really think about how, where you came from.
You know, how did your parents treat you? We're going all the way back to childhood.
Because many of us have childhood issues.
It doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you. It doesn't mean anything like that.
It's when we get hurt by the people we love the most.
And remember, we're young, so our parents are everything. They fed us. They clothed us. They educated us. Right?
We've got to give credit to the parents, man. They didn't have to do that.
And for those that didn't go through that or have that, I'm sorry to say that, I was one of those people.
I, without even knowing, had daddy issues.
I would have never thought in a million fucking years that I would have daddy issues.
I honestly didn't feel like hurt or pain, but maybe subconsciously, I don't know.
I can't explain it.
So go back to your life when you were a child. Anyone that hurt you, you've got to forgive.
You have to do it. Let that shit go. You'll feel a lot lighter. You're going to feel more free.
You're going to feel more relaxed, happier. Your life is going to become peaceful.
Okay? Don't give up. Sit by yourself and think about all the people that have wronged you since birth.
And you've got to forgive them. If they're not around, God rest their soul,
then you find a way to forgive because you never got to tell them personally.
You can write them a letter and burn it. You can just talk to them or her.
Go to their grave site. Just light a candle for them and talk to them.
Trust me, they'll guide you in the right direction if you listen.
So my advice would be, unfortunately, it's going to be a long process because we,
if our life sucks, it's the path that we've decided to take and it's obviously the wrong path.
The universe is expressing that to you. Right? And how do you get on the wrong path?
Well, things that have hurt you in the past that you're unable to let go of.
But you've got to put in the time for the healing. You know what I mean?
Take relationships, for example. Anybody that ends a relationship or anybody that gets dumped,
whoever the fucking whatever, OK, whatever, whoever the end, the relationship ends.
Nobody's going to walk away from that going, yeah, no, I feel nothing like that person was crazy, blah, blah, blah.
But then my question would be that person. Well, then why did you stay with them?
Doesn't that make sense? If you're not happy with someone, why do you stay with them?
OK, I digressed. I'm sorry. I always do this. But I'm telling you, sit down by yourself.
Learn to forgive others. Forgive yourself. If they don't want your apology or not apology, your forgiveness.
That's OK. Release those people to even if they're currently in your life right now.
And even if it's family members, because that should hurt. Because who are you?
Who can you trust the most like family? La familia.
Think about that. And if you don't trust your family, it's time to have a talk with that person.
And fucking clear the air. Life isn't hard. We make it hard.
So my advice is I'm here for you. You can email me. I will even email you personally for a couple of times or whatever.
I don't know. But I like to answer you through this. And I hope you're listening because it may help others.
So you and I working together. We're going to spread a lot of love and we're going to teach out of self love.
I was there. I hated myself. All the relationships I went through suck fucking ass.
You didn't everyone. That's pretty sad. That's because I had no self love for myself.
I didn't respect myself. I thought I did. Apparently, I didn't.
Right? Doing the same thing and not opening my eyes. Dating the same kind of guys and you know, like whatever.
It's like, hey, man, sometimes opposites do attract. I never believed that before, but I'm living proof of it.
So I've been there. I've done it. I actually refrained from going out almost for a year.
And the other two years was like I had met someone who said, I think you have daddy issues and that's the man I'm currently with.
I said, what do you mean? That's not right. But I didn't yell or whatever.
Like we're conversing and I'm and I'm grateful for his honesty because sometimes you don't see when you're inside.
You got to be out to see in. So I've been there and I my heart is I'm sending you so much love, so much love and so much healing.
It's going to be hard. The last two years, it was like I met this man of my dreams, didn't see it,
kept wanting to fight the universe on it. Universe, you know, separates us to make us slapped us a couple of times and brought us together.
We bought this beautiful place, the biggest place in the thing. And it's like, I mean, how much more can you get blessed?
I've been there. This what I have now is doable. Keep your eye on that.
But you got to do the work. Figure out what's making you unhappy. And deal with that.
Get rid of that weight because it's weight that you're carrying and it's exhausting you.
And then you get on the wrong path and you don't think straight and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
Like, right. Nothing works. Just sit by yourself for a while. Quite a while. OK.
If you can do one year, do it. And I don't mean sit by yourself and get drunk, get high and all that shit.
If you get high and talk to spirits, great. That's great. Keep doing that.
But it's just you in spirit, right? I've been there. I've done it.
I've got the T-shirt a few times over until I really got slapped. And then I finally got it.
But I kept praying. I kept my eye on the prize. I kept you know what I mean? Pray, pray.
I prayed like a motherfucker. And I got exactly what I wanted.
Fuck me. I couldn't be any more grateful. Trust me. You will get there.
Keep your eye on the goal. And the goal is healing. Heal yourself first.
And when you heal yourself, you get this boost of confidence, right? Your courage, your wisdom.
You got boundaries up. You're not a bitch or an asshole. You just got boundaries up.
And you just know what you're not going to, you're not going to settle for less, whether it's relationship, friends or family.
It's hard with family, but it's got to be done. La familia, we stick together. So talk it out. Figure your shit out.
You don't want to lose those people. They're on your side. They're your blood.
I wish you luck, not that you need it. And I'm sending you so much love and light and healing and courage and strength and wisdom.
I'm sending you all of that. Feel free to reach out again after, like, give it a month at a time.
Just keep going until you master it. The year you're going to do this.
And then everything's on your terms without ego. Ego destroys.
And then things start happening. You know, whatever you prayed for, whatever you believed in, you just walked by faith, not by sight.
You know you're going to get it if you've done good. And if you've done good and you walk of light, we get shit on the most because that's where people become jealous and envious.
And they'll get their ass whooping from the universe. I don't care, right? Like, I can't control that.
I just know I'm not going back to that. I moved forward. I kept pushing, pushing, pushing.
And fuck, I live the most peaceful, happy life. And you can too. You can too.
Heal yourself. Forgive people. If they've done you wrong, if they accept it, great. If they don't, they're not ready.
Move on side. The universe is telling you this person is not meant to be in your life in any way, shape or form.
Anyway, I hope to hear from you soon. Take care. God bless. And to all of you that are experiencing this, I'm sending it to you too.
Those that aren't there, I'm sending it to you too.
Have a great evening. I love you.