1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:11,000 Hey guys, it's me. I received an email from someone that I will keep anonymous for their request 2 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:19,000 about a lack of self-love that they had for themself. 3 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:26,000 That's pretty fucking deep. And thank you to the individual that emailed me about that 4 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:31,000 because I know you don't know me from the hole in the ground. 5 00:00:31,000 --> 00:00:36,000 But I'm telling you, I'm here to help you. Thank you for reaching out. 6 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:44,000 Lack of self-love. Been there, done it. Will never go back to that again. How did I get there? 7 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:50,000 Because the same of what you are explaining or thinking. 8 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:57,000 And normally, it really happens with a lot with relationships. 9 00:00:57,000 --> 00:01:06,000 But my questions to you is, first of all, I'm sorry you're feeling that way about yourself. 10 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:13,000 I really am. But there's a way out and don't get discouraged and just keep looking forward 11 00:01:13,000 --> 00:01:19,000 and keep going through the shit and I want you to sit by yourself for, oh, I don't know, about a year. 12 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:24,000 And I mean that. By yourself. 13 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:32,000 And really think about how, where you came from. 14 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:38,000 You know, how did your parents treat you? We're going all the way back to childhood. 15 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:44,000 Because many of us have childhood issues. 16 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:52,000 It doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you. It doesn't mean anything like that. 17 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:56,000 It's when we get hurt by the people we love the most. 18 00:01:56,000 --> 00:02:04,000 And remember, we're young, so our parents are everything. They fed us. They clothed us. They educated us. Right? 19 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:09,000 We've got to give credit to the parents, man. They didn't have to do that. 20 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:16,000 And for those that didn't go through that or have that, I'm sorry to say that, I was one of those people. 21 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:23,000 I, without even knowing, had daddy issues. 22 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:29,000 I would have never thought in a million fucking years that I would have daddy issues. 23 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:37,000 I honestly didn't feel like hurt or pain, but maybe subconsciously, I don't know. 24 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:40,000 I can't explain it. 25 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:48,000 So go back to your life when you were a child. Anyone that hurt you, you've got to forgive. 26 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:55,000 You have to do it. Let that shit go. You'll feel a lot lighter. You're going to feel more free. 27 00:02:55,000 --> 00:03:03,000 You're going to feel more relaxed, happier. Your life is going to become peaceful. 28 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:15,000 Okay? Don't give up. Sit by yourself and think about all the people that have wronged you since birth. 29 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:20,000 And you've got to forgive them. If they're not around, God rest their soul, 30 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:25,000 then you find a way to forgive because you never got to tell them personally. 31 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:31,000 You can write them a letter and burn it. You can just talk to them or her. 32 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:35,000 Go to their grave site. Just light a candle for them and talk to them. 33 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:41,000 Trust me, they'll guide you in the right direction if you listen. 34 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:47,000 So my advice would be, unfortunately, it's going to be a long process because we, 35 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:52,000 if our life sucks, it's the path that we've decided to take and it's obviously the wrong path. 36 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:59,000 The universe is expressing that to you. Right? And how do you get on the wrong path? 37 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:07,000 Well, things that have hurt you in the past that you're unable to let go of. 38 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:18,000 But you've got to put in the time for the healing. You know what I mean? 39 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:25,000 Take relationships, for example. Anybody that ends a relationship or anybody that gets dumped, 40 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:32,000 whoever the fucking whatever, OK, whatever, whoever the end, the relationship ends. 41 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:38,000 Nobody's going to walk away from that going, yeah, no, I feel nothing like that person was crazy, blah, blah, blah. 42 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:44,000 But then my question would be that person. Well, then why did you stay with them? 43 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:51,000 Doesn't that make sense? If you're not happy with someone, why do you stay with them? 44 00:04:51,000 --> 00:05:01,000 OK, I digressed. I'm sorry. I always do this. But I'm telling you, sit down by yourself. 45 00:05:01,000 --> 00:05:10,000 Learn to forgive others. Forgive yourself. If they don't want your apology or not apology, your forgiveness. 46 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:17,000 That's OK. Release those people to even if they're currently in your life right now. 47 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:22,000 And even if it's family members, because that should hurt. Because who are you? 48 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:30,000 Who can you trust the most like family? La familia. 49 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:37,000 Think about that. And if you don't trust your family, it's time to have a talk with that person. 50 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:43,000 And fucking clear the air. Life isn't hard. We make it hard. 51 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:53,000 So my advice is I'm here for you. You can email me. I will even email you personally for a couple of times or whatever. 52 00:05:53,000 --> 00:06:02,000 I don't know. But I like to answer you through this. And I hope you're listening because it may help others. 53 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:12,000 So you and I working together. We're going to spread a lot of love and we're going to teach out of self love. 54 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:19,000 I was there. I hated myself. All the relationships I went through suck fucking ass. 55 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:29,000 You didn't everyone. That's pretty sad. That's because I had no self love for myself. 56 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:36,000 I didn't respect myself. I thought I did. Apparently, I didn't. 57 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:43,000 Right? Doing the same thing and not opening my eyes. Dating the same kind of guys and you know, like whatever. 58 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:52,000 It's like, hey, man, sometimes opposites do attract. I never believed that before, but I'm living proof of it. 59 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:59,000 So I've been there. I've done it. I actually refrained from going out almost for a year. 60 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:08,000 And the other two years was like I had met someone who said, I think you have daddy issues and that's the man I'm currently with. 61 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:12,000 I said, what do you mean? That's not right. But I didn't yell or whatever. 62 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:23,000 Like we're conversing and I'm and I'm grateful for his honesty because sometimes you don't see when you're inside. 63 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:43,000 You got to be out to see in. So I've been there and I my heart is I'm sending you so much love, so much love and so much healing. 64 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:50,000 It's going to be hard. The last two years, it was like I met this man of my dreams, didn't see it, 65 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:58,000 kept wanting to fight the universe on it. Universe, you know, separates us to make us slapped us a couple of times and brought us together. 66 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:07,000 We bought this beautiful place, the biggest place in the thing. And it's like, I mean, how much more can you get blessed? 67 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:13,000 I've been there. This what I have now is doable. Keep your eye on that. 68 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:23,000 But you got to do the work. Figure out what's making you unhappy. And deal with that. 69 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:29,000 Get rid of that weight because it's weight that you're carrying and it's exhausting you. 70 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:33,000 And then you get on the wrong path and you don't think straight and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 71 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:42,000 Like, right. Nothing works. Just sit by yourself for a while. Quite a while. OK. 72 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:49,000 If you can do one year, do it. And I don't mean sit by yourself and get drunk, get high and all that shit. 73 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:56,000 If you get high and talk to spirits, great. That's great. Keep doing that. 74 00:08:56,000 --> 00:09:01,000 But it's just you in spirit, right? I've been there. I've done it. 75 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:09,000 I've got the T-shirt a few times over until I really got slapped. And then I finally got it. 76 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:13,000 But I kept praying. I kept my eye on the prize. I kept you know what I mean? Pray, pray. 77 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:22,000 I prayed like a motherfucker. And I got exactly what I wanted. 78 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:28,000 Fuck me. I couldn't be any more grateful. Trust me. You will get there. 79 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:35,000 Keep your eye on the goal. And the goal is healing. Heal yourself first. 80 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:44,000 And when you heal yourself, you get this boost of confidence, right? Your courage, your wisdom. 81 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:50,000 You got boundaries up. You're not a bitch or an asshole. You just got boundaries up. 82 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:59,000 And you just know what you're not going to, you're not going to settle for less, whether it's relationship, friends or family. 83 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:06,000 It's hard with family, but it's got to be done. La familia, we stick together. So talk it out. Figure your shit out. 84 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:15,000 You don't want to lose those people. They're on your side. They're your blood. 85 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:27,000 I wish you luck, not that you need it. And I'm sending you so much love and light and healing and courage and strength and wisdom. 86 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:34,000 I'm sending you all of that. Feel free to reach out again after, like, give it a month at a time. 87 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:41,000 Just keep going until you master it. The year you're going to do this. 88 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:49,000 And then everything's on your terms without ego. Ego destroys. 89 00:10:49,000 --> 00:11:00,000 And then things start happening. You know, whatever you prayed for, whatever you believed in, you just walked by faith, not by sight. 90 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:10,000 You know you're going to get it if you've done good. And if you've done good and you walk of light, we get shit on the most because that's where people become jealous and envious. 91 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:15,000 And they'll get their ass whooping from the universe. I don't care, right? Like, I can't control that. 92 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:22,000 I just know I'm not going back to that. I moved forward. I kept pushing, pushing, pushing. 93 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:32,000 And fuck, I live the most peaceful, happy life. And you can too. You can too. 94 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:39,000 Heal yourself. Forgive people. If they've done you wrong, if they accept it, great. If they don't, they're not ready. 95 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:49,000 Move on side. The universe is telling you this person is not meant to be in your life in any way, shape or form. 96 00:11:49,000 --> 00:12:00,000 Anyway, I hope to hear from you soon. Take care. God bless. And to all of you that are experiencing this, I'm sending it to you too. 97 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:06,000 Those that aren't there, I'm sending it to you too. 98 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:09,000 Have a great evening. I love you.