1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,000 Hey guys, it's me. 2 00:00:03,000 --> 00:00:09,000 So, I'm not even sure what to title this to be honest with you. 3 00:00:09,000 --> 00:00:17,000 I'm just going to ramble on and just talk about something that just occurred in my life that kind of irritated me. 4 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:20,000 Really, I'm like pissed off, okay? 5 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:23,000 I'm not going to fake it. I'm not fake as fuck, but... 6 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:33,000 So, okay, it's a little bit of a long story, but I'm going to just kind of state it in bullet form. 7 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:36,000 I don't know, but I'm going to give it a shot. 8 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:42,000 So, I haven't been online for a while because my aunt passed away. 9 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:47,000 And I was quite close to her and there's quite a bonding. 10 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:49,000 Loved her immensely. 11 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:51,000 Always there for you. 12 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:55,000 She was so loved by absolutely everybody in her village. 13 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:58,000 I know you guys are going, what? Village? 14 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:00,000 Yes, it's not a city. 15 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:06,000 It's a village in a country. 16 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:08,000 Which I don't need to state. 17 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:11,000 I'm just letting you know it's a little fucking village in a country. 18 00:01:11,000 --> 00:01:16,000 But everyone fucking loved her. 19 00:01:16,000 --> 00:01:19,000 And she used to say all the time... 20 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:23,000 I know this isn't bullet form, but that's just the way my brain rolls. 21 00:01:23,000 --> 00:01:25,000 So, bear with me, everyone. 22 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:28,000 If anyone could pick up something from this, great. 23 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:30,000 If not, I'm sorry. 24 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:32,000 You know, maybe the next episode. 25 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:36,000 I don't know. I don't know. 26 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:38,000 Everyone fucking loved her. 27 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:41,000 And she used to say out of her mouth, everybody loves me. 28 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:43,000 Everybody loves me. 29 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:45,000 And we used to chuckle. 30 00:01:45,000 --> 00:01:48,000 And still to this day we chuckle. 31 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:50,000 But she was so right. 32 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:52,000 Everybody did fucking love her. 33 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,000 Because she was such a giving person. 34 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:56,000 And she was so loving all the time. 35 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:59,000 And had nothing to prove to anyone. 36 00:01:59,000 --> 00:02:07,000 She just really enjoyed being alive. 37 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:10,000 Like, think about that. 38 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:12,000 That's fucking heavy as fuck. 39 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:15,000 And those that don't get it, wow, oh my God. 40 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:19,000 Okay, that's okay. I'm gonna pour some water. 41 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:21,000 You don't get it? Fine. 42 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:24,000 That's okay. Not everybody's going to get it. 43 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:27,000 Not everybody's on the same fucking timeline. 44 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:35,000 But I'm telling you, when you get it, you get it. 45 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:38,000 She was so fucking loved no matter where she went. 46 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:41,000 Like, everyone. It was insane. 47 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,000 I've never met a person like that. 48 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:46,000 She's just grateful to be alive. 49 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:48,000 She loved to cook. She loved to clean. 50 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:50,000 She loved to entertain. She loved to dance. 51 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:52,000 She loved music. 52 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:55,000 She was just, she's never been married. 53 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:57,000 She's had no children. 54 00:02:57,000 --> 00:03:00,000 Fathom that for a moment, everyone. 55 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:03,000 Right? We're all wanting a relationship. 56 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:05,000 We're all wanting to be loved and cared for. 57 00:03:05,000 --> 00:03:08,000 And financially supported. 58 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:10,000 And whatever your fucking reason is. 59 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:15,000 You guys were human. 60 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:19,000 Right? 61 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:22,000 She just wanted, she was, not wanted, 62 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:27,000 she was very grateful just to be alive. 63 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:31,000 Everybody nowadays is just not enough. 64 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:33,000 Right? We want the best washer and dryer. 65 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:35,000 We have to have the top of everything. 66 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:38,000 We want the Cadillac of the fucking car. 67 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:40,000 Okay? Your Lamborghini, whatever. 68 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:43,000 I fucking don't like Lamborghinis. 69 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:46,000 I don't like fucking Ferraris. 70 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:48,000 And I fucking don't like Porsches. 71 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:50,000 Why? I don't know. 72 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:52,000 I don't know. 73 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:55,000 I don't have a reason, rhyme, whatever. 74 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:57,000 I just know who I am. 75 00:03:57,000 --> 00:04:00,000 And I'm actually a fucking truck girl. 76 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:03,000 Okay? Surprise. 77 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,000 Right? Always have been. 78 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:06,000 Always have been. 79 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:09,000 I've had one car in my life. 80 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:12,000 And I'm well into my 50s, as you all know, 81 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:16,000 because I say this in every episode. 82 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:19,000 And the rest of them have been trucks. 83 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:22,000 And I absolutely fucking love them. 84 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:25,000 However, lately, I haven't been really good at driving them. 85 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:27,000 No, no, no. I'm fine with driving, not parking. 86 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:31,000 Because I haven't driven for quite a while. 87 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:34,000 You know, it's like riding a bike, right? 88 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:37,000 You don't ride your bike for a while while you get on it, 89 00:04:37,000 --> 00:04:39,000 and you'll pick it up quite quickly. 90 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:42,000 Same thing goes here. 91 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,000 Anyway, she was a wonderful woman. 92 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:49,000 And I just was offline for a bit because I had to travel 93 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:58,000 and attend a funeral of my dearest aunt, God rest her soul. 94 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:00,000 And I come back. 95 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:08,000 Well, okay, so when I reached my destination, 96 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:14,000 in the hotel that I stayed at with a couple of my sisters, 97 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:20,000 I learned that there's been a little bit of drama going on in the family. 98 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:22,000 Well, lo and behold, right? 99 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:23,000 Surprise, surprise, surprise. 100 00:05:23,000 --> 00:05:26,000 Which family doesn't have drama, right? 101 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:27,000 Like, come on. 102 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:30,000 If you think your fucking family is perfect, 103 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:33,000 get off your fucking high horse right now. 104 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:38,000 Save yourself time, agony, hurt, whatever, pain, all that shit 105 00:05:38,000 --> 00:05:40,000 that the universe is trying to teach you. 106 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,000 Just get off your throne. 107 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,000 There's different... 108 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:50,000 Okay, so my brain just went to how some people may be thinking about what I just said. 109 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:55,000 When I say get off your throne, in other words, like, if it's an egotistical thing, 110 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:57,000 you have to get off your throne. 111 00:05:57,000 --> 00:06:03,000 If you've reached empress or emperor status, you do not have to get off your throne. 112 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:05,000 You stay on your throne. 113 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:09,000 And empresses out there that resonate with me, 114 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:15,000 you'll know when you find an emperor who just loves you for who you are. 115 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:21,000 And I mean good, bad, ugly. 116 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:26,000 Like, I'm talking your highs and lows. 117 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:30,000 Financially, you know he'll have your back. 118 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:34,000 You're not going to use him for it because empresses don't do that. 119 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:41,000 Empresses can take care of themselves no matter how it is. 120 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:43,000 That's an empress. 121 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:48,000 Bitch, if you're a fucking empress, you're going to know without ego, 122 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:53,000 you're never jealous, you're never envious, just no ego. 123 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:56,000 You just know yourself well enough for, guess what? 124 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:58,000 I don't need you for your money. 125 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:03,000 I don't give a fuck what kind of car you drive, what kind of house you have. 126 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:06,000 I don't care who your friends are. 127 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:09,000 I don't give a fuck about your clothes. 128 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:12,000 I mean, I like a man that looks good. 129 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,000 Trust you, me. 130 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:15,000 Right? 131 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:20,000 My guy's always in casual wear and it fucking suits him to a tee. 132 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:26,000 I swear to God, he's just, I've never met anybody like that. 133 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:32,000 I've never met a person I just need, excuse me, 134 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:41,000 who just looks good in fucking high tops and sweats or jeans and hoodies 135 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:44,000 and ball caps and such all the time. 136 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:46,000 And I'm like, what the fuck is this? 137 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:52,000 Because I'm used to dating men of the opposite who are always well-dressed 138 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:56,000 and have presented themselves very well in all areas of their lives. 139 00:07:56,000 --> 00:08:01,000 How about we just say it like that? 140 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:08,000 Those are the ones you should stay the fuck away from. 141 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:11,000 I have dated the richest of the richest of the richest, man. 142 00:08:11,000 --> 00:08:18,000 I'm telling you, I have lived a very interesting motherfucking life. 143 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:22,000 And I just want to teach people, I swear to God, I do. 144 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:27,000 I just want to teach people, I want to save you time 145 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:29,000 because of my knowledge of what I've lived. 146 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:35,000 I've lived many, many things in my life that, honestly, I swear to God, 147 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:39,000 I could write a fucking book about. 148 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:47,000 And I mean that. I mean that wholeheartedly. 149 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:53,000 When you know yourself and you know you can fucking pay your way to whatever, 150 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:55,000 you don't, like, you know what I mean? 151 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:58,000 You just, anyway, back to him wearing his sweats 152 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:01,000 because I know I'm bouncing around that sometimes. 153 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:05,000 And you know what I'm like, so deal with it or don't. 154 00:09:05,000 --> 00:09:08,000 I don't give a fuck, okay? 155 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:12,000 I'm just trying to help people who want to be helped. 156 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:16,000 You want to be helped? Learn from my experiences in life. 157 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:18,000 If you don't want to, don't. 158 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:21,000 Go ahead and live your life. 159 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:28,000 And I wish you love and health and joy and strength and confidence and wisdom. 160 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:32,000 You know? Fuck. 161 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:35,000 Anyway, this all goes back to my aunt, right? 162 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:39,000 I know, see, I digress, but there's a lot of lessons in here, man. 163 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:41,000 I'm fucking telling you, fam. 164 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:44,000 Fam. I've never said fam. 165 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:47,000 What the fuck? 166 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:50,000 I'm reaching somebody. 167 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:55,000 And that's okay. That's great. 168 00:09:55,000 --> 00:09:58,000 So I get back from my trip, okay? 169 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:01,000 And... 170 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:05,000 Excuse me. 171 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:07,000 Sorry, guys. 172 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:10,000 I can't control that. 173 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:13,000 But... 174 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,000 Okay. 175 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:21,000 During the trip in the hotel room, I learned that there was some drama going on in the family, as I said earlier. 176 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:30,000 And now I'm learning a lot more as moments, and I'm talking mere fucking moments, go on, okay? 177 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:37,000 So I honestly, no wonder I like watching the fucking Young and Restless. 178 00:10:37,000 --> 00:10:45,000 Because we live in a very dramatic world. 179 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:49,000 I just want everyone to take a fucking brief moment. 180 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:55,000 I swear to God, please, everybody from the bottom of my heart, 181 00:10:55,000 --> 00:11:04,000 just take a brief moment and look at your lives and really break through all the materialistic bullshit and the money. 182 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:08,000 You know, like, just... 183 00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:14,000 What really matters to you? 184 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:18,000 What really matters to you? 185 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:21,000 Listen, man, if there's girls or guys out there that go, 186 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:28,000 yeah, I want a woman that's got a nice car and all the money, I want to be the sugar baby or whatever, I don't give a fuck. 187 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:37,000 But at the end of the day, I want you to sit in silence just for a brief moment and ask yourself, 188 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:44,000 what really matters to me? 189 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:47,000 And you know what? I'm going to close it here. 190 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:54,000 And I'm going to, I'm hoping, I'm praying, and I'm going to continue to pray very hard 191 00:11:54,000 --> 00:12:02,000 that even just one person emails me that answer. 192 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:06,000 Wow, that's my throat chakra. Interesting. 193 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:13,000 But what really matters? Is it the car, the fancy car? 194 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:21,000 Or cars or the house or the clothing or the... 195 00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:26,000 Everything at your fingertips. Is it really all about that? 196 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:29,000 What girl and what guy doesn't want that? 197 00:12:29,000 --> 00:12:31,000 Come on, let's be fucking real. 198 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:35,000 Okay, we're people, we're humans, we feel the same, we bleed the same. 199 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:39,000 Come on, why are we fighting against each other? 200 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:47,000 I seem to kind of revert back to that too often. 201 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:50,000 There must be a message in there somehow or somewhere. 202 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:56,000 But I'm going to leave it with you. I'm hoping someone, just one person who has the balls, 203 00:12:56,000 --> 00:13:01,000 audacity, wants a change in their life, is ready for a change in their life, 204 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:07,000 and would like some guidance. And I'll keep your name confidential. 205 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:12,000 I would love to give you your answer online, because with me, 206 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:17,000 I can possibly make a difference to one person and more or whatever. 207 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:23,000 But both of us together, there's people out there that are going to resonate with my story 208 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:29,000 and resonate with your story, because your story may be slightly different from mine, 209 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:36,000 which you would capture a different audience, which would expand growth, etc. 210 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:47,000 So that means we can help people together and grow this thing together. 211 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:56,000 Please email me at wordsofwisdomattelus.net. 212 00:13:56,000 --> 00:14:06,000 Okay? What is it that you really want? What did I say? What is most important to you? 213 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:11,000 That's it. What is most important to you? 214 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:21,000 Because I'll tell you something before I close out of this. 215 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:30,000 When you go after what is most important to you, you will receive, receive, and receive. 216 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:39,000 But when you're materialistic and jealous and egotistic, 217 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:50,000 when there's envy and all those negative things, because all the universe wants us to do is just love one another, 218 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:56,000 right? Live your life and be kind. 219 00:14:56,000 --> 00:15:05,000 Why are we doing the fucking opposite? Why? Why can't people play nice? 220 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:13,000 Why can't people just be fucking mature and treat others as they want to be treated? 221 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:17,000 That's the fucking Bible. And I've, trust me, I've never read the Bible in my entire life. 222 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:22,000 And I'm well into my 50s again, as you know. 223 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:28,000 But it just makes sense. Do you want to hang out with someone that makes you feel shitty? No. 224 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:33,000 Do you want to hang out with somebody that demeans you? No. 225 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:43,000 Do you want to hang out with someone that belittles you? No. Right. Exactly. 226 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:48,000 Anyway, what really matters to you? 227 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:54,000 Email me your answer please at wordsofwisdomatelus.net. 228 00:15:54,000 --> 00:16:17,000 I love you.