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We got a powerful topic for y 'all to Since I'm
gonna let you tell them what the topic is cuz
man this one is a good one So this one is now
that you know the lie, what does God say you
are rebuilding your identity in Christ And that's
important Because once you know who the world
says you are, now you got to learn who God says
you are. Because in the light, if we're really
honest with ourselves, a lot of our biggest problem
is we are too focused on what everybody else
says about us and not focused on what God says
about us. That is our biggest problem. Would
you agree with that, Hannah? Yes. How about it?
Same, same, like, like legit. And I really feel
like this generation that is being raised now
has it a little more difficult than what we did.
Yes. There's social media and then just like,
you know, Wealth is more available, so designers
are more available, like these kids that wear
McQueen's, Burberry, Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Mark
Jacobs in middle school. And if you don't have
it, they're making you think that you can't sit
with us. You're not a part of the cool kids because
you don't have this. Because you're not rocking
that, you can't be around us. So you all we we
have a great discussion for y 'all though. So
I And I'm unless you kick us off with this discussion
with the first question So what labels have you
accepted that God never gave you ma 'am I Think
one of the labels was not enough like not being
good enough And I have to remember that with
God, I am enough. Like, I think sometimes we
can get so caught up in trying to be everything
for everybody. That minute that we're not who
God called us to be, we feel like we're struggling,
that we're fighting, that we're not being the
best version of ourselves. So what about you?
I would say like failure and unhealthy relationships
make me feel like I was broken Unlovable Thanks,
I think sometimes we we forget that and I think
sometimes we can't forget that God has called
us for greater than where we are right now. And
you all, I apologize about that phone ringing.
Somebody is really trying to get in contact with
me. He's doing Robo dialing like your niece when
she get a little sleepy. Dude. She's Robo dialing.
She just goes through your phone and call everybody.
Dude. And this person that got me like four times.
I'm like, what? Hold on. If they call me again,
thank, it might be important, but they can wait.
They can wait. They can wait. Okay. Okay. All
right. So then, you know, that's what we were
talking about. The enemy strategy is to make
your wound your identity. So you can't let your
wound identify who you are. You have to understand
that there are seasons and reasons for everything
and that you went through that for a reason and
you are supposed to grow through that. grow through
it, not stay in it. It's not your final destination.
It's a stepping stone to the next destination.
You have to remember that. You have to grow through
that pain. You have to overcome through that.
If you felt like, you know, a big thing for me,
and it's not that I'm trying to push things,
but I have been on a health journey. and I do
pressure James about it. And most people that
I'm dealing with, I'm like, hey, like James said,
she gon' get in the gym. I got out for work at
840. I went and got my little 15 -minute mile
and a half in, and then got on. And I was like,
I'll finish when the podcast is over. Even when
I had pneumonia, I was still working. I was like,
I'm gonna take it in the gym. You know, kill
the people in the gym. But I was in the park.
So what I did for me, because I wasn't happy
with how I looked. I wasn't happy with how I
felt. I wasn't happy with my energy level. I
wasn't happy with what the doctors were telling
me when I was going to the appointment. So I
said, I gotta make a change for me. And when
I say it takes your confidence to a new level,
getting that Bible praying and getting that gym,
you operate on a whole new level. Takes you to
another frequency because what it does is it
makes you realize, yo, you gotta talk to me different.
It sells people like, yo, you gotta talk to me
different because I don't pay the cost to be
at this level now. Like this has cost me too
much to be at this level now. So I'm not going
to walk around with that same. broken mentality.
I'm gonna walk around a whole. I'm gonna walk
around different. I'm gonna walk around as a
whole individual. And one thing I got to do is
I have to, if you have been on me about that
health journey, but one thing I got to do is
I got to find the time to make it happen. For
me, I just have so many things that I have my
hands in. So many hands, I have my hands in so
many different things that I used to say 6am
on Saturday mornings, I'm hitting the gym. That's
what I'm doing. And I'm staying for about a good
three to four hours. Well, what ended up happening
is different things ended up happening around
on Saturday mornings. And it caused me to get
out of that routine. And we know that we are
creatures of habit. So if you get out of a routine,
guess what happens? Your routine starts to become
like, I don't have to go. it becomes, I have
to go. When you really like, but that's why I
say like, I'm on the four days now, you start
with two, you start with one, you start with
15 minutes, just taking a walk at the end of
the day. Like just to reset and realign your
emotions before you deal with your family and
your loved ones. It could be that, it could be
it, it could be just some time for you. It doesn't
automatically start with 30 minutes. It doesn't
stop for five minutes. You have to ease yourself
into it. once a week is not going to get you
locked in. I am a firm believer that it needs
to be two to four days a week to get you locked
in. It's two days to like maintain weight. I
think it's three days to lose weight. And I do
four days because I need my balance. It's for
my mind and my body. I feel that. And I'm trying,
look y 'all, see John Ford, I'm trying to just
get to one. I'm just trying to get to one. That
was not an option when I went over the options.
What was the option two three? You could do like
and like I tell him to I put them like eat different
like even right now I just finished and I didn't
really dinner and it is a little late But I don't
want to do night eating so I'm like we're gonna
do a little protein milkshake We just finished
working out and we don't want it night night
eating is the worst habit you can have yourself
see I am a night eater like like literally like
I am one of those that will get up at about 12
midnight or one in the morning and I'll start
snacking eating some cookies. Oh no they're bad
they're bad. Eating some cookies eating some
Doritos and then going right back to bed. Do
your eyes be open or closed? Open. OK, I just
wanted to know how bad it was. OK, we're going
to talk about that later on. We're going to take
that off the show. So I know exactly what I'm
doing. I'll wake up, go in that cabinet, grab
the sips, grab the cookies, smash them, wash
it down with a Coca -Cola, then go to bed. OK,
so you like to be on sugar when you go to sleep.
in your sleep you crave sugar. Pretty much. I
need to see somebody about it. So. That explain
how you be having that adrenaline throughout
the night because you're doing a sugar. Munchies,
sugar munchies at 12 o 'clock. So that would
explain the four o 'clock rush. Okay, so. I'm
going to have to find something. I'm going to
have to do something because it ain't healthy.
I know because I'm hitting on 40s door. I'm knocking
right at 40s door. I'm going to be a baddie of
40. I'm going to be a baddie of 40. I'm going
to be a baddie of 40. I'm going to be a baddie
of 40. I'm going to be a baddie of 40. I'm going
to be a baddie of 40. I'm going to be a baddie
of 40. I'm going to be a baddie of 40. I'm going
to be a baddie of 40. I'm going to be a baddie
of 40. I'm going to be a baddie of 40. I'm going
to be a baddie of 40. I'm going to be a baddie
of 40. I'm going to be a baddie of 40. I'm going
to be a baddie of 40. I'm going to be a baddie
of 40. I'm going to be I got about three and
a half. Don't be lying on the show. Don't be
lying on the show, Janjie. Yeah, because I'm
36. I got about three and a half because I'll
be 37 in October. The time is now. Don't play
with your health. Health is a new well. This
I know. And I got to get it back together. I
do. But so my next question to you is Are you
living from your past or from God's promise?
I am living from God's promise and I love that
for me and my family. You know, healing doesn't
erase your testimony. It changes how your testimony
affects you and your scars become evidence of
God's faithfulness instead of reminders of your
shame, which is the most fulfilling. One of the
most fulfilling things that God can do for you.
God creates new beginnings, not recycled versions
of your old life. That is a key that we have
to remember. I like that. I like that. Say it
one more time. God creates new beginnings, not
recycled versions of your old life. Break that
down. Break that down for the people in the back.
It means learning to see yourself differently
because you have a new beginning. You don't see
yourself as who you were when you were going
through your history of pain and when you were
in survival mode and when you were in your lowest
low, it creates a new beginning. It gives you
like a refresh, a fresh start. Like, that's really
what it is. It's a fresh start in his version
of you that he wants you to be. So I'm not...
I'm gonna give you examples. It's gonna be a
little raw. I'm not... And it's... I'm not Hannah
who was outside and didn't know herself. They
had low self -esteem and would do things that
were not right. I'm Hannah who is high -value,
healed. knows God and I'm not settling for nothing.
We ain't doing breadcrumbs or more. It's gonna
be the whole plate or it's not gonna be no plate.
It's gonna be everything is I've worked so hard
to get here and I know that I am a daughter of
King and I know that God loves me for who I am
today. He does not judge me by my past. He does
not judge you by the things that I've done. He
loves me for who I am. That's real. And that's
what I love about God is that when we mess up,
Because trust me we're gonna mess up when we
fail because trust me we're gonna fail He throws
it into the sea of forgiveness He's like you
know what I already covered that you're good.
I covered that You've been forgiven. You've been
set free. You are whole you are made different
You don't have to walk the same way that you
used to walk You don't have to talk the same
way that you used to talk you can be a whole
person and not a half of a person. And I think
that is something that we got to realize is that
God is calling us to be whole men and women of
God. He's not calling us to be half men and women
of God. He's calling us to be whole because God
is saying where I'm about to take you to is going
to require wholeness from you. It's like it's
like you're eating a cake, right? Now you have
the option to get a half a piece of that cake
or the whole piece Everybody is going to want
that whole piece of the cake But Nevertheless,
you got to make sure that you are bringing everything
to the table to be that whole piece that you
are calling for. Make sure that you are healed.
Make sure that you are high valued. Make sure
that you are walking in your kingdom destiny.
Make sure that you are knowing your worth. Because
when you know your worth, you can start tax on
that and make people know how they got to address
you. You can't address me the same way because
I'm not the same person. Because the whole individual
will say, yes, I know I have a past, but what
I'm glad to do, what I'm glad to know is that
every saint has a past and every sinner has a
future. So whose voice is louder in your life,
your inner critic or God's word? In the past,
it was my inner circle. But now that I've changed
my inner circle and I've changed who I'm allowing
to pour into me, it's God's work. Let me be honest
with you, last night, I would see the text message
last night around nine o 'clock from my little
sis, Duzanette. She's like, hey. Me and Tima,
we're doing prayer at 11 o 'clock. It's not gonna
be on TikTok, it's just personal. You wanna join
us. It was gonna be 12 midnight that time, 11
o 'clock in my time. I'm like, yeah, I'm in,
let's do it. And when I tell you that prayer,
it's like the three of us covered each other.
It is like, you gotta get people in your circle
that cover you, that will cover you when you're
going through things, that will cover you when
you are going through your trials, will cover
you when you're going through your tribulations.
They're like, bro, I got you. Sis, I got you.
Bro, let's do this together. And that's where
your inner circle comes in. Like, you gotta have
that right inner circle around you. Now you can
keep that in a circle that won't support you
all the time too But they're not gonna understand
when you tell them I need prayer right now You
need that in a circle that when you need prayer
you ain't even got to tell them you needed They
are already on it Me and Hannah for instance,
we don't have to talk every day to know when
we need each other. It's like something in our
spirit will tell each other like something ain't
right and immediately will call each other and
start playing I can't tell you how many times
Hannah's done that or I've done that for her
even case in point I said this before I'll say
it again there was a time where I was about to
act up I was on the phone with Hannah going off
and Hannah listened to me go off And listen,
and listen, and listen. And then all of a sudden
she just said, okay, so are you doing there?
Because you ain't about to do what she said you're
going to do. What you're going to do is play.
And I'm like, boy, that ain't what I want to
hear right now. But that's what I needed to hear
at that very moment. You need the inner circle
that is going to tell you what you need to hear,
not what you want to hear. What about you? How
do you feel about that? I definitely feel like
the inner circle is not... I'm more leaning on
God's word, like that's just the season I'm in
right now, because I'm growing that relationship.
And his truth remains constant, even when my
emotions fluctuate. And my inner circle does
hold me accountable because there's a couple
people that are actually truly confiding. And
I love that for me, and they do keep it 100 and
tell me when I'm right or when I'm wrong. So
that accountability is there. You have to be
very careful when you're surrounding yourself
with it because some people try to. be in a circle
and they don't even know what you got going on
and really they just got some within they self
that they trying to work through and lash out
and leave and guide you in the wrong way and
or they're truly toxic and they have no business
trying to be in your inner circle because they
got things within they self they need to work
through. If some people you could just be cool
with and then there's some people they belong
to in their circle. Yes. Yes. Like I got some
that I'm cool with like when I see them ain't
no beat. Yo, what's going on? How you doing?
I bless you. Great to see you. Great to see you.
Mm -hmm. But when I tell you, Hannah Erby, a
team of we, uh, God's and a, uh, a countless
list of others, a few others called him. Yeah,
all right. Yeah, we're buying it down. Let's
go Like ain't no questions asked What's up? Like
you ain't gotta tell us what's going on Like
well ask questions later Right now this needs
to get handled So I guess it's my turn on the
question. Okay. Let me see. All right. What would
you change? What would change if you truly believed
you were soldier, loved and enough? What would
change if you truly believed that you were soldier,
that you was love and that you was enough? So
the first thing is when you know your work, you
stop begging people to validate you. Confidence
is rooted in Christ. Christ produces healthy
relationships and healthy boundaries. So when
you love yourself enough, it's just a lot of
behavior. You're just not going to tolerate.
The boundaries are going to be real high. The
self -care is going to be real high. The self
-love is going to be real high. tolerance for
certain things is just going to be zero. And
you're just going to be able to have a certain
form of peace and grace that people will not
understand because you know that you are enough.
And it is a great feeling to know that you are
enough because you stop settling, you stop being
chaotic, you stop being a roller coaster, you
have peace and that peace and clarity comes from
within and growing your relationship with God
and Him putting in you. to know that you are.
There's no pressure. We move with peace, not
pressure. Because you know, you know who's you
are, and you know how you need to move. All right.
For me, I would say it would bring a calmness.
Because at that point, you don't got to strip.
You don't got to frantic. You ain't got to be
frantic. You can do as Moses told the children
of Israel. Just look back. Because these Israelites,
these Egyptians as you see now, you'll never
see them again. So it's like as the problems
come, and as the situations come, you can stand
on these words. You can remember the promise
that he gave you. He promised that you will be
the head and not the tail. He promised that you
will be the lender and not the borrower. He promised
that you will be successful. He promised that
you will not be in a season of lack. And I think
a lot of times a lot of our biggest problem is.
We forget the promise that we was given. We are
walking around like the disciples did when they
were in the midst of a storm. They were frantic
in the midst of the storm. But they forgot a
key word that God told them, that Jesus told
them. There was two key words. He said, let us.
And then he said, cross over to the other side.
In other words, the letters, meaning he's going
to be right there with them and then cross over
to the other side. It was the promise that you're
going to make it to your destination. Sometimes
we get frantic when the storm comes and we forget
the promise that we was already promised. Why
do you think we do that? Because we don't fully
trust God. And that's it in the nutshell, right?
And we ain't read the Bible. We don't have that
relationship of ourself. Because if you read
the Bible, you see how long those people are
going through things in the Bible. You're like,
let me sit down. Let me pipe down. It ain't even
that long. Then people went through things for
hundreds of years. And you over here tripping
over days, 24 hours, two months. It's like we
forget how good God has been to us. We forget
the fact that God already gave us the cattle
over a thousand years. We're slipping over the
fact that we don't have filet mignon to eat.
But God provided food for our table. It's like,
we forget that God is eating up. His grace is
sufficient. We forget that. All right, it's on
you. So how do we stop rehearsing old wounds
and start renewing our minds? But remembering
the promise. Who's promise? God's promise. Remembering
that promise that he gave us. Like it goes back
to sitting down and reading your word. The only
way that you are going to make it to your destination
is by sitting down and having a relationship
with him So let me put it like this as most of
you all know that watch ourselves Back in February
mom went through a sickness Well after the sickness
and we had to Sift the way that we was doing
some things So, there had been a couple of times
that Dad had made Kool -Aid. Well, when he made
the Kool -Aid, all I saw was a picture of Kool
-Aid sitting in the fridge. So, of course, I'm
ready to drink it. I grab a big glass, pour it,
and I'm ready to tear it up. I take a sip of
it, and the rest of it goes in the sink. because
he didn't put sugar in it. So because he missed
one ingredient to protect my mother, the Kool
-Aid lost its taste. A lot of us as Christians
are walking around missing the key ingredient.
We pray, but we don't read our word of God. We
go to search. But that's the only time we pick
up the word of God. We fast, but we don't read
our word. That is what we're messing up. That
is what we are messing up. That's better. All
right. everything, but what God has told us,
we need to follow. We pick and choose the parts
of the way the God that we want to follow. We
pick and choose the parts that we want to do.
We pick and choose which one we want. Like, okay,
I'm going to be inside of the guy, but I'm not
going to treat everybody the way that I want
to be treated. You can't do it. You can't have
one without the other. How do you feel about
that? I feel that that is true and you definitely
have to be consistent with it. Just like, you
know, getting into gym. You gotta be consistent
with your daily prayer. I have a prayer journal
that I actually use. You know, I'm reading the
Bible in a year. There's a Bible that actually
has that so we I'm reading that to get through
the Bible myself personally Having that wise
community In a circle is key and just you know
know that healing isn't pretending the pain never
happened It's refusing to let the pain have the
final word Your speaker now goodness the healing
is pretending not pretending the pain didn't
happen but not letting the pain have the final
word my god in other words allowing the pain
to make you better but not bitter yes correct
because there's a lot of bitter people so many
bitter people in our culture mm okay moving right
along Mm -hmm. Yes. Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm. We ain't,
we ain't hit. We're going to have one more show.
That's a whole nother show. That's a whole nother
show. We just came up with our next series. Mm
-hmm. Bitter, bitterness. Mm -hmm. So what relationships
reinforce your God -given identity and which
ones reinforce your wounds? Man, I think One
thing I have to learn that is that everybody
that has access to me doesn't deserve to have
influence over me Because I feel like sometimes
a lot of people can have access to you but only
the right people should have Access have influence
over you influence to make you make the wise
decisions Because let's be real. There's some
people that's got access to you They're gonna
tell you to Turn over some tables and act of
food But the ones that's got the access to you
in the way influence over you they're gonna tell
you be cool just know that God's got the final
say and God's got the final say of what's going
to happen. You ain't gotta at the donkey, allow
God to do his thing. I think sometimes we gotta
realize, yeah. I think that we need to remember
that healthy people will mind us who God says
we are. I think that healthy people will mind
us that, you know what? God says that I'm above
and not beneath. God says that I am going to
be successful. God said that I will win. God
says that nothing that I do self fail. No weapons
formed against me self prosper. That's what God
said. So since God said it, I'm crazy enough
to believe. I feel like, you know, one of the
biggest things that I am really working through
this myself, personally. Sometimes healing requires
you to change your environment. So it's difficult
to become whole while constantly surrounded by
voices that keep you broken. You know, I'm at
a point in a season where I will tell people
like, and it'd be the most, you know, people
that you've known your whole life. I feel like
I just, you just mess with my nervous system.
I can't do you. It's just not healthy. You stress
me out. You put me in a state of mind that I
no longer operate in, so I can't be around you
like that. You can't be in my home. It's just
my interaction with you has to be very short
and simple because it just doesn't work for me
anymore. We have to we have to realize that some
people don't deserve us We out roll people it's
okay to out roll people Like it's okay like it's
okay to be like you know what you was cool in
last season But in this season, I gotta move
different. I got to move different. I gotta be
better. I gotta be whole. I gotta be successful.
So with that being said, look, I'm stronger now
than I was in my last season. That's what we
got to remind ourselves of. All right. It's my
turn. All right. All right. If you fully embrace
who God says you are today, What would you finally
have the courage to do? That is coming. I am
fully embracing it and it will be shown soon
because you know we have to remember that God
doesn't call the qualified He qualifies the call.
Your obedience matters more than your perfection.
Many dreams stay dormant because we don't believe
we're qualified. What about you? I think I would
finally believe that, you know what, I finally
got to the point to where I'm sweating God more
than I am my own fear. You know, I was thinking
today and as I was thinking today and I was listening
to voice of music. Yes. Yes, Hannah. Yes. It
was in quartet today. I was listening to voice
of music and as I was listening It was like,
I was hearing God like pour into me. And it was
like some things that I needed clarity on. He
gave it at that very moment. Now, am I scared
of the moves that he told me to make? Of course.
But am I ready to make those moves? of course,
because I know if he caught me to it, he's going
to see me through it. How you feel about that,
Hannah? I agree with that completely. All right,
I'm going to let you come with us with our last
one for the night. I just challenge you all.
Like I hope this episode was powerful and enlightening
to you as it was for me and James. You know,
this week I want you to identify one line you
believed about yourself. And then I want you
to find your scripture that directly speaks against
that lie. And then I want you to speak life over
yourself with that verse every day. And watch
how God's truth starts to change your life. And
I think for me, my last words to y 'all would
be, remember that God still got a plan for you.
Despite the pain that you're going through right
now, God still got a plan for you. And his plan
may take a minute, but just know that he still
has a plan for you. I'm reminded of a story of
a elephant and a kangaroo who was given birth.
Both of them was pregnant at the same time. The
kangaroo gets birth to her first baby. The elephant
is still pregnant with her first one. The kangaroo
gets pregnant again. and she's pregnant with
her second baby. She delivers the second baby.
The elephant still pregnant with the first baby.
The kangaroo gives birth to a third baby. Elephant
still pregnant with her first. Kangaroo gets
pregnant with her fourth baby and she was about
to give birth and she looks at the elephant and
said, how am I on baby number four? And you still
on baby number one. in an elephant looked at
her and said, because when you give birth, it's
not that big of a deal. But when I give birth
because it doesn't happen often, the momentum
changes after I give birth. So it's going to
take a while for me to give birth to this one
thing. because I know that there's momentum changes
once I give birth. That thing is you're pregnant
with right now. That vision, that dream, don't
get discouraged because it's taking it a while
to be birthed. Just know that that vision is
going to bless millions of people. Be patient
and know that God's got your back. You're gonna
be okay. You're gonna win. You're gonna make
it. You're gonna be successful. Just know that
God's got you. So you all, we thank y 'all for
tuning in tonight. We appreciate y 'all. We love
y 'all. We appreciate y 'all walking with us.
We want y 'all to stay tuned next week. Stay
tuned tomorrow night. because tomorrow night
we got walking in Kingdom Destiny with Prophetess
Team Marie and y 'all know how that's going to
go. The flow that happens on that show is crazy.
So y 'all definitely want to tune into that and
tune in on Wednesday for a Kingdom Boss mindset
and stay locked into the network because as y
'all could clearly see on Friday, y 'all never
know when we're going to do a pop -up show. So
we love y 'all we appreciate y 'all and we'll
see y 'all on tomorrow. Peace