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Sorry guys, it's me again. If you heard the last one, the last guy that I dated,

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to rewind all the way to the beginning, he would constantly ask me out because

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we were all hanging out at the same locations. We live in the same area,

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there's the same bars and stuff like that. And I would constantly say, no, no thank

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you, no thank you, no thank you. That was listening to my intuition. Why did I

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change my mind? Because I had a lesson to learn. Finally I kept saying for the

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fifth time, I said okay if I see you one more time then yeah, oh you know we can

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go out for dinner. He goes well I'm starting to like give up here and I'm

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like well hey if you want to give up, give up. I mean I'm not gonna talk you

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into staying with someone or keep asking me like, do what you want to do, right?

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Long story short, I end up giving him my number, we go to the park, go for a walk,

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time goes on, I move in with him and shit hit the fan. Everything I've said in

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episode, these two episodes prior to this. Pay attention everyone when you're in a

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relationship. Pay attention to how you feel. If that person doesn't make you

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feel good, do yourself a favor and get out. You don't have time to waste. We have

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one life to live. You guys only one. I can't believe I'm almost 60 fucking

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years old. Like I look back at life and go oh my god, why did I waste so much

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time? Why didn't I get it? Why didn't I act? Why didn't I love myself? Why didn't I

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learn the lessons that the universe was presenting in front of me? Why did I

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stay? Why did I allow the abuse? Why did I allow them to knock me down peg after

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peg after peg? Why? Why girl? Why did you do this to yourself? You can't blame

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anybody else. It's your life. You're in the driver's seat. Drive. Drive your life.

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Drive it the way you want it. What do you want? Go after it. What do you want to do?

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Go after it. What do you want to accomplish? Go after it. You want to be

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rich? Fuck. Go. Get rich. Start with your passion. He knocked me down so fucking

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badly man. I had no self-worth at the end of it all. I had like I just I thought to

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myself what the fuck? Who am I? I hate myself. This is the shit I was going

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through. No no no no no. No self-talk. That's the worst thing people can do to

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yourself because the universe is listening and when you self-talk in a

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negative tone, any negativity, that's what you're attracting. That's what you're

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attracting. I wake up every morning and the first thing I do I look in the mirror

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and I say fuck you are beautiful. I love you. I love and I'm talking to myself

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obviously in the mirror right? I love myself. I didn't even do anything you

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guys. I haven't worked out or anything and I've lost the weight that I wanted

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to lose just by talking beautifully to myself. I love my body and then I would

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joke and say God you know fuck it just a little bit more right here that'd be

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great and I chuckle and say but don't worry God I still love myself. I lost all

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the fucking weight without doing a damn thing. Now I'm gonna hit the gym. Now I'm

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gonna do it and get on the weights. I don't have to worry about the weight

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loss now it's just the muscle gain. If there's anything you want in life you

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nothing is stopping you. Go get it. Go do what you got to do but the only way to

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accomplish that is to surround yourself with people that are on the same fucking

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path or wavelength. Stay in your own lane man. I hang out with people that are

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multi fucking gazillionaires. These guys have money up the wazoo and they're

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down to earth, humble, their hearts are open, they're giving,

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they're loving, they're welcoming they don't judge there's no negativity

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there's no toxicity. I love being around my people and they love being around

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me. Why? Because we're the same. We're like-minded. We want the same things and

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hanging out with each other is easy. 

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Surround yourself with like minded people. People who are productive,

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successful, driven, and positive.

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I promise you there will be a change for the better

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in your life. 

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You will become productive etc.

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Positivity and love

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= success, peace

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and happiness

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I now will not allow anyone who does not serve my highest good

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in my energy

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I'm thankful for the cheaters, liars, abusers, manipulators etc that I have encountered 

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My life is now in complete peace and I couldn't be happier. Say this to the Universe every day and see a change 

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Thank you, Universe

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for all of it the highs the lows the blessings the

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setbacks the comebacks everything. I am grateful for my body for my mind and my

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beautiful soul I love every part of myself I am truly awesome

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I am grateful for all the blessings in my life now for my family

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my friends my health my welfare just simply being alive 

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Every morning

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I thank God for waking me up

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something so simple but is so powerful I mean hey man the big guy brought you 

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into this world he can take you out

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Think about this.

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Rise every morning and enjoy all of the surprises it has for you. 

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Focus on the positives and raise your vibration

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My energy is so contagious

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People LOVE being around me

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At work yesterday one of the girls from one of the departments I used to work for 

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teamed me and stated how much she misses having me there

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She said I energized the place (the floor)

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Isn't that a wonderful thing to hear?

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In turn, makes me want to be even better and happier for everyone

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to bring joy into their lives

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I replied with how much I miss her too

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She has the best smile

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and laugh

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Love and light

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That's all we need

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Imagine if everyone in the world treated each other with kindness

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What a beautiful world it would be

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My ex shredded me so badly that I completely lost who I was

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I am now grateful to him and the others for my transformation.

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Surround yourself with the right people

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Those who accept you for who you are

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I'll be right back guys

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I love you