1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 Yo! 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:05,000 I'd like to welcome everybody back 3 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:08,000 to a brand new episode 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:10,000 of the cognitive-colort podcast 5 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:13,000 I'm your host, Quentin Gold. 6 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:15,000 With friends and family, 7 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:17,000 they call me QG for short. 8 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:19,000 And if you feel like that's what we be coming, 9 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:21,000 you can call me that too. 10 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:25,000 Where to begin? 11 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:28,000 Uh... 12 00:00:28,000 --> 00:00:31,000 Uh... 13 00:00:31,000 --> 00:00:34,000 I don't want all my episodes to be so somber, 14 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:37,000 but like the world, this season of America 15 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:41,000 is fucking trash already, like, it's terrible. 16 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:43,000 Uh... 17 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:46,000 ICE, who's a... 18 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:50,000 immigration-like military type of shit, 19 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:53,000 they are literally showing up to children's schools 20 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:55,000 and trying to take the kids out of school 21 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:57,000 to force the parents to show up to get their kids 22 00:00:57,000 --> 00:01:00,000 so they can deport them off. 23 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:03,000 That's the real thing. 24 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:05,000 It's not... 25 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:07,000 I'm not exaggerating, I'm not putting sauce on it. 26 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:11,000 That's the real thing. 27 00:01:11,000 --> 00:01:15,000 But while that's going on, 28 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:19,000 uh, Drake is trying to sue his record label 29 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:22,000 for defamation. 30 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:24,000 Basically his feelings was hurt 31 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:26,000 because he lost to Kendrick Lamar, so 32 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:29,000 that's the thing now. 33 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:32,000 Well, I think it's soon over this record. 34 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:35,000 But whatever. 35 00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:37,000 Uh... what else? 36 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:40,000 What else? 37 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:44,000 Um... 38 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:46,000 The Kansas City Chiefs and the referees 39 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:48,000 cheated per usual, so they're heading back 40 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:51,000 to the Super Bowl versus the Eagles. 41 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:53,000 Uh, I'm not a fan of Eva, 42 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:56,000 but I want the Eagles... 43 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:58,000 I do like Ciccone Bucke, you know. 44 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:01,000 And Jaylen really cool too, I ain't mad at that. 45 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:04,000 So I want the Chiefs to lose, obviously. 46 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:07,000 Uh, what else is going on? 47 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:10,000 Oh, DJ Academics was, uh... 48 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:13,000 on a live stream, 49 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:15,000 joking with a ad quartet I can't see, 50 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:19,000 but joking with a 15-year-old kid, 51 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:21,000 uh... 52 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:23,000 telling him to do gay shit, 53 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:27,000 and then, uh, just tell him to get some pussy in general. 54 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:29,000 And the kid is just like, this is weird. 55 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:31,000 Get me... and he just keeps going. 56 00:02:31,000 --> 00:02:33,000 So then he goes, I'm just joking 57 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:35,000 because he got a whole bunch of backlash. 58 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,000 But this nigga said, 59 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:39,000 anybody who has little brothers or older brothers, 60 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:41,000 they know that people joke like this. 61 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,000 All right. 62 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:45,000 But instead of just apologizing, 63 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:47,000 taking some other accountability, he was just like, 64 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:50,000 you Kendrick fans, it's blowing this out of proportion. 65 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:52,000 Nigga, nobody makes you get on that stream. 66 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:54,000 Nobody made you say that shit. 67 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:56,000 But what else? 68 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:00,000 Uh... 69 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:04,000 I want to hit the lottery. 70 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:06,000 So... 71 00:03:06,000 --> 00:03:08,000 Uh... 72 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:11,000 Actually, you know what? On some for real shit, 73 00:03:11,000 --> 00:03:13,000 I'm about to become strategic 74 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:15,000 when it comes to, like, the lottery. 75 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:19,000 I know it's a game of chance, essentially. 76 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:23,000 But I think if you apply some level of strategicness to it, 77 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:27,000 like, you know, when I budget my money for the month, 78 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:29,000 oh, this money is going to this, 79 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:31,000 this money is allocated for this, 80 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:34,000 I'm going to actually include the lottery in my budget. 81 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:37,000 And I know that sounds fucking irrational. 82 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:39,000 But... 83 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:43,000 I think I'm going to do 84 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:46,000 $10 a week. 85 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:49,000 However I divvy up that 10 throughout that week, 86 00:03:49,000 --> 00:03:53,000 but $10 a week, four weeks in a month, so $40 a month. 87 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:58,000 My truck costs about $40 a so-called my tank, so... 88 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:00,000 I won't miss it. 89 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:04,000 But it might not hit, but then again, who the fuck knows? 90 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:07,000 Oh, this shit is a simulation anyway, but 91 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:09,000 I ain't going to get into that. 92 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:13,000 But I am going to try to hit the lottery. 93 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:19,000 And if I do, this will be the last episode of my pocket. 94 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:21,000 No, no, no. 95 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:23,000 I would still do it. 96 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:25,000 Just like I said, this shit is fun. I like it. 97 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:28,000 It's just some fun thing to do. 98 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:33,000 So I like to find, like, random shows 99 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:35,000 and just, like, watch them. 100 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:38,000 So in the past week, it's a show on... 101 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:41,000 It's on Netflix, but I want to see it originally. 102 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:45,000 It's on, like, on Heacock, I believe. 103 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:49,000 The show is called... 104 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:51,000 AP Biome? 105 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:56,000 Advanced Placement Bichemistry, but it's a comedy. 106 00:04:56,000 --> 00:05:01,000 So the star, if the star of the show... 107 00:05:01,000 --> 00:05:05,000 I know his real name is Glen, but I can't think of his last name, 108 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:09,000 but he basically plays Dennis from... 109 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:12,000 I who plays Dennis from Always Sunny in Philadelphia. 110 00:05:12,000 --> 00:05:17,000 He's, like, this Harvard graduate who... 111 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:20,000 pretty much, like, fucking, like, ruined his career 112 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:22,000 trying to fight an old dude or some shit 113 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,000 because he didn't win a award or something. 114 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,000 So he's forced to go back to his hometown. 115 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:31,000 And he's working as, like, a high school biology teacher. 116 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:35,000 And he refuses to teach the kids any biology. 117 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:38,000 He just makes to... he forces the kids to help him get revenge 118 00:05:38,000 --> 00:05:40,000 and to be his enemies. 119 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,000 It's fucking hilarious. 120 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,000 Patton Hall's well-desended as the principal. 121 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:47,000 He's fucking... it's a great cast, but it's... 122 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:49,000 it's just a great show. 123 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:52,000 And I made the stupid fucking mistake of basically binging it. 124 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:55,000 So I had four seasons, and I want to say the first two seasons 125 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:58,000 were, like, 16 episodes, and then the last two seasons 126 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:00,000 were eight episodes apiece. 127 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:03,000 And I got one episode left, 128 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:05,000 and I don't want to watch it 129 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:07,000 because then it'll officially be over. 130 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,000 So I started Googling, like, 131 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:11,000 will there be a season five? 132 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:13,000 And he was just like, no, it was canceled. 133 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:14,000 I was like, fuck. 134 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:16,000 Amazing show, though. 135 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:18,000 Like, it's funny as shit. 136 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:20,000 It's... hmm. 137 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:22,000 A good description of it would be 138 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:26,000 Always Sunny in Philadelphia meets Abbot Elementary. 139 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:28,000 It's amazing. 140 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:30,000 The kids agree to... 141 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:33,000 I mean, it's just a good show. 142 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:35,000 All the support and the actors... 143 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,000 sometimes it'd be just like the random, like, 144 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:40,000 banner in the background, like... 145 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:43,000 Like, so the main stars would be talking about whatever. 146 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:46,000 And then a third party might walk up and start talking to him. 147 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,000 And when the third party walks away, 148 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:51,000 he might be, like, mumbling something to himself. 149 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:54,000 And it'll be some of the most outrageous shit you ever heard. 150 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:56,000 It's just funny. 151 00:06:56,000 --> 00:07:00,000 It's like the NPCs and, like, Grand Theft Auto or some shit. 152 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:05,000 It's just a great show. 153 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:07,000 Uh... oh. 154 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:10,000 This is something that pissed me off, so... 155 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:14,000 Last week, the Ravens played against the Bustle of the Builds. 156 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:16,000 Josh Allen versus... 157 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:18,000 Uh... 158 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:21,000 Yeah, Josh Allen versus Lamar Jackson. 159 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:24,000 You know, they was in a run-off for MVP and all this shit. 160 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:26,000 So... 161 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:27,000 The Ravens were down. 162 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:29,000 At the end, Lamar throws a fucking touchdown. 163 00:07:29,000 --> 00:07:33,000 We had two-point conversion away from sending this shit to overtime, basically. 164 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:35,000 And Mark Andrews, the ball hit him in both hands. 165 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:37,000 In the end zone, he drops it. 166 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:40,000 Game over, we lose. 167 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:45,000 I typically avoid sports in any sports-related talk show 168 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:47,000 after a Ravens-like loss, 169 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:50,000 because, like, they hold Lamar to this unfair standard. 170 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:54,000 So, you know, man, the ball could have been placed better. 171 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:56,000 It was a perfect fucking pass. 172 00:07:56,000 --> 00:07:58,000 It was in his hands. 173 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:01,000 Granted, it was cold, it was slippery, it was icy, whatever. 174 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:04,000 And he drops it. All right, game over. 175 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:07,000 They ran Lamar named through the fucking mud. 176 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:14,000 So, last night, the Buffalo Builds had to play the Kansas City Chiefs 177 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:16,000 in the AFC Championship. 178 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:20,000 The referees and the fucking... 179 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:22,000 Chiefs cheated. Whatever. 180 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:24,000 Long story short, 181 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:27,000 Josh Allen and the Builds, they lose. 182 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:30,000 So, it's like, all right, I get on. 183 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:35,000 I go to YouTube to catch highlights of, like, talk shows and all that shit. 184 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:41,000 No, no bad mousin', no critiques of Josh Allen. 185 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:43,000 If he played a perfect game, we just... 186 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:46,000 No, he didn't. He is the reason why they lost. 187 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:51,000 This only makes me feel strong about how much of the MVP... 188 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:53,000 Bro, are you fucking kidding me? 189 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:55,000 So, it's this double-standard, this sports. 190 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:58,000 I don't know why the narrative is they hate Lamar, 191 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:00,000 but they just fucking hate Lamar. 192 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:03,000 And, granted, I am a Ravens fan, and a Lamar Jackson fan, 193 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:07,000 but I can put that shit to the side. 194 00:09:07,000 --> 00:09:11,000 I don't know if it's because Lamar's not like a media dullin'. 195 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:16,000 Like, he's not the first person you think of who represents the NFL. 196 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:19,000 They want the Tom Brady's to my home. 197 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:23,000 But Lamar's Lamar, he really him. 198 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:27,000 So, but I just watched how they, like, tore him down, 199 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:31,000 but, hey, man, we gotta give Josh some grace. 200 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:32,000 And I like Josh Allen a lot. 201 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:35,000 I think he's a good dude. I think he's a great fucking player. 202 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:36,000 You know what I mean? 203 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:40,000 But, like, the double standard that they held to is fucking insane, so... 204 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:43,000 But I noticed there were, like, a lot of shit, 205 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:46,000 but niggas ain't really had that talk. 206 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:48,000 Actually, you know what? I am gonna have that talk. 207 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:51,000 Fuck it. I ain't really got shit goin' on. 208 00:09:51,000 --> 00:09:57,000 Yo, throughout society, shit, throughout societal history, 209 00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:59,000 if you want to be technical, 210 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:03,000 it's always been this, like, unfair double standard. 211 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:06,000 Or the way... 212 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:08,000 Because this is deep in the football. 213 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,000 This is... 214 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,000 This is life shit. I want some real shit. 215 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:16,000 So, growing up, I was a kid who... 216 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:18,000 I didn't just listen to rap music. 217 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,000 Like, I listened to every genre. So, for me, 218 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:24,000 there is no bad genre of music. 219 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:28,000 Whether it's rap, bluegrass, pop, country, rock and roll, 220 00:10:28,000 --> 00:10:31,000 whatever you into, jazz, whatever. 221 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:36,000 There's good and bad versions of all of those things. 222 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:39,000 So, I always had, like, 223 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:42,000 because I can draw and paint and all that type of shit. 224 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:44,000 So, like, I like... 225 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:46,000 I like home design. 226 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:48,000 I like interior decorating. 227 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:50,000 I like seeing houses built from the foundation up on YouTube. 228 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:53,000 I like seeing renovations. Like, I'm into that type of shit. 229 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:55,000 And I've always been. 230 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:59,000 So, when I was fucking 15, 16, 231 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:02,000 I'd go outside and do some stupid hood rat shit. 232 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:05,000 But then, I'd come in the house and watch fucking... 233 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:09,000 HGTV, and then I'd watch fucking Duff's and Scree's. 234 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:11,000 You know what I mean? 235 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:16,000 But anyway, I used to watch Extreme Home Makeover. 236 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:19,000 I can't remember the host name, but once his name was like Ty, 237 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:22,000 or something like that, White Dude, or BDIs and shit. 238 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:24,000 I remember he got like, D.U.I. It was hilarious. 239 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:28,000 Like, that's not hilarious. He could've just... whatever. 240 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:32,000 The long story short, like, 241 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:36,000 at some point, they started showing Extreme Home Makeover 242 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:38,000 on the country music network. 243 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:41,000 They say, wait, MTV stopped pretty much showing music videos, 244 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:44,000 and it was just like TV, like syndicated shows and shit. 245 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:47,000 So, I was like, I don't want to watch Extreme Home Makeover. 246 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:51,000 So, at the time, they were doing The Sensors. 247 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:54,000 And, you know, The Sensors, like, they sent it out, 248 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:56,000 and they pretty much trying to get, like, 249 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:59,000 an idea of, like, demographics for particular communities. 250 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:02,000 If this community only has one library, 251 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:04,000 that this one has four libraries, 252 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:07,000 all right, how can we counteract that to balance it out type of shit? 253 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:11,000 So, Extreme Home Makeover goes to the commercial. 254 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:14,000 I don't even think about it. 255 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:18,000 Where this commercial comes on, and it's like this guy, 256 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:20,000 white guy, just walking in this open field, 257 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:24,000 and he walks up to the camera, he goes, hey, fill out your senses. 258 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:26,000 It can help your community. 259 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:28,000 And then the commercial just goes off. 260 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:30,000 I don't think nothing about it. 261 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:32,000 Now, I've never been a fan of BDC. 262 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:36,000 I can understand the importance of it, but... 263 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:40,000 Ah, man, I don't want to go crazy on BDC right now. 264 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:41,000 But I... 265 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:44,000 It's jiggable shit to me if I'm keeping a butt. 266 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:48,000 You got fucking real world on MTV, 267 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:52,000 and then you got to make fucking College Hill. 268 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:57,000 Or you have, like, fucking TRL. 269 00:12:57,000 --> 00:13:01,000 And then you get one on Six Apart. 270 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:03,000 You know, just that type of shit. 271 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:05,000 It's just like, be some original shit. 272 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:07,000 Just stop making black versions of shit. 273 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:09,000 Like, I don't like that shit. 274 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:14,000 Anyways, so it's the next day, and I'm watching one on Six and Park, 275 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:16,000 because Dip Set is supposed to be on there, 276 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:18,000 and I'm a huge camera fan and shit. 277 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:20,000 So, like, I'm watching this shit. 278 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:23,000 It goes to commercial. 279 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:26,000 And then it's show like this neighborhood in Brooklyn 280 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:28,000 or some shit in New York. 281 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:30,000 It's like black and Puerto Rican people out there, 282 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:32,000 like these niggas, it's like beatbox and then pop lock 283 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:34,000 and then playing boomboxes and sitting on the steps 284 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:36,000 and popping their head and all that shit. 285 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:38,000 So I don't know what the fuck this commercial is about. 286 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:40,000 And then all of a sudden, and this is like fucking 287 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:43,000 after school special hip hop sound and beat, boom, boom, 288 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:46,000 but don't punch, like, with some wacky ass 289 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:48,000 melody trash. 290 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:51,000 But anyways, I'm watching the commercial and I go, 291 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:53,000 what are they trying to sell? 292 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:55,000 Like, I'm confused at this commercial. 293 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:58,000 So then some black dude with dress walk up to the camera 294 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:01,000 and go, hey, yo, you want to fix up your hood? 295 00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:04,000 Fill out the senses, word up. 296 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:07,000 And then the commercial goes, I can work that fuck. 297 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:11,000 Is that, is that what they think it takes us to 298 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:13,000 exorbit message? 299 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:15,000 To now, I'm pissed. 300 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:17,000 I can see in the watch BTC so I can see the camera 301 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:19,000 on performance shit. 302 00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:21,000 This is back when like, old boy was out and shit. 303 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:24,000 So once that shit goes off, whatever. 304 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:25,000 I'm sitting there. 305 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:26,000 I'm kind of stuck on that. 306 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:30,000 So I'm like, man, like, it's kind of blatant, but 307 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:32,000 I'm like, I'm not gonna do it. 308 00:14:32,000 --> 00:14:34,000 So I was like, all right, this is what I'm gonna do. 309 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:38,000 The next day I took a pen and a pad and I spent my first 310 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:42,000 half of the day watching the country music channel just 311 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:43,000 for the commercials. 312 00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:46,000 And I'm like documenting what commercials I said. 313 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:47,000 Okay. 314 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:48,000 Okay. 315 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:49,000 Okay. 316 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:50,000 Right in that there. 317 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:51,000 Okay. 318 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:55,000 And then the second half of the day I watched BTC solely 319 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:56,000 for the commercials. 320 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:57,000 Make a list of that. 321 00:14:57,000 --> 00:14:59,000 Okay. 322 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:03,000 And when that shit was done, I sit there. 323 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:06,000 I look at the list and I can pay the commercials to 324 00:15:06,000 --> 00:15:07,000 themselves. 325 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:08,000 I'd see each other. 326 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:13,000 I should say on the country music channel, all the 327 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:14,000 commercials. 328 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:16,000 Hey, man, you want to see these vitamins to get healthy? 329 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:18,000 Hey, is your credit damaged? 330 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:20,000 This is how you get tax released. 331 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:21,000 This is how they're done. 332 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:23,000 Yo, this is when you're. 333 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:26,000 Then I saw analyzing the BTC commercials. 334 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:29,000 Everything was fast food or fucking sneakers or 335 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:32,000 promoting some kind of beef DVD or some stupid ass shit. 336 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:35,000 Nothing to make niggas strive or think that, you know, we 337 00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:36,000 deserve more. 338 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:39,000 So it's like subconscious type of programming type of 339 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:40,000 shit. 340 00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:43,000 Like it's small subtle shit that most of us don't pay 341 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:45,000 attention to like. 342 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:47,000 And this is, I want to make this a black and white 343 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:50,000 thing, but fucking. 344 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:53,000 You think of a white person, you go, he's an American. 345 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:55,000 Nobody bats an eye at that shit. 346 00:15:55,000 --> 00:16:00,000 But then everybody else Latin American, Asian American, 347 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:04,000 African American. 348 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:07,000 The natives of America is called the natives of 349 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:08,000 America. 350 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:11,000 They should be the ones just called Americans and 351 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:13,000 technically they shouldn't even be called that because 352 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:15,000 nobody know what the fuck the name was. 353 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:17,000 Is there a heritage or something? 354 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,000 But the fact that you see a white guy in the school is 355 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:21,000 American, but why isn't he English? 356 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:25,000 American, why isn't he Polish American, Russian American, 357 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:27,000 whatever. 358 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:31,000 So white people, they just Americans and so everybody 359 00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:34,000 else does something then American, which makes you 360 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:36,000 less than. 361 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:38,000 No man. 362 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:40,000 Even with that shit. 363 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,000 When I hear white people say, say to like a Mexican 364 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:45,000 person, go back to your fucking country, get out of 365 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:46,000 America. 366 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:50,000 It's just like, hmm, Mexico's in America. 367 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:55,000 It's the North American continent. 368 00:16:55,000 --> 00:17:00,000 Which consists of Canada, the United States and 369 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:03,000 Mexico is North America. 370 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:07,000 South America is Brazil. 371 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:14,000 It's fucking Costa Rica is Columbia is. 372 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:15,000 Yeah. 373 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:22,000 So technically Mexicans are Americans because it's on 374 00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:26,000 the continent of North America. 375 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:31,000 Our country is the United States of America, but 376 00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:33,000 it's not America. 377 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:38,000 It's the United States of the American continent. 378 00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:41,000 You give it on saying, but it's such subtle shit like 379 00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:44,000 that that we don't even think about. 380 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:46,000 But whatever. 381 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,000 I don't know what I'm talking about in case the 382 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,000 government listen. 383 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:50,000 They probably not. 384 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:52,000 But if they are, I don't know what I'm talking about. 385 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,000 I'm just joking. 386 00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:54,000 I don't know. 387 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:56,000 They fucking kill you. 388 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,000 They think you're smart. 389 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:59,000 They go make a little clever than we thought he would 390 00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:01,000 do. 391 00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:03,000 Yeah, he's going to have an accident. 392 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:05,000 Also, I'm making that close to the truck. 393 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:06,000 Can't see. 394 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,000 They get a fucking camera. 395 00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:09,000 But at the same time, I don't really want a camera. 396 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:11,000 I like this shit. 397 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:13,000 If you motherfuckers want to know what I look like, do 398 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:15,000 diligence. 399 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:18,000 I fucking plug my Instagram at the end of every episode. 400 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:20,000 I can write it down. 401 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:23,000 Go click the link or go click the profile. 402 00:18:23,000 --> 00:18:24,000 See what the fuck I look like. 403 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,000 I don't really think I got any pictures on that motherfucker 404 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:27,000 even. 405 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:29,000 I'm only just be posting like beats and sneakers and 406 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:31,000 cover up for shit I be working on. 407 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:33,000 But it might be one or two on that motherfucker. 408 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:35,000 I don't know. 409 00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,000 They know. 410 00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:38,000 There's even that's a little inside. 411 00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:40,000 Anyways. 412 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:44,000 Everything's fucked up. 413 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:46,000 But then at the same time, life is beautiful. 414 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:49,000 There's also fucked up. 415 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:53,000 Honestly, I honestly, I'm starting to more and more believe 416 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:56,000 in like simulation theory. 417 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:58,000 Like. 418 00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:03,000 And it's so many times I can go go into, but I don't really 419 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:04,000 want to. 420 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,000 Because I don't feel like over the top. 421 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:10,000 And at the same time, I don't really feel like a sin in 422 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:11,000 nobody. 423 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:14,000 But you know, I remember one time I asked somebody, I go, 424 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:16,000 bro, do you believe in reincarnation? 425 00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:18,000 And he goes, yeah, for sure. 426 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:21,000 Yo, I think my son might actually be my grandfather. 427 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:23,000 I go, okay. 428 00:19:23,000 --> 00:19:25,000 Maybe. 429 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:27,000 I say, but do you believe in heaven? 430 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:29,000 Of course. 431 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:31,000 How can you get both? 432 00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:32,000 I don't know. 433 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,000 I don't know. 434 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:34,000 I don't know. 435 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,000 You don't know. 436 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:39,000 I don't know, but I do believe in God. 437 00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:41,000 I don't believe in God. 438 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:42,000 I don't know. 439 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:43,000 You don't know. 440 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:46,000 I don't believe in God as far as I can go. 441 00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:49,000 You don't know a thing. 442 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:51,000 I just don't believe in God. 443 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:55,000 I think I saw a ghost over there. 444 00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:58,000 It was weird. 445 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,000 So. 446 00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,300 It was weird. 447 00:20:02,300 --> 00:20:07,140 So my kitchen in my house is like super dark, 448 00:20:07,140 --> 00:20:09,480 but like it's like an open concept. 449 00:20:09,480 --> 00:20:11,980 So like kitchen, the dining room, the living room 450 00:20:11,980 --> 00:20:13,980 is essentially like all in the same spot 451 00:20:13,980 --> 00:20:16,180 except for like the island or like the bar 452 00:20:16,180 --> 00:20:17,620 that kind of like separate the space, 453 00:20:17,620 --> 00:20:20,660 but it's pretty much all open to each other. 454 00:20:20,660 --> 00:20:22,660 So we walk out there and it's like dark, 455 00:20:24,020 --> 00:20:27,620 like the shadows and shit like of like furniture 456 00:20:27,620 --> 00:20:31,180 and chairs and whatever's like hanging up with plantas 457 00:20:31,180 --> 00:20:32,600 shit like that. 458 00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:34,400 It'll look like a human form. 459 00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:35,740 And like you'll sit there for like, 460 00:20:35,740 --> 00:20:37,620 I'm sitting there for a good like 10, 20 seconds. 461 00:20:37,620 --> 00:20:40,700 I'm like that I can make out the outline of the head, 462 00:20:40,700 --> 00:20:42,940 neck, shoulders, arms. 463 00:20:42,940 --> 00:20:45,420 I'm like, it's a fucking person standing there. 464 00:20:45,420 --> 00:20:47,460 And then when you turn the light on, 465 00:20:47,460 --> 00:20:51,100 it's like a fucking jacket on the back of like a bar stool, 466 00:20:51,100 --> 00:20:54,800 some shit and just like, that doesn't make sense. 467 00:20:54,800 --> 00:20:59,140 So I don't know, I should might be haunted, 468 00:20:59,140 --> 00:21:00,060 might not be haunted. 469 00:21:00,060 --> 00:21:00,900 I don't know. 470 00:21:02,020 --> 00:21:04,420 I like ghost though, if I'm being honest. 471 00:21:05,940 --> 00:21:10,940 I think ghost got a bad PR. 472 00:21:12,860 --> 00:21:13,780 They got bad PR. 473 00:21:15,540 --> 00:21:20,540 If you from like, I don't know, fucking Wisconsin lava, 474 00:21:20,540 --> 00:21:23,300 Wisconsin lava. 475 00:21:23,300 --> 00:21:25,580 And you've never been around like any black people. 476 00:21:25,580 --> 00:21:28,060 Your only point of reference would be movies, 477 00:21:28,060 --> 00:21:29,660 music videos, whatever the fuck. 478 00:21:29,660 --> 00:21:33,740 So when you see that, you go, oh, that's what they like. 479 00:21:33,740 --> 00:21:35,980 And then through your travels, 480 00:21:35,980 --> 00:21:39,220 you'll actually like meet one or meet like a black person 481 00:21:39,220 --> 00:21:40,340 and some shit you can go. 482 00:21:40,340 --> 00:21:43,300 And then when they speak, we're like, you know, 483 00:21:44,660 --> 00:21:47,300 grammatically correct and they have like good diction 484 00:21:47,300 --> 00:21:48,500 in their words and all that shit. 485 00:21:48,500 --> 00:21:50,620 And they have like advanced like vernacular. 486 00:21:50,620 --> 00:21:53,860 You go, holy shit, I'm surprised. 487 00:21:53,860 --> 00:21:56,100 And then they're confused like surprised at what? 488 00:21:56,100 --> 00:21:58,020 That I talk like a human being. 489 00:21:58,020 --> 00:21:59,820 No, I ain't mean that way. 490 00:21:59,820 --> 00:22:02,060 I think it's the same shit with ghosts. 491 00:22:02,060 --> 00:22:07,060 Cause again, you know, energy can be created and destroyed. 492 00:22:09,180 --> 00:22:10,140 It can only transfer. 493 00:22:10,140 --> 00:22:12,300 It always existed, always will exist. 494 00:22:12,300 --> 00:22:15,780 Our bodies have electrons, protons, neutrons. 495 00:22:15,780 --> 00:22:18,900 We have biologically scientifically proven 496 00:22:18,900 --> 00:22:20,300 that we contain electricity, 497 00:22:20,300 --> 00:22:24,100 but it's also a scientific fact that energy 498 00:22:24,100 --> 00:22:25,180 can be created and destroyed. 499 00:22:25,180 --> 00:22:26,220 It can only transfer. 500 00:22:26,220 --> 00:22:29,740 So if this shell fades and that energy transfers, 501 00:22:29,740 --> 00:22:32,540 cause it can't die, which I think that's what the soul is, 502 00:22:33,740 --> 00:22:35,060 where does it go? 503 00:22:35,060 --> 00:22:37,700 And I think that's what create ghosts. 504 00:22:37,700 --> 00:22:39,580 You know what I'm saying? 505 00:22:39,580 --> 00:22:42,060 But as far as like shadow motherfucking suits, 506 00:22:42,060 --> 00:22:43,540 like peek around corners and shit, 507 00:22:43,540 --> 00:22:46,700 I don't understand them niggas, them niggas are scary. 508 00:22:46,700 --> 00:22:49,580 Cause if they do exist and you have in a glance 509 00:22:49,580 --> 00:22:52,100 and see a nigga like swing his head back 510 00:22:52,100 --> 00:22:54,660 or like move his head out the way to avoid being seen, 511 00:22:54,660 --> 00:22:58,460 like first of all, fuck are you creeping for? 512 00:22:58,460 --> 00:23:00,540 Second of all, what the fuck are you? 513 00:23:00,540 --> 00:23:01,940 Where the fuck are you from? 514 00:23:01,940 --> 00:23:03,660 But ghosts, I just, like it's just, 515 00:23:03,660 --> 00:23:06,380 if they do exist, which I believe they do, 516 00:23:06,380 --> 00:23:07,940 it's just misplaced energy. 517 00:23:07,940 --> 00:23:09,540 It's energy with nowhere to go. 518 00:23:10,500 --> 00:23:12,580 And I just think like the first time 519 00:23:12,580 --> 00:23:14,540 I'm fucking so a ghost, 520 00:23:14,540 --> 00:23:16,260 it could have been like a ghost of like a nigga 521 00:23:16,260 --> 00:23:17,620 who used to like fuck his wife or some shit. 522 00:23:17,620 --> 00:23:18,820 So he's like, ghost are bad. 523 00:23:18,820 --> 00:23:22,180 And then he wrote like a poem about Ebenezer Scrooge 524 00:23:22,180 --> 00:23:24,380 or whatever, fuck that one, I can't talk about it. 525 00:23:24,380 --> 00:23:27,300 But anyways, and I think ghosts just got a bad, 526 00:23:27,300 --> 00:23:29,460 technically, technically, 527 00:23:31,260 --> 00:23:34,140 the father, the son and the Holy Spirit. 528 00:23:34,140 --> 00:23:37,540 And what's the difference between a spirit and a ghost? 529 00:23:37,540 --> 00:23:38,380 Nothing. 530 00:23:40,020 --> 00:23:41,580 But I know a bunch of niggas will believe in God, 531 00:23:41,580 --> 00:23:44,020 but don't believe in ghosts, right nigga? 532 00:23:44,020 --> 00:23:46,620 Anyways, I'm all over the fucking place 533 00:23:46,620 --> 00:23:47,940 and I don't give a fuck. 534 00:23:52,020 --> 00:23:53,020 At this point in my life, 535 00:23:53,020 --> 00:23:54,940 I just wanna fucking get rich, 536 00:23:54,940 --> 00:23:56,540 get rich and just be happy and shit. 537 00:23:56,540 --> 00:23:58,940 And not even want no extravagant shit. 538 00:23:58,940 --> 00:24:02,780 Like let's say if I hit for like 200 million, 539 00:24:02,780 --> 00:24:04,060 not even that much. 540 00:24:04,060 --> 00:24:06,940 I'd say if I hit for like 90 million, 541 00:24:06,940 --> 00:24:10,700 50 million, all right, 50 million. 542 00:24:10,700 --> 00:24:12,940 This is at the taxes, obviously. 543 00:24:14,140 --> 00:24:19,140 I would give some money to like a certain amount of people 544 00:24:19,340 --> 00:24:22,860 that I got true love for, get them nice and situated. 545 00:24:23,660 --> 00:24:25,700 Pay off their houses, get them cars, like that, 546 00:24:25,700 --> 00:24:27,220 that clean, get them a little lump sum, 547 00:24:27,220 --> 00:24:29,660 you got a fresh start, dude, you want it. 548 00:24:29,660 --> 00:24:30,980 But after all that has said and done, 549 00:24:30,980 --> 00:24:32,380 so let's say I had 50 million. 550 00:24:32,380 --> 00:24:37,380 And let's say roughly it took about, I don't know, 551 00:24:41,140 --> 00:24:43,420 five million, they do that, or 10 million. 552 00:24:43,420 --> 00:24:44,780 Let's say 10 million. 553 00:24:44,780 --> 00:24:47,060 I'm giving them big lump sums of money, whatever. 554 00:24:47,060 --> 00:24:50,780 If I'm left with $40 million, I'm gonna buy me a nice home, 555 00:24:51,940 --> 00:24:54,780 not a mansion, because that shit is expensive to maintain, 556 00:24:55,700 --> 00:25:00,420 but a nice house, five bedrooms, max, maybe six. 557 00:25:00,420 --> 00:25:05,420 I would go off to space, finish basement, little pool table. 558 00:25:05,980 --> 00:25:07,980 I would deck out that fucking studio. 559 00:25:10,700 --> 00:25:14,540 I would just chill, I would travel a little bit, 560 00:25:14,540 --> 00:25:17,940 I would just make music, I would paint, 561 00:25:17,940 --> 00:25:20,900 I would just really take the time to enjoy life, 562 00:25:20,900 --> 00:25:24,140 but I'm not trying to get like fucking 50 gold chains 563 00:25:24,140 --> 00:25:26,700 and fucking 10 benzes and I don't need that shit. 564 00:25:28,180 --> 00:25:29,660 Because I think when people do that shit, 565 00:25:29,660 --> 00:25:31,380 they might like extravagant shit like that, 566 00:25:31,380 --> 00:25:33,020 but at the same time, I think it's more so 567 00:25:33,020 --> 00:25:36,460 to show other people that I can afford extravagant shit. 568 00:25:36,460 --> 00:25:39,740 So in a sense, you can be rich as fuck, 569 00:25:39,740 --> 00:25:41,620 but still searching for validation 570 00:25:41,620 --> 00:25:44,620 from people who probably won't achieve as much as you. 571 00:25:46,100 --> 00:25:48,460 Not even on a financial level, on a personal level, 572 00:25:48,460 --> 00:25:50,620 spiritual level, emotional level. 573 00:25:50,620 --> 00:25:51,860 We still seek that validation. 574 00:25:51,860 --> 00:25:54,260 That's why our motherfuckers be like sad and silly, 575 00:25:54,260 --> 00:25:57,940 depressed, and then they'll go and make a whole fucking 576 00:25:57,940 --> 00:26:00,860 social media post about being sad 577 00:26:00,860 --> 00:26:02,860 and then put nobody reach out to me. 578 00:26:04,060 --> 00:26:06,620 That's like when you call a motherfucker to tell him, 579 00:26:06,620 --> 00:26:08,140 don't call you no more, 580 00:26:08,140 --> 00:26:10,060 oh, I'm not gonna call you no more. 581 00:26:10,060 --> 00:26:11,460 And that's how you really felt you just, 582 00:26:11,460 --> 00:26:14,620 whether you just stopped calling or answering. 583 00:26:14,620 --> 00:26:15,860 You wouldn't announce it. 584 00:26:15,860 --> 00:26:16,700 That's like, well, kill us. 585 00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,340 A killer don't be like, I'm gonna fucking kill you. 586 00:26:18,340 --> 00:26:19,740 Usually, they just kill you. 587 00:26:21,340 --> 00:26:23,300 Why the fuck would I give you a heads up? 588 00:26:25,020 --> 00:26:25,940 Anyways. 589 00:26:25,940 --> 00:26:28,180 So, this has been another episode 590 00:26:28,180 --> 00:26:31,420 of The Cognitive Collage podcast by your host, Quinn Golden. 591 00:26:31,420 --> 00:26:32,820 Some say QG for short. 592 00:26:34,420 --> 00:26:38,020 Well, that being said, I'm here for a good time, man. 593 00:26:38,020 --> 00:26:38,860 Not a long time. 594 00:26:38,860 --> 00:26:42,060 So, I hope everybody had a good week. 595 00:26:43,060 --> 00:26:44,620 Again, whatever goal you chase, 596 00:26:44,620 --> 00:26:46,900 and I hope you get one step closer to that goal, 597 00:26:46,900 --> 00:26:49,300 if not achieve that goal completely. 598 00:26:49,300 --> 00:26:51,100 And then once you achieve that goal, 599 00:26:51,900 --> 00:26:52,740 you know what I mean? 600 00:26:52,740 --> 00:26:53,860 Reset your goals. 601 00:26:53,860 --> 00:26:54,700 Make a new goal. 602 00:26:54,700 --> 00:26:56,180 Then work towards that. 603 00:26:56,180 --> 00:27:00,540 I hope everybody stay peaceful, positive, safe, 604 00:27:00,540 --> 00:27:02,300 healthy, productive. 605 00:27:03,380 --> 00:27:04,940 All of the good words. 606 00:27:09,180 --> 00:27:10,020 Yeah. 607 00:27:11,020 --> 00:27:11,860 Actually, hold on. 608 00:27:11,860 --> 00:27:12,700 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 609 00:27:12,700 --> 00:27:13,700 You probably go. 610 00:27:13,700 --> 00:27:14,540 Oh, wait. 611 00:27:14,540 --> 00:27:16,940 I will say this before I say my last name. 612 00:27:18,220 --> 00:27:20,140 If you wanna challenge anything I said today, 613 00:27:20,140 --> 00:27:22,340 or you don't agree, or you do agree with anything 614 00:27:22,340 --> 00:27:23,340 I said today. 615 00:27:23,340 --> 00:27:26,940 You can always reach out to me on Instagram, 616 00:27:26,940 --> 00:27:31,940 at QGMusic, that's QGMUSIC, on Instagram. 617 00:27:35,060 --> 00:27:37,700 Yeah, and just inbox me if you wanna challenge some shit 618 00:27:37,700 --> 00:27:39,340 or disagree or whatever the case. 619 00:27:41,260 --> 00:27:42,940 Oh, yeah, what I was gonna say. 620 00:27:47,260 --> 00:27:50,540 I wrote this quote, and I really like this quote. 621 00:27:50,540 --> 00:27:55,540 And whenever I find myself having moments of like doubt, 622 00:27:55,740 --> 00:27:58,540 where there's self doubt or doubt that I can achieve anything, 623 00:27:58,540 --> 00:27:59,980 I go, ah, man, I'm afraid to. 624 00:28:00,780 --> 00:28:02,540 I always keep this quote in mind. 625 00:28:03,900 --> 00:28:08,140 He who fears he will suffer, already suffer because he fears. 626 00:28:09,340 --> 00:28:12,940 So don't fear shit, man. 627 00:28:13,740 --> 00:28:17,540 Be wild, be free, and brace life with both arms. 628 00:28:17,540 --> 00:28:19,540 Be free, and brace life with both arms. 629 00:28:19,540 --> 00:28:45,540 Peace. 630 00:28:49,540 --> 00:29:15,540 Peace. 631 00:29:19,540 --> 00:29:31,540 Peace.