WEBVTT 00:00:00.840 --> 00:00:03.060 The following Earth Angel Media presentation 00:00:03.060 --> 00:00:06.360 is brought to you commercial -free as a gratuity 00:00:06.360 --> 00:00:08.919 from the sponsor -producer named after the show. 00:00:09.099 --> 00:00:12.199 Please consider their message. Find other high 00:00:12.199 --> 00:00:15.480 -value shows listed at earthangelproject .com. 00:00:15.640 --> 00:00:38.920 Enjoy the show. Welcome to Soul Decodes. Join 00:00:38.920 --> 00:00:42.020 us as we wander off the path to find the ideas 00:00:42.020 --> 00:00:46.039 that fascinate. We talk about spirituality, the 00:00:46.039 --> 00:00:50.420 mind, the ego, wellness and hidden history with 00:00:50.420 --> 00:00:54.320 tips, travels and tales. Charms for a better 00:00:54.320 --> 00:01:03.409 life. Hello, everybody, and welcome. This is 00:01:03.409 --> 00:01:05.370 Dr. Tia Jolie. Phillips, you're listening to 00:01:05.370 --> 00:01:08.750 Soul Decodes. And guess what? It's episode number, 00:01:08.909 --> 00:01:13.450 there's a number here, 47. 47 already. I'm 00:01:13.450 --> 00:01:15.469 with Sarah Tirri She's my co -hostess. She's 00:01:15.469 --> 00:01:18.189 an author and a thinker, philanthropist. Hello, 00:01:18.269 --> 00:01:20.390 everyone. And we have a guest in the house. Yes, 00:01:20.390 --> 00:01:23.230 we do. So we have my niece, Jenya. This is Sally's 00:01:23.230 --> 00:01:25.329 daughter. Sally, I've spoken about on air, and 00:01:25.329 --> 00:01:27.549 she passed away seven months ago. So she's... 00:01:28.359 --> 00:01:30.959 Over here, and my son got married, so she was 00:01:30.959 --> 00:01:32.400 here for the wedding, and then we're going for 00:01:32.400 --> 00:01:33.939 a vacation to Mexico. So we're going to probably 00:01:33.939 --> 00:01:38.859 talk about the wedding. Yeah. Uh -oh, there's 00:01:38.859 --> 00:01:41.280 probably some stories there. Well, before we 00:01:41.280 --> 00:01:43.159 jump into it, I want to let everyone know you 00:01:43.159 --> 00:01:46.780 can find our stuff at souldecodes .com. I want 00:01:46.780 --> 00:01:50.280 to welcome in the house today Bangladesh. Oh. 00:01:51.040 --> 00:01:53.120 Bangladesh. I got stuck in a monsoon there once 00:01:53.120 --> 00:01:56.480 in a bus. Well, there's a story. No, it wasn't 00:01:56.480 --> 00:01:58.920 really. We pulled over and we had to just stay 00:01:58.920 --> 00:02:01.640 seated in this bus on the side of the road where 00:02:01.640 --> 00:02:05.640 the water was just, oh, it was nuts. But it was 00:02:05.640 --> 00:02:08.439 dramatic and exciting. Almost every place I mention, 00:02:08.599 --> 00:02:13.919 you've got a story. It's crazy talk. I was a 00:02:13.919 --> 00:02:16.199 flight attendant for British Airways. So I traveled 00:02:16.199 --> 00:02:19.860 the world when I was 20 to 25. And there's that. 00:02:20.219 --> 00:02:22.979 So that's awesome news. And then we also have 00:02:22.979 --> 00:02:28.620 North. york where in america or england toronto 00:02:28.620 --> 00:02:36.539 so welcome to north york in toronto yeah so that's 00:02:36.539 --> 00:02:39.300 exciting and then finally believe it or not we 00:02:39.300 --> 00:02:41.819 had all the areas around miami but we finally 00:02:41.819 --> 00:02:44.659 got miami oh nice like the dead center right 00:02:44.659 --> 00:02:47.319 downtown miami so love it my daughter was born 00:02:47.319 --> 00:02:51.069 in miami is another story You have a child born 00:02:51.069 --> 00:02:52.729 every place I mentioned. Every place, darling. 00:02:52.830 --> 00:02:55.090 They birthed every port. You're just bopping 00:02:55.090 --> 00:02:57.629 them out all over the place. Anyway, so there's 00:02:57.629 --> 00:02:59.969 that. And so we're getting going. Hopefully the 00:02:59.969 --> 00:03:03.069 mic levels are better today than last week. But 00:03:03.069 --> 00:03:04.949 get us going. What do you want to talk about 00:03:04.949 --> 00:03:08.729 today? Well, so last night, so I've just been 00:03:08.729 --> 00:03:11.389 renovating my house and I bought this new couch 00:03:11.389 --> 00:03:13.650 in green. And it's in the living room with the 00:03:13.650 --> 00:03:17.639 TV room. There's a big TV on the wall. I hadn't 00:03:17.639 --> 00:03:19.659 watched a movie since it was there, so Jenya 00:03:19.659 --> 00:03:23.280 and I decided to have a movie night. So we got 00:03:23.280 --> 00:03:25.639 blankets, we got our drinks and we sat down and 00:03:25.639 --> 00:03:27.159 then we bought this movie. Now, I'm not going 00:03:27.159 --> 00:03:29.139 to say what the title is, but I'm going to describe 00:03:29.139 --> 00:03:31.319 it. It's one word and it's a lady that stands 00:03:31.319 --> 00:03:34.759 on her toes and dances wearing a tutu. OK, that's 00:03:34.759 --> 00:03:37.240 the name of the movie. And I don't know what 00:03:37.240 --> 00:03:40.139 the body count of death was. What do you think, 00:03:40.240 --> 00:03:43.620 Jenya, at the end? Just the... So all it was... 00:03:44.280 --> 00:03:46.460 was a load of fucking people shooting each other, 00:03:46.580 --> 00:03:50.259 killing each other, graphically, violently, from 00:03:50.259 --> 00:03:53.919 start to finish. There was no psychological depth 00:03:53.919 --> 00:03:56.520 to any of it. And we were just sitting there. 00:03:56.560 --> 00:03:58.419 The only reason we finished it is because we're 00:03:58.419 --> 00:04:00.840 both very curious, but it wasn't gripping us. 00:04:02.400 --> 00:04:04.539 You're watching and saying, is there anything 00:04:04.539 --> 00:04:07.840 of redemption? Is there any redemption here? 00:04:07.860 --> 00:04:10.939 Is there anything redeeming? Yes. And then I 00:04:10.939 --> 00:04:13.770 just started to think this morning about... You 00:04:13.770 --> 00:04:17.350 wouldn't want to have an eight -year -old watch 00:04:17.350 --> 00:04:20.949 that because it's a massive desensitisation. 00:04:21.730 --> 00:04:24.589 You've just made killing just a banality. You've 00:04:24.589 --> 00:04:26.589 normalised it. Just normalised it. And that's 00:04:26.589 --> 00:04:29.509 absolutely awful, I thought. How have we? Because, 00:04:29.509 --> 00:04:31.269 I mean, there were rough shows when I was growing 00:04:31.269 --> 00:04:34.730 up, but nothing as graphic and as mindless as 00:04:34.730 --> 00:04:38.829 just brutal killing. And I think it sucks. I 00:04:38.829 --> 00:04:40.389 think it sucks that movies are produced like 00:04:40.389 --> 00:04:42.750 that. For what fucking reason? Thank you for 00:04:42.750 --> 00:04:45.430 not mentioning the name of it because I would 00:04:45.430 --> 00:04:49.029 never want to promote that in any aspect of it. 00:04:49.069 --> 00:04:53.430 No, I wouldn't either. It's just like such garbage. 00:04:54.470 --> 00:04:56.550 Nothing is not going to stimulate them. But it's 00:04:56.550 --> 00:04:58.529 the desensitization. You've just got to be careful 00:04:58.529 --> 00:05:01.470 because you become numb to things. You don't 00:05:01.470 --> 00:05:06.310 want to numb society. No, yeah, I mean, one thing 00:05:06.310 --> 00:05:09.319 I... Let me ask you a question. Do you know of 00:05:09.319 --> 00:05:11.540 any books that you've read in the past, besides 00:05:11.540 --> 00:05:15.720 your own, other books, where there was a movie 00:05:15.720 --> 00:05:18.079 that came out and the movie was better than the 00:05:18.079 --> 00:05:22.860 book? No, but I think that I can't remember. 00:05:22.939 --> 00:05:26.540 I think maybe one time, but generally no. Just 00:05:26.540 --> 00:05:31.060 like 99 % no. What about you, Jean? Can you remember 00:05:31.060 --> 00:05:34.779 a book or a movie that... No, I can't. So... 00:05:35.560 --> 00:05:37.220 I got to thinking about this, you know, because 00:05:37.220 --> 00:05:39.540 I've read some really, really good books. Like 00:05:39.540 --> 00:05:42.480 here's one of my best examples is a book called 00:05:42.480 --> 00:05:45.920 Atlas Shrugged. Have you ever heard of Atlas 00:05:45.920 --> 00:05:48.680 Shrugged? No. Okay. Girlfriend. What's the premise 00:05:48.680 --> 00:05:55.860 of it? There's multiple messages, but the idea 00:05:55.860 --> 00:05:58.199 is that there are... Is this non -fictional fiction? 00:05:59.220 --> 00:06:01.199 Well, I think it's pretty real. It depends on 00:06:01.199 --> 00:06:04.310 who you ask. It's written as fiction. Okay. But 00:06:04.310 --> 00:06:06.930 it's kind of set in the, I guess, the 40s and 00:06:06.930 --> 00:06:10.069 50s, right when America was getting mobilized. 00:06:10.129 --> 00:06:13.269 It might have been a little earlier, but it might 00:06:13.269 --> 00:06:15.449 have been earlier than that because the trains 00:06:15.449 --> 00:06:17.470 were getting in and the oil companies were getting. 00:06:17.649 --> 00:06:19.509 So it was probably earlier than that. But the 00:06:19.509 --> 00:06:23.189 thing is, it's been a long time since I read 00:06:23.189 --> 00:06:25.029 it, obviously. But it was actually one of the 00:06:25.029 --> 00:06:28.230 first gifts that Robin gave me. It was probably 00:06:28.230 --> 00:06:31.269 30 years ago. She gifted me this book. It's about 00:06:31.269 --> 00:06:33.850 this big. I still read it, even though there 00:06:33.850 --> 00:06:38.410 was no pictures. Yeah, I know. And it was a chapter 00:06:38.410 --> 00:06:41.670 book, but it was a really long read, but I finished 00:06:41.670 --> 00:06:43.389 it. Well, it must have been gripping. It was 00:06:43.389 --> 00:06:48.069 a good book. But when the actual movies came 00:06:48.069 --> 00:06:52.129 out, there was like a three -part movie, like 00:06:52.129 --> 00:06:55.569 a trilogy. I was pretty disappointed. I mean, 00:06:55.610 --> 00:06:58.670 it was good. But it was nowhere close to what 00:06:58.670 --> 00:07:02.209 the book was. Or what your imagination did with 00:07:02.209 --> 00:07:03.550 what the book conveyed to you. And that's what 00:07:03.550 --> 00:07:05.529 I was going to say. So probably your imagination 00:07:05.529 --> 00:07:07.730 was way superior than the people making it. And 00:07:07.730 --> 00:07:09.029 that's what I was going to say. When you're reading 00:07:09.029 --> 00:07:11.930 a book, you have a relationship with the author. 00:07:12.069 --> 00:07:14.709 The author is telling a story. But you have your 00:07:14.709 --> 00:07:17.449 eyes closed and you're literally creating the 00:07:17.449 --> 00:07:20.810 images in your own brain. Like when I read your 00:07:20.810 --> 00:07:24.819 books. The images I created in my brain are going 00:07:24.819 --> 00:07:26.639 to be different than anybody else's. Well, you 00:07:26.639 --> 00:07:29.319 listen to the star side prophecy, but when you're 00:07:29.319 --> 00:07:31.660 reading a book... Well, no, I read the other 00:07:31.660 --> 00:07:34.500 books too. Yeah. Oh, okay. Yeah, but when you're 00:07:34.500 --> 00:07:37.639 reading a book, you're still reliant, because 00:07:37.639 --> 00:07:40.740 I like to listen as well. I do both. So I can 00:07:40.740 --> 00:07:42.519 be there with my eyes closed, but I'll listen 00:07:42.519 --> 00:07:44.899 to nonfiction. But when I'm reading fiction, 00:07:45.319 --> 00:07:47.860 like you say, you have a relationship with the 00:07:47.860 --> 00:07:50.420 author. The author, if they're good, and your 00:07:50.420 --> 00:07:52.699 mum was really good at this, Jenny. Her mum was 00:07:52.699 --> 00:07:56.560 a poet. She could convey a scene. Then it's the 00:07:56.560 --> 00:07:59.860 interpretation of the person watching. So with 00:07:59.860 --> 00:08:03.019 you, you've just got all this imagery in your 00:08:03.019 --> 00:08:06.759 head about what he's writing about. And I think 00:08:06.759 --> 00:08:08.699 from reading you can get that, but the imagery 00:08:08.699 --> 00:08:11.060 on a movie, it's already there for you, isn't 00:08:11.060 --> 00:08:13.339 it? It's not like you have to do anything. You're 00:08:13.339 --> 00:08:16.420 just looking at that. Well, and that's the point 00:08:16.420 --> 00:08:19.060 is when you're watching a movie, it's somebody 00:08:19.060 --> 00:08:21.949 else's creation. It's their interpretation. And 00:08:21.949 --> 00:08:25.269 you're watching a derivative instead of the raw, 00:08:25.449 --> 00:08:28.529 what you're creating in your own mind. So it's 00:08:28.529 --> 00:08:30.329 probably disappointing to watch a movie from 00:08:30.329 --> 00:08:31.910 the book you've read then. Just watch a movie 00:08:31.910 --> 00:08:33.690 where you haven't read the book. And truthfully, 00:08:33.789 --> 00:08:36.450 that's why we don't watch many movies. We're 00:08:36.450 --> 00:08:39.149 constantly disappointed. Disappointed. It's like 00:08:39.149 --> 00:08:41.830 we're always disappointed. I would rather... 00:08:41.830 --> 00:08:44.730 What was one of your favorite movies? Do you 00:08:44.730 --> 00:08:49.990 have any just throughout your life? I mean, there 00:08:49.990 --> 00:08:52.590 would be different favorites. I used to have 00:08:52.590 --> 00:08:54.570 favorites when I was younger, but now that I 00:08:54.570 --> 00:08:57.950 know that most of our history is biased. Mangled. 00:08:58.110 --> 00:09:00.649 It's mangled. It's biased. It's flat out false. 00:09:00.850 --> 00:09:03.269 So I watched that video you sent me this morning. 00:09:03.309 --> 00:09:05.070 I didn't watch all of it. And that was the St. 00:09:05.110 --> 00:09:10.250 Charles Cathedral in Vienna. And it was very 00:09:10.250 --> 00:09:13.029 funny. I loved his sarcasm that night. And as 00:09:13.029 --> 00:09:15.529 he walked you through it, it was absolutely wonderful. 00:09:15.830 --> 00:09:19.070 And it really is mind boggling. that you have 00:09:19.070 --> 00:09:21.389 that massive cathedral. And he called it, we 00:09:21.389 --> 00:09:23.830 didn't have toilet paper back then. We were wiping 00:09:23.830 --> 00:09:26.129 our arses with our hands. We had donkeys. We 00:09:26.129 --> 00:09:28.909 didn't have power tools. And then suddenly this 00:09:28.909 --> 00:09:31.889 church gets erected by a 22 -year -old yokel 00:09:31.889 --> 00:09:35.769 boy. And it's like, it's madness. Because it's 00:09:35.769 --> 00:09:38.570 like, it really is. But his point is well taken. 00:09:38.570 --> 00:09:41.029 And then the plague happened. So it wiped loads 00:09:41.029 --> 00:09:44.730 of people out. I mean, it was, it is. When you 00:09:44.730 --> 00:09:47.850 do the historical forensics, there's almost nothing 00:09:47.850 --> 00:09:50.830 makes sense most of us just take things that 00:09:50.830 --> 00:09:54.070 well i learned this in fifth grade it must be 00:09:54.070 --> 00:09:56.549 the truth yeah and we never question it after 00:09:56.549 --> 00:09:59.769 that but that's bizarre in itself isn't it well 00:09:59.769 --> 00:10:02.049 i mean we just accept it i mean i can accept 00:10:02.049 --> 00:10:04.350 i could have accepted it because i wasn't around 00:10:04.350 --> 00:10:06.629 in the 17th century i'm not seeing it's not in 00:10:06.629 --> 00:10:08.769 my life i could just accept the narrative that 00:10:08.769 --> 00:10:11.820 they had they built that But I don't now, particularly, 00:10:12.000 --> 00:10:13.480 because when I look at it now, that's not even 00:10:13.480 --> 00:10:16.220 credible. It doesn't make sense that you could 00:10:16.220 --> 00:10:19.100 do that in such a short time with limited manpower. 00:10:19.100 --> 00:10:21.000 Well, I would encourage you. I think he's got... 00:10:21.000 --> 00:10:24.440 Like 97 of them. He's got a whole series of these. 00:10:24.500 --> 00:10:26.539 Yeah, so for those... He's very funny. For those 00:10:26.539 --> 00:10:29.720 questioning what this is about, you can find 00:10:29.720 --> 00:10:32.440 it on Rumble, I think, but there's other... It's 00:10:32.440 --> 00:10:34.159 probably in other places, but it's called... 00:10:35.279 --> 00:10:37.679 My Lunch Break. That's right. My Lunch Break. 00:10:37.679 --> 00:10:39.080 Yeah, it's a good title. And I don't know the 00:10:39.080 --> 00:10:40.679 individual that did it, but I've been watching 00:10:40.679 --> 00:10:42.779 his stuff really since his first. I think I watched 00:10:42.779 --> 00:10:47.320 his first one. I've not watched all 97, but he's 00:10:47.320 --> 00:10:49.519 got some really good stuff. And the idea is that, 00:10:49.600 --> 00:10:51.899 look. And you get good visuals. He's showing 00:10:51.899 --> 00:10:54.059 you really good pictures of these churches. So 00:10:54.059 --> 00:10:56.139 you get a visual feast as you're listening to 00:10:56.139 --> 00:10:59.000 this. It's both inductive and deductive reasoning. 00:10:59.279 --> 00:11:02.360 It's like, this is what you're being told. This 00:11:02.360 --> 00:11:05.720 is what the world. How credible is it? How in 00:11:05.720 --> 00:11:08.500 the world are we driving horses and buggies, 00:11:08.559 --> 00:11:12.019 wiping our butts with our hands? Dealing with 00:11:12.019 --> 00:11:14.519 plague. Dealing with the plague. Our life expectancy 00:11:14.519 --> 00:11:17.879 was only, what, 30 at most. In all of Vienna, 00:11:18.039 --> 00:11:22.279 you only had maybe 30 ,000 working -age, able 00:11:22.279 --> 00:11:24.379 -bodied people. And then the skill set. And your 00:11:24.379 --> 00:11:26.679 building. Who's the architect? Who came up with 00:11:26.679 --> 00:11:27.960 it? And you're going to have this competition. 00:11:28.730 --> 00:11:29.950 That's right. We're going to have a competition. 00:11:30.070 --> 00:11:32.450 Not just one palace, but there's four palaces. 00:11:32.529 --> 00:11:34.230 And we're going to have a competition because 00:11:34.230 --> 00:11:38.990 it'll take our mind off the plague. So anyway, 00:11:39.190 --> 00:11:41.509 that's good stuff. So you had the wedding and 00:11:41.509 --> 00:11:44.230 then it was the 4th of July weekend. Yes, I was 00:11:44.230 --> 00:11:47.570 peaceful. We didn't see any fireworks and I slept. 00:11:47.629 --> 00:11:50.629 You heard them. So she's in the cabana and it 00:11:50.629 --> 00:11:53.669 was just gunpowder going off all night long. 00:11:53.769 --> 00:11:55.450 So you get all that. I worry about the animals. 00:11:55.549 --> 00:11:57.710 We had a conversation about that. So this is 00:11:57.710 --> 00:11:59.850 interesting you bring that up because I used 00:11:59.850 --> 00:12:03.659 to, as a child, I used to love fireworks. I don't 00:12:03.659 --> 00:12:05.720 like hearing them. I like looking at them. They're 00:12:05.720 --> 00:12:08.960 loud. But even looking at them, when you know 00:12:08.960 --> 00:12:12.759 what the fireworks are... Okay, we're in Lake 00:12:12.759 --> 00:12:16.259 County, Florida. Lakes. Our lakes are the most 00:12:16.259 --> 00:12:18.700 beautiful thing we have going for us, right? 00:12:18.759 --> 00:12:21.159 It's Lake County. So here we are. We're going 00:12:21.159 --> 00:12:24.179 to take these explosives. And in order to make 00:12:24.179 --> 00:12:28.139 those colors, there are specific metals they 00:12:28.139 --> 00:12:31.690 use. And those metals are not friendly to fish. 00:12:31.809 --> 00:12:34.210 They're not friendly to humans. They're not friendly. 00:12:34.429 --> 00:12:35.769 So we're going to take these and we're going 00:12:35.769 --> 00:12:38.529 to blow them up over our lakes and let all the 00:12:38.529 --> 00:12:40.990 metal settle in the water. Yeah. That's like 00:12:40.990 --> 00:12:43.850 so not okay with me. Yeah, I think I agree with 00:12:43.850 --> 00:12:45.490 you. I've never really thought about that. I've 00:12:45.490 --> 00:12:47.269 loved them visually, but you're absolutely right. 00:12:47.269 --> 00:12:48.149 Yeah, just do some deep dives on those. Because 00:12:48.149 --> 00:12:50.629 we talked about it the following morning. It's 00:12:50.629 --> 00:12:51.809 like, what are the animals doing just with that 00:12:51.809 --> 00:12:54.470 noise? It's absolutely awful. But let alone all 00:12:54.470 --> 00:12:56.710 the components and shit that's going into the 00:12:56.710 --> 00:12:59.700 lake. So I have a friend of mine that... has 00:12:59.700 --> 00:13:03.080 not yet been paid by the city of Groveland for 00:13:03.080 --> 00:13:05.919 work he did a couple months ago. This guy's just 00:13:05.919 --> 00:13:08.200 paying, he's trying to pay his bills month to 00:13:08.200 --> 00:13:10.700 month to month. He's just a normal guy trying 00:13:10.700 --> 00:13:13.159 to pay his bills, and they're behind paying him. 00:13:13.820 --> 00:13:16.039 What do they owe him? A couple grand maybe, whatever. 00:13:16.419 --> 00:13:21.700 The point is, you're blowing off tens of thousands 00:13:21.700 --> 00:13:25.120 of dollars of fireworks. Yeah, at Lake David. 00:13:25.320 --> 00:13:27.659 At Lake David. Yeah. And this guy's still not 00:13:27.659 --> 00:13:29.100 paid yet. Yeah, that's such bullshit. That's 00:13:29.100 --> 00:13:30.820 a little bit of a problem. Yeah. But this is 00:13:30.820 --> 00:13:35.559 not just for here. This is all over the place. 00:13:35.799 --> 00:13:38.700 So what's happening now is we're entering this 00:13:38.700 --> 00:13:42.500 age of Aquarius. She's an Aquarian. Yeah. Little 00:13:42.500 --> 00:13:45.080 Jenny is an Aquarian. So now we have this, we're 00:13:45.080 --> 00:13:50.149 going from this. Age of Pisces. Pisces, structural 00:13:50.149 --> 00:13:52.409 thing. Now we're going, this is the creators. 00:13:52.529 --> 00:13:54.389 This is our time for creators. That was ego. 00:13:54.389 --> 00:13:56.750 This is now. Yeah. So now we're in this place 00:13:56.750 --> 00:13:59.990 where there's this reality check. It's like, 00:14:00.070 --> 00:14:03.090 okay, y 'all, that was fine for then, but this 00:14:03.090 --> 00:14:05.950 is a new world. Can we switch it up a bit? And 00:14:05.950 --> 00:14:07.830 we're switching it up. And now it's a time for 00:14:07.830 --> 00:14:10.230 us to start taking better care of each other, 00:14:10.330 --> 00:14:14.509 of the earth. Let's bring forth the arts. Let's 00:14:14.509 --> 00:14:17.019 bring forth the music, the poetry. The dancing. 00:14:17.740 --> 00:14:19.440 Let's bring forward the beautiful stuff. So it's 00:14:19.440 --> 00:14:22.059 a renaissance again, isn't it? Yeah, in a great 00:14:22.059 --> 00:14:25.240 way. Better than ever. But we don't need to be 00:14:25.240 --> 00:14:28.639 blowing each other up, dropping bombs on each 00:14:28.639 --> 00:14:33.820 other. We don't need to be in this scarcity mentality. 00:14:34.940 --> 00:14:39.799 Well, gosh, if I help Sarah become a multimillionaire, 00:14:39.919 --> 00:14:44.039 what's going to be there for me? No, it's not 00:14:44.039 --> 00:14:48.299 a zero -sum game. We've been taught that if Sarah 00:14:48.299 --> 00:14:52.019 wins, Tia Jolie loses. If Tia Jolie wins... Not 00:14:52.019 --> 00:14:54.960 in my world. No. Our world is one of helping 00:14:54.960 --> 00:14:58.120 each other, both of us succeeding. we're in a 00:14:58.120 --> 00:15:01.220 place now where we're like, no, we're smart, 00:15:01.320 --> 00:15:03.740 we're creative. If we work together, we can do 00:15:03.740 --> 00:15:05.759 a lot more than just one of us by ourselves. 00:15:06.460 --> 00:15:09.399 And I think that that's where we're going. Yes, 00:15:09.399 --> 00:15:11.759 it's a lost sensibility. And the other thing 00:15:11.759 --> 00:15:14.600 is, this is a... We were told to compete and 00:15:14.600 --> 00:15:17.320 get ahead and strive. Well, and that's a very 00:15:17.320 --> 00:15:21.399 ego, male, that's a male mindset. And when I 00:15:21.399 --> 00:15:23.080 say male, I'm not talking about watching your 00:15:23.080 --> 00:15:28.610 underwear. I'm just saying it's a... The energy 00:15:28.610 --> 00:15:32.090 associated with, it's the male dominance, the 00:15:32.090 --> 00:15:35.049 logical structural. Which is necessary. Which 00:15:35.049 --> 00:15:37.090 is necessary. But you've taken the piss out of 00:15:37.090 --> 00:15:38.889 things. But we've got to find the balance. Because 00:15:38.889 --> 00:15:42.490 right now, I was reading some excerpts. I have 00:15:42.490 --> 00:15:44.870 to do a deep dive on this. The Gospel of Mary. 00:15:45.269 --> 00:15:48.429 The Gospel of Mary. Oh my goodness. Mary Magdalene 00:15:48.429 --> 00:15:52.330 or the mother? Is it the girlfriend? Mary Magdalene, 00:15:52.350 --> 00:15:54.929 Jesus' girlfriend. I mean, you can name, it was 00:15:54.929 --> 00:16:00.309 Jesus' Concubine. See, and that's the BS that 00:16:00.309 --> 00:16:02.590 the modern world wants you to know. Well, that's 00:16:02.590 --> 00:16:04.230 the modern world. She was the harlot, wasn't 00:16:04.230 --> 00:16:07.250 she? And she's, yeah, she was always just painted 00:16:07.250 --> 00:16:09.889 in such a poor light. She couldn't have been 00:16:09.889 --> 00:16:14.230 the favor of all the disciples. She could not 00:16:14.230 --> 00:16:15.909 have been the favor because she was a woman. 00:16:16.789 --> 00:16:19.009 But the truth is when you go into, when you do 00:16:19.009 --> 00:16:21.769 the forensics and they're starting to piece together 00:16:21.769 --> 00:16:26.139 the gospel of Mary, you're finding that. She 00:16:26.139 --> 00:16:30.960 was the favorite of the disciples, and she was 00:16:30.960 --> 00:16:35.159 to receive his blessing to carry on after he's 00:16:35.159 --> 00:16:39.480 gone. Wow. Now, that would be a problem. In a 00:16:39.480 --> 00:16:42.340 patriarchal society. Not only patriarchal, but 00:16:42.340 --> 00:16:44.639 when you do the deep dive on the gospel of Mary, 00:16:44.899 --> 00:16:49.309 you're going to come unglued. I can't wait now. 00:16:49.370 --> 00:16:51.590 In a not a very good way. Oh, I can't wait to 00:16:51.590 --> 00:16:55.690 do this. So if you've got a link to send me, 00:16:55.710 --> 00:16:57.169 send it to me. Well, I'll have to dig back on 00:16:57.169 --> 00:16:58.850 it. That's fine. It's been about a week. Yeah, 00:16:58.850 --> 00:17:00.389 I would like to have a look at that. But we have 00:17:00.389 --> 00:17:02.289 to ask better questions. That's the whole point. 00:17:02.370 --> 00:17:05.589 So in my novel, The Star Side Prophecy, I'm Mary 00:17:05.589 --> 00:17:12.019 Magdalene. That's freaking cool. So you'll have 00:17:12.019 --> 00:17:13.940 to read it to find out. I don't remember putting 00:17:13.940 --> 00:17:16.160 that together. It was very subtle. Okay. It was 00:17:16.160 --> 00:17:18.279 very subtle. Because I read the book and I just 00:17:18.279 --> 00:17:20.400 didn't. And I was describing his death on the 00:17:20.400 --> 00:17:22.859 cross and I was doing it from me. And I remember 00:17:22.859 --> 00:17:25.740 I was talking about my life at Magdalene when 00:17:25.740 --> 00:17:27.500 he was on the cross and then his mother and his 00:17:27.500 --> 00:17:29.759 sister were there. So it was a very small part, 00:17:29.819 --> 00:17:31.180 but it's intense. And it doesn't actually come 00:17:31.180 --> 00:17:33.380 out for a while. I can't believe I missed that. 00:17:33.480 --> 00:17:35.519 I mean, that's like a really important part because 00:17:35.519 --> 00:17:40.289 to me. This whole discussion of the, you know, 00:17:40.309 --> 00:17:41.970 I'm not going to say I'm religious or spiritual, 00:17:42.029 --> 00:17:44.230 but, you know, there are a lot of archetypes. 00:17:44.410 --> 00:17:45.809 Oh, you're spiritual, darling, for God's sake. 00:17:45.849 --> 00:17:48.369 I'm soulful. Yeah, I think we're talking about 00:17:48.369 --> 00:17:50.150 the same thing. Yeah, yeah. Well, yeah, similar 00:17:50.150 --> 00:17:53.609 words. But, you know, there's a lot of these 00:17:53.609 --> 00:17:59.789 archetypal personifications that come out. And 00:17:59.789 --> 00:18:01.670 they come out in all across the world in different 00:18:01.670 --> 00:18:05.710 shapes and sizes. I'm not so much concerned or... 00:18:05.960 --> 00:18:08.819 I really don't care about what some isolated 00:18:08.819 --> 00:18:12.359 tribe thinks or feels about something. You know, 00:18:12.359 --> 00:18:16.380 whether it's the Canadians or Australians. It's 00:18:16.380 --> 00:18:19.039 the Kahwe tribe. It doesn't really matter. What 00:18:19.039 --> 00:18:21.779 we should be looking to do is, what do we see 00:18:21.779 --> 00:18:27.319 that's in common? What is the tribe in the Alaskan, 00:18:27.319 --> 00:18:32.019 you know, the Inuits, what did they see and perceive 00:18:32.019 --> 00:18:36.500 from their soulful self? soul decodes right what 00:18:36.500 --> 00:18:38.920 are they what are they decoding with their souls 00:18:38.920 --> 00:18:43.519 versus maybe the the people in polynesia right 00:18:43.519 --> 00:18:46.640 right very different cultures what do they have 00:18:46.640 --> 00:18:48.980 in common what are they yeah what are their best 00:18:48.980 --> 00:18:51.700 points right what are their progressive ideas 00:18:51.700 --> 00:18:53.940 so if you pull them out yeah because i think 00:18:53.940 --> 00:18:57.160 that in order for like you could my position 00:18:57.160 --> 00:19:00.380 is that we're all fractals each one of us is 00:19:00.380 --> 00:19:04.559 a soul fractal of the infinite so If you look 00:19:04.559 --> 00:19:08.700 at fractals, when you take an individual fractal, 00:19:08.720 --> 00:19:10.940 you can actually look at it and it's got the 00:19:10.940 --> 00:19:14.380 complete image of the whole within it. That's 00:19:14.380 --> 00:19:17.880 what a fractal is. But it's diluted. But when 00:19:17.880 --> 00:19:19.940 you bring them all together, just like a piece 00:19:19.940 --> 00:19:23.940 of a puzzle, you bring them together, the confluence 00:19:23.940 --> 00:19:27.740 of those fractals represents the whole. And that's 00:19:27.740 --> 00:19:31.099 God. Which is the one. The one. The source. The 00:19:31.099 --> 00:19:34.309 one. The source. Right? So you're going to, I 00:19:34.309 --> 00:19:37.410 think you're going to really like, you're going 00:19:37.410 --> 00:19:40.089 to really like the deep dive you do on Mary. 00:19:40.170 --> 00:19:43.609 Oh, I am. The gospel of Mary. Yeah. But there's 00:19:43.609 --> 00:19:45.789 other gospels. There's the gospel of Thomas. 00:19:46.109 --> 00:19:49.039 You know, there's, there's all. I've mentioned 00:19:49.039 --> 00:19:51.539 before that... Has someone put a new Bible together 00:19:51.539 --> 00:19:54.339 with all these Gospels and created 66 books? 00:19:54.539 --> 00:19:56.640 You could keep some of those. You could keep 00:19:56.640 --> 00:19:58.259 the Gospel. You could keep the writings of St 00:19:58.259 --> 00:20:00.559 Paul. But it seems to me there's enough information 00:20:00.559 --> 00:20:03.460 too. Well, what if the Bible had taken on this 00:20:03.460 --> 00:20:06.220 and then new books were put into it? Well, I 00:20:06.220 --> 00:20:09.180 think it's brilliant, hasn't it? I think we need 00:20:09.180 --> 00:20:11.099 to probably do that. We should do it. Smart books. 00:20:11.400 --> 00:20:13.799 Let's do smart books. But the other part of it 00:20:13.799 --> 00:20:19.049 is, you know, the closest... Complete Bible before 00:20:19.049 --> 00:20:23.990 the, you know, the Council of Nicaea in the 4th 00:20:23.990 --> 00:20:27.450 century. They had the Emperor Constantine, who 00:20:27.450 --> 00:20:30.549 was an absolute bastard, right? He just needed 00:20:30.549 --> 00:20:32.670 to unify people to control them. Well, he needed 00:20:32.670 --> 00:20:35.349 to take the power away from the people to centralize 00:20:35.349 --> 00:20:37.970 it. And give them a common religion. And if you 00:20:37.970 --> 00:20:39.990 disagree with this common religion that the Pope, 00:20:40.529 --> 00:20:44.549 not the Pope, that the Emperor put in place. 00:20:45.559 --> 00:20:47.900 We got a burning stake for you. Yes. Right? Yeah, 00:20:47.980 --> 00:20:51.319 do or die. Convert or die. Convert or die. So 00:20:51.319 --> 00:20:53.599 everything went underground. The best thing we 00:20:53.599 --> 00:20:57.000 can find right now that represents the complete 00:20:57.000 --> 00:21:00.579 unaltered, unadulterated so -called Bible would 00:21:00.579 --> 00:21:04.380 be the Ethiopian, the Ethiopian Bible. Right. 00:21:04.599 --> 00:21:07.359 I haven't looked at that, so I'm going to go 00:21:07.359 --> 00:21:08.640 on YouTube. Yeah, and I'm not going to pretend 00:21:08.640 --> 00:21:11.880 to know everything that's in there, but based 00:21:11.880 --> 00:21:17.359 on... Isn't Ethiopia the oldest civilization 00:21:17.359 --> 00:21:20.279 on the planet? It's before the Egyptians, the 00:21:20.279 --> 00:21:23.539 Phoenicians, the Ubudians. Ethiopia is the oldest 00:21:23.539 --> 00:21:26.640 culture I've heard. I don't know. It's interesting 00:21:26.640 --> 00:21:28.539 that they had a Bible. I'd like to know the differences 00:21:28.539 --> 00:21:30.640 in that. I think what we're going to find out 00:21:30.640 --> 00:21:33.980 in the next couple of years is the importance 00:21:33.980 --> 00:21:38.059 of Africa. uh in in our in our culture well they 00:21:38.059 --> 00:21:40.519 dug up this skeleton and she was a little thing 00:21:40.519 --> 00:21:42.400 and they called her lucy and apparently she was 00:21:42.400 --> 00:21:45.079 three million years old and um she looked just 00:21:45.079 --> 00:21:48.839 like a human but we're told biblically that what 00:21:48.839 --> 00:21:50.980 we was four thousand years before christ suddenly 00:21:50.980 --> 00:21:53.200 adam and eva in the garden of eden for six thousand 00:21:53.200 --> 00:21:56.579 years ago it's like it's just a joke to me yeah 00:21:56.579 --> 00:21:58.880 i think i'm excited that you're actually at a 00:21:58.880 --> 00:22:01.180 place where you're You're joining me to question 00:22:01.180 --> 00:22:03.440 the narratives? Oh, yeah. Well, I already did, 00:22:03.519 --> 00:22:05.079 and this is the best God could do. I already 00:22:05.079 --> 00:22:07.519 did that 20 years ago. This is a fucking joke, 00:22:07.539 --> 00:22:10.339 and this is why. You know, I got to thinking 00:22:10.339 --> 00:22:12.779 about that because I was watching this video. 00:22:13.640 --> 00:22:19.000 It came across my social media, and it showed 00:22:19.000 --> 00:22:22.380 clips of the 1970s, what it was like to be a 00:22:22.380 --> 00:22:26.859 child in the 70s. That's me. And we were such 00:22:26.859 --> 00:22:30.049 free -range kids. We were. There was, we didn't 00:22:30.049 --> 00:22:32.170 wear helmets. You know, the only thing mom and 00:22:32.170 --> 00:22:35.630 dad said was, my mom was like, when the street. 00:22:35.730 --> 00:22:37.549 Be home at 6 p .m. When the streetlight goes 00:22:37.549 --> 00:22:39.089 on, you're home. Oh, that's good. And there's 00:22:39.089 --> 00:22:42.069 dinner. Yeah. My mom had no clue where I was. 00:22:42.150 --> 00:22:44.849 None at all. I could have been 40 feet away or 00:22:44.849 --> 00:22:48.390 11 miles away. My mom. And nothing ever happened 00:22:48.390 --> 00:22:50.890 to us. Just nothing happened to us. There's not 00:22:50.890 --> 00:22:53.650 one thing I remember. I fell off my bike and 00:22:53.650 --> 00:22:56.250 needed some stitches under my chin. Other than 00:22:56.250 --> 00:22:58.630 that, it was all, we just had so much. Tony, 00:22:58.730 --> 00:23:01.130 my husband, refers to me as being quite feral. 00:23:01.309 --> 00:23:05.890 And he's right in a way. Nothing's changed. Nothing's 00:23:05.890 --> 00:23:09.220 changed. Because I had no structure. My mum was 00:23:09.220 --> 00:23:11.180 hardworking. She'd want us out of the house. 00:23:11.220 --> 00:23:12.599 She'd want a bit of peace and quiet. She had 00:23:12.599 --> 00:23:15.019 loads of jobs. She'd always cook meals and we 00:23:15.019 --> 00:23:17.680 were always taken care of. But other than that, 00:23:17.740 --> 00:23:20.440 we raised ourselves from a very young age. I 00:23:20.440 --> 00:23:22.299 could walk to the corner store that was about 00:23:22.299 --> 00:23:25.380 a quarter of a mile away at age five. Just got 00:23:25.380 --> 00:23:27.819 there by myself. So let's talk about being feral. 00:23:27.880 --> 00:23:30.359 What does that even mean? Because I was very 00:23:30.359 --> 00:23:32.380 much feral. For me, I didn't have any restrictions 00:23:32.380 --> 00:23:34.859 or boundaries, any guidance. I was just left 00:23:34.859 --> 00:23:38.119 alone to raise myself. I mean, I had school and 00:23:38.119 --> 00:23:40.079 I had parents and grandparents, so I was with 00:23:40.079 --> 00:23:42.240 a family structure, but nothing was required 00:23:42.240 --> 00:23:44.599 of me. I wasn't required to do anything, be anywhere, 00:23:44.759 --> 00:23:47.619 have any chores, absolutely nothing. And it was 00:23:47.619 --> 00:23:50.240 my mum's way, I think, of compensating for this 00:23:50.240 --> 00:23:52.099 horrible predicament that her choices had put 00:23:52.099 --> 00:23:54.880 us in. So it's like, just go and be free. And 00:23:54.880 --> 00:23:57.279 there was nothing demanded of me. It's so fascinating 00:23:57.279 --> 00:24:01.220 to hear you because I was in a very structured 00:24:01.220 --> 00:24:05.220 environment. Only within the context of the church, 00:24:05.319 --> 00:24:07.980 there was the church life, the school life, the 00:24:07.980 --> 00:24:10.720 family life had to be structured because we had 00:24:10.720 --> 00:24:12.839 a bunch of kids, right? And just a very small 00:24:12.839 --> 00:24:15.180 space because we weren't really rich or anything. 00:24:15.319 --> 00:24:18.440 We had to share rooms. Nobody had their own room. 00:24:18.519 --> 00:24:21.220 Everyone shared room. You literally had the same 00:24:21.220 --> 00:24:24.839 10 square feet. It was just, this is your space. 00:24:25.279 --> 00:24:28.259 These are your two drawers in the dresser. This 00:24:28.259 --> 00:24:31.039 is your two feet in the hanging space in the 00:24:31.039 --> 00:24:34.230 closet. That's it. So we really had to kind of... 00:24:34.230 --> 00:24:36.170 Did you keep it all tidy? Were you respectful 00:24:36.170 --> 00:24:40.769 of keeping this tiny room tidy? I emotionally 00:24:40.769 --> 00:24:43.549 blocked most of it, so I can't remember. Probably 00:24:43.549 --> 00:24:47.009 not then. But I do remember loving to go outside. 00:24:47.130 --> 00:24:49.470 I hated to be indoors. Both of my parents were 00:24:49.470 --> 00:24:54.069 smokers. So I spent as much time outside as we 00:24:54.069 --> 00:24:58.170 could. Well, I was always in trees climbing. 00:24:59.839 --> 00:25:02.180 We were outside. We were outside like all the 00:25:02.180 --> 00:25:05.220 time. We were fixing bicycles. We'd break them, 00:25:05.279 --> 00:25:07.019 we'd fix them. We'd break them, we'd fix them. 00:25:07.599 --> 00:25:10.400 And did you explore? Because I was a bit of an 00:25:10.400 --> 00:25:13.339 explorer. I'd take my bike around and I'd like 00:25:13.339 --> 00:25:15.140 looking at the creative side. Always, always. 00:25:15.319 --> 00:25:17.940 But you know what's fascinating? This is very 00:25:17.940 --> 00:25:20.920 different than today's world because in today's 00:25:20.920 --> 00:25:22.779 world, like what we used to do, if there was 00:25:22.779 --> 00:25:26.019 a moving truck, let's just say that three streets 00:25:26.019 --> 00:25:28.319 over, there was a moving truck. And they were 00:25:28.319 --> 00:25:31.740 downloading furniture into the house. First thing 00:25:31.740 --> 00:25:34.420 we would do is we would ride our bikes over there 00:25:34.420 --> 00:25:37.099 and see if there are any new kids. Oh, I thought 00:25:37.099 --> 00:25:39.160 you were going to offer to help. Oh, no, man. 00:25:39.940 --> 00:25:44.720 We'd want to see if there's new kids, man. Do 00:25:44.720 --> 00:25:46.799 you play baseball? Do you play softball? What 00:25:46.799 --> 00:25:49.720 do you do? Like we would literally be that curious. 00:25:50.000 --> 00:25:51.900 I remember when a girl, Samantha, my daughter's 00:25:51.900 --> 00:25:53.259 called Samantha. I wonder whether that's got 00:25:53.259 --> 00:25:55.019 anything to do with it. But she moved in next 00:25:55.019 --> 00:25:56.759 door and she was just a year younger than me. 00:25:56.779 --> 00:25:59.779 And that was great. I had this new friend. So, 00:25:59.799 --> 00:26:03.259 yeah. So we'd always just be very curious. And 00:26:03.259 --> 00:26:06.339 if there was something, if there was... And was 00:26:06.339 --> 00:26:08.779 it like a gang of you? Because if we were out, 00:26:08.819 --> 00:26:10.819 it was probably like four, about four or five 00:26:10.819 --> 00:26:12.839 of us would just be riding our bikes. Well, I 00:26:12.839 --> 00:26:16.200 mean, I think it changes over the years. My best 00:26:16.200 --> 00:26:18.759 friend, his name was PJ. Oh, yeah, you've talked 00:26:18.759 --> 00:26:21.640 about him. Yeah, he was my friend when we were 00:26:21.640 --> 00:26:24.119 young, but then he started drinking a lot and 00:26:24.119 --> 00:26:27.420 doing drugs and stuff. So I kind of created a 00:26:27.420 --> 00:26:29.220 little bit of distance from that. I still loved 00:26:29.220 --> 00:26:30.839 him as a friend, but he just started hanging 00:26:30.839 --> 00:26:33.940 around new people. Therefore, so did I. So I 00:26:33.940 --> 00:26:36.299 think we change over the years. And, you know, 00:26:36.359 --> 00:26:40.619 this is one thing people don't get is friendships, 00:26:40.900 --> 00:26:45.039 central to friendships. Yes, there's mutual respect. 00:26:45.980 --> 00:26:50.079 There's those things. But friendships are based 00:26:50.079 --> 00:26:54.500 on common interests. And it's very difficult 00:26:54.500 --> 00:26:56.220 to have a group of friends if you don't have 00:26:56.220 --> 00:27:00.839 shared ideas about things or if you have the 00:27:00.839 --> 00:27:03.259 interest in learning things. For instance, I 00:27:03.259 --> 00:27:06.839 love my brothers. My one brother, I might talk 00:27:06.839 --> 00:27:10.119 to him once a year. I love him dearly, but we 00:27:10.119 --> 00:27:13.680 have nothing in common. If there was one thing 00:27:13.680 --> 00:27:15.519 in common, we would talk about it. You could 00:27:15.519 --> 00:27:17.700 anchor yourself around that. When the Detroit 00:27:17.700 --> 00:27:20.259 Lions football season starts, we'll probably 00:27:20.259 --> 00:27:22.160 have one thing in common. We'll talk about Lions 00:27:22.160 --> 00:27:24.759 football. And was that throughout your life? 00:27:25.500 --> 00:27:27.819 No, I mean, we were musicians, we were athletes. 00:27:27.980 --> 00:27:31.160 So you did share interests when you were younger? 00:27:31.609 --> 00:27:33.849 Oh, for sure. I mean, the whole family, wherever, 00:27:34.049 --> 00:27:36.190 most of it was around the church because there 00:27:36.190 --> 00:27:38.470 was the church, the worship. And how's he with 00:27:38.470 --> 00:27:40.970 the church now? Is he a believer or an atheist? 00:27:41.109 --> 00:27:44.089 Don't know. No. Because you only speak to him 00:27:44.089 --> 00:27:46.849 once a year. I don't know. I'm well, my phone 00:27:46.849 --> 00:27:51.470 always rings in. But, you know, people have their 00:27:51.470 --> 00:27:57.509 worlds. Friendships are built on common interests. 00:27:57.730 --> 00:28:01.109 When we moved to Central Florida, Sarah, We knew 00:28:01.109 --> 00:28:06.190 zero people. We know hundreds of people now. 00:28:06.250 --> 00:28:08.910 I can literally pick up the phone right now and 00:28:08.910 --> 00:28:12.349 probably call 15 people. Hey, I need to move 00:28:12.349 --> 00:28:15.049 some things. Can you come and help me? Most of 00:28:15.049 --> 00:28:17.029 those would come and help, right? And you do 00:28:17.029 --> 00:28:20.250 the same. And I would do the same. Why? Because 00:28:20.250 --> 00:28:23.930 we mutual respect, mutual admiration, kindness. 00:28:24.769 --> 00:28:28.200 We're looking for those elements, those. those 00:28:28.200 --> 00:28:30.200 character traits that we want to see in others. 00:28:30.420 --> 00:28:34.140 So as we mature, we kind of say, yeah, that's 00:28:34.140 --> 00:28:36.240 the type of person I'll let in my inner circle. 00:28:36.440 --> 00:28:38.359 Maybe not the innermost circle, like you're not 00:28:38.359 --> 00:28:41.240 going to come in my bedroom, but certainly maybe 00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:43.779 we'll have you over for a dinner or lunch or 00:28:43.779 --> 00:28:47.440 something, right? So you just, as you get more 00:28:47.440 --> 00:28:50.880 familiar, familiar family, right? Familiar. You 00:28:50.880 --> 00:28:53.180 let them closer and closer in your circles. There 00:28:53.180 --> 00:28:56.160 have been people. Where we say, yeah, you get 00:28:56.160 --> 00:28:59.720 bumped out to the next line. You get bumped out 00:28:59.720 --> 00:29:01.799 to the next circle because you're misbehaving. 00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:05.319 I've done that. Most of all, it's when you're... 00:29:05.319 --> 00:29:07.460 It's an energetic disalignment for me. Yeah. 00:29:07.579 --> 00:29:10.240 And it's also when your actions and words don't 00:29:10.240 --> 00:29:13.339 match. Yeah. When your actions and words don't 00:29:13.339 --> 00:29:15.920 match. Yeah. Then that's just a veneer that you're... 00:29:16.160 --> 00:29:18.259 It's like, wait a minute, yeah, you need to bump 00:29:18.259 --> 00:29:20.900 out a circle till I figure this out. You just 00:29:20.900 --> 00:29:24.700 create that little distance. How to manage friendships 00:29:24.700 --> 00:29:27.579 one -on -one. It's not true. I don't think it's 00:29:27.579 --> 00:29:29.319 necessarily, you don't have to agree. I mean, 00:29:29.359 --> 00:29:31.519 you and I agree on most things, I think. There's 00:29:31.519 --> 00:29:33.319 some things we don't agree on. It's not like 00:29:33.319 --> 00:29:35.599 you have to agree with that person. They don't 00:29:35.599 --> 00:29:37.880 have to be like you, sound like you, look like 00:29:37.880 --> 00:29:41.200 you. But you do have to have, you can share. 00:29:43.429 --> 00:29:45.869 Or just share interests. I mean, my brother, 00:29:46.029 --> 00:29:48.450 Zhenya, says that I'm nothing like my brother. 00:29:49.289 --> 00:29:51.289 We're just not nothing alike. But we have to 00:29:51.289 --> 00:29:52.730 build a friendship, and we do, and we've known 00:29:52.730 --> 00:29:55.549 each other 50 years. We do have commonalities, 00:29:55.549 --> 00:29:57.250 because we've been through a lot together as 00:29:57.250 --> 00:30:00.309 kids. But I don't think you have to agree with 00:30:00.309 --> 00:30:02.910 someone. But to me, I've had a hard time making 00:30:02.910 --> 00:30:05.670 friends in Florida, because I'm not a Christian. 00:30:06.269 --> 00:30:10.450 In fact, I dismantle Christianity. So that was 00:30:10.450 --> 00:30:12.349 quite difficult for me to make friends because 00:30:12.349 --> 00:30:14.910 when someone got wind of that, I'm interpreted 00:30:14.910 --> 00:30:19.470 as being the Antichrist or heretical or I don't 00:30:19.470 --> 00:30:21.990 believe in Jesus died for my sins. I don't believe 00:30:21.990 --> 00:30:25.210 in any of that nonsense. So that was a blocker 00:30:25.210 --> 00:30:28.769 in forming friends in the Bible Belt, which is 00:30:28.769 --> 00:30:31.170 where we are. I do have two Christian friends 00:30:31.170 --> 00:30:33.089 and they know that I have nothing to do with 00:30:33.089 --> 00:30:36.190 their belief system. So that's nice. That was 00:30:36.190 --> 00:30:38.730 an issue moving here because I was considered 00:30:38.730 --> 00:30:40.750 very radical in my beliefs and people didn't 00:30:40.750 --> 00:30:43.369 want to hear them. And I ended up not sharing 00:30:43.369 --> 00:30:45.190 them. It was just, this is what I believe. I 00:30:45.190 --> 00:30:46.690 don't care whether you believe what I believe. 00:30:46.750 --> 00:30:48.730 I'm just going to live in my quantum field and 00:30:48.730 --> 00:30:50.950 try and manage it. I think it's lovely. And I 00:30:50.950 --> 00:30:53.269 think you're going to, again, love the Gospel 00:30:53.269 --> 00:30:57.890 of Mary. One of the things that, I don't want 00:30:57.890 --> 00:30:59.950 to do a spoiler alert, but I want you to know 00:30:59.950 --> 00:31:03.150 that one of the messages that was forbidden to 00:31:03.150 --> 00:31:06.500 get out. was that there's no such thing as sin 00:31:06.500 --> 00:31:09.599 yeah that was the biggest controlling mechanism 00:31:09.599 --> 00:31:13.160 there's ever been make a whole you populace of 00:31:13.160 --> 00:31:15.259 people feel shitty about themselves right out 00:31:15.259 --> 00:31:18.500 the gate yeah so when you read so that was a 00:31:18.500 --> 00:31:21.140 major message so any of the gospels that said 00:31:21.140 --> 00:31:24.460 because jesus shared with mary there is no sin 00:31:24.460 --> 00:31:27.880 there's sin does not exist no it's a control 00:31:27.880 --> 00:31:30.829 mechanism yeah and that's why you've got pissed 00:31:30.829 --> 00:31:33.529 off at the Sadducees and Pharisees because they 00:31:33.529 --> 00:31:36.690 had this legal structure, this, if you do this, 00:31:36.690 --> 00:31:39.430 this happens. All of these codes and these guidelines 00:31:39.430 --> 00:31:42.109 and these, you know, these laws and rules and 00:31:42.109 --> 00:31:46.420 regulations. And Jesus is like, I don't know 00:31:46.420 --> 00:31:48.799 what you're talking about. That's not. I mean, 00:31:48.799 --> 00:31:51.160 the concept of sin and that someone else is going 00:31:51.160 --> 00:31:53.339 to pay the price for it and has done and they 00:31:53.339 --> 00:31:55.779 were the scapegoat. So Zhenya and I were talking 00:31:55.779 --> 00:31:58.240 on the way over here and she was telling me about 00:31:58.240 --> 00:31:59.859 some of the stories because she was bullied when 00:31:59.859 --> 00:32:02.940 she was at school. And one of them was that, 00:32:03.019 --> 00:32:06.019 I think it was one where she was tied to, I can't 00:32:06.019 --> 00:32:08.099 remember which one it was, but she had a few 00:32:08.099 --> 00:32:10.960 anyway. So she was bullied in this classroom 00:32:10.960 --> 00:32:14.299 and she was sent to another classroom and the 00:32:14.299 --> 00:32:16.200 teacher stood up. in the class that she left 00:32:16.200 --> 00:32:18.539 behind. And they said, where's Jenya? Where's 00:32:18.539 --> 00:32:21.460 Jenya? And the teacher said, well, you've bullied 00:32:21.460 --> 00:32:23.980 her so she's been sent to another classroom. 00:32:24.339 --> 00:32:26.980 And I just thought how fucked up that was. But 00:32:26.980 --> 00:32:30.099 it's not unalike. She's now the scapegoat for 00:32:30.099 --> 00:32:32.359 some bullshit that she didn't create. It's so 00:32:32.359 --> 00:32:38.660 interesting because when I was in West Palm Beach, 00:32:38.700 --> 00:32:41.420 I was a brand new bass player and I played bass 00:32:41.420 --> 00:32:48.240 for a band. They were a good band. But the members 00:32:48.240 --> 00:32:51.339 of the band oftentimes didn't behave themselves 00:32:51.339 --> 00:32:55.740 as band members sometimes don't do. What, sex, 00:32:55.859 --> 00:32:57.160 drugs, rock and roll type of misbehavior? That 00:32:57.160 --> 00:32:59.880 type of thing. But this was a little worse. Like, 00:32:59.880 --> 00:33:03.740 I'm going to beat my wife and kid. So it was 00:33:03.740 --> 00:33:06.460 just a really ugly place to be. And as a brand 00:33:06.460 --> 00:33:08.119 new bass player, I just wanted to play music. 00:33:08.319 --> 00:33:10.680 But when I saw things going a little bit south, 00:33:10.920 --> 00:33:15.150 I basically... Started distancing myself, suggesting 00:33:15.150 --> 00:33:17.170 that maybe they need to replace the bass player, 00:33:17.349 --> 00:33:22.690 which would be me. And they wanted to add more 00:33:22.690 --> 00:33:25.549 rehearsals during the week because we were already 00:33:25.549 --> 00:33:30.450 doing one two -hour rehearsal. But during that 00:33:30.450 --> 00:33:33.190 two -hour rehearsal, 30 minutes of it was out 00:33:33.190 --> 00:33:36.329 smoking weed. So I'm like, well, my statement 00:33:36.329 --> 00:33:39.450 was, I don't mind adding another rehearsal, but 00:33:39.450 --> 00:33:42.390 let's make this first one. more effective. Let's 00:33:42.390 --> 00:33:43.829 get the full two hours out of this. After they 00:33:43.829 --> 00:33:45.809 smoked this weed, were they more creative and 00:33:45.809 --> 00:33:47.690 played better when they came back in? If you 00:33:47.690 --> 00:33:50.690 ask them. Yeah, of course. If you ask them, yes. 00:33:50.970 --> 00:33:53.789 But the point is what happened was I said, look, 00:33:53.910 --> 00:33:57.349 I'm not going to, I'm not going to commit. Add 00:33:57.349 --> 00:33:59.549 more time. I'm not going to commit another night 00:33:59.549 --> 00:34:02.230 of my life because back then I was still flying 00:34:02.230 --> 00:34:04.670 airplanes. For their weed break. So one evening 00:34:04.670 --> 00:34:07.190 was a big deal for me because I was a career 00:34:07.190 --> 00:34:12.619 airline pilot. So as a career airline pilot, 00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:16.639 your days off are precious. So I just basically 00:34:16.639 --> 00:34:19.639 said, I made the statement in rehearsal, listen, 00:34:19.760 --> 00:34:23.440 I'm not going to do another day of rehearsal 00:34:23.440 --> 00:34:28.539 until we get this day productive. We can be more 00:34:28.539 --> 00:34:32.860 productive here. How was that received? Well, 00:34:32.900 --> 00:34:36.019 the wife beater, lead singer, went up to me and 00:34:36.019 --> 00:34:39.269 basically said, you're coming Thursday or you're 00:34:39.269 --> 00:34:43.409 out of the band. What did you do? I didn't say 00:34:43.409 --> 00:34:46.849 a word. I took my bass guitar off my shoulder, 00:34:46.989 --> 00:34:50.909 put it in my case, snapped my case shut, walked 00:34:50.909 --> 00:34:53.949 out. Not even a word. Nice and dramatic though. 00:34:54.190 --> 00:34:55.750 Not even a word. Wordless but dramatic. Not even 00:34:55.750 --> 00:34:59.010 a word. Yeah. I was not even to my car and the 00:34:59.010 --> 00:35:00.849 drummer and the guitar player are like, no, no, 00:35:00.869 --> 00:35:04.300 don't go, don't. Because these were... These 00:35:04.300 --> 00:35:06.039 were baselines. And did they persuade you or 00:35:06.039 --> 00:35:08.340 did you just say, no, I'm done? No. That was 00:35:08.340 --> 00:35:10.280 it for you? I'm like, done. I can't do this. 00:35:10.380 --> 00:35:13.860 Nobody threatens me. Yeah. Zero people. Good 00:35:13.860 --> 00:35:15.980 for you. Those people are not the ones that were 00:35:15.980 --> 00:35:18.559 supposed to come out. Yeah. And I told them both, 00:35:18.619 --> 00:35:23.500 I said, and I wrote a poem, a very lengthy poem 00:35:23.500 --> 00:35:26.179 after that because I was so angry. Maybe I'll 00:35:26.179 --> 00:35:27.559 make a song out of it someday. I'd love to read 00:35:27.559 --> 00:35:31.239 it. But it was called... Basically, the concept, 00:35:31.480 --> 00:35:33.980 and it's been years, it's been 20 years probably, 00:35:34.079 --> 00:35:37.980 but the concept of the song is, the song was 00:35:37.980 --> 00:35:41.699 called You're the Bully Too. In other words, 00:35:41.760 --> 00:35:46.539 if you permit somebody to be a bully, you are 00:35:46.539 --> 00:35:49.579 the bully. So the aiding and abetting gives you 00:35:49.579 --> 00:35:52.920 the same status. If you don't intervene, because 00:35:52.920 --> 00:35:55.440 both of those people that came out after me, 00:35:55.800 --> 00:35:57.659 should have been the ones that said to the lead 00:35:57.659 --> 00:35:59.840 singer, don't talk to her like that. You need 00:35:59.840 --> 00:36:02.079 to stand down. Absolutely. You're the one that's 00:36:02.079 --> 00:36:05.739 wrong. Yeah. You're the one that's winning, so 00:36:05.739 --> 00:36:08.340 you need to be quiet and apologize and let's 00:36:08.340 --> 00:36:10.239 get this band back together because the bass 00:36:10.239 --> 00:36:11.719 player just walked out and you're not going to 00:36:11.719 --> 00:36:14.340 go very far without the bass player, right? Who 00:36:14.340 --> 00:36:17.800 made 25... So you were quite irritated at them 00:36:17.800 --> 00:36:19.199 then because they just didn't do anything, they 00:36:19.199 --> 00:36:21.420 were just passive. I was almost ready to go anyway. 00:36:22.179 --> 00:36:24.599 So that was just the tripwire that said, yeah, 00:36:24.639 --> 00:36:26.809 I'm done. Because you can only take so much. 00:36:26.989 --> 00:36:30.329 If there's one error I make, I hang in there 00:36:30.329 --> 00:36:33.929 too long. I hang in friendships and stuff way 00:36:33.929 --> 00:36:35.329 longer than I should. So you've seen the red 00:36:35.329 --> 00:36:37.429 flags and you've seen it all come. I was just 00:36:37.429 --> 00:36:40.289 looking for the reason to go. But the point is, 00:36:40.429 --> 00:36:44.489 the song was to the bystanders, the observers. 00:36:44.909 --> 00:36:47.489 Those people in the classroom should have stood 00:36:47.489 --> 00:36:51.199 up, but they've been trained to stand down. You 00:36:51.199 --> 00:36:55.280 know, so the victim gets isolated. Isolated, 00:36:55.280 --> 00:36:59.210 exiled. Exiled. Yeah. And then the bullies learn... 00:36:59.210 --> 00:37:02.010 And then the teacher just said, she's not in 00:37:02.010 --> 00:37:03.929 this class because you bullied her, but then 00:37:03.929 --> 00:37:06.809 there was no punishment for the bullies. I mean, 00:37:06.829 --> 00:37:09.670 what psychological nonsense is the teacher even... 00:37:09.670 --> 00:37:12.949 Absolutely awful. Right. Luckily for Zhenya, 00:37:12.989 --> 00:37:14.530 though, she preferred it in the class she went 00:37:14.530 --> 00:37:17.210 to, so it kind of worked out okay. But that is 00:37:17.210 --> 00:37:22.179 just crazy. So we need to be... And we are in 00:37:22.179 --> 00:37:24.119 a place now where we need to be more empathetic. 00:37:24.119 --> 00:37:26.000 We need to stand up. We need to come into our 00:37:26.000 --> 00:37:29.860 power. So being a bully would be one way to, 00:37:29.940 --> 00:37:33.579 like, you observe a bully, observing that bully 00:37:33.579 --> 00:37:36.179 and standing up and saying, it doesn't have to 00:37:36.179 --> 00:37:38.139 be, you don't have to be a jerk about it. You 00:37:38.139 --> 00:37:41.139 can just go, stop, stop. That's not okay. Years 00:37:41.139 --> 00:37:45.000 ago, before Zhenya came to us in 2006, it was 00:37:45.000 --> 00:37:47.739 a couple of years before that, someone had put 00:37:47.739 --> 00:37:51.320 a Molotov cocktail at the, it was an Indian restaurant 00:37:51.320 --> 00:37:53.780 down the end of New Road in Shoreham. And so 00:37:53.780 --> 00:37:56.360 they'd put this Molotov cocktail and Mark was 00:37:56.360 --> 00:37:59.059 really upset because he, that's my brother, and 00:37:59.059 --> 00:38:01.260 he knew these people. So he had a friend called 00:38:01.260 --> 00:38:03.320 Mickey. Now Mickey was an acrobat and he was 00:38:03.320 --> 00:38:05.739 really, he had big guns and he could kick the 00:38:05.739 --> 00:38:07.539 shit out of you. You said an acrobat? Acrobat. 00:38:08.139 --> 00:38:10.699 Like an acrobat? Yeah, he tumbled. He could backflip 00:38:10.699 --> 00:38:12.699 across the room. I mean, this guy was a ninja. 00:38:13.039 --> 00:38:17.500 So my brother, so Mickey and Mark went to this, 00:38:17.599 --> 00:38:20.019 they found out who it was and went round to their 00:38:20.019 --> 00:38:22.800 house and stood up to them and said, do you ever 00:38:22.800 --> 00:38:25.340 fucking do this again? And I think Mickey might 00:38:25.340 --> 00:38:27.780 have given him a bit of a punch in the gut. But 00:38:27.780 --> 00:38:30.940 Mark and Mickey stood up and made sure that this 00:38:30.940 --> 00:38:33.539 Pakistani, or it was an Indian or Pakistani restaurant, 00:38:33.619 --> 00:38:36.079 this didn't happen again. But they were willing 00:38:36.079 --> 00:38:38.440 to get hurt in order to... to stand up and prevent 00:38:38.440 --> 00:38:39.900 that, because they could have got the shit kicked 00:38:39.900 --> 00:38:42.059 out of them. But he went round to the house, 00:38:42.119 --> 00:38:43.940 like, this is not happening, because Shoreham 00:38:43.940 --> 00:38:46.300 was a lovely, beautiful community, and this was 00:38:46.300 --> 00:38:49.099 terrible that this happened. So he stood up for 00:38:49.099 --> 00:38:50.820 it, but most people wouldn't have done that. 00:38:50.880 --> 00:38:53.780 They had a Molotov cocktail stuck in their letterbox, 00:38:54.000 --> 00:38:55.719 and no one would do anything. They would just 00:38:55.719 --> 00:38:58.980 carry on with their lives. So on one end, we've 00:38:58.980 --> 00:39:02.280 got the people that are permitting the bullying, 00:39:02.340 --> 00:39:08.199 but nobody walked out. with the person that was 00:39:08.199 --> 00:39:13.260 injured to be with her. Nobody did that. And 00:39:13.260 --> 00:39:16.599 I think we need to be mindful as empathetic people 00:39:16.599 --> 00:39:20.119 that we can demonstrate the correct behavior 00:39:20.119 --> 00:39:24.320 by actually walking out. Here's an example. Last 00:39:24.320 --> 00:39:28.860 week, I was in a chamber meeting. It was just 00:39:28.860 --> 00:39:31.280 the morning coffee. And you know, there's probably 00:39:31.280 --> 00:39:34.679 50 people there. And I go just because it's social. 00:39:35.099 --> 00:39:36.639 You know, when you live on the farm, your closest 00:39:36.639 --> 00:39:39.239 neighbor is a horse. You need to have some social, 00:39:39.340 --> 00:39:41.840 right? So it took me about three months to join 00:39:41.840 --> 00:39:44.059 the chamber because I don't really have a business 00:39:44.059 --> 00:39:46.099 interest there, but I do have an interest in 00:39:46.099 --> 00:39:49.420 meeting other people and just hanging out, just 00:39:49.420 --> 00:39:53.420 being social. And so everyone goes around the 00:39:53.420 --> 00:39:55.460 room and just says who they are and what they 00:39:55.460 --> 00:39:59.119 do. And this one girl, she was her first time 00:39:59.119 --> 00:40:02.559 there. Nobody, nobody ever saw her. She was like 00:40:02.559 --> 00:40:08.170 two people over from me. She was speaking and 00:40:08.170 --> 00:40:11.650 she started, something she said was very emotional. 00:40:11.670 --> 00:40:14.489 She started crying while she was speaking, right? 00:40:14.650 --> 00:40:17.130 Now, I don't know what the trigger was. I don't 00:40:17.130 --> 00:40:19.389 know what the thing was, but it had to do with 00:40:19.389 --> 00:40:23.170 her child. So she was speaking. Her reference 00:40:23.170 --> 00:40:25.969 was to her child and the difficulties they're 00:40:25.969 --> 00:40:28.809 facing with her child. And she started crying. 00:40:29.550 --> 00:40:34.190 So now this is a business chamber, right? But 00:40:34.190 --> 00:40:37.929 we're people first. So I was like three, I guess 00:40:37.929 --> 00:40:40.670 I was maybe five people away. So I walked behind 00:40:40.670 --> 00:40:43.710 four people in front of her, like, and I gave 00:40:43.710 --> 00:40:46.750 her a hug. Yeah, nice. And I said, you're okay. 00:40:46.769 --> 00:40:49.469 We got this. That's nice. We got this. So I just 00:40:49.469 --> 00:40:52.329 hugged her and she thanked me. She whispered. 00:40:52.329 --> 00:40:57.909 She said, thank you. Like, forget the Chamber 00:40:57.909 --> 00:41:00.409 of Commerce. Forget that you're a plumber, painter, 00:41:00.670 --> 00:41:04.409 attorney. I don't. realtor. I don't give a rat's 00:41:04.409 --> 00:41:07.769 ass who you are. You've got a person here that's 00:41:07.769 --> 00:41:11.630 hurt. She's injured. She's crying. Somebody needs 00:41:11.630 --> 00:41:14.110 to get off their ass and go hug her. And it doesn't 00:41:14.110 --> 00:41:17.469 always have to be me. So what I wanted to do 00:41:17.469 --> 00:41:20.630 is demonstrate this is how you take care of people. 00:41:21.519 --> 00:41:23.340 This is how you take care of people. And that's 00:41:23.340 --> 00:41:25.800 a spontaneous thing for you. You'd want to do 00:41:25.800 --> 00:41:27.500 that. You'd want to console someone. Every time. 00:41:27.500 --> 00:41:29.320 But most people would just squirm because it's 00:41:29.320 --> 00:41:30.920 an uncomfortable situation. We're at the Chamber 00:41:30.920 --> 00:41:33.820 of Commerce and it's informal. So how did it 00:41:33.820 --> 00:41:36.940 play out with her? Did she recover and able to 00:41:36.940 --> 00:41:40.360 talk about her business? She was able to hold 00:41:40.360 --> 00:41:43.559 it together for her 30 seconds. So I went right 00:41:43.559 --> 00:41:46.039 after she finished. As she was finishing, I was 00:41:46.039 --> 00:41:48.219 already walking over to her. That's good. But 00:41:48.219 --> 00:41:52.670 the point is, you know, Be the person you wish 00:41:52.670 --> 00:41:55.070 society would embody. You have to be that person. 00:41:55.309 --> 00:41:58.210 In both scenarios in that classroom, there was 00:41:58.210 --> 00:42:01.389 the room of bullies plus the teacher. The room 00:42:01.389 --> 00:42:04.710 of bullies, that's what I said. Because until 00:42:04.710 --> 00:42:07.909 they opt out of that system and go help the person 00:42:07.909 --> 00:42:10.510 that was injured, they remain the bully. They 00:42:10.510 --> 00:42:12.769 either need to intervene and say, no, that's 00:42:12.769 --> 00:42:16.469 not okay. We want Zhenya back. We want Zhenya 00:42:16.469 --> 00:42:21.059 back. That's the correct action. The second correct 00:42:21.059 --> 00:42:23.159 action was, well, if that's not going to happen, 00:42:23.179 --> 00:42:25.440 I'm going in that room with her. Right. So she's 00:42:25.440 --> 00:42:27.820 not sitting there alone. Yeah. That's the second 00:42:27.820 --> 00:42:31.239 correct action. It's so interesting. I think 00:42:31.239 --> 00:42:32.699 with young children, I think you're all about 00:42:32.699 --> 00:42:35.179 10. Jen, was this around 10 years old? Yeah. 00:42:35.360 --> 00:42:37.980 So they're little 10 -year -olds sitting there. 00:42:38.099 --> 00:42:41.289 But it would be nice for them to have... This 00:42:41.289 --> 00:42:43.630 would just be, what would you do if this was 00:42:43.630 --> 00:42:46.050 happening? So it doesn't have to happen, but 00:42:46.050 --> 00:42:47.789 you just put this to the children. Okay, like 00:42:47.789 --> 00:42:50.269 we just present this. And then talk them through 00:42:50.269 --> 00:42:53.250 what it means to be a civilized, loving human 00:42:53.250 --> 00:42:56.190 being. But no one's done that, obviously. Well, 00:42:56.210 --> 00:42:58.630 I think it starts with, you know, I mentioned 00:42:58.630 --> 00:43:01.429 this before, the words en la cash a la quien. 00:43:02.110 --> 00:43:03.750 Do you remember me mentioning those words? Yes, 00:43:03.750 --> 00:43:05.670 I do. I don't remember what it means. En la cash 00:43:05.670 --> 00:43:08.050 a la quien. It's an Aztec greeting that says. 00:43:08.929 --> 00:43:11.650 When I see you, I see the light within you. And 00:43:11.650 --> 00:43:14.449 I recognize you as another one of myself. So 00:43:14.449 --> 00:43:17.409 that's like namaste. It's a derivative of namaste. 00:43:17.530 --> 00:43:20.530 But the idea is when I see your light, I greet 00:43:20.530 --> 00:43:24.269 the light. And when somebody is being ushered 00:43:24.269 --> 00:43:26.469 out of the room for being the victim of bullying, 00:43:26.829 --> 00:43:30.429 that's a piece of light that's leaving you. And 00:43:30.429 --> 00:43:33.030 you need to go connect that light and keep that 00:43:33.030 --> 00:43:36.570 light spun up and burning. So I think as we learn 00:43:36.570 --> 00:43:38.429 to treat each other... Do you want to tell me, 00:43:38.449 --> 00:43:40.349 should I give a shout out to the teacher that 00:43:40.349 --> 00:43:43.449 fucked up? I'm just kidding. That's not a shout 00:43:43.449 --> 00:43:45.309 out, that's a shout down. She's cringing, she's 00:43:45.309 --> 00:43:49.409 laughing but cringing. But I will say that that 00:43:49.409 --> 00:43:52.630 was an important foundational experience. Well, 00:43:52.710 --> 00:43:54.590 that's what we talked about. All of this has 00:43:54.590 --> 00:43:56.349 actually made you who you are. What does that 00:43:56.349 --> 00:43:59.969 mean today? Earlier today, Robin, she was on 00:43:59.969 --> 00:44:03.170 the way to Tampa to support some of her people 00:44:03.170 --> 00:44:06.780 in Tampa. We were just talking just prior to 00:44:06.780 --> 00:44:12.119 the show. And she's listening to a podcast and 00:44:12.119 --> 00:44:15.860 there's a SEAL Team 6 member who's talking about 00:44:15.860 --> 00:44:21.659 PTSD and the use of Ibogaine. What's Ibogaine? 00:44:21.739 --> 00:44:25.360 Ibogaine is a, I believe it to be a root. From 00:44:25.360 --> 00:44:28.679 India. Oh, okay. A plant. It's a plant or a root 00:44:28.679 --> 00:44:31.039 or a derivative from a root. I'm not really sure 00:44:31.039 --> 00:44:32.840 what it is. Maybe it's Central or South America. 00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:35.840 Do you put it in a tea? Do you brew it? I don't 00:44:35.840 --> 00:44:37.599 know, but you isolate some of the compounds. 00:44:37.860 --> 00:44:40.940 And when you have somebody that's suffering neurologically, 00:44:40.960 --> 00:44:44.880 whether it's from abuse or PTSD or maybe it's 00:44:44.880 --> 00:44:48.559 a substance abuse problem, it helps normalize 00:44:48.559 --> 00:44:51.090 the brain. wow and it does it really quickly 00:44:51.090 --> 00:44:54.590 but not in maximum doses so it's not like an 00:44:54.590 --> 00:44:58.050 ayahuasca trip right you do micro doses so you're 00:44:58.050 --> 00:45:00.289 going to hear more and more about ibogaine because 00:45:00.289 --> 00:45:02.969 texas is really leaning forward so is this sold 00:45:02.969 --> 00:45:06.530 in in a pill or is this something you'd buy as 00:45:06.530 --> 00:45:08.889 as the root and then you need right now you need 00:45:08.889 --> 00:45:11.849 a practitioner right so how's it being sold though 00:45:11.849 --> 00:45:14.989 is it something you would smoke or ingest just 00:45:14.989 --> 00:45:18.349 the opposite the dumb ass the dumb ass lawmakers 00:45:18.349 --> 00:45:21.570 in the the so -called United States of America 00:45:21.570 --> 00:45:25.090 Corporation, they don't want this legalized because 00:45:25.090 --> 00:45:27.869 it challenges the drug system. So where can we 00:45:27.869 --> 00:45:30.809 get some? I'd like to try this. So I told Robin. 00:45:31.130 --> 00:45:34.369 I told Robin. You try it with me, darling. We'll 00:45:34.369 --> 00:45:35.849 see what happens to our brain. Well, I told Robin. 00:45:36.329 --> 00:45:39.010 So first of all, the guy talking was a special 00:45:39.010 --> 00:45:45.030 operator, SEAL Team 6, in Texas. And he has huge 00:45:45.030 --> 00:45:49.739 relief from using ibogaine, microdosis. Under 00:45:49.739 --> 00:45:51.840 controlled care. It's not something, it's not 00:45:51.840 --> 00:45:54.559 a vitamin you pop. It's controlled care microdosis. 00:45:54.960 --> 00:45:56.920 And I told Rob and I said, I need to know the 00:45:56.920 --> 00:45:59.260 person, the contact person. I'm going to get 00:45:59.260 --> 00:46:01.659 a hold of them and do that in Florida. I want 00:46:01.659 --> 00:46:04.719 to get that in Florida. Good. People from all 00:46:04.719 --> 00:46:06.820 across Florida can come. I'll set up a circle 00:46:06.820 --> 00:46:09.280 of people. What, will you grow it? Well, I don't 00:46:09.280 --> 00:46:11.539 think you can grow it here. I'd import it. Yeah, 00:46:11.579 --> 00:46:13.800 you can import it. Unless it grows here. If it 00:46:13.800 --> 00:46:15.480 grows here, I'll grow it. But I don't think it 00:46:15.480 --> 00:46:17.739 grows here. You know that fruit that I gave you, 00:46:17.760 --> 00:46:19.559 the seeds, the pits that I gave you last week? 00:46:19.599 --> 00:46:21.760 I already got them sprouting. I've got mine sprouting. 00:46:22.019 --> 00:46:24.000 Did they sprout? Yeah, mine did. How long did 00:46:24.000 --> 00:46:26.440 it take? Well, I put them, I left them in a big 00:46:26.440 --> 00:46:28.760 thing of water outside and then the rain kept 00:46:28.760 --> 00:46:31.219 taking the water out because we'd had so much 00:46:31.219 --> 00:46:33.659 rain over the last three days. And then I put 00:46:33.659 --> 00:46:37.559 them in, as they were cracking, in a towel, a 00:46:37.559 --> 00:46:39.659 big beach towel, and I cut with it and it was... 00:46:39.690 --> 00:46:42.289 covered the beach towel in water so it's dark 00:46:42.289 --> 00:46:44.949 and wet lifted it off and they're all just just 00:46:44.949 --> 00:46:47.590 crazy that's exciting because i i took them this 00:46:47.590 --> 00:46:50.110 is the very same day i put them in water the 00:46:50.110 --> 00:46:52.170 little shoot well i don't have any shoots oh 00:46:52.170 --> 00:46:58.530 okay i made it happen quickly okay so um so anyway 00:46:58.530 --> 00:47:00.690 this ibogaine is going to be a really big deal 00:47:00.690 --> 00:47:04.630 because people with substance abuse issues yeah 00:47:04.630 --> 00:47:09.550 it's the It normalizes their brain so the addiction 00:47:09.550 --> 00:47:15.230 part of it gets normalized. I would love to try 00:47:15.230 --> 00:47:17.250 it and see what effect it has. I love experimenting 00:47:17.250 --> 00:47:19.489 with my consciousness. It's interesting because 00:47:19.489 --> 00:47:22.730 the guy that was talking, the CLTM6 person, said, 00:47:22.849 --> 00:47:25.369 this is fascinating because it affects me. This 00:47:25.369 --> 00:47:28.670 is exactly what happened to me. When I was younger, 00:47:28.789 --> 00:47:32.230 the things we did in the military, the operations, 00:47:32.510 --> 00:47:36.369 was just part of the job. But it's not here until 00:47:36.369 --> 00:47:39.289 20 and 30 years later. It becomes troubling. 00:47:39.610 --> 00:47:43.670 40 years later that the nightmares come and it 00:47:43.670 --> 00:47:46.030 becomes really problematic. So I told Robin, 00:47:46.070 --> 00:47:48.849 I said, I want this for me too. Yeah, I want 00:47:48.849 --> 00:47:51.030 to try it. Let's all try it and see. Because 00:47:51.030 --> 00:47:53.349 I need to study a little bit more. I'd like to 00:47:53.349 --> 00:47:55.630 study myself. I'd have to be at home in clinical 00:47:55.630 --> 00:47:58.090 conditions. I'd have to be in my bedroom. And 00:47:58.090 --> 00:48:01.050 I just want to see what, because I can turn my 00:48:01.050 --> 00:48:03.130 attention inwards, what's going on with this. 00:48:03.130 --> 00:48:04.989 Well, it would be more than... There would be 00:48:04.989 --> 00:48:07.550 a clinician. So I've got a bunch of medical doctors 00:48:07.550 --> 00:48:11.230 and practitioners. You'd actually go to a clinician. 00:48:11.469 --> 00:48:14.210 Okay, so I'd like to do that. If I can get it 00:48:14.210 --> 00:48:17.190 here in Florida, I might need to just pound down 00:48:17.190 --> 00:48:20.309 the governor's door and talk about it. So they 00:48:20.309 --> 00:48:23.010 have it in Texas then? They're pushing hard in 00:48:23.010 --> 00:48:25.730 Texas, but they have legislators that are opening 00:48:25.730 --> 00:48:28.030 the door to it. So if we can do it in Florida, 00:48:28.190 --> 00:48:30.429 I really would love to do it in Florida. I love 00:48:30.429 --> 00:48:32.829 that. It's right up your street. Well, there's 00:48:32.829 --> 00:48:35.409 so many of us that have suffered. Yes. But it 00:48:35.409 --> 00:48:37.949 doesn't even have to be that you have PTSD in 00:48:37.949 --> 00:48:39.750 the way that you did. And I know that was terrible. 00:48:40.070 --> 00:48:42.309 There's other things that you can get PTSD from 00:48:42.309 --> 00:48:44.489 in life generally. True. So it could just be 00:48:44.489 --> 00:48:47.030 a micro dose of something that's going to give 00:48:47.030 --> 00:48:49.190 you some mental inner peace that you were lacking 00:48:49.190 --> 00:48:51.980 before. Just like a little vitamin. St. John's 00:48:51.980 --> 00:48:54.760 Wort or something. So I'm loving that. And that 00:48:54.760 --> 00:48:56.500 to you, let's talk about being a serial entrepreneur, 00:48:56.860 --> 00:48:59.320 darling. There's another business for you. Well, 00:48:59.440 --> 00:49:02.159 so here's what I'm going to suggest. I'm wondering 00:49:02.159 --> 00:49:05.400 if you could take that list, while we're talking 00:49:05.400 --> 00:49:09.519 about this topic, let her pick a question that 00:49:09.519 --> 00:49:13.400 she would like us to address. And she can point 00:49:13.400 --> 00:49:14.519 to it and we'll talk about it. All right, I'll 00:49:14.519 --> 00:49:19.820 read it out. You know, this whole thing, we're 00:49:19.820 --> 00:49:23.099 at a place now where we, the people, are bringing 00:49:23.099 --> 00:49:26.239 power back to us. We're no longer going to permit 00:49:26.239 --> 00:49:29.000 stupid politicians to make stupid decisions. 00:49:29.300 --> 00:49:31.679 And one of the things, like I want to grow hemp. 00:49:31.860 --> 00:49:34.860 I want to grow industrial hemp. When you start 00:49:34.860 --> 00:49:37.880 studying the value of hemp and hemp fibers, like 00:49:37.880 --> 00:49:39.760 one of the things you and I talked about is having, 00:49:39.860 --> 00:49:43.099 I would love to find a bunch of people who are 00:49:43.099 --> 00:49:45.460 really skilled with putting together clothing. 00:49:46.570 --> 00:49:49.429 And I want to get them whatever natural fibers 00:49:49.429 --> 00:49:52.409 they want, whatever they need, put them in a 00:49:52.409 --> 00:49:54.429 place that they're cool and comfortable and taken 00:49:54.429 --> 00:49:58.210 care of, and tell them, create. Create things 00:49:58.210 --> 00:50:01.070 with these beautiful fibers. It could be clothing 00:50:01.070 --> 00:50:06.289 or linens or furnishings, whatever you want to 00:50:06.289 --> 00:50:11.050 do. But I want natural fibers. Selfishly, I'd 00:50:11.050 --> 00:50:13.300 like... I'd like someone to be able to tailor 00:50:13.300 --> 00:50:15.820 for tall, we talked about this, for tall women. 00:50:15.960 --> 00:50:20.199 Yes. I still want a duster. I want a duster that's 00:50:20.199 --> 00:50:22.500 freaking beautiful and long. So hang on, what's 00:50:22.500 --> 00:50:24.880 a duster? Is that a muumuu? What's a duster? 00:50:24.880 --> 00:50:28.699 Oh no, a duster is, it's... A gown? Think of 00:50:28.699 --> 00:50:31.320 it like a trench coat. Oh, okay. But it goes 00:50:31.320 --> 00:50:33.280 all the way to the ground. Oh, I like that. So 00:50:33.280 --> 00:50:35.159 all you, like it literally goes straight to the 00:50:35.159 --> 00:50:37.360 ground. Yeah, very Keanu Reeves, like very... 00:50:37.360 --> 00:50:41.909 Very much, very much like that, so. But I totally 00:50:41.909 --> 00:50:43.909 want one, but I don't want it synthetic. I want 00:50:43.909 --> 00:50:46.690 it the real deal. Oh, I can see that. Right down 00:50:46.690 --> 00:50:48.409 to the ground. Right down. Hooded shoulders, 00:50:48.670 --> 00:50:50.690 black. And you got your boots. You've got your 00:50:50.690 --> 00:50:53.130 boots and you've got your dark glasses. You got 00:50:53.130 --> 00:50:56.630 your boots from Alberta, Canada, our newest state. 00:50:57.250 --> 00:50:59.429 God. So tell me about that. What do you mean 00:50:59.429 --> 00:51:02.090 by that? Have you picked a question? Number 10. 00:51:02.230 --> 00:51:05.730 Number 10. Okay. Alberta is really kind of exerting 00:51:05.730 --> 00:51:10.099 their authority against the centralized. You 00:51:10.099 --> 00:51:20.460 just rolled your eyes. Jesus Christ. You did 00:51:20.460 --> 00:51:25.619 have a pick. Don't read it yet. Alberta, Canada. 00:51:26.280 --> 00:51:28.059 We're going to go squirrel in a minute and then 00:51:28.059 --> 00:51:32.579 we'll wrap up. The Canadian government out of 00:51:32.579 --> 00:51:35.849 Ottawa. It's been so oppressive to its members, 00:51:35.929 --> 00:51:40.010 to its provinces, that several of the western 00:51:40.010 --> 00:51:44.369 provinces, Saskatchewan, British Columbia, and 00:51:44.369 --> 00:51:49.550 Alberta, to name a few, are disgusted. They're 00:51:49.550 --> 00:51:52.489 like, y 'all are doing everything your way, and 00:51:52.489 --> 00:51:55.349 there's nothing in it for us. We can do better 00:51:55.349 --> 00:51:57.590 for ourselves than you're doing for us. It's 00:51:57.590 --> 00:52:00.289 a rebellion. And it's awesome. It's basically 00:52:00.289 --> 00:52:05.570 the 1776. Americans saying, F you, we're on our 00:52:05.570 --> 00:52:08.989 own. So there's this big thing now about whether 00:52:08.989 --> 00:52:14.929 they're going to succeed from the current situation, 00:52:15.050 --> 00:52:17.449 whether they end up staying as part of Canada 00:52:17.449 --> 00:52:20.889 or just being identity. They can just form their 00:52:20.889 --> 00:52:24.849 own country, just being completely different. 00:52:25.389 --> 00:52:27.929 Or whether they become one of the United States, 00:52:28.070 --> 00:52:32.119 whatever it is. What do you think Trump would 00:52:32.119 --> 00:52:33.780 think about incorporating that part of Canada? 00:52:33.860 --> 00:52:38.679 He would love it, wouldn't he? The person that 00:52:38.679 --> 00:52:40.900 we are seeing that's playing the role of Trump, 00:52:41.099 --> 00:52:46.599 that person, which I think is operating on behalf 00:52:46.599 --> 00:52:50.260 of the American military, not the U .S. military, 00:52:50.460 --> 00:52:53.519 but the American military, I think that that 00:52:53.519 --> 00:52:58.550 person is stirring the water. Because he wants 00:52:58.550 --> 00:53:00.849 it. He wants this rebellion. Well, this rebellion 00:53:00.849 --> 00:53:04.489 represents what every country in the world... 00:53:04.489 --> 00:53:07.889 So it's an example of what could happen. So whether 00:53:07.889 --> 00:53:12.170 or not Alberta makes a change, the important 00:53:12.170 --> 00:53:14.429 thing is that they're making the stink. Yeah. 00:53:14.650 --> 00:53:17.800 They're... showing they're showing that and if 00:53:17.800 --> 00:53:19.840 they make the change and they take it to the 00:53:19.840 --> 00:53:22.900 limit that really is an example of that's that's 00:53:22.900 --> 00:53:25.199 actually quite a radical thing to happen because 00:53:25.199 --> 00:53:27.019 people won't put up with this shit anymore because 00:53:27.019 --> 00:53:29.639 they'll see that it's successful to rebel now 00:53:29.639 --> 00:53:31.420 you've got your own country or you've emerged 00:53:31.420 --> 00:53:33.519 with a bigger one it's no different than being 00:53:33.519 --> 00:53:36.480 married to the wrong person if the relationship's 00:53:36.480 --> 00:53:39.199 not working for you and it's all one way and 00:53:39.199 --> 00:53:40.960 not like you're doing everything and they're 00:53:40.960 --> 00:53:43.860 contributing nothing to the relationship it's 00:53:43.860 --> 00:53:46.449 time to leave yeah It's time to leave. And that's 00:53:46.449 --> 00:53:48.989 kind of, and the signs and symptoms were there 00:53:48.989 --> 00:53:51.090 for years and years and years and years. And 00:53:51.090 --> 00:53:52.710 they just had too much. They've had enough of 00:53:52.710 --> 00:53:55.809 it. And now Ottawa's come in and saying, oh, 00:53:55.949 --> 00:53:59.909 I'm so sorry. Does the marriage work? Maybe it's 00:53:59.909 --> 00:54:02.789 too little too late. Maybe they'll make redemption. 00:54:03.349 --> 00:54:05.230 Don't know. Maybe they'll compromise. Don't know. 00:54:05.230 --> 00:54:06.730 Maybe they'll change it. Let's watch this space. 00:54:06.769 --> 00:54:09.639 But I just wanted. let the people of alberta 00:54:09.639 --> 00:54:12.880 know that we love you and you deserve good things 00:54:12.880 --> 00:54:15.420 whether it comes from stand up for yourself yeah 00:54:15.420 --> 00:54:17.500 whether it comes from you doing your own thing 00:54:17.500 --> 00:54:21.880 or canada recompensing or whether you want to 00:54:21.880 --> 00:54:24.019 be part of the states we welcome you you can 00:54:24.019 --> 00:54:25.980 come and visit florida and i'll make you lunch 00:54:25.980 --> 00:54:30.500 there you go right so we love you okay so we 00:54:30.500 --> 00:54:34.329 have a question All right. Tell us, Sarah, what 00:54:34.329 --> 00:54:38.489 are these questions? Sarah, what are these questions? 00:54:38.590 --> 00:54:40.110 So you're going to have to, it's just one question 00:54:40.110 --> 00:54:42.150 and I'm going to field it to you. Oh, okay. So 00:54:42.150 --> 00:54:44.449 the questions are from Rosie. These are Rosie's 00:54:44.449 --> 00:54:46.809 questions and Rosie understands us more than 00:54:46.809 --> 00:54:49.730 we understand ourselves because she has done 00:54:49.730 --> 00:54:52.989 the summaries, which I've edited to all our conversations. 00:54:53.210 --> 00:54:56.710 This is number 47. So Rosie is intimate with 00:54:56.710 --> 00:55:00.280 our subject matters. put out this question. What 00:55:00.280 --> 00:55:03.579 do the dead say about the living? I'll leave 00:55:03.579 --> 00:55:05.840 that for you to start. What do the dead say about 00:55:05.840 --> 00:55:07.000 the living? What do the dead say about the living? 00:55:16.599 --> 00:55:19.260 Well, I'm trying... You don't know. You have 00:55:19.260 --> 00:55:20.900 no fucking clue what they say. I'm trying to 00:55:20.900 --> 00:55:26.519 put... So there's... The dead... If we're just 00:55:26.519 --> 00:55:28.619 talking about a dead, decaying human carcass. 00:55:28.619 --> 00:55:30.280 No, we're talking about the dead. I would say 00:55:30.280 --> 00:55:31.760 we're talking about the dead on the other side, 00:55:31.880 --> 00:55:33.920 assuming there is the other. That's how I would 00:55:33.920 --> 00:55:36.739 like. If there's a heaven, what are they saying 00:55:36.739 --> 00:55:39.380 about us? I think they're saying, I love you. 00:55:39.440 --> 00:55:43.300 Good job. Keep it up. You're a warrior. Hang 00:55:43.300 --> 00:55:46.440 in there. It's not as bad as you think. Don't 00:55:46.440 --> 00:55:49.139 take it too seriously. I think that's what they'd 00:55:49.139 --> 00:55:54.289 be saying about Olivia. I have a very similar 00:55:54.289 --> 00:55:57.909 take. So when you talk about the dead, you're 00:55:57.909 --> 00:56:01.110 talking about all of my parents, their parents, 00:56:01.190 --> 00:56:02.449 their parents, their parents, their parents, 00:56:02.489 --> 00:56:05.989 forever, forever, forever. I am actually, when 00:56:05.989 --> 00:56:08.230 you think about it, all of those people that 00:56:08.230 --> 00:56:09.969 came together and had families and children, 00:56:10.090 --> 00:56:13.550 for generations of love and generations of caring 00:56:13.550 --> 00:56:16.650 and everything, I represent the confluence of 00:56:16.650 --> 00:56:19.550 the infinite number of parents that I've had. 00:56:21.530 --> 00:56:25.710 I'm representing the confluence of love and care 00:56:25.710 --> 00:56:28.690 and compassion for freaking hundreds of generations. 00:56:28.710 --> 00:56:31.909 So the dead are embodied within you. So I carry 00:56:31.909 --> 00:56:36.730 with them the dream. I am their dream. And I 00:56:36.730 --> 00:56:40.349 am their progeny. And I'm carrying forward the 00:56:40.349 --> 00:56:46.969 light and the love that they put into me. Very 00:56:46.969 --> 00:56:50.429 nice. So that's my take on that. Part of that. 00:56:51.440 --> 00:56:54.719 If there is a reincarnation aspect, part of that 00:56:54.719 --> 00:56:58.039 group that may or may not be part of my own bloodline 00:56:58.039 --> 00:57:04.119 would be my past self or selves, whatever I've 00:57:04.119 --> 00:57:07.199 experienced before, being a cheerleader for my 00:57:07.199 --> 00:57:11.679 current self. Yes. So all of those cheerleading... 00:57:11.679 --> 00:57:16.019 Now, the cheerleading that I perceive, it's no 00:57:16.019 --> 00:57:19.090 different than... You and me going to the amusement 00:57:19.090 --> 00:57:21.369 park, and there's this freaking state -of -the 00:57:21.369 --> 00:57:26.489 -art, high -velocity roller coaster, and she 00:57:26.489 --> 00:57:29.610 gets on it. You're not going to drag her? And 00:57:29.610 --> 00:57:32.769 she's having, she's having, she's screaming, 00:57:32.909 --> 00:57:35.510 she's scared, she's loving it, she's doing all 00:57:35.510 --> 00:57:39.690 of these emotions. Yeah. She's scared to get 00:57:39.690 --> 00:57:41.409 onto it, and when she's done, she wants to do 00:57:41.409 --> 00:57:44.449 it again. Right? That's what I see this life 00:57:44.449 --> 00:57:47.269 as. And that's what the dead people will be telling 00:57:47.269 --> 00:57:50.210 us. They'll be saying, just have fun with it. 00:57:50.289 --> 00:57:51.829 Have fun. Don't take it too seriously. It's a 00:57:51.829 --> 00:57:53.909 freaking roller coaster. You're going to have 00:57:53.909 --> 00:57:56.449 ups. You're going to have downs. Have fun with 00:57:56.449 --> 00:57:59.349 it. Yeah. Good. Live life. Don't worry about 00:57:59.349 --> 00:58:02.969 the next dip in the roller coaster. Because there 00:58:02.969 --> 00:58:05.150 ain't nothing. They advise us to be present and 00:58:05.150 --> 00:58:08.630 enjoy it. Enjoy the ride. Enjoy the ride. Cheerleaders. 00:58:08.829 --> 00:58:11.070 They're just cheerleaders. Dead people are cheerleaders. 00:58:11.070 --> 00:58:17.820 I don't know. What are your thoughts? Okay. No 00:58:17.820 --> 00:58:19.840 thoughts. Nothing to add. Okay. She's being shy. 00:58:20.300 --> 00:58:23.079 So what else? Anything else on that? No. I'm 00:58:23.079 --> 00:58:25.860 just, God bless the cheerleaders cheering me 00:58:25.860 --> 00:58:31.139 on. But think of it this way. When we change 00:58:31.139 --> 00:58:35.500 and we make our transition this time, we're going 00:58:35.500 --> 00:58:39.400 to still be cheerleading for the future selves. 00:58:39.840 --> 00:58:43.519 Yes. Yeah. So this is just a, this is like waves 00:58:43.519 --> 00:58:50.789 hitting a shore. What defines one wave? Is it 00:58:50.789 --> 00:58:52.230 the same wave? It's the entire ocean, isn't it? 00:58:52.349 --> 00:58:55.329 It's the entire ocean. It's just constant. It's 00:58:55.329 --> 00:58:58.389 just a wave after wave after wave. And what we 00:58:58.389 --> 00:59:03.849 represent is just another iteration of all of 00:59:03.849 --> 00:59:07.449 the past. And we represent the future waves to 00:59:07.449 --> 00:59:10.349 come. I think one of the phrases that I always 00:59:10.349 --> 00:59:13.050 liked, it was listening to Rick Archer, Buddha 00:59:13.050 --> 00:59:14.989 at the Gas Pump. For anyone listening, if you 00:59:14.989 --> 00:59:17.130 want a good grounding in Eastern philosophy, 00:59:17.389 --> 00:59:20.670 Buddha at the Gas Pump is a great podcast. And 00:59:20.670 --> 00:59:25.309 he says that we're God's sense receptors. Everything 00:59:25.309 --> 00:59:27.489 is. I'll buy that. Everything. I'll buy that. 00:59:27.610 --> 00:59:30.409 Mind you, that's what we are. I like that. That's 00:59:30.409 --> 00:59:33.230 really cool. I like that. Well, let's go ahead 00:59:33.230 --> 00:59:35.210 and wrap up. That was lovely. You know what? 00:59:35.250 --> 00:59:36.909 We didn't even talk too much about the wedding. 00:59:36.949 --> 00:59:38.590 Any highlights, lowlights? We can talk about 00:59:38.590 --> 00:59:41.329 the wedding, the next one. Okay. Yes. We can 00:59:41.329 --> 00:59:42.769 talk about it then. And I can talk about the 00:59:42.769 --> 00:59:45.110 follow -up trip to Mexico because it's like a 00:59:45.110 --> 00:59:48.809 double whammy. So we'll talk about that. It sounds 00:59:48.809 --> 00:59:50.550 good. All right. Well, Xenia, I hope you have 00:59:50.550 --> 00:59:52.829 a good stay here in Florida. And Sarah, thanks 00:59:52.829 --> 00:59:54.630 again for joining us. It's been lovely. Y 'all 00:59:54.630 --> 00:59:56.949 are listening to Soul Decodes. Go to souldecodes 00:59:56.949 --> 00:59:59.940 .com. Drop us a note. 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