Uh. What is up? Hello, everybody. Welcome to
Walking in Kingdom Destiny. I am your host, Profits
Team Ring. This is my lovely co -host Elder James.
Y 'all see, this week, I moved here to the front
because I'm like, every week, I'm always taking
over like it is my soul. This is not me. You
see how I threw that in there? My lovely co -host.
You see your eyes and smell. Smell and wave.
Smell and wave. Hello, hello. Welcome, welcome,
welcome. Yo, welcome to our fam. Yes. Y 'all
don't miss a beat and I love it. Look, they be
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like, we in. Yes, yes. So tonight, I'm going
to give you the topic. We gonna pray it in and
we gonna go straight for it. We gonna try to
be on our best behavior tonight. We gonna try
to be on his best behavior. Y 'all know I ain't
got no sense. Um, tonight's topic is kind of
deep. We're gonna talk about no versus weight.
Okay. And how to deal with both, how to know
the difference of when God is saying one or the
other. And period stay ready so you won't have
to get ready love it yes yes yes but we're gonna
talk about the difference between the two um
how you know when god is saying one or the other
and what do you do while you're in that waiting
season and what do you do when god says no to
something you truly desire um so that's what
we're gonna talk about tonight and hopefully
um elder james got a lot prepared because Prophets
team reading not prepared for that. I prepared
for the ladle So But that will be another week
show that'll be another week It's okay, so I'm
gonna pray us in and we are gonna get started
Father God in the name of Jesus Lord God, we
just thank you. We thank you for waking us up
this morning God We thank you for starting us
on our way God. God. We thank you for food clothing
and shelter God. We thank you for life strength
and health God God we thank you for the activity
of our limbs God God we thank you for our friends.
We thank you for our family died God We thank
you for the shut doors the locked doors the open
doors God God, we thank you for the wait and
thank you for the no Thank you for the yes, God.
We thank you for your plan. God. We thank you
for your intentions for our lives God God we
thank you for everything that you have put in
our lives, please every thing that you have placed
in our lives to help us stay on track God to
help us stay on path God and even when we stray
off path God God we thank you for the detour
that allows us to get back on path God God and
we just want to say that we thank you we reverence
you God God we adore you God we magnify your
name God God I ask that you place me in Elder
James behind the cross God and that you speak
through us God let this show let this Podcast,
let this ministry be for your glory guide, not
for us, but for you God. This is not church work,
but this is kingdom work, God. God asks you to
forgive us of any sins, anything that may hinder
this prayer from making it to your ear gates,
God. I ask that you forgive us, Father. And help
us to do better, God. Help us to walk like you.
Help us to talk like you, God. Help us to be
like you, God. God, help us to be as close to
you as possible so that your light may shine
through us and we may draw other people to you,
God. God, and we just ask that you get the glory
tonight in Jesus name. Amen. Amen. Amen. Hello,
Joy. Yo, what up, Joy? What up, Joy? So, y 'all,
look, this conversation got started because of
a video, a confidence team that we sent me in
my inbox. Y 'all, she sent me that video. And
once she sent me that video, I was like, We got
to talk about this because the zip There are
moments where We can be wanting something so
bad and we're like God like I want it right now
and God's like, okay I'ma give it to you But
we're gonna have to wait a minute before you
get it And if you look at through your Bible,
you will find different people that have to wait
before they die their promise that it was given
to him. Look at David. David was anointed to
be the king over Israel at an early age, but
he didn't become the king until later in age.
Look at Joseph. Joseph was picked out to go to
the palace. He was supposed to go to the palace
to be a deliverance for his brothers, but before
he got to the palace, and became the white -hand
man, he had to go from the big to the sale to
the power. Look at Abraham and Isaac. Abraham
was promised to be the father of many nations,
but he had to wait to have Isaac, his promised
son, when he and his wife Sarah was older in
age. Even Jesus Christ would do something. Jesus
said, Lord, if it be that will take this cup
away from me, which when he said that, what he
was meaning is, Lord, I really don't want to
die on the cross. It's a little throne, Jesus.
God, it's a little throne. But nevertheless,
not my will, but I will be done. Do you have
to have that nevertheless type of faith? You
have to have that faith where it's like, you
know what? God, I don't understand what's going
on right now. God, I don't understand what is
going on right now. God, I don't see the finish
line right now. God, it's a little hard for me
right now, Jesus. God, I know you promised me
that I was going to have a kid. I know you promised
me that I was going to be married. But Jesus,
it's hard out here right now. I'm watching everybody
else be married Everybody else have children
and they none of them doing it the way that she
told them to do it A lot of them ain't doing
it the way that she told them to do it Jesus,
when is it gonna be my turn? Well If I'm well
with y 'all tonight I've had that conversation
on many other cases like God Like what am I doing?
What we doing out here like I'm tired of the
waiting Let's get to the promise now. I don't
wanna wait. Sometimes when we rush the promise,
we end up skipping the preparation season. And
then when you get the promise, you can't keep
it. You don't appreciate it. You don't appreciate
it. You won't be able to keep it. You won't be
in a position to keep it. If you don't prepare
yourself to be a husband. Once you once God sends
your wife You're gonna end up getting divorced
right and so you will you mess up your promise
By trying to rush God or trying to rush into
what God is calling you to when we try to skip
over the preparation season And and listen it's
it is hard okay as a Christian it is hard being
single because you still have fleshly desires
you still have desires to be in companionship
with someone you still have desires to you know
have children have a family um those are still
things that you want and so sometimes you do
feel like okay god you're you're you know tick
-tock come on now i ain't getting no younger
I want to be able to still play with my kids.
But we have to make sure that we make it through
that preparation season. For real, you gotta
go through that preparation season. You have
to be, let me be real with y 'all. I wasn't planning
on going there with you. But there are some people
right now, that your promise, people are going
to get what God has promised them, because of
your obedience. Somebody's promise is depending
on your obedience. Absolutely. Absolutely. Like
I went through a situation like that. Timo, you
already know it, where just would do something
where if I wouldn't have been who I am, and I'm
not saying this to Brad, or me, but if I wouldn't
have been what I am and who I am, this is racing
to the wind a whole other way. But because of
who I am and an anointing that I carry on my
life, Something that should have happened, should
have not happened Ended up happening Well, I
like this comment right here If God gave us things
when we wanted them we would lose everything
We had because we weren't ready for it. Amen.
You just said that. That's fact. That's fact
You miss different levels and preparation for
what you are asking for obedience pleasure major.
Well, we just talked about that your obedience
matters. You've got to be obedient. You have
to Maybe God hasn't sent who he has for you because
you are not ready and he will not allow you to
mess up your mate that he has for you. Therefore,
wait on the Lord. And that's so true. That's
so true because when you are dating before you
meet your mate, right? Because you know, we all
go through the dating phase and we meet new people
and that's kind of how you learn what you like,
what you don't like, what you want. You learn
different things about yourself, about you know,
what you wanted to make, what you expect, what
you'll tolerate, what you won't tolerate, you
know, and when you're going through that dating
phase, sometimes you run into traumas, you run
into heartbreaks and when we don't heal from
those things or allow God to heal us, um, meaning
we haven't really forgiven those people or, you
know, for what they've done, We learn we tend
to project our Hurt onto the next person hurt
people hurt people right and so we want to learn
to Take time to Heal and listen to what God is
saying. You know if God is saying this is not
the one We need to be obedient to that If God
is saying, that's not what I have for you, even
though you truly, truly desire it, we need to
be obedient and know that God knows us best,
right? God doesn't just look at where you are
right now when he plans your mate. God looks
at where you're gonna be 40, 50 years from now
and says, okay, so right now they may seem incompatible,
right? right now he might not be your type right
now she might not be your type but the anointing
that i have on that person in about 20 years
you gonna need that you gonna need that covering
you're gonna need that prayer you're gonna need
that that that that relationship that they have
with me you're gonna need that in your life um
and so we have to understand and we have to always
rely on the fact that And I always say this,
not only is God's plan best, but it's perfect.
I like that. Not only is God's plan best, but
it's perfect. Not only is it best, but it's perfect.
And that's what we got to understand that God's
plan is better. Stop allowing unnecessary chaos
and drama in your life because you want who and
what you want instead of waiting on God to give
you who and what you have for you And listen,
it's it's a human thing right to desire To have
somebody or to want somebody And you could think
that that person is perfect for you. They could
be your type. They could have a great relationship
with God. So not saying that the person you want
doesn't have good qualities, not saying that
they're a bad person. But God sees beyond where
you are now. It sees where you can be. Yes, so
when you choose to mate, you're choosing based
on your right now. because you don't know the
future, but God does. And so that's why we must
always seek him diligently when we are trying
to acquire our kingdom spouse. Let me, let me
put it like this. I'm going to give you all an
example. When at here lately, ever since mom
has anybody knows we had mom had like a little
help scare this year. beginning of the year.
Well, it receives them whenever like dad makes
Kool -Aid. I will see the Kool -Aid in the refrigerator
and I'll get excited because I'm like, bed, yeah.
Kool -Aid in the fridge pour me a big glass of
it. Take a sip out of it and when I take the
sip out of it, there's no sugar in it. So it
tastes nasty. So now any taste for Kool -Aid
that I've had, even if it goes in and puts the
sugar in there eventually, the taste of it is
gone because of the simple fact of I don't taste
it without sugar. I don't taste it without it.
That is what some of us are doing. We are running
around here and we see the Kool -Aid. Which is
the beautiful woman the beautiful the handsome
man we see the 16 the 34 24 36 such a winning
hand We see yeah But then when you look on the
inside of them, there's no sugar So literally
it tastes nasty We got to make sure. Yes, it's
missing the substance. It's missing the key ingredient
that makes it taste good. And that's what a lot
of us have done is we have went with what looks
good on the outside and not pay the attention
to the substance that is on the inside. You gotta
pay attention to the substance on the inside.
Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. This is so good. Some of us won't,
but we can't even give. My God. Well, look, this
is a lady while anointed topic. Listen, no versus
wait. We always get off topic. But no, listen,
hold on, because let me address that real quick.
There are times where you Expect someone to give
you something that you're not willing to do And
that's not right, you know, you got to be fair
you got to work on you first before looking for
or before Okay as a woman you got to be found
ready Right as a man you have to be ready before
you go look So we're gonna drop that topic Because
if we don't we can stay on that topic for a while.
Yes Because we would be on that topic for a minute
if we ain't careful listen nobody's right is
like Basically what that is is you are There
is a difference between no and way. And if we
really honest with ourselves, there are many
of us that would rather God just say no than
to wait. Because let's be truthful. Who is really
wanting to wait? Who really wants to sit around
and wait? Not me, but you know what? I was thinking.
God guys God has my sense of timing right now
if anybody that knows me knows I'm always late
for everything. I take my time with everything.
Okay One day My cousin called me and I was sitting
at a friend house who was sitting outside We
were just sitting in the car talking and my cousin
called me said good I need a ride to the store.
Mind y 'all this was at like probably like three
or four p .m. And so I was like oh okay cuz give
me a second I'm on my way. Me and my friend continued
to talk. How about I didn't pull up to my cousin
house about three days later because I forgot.
And then when I was in the neighborhood I was
like oh shoot I forgot cuz need a ride to the
store. Let me go pull up over there and see if
he's still there. Hold on one second, y 'all.
Hold on one second, y 'all. So in other words,
we will not be asking properties to Marie for
any papers, y 'all. We will not ask her for any
papers because if you ask her for a paper, you'll
probably be forgotten about. Hey, man, hey, man,
hey, man. Listen, listen. Yes, I put you down
on your own show. I put you down on your own
show. You're like, not this man put me at the
bottom and on each other. You know what? I ain't
even tripping. Because one thing about it, it
needed to be said, do not ask me for something
that needed to be done right away, OK? Now if
I got a little time to do it, I got you. But
make sure you show me the sense of urgency when
you ask. So the reason I compare that to God's
timing is because sometimes we could be like,
God Need a ride to the store And God is like
and God being God knows no God what you want
at the store right now, but they get they truck
in three days So I'm gonna come by in three days
and then I'm gonna take you to the store Right
now that that's not me. No, okay. I don't know
what they got at the store. I don't know if they
got what you need or not, you know, but Just
comparing the sense of timing That you know God
takes his time But only because God wants things
to be perfect. I take my time because if I rush
I get discombobulated and I forget stuff So I
have to take my time But God is a perfectionist
Amen God wants everything to be perfect. So when
he gives it to you, it's always worth the wait
But sometimes we rather hear no because we don't
know that we don't know when that weight is going
to turn into a yes. Man, let me be real with
y 'all. There's been some things where God has
told me it was going to happen. And my thing
is when God told me, I'm like, bitch, let me
work and let me make it happen. And God's like,
hold up, hold up, hold up. And I'm like, God,
why you got me waiting? Give y 'all catching
point. Friday, I went out of town. My plan was
to leave a little bit early, that way I could
get back at a decent hour. Ended up leaving around
one o 'clock. I'm mad, because I'm like, God,
why you got me leaving at one o 'clock? I get
halfway to where I'm supposed to get to. And
I see a wreck on the interstate and I'm like
If I would have left a little bit sooner that
could have been me over here in that way, okay,
I'm not gonna question you no more And you know
crazy all Friday night during I had prophesied
that to somebody I didn't know who it was and
I was like some one of you are where's upset
because of the detour They got it took you through
Not knowing that he helped you avoid an accident.
So when Elder James said that I was like wow
You know, I didn't know he met a literal detour.
I thought he met like a hypothetical boom, ended
up avoiding the whole accident. I'm like, okay,
God, okay. And then I came back in the tail and
I'm talking to some people and find out that
that wreck was pretty serious. And I knew it
was serious because while I was heading there,
I seen a helicopter flying above my head, looking
for a spot to land. So basically that is literally
about to stack fly somebody out of it. I might
if I would have left when I wanted to leave That
could have been me And it was like God just was
like second me low -key like You still think
I don't know what I'm doing. I protected you
from having a deal with this We have to realize
that sometimes the delay, the weight, the reroute,
the no is all in our best interest. One thing
that I've been praying about is thanking God
for the locked doors. The doors that I want to
go open but I can't even open them. because there
are some times where God will allow you to do
things that are not in his will. Right? If you're
persistent enough, God will be like, you know
what, just go on and do it. Bet you ain't got
my blessing. My hand ain't gonna be on it. Right.
But there are some things that God just won't
even allow to work because it's absolutely out
of his will. And sometimes we have to thank God
for those locked doors. We have to thank God
for the doors that were shut in our face. We
have to thank God for the doors that looked like
they were open and once we got to them, they
were shut. We have to thank God for everything
because there's always a reason and a purpose
behind it. My God, that's good, but you got to
thank God for the expected, for the expected
in and unexpected. Like, you've got to thank
God in the middle of it. You know, I preached
to Simon a couple of weeks ago while I said that
the light was fatal, that the light could have
been fatal, but it ain't going to be final because
you're talking about Jesus. You've got to remember
who you're talking about. The same Jesus that
was Lazarus from the dead, the same Jesus that
healed sick, and the same Jesus that worked miracles
before. it's the same Jesus even now that can
save from the greater most to the utmost. Amen.
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We excited. Yes, I can't wait because the topic
we've been putting off for weeks y 'all is gonna
be so controversial. 50 -50. I thought so. I
thought so. I wasn't sure if it was or wasn't.
I was like 50 -50. Yes, yes, I cannot wait to
do that show. Yeah, I can't either. Let me tell
y 'all, I've said this before and I'll say it
again. The team that I have around me this time,
they are the best of the best. I can hit them
up or whatever and I got my back. And it ain't
just the shows or ministry. If I hit them up
and I'm telling them I need prayer. Yo, we're
playing right now. Like I'll never forget it.
February, back in February, Hannah and Tima,
we were the only two at the time that was rocking
with me back in February. I had some other ones
that I was doing shows with back in February,
but those two. was the main tune that I was in
contact with and I'm like, look, I told them
what was going on. And I told them I'm still
going to try to produce some content and release
some shows and an anti movie. No, he's not. Everything
goes on pause right now. Like that is the number
one priority. Like we pause and everything. And
I can't tell you how many times what. He might
have been at 11 o 'clock in the night sometimes.
I'm calling Team Marie. And then there was once,
there was a couple of situations where I've called
her aunt in and I was mad. I was ready to go
off. I was ready to add the donkey and both of
them. They just let me have my moment. They let
me go off for a little bit. And then right before
I did something stupid, both of them. So are
we good now? What's the reason we're good now?
Right, let's reevaluate this situation. Like,
are you good now? Because you ain't going to
do what you said you're going to do. That's what
we're not going to do. You're not about to ask
for food. Sit down somewhere and calm down. And
then there's me. I won't never let me act up.
No, we won't. It's like I've got it so people
are not to be played with you can so but not
in that way Absolutely because when you have
certain calling on your life, you just can't
you can't just do anything, you know, sometimes
we gotta remember that You know You can't just
be all willy -nilly Oh, as much as I would love
him sometimes. He ain't the only one. You know,
I've had to tell my sister the same thing, you
know. And you know, I have done so much better.
But there was a point in time where you would
have had to tell me the same thing. But I've
learned that what God is about to do in my life
is going to out talk. or outshine, outdo anything
that anybody else has to say or that they can
do to me. Come on. That's big right there. You
know what? It's bigger than me at this moment.
Like, the calling that I have on my life is bigger
than me going out. It's bigger than the situation.
Yeah, me going out would only be a temporary
fix. It makes you feel good at that moment though
because it's like finally and then it's like
guys I But was it worth it? We put the comments
back on the screen. I took them off for the commercials.
Yeah, it was like guys like was it worth it though?
So now back on to our Yes, we have too much to
lose. Yeah, exactly Exactly like and with that
you can't just You can't just hang around anybody
and everybody like we talked about that last
week I'll tell y 'all like once again using this
as an example. There's been plenty of times where
If I would have continued to be around people
that I was around at that time, it was like God
would always bring me out of this situation before
anything crazy happened. And it was like, I'm
like, and then I'd get that phone call that something
went down and I'm like, I was there. What do
you mean that happened? Like it didn't happen
while I was there? And it was like, God just
kept me from it. God's like, I have been different
calling on your life. And my calling that I have
on your life is going above even your stupidity
at the moment. You want to hang away. Hold on,
hold on, say that again, say that again. The
calling that I have on your life is going above
and beyond your own stupidity at the moment.
Because let's be honest and let's be real. A
lot of us are stupid enough that we are going
to mess up the bad thing that God has for us.
And God is like, I want to give you greater.
But she want to sit there with mediocrity. That's
it right there. I want to give you sometimes
we lack the. The self -esteem Mm -hmm to what
God where God can take us and and a lot of it
develops from those things that we've been through
in life those things that we did in life and
But we have to understand that once you become
of your new creation That person that you were
you're not them anymore So what you end up deserving
in life and what God can give you in life has
nothing to do with where you being Where you
being just develop your character? And just develop
you know your strength your endurance okay, and
listen because Where you being it develops your
boldness if you could be both for the devil you
could be both for the Lord, right? I say that
all the time because when I was out Doing whatever
I wanted to do because if you knew me, you know,
I was I was wilding. Okay. I was wilding but
the Lord praise the Lord, you know, I got it
together but Where I was I was bold and what
I was doing couldn't nobody tell me nothing You
couldn't tell me nothing. I did what I wanted
to do when I wanted to do it ain't never that
serious. Um, I Was doing what I wanted to do,
right? And so now when it comes to God, I'm gonna
be bold in that too. Yes. Yeah, like you gotta
be. You gotta be bold in that too. Because it's
like, at this point, playtime is over. It's like,
in this season that I'm in, in my life, playtime
is over. I'm going for everything that the devil
told me that I couldn't have. Everything he convinced
me to lay down, everything he stole, everything
that he tried to convince me that I did want
or that I wasn't worthy of, anything that he
tried to tell me that I wasn't going to be capable
of, because let's be real, the devil will try
to trick you into feeling like that's not what
God has for you. You don't you don't even deserve
that you you're not even qualified for that But
God doesn't call to qualify to qualify qualify
and let's be honest Yes, yes, yes be honest with
us be honest. Let's keep it real. Let's keep
it real tonight Like let's it we have There are
so many of us that are. We're asking God, God,
why do you have me waiting? God, why won't you
give me a different answer? And God is saying,
I can't give you a different answer because you
got too much clutter in your life. Like you are
swaddling defense. You are one foot in the world,
one foot in the search. That's it that's why
I always say that you know the things that I
allow the devil to convince to let me lay down
You know because There was a time where I allowed
the devil to convince me to lay down my gift
I allowed the devil to convince me to Shut my
mouth. I allowed the devil to convince me that
I didn't need to prayer I allowed the devil to
convince me that I didn't need to go to church
I allowed the devil to convince me that I didn't
need certain things or or that I Wasn't worthy
of certain things Or that you know For the longest
I felt like I was not capable of getting myself
together And so I just continued to live in sin
because it was like, it's easier this way because
even though I know I'm not living my life right,
I can't mess this up. You know, and when, and
I had to learn that a lot of it came from childhood
trauma. I had to learn that a lot of it came
from trying to be a There's people pleasers,
but then there's parent pleasers Right trying
to get that I'm proud of you out trying to get
that You're doing good Sometimes as parents we
tend to only bring out the negative of what our
children are doing But we forget to praise them
for the positive that they're doing and so as
a child and As a child, it was like I was searching
for that positive reinforcement, that positive
praise. And so as I got older, I stopped myself
from trying to reach things that I knew that
I felt like I wasn't capable of reaching. When
I wanted to make sure that, you know, I'm not
going to try because if I fail, I don't have
to hear you throw it in my face. I don't have
to hear you tell me how I didn't make it. But
if I just do what I want to do, this is not to
please you. This is just because this is just
what I want to do. And that's why when I finally
decided to give my life to Christ, it wasn't
for anybody. It wasn't for my mom. It wasn't
for my dad. It wasn't for my pastor. It wasn't
for my siblings. It wasn't for my kid. It was
strictly for God. Did it for God and that's where
we have to be in life is when we do things we
want to do it for God and God once he seemed
at my heart was ready to do it for him this time
He delivered me from everything right the the
the illegal activities from the drinking the
smoking the partying because If you know me,
I was a party animal. I was always throwing parties.
I threw a party almost every day at my house.
My sister liked to party. I did. I was always
throwing a party. But God delivered me from those
things. And not only did he deliver me, but he
removed the desire for those things. But that
was something that I thought I couldn't have.
I didn't think that I could have a pure heart,
a heart pure enough to say that I don't even
desire to go to the ABC store. I don't even desire
to go to the smoke shop. I don't desire to go
to the dispensaries. I don't desire to do those
things anymore. I don't desire to throw a big
old party because my mom is out of town, right?
Like, because all of me wasn't like that. Listen.
And so when we say that our hearts are renewed
and we're renewed and we're new creatures in
Christ That's what that means like the Holy Spirit
literally comes in and takes over and when they
say God will give you the desires of your hearts
That's what it means. He changes the things that
your hearts desire He changes what you want.
He changes how you feel about certain things.
And that is where we have to get in Christ. It
has to be about your relationship with Christ.
Not about pleasing the people around you. And
I rest my case. And man, you have to get to the
point to where it's about God and nobody else.
God and then everybody else for a second. But
you all... We pray that you all have enjoyed
this show on tonight. We pray that we said something
or did something that was a help to y 'all. Keep
me in place because for the rest of this week
it's about to be crazy busy for your boy. Like
it starts tomorrow night all the way to center.
So the souls as I will see for the rest of this
week. I will be real with y 'all that have been
pre -recorded. I wanted to make sure that you
all still got good content, but I knew that deep
down I wasn't gonna be able to be doing live.
So I wanted to make sure that I pre -recorded.
Not a rerun. Friday is the only rerun. The only
rerun that you all will see will be on Friday,
tomorrow night. I didn't have a guest for Kingdom
Boats mindset, but I still watch y 'all alive.
So recording for MAP Thursday, do not miss on
Dr. Rosita for Prosperity Blueprint. Y 'all don't
want to miss Saturday. I am dropping a new segment
on YouTube. I'm dropping a new segment. entitled,
beyond gospel music, beyond the music, beyond
the music. So what I will be doing is talking
about some of our favorite gospel celebrities
and giving you the story behind their work and
beyond their music. If you've been a fan or follower
of James J. Slip and their work, you know we
did that with Motown for a minute. God has sifted
me from going to Motel to gospel music. So tune
in to that on Saturday and Sunday. Y 'all don't
want to miss dating while anointed. We are talking
about the switch up. Y 'all do not want to miss
that. That conversation was good. So as I always
say, sometimes I do disappointments and that's
the more the guys appointments. Meaning sometimes
we look at his bag. God is only telling me to
ramp while I do it. It's hard for this to move
me. I'm going to let you close your mouth. I
just knew you was going to try and close this
out. I just actually only have one announcement.
Friday night, we are going to do a live prayer
on TikTok. As of right now, that will be our
prayer request slide. Me and Elder James will
be doing that. It will be at midnight Eastern
Standard Time If you are not following me on
tiktok, my name is prophet is team Marie on there
y 'all please follow me on tiktok Tiktok has
invited me to their content creator program So
I will be live a lot more on there. I will be
trying to walk into my prophetic flow on there
And see a charge and y 'all pull away meeting
Listen, I don't believe in that now. I do believe
if you feel led to so You know by all means you
follow what God tells you to do but I don't charge
I just would like the support if you guys are
able to get on even if you don't have a prayer
request I'm just getting on to touching it God
gave me Friday night prayer midnight prayer actually
wasn't even a Friday night thing He gave me midnight
prayer about a year ago And I thought it was
for the church because this was before we started
the 10 a .m. Saturday morning prayers and I had
I had pitched it to my pastor and she was just
like, you know, she's gonna pray on it. But God,
she said God didn't give her that. God gave her
the 10 a .m. Saturday morning. So I'm like, okay,
God, what you want me to do with this midnight
prayer situation? So I had kind of just back
pocketed that, you know, until God gave me further
information. And a few months ago, God gave me
Friday night midnight prayer. Now that was something
I was doing on my own for a while. And then God
also gave me to start streaming on TikTok live
and utilizing my gift and so I Have decided to
start off with doing the Friday night prayer
live. I Promise it's an awesome experience. God's
presence will be there If you have any prayer
requests, you know know somebody with a prayer
request type their request in let's get prayer
suit up because the way this nation is going
we need this okay, and also Make sure that you're
a blessing to somebody And then it doesn't have
to be a financial or materialistic thing Just
getting somebody a smile check it on somebody
letting somebody know that you care about them.
God just placed that on my heart. Reach out to
somebody. Somebody you ain't heard from in a
long time. Just let them know you care about
them and that God loves them. So that's all I
have to say. Stay blessed. Amen, amen, amen.
So you all, I will see y 'all on the show on
tomorrow night. 6 o 'clock p .m. I mean 7 o 'clock
p .m. Central Standard Time. We will be live
at 8 o 'clock p .m. Eastern Y 'all don't want
to miss that. So it was a great one and God bless
y 'all and we will see y 'all next week for every
live So the souls will be back alive next week.
I did talk to Hannah. She is building some better.
She is getting her voice back. So prayerfully
next Monday night I got my sister Hannah with
me. I got her with me next month. We miss Nana
Yes, we do we do trust me we do Because it's
hard out here when I'm by myself. I'm like Okay,
I gotta make this a 30 40 minute cell by myself
like how do I do it? God bless y 'all and I will
see y 'all next week. Peace. Have a good night
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