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The young 23 -year -old girl, a lovely person,

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flew in the other day from New York City to be

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in the Friday service in the First Presbyterian

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Church here in Pittsburgh. Her family, all of

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her relatives, live in a southern city. The family

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is very religious. And every member of her family

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for generations have all belonged to the same

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church. Even before the new baby would take his

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first cry, they all knew that when that baby

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was born, it would be taken to that church. And

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when it was old enough for church membership,

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it would be a member of that church. Uh -huh.

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And when it got old enough, it would go to Sunday

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school in that church. And when it got a little

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older, it would sing in that choir, you know.

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And then a little older, it was a man. It would

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become one of the deacons and would be one of

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the officials of the church. It had been like

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that for generations. But here suddenly, this

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23 -year -old girl, brilliant, a college girl,

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extremely brilliant, became rebellious. And she

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was the first member of the family to break away

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from the church. And when she came to Pittsburgh,

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I found her to be very rebellious, but very frank

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with me. And she said, Miss Kuhlman, I rebel

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against religion. I'm sick and tired of it. And

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before she could go any further, I looked at

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her. I said, isn't it strange that you and I

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feel the same way? She looked at me. I had taken

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her completely off guard. In fact, so much so,

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she just looked. She didn't say a word. Her little

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speech wasn't finished. I said, you heard me

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correctly. I said, you know, if I just had to

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be a religious person, I wouldn't be doing what

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I'm doing. Because, you see, I'm not constituted

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in such a way that it would be easy for me to

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be religious. Because even when I was a kid,

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I was the meanest, the most mischievous kid in

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Concordia, Missouri. Joe Kuhlman's girl was the

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unpredictable. And there are just some people

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who are just born religious. They're just born

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good. Now, you take my older sister, Myrtle.

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She was religious from the first time. She took

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her first breath. She was just naturally religious.

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It's natural for her to be good. Where I came

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from, I don't know. How Papa and Mama ever got

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me, I'll never know. And God knows they never

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quite figured it out. I could not be a religious

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person. And I said to her, I'm just sick of religion

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too. She still didn't answer me. She was so shocked.

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But I said, do you want to know something? I'm

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just crazy about Jesus. I just love him so much.

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I love Jesus more than anything in the whole

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world because you see, My whole life revolves

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not around religion. My whole life revolves around

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a person. And that person is Jesus Christ, the

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Son of the Living God. And I might just as well

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confess that I'm in love with Jesus. Then I went

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on. Because by this time, She still was standing

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there, her mouth open. No one had ever talked

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like that to her. I said, you see, if it was

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just a matter of being religious, I couldn't

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be doing the kind of thing that I'm doing. I

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do what I do. I work as hard as I work. Because

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of a person. And everything that I believe revolves

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around a person. The person of God the Father.

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The person of Jesus Christ the Son. The person

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of the Holy Spirit. It isn't something that's

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cold. It isn't an institution. It isn't an organization.

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It isn't religion as such. It's something that's

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personal. It's something that's the most vital

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thing in my life. It's something that's alive.

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It's something that gives me a purpose for living,

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a purpose for doing, a purpose for... It gives

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a real meaning to life. And what I live is a

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life and not just mere religion. Well, before

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she left, she looked at me. She said, I see the

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whole thing. I see it all. Just pray now, Miss

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Kuhlman. that I'll not miss God's best for my

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life. You see, God's religion never yet made

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a man miserable. Now think that one through.

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Just think it through. Maybe all that you've

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had all these years is just religion. There are

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thousands of people that all on earth that they've

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ever had was just religion. and just enough religion

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to make them miserable. Because they're having

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a terrific time even being religious. Just an

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awful time. Do you want to know that every Sunday

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morning of your life, our churches are filled

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with religious people? And in many instances,

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Even the one who stands behind the pulpit has

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nothing more or less than his religion. That's

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all. The Bible has never become a living thing

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to him. Jesus Christ has never really become

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a living personality to him. God the Father is

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still something that's very mystical. A way of

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he knows not where. And you can tell it in his

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prayers. He isn't quite sure to whom he is praying

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or whether or not he is really praying to a person

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or whether or not anyone is hearing what he is

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praying. That's the reason he doesn't believe

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the answer to his prayer. And it's just like

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that. That's the reason the Holy Spirit and the

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power of the Holy Spirit is never real and never

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gets through to a person who is merely religious.

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There's a mighty big difference between religion

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and the person of God the Father, the person

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of Jesus Christ the Son, and the person of the

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Holy Spirit. Now just sit there for a few minutes.

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Where are you? Are you merely a religious person?

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If you are, there are tens of thousands just

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like yourself. You're not alone. But watch. If

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your whole life is centered around a person,

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you have something more than religion. You have

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a purpose for living. The Bible becomes real

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to you. His Word becomes real to you. You'll

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have joy. You'll have peace of mind. And God's

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religion never yet made a man miserable. Nor

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does the Lord Jesus Christ delight in misery.

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It's amazing how many religious people have a

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theology all of their own, a doctrine all of

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their own, and it includes the fact that God

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delights in misery. He delights in making people

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miserable. Did not the Savior himself say, These

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things have I spoken unto you? That my joy might

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remain in you and that your joy might be full.

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That's the word of God. Just cold religion does

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not give joy. Now remember, there is a right

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way of making the most of both worlds. One way

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is right. One way is wrong. And if your religion

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revolves around one person, the person of Jesus,

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not just as an influence, not just as a wonderful

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example, but the person of Jesus as the very

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son of the living God, the person of Jesus, who

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forgives your sins, the person of Jesus, one

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who'll hear the cry from your heart. Isn't that

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challenging? Oh, let me ask you, isn't that challenging

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to you to know that there is a person who ever

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lived to make intercession for you? A great high

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priest, one who is interested in you as an individual.

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Just mere religion does not give you a heavenly

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father who is interested in you as an individual.

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Just mere religion doesn't give you that. Just

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mere religion doesn't give you a great high priest,

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a great advocate. you his name to use before

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he went away and said here I give you my name

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to use and when you come to the presence of the

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Holy Father present my name come before his throne

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he who is absolute perfection absolute holiness

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I leave you my name. And when you present my

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name before the throne of a holy father, you

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have a hearing. Religion doesn't do that for

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you. Religion is cold. Religion is something

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that is abstract. There's no warmth. in religion.

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There's no real strength in religion. You'll

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not stand the test when you come face to face

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with temptation. You'll not stand the test when

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you come face to face with disappointment. You'll

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not stand the test when you come face to face

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with death or the open grave or eternity. Think

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on these things. Do you just have religion? If

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you do, it'll never stand the test. Now, let's

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go a little deeper into something else, and yet

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something that is most important to all of us.

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Never trust your own feelings. You know, it often

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happens that when a believer enters upon a life

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of victory, or a voluntary sin, that he experiences

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a joy and an ecstasy and a thrill which make

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him feel as if he were treading on air. Oh, I'll

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never forget that Sunday morning when I was only

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a 14 -year -old girl and in that little Methodist

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church when I had that wonderful experience.

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I shall never forget the thrill of it. And I've

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never doubted that experience. All through these

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years, I have never doubted that experience.

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With that experience, there was an ecstasy. There

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was a definite feeling. So help me. When I walked

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out of that little Methodist church and started

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for home, I really felt that Mr. Peterings' house

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had a brand new paint job. It hadn't. That poor

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old house hadn't been painted for ten years.

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It was just as much unpainted as it was when

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I passed it going to that church that morning.

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I honestly felt the grass was greener. I mean

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that. When I went home after that wonderful experience,

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I felt as though my feet were not touching the

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pavement. That's right. Now, Had I expected and

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had leaned on the ecstasy of that one experience

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for the rest of my life, I'd be sunk. Because

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since that time, I'm frank to tell you, there've

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been some nights that have been mighty black.

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There've been some waters that have been mighty

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deep. And there have been days when I had to

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take literally the presence of Jesus by faith.

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Mm -hmm. Yeah. And you know exactly what I'm

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talking about. There hasn't always been that

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ecstasy. Know that. Remember something. Always

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remember, the... absence of the thrill, the ecstasy

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does not prove that Jesus has left you or that

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you are alone. God wants us to trust him in his

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word and not to rely upon feelings. There are

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too many people who are relying on feelings.

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Just If you get up in the morning and you don't

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feel good, so far you're concerned, God's dead.

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The Bible isn't true. And everything spiritual

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that you've ever had just completely leaks out.

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And you're just like a balloon with all the air

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out of it. And you'll mope around all day like

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a deflated balloon. Good for nothing. Not even

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to God. Why? Because everything in your life,

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whether you're up or down, depends on your feelings.

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God wants us to trust him. He wants us to trust

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his word. And not to rely upon feelings. He would

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save us from the peril of testing our victory

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or testing his indwelling by any preconceived

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notions of ours as to how his presence shall

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be felt or manifest. Think less of the victory,

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less of the blessing, and more of the blesser.

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I always... Like what Mr. Spurgeon said, and

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I think of it so very often, and it's worth repeating.

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And this is what he said. I looked at Jesus,

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and the dove of peace flew into my heart. I looked

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at the dove of peace, and she flew away. So look

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at Jesus. And when you look at Jesus, He'll give

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you that wonderful peace, the dove of peace.

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And I feel I want to say something here because

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this is vitally important. Don't go around constantly

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talking about Satan. I get so sick and tired

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of these people who depress me so every time

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I come to their presence. They're talking about...

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Satan did this, and Satan did the other thing.

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And they're just dead sure that it was Satan,

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the life of their husband, that caused him to

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do so -and -so. No one believes more in the reality

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of Satan than I do. He's real. His power is real.

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But instead of talking about Satan, talk about

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Jesus. If you keep talking about Satan, you're

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going to find that there will be a spirit of

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depression that will not only radiate from your

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own life, but in your home. And anyone coming

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into your home, your children coming in, your

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husband coming home, will sense that spirit of

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depression. And you are the one who has brought

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that spirit into the home. Because you have allowed

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Satan to rule your mind, rule your thinking,

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and rule you. On the other hand, and sometimes

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I think it gets to be a habit with some people

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constantly talking about Satan and their mind

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on Satan instead of on Christ. Instead, keep

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your eyes on Jesus. Keep your mind on Jesus.

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And at the same time, do not then be examining

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or... testing your victory. Just maintain a simple

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and constant trust in Christ. He cannot fail.

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He cannot. It's really better to enter into the

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victorious life by simple faith, unaccompanied

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by ecstasy or thrill. Don't trust whatever you

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do. For when the thrill subsides and life seems

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humdrum and commonplace, we may be tempted to

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think that the victory has vanished with the

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thrill. Fact first. Then faith. Then feeling.

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That, my friend, is the order.
