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I'd like to welcome everybody back to the Brandy Webisode.

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The Cognitive Collage Park, and it's time for your host, Wayne Golden.

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The Friends and Family, they call me QG for short.

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And if you feel like that's what we becoming, you can call me that too.

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Ah man, I'm in amazing mood, I can't even lie.

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Last night the Super Bowl went down.

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Philadelphia Eagles versus the Kansas City Chiefs.

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Neva won was my favorite team, I'm a Ravens guy obviously.

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But when the Eagles pulled it out, I was beyond happy like, man listen.

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That wasn't even the game.

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That shit was belt to S from whistle to whistle.

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I think the score was like 44 to 20 or some shit like that.

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Something in that range.

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And it wasn't competitive, not at all.

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Pass from the home, multiple picks, sacks seven times, fumbles.

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Like, eagles beat the ass.

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What I will give the Chiefs though is they like maintain 6-1 buckly,

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but they couldn't do shit with Jaylen Hurts like, Jaylen Hurts to me, I'm sorry.

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He was just getting outside the pocket, scramming, finding the open receivers.

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That Brevely shove shit on the one yard line is virtually unstoppable.

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Philly Mike got the best offensive and defensive lines in the world,

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most real shit.

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But I'm elated.

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Nick Wright, who I usually fuck with, because he's a pro LeBron guy like I am,

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he make valid points, but for some reason he has like the strong dislike for,

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I won't even call it dislike, like it's beyond the critique of like LeMond Jax and type of shit.

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And I get it.

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My home's AFC, LeMond's an AFC, so he rhymes for his guy.

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And if I want to make my, you know what I mean, my favorite player look like he's the best,

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I'm going to downplay other players around him.

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So that's the only time I really can't fuck with Nick Wright.

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But watching him today on First Things First with Chris Russo, like he was so humble,

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like you can see the, just he was sick to his fucking stomach and you can see it, but that was amazing.

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But the biggest highlight of the game for me was the Kendrick Lamar halftime show.

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Fucking massive.

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It was just, now, you know, I'm a person who's performed on like stages in front of crowds and shit.

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Like, you know, there's a certain level of like mental, mental fortitude you have to have, breath control.

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You know what I mean, you'll want to stand there in one spot and look, you know what I mean?

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You got to like play to the crowd and shit.

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That's some hard shit to do.

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Especially in his situation because one, you live to like your TV so you can't curse.

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You got to edit your words as you say it because like a lot of this shit with the rap shit, I guess music in general, like it's almost like muscle memory.

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So like, if you used to say in these particular words in the same pattern every time, it's kind of hard to break that pattern.

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You know what I mean?

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It was executed flawless.

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Like the stage was made to look like a PlayStation controller.

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But like, he had Uncle Sam out there, like telling him what he can and can't do while performing.

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And he happened to get Samuel L. Jackson of all people to play Uncle Sam fucking to chef's kiss.

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Like it was just, bro, he went crazy.

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And I like how he kept trying to, he kept teasing like, did not like us, not like us type of shit.

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He was like, I want to play that favorite song.

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And like the female backgrounds go, didn't do it.

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And he was like, but you know, they're probably soon and they play, they play like a half a beat of like, they just played a hit of croak.

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So he goes, no, I'm not going, I can't do it.

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As a matter of fact, ladies, help me out. We're going to slow down. He went to the song, Luther would like, SZA, which was like fire was clean.

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And then he did like another song with him and SZA.

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Then he did man in the garden fire.

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And then at the end, he was just like, or towards the end, he did like, what do you say?

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Oh, I forgot how like he set it up.

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They're going to, but then when that not like us beat dropped, must have done a beat.

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Hopefully, what crazy.

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Pearl going nuts.

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So he does that.

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Something like, all right, he probably going to cut it short before it gets to the hell.

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No, he's strutting and dancing.

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He walked me walking across the camera.

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He snickered, whips his head around, looks directly in the camera through the most evil smile ever seen in my life.

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Say, Drake, I hear you like I'm young.

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Nega on TV.

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You're going to ever go to sell block one.

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Any woman talk to him and they love just make sure you had your little sister from myself.

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Oh, God.

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So then he gets to the certified lover boy certified petter.

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Ah, you know what I mean?

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So he cut it off.

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So we are like, why you trolling like, ain't you tired?

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Trying to strike a chord and it's probably in the crowd said, amen, crazy insanity.

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Fucking insanity.

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And then right after that, he ends the set with TV off.

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He bring mustard out there.

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They go crazy.

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And then as like, as he finished the first verse, he start walking away.

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He act like he's digging in his pocket.

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He points his hand at the camera like it's a remote and says turn your TV off.

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All the lights go out.

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And then in the crowd, you can see it like lit up and license a game over.

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Yeah, fuck that.

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Bro, this is probably the most masterful ass whipping and hip hop history.

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Like fucking insanity is crazy.

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It was fire, bro.

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Super fire.

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Shout out to Kendrick Lamar.

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Shout out to the whole PG Lane.

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It's so much that I'm leaving out from like the jewelry war was significant.

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Like the things that Samuel was saying was significant.

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Like it was just, bro, it was crazy.

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It was deep.

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It was, that she was a piece of art.

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It's not to just walk from side to side to, you know, from one side of the stage to other side of the stage.

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Just reciting your shit.

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No, it was odd.

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Everything had intention.

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Everything was purposeful.

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And I saw a lot of people, I don't know what they were expecting, but they would say,

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I don't get it.

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This ain't the best performance I've ever seen.

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Just like, yo, it's fucking short sighted ass niggas.

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But to each his own.

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But for me and, you know, the people that I engage with, where we look at things on the deeper level,

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like this shit was impeccable.

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It was impeccable.

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Once again, man, shout out to that brother, man.

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He just, he might be the best of all time.

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Not solely off of this, but just his entire body of work, the things to speak on how he's able to convey the message,

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his beat selection is just.

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Masterful.

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He's definitely my top three.

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My top three is probably, it's M for sure.

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It's M, it's Kendrick and Nas.

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For me, don't get me wrong.

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There's a ton of rappers like I love, like I love Cameron.

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I love Lou Payne.

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I love Beanie Seagal.

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Like, you know what I mean?

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I love Scarface.

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Like, it's a bunch of niggas that I, that I fuck with.

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I think it's absolutely fine.

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But if I'm going upper, upper, upper echelon, like go level shit, it's Kendrick M and Nas for me.

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Man.

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So, man, I got that out the way, but I just had to get out the way.

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It was just amazing, bro.

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Like, I'll be honest, there's way to talk about another podcast on your own podcast,

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but I'm so looking forward to the Joe Button podcast, to hear that, hear that takes on it.

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It won't alter mine, whether it's positive or negative.

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Mine, my stance is my stance.

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Like, I think this is one of the greatest pieces of art I've ever saw.

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Definitely the most masterful ass whipping of all times on some hip hop shit.

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But I am intrigued to know, like, what that stance is.

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What else is going on?

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Oh, so, Saturday, they released the metallic Jordan 5s and shit.

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So, where I live at, there's like a sneaker store, not too far from, but like, it's in the cut.

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There's a main sneaker store near me, but there's a secondary one that most people don't go to,

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because whenever I go in there, it might be one person that most, two people in most type of shit.

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So, I was in there like, it was, I think, Thursday night.

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And I was talking to one of the guys in the store.

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I was like, yo, y'all getting the metallic 5s?

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I was like, yeah, man, you know, no raffles, none of that type of shit.

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It's first come, first served.

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I'm like, all right.

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And then, like, I'm off on the weekends and shit.

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I work Monday, Friday type of shit.

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So, like, I get up early on Saturday.

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I'm about to go up there and just get them.

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But I was just like, you know what?

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I got other important shit to focus on.

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Like, I'm going to actually fall back from these.

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If I get them, I'm going to get them.

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But any day I put out my mind, I don't really think about it.

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It's probably like three, four hours later.

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I'm on social media, just like scrolling this shit.

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And like, I see, it was like, I don't know what store it was in.

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It might have been like a downtown locker room, but maybe not.

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I'm not sure what store it was, but a bunch of niggas showed up to get them.

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They ran out of, it was some kind of dispute over past me.

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Niggas get the, they get the like scuffing and that.

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They go scuffle what shit they fighting.

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Somebody pull out a gun, pop one of the niggas.

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Whole store going to a fucking frenzy.

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It's like, damn, y'all niggas really crashed like that

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for some fucking shoes.

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Crazy.

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But I'm not justifying it.

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But you know, when, when you born and raised and the type of

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atmosphere is that we born and raised, then it's not really much to look forward to.

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It's not really much that we hold valuable, that we feel like give us value.

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And I know from like the outside looking in and she's like, oh, it's just a pair of shoes.

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But for, you know, niggas in the hood, it's a little more than that.

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It's like, you know, when you go your whole life, feeling like you have not, you know what I mean?

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And then when you're able to finally obtain something that make you feel on the same level as like, you know,

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maybe people that you admire or, you know what I mean?

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Or that you look up to or whatever the case may be.

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So for the outside looking in, it's like, oh, it's just a pair of sneakers.

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But for some people, it's like, it's validation.

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Like, damn.

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You know what I mean?

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Shit ain't perfect, but shit at least I got these.

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It's something to be happy about.

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It's something to build off.

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Like for most people, they get to get through like your day to day.

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Like you got to search for like those small victims.

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You know what I mean?

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And that can be whatever you consider to be a victim.

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Like, you know, getting on work on time or setting like a small goal.

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Like, all right, when I get up, I'm going to work off for 30 minutes.

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I'm a fucking take a shower.

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I'm a cook breakfast.

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Just small goals.

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like it sets a mindset for the day.

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Like, damn, I really got all that shit done.

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And now you just feel like you can enjoy the day because the things that you set out to achieve, you achieve.

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You know what I mean?

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And that, like I said, it's a small victory.

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So, damn, bro, if I get these pair of shoes, one, does it change my life?

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No.

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Does it make me happy as a person?

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Overall, probably not.

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And the midst of all these cloudy skies, these might just be a silver lining.

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And I might only be happy about it for like a fucking hour,

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but shit, at least I got that hour.

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You know what I mean?

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So, again, it's not to justify the actions that niggas took over something as simple as a pair of shoes,

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but, you know, for some people, it's not shoes.

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It's much deeper than that.

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So, I remember, like, my father said a quote one time,

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he goes, you'll envy a man with nice shoes until you meet a man with no feet.

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When I was younger, I didn't know what that shit meant.

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But essentially, what he was saying was, hey, man, whatever you got, be happy with it.

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Be appreciative of whatever it is that you got.

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Is it the best of the best?

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No.

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But it can always be worse.

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So, when you look down at, like, your scuff sneakers and you see a nigger walking by with a pair of fresh metallic fives.

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Damn, man.

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Shit, I want your hat down.

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And then as he walked by, you turn the wall down the street,

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and then here comes somebody coming down the street in a wheelchair with their leg missing.

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And I said, damn, I wouldn't trade these scuff sneakers for his position.

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You know what I mean?

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So, try to be gracious on what you got, what you have, you know what I mean?

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But I don't know.

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I think it was sad.

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It's a mess.

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Like, again, not just to find, but I can kind of understand the mindset that would make you want to be that aggressive.

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But at the same time, it's just like, bro, what are we doing this for?

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You're in the crowded place.

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Everybody got cell phones to the storage self has cameras.

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Like, so what are you going to shoot a nigger and then go home taking that and put on your new shoes and go to the cell phone?

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Well, you about to attempt to murder a mass slaughter, discharging the firearm and the public police, public endangerment.

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Like, they're going to rack that shit up on you for like some shit that probably took 30 seconds in totality.

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So shit that only costs about 200 bucks might cost you the next 20, 30, 40 years.

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And you still ain't going to get the way of them fucking shoes.

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It's nuts, man.

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Oh, yeah.

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Trump was at the game yesterday looking fucking orange as ever.

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They got that nigger like, it was at one point somebody said something in reference to him and Carl started boring.

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Got the fuck about it.

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Plus, like, he was he was rooting for the Kansas City Chiefs.

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He essentially like, I want to go with the winners, you know, like the winners.

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Patrick, my home is a good guy.

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Travis tells me, like, all right, he don't know the bullshit.

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He just knew it was in the bag.

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So that nigga probably don't know shit about football.

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He just figured these niggas do winners.

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I'm a winner.

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So they got they start getting that fucking monkey flip.

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The niggas just stomped out.

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Patrick, my home's literally had tears in his fucking eyes.

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Grown ass, man, making millions in nigga.

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You didn't won three championships.

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All right.

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This nigga is on the sideline.

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Literally crying.

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Not I'm not saying crying in a figurative way like he was wanting.

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No, this nigga had fucking tears in his eyes.

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This nigga had his bottom lip poked out, quivering like it was quivering like a fucking tub.

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He over there hugging people like, I'm sorry, man, I'm just hurt right now.

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Are you a bitch?

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Bitch ass.

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Travis Kelsey got with I thought it was Taylor Swift on some real shit.

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But now that he fuck with Taylor Swift, this nigga is he started rocking like the white nigga bangs and shit.

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The nigga went and his hair like Sean from Boy Meets World and shit.

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When he was fucking with the black business, nigga had feeds with the shape up.

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But I will give him this though.

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I remember like some interview was talking to Travis Kelsey and he had a feed and he was just like,

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so what is that called like the Kelsey cut?

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He goes, what?

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A fate?

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They go, yeah.

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He goes, no, this is not singing.

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Bro, have you never been around black people?

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So that much had to give him like, all right, I'll fucks with that.

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Yeah, fucking can't see the cheese, man.

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Ravens from life.

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Shout to the U.S. though.

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Filly Basics like our cousin.

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Filly and DC is like Baltimore cousins.

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Funny enough, Baltimore niggas and Filly niggas, they act exactly the same way.

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I swear to God, it's rolled up new balance to fucking chinhead like the houses to structure the city looks like the row houses look just like if you go to a Philly street.

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And then you go to a Baltimore street on the west side of the east side.

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It looks exactly like Philly.

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The only difference is like the shape of the street signs also real shit.

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It's really got that street sound like the little hump in the middle at the top.

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And now shit is just like a long rectangle type of shit.

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Shout to my DC niggas too though.

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I fucked with DC.

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I fucked with Filly too.

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I never understood that like why Baltimore DC has so much tension.

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But you know, if you really take a look throughout history, like people go, man, it's black on black crime.

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Well, yeah, you tend to fucking get into it the motherfuckers that's closest to you.

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Niggas wouldn't be here Baltimore gone, man, when I see that nigga from Nebraska, I wouldn't have fucked with you ever seen him.

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So they goes black and black crime.

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Yes, Asian on Asian crime is Hispanic on Hispanic crime is white on white crime.

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Like, but on some like, you know, manipulation type of shit, they're going to like highlight the black on black shit.

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Like that shit ain't everywhere.

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Like, you know, the police so afraid to black people so quick to put their guns on them.

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The number one killer police is fucking white males between the ages of 20 and like 35 or some shit.

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Because in them niggas minds, they go, this is my daddy's country.

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This is my granddaddy country.

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You gonna pull me over just because I'm drunk swerving in between lanes.

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And they will pull that gun out and shoot the shit out the cop.

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But they think he'll go to court and they'll be like, well, we got a factor in his upbringing.

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He grew up on a farm and his dad used to drink.

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It's like, all right, we're going to give him 20 years.

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Killed the nigga.

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He only get 20 years.

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Black nigga.

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Oh, bro, this nigga, the cop try to shoot him, stumble while he's trying to shoot him, end up shooting the fucking self.

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And they go get that black nigga likes who didn't get shot.

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I didn't even touch the gun.

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Yeah.

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But at the same time, if you didn't fucking get in the lane without signaling, he would never have to pull you over.

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It's a domino effect and they will give that nigga life.

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But again, this is some real shit.

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My kid probably 15, 16, grandma brought him like a PlayStation three or some shit.

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This is like years ago.

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And she took it back.

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He's acting up in school.

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This nigga wasn't got an axe and chopped her to fucking pieces.

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They put him in a mental institute until he was like 22 or 23.

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That thing is just out and about somewhere right now.

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Whole fools eating grapes and shit.

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Well, you clearly had a mental problem.

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The video game is addicted.

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We got to believe the video games for this.

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All right.

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Kid down in Florida.

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He's playing wrestling with his next or neighbor.

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Next to a neighbor.

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This kid was actually like on the spectrum type of shit.

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So, you know, he was in all that.

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Playing with the kid, they wrestling in the midst of it.

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He does like a wrestling move on the kid.

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The kid ended up dying.

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It wasn't purpose.

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It wasn't on purpose.

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They didn't affect in his mental health.

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They didn't affect in anything.

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They gave him life without parole.

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He's mentally challenged and he was like 14 or 15 and they charged him as an adult.

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And the kid who took the fucking ex from out the shed, walked up the steps,

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wait to grab him.

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I was sleep.

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Chopped in the fucking head and took a hit off.

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Then their hands, then their arms, then their legs, then their feet.

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Oh, no, man.

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It's the video games.

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But that's America.

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Well, no, that's not America.

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That's the United States.

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That's another thing I want to get away from.

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We are the United States of America.

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We are not America.

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The continent that we live on is America.

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You have North America, which consists of Canada, the United States, Mexico.

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You have South America continent that consists of Brazil, Costa Rica,

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you know what I mean?

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Colombia.

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It's all South America.

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But it's all America.

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Because of the continent.

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You know what I mean?

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So, like, I say that to say, let's use this analogy.

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So we'll substitute the continent for a state.

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We'll substitute the country for a city.

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So if a person go, oh, you from, you know what I mean?

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You from California.

379
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All right.

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So you must be from LA.

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No.

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I'm from, you know, LA.

383
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Well, it's all still California.

384
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No.

385
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I'm probably confusing you, Niggas.

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Long story short, the United States is, it is what it is.

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So, whatever.

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But I love it at the same time.

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But at the same time, it's inflation going on.

390
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A fucking card in the eggs is eight fucking dollars.

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And that's for the, that's for the dozen.

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If you get the card in the eggs that has like the additional half a dozen,

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where it's like 18 eggs instead of 12,

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then it's just 10, 11 fucking dollars.

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And San

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The utility companies are hiking their prices up.

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So some protestant shit going on for that,

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like try to get that shit stabilized.

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Judge finally stepped in a federal judge and said that

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Trump administration had no right to freeze the federal government.

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But like I said, it goes back to what I was saying earlier.

402
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But like I said, it was like, it was like, it was like.

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The old nigga don't say nothing back.

404
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So he goes, oh, he must got earphones in.

405
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I ain't tripping.

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He come back downstairs.

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We about to have this little meeting and shit.

408
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So all the engineers and man, he goes,

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he start looking around.

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He goes, hey, where's the older dude?

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So they was like, huh?

412
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Yeah, older dude.

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He's up in the mechanical room with a clipboard.

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He had glasses on, white hair, slick back,

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and everybody in the room face like,

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just look like what the fuck type of shit.

417
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I'm new here myself.

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I've only been here like a few weeks longer than the new kids.

419
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So like, I'm just confused looking around for this nigga too.

420
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So they totally just switched the subject.

421
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We get back to talking about whatever projects

422
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is coming up all this other shit.

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So then after the meeting is done, walking down the hallway,

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so a guy who's been here for a while, he goes, hey, man,

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why did you say that?

426
00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:38,480
So the young boys just like, oh, because I saw him upstairs.

427
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He goes, what mechanical room are you in?

428
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He's like, I was in the one to build the next house.

429
00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:47,640
So the dude, he's a Colombian guy.

430
00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:50,440
He just started doing the cross shit from his forehead

431
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to his stomach and shoulder to shoulder.

432
00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:54,320
He's doing that repeatedly in San Hel, Marais,

433
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and speaking in Spanish, some other shit.

434
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So now I'm intrigued.

435
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I go, why are you doing all that?

436
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He goes, look, man, there used to be an engineer who

437
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used to work here.

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He found out that he was terminally ill with cancer.

439
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:09,600
And so the job was trying to not let him go,

440
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but he was like, just stay at home.

441
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:13,760
We're going to pay you full wage regardless.

442
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Just spend your time with your family.

443
00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:18,360
And he said, all right, thank you.

444
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I appreciate you.

445
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He shook everybody's hand.

446
00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:22,480
Then he went upstairs to the mechanical room

447
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and went out onto the roof and then

448
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jumped off the building and killed himself.

449
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So when the guy told me that, I was like, oh, shit.

450
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He goes, no, it's real.

451
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He tells me the guy name, which I won't say, out of respect.

452
00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:37,200
So I look it up.

453
00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:38,960
Yeah, that shit happened.

454
00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:40,080
That's a real thing.

455
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I said, oh, shit.

456
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The fucked up part is the young nigga don't even

457
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believe in ghosts.

458
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I do.

459
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So the next day, I'm up in the mechanical room and shit.

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I turn the lights out.

461
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I'm just walking around the fucking mechanical room

462
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in the dark, hoping to see this fucking ghost.

463
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Nothing.

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Nothing.

465
00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:06,680
But anyways, I'm going to keep pursuing that because that

466
00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:07,840
shit was crazy.

467
00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:09,440
Like, oh, shit.

468
00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:10,960
My hair's standing up thinking about that shit.

469
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:13,040
That's crazy.

470
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:16,720
But anyways, that's been my past week.

471
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So whatever's here in this, man, I hope you stay safe.

472
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Hope you stay positive.

473
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:22,880
Stay productive.

474
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Whatever goal you chase and I hope you achieve it.

475
00:27:25,320 --> 00:27:28,040
If you don't achieve it, you get one step closer to achieving

476
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it.

477
00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:31,760
But if you happen to achieve it, you know what I mean?

478
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Don't rest on your laurels.

479
00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:35,800
Set a new goal and then pursue it.

480
00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:38,760
And out of everything I said today,

481
00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:40,840
if you were feeling it, if you wasn't feeling it,

482
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:45,200
if you agree, if you disagree, hit me up on Instagram

483
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:46,280
at QGMusic.

484
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:50,280
That's QGMUSIC on Instagram.

485
00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:51,400
Tell me how you feel.

486
00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:52,520
Tell me if you fuck with it.

487
00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:55,560
Tell me if you don't fuck with it.

488
00:27:55,560 --> 00:27:56,920
Yeah.

489
00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:58,280
Man, it's a good time, man.

490
00:27:58,280 --> 00:27:59,760
Not a long time.

491
00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:06,440
So with that being said, peace.