WEBVTT 00:00:18.769 --> 00:00:22.390 James H. Glover network I'm walking in my destiny 00:00:22.390 --> 00:00:25.309 because Jesus gave me the authority prophetess 00:00:25.309 --> 00:00:28.190 team Marie and James can help show you how to 00:00:28.190 --> 00:00:30.649 not just talk to talk but walk this walk when 00:00:30.649 --> 00:00:36.210 I do make church work but kingdom work Hello, 00:00:36.390 --> 00:00:39.149 hello, hello. Welcome to yours and my favorite 00:00:39.149 --> 00:00:42.289 show, Walking in Kingdom Destiny. I am your host, 00:00:42.509 --> 00:00:45.750 Prof. T. Marie, and this is my lovely co -host, 00:00:46.009 --> 00:00:48.829 Elder Glover. What up, what up, what up, everyone, 00:00:49.009 --> 00:00:52.909 everyone, everyone. Y 'all, look, I'm just glad 00:00:52.909 --> 00:00:57.030 I got last week over with, because last week 00:00:57.030 --> 00:01:01.369 was killer on the brother. That's all right. 00:01:01.490 --> 00:01:05.109 You made it in Jesus' name. I ain't never doing 00:01:05.109 --> 00:01:10.930 that again. My body letting me know I done got 00:01:10.930 --> 00:01:16.349 older. It's like we can't do that no more. Listen, 00:01:16.510 --> 00:01:18.370 so let me let me give y 'all a quick little testimony 00:01:18.370 --> 00:01:20.209 before we before I pray to see it and we get 00:01:20.209 --> 00:01:23.450 started. So y 'all know I've been going to school 00:01:23.450 --> 00:01:25.150 and I've been doing summer classes and stuff 00:01:25.150 --> 00:01:27.469 and I have really been struggling in one of my 00:01:27.469 --> 00:01:29.730 classes and not because it was hard but because 00:01:29.730 --> 00:01:33.549 it was really time consuming and I had hold on. 00:01:33.799 --> 00:01:35.900 I think my camera is a little blurry. Okay. There 00:01:35.900 --> 00:01:39.439 you go. Now y 'all can see me. And so I, you 00:01:39.439 --> 00:01:41.239 know, with everything else I have going on, you 00:01:41.239 --> 00:01:43.099 know, with the podcast, I have church, I have 00:01:43.099 --> 00:01:46.959 just a lot. My life is so chaotic, but anyhoo. 00:01:47.500 --> 00:01:51.500 So I was sitting at a D in that class. Don't 00:01:51.500 --> 00:01:56.099 judge me y 'all. Don't judge me. But the teacher 00:01:56.099 --> 00:01:59.200 had opened up all the makeup work, right? So 00:01:59.200 --> 00:02:01.700 we are actually able to reattempt all assignments 00:02:01.700 --> 00:02:04.780 until we get 100%. Do y 'all know I spent all 00:02:04.780 --> 00:02:08.020 last week and I was able to get my grade up to 00:02:08.020 --> 00:02:13.939 a B. A high B at that. So I passed my class. 00:02:14.699 --> 00:02:20.740 I'm so grateful. I'm so excited. And when I say 00:02:20.740 --> 00:02:23.120 that God is so good because I was so stressed 00:02:23.120 --> 00:02:27.219 about it, my mom was just like, well, why you 00:02:27.219 --> 00:02:29.000 didn't say you needed, you know, this amount 00:02:29.000 --> 00:02:30.960 of time and yada yada. And I'm just like, mom, 00:02:31.319 --> 00:02:36.509 because Not that school is not my top priority 00:02:36.509 --> 00:02:40.090 But at the same time I understand that nothing 00:02:40.090 --> 00:02:43.870 that I was doing could really be put to the side 00:02:43.870 --> 00:02:48.009 Right because God's work is always going to come 00:02:48.009 --> 00:02:53.930 first and then God God makes sure everything 00:02:53.930 --> 00:02:56.430 else comes into play so I just want to give y 00:02:56.430 --> 00:02:58.110 'all that quick little testimony real quick because 00:02:58.110 --> 00:03:00.150 y 'all know a girl was stressing about this school 00:03:00.150 --> 00:03:06.379 and But I did it You're muted. We can't hear 00:03:06.379 --> 00:03:10.159 you. I said, God definitely did this big one. 00:03:10.620 --> 00:03:13.280 Y 'all, one of the main reasons why we went in 00:03:13.280 --> 00:03:16.139 late tonight is because we were saying testimonies 00:03:16.139 --> 00:03:24.259 back and forth. Y 'all, when I tell y 'all, all 00:03:24.259 --> 00:03:28.460 I gotta say is what is coming up next, that will 00:03:28.460 --> 00:03:31.759 be announced very, very soon. I'm so excited 00:03:31.759 --> 00:03:38.159 to hear that. I haven't seen years haven't heard. 00:03:38.740 --> 00:03:41.259 I will tell y 'all this. This is all I'm gonna 00:03:41.259 --> 00:03:45.400 tell y 'all. We'll talk Monday, dating while 00:03:45.400 --> 00:03:50.979 anointed, walking in Kingdom Destiny, and breaking 00:03:50.979 --> 00:03:56.560 up with toxicity. That's all I'm gonna say. We'll 00:03:56.560 --> 00:04:00.780 talk Monday, breaking up with toxicity. Breaking 00:04:00.780 --> 00:04:05.460 up with toxicity, dating while anointed. and 00:04:05.460 --> 00:04:08.219 walking the kingdom of destiny. That's how y 00:04:08.219 --> 00:04:11.620 'all getting out of me. That's all y 'all getting 00:04:11.620 --> 00:04:14.159 what I mean. God is so good. I know God is about 00:04:14.159 --> 00:04:18.360 to do something so amazing through this experience. 00:04:20.519 --> 00:04:23.959 I just, I know it, I know it, I know it. I had 00:04:23.959 --> 00:04:29.660 a conversation Sunday with Dr. Rosita and seeing 00:04:29.660 --> 00:04:33.220 I was working on this behind the scenes. And 00:04:33.220 --> 00:04:39.660 when I tell y 'all, It's about to be great. It's 00:04:39.660 --> 00:04:42.220 about to be amazing and it's about to be life 00:04:42.220 --> 00:04:45.899 -saving. And like I said, all y 'all can now 00:04:45.899 --> 00:04:48.279 to me is dating while anointed. We'll talk about 00:04:48.279 --> 00:04:51.139 that. Walking and keeping destiny and breaking 00:04:51.139 --> 00:04:54.180 up with toxicity. I am so glad that God gave 00:04:54.180 --> 00:04:59.339 me a spirit of humility in order to pass up that 00:04:59.339 --> 00:05:03.920 opportunity that you presented to me and to listen 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:08.829 to him. in order to pass that on to the next 00:05:08.829 --> 00:05:14.069 person that was fit for that position, right? 00:05:15.089 --> 00:05:21.709 Y 'all listen. I offer that position to Team 00:05:21.709 --> 00:05:24.490 Movies first. I said, let me play on it. And 00:05:24.490 --> 00:05:26.910 Team Movies like, let me play on it. And normally 00:05:26.910 --> 00:05:28.910 when Team Movies says let me play on it, I'm 00:05:28.910 --> 00:05:30.930 like, all right, she gonna come back and say, 00:05:31.050 --> 00:05:35.720 yeah. As long as guys don't give me a no, I know, 00:05:35.800 --> 00:05:37.980 I know it's okay. It's green light. I could go. 00:05:38.899 --> 00:05:42.860 Within a couple of days, and she's like, talk 00:05:42.860 --> 00:05:45.500 to Dr. Waseeda. I said, I already talked to, 00:05:45.839 --> 00:05:50.399 and she said, no. Well, no, you rather - I said 00:05:50.399 --> 00:05:54.800 talk to Hannah first. Hannah and Dr. Waseeda. 00:05:55.160 --> 00:05:58.379 And I'm like, Hannah's already said no. And you 00:05:58.379 --> 00:06:00.920 like, talk to Dr. Waseeda. And if she says no, 00:06:01.160 --> 00:06:04.259 come back. Oh my God. I said, offer it to Hannah. 00:06:04.459 --> 00:06:07.680 Hannah's going to say no. And then you offer 00:06:07.680 --> 00:06:10.000 it to Dr. Rashida. And he was like, I already 00:06:10.000 --> 00:06:11.759 offered it to Hannah. I said, OK, so I'll pass. 00:06:11.879 --> 00:06:13.560 So I did hear right. I heard right. God said 00:06:13.560 --> 00:06:15.240 Hannah was going to say no. The first person 00:06:15.240 --> 00:06:17.759 was going to say no. But you offered to her because 00:06:17.759 --> 00:06:20.579 she was the first one on your team. Oh, yeah. 00:06:21.019 --> 00:06:24.800 Because like, y 'all, this ain't even a topic. 00:06:25.040 --> 00:06:27.939 But I was saying like this. If y 'all been rocking 00:06:27.939 --> 00:06:30.459 with James X Club and Network for a while, y 00:06:30.459 --> 00:06:36.060 'all know Hannah and I been off and on with this 00:06:36.060 --> 00:06:40.060 for a good six years. Hold on, I'm not switching 00:06:40.060 --> 00:06:42.379 headphones y 'all. I just realized where my headphones 00:06:42.379 --> 00:06:45.759 was. It's been like a good six years for me and 00:06:45.759 --> 00:06:48.439 Hannah. Even though we've been off and on with 00:06:48.439 --> 00:06:51.420 it, like the love never changed, the vibes never 00:06:51.420 --> 00:06:55.120 changed. We always had each other's back. So 00:06:55.120 --> 00:07:01.860 y 'all, But when I tell y 'all, what we about 00:07:01.860 --> 00:07:11.319 to do next? Man. So many songs. When I went to 00:07:11.319 --> 00:07:16.560 the doctor, she was like, let's go. I was already 00:07:16.560 --> 00:07:20.300 ready. Let's run it. Let's go. And literally, 00:07:21.439 --> 00:07:26.540 we got together. And it was like. It was on and 00:07:26.540 --> 00:07:33.240 popping. We was off to the basis. Okay, I'mma 00:07:33.240 --> 00:07:36.079 pray us in. And we gonna get going on this topic, 00:07:36.220 --> 00:07:40.660 because this topic is... So T, God gave it to 00:07:40.660 --> 00:07:43.199 me and I said, ooh, James, I know we were supposed 00:07:43.199 --> 00:07:45.199 to do something, but we can use that as a back 00:07:45.199 --> 00:07:49.079 pocket episode. But I got a topic. Okay, I'mma 00:07:49.079 --> 00:07:52.889 pray us in. Father God in the name of Jesus Lord 00:07:52.889 --> 00:07:55.110 we just thank you God we thank you for this day 00:07:55.110 --> 00:07:56.829 God we thank you for getting us through this 00:07:56.829 --> 00:07:59.069 day God God we just thank you for keeping us 00:07:59.069 --> 00:08:01.350 and covering us God God we thank you for your 00:08:01.350 --> 00:08:03.110 protection God we thank you for your unconditional 00:08:03.110 --> 00:08:05.250 love God we thank you for your grace and your 00:08:05.250 --> 00:08:08.910 mercy God God I ask that you put me and Elder 00:08:08.910 --> 00:08:11.550 James behind the cross God and that you speak 00:08:11.550 --> 00:08:14.410 through us God God that your will be done in 00:08:14.410 --> 00:08:18.129 this show God God that this is not church work, 00:08:18.209 --> 00:08:20.389 but kingdom work, that souls are touched, that 00:08:20.389 --> 00:08:22.569 lives are changed, God. That somebody gets the 00:08:22.569 --> 00:08:25.129 encouragement to just keep going. That somebody 00:08:25.129 --> 00:08:28.089 gets just an extra boost for the weak, God. God, 00:08:28.209 --> 00:08:30.589 I just thank you, Father. I thank you for allowing 00:08:30.589 --> 00:08:32.889 me to be on this platform, God. God, I thank 00:08:32.889 --> 00:08:35.970 you for changing my life so that I am fit to 00:08:35.970 --> 00:08:38.669 sit on this platform, God. God, I just thank 00:08:38.669 --> 00:08:41.139 you. For your deliverance, God, I thank you for 00:08:41.139 --> 00:08:43.100 your mercy. I thank you for your grace, God. 00:08:43.440 --> 00:08:45.740 God, I thank you for what you've done in my life, 00:08:45.820 --> 00:08:48.120 what you're going to do in my life, God. God, 00:08:48.179 --> 00:08:49.799 I thank you for what you're about to do in Elder 00:08:49.799 --> 00:08:52.340 Glover's life, God. God, he doesn't even know 00:08:52.340 --> 00:08:54.659 the blessings that you have for him. God, outside 00:08:54.659 --> 00:08:57.279 of this network, God. God and I just want to 00:08:57.279 --> 00:09:01.009 speak life and prosperity over him, God. God 00:09:01.009 --> 00:09:03.309 I ask that you forgive us of our sins anything 00:09:03.309 --> 00:09:05.470 that may hinder this prayer from making it to 00:09:05.470 --> 00:09:08.769 you father I ask that you forgive us God God. 00:09:08.809 --> 00:09:12.429 I just ask that you forgive us God Forgive us. 00:09:12.450 --> 00:09:15.600 We are so sorry teaches how to walk like you 00:09:15.600 --> 00:09:18.259 teaches how to talk like you God teaches teaches 00:09:18.259 --> 00:09:20.399 how to be so close to you that your light shines 00:09:20.399 --> 00:09:22.659 through us that we may draw others to you God 00:09:22.659 --> 00:09:25.379 because that is our goal here that is our goal 00:09:25.379 --> 00:09:28.980 in life God that is our purpose that is our reason 00:09:28.980 --> 00:09:31.879 for being here God God you said our gifts will 00:09:31.879 --> 00:09:34.360 make room for us God so allow us to use our gifts 00:09:34.360 --> 00:09:37.620 father show us our gifts father reveal our gifts 00:09:37.620 --> 00:09:41.360 to us Show us what you have for us, show us what 00:09:41.360 --> 00:09:44.379 you want from us, Father, so that we can give 00:09:44.379 --> 00:09:47.340 you a yes, God, so that we may surrender our 00:09:47.340 --> 00:09:50.519 will for your will, God, and we will say, you 00:09:50.519 --> 00:09:52.500 know what, God, what else you got for me to do? 00:09:52.799 --> 00:09:55.340 What else do you got for me to do? And we give 00:09:55.340 --> 00:09:56.919 you the glory, the honor, and the praise, and 00:09:56.919 --> 00:09:59.259 I'll let the words of my mouth and the meditation 00:09:59.259 --> 00:10:01.639 of my heart be acceptable in your sight, Lord. 00:10:02.080 --> 00:10:04.879 You are my strength and you are my redeemer in 00:10:04.879 --> 00:10:14.610 Jesus' name, amen. Let me tell you something, 00:10:14.730 --> 00:10:21.129 James. Go ahead and run the commercial now. Why? 00:10:21.669 --> 00:10:25.590 Because we're not going to get to it. Let's run 00:10:25.590 --> 00:10:27.409 it right now, y 'all. We'll be right back after 00:10:27.409 --> 00:11:01.120 these commercial breaks. This is the James H. 00:11:01.700 --> 00:11:04.720 Glover Network. We started with a vision that 00:11:04.720 --> 00:11:06.980 was reaching the nations. Building kingdom leaders 00:11:06.980 --> 00:11:09.580 through powerful conversations. 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I know 00:15:53.600 --> 00:15:56.879 y 'all are wanting to see more broken up with 00:15:56.879 --> 00:16:01.059 toxicity. First Friday in August we will be back 00:16:01.059 --> 00:16:04.840 with that and we will be back with sibling talk 00:16:04.840 --> 00:16:10.779 on August 1st y 'all. I can't wait. Y 'all that 00:16:10.779 --> 00:16:14.100 one right there. I miss talking to my sisters, 00:16:15.059 --> 00:16:19.200 Lizzie, because I've been life and for all three 00:16:19.200 --> 00:16:22.879 of us. We've been crazy busy. We don't set aside 00:16:22.879 --> 00:16:26.139 that time on Saturdays for each other, and we're 00:16:26.139 --> 00:16:27.779 going to sit and let y 'all hear our conversation. 00:16:28.899 --> 00:16:31.320 Yeah, because it's like, life been life and for 00:16:31.320 --> 00:16:34.539 all three of us, it's like, we will hit each 00:16:34.539 --> 00:16:37.600 other up. If we need each other, we know each 00:16:37.600 --> 00:16:42.220 other's got each other's back. and we've been 00:16:42.220 --> 00:16:47.580 running in every which way. But August first, 00:16:47.820 --> 00:16:50.940 y 'all, August first, y 'all are getting basically 00:16:50.940 --> 00:16:54.700 a backstage pass to hear how we actually have 00:16:54.700 --> 00:16:59.379 conversations. And it's gonna be so fun. It's 00:16:59.379 --> 00:17:06.059 gonna be phenomenal. Okay, so tonight's topic. 00:17:06.519 --> 00:17:11.849 Let's get into it. Let's go let's go The only 00:17:11.849 --> 00:17:14.309 woman that Jesus ever mentioned in the Bible 00:17:14.309 --> 00:17:18.390 by name not by name, but you know close enough 00:17:18.390 --> 00:17:26.890 He said remember Lot's wife Now for those of 00:17:26.890 --> 00:17:30.490 you who don't know who Lot's wife is Lot was 00:17:30.490 --> 00:17:36.309 Abraham's nephew Okay, and they live in a city 00:17:36.309 --> 00:17:39.839 called Sodom and Gomorrah Sodom and Gomorrah 00:17:39.839 --> 00:17:48.140 was filled with sin basically homosexuality Fornication 00:17:48.140 --> 00:17:54.420 adultery it was just it was full of sin and Lot 00:17:54.420 --> 00:17:56.500 tried to save Sodom and Gomorrah, you know, he 00:17:56.500 --> 00:18:00.059 was just like, you know, let me let me find a 00:18:00.059 --> 00:18:04.079 hundred a hundred people that that serve me Let 00:18:04.079 --> 00:18:07.200 me let me if I could find it. We spirit and God 00:18:07.200 --> 00:18:10.250 say yeah How about they went all the way down 00:18:10.250 --> 00:18:14.269 to if you could just find one person That's holy 00:18:14.269 --> 00:18:18.569 and living right I'll spare the whole city He 00:18:18.569 --> 00:18:24.609 couldn't even find one person Right so The angel 00:18:24.609 --> 00:18:27.589 came and you know told lot and his family get 00:18:27.589 --> 00:18:33.450 out of here. It's about to go down And so they 00:18:33.450 --> 00:18:37.410 did in their instructions were very clear do 00:18:37.410 --> 00:18:42.849 not look back Do not look back or if you look 00:18:42.849 --> 00:18:49.569 back You will become a pillar of salt And that's 00:18:49.569 --> 00:18:53.490 what happened to lots wife she looked back She 00:18:53.490 --> 00:19:01.410 wanted to Remember She was reminiscing On the 00:19:01.410 --> 00:19:04.730 on the past she was reminiscing on what God was 00:19:04.730 --> 00:19:09.680 bringing them out of she was reminiscing on the 00:19:09.680 --> 00:19:11.480 thing that the very thing that God was trying 00:19:11.480 --> 00:19:18.839 to destroy and She became a pillar of salt So 00:19:18.839 --> 00:19:23.259 tonight we're gonna talk about do not look back 00:19:23.259 --> 00:19:33.059 Do not look back my gosh, that's powerful because 00:19:33.059 --> 00:19:37.730 a lot of us are looking back at the past We're 00:19:37.730 --> 00:19:39.930 looking back at things that God is telling us 00:19:39.930 --> 00:19:45.029 to move away from. And if I'm honest, I've been 00:19:45.029 --> 00:19:50.750 guilty of that. Well, I'm like, but God, back 00:19:50.750 --> 00:19:55.029 here is comfortable. Back here is cool. I know 00:19:55.029 --> 00:19:58.809 what's over here. I know what's back here. And 00:19:58.809 --> 00:20:02.730 God's like, OK, I know you know what's over here, 00:20:02.789 --> 00:20:07.740 but I want to take you to greater. I told T -movie, 00:20:08.019 --> 00:20:11.940 I went to the movies on Sunday, and I went to 00:20:11.940 --> 00:20:15.839 see the new Mulana movie, Mulana movie. Mulana. 00:20:16.480 --> 00:20:22.440 Mulana. There's nowhere. Mulana. Mulana. And 00:20:22.440 --> 00:20:25.359 while I was there, I ended up getting a word 00:20:25.359 --> 00:20:31.640 from the Mulana movie, which was, if you stay, 00:20:32.160 --> 00:20:35.019 you can stay where it's safe, or you can go into 00:20:35.019 --> 00:20:38.630 the deep. you can stay where it's safe or you 00:20:38.630 --> 00:20:42.529 can go into the deep. That's the question that 00:20:42.529 --> 00:20:44.970 God is asking us on today. Do you want to stay 00:20:44.970 --> 00:20:47.490 where it's safe or do you want to go into the 00:20:47.490 --> 00:20:52.809 deep? Do you want to stay where you know and 00:20:52.809 --> 00:20:58.089 you can focus in on a little level or do you 00:20:58.089 --> 00:21:01.089 want to go into the deep where you might get, 00:21:01.529 --> 00:21:04.700 where the way it might get a little hard? where 00:21:04.700 --> 00:21:07.440 the waves might pick up a little bit and might 00:21:07.440 --> 00:21:11.680 get a little wacky. But the reward is going to 00:21:11.680 --> 00:21:19.640 be so much greater. Which one do you want? Amen, 00:21:20.079 --> 00:21:24.220 amen. And we have to realize that even though 00:21:24.220 --> 00:21:29.000 what's ahead may seem scary, what's ahead may 00:21:29.000 --> 00:21:33.980 be unknown. What's ahead may be different from 00:21:33.980 --> 00:21:38.279 what you're accustomed to You have to remember 00:21:38.279 --> 00:21:45.200 that when you're doing things in God's will He's 00:21:45.200 --> 00:21:51.119 got you the devil can't do too much There's not 00:21:51.119 --> 00:21:56.140 too much that he can even do Even with Joe if 00:21:56.140 --> 00:21:58.410 y 'all remember Know we're talking about lots 00:21:58.410 --> 00:22:00.970 wife, but let me let me go here real quick even 00:22:00.970 --> 00:22:07.190 with Job The devil had to get permission To mess 00:22:07.190 --> 00:22:11.710 with Job because Job was protected And God said 00:22:11.710 --> 00:22:13.950 you know what then babies is downstairs having 00:22:13.950 --> 00:22:17.029 a ball. Yeah, I'm sorry God said you know what? 00:22:17.710 --> 00:22:21.269 I'ma let you Do whatever you want to do to him, 00:22:21.269 --> 00:22:26.059 but you cannot take his life And that's where 00:22:26.059 --> 00:22:28.279 we that that we have to remember that sometimes 00:22:28.279 --> 00:22:33.099 that's where we are But God is saying He can 00:22:33.099 --> 00:22:36.960 only do so much. He can't take your life You're 00:22:36.960 --> 00:22:40.279 not gonna die You're not gonna die in this matter 00:22:40.279 --> 00:22:41.680 of fact, you're gonna come up. You're gonna come 00:22:41.680 --> 00:22:46.740 out stronger than before you went in and We have 00:22:46.740 --> 00:22:49.299 to remember that Joe was very wealthy. Okay, 00:22:49.319 --> 00:22:52.140 Joe was he was filthy rich. Okay. Yeah, all the 00:22:52.140 --> 00:22:55.589 sheeps all the goats All the camels all the donkeys 00:22:55.589 --> 00:22:58.650 he had everything right the horses and every 00:22:58.650 --> 00:23:04.849 cows and stuff he had everything and So he wasn't 00:23:04.849 --> 00:23:07.309 broke he had a nice house he had servants he 00:23:07.309 --> 00:23:12.150 had kids he had a lovely wife and Everything 00:23:12.150 --> 00:23:18.730 that he lost God gave him back double Because 00:23:18.730 --> 00:23:21.569 he stayed faithful in what he would win what 00:23:21.569 --> 00:23:25.839 he went through Right God is looking for are 00:23:25.839 --> 00:23:29.279 you going to be faithful? Regardless if you're 00:23:29.279 --> 00:23:33.579 protected or not If you have that hedge of protection 00:23:33.579 --> 00:23:36.559 around you, are you gonna be faithful? Yes, of 00:23:36.559 --> 00:23:40.759 course. We all we know this But if I remove that 00:23:40.759 --> 00:23:44.140 hedge of protection and I allow people to talk 00:23:44.140 --> 00:23:49.180 about you things don't go as planned maybe maybe 00:23:51.909 --> 00:23:54.970 Maybe you didn't get the house. Maybe you didn't 00:23:54.970 --> 00:23:56.990 get the car. Maybe you didn't get the job. Maybe 00:23:56.990 --> 00:24:01.849 you lost the job. Maybe I'm allowing things to 00:24:01.849 --> 00:24:04.309 happen in your life, but are you gonna stay faithful 00:24:04.309 --> 00:24:06.390 to me through it all? Because if you stay faithful 00:24:06.390 --> 00:24:08.990 to me through it all, I'm gonna carry you through 00:24:08.990 --> 00:24:13.210 this. I'm gonna get you through this. But it's 00:24:13.210 --> 00:24:18.109 when you look back at what you're losing. What 00:24:18.109 --> 00:24:20.250 you think you're losing because technically it's 00:24:20.250 --> 00:24:24.509 never a loss, right? It's never a loss. It's 00:24:24.509 --> 00:24:28.769 a lesson Right. It's it's a you're gonna gain 00:24:28.769 --> 00:24:33.710 on the other side Are you ready to go over to 00:24:33.710 --> 00:24:38.089 the other side? We're to the promised land remember 00:24:38.089 --> 00:24:41.190 when when Moses was leading the Israelites to 00:24:41.190 --> 00:24:43.309 the promise why you in my Simon from Sunday? 00:24:44.029 --> 00:24:46.609 Listen listen listen listen cuz God got me all 00:24:46.609 --> 00:24:48.549 over the Old Testament right now, but it's okay 00:24:48.549 --> 00:24:52.130 But you remember when Moses was leading the Israelites 00:24:52.130 --> 00:24:56.269 to the promised land right and Because they weren't 00:24:56.269 --> 00:24:59.569 ready They wanted to keep looking back at Egypt. 00:24:59.930 --> 00:25:03.269 They had to stay in the wilderness for 40 years 00:25:03.269 --> 00:25:10.329 Can you imagine knowing that God has this land 00:25:10.329 --> 00:25:14.529 flowing with milk and honey And you stuck in 00:25:14.529 --> 00:25:18.369 the wilderness eating manna, which is like a 00:25:18.369 --> 00:25:26.730 like a It's nasty um anyway You stuck in the 00:25:26.730 --> 00:25:30.430 wilderness eating manna for 40 years all because 00:25:30.430 --> 00:25:34.130 you keep looking back at Egypt You're looking 00:25:34.130 --> 00:25:36.630 back at bondage. You're looking back at slavery 00:25:36.630 --> 00:25:38.509 and God is saying but I have the promise land 00:25:38.509 --> 00:25:41.950 in front of you The same thing with Lot's wife. 00:25:42.190 --> 00:25:45.369 She was looking back at Sodom and Gomorrah She 00:25:45.369 --> 00:25:48.130 was looking back at the parties. She was looking 00:25:48.130 --> 00:25:50.829 back at the the the drunken nights. She was looking 00:25:50.829 --> 00:25:54.910 back at the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:54.910 --> 00:25:56.549 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:56.549 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.390 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.390 --> 00:25:57.430 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:57.430 --> 00:25:58.109 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:25:58.109 --> 00:26:03.109 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:26:03.109 --> 00:26:09.950 the the the the the the the the the the the the 00:26:09.950 --> 00:26:14.980 the the Forget you know it being better you're 00:26:14.980 --> 00:26:16.880 you're not even gonna desire what I'm taking 00:26:16.880 --> 00:26:20.579 you from anymore And so we have to get in a place 00:26:20.579 --> 00:26:24.859 with God where we trust him And I think that 00:26:24.859 --> 00:26:27.000 that is one reason why lots of wife look back 00:26:27.000 --> 00:26:30.339 when she lacked trust in where God was taking 00:26:30.339 --> 00:26:35.920 her I think she lived back because she didn't 00:26:35.920 --> 00:26:39.869 understand where God was taking her because a 00:26:39.869 --> 00:26:42.430 lot of times God will lead you to a place without 00:26:42.430 --> 00:26:47.509 giving you the full instructions. He'll lead 00:26:47.509 --> 00:26:49.710 you there just to see, are you gonna trust me? 00:26:52.009 --> 00:26:54.789 He'll lead you there just to see, will you believe 00:26:54.789 --> 00:26:59.490 in me? He'll lead you there just to see, what 00:26:59.490 --> 00:27:01.970 does your faith look like? Because it begins 00:27:01.970 --> 00:27:05.789 you the whole instructions, then you know, it's 00:27:05.789 --> 00:27:09.859 easy to trust. It's not really trusting. It's 00:27:09.859 --> 00:27:13.539 really just following at that point Because you 00:27:13.539 --> 00:27:14.839 know when the bumps are gonna come, you know 00:27:14.839 --> 00:27:16.079 when the hiccups are gonna come, you know when 00:27:16.079 --> 00:27:17.740 you're gonna get over it You know when you're 00:27:17.740 --> 00:27:19.240 gonna be delivered from it, you know when you're 00:27:19.240 --> 00:27:22.500 gonna come out of it But you can see what's ahead 00:27:22.500 --> 00:27:28.460 But God is saying can you trust That I'm taking 00:27:28.460 --> 00:27:31.599 you to the promised land can you trust that I'm 00:27:31.599 --> 00:27:37.309 about to give you what was promised to you Can 00:27:37.309 --> 00:27:41.509 you trust that I know better than you and y 'all 00:27:41.509 --> 00:27:44.630 know my saying can you trust that my plan is 00:27:44.630 --> 00:27:50.349 not only best but it's perfect Y 'all know y 00:27:50.349 --> 00:27:52.710 'all know that that that is that has something 00:27:52.710 --> 00:27:56.970 that has stuck with me Ever since I gave my life 00:27:56.970 --> 00:27:59.490 back to God is that something that guy had laid 00:27:59.490 --> 00:28:03.160 on my spirit was Team Maria, I need you to trust 00:28:03.160 --> 00:28:05.920 that no matter what you go through in this time 00:28:05.920 --> 00:28:07.579 around because y 'all this not my first time 00:28:07.579 --> 00:28:10.920 giving my life to God and but I promise I'm on 00:28:10.920 --> 00:28:18.359 the road now, okay But God said Team Maria, I 00:28:18.359 --> 00:28:21.640 need you to trust me. I need you to know that 00:28:21.640 --> 00:28:24.779 You're gonna go through things things are gonna 00:28:24.779 --> 00:28:30.420 happen, right? But I got you Man, I got you my 00:28:30.420 --> 00:28:33.720 plan is perfect for you and I had to remember 00:28:33.720 --> 00:28:37.599 that that you know what? when you read the Bible 00:28:37.599 --> 00:28:42.500 because If you really study God's word and you 00:28:42.500 --> 00:28:46.079 really get into it You will understand that everybody 00:28:46.079 --> 00:28:49.500 that God called and that he anointed for something 00:28:49.500 --> 00:28:53.599 went through something right? They had to fight 00:28:53.599 --> 00:28:56.400 giants. They had to bring walls down. They had 00:28:56.400 --> 00:29:01.130 to go to war They had to experience things, right? 00:29:02.569 --> 00:29:05.049 They had to go through some trials and tribulations 00:29:05.049 --> 00:29:08.009 before they got to the promise. But they always 00:29:08.009 --> 00:29:12.829 made it to the promise. And that's where I am 00:29:12.829 --> 00:29:16.769 with God is it's not about what you're going 00:29:16.769 --> 00:29:21.349 to do for me. It's about I trust you because 00:29:21.349 --> 00:29:23.750 I know that you're not going to let too much 00:29:23.750 --> 00:29:27.670 happen to me. Because I'm in your will and your 00:29:27.670 --> 00:29:31.289 will and your plan for my life are perfect Meaning 00:29:31.289 --> 00:29:34.089 there's no hiccups, right? There's no mistakes. 00:29:34.289 --> 00:29:37.829 There's no oh, I forgot about that You know what 00:29:37.829 --> 00:29:40.910 I forgot about that part, right? God is taking 00:29:40.910 --> 00:29:43.690 care of everything even my past God is going 00:29:43.690 --> 00:29:47.190 to make it all work out for my good and that 00:29:47.190 --> 00:29:51.630 is Romans 8 and 28 for we know It doesn't say 00:29:51.630 --> 00:29:55.089 look it doesn't say maybe it doesn't say possibly 00:29:55.089 --> 00:30:01.430 But we know that all things work together for 00:30:01.430 --> 00:30:04.490 the good of the called for the good of those 00:30:04.490 --> 00:30:09.390 who are the called in You know what I'm trying 00:30:09.390 --> 00:30:14.019 to say hold on go ahead James For those of you 00:30:14.019 --> 00:30:16.480 that love the Lord and are called according to 00:30:16.480 --> 00:30:18.740 his purpose. I forgot to love the Lord, but we 00:30:18.740 --> 00:30:22.220 love him. We know that all things work together. 00:30:22.599 --> 00:30:25.500 Notice it didn't say some things, but all things 00:30:25.500 --> 00:30:27.700 work together for the good of them. I love the 00:30:27.700 --> 00:30:30.380 Lord and I called according to his purpose. There 00:30:30.380 --> 00:30:32.339 we go. There we go. I don't know why I was going 00:30:32.339 --> 00:30:35.099 to put love the Lord at the end, but it's first 00:30:35.099 --> 00:30:36.700 this first. We got to love him first. Got to 00:30:36.700 --> 00:30:40.259 love him first y 'all. But we have to understand 00:30:40.259 --> 00:30:43.920 that God didn't there's nothing that god hasn't 00:30:43.920 --> 00:30:47.380 accounted for right god knew what your addictions 00:30:47.380 --> 00:30:50.480 would be god knew what your shortcomings would 00:30:50.480 --> 00:30:58.960 be god knew um what your um your your flaws god 00:30:58.960 --> 00:31:01.220 knew what you were gonna go through god knew 00:31:01.220 --> 00:31:03.559 what childhood you were gonna have god knew what 00:31:03.559 --> 00:31:07.059 kind of mama what kind of daddy god knew all 00:31:07.059 --> 00:31:10.799 of this and all he's saying is if you love me 00:31:11.910 --> 00:31:16.390 and I called you, I'ma work it all out anyway. 00:31:17.470 --> 00:31:21.190 And all you gotta do is love me. And when you 00:31:21.190 --> 00:31:24.549 love somebody, you live your life like you love 00:31:24.549 --> 00:31:27.910 them, right? When you love somebody, you do what 00:31:27.910 --> 00:31:31.829 makes them happy. When you love somebody, you, 00:31:33.549 --> 00:31:37.230 when somebody says, okay, like if you're in a 00:31:37.230 --> 00:31:40.450 relationship, And your partner says, it really 00:31:40.450 --> 00:31:45.329 bothers me when you... Okay, let me use an example. 00:31:46.029 --> 00:31:48.670 Because I have this issue with raising my voice. 00:31:49.289 --> 00:31:52.410 Okay, I'm a yeller. If I'm getting mad and you 00:31:52.410 --> 00:31:54.410 don't listen to me, I'm raising my voice because 00:31:54.410 --> 00:31:56.650 you're going to hear what I got to say. And my 00:31:56.650 --> 00:32:00.970 ex used to tell me... My ex used to tell me like, 00:32:01.529 --> 00:32:04.319 you know... I hate when you yell stop yelling 00:32:04.319 --> 00:32:08.339 at me and I had to catch myself because I can't 00:32:08.339 --> 00:32:11.900 tell you that I love you and I'm steady doing 00:32:11.900 --> 00:32:17.119 the one thing That you say bothers you Right, 00:32:17.240 --> 00:32:22.420 so if we can't say that we love God But God hates 00:32:22.420 --> 00:32:26.299 a liar and so you're steady lying or you can't 00:32:26.299 --> 00:32:32.099 say that you love God and God hates a adultery 00:32:32.099 --> 00:32:37.359 and you steady doing that So we have to really 00:32:37.359 --> 00:32:41.940 And that's when it comes into having that relationship 00:32:41.940 --> 00:32:45.079 with God, right? When you love somebody you build 00:32:45.079 --> 00:32:46.960 your relationship with them You learn what they 00:32:46.960 --> 00:32:49.940 like you learn what they dislike and and that's 00:32:49.940 --> 00:32:52.319 what this is all about This is about building 00:32:52.319 --> 00:32:54.519 our relationship with God. This is about building 00:32:54.519 --> 00:32:59.180 that bond. This is about showing him that God 00:32:59.180 --> 00:33:03.569 I trust you Right because you know in order to 00:33:03.569 --> 00:33:06.210 have a relationship you got to have trust It 00:33:06.210 --> 00:33:07.809 ain't no different with God. You got to trust 00:33:07.809 --> 00:33:12.029 him and just like God gets to a point to where 00:33:12.029 --> 00:33:20.210 he trusts you When God told me I'm gonna tell 00:33:20.210 --> 00:33:21.990 you all this cuz this this I might cry a little 00:33:21.990 --> 00:33:24.170 bit but don't mind me y 'all know I'm a crybaby, 00:33:24.170 --> 00:33:29.009 but when God told me Team Marie I'm about to 00:33:29.009 --> 00:33:32.460 release those things now That were promised to 00:33:32.460 --> 00:33:37.900 you the first time around Because now I trust 00:33:37.900 --> 00:33:43.259 you I Know that you're not looking back. I know 00:33:43.259 --> 00:33:46.059 that you're not going back. I know that you're 00:33:46.059 --> 00:33:50.759 going forward and I know that now you're ready 00:33:52.099 --> 00:33:55.259 When God said I prepared you for this I was in 00:33:55.259 --> 00:33:57.579 my car. Y 'all this was back in probably about 00:33:57.579 --> 00:33:59.819 a year ago I was sitting in my car. I was riding 00:33:59.819 --> 00:34:02.059 on the highway. It was a bunch of traffic, but 00:34:02.059 --> 00:34:05.819 I had Open my heart by Yolanda Adams playing 00:34:05.819 --> 00:34:08.679 and y 'all know I'll just be singing and going 00:34:08.679 --> 00:34:12.320 on in my own little world and So there was a 00:34:12.320 --> 00:34:13.980 part of song where Yolanda says, you know God 00:34:13.980 --> 00:34:18.599 we just need a single word from you and God said 00:34:18.599 --> 00:34:23.409 you're ready That was the word that he gave me 00:34:23.409 --> 00:34:25.190 y 'all. I didn't ask him for a word. I was just 00:34:25.190 --> 00:34:28.429 singing But I heard him loud and clear. He said 00:34:28.429 --> 00:34:35.110 you're ready and I Had to understand that that 00:34:35.110 --> 00:34:40.610 was God telling me that this time around Because 00:34:40.610 --> 00:34:42.849 I was always nervous that I would mess up I was 00:34:42.849 --> 00:34:44.809 always nervous that I would always that I would 00:34:44.809 --> 00:34:49.030 relapse or go back and God said that's not happening 00:34:49.030 --> 00:34:52.599 this time Because when you did this when you 00:34:52.599 --> 00:34:55.559 gave your life to me, you didn't do it for your 00:34:55.559 --> 00:34:58.420 mom You didn't do it for your apostles. You didn't 00:34:58.420 --> 00:35:01.380 do it for Anybody around you didn't do it for 00:35:01.380 --> 00:35:03.760 your kid. You didn't do it for anybody but me 00:35:03.760 --> 00:35:07.860 when you gave your life to me this time You did 00:35:07.860 --> 00:35:11.380 it for me and God said that made all the difference 00:35:11.380 --> 00:35:16.900 That's why this time it's about me and his relationship. 00:35:16.900 --> 00:35:19.400 It's not about me looking perfect. It's not about 00:35:19.400 --> 00:35:27.309 me trying to pervade Show that I got it together 00:35:27.309 --> 00:35:30.349 Because I don't have it all together, you know, 00:35:30.369 --> 00:35:35.610 I'm imperfect like everybody else But God said 00:35:35.610 --> 00:35:39.889 You're doing this for me this time so when I 00:35:39.889 --> 00:35:42.309 when I correct you when I say team or you can't 00:35:42.309 --> 00:35:45.150 do that Because God corrects me y 'all he did 00:35:45.150 --> 00:35:49.400 listen my holy spirit work just like yours God 00:35:49.400 --> 00:35:53.239 gets on me he does he gets on me and I have to 00:35:53.239 --> 00:35:55.659 I have to repent. I have to say God. I'm sorry 00:35:55.659 --> 00:35:59.340 I Help me to do better. That's why when I pray 00:35:59.340 --> 00:36:03.079 I always say God help me to do better Help me 00:36:03.079 --> 00:36:05.679 to walk like you help me to talk like you help 00:36:05.679 --> 00:36:08.659 me to not desire to do that anymore help me to 00:36:08.659 --> 00:36:14.059 not want to slip up, you know and and you know 00:36:14.059 --> 00:36:17.980 get mad and and be ready to curses somebody or 00:36:17.980 --> 00:36:21.679 something you know um because i got a temporary 00:36:21.679 --> 00:36:28.800 y 'all i'm sorry but i would have never guessed 00:36:28.800 --> 00:36:35.300 but i have to realize i have to realize that 00:36:35.300 --> 00:36:39.000 you know it's all about building that relationship 00:36:39.000 --> 00:36:42.039 when i say this walk is all about a relationship 00:36:42.039 --> 00:36:44.619 it's not about religion it's not about being 00:36:44.619 --> 00:36:51.349 perfect it's not about What other people think 00:36:51.349 --> 00:36:54.690 it's about what God thinks it's about how God 00:36:54.690 --> 00:36:57.150 feels this relationship that I have with them 00:36:57.150 --> 00:37:01.809 is between me and God Right and then I have friends 00:37:01.809 --> 00:37:04.969 that hold me accountable And that's important 00:37:04.969 --> 00:37:07.210 in this walk as well because that prevents you 00:37:07.210 --> 00:37:10.210 from wanting to look back the first time I did 00:37:10.210 --> 00:37:13.170 this walk I didn't have friends that held me 00:37:13.170 --> 00:37:16.099 accountable. I had friends that was Already in 00:37:16.099 --> 00:37:18.579 the back. So I was you know looking in the rear 00:37:18.579 --> 00:37:20.800 view mirror like I could do a u -turn right here 00:37:20.800 --> 00:37:28.760 But this time, you know I'm so grateful for my 00:37:28.760 --> 00:37:32.199 sisters in Christ, you know because We do we 00:37:32.199 --> 00:37:34.900 hold each other accountable. We're able to encourage 00:37:34.900 --> 00:37:36.280 each other. We're able to say, you know, I'm 00:37:36.280 --> 00:37:40.300 going through this I feel this way today I'm 00:37:40.300 --> 00:37:44.619 really struggling with you know, whatever And 00:37:44.619 --> 00:37:46.440 we're able to pray for each other encourage each 00:37:46.440 --> 00:37:49.059 other uplift each other and so now i'm okay i'm 00:37:49.059 --> 00:37:51.539 gonna stop ranting so james can time in too but 00:37:51.539 --> 00:37:56.340 i i really Had to realize that it's not about 00:37:56.340 --> 00:38:01.159 being perfect It's about loving god and showing 00:38:01.159 --> 00:38:08.059 him that you love him Man that's good that's 00:38:08.059 --> 00:38:10.380 good loving god is the one unless you love him 00:38:10.679 --> 00:38:13.599 I think for me, one thing that I had to realize 00:38:13.599 --> 00:38:20.900 is I could be sold out for God, but still there 00:38:20.900 --> 00:38:26.260 was a part of me that was in the background still 00:38:26.260 --> 00:38:30.260 trying to do my own thing or I hang around people 00:38:30.260 --> 00:38:34.119 that I had no business hanging around. And I 00:38:34.119 --> 00:38:38.400 think even though I wasn't doing what they was 00:38:38.400 --> 00:38:41.059 doing, I think what happened to me, I've told 00:38:41.059 --> 00:38:45.079 this story only a few times. I think what happened 00:38:45.079 --> 00:38:49.400 to me finally was there was two occasions where 00:38:49.400 --> 00:38:53.559 if I wouldn't have left when I left, it could 00:38:53.559 --> 00:38:56.539 have taken me out of here. And this is before 00:38:56.539 --> 00:39:00.039 I had walked into the ministry, before I had 00:39:00.039 --> 00:39:02.780 done the things that God had called me to do, 00:39:03.460 --> 00:39:07.519 but it was like God was like, I got to get you 00:39:07.519 --> 00:39:09.960 away from them. And I'm like, but God like, I 00:39:09.960 --> 00:39:11.780 ain't even doing what they doing. I'm just out 00:39:11.780 --> 00:39:14.019 there playing ball with them. We kicking it, 00:39:14.099 --> 00:39:18.420 we stealing. God's like, you can't even be around 00:39:18.420 --> 00:39:24.659 there. I need you to go. And it's like, literally 00:39:24.659 --> 00:39:28.099 what God will do is put you in a position to 00:39:28.099 --> 00:39:32.019 where he's like, if you were to stay 10 more 00:39:32.019 --> 00:39:34.659 minutes or five more minutes, that could have 00:39:34.659 --> 00:39:39.349 been you. You're going to listen to them. And 00:39:39.349 --> 00:39:41.469 you know we so hard hit it. We got to let it 00:39:41.469 --> 00:39:45.289 happen again. It happened like two times to me. 00:39:45.750 --> 00:39:48.630 And by that second time, I'm like, wait a minute, 00:39:48.730 --> 00:39:51.789 wait a minute, what? OK, OK, OK. You know we 00:39:51.789 --> 00:39:54.630 so hard hit it. But you know what? By that second 00:39:54.630 --> 00:39:57.590 time, it was like, OK, god, OK. I hear what you're 00:39:57.590 --> 00:40:02.550 saying. But it's his grace and his mercy, his 00:40:02.550 --> 00:40:07.440 grace. Like, and then there was like a moment 00:40:07.440 --> 00:40:11.699 where like, even with this, with what we got 00:40:11.699 --> 00:40:17.440 coming up, God gave me that in a way. He was 00:40:17.440 --> 00:40:22.239 just like, he gave me those four names. And I'm 00:40:22.239 --> 00:40:25.179 like, what do they have to do with each other? 00:40:25.380 --> 00:40:27.960 God, like, what's he talking about? God, then 00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:31.860 he gave me something else. And he was telling 00:40:31.860 --> 00:40:34.260 me to write it down. But he gave me those four 00:40:34.260 --> 00:40:36.880 sobs. And then he got me another word. And I'm 00:40:36.880 --> 00:40:40.519 like, what are you talking about? Like, man, 00:40:40.559 --> 00:40:43.380 it ain't even making sense. Then finally he gave 00:40:43.380 --> 00:40:46.659 me that last word. And I'm like, oh. And then 00:40:46.659 --> 00:40:48.400 it was like, when he gave me that last one, he 00:40:48.400 --> 00:40:50.739 started throwing. Everything got me all of us. 00:40:50.860 --> 00:40:52.460 I'm like, hold up, hold up, hold up. He's like, 00:40:52.719 --> 00:40:56.639 I told you to start writing early. But because 00:40:56.639 --> 00:40:59.340 you didn't listen to what I said, now you got 00:40:59.340 --> 00:41:03.380 to play. Catch it. That's it. and literally, 00:41:03.940 --> 00:41:07.280 like, there's a part of me that with what we 00:41:07.280 --> 00:41:13.440 got going on. The old me would have said, let's 00:41:13.440 --> 00:41:16.880 postpone this till next year. I hate when you 00:41:16.880 --> 00:41:20.380 say that. You know I hate that. I'd be like, 00:41:20.480 --> 00:41:22.320 God did not give you that for next year. What 00:41:22.320 --> 00:41:25.260 are you talking about? It's like, that way we 00:41:25.260 --> 00:41:27.659 can play any better and we can be more strategic 00:41:27.659 --> 00:41:30.780 with it and it can be perfect. And it was like, 00:41:30.840 --> 00:41:33.780 before I could get it out of my mouth, that's 00:41:33.780 --> 00:41:36.840 what she said. And this is happening this year. 00:41:37.360 --> 00:41:39.719 I'm glad. I'm glad because I didn't have to say 00:41:39.719 --> 00:41:45.380 it. Because listen, and one thing that I truly 00:41:45.380 --> 00:41:48.360 - I get overwhelmed easily. I get overwhelmed 00:41:48.360 --> 00:41:53.239 easily. No, no, no. I get fearful. I get fearful. 00:41:54.599 --> 00:41:57.590 Let me keep it real with you, other James. The 00:41:57.590 --> 00:42:00.469 problem is not that you get overwhelmed. The 00:42:00.469 --> 00:42:02.590 problem is not that you have too much to do. 00:42:03.070 --> 00:42:05.809 The problem is that you lack organization skills, 00:42:06.010 --> 00:42:08.389 and God is saying where I'm taking you, these 00:42:08.389 --> 00:42:12.130 are things you have to develop. You have to develop 00:42:12.130 --> 00:42:14.090 those organization skills because you still have 00:42:14.090 --> 00:42:17.650 to do everything that I gave you to do. I recall 00:42:17.650 --> 00:42:20.210 a word that was given to you back in December 00:42:20.210 --> 00:42:24.110 when we had our revival. You know I recall everybody's 00:42:24.110 --> 00:42:29.949 words. Cause I'd be hearing it too. But I recall 00:42:29.949 --> 00:42:32.829 a word that, you know, to whom much is given, 00:42:33.110 --> 00:42:36.050 much is required. And that was part of your word, 00:42:36.170 --> 00:42:40.010 word for word, veredom. And God is saying where 00:42:40.010 --> 00:42:42.969 I'm taking you. Oh my God. You're not going mad. 00:42:42.969 --> 00:42:48.769 I forgot that. I forgot that. Oh my God. And 00:42:48.769 --> 00:42:51.230 where God is taking you, you're going to need 00:42:51.230 --> 00:42:53.269 those organization skills. And that's why He 00:42:53.269 --> 00:42:58.550 gave you Heem. that you need to utilize. Well, 00:42:59.269 --> 00:43:03.730 I forgot. You know what? I might have the screen 00:43:03.730 --> 00:43:06.969 recording in my phone. Please send that to me. 00:43:07.130 --> 00:43:09.650 If I had the screen recording in my phone, I 00:43:09.650 --> 00:43:11.489 might have to just send that on over to you. 00:43:11.610 --> 00:43:13.070 I screen recorded everybody's work because everybody 00:43:13.070 --> 00:43:15.949 was like, why didn't I want to re -play it? I 00:43:15.949 --> 00:43:18.070 need to re -listen to it. And so I will screen 00:43:18.070 --> 00:43:19.989 record everybody's work. One night, we listened 00:43:19.989 --> 00:43:22.889 to it. We listened to it one night. Me, you, 00:43:23.010 --> 00:43:24.949 and Dajna, listened to it. Yeah, because me and 00:43:24.949 --> 00:43:27.489 Dajna definitely screen recorded our work. And 00:43:27.489 --> 00:43:32.329 mine was to start speaking. Yeah. And if anybody 00:43:32.329 --> 00:43:38.570 knows me, knows that. If you knew me, okay, because 00:43:38.570 --> 00:43:40.809 I'm not gonna say no with me because now I do 00:43:40.809 --> 00:43:44.769 be open in my mouth and talk it but if you knew 00:43:44.769 --> 00:43:51.030 me I Was very sit in the back row Chill, I don't 00:43:51.030 --> 00:43:55.349 have nothing to say even when God was like Go 00:43:55.349 --> 00:43:59.769 on go on here now Go on here now cuz that that's 00:43:59.769 --> 00:44:02.590 how he used to do me. Go on here now, and I used 00:44:02.590 --> 00:44:06.210 to sit in that back row and chill and I remember 00:44:06.210 --> 00:44:13.429 I Always real quiet. I didn't want to say anything 00:44:13.429 --> 00:44:17.849 Because I didn't want to sound crazy now. This 00:44:17.849 --> 00:44:19.750 was when I first started walking into my gift, 00:44:19.789 --> 00:44:21.789 right? This is when I first started walking into 00:44:21.789 --> 00:44:25.550 the prophetic and learning how to hear from God 00:44:25.550 --> 00:44:30.489 in Learning the difference in my thoughts and 00:44:30.489 --> 00:44:37.519 when God is speaking right and so I had to learn 00:44:37.519 --> 00:44:43.380 that my voice is powerful, right? And I think 00:44:43.380 --> 00:44:45.519 that's why I'm a yeller. That's why I'm loud. 00:44:45.800 --> 00:44:49.500 I'm naturally just a loud person. And a lot of 00:44:49.500 --> 00:44:52.199 people complain about that, which is why I've 00:44:52.199 --> 00:44:57.480 always been, it's like I've trained myself to 00:44:57.480 --> 00:45:02.730 just be quiet. I've trained myself For the longest 00:45:02.730 --> 00:45:08.130 to just not say anything to just not Express 00:45:08.130 --> 00:45:12.650 myself and I had to learn that that is not of 00:45:12.650 --> 00:45:20.769 God Right there is a way to say things and There 00:45:20.769 --> 00:45:25.070 is a time to say things and I had to learn that 00:45:25.070 --> 00:45:27.690 even if I can't express myself right now I still 00:45:27.690 --> 00:45:30.920 have to tell you how I feel I cannot walk around 00:45:30.920 --> 00:45:34.500 offended by something you did or said and not 00:45:34.500 --> 00:45:38.780 tell you. Because now I'm lacking forgiveness. 00:45:40.659 --> 00:45:44.320 Because I did not express myself and nobody knows 00:45:44.320 --> 00:45:54.380 that they hurt you if you don't tell them. You're 00:45:54.380 --> 00:46:01.480 muted. Yo. I remember a couple of years ago, 00:46:01.719 --> 00:46:07.860 I had done a soul. And when I did this soul, 00:46:08.780 --> 00:46:13.099 I had just met this woman. Timurie, I played 00:46:13.099 --> 00:46:18.739 you the clip of a soul and how God just came 00:46:18.739 --> 00:46:23.400 in and took over to the point where I walked 00:46:23.400 --> 00:46:26.099 off. And she's like, mm -mm, come back, come 00:46:26.099 --> 00:46:28.750 back, come back. and when I told you the way 00:46:28.750 --> 00:46:36.829 that she poured into me that day I couldn't even 00:46:36.829 --> 00:46:40.610 get off of that live at night because it was 00:46:40.610 --> 00:46:43.190 like the way that she poured into me it didn't 00:46:43.190 --> 00:46:49.969 note me we had only talked maybe twice I had 00:46:49.969 --> 00:46:53.860 her back again see She did an amazing job again. 00:46:54.079 --> 00:46:57.179 I'm working on getting her back again. I've messaged 00:46:57.179 --> 00:46:59.699 the manager. I'm like, look, I want her back. 00:46:59.980 --> 00:47:04.179 I need her back on the soul. But it's like, there 00:47:04.179 --> 00:47:06.719 comes a time where you got to get to the point 00:47:06.719 --> 00:47:10.599 to where you're like, you know what? It was like 00:47:10.599 --> 00:47:18.300 they, it's like the season that I'm in now, it's 00:47:18.300 --> 00:47:20.659 like, God has let me know. It's all about to 00:47:20.659 --> 00:47:25.449 make sense. Absolutely. Absolutely. Stuff that 00:47:25.449 --> 00:47:28.130 you didn't understand, don't worry about it. 00:47:28.690 --> 00:47:31.889 It's about to make sense when I reveal it to 00:47:31.889 --> 00:47:38.250 you. And it's like, I appreciate, I'm gonna say 00:47:38.250 --> 00:47:41.550 it like this, I appreciate, I'm out of season 00:47:41.550 --> 00:47:45.489 where now I appreciate the ones that are left. 00:47:47.150 --> 00:47:51.119 Amen. They may roam. because what they did was 00:47:51.119 --> 00:47:54.760 they made room for the ones that needed to stay 00:47:54.760 --> 00:48:00.699 or the ones that I needed to come in. Because 00:48:00.699 --> 00:48:06.500 I've been in seasons where I thought, I think 00:48:06.500 --> 00:48:10.679 one of my biggest problems is when I walk with 00:48:10.679 --> 00:48:16.019 somebody, I try to force them to stay and I try 00:48:16.019 --> 00:48:19.000 to carry them. into a season that they're not 00:48:19.000 --> 00:48:21.199 supposed to go into. And it's like, I'm trying 00:48:21.199 --> 00:48:24.840 to drag on with me because I'm so loyal that 00:48:24.840 --> 00:48:27.219 I'm like, yo, if I'm winning, they went into, 00:48:27.320 --> 00:48:29.099 come on, come on, come on, come on, come on. 00:48:29.760 --> 00:48:33.539 And finally God had to tell me, you can't take 00:48:33.539 --> 00:48:41.739 everybody where I'm taking you. He's like, there's 00:48:41.739 --> 00:48:43.719 some people you just gotta leave where they at. 00:48:43.940 --> 00:48:47.570 You can be cool with them from a distance. but 00:48:47.570 --> 00:48:51.630 you can't work with them. And there's some people 00:48:51.630 --> 00:48:56.269 where we're cordial but we can't work together. 00:48:57.769 --> 00:49:00.789 You have to understand that the annoying thing 00:49:00.789 --> 00:49:05.469 that you carry over your life can be in contact 00:49:05.469 --> 00:49:12.269 with everybody. And you know, I had to realize 00:49:12.269 --> 00:49:16.579 that there are some people that I had a hard 00:49:16.579 --> 00:49:21.880 time removing from my life as well and not in 00:49:21.880 --> 00:49:24.360 a sense of I wanted to still kick it with them 00:49:24.360 --> 00:49:27.440 and you know all that stuff but more of in a 00:49:27.440 --> 00:49:33.719 sense of you know just just being me I always 00:49:33.719 --> 00:49:35.380 want to help somebody I always want to look out 00:49:35.380 --> 00:49:38.610 for somebody I always want to you know The kids 00:49:38.610 --> 00:49:41.309 birthday is coming up. I want to be able to you 00:49:41.309 --> 00:49:42.730 know, make sure I talk to them. Tell them happy 00:49:42.730 --> 00:49:45.010 birthday. I want to see them I want them know, 00:49:45.030 --> 00:49:48.369 you know, T still care T still here, but I had 00:49:48.369 --> 00:49:52.130 to realize that God is calling me to walk away 00:49:52.130 --> 00:49:55.530 from certain people in this season and not because 00:49:55.530 --> 00:50:02.730 I'm better than them but because God has to take 00:50:02.730 --> 00:50:04.809 them through some things and he does not want 00:50:04.809 --> 00:50:08.079 me to save them because That's what I that's 00:50:08.079 --> 00:50:11.519 what I'll do. That's what I'm known for. I'm 00:50:11.519 --> 00:50:14.320 known for you got this going on. Well, let me 00:50:14.320 --> 00:50:18.039 see what I can do. I could probably help you 00:50:18.039 --> 00:50:20.340 out. You know, you need someone to watch your 00:50:20.340 --> 00:50:22.559 kids while you work. Well, let me I'm going to 00:50:22.559 --> 00:50:25.659 keep them and you go work and then you just, 00:50:25.679 --> 00:50:27.679 you know, just keep tight. Just when I go when 00:50:27.679 --> 00:50:29.920 I pick up a shift or two or whatever when I was 00:50:29.920 --> 00:50:33.929 doing nursing and stuff because. I've always 00:50:33.929 --> 00:50:36.070 believed in teamwork makes the dream work. We 00:50:36.070 --> 00:50:38.550 all have to work together, right? All gotta work 00:50:38.550 --> 00:50:42.349 together. The team is what makes us win. Nobody 00:50:42.349 --> 00:50:46.690 has to realize that everybody on the team also 00:50:46.690 --> 00:50:51.329 has to want to win. And God had to reveal to 00:50:51.329 --> 00:50:56.789 me that there are some people who are going to 00:50:56.789 --> 00:51:01.079 stay stuck in the same cycle. Because they they 00:51:01.079 --> 00:51:03.480 they just not they don't want to get it. It's 00:51:03.480 --> 00:51:06.019 not that they can't get it They don't want to 00:51:06.019 --> 00:51:08.320 get it. They don't desire to do better. They 00:51:08.320 --> 00:51:12.900 don't desire more They desire just enough but 00:51:12.900 --> 00:51:15.840 where I'm taking you is into a land into a land 00:51:15.840 --> 00:51:19.860 of overflow, right and and so God had to reveal 00:51:19.860 --> 00:51:23.079 to me that While you can still pray for them 00:51:23.579 --> 00:51:26.039 Still invite them to church, you know invite 00:51:26.039 --> 00:51:28.360 them to prayer on Saturday morning You can invite 00:51:28.360 --> 00:51:30.960 them you can make sure you tag they name in the 00:51:30.960 --> 00:51:32.699 comments So if they want to come back and watch 00:51:32.699 --> 00:51:34.820 the word you always want somebody to get the 00:51:34.820 --> 00:51:38.719 word right? But that that's draw the line right 00:51:38.719 --> 00:51:44.219 there This season that I'm taking you into you're 00:51:44.219 --> 00:51:47.320 about to learn I'm about to reveal to you and 00:51:47.320 --> 00:51:50.619 God has started revealing to me The cycle that 00:51:50.619 --> 00:51:53.940 certain people are stuck in The cycle that they 00:51:53.940 --> 00:51:56.780 won't let go of even when you're giving them 00:51:56.780 --> 00:52:01.019 the roadmap out Because God has spoken to me 00:52:01.019 --> 00:52:03.940 to speak to them to tell them exactly what to 00:52:03.940 --> 00:52:06.559 do how to do it when to do it and Everything 00:52:06.559 --> 00:52:11.659 that they needed to do And they became a pillar 00:52:11.659 --> 00:52:14.800 of salt so look y 'all see look I went back to 00:52:14.800 --> 00:52:17.420 the word They became a pillar of salt because 00:52:17.420 --> 00:52:19.760 they keep looking back and so God said you know 00:52:19.760 --> 00:52:22.360 what you want to keep looking back to what i'm 00:52:22.360 --> 00:52:24.260 bringing you out of and i'm trying to bring you 00:52:24.260 --> 00:52:26.860 forward and now you became a pillar of salt but 00:52:26.860 --> 00:52:30.219 i'm not looking back i'm not coming back to get 00:52:30.219 --> 00:52:34.179 you i'm not coming back to save you because what 00:52:34.179 --> 00:52:39.460 i can't do is i cannot afford to become a pillar 00:52:39.460 --> 00:52:45.300 of salt in this season i don't want to go into 00:52:45.300 --> 00:52:48.159 the lake of fire okay i want to hear god say 00:52:48.159 --> 00:52:53.019 well done thy good and faithful servant Right, 00:52:53.079 --> 00:52:56.219 because this is about our relationship. Yes. 00:52:57.119 --> 00:53:01.119 And it's like some of us, they can fake it until 00:53:01.119 --> 00:53:06.539 they make it. And in this season, the season 00:53:06.539 --> 00:53:15.039 of faking it until you make it is done. It's 00:53:15.039 --> 00:53:19.280 like in this season, it's like you got to be 00:53:19.280 --> 00:53:24.460 sold out or nothing at all. And in this season, 00:53:24.780 --> 00:53:28.559 I'm not going half -hearted. I'm going for everything 00:53:28.559 --> 00:53:33.000 that God told me that I could have. And I'm not 00:53:33.000 --> 00:53:36.519 leaving nothing left on the table. I want everything 00:53:36.519 --> 00:53:40.659 that way when I get it, I can hear God say, well 00:53:40.659 --> 00:53:44.199 done. Yeah, you don't want to drag yourself down 00:53:44.199 --> 00:53:47.639 by trying to drag a pillar of salt with you. 00:53:49.340 --> 00:53:53.219 That's a word for somebody. But you don't want 00:53:53.219 --> 00:53:57.900 to drag yourself down. Slow yourself down. It's 00:53:57.900 --> 00:54:01.840 the blessing. Try to drag a pillar of salt. Think 00:54:01.840 --> 00:54:05.000 about it a lot. You would have stopped and grabbed 00:54:05.000 --> 00:54:07.380 his wife. They would have all been pillars of 00:54:07.380 --> 00:54:11.239 salt. He wouldn't have made it. And there's some 00:54:11.239 --> 00:54:14.269 people you just can't say. There's some people 00:54:14.269 --> 00:54:16.690 that you just gotta start trying to get out. 00:54:17.570 --> 00:54:20.510 Don't save us. You don't wanna be saved. You 00:54:20.510 --> 00:54:23.429 don't wanna be saved. You don't wanna be saved. 00:54:23.889 --> 00:54:27.170 You don't wanna be saved. It's the truth. Some 00:54:27.170 --> 00:54:30.989 people you just can't. And I think that Lot understood 00:54:30.989 --> 00:54:35.630 that his wife was only saved by association. 00:54:36.469 --> 00:54:39.610 I think she only made it that far out of Sadame 00:54:39.610 --> 00:54:43.559 Gamor. Because she's connected to him. Mm -hmm. 00:54:43.559 --> 00:54:46.340 And so I think in this season God is telling 00:54:46.340 --> 00:54:49.679 us like You know what you want to try and take 00:54:49.679 --> 00:54:52.239 them but guess what? I'm gonna make them stagnant 00:54:52.239 --> 00:54:56.440 because they can't come with you They can't come 00:54:56.440 --> 00:55:00.480 with you and and it hurts because you know sometimes 00:55:00.480 --> 00:55:02.480 you form these relationships and these bonds 00:55:02.480 --> 00:55:06.780 with people Me and my old friends, we had been 00:55:06.780 --> 00:55:08.840 through so much together. Me and one of my friends, 00:55:08.900 --> 00:55:11.960 we were homeless together. Working all day, she 00:55:11.960 --> 00:55:13.960 working at a job. I'm outdoor dashing with the 00:55:13.960 --> 00:55:16.880 kids. We making that hotel money so we can have 00:55:16.880 --> 00:55:19.199 a place for the kids to sleep, trying to make 00:55:19.199 --> 00:55:21.380 sure we can buy food and do this and do that. 00:55:21.780 --> 00:55:26.079 And I had to realize that some people are going 00:55:26.079 --> 00:55:30.139 to stay stuck in cycles because they were never 00:55:30.139 --> 00:55:34.019 meant to make it out. They were never meant to 00:55:34.019 --> 00:55:37.719 make it out because they don't want to make it 00:55:37.719 --> 00:55:42.880 out They're okay with just enough They're okay 00:55:42.880 --> 00:55:47.179 with just being okay And they're okay even when 00:55:47.179 --> 00:55:49.840 they're not okay. Let me be real with y 'all 00:55:49.840 --> 00:55:56.480 This was my week this week Mine too. Let me tell 00:55:56.480 --> 00:56:02.440 y 'all I had Meeting I had a function that I 00:56:02.440 --> 00:56:06.840 had to be at starting Wednesday night. Thursday, 00:56:07.480 --> 00:56:10.619 I was at the function. Friday, I was at the function. 00:56:11.340 --> 00:56:14.039 Came home Friday night. Still didn't midnight 00:56:14.039 --> 00:56:18.699 prayer on TikTok. Still didn't midnight prayer 00:56:18.699 --> 00:56:23.659 on TikTok. I had talked to Pastor D. M. Pacific. 00:56:25.079 --> 00:56:27.920 both Pasadena asked me, but I'm going to be able 00:56:27.920 --> 00:56:30.760 to do prayer on Saturday morning. And I'm like, 00:56:30.860 --> 00:56:34.260 I committed to it. I got it. Even though knowing 00:56:34.260 --> 00:56:37.119 I still had to preach on Saturday morning as 00:56:37.119 --> 00:56:40.300 well, I might have already committed. I'm good. 00:56:40.760 --> 00:56:44.760 I got it. Did prayer on Saturday morning, preached 00:56:44.760 --> 00:56:49.300 on Saturday morning, came home relaxed, got up 00:56:49.300 --> 00:56:53.139 Sunday morning, preached again. And then came 00:56:53.139 --> 00:56:55.920 home and relaxed again and went to church on 00:56:55.920 --> 00:56:59.019 Sunday night and then went to the movies. It 00:56:59.019 --> 00:57:06.340 was like, I wouldn't swayed it, but I had to 00:57:06.340 --> 00:57:11.880 learn also that like I got, but one thing that 00:57:11.880 --> 00:57:16.420 I did that saved me this time from years past 00:57:16.420 --> 00:57:19.900 when I went like that was I made sure that my 00:57:19.900 --> 00:57:24.079 body got the proper rest. that it needed. Now, 00:57:24.139 --> 00:57:27.920 in years past when I went like that, I would 00:57:27.920 --> 00:57:31.079 be sick by Monday and I feel better until about 00:57:31.079 --> 00:57:36.699 Wednesday, Thursday. This year, knocking on wood, 00:57:37.039 --> 00:57:41.679 I ain't been sick. So what that saw me is because 00:57:41.679 --> 00:57:45.760 I properly took care of my body ahead of time, 00:57:46.320 --> 00:57:51.099 I was able to do what I needed to do in the long 00:57:51.099 --> 00:57:54.570 run. Mm -hmm. And that's a word for somebody 00:57:54.570 --> 00:57:57.269 right now. You have to take care of things ahead 00:57:57.269 --> 00:58:00.030 of time. That way you're already ready for what 00:58:00.030 --> 00:58:07.030 God is taking you next. Preparation. You know, 00:58:07.150 --> 00:58:11.190 I mean, he heard the word, um, since, uh, I think 00:58:11.190 --> 00:58:13.110 since I led prayer. What was that about two, 00:58:13.130 --> 00:58:16.369 three weeks ago? Ooh, part of, part about three 00:58:16.369 --> 00:58:23.590 weeks ago. Um, restoration. But you can't have 00:58:23.590 --> 00:58:30.210 restoration without preparation Because why would 00:58:30.210 --> 00:58:35.250 God restore which you not prepared to keep and 00:58:35.250 --> 00:58:39.170 I had to That's it right there. Sometimes we 00:58:39.170 --> 00:58:42.449 handicap others and God had to show me that I 00:58:42.449 --> 00:58:46.630 had to realize that There's some things that 00:58:46.630 --> 00:58:50.840 I'm asking God for right And God is saying I'm 00:58:50.840 --> 00:58:54.739 giving you the tools Even though it doesn't look 00:58:54.739 --> 00:58:57.500 like these are the tools. I'm giving you the 00:58:57.500 --> 00:59:01.019 tools and the word that God gave me because I 00:59:01.019 --> 00:59:04.440 did it three day fast I did it three day fast 00:59:04.440 --> 00:59:06.840 not too long ago found a few months ago because 00:59:06.840 --> 00:59:09.219 I was confused on what God wanted me to do I 00:59:09.219 --> 00:59:13.300 just was like, okay, God look My mom's saying 00:59:13.300 --> 00:59:17.630 this but I know that I heard you say this But 00:59:17.630 --> 00:59:21.329 I just want to know what direction to go in to 00:59:21.329 --> 00:59:29.789 where I'm being obedient Right in this season 00:59:29.789 --> 00:59:35.889 and the word that God gave me On this three -day 00:59:35.889 --> 00:59:38.909 fast and he gave it to me in my dreams. He gave 00:59:38.909 --> 00:59:44.670 me a dream and then he Interpreted my dream when 00:59:44.670 --> 00:59:47.769 I woke up. He spoke to me So I was like okay 00:59:47.769 --> 00:59:51.469 God what that mean and God said I can't remember 00:59:51.469 --> 00:59:53.469 to dream y 'all not like like I can't cuz I can't 00:59:53.469 --> 00:59:56.769 but I remember what he said when I woke up God 00:59:56.769 --> 01:00:00.570 said Your gifts will make room for you now. I've 01:00:00.570 --> 01:00:03.590 been trying to figure this out Okay, I'm keep 01:00:03.590 --> 01:00:04.949 it real. I've been trying to figure this out 01:00:04.949 --> 01:00:07.630 And that's why when I prayed I was like, you 01:00:07.630 --> 01:00:10.110 know God show us our gifts show us what we What 01:00:10.110 --> 01:00:12.449 would you have for us? Show me what to do show 01:00:12.449 --> 01:00:16.269 me how to do it because I want to use my gifts 01:00:17.539 --> 01:00:20.960 So one thing that God has given me recently is 01:00:20.960 --> 01:00:23.619 the midnight prayer and which is why I have made 01:00:23.619 --> 01:00:25.340 sure that I've made sure that I've been committed 01:00:25.340 --> 01:00:28.280 to doing this midnight prayer on Fridays and 01:00:28.280 --> 01:00:32.199 One another thing that God has given me is to 01:00:32.199 --> 01:00:37.119 get into my word Right because you hear from 01:00:37.119 --> 01:00:41.179 God more clearly When you when you're in your 01:00:41.179 --> 01:00:44.500 word because that's that's God's word that's 01:00:44.500 --> 01:00:47.690 God talking That's what he said. Those are those 01:00:47.690 --> 01:00:52.449 are what that's what he said. And so I have been 01:00:52.449 --> 01:00:56.090 working on me and Elder James have been doing 01:00:56.090 --> 01:00:59.269 the book of Nehemiah as a network Bible study. 01:01:00.210 --> 01:01:04.730 Then me as a CEO as COO CEO and COO we've been 01:01:04.730 --> 01:01:08.110 doing that together. And God gave me that because 01:01:08.110 --> 01:01:11.690 he said for the network to be blessed. I need 01:01:11.690 --> 01:01:18.239 the CEO and COO. To be in a lot So we've been 01:01:18.239 --> 01:01:22.000 doing our Bible study together I have been doing 01:01:22.000 --> 01:01:26.440 my own personal Bible study Something that I've 01:01:26.440 --> 01:01:29.139 been doing on my own is the book of Acts and 01:01:29.139 --> 01:01:32.239 It's my first time reading the book at y 'all 01:01:32.239 --> 01:01:34.260 I'm not gonna act like like I've been through 01:01:34.260 --> 01:01:35.760 the Bible before because there's a lot of the 01:01:35.760 --> 01:01:41.000 Bible that I have not touched yet And and and 01:01:41.000 --> 01:01:46.510 you know God had told me Because there's so much 01:01:46.510 --> 01:01:52.789 more That you don't know There's so much more 01:01:52.789 --> 01:01:56.570 that you don't understand and I want to show 01:01:56.570 --> 01:02:04.590 you how I can I Want to show you how I'm able 01:02:04.590 --> 01:02:06.690 to move in your life because I'm the same God 01:02:06.690 --> 01:02:11.829 I was back then I Haven't changed and one thing 01:02:11.829 --> 01:02:15.869 that the book of Nehemiah has taught me was As 01:02:15.869 --> 01:02:20.110 long as God is on my side, I don't fear anybody. 01:02:20.690 --> 01:02:24.489 Nobody puts fear in my body, in my soul. I ain't 01:02:24.489 --> 01:02:29.110 scared of Ned, okay? Because as long as I'm walking 01:02:29.110 --> 01:02:31.650 in his wheel and I'm being obedient to what God 01:02:31.650 --> 01:02:36.489 is calling me to do, can't nobody touch me. And 01:02:36.489 --> 01:02:42.210 if they do, they can't kill me. You heard that 01:02:42.210 --> 01:02:50.869 baby saying, hey man. But it's it's It's real 01:02:50.869 --> 01:02:53.309 like that that's what God gave me God has been 01:02:53.309 --> 01:02:56.730 like, you know start praying and because One 01:02:56.730 --> 01:02:58.789 thing that I didn't know I had to get the was 01:02:58.789 --> 01:03:01.710 the gift of prayer I knew that I had the gift 01:03:01.710 --> 01:03:04.809 of intercessing because God would wake me up 01:03:04.809 --> 01:03:07.829 out my sleep Concerning people that I hadn't 01:03:07.829 --> 01:03:10.809 even met yet. Let me give you all testimony real 01:03:10.809 --> 01:03:13.210 quick on how I found out I had to get to prayer 01:03:13.960 --> 01:03:20.400 So one night I was sleeping and I had I Woke 01:03:20.400 --> 01:03:24.280 up and God said pray and so you know I just start 01:03:24.280 --> 01:03:27.239 praying just a regular, you know Thank you God, 01:03:27.420 --> 01:03:30.139 you know any of my sins and then God began to 01:03:30.139 --> 01:03:34.039 speak through me Right and he had me pray for 01:03:34.039 --> 01:03:38.059 this woman named Sierra And now I did not know 01:03:38.059 --> 01:03:41.940 this year. I didn't know her at all But I was 01:03:41.940 --> 01:03:44.599 praying for her and her children And I can't 01:03:44.599 --> 01:03:46.360 get into you know everything that he hadn't prayed 01:03:46.360 --> 01:03:50.699 for but he had me intercede on her behalf and 01:03:50.699 --> 01:03:56.619 This past year Back in like I want to say back 01:03:56.619 --> 01:04:00.219 in November. I want to say we're back in November 01:04:00.219 --> 01:04:04.380 I was doing a live on Facebook and I was just 01:04:04.380 --> 01:04:06.699 I had a little notebook of stuff that I just 01:04:06.699 --> 01:04:09.139 wanted to touch on and just let God kind of flow 01:04:09.139 --> 01:04:10.880 or whatever while I was cooking and cleaning 01:04:10.880 --> 01:04:15.130 and talking and stuff and somebody named Sierra 01:04:15.130 --> 01:04:20.869 popped up on my life and I didn't know her she 01:04:20.869 --> 01:04:24.610 didn't know me but I was in the middle of telling 01:04:24.610 --> 01:04:27.130 this testimony about how God woke me up to pray 01:04:27.130 --> 01:04:29.630 for somebody named Sierra and she popped up on 01:04:29.630 --> 01:04:33.570 my life and God was like and she told me she 01:04:33.570 --> 01:04:37.389 was like you prayed for me that's what I was 01:04:37.389 --> 01:04:40.929 going through at the time I needed that prayer 01:04:40.929 --> 01:04:44.550 that prayer got me through and I had to realize 01:04:44.550 --> 01:04:46.530 that because that prayer didn't make sense to 01:04:46.530 --> 01:04:49.849 me at that time but I'm glad that I was obedient 01:04:49.849 --> 01:04:55.849 because I had under I didn't understand then 01:04:55.849 --> 01:04:59.329 because honestly at that time when I prayed that 01:04:59.329 --> 01:05:03.010 prayer for her I was I am not even gonna act 01:05:03.010 --> 01:05:06.769 like I had fully given my life to God yet I was 01:05:06.769 --> 01:05:08.670 still on the fence I was still straddling the 01:05:08.670 --> 01:05:11.000 fence at that time You know I had gave up some 01:05:11.000 --> 01:05:13.179 habits and I was you know attending church online, 01:05:13.179 --> 01:05:20.480 but I hadn't surrendered and But God woke me 01:05:20.480 --> 01:05:25.340 about my sleep And he said I heard him clear 01:05:25.340 --> 01:05:28.739 of the day pray and I prayed for her I interceded 01:05:28.739 --> 01:05:33.679 on her behalf And I'm glad that I did Because 01:05:33.679 --> 01:05:36.280 I came to find out that she was a recovering 01:05:36.280 --> 01:05:40.820 addict and at that moment she wanted to relapse 01:05:40.820 --> 01:05:45.460 that that's how she was feeling and so God was 01:05:45.460 --> 01:05:50.059 able to use me to help somebody that I did not 01:05:50.059 --> 01:05:53.320 even know yet and and it's crazy because God 01:05:53.320 --> 01:05:57.059 told me he was like she lives in California and 01:05:57.059 --> 01:06:00.440 y 'all why when I looked at that girl page she 01:06:00.440 --> 01:06:04.260 lived in California for real like it was crazy 01:06:04.260 --> 01:06:07.519 to me because I'm used to God telling me to pray 01:06:07.519 --> 01:06:10.840 for my friends or, you know, people that I know. 01:06:11.800 --> 01:06:14.400 But when it comes to somebody that you don't 01:06:14.400 --> 01:06:17.579 know and somebody that doesn't even know you, 01:06:17.860 --> 01:06:19.840 she didn't even know I was praying for her. She 01:06:19.840 --> 01:06:22.420 didn't know what helped her through. She didn't 01:06:22.420 --> 01:06:26.679 know what got her through. But she found out. 01:06:28.260 --> 01:06:32.280 Amen. It was God's grace that got her through 01:06:32.280 --> 01:06:36.150 and your obedience that got her through. Like 01:06:36.150 --> 01:06:41.590 y 'all, I was telling team of we This that we 01:06:41.590 --> 01:06:46.590 got coming up soon. I told team of we There was 01:06:46.590 --> 01:06:52.949 questions that I had that I was asking God And 01:06:52.949 --> 01:06:58.050 literally before we went live tonight We see 01:06:58.050 --> 01:07:01.949 the phone call I had done a pre recording on 01:07:01.949 --> 01:07:07.610 another show I received a phone call. The person 01:07:07.610 --> 01:07:10.309 I came, I was everything going whoop, whoop, 01:07:10.389 --> 01:07:13.309 whoop, whoop. I'm telling them, and they're like, 01:07:13.309 --> 01:07:16.070 what do you got coming up? If money wasn't an 01:07:16.070 --> 01:07:18.269 object, what do you got coming up that you would 01:07:18.269 --> 01:07:24.650 like to see done? I'll tell them. Y 'all, how 01:07:24.650 --> 01:07:31.590 about, I'm trying to say it without saying it. 01:07:31.769 --> 01:07:36.650 God said. I got it covered. That's it. That's 01:07:36.650 --> 01:07:40.309 it. That's it. That's it. God was like, watch 01:07:40.309 --> 01:07:44.869 this. God's like, boom. And I just got quiet. 01:07:46.269 --> 01:07:52.570 I'm like, huh? Then made another phone call today 01:07:52.570 --> 01:07:59.630 to say something. Boom. It's handled. It's doing. 01:08:00.130 --> 01:08:07.070 I'm like, Uh huh. You see how things can move 01:08:07.070 --> 01:08:11.309 when we don't walk in fear. I'm like, okay, God. 01:08:12.210 --> 01:08:15.889 I'm like, okay, God. Okay, God. Like you literally 01:08:15.889 --> 01:08:20.689 every question that I'm asking you, like, just 01:08:20.689 --> 01:08:25.729 set up. I got an answer. Just set up. Amen. Amen. 01:08:26.109 --> 01:08:29.090 And the funny thing about it is Sunday, I just 01:08:29.090 --> 01:08:41.329 preached on He does because guess what y 'all 01:08:41.329 --> 01:08:43.590 so last night my mama had me pray for her hold 01:08:43.590 --> 01:08:46.470 on let me take that back my pastor had me pray 01:08:46.470 --> 01:08:49.550 for her and I'll be trying to be an etiquette 01:08:49.550 --> 01:08:51.609 job promise I'll be trying to be an etiquette 01:08:51.609 --> 01:08:55.270 y 'all know I'm a little ghetto my pastor had 01:08:55.270 --> 01:08:57.770 me pray for her I pray for her and my sister 01:08:57.770 --> 01:09:02.920 and Asked that God will begin to release some 01:09:02.920 --> 01:09:07.220 things for her and the one thing that I mentioned 01:09:07.220 --> 01:09:09.659 I won't mention everything else because it has 01:09:09.659 --> 01:09:11.520 not been released yet And I believe that you 01:09:11.520 --> 01:09:13.619 block your blessings sometimes by revealing certain 01:09:13.619 --> 01:09:16.960 things But one thing that I asked God to release 01:09:16.960 --> 01:09:20.439 was her car So y 'all today now this was just 01:09:20.439 --> 01:09:23.340 last night y 'all this was like 11 30 at night 01:09:23.340 --> 01:09:30.449 last night and so today my sister called me she 01:09:30.449 --> 01:09:32.050 was like i gotta come get you we're gonna go 01:09:32.050 --> 01:09:33.609 meet mom at the car lot she's gonna get a car 01:09:33.609 --> 01:09:39.550 i said what i said okay okay we ready i'm about 01:09:39.550 --> 01:09:41.029 to get the kids ready i'm gonna hop in the shower 01:09:41.029 --> 01:09:42.590 and get dressed and i'm gonna get the kids ready 01:09:42.590 --> 01:09:45.250 we're gonna be ready as soon as you pull up and 01:09:45.250 --> 01:09:54.630 y 'all she got her 2026 no down payment my mom 01:09:54.630 --> 01:10:01.449 walked out only paying insurance y 'all can't 01:10:01.449 --> 01:10:06.350 tell me that my voice doesn't have power and 01:10:06.350 --> 01:10:10.010 it was because I allowed God to use me because 01:10:10.010 --> 01:10:14.390 God was giving me those things to pray for because 01:10:14.390 --> 01:10:17.029 honestly I was praying for her body that was 01:10:17.029 --> 01:10:19.069 my original intention was to pray for her body 01:10:19.069 --> 01:10:21.010 many of you guys know my pastor has been without 01:10:21.010 --> 01:10:24.720 a voice for a while So my intentions was to just 01:10:24.720 --> 01:10:28.000 pray for her body her voice and that God would 01:10:28.000 --> 01:10:31.600 You know restore and just to kind of rebuke the 01:10:31.600 --> 01:10:33.800 attack the attacks of the enemy But then God 01:10:33.800 --> 01:10:37.039 was like no, there's more there's more Pray for 01:10:37.039 --> 01:10:40.079 this pray for her car as I'm release release 01:10:40.079 --> 01:10:43.300 release and I'm asking God to release things 01:10:43.300 --> 01:10:50.000 and so as a Prayer warrior it feels good when 01:10:50.000 --> 01:10:57.670 you pray for somebody and it happens like like 01:10:57.670 --> 01:11:04.329 that y 'all this was less than 24 hours and it's 01:11:04.329 --> 01:11:07.250 like okay God and so let me tell y 'all what 01:11:07.250 --> 01:11:09.149 God is telling me right now because he's speaking 01:11:09.149 --> 01:11:12.810 he's speaking God said the way that you prayed 01:11:12.810 --> 01:11:16.310 for your mom last night to release some things 01:11:16.310 --> 01:11:18.069 the way that you prayed for your sister for me 01:11:18.069 --> 01:11:20.800 to release things I'm waiting on you to come 01:11:20.800 --> 01:11:25.699 to me for you and And I had to realize that I 01:11:25.699 --> 01:11:28.699 am a very non selfish prayer. Okay when I pray 01:11:28.699 --> 01:11:32.060 writing prayer. I rarely ever pray for myself 01:11:32.060 --> 01:11:35.720 I pray, you know for forgiveness and I pray for 01:11:35.720 --> 01:11:38.699 you know, grace and mercy and to be covered But 01:11:38.699 --> 01:11:44.479 I had to realize that My voice has power and 01:11:44.479 --> 01:11:47.119 I have to start speaking those things that be 01:11:47.119 --> 01:11:49.460 not as so they are I know Bishop said don't be 01:11:49.460 --> 01:11:51.819 a cliche Christian I listen don't don't don't 01:11:51.819 --> 01:11:54.659 get me off But that was my word that that's what 01:11:54.659 --> 01:11:57.760 God told me to do So y 'all don't don't take 01:11:57.760 --> 01:12:00.000 my words, you know, I'm saying all what God told 01:12:00.000 --> 01:12:02.880 y 'all to do But I have to start speaking those 01:12:02.880 --> 01:12:05.800 things because God's in those things in my life 01:12:05.800 --> 01:12:09.939 And he's just waiting on me to open my mouth 01:12:11.640 --> 01:12:15.039 So tonight, I am going to, after I clean my room, 01:12:15.079 --> 01:12:17.119 without I clean my room, I'm gonna miss, but 01:12:17.119 --> 01:12:19.699 after I clean my room, I'm going to labor and 01:12:19.699 --> 01:12:23.279 prayer on my own. And I'm going to really go 01:12:23.279 --> 01:12:26.600 to God on my behalf because God is saying like, 01:12:27.020 --> 01:12:33.039 you've been praying for everybody else. And the 01:12:33.039 --> 01:12:36.300 only thing you want for you is protection, but 01:12:36.300 --> 01:12:40.120 I'm able to do exceedingly, abundantly. above 01:12:40.120 --> 01:12:42.760 all you could ask or think, according to the 01:12:42.760 --> 01:12:45.520 power that I've worked at than you. God said 01:12:45.520 --> 01:12:47.880 you have the power. I gave you the power. And 01:12:47.880 --> 01:12:50.060 you don't want to use it for you. You want to 01:12:50.060 --> 01:12:54.279 use it for everybody else. Y 'all, as we did 01:12:54.279 --> 01:12:56.560 this over the night, this is what I'm going to 01:12:56.560 --> 01:12:59.420 do. Apart from this team where we go on mute. 01:13:01.039 --> 01:13:08.810 We are going to cover my sister. that covers 01:13:08.810 --> 01:13:13.069 everybody else. We are going to cover her in 01:13:13.069 --> 01:13:18.770 prayer right now. Dear Lord Heavenly Father, 01:13:18.869 --> 01:13:21.470 we come to you right now, Lord. We thank you, 01:13:21.550 --> 01:13:23.510 Lord, for everything that you have done and all 01:13:23.510 --> 01:13:25.630 this you are continuing. We need to, Lord, we 01:13:25.630 --> 01:13:27.689 thank you for the dangers that you have brought 01:13:27.689 --> 01:13:30.310 us out of and the dangers that we've seen and 01:13:30.310 --> 01:13:32.569 the dangers that we have not seen Heavenly Father. 01:13:33.050 --> 01:13:36.420 Right now, I Thank you for my sister, Heavenly 01:13:36.420 --> 01:13:39.039 Father, part of this temporary Lord. I thank 01:13:39.039 --> 01:13:41.359 you for her life. I thank you for her ministry 01:13:41.359 --> 01:13:44.039 that you gave her. Lord, I thank you for the 01:13:44.039 --> 01:13:46.640 voices you gave her, Heavenly Father. I thank 01:13:46.640 --> 01:13:50.359 you that she is a force in this generation, Heavenly 01:13:50.359 --> 01:13:53.279 Father. I thank you that she is a force that 01:13:53.279 --> 01:13:56.300 is working in the nation, Heavenly Father. Lord, 01:13:56.539 --> 01:14:01.159 I thank you for her. voice that she is not afraid 01:14:01.159 --> 01:14:04.460 to cry out in a wilderness and listen. I mean, 01:14:04.520 --> 01:14:07.680 women, boys and girls know that playtime is over, 01:14:07.819 --> 01:14:11.300 Heavenly Father. Right now, I ask you to enlarge 01:14:11.300 --> 01:14:14.260 that territory, Heavenly Father. Send a bank 01:14:14.260 --> 01:14:17.439 account that is overflowing, overflowing, Lord, 01:14:17.699 --> 01:14:21.399 overflowing, overflowing, overflowing. Let it 01:14:21.399 --> 01:14:24.779 overflow. Let it overflow so that she can be 01:14:24.779 --> 01:14:27.340 more of a blessing, Heavenly Father. Because 01:14:27.340 --> 01:14:30.060 she is a blessing to so many others, allow her 01:14:30.060 --> 01:14:33.699 to be in that overflow, Heavenly Father. We ask 01:14:33.699 --> 01:14:36.359 you to bless her son, Heavenly Father, my nephew, 01:14:36.739 --> 01:14:39.180 Titus, Heavenly Father. Continue to keep your 01:14:39.180 --> 01:14:41.340 loving arms and protection around him, Lord. 01:14:41.770 --> 01:14:44.050 Because we know that you are doing a great work 01:14:44.050 --> 01:14:47.130 inside of my nephew, Heavenly Father. And by 01:14:47.130 --> 01:14:50.989 now, Lord, I pray for my brother in law, son, 01:14:51.310 --> 01:14:54.130 Heavenly Father. I pray for him even now, Lord 01:14:54.130 --> 01:14:56.989 Jesus. I thank you, Lord, that he is a man of 01:14:56.989 --> 01:14:59.510 God. I thank you that he is a man at your own 01:14:59.510 --> 01:15:02.619 heart. I thank you, Lord, that he is a man. that 01:15:02.619 --> 01:15:06.220 is not afraid to love my sister and my nephew 01:15:06.220 --> 01:15:09.000 the correct way. Lord, I thank You for the house 01:15:09.000 --> 01:15:11.800 on that hill that they will stay in. Lord, I 01:15:11.800 --> 01:15:14.659 thank You for the five cars that they will have, 01:15:14.979 --> 01:15:17.760 Heavenly Father. I thank You, Lord, for the blessings 01:15:17.760 --> 01:15:21.039 that are overflowing over them, Heavenly Father, 01:15:21.199 --> 01:15:23.739 even now, Lord Jesus. Lord, I thank You for their 01:15:23.739 --> 01:15:26.239 businesses, Heavenly Father, that they are going 01:15:26.239 --> 01:15:29.060 to start. I thank You, Lord. for the businesses 01:15:29.060 --> 01:15:31.460 that they will start. I thank you for the books 01:15:31.460 --> 01:15:33.779 that they will write, Heavenly Father. I thank 01:15:33.779 --> 01:15:36.859 you for the souls that they are going on to tell 01:15:36.859 --> 01:15:40.340 others that there is a reason for serving you, 01:15:40.420 --> 01:15:43.439 Heavenly Father. Lord, I thank you, Lord, for 01:15:43.439 --> 01:15:46.600 just being a prayer answering God. Lord, I thank 01:15:46.600 --> 01:15:49.899 you, Lord, that you are doing it in my sister's 01:15:49.899 --> 01:15:52.640 life, Heavenly Father. I thank you, Lord, that 01:15:52.640 --> 01:15:55.319 you are doing it in my sister's life. It's not 01:15:55.319 --> 01:15:57.880 going to be much longer. It's not going to be 01:15:57.880 --> 01:16:00.579 much longer. It's not going to be much longer. 01:16:00.720 --> 01:16:02.720 I'm declaring that the queen, this is the last 01:16:02.720 --> 01:16:05.319 year that she's going to be single. Lord Jesus, 01:16:05.640 --> 01:16:09.119 I declare the queen right now. I declare the 01:16:09.119 --> 01:16:14.979 queen right now. We know he's here. We know the 01:16:14.979 --> 01:16:17.840 sign is here, Lord. And we know that in order 01:16:17.840 --> 01:16:20.600 for her to walk into everything that you ever 01:16:20.600 --> 01:16:24.560 to walk into. She needs that son in her life, 01:16:24.760 --> 01:16:27.340 Heavenly Father. So, Lord, I thank you, Lord, 01:16:27.439 --> 01:16:30.020 that my brother is going to be ready for her. 01:16:31.100 --> 01:16:35.119 We love you. We honor you. We praise you and 01:16:35.119 --> 01:16:43.479 we magnify you. In Jesus' name, amen. Amen. Amen. 01:16:43.779 --> 01:16:45.739 Don't have me crying and stuff. Don't do that. 01:16:46.079 --> 01:16:48.539 I'm glad I ain't wearing no lashes tonight. Amen. 01:16:51.129 --> 01:16:55.569 Like, y 'all, there has been times that this 01:16:55.569 --> 01:17:00.350 one right here has played over me. She's covered 01:17:00.350 --> 01:17:06.449 me when I need to do. And I appreciate her. You're 01:17:06.449 --> 01:17:08.350 welcome. You're welcome. I just do what God tells 01:17:08.350 --> 01:17:13.050 me to do. I've walked in disobedience for so 01:17:13.050 --> 01:17:21.630 long that Now it's like, okay, God It ain't a 01:17:21.630 --> 01:17:25.250 plaything I know that I don't even have time 01:17:25.250 --> 01:17:27.930 to mess around I refuse to become a pillar of 01:17:27.930 --> 01:17:32.710 salt Being stagnant or looking in the rear view 01:17:32.710 --> 01:17:37.270 mirror I'm trying to get to the promised land 01:17:37.270 --> 01:17:40.890 I'm trying to get to what you have for me that's 01:17:40.890 --> 01:17:47.069 ahead and so I am in a place in God right now 01:17:48.419 --> 01:17:53.060 Where it's like, okay God Even though I keep 01:17:53.060 --> 01:17:56.140 getting told that it doesn't make any sense because 01:17:56.140 --> 01:18:00.840 listen y 'all y 'all wouldn't understand How 01:18:00.840 --> 01:18:05.760 often you hear things like well, oh Where is 01:18:05.760 --> 01:18:09.939 this at? You know Why why you doing this and 01:18:09.939 --> 01:18:12.819 you need to be doing this and you you know and 01:18:12.819 --> 01:18:15.380 but it's like when you hear what God tells you 01:18:15.380 --> 01:18:20.199 to do And you know that God is going to make 01:18:20.199 --> 01:18:23.979 a way One thing that I had been stressing about 01:18:23.979 --> 01:18:27.899 was income And I'm gonna get his quick little 01:18:27.899 --> 01:18:30.340 testimony and then we're gonna get off because 01:18:30.340 --> 01:18:34.220 now I feel godly to me to get my testimony And 01:18:34.220 --> 01:18:37.920 so I had applied at this family dollar up the 01:18:37.920 --> 01:18:40.819 street right over here in the hood, you know 01:18:41.289 --> 01:18:44.090 quick little walk to work if i got to you know 01:18:44.090 --> 01:18:46.649 my sister would take me and stuff but if i had 01:18:46.649 --> 01:18:49.210 to you know quick little walk i can go shoot 01:18:49.210 --> 01:18:51.970 right up the street go to work do what i gotta 01:18:51.970 --> 01:18:55.569 do it killed my body all mind y 'all i haven't 01:18:55.569 --> 01:18:58.109 worked since i had my surgery back in march so 01:18:58.109 --> 01:19:02.329 my body's a little weak um and the first day 01:19:02.329 --> 01:19:04.310 that i worked first of all they had me work 10 01:19:04.310 --> 01:19:08.489 hours my feet was on five then the second day 01:19:08.760 --> 01:19:11.260 they had me help them unload the truck y 'all 01:19:11.260 --> 01:19:14.300 this truck had three two about two thousand items 01:19:14.300 --> 01:19:19.560 on it so anyway needless to say i'm still working 01:19:19.560 --> 01:19:21.279 i'm still doing i made it through the whole first 01:19:21.279 --> 01:19:26.100 week and that saturday titus was supposed to 01:19:26.100 --> 01:19:29.039 go to chicago he was supposed to fly out from 01:19:29.039 --> 01:19:31.300 the airport but i had to be the one to take him 01:19:31.300 --> 01:19:33.619 and give him to the flight attendant who was 01:19:33.619 --> 01:19:36.720 going to watch him until he got handed to his 01:19:36.720 --> 01:19:41.899 auntie Okay, so My boss was not going for that. 01:19:41.899 --> 01:19:43.880 He was like no your schedule for Saturday morning. 01:19:43.880 --> 01:19:46.180 I don't know what to tell you basically so I 01:19:46.180 --> 01:19:48.779 quit Plus it was inconvenience on everybody because 01:19:48.779 --> 01:19:51.000 my schedule was kind of all over the place um, 01:19:51.100 --> 01:19:56.579 so I quit and God said I had to make you quit 01:19:56.579 --> 01:20:01.640 I Had to make you quit Because I just didn't 01:20:01.640 --> 01:20:03.960 even go to Chicago this Saturday y 'all. I didn't 01:20:03.960 --> 01:20:06.119 even have to call off I didn't even have to miss 01:20:06.119 --> 01:20:08.409 Park the Titans couldn't even go because they 01:20:08.409 --> 01:20:09.670 did the ticket roll. It wasn't meant for you 01:20:09.670 --> 01:20:12.350 to work there in the first place because it memory 01:20:12.350 --> 01:20:15.909 serves me right. It memory serves me right. This 01:20:15.909 --> 01:20:19.170 is the same place that played with you in the 01:20:19.170 --> 01:20:21.829 beginning. Yes. Now listen y 'all because I forced 01:20:21.829 --> 01:20:25.869 myself to get this job and so that's how I knew 01:20:25.869 --> 01:20:28.289 it wasn't it wasn't from God but it was more 01:20:28.289 --> 01:20:32.569 so a thing of I want to feel like I'm doing something 01:20:32.569 --> 01:20:37.050 because I'm so used to working. I've been working 01:20:37.050 --> 01:20:40.590 since I could get a job, okay? I've been working. 01:20:41.390 --> 01:20:44.170 My first job, I was 16 working at Olive Garden. 01:20:44.270 --> 01:20:46.829 I've been working ever since, okay? It's the 01:20:46.829 --> 01:20:48.529 only time I did not work was when I was in CNA 01:20:48.529 --> 01:20:52.729 school. And so, but now it was like, okay. And 01:20:52.729 --> 01:20:54.770 God was like, and so God started allowing my 01:20:54.770 --> 01:20:58.649 grades to fall. He started, I wasn't, I didn't 01:20:58.649 --> 01:21:01.470 have time to do no homework. I didn't have time 01:21:01.470 --> 01:21:05.350 to, I was missing Bible study. I was, it was 01:21:05.350 --> 01:21:10.010 so much. that god was like you know what because 01:21:10.010 --> 01:21:12.810 see there's one thing you could be in god's perfect 01:21:12.810 --> 01:21:15.010 will and you could be in his permissive will 01:21:15.010 --> 01:21:17.550 and so god was like that's my permissive will 01:21:17.550 --> 01:21:19.470 i'm just gonna allow you to go ahead and do it 01:21:19.470 --> 01:21:23.970 and then i'm gonna show you why i didn't want 01:21:23.970 --> 01:21:27.670 you to do it and so but that was my fault for 01:21:27.670 --> 01:21:30.550 being disobedient and let me tell y 'all this 01:21:30.550 --> 01:21:32.329 is not a long time ago i literally was just working 01:21:32.329 --> 01:21:38.579 in june um And so God is like now go and do what 01:21:38.579 --> 01:21:41.600 I could told you to do and what God told me to 01:21:41.600 --> 01:21:46.979 do was start doing tiktok lives And sometimes 01:21:46.979 --> 01:21:52.039 I really do It's hard for me sometimes to do 01:21:52.039 --> 01:21:56.680 ministry Through the camera. I know I know James 01:21:56.680 --> 01:22:01.380 look I The pot on the kettle black But sometimes 01:22:01.380 --> 01:22:04.260 it's hard for me to do ministry through a camera 01:22:04.260 --> 01:22:08.050 because it's like What if nobody shows up? What 01:22:08.050 --> 01:22:10.590 if nobody comes in? What what do I say? What 01:22:10.590 --> 01:22:13.170 do I do? But it's different doing a podcast and 01:22:13.170 --> 01:22:16.970 God's just saying do a live and I Don't have 01:22:16.970 --> 01:22:19.149 no topic. I don't have nothing. I don't have 01:22:19.149 --> 01:22:23.890 nothing but it's crazy because Ever since I've 01:22:23.890 --> 01:22:28.989 been caught in the kettle, but You a podcast 01:22:33.350 --> 01:22:36.010 Because I got on James y 'all I got on him about 01:22:36.010 --> 01:22:39.590 not wanting to do shows by himself I did but 01:22:39.590 --> 01:22:42.289 I can honestly say that ever since I've been 01:22:42.289 --> 01:22:45.149 doing these Friday night lives because I know 01:22:45.149 --> 01:22:47.630 that I eventually have to do more right I know 01:22:47.630 --> 01:22:49.590 that it's not just gonna be a Friday night situation 01:22:49.590 --> 01:22:52.130 but I know that that is something that is set 01:22:52.130 --> 01:22:55.369 in stone that God has directly given me to do 01:22:55.369 --> 01:22:59.750 and so it was like ever since I've been doing 01:22:59.750 --> 01:23:03.590 it There has been viewers on my tiktok Okay, 01:23:04.069 --> 01:23:07.210 God has been sending the people and we have been 01:23:07.210 --> 01:23:12.590 praying and it's like okay God I'm sorry for 01:23:12.590 --> 01:23:15.270 being disobedient I'm matter of fact. I'm sorry 01:23:15.270 --> 01:23:17.890 for my delayed obedience and that is what we 01:23:17.890 --> 01:23:21.909 were going to get into next week is Delayed obedience 01:23:21.909 --> 01:23:25.010 is still disobedient and that is why I tell y 01:23:25.010 --> 01:23:27.090 'all all the time I'm not perfect and God does 01:23:27.090 --> 01:23:31.529 get on me And so I'm still I'm still learning 01:23:31.529 --> 01:23:33.729 how to walk into my kingdom destiny just like 01:23:33.729 --> 01:23:35.449 y 'all and that's what we have this show for 01:23:35.449 --> 01:23:37.890 So we can be authentic with each other and I 01:23:37.890 --> 01:23:39.670 can tell you all the lessons that I learned so 01:23:39.670 --> 01:23:42.369 y 'all don't got to bump your head like me In 01:23:42.369 --> 01:23:53.029 elder James because we be bumping our heads You're 01:23:53.029 --> 01:24:02.609 muted We appreciate y 'all. We love y 'all. And 01:24:02.609 --> 01:24:05.430 we thank y 'all for walking with us. And as I 01:24:05.430 --> 01:24:07.930 always say, we will see y 'all on next week. 01:24:08.489 --> 01:24:11.210 Tune in tomorrow night for Kingdom Boss Monster. 01:24:11.689 --> 01:24:15.229 I actually have a guest tomorrow night and you 01:24:15.229 --> 01:24:19.010 all see is an anointed woman of God. I met her 01:24:19.010 --> 01:24:21.930 on another podcast and I had to bank her over 01:24:21.930 --> 01:24:25.829 here, the Kingdom Boss Monster. And I know she's 01:24:25.829 --> 01:24:28.060 gonna do an amazing job. So y 'all definitely 01:24:28.060 --> 01:24:31.500 make sure y 'all tune in. And follow us on TikTok, 01:24:31.840 --> 01:24:33.619 y 'all. Follow us on TikTok. Yes, follow us on 01:24:33.619 --> 01:24:35.960 TikTok. Prophetess Team Marie, Friday night prayer, 01:24:36.159 --> 01:24:38.399 midnight East Coast time. Y 'all don't want to 01:24:38.399 --> 01:24:39.979 miss it. Y 'all want to be there. Y 'all can 01:24:39.979 --> 01:24:41.699 put your prayer requests in the chat and we're 01:24:41.699 --> 01:24:44.119 going to go to God for everybody. For you. And 01:24:44.119 --> 01:24:45.880 I'm going to start praying for myself too, y 01:24:45.880 --> 01:24:48.199 'all. If we get through that prayer and I don't 01:24:48.199 --> 01:24:50.199 pray for me, y 'all make sure I pray for me. 01:24:51.060 --> 01:24:55.979 Oh, I will. All right. We can play our closer. 01:24:56.520 --> 01:24:59.779 All right. God bless y 'all and see y 'all next 01:24:59.779 --> 01:25:25.560 week. Peace. And I need y 'all to turn on that 01:25:25.560 --> 01:25:29.439 notification bell over here on YouTube. That 01:25:29.439 --> 01:25:32.000 lets YouTube know that you like content like 01:25:32.000 --> 01:25:35.180 this. On behalf of everyone here at the network, 01:25:35.699 --> 01:25:38.760 we appreciate you because we couldn't release 01:25:38.760 --> 01:25:41.920 content the way that we do without your support. 01:25:42.560 --> 01:25:44.720 So as I always say, sometimes at this appointment, 01:25:44.819 --> 01:25:46.319 there's nothing more than guys' appointments 01:25:46.319 --> 01:25:49.380 meeting. Sometimes if we look at this bag. God 01:25:49.380 --> 01:25:51.760 is only coming around by good. Stay blessed, 01:25:52.000 --> 01:25:54.020 be blessed, and be a blessing to someone else. 01:25:54.560 --> 01:25:57.220 And I will see y 'all on the next episode. Peace.