Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome
back. Welcome back episode 53 with your favorite
gal Cecile This shit this is life. We are here
you guys We're here. We're growing episode 53.
We're loud and we're proud Yes, I'm here you
guys. I'm ready to get started There's just been
a lot out there. Okay my condolences right now
to the Biden family. Everybody is going through
a lot right now. Nobody has died, but everybody's
going through a lot right now. Okay. And yet
our president and vice president has something
to say. Yeah, they do. You guys, they have something
to say at a time like this when we just found
out our former president has been diagnosed with
cancer. Our current president is, of course,
he has something to say, you know? He never not
has something to say. And every time he opens
his mouth, I can just bet that it's not always
going to be positive, you know? And so does JD
Vance always has something to say. So I want
you guys to hear what they had to say. Speaking
of Joe Biden, sir, do you have any thoughts on
his diagnosis? Look, I mean, first of all, of
course, we wish the best for the former president's
health. And it sounds pretty serious, but hopefully
he makes the right recovery. I will say whether
the right time to have this conversation is now
or at some point in the future, we really do
need to be honest about whether the former president
was capable of doing the job. And that's no.
You can separate the desire for him to have the
right health outcome with the recognition that
whether it was doctors or whether there were
staffers around the former president, I don't
think he was able to do a good job for the American
people. And that's not politics. That's not because
I disagreed with him on policy. That's because
I don't think that he was in good enough health.
In some ways, I blame him less than I blame the
people around him. And why did the American people
have a better sense of his health picture? Why
didn't the American people have more accurate
information about what he was actually dealing
with? This is serious stuff. This is the guy
who carries around the nuclear football for the
world's largest nuclear arsenal. This is not
child's play. And we can pray for good health,
but also recognize that if you're not in good
enough health to do the job, you shouldn't be
doing the job. Okay. Thank you guys. Have a safe
trip. See ya. First off, sir, you're contradicting
yourself. You literally just stated. I could
blame, I can blame, you know, I would blame him,
but why didn't the American people know, you
know? So that's funny, you know? Well, American
people, the American people didn't know because
we don't have access to half of the things that
you guys have access to. And pick a side. Pick
one. Who are you actually blaming here? Can you
blame him, like you just stated, or are we going
to put this on the American people? Because you're
contradicting yourself there. I always got something
to say at the wrong time. It's a timing situation,
people. It's a time and a place, and this isn't
the time for it. You understand? But those two,
they never know when it's time, when it's not
time. You know? So not really surprised at JD
Vance's response Perplexed that he's still playing
this why didn't the American people know role
I'm a little poor press with that one because
He's still trying to play the blame game, you
know, it's just somebody has to be blamed, you
know Accountability would never be taken but
somebody has to be blamed interesting Let's get
started you guys episode 53 Let's go Okay I'm
I'm here you you're here. We are here. Okay,
we're here See the the beginning wasn't the beginning
I was not gonna start episode 53 off like that,
but JD Vance and Donnie Elva here. It's just
going crazy. Primarily JD Vance with the comments
people. Yeah. All right. For me, your girl here,
I'm living good. I'm feeling great. I am helping
my community grow. Not my friends, my family,
my boyfriend, everybody. I'm having them grow.
They're helping me grow. And you guys, we're
like... weeks away from the UK. I'm excited.
I am excited to be weeks away from the UK. I'm
excited to bring my hair. And when I say that,
I will be bringing wigs, ponytails, my natural
look, everything you can think of. I'm going
to be switching up the style in the UK for fun,
you know? I'm excited. I'm ready to just roam
around. I'm ready to just walk the streets, throw
an apple in the air. Smell the roses. I'm ready
for simplicity, darling. You know, a nice vacation.
A nice, simple vacation. Hold hands with my partner.
Yeah, uh -huh. Talk about people as they're walking
past. Not to their face, of course. But yeah,
I'm excited. I'm excited about going out there
into the world, exploring more, seeing what does
the UK have to offer, you know, explore the culture
over there, you know, go to the lakes of my boyfriend,
because that's that's here's part of the lakes
there. So I'm really eager to see how that looks,
what the difference is between the UK and the
US. I'm really I'm ready to see more of that,
experience more of what the difference will be,
okay? Your girl is ready to compare and contrast
the UK to the US. I'm a pod out there as well.
I'm going to pod in the UK and I'm excited. Now,
how will I pod? I don't know, but I have an opportunity
to be there. So first things first, I will be
grateful that I'm going. So I'm going to figure
out how I'm going to pod. It may just be on my
phone as I get through anywhere else through
life or I may be in the studio. I don't know.
The world is mine. I'll figure it out. Okay.
Life has been life. But like I say, on a good
note, life has been really thriving for me. Okay.
My nieces are thriving, winning back to back.
Games they're in like baseball. So they're winning
back -to -back games and she went to the championship
She won went to the championship finals there
and then they lost But I need to go down there
celebrate with my girl because she won she even
made it to the championship. That's Baby girl,
that's a lot within itself So I'm ready to go
down here, grow with my nieces, watch my girls
grow and blossom and just engage with my family.
You know, see the people, you know, take some
people out to eat. Nothing crazy. You know, we're
talking 54th Street. We broke over here, but
I'm ready. I'm ready to expand. You guys, your
girl is still growing the pod. I found a new
studio. Can I get a little hand clap, people?
Yes, your girl has found a new studio to pot
in. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. So I'm growing
every day, found a new studio. Every day is workday.
Up until I take vacation. So I had to take a
little break from my pot just to engage with
my family. And now we're back. We're back and
we're better. We're moving along. Shit, because
that's just life, okay? But life is going on
out there in the world. I've been somewhat paying
attention. The Cassie and Diddy trial has really
been the one taking me away from everybody else's
news. So that trial, I think they're on day five
or day six. Yeah, it's still going on. The results
are... Crazy. Um, the results are not done yet,
but just leading up into those results, these
receipts are crazy. Okay. These allegations are
crazy. I won't even go deep into it because the
trial is so much, it's literally mentally overwhelming.
So it's like, Oh, I'm not already going through
enough. So Yes, the trial is so much, it's very
overwhelming, but I am ready for the end results
whenever they get to the end results because
this is a long situation. But I am rooting for
everybody. Everybody that's black. I'm kidding.
No, but I'm rooting for everybody. I'm rooting
for everyone to get their name cleared. Everyone
to have peace at the end of the day, families
to be okay, praying for Diddy and Cassidy. because
uh you guys's families will need the prayers
you know this was i think everybody will too
but once family is there to support that's a
whole different line of you know trauma excuse
me trauma but you all I'm ready to give you guys
some news, some worldly news, you know, because
I told you your girl is getting ready to see
her man. So I just been really preparing for
that. You know, I'm also moving apartment soon.
I got a lot going on over here. Okay. So I'm
trying to stay in the flow, stay cute, stay mellow.
Uh, stays the seal. Okay. So I'm really balancing
a lot, juggling a lot, but I'm also enjoying
it because to be great is to be great. So it's
a lot. It won't be easy to be great. So I'm aiming
for to be great up into I don't need to be great.
Okay. So you guys, yeah, it's been a good Joyful
week for me, a joyful journey for me so far.
27, yes, been a joyful journey so far. Roller
coaster ups and downs and ups and downs so far.
But I'm back. I'm back mellow. I'm back ready.
My mind is on straight. My head is clear. I have
been working on that sleep schedule and I am
doing a lot better. So I'm well rested. Nowadays.
Yes. Well rested people. I'm taking advantage
of my life of my time I advise that you guys
do the same. Mm -hmm. Okay, but I'm gonna give
you guys a little worldly news here because this
was just episode 53 and You know shit. That's
just life. There's always something going on.
Let's get to it. Let's get to it Let's shake
it up. Shake it up Okay, okay, okay, we're back.
So, we gotta get back to the trial, people. The
Diddy and Cassidy trial. This trial may get us
through the 50s here in our episode world, okay?
This trial may be all I talk about during the
50s. Maybe, because this trial is getting more
interesting day by day by day. So, on today's
episode here. Real on this day today. I'm going
to talk about the trial again and today I'll
be mentioning kid Cuddy He'll be taking the stand
to testify indeed II sex trafficking and racketeering
trial So basically kid Cuddy has been called
to testify on Tuesday prosecutor comedy announced
that the rapper is expected to take the stand
on Wednesday or Thursday. You guys, today is
Tuesday, so let's figure it out. When is he taking
the stand? We need to know. So, Wednesday or
Thursday, as we previously reported, Cassie testified
that Diddy learned that she was dating Cuddy
after going through her phone, seeing phone messages
at the free golf. Uh, Cassidy testified that
Diddy threatened to blow up Cuddy's car. You
know, Kid Cuddy's car? Crazy. Before the vehicle
blew up in the early 2012. And see, when I see
Kid Cuddy, all I think is day and night. I'll
touch the turn and it's up in my mind. See, I
need to grow up. Okay. I start thinking of people
music when I see them. But this is a serious...
Topic right now you guys I'm telling you these
this trial is getting crazy day by day by day
I also read about the male exotic dancer and
The special agent who rated it East Miami home.
They took the stand as well. So There's a fool
fool Full story here. Okay on the seventh day
in Diddy's trial They continued with more witnesses
who took the stand the government called Sheree
Hayes I think that was her name Sheree Hayes
who worked as an exotic dancer named the Punisher
to the stand The prosecution the prosecution
in defense questioned Hayes about the past interactions
with Cassie and Diddy And the final witness for
the day was Special Agent Gerald Gannon, who
worked for Homeland Security Investigations and
was responsible for planning the raid on Diddy's
home in Miami at the time. So yeah, you guys
just hearing this, it's nice to get into someone
else's drama for a moment here. I'm curious how
this is going to freaking turn out. I'm telling
you guys, I used to want to be a freaking prosecutor.
So I want to know how is this going to pan out?
Because things are looking real sketchy here.
Things are looking voluntarily. Things are feeling
like, okay, no, this was forced. It's just so
much. I don't even want to speak on it because
I like to see things play out. I need more, you
know? I'm only, this is only the seventh day
and I still need more, you know? I need more
meat on the bone to see how the juror is going
to, how are they going to convict, how are they
going to come up with their verdict. I need more
meat on the bone, people! Need more, more, more,
more! Okay? So I'll be watching this trial just
to get a better understanding of where things
are headed, guys. And yes, I will be reporting
it. If only if I was sitting there in person.
If only! Yeah, I got other things to worry about,
though. So, we'll shake it up here. Because I
wanted to get just into that trial just a little
bit because it's been everywhere. It's hard to
not talk about. And every day there's something.
prior to the homeless security and the exotic
dancer, Diddy's former assistant testifies that
he resigned from his, he resigned from his jobs
following the 2008 incident with Suge Knight.
So basically, he resigned from his job and he
just, he couldn't, hey, it sounds like he couldn't
put the BS no more. Sounds like it was too much,
all right? Basically, he revealed during a testimony
that had, during his time working for the mogul,
ended during the Sugar Night incident. He also
recounted a separate altercation with one of
Diddy's chiefs during this time, basically, during
which Diddy reportedly told him he shouldn't
put his hands on a woman. So, everybody's everywhere.
Just hearing this little thing here that, um,
he had two altercations with Diddy. First he
had the one with Diddy and Sugar Night. And then
he had a little something -something with Diddy
and his teeth. And it sounds like that's just
where he had to draw his line. And that was David
James. David James sounded like he was like,
I'm done. Um, he said that this is the first
time... as his assistant that I realized my life
was in danger. I told them that I want to leave,
but give a six months notice so I could train
the next assistant. Yeah, he was done with that
BS. So he gave a six months notice and he gave
them a heads up like, yeah, this is not for me.
And I'm not even mad at him, because look where
we are today. Yeah. Uh -huh. This is just why
you get out the kitchen when stuff is getting
too hot. OK? Yes. OK? I'm glad he got out of
there. But you guys, I need a moment to really,
really release. Release my mental. I've been
having overwhelming days trying to build my business,
because I love. potting. I love what I do. I
have fun with it. Now I'm trying to build into
a business without overwhelming myself. Okay.
Still trying to find this as a lovely hobby that
I enjoy. But I'm at the point where the tears
are crying. You know, I am overwhelmed with information.
You know, I'm overwhelmed with Numbers and important
details that I need to know about how to run
a business more accurately more sufficiently
If you want to know exactly how to revenue works
all the above, you know Where the streams come
from where the money comes are all the above
babe. I have been overwhelmed. Okay, I Will be
taking some hot tea in a few in a few days here
because I really need to sit back and just take
a breather, dissect and prepare for the jungle,
you know? Yeah, I had to come pied because I'm
like, your girl needs time to breathe. You know,
I'm feeling like I'm all over the place and I
can't tell you why, you know? And it's partially
because I'm overwhelmed and the other part is
not even sure why. But it's just being eager
and anxious. Also worried about messing up in
or just investing in something that may or may
not work. So, shit, that's just life, you know?
And I'm just nervous, you know? So I'm gonna
move slow, move cautiously, dot my I's, cross
my T's, ask my questions, and take nice, deep
breaths. Oh, Lord. Oh, Lordy, Lordy, Lordy, Lordy.
You know, we're cranking it up over here, trying
not to overwhelm ourselves. But we're cranking
it up, people! Cranking it up! But I'm excited.
I'm proud of myself. I'm proud to have a good
team. I'm proud to have a good spouse. I'm excited.
I'm nervous. But I'm excited. But I'm nervous.
But I'm excited. So I want to do the damn thing,
OK? I'm going to do it. I'm going to keep growing
every day, keep growing the pot every day, keep
growing the content every day. I'm just going
to keep trying. We're going to keep throwing
stuff to the drawing board to see what sticks.
That's where I'm at. That's what I'm going to
keep doing. Because I be deal. Because shit,
that's just life. And I know I can do it. If
I put my mind to it, I can do it. I know I can
be what I want to be if I work hard of it. I
be where I want to be. Nah, I said it first.
No, but seriously, you guys, I just needed to
pause for a second because this is my therapy.
So I'm trying to figure out how do we, how do
we grow this? How do we get other people involved?
How do we make a proper community? I don't know.
Rome wasn't built in a day. I won't stress myself
out, but I will thank you guys for tuning in
for another episode with your girl. Cecile, I'm
growing every day. UK, I'll see you soon, baby.
We got three weeks, literally. Mark your freaking
calendars. I'll see you soon. Thank you guys
for tuning in. Another episode with your girl,
Cecile. I'm growing, I promise I am. I gotta
go, y 'all. I gotta smell the roses, let my brain
slow down for a second, and enjoy my 20s. Because
I'm fine. I'm 27. I'm young. I'm growing. I'm
outta here. Episode 53. We're outta here. Bye!