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life. Hello, everybody, and welcome. This is
Dr. Tia Jolie Phillips, and I'm looking directly
at Sarah Tirri. We're on Phillips Island in
the Treehouse studio, and it's been a cool day.
I got to tell you something real quick. Yeah,
go ahead. So we had a torrential rainstorm last
night. I saw that pond down the road. I thought,
holy shit, you've got some rain. It was amazing.
Yeah. I slept through it all. Oh, did you? Robin
said, did you hear that? Oh, I want to be awake
during that. Well, I mean, I don't have a choice.
I want to be outside walking around in it. Have
you ever done that? Oh, yeah. Oh, I loved it.
I don't like too much lightning, though. Yeah,
too much lightning. You know what's fun is thunderstorms
like in the mountains when you're like on the
side of a mountain and you're actually slightly
above it sometimes and it's coming into you.
But this morning we were just tooling around
the gardens and just taking a look at all the
beautiful things, like the berries are popping.
We have Everglade tomatoes. Did we give you some
of those? Yes. So we have so many. You're going
to go home today with some more of them. If you
want them. But we saw some hummingbirds. Beautiful.
Like, we've had hummingbirds here before. Well,
they're coming in to drink the water. I don't
know what they're doing, but they were so...
But that was unusual. They came after the rainstorm.
Yes, so they're coming in because there's maybe
moisture that they can have in leaves where it's
just sitting in a leaf or something. Whatever,
they're welcome here. There were several of them.
They're a weird thing, aren't they? They're like
half bird, half insect. I think they look pretty
bird to me. I don't know. Well, they're kind
of weird because they're just vibrating so quickly.
They're hovering. I mean, most birds don't just
stay in one place and hover. That's usually an
insect thing to do. I wonder what we look like
when we're vibrating. They're probably looking
at us. You're on a low vibration. You're low
vibration. Okay. So anyway, I just want to share
with you that this morning was so beautiful.
And I'm just so grateful. We had rain and everything's
popping. Yeah, that's going to be great. We have
so many fruits. We had a big, it was probably
about an hour and a half and it was a few days
ago and it was torrential. It was beautiful.
And then I left a jug outside, which was empty.
And when I got outside, my jug was completely
full. I'm like, holy fuck, all this has gone
into the ground. If it's localized in a jug.
Oh, for sure. So it was, I just had this massive
sense of how much water it was just based on
looking at this jug. And it's like lovely. That
lake out there, it's about two acres, our lake
in the backyard. Everything will look green in
six weeks. Oh, it's so beautiful. We're going
to talk about fish because we're looking at getting
what's called a triploid grass carp. Get a few
of those. And what they are is they're neutered
grass carps. And they come in here and they eat
all of the invasive grasses. And then they'll
leave the beautiful things in the pond. Like
they won't eat. It's a fish. It's a fish. So
hang on, you keep it in the pond and it eats,
how does it eat, where does it get its food?
It eats the invasive grass. So when you look
at the edges of our pond back there, there's
invasive grass. Right. Oh, I see. So it just
comes up to the edge there and it just snips
it. Its favorite thing is for some reason it's
this invasive grass. Well, the thing is what
you've got to make sure, like we only have one.
Why has it got to be neutered? Well, because
they're invasive too. Oh, okay, double the secondary
problem. Yeah, so you're introducing, so they're
called triploid because they've been neutered.
So you end up having hundreds of them. And they
get big. Do you see them? Sometimes you see them,
like if you do a search on Florida fishermen.
I'm going to have to look now. They're huge.
They're like as big as you are. They're a monster.
Jesus Christ. And they keep getting bigger and
bigger and bigger. Holy. It sounds like one of
my children's stories. Oh, that's crazy. Well,
yeah, you see that. So we actually have to build.
of fish fence to keep it on our two acres even
though it's not even though it's not invasive
we want it to eat our grass not the rest of the
world's yes so keep it local yes we have to make
sure it can't wander and we have to register
with the with the florida fish and game or fish
and wildlife whatever it is so that's exciting
but And are they expensive to buy? Where do you
get them? I think, well, we don't know yet because
we're still pricing it out, but I think they're
about. Get some babies. I think they're about
$70 a fish. Well, they're going to be this big.
Right. They're not going to be babies long because
they eat a lot. Yeah. And usually after about
a week or two, you start to see the reduction.
And then if they completely get rid of all that
and they keep a lovely edge to your pond, you're
going to have to hand feed them. Or just like.
Well, they might run out of food. Let them transition
to a different dimension. Okay, lift the fence
up and off you go. There you go. That's good.
So it's been a week since I saw you. You're probably
deep into renovations now. Yeah, the renovations
are going really well and I had my new bookcases.
But my big thing yesterday, and I love days like
this, it was a very high vibration day. I woke
up and I was outside. It was so beautiful to
be out there. And then my son called, and he
renovated a house about a year ago. And they
had, talking of fish, he had a big koi pond.
And it was about the size of this rug. Now, this
is what, well, it's probably not quite as big
as this. This is like an 8 by 10 rug, I think.
So this is probably 6 by 8. And it was a koi
pond. And he said, oi, mum, because he always
tries to use an English accent, but he's an American
accent. He said, oi, would you want some stones?
And he sent me this picture. And some of these
stones were this big. I mean, they weighed 70
pounds. And he brought one of his workers over.
And at the end of the pathway, which took us
to the children's trampoline, I had him lay them
in. It's like an oblong in a rectangle. And it's
about four feet this way by about seven feet
that way. And then I had it all laid out. So
when he left, I had to walk up and kick it because
I wanted to see where it was weak, right? Because
I don't want this crumbling. So some places,
then I had to rebuild where it was crumbling
and pass it together like in a pattern. So a
stone that went that way, I had to find one.
And I'm walking around kicking it to see whether
it's going to fall down. And I have this beautiful
fire pit. And these stones didn't cost me a dime
and they were delivered. And it just came out
the blue. And I've been wanting... a fire pit
for so long but a really nice one now i've got
one so what i'm going to do so the fire pit You
built it? Well, so the guy that was delivering
the stones, I'd taken a spray can and I had drawn
the rectangle with spray paint. And I told him
I need it inside of the pathway. The pathway
is this wide. So he knew where to lay them. And
I said, put heavy stones at the bottom and get
them lighter as you go up. So he built it and
it looked lovely. But I didn't want to test it
in front of him. But I needed to see where its
weaknesses were. So I ended up last night on
a little tiny twinge. in my back making this
fire pit stable that you you know is going to
be stable and then I went into the house and
I'm all happy and pleased with myself and I got
this beautiful gift these stones were expensive
this would have been 700 at least if you had
these delivered because they're really big and
heavy and then I look at it and I hate it because
it looks like a coffin All I'm seeing is like,
that looks like a coffin. Oh, that's terrible.
I know. And then I'm tripping. I'm like, why
am I having this thought? And then I'm going
back. Maybe this is some trigger from a, have
I been buried? Like, I mean, this had a visceral
effect on me. So now I've got to kick them all
down and make a circle. oh my god yeah who would
have thought it but it just looks like a coffin
it's like a makeshift makeshift coffin you could
you you could yeah like an ancient burial it's
yes and it's really tripped me for some reason
and i'm either gonna have to live with that and
just say okay well that's that's the past life
maybe because that's probably how a lot of us
did die and i live with it or i make it into
a circle So I don't know. But that was my best
part of my evening last night. Loving it and
hating it all in three minutes. Sounds like a
thrilling experience. I've been thinking a lot
about past lives and future lives and things
like that lately. And not like it's consuming,
but it's coming through my mind. And part of
the reason is because as I look at the world
around me, A lot of the world is coming to realize
that they've been lied to about so many things
over their lives, like even simple things. But
I want to get into this as well. Can I segue
to something to bring us back into that? My basic
point is that as I interact with the world around
me, more and more people are asking questions
that I've asked for years now, 20, 30, 40 years.
And some of those questions actually come back
to, is our history true or false? Yeah. And is
what we think about ourselves true or false?
Like what aspects about ourselves is true? Well,
so this is very interesting. In the last episode,
we talked about, I'd got nicked, hadn't I, for
jumping a red light and we talked about law and
order. I know. And it got into a whole thing
and about good guys, how do we police ourselves?
What do you do if people steal from you? What
if they're selfish? What if they're inconsiderate?
So, and then during the week at 4 .08 in the
morning, Missy, you sent me this thing about
the Gnostics. Well, you're supposed to mute your
phone. I don't, I don't mute my phone because
if my children need to call me in emergency,
I have to. have my phone on but anyway i'm just
i'm just i'm just trolling you it didn't wake
me up i'm just i'm sorry you haven't got to be
sorry because i've tried it didn't i'm getting
in the morning i'm getting trolled on the air
you're getting trolled on the air for something
you didn't do well i did i sent it to you no
but it didn't wake me up that's the whole point
it really didn't but i but in the morning i looked
at it and i and then so i listened to so that's
what i've listened to in between last week's
conversation and this one so the gnostics believe
that this whole world is of a construct which
is not of god that it's dark evil forces and
the god that made this i think was sophia the
demiurge and then the demiurge of created archons
and the archons to me this is just another another
devil construct you use that to map your belief
system and you can do that and that is that you're
living in something the only way to get out of
this is to see the truth of what is going on
here and ask questions questions and enliven
your mind to see that this is not of god and
we've got to get the fuck out of here so i was
thinking of that as a belief system because it
isn't mine so my belief system and it doesn't
we all have belief systems whether we realize
that or not but mine is that what has happened
in the world we have this massive external reality
and it's beautiful in so many areas and we don't
talk enough about that but it's very corrupt
and corrupt and dark in other areas. This is
of God. It isn't because there's archons and
demiurges and devils running around. God created
man with a mind. And if you look at your mind
and I look at my mind and everyone listening
to this show is honest about their own mind,
and then you just scale that up to 8 billion
people, all external reality is is a manifestation
of what man has created in his own mind. And
has man had selfishness? thoughts has man been
impatient has he be unkind in his thinking has
he done the wrong thing has his mind been pure
because we talk about wanting to tackle external
reality but if you believe there's a demiurge
and you believe in archons and that will be your
reality but for me i would say explore external
reality but understand how powerful you you will
get a manifestation of a pure mind and all and
and there's no devil running around god is in
control of everything he created or he's not
that's it that's the premise of any question
is god in control of everything he created and
the gnostics don't think that he is they don't
think this is of god so whilst i believe that
gnostics have a lot of good things to say i didn't
agree with their central premise and this idea
of fixing the outside world i think should be
secondary to fixing what's going on in our own
minds I agree with everything you said because
I sent that to you because I thought it was interesting.
Oh, it was. I listened to it three times. It
was great. You laid it out well. I also disagree
with the premise. So you came to the same conclusion
as did I. We're so close on this. It's amazing.
But external reality, we've got to fix external
reality because we've got to be kind. We've got
to be generous, loving and giving and kind. And
the external world is our forum in which to express
that. But there is nothing wrong with the world.
If you look at the world and look at the 8 billion
souls, all this is in the world is a representation
of everything human beings think about en masse.
You live in a bubble like I do, a beautiful bubble,
and you have very much control over your existence.
You haven't been blessed, you've earned it, but
you're very comfortable. So your reality is this
very, very nice one where you can be creative.
There are other realities which you've experienced
in this life where you're in the pits. You are
down on rock bottom and in the hog pen, right?
Most of my life. So we've all been there. But
whatever is going on in the world, I think it's...
We have to fix it internally. You don't fix it
on the outside. So every person can control their
reality within this consensus reality. The more
people do that in their individual bubbles, the
more those bubbles link up and become one bigger
one, and it's like a pleasant virus at that point.
It gets bigger, and that's our job to do that.
But I just don't see that there's anything wrong
with the world, and I would recommend to our
listeners, understand external reality, and we
can play around with that, but really be sure
that your mind is pure. Because if you're thinking
selfishly, you're bitching about something, and
you could do this with a smile on your face.
You haven't got to be obvious about it. But how
pure and clean is your mind? And that will determine
what gets reflected in your reality. And that's
where the real work is. Not even getting too
involved with what's going on out in the world,
unless you can fix it, unless you have money.
Without that, you're fucked. You're not going
to be able to do much at all. There's about 10
different ways we can take this. The first way
that jumps out at me is this idea of what is
reality? Is it in us? Is it within us? Are we
projecting reality? Because there's a lot of
people... When you mean projecting, do you mean
creating it with our thoughts and visions? Well,
you know, a lot of people think our vision, our
eyes, these two orbs, these two orbs, these are,
to me, these eyes are receptors. These eyes we
use to receive information. But we have, when
you look at the physiological construct of your
third eye, it's actually a projector. The pineal
gland. The pineal gland. We can actually project.
Yes. Right? So we're doing both. But that's the
point. We're doing both. Yeah. So part of it
is, because there's always this dance. Like you
say, okay, we live in this little bubble. Well.
Everyone does. Not just you and I. Everyone has
a little bubble. But they're concentric bubbles.
Because the closest bubble is me. Your bubble
is touching my bubble. And you know, Robin, she's
my closest bubble. And then my closest friends
like you, you're my next closest bubble. So think
about that for a bit in terms of concentric circles
or concentric spheres of influence. Because you've
heard it said, you become like the people with
whom you associate. And that's very true. Not
necessarily, though. Do you think we become like
the people we associate with? Well, I think that...
I think I can live independently and maintain
Sarah no matter what company I keep. Oh, yeah,
but that's not what... There's more to the statement
than just like... If I'm running around barefoot
in the garden all the time and you want to wear
your heels, you're going to wear your heels and
I'm going to be barefoot, right? So it's not
like you're going to become like that. This is
more of a statement of consciousness and resonance.
Okay. So if you're hanging around with a... Oh,
I see. Just in terms. Yes. Okay. Of their vibration.
If you're hanging around with somebody that's
just a real negative, foul mouth, you know, beats
his kids. I mean, just if you're hanging around
with somebody who's just absolutely foul. Oh,
to maintain your vibration in that, you have
to be very awake. You're going to have, you're
going to end up being at least biased. a little
bit towards the foulness. It's very difficult.
It takes a very strong person. Yes. If you can
stay awake and not let it affect you, it's very
good to test yourself in that. You and I, well,
I do it all the time. I go right into the darkness
because I've figured out the darkness. You don't
have to become dark. It has happened to me where
I've been sucked in, though, where I have been
and I realize I need to get the fuck out of here
and I need to go home and recalibrate. I think
it's a good spiritual to hold your vibration
no matter what is going on around you. Key. And
that was with people, things, circumstances,
but with people. You can be around a low vibration,
but you don't want to lose control of your own
vibration. Right. So my statement was that it's
a popular adage out there that you become like
the people with whom you're associated. I don't
think necessarily. Yes, I see it from the point
of view that you're saying, yes. You're talking
about the vibration. I think you can maintain
a high vibration. Well, I'm talking about everything.
So if I'm hanging around with Sarah and your
vernacular, your selection of words, the words
you use are at a college level. And I come in
at a fifth grade level and I'm just using basic
words. My association with you is going to elevate
my vocabulary. Yes, I agree with that. Okay,
so I will rub. In that context, I agree. If you're
a chef and I watch you and I see that you cut
the broccoli and there's a little mess. But you're
talking about learning a trade here. I'm talking
about anything. Okay, so that could be learning.
I'm going to become more like you. I'm going
to become less like you. I don't like you. You
interrupted me three times about this. Interjected.
That too. My question is, what is it about you
not being influenced by other people that bothers
you? It's not being influenced by other people.
That's fine. I'm talking about being influenced
by someone's vibration. But what if you are?
Well, you don't have to be. You don't have to
be. They don't have to. have you lose your vibration
you could go into into a dark situation and you
can maintain thoughts of health purity love you
don't have to sink because that actually does
have an empathetic effect and I've been in situations
where I've fallen into that and the reason I
can talk about it is because I realized I had
to get out of it got myself out because I could
feel it was like vampires it was a weird energy
suck on me but then what I've trained myself
to do now It doesn't do that to me anymore. I
can be in those situations and I don't lose my
shit. You and I are in complete agreement on
that. I completely agree with you. But you were
influenced by that experience. Yes, to train
myself that I don't need to be influenced by
the vibration. So you wouldn't be the person
you are if you weren't influenced by that energy,
by those behaviors. Yes. So my point is this.
You made a conscious decision. Okay, so say there's
this dark person that's going to pull you, suck
you into this cesspool, right? There's this darkness.
You recognize at some points in your life, maybe
you got sucked in, but you learn from it. And
as a conscious, as a divine sovereign, as a conscious
co -creator, you recognize it's like, this is
not the place I want to be, nor should I be.
And you chose a different. You mentally used
your brain to choose a different resonance. How
valuable was that darkness? Very valuable. That's
exactly right. Yeah. So we have to acknowledge
that those dark places, experiences, whatever
they are, they have value. It doesn't mean I
need to go dance with it. I don't need to become
it. But you become like that person or you become
like that experience. You look at people like
Jesus the Christ, right? Became incarnate. Why?
You don't have to do this. You don't have to
come into this world. You don't have to do this.
Why did you become incarnate? You came down to
this lower density, this earth space. Why? Same
reason you and I did. To be an example of what
the light looks like. Well, we had to experience
it. I could explain to you. I could say, Sarah.
We're agreeing, by the way, about the usefulness
of light. We're totally in agreement. And dark,
yeah. You and I are in total agreement, but I'm
just trying to... But it's God made. God designed
it. It's not because what God did, it is not
a perversion of what God intended. No, it's a...
It was designed to be this way. I think if somebody
is completely honest and they, whatever their
scriptures are, they could be Buddhist or Muslim
or Christian or whatever their source is, they
could even be, they could even worship the stars.
Whatever their thing is, what we're talking about
is going to connect all those points. It's going
to connect those. When we talk about coming into
this thicker, denser earth space, you and I have
both said, I'm pretty sure we came here voluntarily.
We had an agreement. We knew what we're getting
into. I liken it to you and me going out on a...
a catamaran we're out on this cabin cruiser triple
hull cabin cruiser beautiful right we have the
um the chef cooking for us we're out there just
getting some sunshine and i jump into the water
and i jump right out and you're like what's up
and i said it's freezing right and you're like
it's a beautiful tropical day how can there be
freezing water like so you won't even know what
the experience is because i can explain it's
like look at me you know i'm shivering my look
at my goose i can explain it to you literally
till i'm blue in the light describing eating
chocolate but you won't experience it until you
jump into it yeah and then you're gonna jump
right out go man that was messed up And I think
life is so much easier if you can understand
darkness from the fact that it allows us to experience
opposites. But when you come in with a belief
system that tells you this is fucked up, that
you're a slave to dark forces, it's going to
be more difficult for you to hold an inner vibration
because you're already living in a fearful world.
Because if you believe that's reality, then God
is not in control of everything he created. That's
such a... flimsy premise to build a belief system
around i agree with you i gotta tell you this
this i'm going to just share with you this experience
i had this week and all of these things we're
talking about it just seemed to come together
all at the same time in the same experience and
but in a slightly different way but the takeaways
were the same so several years ago i'm we were
at a A gathering, you know, party and probably
30, 40 people there. And Robin and I were just
visiting, making new friends, really. Was that
in this area? Yeah, it was in Claremont. We were
invited to just a gathering. It was like some
like -minded individuals about personal sovereignty.
And so we were at the party. We met a whole bunch
of people. And from that one party, we literally
met probably... 10 to 12 just really good family
friends. People we could just say, yeah, we could
have them over and trust them with, you know.
Yeah, you could just be cool. Give them the keys
to my car or whatever. They'd be fine. Good people.
Well, one of my favorites just passed away a
couple weeks ago, a few weeks ago. He was a naturopath
doctor by title. He still ate a bunch of dead
animals and rich foods and all that stuff. How
old was he when he passed? Oh, he was probably,
I think he was 10 years my senior. So maybe.
Early 70s, mid 70s, you know, still young. What
did he pass off, if you don't mind me asking?
Cancer. Okay. And so, you know, the thing is,
he and I had so many similar beliefs, but the
way we approached the world was so different.
So his thing was, well, I can live however I
want, eat whatever I want, drink whatever I want,
have whatever rich desserts I want, whatever
processed food I want. I can have whatever I
want because I'm a naturopath. And if I just
take the right minerals and be around these healing
frequencies and stuff. I will not suffer. I've
read that theory before. It was in the Seth material.
It was Jane Roberts. Who's Seth material? I don't
know who that is. So Seth was, she channeled
him. So as this entity, famous books in the late
1970s, Jane Roberts, and she would go into a
trance and she'd channel. And when you listen
to the quality of the information, it's quite
obviously. Of a very high quality. And I don't
judge where that information is coming from.
She says it's not me. And so Seth would talk
and it was in the nature of personal reality.
And it talked about something is only bad for
you if you believe it is. If you don't believe
it is, it won't be. Now, he didn't use those
words, but he was very brief in how he channeled
this through Jane Roberts. And it just staggered
me. What if belief is that powerful? Because
your friend who passed, he's kind of digging
into that area. If I keep the right frequency,
keep a clean mind and I believe. I can do whatever
I want. And so he did, but he didn't. Maybe he
probably wanted to live to his 90. Maybe he just
wanted to check out when he was in his early
70s. So did he succeed? Did he have a happy life?
Was he joyous? The short answer is yes, and I'll
get into the story. He was a very devout Christian,
like a Baptist, just a really hardcore Christian.
So from his paradigm, he lived a life according
to the Bible. Lived according to the scriptures.
And he accepted Jesus as his savior. And he left
this space, by all measurements, a very, very
happy person. Knowing he's going on to heaven.
Knowing he's going to go to heaven. Way better
there. What if there's not, though? Jesus. So
you actually jumped. Oh, did I? I'm sorry, darling.
I'm just going to suck on my straw. I'll keep
my mouth shut. So I went to this celebration
of life. And it was really beautiful. There was
just a small reception area. It was very packed
with people and extremely well done. Beautiful,
simple. The surviving spouse was there. The children
and grandchildren were there. They all seemed
genuinely happy or not. Not as distressed. I
think I was more distressed about losing my friend
than... Well, if you had an absolute rigid belief
that if you followed the tenets of the Bible
and... Put your life over to Jesus. What you're
going to get is what you've always wanted here.
You've wanted a big house, no money worries,
freedom to do whatever you want. You want flowers
and meadows and lovely temperatures. You don't
want weeds. You don't want crime. You just want
this beautiful hedonistic paradise because Christianity
ends it there. You'll be in one of God's many
mansions. We don't know what that means. But
everyone is looking to get off this planet and
just get this freaking life that they've always
wanted. wanted which we free of the stern realities
that we experience in this dense environment
so i get i get but and and islam a lot of the
people the men in islam they believe they're
going to this paradise it's a different rendition
of heaven and there's virgins and women and it's
sort of feeding a lot of grapes and then they
wipe their memory clean and this all goes on
the next day and you can understand why people
would really fall prey to the fact that you're
going into this cosmic hedonism of butany and
perhaps just everything you've always wanted
well what if that isn't happening but I understand
the seduction of believing in that But that would
be really boring. There was a Star Trek episode
with Q, and Q could just... That was good. And
he sat on a porch on a swing for 300 years because
he had done everything. And I thought, that's
what's going to... So I don't get that version
of the afterlife. But I can understand your friends
when you went to this memorial. They were happy.
They believe in an afterlife. They believe in
a loving God. He gets to go somewhere nice. They'll
catch up with him down the line, and they'll
all be happy and together again. I guess part
of, there's a reason I'm saying this story because
I entered that with the idea that I was going
to show up and support the family, give them
hugs. They were all fine. And they were just
fine. I was the one that was just like, oh, I'm
going to miss my friend. I was like. No, not
to say that they didn't. No, you're not undermining
there. I was just very surprised that everyone
was joyful. I'm not going to see him again. Yeah,
you were actually mourning. I was really mourning.
Well, he passed away a month ago. Yeah, but you've
got to live without him now. This was my first
reality. We weren't bosom buddies. We're pure
doctors. We're pure doctors. He was an astropath.
I'm a PhD. We shared a lot of things, but we
also saw a lot of things differently. The point
with this experience was this. I thought it was
just going to be come and visit, celebrate, talk
about a few things and then leave. Turned out
to be almost three hours long. They ushered us
into the church, which to me was excruciatingly
uncomfortable. Oh, was it? For me. What? Because
it was too hot? No, the temperature is fine.
It's just the whole churchy experience. I'm not
a churchy person. I just don't have a good experience
with some church experiences. Buildings, the
actual buildings. No, not the building. The building
was beautiful. The church experience, I just
was not comfortable there. So I took a seat by
an aisle in case I needed to get out. Did you
leave your engine running? No. I was there to
support the family and I would never just bail
out. although I thought about it multiple times,
the first two thirds was all about him and his
life, his beautiful, his people, his friends
talking. They had videos recorded, pictures of
growing up. His experiences. It was beautiful.
But then this minister came up for one hour,
talked about stuff. About what? About him? No,
about... About the Bible? Yes. It was a full
-on. Church service. It was a full -on church
service, which if I knew that was going to happen,
I probably wouldn't have gone. I'd have just
walked out. Well, I didn't want to disrespect
the family. It wouldn't be, though. You wouldn't
have to disrespect them. I'd have just said to
them, I'm sorry, I had to leave. But here's the
thing. I felt like it was a bait and switch.
It was the same. Yeah, okay. It was the same
story. The same story. I could almost have scripted
it because I've heard it so many times from so
many ministers over my past 62 years. And it
was nauseating. You felt hijacked. Well, prior
to that, I was at a VA appointment just as a
follow -up. And they take my blood pressure and
it's like 112 over 65 or something. That's what
mine is. It's like nothing. It's just the normal.
Now we're up at 140 over 120. I promise I was
probably double that. But to the point. What
goal do you set? Go ahead. But to the point,
I kept on asking myself, what is here in this,
for my world, hideous experience? Yeah. That
I can benefit, that I can take benefit from.
Having self -control. And so I really reeled
my mind in. Good. And I said, okay, what can
I celebrate? There's no way in the world I would
ever volunteer to be right here right now if
I wasn't supporting this family. But you consciously,
what good can I see in this? That's very conscious.
What did you come up with? Well, the first thing
I did was I started breathing. Okay, good. I
sat like this. At least you're not stuck down
a coal mine. You've got air. Closing your eyes
is a good one. I literally closed my eyes. Oh,
I would have done that. You want to get that
out. I closed my eyes and I started breathing.
I'd have put some earbuds in. And then while
the preacher was preaching, instead of focusing
on his words, he had a great keyboard player.
Oh. And the keyboard player was just putting
in the... like some beautiful chords. Yes. I've
seen that done. It's quite, it's quite good.
It's pretty impactful. So then what I started
doing was entering this as a musician. Oh, nice.
So I took this shit sandwich, shit sandwich.
And I thought your vibration, this, this keyboard
player was freaking amazing. Yeah. Cause when
the preacher would raise his hand, he didn't
get dramatic. You do this hellfire and brimstone
thing. And all the people would do this with
their hands and all this. The musician responded
very tastefully, very subtly with music. But
amplifying the moment. I've heard it done well.
And you just tuned all that bullshit out and
now just listen to the music. No, but this guy
rocked it because he was so good. He was just,
like, you almost didn't even hear it. Yeah. Until,
but whatever the emotions, whatever the emotion
was. He either picked up the tempo or the volume.
And he would shift from major chords to minor
chords. Yes, it was a score, basically. It was
a score to the preaching. But he was responding.
Yeah, well, he's heard all this before, so this
is like an act, isn't it? Well, I guess it would
be, yeah. You would, you'd have rehearsed this.
But I've seen this done really well. T .G. Bishop,
T .G. Jakes does this, and it's having these,
and the instrument comes in when they know that
he's about to make a point. Yeah. So that's good.
I'm glad that grounded you and kept you stable.
Well, again, I... Was Robin next to you? No,
she wasn't feeling well. She's actually, she's
going through some... She had some pre -cancer
stuff on her face and we wanted to naturally
remove it. So I've got her doing a lot of stuff
with like I have her taking some supplements.
uh that have what's called superoxide dismutase
and um extracts from aloe vera yeah plus some
topical things and it's actually a blading all
of the damage is literally coming off oh that's
but it's painful it feels like it burns yeah
she'll have to keep mentally kind of yeah it's
been a journey it'll be a test for her it'll
be a good one ultimately though because you have
to maintain strength well now she's got the baby
skin coming out yeah and that's going to motivate
today it's starting to flake off now she sees
results so that's yeah but the past 10 days have
been really a journey for her so anyway she did
not go and I'm so glad she didn't because we
had a similar experience we had a new friend
that was And you're very well -mannered because
you didn't get up and leave. I got to the point
in life, if I'm in a situation I don't want to
be in, I don't want to be disrespectful, and
I will just quietly leave, not give anyone any
explanation, and then not even explain afterwards.
If I need to apologise after, I'm sorry I had
to slip out early. It was a beautiful ceremony.
I would choose to do that now. That was very
people -pleasing of you. Or honouring. I mean,
you're honouring that. It wouldn't have been
not honoring to leave, though. Well, and true.
I actually thought I could leave right now and
nobody would notice. If I'd have been with you,
I'd have had us both out of there. And nobody
would care. Yeah, exactly. But I thought to myself,
what is my purpose for being there? And my purpose
was not for me. It was to support that family.
And you'd already done that, though, in the first
two hours. Well, I agreed with them. Yeah. Well,
they were in front. I was in back. So I was pretty
much non sequitur. Okay. But I wanted to be there
afterwards. To greet them on my way out. So you
had to sit through this in order to be able to
do your reception line. Because I thought, well,
what's my purpose for being here? Yeah. And if
it's to support them, then I need to see this.
I have to see this through. Yeah. So you had
to work out what your goal was and then accommodate
that. So I had to reel myself in. And then in
those situations, it's funny. It's not the worst
thing that's ever happened to anyone, is it?
So you've got to sit there for an hour. And I
find myself sometimes you're bitching about a
first world problem. Right. And that's how I
get myself out of it. Comfortable chair. It's
AC. You're not laying sod. You know, you haven't
been up before. But I love the fact that you
go into gratitude because you could easily let
your vibration dip and you could start bitching
about it. You could say, I don't want to be here.
don't want to listen to this preaching this is
not my worldview I don't believe in any of that
I've been hijacked I'm forced to go through this
switch and bait and all the rest of it your mind
could do that or your mind chooses I'm going
to see what's good because if you do that because
if you go into the negative side of that you'll
get a negative manifestation in the external
if you can keep it that which is what you did
you programmed your own mind basically keep it
sweet keep it nice focus on the music then your
external manifestation mirrors that so non -reaction
is absolutely gold dust in terms of wanting to
manifest something in your life that you know
you can't keep fluctuating so you didn't fluctuate
because you got it from the beginning you'd noticed
right i've got to get control of myself well
i noticed as soon as i walked in i'm like because
i had that that intuition it's like i just stood
in the back well dipped out for a ciggy oh my
god No, good for you, though. You're a polite
American. Oh, listen to you, Ben. You're the
polite bread. I'm the scrappy American. I would
have walked out, waited outside for them. Well,
so the net result was I was actually glad I stayed
because the widow literally came up to me afterwards
and gave me a vice grip, like a clamp hug. Because
even before he passed away, when he was ill,
I was helping. They had these trailers full of
hay for their animals because they have a little
farm. And he couldn't haul the hay, like move
these bales of hay, so I moved them for him and
stuff. So it was a hug of appreciation. Because
you don't realize, you know, it's times like
that you realize who your friends are. Yeah,
it's a shame. They're the people that, and she
realized, she's like, oh man, Tia Tilly showed
up for me. Every time I need her to be there,
she's there. Yeah. And I wanted to really just
let her know that nothing's changed. Nice. Nothing's
changed. And I even told her, I said, if you
need a change of scenery, like, because sometimes
when you're going through those vicissitudes,
these ups and downs in life that just kind of,
ah, and you just need that change of scenery.
I told her, I said, come out, hang out on my
patio at Phillips Island. Listen to the birds.
Yeah, listen to some music. Just chill out. Listen
to the birds and chill out. And even though they
have birds and music and stuff, just the changes.
Yeah, exactly. It's just a different way. Yes,
absolutely. It changes everything, that visual.
It's always very calming energy in this place.
It dovetails back to what we were talking about
before. We get exposed to these experiences.
My default position right now in life is that
of gratitude. Yesterday I was moving. I got this
log rolled into my leg yesterday. Oh, I dropped
a stone on my toe. I can outdo that. It's at
a three inch scrape on my leg. Yeah, but it didn't
pierce the skin though. Yeah. Oh, it did. Oh,
did it? That's deep. Is it? Well, it's healing
nicely. I know. I heal quickly. Wow. But it was
actually scraped right along my shin bone on
the inside. Did it hurt? I always ask that. I
almost said that F word that you always say.
Oh, fart. Fart. Fart this. I almost said that
word, but. So how did you get out of dipping
your vibe on that then? It was really hard, but
I was grateful. That sounds crazy. No, it's not.
It's absolute perfection. I clocked. It was so
painful. With what? Well, we have four bags out
there that are chips because we're still cleaning
up from last year's hurricane. So I've got this
on the back of the tractor. I got 57 horsepower
off the PTO, which is the power transfer. And
I've got this chipper. It's like a wood chipper.
And it can chip like seven inch diameter. So
we just throw all these scraps in there. We literally
have, we had enough scraps to fill this studio
here. There's tons of scraps. But when you chip
them down, they fill like four by four foot cubes.
So we have, we filled four, four by four cubes
yesterday of chips. And during the process, You
know, I was dragging the logs close to my farmhand
because he was feeding the shredder, and I'd
go grab some more logs, and I was just feeding
him, and he was feeding the shredder. I was carrying
a log, and it turns out my glove was full of
fire ants. Oh! So my hand was getting bit by
fire ants, so I threw the glove down, and in
the process, I dropped the log, and it just clapped.
Yeah, you see, if you'd have been focused properly,
you would have thrown the log and then ripped
that off. But you just went for ripping this
off, and then you stuck it on your leg. Well,
I dropped the log, and it rolled. I dropped the
log straight down, but it rolled against me,
and on the way down, it just scraped my shin
like crazy. Well, it didn't scrape my shin. Actually,
it was a bent log. And it went straight down,
but because it was bent, it moved towards me.
And when it rolled towards me, it hit my shin.
So anyway, long and short of it, stuff like that
happens. And I'm like, God, I'm glad I didn't
break my foot. You know, it's just, I immediately
go into this gratitude. damn fire ants yeah and
i'm out here and this was just a one little log
i've got rid of the fire ants i'm still alive
and i'm just lucky that i've got all these you
know big pile of what do you do with all this
this chips then is it like mulch use it to put
on yeah so sometimes it gets so hot in the well
you know in florida which gets stupid hot out
there and so what you want to do is we use uh
we use it as a covering or a dressing for the
beds yeah so we weed the beds And then we put
a dressing on top so that there's something on
top that will at least slow down the weeds. Then
when I want to grow something, I make a hole.
I put it in the hole and then I close it up.
Yes. And depending on the plant, you don't want
the wood chips touching the plant because it
can introduce fungus and stuff. Oh, okay. So
you leave a little hole and the plant grows up
through it. But what it does is if it gets really
hot outside, underneath the wood chip stays moist.
And if it gets really, really wet, the wood chips
absorb it like a sponge. So it kind of maintains
temperature under the soil. And it maintains
some humidity under the soil. So when you're
nursing this wound... Oh, it's gone. It's gone.
Yeah, it looks great. Just while we're sitting
here. It doesn't even look like it's pierced
the skin from here. But when you're thinking...
So that's great that you've got this mechanism
from keeping your ranch here all fertile and
moist and cool. So you've got a minor injury.
You dropped the ball on that because you lost
focus. That could have... I mean, I hate to tell
you where you went wrong. I feel so insufficient.
But you could have just thrown... that and then
ripped your glove off well well being a commando
and all that well you know what this this is
this was yesterday I have to just tell you about
this real quick so Charlie my son who bought
the stones over he bought one of his workers
over with him and I was watching this and I like
to think sometimes I see life from the perspective
of what's the modern term an efficiency expert
So the guy is picking up these stones. These
stones are this big. I mean, I'm not joking,
50, 70 pounds. And then his truck is 20 feet
away and it's direct sunlight. And I look over
and all he needs to do is reverse his truck to
where this fire pit is being built. It's shady.
It's shady. You can back right up to it. And
he was also throwing stones where a stone was
being dropped. And now he's not. Then he's got
to walk and bend. Pick it up. Pick it up. So
I say to him, I said, and I was, I said, listen,
sweetheart. I said, why don't you bring your
truck round? here back it up here back it right
here and I directed him back and then he could
get the stones out the truck and he could just
put them on the wall and my son just started
laughing and he said come with me and he have
to walk away he said mum he said you're telling
him what to do and I'm thinking well yeah I did
tell him what to do because I could see that
there's a way better way of doing this You're
not going to be as hot. You're not going to have
to bend down and pick them up. You're going to
be in the shade and you're going to be right
where the wall is that you're building. Why is
your truck 20 feet away in this really hot strip
of grass? So I got a ticking off from my son,
but he was okay with it. Well, I grew up in a
family where no matter what you did, it was either
wrong or could have been done better. Are you
okay with it could have been done better? I mean,
I self -critique. I think as a result, myself
and my siblings, we're our own worst critics
because we adopted this idea that, well, we can
obviously do things better. Everything can be
done, whether it's us or someone else. Yeah,
but what's the standard? I'm looking for his.
Stop, stop. Yeah, go ahead. What's the standard?
Comfort in this case. In this case, it was ease
and comfort. This can be much easier and much
more comfortable for you if you don't do it like
that. I'm talking to all of the married couples,
partners, roommates, everybody right now. What's
the best way to load a dishwasher? Everybody's
got their own way of doing it. They have a reason
for doing it the way they do. And this is, we
talk about this because my mom, she had... Her
way of doing it, and it was, in my opinion, and
pretty much everybody I knew, it was pretty messed
up. It was arguably the worst possible system
of getting the most dishes clean that you can
imagine. In her world, it was perfect. Now, would
she have been okay if you had said to her, Mom,
let me show you. I've got a couple of, you know,
hacks here. Would she have been okay? No, a tear
jelly, that's lovely. That's really helped. Zero.
No, I don't think so. So she herself didn't want
any input. No, because my family is old school.
Old school just means stubborn in that case.
No, well, old school means the children don't
correct the parents. The parents correct the
children. Yeah. You're supposed to listen to
me? You know, we said, do this, you do this.
You don't question your parents. And I get that.
I understand that. Yeah, I don't have that relationship
with my kids. They can call me out if they need
to. And I'll defend myself. I'll agree with them.
I don't view my children as, quote, my children.
They're just really close friends that I happen
to bring into this world. I love them. But you
know what? If they want to be part of my world,
great. If they don't, great. I don't own them.
They don't own me. I don't treat my children
much different than anybody else. No. I don't
treat my children any different than I treat
you. I feel that. I'm kind of like that. We're
friends. There's no authority. I'm not an authority
figure in their life at all anymore. If you and
I were complete strangers and you came up and
said there's a better way to do something. 20
years ago, I would have said F you. No, I wouldn't
have because I don't do that. He was grateful.
He looked at me and he smiled because he could
see. Wow, I was 20 feet over there. He handled
it really well. And I think that's why my son
was able to laugh about it. Because it's like,
holy shit, if I just look at this, I had this
all wrong. I'm under a massive tree. I could
back it up here. I was really far away. So it
was very audacious of me to correct it. But I
actually, I wasn't intending. to correcting i
was actually this you've got a lot of stones
to get off you are sweating so buckets this could
be so much this boiled down to this boiled down
to empathy if i was doing that i'd want to do
it it's empathy yeah because you're looking at
this saying this could be this poor fellow yeah
because this oh he had his tongue hanging out
and that's the thing even with my mom she was
always always always correcting us no matter
what There was always something better. She was
always correcting us. Because she had this vision
of perfection, vision of how the world should
be. But it was from a position of love. Yeah.
So she wasn't being a bitch. We all knew it's
because we were loved. She was paying attention.
She wanted us to be better and smarter. She wanted
us to have a better life than she had. And that
was the way that she was parented. Her standard,
her mother's standard for her marriage to my
dad was that my dad was a good man. Any man that
doesn't beat his wife is a good husband. Okay,
now that's a messed up standard. Really low bar,
isn't it? Because my dad didn't beat my mom,
that's a good standard. So my mom's world was
like one of gratitude because she didn't get
beaten by her husband. That's a pretty messed
up paradigm. That's really nuts. But when you
ask me the question about doing things better,
what I've learned to do is ask questions and
just say, and I usually use a sandwich approach.
So if you were hauling the boulders, I would
say, Sarah, you're doing such a good job hauling
these boulders. That seems like a lot of work.
I kind of did couch it a little bit like that.
And I said, this looks really great. But what
I hope I got over to him, because he does this
work all the time, right? Does landscaping. Look
at your environment. Look where you can work
smarter, not harder. And you don't, and I'm just
hoping, well, I... I was in the sun. I did not
mean to be walking 20 feet holding a 50 -pound
boulder. And I hope I had a really nice effect
on him that in the future, ask questions about
your own environment. If I unload the dishwasher,
I know exactly what I'm going to have in relation
to which part of the room I'm going in. There's
a real method to this because I hate unloading
the dishwasher. It's boring and I resent it.
it so i'm gonna make sure that i get it fucking
right so my way i could i could beat anyone to
unload the dishwasher contest because i want
to i want it to be easiest for me And for him,
he, if he was making those mistakes about not
looking at his environment, he's probably paid
the price for that. Now he might go to a job
and think, you know what, if I park here and
I take that and I do that and that I could have
really hope, hopefully I've improved his life.
That's why this is my position is you're so thoughtful
and kind that you recognize that this guy is
sweating. It's hot. He's overworking. Your positioning
on that's beautiful because you could say that
it's not what you say, it's how you say it. Yeah.
Because you're being kind, you're being helpful.
And how can you get angry with you making his
life easier? Yeah. That's so beautiful. If you
were saying, you're such an idiot. Yo, you piece
of shit, what are you doing? What are you doing?
I know a few people that would approach it like
that. But that's the thing. The way you approach
it matters. I think most people wouldn't say
anything. They would just let that ride. Okay,
this is how he's choosing to do it. It depends
whether you're being paid by the hour or it's
just per job. There's that. I mean, there's other
variations of how you'd have to look at that.
I think most people just, that's not my, I'm
not going to interfere with it. Well, I mean,
but then there's also, I've seen this happen
where it's like. Well, ma 'am, thank you so much.
I'd love to back that up over there, but the
problem is that's your septic field, and I really
shouldn't be driving on your septic field. And
I would have said I wouldn't have asked you to
back it up over there had it been on my septic.
But I'm saying that some people, you know where
your septic field is. Some people don't even
know, and they learn something because this old
guy, this Holland Wilders. Oh, I see what you're
saying, yeah. Like if you didn't know your septic
tank. Oh, this was nowhere near my septic tank.
But I see what you're saying. I'm just saying
that he may have had a reason for parking 20
feet away that you didn't know about. Could have
been. No, the odds are probably not. Yeah. But
I always hold that space. Well, for me, my septic
tank, I'm on like a big five acre field. It's
obvious for him. Yeah, but I'm not talking about
you. I know you're not. But for him, but I can
see what you're saying. If I parked over here
because I didn't want to. park on your sprinkler
system i didn't want to park near your septic
tank so there was a reason he would have then
said to me oh the reason i didn't back around
there because i didn't want to get near your
septic tank right so i think the way i again
the way i probably you and i are similar in the
approach i probably would have done it similar
to you i would have but i ask questions i just
say hey just so you know you're welcome to drive
over here and back up there if it's easier for
you you know if you want to do that you're welcome
to do that Just make that offer and leave it
alone. And then if he said no, just that's it.
See my life right now is because everybody I
meet, my goal is to help them through the next
level. Like it's either you're going to be a
world -class athlete or a mega millionaire. Those
are the, that's what everybody I meet. It's up
to you to stop me. So you wouldn't have said
to this guy, back around here, because you won't
have to walk so far and you're in the shade.
I wouldn't have told him. You wouldn't have told
him what the issue was. I wouldn't have told
him anything. But then why would he have even
thought about backing up if he doesn't know what's
going to change? You can embed it in the question.
You say, gosh, you're doing so much work in the
direct heat here. That's what I did do. Yeah,
you're doing so much work in the direct heat.
It's nice and shady here. If you want to pull
over there, you're welcome to do that. And you're
not going to have to walk so far because you'll
be right there. That way it's just an offer.
I look at life right now like I have table service
and I'm going up to Sarah Terry's table and I'm
offering you an appetizer or a drink. And if
you take the drink or appetizer or you don't,
I don't care. My job is to offer you the appetizer.
Would you like? Yes. That's all I'm doing. Yes.
And that's what I did. I offered him advice,
but I needed to know why this wasn't working
because he couldn't have been seeing what I was
seeing. Because if he was seeing what I was seeing,
he would have already done this. He was not aware
that there was even a tree that had shade and
he parked too far away because that's where he
was because he was taking down something else
and he didn't reverse. So I felt that to me it
was offering him an appetizer, offering him a
drink, but explaining why. that is useful. And
he got it. And we connected. He's like, okay.
I mean, it was, it was significantly cooler.
This was a massive Drake on this tree. It was
a canopy of shade. So yes. It's like you're an
author or something. Anyway, darling, I'm not
sure how we got onto that, but it's been lovely.
But I think these are important things because
how we address each other and giving each other
the benefit of the doubt is good. Yeah. And letting
people know why your observation exists. It's
not a critique. It could be easier. And Jordan
Peterson always says, assume someone knows something
that you don't. And I would say that's really,
really good. Because he wouldn't have done what
he had done if he had realised what the benefit
of being nearer was in terms of his back and
what the benefit of the shade was. Because he
just wouldn't have done that. You would have
actually surveyed your atmosphere and your environment.
And, but then I'm just a person that I like things
to be as easy as they possibly can be. Yeah.
I call myself, I call myself ambitiously lazy.
Yeah. I like it. Cause I'm, I'm very, I like
to pre -think things so that I can take this,
the smallest number of steps. Talking about pre
-thinking, we're not going to have time for this
episode, but this, should we introduce the next
episode here or just leave it? Well, let's leave,
let's open that up as a teaser, but let's not
good. Let's not deep dive on it. Just create
the. teaser go ahead okay so the next um podcast
we're doing tia jolie has an assistant she's
an ai robot and what was it you asked her what
was your what were your directions what i did
was i her name's rosie she's listened to all
the podcasts i said okay rosie go back and look
at all the transcripts you have them all yeah
look at the transcripts get a feel for what sarah
and i cover what we're about and give give me
i forget was it 10 or 12 yeah there's a lot 10
or 12 novel concepts or topics about which we
should talk. Yeah. And then she printed them
out. She gave me a bunch of stuff. I didn't even
look at them. So let me give you the first one
out. The first one, and this is actually so funny.
The first one, Rosie said, why your soul might
be bored. So our next episode, that's the one
we have to tackle first. Okay. All right. It's
funny because Robin asked, she says, so what
are you and Sarah going to talk about? She says,
did you give Sarah that list from Rosie? And
I said, yeah. She said, did you look at the list?
And I said, no. She's like, well, you didn't
even look at it? I'm like, no, I don't want to
know. No, I don't. Yeah, go in. I want you to,
like, we can do one topic and then you can say,
okay, Tinsley, pick a number between two and
ten. Yeah. I'll say seven. Okay, we'll do that.
We'll do seven. We'll do all 12. Is there 10
or 12? I don't even know. I don't know. I didn't
want to look that closely. I didn't even look
at the list. But I just noticed the first one.
And I think people suffer from this. Why your
soul might be bored. So the next episode, ladies
and gentlemen, boys and girls, is going to be
about boredom. Okay. So let's wrap up with one
thing. For those of you listening for the first
time, please go to souldecodes .com. Drop a comment.
Share this. If you found any benefit. Just share
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we should get more and more notoriety out there
as things get more relevant. Notoriety. But for
those who don't know about Sarah, the author,
what's the... I know I have a bookstore at soldecodes
.com. Yes. The bookstore shows you stuff. So
you can go onto Amazon. And the book that I would
encourage everyone to buy, it's only 8 ,000 words.
It's literally going to take you 40 minutes to
read from cover to cover. And it's my theory
distilled into 8 ,000 words of the simulation
reality that we live in. And it was a very good
use of language because he's a very, very complicated
topic. And I was able to explain it and it might
really be helpful. It'll only be helpful to you
if you take full responsibility of how much power
your mind. And you take full responsibility for
your creations. But it's a way to create a better
reality. I lay out the blueprint for that. I
also have written a novel, The Star Side Prophecy.
Before you go there, what's the name of that
book? The Mirror World. The Mirror World. It's
a journal as well. I encourage you to write your
thoughts. The Star Side Prophecy is a novel.
This stars me. And it starts out on star side,
which is a fictitious heaven. And I question
God. And I'm pretty fucking rude about it. the
best god could do is a polemic and i break down
um the tenets of christianity and understand
why it is not cool to believe that god is separate
and that's what then i've got other stuff but
that'll do it for now and i've read all of them
and i i admire you for what you're doing so anyway
thank you all for listening we're excited to
get into these ai generated topics So I'm excited.
I'm going to put some thought to it this week.
Well, I'm just going to leave these here. I'm
not going to look at them. So we'll just go in
cold next week. I won't even touch it. Won't
even touch it. Let's leave it here. I'll know
if you have. I'm going to put it under here.
I'll know if anyone looks because I know exactly
how this works. No, I'm not going to move it.
I know. I know you are. So you know what I'll
do next week is on the air, I'm going to say...
No, I'm going to tell Rosie. I'm going to say...
Pick a number randomly between two and whatever
number's on there. Okay, like a lottery. Like
a tarot card. Let Rosie tell us what number we're
going to do. All right, good. Let's do it. That's
fun. Okay, all right. Thanks for joining us.
All right, take care. All right. Bye. Soul Decodes,
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