1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 Hey guys, it's me. 2 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:08,000 You know, I was out the other day just roaming around the city, 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:12,000 walking around, trying to get some fresh air and what have you, 4 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:17,000 and noticed quite a few people from my past, 5 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:23,000 you know, just bumping into them, not saying a thing, just bumping into them, seeing them around town. 6 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:29,000 Wow, I just can't believe how they look. 7 00:00:31,000 --> 00:00:38,000 Like, one in particular, the last one that I had dated that I talk about often, 8 00:00:39,000 --> 00:00:42,000 the one that did me in for the moment, 9 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:51,000 you know, you have to understand that when your heart is open and you're just good to people, 10 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:58,000 all the time, yes, we take the shit and they just dump on us all the time and whatever, 11 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:04,000 but once you grow out of that and you know your worth and you love yourself and you've got your boundaries up, 12 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:10,000 it's lovely. That's exactly what we should all be aiming for and do, right? 13 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:13,000 That's very, very important, as I've said numerous times. 14 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:19,000 But in the past, you know, still having my heart up and getting shit on repeatedly, 15 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:26,000 there's just, how do I say this? 16 00:01:27,000 --> 00:01:32,000 Don't waste your energy. Don't turn negative. Don't turn bitter. 17 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:38,000 Life's too short. It's so easy to go, oh, you know, fuck him, fuck her. 18 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:42,000 I hope the universe fucks them up the ass. Well, guess what? 19 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:48,000 Then the universe is going to turn on you because as a person of love and light, right, 20 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:54,000 you can't wish negativity and bad things upon people. 21 00:01:55,000 --> 00:02:01,000 You can, but be prepared for what comes after you. 22 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:06,000 Anyone that's love and light, we're going to want, we will endure so much. 23 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:14,000 And that's what basically just sparks up a transformation, hopefully, and what have you. 24 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:23,000 Anyway, back to bumping into all these people, I can see that karma is just kicking their ass. 25 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:29,000 And I'm not sitting here saying, thank you, universe. Thank you for taking them down. 26 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:32,000 Take them down. Take them down good and hard. 27 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:37,000 No, you cannot think that. You can't wish that upon people. 28 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:41,000 You can't say that about people. You cannot. 29 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:47,000 If you are truly about love and light, you still send them love. 30 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:52,000 You still send them light. You still send them healing. 31 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:56,000 Whatever, whatever you deem fit, right? 32 00:02:56,000 --> 00:03:02,000 Whatever you think fits to that specific individual who has done you dirty. 33 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:10,000 I'm still sending my love and light, and I can still feel that he's trying to get into my energy, 34 00:03:11,000 --> 00:03:15,000 and he's trying to drain me, and he's trying to make me negative. 35 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,000 And, you know, he knows, they know nothing. 36 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:22,000 All these people that I used to hang out with, they don't know a damn thing about my life. 37 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:24,000 That's another very important point. 38 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:27,000 Keep your life secret. 39 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:31,000 No one has to know anything. 40 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:36,000 Anything. Even your besties. 41 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:40,000 Nobody has to know a fucking thing about your life. 42 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:45,000 And when people know about your life, and you're going to bump into people who get jealous, 43 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:49,000 and that's where the black magic bullshit starts coming into play, right? 44 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:52,000 I have been there. I have done that. 45 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:55,000 I haven't performed the black magic, nor would I. 46 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:57,000 I don't need to do that. 47 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:03,000 I just sit back and let God, right, just let God do his thing, and let the universe. 48 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:08,000 They see everything, and sooner or later, justice will be served. 49 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:11,000 And justice is always served. 50 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,000 Never when we want it, of course. Never. 51 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:17,000 Because I want it, like, right now. 52 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:19,000 Go ahead, universe, do your thing. 53 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:22,000 Serve your karma right now. Not right now, but right now. 54 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:26,000 No, because I don't see everything out there. 55 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:28,000 They see everything out there. 56 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:34,000 Your angels, your spirits, your guides, your ancestors, your archangels, all these guys. 57 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:37,000 They see everything. 58 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:41,000 And everything in all due timing. Right? 59 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,000 Everything in timing. 60 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:54,000 So, if you're in a relationship, and you're contemplating if you should be in there or not. 61 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:58,000 First of all, if you're contemplating, you shouldn't be in there. 62 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:01,000 Get out. Just leave. End it. 63 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:08,000 Sit, talk to the person if you feel as though you can sit and have an adult conversation with that individual. 64 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:13,000 If you're scared or feel threatened in any way, do it when the person's not there. 65 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:18,000 Just leave. Change your phone number. Change your address. 66 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:21,000 Nobody knows where you live. 67 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:26,000 I had to do that. So, I sold my house. Was I going to get another house? 68 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:33,000 No, I decided to go live in a condo on the fourth floor, and then the eighth floor where there's security. 69 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:36,000 And then I don't have to worry about it. 70 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:38,000 To each their own, however. 71 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:54,000 But if you're in a relationship where you've ended a relationship or someone's ended a relationship with you, whatever, and it's not going well, it hasn't gone well, and it's gone right left. 72 00:05:55,000 --> 00:06:00,000 Don't sit there and wish ill will on anybody. It doesn't get them anywhere. It doesn't get you anywhere. 73 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:15,000 In fact, it's going to rebound back to you because the universe is all about love and light and healing and sharing love and spreading love, all about heart, opening your heart. 74 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:26,000 I had a brief moment when mine ended abruptly. Thank you, universe. Now I'm grateful for that. I'm truly grateful for that. 75 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:34,000 At first it was like, what the fuck is going on? What the hell is wrong with this fucking nut job? Right? 76 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:39,000 On and on and on. It was negative, negative, negative for a good couple hours at least. 77 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:50,000 And then I thought, you know what? Snap out of this shit because I'm feeling worse and worse as I keep opening my mouth and all these negative things keep coming out of my mouth. 78 00:06:50,000 --> 00:07:03,000 So I took a break and went and I sat in a hot tub at the time, poured myself a glass of vino, sat back relaxed, kind of inhaled and exhaled a few times just to get it out of my system. 79 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:10,000 By the time I got out of my, out of the hot tub and finished my vino, I was feeling pretty darn relaxed and good. 80 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:18,000 And that's when I changed my train of thought from you fucking asshole to, wow, you know what, universe? 81 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:29,000 I send him so much love and light and healing. Help him, guide him, heal him so he can enjoy the rest of his days, right? 82 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:38,000 The rest of his life instead of living the way he's living, which is pretty sad to be honest. It's just terrible. 83 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:48,000 He's down in such a dark hole and surrounded himself with covens and bitches and whores and I mean all of that. 84 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:57,000 I'm not saying things like that to be negative. He literally surrounded himself with fucking whores. 85 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:02,000 Okay, we're talking STDs and bullshit. That's his karma. 86 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:06,000 You don't want to learn to control it? You can't keep it in your pants? 87 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:10,000 Well, the universe is going to teach you how to keep it in your pants now. 88 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:16,000 Do you know what I mean? Am I making myself clear? 89 00:08:17,000 --> 00:08:26,000 If you've gotten, you know, if you've ended, if you've ended up single out of a toxic relationship, it doesn't necessarily have to be toxic. 90 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:31,000 If you're just out of any relationship and you're hurting, feel the pain. It's okay. 91 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:37,000 It's okay to cry. It's okay to feel your heart being broken. It's okay to be sad. 92 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:44,000 It's okay to just revert to yourself, become a hermit, stay at home. I did that for three fucking years. Didn't even go out. 93 00:08:45,000 --> 00:08:50,000 I still talked to a couple of my friends over the phone, but didn't want to go see anybody in public. 94 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:57,000 Just wanted to be around my own energy. I grew so much. I transformed so much. I don't even know who the hell I am. 95 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:03,000 I'm honestly getting to know myself again. I have changed that much. 96 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:11,000 And I'm so grateful for it. I'm grateful for the woman I've become, 100% here for it. 97 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:20,000 So if you're out of a relationship and you're sad and hurt, don't, don't throw sticks and stones and throw negative energy and shit like that at the person. 98 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:26,000 Feel bad for them if they don't know how. Right? If they don't know how, they don't know how. 99 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:32,000 The universe will help them if they want to be helped, if they want growth. 100 00:09:33,000 --> 00:09:37,000 All you do at that point is focus on your own energy. 101 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:41,000 All you do at that point is focus on yourself. 102 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:47,000 Remain positive. And if you're not in a positive state, get in a positive state. 103 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:53,000 Love yourself. Do things that make you feel good to keep you positive. 104 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:58,000 If you love music, turn it on. Dance around the house. Oh my God. 105 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:03,000 I can't tell you how many times I did that on a daily basis for the last three years. 106 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:08,000 Cranked my music and I just danced around the house, sang at the top of my lungs. 107 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:14,000 Oh, I was feeling energized. If you enjoy painting, then paint. 108 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:21,000 Whatever you enjoy doing that makes you feel good, do lots of it. 109 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:25,000 It will keep your energy high, your vibes positive. 110 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:31,000 You'll feel good. You'll go to bed with a smile on your face and wake up with a smile on your face. 111 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:34,000 What more can you ask for? 112 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:45,000 You just got to stay positive. Have a goal in mind or goals, plural, and go for it. Get busy. 113 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:52,000 It's okay to go there, you know, just to wallow for a couple of days or whatever, right? 114 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:57,000 Depends on what you have to deal with. Mine was a three-year thing cycle. 115 00:10:57,000 --> 00:11:02,000 It was horrific. It took forever, it seemed. But it was well worth it now. 116 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:06,000 Now I see. Now I understand why it took so long. 117 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:15,000 But to bump into those people and see them out in public and see how their life is going, I can't even begin to express what I saw. 118 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:22,000 Some of them, their faces aged like 20, 30 years. 119 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:28,000 Some of them had gained excessive weight and it's not like them to do that. 120 00:11:29,000 --> 00:11:36,000 Whatever they wished upon me, return to sender, return to sender, return to sender. 121 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:50,000 There were a couple of very beautiful women. I know they tried to go after my looks because when I saw them in public, honest to God, no word of a lie, they looked like they're 80 years old. 122 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:58,000 One was losing her hair or has lost her hair so much. 123 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:05,000 God forbid, forgive me Lord. She looks like a cancer patient. 124 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:11,000 I'm not wishing that upon her. That's why I said forgive me God, forgive me Lord for saying that. 125 00:12:12,000 --> 00:12:18,000 You can just see, you can see it, how karma is knocking them down. 126 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:24,000 Shred by shred, level by level. I don't wish that upon anybody. 127 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:39,000 But my point is, is if you've gone through a relationship, it's ended, you're on your own, you're sad, it's way too easy to just, you fucking asshole, you fucking bitch, call up all your friends, oh he's crazy, you know what he did? 128 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:45,000 Oh she's a bitch, you know what she did? No, no, no, we're not in grade nine anymore, remember that people? 129 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:50,000 We're not in grade nine, we're adults now. So we act like adults. 130 00:12:51,000 --> 00:13:00,000 Nobody's got to yell, nobody has to do anything, disrespect other people, nobody's got to take down, no one has to try to take anyone down. 131 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:09,000 God and the universe will take care of that. All they want us to do is stay positive and live life to the fullest. 132 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:17,000 And the happier you are every day, the more blessings you're going to get all the time. 133 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:30,000 Trust me, trust me, the universe and God just wants us to be happy, live in peace, keep your shit quiet to yourself, nobody's got to know your biz. 134 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:35,000 And you'll see exactly what I'm talking about, how your life will change. 135 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:42,000 So don't wish ill will on anybody, God and the universe will take care of people. 136 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:48,000 As I've seen with my own two eyes recently, I couldn't believe it. 137 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:58,000 I was in shock. I was just in shock. There's confirmation right there, ambulance driving by. 138 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:10,000 So no need to wish ill will upon anyone, no need to waste that, you know, just delve into negativity and bring yourself down with all that shit. 139 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:18,000 Just deal with your pain, heal yourself, stay positive, keep doing what makes you feel good and you'll see your life turn around. 140 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:28,000 I love you.