1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,120 Welcome to Send Me On My Way. 2 00:00:03,120 --> 00:00:05,440 I'm your host, Audrey Dean Kelly. 3 00:00:05,440 --> 00:00:07,480 And on this podcast, we're gonna talk about everything 4 00:00:07,480 --> 00:00:09,920 from music to pop culture to reality TV 5 00:00:09,920 --> 00:00:13,440 to pretty much whatever I want. 6 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:14,680 So let's get into it. 7 00:00:16,800 --> 00:00:17,640 All right, y'all. 8 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:20,280 On today's episode, I wanna get into the story 9 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:25,280 of how I moved to New York City from Arkansas back in. 10 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:27,960 Let's see, what would that have been? 11 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:30,360 2013. 12 00:00:31,520 --> 00:00:34,040 So just to paint the picture, 13 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:39,040 I was a 24 year old living in Arkansas at the time, 14 00:00:41,160 --> 00:00:46,080 living in my mom's house that she has since gotten rid of. 15 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:49,960 But anyways, I was doing music for a living 16 00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:54,360 and I was booking gigs all over Arkansas, 17 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:56,040 playing a little bit in Nashville. 18 00:00:56,040 --> 00:00:58,560 I played some shows in Los Angeles, 19 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:01,120 but the majority of my income at that point 20 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:03,960 was coming from my live shows. 21 00:01:03,960 --> 00:01:06,760 And because I was living at home, 22 00:01:06,760 --> 00:01:11,080 I had saved up a decent little nest egg. 23 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:15,560 And so we'll get into kind of what happened there. 24 00:01:15,560 --> 00:01:19,920 But yeah, when I left Los Angeles, 25 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:23,760 my goal was always to end up in New York City. 26 00:01:23,760 --> 00:01:27,720 But I'm someone who, 27 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:29,560 I think sometimes people look at me 28 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:31,240 and think that I come from money 29 00:01:31,240 --> 00:01:33,440 because I'm related to celebrities, 30 00:01:33,440 --> 00:01:36,840 but it is so far from the case. 31 00:01:36,840 --> 00:01:41,480 I mean, my father lived in a trailer until the day he died. 32 00:01:41,480 --> 00:01:45,840 So I, you know, in one of my older songs, 33 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:49,480 Bluesyway Love, I said, I've seen many things. 34 00:01:49,480 --> 00:01:51,520 I've been broke in limousines. 35 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:56,440 And it's just the perfect picture of my life, 36 00:01:56,440 --> 00:02:00,480 which has been, you know, these amazing experiences, 37 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:03,760 but being the poorest one there. 38 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:08,160 So that doesn't really tie back into this episode. 39 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:10,280 So let's get back on track. 40 00:02:10,280 --> 00:02:12,800 So yeah, I was playing shows in Arkansas. 41 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:16,280 At that point, I was making a mistake 42 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:20,280 in that I was oversaturating my market. 43 00:02:20,280 --> 00:02:23,360 Because I was doing it for a living there, 44 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:24,960 I was booking gigs. 45 00:02:24,960 --> 00:02:26,840 Like I remember when I first did it, 46 00:02:26,840 --> 00:02:29,120 I was booking gigs like every other, 47 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:32,000 like every three days in the same town. 48 00:02:33,120 --> 00:02:36,040 Now, most musicians will listen to that and be like, 49 00:02:36,040 --> 00:02:37,800 yeah, no shit, Sherlock, you shouldn't do that. 50 00:02:37,800 --> 00:02:38,960 You're not gonna be able to have people 51 00:02:38,960 --> 00:02:41,320 come out every single night. 52 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:46,320 And yeah, I learned that the hard way. 53 00:02:46,320 --> 00:02:49,120 But alas, your girl was trying and she was going. 54 00:02:49,120 --> 00:02:54,120 But at the time, I had some male musician, 55 00:02:57,240 --> 00:02:59,720 we'll call them the cool kids. 56 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:07,000 And they were kind of a popular band in Littorock 57 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:08,800 at the time. 58 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:13,800 They had had a modicum amount of success. 59 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:18,800 But at the time, there was definitely this vibe 60 00:03:18,320 --> 00:03:22,320 within the music landscape in Littorock 61 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:25,000 of like, I was not the cool artist. 62 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:28,200 I was the artist who was trying way too hard. 63 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:31,560 And like, guys, this was in the era of like the, 64 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:35,560 not steampunk, but like, 65 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:37,880 like you remember the Luminers, 66 00:03:37,880 --> 00:03:40,360 it was like very folky, very like, 67 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:42,280 you know, big ensemble bands. 68 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:47,280 And me being a solo girl singing pop music, 69 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:51,360 you know, there were certain bars 70 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:56,360 that would not book me like the cool bar in Arkansas. 71 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:02,360 You guys all know which one I'm talking about. 72 00:04:02,360 --> 00:04:06,200 But the only way they finally let me play there 73 00:04:06,200 --> 00:04:10,280 was when these cool kids kind of decided, 74 00:04:10,280 --> 00:04:12,280 okay, finally she can come sing, 75 00:04:12,280 --> 00:04:15,280 but we're all gonna be on stage and we're gonna curate 76 00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:17,280 and it's gonna be controlled by us. 77 00:04:17,280 --> 00:04:22,280 So I had done a show with them and one of the guys, 78 00:04:24,680 --> 00:04:28,680 and like, I went to high school with these guys. 79 00:04:28,680 --> 00:04:31,280 So he had approached me. 80 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:33,000 He had come to one of my shows 81 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:34,800 and there was always this air of like, 82 00:04:34,800 --> 00:04:37,800 oh, you're good, but you need me to help you. 83 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:42,800 And I wanna focus in on that because that is something 84 00:04:43,880 --> 00:04:48,080 that has been part of the power struggle 85 00:04:48,080 --> 00:04:51,520 in the music industry between the artist 86 00:04:51,520 --> 00:04:54,800 and the producers. 87 00:04:54,800 --> 00:04:59,800 There is this like landscape of you need me to help you 88 00:05:02,800 --> 00:05:05,080 because I have some authority. 89 00:05:05,080 --> 00:05:08,080 But let me tell you, it took me a really long time 90 00:05:08,080 --> 00:05:10,760 to figure out that that's not the case, 91 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:14,760 that they can make their kind of music 92 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:18,760 and that's nice and that's good and it's good music too. 93 00:05:18,760 --> 00:05:22,160 But if you're making music that you like 94 00:05:22,160 --> 00:05:26,160 and you're proud of, don't let some other artist 95 00:05:26,560 --> 00:05:29,720 who doesn't even listen to the same music 96 00:05:29,720 --> 00:05:34,720 that you like to listen to tell you what kind of artist 97 00:05:35,120 --> 00:05:38,000 you need to be to be good. 98 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:42,200 No matter what, as long as you're making art 99 00:05:42,200 --> 00:05:47,200 that is reflective of you, you're good, baby, you're good. 100 00:05:47,480 --> 00:05:52,480 So it took me a really long time to get to that point. 101 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:56,920 And once I got to that point, 102 00:05:56,920 --> 00:06:01,920 where I've really finally embraced like I'm a pop artist, 103 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:05,280 I make pop music, I'm not trying to be someone 104 00:06:05,280 --> 00:06:08,280 other than that because that is what I listen to, 105 00:06:08,280 --> 00:06:10,240 that is what I love. 106 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:15,240 So to finally be in my skin, 107 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:18,160 it made it so that like once I finally embraced that, 108 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:21,680 I started pouring out so much more music out of me. 109 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:25,920 But this story is about how I got to that point 110 00:06:25,920 --> 00:06:27,920 and this story is about how I got to New York City, 111 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:31,760 so let's backtrack the cool kids at the time. 112 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:37,920 I had done a collaboration with them 113 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:40,480 on one of their things. 114 00:06:40,480 --> 00:06:45,200 And so I got into this studio and granted this new studio 115 00:06:45,200 --> 00:06:48,120 in town had just opened that everybody was talking about. 116 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:52,440 And like, look, making music back then 117 00:06:52,440 --> 00:06:54,660 was different than it is today. 118 00:06:54,660 --> 00:06:59,660 And I'm not gonna discount the difference 119 00:07:00,660 --> 00:07:03,860 of like what quality studio musicians bring to the table 120 00:07:03,860 --> 00:07:07,700 and a quality studio setting. 121 00:07:07,700 --> 00:07:11,140 However, here's what happened. 122 00:07:11,140 --> 00:07:15,980 These guys start courting me and they are telling me 123 00:07:15,980 --> 00:07:18,780 they're gonna help me make an album. 124 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:24,220 Again, this goes back to the complex 125 00:07:24,220 --> 00:07:28,380 of we're cool, you're not, let us help you be cool. 126 00:07:28,380 --> 00:07:32,620 Let us tell you what your music should sound like 127 00:07:32,620 --> 00:07:34,300 and oh, by the way, 128 00:07:36,940 --> 00:07:38,860 at first it was framed like we're gonna help you 129 00:07:38,860 --> 00:07:41,100 and they brought me in and showed me the studio 130 00:07:41,100 --> 00:07:43,160 and I was like, oh, sweet, this is great. 131 00:07:44,820 --> 00:07:48,140 Then once we start to get into it, 132 00:07:48,140 --> 00:07:52,440 they tell me, oh, so it's gonna be about $10,000. 133 00:07:52,440 --> 00:07:57,440 But we'll, and even that, that's a discount 134 00:07:57,440 --> 00:08:02,400 because we're discounting some of our musician time. 135 00:08:04,840 --> 00:08:09,840 So $10,000 to record an album in Arkansas. 136 00:08:15,080 --> 00:08:20,080 I want you to hear that, $10,000 to record an album 137 00:08:20,400 --> 00:08:21,520 in Arkansas. 138 00:08:21,520 --> 00:08:23,760 There's something we say in my family, 139 00:08:23,760 --> 00:08:27,200 it's called, when we joke, it's like the Steenburgen discount. 140 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:31,040 Yeah, that's what was happening here 141 00:08:31,040 --> 00:08:32,840 and let me tell you, the Steenburgen discount 142 00:08:32,840 --> 00:08:36,320 is not a discount, it's when people think that you have money 143 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:39,400 and so they try to take advantage of you. 144 00:08:39,400 --> 00:08:42,040 Let me tell you, I did have money at that point. 145 00:08:42,040 --> 00:08:45,640 I had, and I'm like laughing about how I used to store 146 00:08:45,640 --> 00:08:48,640 my money because so much of my money was in cash. 147 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:53,640 I used to have like a teapot that I kept all of my tips in. 148 00:08:53,680 --> 00:08:55,880 So here I am. 149 00:08:56,760 --> 00:09:01,760 I have these musicians that are so much cooler than me 150 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:07,400 trying to convince me to spend $10,000 151 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:10,060 on a studio album with them. 152 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:15,760 And these guys, when they come to my shows, 153 00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:18,720 they kind of have this air of like, we're watching you, 154 00:09:18,720 --> 00:09:20,400 like you're auditioning for us. 155 00:09:20,400 --> 00:09:24,920 And I'm like, oh, it's just funny 156 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:29,240 because like young Audrey, who is not in her confidence 157 00:09:29,240 --> 00:09:33,220 and not in her element, really fell for this crap. 158 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,400 But in the end, I didn't and here's what happened. 159 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:39,680 So they're telling me $10,000. 160 00:09:39,680 --> 00:09:43,240 And so at that time I'm like, fuck, that's like, 161 00:09:43,240 --> 00:09:45,400 all my money that I've saved up. 162 00:09:45,400 --> 00:09:48,880 And granted, I'm living in my mom's house 163 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:52,040 that like my mom had gotten remarried 164 00:09:52,040 --> 00:09:54,120 so she was living with my stepdad. 165 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:57,560 And so this house was like the house that I grew up in. 166 00:09:57,560 --> 00:09:59,060 I was living in for free. 167 00:10:00,060 --> 00:10:03,080 And I wanted to get out of there. 168 00:10:04,180 --> 00:10:06,960 Not, but look, my mom was incredibly generous 169 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:09,440 for letting me live there, but like, 170 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:10,440 there's just something like, 171 00:10:10,440 --> 00:10:12,400 when you're still living under your parents' roof, 172 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:16,440 like there's just an element of control 173 00:10:16,440 --> 00:10:19,720 that I wanted to get away from them. 174 00:10:19,720 --> 00:10:21,680 And I wanted to come to New York. 175 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:25,080 So here I am with a nest egg of cash. 176 00:10:25,080 --> 00:10:28,320 And these musicians are trying to convince me 177 00:10:28,320 --> 00:10:30,640 that in order to be cool, 178 00:10:30,640 --> 00:10:32,720 I need to pay them all this money 179 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:35,440 for them to record my album. 180 00:10:38,040 --> 00:10:39,640 And so I say, fuck that. 181 00:10:39,640 --> 00:10:42,220 And instead I take that money 182 00:10:42,220 --> 00:10:47,220 and I sell, you know, most of my belongings. 183 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:52,840 I pack me and my little pug, Pearl, 184 00:10:52,840 --> 00:10:57,280 rest in peace, in my Prius. 185 00:10:57,280 --> 00:11:01,520 And I up and moved to New York City. 186 00:11:01,520 --> 00:11:05,760 And I will say it wasn't that simple in the sense 187 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:09,440 that I did have help in that my mom's old sorority sister 188 00:11:09,440 --> 00:11:12,280 let me stay at her place in Connecticut 189 00:11:12,280 --> 00:11:14,420 for the first month while I was getting off my feet. 190 00:11:14,420 --> 00:11:15,860 She helped me with a job. 191 00:11:17,560 --> 00:11:20,680 But I made that choice for myself 192 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:23,720 to not let these other musicians 193 00:11:23,720 --> 00:11:26,640 who tried to convince me that I needed them 194 00:11:30,580 --> 00:11:33,360 to be honest with you, take advantage of me. 195 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:35,020 Cause that's what they were trying to do. 196 00:11:35,020 --> 00:11:36,080 And I know that. 197 00:11:36,080 --> 00:11:39,280 I know that now, because let me tell you, 198 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:43,120 they booked a show in New York years later 199 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:45,880 when I had a beautiful apartment 200 00:11:45,880 --> 00:11:49,240 and I had hustled and set my life up. 201 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:52,680 And so they were coming to play a show in New York 202 00:11:52,680 --> 00:11:56,840 and they asked me if they could crash at my apartment 203 00:11:56,840 --> 00:11:59,220 to which I said, sure. 204 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:05,040 Let me tell you what happened. 205 00:12:05,040 --> 00:12:07,960 So they show up at my apartment. 206 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:12,440 They have me and my roommates 207 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:15,800 order food for them, feed them, 208 00:12:17,560 --> 00:12:21,980 drink our drinks, act like they're too cool to be there 209 00:12:21,980 --> 00:12:23,720 because they've got, you know, 210 00:12:23,720 --> 00:12:25,880 their little hipster friends in the city. 211 00:12:28,240 --> 00:12:31,160 Yeah, they basically hung out at my apartment, 212 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:36,160 let us pay for fucking food for them, complained. 213 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:38,920 And then we're like, we're gonna go to some party 214 00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:42,600 and not invite you to come out with us. 215 00:12:42,600 --> 00:12:44,880 But like maybe we'll end up back at your place 216 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:46,440 at the end of the night. 217 00:12:46,440 --> 00:12:49,400 They were jerks to my roommates. 218 00:12:49,400 --> 00:12:50,840 I mean, literally when they left, 219 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:55,840 my roommates were like, who the fuck did they think they were? 220 00:12:56,640 --> 00:12:59,560 And I still think that today. 221 00:12:59,560 --> 00:13:02,600 So don't be that person. 222 00:13:02,600 --> 00:13:06,640 If someone is kind enough to offer to host you, 223 00:13:06,640 --> 00:13:08,480 don't come into their apartment, 224 00:13:08,480 --> 00:13:13,480 expect for them to feed you and disrespect them 225 00:13:14,440 --> 00:13:17,640 because yeah, that's what happened. 226 00:13:17,640 --> 00:13:19,400 And we definitely felt that. 227 00:13:19,400 --> 00:13:24,400 So that was when I realized, my God, 228 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:29,520 I made the right decision by not giving $10,000 of my money 229 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:32,940 to these guys who were trying to take advantage of me. 230 00:13:32,940 --> 00:13:37,940 And instead, betting on myself, betting on my dreams, 231 00:13:38,100 --> 00:13:40,500 moving to New York, and now granted, 232 00:13:40,500 --> 00:13:45,500 it may have been, look, your journey in the music industry 233 00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:47,900 may not be a linear line. 234 00:13:47,900 --> 00:13:50,820 It's gonna look a lot more like the stock market 235 00:13:50,820 --> 00:13:54,820 than my experience, which means like if you back out 236 00:13:54,820 --> 00:13:58,420 and you look at stocks, the S&P, whatever, 237 00:13:58,420 --> 00:14:00,700 in the past 10 years, you're gonna see ups and downs 238 00:14:00,700 --> 00:14:03,140 and ups and flows, and it's gonna be the same thing 239 00:14:03,140 --> 00:14:04,940 for your music career. 240 00:14:04,940 --> 00:14:07,340 You're gonna have times where you have detours, 241 00:14:07,340 --> 00:14:10,580 and I definitely had that in my 20s 242 00:14:10,580 --> 00:14:12,980 when I moved to New York City because here's the reality, 243 00:14:12,980 --> 00:14:15,020 I had to get a full-time job. 244 00:14:15,020 --> 00:14:19,540 I lived with two roommates, so the reality of doing 245 00:14:19,540 --> 00:14:23,780 my vocal scales and having that practice space, 246 00:14:23,780 --> 00:14:27,420 there was a trade-off, there was, 247 00:14:27,420 --> 00:14:31,100 there was, but as I sit here, 248 00:14:32,380 --> 00:14:36,220 looking out at my beautiful tree in my backyard, 249 00:14:36,220 --> 00:14:41,220 in my midtown apartment, that I fully pay for all myself, 250 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:47,100 that my beautiful children live in with me. 251 00:14:47,100 --> 00:14:51,380 When I look around at the incredible experiences 252 00:14:51,380 --> 00:14:54,700 I've had, the projects that I've been able to work on 253 00:14:54,700 --> 00:14:59,380 through Louis Vuitton, through coming here, 254 00:15:00,340 --> 00:15:05,340 I am so glad, I'm so grateful to that 24-year-old girl 255 00:15:07,380 --> 00:15:12,380 who didn't buy the bullshit that someone else was selling her. 256 00:15:15,140 --> 00:15:20,140 I didn't take the shit, and I could have spent that money 257 00:15:21,260 --> 00:15:24,220 and you know what, I think had I done that, 258 00:15:24,220 --> 00:15:26,540 I would have, I'm not saying the album 259 00:15:26,540 --> 00:15:31,300 wouldn't have sounded good, but it's not the kind of music 260 00:15:31,300 --> 00:15:33,260 I wanna make, I like pop music, 261 00:15:33,260 --> 00:15:34,940 I love the way I make music now, 262 00:15:34,940 --> 00:15:37,740 and that brings me to the second point, 263 00:15:37,740 --> 00:15:41,020 and I'll do an entire another episode about this, but 264 00:15:43,340 --> 00:15:47,220 it's, the industry's changed, 265 00:15:47,220 --> 00:15:50,540 you can make music in a very different way, 266 00:15:50,540 --> 00:15:54,260 especially if you're on the pop route. 267 00:15:56,020 --> 00:15:59,500 You don't have to pay for studio time in a lot of cases, 268 00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:01,940 and let me tell you, you can, 269 00:16:01,940 --> 00:16:04,820 there's so many resources on YouTube, 270 00:16:05,820 --> 00:16:10,060 one of my favorite accounts, Sides, Seeds, S-E-E-I-T-S, 271 00:16:10,060 --> 00:16:12,740 Sabrina Sideman, look her up, she's amazing, 272 00:16:12,740 --> 00:16:17,740 but she gives you tutorials and hacks on logic, 273 00:16:17,740 --> 00:16:22,740 and so I just want young artists in this, 274 00:16:30,140 --> 00:16:32,100 industry to know that first of all, 275 00:16:32,100 --> 00:16:34,300 the landscape has changed, 276 00:16:34,300 --> 00:16:39,100 it's don't let some male producer make you think 277 00:16:39,100 --> 00:16:44,100 that you need them to produce your album, okay? 278 00:16:44,260 --> 00:16:46,900 Like in some cases, if you get to that level, 279 00:16:46,900 --> 00:16:49,300 and I'm not saying never work with a male producer, 280 00:16:49,300 --> 00:16:54,020 you can, but if somebody is trying to get you 281 00:16:54,020 --> 00:16:59,020 to pay $10,000, so that they, like, 282 00:16:59,420 --> 00:17:02,060 I'm sorry, but like in not a major market, 283 00:17:02,060 --> 00:17:06,900 like $10,000 to have a studio album done in Arkansas, 284 00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:11,940 no, like you wouldn't even be charged that 285 00:17:11,940 --> 00:17:15,060 to do that in New York City, and that's the honest truth, 286 00:17:15,060 --> 00:17:20,060 so I am very grateful to that girl. 287 00:17:21,980 --> 00:17:24,580 So anyways, I moved to New York, 288 00:17:24,580 --> 00:17:27,940 and I busk in the subway, 289 00:17:27,940 --> 00:17:31,700 and I get a job at a juice company, 290 00:17:33,060 --> 00:17:35,740 and in episode two, we talked about what happened 291 00:17:35,740 --> 00:17:40,240 with the producer, so we don't need to go back into that, 292 00:17:40,240 --> 00:17:45,240 but in general, this story is just to tell you 293 00:17:45,360 --> 00:17:48,720 that like you just, sometimes you have to trust 294 00:17:48,720 --> 00:17:52,920 your gut instinct, and especially as an artist 295 00:17:52,920 --> 00:17:56,920 in this industry, people will try to take advantage of you, 296 00:17:56,920 --> 00:17:59,920 especially if they think you have money, 297 00:18:00,840 --> 00:18:05,320 and like people always have thought I have money 298 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:07,000 because of the way I carried myself, 299 00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:09,960 and I mean granted, look, I've been put in the nicest 300 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:12,800 private schools, the nicest, I mean, got Occidental, 301 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:16,720 every kid I knew almost had a trust fund, 302 00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:20,120 so of course people associate me with that, 303 00:18:20,120 --> 00:18:25,120 and they think she's wealthy, we can take advantage of her, 304 00:18:25,120 --> 00:18:30,120 and if they only knew, if they only knew, I am not. 305 00:18:32,240 --> 00:18:36,800 So yeah, if anybody's doing that to you, 306 00:18:36,800 --> 00:18:41,800 take the leap, it might work out for you in the end, 307 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:46,480 and it did for me, so I think that's gonna be 308 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:50,640 the end of episode three, I think we've talked about enough, 309 00:18:50,640 --> 00:18:53,360 if you guys have questions, I'm gonna open up 310 00:18:53,360 --> 00:18:58,360 some discussions, and yeah, this podcast isn't necessarily 311 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:01,680 always going to be about my music story, 312 00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:05,120 there are gonna be some other topics, 313 00:19:05,120 --> 00:19:08,480 like I have a whole 80 HD episode 314 00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:10,960 that we're gonna dive into next, 315 00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:15,320 because I guess that is kind of tied into music, 316 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:18,720 but it's all about how you can yield 80 HD 317 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:21,800 as a superpower in some cases, if you know 318 00:19:21,800 --> 00:19:26,800 how to work with it, so stay tuned for the next episode, 319 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:31,840 and as always, thanks for listening guys, love ya. 320 00:19:31,840 --> 00:19:35,120 I'll see you guys next time. 321 00:19:35,120 --> 00:20:02,120 I'll see you guys next time. 322 00:20:05,120 --> 00:20:07,920 Can we see back, can we wake up? 323 00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:13,120 Even on the golden days of the summer, so 324 00:20:13,120 --> 00:20:15,120 we can take a drive in the moonlight, 325 00:20:15,120 --> 00:20:19,280 sometimes on the summer, summer, summer, 326 00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:25,280 and then I hope to set back on the beach with a friend. 327 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:31,120 We all took something we didn't have to do, 328 00:20:31,120 --> 00:20:38,120 it was the waves running, 329 00:20:38,120 --> 00:20:43,120 I don't want this feeling to end, 330 00:20:43,120 --> 00:20:46,120 can we soak up the last reason, 331 00:20:46,120 --> 00:20:53,120 then I like the summer that we've been. 332 00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:55,120 Can we see back, can we wake up? 333 00:20:55,120 --> 00:21:00,120 Even on the golden days of the summer, so 334 00:21:00,120 --> 00:21:03,120 we can take a drive in the moonlight, 335 00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:06,120 sometimes on the summer, summer, summer, 336 00:21:06,120 --> 00:21:10,120 and then I hope to see back, can we wake up? 337 00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:16,120 Even on the golden days of the summer, so 338 00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:19,120 we can take a drive in the moonlight, 339 00:21:19,120 --> 00:21:23,120 sometimes on the summer, summer, summer, 340 00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:40,120 and then I hope to set back on the beach with a friend. 341 00:21:40,120 --> 00:21:42,120 Can we see back, can we wake up? 342 00:21:42,120 --> 00:21:45,120 Even on the golden days of the summer, 343 00:21:45,120 --> 00:21:48,120 so we can take a drive in the moonlight, 344 00:21:48,120 --> 00:21:50,120 sometimes on the summer, summer, 345 00:21:50,120 --> 00:21:53,120 summer, summer, summer, 346 00:21:53,120 --> 00:21:59,120 and then I know now, I don't want this feeling to end forever. 347 00:21:59,120 --> 00:22:01,120 Can we see back, can we wake up? 348 00:22:01,120 --> 00:22:07,120 Even on the golden days of the summer, so 349 00:22:07,120 --> 00:22:09,120 can we take a drive in the moonlight, 350 00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:13,120 sometimes on the summer, summer, summer, 351 00:22:13,120 --> 00:22:17,120 and then I hope to see back, can we wake up?