1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,000 Yo. 2 00:00:03,000 --> 00:00:07,000 I like to welcome everybody back to Brandy Rep. 3 00:00:07,000 --> 00:00:10,000 because I'm just collage. 4 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:12,000 I'm your host, Queen Golden. 5 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:14,000 We're friends and family. 6 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:16,000 We're gonna be QG for short. 7 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:19,000 And if you feel like that's what we becoming, 8 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:21,000 you can call me that too. 9 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:24,000 So, 10 00:00:24,000 --> 00:00:29,000 the NSO playoffs are currently going on. 11 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:32,000 So, first round, 12 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:37,000 you had the Chargers versus the Houston Texans. 13 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:39,000 I actually thought the Chargers were gonna win, 14 00:00:39,000 --> 00:00:42,000 but Texans end up fucking them up, so. 15 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:44,000 It is what it is. 16 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:47,000 And then you had more important, 17 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:51,000 the Pittsburgh Steelers versus the Baltimore Ravens. 18 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:55,000 And the Ravens beat the dogs shit out of Pittsburgh. 19 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:59,000 It showed that the school was like 28-14, 20 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:02,000 so it seemed like a pretty close game, but it wasn't. 21 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:05,000 It wasn't at all. 22 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:15,000 So then you had Denver versus Buffalo. 23 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:17,000 Now, if Denver were the one, 24 00:01:17,000 --> 00:01:19,000 Houston would've came to Baltimore. 25 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:21,000 We would've had another home playoff game, 26 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:26,000 but Buffalo ended up beating the shit out of Denver. 27 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:29,000 Denver couldn't get out their own way, so. 28 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:33,000 Next Sunday, it's Ravens at Buffalo, 29 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:35,000 which I'm loki happy about. 30 00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:38,000 Because what all this is, is the Mar-a-NVP, 31 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,000 is Josh Allen in the MVP. 32 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:42,000 Mind you, they already played here-to-here this season, 33 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:44,000 and the Ravens beat the shit out of them. 34 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:47,000 And then when it comes to all statistical categories, 35 00:01:47,000 --> 00:01:50,000 touchdowns, pass and touchdowns, 36 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:55,000 back in passing yards, leasing theceptions. 37 00:01:55,000 --> 00:01:57,000 LeMard hid and showed us above Josh Allen, 38 00:01:57,000 --> 00:01:59,000 but for some reason, it's still a debate. 39 00:01:59,000 --> 00:02:05,000 But, you know, the media's always looking for some kind of 40 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:09,000 storyline or some kind of, I don't know. 41 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:11,000 This shouldn't be a discussion, honestly. 42 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:14,000 Because I feel like if the numbers were reversed, 43 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:18,000 and LeMard had these numbers and Josh Allen had LeMard's numbers, 44 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:21,000 they wouldn't be debating it. 45 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:23,000 But I don't even want to make it like a racy thing, 46 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:27,000 but it looked, you see what I'm saying? 47 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:29,000 Ain't noose. 48 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:33,000 How's everybody out there feeling, man? 49 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:37,000 I'm feeling pretty good, personally. 50 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:41,000 A little bit of retail therapy this weekend. 51 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,000 It was pretty cool. 52 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:46,000 Found some good deals and some shit. 53 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:51,000 I mean, significant price drops on certain sneakers I wanted a cop. 54 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:54,000 Like, it's these Nike ad packages or whatever. 55 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:57,000 And they were selling them for like $1.60, 56 00:02:57,000 --> 00:02:59,000 and some places I saw them for $1.80. 57 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:04,000 And I was able to get them, if I think, $100 even. 58 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:10,000 Like, maybe $106 for tax or something, but he's just fire. 59 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:12,000 Now I got to find a little hat. 60 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:15,000 I mean, something to go with it, but... 61 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:20,000 I don't know, man. I just... I'm in a really good mood, you know? 62 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,000 Uh... 63 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:26,000 I will say that's the reason for the retail therapy. 64 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:28,000 Well, one, because I had to buy you the spin. 65 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:35,000 But two, the new job that I got, the pay is extremely well. 66 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:38,000 I don't like it at all. 67 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:43,000 And maybe it's a thing of like, I'm still getting adjusted 68 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:47,000 and all that type of shit, but my old job, I fucking loved. 69 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:50,000 And funny enough, some of my higher ups from the old job 70 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:52,000 were reaching out. 71 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:55,000 They came in and said, what would it take for you to come back? 72 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:57,000 And I gave my number, and they was like, 73 00:03:57,000 --> 00:03:59,000 good lord, is that what you getting now? 74 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:01,000 And I was like, yeah. 75 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:03,000 And they was like, shit. 76 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:06,000 Uh, yeah, let us talk to the finance people. 77 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,000 We gonna see if we can work it out. 78 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:09,000 We gonna try to... 79 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:12,000 If we can't match it, we gonna try to come as close to it as we can. 80 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,000 I was like, OK. 81 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:21,000 But it's a significant amount of money. 82 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:24,000 Almost like, because I don't want to be that guy, 83 00:04:24,000 --> 00:04:27,000 but if I told you the number per hour, 84 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:29,000 because they initially tried to make me sell it, 85 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:31,000 and I was like, no, no, no. 86 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:33,000 Because if I come in and do any level over time, 87 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:35,000 I want to be compensated for it. 88 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:39,000 They was like, even at this rate, I'm like, even at that rate. 89 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:43,000 So I was able to negotiate to keep my stuff out and avoid selling. 90 00:04:43,000 --> 00:04:47,000 So I can actually benefit if I work overtime, 91 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:51,000 or come in for a project, or that type of shit. 92 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:53,000 But it ain't gonna lie to you, 93 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:56,000 if my old job can match it, I'm out of there. 94 00:04:56,000 --> 00:05:02,000 And I only been there, uh, this would be week three, coming up. 95 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:04,000 I will leave immediately. 96 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:09,000 And it's funny because, you know, uh, 97 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:11,000 they telling me, like, the issues that they got going on, 98 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:14,000 and I happen to be, like, certified and licensed 99 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:16,000 and some of the stuff that needs repair. 100 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:19,000 So it's some shit I can easily do. 101 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:22,000 So I'm letting them know that I'm, like, licensed and all that. 102 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,000 They're like, oh, great, man, we can put you on that. 103 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:25,000 Man, that'll save us so much money 104 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:28,000 if we can do this in-house, da-da-da. 105 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:30,000 I was like, yeah. 106 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:32,000 I guess I'll turn around a week from now, 107 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:35,000 like, I appreciate everything that I learned while I was here 108 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:38,000 to give my trees a get the fuck out of there. 109 00:05:38,000 --> 00:05:44,000 But, like, my best friend works at, like, my old job, 110 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:48,000 so they kind of already put them at, like, a disadvantage, like, 111 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:51,000 yo, because I can't lie, being at work with my homeboy, 112 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:54,000 that shit's like being at work with, like, my younger brother, 113 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:56,000 like, with a cousin and some shit like that. 114 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:58,000 So we get work done in-house, 115 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:03,000 but we just be geeking in between that shit. 116 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:06,000 So... 117 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:07,000 I don't know. 118 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,000 We'll see how that plays out, but... 119 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:13,000 Man. 120 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:16,000 I don't be wanting to come on here and talk about, like, 121 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:19,000 all the drama and chaos that's going on, 122 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:22,000 but I have to speak on this, 123 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:24,000 because I used to live in California. 124 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:26,000 I didn't live specifically in LA. 125 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:29,000 I lived in a Bay Area, but I have a ton of friends in LA, 126 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:33,000 and I would, like, you know, catch a flight, 127 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:35,000 be in LA in, like, 45 minutes type of shit. 128 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,000 I actually took the drive one time. 129 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,000 I actually did the whole PCH, 130 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:42,000 which is Pacific Coast Highway, for those who don't know. 131 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:50,000 And I took the PCH from San Francisco down to... 132 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:55,000 Santa Monica. 133 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:58,000 But there's been... 134 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:03,000 This might be historically the worst fire in California history. 135 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:06,000 And California is kind of known for wildfires and shit, 136 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:13,000 but, I mean, Calabasas, Beverly Hills, Baldwin Hills, 137 00:07:13,000 --> 00:07:17,000 like, seeing the photos of it, it looks like... 138 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:21,000 It looks like photos from, like, World War I or World War II 139 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:25,000 over in, like, those small towns and villages 140 00:07:25,000 --> 00:07:27,000 in those Eastern European countries. 141 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:30,000 Like, I mean, cars completely burnt out. 142 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:33,000 Shit. Just... 143 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:38,000 Like, I saw this one thing where they said 144 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:42,000 the estimated amount of money it would take to recover all damages 145 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:48,000 and shit was in the billions, which would be insane. 146 00:07:48,000 --> 00:07:51,000 It was even crazier than that, though, not to put on my tin full hat. 147 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:56,000 But, like, a week or two? 148 00:07:56,000 --> 00:07:58,000 Well, no, maybe not that early. 149 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:00,000 Maybe, like, a month before, 150 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:03,000 the insurance companies out there in California 151 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:06,000 dropped all fire protection from their policies. 152 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:09,000 So these people who just lost everything, 153 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:11,000 there is no... 154 00:08:11,000 --> 00:08:14,000 At least of right now, 155 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:16,000 there's no... 156 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:18,000 There's no path to recovery. 157 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:20,000 If you don't personally have it in your bank account 158 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:22,000 to move somewhere else, 159 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:25,000 because you won't be able to rebuild that, like, that's gonna need... 160 00:08:25,000 --> 00:08:27,000 That shit gotta get bulldozed out. 161 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:29,000 They gotta fucking... 162 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:32,000 Foundations and shit, like, it's terrible. 163 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:34,000 Which makes it even worse, 164 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:38,000 or that it don't look like it naturally occurred. 165 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:41,000 So recently, I want to say, 166 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:44,000 maybe in the past three days or four days, 167 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:48,000 I was in a car with a propane tank and a flamethrower, 168 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:52,000 and he pulled up to another LA neighborhood 169 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:55,000 in attempts to start a fire there. 170 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:57,000 But some neighbors happened to see him. 171 00:08:57,000 --> 00:08:59,000 Guys ran, tackled him, held him, 172 00:08:59,000 --> 00:09:01,000 and that's when the police got there. 173 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:05,000 And now, they're saying that, potentially, 174 00:09:05,000 --> 00:09:12,000 he's in Cahoots with the New Year's New Orleans attacker, 175 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:18,000 and the New Year's guy who blew himself up 176 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:23,000 in a Tesla truck outside of a Trump hotel or something. 177 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:29,000 And all three guys were American born and raised. 178 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:32,000 So it's not somebody from, like, outside the border. 179 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:34,000 It's not, like, some kind of... 180 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,000 No, this is homegrown domestic terrorism. 181 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:38,000 And we kind of touched on this last episode, 182 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:41,000 but, you know, with these updated events, 183 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:43,000 like, it's just... 184 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:45,000 What the fuck is going on? 185 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:47,000 Like... 186 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:53,000 We make the world so much harder than it has to be, man. 187 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:57,000 Like, it's already hard enough trying to, you know, 188 00:09:57,000 --> 00:10:00,000 maintain yourself from a physical standpoint 189 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:02,000 so I was like, you know, 190 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:05,000 you want to make sure that, like, your money situation is in order. 191 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:07,000 That's hard enough, of course, in itself, 192 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:10,000 on top of the fact that, like, you know, like, your health, 193 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,000 and you can do all the right things. 194 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:15,000 You could jog two miles a day, eat completely healthy, 195 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:18,000 don't smoke, don't drink, nothing. 196 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,000 You'll still get, like, cancer, like, 197 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:25,000 you just can't call it, you know what I mean? 198 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:27,000 Like... 199 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:29,000 You know, I don't want to put my sister's business out there, 200 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:32,000 but one of her best friends, 201 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:35,000 he just had a heart attack at work and just died. 202 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:38,000 And, like, he does, like, physical work, 203 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:40,000 but he was physically fit. 204 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:42,000 And he just... 205 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:46,000 Heart just stopped on the job, like, man. 206 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:52,000 I had you. This guy's in his, like, mid-40s, mid- to late-40s. 207 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:55,000 Because my sister's, like, nine years older than me, too. 208 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:58,000 And I think him and my sister the same age, so, yeah. 209 00:10:58,000 --> 00:11:01,000 He's, like... Excuse me. 210 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:04,000 He's, like, 48, I think. 211 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:08,000 I think. 212 00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:11,000 That's terrifying. 213 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:13,000 Tsk. 214 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:17,000 As I light a cigarette. 215 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:21,000 Ah, man. 216 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:24,000 But, like I said, the things that we can control, 217 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:27,000 or at least attempt to control, 218 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:29,000 we just ignore it. 219 00:11:29,000 --> 00:11:31,000 We throw caution to the wind. 220 00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:35,000 We sit out here shooting, fighting, arguing, like... 221 00:11:35,000 --> 00:11:39,000 Even when it comes to, like, the political stuff, it's like, yeah. 222 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:40,000 Person. 223 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:43,000 You and a person can be cool as hell at work. 224 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:45,000 You're, like, the same type of music. 225 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:47,000 You're eating a food truck together. 226 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:49,000 You're laughing. You're a joke. You're cool. 227 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:53,000 And then you find out that he's a Democrat, 228 00:11:53,000 --> 00:11:56,000 you're a Republican, a vice-versa, whatever. 229 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:58,000 And now you're, like, sworn enemies. 230 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:01,000 It's like, well... 231 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:04,000 It's just the government, like, manipulating everybody. 232 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:07,000 Like, there is no profit in peace. 233 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:10,000 There's profit in war. 234 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,000 On all levels. 235 00:12:12,000 --> 00:12:16,000 If there was no crime, there would be no need for police. 236 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:19,000 If there's no need for police due to it being no crime, 237 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:22,000 there's really no need for lawyers. 238 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:25,000 If there's no need for lawyers, then there's no need for a judge. 239 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:28,000 Then the court system itself collapses. 240 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:31,000 Can't have that happen. 241 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:33,000 So as much as they go, we need to stop. 242 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:35,000 We're going to toughen up on crime. 243 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:37,000 They don't want that. 244 00:12:37,000 --> 00:12:40,000 There's no benefit to that. 245 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:43,000 So they keep people at odds. 246 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:47,000 They keep creating circumstances where people feel like they 247 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,000 trapped with no way out. 248 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:51,000 So I got to do this extreme shit to survive. 249 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:54,000 And, like, most of us out here, we aren't living. 250 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,000 We're surviving. 251 00:12:56,000 --> 00:12:59,000 And, like, you know, personally, 252 00:12:59,000 --> 00:13:02,000 I feel like it's even worse in the black community 253 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:05,000 because we've been... 254 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:08,000 We've been mistreated for so long 255 00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:12,000 that when you finally do get, like, a small leg up, 256 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:15,000 the people around you won't congratulate you. 257 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,000 They'll feel like, wait, you're supposed to be fucked up like me. 258 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:22,000 Like, they'll kill you for being successful. 259 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:25,000 In certain areas of demographics and all that type of shit. 260 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:28,000 But then at the same time, the people who do gain, 261 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:31,000 do whatever it means they gain, 262 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:33,000 they don't reach out to the next person and go, 263 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:37,000 bro, let me show you how I did this so we can create wealth. 264 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:39,000 I'm going to teach you, and then you go teach him, 265 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:42,000 and then he'll go teach, you know, each one, teach one 266 00:13:42,000 --> 00:13:44,000 so we all can learn. 267 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:46,000 But niggas are just like, now you broke ass, 268 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:49,000 niggas ain't on my level, da, da, da, da. 269 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:52,000 And if a nigga truly feels that way, and he's starving, 270 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:55,000 he's hungry, and he can afford a gun, 271 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:58,000 even if he can't have what you have, 272 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:03,000 it's the mindset of, at least you don't got it no more even. 273 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:05,000 That shit is wicked, man. 274 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:08,000 Like, with the Kendrick and Drake beef, so... 275 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:12,000 behind the scenes, you know, allegedly, 276 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:15,000 Drake was like reaching out to, like, real street dudes 277 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:19,000 in California, like, promising money 278 00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:22,000 and Bitcoin transactions and all this other shit. 279 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:25,000 And, but Kendrick is so well respected out there, 280 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:29,000 and he's affiliated with some people who's well respected. 281 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,000 You know, that shit more or less got shut down, 282 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:34,000 but Kendrick said in the song he got a new album called, 283 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:37,000 like, GNX, it been out for like a month or so now, 284 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:41,000 but he says it on the intro song, 285 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:45,000 and he's like, whacked out morals, or mirrors, mirrors, 286 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:48,000 whacked out mirrors, and he goes, 287 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:52,000 uh, if that money got in the hands of a crash dummy, 288 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:55,000 uh, damn, I don't know if I'll ever beat him. 289 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:58,000 If that money got in the hands of a crash dummy, 290 00:14:58,000 --> 00:15:01,000 I could have lost my life and burdened the ones who love me. 291 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:03,000 That shit don't sit right with me. 292 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:05,000 Oh, that shit don't sit well with me. 293 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,000 Before I take the truth, I'll take you to hell with me. 294 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:09,000 But it's like, all right, yeah, you didn't push me 295 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:12,000 like, oh, this shit over a rat battle. 296 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:15,000 Like, it's, it's weird, man. 297 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:16,000 It's extreme. 298 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:21,000 Like, even with a guy like Nipsey, Nipsey Husser, 299 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:24,000 Nipsey Husser did great, you know what I mean? 300 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:28,000 But even when he got killed, the circumstances behind it, 301 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:33,000 like, you know, I've been seeing multiple interviews. 302 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:36,000 I saw one from his brother, which I tend to believe the most, 303 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:42,000 but, uh, they were shooting a video in his neighborhood, 304 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:46,000 mind you, he took a strip law that used to be damn near dilapidated, 305 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:49,000 and he made it look like it belonged to, like, Rodeo, 306 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:52,000 Beverly Hills or something, but he brought it back to the community 307 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,000 so people could see that it was possible. 308 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:57,000 He's hiring people in the community. 309 00:15:57,000 --> 00:15:59,000 They got restaurants, they got clothing stores, 310 00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:01,000 they got, but he's hiring the community. 311 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:04,000 And then, you know, guys that were considered rivals, 312 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:06,000 he's sitting there having dinner with them like, 313 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:08,000 yo, I'm gonna give you the blueprint of how to build this 314 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:10,000 in your community. 315 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:13,000 They each one teach one thing. 316 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:16,000 So, he was doing, the last video he ever did was with, uh, 317 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:19,000 DJ Khaled and John Legend. 318 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:20,000 And it was something called Hire, 319 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:23,000 or for like, uh, DJ Khaled out of some shit. 320 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:27,000 So, I guess, dudes in the neighborhood got wind that DJ Khaled 321 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:30,000 was gonna be there, and they more or less was gonna try to extort him. 322 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:33,000 So, Nipsey and them got wind of it like, nah, 323 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:36,000 bro, look, he's here as a guest of mine. 324 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:38,000 Y'all don't play that shit with me, 325 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:40,000 y'all ain't gonna do that shit with him. 326 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,000 And Black Sam, like, it was a big, 327 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:46,000 big kind of like, little tension behind that shit. 328 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,000 And then you got the dude, Eric Holder, 329 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:50,000 who actually did the murder. 330 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:55,000 So, uh, there's a legendary Roller 60 Crip. 331 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:57,000 I don't wanna say he's one of the soundest, 332 00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:59,000 but he's, he was right there, like, the introduction of it, 333 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:02,000 named Big U. He has a niece. 334 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:06,000 Big U's niece is the mother of Nipsey's oldest child. 335 00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:10,000 So, you know, Big U and Nipsey had, like, issues in the past, 336 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:13,000 but it seemed like they got past it at some point, they resulted, 337 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:15,000 but like, it was like physical altercations, 338 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:18,000 shoot out in the parking lot of the shopping center, 339 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,000 they end up buying, it was deep. 340 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:24,000 But there's a video of Eric Holder, or Shitty Cuzz, 341 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:28,000 and Nipsey's baby mother hanging out in her house, 342 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:30,000 in the kitchen, chilling, whatever. 343 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:34,000 And I got to mention that, uh, Nipsey was, like, 344 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:36,000 going through a custody battle for the older daughter 345 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:40,000 between him and, uh, his first baby mother. 346 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,000 And he won the case. 347 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:44,000 He got full custody of his daughter. 348 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:47,000 So, you got that shit, the DJ Khaled shit, 349 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:51,000 there was some old tension with Big U. 350 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:53,000 Pretty much the attack was, like, unprovoked, 351 00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:57,000 and the crazy part about it, right? 352 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:00,000 They had, like, an OG from the set who'd been down 353 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:02,000 for like 10 years, 12 years, half of the long he was down. 354 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:04,000 He was coming home. 355 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,000 So Nipsey reached out to him, 356 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:07,000 or he reached out to Nipsey, he was like, 357 00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:11,000 Nipsey's like, yo, come to the store on Sunday, 358 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:14,000 I'm gonna give you one of everything so you can be fresh. 359 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:18,000 And he was like, I'm gonna put a couple dollars in your pocket. 360 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:22,000 So, Nipsey got a bodyguard from the set named J-Rot. 361 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:25,000 Uh, he happened to be talking to J-Rot, 362 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:27,000 like, yeah, I'm gonna shoot down to the store 363 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:29,000 because so-and-so just came home and we'll look out for him. 364 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:32,000 So, J-Rot was like, all right, we'll bet, bro. 365 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:35,000 Let me get dressed, I'm gonna drop my daughter off 366 00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:37,000 at her mother's house and I'll be in the U to... 367 00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,000 He goes, nah, nah, bro, it's the hood. 368 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:40,000 I'm gonna just shoot up there, I'm gonna be up there 369 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:42,000 in like 30 minutes. 370 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,000 Nip, go up there to the store, meet up with Dojo, 371 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:46,000 just came home, dapped him up, gave him clothes, 372 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,000 gave him $50,000 in cash. 373 00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:50,000 Like, yo, your family need to see you, 374 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,000 how they remember you on some just, like, 375 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,000 trying to be a good dude. 376 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:57,000 So, Eric Hoda walk up, 377 00:18:57,000 --> 00:19:00,000 they say he looked like he was, like, hot as fucking mind. 378 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:03,000 And he goes, he asking Nip, yo, you hear that new song I did? 379 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:07,000 And Nip was like, nah, bro, he pulls it aside. 380 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:11,000 Hey, uh, you know, some shit is floating around about you 381 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:14,000 that you should address because you don't want people 382 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:17,000 to think that about you, it could be potentially dangerous. 383 00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:19,000 And according to the niggas who's out there, 384 00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:22,000 the dude, like, totally just brushed that shit off, like... 385 00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:25,000 So, what man, you gonna get in the studio? 386 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:28,000 And Nip was like, look, and to that get addressed, bro, look, 387 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,000 he's like, yo, you can go get your paperwork 388 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:32,000 and show me that that's not the case, 389 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,000 we can hit the studio tonight. 390 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:38,000 And then your Eric go, all right, walks off. 391 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:43,000 About 20 minutes, 30 minutes go by. 392 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:45,000 Nip and I already gave him the clothes, gave him the money, 393 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:47,000 he's like, all right, I'm getting out of here. 394 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:49,000 He's about to leave. 395 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:51,000 This guy's out there with his kids. 396 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:53,000 Oh, shit, yo, we love you, Nip. 397 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:55,000 Yo, can get some pictures with you? 398 00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:57,000 Put his arm around the dude, take a picture with him, 399 00:19:57,000 --> 00:20:01,000 then he leans down and he takes a picture with his kids. 400 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,000 As soon as he's about to take... 401 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:04,000 As soon as he's finished taking the pictures with the kids, 402 00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,000 he's about to walk towards the car, 403 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,000 and then Eric, or shitty cubs, can walk him back up 404 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:10,000 to the Nipsey Stops. 405 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:13,000 I guess assuming that he's about to show them the paperwork, 406 00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:17,000 and then when he got about, like, 15 feet from, 10 feet from, 407 00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:21,000 he just pulled the gun out and just shot Nipsey to death. 408 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:25,000 Like, bro, that shit is devastating, like... 409 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:31,000 But, oh, I don't know. 410 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,000 You know, I don't know. 411 00:20:33,000 --> 00:20:35,000 This is all secondhand, obviously. 412 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:38,000 I wasn't there, and I don't know anybody on a personal level. 413 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:41,000 Although, I had met his brother once when I was in LA. 414 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:44,000 I think Nipsey's like on tour, like on tour, 415 00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:47,000 or something at the time, and Sam was like running the store, 416 00:20:47,000 --> 00:20:49,000 and I came in and got a shirt, so I got to meet Sam and shit. 417 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:53,000 Solid dude, cool brother looking in the eyes when he talked to you. 418 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:56,000 Firm handshake, like real man shit. 419 00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:58,000 But, um, I always wanted to meet him, 420 00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:01,000 but I never got a chance to, but I definitely met his brother. 421 00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:04,000 And I met his father, actually. His father was in the store that night. 422 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:06,000 But... 423 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:09,000 It's sad, man. 424 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:13,000 Like, you know, it's the old saying that, 425 00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:16,000 yo, you could be your worst enemy, which is true. 426 00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:19,000 But the flip side of that is that you can be your best friend, 427 00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:23,000 and I think if people, like, took the time to love themselves, 428 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:27,000 they wouldn't push out hatred towards others so much. 429 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:31,000 You know what I mean? Cause, like, you would feel comfortable in your own skin, 430 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:36,000 but, you know, it becomes a thing of, like, the haves and the have nots. 431 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:39,000 And then when you're from a certain area, 432 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:42,000 and the successful person is also from that area, 433 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:45,000 y'all went to the same schools, right? The same courier, y'all. 434 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:47,000 They caught the same buses. 435 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:51,000 And then something just, you know, that fucking negativity demon, 436 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:54,000 like, attaches to you and so whispering, like, 437 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,000 why them and not you? 438 00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:58,000 And then you start listening to that shit, like, yeah, 439 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:01,000 why them and not me, man? Fuck them niggas. 440 00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:05,000 Or it might be, like, a young lady in a community that you, like, fond of, 441 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:09,000 and then you learn that, like, she even did something with him before, 442 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:12,000 she liked that nigga and she's comparing y'all. 443 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:15,000 Which is an unfair thing, because if I'm just a regular dude 444 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:19,000 and this nigga is, like, super talented and he didn't, you know, 445 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:22,000 capitalize on his talent and I haven't discovered mine 446 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:26,000 or capitalized on mine, how the fuck can I compete with that? 447 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:32,000 You know what I mean? That's like when I watched these, like, little videos 448 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:35,000 where, like, you bring somebody out and you pop up the balloon 449 00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:39,000 and you give an explanation of why you popped the balloon or didn't pop it and shit. 450 00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:45,000 I watched one other day where this dude was, like, 6'3", 6'4". 451 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:49,000 He was in really good shape. This nigga was a doctor. 452 00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:53,000 And he owned, like, his own, like, he owned, like, two businesses 453 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,000 and some shit on top of being a doctor. 454 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:58,000 No kids, no jail record, no drug use, nothing. 455 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:02,000 And one woman, like, she popped the balloon immediately. 456 00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:06,000 And then when they asked her why they should do it, she was just like, 457 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:10,000 um, I need a boss, so then they asked her, what does it do? 458 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:13,000 And he's like, I'm a doctor and I own two businesses. 459 00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:16,000 And then she had, like, a stupid shitty face, but then she goes, 460 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:19,000 I like niggas who get it out the streets. 461 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:24,000 Yeah, I can't see my face, but I just made a face like, you stupid bitch. 462 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:27,000 Like, that's so dumb. 463 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:31,000 But, I mean, it's a blessing. You know what I mean? 464 00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:34,000 But then there was one girl who was just like, yeah, 465 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:37,000 she didn't pop a balloon yet, but she was just like, 466 00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:40,000 oh, you sound, that sounds fire. 467 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:44,000 So then she goes, hey, do you do any drugs? 468 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:49,000 And he was like, no, she's like, not even from, like, a recreational standpoint. 469 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:51,000 He was like, no. 470 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,000 He's like, so you don't smoke a little weed? 471 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:55,000 He goes, no, I don't. 472 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,000 She pops the balloon. 473 00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:03,000 One of fucking six foot something doctor in shape who owns businesses with no kids, 474 00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:05,000 no drug habits. 475 00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:09,000 You popped the balloon because he don't smoke a little weed. 476 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:13,000 I saw that shit turned it off and say, yo, we doomed. 477 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:18,000 But they'll be the same once it turned around and go, it ain't no good men out here. 478 00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:22,000 That shit, that shit is stupid, man. 479 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:24,000 Like this. 480 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:29,000 I don't know why my focus is just I'm fucking just dumb. 481 00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:32,000 But anyways, 482 00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:41,000 it's something else that I wanted to go into, which I actually think is a really good discussion. 483 00:24:41,000 --> 00:24:48,000 But I'm looking at my time and, you know, I try to keep my podcast under 30 minutes. 484 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:54,000 Just, you know, as I always say, I mean, for a good time, not a long time, but. 485 00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:57,000 All right, fuck it. 486 00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:02,000 Well, I ain't gonna go super deep into this almost be like a preview for the next one because I'm gonna open my next podcast with this. 487 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:07,000 But why is there double standard with an original date? 488 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,000 So I saw like, 489 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:20,000 I think it was like Tim Duncan, they were naming all these athletes who had like white wives, Patrick Mahomes, all this shit, right? 490 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:25,000 And I'm seeing like, you know, these woke with a quote black women, you see? 491 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:26,000 And that's the problem. 492 00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:29,000 Like, they don't want to build, they don't want to build a black family. 493 00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:31,000 They don't want to build a black family. 494 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:40,000 They just make things white women as bones just like stop it because Eve, the rapper from filming, she has a white husband. 495 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:44,000 Serena and Venus both had white husbands. 496 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:46,000 Shit. Maya Angelou had a white husband. 497 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:50,000 That nigga died and then she married a second white dude. 498 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:53,000 And they all held in high regards to straw black women. 499 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:56,000 It's not that y'all couldn't find a good black man. 500 00:25:56,000 --> 00:26:02,000 They couldn't find a but even that conversation, I feel like it's divisive. 501 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:07,000 But, you know, but honestly, in my opinion, love who you want. 502 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,000 It don't matter. 503 00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:14,000 Black, white, Asian, Hispanic, whatever, whatever the case may be. 504 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:19,000 You know, because of what gender they are, whatever, whatever the case. 505 00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:20,000 Love who you love. 506 00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:26,000 You only get one go around and this, well, that's not necessarily true because I believe reincarnation. 507 00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:33,000 But again, another topic I don't want to dive into because I'll be here longer than I need to be. 508 00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:36,000 But yeah, we're going to get into that next time. 509 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:40,000 I actually may have a guest on next time to speak to that. 510 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:49,000 But anyway, I hope everybody have a blessed productive life. 511 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:53,000 Bless productive week, whatever goal you chasing out. 512 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:55,000 You get one step closer to that goal. 513 00:26:55,000 --> 00:27:00,000 If not achieving it all together and once you achieve that goal, don't rest on your lows. 514 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,000 You know what I mean? 515 00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:06,000 Reset, make a new goal and, you know, achieve that. 516 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:10,000 And then once you achieve that reset me, get another go and, you know, keep going. 517 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:18,000 So everybody is safe, healthy, positive. 518 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,000 Hey, man, we get one life to live. 519 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,000 You got to live it. 520 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:23,000 You know what I mean? 521 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,000 Like time is in promise. 522 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:30,000 Yeah, I mean, so. 523 00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:32,000 So everybody is seeing this, man. 524 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:37,000 I just, you know, I wish everybody the best. 525 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:39,000 Because that's the thing. 526 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:43,000 Even if I don't care for you, if I don't like you, you don't get along, whatever the fuck. 527 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:47,000 I still wish you the best. 528 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:51,000 If you haven't success doesn't hinder mine. 529 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:52,000 You know what I mean? 530 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:55,000 Me wishing bad on you don't make shit work out for me. 531 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:58,000 So I hope everybody achieves. 532 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:06,000 And if you achieve some shit that I might once thought couldn't be done, you just prove to me that it's possible. 533 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:12,000 I might not be able to do it the way you did it, but it can be achieved because you're the evidence that it was achieved. 534 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:16,000 So I wish everybody the best, man. 535 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:20,000 And with that being said, peace. 536 00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,000 Thank you. 537 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:18,000 Thank you.