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Welcome to Closer to Christ, the General Conference,

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where two friends who love Jesus share our own

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approach to studying the most recent General

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Conference talks. This is Abbie. And Amy. Let's

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jump into it. Today, we're so excited to share

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with you our thoughts on the talk, Spiritually

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Whole in Him by President Kamal N. Johnson, Relief

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Society General President. I'm going to start

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by saying I feel like this talk resonated with

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so many people on a personal level. God knew

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what his children needed to hear and fill in

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their hearts. And I say this because... In the

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middle of conference and between sessions, you

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know how people will capture a cute little quote

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from the talk and they'll put it out? Hundreds

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of comments went up under that. This talk was

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for me. They were speaking to me. If 100, 200

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comments can feel that way, that means thousands

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of people are feeling that way. Not everybody's

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going to see the same post, but you get the gist

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of that. For sure, Abby. And I felt like it.

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At times in my life, it's exactly what I needed

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to hear. And it's one of those that I'll just

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like keep at the back of my mind when I'm going

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through something particular. And I've shared

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this talk with two different people that are

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going through things. And I thought of multiple

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friends and family as this talk was going. So

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it just resonated. So let's get right into it.

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President Johnson started with a story we've

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heard before. In her words, 10 lepers hollered

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to the Savior, have mercy on us. And Jesus did.

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He told them to show themselves to the priest.

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And as they went, they were cleansed of their

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disease. And one of them, when he saw that he

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was healed, shouted praises to God. He returned

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to the Savior, fell at his feet, and expressed

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gratitude. And the Savior said to him who was

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thankful, Thy faith hath made thee whole. Did

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you have some thoughts from that, Amy? So many

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thoughts, Abby. You know, as far as the ten lepers

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story goes, I've thought of those nine lepers

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many times in my life as to why they did not.

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Turn around and say thanks to Jesus. Partly,

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though, because he told them what to do. He told

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them exactly what he wanted done. Sometimes it's

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thinking outside of the box of what he asks you

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to do. I know. That the greatest miracles happen.

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Yeah. Anyway. And I mean, it's true. Like, over

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the years, I've had so many different versions

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or variations of what may have happened. And

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on this pass, on this talk, I felt the Spirit

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teach me something new. Just a what if. What

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if in their minds. They had received all that

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Jesus had. Like you said, they did exactly what

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they were supposed to do, right? And to be fair,

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how many times are we one of the nine? Oh, 100%.

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That's kind of why I was asking. I'm like, oh,

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shoot, I could see myself. Have I missed out

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on opportunities? Yes. Yeah. So, yeah, in their

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mind, they'd received all that Jesus had. They

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were so content in this healing that they didn't

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conceive of there being more. And this thought.

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Totally stopped me in my tracks. I think it resonated

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with me too, Abby, is because my prayer is that

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I'm aware enough to know that God is indeed extending

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that miracle and showing mercy. I want to be

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aware not to be content only with a portion of

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his healing. Yes, it would be overwhelming. Could

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you even imagine having anything better than

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like in your own eyes, in real time, there was

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a physical healing. All the symptoms of leprosy

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were gone in an instant. For now, my heart is

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tuned to receiving all that the Father hath,

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and I want spiritual and I want complete healing.

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And so in recent years, I've prayed to keep my

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heart in tune to this by having a constant prayer.

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We've talked about this before, to know when,

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quote, it is finished, right? I feel like it's

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a gift that the Spirit can give. And in this

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case, it would mean when full physical, emotional,

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and spiritual healing had been given by God through

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Christ's atonement. In Jesus's case, when he

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used these words, it was to know how much suffering,

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how much effort, how much of himself needed to

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be given to fulfill his divine atonement. Jesus

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taught an entire sermon with the words when he

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said, it is finished. And I think each of us

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as his disciples could take that into our hearts

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and ask, how can I apply that principle today?

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Awesome. I'm still thinking on the nine. I think

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your thoughts that you shared on the nine others

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are perfect. And I think we've all wondered,

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you know, why didn't they thank Jesus in that

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situation? What's going on for each of them?

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Like I said, maybe they were like his instructions

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were to head to the priest. We headed to the

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priest. Look, we got the healing. We must have

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done exactly what he asked us to do. Jesus Christ

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had healed 10 lepers, but one coming back to

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the Savior received something in addition. He

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was made whole. Nine lepers were physically healed.

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One was physically healed and made spiritually

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whole. I think this part catches everybody's

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attention. It's the distinction that she made

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about the additional blessing. For sure. So,

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you know, she's introducing this talk. She's

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going to unlock for us a new principle or something

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to think about. Additional blessings of being

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made whole. Yeah. Something only the Savior can

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offer. Exactly. He's the one who decides, right?

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I feel like, again, it's agency. And this one

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leper, he offered gratitude in addition with

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his faith, right? The leprosy thing, I mean,

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this is something they've been struggling with

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for years. They've been ostracized. They've been

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shunned from their communities. They've had no

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contact except for themselves. This is a group

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of, they probably become friends because they're

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all each other has. That's a good point. they're

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not healed as they start heading in to go talk

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to the priest. So if you go in, as far as I have

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heard about the lepers or whatever, they'd be

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really punished or whatever. So what they did

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wasn't terrible. They were proceeding on his

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instructions and doing something that was probably

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terrifying because they were going to be picked

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on for doing what they did. That's a good point.

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there can be more. Yes. What additional blessings

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do you see from this? What do you think it unlocks?

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Okay, yes. So for me, I feel like that gratitude,

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it reminded me of some of the study I've done

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in the past few months, is that giving thanks

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is a step in healing. And I hadn't really thought

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of it before very much. I was studying some old...

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talks. And Richard G. Scott gave this in 1992.

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I love this so much. He says, healing is accelerated

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when gratitude is expressed to the Lord for every

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degree of improvement noted. And I mean, we just

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saw that acceleration with what happened with

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this 10th leper, right? He added gratitude to

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the equation and the Lord in his goodness was

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able to bless him with an extended miracle. Do

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you know what's going on in Sister Johnson's

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life that this has been on her mind? I don't.

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Her husband is chronically ill. Interesting.

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And so I'm sure she's seen many miracles along

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the way, but it's not something that she's expecting

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physical healing from. And I don't know, you

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could tell it came from a deep place. Oh, for

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sure, right? Yeah, it resonated with her. Another

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one is gratitude is our sweet acknowledgement

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of the Lord's hand in our lives. It's an expression

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of our faith. That's from Bonnie D. Harkin. And

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then in Thessalonians 5 .18, gratitude is part

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of healing. Give thanks in all circumstances

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for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ

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or Christ Jesus. It's a pattern of God. When

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we choose to be grateful, God is able to bless

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us with more. She asks a billion -dollar question

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about both wholeness and healing. She says, if

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healing and wholeness are not the same, which

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is so easy to picture in the form of the 10 leper

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scenario, but then everybody was like, oh, this

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is my thing that I'm dealing with, that I've

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chronically been dealing with, or that my family

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or friend has been dealing with. So anyway, if

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healing and wholeness are not the same, can one

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be made spiritually whole by him? but not yet

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physically and emotionally healed. It's amazing.

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And I feel like I haven't heard it exactly said

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that way. In previous podcasts, we've really

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settled. We felt comfortable saying spiritual

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things are... like we would talk about it being

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more fine matter. Yeah. Like all things are created

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spiritually before physically. Uh -huh. So spiritual

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healing. Yes. And so we've talked about some

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of the things that ALU, you have your own fair

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share of chronic illness things to go through

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and that, yeah, you're still waiting for the

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physical part of that to catch up. But in the

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process of allowing him to make you whole spiritually,

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you're kind of more content to wait for the body

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to catch up. I agree. Because he doesn't want

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to be whole. Right? But your gratitude in the

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little piece in the parts, like as he sends the

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right combination of doctors or therapies to

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try, you know, there's a moment to reflect in

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gratitude on that. Absolutely. You can just be

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like, why didn't you just fix me all at once?

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We've talked about this before. It's like maybe

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that therapy didn't exist before. So he can't

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offer that blessing in that moment, but he can

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give you something to aid you in the process.

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And when you look back, on sometimes decades

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multiple decades of pain and suffering if you

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do it with these certain eyes with these you

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know different eyes to see you can see his hand

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along the way you can see how you grew to trust

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him more how he was walking with you it's pretty

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amazing so anyway i do feel like i do feel like

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we've touched on this but the way that she spoke

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it Like we said, it resonated with people the

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way that she said it. Had you thought before

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of them really being two distinctly different

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things? I had not. Just like you said, we had

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talked before about there being the spiritual

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healing and the physical healing. I love that

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she talked about... Spiritual wholeness. Yes,

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the wholeness. The master healer will heal all

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our afflictions, physical and emotional, in his

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time. But in the waiting to be healed, can one

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behold? And then she goes on to explain, to behold,

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like what does it mean to behold, right? To behold

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means to be complete and full. Much like the

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five wise virgins who had their lamps full with

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oil when the bridegroom came, we can be whole

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in Jesus Christ as we fill our lamps with the

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nourishing oil of conversion to him. In that

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way, we're prepared for the symbolic wedding

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supper, his second coming. So if I'm taking key

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words from her description, being whole would

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mean complete, full of conversion to Jesus Christ

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and being prepared for his coming. I love that.

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So, maybe we should stop and consider some ways

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to be made whole. She makes a list of a few of

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them, and I'll start off with a few. We can be

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made whole in Jesus Christ when we exercise our

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agency to follow Him in faith. And I think you

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made that point. The ten lepers went off, one

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returned. Jesus Christ is always about agency,

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and that's the lesson. We have to turn to him.

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He can't just throw at us. And here also, let

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me sprinkle this. You're also spiritually whole.

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Yeah. It required using agency too. I know what

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you said to do, but thank you for what you did.

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Yeah. We are whole in Jesus Christ as we submit

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our hearts to him so that he can change them.

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And a lot of times when it's chronic illness

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that we're discussing, we've allowed ourselves

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to harden a piece of that heart. That's a good

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point. Usually. Because it's chronic. Yeah. You've

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been dealing with it for so many years. You get

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a piece of anger in there. Yeah. You get burned.

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You think to yourself. And you reason like, I've

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been doing so many good things. Like, I deserve

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this healing. But he's not punishing you with

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that illness. Right. So healing you from it isn't

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because you were a good girl or boy all of a

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sudden. Absolutely. That's the distinguishing

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feature. And it's always a process. There's never

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like a one and done and it's finished, you know?

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It's like you think, oh, this might be the thing.

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And then you go through it and it didn't heal

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you. And you're like, oh, you don't want to hold

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out hope for the next time. You know, you kind

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of get burned. Well, and it's an interesting

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thing to think about when you submit your heart

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to him. It's because you know that only He can

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fix, that He can soften that heart for you. But

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again, like it's the agency and it's turning

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to Him to allow Him to do that. And then keeping

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His commandments. That's the long and short of

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it. Absolutely. And then she continues, enter

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a covenant relationship with Him. So when we

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make covenants with Him. And then meekly, you

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kind of touched on this too, meekly. endure and

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learn from mortal challenges until we return

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to his presence and are healed in every way.

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Somehow we have to verbalize that we're getting

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the message that he's sending to us. That's a

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good point. Like I'm acknowledging I'm going

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through this physical ailment, but I've mentioned

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before, like people that will testify like, you

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know, in their ailment, you know, Jesus Christ

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is their savior and he's done so many good things

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for them. that speaks volumes when you get to

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hear somebody testifying through their trials

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and their pain. 100%. And even, you know, if

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we're waiting in wholeness, we are whole in our

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dedication to the Lord. Like this says, I can

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be whole while I wait for healing if I am wholehearted

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in my relationship with Him. So just like you're

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saying, for me, it's kind of like I have an open

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document with Heavenly Father and we talk about

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like the... all the challenges I'm going through

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right now. Like I'll get, let's say an inspiration

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to do a certain thing. And I'll say, Heavenly

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Father, I had a thought to do this. Was this

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you? Like, so I get the confirmation and I say,

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how would be the best way to proceed with this?

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I'm not really sure what it looks like. So there's

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always like a working dialogue. And like, then

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I see like how the Savior fits in with all of

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that. Yeah. That protocol you may be inspired

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to do, you can't enter it thinking like, if I

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don't feel perfect at the end of this, then it

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was of the devil or that you deceived me. It's

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ongoing. You know, there's something wrong with

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me. I guess I'm just trying to make that point

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that sometimes we think an answer is going to

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lead to the like, boom, magical healing. But

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sometimes it's just a step closer to get the

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healing to kind of catch up to. Where it can

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be, too. I totally think that. But what's hopeful

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is that you can always assess in each of these

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iterations of the things that we do that you're

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like, how has my relationship with Jesus Christ

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grown? How have I learned more of my Heavenly

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Father? That relationship. So as you were talking

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about that, it's also like, you know, since there's

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this ongoing relationship and we get better iteratively,

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right? And by that, I mean, grow closer to Heavenly

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Father, understand what His patterns are, partner

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with Him in our healing. I also love to ask for,

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I like Heavenly Father to help show me what...

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compensatory blessings I've been given. Because

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it's not always the physical healing I'm looking

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for, right? Right. And I think if you verbalize

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that in your conversations with him or in this

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open dialogue that we're having or like an open,

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you know, your prayer drilling situation that

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you're like, I'm expecting to be healed. either

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in the resurrection or in this life. But, you

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know, like I'm saying that I want to be healed

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in the process. Help me to have eyes to see all

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of the things you're doing for me. Now, being

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reminded of the covenants that we make, so more

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frequently we can attend the temple. And, you

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know, certainly if you're not feeling good and

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you're sick, it's really hard to get into the

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temple. But to the best of your abilities, if

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you can make it into the temple and be reminded

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of those covenants you've made or partaking of

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the sacrament, being reminded, you know, of your

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covenants. Yeah. It's an opportunity. We oftentimes

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have opportunities to reflect on the blessings

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that can be ours. Agreed. We have to. seek for

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them. We have to recognize them. We have to verbalize

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that we've seen them in our lives. And it makes

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a difference when we do that. I do like, especially

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if I'm having an acute health challenge I'm working

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on, I do love going to the initiatory. And I

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like, after each blessing that's pronounced on

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my head, I say, Heavenly Father, I claim that.

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I need all of those. I claim that. I claim that.

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You know what I mean? I can just hold on to that

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for whenever He sees fit to pour it down on me.

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And there actually is the vitality that I'm waiting

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for. And a lot of those promises, I'm like, I

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do recognize people will sit in there and they'll

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be like, that's not a blessing that I get to

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experience. That's not for me. But what's amazing

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is that it's going to be. Regardless if it's

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in this moment or in the eternities, which are

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a lot longer cumulatively than we're experiencing

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this short little blip here. It's still worth

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striving to be worthy of. Absolutely. So I love

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this part, Abby. Enos asked the Lord, how is

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it done? So after he was blessed, and so many

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times I feel like I asked the Lord that, like,

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you blessed me. Like, how did this happen? It

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was so wonderful. How is it done? And the Lord

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responded, because of thy faith in Christ, thy

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faith hath made thee whole. Isn't it cool? He

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doesn't even take the acclaim for the healing.

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He's like, your faith did that. It was very good.

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Really, because he set that in stone for us when

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he fulfilled his covenant. It's a blessing of

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the covenant he did, but he's basically saying,

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you know, some people take that opportunity to

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pick it up. You claimed it, so you did that.

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I love that. We talked about Paul before with

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the thorn in his side in previous conferences.

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And I love it when they bring up that story,

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just because it touched me so deeply. And like

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any time that it comes up subsequent to that,

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I'm like, yep. It resonates. It does. I think

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we can agree it's a story that's universal. We

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can all relate on some level. It's that thing

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that we bring to the Lord and we ask him and

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we ask him and we ask him for and we don't feel

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like we're getting traction on it. I really like

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how President Johnson reframes his experience

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with wholeness versus healing and further explains

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the difference between the two. Yes. I love it.

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I love the part where the Lord said to Paul,

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my grace is sufficient for thee, for my strength

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is made perfect in weakness. And then Paul responded

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to the Lord, when I am weak, then am I strong,

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meaning in the Lord. Those who rest, oh, I love

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this part that you talked about. I think, again,

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we can all. We can all see ourselves in this.

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Those who wrestle with mortal struggles and turn

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to God in faith, like Paul, can receive the blessings

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of becoming acquainted with God. Paul was not

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healed in his affliction, but he was spiritually

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whole in Jesus Christ. And even in his adversity,

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the light of his conversion to and strength from

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Jesus Christ was shining and he was joyful. And

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in his epistle to the Philippians, he exclaimed,

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Rejoice in the Lord always. Again, I say rejoice.

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I love that hymn. There's patterns being established

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here. And what I'm hearing is that it's our agency

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that's going to decide the outcome of the situation.

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The ten lepers' faith brought healing. One leper's

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additional praise, gratitude brought wholeness.

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And then we talked about Enos and how his faith

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brought wholeness. And when we choose to let

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God prevail in our lives, we love that phrase

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from our prophet, we choose him within the context

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of wholeness and healing. You know, we might

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ask ourselves, how does agency play a role in

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this? I like the way, again, like you said, the

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pattern of the Lord is made known and we choose

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to be made whole. Camille Johnson says it like

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this. Many are called, but few are chosen. Or

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sorry, this is the way she said it. Many are

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called, but few choose to be chosen. And then

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she says, all will be physically and emotionally

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healed in the resurrection. But will you choose

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now? to be made whole in him. We can spiritually

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be made whole even while we wait for physical

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and emotional healing. Wholeness does not necessarily

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mean physical and emotional restoration in this

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life. I feel like she really, really made that

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abundantly clear in this. It might not necessarily

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be in this life. Wholeness is born of faith in

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and conversion to Jesus Christ and letting the

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light of that conversion shine. I do feel like

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her asking the question, will you choose? Now

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to be made whole in him. That's kind of life

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changing. Like not later, right now. Do you have

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a short answer on what it looks like to demonstrate

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spiritual wholeness? Demonstrate? I mean, you

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know, years ago, it's been five years now, but

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we kind of as a group of friends started talking

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about or learning more about. We learned about

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meditation, but we also, as part of that, learned

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about being grateful for things as if God had

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already given them to us. So the short answer

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is, I do. I see myself as already, in this term,

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being healed or whole, and I just live as if

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I already am receiving all of those blessings,

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and I'm just waiting for them to be made manifest

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physically. Right now, I am seeing myself in

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the future with vitality, and I'm very specific

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about all the things that I see, the things that

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I enjoy that I haven't been able to for the past

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couple months. And that's one way I do it right

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now, today. That connects the thoughts that are

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kind of going through my mind. I've been thinking

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a lot about the parable of the ten virgins. And

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I think a lot of people have referenced how many

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times that they saw that theme come up. There's

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a new statue that's been placed. There's multiple

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statues that are going to be put around the temple

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grounds. And Camille Johnson was the first one

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that referenced. And there's a picture in the

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online. And so, you know, last week when we were

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celebrating Holy Week, Teaching Tuesday came

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up. And so I pulled the picture of the ten virgins

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and I posed the question to my Facebook people.

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friends, acquaintances that I said, you know,

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as we're looking at teaching Tuesday, we know

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that the parable of the 10 virgins came up and

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we know we can't share our oil, but we, but you

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know, how have you or how have others shared

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their light with you? So as I've been thinking

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about, you're talking about spiritual wholeness.

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What I'm hearing is that we demonstrate that

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we're spiritually whole by sharing the light

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of Jesus Christ with others. We don't let our

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physical ailments, when we go through those waves

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of time when we're dealing with health issues

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or our loved ones are dealing with health issues,

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that we just turn inside of ourselves and we

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forget to keep testifying of Jesus Christ and

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do the good in the world. So I thought in a Relief

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Society lesson, if that part resonates to you

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in this talk, if you wanted to delve a little

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bit more into sharing the light, That's how I'm

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making the connection. How do you demonstrate

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spiritual wholeness? You do things until they're

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like the normal and natural thing. And then you

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can say, like, I'm spiritually whole. Now, if

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your physical limitations really hold you back,

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you're confined to a bed, you have to think of

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ways from your bed. Maybe you're going to be

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posting thoughts about, you know, love and Jesus.

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ways to share your life from your bed with you

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know if your fingertips are working and if your

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fingertips aren't working but you can speak your

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voice command is going to have to dictate you

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know what you're able to do but anyway i put

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that question out there and i thought in the

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spirit of you know what a really society lesson

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might look like and sharing these things that

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i might share and i asked permission uh to to

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share these thoughts so when i said how has how

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has um light been shared with you or how have

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you shared shared your light and emory comments

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my baby was six days old and i was starting to

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feel the struggle of sleep deprivation hormone

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fluctuation and all of it i was up with my baby

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crying as he was crying and i looked at my phone

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and a former young woman's leader jen had sent

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me a sweet text so she shared that on facebook

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then she private messaged me just so that she

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made sure that it was like applicable to all

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friend groups, not just one specific denomination.

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So in the private text, it said, this is the

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part of the text that she'd sent me that you

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can add to your podcast. It said, I just didn't

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add it to my comment online. She said, in the

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text, it read, when you're feeling that exhaustion,

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just open your gospel app, listen to some conference

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talks or music. You will find strength in the

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spirit. Those things will bring. It has something

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so small for her, but it meant everything to

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me as a new mother, as she's trying to heal.

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physically um you know the hormones raging there's

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emotional problems there jen gave her a reminder

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of the spiritual strength that she can get in

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this time right yes in a simple way i knew heavenly

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father was so aware of me in that moment she's

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always been someone who i aspire to be because

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of her willingness to always listening to promptings

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and i don't know how many times emory's like

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had to pull up a conference talk to like get

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through one more long night or whatever but The

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fact that it came to remembrance as she saw that

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post, it means everything because it's just like

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a sweet little piece of light that Jen shared

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in that way. Lacey shared, I've been trying hard

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to study Holy Week and really feel it in my heart

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and have been praying to know how to minister

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as the Savior would like me to. I was prompted

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to go and visit a woman I know who lives in an

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assisted living center. So I grabbed a treat

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and went to see her. As I entered the facility,

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smelled the smells and saw the crippled and aged,

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I had the distinct impression it was exactly

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a place where the Savior would have. have went.

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I am very humbled by my prompting to go there

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and minister to this woman. It was what I needed.

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I often don't make time to do this, and my heart

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needed this reminder, and I felt like I had a

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small glimpse of how his last week looked in

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my life, serving others, some that he chose for

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me to serve. That's beautiful. And then Martha.

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She said, I love this thought. People have shared

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their light with me in simple ways. A call, a

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text, a written note, a comment in Sunday school

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or Relief Society has touched my heart. The example

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of my righteous mother, the friendship of my

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sisters, a priesthood blessing for my husband.

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I feel like I could go on and on. I'm so grateful

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for the light others have shared with me. And

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so I stopped to share that just because I thought

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that really helps me kind of picture this talk

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in. In a way that a Relief Society or Elders

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Quorum lesson might go, I think you would hear

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people share. It takes small and simple actions

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to make a comment, to write a note, to make a

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visit. It's not a huge thing, but those small

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things, they compound over time. And if we don't

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use an excuse, when I feel better. I'll do these

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things. If it's our mindset that we're going

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to look for those opportunities just about any

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time. I do want to testify that I've seen people

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overcome physical challenges. I'm not saying

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they're made physically whole. They've overcome

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their physical challenges by demonstrating the

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spiritual part of it. And so that's why those

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were the thoughts that were swirling as Sister

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Johnson testified of this. I thought she's...

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She's just putting words to something that's

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been true all the time. And so when she spoke,

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everything was firing. I was like, yes, this

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is exactly the truth. And so you're never going

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to be able to go up and walk up to somebody and

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they're not feeling good. And you're like, well,

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if you would just get yourself spiritually right,

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then you wouldn't be that bothered by this physical

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thing. That's not what the intent of this message

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was to be. It's just such sweet words, such promising

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words. that we now can just easily share. We

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can have for ourself. It's in the back of my

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mind as I undoubtedly will experience other physical

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issues or my children will come into or my spouse

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will come into these hard, difficult times that

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maybe my number one goal is, yeah, doing the

00:28:26.549 --> 00:28:28.289
things that we can to physically get them back

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up to snuff, but always doing my best to share

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that light so that they can they can feel of

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God's love for them in small and simple ways

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and always encourage them. When they're filling

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down, the best thing to do is to testify of the

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Savior in these small and simple ways. It's a

00:28:48.279 --> 00:28:50.380
great way to get out of that headspace that we're

00:28:50.380 --> 00:28:54.440
already in. I don't know. It's great. That's

00:28:54.440 --> 00:28:58.299
absolutely true, Abby. Also, like you said, if

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we're waiting for a time for things for X, Y,

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Z to be done, then I'll do it. That's not the

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point. It's you do it now. And kind of the spoiler

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is you're the same exact person you are when

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you're not well as you are when you're healed,

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meaning the Lord doesn't just jump over everything.

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and take you to healed, it's like you said, the

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small and simple things as we cultivate a relationship

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with Jesus Christ, as we make covenants, as we

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share our light with others, we slowly move our

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way towards being healed physically. And when

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you see the leaps and bound growth, when you

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look back on a past situation you've endured

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and you see the immense amount of growth, the

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way that you've become more prepared to usher

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in your Savior or be prepared for a second coming,

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you're like, of course these hard things are

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going to be put in my path because he sees so

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much potential in each of us and those do tend

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to be the best ways to grow. Absolutely. I felt

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like she was pretty clear on some action items.

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Do you feel like you want to cover that? Yeah,

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I feel like she helped us with a mantra, like

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an I am statement where she said, I can be whole

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while I wait for healing as I am wholehearted

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in my relationship with him. Just again, a reminder

00:30:08.869 --> 00:30:13.240
that we're whole as we... put our lives maybe

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worth typing up and putting in a place that you

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see often serious if you were especially if you

00:30:18.839 --> 00:30:21.480
were dealing with a chronic illness yeah that

00:30:21.480 --> 00:30:24.859
has no real end in sight or just like a problem

00:30:24.859 --> 00:30:27.140
that's not going away thorn in your side thorn

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in your side yeah and then the other part is

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will you choose now to be whole in him Those

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are two things that we can decide every single

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day if we're going to take the invitation. Maybe

00:30:38.079 --> 00:30:40.000
not on the first passing because it was like

00:30:40.000 --> 00:30:42.680
such a wow talk. Yeah. Maybe as people re -listen

00:30:42.680 --> 00:30:44.180
to this talk and they hear that line, they're

00:30:44.180 --> 00:30:46.420
like, yeah, I'm going to choose right this second

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just to be made whole in him. All the problems

00:30:49.640 --> 00:30:52.359
aren't gone, but like, why not just be? great

00:30:52.359 --> 00:30:54.940
today. Yes, choose that. I love that. Spiritually.

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So in closing, prophesying of the Savior, Isaiah

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said, He will swallow up death and victory, and

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the Lord God will wipe away tears from all of

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the faces. His resurrection allowed Mary's tears

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to be wiped away. Surely He will wipe away yours

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too. And then she adds this, I humbly add my

00:31:14.519 --> 00:31:17.740
testimony to Mary's. He is risen. Jesus Christ

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lives. Ultimately, all will be healed physically

00:31:20.259 --> 00:31:23.200
and emotionally in Him. And in the waiting for

00:31:23.200 --> 00:31:25.759
that healing, faith in the Master Healer will

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make us spiritually whole. In the name of Jesus

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Christ.
