Sorry guys, it's me again. If you heard the last one, the last guy that I dated,
to rewind all the way to the beginning, he would constantly ask me out because
we were all hanging out at the same locations. We live in the same area,
there's the same bars and stuff like that. And I would constantly say, no, no thank
you, no thank you, no thank you. That was listening to my intuition. Why did I
change my mind? Because I had a lesson to learn. Finally I kept saying for the
fifth time, I said okay if I see you one more time then yeah, oh you know we can
go out for dinner. He goes well I'm starting to like give up here and I'm
like well hey if you want to give up, give up. I mean I'm not gonna talk you
into staying with someone or keep asking me like, do what you want to do, right?
Long story short, I end up giving him my number, we go to the park, go for a walk,
time goes on, I move in with him and shit hit the fan. Everything I've said in
episode, these two episodes prior to this. Pay attention everyone when you're in a
relationship. Pay attention to how you feel. If that person doesn't make you
feel good, do yourself a favor and get out. You don't have time to waste. We have
one life to live. You guys only one. I can't believe I'm almost 60 fucking
years old. Like I look back at life and go oh my god, why did I waste so much
time? Why didn't I get it? Why didn't I act? Why didn't I love myself? Why didn't I
learn the lessons that the universe was presenting in front of me? Why did I
stay? Why did I allow the abuse? Why did I allow them to knock me down peg after
peg after peg? Why? Why girl? Why did you do this to yourself? You can't blame
anybody else. It's your life. You're in the driver's seat. Drive. Drive your life.
Drive it the way you want it. What do you want? Go after it. What do you want to do?
Go after it. What do you want to accomplish? Go after it. You want to be
rich? Fuck. Go. Get rich. Start with your passion. He knocked me down so fucking
badly man. I had no self-worth at the end of it all. I had like I just I thought to
myself what the fuck? Who am I? I hate myself. This is the shit I was going
through. No no no no no. No self-talk. That's the worst thing people can do to
yourself because the universe is listening and when you self-talk in a
negative tone, any negativity, that's what you're attracting. That's what you're
attracting. I wake up every morning and the first thing I do I look in the mirror
and I say fuck you are beautiful. I love you. I love and I'm talking to myself
obviously in the mirror right? I love myself. I didn't even do anything you
guys. I haven't worked out or anything and I've lost the weight that I wanted
to lose just by talking beautifully to myself. I love my body and then I would
joke and say God you know fuck it just a little bit more right here that'd be
great and I chuckle and say but don't worry God I still love myself. I lost all
the fucking weight without doing a damn thing. Now I'm gonna hit the gym. Now I'm
gonna do it and get on the weights. I don't have to worry about the weight
loss now it's just the muscle gain. If there's anything you want in life you
nothing is stopping you. Go get it. Go do what you got to do but the only way to
accomplish that is to surround yourself with people that are on the same fucking
path or wavelength. Stay in your own lane man. I hang out with people that are
multi fucking gazillionaires. These guys have money up the wazoo and they're
down to earth, humble, their hearts are open, they're giving,
they're loving, they're welcoming they don't judge there's no negativity
there's no toxicity. I love being around my people and they love being around
me. Why? Because we're the same. We're like-minded. We want the same things and
hanging out with each other is easy.
Surround yourself with like minded people. People who are productive,
successful, driven, and positive.
I promise you there will be a change for the better
in your life.
You will become productive etc.
Positivity and love
= success, peace
and happiness
I now will not allow anyone who does not serve my highest good
in my energy
I'm thankful for the cheaters, liars, abusers, manipulators etc that I have encountered
My life is now in complete peace and I couldn't be happier. Say this to the Universe every day and see a change
Thank you, Universe
for all of it the highs the lows the blessings the
setbacks the comebacks everything. I am grateful for my body for my mind and my
beautiful soul I love every part of myself I am truly awesome
I am grateful for all the blessings in my life now for my family
my friends my health my welfare just simply being alive
Every morning
I thank God for waking me up
something so simple but is so powerful I mean hey man the big guy brought you
into this world he can take you out
Think about this.
Rise every morning and enjoy all of the surprises it has for you.
Focus on the positives and raise your vibration
My energy is so contagious
People LOVE being around me
At work yesterday one of the girls from one of the departments I used to work for
teamed me and stated how much she misses having me there
She said I energized the place (the floor)
Isn't that a wonderful thing to hear?
In turn, makes me want to be even better and happier for everyone
to bring joy into their lives
I replied with how much I miss her too
She has the best smile
and laugh
Love and light
That's all we need
Imagine if everyone in the world treated each other with kindness
What a beautiful world it would be
My ex shredded me so badly that I completely lost who I was
I am now grateful to him and the others for my transformation.
Surround yourself with the right people
Those who accept you for who you are
I'll be right back guys
I love you