WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.560 Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome 00:00:03.560 --> 00:00:08.820 back. Welcome back episode 53 with your favorite 00:00:08.820 --> 00:00:14.460 gal Cecile This shit this is life. We are here 00:00:14.460 --> 00:00:19.199 you guys We're here. We're growing episode 53. 00:00:19.199 --> 00:00:23.260 We're loud and we're proud Yes, I'm here you 00:00:23.260 --> 00:00:26.879 guys. I'm ready to get started There's just been 00:00:26.879 --> 00:00:32.390 a lot out there. Okay my condolences right now 00:00:32.390 --> 00:00:35.549 to the Biden family. Everybody is going through 00:00:35.549 --> 00:00:38.829 a lot right now. Nobody has died, but everybody's 00:00:38.829 --> 00:00:42.670 going through a lot right now. Okay. And yet 00:00:42.670 --> 00:00:47.689 our president and vice president has something 00:00:47.689 --> 00:00:52.250 to say. Yeah, they do. You guys, they have something 00:00:52.250 --> 00:00:55.530 to say at a time like this when we just found 00:00:55.530 --> 00:00:58.369 out our former president has been diagnosed with 00:00:58.369 --> 00:01:04.870 cancer. Our current president is, of course, 00:01:04.890 --> 00:01:09.090 he has something to say, you know? He never not 00:01:09.090 --> 00:01:12.829 has something to say. And every time he opens 00:01:12.829 --> 00:01:16.109 his mouth, I can just bet that it's not always 00:01:16.109 --> 00:01:20.629 going to be positive, you know? And so does JD 00:01:20.629 --> 00:01:24.109 Vance always has something to say. So I want 00:01:24.109 --> 00:01:31.060 you guys to hear what they had to say. Speaking 00:01:31.060 --> 00:01:33.920 of Joe Biden, sir, do you have any thoughts on 00:01:33.920 --> 00:01:37.019 his diagnosis? Look, I mean, first of all, of 00:01:37.019 --> 00:01:39.939 course, we wish the best for the former president's 00:01:39.939 --> 00:01:44.060 health. And it sounds pretty serious, but hopefully 00:01:44.060 --> 00:01:48.000 he makes the right recovery. I will say whether 00:01:48.000 --> 00:01:49.700 the right time to have this conversation is now 00:01:49.700 --> 00:01:52.500 or at some point in the future, we really do 00:01:52.500 --> 00:01:55.219 need to be honest about whether the former president 00:01:55.219 --> 00:01:59.280 was capable of doing the job. And that's no. 00:02:00.210 --> 00:02:03.209 You can separate the desire for him to have the 00:02:03.209 --> 00:02:05.890 right health outcome with the recognition that 00:02:05.890 --> 00:02:07.650 whether it was doctors or whether there were 00:02:07.650 --> 00:02:10.270 staffers around the former president, I don't 00:02:10.270 --> 00:02:12.550 think he was able to do a good job for the American 00:02:12.550 --> 00:02:15.610 people. And that's not politics. That's not because 00:02:15.610 --> 00:02:17.289 I disagreed with him on policy. That's because 00:02:17.289 --> 00:02:19.370 I don't think that he was in good enough health. 00:02:19.770 --> 00:02:22.069 In some ways, I blame him less than I blame the 00:02:22.069 --> 00:02:23.990 people around him. And why did the American people 00:02:23.990 --> 00:02:26.189 have a better sense of his health picture? Why 00:02:26.189 --> 00:02:28.030 didn't the American people have more accurate 00:02:28.030 --> 00:02:30.009 information about what he was actually dealing 00:02:30.009 --> 00:02:32.509 with? This is serious stuff. This is the guy 00:02:32.509 --> 00:02:34.530 who carries around the nuclear football for the 00:02:34.530 --> 00:02:37.229 world's largest nuclear arsenal. This is not 00:02:37.229 --> 00:02:40.229 child's play. And we can pray for good health, 00:02:40.770 --> 00:02:42.849 but also recognize that if you're not in good 00:02:42.849 --> 00:02:44.330 enough health to do the job, you shouldn't be 00:02:44.330 --> 00:02:46.990 doing the job. Okay. Thank you guys. Have a safe 00:02:46.990 --> 00:02:50.610 trip. See ya. First off, sir, you're contradicting 00:02:50.610 --> 00:02:54.319 yourself. You literally just stated. I could 00:02:54.319 --> 00:02:56.580 blame, I can blame, you know, I would blame him, 00:02:57.180 --> 00:03:01.699 but why didn't the American people know, you 00:03:01.699 --> 00:03:10.699 know? So that's funny, you know? Well, American 00:03:10.699 --> 00:03:13.759 people, the American people didn't know because 00:03:13.759 --> 00:03:17.000 we don't have access to half of the things that 00:03:17.000 --> 00:03:21.810 you guys have access to. And pick a side. Pick 00:03:21.810 --> 00:03:24.210 one. Who are you actually blaming here? Can you 00:03:24.210 --> 00:03:26.930 blame him, like you just stated, or are we going 00:03:26.930 --> 00:03:30.530 to put this on the American people? Because you're 00:03:30.530 --> 00:03:33.590 contradicting yourself there. I always got something 00:03:33.590 --> 00:03:37.750 to say at the wrong time. It's a timing situation, 00:03:37.750 --> 00:03:41.090 people. It's a time and a place, and this isn't 00:03:41.090 --> 00:03:44.650 the time for it. You understand? But those two, 00:03:44.909 --> 00:03:47.990 they never know when it's time, when it's not 00:03:47.990 --> 00:03:53.849 time. You know? So not really surprised at JD 00:03:53.849 --> 00:03:58.669 Vance's response Perplexed that he's still playing 00:03:58.669 --> 00:04:02.849 this why didn't the American people know role 00:04:02.849 --> 00:04:06.590 I'm a little poor press with that one because 00:04:06.590 --> 00:04:10.229 He's still trying to play the blame game, you 00:04:10.229 --> 00:04:12.469 know, it's just somebody has to be blamed, you 00:04:12.469 --> 00:04:15.310 know Accountability would never be taken but 00:04:15.310 --> 00:04:20.720 somebody has to be blamed interesting Let's get 00:04:20.720 --> 00:04:29.459 started you guys episode 53 Let's go Okay I'm 00:04:29.459 --> 00:04:34.459 I'm here you you're here. We are here. Okay, 00:04:34.579 --> 00:04:38.360 we're here See the the beginning wasn't the beginning 00:04:38.360 --> 00:04:41.500 I was not gonna start episode 53 off like that, 00:04:41.759 --> 00:04:46.949 but JD Vance and Donnie Elva here. It's just 00:04:46.949 --> 00:04:50.189 going crazy. Primarily JD Vance with the comments 00:04:50.189 --> 00:04:55.670 people. Yeah. All right. For me, your girl here, 00:04:55.970 --> 00:04:59.209 I'm living good. I'm feeling great. I am helping 00:04:59.209 --> 00:05:03.689 my community grow. Not my friends, my family, 00:05:03.889 --> 00:05:06.810 my boyfriend, everybody. I'm having them grow. 00:05:06.970 --> 00:05:11.470 They're helping me grow. And you guys, we're 00:05:11.470 --> 00:05:17.680 like... weeks away from the UK. I'm excited. 00:05:18.399 --> 00:05:22.300 I am excited to be weeks away from the UK. I'm 00:05:22.300 --> 00:05:25.040 excited to bring my hair. And when I say that, 00:05:25.079 --> 00:05:27.879 I will be bringing wigs, ponytails, my natural 00:05:27.879 --> 00:05:30.060 look, everything you can think of. I'm going 00:05:30.060 --> 00:05:33.459 to be switching up the style in the UK for fun, 00:05:33.540 --> 00:05:36.639 you know? I'm excited. I'm ready to just roam 00:05:36.639 --> 00:05:40.240 around. I'm ready to just walk the streets, throw 00:05:40.240 --> 00:05:46.439 an apple in the air. Smell the roses. I'm ready 00:05:46.439 --> 00:05:49.579 for simplicity, darling. You know, a nice vacation. 00:05:50.920 --> 00:05:55.579 A nice, simple vacation. Hold hands with my partner. 00:05:56.540 --> 00:05:59.300 Yeah, uh -huh. Talk about people as they're walking 00:05:59.300 --> 00:06:03.519 past. Not to their face, of course. But yeah, 00:06:03.540 --> 00:06:06.370 I'm excited. I'm excited about going out there 00:06:06.370 --> 00:06:09.550 into the world, exploring more, seeing what does 00:06:09.550 --> 00:06:14.449 the UK have to offer, you know, explore the culture 00:06:14.449 --> 00:06:19.569 over there, you know, go to the lakes of my boyfriend, 00:06:19.910 --> 00:06:21.410 because that's that's here's part of the lakes 00:06:21.410 --> 00:06:25.310 there. So I'm really eager to see how that looks, 00:06:25.769 --> 00:06:29.589 what the difference is between the UK and the 00:06:29.589 --> 00:06:33.050 US. I'm really I'm ready to see more of that, 00:06:33.410 --> 00:06:37.449 experience more of what the difference will be, 00:06:37.850 --> 00:06:41.009 okay? Your girl is ready to compare and contrast 00:06:41.009 --> 00:06:46.170 the UK to the US. I'm a pod out there as well. 00:06:46.430 --> 00:06:51.670 I'm going to pod in the UK and I'm excited. Now, 00:06:51.889 --> 00:06:55.769 how will I pod? I don't know, but I have an opportunity 00:06:55.769 --> 00:06:58.370 to be there. So first things first, I will be 00:06:58.370 --> 00:07:01.639 grateful that I'm going. So I'm going to figure 00:07:01.639 --> 00:07:04.660 out how I'm going to pod. It may just be on my 00:07:04.660 --> 00:07:07.879 phone as I get through anywhere else through 00:07:07.879 --> 00:07:12.259 life or I may be in the studio. I don't know. 00:07:12.660 --> 00:07:16.180 The world is mine. I'll figure it out. Okay. 00:07:16.779 --> 00:07:19.279 Life has been life. But like I say, on a good 00:07:19.279 --> 00:07:22.759 note, life has been really thriving for me. Okay. 00:07:23.139 --> 00:07:26.939 My nieces are thriving, winning back to back. 00:07:27.180 --> 00:07:30.240 Games they're in like baseball. So they're winning 00:07:30.240 --> 00:07:34.060 back -to -back games and she went to the championship 00:07:34.060 --> 00:07:38.560 She won went to the championship finals there 00:07:38.560 --> 00:07:42.579 and then they lost But I need to go down there 00:07:42.579 --> 00:07:46.360 celebrate with my girl because she won she even 00:07:46.360 --> 00:07:49.279 made it to the championship. That's Baby girl, 00:07:49.279 --> 00:07:52.170 that's a lot within itself So I'm ready to go 00:07:52.170 --> 00:07:55.129 down here, grow with my nieces, watch my girls 00:07:55.129 --> 00:07:59.089 grow and blossom and just engage with my family. 00:07:59.410 --> 00:08:02.750 You know, see the people, you know, take some 00:08:02.750 --> 00:08:06.629 people out to eat. Nothing crazy. You know, we're 00:08:06.629 --> 00:08:11.089 talking 54th Street. We broke over here, but 00:08:11.089 --> 00:08:16.029 I'm ready. I'm ready to expand. You guys, your 00:08:16.029 --> 00:08:20.240 girl is still growing the pod. I found a new 00:08:20.240 --> 00:08:25.220 studio. Can I get a little hand clap, people? 00:08:26.680 --> 00:08:31.079 Yes, your girl has found a new studio to pot 00:08:31.079 --> 00:08:35.460 in. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. So I'm growing 00:08:35.460 --> 00:08:39.639 every day, found a new studio. Every day is workday. 00:08:40.879 --> 00:08:44.259 Up until I take vacation. So I had to take a 00:08:44.259 --> 00:08:46.240 little break from my pot just to engage with 00:08:46.240 --> 00:08:48.519 my family. And now we're back. We're back and 00:08:48.519 --> 00:08:52.120 we're better. We're moving along. Shit, because 00:08:52.120 --> 00:08:55.620 that's just life, okay? But life is going on 00:08:55.620 --> 00:08:58.779 out there in the world. I've been somewhat paying 00:08:58.779 --> 00:09:02.919 attention. The Cassie and Diddy trial has really 00:09:02.919 --> 00:09:06.820 been the one taking me away from everybody else's 00:09:06.820 --> 00:09:11.460 news. So that trial, I think they're on day five 00:09:11.460 --> 00:09:15.460 or day six. Yeah, it's still going on. The results 00:09:15.460 --> 00:09:20.179 are... Crazy. Um, the results are not done yet, 00:09:20.600 --> 00:09:25.879 but just leading up into those results, these 00:09:25.879 --> 00:09:30.059 receipts are crazy. Okay. These allegations are 00:09:30.059 --> 00:09:34.340 crazy. I won't even go deep into it because the 00:09:34.340 --> 00:09:37.080 trial is so much, it's literally mentally overwhelming. 00:09:38.899 --> 00:09:42.679 So it's like, Oh, I'm not already going through 00:09:42.679 --> 00:09:47.039 enough. So Yes, the trial is so much, it's very 00:09:47.039 --> 00:09:49.720 overwhelming, but I am ready for the end results 00:09:49.720 --> 00:09:52.220 whenever they get to the end results because 00:09:52.220 --> 00:09:57.200 this is a long situation. But I am rooting for 00:09:57.200 --> 00:09:59.720 everybody. Everybody that's black. I'm kidding. 00:09:59.879 --> 00:10:02.679 No, but I'm rooting for everybody. I'm rooting 00:10:02.679 --> 00:10:06.179 for everyone to get their name cleared. Everyone 00:10:06.179 --> 00:10:08.480 to have peace at the end of the day, families 00:10:08.480 --> 00:10:13.620 to be okay, praying for Diddy and Cassidy. because 00:10:13.620 --> 00:10:18.019 uh you guys's families will need the prayers 00:10:18.019 --> 00:10:20.679 you know this was i think everybody will too 00:10:20.679 --> 00:10:25.419 but once family is there to support that's a 00:10:25.419 --> 00:10:31.879 whole different line of you know trauma excuse 00:10:31.879 --> 00:10:36.779 me trauma but you all I'm ready to give you guys 00:10:36.779 --> 00:10:41.620 some news, some worldly news, you know, because 00:10:41.620 --> 00:10:44.220 I told you your girl is getting ready to see 00:10:44.220 --> 00:10:51.379 her man. So I just been really preparing for 00:10:51.379 --> 00:10:54.740 that. You know, I'm also moving apartment soon. 00:10:55.320 --> 00:10:59.860 I got a lot going on over here. Okay. So I'm 00:10:59.860 --> 00:11:04.019 trying to stay in the flow, stay cute, stay mellow. 00:11:04.720 --> 00:11:10.960 Uh, stays the seal. Okay. So I'm really balancing 00:11:10.960 --> 00:11:14.399 a lot, juggling a lot, but I'm also enjoying 00:11:14.399 --> 00:11:20.980 it because to be great is to be great. So it's 00:11:20.980 --> 00:11:25.240 a lot. It won't be easy to be great. So I'm aiming 00:11:25.240 --> 00:11:28.940 for to be great up into I don't need to be great. 00:11:29.120 --> 00:11:35.210 Okay. So you guys, yeah, it's been a good Joyful 00:11:35.210 --> 00:11:38.350 week for me, a joyful journey for me so far. 00:11:38.429 --> 00:11:42.070 27, yes, been a joyful journey so far. Roller 00:11:42.070 --> 00:11:46.370 coaster ups and downs and ups and downs so far. 00:11:47.110 --> 00:11:50.350 But I'm back. I'm back mellow. I'm back ready. 00:11:51.070 --> 00:11:55.169 My mind is on straight. My head is clear. I have 00:11:55.169 --> 00:11:58.889 been working on that sleep schedule and I am 00:11:58.889 --> 00:12:02.960 doing a lot better. So I'm well rested. Nowadays. 00:12:03.379 --> 00:12:07.000 Yes. Well rested people. I'm taking advantage 00:12:07.000 --> 00:12:10.919 of my life of my time I advise that you guys 00:12:10.919 --> 00:12:14.639 do the same. Mm -hmm. Okay, but I'm gonna give 00:12:14.639 --> 00:12:17.539 you guys a little worldly news here because this 00:12:17.539 --> 00:12:21.860 was just episode 53 and You know shit. That's 00:12:21.860 --> 00:12:23.779 just life. There's always something going on. 00:12:23.779 --> 00:12:26.659 Let's get to it. Let's get to it Let's shake 00:12:26.659 --> 00:12:33.039 it up. Shake it up Okay, okay, okay, we're back. 00:12:33.779 --> 00:12:37.299 So, we gotta get back to the trial, people. The 00:12:37.299 --> 00:12:42.340 Diddy and Cassidy trial. This trial may get us 00:12:42.340 --> 00:12:47.679 through the 50s here in our episode world, okay? 00:12:48.299 --> 00:12:51.080 This trial may be all I talk about during the 00:12:51.080 --> 00:12:54.159 50s. Maybe, because this trial is getting more 00:12:54.159 --> 00:12:59.039 interesting day by day by day. So, on today's 00:12:59.039 --> 00:13:03.419 episode here. Real on this day today. I'm going 00:13:03.419 --> 00:13:06.899 to talk about the trial again and today I'll 00:13:06.899 --> 00:13:11.759 be mentioning kid Cuddy He'll be taking the stand 00:13:11.759 --> 00:13:17.919 to testify indeed II sex trafficking and racketeering 00:13:17.919 --> 00:13:21.220 trial So basically kid Cuddy has been called 00:13:21.220 --> 00:13:27.259 to testify on Tuesday prosecutor comedy announced 00:13:27.259 --> 00:13:30.279 that the rapper is expected to take the stand 00:13:30.279 --> 00:13:34.840 on Wednesday or Thursday. You guys, today is 00:13:34.840 --> 00:13:39.320 Tuesday, so let's figure it out. When is he taking 00:13:39.320 --> 00:13:42.879 the stand? We need to know. So, Wednesday or 00:13:42.879 --> 00:13:46.340 Thursday, as we previously reported, Cassie testified 00:13:46.340 --> 00:13:50.639 that Diddy learned that she was dating Cuddy 00:13:50.639 --> 00:13:54.740 after going through her phone, seeing phone messages 00:13:54.740 --> 00:13:58.610 at the free golf. Uh, Cassidy testified that 00:13:58.610 --> 00:14:01.990 Diddy threatened to blow up Cuddy's car. You 00:14:01.990 --> 00:14:05.629 know, Kid Cuddy's car? Crazy. Before the vehicle 00:14:05.629 --> 00:14:11.889 blew up in the early 2012. And see, when I see 00:14:11.889 --> 00:14:15.570 Kid Cuddy, all I think is day and night. I'll 00:14:15.570 --> 00:14:19.289 touch the turn and it's up in my mind. See, I 00:14:19.289 --> 00:14:22.350 need to grow up. Okay. I start thinking of people 00:14:22.350 --> 00:14:25.389 music when I see them. But this is a serious... 00:14:25.549 --> 00:14:28.730 Topic right now you guys I'm telling you these 00:14:28.730 --> 00:14:35.070 this trial is getting crazy day by day by day 00:14:35.070 --> 00:14:41.889 I also read about the male exotic dancer and 00:14:41.889 --> 00:14:46.029 The special agent who rated it East Miami home. 00:14:46.049 --> 00:14:50.929 They took the stand as well. So There's a fool 00:14:50.929 --> 00:14:55.899 fool Full story here. Okay on the seventh day 00:14:55.899 --> 00:15:00.080 in Diddy's trial They continued with more witnesses 00:15:00.080 --> 00:15:04.980 who took the stand the government called Sheree 00:15:04.980 --> 00:15:07.759 Hayes I think that was her name Sheree Hayes 00:15:07.759 --> 00:15:12.000 who worked as an exotic dancer named the Punisher 00:15:12.000 --> 00:15:16.159 to the stand The prosecution the prosecution 00:15:16.159 --> 00:15:19.299 in defense questioned Hayes about the past interactions 00:15:19.299 --> 00:15:24.169 with Cassie and Diddy And the final witness for 00:15:24.169 --> 00:15:27.889 the day was Special Agent Gerald Gannon, who 00:15:27.889 --> 00:15:31.330 worked for Homeland Security Investigations and 00:15:31.330 --> 00:15:34.909 was responsible for planning the raid on Diddy's 00:15:34.909 --> 00:15:38.090 home in Miami at the time. So yeah, you guys 00:15:38.090 --> 00:15:41.649 just hearing this, it's nice to get into someone 00:15:41.649 --> 00:15:46.090 else's drama for a moment here. I'm curious how 00:15:46.090 --> 00:15:50.029 this is going to freaking turn out. I'm telling 00:15:50.029 --> 00:15:52.470 you guys, I used to want to be a freaking prosecutor. 00:15:52.970 --> 00:15:58.870 So I want to know how is this going to pan out? 00:15:59.309 --> 00:16:03.470 Because things are looking real sketchy here. 00:16:04.230 --> 00:16:08.169 Things are looking voluntarily. Things are feeling 00:16:08.169 --> 00:16:13.990 like, okay, no, this was forced. It's just so 00:16:13.990 --> 00:16:16.389 much. I don't even want to speak on it because 00:16:16.389 --> 00:16:20.309 I like to see things play out. I need more, you 00:16:20.309 --> 00:16:22.250 know? I'm only, this is only the seventh day 00:16:22.250 --> 00:16:25.970 and I still need more, you know? I need more 00:16:25.970 --> 00:16:29.129 meat on the bone to see how the juror is going 00:16:29.129 --> 00:16:32.210 to, how are they going to convict, how are they 00:16:32.210 --> 00:16:35.590 going to come up with their verdict. I need more 00:16:35.590 --> 00:16:37.970 meat on the bone, people! Need more, more, more, 00:16:37.970 --> 00:16:41.289 more! Okay? So I'll be watching this trial just 00:16:41.289 --> 00:16:43.610 to get a better understanding of where things 00:16:43.610 --> 00:16:45.769 are headed, guys. And yes, I will be reporting 00:16:45.769 --> 00:16:48.190 it. If only if I was sitting there in person. 00:16:48.509 --> 00:16:51.370 If only! Yeah, I got other things to worry about, 00:16:51.750 --> 00:16:55.070 though. So, we'll shake it up here. Because I 00:16:55.070 --> 00:16:58.850 wanted to get just into that trial just a little 00:16:58.850 --> 00:17:02.889 bit because it's been everywhere. It's hard to 00:17:02.889 --> 00:17:06.670 not talk about. And every day there's something. 00:17:08.000 --> 00:17:10.900 prior to the homeless security and the exotic 00:17:10.900 --> 00:17:14.420 dancer, Diddy's former assistant testifies that 00:17:14.420 --> 00:17:19.779 he resigned from his, he resigned from his jobs 00:17:19.779 --> 00:17:22.160 following the 2008 incident with Suge Knight. 00:17:22.759 --> 00:17:29.200 So basically, he resigned from his job and he 00:17:29.200 --> 00:17:31.119 just, he couldn't, hey, it sounds like he couldn't 00:17:31.119 --> 00:17:34.880 put the BS no more. Sounds like it was too much, 00:17:35.220 --> 00:17:39.819 all right? Basically, he revealed during a testimony 00:17:39.819 --> 00:17:43.640 that had, during his time working for the mogul, 00:17:43.940 --> 00:17:48.680 ended during the Sugar Night incident. He also 00:17:48.680 --> 00:17:52.359 recounted a separate altercation with one of 00:17:52.359 --> 00:17:56.680 Diddy's chiefs during this time, basically, during 00:17:56.680 --> 00:18:00.140 which Diddy reportedly told him he shouldn't 00:18:00.140 --> 00:18:05.019 put his hands on a woman. So, everybody's everywhere. 00:18:06.220 --> 00:18:08.619 Just hearing this little thing here that, um, 00:18:08.640 --> 00:18:11.420 he had two altercations with Diddy. First he 00:18:11.420 --> 00:18:14.460 had the one with Diddy and Sugar Night. And then 00:18:14.460 --> 00:18:15.819 he had a little something -something with Diddy 00:18:15.819 --> 00:18:19.200 and his teeth. And it sounds like that's just 00:18:19.200 --> 00:18:21.700 where he had to draw his line. And that was David 00:18:21.700 --> 00:18:24.279 James. David James sounded like he was like, 00:18:24.279 --> 00:18:28.140 I'm done. Um, he said that this is the first 00:18:28.140 --> 00:18:31.720 time... as his assistant that I realized my life 00:18:31.720 --> 00:18:35.619 was in danger. I told them that I want to leave, 00:18:36.460 --> 00:18:41.539 but give a six months notice so I could train 00:18:41.539 --> 00:18:48.619 the next assistant. Yeah, he was done with that 00:18:48.619 --> 00:18:53.779 BS. So he gave a six months notice and he gave 00:18:53.779 --> 00:18:56.880 them a heads up like, yeah, this is not for me. 00:18:56.990 --> 00:18:59.250 And I'm not even mad at him, because look where 00:18:59.250 --> 00:19:03.269 we are today. Yeah. Uh -huh. This is just why 00:19:03.269 --> 00:19:05.809 you get out the kitchen when stuff is getting 00:19:05.809 --> 00:19:10.329 too hot. OK? Yes. OK? I'm glad he got out of 00:19:10.329 --> 00:19:16.170 there. But you guys, I need a moment to really, 00:19:16.309 --> 00:19:20.630 really release. Release my mental. I've been 00:19:20.630 --> 00:19:24.369 having overwhelming days trying to build my business, 00:19:24.470 --> 00:19:27.380 because I love. potting. I love what I do. I 00:19:27.380 --> 00:19:29.500 have fun with it. Now I'm trying to build into 00:19:29.500 --> 00:19:32.119 a business without overwhelming myself. Okay. 00:19:32.700 --> 00:19:34.920 Still trying to find this as a lovely hobby that 00:19:34.920 --> 00:19:41.880 I enjoy. But I'm at the point where the tears 00:19:41.880 --> 00:19:46.359 are crying. You know, I am overwhelmed with information. 00:19:47.140 --> 00:19:51.410 You know, I'm overwhelmed with Numbers and important 00:19:51.410 --> 00:19:54.529 details that I need to know about how to run 00:19:54.529 --> 00:19:57.950 a business more accurately more sufficiently 00:19:57.950 --> 00:20:01.410 If you want to know exactly how to revenue works 00:20:01.410 --> 00:20:04.829 all the above, you know Where the streams come 00:20:04.829 --> 00:20:07.250 from where the money comes are all the above 00:20:07.250 --> 00:20:13.730 babe. I have been overwhelmed. Okay, I Will be 00:20:13.730 --> 00:20:17.390 taking some hot tea in a few in a few days here 00:20:17.390 --> 00:20:21.430 because I really need to sit back and just take 00:20:21.430 --> 00:20:26.470 a breather, dissect and prepare for the jungle, 00:20:26.869 --> 00:20:30.490 you know? Yeah, I had to come pied because I'm 00:20:30.490 --> 00:20:33.410 like, your girl needs time to breathe. You know, 00:20:33.430 --> 00:20:36.230 I'm feeling like I'm all over the place and I 00:20:36.230 --> 00:20:39.609 can't tell you why, you know? And it's partially 00:20:39.609 --> 00:20:42.490 because I'm overwhelmed and the other part is 00:20:42.490 --> 00:20:47.170 not even sure why. But it's just being eager 00:20:47.170 --> 00:20:51.509 and anxious. Also worried about messing up in 00:20:51.509 --> 00:20:56.390 or just investing in something that may or may 00:20:56.390 --> 00:21:01.150 not work. So, shit, that's just life, you know? 00:21:01.849 --> 00:21:04.089 And I'm just nervous, you know? So I'm gonna 00:21:04.089 --> 00:21:07.269 move slow, move cautiously, dot my I's, cross 00:21:07.269 --> 00:21:13.970 my T's, ask my questions, and take nice, deep 00:21:13.970 --> 00:21:18.180 breaths. Oh, Lord. Oh, Lordy, Lordy, Lordy, Lordy. 00:21:18.559 --> 00:21:21.039 You know, we're cranking it up over here, trying 00:21:21.039 --> 00:21:24.000 not to overwhelm ourselves. But we're cranking 00:21:24.000 --> 00:21:27.900 it up, people! Cranking it up! But I'm excited. 00:21:28.480 --> 00:21:31.539 I'm proud of myself. I'm proud to have a good 00:21:31.539 --> 00:21:35.640 team. I'm proud to have a good spouse. I'm excited. 00:21:35.940 --> 00:21:39.559 I'm nervous. But I'm excited. But I'm nervous. 00:21:39.940 --> 00:21:42.920 But I'm excited. So I want to do the damn thing, 00:21:43.099 --> 00:21:46.109 OK? I'm going to do it. I'm going to keep growing 00:21:46.109 --> 00:21:48.329 every day, keep growing the pot every day, keep 00:21:48.329 --> 00:21:51.529 growing the content every day. I'm just going 00:21:51.529 --> 00:21:53.289 to keep trying. We're going to keep throwing 00:21:53.289 --> 00:21:57.549 stuff to the drawing board to see what sticks. 00:21:58.490 --> 00:22:01.089 That's where I'm at. That's what I'm going to 00:22:01.089 --> 00:22:04.309 keep doing. Because I be deal. Because shit, 00:22:04.390 --> 00:22:07.490 that's just life. And I know I can do it. If 00:22:07.490 --> 00:22:10.750 I put my mind to it, I can do it. I know I can 00:22:10.750 --> 00:22:14.019 be what I want to be if I work hard of it. I 00:22:14.019 --> 00:22:16.299 be where I want to be. Nah, I said it first. 00:22:17.480 --> 00:22:20.220 No, but seriously, you guys, I just needed to 00:22:20.220 --> 00:22:22.720 pause for a second because this is my therapy. 00:22:23.160 --> 00:22:26.500 So I'm trying to figure out how do we, how do 00:22:26.500 --> 00:22:29.680 we grow this? How do we get other people involved? 00:22:29.880 --> 00:22:34.099 How do we make a proper community? I don't know. 00:22:34.400 --> 00:22:37.259 Rome wasn't built in a day. I won't stress myself 00:22:37.259 --> 00:22:40.500 out, but I will thank you guys for tuning in 00:22:40.500 --> 00:22:45.039 for another episode with your girl. Cecile, I'm 00:22:45.039 --> 00:22:48.819 growing every day. UK, I'll see you soon, baby. 00:22:48.940 --> 00:22:52.539 We got three weeks, literally. Mark your freaking 00:22:52.539 --> 00:22:56.079 calendars. I'll see you soon. Thank you guys 00:22:56.079 --> 00:22:59.720 for tuning in. Another episode with your girl, 00:23:00.299 --> 00:23:03.960 Cecile. I'm growing, I promise I am. I gotta 00:23:03.960 --> 00:23:07.240 go, y 'all. I gotta smell the roses, let my brain 00:23:07.240 --> 00:23:12.359 slow down for a second, and enjoy my 20s. Because 00:23:12.359 --> 00:23:16.900 I'm fine. I'm 27. I'm young. I'm growing. I'm 00:23:16.900 --> 00:23:22.880 outta here. Episode 53. We're outta here. Bye!