Hey, everyone. Welcome to the show. Great to
be diving in today. So imagine your brain actually
having a conversation with you. Like telling
you it's tired or frustrated. Exactly. Revealing
its frustrations, maybe even its love. You know,
that's kind of the emotional heart of what we're
getting into today. We're talking about a memoir.
Yeah. The book is All of Us Adams by Holly Dawson.
And it's really an exploration, isn't it? Oh,
definitely. It's this very personal look. at
Holly's relationship with her own mind, her body,
especially as she's dealing with memory illness
and like figuring out her identity through all
that. It's very raw, very honest. Totally. Think
of it like eavesdropping on an internal conversation.
You get these really vivid memories, reflections
on family, love, time passing, all that big stuff.
And what really jumps out, I think, is how she
gives a voice to those internal processes. Yes.
That was something I absolutely loved. It's almost
like their character's insider head. That personification,
yeah. It was unique. You get this real sense
of the brain being weary. It struggles its affection
even. Right. Here's that one line. Don't be cross
with me, my love. I am tired. It is so tiring
being your brain. Yeah. That just. Wow. It really
hit home, didn't it? It makes you think about
the sheer effort going on inside us. Stuff we
don't even notice. Yeah. This like partnership
between our conscious self and all the biological
machinery working away unseen. And what that
means for identity. Are we one thing or. Are
we more like a committee? Yeah, a committee.
Another thing that really stuck with me was how
she treats memory, even really small ones. There's
this bit about just having beans on toast with
her grandmother. It's simple, right? But she
gives it such weight, such meaning. It's like
these little snapshots become these massive anchors
for her. And that feels very human, that need
to find meaning in ordinary moments, doesn't
it? Building a story from these fragments. Totally.
It seems crucial for her using these memories
to understand where she is now. Especially with
the illness threat hanging over them. The idea
of losing those memories adds this whole other
layer of vulnerability. It does. It really does.
But then there's also this surprising humor.
Right. Even in really tough spots. Yeah. Like
when she's doing cognitive tests or dealing with
seizures starting. There are these flashes of
dark wit. It's unexpected. But effective. It's
the way of coping. Finding some light, maybe?
I think so. That blend of humor and hardship,
it makes her so relatable. It acknowledges the
kind of absurdity sometimes, the resilience.
Yeah, it stops it just being purely about suffering.
Exactly. It gives you these moments to breathe.
Okay, so on the flip side, was there anything
that maybe didn't land quite as well for you
or required more effort? What? wouldn't say didn't
land but for me sometimes the stream of consciousness
style it could get a bit dense okay yeah i see
that you know the thoughts shift really fast
different perspectives pop up i really had to
focus sometimes to like keep all the threads
straight but that style it kind of mirrors consciousness
itself doesn't it that constant flow thoughts
bumping into each other it's not always neat
and tidy that's true It does feel authentic to
that inner world. It's trying to capture that
internal monologue, I think. And similarly, some
of the more abstract ideas she explores about
the self, about identity, they weren't always
like immediately easy to grasp. They took a bit
of chewing over. Sure. But isn't that often where
the really deep stuff is in those abstract bits?
Yeah, probably. She's wrestling with huge questions
there. What makes us us? How does our internal
world shape how we see everything else? Definitely
food for thought. So thinking about everything,
the honesty, that unique voice, the way she handles
memory. I'm going with four out of five stars.
Yeah, I think that feels right. It's a really
compelling, very human journey. It really is.
Offer some powerful insights. So what's the one
thing you think people will really take away
from it? The big idea. For me, it's probably
that reminder about the constant chatter inside
our own heads. The hard work our minds are doing,
mostly unnoticed. And how much meaning can be
packed into just tiny little fragments of memory.
Yeah, appreciating that inner world a bit more.
Exactly. And maybe thinking about how we even
talk about this stuff. The limits of language,
yeah. Trying to describe these really internal,
often fuzzy experiences. So we've just scratched
the surface today, really, looking at how she
navigates that inner landscape and her place
in the world. It's a lot to unpack. Definitely.
So if this deep dive into memory, self -discovery,
all that complex stuff, if it resonated with
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others find the discussion. And there's a link
to the book on Amazon down in the description
if you want to check it out yourself. Highly
recommended. Thank you so much for joining us
for this exploration today. We'd love to hear
what you think. Yeah, absolutely. What moments
stood out most for you? Let us know your favorite
takeaway in the comments below. And share this
with anyone else you think enjoys these kinds
of deep, personal memoirs. And maybe just leave
you with this thought. You know, in our day -to
-day rush, how often do we actually stop and
just, like, listen? Listen to that conversation
happening inside. Yeah. Acknowledge the complex,
sometimes weird, always ongoing dialogue within
our own minds. Something to mull over.